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Written “Mine” On My Upper Thigh (9-1-1 Tortured Poets Department: Part 2) · The Buddie System: A 9-1-1 Yapathon

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  Have
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  you
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  ever
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  watched
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  something
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  that
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  completely
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  rewired
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  your
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  brain
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  chemistry?
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  A
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  procedural
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  network
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  drama
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  might
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  not
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  be
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  your
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  usual
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  pick,
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  but
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  it's
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  ours.
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  This
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  is
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  the
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  Buddy
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  System,
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  a
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  911
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  deep
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  dive
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  podcast
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  hosted
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  by
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  three
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  friends
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  who
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  have
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  DMed
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  each
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  other
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  enough
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  character
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  dissertations
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  to
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  earn
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  a
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  PhD
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  in
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  media
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  literacy.
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  I'm
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  Han,
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  coming
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  to
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  you
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  straight
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  from
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  the
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  characters
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  heads.
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  I'm
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  Syl,
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  bringing
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  you
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  to
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  the
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  observation
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  deck.
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  And
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  I'm
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  Rachel,
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  connecting
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  the
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  dots
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  with
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  my
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  red
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  string.
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  With
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  our
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  powers
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  combined,
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  no
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  stone
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  is.
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  Left
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  unturned
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  and
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  no
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  buddy
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  is
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  left
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  behind.
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  All
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  rise
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  for
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  the
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  Eddie
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  Diaz
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  national
• 0:43
  anthem.
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  What
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  if
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  he's
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  written
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  mine
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  on
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  my
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  upper
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  thigh?
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  Only
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  in
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  my
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  mind.
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  So
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  welcome
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  to
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  part
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  two
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  of
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  our
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  the
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  Tortured
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  Poets
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  Department
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  specials,
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  when
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  we'll
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  be
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  discussing
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  the
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  second
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  half
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  of
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  the
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  original
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  album.
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  Second
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  half
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  of
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  the
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  first
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  half.
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  Yes.
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  It's
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  tracks
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  nine
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  through
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  16.
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  Yes.
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  As
• 1:09
  we
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  said
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  in
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  the
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  last
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  one,
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  because
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  we
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  can't.
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  Shut
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  the
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  fuck
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  up.
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  Yeah,
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  you're
• 1:14
  welcome.
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  Just.
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  Just
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  here
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  to
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  present
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  you
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  and
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  start
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  off
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  the
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  new
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  year
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  with
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  some
• 1:19
  good
• 1:20
  old
• 1:20
  depression.
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  Taylor
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  Swift.
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  Yeah.
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  So
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  if
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  you
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  have
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  a
• 1:24
  seasonal
• 1:25
  or
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  just
• 1:25
  regular
• 1:26
  depression.
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  Yeah,
• 1:27
  that's
• 1:27
  such
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  a
• 1:28
  great
• 1:28
  time
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  for
• 1:28
  you.
• 1:28
  If
• 1:29
  you
• 1:29
  are
• 1:29
  Eddie
• 1:29
  Diaz
• 1:30
  coded,
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  this
• 1:30
  is
• 1:31
  dedicated
• 1:31
  to
• 1:31
  you.
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  And
• 1:34
  if
• 1:34
  you're
• 1:34
  Eddie
• 1:34
  Diaz,
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  this
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  is
• 1:35
  for
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  you.
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  This
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  is.
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  This
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  was
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  written
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  for
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  you
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  personally.
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  It's
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  in
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  the
• 1:40
  dedication.
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  You
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  have
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  to,
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  like,
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  use
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  a
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  cipher.
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  Like
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  all
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  the
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  little
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  capital
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  letters
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  and
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  like,
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  like
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  old
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  school.
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  It
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  says,
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  this
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  is
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  about
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  Edmundo
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  Diaz.
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  Oh,
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  full
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  name.
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  She's
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  gotta.
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  It's
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  legal
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  paperwork
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  because
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  he's
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  getting
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  committed.
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  But
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  if
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  you
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  didn't
• 1:59
  tune
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  into
• 2:00
  the
• 2:00
  last
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  episode,
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  you
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  should.
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  But
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  if
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  you
• 2:03
  want
• 2:03
  to
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  go
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  out
• 2:03
  of
• 2:03
  order,
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  what
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  we're
• 2:04
  doing
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  is
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  we
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  are
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  looking
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  at
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  each
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  individual
• 2:08
  song
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  and
• 2:09
  we're
• 2:09
  doing
• 2:09
  character
• 2:10
  analysis
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  through
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  that
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  saying
• 2:11
  which
• 2:11
  character
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  we
• 2:12
  think
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  the
• 2:13
  song
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  is
• 2:13
  about.
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  And
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  then,
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  you
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  know,
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  doing
• 2:16
  the
• 2:17
  fingers
• 2:17
  and
• 2:17
  the
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  character
• 2:18
  brain
• 2:18
  thing
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  that
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  we
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  normally
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  do.
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  But,
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  like,
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  this
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  is
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  warning
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  a
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  lot.
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  Like
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  a
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  lot
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  of
• 2:24
  Eddie.
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  If
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  you
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  haven't
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  yet
• 2:25
  tuned
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  in
• 2:26
  for
• 2:26
  our
• 2:27
  Swift
• 2:27
  Giving
• 2:28
  special
• 2:29
  that
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  we
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  put
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  out
• 2:29
  over
• 2:30
  Thanksgiving
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  where
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  we
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  assigned
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  characters
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  to,
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  like,
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  whole
• 2:34
  albums.
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  Yeah,
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  we
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  get.
• 2:36
  We
• 2:36
  gave
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  TTPD
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  to
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  Eddie
• 2:38
  because
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  just
• 2:39
  is.
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  We're
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  going
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  to
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  tell
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  you
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  why
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  from
• 2:42
  that
• 2:42
  kind
• 2:42
  of
• 2:42
  premise,
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  we're
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  going
• 2:43
  in
• 2:44
  individually
• 2:44
  and
• 2:45
  looking
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  at
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  songs
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  and
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  we're
• 2:47
  trying
• 2:47
  to
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  give
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  a
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  little
• 2:48
  more
• 2:48
  variation,
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  but
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  just
• 2:50
  know
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  that,
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  like,
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  generally
• 2:51
  it's
• 2:51
  Eddie,
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  but
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  here's
• 2:52
  also
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  some
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  extra,
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  you
• 2:54
  know,
• 2:54
  interpretations
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  as
• 2:55
  well
• 2:55
  that.
• 2:56
  That
• 2:56
  fit
• 2:56
  some
• 2:57
  other
• 2:57
  characters.
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  But
• 2:58
  it's
• 2:58
  mostly
• 2:58
  Eddie.
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  It's
• 2:59
  mostly
• 2:59
  Eddie
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  which
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  also
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  is
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  not
• 3:02
  a
• 3:02
  surprise.
• 3:03
  If
• 3:03
  you've
• 3:03
  listened
• 3:04
  to
• 3:04
  any
• 3:04
  of
• 3:04
  our
• 3:04
  stuff
• 3:05
  before,
• 3:05
  it's
• 3:05
  always
• 3:06
  about
• 3:06
  Eddie.
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  Or
• 3:09
  if
• 3:09
  you've
• 3:09
  ever
• 3:09
  been,
• 3:10
  like,
• 3:11
  in
• 3:11
  the
• 3:12
  911,
• 3:13
  like,
• 3:14
  social
• 3:15
  media
• 3:15
  sphere
• 3:15
  when
• 3:15
  you're
• 3:15
  looking
• 3:16
  at
• 3:16
  edits
• 3:17
  like,
• 3:17
  this
• 3:18
  is
• 3:18
  when
• 3:19
  this
• 3:19
  album
• 3:19
  came
• 3:19
  out.
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  Oh,
• 3:21
  yeah.
• 3:21
  All
• 3:22
  of
• 3:22
  the
• 3:22
  edits
• 3:22
  that
• 3:22
  were
• 3:22
  dropping
• 3:23
  largely
• 3:23
  for
• 3:24
  Eddie,
• 3:24
  a
• 3:24
  little
• 3:25
  bit
• 3:25
  for
• 3:25
  Buck
• 3:26
  or
• 3:26
  for
• 3:26
  Buddy
• 3:27
  as
• 3:27
  well.
• 3:28
  So
• 3:28
  good.
• 3:28
  They
• 3:28
  slap
• 3:29
  every
• 3:29
  time
• 3:29
  they
• 3:30
  do.
