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- 0:00Speaker 1: Section one of A Coffin for Jacob. This is a
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- 0:14Speaker 1: Recording by Paul Harvey. A Coffin for Jacob by Edward W. Ludwig,
- 0:21Speaker 1: Section one. With never a moment to rest, the pursuit
- 0:26Speaker 1: through space felt like a game of hounds and hares,
- 0:30Speaker 1: Or was it follow the leader? Ben Curtis eased his pale,
- 0:35Speaker 1: gaunt body through the open doorway of the blast Inn,
- 0:39Speaker 1: the dead Man following silently behind him. His fear born
- 0:44Speaker 1: gaze traveled into the dimly illumined Venusian gin mill. The
- 0:50Speaker 1: place was like an evil cauldron, steaming with the brew
- 0:54Speaker 1: whose ingredients had been called from the back corners of
- 0:58Speaker 1: three planets. Most of the big room lay obscured behind
- 1:04Speaker 1: a shimmering veil of tobacco smoke and the sweet, heavy
- 1:08Speaker 1: fumes of Martian devil's egg. Here and there Ben saw
- 1:13Speaker 1: moving figures he could not tell if they were Earthmen,
- 1:18Speaker 1: Martians or Venusians. Someone tugged at his greasy coat. He jumped,
- 1:25Speaker 1: thinking absurdly that it was the dead man's hand. Como
- 1:30Speaker 1: aesta signor a small voice piped speckin de Deutsch, dese
- 1:37Speaker 1: revou d'amor da yet Ben looked down. The speaker was
- 1:44Speaker 1: an eager eyed Martian boy of about ten. He was
- 1:48Speaker 1: like a red skinned marionette with pipe stem arms and legs,
- 1:53Speaker 1: clad in a torn skivvy shirt and faded blue dungarees.
- 2:00Speaker 1: I'm American, Ben muttered, Ah, buena, I speak English, tray
- 2:06Speaker 1: fine signor I have Martian friend. She tray pretty and
- 2:11Speaker 1: tray fat. She weigh almost eighty pounds, masiere, take you
- 2:17Speaker 1: to her. See. Ben shook his head. He thought, I
- 2:22Speaker 1: don't want your Martian wench. I don't want your opium
- 2:25Speaker 1: or your Devil's egg or your Venusian cali. But if
- 2:30Speaker 1: you'd had a drug that would bring a dead man
- 2:32Speaker 1: to life, I'd buy and pay you with my soul.
- 2:37Speaker 1: It is deal monsieur five dollars or twenty akilies for
- 2:42Speaker 1: visit Martian friend. Maybe you like house of dreams. For
- 2:46Speaker 1: house of dreams, I'm not buying. The dirty faced kid shrugged.
- 2:53Speaker 1: Then I show you to good table. Tray bien, I
- 2:57Speaker 1: do not charge you signor. The boy grabbed his hand.
- 3:01Speaker 1: Because Ben could think of no reason for resisting, he followed.
- 3:06Speaker 1: They plunged into shifting layers of smoke and through the
- 3:10Speaker 1: drone of alcohol cracked voices. They passed the bar with
- 3:15Speaker 1: its line of lean, featured, slit eyed earthmen merchant spacemen.
- 3:22Speaker 1: They wormed down a narrow aisle flanked by booths carved
- 3:26Speaker 1: from Venusian marble that jutted up into the semi darkness
- 3:32Speaker 1: like fog blanketed tombstones. Several times Ben glimpsed the bulky
- 3:38Speaker 1: figures of co two breathing Venusians, the first he'd ever seen.
- 3:45Speaker 1: They were smoky gray, scaly naked giants, toads, and human shape.
- 3:52Speaker 1: They stood solitary and motionless aloof their green lidded eyes
- 3:58Speaker 1: on blinking. They assertedly didn't look like telepaths, as Ben
- 4:03Speaker 1: had heard they were, but the thought sent a fresh
- 4:07Speaker 1: rivulet to fear down his spine. Once he spied a
- 4:13Speaker 1: white uniformed officer of Hoover's City's security police. The man
- 4:18Speaker 1: was striding down an aisle, idly tapping his neuroclub against
- 4:23Speaker 1: the stone booths. Keep walking, Ben told himself, you look
- 4:29Speaker 1: the same as anyone else here. Keep walking look straight ahead.
- 4:35Speaker 1: The officer passed. Ben breathed, easier, here we are, monsieur
- 4:41Speaker 1: piped the Martian boy a tray, fine table, close in
- 4:45Speaker 1: the shadows. Ben winced, how did this kid know? He
- 4:49Speaker 1: wanted to sit in the shadows? Frowning, he sat down,
- 4:53Speaker 1: he and the dead man. He listened to the lonely
- 4:57Speaker 1: rhythms of the four piece Martians orchestra. The Martians were fragile,
- 5:04Speaker 1: dull like creatures, with heads too large for their spindly bodies.
- 5:09Speaker 1: Their long fingers played up the strings of their syrillas
- 5:14Speaker 1: or crawled over the holes of their flutes like spider legs.
- 5:19Speaker 1: Their tune was sad. Even when they played an Earth tune,
- 5:23Speaker 1: it still seemed a song of old Mars, charged with
- 5:27Speaker 1: echoes of lost voices and forgotten grandeur. For an instant,
- 5:33Speaker 1: Ben's mind rose above the haunting vision of the dead men.
- 5:38Speaker 1: He thought, what are they doing here, these Martians, here
- 5:43Speaker 1: in a smoke filled room, under a meatallite dome, on
- 5:47Speaker 1: a dust covered world. Couldn't they have played their music
- 5:51Speaker 1: on Mars? Or had they, like me, felt the challenge
- 5:56Speaker 1: of new worlds? He sobered, It didn't matter. He ordered
- 6:01Speaker 1: a whiskey from a Chinese waiter. He wet his lips
- 6:05Speaker 1: but did not drink. His gaze wandered over the faces
- 6:09Speaker 1: of the inn's other occupants. You've got to find him,
- 6:14Speaker 1: he thought. You've got to find the man with the
- 6:17Speaker 1: red beard. It's the only way you can escape the
- 6:20Speaker 1: dead man. The dead man was real. His name was Cobb.
- 6:26Speaker 1: He was stout and flabby and about forty, and he
- 6:29Speaker 1: hated spacemen. His body was buried now, probably in the
- 6:34Speaker 1: silent gray wastes outside Luna City, but he'd become a
- 6:39Speaker 1: kind of invisible Siamese twin, as much a part of
- 6:44Speaker 1: Ben as sight in his eyes. Sometimes the image would
- 6:49Speaker 1: be shuffling drunkenly beside him, its lips spitting whisky, slurred curses. Again,
- 6:58Speaker 1: its face would be popeyed mask of surprise. His bend's
- 7:02Speaker 1: fist thudded into its jaws. More often, the face would
- 7:07Speaker 1: be frozen in the whiteness of death. The large eyes
- 7:11Speaker 1: would stare, Blood would trickle from a corner of the
- 7:15Speaker 1: gaping mouth. You can forget a living man. You can
- 7:20Speaker 1: defeat him, or submit to him, or ignore him, and
- 7:23Speaker 1: a matter is over and done. You can't escape from
- 7:27Speaker 1: a memory that has burned into your mind. It had
- 7:31Speaker 1: begun a week ago in Luna City. The flight from
- 7:36Speaker 1: White Sands had been successful. Ben quietly and moderately wanted
- 7:41Speaker 1: to celebrate. He stopped alone in a rock at front
- 7:46Speaker 1: bar for a beer. The man named Cob plopped his
- 7:51Speaker 1: portly and unsteady posterior on the stool next to him. Spacemen,
- 7:57Speaker 1: he muttered, are getting like flies everywhere. All you see spacemen.
- 8:05Speaker 1: He was a neatly dressed civilian. Ben smiled. If it
- 8:09Speaker 1: weren't for spacemen, you wouldn't be here. The names Cobb,
- 8:14Speaker 1: the man hiccupped spacemen in their white monkey suits. They
- 8:19Speaker 1: think they're little tin gods. Bet you you think you
- 8:23Speaker 1: are a little tin god. He downed a shot of whiskey.
- 8:28Speaker 1: Ben stiffened. He was twenty four and dressed in the white,
- 8:33Speaker 1: crimson braided uniform of the Odyssey's junior astrogation officer. He
- 8:40Speaker 1: was three months out of the academy at White Sands,
- 8:44Speaker 1: and the shining uniform was like a key to all
- 8:48Speaker 1: the mysteries of the universe. He'd sought long for that
- 8:52Speaker 1: key at the age of five, perhaps in order to
- 8:57Speaker 1: dull the memory of his parent's death in a recent
- 9:00Speaker 1: strateget crash, he'd spent hours watching the night sky for
- 9:06Speaker 1: streaking flame tales of moon rockets. At ten, he'd ground
- 9:11Speaker 1: his first telescope. At fourteen, he'd converted an abandoned shed
- 9:17Speaker 1: on the government boarding school grounds to a retreat, which
- 9:21Speaker 1: housed his collection of astronomy and rocketry books. At sixteen,
- 9:27Speaker 1: he'd spent every weekend holiday hitchhiking from Boystown Number five
- 9:32Speaker 1: in the Catskills to Long Island Spaceport. There, among the
- 9:38Speaker 1: grizzled veterans of the Old Moon Patrol, he'd found friends
- 9:42Speaker 1: who understood his dream and who later recommended his appointment
- 9:48Speaker 1: to the US Academy for the Conquest of Space. And
- 9:52Speaker 1: a month ago he'd signed aboard the Odyssey, the first
- 9:56Speaker 1: ship it was rumored equipped to venture sure as far
- 10:00Speaker 1: as the asteroids and perhaps beyond. Cob was persistent, damn
- 10:07Speaker 1: fool should have known enough to stay on Earth. Oh,
- 10:10Speaker 1: what the hell good is a jumping from planet to planet?
- 10:15Speaker 1: The guy's drunk, Ben thought. He took his drink and
- 10:19Speaker 1: moved three stools down the bar. Cob followed, you don't
- 10:24Speaker 1: like the truth? A kid he don't like people to
- 10:27Speaker 1: call you a sucker. Ben rose and started to leave
- 10:31Speaker 1: the bar, but Cob grabbed his arm and held him there.
