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part one: travel insurance assurance sunday · faafo with courtney

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hi good morning bon dia it is oh i said i was
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gonna write it down sunday i don't know october
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16th or 17th i don't know what day it is but
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anyway this is going to be long so if you are
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interested in learning and getting this is a
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behind the scenes video of everything that has
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been happening in brazil to me but Because it
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has been happening to me and everything has accumulated
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today. Or no, things have been accumulating.
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And today is kind of the day. What I'm about
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to say is going to not make sense to a lot of
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people. It's also going to make sense to quite
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a few people who are currently in this energy.
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Or had something significant happen to them around
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2016? And here we are in 2026, 10 years later.
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And then there are some that are going to watch
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this later on. And this is going to make sense.
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And I am hoping that those who watch this later
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on take notes and remember what I say for when
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you go into this particular cycle. All right.
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I have a shit ton of fucking notes right now,
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right? I am currently on Facebook Live and also
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YouTube Live. So good morning, good morning,
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good morning. Hopefully you can hear me okay.
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The reason why I'm using Facebook Live and YouTube
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Live is Facebook because that's my people or
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whatever, even though I don't really stay that
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active. I am using YouTube Live because there
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are some who need to see this. and i need for
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it to be translated later into other languages
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specifically brazilian portuguese because this
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is the back story to everything if you are watching
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this live now because i'm sure that this is probably
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going to be very long you won't see the transcripts
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nor will you see the translation available later
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or like immediately but it'll be It'll be ready
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when it's ready. You can go back and you can
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watch the recording. Click on the captions and
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select the language for you because this is going
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to explain a lot of things. Now, I wish I had
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time to put my notes in order, but I didn't and
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I don't have my glasses and it doesn't need to
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be in order because. It all ties in. All right.
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So like I said, today is Sunday. I think it's
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like October 17th or whatever. I don't know.
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I'm not sure what day it is. But let me start
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with the title that I use for this is travel
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protection, insurance and assurance. Those are
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two different things. And many, many years ago.
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I did a class that I talk about the difference
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between insurance and assurance. Let me just
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also say this. For the women who have been guests
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and peers on the porch, this is going to put
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so much of everything that we taught and learned
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into perspective and how everything has come
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full circle and how I have recently had to pull
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out every... little whimsical tool that I had
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to that I've talked about and taught about to
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get to this point this is going to be an unbelievable
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story but for those who know me and are familiar
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with me and my life and the side quests that
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I end up on you're going to enjoy this one so
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travel protection assurance and insurance and
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the difference between the two but why we need
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both also packing light and using the word L
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-I -G -H -T and the word L -I -T -E and how many
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people can't, one, protect themselves or travel,
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quantum leap, make long leaps out of a situation
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into another situation, out of a certain income
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level into another income level because they're
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carrying so much baggage, literally. I'm going
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to get into that and how that relates to me.
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and my detachment with material things and how
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that has worked out in my favor but also how
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i used to teach about if you all remember not
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to make light of anybody who's into crystals
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and protections and all of those things but i
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used to always say if hits the fan and if you're
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always relying on the tools externally outside
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of ourselves to assist us protect us or whatever
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it may be what's the one thing that you are going
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to grab and take with you? It's not the external
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things. We are the tools. We are the alters.
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We are the medicines. If you are new and you're
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watching this and you're not familiar with who
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I am, hi, my name is Courtney. I am now known
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as Cece in Brazil. I used to go by Thought Reader.
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And what I am talking about may not make sense
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to you, but I have hundreds of videos, thousands
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of hours of teachings. And when I say teach,
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I don't really like the word teach. I don't like
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the word teacher. Usually I'm telling stories
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of experiences that have happened to me. And
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then I go, I research, I learn more about it
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from different perspectives, whether it's religion,
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spirituality, esoteric knowledge, numerology,
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whatever it may be. And then I speak on those
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things, putting everything together. So back
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to the women on the porch who have heard this
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lecture before. or seen some of my social media
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posts that are still public, that we are the
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altar and we are the tools. Me being in Brazil,
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I literally came with like a carry -on and a
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suitcase or whatever, right? Stay with me. Which
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means if I had relied on any of the tools that
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are accessible to us in the United States, and
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I wasn't able to bring them here, I may have
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felt vulnerable. with some things that I have
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been going through because I'm not able to find
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those exact tools. An example of that would be
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how people are always talking about go take a
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spiritual bath. You ain't got no bathtubs in
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Brazil. Like there's no bathtubs here. There
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ain't no hot water in my sink, right? So what
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does that look like? That looks like maybe going
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to the beach or whatever, right? Which I don't
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get in the water here because it's... polluted
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like you can get a uti from the water or whatever
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right and i'm spoiled because i live near a pristine
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beach when i lived in new smyrna beach side note
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if anyone posts a comment or act if you are watching
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this live and you comment i'm not going to respond
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right away and i may or may not respond later
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on or whatever right and i won't see any comments
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after it's been recorded until after um YouTube
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does the translation thing, which sometimes takes
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a couple of days. So back to the story. So the
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tools, right? Another tool, like certain herbs
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and ingredients and seasons, seasonings and things
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like that are just not available here. I am looking
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up and I am looking down because I am recording
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here on Facebook Live and here on YouTube. So
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back to. Travel protection, insurance versus
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assurance. For those of us, I'm going to just
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recap on some of the things that I've talked
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about before. For those of us who are self -employed,
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who want to be location independent and things
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of that nature, a lot of people do not walk away
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from corporate America because they are afraid
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of losing their medical insurance. I've not had
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medical insurance in over 20 years. dental insurance
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probably even longer i recently had someone that
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i don't even know like on a like we're just associates
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we've met in passing twice message me and ask
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me for money that's not uncommon here in brazil
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people are always asking for money and maybe
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i'll come back and do another video about that
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or whatever right but i basically had to break
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down of how foreigners americans People are always
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asking us for money. And yes, I do give. I give
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a lot, but I'm giving to the people that I know
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that have done something for me or people that
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I'm going to get into that in a minute. But either
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way, I'm not going to put myself in a situation
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where I'm financially in a detriment because
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you expect for us as foreigners where our dollars
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are stronger. to just keep giving and that we
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have an endless supply. A lot of people don't
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even realize that we also have responsibilities
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and financial burdens and things like that back
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in the United States or from whatever country
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that we're in or whatever. And just because we're
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in another country does not necessarily mean
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that we're wealthy. But beyond that, a lot of
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people don't realize how often people are asking
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us for money. And I was like, I don't even have
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medical insurance, let alone anything else. Fast
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forward to more current times or back to my talks
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about insurance and assurance. I said I was encouraging
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people not to give up on taking care of themselves
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and health care and things of that nature. But
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there are so many things that keep us tied to
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the quote unquote matrix and keep us tied to
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corporate America. One of the biggest things
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is medical insurance. when i first left corporate
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america my loved ones and my friends the first
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thing that they asked me wasn't how are you going
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to make money the very first thing that people
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would ask me was well what are you going to do
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about medical insurance and it's funny because
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that thing was not even the first thing that
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crossed my mind i was just like i don't know
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i haven't actually thought about it and so over
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the years literally to keep myself quote unquote
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free i had to start to teach myself how to literally
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heal myself part of Being able to heal myself
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also includes keeping people away from me who
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cause me to be sick, literally. So I have a talk
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about this on one of my podcasts where I'm literally
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talking about how the old saying goes, you make
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me sick. And we kind of say that in passing.
