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Deep Dark Depression I Can't Escape By Brett Keane · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  The more view that I inspect, the more view I see reflect.
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  The more I try reach your lips, the more the mask you wear.
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  It rips away to seek out your boys.
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  My ears so calm with noise, you show and tell me the greatest
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  sees. Oh, hello, ladies and gentlemen.
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  My name is Brett Keene and you are watching and listening to
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  The Brett Keene Show. Just recently I did a survey.
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  I asked people to choose their poison.
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  Are Democrats dangerous and unstable?
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  Communist Republicans are cowardly sellouts who talk too
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  much. All of the above.
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  Most of you clicked. All of the above.
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  Apparently many of you out there who watch and listen to me and
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  also frequent yourselves in social media, you feel exactly
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  the same way I do about the government, that the government
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  has really dropped the ball. That things are pretty
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  miserable, pretty shitty, and I find myself in a in a very
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  severe, depressing way, I feel like I'm in the kind of zone of
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  depression that you just cannot climb out of, no matter what you
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  try to think, no matter what try to mindset you try to put
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  yourself into. I cannot seem to get myself out
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  of a very dark, deep drowning like depression.
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  I've been seeing our government go to shit since the elections
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  were rigged and Trump got screwed.
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  I think it's pretty obvious by now if 90% of people have
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  actually opened their eyes and looked at what's going on in
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  society. Know that that's what happened
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  and ever since then the man and his family has been dragged
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  through the fucking mud. But it's not just the government
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  that bothers me. It's a bunch of the stupid ass
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  ideas that humanity has come up with since cancel culture and
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  woke and all this bullshit. A lot of these infestations and
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  viruses, these mind memes and viruses that humanity has come
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  up with has made life an existence stagnant.
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  It's gotten to the point where people don't know what the
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  fucking differences between a boy and a girl, a man and a
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  woman. People have come to the point
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  where they think it's OK to abuse and mutilate and cut up
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  children, and in society they think this is perfectly OK.
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  And they get all their instruction and all of their
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  inspiration from people who are fucking obese, with pink and
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  purple green hair, who don't know themselves any better than
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  they know the next person right right before them.
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  People have become really, really fucking stupid.
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  I feel like I'm in a idioticy movie, you know, where they
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  don't even know how to fucking plant their own grain or soil
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  anymore. They're actually using Mountain
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  Dew to to fucking feed themselves.
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  If you haven't seen the movie Eddie Odyssey, it's basically a
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  storyline that humanity doesn't get any better, that we actually
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  something goes wrong in the human mind and brain where we
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  start to deteriorate and along with the mind deterioration and
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  deevolution of humanity, people start going to shit.
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  Everybody starts turning stupid. And people get to the point
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  where they can barely sign their own names anymore and
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  everybody's illiterate and uneducated.
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  And our society is at an all time low whenever it comes to
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  education and learning. Now when you talk to people,
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  people think that the smart thing to do is yell and scream
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  and fucking slap their face like a retarded seal, and nobody
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  actually comes up with compromises anymore.
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  We're getting ready to hit the year 2024, ladies and gentlemen,
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  and we're not out in space. We're not out exploring.
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  We're not out doing anything inspirational.
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  We're not doing anything that would make a God of the universe
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  proud of us. Instead, we're repeating history
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  again and again and again. We're in a war where with some
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  people who think it's a good idea to parachute down into a
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  city. And take machetes and cut off
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  the heads of babies and rape women off in fucking dark mud
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  huts. This is the kind of world we
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  live in. Nothing has gotten any better.
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  I can't turn on the news without hearing some politician lying or
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  hearing about the next group of people who got mutilated or
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  killed out in society. So my depression is at an all
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  time fucking high. I don't even want to go out into
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  the world. I don't even want to be around
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  people anymore. Because of this, it's turned me
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  very introverted. To make matters worse, obviously
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  this isn't the first time that humans acted like total fucking
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  gorillas and devolved fucking mammals, but in the past,
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  whenever I was going through these these depression periods
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  where I just felt like going in. Popping in the bathtub, throwing
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  on the song, the final countdown on my radio, and then eventually
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  tossing it into the water and shocking myself to death.
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  It's gotten to the point where music has become very fucking
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  garbage Y you can't even listen to music anymore and get the
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  same feeling that you used to back in the day when you could
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  just turn on a really classic hit and feel good.
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  Everything's watered down and formulated.
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  And then when it comes to our movies and TV's, everything is
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  sexualized. I feel like a 5 year old inside
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  of a classroom with a lesbian teacher who wants to fucking
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  make me wear flag T-shirts every time I watch ATV show or movie.
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  I can't be given fantasy to help me escape from reality and all
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  that. I just don't know what to do
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  with myself, ladies and gentlemen.
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  Everything from the entertainment industry to music
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  to the government to social media is just all packed
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  garbage. It's just like all processed
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  packed shit that is aren't some kind of distribution table where
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  it's just never ending. It won't stop The music
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  industry's retarded, the entertainment industry's
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  garbage. These corporations that are
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  running our lives, food, the prices of food, has went through
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  the fucking roof. The economy has crashed.