• 3:30
  Like,
• 3:31
  please
• 3:31
  keep
• 3:32
  going.
• 3:32
  I
• 3:32
  can't
• 3:33
  wait
• 3:33
  for
• 3:33
  the
• 3:34
  remixes.
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  Or
• 3:35
  just
• 3:35
  like
• 3:35
  additional
• 3:36
  Guilty
• 3:37
  of
• 3:37
  Sin
• 3:37
  edits
• 3:37
  we're
• 3:38
  gonna
• 3:38
  get
• 3:38
  once
• 3:39
  we
• 3:39
  get
• 3:39
  the
• 3:40
  Feelings
• 3:40
  realization.
• 3:43
  Oh,
• 3:43
  that's
• 3:43
  gonna
• 3:44
  hit
• 3:44
  so
• 3:44
  hard.
• 3:45
  It's
• 3:45
  gonna
• 3:45
  hit
• 3:46
  even
• 3:46
  harder.
• 3:46
  It's
• 3:46
  gonna
• 3:47
  be
• 3:47
  great.
• 3:47
  Can't
• 3:48
  wait.
• 3:49
  Just
• 3:50
  don't
• 3:50
  mind
• 3:50
  me
• 3:51
  liking
• 3:51
  favoriting
• 3:52
  bookmarking
• 3:52
  every
• 3:53
  single
• 3:53
  version
• 3:54
  of
• 3:54
  those.
• 3:54
  Like,
• 3:55
  every
• 3:55
  single
• 3:55
  one.
• 3:56
  Yeah.
• 3:56
  I
• 3:56
  will
• 3:56
  be
• 3:56
  in
• 3:57
  your
• 3:57
  notifications
• 3:58
  just
• 3:58
  being
• 3:58
  like,
• 3:58
  I
• 3:58
  love
• 3:58
  it.
• 3:59
  Give
• 4:00
  me
• 4:00
  14
• 4:00
  more
• 4:00
  of
• 4:00
  them
• 4:01
  right
• 4:01
  now,
• 4:01
  please.
• 4:02
  How
• 4:02
  dare
• 4:02
  you.
• 4:03
  Give
• 4:03
  me
• 4:03
  more.
• 4:04
  This
• 4:05
  hurts
• 4:05
  so
• 4:05
  much.
• 4:05
  I
• 4:06
  love
• 4:06
  it.
• 4:06
  Stop.
• 4:07
  Never
• 4:07
  stop.
• 4:09
  Big
• 4:09
  like
• 4:10
  Glinda
• 4:11
  energy
• 4:11
  right
• 4:12
  there.
• 4:12
  Just
• 4:12
  like.
• 4:12
  Oh,
• 4:13
  God.
• 4:15
  So,
• 4:15
  yeah,
• 4:16
  without
• 4:16
  further
• 4:17
  ado,
• 4:18
  let's.
• 4:18
  Let's
• 4:18
  get
• 4:19
  into
• 4:19
  it,
• 4:19
  shall
• 4:20
  we?
• 4:20
  All
• 4:20
  rise
• 4:21
  for
• 4:21
  the
• 4:21
  Eddie
• 4:22
  Diaz
• 4:22
  national
• 4:23
  anthem.
• 4:25
  Alright.
• 4:30
  Guilty
• 4:30
  as
• 4:31
  Sin
• 4:31
  is
• 4:33
  Eddie.
• 4:33
  I
• 4:33
  mentioned
• 4:34
  earlier,
• 4:34
  I
• 4:34
  think
• 4:35
  this
• 4:35
  one
• 4:35
  really
• 4:35
  stuck
• 4:36
  with
• 4:36
  us
• 4:36
  because
• 4:36
  of
• 4:37
  all
• 4:37
  of
• 4:37
  those
• 4:37
  quick
• 4:37
  edits
• 4:38
  that
• 4:39
  were
• 4:39
  happening
• 4:39
  and
• 4:40
  really
• 4:41
  put
• 4:41
  Guilty
• 4:42
  as
• 4:42
  Sin
• 4:42
  up
• 4:42
  to
• 4:42
  the
• 4:43
  cream
• 4:44
  of
• 4:44
  the
• 4:44
  crop
• 4:45
  when
• 4:45
  we
• 4:45
  were
• 4:45
  first
• 4:46
  listening
• 4:46
  to
• 4:46
  these
• 4:46
  albums.
• 4:47
  I
• 4:47
  don't
• 4:47
  think
• 4:47
  this
• 4:48
  one
• 4:48
  did
• 4:48
  as
• 4:48
  much
• 4:48
  for
• 4:49
  me.
• 4:49
  I
• 4:49
  think
• 4:49
  the
• 4:49
  edits
• 4:50
  did
• 4:50
  way
• 4:50
  more
• 4:50
  for
• 4:50
  you
• 4:51
  guys
• 4:51
  to
• 4:51
  like
• 4:52
  get
• 4:52
  up
• 4:52
  there
• 4:52
  with.
• 4:53
  Yeah.
• 4:53
  Because
• 4:53
  you
• 4:54
  already
• 4:54
  think
• 4:55
  of
• 4:55
  it
• 4:55
  in
• 4:55
  terms
• 4:55
  of.
• 4:56
  Well,
• 4:56
  yeah.
• 4:56
  And
• 4:56
  I
• 4:57
  think
• 4:57
  I
• 4:57
  was
• 4:57
  also
• 4:58
  trying
• 4:58
  to
• 4:58
  not
• 4:59
  watch
• 4:59
  too
• 5:00
  many
• 5:00
  or
• 5:00
  read
• 5:01
  fic
• 5:01
  at
• 5:01
  that
• 5:01
  point
• 5:02
  because
• 5:02
  I
• 5:02
  don't
• 5:02
  think
• 5:02
  I
• 5:03
  was
• 5:03
  completely
• 5:04
  caught
• 5:05
  up.
• 5:06
  Yeah,
• 5:07
  you
• 5:07
  were
• 5:08
  trying
• 5:08
  to
• 5:08
  be
• 5:08
  normal
• 5:09
  about
• 5:09
  it.
• 5:10
  Boat
• 5:10
  sailed
• 5:10
  quickly.
• 5:11
  I'm
• 5:11
  so
• 5:12
  normal.
• 5:12
  I
• 5:12
  don't
• 5:12
  know
• 5:12
  what
• 5:12
  you're
• 5:12
  talking
• 5:13
  about.
• 5:13
  We're
• 5:14
  all
• 5:14
  so
• 5:14
  normal.
• 5:15
  Anyway.
• 5:15
  This
• 5:16
  is
• 5:16
  one
• 5:16
  of
• 5:16
  the
• 5:16
  wildest
• 5:17
  songs
• 5:17
  that
• 5:18
  Taylor
• 5:18
  Swift
• 5:18
  has
• 5:18
  put
• 5:19
  out.
• 5:19
  Just
• 5:20
  in
• 5:20
  general.
• 5:21
  Yes.
• 5:22
  Yeah,
• 5:22
  yeah.
• 5:23
  So
• 5:24
  it's
• 5:25
  fitting
• 5:25
  that
• 5:26
  she
• 5:26
  wrote
• 5:26
  it
• 5:27
  about
• 5:27
  Eddie
• 5:28
  Diaz
• 5:30
  from
• 5:30
  his
• 5:30
  perspective.
• 5:31
  Take
• 5:31
  it
• 5:31
  away.
• 5:33
  He's
• 5:34
  trying.
• 5:34
  He's
• 5:35
  banging
• 5:35
  on
• 5:36
  the
• 5:36
  closet
• 5:36
  door
• 5:37
  like,
• 5:37
  let
• 5:37
  me
• 5:38
  out.
• 5:38
  And
• 5:39
  he's
• 5:39
  crying.
• 5:40
  This
• 5:40
  cage
• 5:40
  was
• 5:40
  once
• 5:41
  just
• 5:41
  fine.
• 5:42
  Yes.
• 5:43
  Am
• 5:43
  I
• 5:43
  allowed
• 5:43
  to
• 5:43
  cry?
• 5:44
  I
• 5:44
  dream
• 5:44
  of
• 5:44
  cracking
• 5:45
  locks
• 5:46
  Throwing
• 5:46
  my
• 5:46
  loves
• 5:47
  to
• 5:47
  the
• 5:47
  wolves
• 5:47
  with
• 5:47
  ocean
• 5:47
  rocks
• 5:48
  like
• 5:48
  he
• 5:48
  is
• 5:48
  throwing
• 5:48
  his
• 5:48
  life
• 5:49
  somewhere.