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But no, there's people who are energetically
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not in alignment with us who literally will make
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us sick. And so then when we don't have firm
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boundaries. Or we have not practiced enough to
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protect our energy, transmute energy or whatever,
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because we can't keep everyone around us, away
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from us or whatever. There's levels to this shit,
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right? And I'm laughing when I say that because
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part of the story that I'm about to tell has
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to do with an ex -partner from 10 years ago who
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was the first person that said that to me, who
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I say basically almost killed me. Fast forward.
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to 10 years today this year 2026 a very similar
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situation attempted to happen so let me just
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kind of keep going i am going to just go down
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my checklist and just cover a bunch of things
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okay so i talked about travel protection assurance
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versus insurance sometimes we can't have medical
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insurance but we have to assure ourselves that
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we can stay healthy stay safe stay protected
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that what we need when we need it is going to
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show up for us when we need it all right and
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packing light packing light means energetic light
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being light -hearted being free -spirited being
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playful um but also the material things packing
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light right like i was chatting with my mom the
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other day and she was bringing up another conversation
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about how She understands now why I just leave
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stuff behind. She's like, you're not attached
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to the material world. And I'm not. People see
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luxury or material things around me and they
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think that I'm attached to that. So when someone,
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an enemy, an opponent or whatever, and a lot
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of times most of my opponents and enemies start
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off as romantic partners or friends or whatever,
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right? Then they think they can take something
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materially away from me and that it's going to
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hurt me and harm me. Not realizing I don't give
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a shit about material things or whatever. Like
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it doesn't matter to me. Those I'm not attached
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to material things. Most people stay stuck in
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the situations that they stay stuck in because
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they are so attached to the material aspect of
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things. I don't rely on things outside of myself.
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for validation a lot of people stay stuck in
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what they stay stuck in situations bad relationships
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poverty lack scarcity mindset fear the things
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that keep them from having a light body when
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we have a light body we emit energies that are
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drawn to us that has its pros and its cons and
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i'm going to get into that in a minute but when
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we emit that energy and we It doesn't matter
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how we look. It doesn't have anything to do with
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physical appearance or anything like that. We
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attract certain things, opportunities, people.
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People give us things. They give me things. I
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don't work for everything that I have. A lot
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of the things that look like things that people
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want and really work hard for have been given
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to me, donated, gifted to me, right? Not only
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because I have a, my light body attracts. The
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people, places, things, experiences or whatever.
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Right. But then they trust me because I have
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a level of integrity of trust. They can trust
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me to be a guardian or a steward of a certain
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thing or conversations or chats because I operate
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with a level of integrity that most people don't
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operate in. Right. So but also people don't realize
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when. You move through this world that we exist
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in right now with everything that's happening.
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It's very hard to move in this world with a level
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of integrity. So, oh, next up on my list. So
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let's just move right into, there's a lot of
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people who are naturally gifted with a certain
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light or a certain energy or a certain inherited
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power or essence about them or whatever, right?
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But they get corrupted. they get corrupted by
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power there's a lot of abuse of power that has
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happened for eons i guess since we've been humans
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but i'm just going to focus on today's time abuse
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of power happens for a lot of different reasons
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i'm not getting into people's childhood wounds
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and things like that and they're trying to get
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back at somebody or whatever sometimes abuse
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of power happens because people grew up in a
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lack mindset scarcity i'm gonna get you before
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they get me kind of thing or whatever right So
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a lot of abuse of power happens to people who,
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a lot of people start to abuse their power for
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different reasons or whatever. But also for those
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of us on the opposite side who try not to abuse
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the power that comes to us naturally, we can
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obtain power through a lot of different ways,
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right? Some people obtain power, hold power,
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have power because They have minions around them.
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They need followers. They need people to do their
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dirty work or whatever, right? They need someone
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to execute the mission or whatever. Then there
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are some of us who are solo dolo, who move through
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this world independently, alone, and then people
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think that we are prey. Because they don't see
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us moving with a whole bunch of people. We don't
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need a crowd. We don't need a gang of people.
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We don't need external validation or whatever.
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So then they're just like, oh, they're an easy
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target, right? But we have an inherent power
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that moves with us. But we also know that that
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inherent power is based off the fact and that
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stays with us when we move with integrity. We
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are able to change people's lives for the better
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and inspire them with the natural power, the
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natural light, the natural magnetism that comes
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with that or whatever. We don't have to work
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as hard for certain things. I can only speak
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for myself. I am not going to risk the ease of
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my life by abusing my quote unquote power. And
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don't think of the word power. A lot of people
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really need to learn how to read between the
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lines because I say power or someone says the
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word power, people get offended and they start
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to feel a kind of way. Think of everything that
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I'm saying as energy. For example, before I could
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go live, I had to plug in my laptop to a power
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source. Energy, currency, electrical, current,
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electrical, currency. I know I'm repeating a
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lot of things that I've said before, but there
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is somebody that's watching this right now that's
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never heard me talk about this, even though I
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have tried to share it with them in advance before
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they tried to make me their victim about who
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I am and what I'm knowledgeable about. I went
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into retirement. I stepped away from the whole
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teaching thing a while ago to be able to enjoy
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my life, right? But I'm back. So this is a recap.
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These are cliff notes about things like I said.
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i have hundreds of videos i have thousands and
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hours of things that we used to talk about on
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our peer -to -peer support group which is the
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porch which is interesting i'm gonna kind of
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jump ahead to one of the things that i have here
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is people are so caught up right now with influencers
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and what they see on social media so it's like
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just because they don't see me being active on
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social media or other people like me on social
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media or whatever they assume That I'm ignorant
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or that I don't have any pull or anything like
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that. Not realizing a lot of us have been doing
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this for a very long time. Like, yes, some people
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get stuck in something that they do and then
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they want to do it for 20, 30 years. I'm not
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wired that way. I don't get my blessings by being
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stuck in something two, three, four or five years
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or whatever. Right. I get my blessings by showing
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up. doing what I need to do, doing it for a couple
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of years, which is usually I have a two -year
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mission, and then I move on to the next thing.
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But that's also why a lot of people see that
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in me energetically, and then they try to trap
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me and put me in a box. With different measures,
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everybody has a different way, different ways
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on why they try to trap me. If you're watching
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this and you resonate with this, you will understand
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if you can look back on the different ways that
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people have tried to quote -unquote trap you
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or whatever, right? So abuse of power is happening
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in a lot of different ways right now. So the
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things that I'm going to talk about are on a
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macro and a micro level. A lot of this is happening
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in your personal lives right now. Astrologically,
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a lot of this is coming back to the surface because
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it's meant to come back to the surface right
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now. A lot of people, the collective. especially
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feminine energy. When I say feminine energy,
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I am not necessarily talking about the gender
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of feminine. There are some gendered male men
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right now who have pretty much tapped into their
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feminine and masculine energy, and they're kind
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of in a balance right now. Or rather, let me
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say, they're not disregarding their feminine
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side, their feminine energy. and there's are
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there are feminines who have are not are no longer
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disregarding their masculine let me explain what
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i mean when i say feminine and masculine energy
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right disregarding masculine energy external
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things could mean not doing the external things
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that need to be done so that you can sit back
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relax and enjoy your feminine energy the receptive,
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to be able to receive, to be able to magnetize,
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to be able to bring things into your existence
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without you having to be out there and chase.
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There's a balance. Too many of us, whether you're
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gendered male or female, rely too much on the
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masculine gender to be our protectors and to
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be our providers or whatever. We're afraid to
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fight our own fight because, oh, that's the man's
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job. Okay, whatever. Believe whatever you want
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to believe. I'm not trying to change people's
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minds. I'm telling a story about how I got here
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and what has happened to this point and how someone
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has tried to trap me yet again and how this is
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a very much a mirror of what happened in my life
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in 2016. If you are just now coming in to the
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live, hi, my name is Courtney, also known as
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CCM Brazil, and I am finally sharing. what has
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been happening in my life here in Brazil. Part
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of that is I wasn't really sure up until this
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morning. So I had to kind of just sit back and
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watch and let everything play out. It's very
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similar, but there's like this polar opposite
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reverse that has happened, which is interesting
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because I'm here in Brazil now. What happened
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to me in 2016 happened to me in the United States.