- 10:36Speaker 1: That was what you are, a sucker. You're young. Now
- 10:40Speaker 1: wait ten years, you'll be dying a radiation rod er
- 10:44Speaker 1: Meteoral'll get you. Wait and see, sucker. Until this instant,
- 10:49Speaker 1: Ben had suppressed his anger. Now, suddenly, and without warning,
- 10:55Speaker 1: it welled up into savage fury. His fist struck the
- 10:59Speaker 1: man on chin. COB's eyes gaped in shocked horror. He
- 11:04Speaker 1: spun backward. His head cracked sickeningly on the edge of
- 11:09Speaker 1: the bar. The sound was like a punctuation mark, signaling
- 11:14Speaker 1: the end of life. He sank to the floor, eyes glassy,
- 11:19Speaker 1: blood trickling down his jaw. Ben knew that he was dead. Then,
- 11:25Speaker 1: for a single absurd second, Ben was seized with terror,
- 11:30Speaker 1: just as a moment before he'd been overwhelmed with anger.
- 11:35Speaker 1: He ran for some twenty minutes. He raced through a
- 11:40Speaker 1: dizzying nightmare world of dark rock at front alleys and
- 11:45Speaker 1: shouting voices and pursuing feet. At last, abruptly, he realized
- 11:51Speaker 1: that he was alone, and in silence, he saw that
- 11:54Speaker 1: he was still on the rocket front, but in the
- 11:57Speaker 1: tycho ward side of the city. He huddled in a
- 12:01Speaker 1: dark corner of a loading platform and lit a cigarette.
- 12:05Speaker 1: A thousand stars, a thousand motionless balls of silver fire
- 12:11Speaker 1: shown above him through Luna City's transparent dome. He was
- 12:16Speaker 1: sorry he'd hit cob, of course, he was not sorry
- 12:19Speaker 1: he'd run. Escaping at least gave him a power of choice,
- 12:24Speaker 1: of decision. You can do two things, he thought. You
- 12:29Speaker 1: can give yourself up, and that's what a good officer
- 12:33Speaker 1: would do. That would eliminate the escape charge. You'd get
- 12:37Speaker 1: off with voluntary manslaughder under interplanetary law. That would mean
- 12:42Speaker 1: ten years in prison and a dishonorable discharge, and then
- 12:47Speaker 1: you'd be free. But you'd be through with rocket and space.
- 12:52Speaker 1: They don't want new men over thirty four, for officers
- 12:56Speaker 1: on rockets, or even for third class jetman on beat
- 13:00Speaker 1: up freighters. They don't want convicted killers. You'd get the
- 13:04Speaker 1: rest of the thrill of conquering space through video and
- 13:09Speaker 1: by peeking through electric fences of spaceports. Or there were
- 13:16Speaker 1: old wives tales of a group of renegade spacemen who
- 13:21Speaker 1: operated from the Solar System's frontiers the spacemen weren't outlaws.
- 13:27Speaker 1: They were misfits, rejectees from the clearing houses on Earth.
- 13:32Speaker 1: And whereas no legally recognized ship had ventured past Mars,
- 13:38Speaker 1: the souped up renegade rigs had supposedly hit the asteroids.
- 13:43Speaker 1: Their headquarters was Venus. Their leader, a subject of popular
- 13:49Speaker 1: and fantastic conjecture in the men's audio zines, was rumored
- 13:54Speaker 1: to be a red bearded giant. So Ben reflected, you
- 14:00Speaker 1: can take a beer and pretzel's tail. Seriously, you can
- 14:04Speaker 1: hide for a couple of days, get rid of your uniform,
- 14:08Speaker 1: change your name. You can wait for a chance to
- 14:11Speaker 1: get to Venus. To hell with your duty. You can
- 14:14Speaker 1: try to stay in space, even if you exile yourself
- 14:18Speaker 1: from Earth. After all, was it right for a single second,
- 14:23Speaker 1: a single insignificant second, to destroy a man's life and
- 14:27Speaker 1: his dream. He was lucky he found a tramp freighter
- 14:33Speaker 1: whose skipper was on his last flight before retirement. Discipline
- 14:38Speaker 1: was lax investigation of new personnel. Even more so, Ben
- 14:43Speaker 1: Curtis made it to Venus. There was just one flaw
- 14:48Speaker 1: in his decision. He hadn't realized that the memory of
- 14:52Speaker 1: the dead man's face would haunt him, torment him, follow
- 14:57Speaker 1: him as constantly as breath flowed into his lungs. But
- 15:02Speaker 1: might not the rumble of atomic engines drown the murmuring
- 15:07Speaker 1: dead voice. Might not the vision of alien worlds in
- 15:12Speaker 1: infinite space ways obscure the dead face. So now he
- 15:17Speaker 1: sat searching for a perhaps nonexistent red bearded giant, and
- 15:23Speaker 1: hoping and doubting and fearing all at once. You look
- 15:28Speaker 1: for someone, signor he jumped, Oh you still here? Wee?
- 15:33Speaker 1: The Martian kid grinned his mouth full of purple teeth.
- 15:38Speaker 1: I keep you company on your first night in Hoover City. Nissippah.
- 15:44Speaker 1: This isn't my first night here, Ben lied, I've been
- 15:48Speaker 1: around a while. You are spaceman. Ben threw a fifty
- 15:52Speaker 1: cent credit piece on the table. Here take off, will you?
- 15:57Speaker 1: Spider like fingers swept down upon the coin? Is Danke
- 16:02Speaker 1: signor you know why city is called Hoover City? Ben
- 16:06Speaker 1: didn't answer. They say it is because after women come,
- 16:11Speaker 1: they want first thing, A thousand vacuum cleaners for dust.
- 16:15Speaker 1: What is vacuum cleaner? Monsieur. Ben raised his hand as
- 16:19Speaker 1: if to strike the boy. I E, I go. You
- 16:24Speaker 1: keep listening to good Martian music. The toothpick of a
- 16:28Speaker 1: body melted into the semi darkness. Minutes passed, there were
- 16:33Speaker 1: two more whiskies. A ceaseless parade of faces broke through
- 16:38Speaker 1: the smoky veil that enclosed him. Reddish balloon faces, scaly
- 16:44Speaker 1: reptilian faces, white skinned, slid eyed faces, and occasionally a white, rouged,
- 16:52Speaker 1: powdered face. But nowhere was their face with a red beard.
- 16:58Speaker 1: A sense of hopelessness gripped Ben Curtis. Hoover City was
- 17:02Speaker 1: but one of a dozen cities of Venus. Each had
- 17:07Speaker 1: twenty dives such as this. He needed help, but his
- 17:12Speaker 1: picture must have been scope to Venusian visit screens. A
- 17:16Speaker 1: reward must have been offered for his capture. Whom could
- 17:20Speaker 1: he trust? The Martian kid, Perhaps far down the darkened
- 17:25Speaker 1: aisle nearest him, his eyes caught a flash of white.
- 17:29Speaker 1: He tensed, like a uniform of the security policeman. He thought.
- 17:34Speaker 1: His gaze shifted to another aisle, and another hint of whiteness,
- 17:39Speaker 1: And then he saw another, and another and another. Each
- 17:44Speaker 1: whiteness became brighter and closer, like shrinking spokes of a
- 17:49Speaker 1: wheel with Ben as their focal point. Hugh idiot, the
- 17:54Speaker 1: damn Martian kid you should have know one and a
- 17:59Speaker 1: section one recording by Paul Harvey.
- 18:08Speaker 2: Section two of a Coffin for Jacob by Edward W. Ludwig.
- 18:13Speaker 2: This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Light showered
- 18:18Speaker 2: the room in a dazzling explosion. Ben, half blinded, realized
- 18:22Speaker 2: that a broad circle of unshaded globes in the ceiling
- 18:25Speaker 2: had been turned on. The light washed away the room's
- 18:29Speaker 2: strangeness and its air of brooding wickedness, revealing drab concrete
- 18:33Speaker 2: walls and a debris strewn floor. Eyes blinked and squinted.
- 18:38Speaker 2: There were swift, frightened movements and a chorus of angry murmurs.
- 18:42Speaker 2: The patrons of the blast Inn were like taterclad occupants
- 18:45Speaker 2: of a house whose walls have been ripped away. Ben
- 18:49Speaker 2: Curtis twisted his lean body erect His chair tumbled backward, falling.
- 18:55Speaker 2: The white clad men charged, neuro clubs upraised. A woman screamed.
- 19:00Speaker 2: The music ceased. The Martian orchestra slunk with feline stealth
- 19:05Speaker 2: to a rear exit. Only the giant Venusians remained undisturbed.
- 19:10Speaker 2: They stood unmoving, their staring eyes shifting lazily in Ben's direction. Curtis,
- 19:16Speaker 2: one of the policemen, yelled, you're covered. Hold it. Ben
- 19:20Speaker 2: whirled away from the advancing police made for the exit
- 19:23Speaker 2: into which the musicians had disappeared. A hissing sound traveled
- 19:27Speaker 2: past his left ear, a sound like compressed air escaping
- 19:31Speaker 2: from a container. A dime size section of the concrete
- 19:35Speaker 2: wall ahead of him crumbled. He stumbled forward. They were
- 19:39Speaker 2: using deadly neuro pistols now, not the mildly stunning neuro clubs.
- 19:44Speaker 2: Another hiss passed his cheek. He was about twelve feet
- 19:47Speaker 2: from the exit. Another second, His brain screamed, just another second,
- 19:52Speaker 2: or would the exits be guarded? He heard the hiss.
- 19:55Speaker 2: It hit directly in the small of his back. There
- 19:59Speaker 2: was no pain, just a slight, prickling sensation, like the
- 20:03Speaker 2: shallow jab of a needle. He froze, as if yanked
- 20:08Speaker 2: to a stop by a noose. His body seemed to
- 20:11Speaker 2: be growing, swelling into balloon proportions. He knew that the
- 20:16Speaker 2: tiny needle had embedded itself deep in his flesh. Knew
- 20:20Speaker 2: that the paralyzing mortal cane was spreading like icy fire
- 20:23Speaker 2: into every fiber and muscle of his body. He staggered
- 20:27Speaker 2: like a man of stone, moving in slow motion. He'd
- 20:30Speaker 2: have fifteen, maybe twenty seconds before complete lethargy of mind
- 20:35Speaker 2: and body overpowered him. In the dark world beyond his
- 20:39Speaker 2: fading consciousness, he heard a voice yell turn on the
- 20:42Speaker 2: damn lights. Then a pressure and a coldness were on
- 20:46Speaker 2: his left hand. He realized that someone had seized it.
- 20:50Speaker 2: A soft, feminine voice spoke to him. You're wounded. They
- 20:54Speaker 2: hit you. Yes, His thick lips wouldn't let go of
- 20:59Speaker 2: the word. You want to escape even now, Yes, you
- 21:04Speaker 2: may die if you don't give yourself up. No, no,
- 21:08Speaker 2: He tried to stumble toward the exit. All right, then
- 21:11Speaker 2: not that way. Here, this way. Heavy footsteps thudded toward them.