• 5:50
  I'm
• 5:51
  seeing
• 5:51
  visions.
• 5:52
  He's
• 5:52
  seeing
• 5:52
  visions
• 5:53
  of
• 5:53
  who?
• 5:55
  Does
• 5:56
  that
• 5:56
  make
• 5:56
  him
• 5:56
  bad
• 5:57
  or
• 5:57
  mad.
• 5:58
  Or
• 5:58
  maybe
• 5:59
  even
• 5:59
  Wise.
• 6:00
  Amy
• 6:01
  Wise.
• 6:03
  This
• 6:03
  is
• 6:03
  so
• 6:03
  self
• 6:04
  explanatory.
• 6:05
  I
• 6:05
  know.
• 6:05
  It's
• 6:05
  like.
• 6:06
  It's
• 6:06
  like.
• 6:06
  Read
• 6:06
  the
• 6:07
  lyrics.
• 6:07
  Reading
• 6:08
  the
• 6:08
  lyrics
• 6:09
  point
• 6:09
  at
• 6:09
  Eddie
• 6:09
  Diaz.
• 6:10
  It's
• 6:10
  the
• 6:11
  same.
• 6:11
  The
• 6:12
  verses
• 6:12
  are
• 6:12
  like
• 6:13
  subconscious
• 6:14
  Eddie
• 6:15
  Diaz,
• 6:15
  right?
• 6:16
  Yeah.
• 6:16
  And
• 6:17
  then
• 6:17
  the
• 6:17
  chorus
• 6:17
  is
• 6:17
  like,
• 6:18
  once
• 6:18
  he
• 6:18
  realizes
• 6:19
  he's
• 6:20
  gay
• 6:21
  and.
• 6:21
  Or
• 6:21
  has
• 6:21
  feelings
• 6:22
  and
• 6:22
  he
• 6:22
  starts
• 6:23
  having
• 6:24
  fun
• 6:24
  with
• 6:24
  that.
• 6:25
  Because
• 6:25
  so
• 6:25
  much
• 6:25
  of
• 6:25
  this
• 6:26
  song
• 6:26
  is,
• 6:27
  you
• 6:27
  know,
• 6:27
  these
• 6:28
  things
• 6:28
  are
• 6:28
  just
• 6:28
  happening
• 6:29
  in
• 6:29
  my
• 6:29
  head,
• 6:29
  in
• 6:30
  my
• 6:30
  imagination.
• 6:31
  Not
• 6:31
  a
• 6:31
  reality
• 6:32
  yet.
• 6:32
  But
• 6:33
  in.
• 6:33
  In
• 6:33
  the
• 6:33
  song,
• 6:33
  it's
• 6:34
  also
• 6:34
  very
• 6:34
  much
• 6:34
  like,
• 6:35
  you
• 6:35
  know,
• 6:36
  trying
• 6:36
  to
• 6:37
  kind
• 6:37
  of
• 6:38
  tamp
• 6:38
  down
• 6:38
  on
• 6:38
  it.
• 6:39
  It's.
• 6:39
  It's
• 6:39
  repressing.
• 6:40
  Yeah.
• 6:41
  This
• 6:41
  whole
• 6:41
  song
• 6:41
  is
• 6:41
  about
• 6:42
  repression.
• 6:42
  If
• 6:42
  I've
• 6:43
  never
• 6:43
  touched
• 6:44
  him,
• 6:44
  how
• 6:44
  can
• 6:44
  I
• 6:44
  be
• 6:45
  guilty?
• 6:45
  That's
• 6:45
  not
• 6:46
  a
• 6:46
  sin
• 6:46
  because
• 6:46
  I've
• 6:47
  never
• 6:47
  touched
• 6:47
  him.
• 6:48
  Yeah.
• 6:49
  There's
• 6:49
  no
• 6:49
  such
• 6:49
  thing
• 6:49
  as
• 6:50
  bad
• 6:50
  thoughts.
• 6:50
  Only
• 6:50
  your
• 6:51
  actions
• 6:51
  talk.
• 6:52
  And
• 6:53
  I'm.
• 6:53
  But
• 6:53
  I'm
• 6:53
  sorry,
• 6:54
  like
• 6:55
  any.
• 6:55
  Your
• 6:55
  actions,
• 6:57
  your
• 6:57
  actions
• 6:58
  are
• 6:58
  pretty
• 6:58
  bad.
• 6:58
  But
• 6:59
  like
• 7:00
  I
• 7:00
  keep
• 7:00
  these
• 7:00
  longings
• 7:01
  locked
• 7:02
  in
• 7:02
  lowercase
• 7:03
  inside
• 7:03
  a
• 7:03
  vault
• 7:05
  that
• 7:05
  is
• 7:05
  a
• 7:05
  closet.
• 7:07
  You've
• 7:07
  locked
• 7:07
  yourself
• 7:08
  in
• 7:08
  the
• 7:08
  closet.
• 7:08
  You
• 7:09
  have
• 7:09
  the
• 7:09
  key.
• 7:09
  Please,
• 7:10
  we're
• 7:10
  begging
• 7:11
  you.
• 7:11
  Yeah.
• 7:11
  Your
• 7:12
  son
• 7:12
  is
• 7:12
  begging
• 7:12
  you.
• 7:13
  If
• 7:14
  it's
• 7:14
  make
• 7:14
  believe,
• 7:15
  why
• 7:15
  does
• 7:15
  it
• 7:15
  feel
• 7:15
  like
• 7:16
  a
• 7:16
  vow
• 7:16
  will
• 7:16
  both
• 7:16
  uphold
• 7:17
  somehow?
• 7:17
  Is
• 7:18
  that
• 7:18
  not
• 7:18
  Buck
• 7:19
  and
• 7:19
  Eddie
• 7:19
  written
• 7:19
  all
• 7:20
  over
• 7:20
  it
• 7:20
  just
• 7:20
  kind
• 7:21
  of
• 7:21
  like
• 7:22
  it's
• 7:22
  this
• 7:22
  thing,
• 7:23
  especially
• 7:23
  with
• 7:24
  them,
• 7:24
  it's
• 7:24
  so
• 7:25
  unspoken
• 7:27
  yet
• 7:27
  completely
• 7:28
  understood
• 7:29
  between
• 7:30
  them.
• 7:30
  Right.
• 7:31
  Just.
• 7:32
  They
• 7:32
  don't
• 7:33
  have
• 7:33
  to
• 7:33
  say
• 7:33
  a
• 7:33
  word.
• 7:34
  They
• 7:34
  don't
• 7:34
  have
• 7:34
  to.
• 7:35
  And
• 7:35
  a
• 7:35
  lot
• 7:35
  of.
• 7:35
  A
• 7:36
  lot
• 7:36
  of
• 7:36
  this
• 7:36
  song
• 7:36
  is
• 7:36
  specifically
• 7:37
  like,
• 7:37
  there
• 7:37
  is
• 7:37
  no
• 7:38
  contact,
• 7:38
  no
• 7:38
  communication
• 7:39
  here
• 7:40
  with
• 7:40
  Buck
• 7:41
  and
• 7:41
  Eddie.
• 7:41
  They
• 7:42
  don't
• 7:42
  need.
• 7:43
  Okay,
• 7:44
  yes,
• 7:44
  they
• 7:44
  need
• 7:44
  to
• 7:44
  communicate,
• 7:45
  but
• 7:45
  they
• 7:45
  can
• 7:46
  communicate
• 7:46
  silently.
• 7:47
  Yeah.
• 7:48
  For.
• 7:48
  For
• 7:48
  a
• 7:48
  lot
• 7:49
  of
• 7:49
  things.
• 7:49
  It's
• 7:49
  that
• 7:50
  like
• 7:50
  they're.
• 7:51
  They're
• 7:51
  on
• 7:51
  the
• 7:52
  same
• 7:52
  wavelength
• 7:53
  that
• 7:53
  like
• 7:53
  can
• 7:54
  basically
• 7:54
  live
• 7:54
  in
• 7:55
  their
• 7:55
  own
• 7:55
  shared
• 7:56
  world
• 7:57
  mentally
• 7:57
  and
• 7:58
  you
• 7:58
  know,
• 7:59
  but
• 7:59
  it's
• 7:59
  not.