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And geographically, The United States, Northern
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Hemisphere on one side of the equator, Brazil
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on the opposite side of the equator. And there
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are so many things that are opposite and mirror
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each other. And what has unfolded in the last
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year and a half of my life here in Brazil mirrors
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a lot of what happened and what sent me on this
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journey back in 2016. So a little backstory,
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I have it here. Back in 2016, I was in this relationship
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with this person who very spiritually powerful
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or whatever, right? Something happened. I got
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wrapped up in this thing called love and it almost
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killed me. I'm not going to go into that whole
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story right now or whatever. But in that process
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of the fallout, I ended up speaking out and speaking
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up for other women because I was so transparent.
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And because I was so vocal in about what was
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happening to me, women started to find me because
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I was sharing my story with them. And that literally
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is how the tap started. The porch started. Vanguard
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Mystery School started. And I became aware of
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my gifts and things of that nature. And because
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of that, have built some very amazing. feminine
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relationships in my life or whatever, right?
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If it were not for that experience that almost
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killed me back in 2016, I would not have met
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my friend and mentor who connected me with the
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client that I currently have that allows me to
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be here in Brazil. So I'm actually kind of excited
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and curious to find out what the next chapter
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is going to be, because if I look back, On all
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the things that have happened to me from 2016
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up until 2026 this year, it's been an amazing
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experience, this amazing journey. And so maybe
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in the next couple of years, I will I will have
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that yacht and I'm sitting back somewhere just
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sipping wine again. But let me just get back
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on task. So think about the abuse of power that
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was happening back in 2016, maybe on. the world
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scale or the United States, but also within your
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personal life, right? Because that's going to
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give you a clue to what's happening in your life
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right now, this year, what has been happening
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in your life since like 2020, when did I get
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here? 2025 up until probably this weekend, where
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some shit is being, I'm hearing the word cracked
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open. Regardless of what side of this that you're
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on, If you feel like you're the one that's being
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cracked open or you feel like you're the one
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that's doing the cracking, it's all in divine
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alignment and divine purpose. It's going to be
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all right. To get through all of this, let me
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give you a secret. One of the easiest ways to
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get through all of this is to be able to have
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a sense of humor about it and look at life like
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a game. I was sharing with someone the other
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day. It's like Candyland. Remember playing the
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game Candyland? If you can think of this. game
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of life, like Candyland, you won't be so agitated
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by things. But I'm going to keep going. So abuse
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of power. So 2016. 2016, I was sitting in the
27:42
backyard in New York. Yes, I had a backyard in
27:47
New York, in this particular space, a house.
27:51
I was involved with certain people or whatever,
27:54
right? A certain community of people. And that
28:00
evening we were getting ready to go to an event.
28:05
And I'm being very selective with my words here
28:11
because the details don't matter. It's the scenarios,
28:18
right? Anyway, getting ready to go to this event
28:22
with a group of people. And I heard, when I say
28:28
I heard, in my head my third ear intuitive hearing
28:31
don't go it's energy harvesting don't give your
28:37
energy to it and i said with the crew that i
28:40
was with the group of people that i was with
28:43
at the time i just heard randomly out of nowhere
28:48
i told them what i heard or whatever they acknowledged
28:51
it because they were about that life right i
28:55
wasn't into spirituality or anything at that
28:57
time they were heavily and They were like, oh,
29:00
OK. But they went anyway. I didn't go. If you
29:05
were very politically in the United States, I'm
29:09
going to invite you to go back to look at what
29:12
was happening politically in 2016. There was
29:18
a change in political parties or whatever. Right.
29:21
I'm going to leave it at that. Currently, something
29:27
very similar is happening in Brazil with. the
29:32
politics I'm not going to say names I don't get
29:36
into politics I'm giving you the dynamics of
29:41
what is happening I'm aligning everything up
29:43
for you right but you're going to have to be
29:45
smart enough to read between the lines to understand
29:49
what I'm saying 2016 when I had my near -death
29:54
experience in the United States something was
29:58
happening politically but I thank God, I heard
30:04
the voice of God, my ancestors, my intuition,
30:06
whatever somebody wants to call it, told me,
30:09
pull my energy out, don't get involved in that
30:12
stuff anymore, which I did, which then sent me
30:16
on a completely different trajectory than the
30:19
people that I was in connection with at that
30:23
time. I'm glad that I listened to my intuition
30:29
instead of the people who considered themselves
30:33
leaders or the top dog of certain groups because
30:38
where they are right now they're literally stuck
30:40
in the same cycle economically mentally physically
30:44
whatever right I am living my best life overlooking
30:48
the water here in Brazil right and it's yeah
30:52
so I'm glad that I listened to me my higher self
30:56
and not something external because a lot of these
31:00
teachers preachers, spiritualists, politicians
31:07
depend on the dependency of their followers to
31:15
survive, right? So they will say anything to
31:19
keep feeding people's egos and their own ego,
31:22
even though it is not freeing the people that
31:27
they say they're protecting. So as I continue
31:33
with this talk, keep in mind, A lot of what I'm
31:36
saying is happening in many of your lives, but
31:43
also on a global level politically. What I am
31:50
talking about right now is more of a recap of
31:54
what started for me in 2016 that's come full
31:58
circle, that's finalizing, that I can talk about
32:01
from a place of true, quote unquote, mastery
32:04
and experience for those. who now are going to
32:09
be coming into this new cycle what i'm saying
32:13
to you specifically women young women feminine
32:18
energy who are about to start being put on their
32:23
path their mission traveling take what i'm saying
32:30
as ways of protection because there are going
32:34
to be people who are going to try to come and
32:38
stop you from doing your mission work, I guess
32:43
you can say, or whatever, right? It's important
32:46
for you to know that your purpose, everybody's
32:52
going to have a different purpose than whatever
32:54
your mission work is. When you stay on your path,
32:58
no matter how difficult it may seem that it's
33:00
going to be, life will be easier for you. you'll
33:03
be able to attract certain things without having
33:06
to work so hard some of you may be wanting to
33:09
travel right now especially with for whatever
33:12
your reason is for wanting to travel right now
33:14
i'm not going to even get into that or whatever
33:15
right if you're feeling the call about wanting
33:18
to travel i'm going to and but you can't figure
33:21
out like how am i going to make money how am
33:23
i going to you know survive how am i going to
33:25
eat how am i going to live how am i going to
33:27
pay for transportation if you know what your
33:29
path is if you know what your purpose is, if
33:32
you know what your mission is, and you are currently
33:35
somewhere and you know what it is, or even have
33:38
an inclination, you may not be 100 % convinced
33:42
that you know what it is or whatever, right?
33:46
As long as you start doing that and putting yourself
33:50
in that energy, the universe, God, your ancestors
33:55
will start to pay you. It might be actual money
33:59
or it might be opportunities. That will come
34:02
to you. That will make sure that you have safe
34:06
housing. That you have food. That you're able
34:10
to travel through transportation. Or it may just
34:13
be a really good contract or money. But you've
34:16
got to get on your fucking path first. Many of
34:21
you are overthinking and thinking too practical
34:26
and rational. I'm not suggesting for anyone to
34:29
go out and make any irrational decisions. Mix
34:33
that. I make many decisions that seem irrational.
34:41
You are your own. You make your own decisions.