- 21:17Speaker 2: A few yards away. A flashlight flicked on. Hands were
- 21:20Speaker 2: guiding him. He was aware of being pushed and pulled.
- 21:24Speaker 2: A door closed behind him. The glare of the flashlight
- 21:27Speaker 2: faded from his vision if he still had vision, You're sure,
- 21:32Speaker 2: the voice persisted, I'm sure. Ben managed to say, I
- 21:36Speaker 2: have no antidote. You may die. His mind fought to
- 21:40Speaker 2: comprehend with the anti paralysis injection, massage and rest a
- 21:45Speaker 2: man could recover from the effects of mortal caane. Within
- 21:48Speaker 2: half a day, without treatment, the paralysis could spread to
- 21:52Speaker 2: heart and lungs. It would become a paralysis of death.
- 21:57Speaker 2: An effective weapon, the slightest wound compelled the average criminal
- 22:01Speaker 2: to surrender at once. Anti Anti. The words were as
- 22:08Speaker 2: heavy as blobs of mercury forced from his throat. No,
- 22:13Speaker 2: I'm sure sure he didn't hear the answer or anything else.
- 22:21Speaker 2: Ben Curtis had no precise sensation of awakening. Returning to
- 22:25Speaker 2: consciousness was an intangible evolution from a world of black
- 22:29Speaker 2: nothingness to a dreamlike state of awareness. He felt the
- 22:34Speaker 2: pressure of hands on his naked arms and shoulders. Hands
- 22:38Speaker 2: that massaged, manipulated, fought to restore circulation and sensitivity. He
- 22:44Speaker 2: knew they were strong hands. Their strength seemed to transfer
- 22:48Speaker 2: itself to his own body. For a long time, he
- 22:52Speaker 2: tried to open his eyes. His lids felt welded shut,
- 22:56Speaker 2: but after a while they opened. His world of darkness
- 22:59Speaker 2: gave gave way to a translucent cloak of mist. A round,
- 23:04Speaker 2: featureless shape hovered constantly above him, a face he supposed.
- 23:09Speaker 2: He tried to talk, although his lips moved slightly, The
- 23:13Speaker 2: only sound was a deep staccato grunting, but he heard
- 23:18Speaker 2: someone say, don't try to talk. It was the same
- 23:21Speaker 2: gentle voice he'd heard in the blast in don't talk,
- 23:24Speaker 2: just lie still in rest. Everything will be all right,
- 23:29Speaker 2: Everything all right, he thought dimly. There were long periods
- 23:33Speaker 2: of lethargy when he was aware of nothing. There were
- 23:36Speaker 2: periods of light and darkness. Gradually he grew aware of things.
- 23:41Speaker 2: He realized that the soft rubber mouth of a spaceman's
- 23:45Speaker 2: oxygen mask was clamped over his nose. He felt the
- 23:49Speaker 2: heat of electric blankets swathed about his body. Occasionally a
- 23:54Speaker 2: tube would be put in his mouth, and he would
- 23:56Speaker 2: taste liquid food and feel a pleasant warmth in his stomach.
- 24:01Speaker 2: Always it seemed the face the voice was above him,
- 24:05Speaker 2: floating in the obscuring mist. Always it seemed the soft
- 24:09Speaker 2: voice was echoing in his ears. Swallow this, now, that's it.
- 24:14Speaker 2: You must have food or close your eyes. Don't strain.
- 24:19Speaker 2: It won't be long. You're getting better, better, he'd think,
- 24:23Speaker 2: getting better. At last, after one of the periods of lethargy,
- 24:28Speaker 2: his eyes opened, The mist brightened, then dissolved. He beheld
- 24:33Speaker 2: the cracked, unpainted ceiling of a small room, its colorless
- 24:37Speaker 2: walls broken with a single round window. He saw the
- 24:41Speaker 2: footboard of his illuminie bed and the outlines of his
- 24:45Speaker 2: feet beneath a faded blanket. Finally, he saw the face
- 24:49Speaker 2: and figure that stood at his side. You are better,
- 24:53Speaker 2: the kind voice asked. The face was that of a girl,
- 24:57Speaker 2: probably somewhere between twenty five and thirt Her features, devoid
- 25:02Speaker 2: of make up, had an unhealthy looking pallor, as if
- 25:05Speaker 2: she hadn't used a sun lamp for many weeks. Yet
- 25:09Speaker 2: at the same time, her firm, slim body suggested a
- 25:13Speaker 2: solidity and a strength. Her straight brown hair was combed backward,
- 25:18Speaker 2: tight upon her scalp, and drawn together in a knot
- 25:21Speaker 2: at the nape of her neck. I I am better,
- 25:25Speaker 2: he murmured. The words were still slow and thick. I
- 25:29Speaker 2: am going to live. You will live, he thought. For
- 25:33Speaker 2: a moment. How long have I been here? Nine days?
- 25:38Speaker 2: You took care of me. He noted the deep, dark
- 25:41Speaker 2: circles beneath her sleep robbed eyes. She nodded, you're the
- 25:46Speaker 2: one who carried me out when I was shot. Yes.
- 25:50Speaker 1: Why?
- 25:51Speaker 2: Suddenly he began to cough. Breath came hard. She held
- 25:55Speaker 2: the oxygen mask in readiness. He shook his head, not
- 25:59Speaker 2: wanting it, why, he asked again, It would be a
- 26:03Speaker 2: long story. Perhaps I'll tell you tomorrow. A new thought,
- 26:08Speaker 2: cloaked in sudden fear, entered his murky consciousness. Tell me,
- 26:12Speaker 2: will will I be well again? Will I be able
- 26:16Speaker 2: to walk? He lay back then, panting, exhausted. You have
- 26:21Speaker 2: nothing to worry about, the girl said softly. Her cool
- 26:24Speaker 2: hand touched his hot forehead rest. We'll talk later. His
- 26:29Speaker 2: eyes closed and breath came easier. He slept. When he
- 26:34Speaker 2: next awoke, his gaze turned first to the window. There
- 26:38Speaker 2: was light outside, but he had no way of knowing
- 26:41Speaker 2: if this was morning, noon, or afternoon, or on what planet.
- 26:46Speaker 2: He saw no white domed buildings of Hoover City, no
- 26:50Speaker 2: formal lines of green treed parks, no streams of buzzing gyrocars.
- 26:55Speaker 2: There was only a translucent and infinite whiteness. It was
- 26:59Speaker 2: as if the window were set on the edge of
- 27:02Speaker 2: the universe, overlooking a solemn, silent and matterless void. The
- 27:08Speaker 2: girl entered the room. Hi, she said, smiling. The dark
- 27:12Speaker 2: half moons under her eyes were less prominent, her face
- 27:16Speaker 2: was relaxed. She increased the pressure in his rubber ex
- 27:20Speaker 2: pillows and helped him rise to a sitting position. Where
- 27:24Speaker 2: are we, he asked, Venus, We're not in Hoover City. No,
- 27:30Speaker 2: he looked at her, wondering, you won't tell me, not yet. Later,
- 27:35Speaker 2: perhaps that How did you get me here? How did
- 27:39Speaker 2: we escape from the inn? She shrugged. We have friends
- 27:44Speaker 2: who can be bribed. A hiding place in the city,
- 27:47Speaker 2: the use of a small desert taxi, a past to
- 27:50Speaker 2: leave the city. These can be had for a price.
- 27:54Speaker 2: You'll tell me your name, Maggie. Why did you save me?
- 27:58Speaker 2: Her eyes twinkled mischievously, Because you're a good astrogator. His
- 28:04Speaker 2: own eyes widened. How did you know that? She sat
- 28:08Speaker 2: on a plane chair beside his bed? I know everything
- 28:11Speaker 2: about you, Lieutenant Curtis. How did you learn my name?
- 28:15Speaker 2: I destroyed all my papers. I know that you're twenty
- 28:19Speaker 2: four born July tenth, nineteen seventy one. Orphaned at four,
- 28:24Speaker 2: You attended Boystown in the Catskills till you were nineteen.
- 28:28Speaker 2: You graduated from the Academy at White Sands last June
- 28:32Speaker 2: with a major in astrogation. Your rating for the five
- 28:36Speaker 2: year period was three point eight, the second highest in
- 28:39Speaker 2: a class of fifty seven. Your only low mark in
- 28:43Speaker 2: the five years was a three point two in history
- 28:46Speaker 2: of Martian civilization. Want me to go on? Fascinated, Ben nodded.
- 28:53Speaker 2: You were accepted as a junior astrogation officer aboard the Odyssey.
- 28:57Speaker 2: You did well on your flight from Roswell to Lun City.
- 29:00Speaker 2: In a barroom fight in Luna City, you struck and
- 29:04Speaker 2: killed a man named Arthur Cobb, a prefab salesman. You
- 29:08Speaker 2: have been charged with second degree murder and escape. A
- 29:12Speaker 2: reward of five thousand credits has been offered for your capture.
- 29:16Speaker 2: You came to Hoover City in the hope of finding
- 29:19Speaker 2: a renegade group of spacemen who operate beyond Mars. You
- 29:23Speaker 2: were looking for them in the blast in. He gaped incredulously,
- 29:29Speaker 2: struggling to rise from his pillows. I don't get it.
- 29:34Speaker 2: There are ways of finding out what we want to know.
- 29:37Speaker 2: As I told you, we have many friends. He fell
- 29:41Speaker 2: back into his pillows, breathing hard. She rose quickly. I
- 29:47Speaker 2: am sorry, she said. I shouldn't have told you yet
- 29:50Speaker 2: I felt so happy because you're alive. Rest Now we'll
- 29:54Speaker 2: talk again soon. Maggie. You you said I'd live. You
- 29:59Speaker 2: didn't say I'd be able to walk again. She lowered
- 30:02Speaker 2: her gaze. I hope you'll be able to, but you
- 30:06Speaker 2: don't think I will, do you. I don't know. We'll
- 30:10Speaker 2: try walking tomorrow. Don't think about it now. Rest. He
- 30:14Speaker 2: tried to relax, but his mind was a vortex of conjecture.
- 30:19Speaker 2: Just one more question, he almost whispered, Yes, the man
- 30:24Speaker 2: I killed? Did he have a wife? She hesitated, He thought,
- 30:29Speaker 2: damn it, of all the questions, why did I ask that?