• 8:00
  It
• 8:00
  hasn't
• 8:01
  made
• 8:01
  its
• 8:01
  way
• 8:01
  to
• 8:01
  reality
• 8:02
  yet.
• 8:02
  And
• 8:03
  just.
• 8:03
  Ugh.
• 8:04
  Just
• 8:04
  the
• 8:04
  line,
• 8:05
  what
• 8:05
  if
• 8:05
  he's
• 8:05
  written
• 8:06
  mine
• 8:06
  on
• 8:06
  my
• 8:06
  upper
• 8:06
  thigh?
• 8:07
  Only
• 8:07
  in
• 8:07
  my
• 8:07
  mind.
• 8:08
  Like,
• 8:08
  give
• 8:09
  us
• 8:09
  pining
• 8:10
  this
• 8:11
  bridge.
• 8:12
  If
• 8:12
  long
• 8:12
  suffering
• 8:13
  propriety
• 8:14
  is
• 8:14
  what
• 8:14
  they
• 8:14
  want
• 8:14
  from
• 8:15
  me.
• 8:15
  They
• 8:15
  don't
• 8:15
  know
• 8:15
  how
• 8:15
  you've
• 8:16
  haunted
• 8:16
  me
• 8:16
  stunningly.
• 8:17
  I
• 8:17
  choose
• 8:18
  you
• 8:18
  and
• 8:18
  me
• 8:18
  religiously.
• 8:19
  That
• 8:19
  is
• 8:20
  screaming
• 8:21
  for
• 8:21
  me
• 8:21
  that
• 8:21
  one
• 8:21
  kind
• 8:22
  of
• 8:22
  ties
• 8:22
  back
• 8:22
  to.
• 8:23
  But
• 8:23
  that
• 8:23
  AI
• 8:23
  love
• 8:24
  him.
• 8:24
  It's
• 8:24
  the
• 8:24
  choosing.
• 8:25
  Yeah.
• 8:25
  It's
• 8:25
  the
• 8:26
  choosing
• 8:27
  of
• 8:27
  them.
• 8:28
  It's
• 8:28
  him
• 8:28
  worshiping
• 8:29
  at
• 8:29
  the
• 8:29
  altar
• 8:29
  of
• 8:29
  Evan.
• 8:30
  Buck,
• 8:30
  Buck.
• 8:31
  Like
• 8:31
  that
• 8:32
  Buck
• 8:32
  is
• 8:32
  his
• 8:32
  religion.
• 8:33
  Like,
• 8:33
  it
• 8:34
  literally
• 8:35
  is.
• 8:35
  So
• 8:35
  don't
• 8:35
  we
• 8:35
  talk
• 8:36
  about
• 8:36
  this
• 8:36
  in
• 8:36
  like
• 8:36
  Our
• 8:37
  season
• 8:37
  eight
• 8:37
  special.
• 8:37
  Yeah,
• 8:38
  I
• 8:39
  feel
• 8:39
  like
• 8:39
  we
• 8:39
  did,
• 8:39
  but.
• 8:39
  Yeah,
• 8:40
  the
• 8:40
  whole
• 8:40
  bridge
• 8:41
  is
• 8:41
  just
• 8:41
  so
• 8:42
  deconstructing.
• 8:43
  Like,
• 8:43
  what
• 8:43
  if
• 8:43
  I
• 8:44
  roll
• 8:44
  the
• 8:44
  stone
• 8:44
  away?
• 8:45
  They're
• 8:45
  gonna
• 8:45
  crucify
• 8:46
  me
• 8:46
  anyway.
• 8:47
  I
• 8:47
  think,
• 8:47
  Syl,
• 8:48
  you're
• 8:48
  right.
• 8:48
  It
• 8:48
  does
• 8:48
  very
• 8:48
  much
• 8:49
  tie
• 8:49
  back
• 8:49
  to
• 8:50
  but
• 8:50
  daddy,
• 8:50
  I
• 8:50
  love
• 8:51
  him.
• 8:51
  This
• 8:51
  is
• 8:51
  the
• 8:51
  leading
• 8:52
  up
• 8:52
  to
• 8:52
  but
• 8:52
  daddy,
• 8:53
  I
• 8:53
  love
• 8:53
  him.
• 8:55
  What
• 8:55
  if
• 8:55
  the
• 8:55
  way
• 8:55
  you
• 8:55
  hold
• 8:56
  me
• 8:56
  is
• 8:56
  actually
• 8:56
  what's
• 8:57
  like,
• 8:57
  it's
• 8:58
  him,
• 8:58
  like,
• 8:58
  finally
• 8:59
  opening
• 8:59
  up
• 8:59
  the
• 8:59
  door
• 9:00
  to
• 9:00
  the
• 9:00
  vault
• 9:00
  or
• 9:00
  the.
• 9:01
  The
• 9:01
  closet
• 9:01
  or
• 9:01
  whatever
• 9:02
  and
• 9:02
  allowing
• 9:03
  himself
• 9:04
  to,
• 9:04
  like,
• 9:05
  you
• 9:05
  know,
• 9:06
  throw
• 9:06
  away
• 9:07
  those
• 9:07
  previously
• 9:08
  upheld,
• 9:09
  like,
• 9:09
  beliefs
• 9:09
  that
• 9:09
  were
• 9:10
  instilled
• 9:10
  in
• 9:10
  him
• 9:11
  and
• 9:11
  throwing
• 9:12
  away
• 9:12
  the
• 9:12
  pedestal
• 9:13
  that,
• 9:13
  you
• 9:14
  know,
• 9:14
  his
• 9:14
  parents
• 9:14
  are
• 9:14
  putting
• 9:15
  him
• 9:15
  on
• 9:15
  and
• 9:15
  just
• 9:16
  being
• 9:16
  like,
• 9:16
  you
• 9:16
  know,
• 9:17
  they're
• 9:17
  going
• 9:17
  to
• 9:17
  think
• 9:17
  what
• 9:17
  they're
• 9:18
  going
• 9:18
  to
• 9:18
  think.
• 9:18
  But
• 9:19
  I
• 9:19
  have
• 9:19
  to
• 9:19
  do
• 9:19
  this
• 9:19
  for
• 9:20
  me.
• 9:20
  It's
• 9:21
  my
• 9:21
  choice.
• 9:21
  This
• 9:22
  wild
• 9:22
  joy
• 9:23
  again.
• 9:24
  And
• 9:24
  kind
• 9:24
  of
• 9:24
  like
• 9:25
  I
• 9:25
  feel
• 9:25
  like
• 9:26
  the
• 9:26
  one
• 9:26
  slip
• 9:27
  and
• 9:27
  falling
• 9:27
  back
• 9:27
  into
• 9:27
  the
• 9:28
  hedge
• 9:28
  maze.
• 9:28
  Oh,
• 9:29
  what
• 9:29
  a
• 9:29
  way
• 9:29
  to
• 9:29
  die.
• 9:30
  Like,
• 9:30
  if
• 9:30
  Eddie
• 9:31
  doesn't
• 9:32
  actually
• 9:33
  kind
• 9:33
  of
• 9:33
  pony
• 9:34
  up
• 9:34
  and
• 9:35
  like,
• 9:35
  accept
• 9:36
  these
• 9:36
  things
• 9:36
  about
• 9:37
  himself,
• 9:38
  like,
• 9:38
  he's
• 9:39
  just
• 9:39
  gonna
• 9:40
  wither
• 9:40
  away,
• 9:41
  you
• 9:41
  know,
• 9:41
  and
• 9:41
  just
• 9:42
  go
• 9:42
  through
• 9:42
  the
• 9:42
  motions.
• 9:43
  And
• 9:43
  that's
• 9:43
  what's
• 9:44
  kind
• 9:44
  of
• 9:44
  happening
• 9:45
  right
• 9:45
  now.
• 9:45
  Rolling
• 9:46
  the
• 9:46
  stone
• 9:46
  away
• 9:46
  is
• 9:47
  like,
• 9:47
  he
• 9:47
  is
• 9:47
  in
• 9:47
  the
• 9:48
  tomb.
• 9:49
  He's
• 9:49
  not
• 9:50
  even
• 9:50
  in
• 9:50
  a
• 9:50
  closet.
• 9:50
  He
• 9:50
  is
• 9:51
  in
• 9:51
  a
• 9:51
  tomb.