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  There is literally no reason why anybody should be fucking happy
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  whatsoever. And of course, they're still
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  talking about, oh, there might be another strand.
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  There may be another bullshit virus that's going to come out
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  into society. Which means that a lot of
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  people, including my own children, may lose the good jobs
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  that they have. Everything is through the
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  fucking roof. Everything is super expensive.
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  It's become so expensive that just recently my wife's vehicle
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  broke down on the side of the road and it costed an arm and a
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  leg to get that shit fixed. She's able to drive and she's
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  able to do what she needs to do, but it's still.
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  Cost is a small fortune to fix anything that breaks or goes
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  into shit anymore and that's the way life has been.
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  I come to YouTube and I see that most of the people who are even
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  heard or if anybody's even watching anymore is all featured
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  corporation formulated process garbage.
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  YouTube's even got it now, where I can't even watch a YouTube
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  fucking video without having to see the same stupid bitch on an
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  advertisement over and over. How many times have you guys
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  seen that video from Stream Yards where this girl goes?
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  My name is Julie. Let me tell you about the great
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  new stuff. Stuff about Stream Yards.
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  Nobody's even bothering to do live shit anymore.
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  Hardly anybody is having like a community thing where they're
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  talking anymore because they don't give a fuck.
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  It's like everything's just going over deaf ears.
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  Well, that's where I'm at right now.
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  I'm trying to make the adjustment in my life.
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  I don't have any of the stuff, the the fun, the escape, the way
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  to get myself out. I'm just faced with bullshit all
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  fucking day. Deep dark depression.
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  I had really hoped when everything was starting to go
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  over the the Cliff I had really, really.
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  I banked and I kind of made a bad decision.
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  Ladies and gentlemen. I put all my eggs in one basket.
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  I told myself, well, OK, everything's going to shit.
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  But there's this video game that's coming out called *
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  Field, and it's supposed to be the greatest game in the world,
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  right? And I'm going to play it, and
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  it's going to Take Me Out into space.
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  I'm going to travel the universe, something humans
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  should have already been doing, and I'm going to be the hero of
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  the fucking Galaxy, right? And then I go to play the game
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  and it turns out that the gaming companies have sold their soul,
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  they sold their fucking heart, and it's just a lazy fucking
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  load screen, like existence. Terrible.
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  Terrible. I don't know.
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  What do you do? What do you do whenever it feels
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  like no matter what direction you go, everything's dog shit.
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  I mean, literally, from the moment you wake up to the moment
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  you go to sleep, the smell of dog shit permeates in the
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  fucking air from every direction, whether it be
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  entertainment. Whether it be the government,
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  whether it be social media or another human does something
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  stupid. Just recently I watched this
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  video on Twitter where this old man, he's just trying to get to
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  work right. This old man, he every fucking
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  day he gets on the highway and he does his usual routine and he
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  goes and goes. But there's all these cock
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  suckers who decide that they want to stand out in the street
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  and block the way if it's not some kind of.
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  Propaganda pushing that people should support Gaza and their
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  murderous, genocidal ways. It's a group of people who are
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  telling us that the world is coming to an end and that we
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  need to stop driving our cars and shut and just be stuck in
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  our little holes all fucking day.
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  People who do not work, who just want to stand on the highway and
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  block people. So the old man, he's driving, he
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  just wants to get to where he's going.
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  He doesn't want to bother with a bunch of fucking bullshit and
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  other people, stupid ideas they get in his face, they're talking
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  all kinds of shit to him. He has an anxiety deal and ends
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  up pulling out of gack and putting them down right there on
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  the hot cement of the road. What do you think of that?
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  I've been noticing a lot more people where they just aren't
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  losing their shit. There's been a lot more
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  incidences where people are pulled over and they're told to
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  get the fuck out of their cars and shit or stop doing what
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  they're doing. There's been a lot more people
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  who have just been snapping. Something goes off in their head
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  and they just start fucking killing a whole bunch of people.
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  Have you been noticing that lately?
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  High schools. Some kid gets tired of what's
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  going on. He says fuck it, I've got no
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  future. A bunch of people's lives get
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  ended, some assholes on his way to work, his wife has done him
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  wrong. Something's going on and then
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  boom, bunch of assholes get in his way and he says, you know
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  what, fuck it. I'm tired of this boom.
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  I've been noticing more and more where people are just flipping
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  the fuck out and people are getting clicked over and over
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  and over. Is the world going to change?
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  Is it going to get better? God knows.
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  I've been praying my ass off. I feel like the end of the world
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  is coming, Garn, and I'm stuck here.
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  I feel like a rat in a fucking cage.
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  I feel like all's my eyes are seen nowadays.
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  I'm not seeing good, wonderful things.
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  That's I've seen miracles in the past.
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  I've seen beauty. I've seen what life could be,
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  but nobody wants it. Nobody wants it.
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  Everybody wants a shit sandwich without the bread.
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  I don't know what to do. All right?
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  That's all I got to say. I'm just fucking deeply, deeply
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  depressed. And I think I've had so much
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  concern and worries that. I just don't even have the
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  energy to be worried and concerned anymore.
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  I'm just, I'm just sick. Just sick.