- 30:33Speaker 2: Finally she said he had a wife, children two. I
- 30:39Speaker 2: don't know their ages. She left the room. He sank
- 30:43Speaker 2: into the softness of his bed. As he turned over
- 30:46Speaker 2: on his side, his gaze fell upon an object on
- 30:49Speaker 2: a bureau in a far corner of the room. He
- 30:52Speaker 2: sat straight up, his chest, heaving. The object was a
- 30:57Speaker 2: tried dimensional photo of a rock faced man in a
- 31:00Speaker 2: merchant spaceman's uniform. He was a giant of a man
- 31:04Speaker 2: with a neatly trimmed red beard. Ben stared at the
- 31:09Speaker 2: photo for a long time. At length, he slipped into
- 31:13Speaker 2: restless sleep. Images of faces and echoes of words spun
- 31:17Speaker 2: through his brain. The dead man returned to him, bloodied
- 31:22Speaker 2: lips cursed at him, glassy eyes accused him. Somewhere were
- 31:27Speaker 2: two lost children crying in the night, and towering above
- 31:31Speaker 2: him was a red bearded man, whose great hands reached
- 31:35Speaker 2: down and beckoned to him. Ben crawled through the night
- 31:39Speaker 2: on hands and knees, his legs numb and useless. The
- 31:44Speaker 2: crying of the children was a chilling wail in his ears.
- 31:48Speaker 2: His head rose and turned to the red bearded man.
- 31:52Speaker 2: His pleading voice screamed out to him in a thick,
- 31:56Speaker 2: harsh cackle. Yet even as he screamed, the giant disappeared
- 32:01Speaker 2: to be replaced by white booted feet stomping relentlessly toward him.
- 32:06Speaker 2: He awoke, still screaming. A night without darkness passed. Ben
- 32:12Speaker 2: lay waiting for Maggie's return, a question already formed in
- 32:16Speaker 2: his mind. She came, and at once he asked, who
- 32:20Speaker 2: is the man with the red beard? She smiled, I
- 32:23Speaker 2: was right then when I gave you that thumb nail biog.
- 32:26Speaker 2: You were looking for him, weren't you? Who is he?
- 32:30Speaker 2: She sat on the chair beside him, My husband, she
- 32:33Speaker 2: said softly. He began to understand, and your husband needs
- 32:38Speaker 2: an astrogator. That's why you saved me. We need all
- 32:43Speaker 2: the good men we can get. Where is he, she
- 32:46Speaker 2: cocked her head in mocked suspicion. Somewhere between Mercury and Pluto.
- 32:51Speaker 2: He's building a new base for us and a home
- 32:53Speaker 2: for me. When his ship returns, I'll be going with him.
- 32:58Speaker 2: Why aren't you with him now? He said? Unexplored space
- 33:02Speaker 2: is no place for a woman. So I've been studying
- 33:04Speaker 2: criminal reports and photos from the Interplanetary Bureau of Investigation
- 33:09Speaker 2: and trying to find recruits like yourself. You know how
- 33:13Speaker 2: we operate, he told her the tales he'd heard end
- 33:18Speaker 2: of section two, section three of a Coffin for Jacob
- 33:29Speaker 2: by Edward W. Ludwig. This LibriVox recording is in the
- 33:33Speaker 2: public domain. She nodded. There's quite a few of us now,
- 33:38Speaker 2: about a thousand and a dozen ships. Our base used
- 33:41Speaker 2: to be here on Venus, down toward the pole. The
- 33:44Speaker 2: dome we're in now was designed and built by us
- 33:47Speaker 2: a few years ago after we got pushed off Mars.
- 33:50Speaker 2: We lost a few men in the construction, but with
- 33:53Speaker 2: almost every advance in space, someone dies. Venus is getting
- 33:58Speaker 2: too civilized moving out, and this dome is only a
- 34:02Speaker 2: temporary base when we have cases like yours. The new
- 34:06Speaker 2: base I might as well tell you it's going to
- 34:08Speaker 2: be an asteroid. I won't say which one. Don't get
- 34:12Speaker 2: the idea that we're outlaws. Sure about half our group
- 34:16Speaker 2: is wanted by the Bureau, but we make honest livings.
- 34:19Speaker 2: We're just people like yourself and Jacob. Jacob, your husband,
- 34:24Speaker 2: she laughed. Makes you think of a biblical character, doesn't it.
- 34:28Speaker 2: Jacob's anything but that, and just playing Jake reminds me
- 34:33Speaker 2: of a grizzled old uranium prospector, and he isn't like
- 34:36Speaker 2: that either. She lit a cigarette. Anyway, The wanted ones
- 34:41Speaker 2: stay out beyond the frontiers. Jacob and those like him
- 34:44Speaker 2: can never return to Earth, not even to Hoover City
- 34:48Speaker 2: except dead. The others are physical or psycho rejects who
- 34:52Speaker 2: couldn't get clearance if they went back to Earth. They
- 34:55Speaker 2: know nothing but rocketing and won't give up. They bring
- 34:59Speaker 2: in our ships to the frontier ports like Hoover City
- 35:02Speaker 2: to unload cargo and take on supplies. Don't the authorities object,
- 35:07Speaker 2: not very strongly. The IBI has too many problems right
- 35:10Speaker 2: here to search the whole system for a few two
- 35:13Speaker 2: bit crooks. Besides, we carry cargoes of almost pure uranium
- 35:18Speaker 2: and tungsten and all the stuff that's scarce on Earth
- 35:21Speaker 2: and Mars and Venus. Nobody really cares whether it comes
- 35:25Speaker 2: from the asteroids or hades. If we want to risk
- 35:28Speaker 2: our lives mining it, that's our business. She pursed her lips.
- 35:32Speaker 2: But if they guessed how strong we are, or that
- 35:35Speaker 2: we have friends planted in the ibi, well things might
- 35:39Speaker 2: be different. There probably would be a crackdown. Ben scowled.
- 35:44Speaker 2: What happens if there is a crackdown? And what will
- 35:47Speaker 2: you do when Space Corps ships officially reach the asteroids?
- 35:51Speaker 2: They can't ignore you. Then then we'll move on. We
- 35:55Speaker 2: dream up new gimmicks for our crates and take them
- 35:58Speaker 2: to Jupiter, Saturn, rain Us, Neptune, Pluto. In time, maybe
- 36:04Speaker 2: we'll be pushed out of the system itself. Maybe it
- 36:07Speaker 2: won't be the white suited boys who will make the
- 36:09Speaker 2: first hop to the stars. It could be us, you know,
- 36:13Speaker 2: if we live long enough. But that asteroid belt is murder.
- 36:17Speaker 2: You can't follow the textbook rules of astrogation out there.
- 36:20Speaker 2: You make up your own, Ben stiffened, that's why you
- 36:25Speaker 2: want me for an astrogator. Maggie rose, her eyes wistful.
- 36:30Speaker 2: If you want to come and if you get well.
- 36:33Speaker 2: She looked at him strangely. Suppose he fought to find
- 36:36Speaker 2: the right words. Suppose I got well and decided not
- 36:40Speaker 2: to join Jacob, What would happen to me? Would you
- 36:43Speaker 2: let me go? Her thin face was crisscrossed by emotion, Alarm,
- 36:48Speaker 2: then bewilderment, then fear. I don't know. That would be
- 36:52Speaker 2: up to Jacob. He lay biting his lip, staring at
- 36:56Speaker 2: the photo of Jacob. She touched his hand, and it
- 36:59Speaker 2: seemed that sadness now dominated the flurry of emotion that
- 37:03Speaker 2: had coursed through her. The only thing that matters, really,
- 37:07Speaker 2: she murmured, is your walking again. We'll try this afternoon. Okay, okay,
- 37:13Speaker 2: he said. When she left, his eyes were still turned
- 37:17Speaker 2: toward Jacob's photo. He was like two people. He thought
- 37:22Speaker 2: half of him was an officer of the Space Corps.
- 37:25Speaker 2: Perhaps one single starry eyed boy out of ten thousand
- 37:29Speaker 2: was lucky enough to reach that goal. He remembered a
- 37:33Speaker 2: little picture book his mother had given him when she
- 37:35Speaker 2: was alive. Under the bright pictures of spacemen were captions.
- 37:40Speaker 2: A space officer is honest, A space officer is loyal,
- 37:44Speaker 2: A space officer is dutiful, honesty, loyalty, duty, trite words.
- 37:51Speaker 2: But without those concepts, mankind would never have broken away
- 37:55Speaker 2: from the planet that held it prisoner for half a
- 37:58Speaker 2: million years. Without them, eversin, after three failures and a
- 38:03Speaker 2: hundred men dead, would never have landed on the Moon
- 38:06Speaker 2: twenty seven years ago. Ben sighed he had a debt
- 38:10Speaker 2: to pay. A good officer would pay that debt. He'd
- 38:13Speaker 2: surrender and take his punishment. He'd rip the crimson braid
- 38:18Speaker 2: from his uniform. He'd prevent the Academy for the Conquest
- 38:21Speaker 2: of Space from being labeled the school of a murderer
- 38:25Speaker 2: and a coward. And by doing these things, the haunting
- 38:29Speaker 2: image of a dead man would disappear from his vision.
- 38:33Speaker 2: But the other half of Ben Curtis was the boy
- 38:35Speaker 2: who'd stood trembling beneath the night sky of beckoning stars.
- 38:40Speaker 2: The eyes in Jacob's photo seemed to be staring at
- 38:43Speaker 2: the boy in him, not at the officer. They appeared
- 38:47Speaker 2: both pleading and hopeful. They were like echoes of cold,
- 38:51Speaker 2: barren worlds and limitless space, of lurking and savage death.
- 38:56Speaker 2: They held the terror of loneliness and of exile, of
- 39:00Speaker 2: constant flight and hiding. But two, they represented a strength
- 39:05Speaker 2: that could fulfill a boy's dream, that could carry a
- 39:08Speaker 2: man to new frontiers. They, rather than the neat white uniform,
- 39:13Speaker 2: now offered the key to shining miracles. That key was
- 39:17Speaker 2: what Ben wanted. But he asked himself, as he had
- 39:21Speaker 2: a thousand times, if I follow Jacob, can I leave
- 39:26Speaker 2: the dead man behind? He tried to stretch his legs,
- 39:30Speaker 2: and he cursed their numbness. He smiled grimly. For a
- 39:34Speaker 2: moment he'd forgotten. How futile now to think of stars.
- 39:39Speaker 2: What if he were to be like this always? Jacob
- 39:41Speaker 2: would not want a man with dead legs. Jacob would
- 39:44Speaker 2: either send him back to Earth, or Ben shuddered, see
- 39:48Speaker 2: that he was otherwise disposed of, and disposal would be
- 39:52Speaker 2: the easier course. This was the crisis. He sat on
- 39:57Speaker 2: the side of the bed, Maggie before him, her strong
- 40:00Speaker 2: arm about his waist. Afraid, she asked, Afraid, he repeated, shaking.
- 40:07Speaker 2: It was as if all time had been funneled into
- 40:10Speaker 2: this instant, as if this moment lay at the very
- 40:14Speaker 2: vortex of all a man's living and desiring. There was
- 40:18Speaker 2: no room in Ben's mind for thoughts of Jacob. Now
- 40:21Speaker 2: you can walk, Maggie said, confidently, I know you can.