• 9:51
  Oh,
• 9:52
  I'm
• 9:52
  sorry.
• 9:55
  Eddie.
• 9:55
  Nde
• 9:56
  anyone
• 9:58
  Stop.
• 9:59
  I
• 9:59
  tell
• 9:59
  you,
• 9:59
  like,
• 9:59
  don't
• 10:00
  we
• 10:00
  keep
• 10:00
  saying
• 10:01
  caves.
• 10:02
  I
• 10:02
  keep
• 10:02
  saying
• 10:03
  read
• 10:03
  a
• 10:03
  thick
• 10:03
  like
• 10:04
  that.
• 10:04
  And
• 10:04
  it
• 10:04
  was
• 10:04
  seen
• 10:04
  in
• 10:05
  my
• 10:05
  brain.
• 10:05
  I
• 10:06
  don't
• 10:06
  know
• 10:06
  why
• 10:06
  I
• 10:06
  see
• 10:07
  it
• 10:07
  so
• 10:07
  viscerally.
• 10:08
  I
• 10:08
  think
• 10:08
  we
• 10:08
  need
• 10:08
  to.
• 10:09
  What
• 10:10
  We've
• 10:10
  had
• 10:11
  like
• 10:11
  a
• 10:11
  parking
• 10:12
  garage
• 10:12
  cave
• 10:12
  in,
• 10:13
  but
• 10:13
  we
• 10:13
  haven't
• 10:13
  really
• 10:13
  had.
• 10:13
  Like
• 10:14
  a
• 10:14
  what
• 10:14
  if
• 10:14
  we
• 10:15
  as
• 10:16
  a
• 10:16
  fandom
• 10:16
  Tulpa
• 10:17
  this.
• 10:18
  I
• 10:18
  mean,
• 10:18
  we
• 10:18
  have
• 10:18
  like
• 10:19
  that.
• 10:19
  That
• 10:19
  mine
• 10:19
  shaft
• 10:20
  cave
• 10:20
  in
• 10:20
  in
• 10:21
  the
• 10:21
  Lone
• 10:21
  Star
• 10:22
  crossover,
• 10:22
  but,
• 10:23
  like,
• 10:24
  there's
• 10:25
  like
• 10:25
  rocks
• 10:26
  and
• 10:27
  mines
• 10:27
  and
• 10:28
  stuff
• 10:28
  and
• 10:29
  hills
• 10:29
  and
• 10:30
  mountains
• 10:30
  and
• 10:31
  stuff
• 10:31
  in
• 10:31
  California.
• 10:32
  I
• 10:32
  mean,
• 10:32
  this
• 10:32
  is
• 10:33
  more
• 10:33
  like
• 10:33
  just
• 10:34
  unpacking
• 10:35
  that
• 10:35
  religious
• 10:35
  trauma.
• 10:36
  Like,
• 10:37
  it
• 10:37
  is.
• 10:37
  It
• 10:37
  is
• 10:37
  very
• 10:38
  much
• 10:38
  like
• 10:38
  a
• 10:39
  fantasizing
• 10:40
  sexy
• 10:40
  song,
• 10:41
  but
• 10:41
  it
• 10:41
  is
• 10:41
  also
• 10:42
  like,
• 10:42
  I'm
• 10:43
  trying
• 10:43
  to,
• 10:43
  like,
• 10:44
  in
• 10:44
  the
• 10:45
  context
• 10:45
  of
• 10:46
  Eddie,
• 10:46
  how
• 10:46
  we're
• 10:46
  interpreting
• 10:47
  it
• 10:47
  is
• 10:48
  like,
• 10:48
  I'm
• 10:48
  trying
• 10:48
  to,
• 10:49
  like,
• 10:49
  he's
• 10:49
  using
• 10:50
  it
• 10:50
  as
• 10:50
  a
• 10:50
  way
• 10:50
  to
• 10:50
  like,
• 10:51
  break
• 10:51
  out
• 10:51
  of,
• 10:52
  you
• 10:53
  know,
• 10:53
  the
• 10:53
  tomb
• 10:54
  that
• 10:54
  he
• 10:54
  has
• 10:55
  put
• 10:55
  himself
• 10:55
  in.
• 10:56
  Like,
• 10:56
  he's.
• 10:57
  Well,
• 10:57
  I
• 10:57
  mean,
• 10:58
  like,
• 10:58
  the.
• 10:58
  The
• 10:58
  song
• 10:58
  itself
• 10:59
  is
• 10:59
  about,
• 10:59
  like,
• 10:59
  fantasizing
• 11:01
  about
• 11:02
  kind
• 11:02
  of
• 11:03
  going
• 11:03
  towards
• 11:03
  a
• 11:03
  different
• 11:04
  kind
• 11:04
  of
• 11:04
  relationship
• 11:06
  rather
• 11:07
  than
• 11:07
  the
• 11:07
  one
• 11:08
  that
• 11:08
  you're
• 11:09
  stuck
• 11:09
  in.
• 11:10
  But,
• 11:10
  you
• 11:11
  know,
• 11:11
  it's
• 11:11
  still
• 11:12
  just
• 11:13
  theoretical
• 11:14
  and
• 11:14
  hypothetical
• 11:15
  at
• 11:15
  this
• 11:15
  point,
• 11:15
  and
• 11:16
  there
• 11:16
  aren't
• 11:17
  any
• 11:17
  steps.
• 11:18
  And
• 11:18
  just
• 11:18
  like
• 11:18
  Eddie
• 11:19
  right
• 11:19
  now
• 11:19
  at
• 11:20
  the
• 11:20
  juncture
• 11:20
  that
• 11:20
  we
• 11:21
  are
• 11:21
  at
• 11:22
  the
• 11:22
  moment,
• 11:22
  like,
• 11:23
  he
• 11:23
  hasn't
• 11:23
  really
• 11:24
  made
• 11:24
  any
• 11:24
  steps
• 11:25
  to.
• 11:25
  Besides
• 11:26
  that
• 11:26
  one
• 11:26
  Risky
• 11:27
  Business.
• 11:27
  He
• 11:28
  kind
• 11:28
  of
• 11:28
  like,
• 11:29
  you
• 11:29
  know,
• 11:30
  this
• 11:30
  cage
• 11:31
  was
• 11:31
  once
• 11:31
  fine,
• 11:31
  but
• 11:32
  I'm
• 11:32
  also
• 11:33
  not
• 11:33
  going
• 11:33
  to
• 11:33
  step
• 11:34
  out
• 11:34
  of
• 11:34
  it
• 11:34
  right
• 11:34
  now.
• 11:35
  In
• 11:35
  fact,
• 11:35
  I'm
• 11:35
  going
• 11:35
  to
• 11:36
  because
• 11:36
  I'm
• 11:37
  feeling
• 11:37
  guilty
• 11:37
  about
• 11:38
  it.
• 11:38
  I'm
• 11:38
  going
• 11:39
  to,
• 11:39
  like,
• 11:40
  go
• 11:41
  further
• 11:41
  back
• 11:41
  in,
• 11:42
  you
• 11:42
  know,
• 11:43
  and
• 11:43
  try
• 11:43
  to
• 11:45
  fix
• 11:45
  it
• 11:45
  from
• 11:46
  the
• 11:46
  inside
• 11:47
  there,
• 11:47
  which
• 11:48
  is
• 11:48
  basically
• 11:48
  him
• 11:48
  going
• 11:49
  to
• 11:49
  El
• 11:49
  Paso
• 11:50
  and
• 11:50
  is
• 11:50
  like,
• 11:51
  honey,
• 11:51
  no,
• 11:52
  that's
• 11:52
  not
• 11:53
  gonna
• 11:53
  fix
• 11:54
  anything.
• 11:55
  I
• 11:55
  love
• 11:56
  when
• 11:56
  I
• 11:56
  put
• 11:56
  this
• 11:57
  album
• 11:57
  on
• 11:58
  shuffle
• 11:58
  and,
• 11:59
  like,
• 11:59
  down
• 12:00
  bad
• 12:00
  and
• 12:00
  guilty
• 12:01
  as
• 12:01
  sin
• 12:01
  just
• 12:02
  like,
• 12:02
  happened
• 12:03
  to
• 12:04
  be
• 12:04
  shuffled
• 12:05
  right
• 12:05
  next
• 12:06
  to
• 12:06
  each
• 12:06
  other.