34:44
But what I'm just saying is try not to overthink
34:46
it. I'm just confirming some things to some people
34:49
who may already be feeling this. If you have
34:51
not felt it, the same for you. So next I have
34:56
on there. So I said specifically I am talking
34:59
to a specific group of feminine energy. I've
35:03
already explained the difference, what I'm saying
35:05
when I say feminine energy and masculine energy,
35:08
but specifically young women who are out there
35:11
that are about to go on their 10 year journey.
35:16
So the question is, like, why now? To keep it
35:20
simple, I'm just going to say astrologically,
35:22
it's all happening for a reason right now. Now
35:26
is a good time. Some of you are in the cycle
35:29
where you're wrapping it up and you're needing
35:31
confirmation like, yo, what the fuck just happened?
35:33
You're not alone. But then some of you are about
35:35
to start your 10 year cycle. OK, so in the United
35:41
States, there's a saying for those of you watching
35:44
this from the United States, you've heard this
35:46
before and you may not have understood it. For
35:49
those of you not in the United States, wherever
35:51
you are, you may have something similar that
35:53
you say or you may say the exact same thing.
35:56
The saying goes. keep your friends close and
35:59
your enemies closer i'm going to say it again
36:03
keep your friends close but keep your enemies
36:08
closer i remember the first time that i heard
36:12
this i was an adult and i was so offended by
36:16
this because i was like oh i love my friends
36:18
like why would i keep i don't have enemies like
36:21
blah blah blah i was so wet behind the ears and
36:24
ignorant to all of this And it's funny, though,
36:26
because the person that I first heard say this
36:29
was somebody I was in battle with at the time.
36:33
And it wasn't even that I was in battle with
36:35
her. I was in battle with someone that was a
36:38
relative of hers and she was fighting his battles.
36:43
Her initial starts with K. If you are watching
36:46
this, I'm going to say. And now the person that
36:51
she was defending has basically. burned their
36:55
whole legacy down has burned her and she this
37:00
is an extended relative of mine and now you understand
37:06
why I was running from him and fighting him like
37:09
all of that money and time and energy wasted
37:12
for nothing because he has burned you and your
37:17
family and your parents and he's going to continue
37:20
to burn people and if by chance the woman that
37:22
he's with right now Sis. I remember when we first
37:29
found out that he had another woman and another
37:32
child. We were like, oh, my God, please escape.
37:36
And then she did. But girl, run for the hills
37:40
because he will burn you also. And when I'm saying
37:46
burn, I don't mean in the typical kind of way.
37:49
Like he is just special. But anyway, so back
37:53
to the woman that I'm talking to. I want to say
37:56
thank you, though, also, because you were the
37:58
first person you used to or she used to have
38:02
on her voicemail. Keep your friends close and
38:05
your enemies closer. And I was so offended by
38:08
that when I first heard it. But now I understand.
38:11
So now there are people that are currently in
38:15
my life that are just here, whatever, that I
38:20
have had to move. and strategically deal with
38:25
because of that saying, keep your friends close,
38:29
but your enemies closer. A lot of you hopefully
38:34
watching this run from quote unquote battles
38:37
or opposition. And I talk about this so much
38:40
about having a sparring partner and having someone
38:47
that's worthy of being your sparring partner.
38:50
Some of y 'all argue and fight with people. that
38:53
you can't learn shit from, but you avoid the
38:59
big monster that you would actually benefit more
39:03
from. And it doesn't always have to be a tangible
39:06
or materialistic or something that we can see
39:08
in the realm, but learning how to strengthen
39:11
your fight skills, right? So sometimes that looks
39:19
like keeping the enemy closer. Stop running from
39:23
everything, right? But again, use your own discernment
39:30
in knowing when to avoid and when to fall back.
39:37
You know, the other thing that I want to say,
39:39
and I don't have this on my notes, is I think
39:44
a lot of you people can learn a lot from going
39:50
back to watching historical movies about royalty,
39:58
empires, how they were overthrown, how. how in
40:03
battles, specifically the strategic alliances
40:07
that female rulers, emperors, empress, that how
40:15
female empress, queens, right, engaged in warfare,
40:22
not always directly on the battlefield, but who
40:26
they aligned themselves with to make sure that
40:31
their inheritances were protected or that their
40:36
countries their people were protected or even
40:39
so that they could stay in power right move through
40:46
life like them stop settling this is something
40:50
else that I talk about stop allowing people to
40:53
just sit around and call you queens some of y
40:56
'all are more powerful than that I've said this
40:58
for years right get on your high priestess empress
41:03
shit Do not let a pauper or a page call you a
41:10
queen and make you feel good. And then you end
41:14
up start calling him a king, which he ain't ever
41:17
going to be a king. At the most, he might be
41:19
a knight, but he will never be a king. He will
41:22
never be an emperor or whatever. Doesn't mean
41:24
you won't. Look, you don't give him the power
41:28
by giving him that title unless he has demonstrated
41:33
it. or earned it or you give it to him but a
41:38
lot of times they'll get in their head thinking
41:41
that because they're dating an empress or a high
41:45
priestess that that puts them at that level or
41:48
whatever right but you fall into the trap of
41:51
believing it because he called you a queen and
41:55
now you're all feeling and you're in your feelings
41:56
like yo i'm a queen oh i'm gonna do this for
41:59
my king that he ain't a king And you're not a
42:03
queen. And a lot of times they see the light
42:06
in you. They see the power in you before you
42:09
see it or we see it in ourselves. And then we
42:12
allow our heads to get big and we limit our power,
42:16
our growth, our potential, because we allow somebody
42:20
to blow our heads up by getting stuck in the
42:24
box of being a queen. That is not a compliment
42:27
if you are an empress or a high priestess. Shit.
42:33
even a fucking warrior or whatever right because
42:36
there is no queen there is no empress who was
42:40
not a strategic warrior being a warrior or a
42:45
fighter does not look like being out on the streets
42:49
fighting physically or running our mouths or
42:53
whatever and i'm saying this as somebody who
42:55
can pop off at the mouth really well and i actually
42:58
quite enjoy it but that takes me out of this
43:05
energy, right? So, but I will get off of my throne
43:09
if and when needed, but I have learned when to
43:15
get off. And a lot of times I'll let people just
43:20
run in circles because they're just not worth
43:22
my energy. They're not worth the fight. They
43:25
don't have anything that I want. Back to these
43:31
nights. So a lot of people will say, oh, don't
43:35
date. low -level women or don't date low -level
43:38
men or whatever right so let's say you know that
43:40
you are inherent a powerful woman or whatever
43:44
and someone might say well why are you messing
43:46
with this knight but I'm going to stick with
43:48
the words high priestess and empress energy or
43:54
whatever right someone may say oh don't give
43:57
your sexual energy or don't give your attention
43:59
to someone who is in like lower level knight
44:04
page energy or whatever right No, sleep with
44:07
the night. Have your bed maidens. Listen, but
44:14
know why you're doing it and strategically, right?
44:18
There's reasons that we sometimes have to sleep
44:21
with the page or the night or the street dude,
44:25
the dude that's in the streets. I'm not going
44:30
to get into the reasons why. If you don't know
44:32
the reasons why, then this ain't for you or whatever,
44:35
right? Moving right along. So keep your friends
44:39
close, but keep your enemies closer. So, hi,
44:47
my name is Courtney. If you are just now watching
44:50
this and you're watching this live, I am telling
44:52
all the things that have been happening behind
44:55
the scenes here in Brazil and how everything
44:59
is just kind of unfolding. Okay, so what next?
45:03
So I recently bought an engagement ring. Some,
45:08
this goes back to what I was just saying about
45:10
power, right? It was a power play. It was a power
45:13
move. Because women are still sitting around.