- 40:26Speaker 2: He moved his toes, ankles, legs. He began to rise, slowly, falteringly.
- 40:34Speaker 2: The firm pressure around his waist increased. He stood erect
- 40:39Speaker 2: His legs felt like tree stumps. But here and there
- 40:42Speaker 2: were a tingling and a warmth, a sensitivity. Can you
- 40:46Speaker 2: make it to the window? Maggie asked, no, no, not
- 40:50Speaker 2: that far. Try please try. She guided him forward. His
- 40:55Speaker 2: feet shuffled, stamp stamp. The pressure left his Maggie stepped away,
- 41:02Speaker 2: walked to the window, turned back toward him. He halted, swaying.
- 41:08Speaker 2: Not alone, he mouthed, fearfully. I can't get there by myself.
- 41:12Speaker 2: Of course you can. Maggie's voice contained unexpected impatience. Ashamed,
- 41:18Speaker 2: he forced his feet to move. At times he thought
- 41:21Speaker 2: he was going to crash to the floor. He lumbered on, hesitating,
- 41:25Speaker 2: fighting to retain his balance. Maggie waited tensely, as if
- 41:30Speaker 2: ready to leap to his side. Then his eyes turned
- 41:33Speaker 2: straight ahead to the window. This was the first time
- 41:36Speaker 2: he'd actually seen the arid, dust cloaked planes of the
- 41:40Speaker 2: second planet. He straightened, face aglow, as though a small
- 41:45Speaker 2: boy enthusiasm had been reborn in him. His tree stump
- 41:50Speaker 2: legs carried him to the window. He raised, shaking hands
- 41:53Speaker 2: against the thick glass eyed pane. Outside. The swirling white
- 41:58Speaker 2: dust was omnipresent and unchallenged. It cut smooth the surfaces
- 42:03Speaker 2: of dust veiled rocks. It clung to the squat desert shrubbery,
- 42:08Speaker 2: to the tall, skeletal shapes of Venutian needle plants, and
- 42:12Speaker 2: to the swish tailed lizards that skittered beneath them. The
- 42:16Speaker 2: shrill of wind, audible through the glass sight, was like
- 42:20Speaker 2: the anguished complaint of the planet itself, like the wail
- 42:24Speaker 2: of an entity imprisoned in a dark tomb of dust.
- 42:28Speaker 2: Venus was a planet of fury, eternally howling its wrath
- 42:33Speaker 2: at being isolated from sunlight and greenery, from the clean
- 42:37Speaker 2: blackness of space and the warm glow of sister planet
- 42:41Speaker 2: and star. The dust covered, all absorbed, all eradicated. All
- 42:47Speaker 2: the dust was master the dome, Benfeldt was as transitory
- 42:53Speaker 2: as a tear drop of fragile glass falling down down
- 42:58Speaker 2: to crash upon stone. Is it always like this? He asked?
- 43:02Speaker 2: Doesn't the wind ever stop? Sometimes the wind dies? Sometimes
- 43:07Speaker 2: at night you can see the lights of the city.
- 43:11Speaker 2: He kept staring. The dome he thought was a symbol
- 43:15Speaker 2: of man's littleness in a hostile universe. But two, it
- 43:20Speaker 2: was a symbol of his courage and defiance. And perhaps
- 43:24Speaker 2: man's greatest strength lay in the very audacity that drove
- 43:28Speaker 2: him to build such domes. You like it, don't you,
- 43:31Speaker 2: Maggie asked. It's lonely and ugly and wild, but you
- 43:35Speaker 2: like it. He nodded breathlessly. She murmured. Jacob used to say,
- 43:39Speaker 2: it isn't the strange sights that thrill spacemen, it's the
- 43:43Speaker 2: thoughts that the sights inspire. He nodded again, still staring.
- 43:48Speaker 2: She began to laugh, softly at first, then more loudly.
- 43:52Speaker 2: It was the kind of laughter that is close to crying.
- 43:56Speaker 2: You've been standing there for ten minutes. You're going to
- 43:59Speaker 2: walk again again. You're going to be well. He turned
- 44:03Speaker 2: to her, smiling with the joyous realization that he had
- 44:07Speaker 2: actually stood that long without being aware of it. Then
- 44:11Speaker 2: his smile died. Standing behind Maggie in an open doorway
- 44:16Speaker 2: was a gray, scaly toad like monster, a six and
- 44:21Speaker 2: a half foot Venusian. He was motionless, as a statue,
- 44:26Speaker 2: his green lidded eyes staring curiously at Ben. His scaly
- 44:30Speaker 2: hand was tight about the butt of an old fashioned
- 44:34Speaker 2: heat pistol holstered to his hip. Maggie suppressed a smile.
- 44:39Speaker 2: Don't be frightened, Ben. This is Simon, Simple Simon, we
- 44:42Speaker 2: call him. His IQ isn't too high, but he makes
- 44:46Speaker 2: a good helper and guard for me. He's been so
- 44:49Speaker 2: anxious to see you, but I thought it'd be better
- 44:52Speaker 2: if he waited until you were well. Ben nodded, fascinated
- 44:56Speaker 2: by the apparent muscular solidity of the creature. It hadn't
- 44:59Speaker 2: a he heard to his numbed mind that he and
- 45:02Speaker 2: Maggie were not the sole occupants of the dome. But
- 45:06Speaker 2: Maggie had acted wisely. He thought his nightmares had been
- 45:10Speaker 2: terrifying enough without bringing Simple Simon into them. Shake hands
- 45:15Speaker 2: with Ben, she told the Venusian. Simple Simon lumbered forward,
- 45:18Speaker 2: then paused. His eyes blinked No, he grated. Maggie gasped, why,
- 45:25Speaker 2: Simple Simon, what's the matter? The gray creature rasped Ben,
- 45:30Speaker 2: He's not one of us. He thinks different in thoughts,
- 45:35Speaker 2: thinks escape earth. Maggie paled, He is one of us, Simon,
- 45:41Speaker 2: She stepped forward and seized the Venusian's arm. You go
- 45:45Speaker 2: to your room stand guard. You guard Ben just like
- 45:49Speaker 2: you guard me. Understand, Simple Simon grunted, I guard If
- 45:55Speaker 2: Ben go, I stop him, I stop him. Good. He
- 45:58Speaker 2: raised his huge hands suggestively. No, Simon, remember what Jacob
- 46:03Speaker 2: told you. We hurt no one. Ben is our friend.
- 46:07Speaker 2: You help him. The Venusian thought for a long moment,
- 46:12Speaker 2: then he nodded, I help Ben, but if go stop.
- 46:16Speaker 2: She led the creature out of the room and closed
- 46:19Speaker 2: the door. Sho Ben sighed, I heard those fellows were telepaths.
- 46:25Speaker 2: Now I know. Maggie's trembling hands reached for a cigarette.
- 46:30Speaker 2: I I guess I didn't think, Ben. Venusians can't really
- 46:34Speaker 2: read your mind, but they see your feelings, your emotions.
- 46:38Speaker 2: It's a logical evolutionary development. I suppose auditory and visual
- 46:42Speaker 2: communication are different here, so evolution turned to empathy. And
- 46:47Speaker 2: that's why Jacob keeps a few Venusians in our group.
- 46:50Speaker 2: They can detect any feeling of disloyalty before it becomes serious.
- 46:56Speaker 2: Ben remembered Simple Simon's icy gaze and the way his
- 47:00Speaker 2: rough hand had gripped his heat pistol. They could be dangerous.
- 47:06Speaker 2: Not really, They're as loyal as earth dogs to their masters.
- 47:09Speaker 2: I mean, they wouldn't be dangerous to anyone who's loyal
- 47:12Speaker 2: to us. Silently, she helped him back to his bed.
- 47:17Speaker 2: I'm sorry, Maggie, sorry, I haven't decided yet. She neither
- 47:21Speaker 2: answered nor looked at him. Grimly, he realized that his
- 47:25Speaker 2: status had changed. He was no longer a patient. He
- 47:29Speaker 2: was a prisoner of Anusian day passed and of Anusian night.
- 47:34Speaker 2: The dust swirled and wind blew, as constant as the
- 47:39Speaker 2: whirl of indecision in Ben's mind. Maggie was patient. Once
- 47:44Speaker 2: when she caught him gazing at Jacob's photo, she asked,
- 47:48Speaker 2: not yet. He looked away. Not yet and of Section
- 47:54Speaker 2: three Section four of A Coffin for Jacob by Edward Ludwig.
- 48:05Speaker 2: This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. He learned
- 48:11Speaker 2: that the Little Dome consisted of three rooms, each shaped
- 48:15Speaker 2: like pieces of a fluffy pie, with narrow concrete hallways between.
- 48:20Speaker 2: His room served as a bedroom, and he discovered that
- 48:23Speaker 2: Maggie slept on a pneumatic cot in the kitchen. The
- 48:27Speaker 2: third room opening into an airlock housed a small hydroponics garden,
- 48:32Speaker 2: sun lamp, shortwave visit radio, and such emergency equipment as
- 48:36Speaker 2: oxygen tanks, wind suits, and vitorations. It was here that
- 48:41Speaker 2: Simple Simon remained most of the time, tending the garden
- 48:45Speaker 2: or peering into the viewscreen that revealed the terrain outside
- 48:49Speaker 2: the dome. Maggie prepared Ben's meals, bringing them to him
- 48:54Speaker 2: on a tray until he was able to sit at
- 48:56Speaker 2: a table. As his paralysis diminished, he held helped her
- 49:00Speaker 2: with the cooking, with Simple Simon standing by as a mute,
- 49:04Speaker 2: motionless observer. Occasionally, Maggie would talk of her girlhood in
- 49:09Speaker 2: a small town in Missouri, and how she dreamed of
- 49:13Speaker 2: journeying to the stars. Stars are for boys, they tell me.
- 49:17Speaker 2: But I was a queer one. While other gals were
- 49:20Speaker 2: dressing for their junior proms, I'd be in sloppy slacks
- 49:23Speaker 2: down at the spaceport with Jacob. She laughed, often, perhaps
- 49:28Speaker 2: in a deliberate attempt to disguise the omnipresent tension, and
- 49:32Speaker 2: her laughter was like laughter on Earth, floating through comfortable
- 49:36Speaker 2: houses and over green fields and through clear blue sky.
- 49:41Speaker 2: When she laughed, she possessed a beauty. Despite her pale
- 49:46Speaker 2: face and lack of make up, Ben realized that she
- 49:49Speaker 2: was no older than he. If I'd only known her
- 49:53Speaker 2: back on Earth, he thought, if I, and then he
- 49:56Speaker 2: told himself, you've got enough problems, don't create another one. Finally,
- 50:01Speaker 2: except for a stiffness in his leg joints, he'd fully recovered.