• 12:06
  Because
• 12:06
  in
• 12:07
  my
• 12:07
  mind,
• 12:07
  it's.
• 12:08
  It's
• 12:08
  just
• 12:08
  so
• 12:08
  heavily
• 12:09
  associated
• 12:09
  with
• 12:10
  Buck
• 12:10
  and
• 12:10
  Eddie
• 12:11
  that
• 12:11
  I'm
• 12:11
  like.
• 12:12
  It's
• 12:12
  like
• 12:12
  the
• 12:12
  invisible
• 12:13
  strings
• 12:14
  were
• 12:14
  in
• 12:15
  my.
• 12:15
  They
• 12:15
  were
• 12:16
  in
• 12:16
  my
• 12:16
  shuffle
• 12:18
  because
• 12:18
  that's
• 12:18
  happened
• 12:18
  to
• 12:19
  me
• 12:19
  in
• 12:19
  multiple
• 12:19
  occasions.
• 12:19
  I'm
• 12:20
  just
• 12:20
  like,
• 12:20
  exactly
• 12:21
  the
• 12:21
  way
• 12:21
  the
• 12:21
  universe
• 12:22
  should
• 12:22
  be.
• 12:22
  Who's
• 12:23
  that?
• 12:23
  It's
• 12:24
  Buck
• 12:24
  who's
• 12:25
  afraid
• 12:25
  of
• 12:25
  little
• 12:26
  old
• 12:26
  me.
• 12:26
  Buck.
• 12:27
  This
• 12:27
  is
• 12:27
  a
• 12:27
  Buck
• 12:28
  song.
• 12:28
  I'm
• 12:29
  expecting
• 12:29
  him.
• 12:29
  That
• 12:30
  kind
• 12:30
  of
• 12:30
  just
• 12:30
  open.
• 12:31
  I
• 12:32
  was
• 12:32
  trying
• 12:32
  not
• 12:33
  to.
• 12:33
  Like,
• 12:34
  this
• 12:34
  is.
• 12:34
  Oh,
• 12:34
  my
• 12:35
  God.
• 12:35
  This
• 12:35
  is
• 12:35
  very
• 12:36
  much
• 12:36
  Buck
• 12:36
  at
• 12:36
  his
• 12:37
  parents.
• 12:39
  Oh,
• 12:40
  yes.
• 12:40
  It's
• 12:41
  Buck
• 12:41
  at
• 12:41
  his
• 12:41
  parents.
• 12:42
  It's
• 12:43
  Buck
• 12:43
  a
• 12:43
  little
• 12:44
  bit
• 12:44
  at
• 12:44
  Maddie.
• 12:45
  It's
• 12:45
  buck
• 12:46
  at
• 12:47
  the
• 12:47
  118
• 12:48
  during
• 12:49
  the
• 12:49
  lawsuit.
• 12:50
  It's
• 12:50
  basically
• 12:51
  Buck
• 12:51
  at
• 12:51
  everybody
• 12:52
  in
• 12:52
  his
• 12:52
  life.
• 12:52
  It's
• 12:53
  Buck
• 12:53
  at
• 12:53
  everybody
• 12:53
  in
• 12:54
  his
• 12:54
  life
• 12:54
  when
• 12:54
  they
• 12:55
  make
• 12:55
  him
• 12:56
  feel
• 12:56
  like
• 12:56
  he,
• 12:57
  like,
• 12:58
  lesser
• 12:58
  than
• 12:58
  isn't
• 12:59
  worth
• 12:59
  shit.
• 13:00
  I
• 13:00
  don't
• 13:00
  even
• 13:00
  know
• 13:00
  where
• 13:00
  to
• 13:00
  fucking
• 13:01
  start
• 13:01
  with
• 13:01
  this.
• 13:02
  Basically.
• 13:03
  Okay,
• 13:03
  here.
• 13:04
  My
• 13:04
  bare
• 13:04
  hands
• 13:05
  pave
• 13:05
  their
• 13:05
  paths.
• 13:05
  You
• 13:05
  don't
• 13:06
  get
• 13:06
  to
• 13:06
  tell
• 13:06
  me
• 13:06
  about
• 13:06
  sad.
• 13:07
  That's
• 13:07
  literally
• 13:08
  his
• 13:08
  parents.
• 13:09
  Before
• 13:09
  we
• 13:09
  really
• 13:10
  get
• 13:10
  into
• 13:10
  it,
• 13:10
  I
• 13:10
  feel
• 13:11
  like
• 13:11
  if
• 13:11
  you're
• 13:11
  just
• 13:12
  like,
• 13:12
  trying
• 13:12
  to
• 13:13
  visually
• 13:14
  think
• 13:14
  of
• 13:15
  this
• 13:15
  song
• 13:16
  in
• 13:16
  terms
• 13:17
  of
• 13:17
  Buck,
• 13:17
  which
• 13:17
  should
• 13:18
  be
• 13:18
  fairly
• 13:19
  easy,
• 13:19
  if
• 13:19
  you
• 13:20
  basically
• 13:20
  just
• 13:21
  take
• 13:21
  this
• 13:21
  song
• 13:22
  and
• 13:22
  insert
• 13:23
  it
• 13:23
  as
• 13:24
  his
• 13:24
  dialogue
• 13:25
  when
• 13:25
  he's
• 13:26
  talking
• 13:27
  to
• 13:27
  his
• 13:27
  parents
• 13:27
  like
• 13:28
  that.
• 13:28
  I
• 13:28
  have
• 13:28
  walked
• 13:28
  through
• 13:29
  fire
• 13:29
  every
• 13:29
  day
• 13:30
  of
• 13:30
  my
• 13:30
  life
• 13:31
  because
• 13:32
  of
• 13:32
  you
• 13:32
  Because.
• 13:32
  I
• 13:32
  have
• 13:33
  walked
• 13:33
  through.
• 13:33
  Yes,
• 13:33
  yes.
• 13:34
  I
• 13:34
  think
• 13:34
  someone
• 13:34
  has
• 13:35
  done
• 13:35
  an
• 13:35
  edit
• 13:35
  with
• 13:35
  that.
• 13:36
  Oh,
• 13:36
  with
• 13:36
  this
• 13:37
  song,
• 13:37
  I'm
• 13:37
  sure.
• 13:37
  But
• 13:37
  like,
• 13:38
  with
• 13:38
  that.
• 13:38
  But
• 13:39
  like,
• 13:39
  I'm
• 13:39
  actually.
• 13:39
  I'm
• 13:40
  thinking,
• 13:40
  like,
• 13:40
  if
• 13:40
  you
• 13:40
  were
• 13:41
  to
• 13:41
  actually,
• 13:41
  like,
• 13:42
  kind
• 13:42
  of
• 13:43
  mentally
• 13:43
  dub
• 13:44
  over
• 13:44
  that
• 13:44
  dialogue
• 13:45
  with
• 13:45
  the
• 13:46
  lyrics
• 13:46
  of
• 13:46
  the
• 13:47
  song,
• 13:47
  like,
• 13:47
  spoken
• 13:48
  out,
• 13:48
  it
• 13:49
  would
• 13:49
  be
• 13:49
  the
• 13:49
  same
• 13:50
  thing.
• 13:51
  It
• 13:52
  would
• 13:52
  be
• 13:52
  the
• 13:52
  same
• 13:52
  speech.
• 13:53
  Just
• 13:54
  like
• 13:54
  point
• 13:55
  in
• 13:55
  case
• 13:56
  this
• 13:56
  one.
• 13:56
  I
• 13:56
  feel,
• 13:56
  is
• 13:57
  a
• 13:57
  little
• 13:57
  bit
• 13:57
  more
• 13:57
  pointed
• 13:57
  towards
• 13:58
  Maddie
• 13:58
  specifically.
• 13:59
  The
• 13:59
  scandal
• 14:00
  was
• 14:00
  contained.
• 14:00
  The
• 14:00
  bullet
• 14:01
  had
• 14:01
  just
• 14:01
  grazed.
• 14:02
  At
• 14:02
  all
• 14:02
  costs,
• 14:02
  keep
• 14:03
  your
• 14:03
  good
• 14:03
  name.
• 14:03
  You
• 14:04
  don't
• 14:04
  get
• 14:04
  to
• 14:04
  tell
• 14:04
  me
• 14:04
  you.