45:18
Everything is energy. Everything is an energetic
45:22
play. So many women are still out there caught
45:24
up in old school fucking dynamics about, I need
45:31
the man to be the provider. I need the man to
45:33
do this for me. First of all, you're not in a
45:36
balanced energy or whatever, right? That may
45:40
be true for some women. Some women may need.
45:44
the man, masculine energy, gender, male, to be
45:48
the provider, you may need for them to take care
45:51
of you. If you want them to take care of you,
45:53
that's perfectly fine. But all of our needs are
45:55
different. What my needs are, are different than
45:59
the next woman's needs. What I need to move about
46:02
this world and to accomplish my purpose, my goal,
46:06
my spiritual mission, what God put me on this
46:10
earth for, my needs are different. Then the next
46:14
woman, stop listening to general fucking advice.
46:18
And even though I know I'm giving a general advice
46:20
right now, but I'm talking to some high level
46:22
beings right now who need to hear this to get
46:24
out of a fucking rut, to stop being dependent
46:27
on some of y 'all are calling your leaders or
46:32
who have been your leaders, because it's time
46:34
for a lot of that shit to fall. It's falling
46:36
apart. So I am giving some people some tools
46:39
so that way you can be able. An alarm is going
46:44
to go off somewhere soon. Anyway, I am giving
46:47
some people some tools that they need to be able
46:52
to survive when you walk away. So if you have
47:00
recently experienced something that is calling
47:04
you to walk away and you have already walked
47:06
away and you have the courage to walk away without
47:11
having a backup plan, the things that I'm talking
47:14
about right now. hopefully will give you some
47:19
tips and ideas to help you to be able to support
47:24
yourself in this next phase. Again, if you are
47:27
just coming in, I am not new to this. I have
47:30
been talking about this stuff for many years.
47:32
I'm just doing a recap right now because some
47:34
things in my life have come full circle because
47:37
once again, someone, a male has tried to put
47:40
me in a box. So I recently bought an engagement
47:44
ring. Some women, people would think, Why would
47:50
you buy an engagement ring? Because I was going
47:52
to get married. I bought an engagement ring as
47:57
a strategic move. It was a power play because
48:01
everything for me is energy or whatever, right?
48:05
So I bought him a ring, gave him the ring. I
48:09
didn't buy myself a ring. And then I realized,
48:11
oh, he's feeling some kind of way. He's feeling
48:14
some kind of way about me not having a ring.
48:21
And then I thought, oh. Okay. I could see why
48:24
this might be a problem, but whatever. We're
48:27
playing this game. He had been playing his moves.
48:30
All right. So let me make my move. So I call
48:33
my friend up right here. Like I'm going to call
48:34
her my partner in crime here in Brazil or whatever.
48:36
And I'm like, we got a mission tomorrow. We're
48:39
going on a field trip. She's like, what are we
48:42
doing? I was like, we're going to go buy an engagement
48:44
ring. And so she laughs and she was like, I'm
48:47
with it. So we go, we go and buy myself an engagement
48:50
ring or whatever. Right. So we both got the ring.
48:52
I'm not going to get into any more of the details
48:55
about the engagement ring. I'm only using this
48:58
as an example about how so many women are still
49:02
stuck where you are and you can't make power
49:04
moves because you're still looking at traditional
49:07
patriarchal dynamics. Someone gives you a ring.
49:13
They are knighting you. No. I got the money and
49:18
the finances and the foresight and I'm a seer
49:21
about how things are going to play out. And I
49:23
know that I'm an alchemist and I know how I want
49:26
to play with energy or whatever. I'm not going
49:28
to let anybody knight me, right? Because I'm
49:30
not a knight. Empress, high priestess. So why
49:34
would I sit around and let someone knight me?
49:38
Beside the fact that he couldn't afford it. So
49:41
whatever. Y 'all, read between the lines. What
49:46
I'm saying here is. You got to think outside
49:50
the box and you got to be a little bit more strategic
49:52
than some of y 'all have been before. So I'm
49:57
going to keep going. So I talked about that already.
50:00
Right. I talked about young women. OK, so there's
50:04
nothing left. All right. So next we have I wrote
50:11
down online protection. Online protection looks
50:18
a lot of different ways. Right. Online protection.
50:23
Just like I said earlier, when I when I talk
50:25
about energy or currency, right, or power, when
50:31
I talk about power, a lot of people think abuse
50:33
of power or someone's powerful and that makes
50:35
you evil. Power is energy. All of this is energy,
50:39
energy, power. Energy is power, power plants,
50:47
the power company so that you can have electrical
50:50
energy. In your home or your car, there's a power
50:54
source. There's a current of energy running through
51:00
anything in your house right now, through our
51:02
bodies. Electrical currents. Electrical energy.
51:09
Right? Currency. When we refer to money, dollars,
51:15
dinero, it's called currency. It's energy. It's
51:21
power. So, same thing. online protection what
51:27
does protection look like for some people that
51:29
might be the hocus pocus and the herbs and the
51:32
spells and all the things for other people it
51:35
might look like prayer praying over yourself
51:37
praying over your children praying over your
51:40
friends or your food or whatever protection sexual
51:43
protection from sex protection condoms protecting
51:52
you from something or whatever right protection
51:56
Online protection can also look like having a
52:00
VPN. Where does this have to move with Brazil?
52:02
A lot of people who are foreigners come, they
52:05
set up a VPN, a virtual private network. Yo,
52:10
this shit is so beautiful, but it's so deep and
52:12
it's going to go over so many people's heads.
52:15
Online protection, right? When you are able to
52:21
work with energy, you can protect yourself in
52:25
every realm. in every dimension in every kind
52:28
of way without actually having to do something
52:31
if you are able to work with energy but side
52:36
note for those of you who are actually watching
52:38
this and you actually want to move to brazil
52:40
i do use a vpn sometimes but not all the time
52:43
the one that i like is well one that i use or
52:49
let me just say this so you have like go you
52:53
have like um protons you have there's a lot of
52:57
different ones or whatever so yeah but side note
53:01
some sites that you try to access in the united
53:05
if you're in a different country i'm only speaking
53:08
specifically about brazil if you are in brazil
53:11
and you're trying to access an american company
53:15
in the united states not all but some and you
53:18
have your vpn turned on it may block you just
53:23
keep that in mind so sometimes you have to turn
53:25
it on and off and whatever but back to online
53:27
protection online protection also sometimes looks
53:36
like being transparent and telling your story
53:39
when it's appropriate not too soon and not too
53:43
late being transparent back to i wouldn't be
53:47
on this journey if it were not for 10 years ago
53:51
when i started running off at the mouth right
53:53
mind you i did get in trouble about running off
53:57
at the mouth or whatever but i also learned that
54:00
when i talk and run my mouth that is my generator
54:05
my we all have different energy centers so now
54:08
let's get into the mystical things about life
54:11
or whatever right if you're familiar with chakras
54:13
you have your crown chakra root chakra sacral
54:17
chakra third eye whatever all the throat chakra
54:20
heart chakra funny that i left that one out because
54:24
the next thing on my list here is about love
54:27
i'll get into that in a minute um how many of
54:35
us manifest is through our certain energetic
54:40
centers i'm only using chakras because that's
54:43
a common popular word you can look at different
54:45
societies different religions different eastern
54:49
medicine traditional medicine or whatever they
54:51
all talk about different energetic centers or
54:54
whatever right and so yes some there are more
54:56
than seven chakras i'm not getting into that
54:58
go to somebody else because That's not what this
55:02
is about. For me, it's when I speak. I manifest
55:07
and materialize things when I speak, but also
55:11
when I hold back. When I don't talk, I am building
55:15
up that energy within my body so that when I
55:20
finally do say something, it's rapid fire and
55:23
I'm able to manifest and materialize something
55:26
almost instantly now. A lot of people talk too
55:30
fucking much, right? You got to feel like you're
55:33
on social media all the time. You got to feel
55:36
like you are always needing to have people around.