- 50:06Speaker 2: How much time do I have? He asked, before you decide? Yes,
- 50:12Speaker 2: very little. Jacob's ship is on its way. It'll be here, well,
- 50:17Speaker 2: you can't tell about these things two or three earth days,
- 50:20Speaker 2: maybe even tomorrow. It'll stay in Hoover City long enough
- 50:24Speaker 2: to discharge and load cargo. Then it'll stop here for
- 50:27Speaker 2: us and return to to our new base. What do
- 50:32Speaker 2: you think Jacob would do if I didn't want to
- 50:34Speaker 2: go with him? She shook her head. You asked me
- 50:38Speaker 2: that before I said I didn't know. Ben thought, I
- 50:43Speaker 2: know a lot about you, Jacob. I know you're based
- 50:46Speaker 2: on an asteroid. I know how many men you have,
- 50:49Speaker 2: how many ships? I know where this dome is. I
- 50:53Speaker 2: know you have men planted in the ibi. Would you
- 50:57Speaker 2: let me go knowing these things? How great is your
- 51:00Speaker 2: immunity from the law? Do you love freedom so much?
- 51:03Speaker 2: That you'd kill to help preserve it. Fear crawled through
- 51:07Speaker 2: his mind on icy legs. Maggie, he said, what would
- 51:12Speaker 2: Jacob do if he were me? She looked amused. Jacob
- 51:16Speaker 2: wouldn't have gotten into your situation. He wouldn't have struck Cobb.
- 51:20Speaker 2: Jacob is a man. Am I still a boy? Is
- 51:24Speaker 2: that what you mean? Not exactly? I think you'll be
- 51:28Speaker 2: a man after you make your decision. He frowned, not
- 51:32Speaker 2: liking her answer. You think the dream of going into
- 51:35Speaker 2: space as a boy's dream, that it can't belong to
- 51:38Speaker 2: a man too. Oh, No, Jacob still has the dream
- 51:43Speaker 2: most of our men do, and in a man it's
- 51:46Speaker 2: even more wonderful than in a boy. Then her face
- 51:49Speaker 2: became more serious. Ben, you've got to decide soon, and
- 51:53Speaker 2: it's got to be a complete decision. You can have
- 51:57Speaker 2: no doubt in your mind. He nodded, on account of
- 52:01Speaker 2: simon you mean. She motioned for him to come to
- 52:04Speaker 2: the window in his room. He gazed outward, following the
- 52:08Speaker 2: line of her finger as she pointed, He saw a
- 52:11Speaker 2: man sized mound of stones, dimly visible beneath the wind
- 52:16Speaker 2: whipped dust. A grave. He was a man like you,
- 52:21Speaker 2: Maggie said softly. God knows, Simon didn't try to kill him,
- 52:25Speaker 2: but he was escaping. He he made the decision not
- 52:29Speaker 2: to join us. Simon sensed it. There was a struggle
- 52:33Speaker 2: Simon's hands. Well, he doesn't realize. She didn't have to
- 52:37Speaker 2: explain further. Ben knew what those mighty scaly paws could do.
- 52:43Speaker 2: The moments were now like bits of eternity, cloaked in
- 52:46Speaker 2: frozen fear. Somewhere in the blackness of interplanetary space, Jacob's
- 52:51Speaker 2: rocket was streaking closer and closer to Venus. How far
- 52:55Speaker 2: away was it a million miles fifty thousand or was
- 52:59Speaker 2: it now right now, ripping through the murky Venusian atmosphere
- 53:03Speaker 2: above the dome? A complete decision, Maggie had said, Jacob
- 53:09Speaker 2: didn't want a potential deserter in his group, and you
- 53:12Speaker 2: couldn't pretend that you were loyal to Jacob, not with
- 53:15Speaker 2: monstrosities like simple Simon about Soon, Jacob not Ben might
- 53:21Speaker 2: have to make a decision, a decision that could result
- 53:24Speaker 2: in a second cairn of stones on the wind swept desert.
- 53:28Speaker 2: Ben shivered before retiring. He wandered nervously into the supply room,
- 53:33Speaker 2: Maggie was poised over the vis radio. Simple Simon was
- 53:36Speaker 2: intently scanning the night shrouded terrain in the viewscreen. Any news,
- 53:42Speaker 2: Ben asked Maggie. The girl grunted negatively without looking up.
- 53:46Speaker 2: Ben's gaze fell upon the array of oxygen masks, windsuits, vinerations.
- 53:52Speaker 2: Then on a littered shelf, he spied a small Venusian compass.
- 53:57Speaker 2: Almost automatically, his hand closed over it. His brain swirled
- 54:02Speaker 2: with a single thought. A compass could keep a man
- 54:05Speaker 2: traveling in a straight line. Simple Simon restlessly shifted. He
- 54:11Speaker 2: turned to Ben, blinking in the frighteningly alien equivalent of
- 54:15Speaker 2: a suspicious scowl. Ben's hand tightened about the compass. He
- 54:20Speaker 2: tried to relax, to force all thought of it from
- 54:22Speaker 2: his mind. He stared at the viewscreen, concentrating on the
- 54:26Speaker 2: ceaseless drift of dust. The Venusian's eyes studied him curiously,
- 54:31Speaker 2: as if searching his mind for the elusive echo of
- 54:34Speaker 2: a feeling that had given him alarm. I think I'll
- 54:38Speaker 2: turn in, yawned Ben. Night. Maggie Simon frowned, apparently frustrated
- 54:44Speaker 2: in his mental search. Ben not one of us. I
- 54:49Speaker 2: watch without answering Ben returned to his room, the compass
- 54:55Speaker 2: hot and moist from the perspiration in his hand. He
- 54:58Speaker 2: took a deep breath. Why had he taken the compass?
- 55:02Speaker 2: He wasn't sure. Perhaps, he reflected, his decision had already
- 55:07Speaker 2: been made. Deep beneath the surface of consciousness. He stood
- 55:11Speaker 2: before the window, peering into the night. He knew that
- 55:15Speaker 2: to attempt to sleep was futile. Sleep for the past
- 55:19Speaker 2: few days and ever ready friend had become a hostile
- 55:22Speaker 2: stranger God, his brain cried, what shall I do? Slowly,
- 55:28Speaker 2: the dust outside the window settled, The scream of wind
- 55:31Speaker 2: was no longer audible. His startled eyes beheld dim, faraway lights,
- 55:37Speaker 2: those of Hoover City. He guessed it was as if,
- 55:41Speaker 2: for the space of a few seconds, some cosmic power
- 55:44Speaker 2: had silenced the Venusian fury had guided him toward making
- 55:48Speaker 2: his decision. He whipped up his compass. He barely had
- 55:52Speaker 2: time to complete the measurement, sixty eight degrees. He read northeast.
- 55:57Speaker 2: By east, fresh wind descended in to the plane, Dancing
- 56:01Speaker 2: dust erased the visions of the lights. Sixty eight sixty eight.
- 56:06Speaker 2: He kept muttering, but now there was nothing to do
- 56:10Speaker 2: except try to sleep and be ready. Strong hands shook
- 56:14Speaker 2: him out of restless sleep. He opened his eyes and
- 56:17Speaker 2: saw complete darkness. He thought at first that his eyesight
- 56:21Speaker 2: had failed. Pen wake up. Maggie's voice came to him, crisp, commanding,
- 56:26Speaker 2: the rocket's coming. I've decoded the message. We only have
- 56:29Speaker 2: a few minutes. The girl snapped on a small bulkhead light.
- 56:34Speaker 2: She left him alone to dress. He slid out of bed,
- 56:38Speaker 2: a drowsiness still in him. He reached for his clothing abruptly.
- 56:43Speaker 2: The full implication of what she had said struck him.
- 56:46Speaker 2: Jacob's rocket was coming. This was the time for decision.
- 56:50Speaker 2: Yet within his taut body there was only a jungle
- 56:54Speaker 2: of conflicting impulses. Maggie returned, her face hard, her eyes,
- 57:00Speaker 2: asking the silent question. Ben stood frozen. The slow seconds
- 57:05Speaker 2: beat against his brain like waves of ice. At last,
- 57:09Speaker 2: she said, ready, Ben. She spoke evenly, but her searching
- 57:13Speaker 2: gaze belied the all important significance of her words. In
- 57:18Speaker 2: the dim light, the photograph of Jacob was indistinguishable, but
- 57:22Speaker 2: Ben could still see the image of the dead man.
- 57:25Speaker 2: He thought, I can't run away with Jacob like a selfish,
- 57:29Speaker 2: cowardly kid, no matter how bright the stars would be
- 57:32Speaker 2: that brightness couldn't destroy the image of a dead man
- 57:35Speaker 2: with staring eyes. No matter what Jacob and Simon do
- 57:39Speaker 2: to me, I've got to try to get back to Earth.
- 57:43Speaker 2: He suddenly felt clean inside. He was no longer ashamed
- 57:47Speaker 2: to hold his head high. Maggie, he said, yes, I've
- 57:52Speaker 2: made my decision. Outside the window, a waterfall of flame
- 57:56Speaker 2: cascaded onto the desert, pushing aside the dust and the darkness.
- 58:01Speaker 2: The deep throated sound of rocket engines grumbled above the
- 58:05Speaker 2: whining wind. The floor of the dome vibrated the rockets here,
- 58:11Speaker 2: Maggie cried. The flaming exhaust from the ship dissolved into
- 58:15Speaker 2: the night. The rocket thunder faded into the wind. The
- 58:19Speaker 2: alarm on the domes inner airlock bulkhead rang. Maggie ran
- 58:23Speaker 2: like a happy child through the concrete corridor. Ben following
- 58:28Speaker 2: She bounded into the supply room, pushed simple Simon aside,
- 58:32Speaker 2: stopped before a control panel. Her fingers flew over switches
- 58:36Speaker 2: and levers. The airlock door slid open. A short, stubble
- 58:41Speaker 2: bearded man clad in windsuit and transparalite helmet stomped in.
- 58:46Speaker 2: He unscrewed the faceplate of his helmet. His ears were
- 58:49Speaker 2: too big, and he looked like a fat dowel. We're
- 58:53Speaker 2: ready for you, missus pearce, he said. Maggie nodded eagerly.
- 58:57Speaker 2: She whirled back to Ben. Hurry, get your head, helmet
- 59:00Speaker 2: and suit on. She spun back to the big eared
- 59:03Speaker 2: little man. Cargo unloaded, all set for the flight home home.
- 59:08Speaker 2: Ben thought, she calls a place she's never seen home.