• 14:04
  Feel
• 14:05
  bad
• 14:06
  because
• 14:06
  of,
• 14:06
  like,
• 14:07
  the
• 14:07
  Keeping
• 14:08
  Daniel
• 14:08
  a
• 14:08
  secret.
• 14:09
  Keeping
• 14:09
  Daniel
• 14:10
  a
• 14:10
  secret.
• 14:11
  This
• 14:11
  is
• 14:12
  just
• 14:12
  a
• 14:12
  fuck.
• 14:13
  The
• 14:13
  Buckley
• 14:13
  parents
• 14:14
  song.
• 14:15
  Amen.
• 14:15
  I
• 14:16
  always
• 14:16
  looked
• 14:16
  at
• 14:16
  verse
• 14:17
  two
• 14:17
  as
• 14:17
  how
• 14:17
  he
• 14:18
  felt
• 14:18
  Bobby
• 14:19
  was
• 14:19
  treating
• 14:19
  him
• 14:20
  during
• 14:20
  the
• 14:21
  lawsuit
• 14:22
  because
• 14:23
  Bobby
• 14:23
  never
• 14:23
  explained
• 14:24
  himself,
• 14:24
  right?
• 14:25
  So
• 14:26
  he
• 14:26
  didn't
• 14:26
  know,
• 14:26
  like,
• 14:27
  Bobby
• 14:27
  cared
• 14:28
  about
• 14:28
  him.
• 14:28
  And
• 14:29
  Bobby
• 14:29
  was
• 14:30
  projecting,
• 14:31
  like,
• 14:31
  he
• 14:31
  didn't
• 14:32
  know
• 14:32
  that
• 14:32
  Bobby
• 14:33
  viewed
• 14:33
  him
• 14:33
  as
• 14:33
  his
• 14:33
  son,
• 14:34
  was
• 14:34
  trying
• 14:34
  to
• 14:34
  protect
• 14:34
  him.
• 14:35
  He
• 14:36
  just
• 14:37
  knew
• 14:37
  that
• 14:37
  he
• 14:38
  thought
• 14:38
  Bobby
• 14:39
  had
• 14:39
  his
• 14:39
  back.
• 14:40
  But
• 14:40
  Bobby
• 14:41
  was
• 14:41
  the
• 14:41
  reason
• 14:42
  he
• 14:42
  wasn't
• 14:43
  able
• 14:43
  to
• 14:43
  come
• 14:43
  back
• 14:44
  to
• 14:44
  work.
• 14:44
  And.
• 14:44
  And
• 14:45
  so
• 14:45
  he
• 14:45
  was
• 14:45
  like,
• 14:46
  oh,
• 14:46
  so
• 14:46
  he
• 14:46
  doesn't
• 14:46
  think
• 14:47
  that
• 14:47
  I'm
• 14:47
  good
• 14:48
  enough.
• 14:48
  So
• 14:48
  much
• 14:48
  of
• 14:49
  the
• 14:49
  chorus,
• 14:50
  specifically
• 14:50
  to
• 14:50
  me.
• 14:51
  I
• 14:51
  leap
• 14:51
  from
• 14:52
  the
• 14:52
  gallows
• 14:52
  and
• 14:52
  levitate
• 14:52
  down
• 14:53
  your
• 14:53
  street
• 14:53
  Crash
• 14:53
  the
• 14:54
  party
• 14:54
  like
• 14:54
  a
• 14:54
  record
• 14:55
  Scratch
• 14:55
  as
• 14:55
  I
• 14:55
  scream
• 14:56
  who's
• 14:57
  afraid
• 14:57
  of
• 14:57
  little
• 14:57
  ol
• 14:57
  me
• 14:58
  that
• 14:58
  gives
• 14:58
  so
• 14:59
  much.
• 14:59
  Like
• 15:00
  I'm
• 15:00
  trying
• 15:00
  to
• 15:01
  find
• 15:01
  a
• 15:01
  place
• 15:01
  where
• 15:01
  I
• 15:02
  belong
• 15:02
  but
• 15:02
  I'm
• 15:03
  getting
• 15:03
  pushed
• 15:03
  out
• 15:04
  every
• 15:05
  time.
• 15:05
  I
• 15:05
  feel
• 15:05
  like
• 15:06
  this
• 15:06
  can
• 15:07
  apply
• 15:07
  in
• 15:07
  multiple
• 15:08
  ways.
• 15:08
  But
• 15:08
  the
• 15:08
  way
• 15:09
  I
• 15:09
  think
• 15:09
  of
• 15:09
  it
• 15:09
  first
• 15:09
  is,
• 15:09
  like,
• 15:10
  with
• 15:10
  the
• 15:10
  Buckley
• 15:10
  parents
• 15:11
  about,
• 15:12
  like,
• 15:12
  how
• 15:13
  he
• 15:13
  wasn't
• 15:13
  really
• 15:14
  wanted
• 15:15
  and
• 15:15
  it
• 15:15
  was
• 15:15
  just
• 15:15
  like
• 15:16
  he
• 15:16
  was
• 15:16
  a.
• 15:16
  Like
• 15:17
  a
• 15:17
  means
• 15:17
  to
• 15:17
  an
• 15:17
  end
• 15:18
  essentially,
• 15:19
  and
• 15:19
  was
• 15:20
  kind
• 15:20
  of
• 15:20
  disposed
• 15:21
  of
• 15:22
  essentially
• 15:22
  when
• 15:23
  he
• 15:23
  didn't
• 15:24
  meet
• 15:24
  their
• 15:24
  expectations.
• 15:25
  He's
• 15:26
  kind
• 15:26
  of
• 15:26
  like
• 15:26
  a
• 15:26
  ghost
• 15:26
  in
• 15:27
  their
• 15:27
  own
• 15:27
  house,
• 15:27
  right?
• 15:28
  Just
• 15:28
  haunting
• 15:28
  them
• 15:29
  with,
• 15:29
  like,
• 15:29
  the
• 15:29
  memory
• 15:29
  of
• 15:30
  what
• 15:30
  he
• 15:30
  couldn't
• 15:31
  do
• 15:31
  for
• 15:31
  them,
• 15:32
  like
• 15:32
  the
• 15:32
  unsaid
• 15:32
  memory
• 15:33
  of
• 15:33
  them
• 15:34
  and
• 15:34
  their
• 15:34
  loss
• 15:34
  of
• 15:34
  Daniel.
• 15:35
  But
• 15:35
  it's
• 15:35
  also
• 15:36
  kind
• 15:36
  of
• 15:36
  like,
• 15:37
  you
• 15:37
  know,
• 15:37
  anytime
• 15:37
  he
• 15:38
  feels
• 15:39
  like
• 15:39
  you
• 15:39
  said,
• 15:39
  like,
• 15:39
  with
• 15:40
  the.
• 15:40
  I
• 15:40
  was
• 15:40
  about
• 15:41
  to
• 15:41
  say
• 15:41
  with
• 15:41
  the
• 15:41
  divorce,
• 15:42
  with.
• 15:43
  With.
• 15:44
  With
• 15:45
  the.
• 15:46
  With
• 15:46
  the
• 15:47
  lawsuit,
• 15:47
  just
• 15:47
  like,
• 15:48
  he
• 15:48
  thought
• 15:48
  he
• 15:49
  found
• 15:49
  a
• 15:49
  place
• 15:49
  where
• 15:49
  he
• 15:50
  belonged,
• 15:50
  but
• 15:51
  he
• 15:51
  felt
• 15:51
  just
• 15:52
  kind
• 15:52
  of
• 15:52
  like
• 15:53
  tossed
• 15:53
  to
• 15:53
  the
• 15:54
  side,
• 15:54
  which
• 15:55
  of
• 15:55
  course
• 15:55
  was
• 15:55
  not
• 15:56
  in.
• 15:56
  In
• 15:56
  this
• 15:56
  case,
• 15:57
  was
• 15:57
  not
• 15:57
  an
• 15:57
  intent,
• 15:58
  like,
• 15:58
  the
• 15:58
  intended
• 15:59
  consequence,
• 16:00
  but,
• 16:00
  like,
• 16:01
  that's
• 16:01
  how
• 16:01
  he
• 16:02
  felt.
• 16:02
  So.
• 16:03
  So,
• 16:03
  like,
• 16:03
  when
• 16:03
  he.