55:40
It's nothing wrong with always because I'm hearing
55:43
for somebody. It's like some people love to have
55:46
people around. There's nothing wrong with that
55:48
because some people are wired to have people
55:50
around. They are healthier when they have people
55:53
around. But it doesn't always mean that you need
55:56
to talk to the people that you have around you
55:59
or whatever. Right. And again, there's nothing
56:03
wrong with running off at the mouth, popping
56:04
off at the mouth. Just know when. Because my
56:08
time of popping off at the mouth and just cussing
56:11
people the fuck out, I'm still capable of it.
56:14
But I just know who to do it with, when to do
56:17
it with, because not everybody's worth my time.
56:20
But I also knew sometimes there's errors for
56:23
things. Not E -R -A. An error, right? Not an
56:27
accident. Well, actually, E -R -A. an error a
56:34
cycle right a season and then e r r o r s errors
56:40
accidents those are okay too when you learn how
56:46
to make the accidents the errors look intentional
56:50
but that takes practice and it takes not being
56:55
afraid to make it mistakes it takes people who
56:59
aren't living in fear and by superstitions to
57:03
be able to make an error look like it was intentional
57:08
like when Urkel used to say did I do that you
57:12
say oh I meant to do that you now are rewiring
57:17
the universe to play with you next on my list
57:22
I'll talk about online protection you're going
57:24
to have to read between the lines about that
57:26
so 10 years ago 2016 when I was with a partner
57:34
and I had my near -death experience and it almost
57:37
killed me because I was in love. I was wrapped
57:40
up in love, right? I was in this thing called
57:43
love. And it might've been lust, but we're just
57:45
going to use the word love. Fast forward to here
57:49
in Brazil, 2026 with another foreigner, another
57:53
foreigner. That's okay. I'm a Sagittarian. I'm
57:57
always here for the side quest and the plot twist
57:59
or whatever. And I might as well keep it spicy.
58:01
Right. So here I am with another foreigner. Right.
58:06
Ten years later. Same. I recognize the game.
58:11
So, oh, I know why I wrote online protection.
58:14
I'm going to come back to that. So I recognize
58:15
the game. I was like, all right, I ain't got
58:17
shit else to do. I'm going to let you entertain
58:18
me. We can play this game. But sometimes. You
58:22
have hope and you're like, well, maybe this might
58:24
turn out differently than the last time. But
58:25
if not, it's OK. I am not attached in the same
58:29
way. So back then I was still in this game called
58:35
love. It's so interesting. Yo, peer guys, if
58:40
you're watching this, do you remember how I used
58:43
to always talk about pops and how male protectors?
58:47
always show up in whatever random city I end
58:49
up in or whatever right on my side quest or whatever
58:51
right so I haven't told this particular story
58:55
in a while for those who've never heard this
58:57
before really quick I was living in New York
59:01
and an old dude a pops guardian angel earth angel
59:04
came showed up and looked out for me or whatever
59:08
right my near -death experience happened I ended
59:12
up leaving moving to Detroit or whatever and
59:15
when I realized that I had gifts He was the first
59:18
person that I called when I called him. I didn't
59:22
even say anything to him. He answered the phone
59:24
and I said, you knew. And he says, yes, I tried
59:29
to tell you, but you were too concerned about
59:33
the men. Right. And I've never I've never in
59:38
my entire life. No one could ever say this about
59:40
me. People can say a lot of shit about me, but
59:42
no one can ever say I have been male centered.
59:46
or male obsessed. So if there's any man out there
59:49
right now that's telling anyone that I have been
59:52
obsessed with them, there is nobody. There is
59:55
no one in my life, not even my enemies, can say
59:59
that about me. They will never say that Courtney
1:00:03
has put men first in her life or that Courtney
1:00:09
has chased men, nor can they or will they ever
1:00:12
say that Courtney has bowed down to any man,
1:00:19
chased a man, been obsessed with any men. Have
1:00:24
I been angry with a few men? Yes. Obsessed out
1:00:27
of love? Never. I literally was just telling
1:00:30
a friend that was here a few days ago, him, we
1:00:33
were talking about addictions and everyone has
1:00:36
different kinds of addictions. We all have an
1:00:37
addiction to something. Some people, it might
1:00:39
be sex. Some people, it might be drugs. It might
1:00:40
be different things or whatever. And we were
1:00:43
basically saying that. But some of us also just
1:00:46
have by genetics or whatever it may be, addictive
1:00:49
habits, addictive personalities, compulsive habits
1:00:55
and things of that nature. Right. And so I was
1:00:58
saying to him that, yeah, I recognize that there
1:01:02
are certain things that I have, like addiction,
1:01:05
certain different addictions run in my family
1:01:08
or whatever. Right. I don't have those type of
1:01:10
addictions. But I have I know what I can become
1:01:16
addicted to. So I've stayed away from it. Part
1:01:19
of that is being head over heels for certain
1:01:23
types of men or whatever. I do have an addiction
1:01:26
to chaos, but I also thrive in chaos. But I'll
1:01:29
get back to that in a minute. So let's back up
1:01:33
back to 2016. So I was in love, had my heart
1:01:36
broken and literally went through the absolute
1:01:41
worst. night of my life right thought I was gonna
1:01:45
die I've told this story before I'm not gonna
1:01:47
get into all the details because that's not necessary
1:01:50
but I might I might re -release some shit because
1:01:54
it's just funny so that is the night that my
1:02:00
gifts clicked on and I became aware of all of
1:02:05
my quote -unquote spiritual gifts or whatever
1:02:07
right now For some of you watching this, and
1:02:11
this is something that I've shared with everyone.
1:02:14
I've told this story a thousand times. I even
1:02:17
shared this story with the person who tried to
1:02:20
run the same game on me here in Brazil, right?
1:02:24
But their ego is too big, or at least was too
1:02:28
big to even listen. I give everybody fair warning.
1:02:32
I'm like, yo, if you want to rumble with me,
1:02:34
you want to play games with me, I'm going to
1:02:35
give you fair warning. to who I am and what I'm
1:02:39
capable of. Do not mistake the package for the
1:02:44
delivery. Don't mistake the package for the delivery.
1:02:49
Another funny story. So a friend came over the
1:02:55
other day and we were chatting and I was doing
1:02:59
something and he was just kind of looking at
1:03:01
me and he was like, yo, it's funny. He was like,
1:03:03
you've been here like rubbing it out for like...
1:03:06
almost two years straight by yourself. And I
1:03:09
was like, I know I'm crazy. I'm like, whatever.
1:03:11
He was like, who would have thought that the
1:03:14
one person that everybody counted out and figured,
1:03:16
I don't know if there was a bet going on that
1:03:18
I was going to tap out really soon or whatever.
1:03:21
They don't know me. If my mom is watching this,
1:03:23
hey mom, my mom would say to y 'all, you don't
1:03:27
know Courtney. You don't know how stubborn and
1:03:29
resilient that girl is. She always lands on her
1:03:33
feet. She's going to make the most out of it
1:03:35
even when it looks like somebody is winning.
1:03:40
You can throw eggs at me and I'm going to figure
1:03:44
out how to make money off of having eggs thrown
1:03:47
at you. I'm always going to alchemize something
1:03:51
and make the best of it. Period. Next. So the
1:03:57
guy said to me, not the lover that has tried
1:04:00
to run me to the ground and put me in a cage.