- 59:12Speaker 2: Cargo's unloaded. No trouble with the IBI, no investigation, not yet.
- 59:18Speaker 2: We're good for a few more hauls, I guess. Ben
- 59:22Speaker 2: slipped on his windsuit. He glanced at the control panel
- 59:26Speaker 2: for the airlock. Yes, he could manipulate it easily. He
- 59:30Speaker 2: contemplated the heat pistol at Simple Simon's hip, A tempting idea,
- 59:34Speaker 2: but no, he wanted no more of violence. Then he
- 59:38Speaker 2: bit his lip. He cleared his mind of all thought.
- 59:42Speaker 2: Simple Simon evidently had not noted the impulse that flicked
- 59:46Speaker 2: his adrenals into pumping. The big eared man stared strangely
- 59:51Speaker 2: at Maggie. Missus pears before we go, I'd better tell
- 59:54Speaker 2: you something. You can do that on the rocket. Maggie
- 59:58Speaker 2: stepped forward to seize her helmet. The man blocked her movement.
- 1:00:04Speaker 2: Missus pears, your husband Jacob was on the rocket. What
- 1:00:09Speaker 2: The girl released a broken, unbelieving little laugh. Why he
- 1:00:13Speaker 2: wouldn't dare that idiot taking a chance? Like alarm twisted
- 1:00:18Speaker 2: her features. He he wasn't captured. No, he wasn't captured,
- 1:00:23Speaker 2: and he took no chance, missus pears. A moment of silence,
- 1:00:27Speaker 2: then she sucked in her breath. Ben understood words echoed
- 1:00:32Speaker 2: in his mind. Jacob and those other men like him
- 1:00:35Speaker 2: can never return to Earth, not even to Hoover City
- 1:00:38Speaker 2: except dead. Maggie swayed. Ben and the big eared little
- 1:00:44Speaker 2: Man jumped to her side, guided her back into the
- 1:00:47Speaker 2: compartment used as a kitchen. They helped her to a chair.
- 1:00:51Speaker 2: Ben turned on the fire beneath a coffee pot. Simple
- 1:00:54Speaker 2: Simon watched silently, her eyes empty and staring. Maggie asked,
- 1:01:01Speaker 2: how did it happen? We were heading into a clump
- 1:01:04Speaker 2: of baby asteroids the size of peas. The radar warning
- 1:01:08Speaker 2: was too slow. We couldn't pull away. We had to stop.
- 1:01:12Speaker 2: The deceleration got him, crushed him. He lived for five minutes. Afterward,
- 1:01:18Speaker 2: the little man produced a folded paper from a pocket
- 1:01:21Speaker 2: of his suit. Jacob said he had some ideas he
- 1:01:24Speaker 2: had to get down on paper. God knows why, but
- 1:01:28Speaker 2: during those five minutes he drew up this plan for
- 1:01:31Speaker 2: improving our deceleration compensator plans for She gasped, he was
- 1:01:38Speaker 2: a spaceman, missus pearce. The man handed her the paper.
- 1:01:42Speaker 2: Ben caught a glimpse of scribbled circuits, relays, cathodes. When
- 1:01:47Speaker 2: he finished, the man continued, He said, to tell you
- 1:01:50Speaker 2: that he loved you. She started to hand the paperback.
- 1:01:54Speaker 2: The spaceman shook his head. No, the original is is yours.
- 1:01:58Speaker 2: I've made copies for our own own ships and for
- 1:02:01Speaker 2: the brass in Hoover City and of section four section
- 1:02:13Speaker 2: five of a Coffin for Jacob by Edward W. Ludwig.
- 1:02:18Speaker 2: This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Maggie kept
- 1:02:23Speaker 2: talking to the little man, lost in the world he
- 1:02:26Speaker 2: was creating for her. Ben was excluded from that world,
- 1:02:30Speaker 2: a stranger. Then Ben saw his opportunity. Simple Simon's face
- 1:02:35Speaker 2: was expressionless, but tears were zigzagging down his gray reptilian features.
- 1:02:40Speaker 2: Ben stared for several seconds, wondering if his vision had
- 1:02:44Speaker 2: deceived him. Till this instant, he'd somehow assumed that the
- 1:02:48Speaker 2: big Venusian was devoid of emotion, but simple Simon was crying.
- 1:02:53Speaker 2: It was unlikely that the creature would peer into his
- 1:02:56Speaker 2: mind at a moment like this. Step by step, Ben
- 1:03:01Speaker 2: backed toward the open door in the rear of the compartment. Silently,
- 1:03:06Speaker 2: he slipped through it. He attempted to move automatically without feeling.
- 1:03:11Speaker 2: He darted into the supply room. The continued drone of
- 1:03:15Speaker 2: voices told him his action had not been observed. He
- 1:03:19Speaker 2: didn't like it at all. Escaping this way was like
- 1:03:22Speaker 2: crumpling Maggie's grief into an acid ball and hurling it
- 1:03:26Speaker 2: into her face, but he had no other choice. A
- 1:03:30Speaker 2: few seconds later, he was dressed in windsuit and oxygen helmet,
- 1:03:34Speaker 2: A can of viterations was strapped to his back, and
- 1:03:38Speaker 2: his compass was in his hand. Hart Refusing to stop pounding,
- 1:03:43Speaker 2: he threw the levers and switches to open the airlock.
- 1:03:46Speaker 2: He cringed under the grinding, scraping noise as loud to
- 1:03:49Speaker 2: him as the ringing clash of swords, but the murmur
- 1:03:54Speaker 2: of voices continued. He stepped outside. The airlock door clanged shut.
- 1:03:59Speaker 2: He was by the biting dust and the shrill, banshy wind.
- 1:04:04Speaker 2: He fell, then scrambled erect To his right, he saw
- 1:04:09Speaker 2: the silver sheen of Jacob's rocket shining behind a row
- 1:04:13Speaker 2: of golden eye like portholes. Beneath it were black outlines
- 1:04:17Speaker 2: of moving, helmeted figures. He bent low to study the
- 1:04:22Speaker 2: luminous dial of his compass. Behind him was a grating
- 1:04:26Speaker 2: and a sliding of metal, of movement in the darkness.
- 1:04:29Speaker 2: He turned dimly, illuminated by the glow from the rocket
- 1:04:33Speaker 2: ports was the grim, stony face of simple Simon. The
- 1:04:39Speaker 2: Venusian was like a piece of the night itself, compressed
- 1:04:43Speaker 2: and solidified to form a living creature. The impression was
- 1:04:47Speaker 2: contradicted only by the glowing whiteness of his eyes. The
- 1:04:51Speaker 2: reptilian body shuffled forward. The scales on his great face
- 1:04:55Speaker 2: and chest reflected the lights from the rocket like Christmas
- 1:04:58Speaker 2: tree ornaments dusted with gold. His hands reached out, words
- 1:05:03Speaker 2: thundered in Ben's memory. God knows Simon didn't try to
- 1:05:07Speaker 2: kill him. Simon's hands, well, he doesn't realize. Ben hopped
- 1:05:12Speaker 2: away from the groping hands, slipped the compass into his pocket,
- 1:05:16Speaker 2: baled his fists. The wind caught at his body. He stumbled,
- 1:05:21Speaker 2: then recovered his balance despite the wind and his suit's bulkiness.
- 1:05:26Speaker 2: He was surprised at his own agility. He recalled that
- 1:05:29Speaker 2: the gravitational pull of Venus was only four fifths of Earth's.
- 1:05:33Speaker 2: That was an advantage. Crouching against the wind, he stepped
- 1:05:37Speaker 2: to his left, away from the rocket. He was reluctant
- 1:05:41Speaker 2: to enter an area of greater darkness, but neither did
- 1:05:44Speaker 2: he want to risk observation by the men he'd seen
- 1:05:47Speaker 2: near Jacob's ship. Simple Simon followed. He moved like an automaton,
- 1:05:53Speaker 2: functioning with awkward, methodical slowness. His hands, speckled with reflected light,
- 1:05:59Speaker 2: rose up out of the darkness. Ben stepped back, wiped
- 1:06:03Speaker 2: the dust from his clouded face plate. One swoop of
- 1:06:07Speaker 2: those hands, he knew, could shatter his helmet, destroy his
- 1:06:10Speaker 2: oxygen supply, leave him choking on deadly methane and carbon dioxide.
- 1:06:16Speaker 2: But so far Simon seemed bent on capture, not destruction.
- 1:06:21Speaker 2: That fact gave Ben a second advantage. Scaly fingers, moving
- 1:06:26Speaker 2: now with greater swiftness, closed over the shoulder of his suit,
- 1:06:31Speaker 2: Ben felt himself being pulled forward a child in the
- 1:06:35Speaker 2: grasp of a giant. His brief surge of confidence vanished.
- 1:06:39Speaker 2: Cold terror swept upon him. He lashed out wildly. His
- 1:06:43Speaker 2: right fist found his target, found it so well that
- 1:06:47Speaker 2: the skin split on his gloved knuckles. Simon's head snapped back.
- 1:06:52Speaker 2: The grasping fingers slipped from Ben's suit, but still the
- 1:06:57Speaker 2: Venusian lumbered ahead and ear irresistible juggernaut, the hands continually groping.
- 1:07:04Speaker 2: Ben ducked and slipped aside. The can of vierations was
- 1:07:08Speaker 2: ripped from his back. He crouched low, fighting the wind,
- 1:07:12Speaker 2: maneuvering for another blow. His lungs ached, but he had
- 1:07:16Speaker 2: no opportunity to increase his helmet's oxygen flow. His weak
- 1:07:21Speaker 2: leg muscles were beginning to pain, as though with needles
- 1:07:24Speaker 2: of fire. The hands crushed down upon his shoulders. This
- 1:07:29Speaker 2: time his fist found Simon's stomach. The creature released a
- 1:07:34Speaker 2: grunt audible above the howling of the wind. His body
- 1:07:38Speaker 2: doubled up. Ben struck again and again. His lungs throbbed
- 1:07:44Speaker 2: as if they'd break through his chest. A fresh layer
- 1:07:47Speaker 2: of dust coated his face plate, nearly blinding him. He
- 1:07:51Speaker 2: fought instinctively gauntleting fists battering simple Simon fell. Ben brushed
- 1:07:58Speaker 2: away the dust from his plate, turned up his helmet's
- 1:08:02Speaker 2: oxygen valve. Then he knelt by the fallen creature. A
- 1:08:06Speaker 2: new fear came to Ben Curtis, a fear almost as
- 1:08:10Speaker 2: great as that of being caught in Simon's crushing grip.