1:04:04
But the friend, he was just saying like, everyone
1:04:06
counted you out. And I was like, yeah, I said,
1:04:09
my secret weapon is I show up looking a certain
1:04:13
kind of way and then they can play games and
1:04:16
run games on me. So it's like a blessing and
1:04:20
a curse, but it's my superpower, right? Because
1:04:22
people never know, they don't expect the thing
1:04:25
that they get when they start trying to play
1:04:27
games with me or whatever, right? So ladies,
1:04:30
men, if you know you have a purpose, If you know
1:04:34
you have a mission and you can't figure out why
1:04:38
people keep coming after you or whatever. Some
1:04:42
people are put on this earth to do work and they
1:04:47
have a physical body, a physical aesthetic that
1:04:50
people are attracted to and drawn to so that
1:04:54
you can attract things to you easily to make
1:04:58
your mission work easier. So that you can make
1:05:04
your purpose work easier, right? But also so
1:05:08
that you can, it's like the saying, I don't want
1:05:11
to minimize it and sound like moths to a flame,
1:05:13
but so that you can draw the little fucking demons
1:05:18
to you or whatever, right? To be their karma,
1:05:22
right? Because they find certain people weak
1:05:28
-minded or may look a certain way to do their
1:05:31
dirty work, right? But certain people that they
1:05:34
find to do their dirty work don't carry the same
1:05:37
energy, don't carry the same power, don't carry
1:05:40
the same potentiality of the person that they're
1:05:46
trying to attack. I'm just going to be upfront.
1:05:49
If you are being used by some fucking entity,
1:05:53
person, institution, government, cult, religious
1:05:58
institution, political institution right now
1:06:00
to do their dirty work, meaning you're the one
1:06:05
out in the streets doing the campaigning and
1:06:09
the profiling and all the whatever, or whether
1:06:11
you're the one that's the prayer warrior, you're
1:06:13
the one that's doing the spells and the ceremony
1:06:16
and the rituals, you're being used. You are being
1:06:20
used by the person who has you doing it, which,
1:06:25
and I'm sorry if this is going to hurt your feelings,
1:06:28
you're weak -minded. Anyone that's asking you
1:06:32
to do something to harm someone else for them,
1:06:35
you are weak. Sorry, but not sorry. Because we're
1:06:41
just going to cut to the chase because we are
1:06:42
way past biting our tongues, trying not to hurt
1:06:46
somebody's feelings. If I said that to you and
1:06:49
that stung and that hurt your feelings, let it
1:06:53
sit. Let it cook as the song. Sit with that.
1:06:59
Why are you allowing someone? to dictate to you
1:07:04
what they need done to someone else second of
1:07:10
all if they are as bad as they say they are why
1:07:14
do they need help make it make sense why do they
1:07:21
need help next back to my gifts coming online
1:07:29
there is an argument within circles about having
1:07:36
real spiritual gifts and real psychic powers
1:07:42
or whether it's people having perfected pattern
1:07:51
recognition out of a survival mechanism. I believe
1:08:00
both can be true. It doesn't matter. We're only
1:08:03
human. We're giving a label to something and
1:08:06
a title and a phrase and a what's the word? A
1:08:15
theory about something. based off of whatever
1:08:18
all things can be true simultaneously or whatever
1:08:22
right either way whether that night my gifts
1:08:28
came online to protect me ancestors or whatever
1:08:33
whether they were dormant and activated whether
1:08:35
they didn't exist and whatever it happened which
1:08:42
then allowed me to be hyper sensitive and hyper
1:08:46
intuitive Which then resulted in me becoming
1:08:50
a reader professionally, but also how to protect
1:08:55
myself. Right. So many of you, I didn't have
1:08:59
a traumatic childhood, but many, some of you
1:09:02
may have had a traumatic childhood or recent
1:09:05
traumatic experience or a near death experience
1:09:08
or something like that. Right. That has caused
1:09:11
you to be hypersensitive and hyperintuitive or
1:09:13
whatever. I am not someone who uses the word
1:09:16
empath. I don't like it. I feel like I mean,
1:09:18
I will use it occasionally or whatever, but that's
1:09:22
some low level shit or whatever. Right. But either
1:09:24
way, sometimes you find yourself after something
1:09:29
traumatic happening to you, becoming hyper aware
1:09:32
and hypersensitive so that you can protect yourself
1:09:36
as you go along your path and you do your mission
1:09:40
work and you do your purpose. So back in 2016.
1:09:45
When I was awakened, all of my gifts and things
1:09:48
like that came online. I didn't just let it sit
1:09:53
there and not do anything. Like at that point,
1:09:56
because I'm curious by nature, I was like, oh,
1:09:59
this is sexy. This is something that I absolutely
1:10:04
love. Let me study more. So I went down the rabbit
1:10:08
hole. Like I literally like went off the grid
1:10:10
and I just went down the rabbit hole to study
1:10:12
all the things that I needed to kind of like.
1:10:15
understand and grasp and then ultimately like
1:10:18
quote -unquote master or whatever and then play
1:10:21
with it and whatever so now fast forward to 2026
1:10:25
someone who didn't listen to me in the beginning
1:10:29
when we first met when i said i don't know why
1:10:33
but my ancestors are telling you are telling
1:10:36
me to tell you don't waste my time i don't know
1:10:40
if he's ignorant and stupid didn't remember about
1:10:43
he was bigger than the program or whatever he
1:10:46
wasted a lot of my time when i said that to him
1:10:49
i didn't understand at the time fast forward
1:10:52
a year and a half later so much of my time has
1:10:55
been wasted so much of my time has been wasted
1:11:02
i am someone who knows what her purpose what
1:11:08
her path is here in this world not only in this
1:11:12
world but in every state that i have been in
1:11:15
every place environment that I have been in.
1:11:19
I was placed there, supported there, financially,
1:11:24
emotionally, mentally, with a circle, with a
1:11:27
community of people that I could rely on, depend
1:11:30
on, and didn't have to worry about trying to
1:11:33
take advantage of me so that I could easily accomplish
1:11:37
my mission and my purpose and then be extracted
1:11:41
and moved to the next place with ease, right?
1:11:44
Yes, there was some opposition. But I've been
1:11:47
very much aware of this and I've surrendered
1:11:49
to that, even though I don't always want to do
1:11:52
it. I surrender to it because I like the ease
1:11:57
of my life. So when someone comes in and thinks
1:12:00
they're going to be bigger than the program,
1:12:02
that they're smarter than me or that they have
1:12:04
higher ranking than me and don't know shit about
1:12:06
me or whatever, or that they have just been assigned
1:12:09
some rank, whether it's because of society says
1:12:16
that, oh, you're older or you're a man or. you're
1:12:20
in some religious institution a church or a spiritual
1:12:25
house whatever fucking whoever made you believe
1:12:28
that you have higher ranking over somebody that
1:12:31
you don't know a damn thing about even if you
1:12:36
think it's because they're in your fucking country
1:12:38
shame on you people are gonna learn that all
1:12:48
of this shit is made up none of this is real
1:12:50
whatever somebody is believing is Because someone
1:12:56
thought of it, wrote it down, spoke it, and then
1:13:00
they have a mass of people believing it. And
1:13:03
then it becomes a religion or a spirituality
1:13:06
or whatever for me. And that may be true for
1:13:10
you. My rules, my life, the game that I play
1:13:14
and what I know is I don't operate in boxes of
1:13:18
dogma. I don't exist within those limitations.