- 1:08:14Speaker 2: It was the fear that he had killed again. But
- 1:08:18Speaker 2: even in the near darkness, he could distinguish the labored
- 1:08:21Speaker 2: rise and fall of the massive chest. Thank god, he thought,
- 1:08:26Speaker 2: from the direction of Jacob's ship. A flash of light
- 1:08:29Speaker 2: caught his eye. The black shapes of helmeted men were
- 1:08:32Speaker 2: becoming larger nearer. Ben tensed. The spacemen couldn't have heard
- 1:08:38Speaker 2: sounds of the struggle, but they might have noticed movement puffing.
- 1:08:43Speaker 2: Ben plunged into the darkness to his left, slowing only
- 1:08:46Speaker 2: long enough to consult the dial of his compass sixty
- 1:08:50Speaker 2: eight degrees, he breathed. The compass dial was now his
- 1:08:54Speaker 2: only companion, and his only hope. It was the one
- 1:08:58Speaker 2: bit of reality in a whirld of black, screaming nightmare.
- 1:09:04Speaker 2: At first, Ben Curtis fought the wind and the dust
- 1:09:07Speaker 2: and the night, his fists were clenched, as they had
- 1:09:11Speaker 2: been while struggling with Simon. Each step forward was a challenge,
- 1:09:15Speaker 2: a struggle, and so far, at any rate, a victory.
- 1:09:19Speaker 2: But how far was the city five miles ten? How
- 1:09:23Speaker 2: could you judge distance through a haze of alien sand?
- 1:09:28Speaker 2: And were simple Simon or Jacob's men following? How good
- 1:09:32Speaker 2: was the Venusian's vision at night? Would the scaly hands
- 1:09:36Speaker 2: find him? Even now? Descending on him from out of
- 1:09:39Speaker 2: the blackness? He kept walking, walking sixty eight degrees. Gradually
- 1:09:45Speaker 2: his senses grew numb to the fear of recapture. He
- 1:09:49Speaker 2: became oblivious to the wailing wind and the beat of
- 1:09:52Speaker 2: dust against his face plate. He moved like a robot.
- 1:09:56Speaker 2: His mind wandered back through time and space, a pit
- 1:10:00Speaker 2: wheel spinning with unforgettable impressions, faces, voices. He saw the
- 1:10:06Speaker 2: white features of a dead man, their vividness fading now
- 1:10:09Speaker 2: and no longer terrifying. A space officer is honest, A
- 1:10:14Speaker 2: space officer is loyal, A space officer is dutiful. The
- 1:10:19Speaker 2: words were like clear, satisfying music. He cursed at the
- 1:10:25Speaker 2: image of a popeyed Martian boy, a tree fying table.
- 1:10:29Speaker 2: Monsieur close in the shadows. And yet he told himself
- 1:10:34Speaker 2: the boy really didn't do anything wrong. He was only
- 1:10:37Speaker 2: helping to capture a murderer. Maybe he was lonesome for
- 1:10:40Speaker 2: Mars and needed money to go home. Ben thought of
- 1:10:44Speaker 2: Maggie while other gals were dressing for their junior proms.
- 1:10:48Speaker 2: I'd be in sloppy slacks down at the spaceport with
- 1:10:51Speaker 2: Jacob if i'd only known her back on Earth. Maggie
- 1:10:56Speaker 2: sitting alone now, with a wrinkled paper and its mass
- 1:11:00Speaker 2: of scrawled circuits, alone and hollow, with grief and needing help.
- 1:11:06Speaker 2: Ben's throat tightened. Damn it. He didn't want to think
- 1:11:09Speaker 2: about that. What was it? The big eared man had said,
- 1:11:14Speaker 2: I've made copies for our own ships and for the
- 1:11:17Speaker 2: brass in Hoover City. Why had he said that? Why
- 1:11:22Speaker 2: would renegades give their secrets to the Space Corps. The
- 1:11:26Speaker 2: Core would incorporate the discoveries in their ships with them.
- 1:11:29Speaker 2: They'd reached the asteroids, Jacob's group would be pushed even
- 1:11:34Speaker 2: further outward. Ben stopped the wind, whipping at his soup
- 1:11:38Speaker 2: and buffeting his helmet, but not as hard as the
- 1:11:41Speaker 2: answer he had found. Jacob and his men had an
- 1:11:46Speaker 2: existence to justify a debt to pay. They justified that
- 1:11:51Speaker 2: existence and paid that debt by helping humanity in its
- 1:11:55Speaker 2: star ward advance. Maggie had said, we carry cargoes of
- 1:12:00Speaker 2: almost pure uranium and tungsten and all the stuff that's
- 1:12:04Speaker 2: getting scarce on Earth and Mars and Venus. If we
- 1:12:09Speaker 2: want to risk our lives getting it, that's our business.
- 1:12:12Speaker 2: The dome we're in now was designed and built by
- 1:12:15Speaker 2: us a few years ago. We lost a few men
- 1:12:18Speaker 2: in the construction, but with almost every advance in space,
- 1:12:22Speaker 2: someone dies. The wind pressed bend back. The coldness of
- 1:12:27Speaker 2: the Venusian night was seeping into his suit. It was
- 1:12:31Speaker 2: as if his body were bathed at once in flame
- 1:12:35Speaker 2: and ice. He slipped, fell, his face turned toward the
- 1:12:41Speaker 2: sandy ground. He did not try to rise, yet his
- 1:12:45Speaker 2: mind seemed to soar above the pain to carry him
- 1:12:48Speaker 2: into a wondrous valley of new awareness. Man would never
- 1:12:53Speaker 2: be content to stay on nine insignificant globes, not when
- 1:12:58Speaker 2: his eyes had the power to stare into a night sky,
- 1:13:02Speaker 2: and when his brain had the ability to imagine. There
- 1:13:05Speaker 2: would have to be pioneers to seek out the unknown horror,
- 1:13:09Speaker 2: to face it and defeat it. There would have to
- 1:13:12Speaker 2: be signposts lining the great road and helping others to
- 1:13:16Speaker 2: follow without fear. For all the brilliancy of their dreams,
- 1:13:21Speaker 2: those men would be the lonely ones, the men of
- 1:13:25Speaker 2: no return. For all the glory of their brief adventure,
- 1:13:29Speaker 2: they would give not only their cloaks, but ultimately their lives.
- 1:13:34Speaker 2: Ben lay trembling in the darkness. His brain cried. You
- 1:13:39Speaker 2: couldn't rig up a radar system or a decceleration compensator,
- 1:13:44Speaker 2: but you could chart those asteroids. You can't bring a
- 1:13:47Speaker 2: man named Cob back to life, but you could help
- 1:13:51Speaker 2: a thousand men and women to stay alive five or
- 1:13:55Speaker 2: ten or twenty years from now. Ben knew at last
- 1:13:59Speaker 2: what decision Jacob would have made. The reverse of sixty
- 1:14:03Speaker 2: eight on a compass is two forty eight, like flashing
- 1:14:08Speaker 2: knitting needles. Strong hands moved about his face, plate, his windsuit,
- 1:14:13Speaker 2: his helmet. Then they were wiping perspiration from his white
- 1:14:16Speaker 2: face and placing a wet cloth on the back of
- 1:14:19Speaker 2: his neck. You were coming back, a voice kept saying,
- 1:14:23Speaker 2: you were coming back. His mouth was full of hot coffee.
- 1:14:27Speaker 2: He became aware of a gentle face hovering above him.
- 1:14:30Speaker 2: Just as it had a seeming eternity ago. He sat
- 1:14:34Speaker 2: up on the bed, conscious now of his surroundings. Simon says,
- 1:14:38Speaker 2: you are coming back, Ben, Why he fought to grasp
- 1:14:43Speaker 2: the meaning of Maggie's words. Simon Simon found me. He
- 1:14:47Speaker 2: brought me back only a short way. He said, you
- 1:14:50Speaker 2: were almost here. Ben closed his eyes, reliving the whirlwind
- 1:14:55Speaker 2: of thought that it whipped through his brain. He mumbled
- 1:14:58Speaker 2: something about pie and and a scrawled paper, and a
- 1:15:02Speaker 2: debt and a decision. Then he blinked and saw that
- 1:15:05Speaker 2: he and Maggie were not alone. Simple Simon stood at
- 1:15:09Speaker 2: the foot of his bed and was that a trace
- 1:15:12Speaker 2: of a smile on his reptilian mouth? And three windsuited
- 1:15:16Speaker 2: spacemen stood behind Maggie, helmets in their hands. One was
- 1:15:21Speaker 2: a lean boned, reddish skinned Martian. Simple Simon said, Ben
- 1:15:26Speaker 2: changed thinks like us. Good now like Jacob. The little
- 1:15:33Speaker 2: big eared man stepped up and shook hands with Ben.
- 1:15:36Speaker 2: If Simon says, so that's good enough for me. A
- 1:15:39Speaker 2: blondhaired earthman helped Ben from the bed legs, okay, fellow,
- 1:15:44Speaker 2: think you're ready. Ben stood erect unassisted legs. Okay, and
- 1:15:49Speaker 2: I'm ready he thought for a moment. But suppose I
- 1:15:52Speaker 2: wasn't ready, Suppose I didn't want to go with you.
- 1:15:55Speaker 2: I know a lot about your organization. What would you do?
- 1:15:59Speaker 2: The blond man shrugged, untroubledly. We wouldn't kill you, if
- 1:16:03Speaker 2: that's what you mean. We'd probably vote on whether to
- 1:16:06Speaker 2: take you with us anyway or let you go. His
- 1:16:09Speaker 2: smile was frank. I'm glad we don't have to vote.
- 1:16:13Speaker 2: Ben nodded and turned to Maggie. You're still coming with us?
- 1:16:17Speaker 2: She shook her head, a mist shining in her sad eyes.
- 1:16:20Speaker 2: Not on this trip, not without Jacob. I'll get one
- 1:16:24Speaker 2: of our desert taxis back to Hoover City. Then I'll
- 1:16:27Speaker 2: be going to Earth for a while. I've got some
- 1:16:29Speaker 2: thinking to do, and thinking is done best on Earth.
- 1:16:33Speaker 2: Out Here is the place for feeling. Her eyes lost
- 1:16:37Speaker 2: a little of their pain. But I'll be back. Jacob
- 1:16:40Speaker 2: wouldn't stay on Earth, neither will I. I'll be seeing you.
- 1:16:45Speaker 2: The big eared man put his hand on Ben's shoulder.
- 1:16:48Speaker 2: Think you can get us back to Juno, he asked.
- 1:16:51Speaker 2: Ben looked at Maggie and then at the big eared man.
- 1:16:55Speaker 2: You're as good as there, he said, confidently, and of
- 1:17:00Speaker 2: section five and of a Coffin for Jacob by Edward W.
- 1:17:06Speaker 2: Ludwig