1:13:23
You may be limited to that box, but people are
1:13:26
about to quickly learn and find out. People are
1:13:30
really about to fuck around and find out, fool
1:13:33
around and find out, because I don't know how
1:13:35
this translates into other languages. Mess around
1:13:38
and find out, play around and find out that not
1:13:42
everyone is limited to the box you have put yourself
1:13:46
in or you have allowed someone else to put you
1:13:50
in. So when you play with people who don't believe
1:13:56
in those boxes, who have never been put in a
1:13:58
box, who don't adhere to the rules that you adhere
1:14:03
to, and they warn you in advance, I'm not like
1:14:09
the rest. I don't believe in borders. I don't
1:14:15
believe in boxes. A box is a border. A circle
1:14:19
is a border. Any shape, a draw. outside the lines
1:14:26
or just stop fucking coloring like it ain't that
1:14:30
complicated right so many of you online protection
1:14:39
so gifts come online for different reasons whether
1:14:44
it's birth birthright whatever they come online
1:14:47
for different reasons so i think the partner
1:14:51
who put me on this journey by breaking my heart
1:14:57
and allowing my gifts to come online because
1:15:00
up until this point you thought you were harming
1:15:02
me oh you were just you you were just like my
1:15:05
my greatest teacher you were my greatest opponent
1:15:08
or whatever right because i was like oh you might
1:15:10
have won this one but i for damn sure promise
1:15:13
you this will never happen again right so then
1:15:16
not only did i start using those gifts i didn't
1:15:20
but here's the thing a lot of times people will
1:15:22
use their gifts to get revenge to abuse their
1:15:25
power And things like that. I didn't. I was like,
1:15:30
oh, I'm going to use these gifts to help women.
1:15:32
I'm going to use these gifts to empower women.
1:15:35
I'm going to use these gifts to make money and
1:15:39
be able to move about the world freely without
1:15:44
being attached to a nine to five job or a desk
1:15:48
job or one place or whatever. Right. That's the
1:15:51
difference between me and some other people.
1:15:54
Some other people do it for short term. immediate
1:15:56
gains and then you know it's a quick hit and
1:15:59
then they like run through the money they run
1:16:01
through the energy they run through the experience
1:16:03
they run through the thing really quickly or
1:16:05
whatever right and then they got to go find another
1:16:07
energy supply they got to go find another victim
1:16:09
or whatever instead of yo like how can i flip
1:16:12
this i don't know how much social media is going
1:16:17
to let me get away with saying this but if you've
1:16:20
had a conversation with me before or recently
1:16:24
you will understand that i We'll often talk about
1:16:30
street pharmacy and how you can learn a lot from
1:16:36
a street pharmacist in that if you're going to
1:16:38
cut it, if you're going to flip it, flip it.
1:16:43
I'm probably going to make this a two part, but
1:16:45
I don't engage with men anymore from this. Oh,
1:16:55
I love him. Oh, he's like the best thing that
1:16:59
ever happens to me. We need to connect because.
1:17:03
we love each other or we need to connect just
1:17:05
because of this romantic surface superficial
1:17:07
love it's like yo i'll still with you i can tell
1:17:13
you that i love you but it's not from this gullible
1:17:16
immature love kind of thing it's like how can
1:17:20
we partner to build a legacy how can we partner
1:17:25
to build an empire so that our So that we break
1:17:33
generational curses, but also make sure that
1:17:36
others in our family and our kids and our nieces
1:17:38
and our nephews and our cousins are safe, protected,
1:17:42
comfortable, pulled out of poverty. So our alliance,
1:17:48
right? If it's an opposite sex, what energy do
1:17:51
you have to bring to the table that can not only
1:17:55
match my energy? And when I say energy, I don't
1:17:57
mean similarity, but I mean just like the power
1:18:00
level, right? But what? skill sets what do you
1:18:06
have that compliments me the problem is is that
1:18:11
too many men still think that just because a
1:18:16
woman is showing interest in him that we're hooked
1:18:20
on them in some dumb ass gullible love even though
1:18:25
i will up front and say yo there's something
1:18:29
in you that we can pair together to build something
1:18:33
great together I can help your people get out
1:18:35
of poverty or whatever, and you can help my people,
1:18:37
whatever, break this little thing that has to
1:18:39
do, like, whatever. I'm very upfront. But still,
1:18:44
the ego, I want to dominate. It's like, all right,
1:18:51
fine. Maybe I can change your mind. Maybe I can't.
1:18:57
I'm going to end this here. I'm going to come
1:19:00
back for part two because I'm going to let some
1:19:02
of this sit with some people because it's time
1:19:06
to really stop for some of y 'all. women, divine
1:19:11
feminine, specifically even some gendered men,
1:19:14
if this makes sense to you, to stop playing the
1:19:27
old dynamic. It doesn't exist anymore. And some
1:19:32
of you feel this and want to make power moves,
1:19:34
but you don't because you're worried about what
1:19:37
society might say. For example, going back to
1:19:42
me buying an engagement ring. I don't give a
1:19:45
fuck what somebody thinks about me buying an
1:19:47
engagement ring for a man. The fuck? You're not
1:19:50
paying my bills. Why would I give a damn? Some
1:19:53
of y 'all worry too much about what society thinks,
1:19:56
right? I know why I'm doing what I do. Everything
1:19:59
is with intention. I may not always understand
1:20:03
how it's going to unfold, but I trust my intuition
1:20:05
enough. I trust my intuition enough because I
1:20:08
have enough evidence over the years to show me
1:20:10
it didn't make sense, but... I saw how it played
1:20:14
out. Same scenario. I mean, different scenario,
1:20:18
but I get an inclination to do something. It
1:20:23
doesn't make sense, but I can look back with
1:20:26
evidence to see how it all unfolded. But also
1:20:30
being brave enough to experiment and to claim
1:20:34
whatever happens. If I decide to experiment and
1:20:39
play with an energy or allow someone to play
1:20:42
in my energy, doesn't necessarily work out the
1:20:48
way, and I won't say the way that I wanted it
1:20:51
to, but it might like shake me for a minute and
1:20:53
be like, Ooh, I didn't expect that move. All
1:20:55
right. I'm not in the place anymore where I'm
1:20:58
so mad about it. It's just like, Oh, this is
1:21:01
the game called life. Let's roll the dice again.
1:21:04
Let's try this again. Or, Oh, let me put this
1:21:08
in my book because these are new rules. You know,
1:21:12
there's like in the United States, we talk about
1:21:14
playing uno right and everybody has their different
1:21:17
rules for uno depending on who taught you how
1:21:21
to play uno did you learn in the house by yourself
1:21:23
and you read the rules or were you the kid that
1:21:26
was at the after school program and y 'all had
1:21:29
your own set of rules on how uno how uno was
1:21:32
played or whatever right maybe your family has
1:21:35
a different way they play uno but you don't know
1:21:37
that everybody else is playing uno a different
1:21:40
kind of way until You get older or you're in
1:21:44
an environment with different people that you
1:21:45
didn't grow up with. And then you start playing
1:21:48
the game thinking that everybody is playing by
1:21:51
the same set of rules that you play by. But none
1:21:54
of the rules are being played that are in the
1:21:56
box and the game. And then you start to learn.
1:22:01
And many of you can resonate with this. So the
1:22:04
older you get, then you start to ask people,
1:22:06
all right, what kind of rules do you play by?
1:22:10
That's kind of how life is. You start to realize.
1:22:13
Oh, not everybody plays by the rules. Some people
1:22:15
don't play by any rules. So you have to know
1:22:17
either you don't play by any of those kind of
1:22:21
rules. And I don't mean like breaking the law
1:22:23
or anything like that. I mean, like literally
1:22:24
like outside of the box, outside of people's
1:22:30
little dogmatic ways of thinking or whatever.
1:22:33
Right. So this is part one about travel insurance
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because it gets better. I think that's it for
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right now. And I'll come back because I'm going
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to go have something to drink. what not.