• 16:04
  When
• 16:04
  he
• 16:04
  comes
• 16:05
  back,
• 16:06
  right,
• 16:06
  with
• 16:06
  all
• 16:06
  of
• 16:06
  that
• 16:07
  ire
• 16:07
  and
• 16:07
  all
• 16:08
  of
• 16:08
  that,
• 16:08
  like,
• 16:09
  pent
• 16:09
  up,
• 16:09
  just
• 16:10
  like,
• 16:10
  is
• 16:10
  it
• 16:11
  a
• 16:11
  wonder
• 16:11
  I
• 16:11
  broke
• 16:11
  you?
• 16:12
  Basically,
• 16:12
  like,
• 16:12
  threw
• 16:12
  me
• 16:13
  away.
• 16:13
  So
• 16:13
  now
• 16:13
  I'm
• 16:14
  coming
• 16:14
  back
• 16:14
  and
• 16:14
  I'm
• 16:14
  screaming
• 16:15
  to
• 16:15
  try
• 16:16
  to
• 16:16
  get
• 16:16
  you.
• 16:16
  It's
• 16:17
  him
• 16:17
  screaming
• 16:18
  to
• 16:18
  get.
• 16:18
  To
• 16:19
  get
• 16:19
  people's
• 16:20
  attention,
• 16:21
  which
• 16:21
  is
• 16:22
  what
• 16:22
  he
• 16:23
  does
• 16:24
  and
• 16:25
  has
• 16:25
  done
• 16:25
  for
• 16:25
  so
• 16:26
  long.
• 16:26
  I
• 16:26
  mean,
• 16:26
  most
• 16:26
  of
• 16:27
  the
• 16:27
  time,
• 16:27
  like,
• 16:27
  when
• 16:27
  he
• 16:27
  was
• 16:28
  younger,
• 16:28
  it
• 16:28
  was
• 16:28
  in
• 16:28
  more
• 16:29
  of
• 16:29
  Like
• 16:29
  a.
• 16:29
  A
• 16:30
  physical
• 16:31
  harming
• 16:31
  of
• 16:31
  himself.
• 16:32
  But
• 16:32
  it
• 16:32
  was
• 16:33
  essentially
• 16:33
  the
• 16:33
  who's
• 16:34
  afraid
• 16:34
  of
• 16:34
  l
• 16:34
  on
• 16:35
  me.
• 16:35
  Like,
• 16:35
  pay
• 16:35
  attention
• 16:35
  to
• 16:36
  me.
• 16:36
  Like,
• 16:36
  I'm.
• 16:37
  I'm
• 16:38
  here
• 16:38
  too.
• 16:39
  I
• 16:39
  am
• 16:39
  also
• 16:40
  here.
• 16:40
  There
• 16:41
  is
• 16:41
  another
• 16:42
  verse,
• 16:42
  like,
• 16:42
  directed
• 16:43
  at
• 16:43
  the
• 16:43
  118.
• 16:44
  You
• 16:44
  know,
• 16:44
  like,
• 16:44
  is
• 16:44
  it.
• 16:45
  Is
• 16:45
  it
• 16:45
  a
• 16:45
  wonder
• 16:45
  I
• 16:45
  broke.
• 16:46
  Let's
• 16:46
  hear
• 16:46
  one
• 16:46
  more
• 16:47
  joke.
• 16:47
  Then
• 16:47
  we
• 16:47
  could
• 16:48
  all
• 16:48
  just
• 16:48
  laugh
• 16:48
  until
• 16:48
  I
• 16:49
  cry.
• 16:50
  So
• 16:50
  I
• 16:50
  really
• 16:51
  think
• 16:51
  that
• 16:51
  applies
• 16:52
  to
• 16:52
  any
• 16:52
  time
• 16:52
  where
• 16:52
  they.
• 16:53
  I
• 16:53
  mean,
• 16:54
  there
• 16:54
  are
• 16:54
  times
• 16:55
  when
• 16:55
  the
• 16:55
  118
• 16:56
  don't
• 16:56
  really,
• 16:56
  like,
• 16:57
  know
• 16:57
  him
• 16:57
  or
• 16:58
  really,
• 16:59
  like,
• 16:59
  understand
• 17:00
  him.
• 17:00
  And
• 17:01
  sometimes
• 17:01
  I
• 17:01
  think
• 17:02
  there.
• 17:02
  There
• 17:02
  have
• 17:02
  been
• 17:03
  instances
• 17:03
  where
• 17:04
  there
• 17:04
  are
• 17:04
  jokes
• 17:04
  at
• 17:04
  his
• 17:05
  expense
• 17:05
  when
• 17:05
  it's
• 17:06
  like.
• 17:06
  But,
• 17:07
  you
• 17:07
  know,
• 17:07
  or
• 17:08
  other
• 17:08
  times.
• 17:09
  I
• 17:09
  think
• 17:10
  one
• 17:10
  of
• 17:10
  the.
• 17:11
  One
• 17:11
  of
• 17:11
  the
• 17:11
  times
• 17:11
  that
• 17:12
  stands
• 17:12
  out
• 17:13
  to
• 17:13
  me
• 17:13
  when
• 17:14
  he
• 17:14
  was
• 17:14
  being
• 17:14
  accused
• 17:15
  of,
• 17:15
  like,
• 17:15
  catfishing
• 17:17
  or
• 17:17
  cheating.
• 17:17
  Yeah,
• 17:18
  that.
• 17:19
  Oh,
• 17:19
  yeah.
• 17:20
  At
• 17:20
  the
• 17:21
  end
• 17:21
  of
• 17:21
  one.
• 17:21
  Season
• 17:21
  one.
• 17:22
  Yeah,
• 17:22
  at
• 17:22
  the
• 17:22
  end
• 17:22
  of
• 17:22
  season
• 17:23
  one.
• 17:24
  And
• 17:24
  I
• 17:25
  think
• 17:25
  recently,
• 17:25
  too,
• 17:26
  with.
• 17:27
  With
• 17:27
  like,
• 17:27
  Tommy,
• 17:28
  like,
• 17:29
  you
• 17:29
  know,
• 17:29
  masks,
• 17:30
  805.
• 17:30
  So
• 17:31
  poor
• 17:31
  Buck
• 17:32
  has
• 17:32
  boils
• 17:32
  on
• 17:33
  his
• 17:33
  face.
• 17:33
  He
• 17:34
  fell.
• 17:34
  He
• 17:35
  didn't.
• 17:35
  He
• 17:35
  dislocated
• 17:35
  his
• 17:35
  shoulder.
• 17:36
  You
• 17:36
  know,
• 17:36
  all
• 17:36
  of
• 17:36
  that.
• 17:37
  And
• 17:37
  then
• 17:37
  Tommy
• 17:37
  comes
• 17:37
  in.
• 17:38
  He's
• 17:38
  just
• 17:38
  laughing
• 17:38
  at
• 17:38
  his
• 17:39
  expense.
• 17:39
  He's
• 17:39
  like,
• 17:39
  yeah,
• 17:39
  we
• 17:39
  heard
• 17:40
  the
• 17:40
  call.
• 17:40
  We
• 17:40
  heard.
• 17:41
  We
• 17:41
  heard
• 17:41
  what
• 17:41
  happened,
• 17:42
  and
• 17:42
  we
• 17:42
  were
• 17:42
  all,
• 17:42
  like,
• 17:43
  cracking
• 17:43
  up.
• 17:43
  And
• 17:44
  it
• 17:44
  was
• 17:44
  like,
• 17:44
  dude,
• 17:45
  shut
• 17:45
  up.
• 17:47
  And
• 17:48
  you
• 17:48
  can
• 17:48
  see,
• 17:48
  like,
• 17:49
  Buck's
• 17:49
  face.
• 17:49
  Like.
• 17:50
  Like
• 17:50
  no
• 17:50
  one
• 17:50
  is
• 17:51
  taking
• 17:51
  him
• 17:51
  seriously.
• 17:52
  Like,
• 17:52
  everything
• 17:52
  is
• 17:53
  just
• 17:53
  a
• 17:53
  joke
• 17:53
  or
• 17:53
  they
• 17:54
  think
• 17:54
  that
• 17:54
  it's
• 17:54
  a.
• 17:55
  What
• 17:55
  he's
• 17:55
  saying
• 17:55
  is
• 17:55
  a
• 17:55
  joke.
• 17:56
  And
• 17:56
  it's
• 17:56
  just
• 17:56
  like,
• 17:56
  it's.
• 17:57
  It's
• 17:57
  not.
• 17:57
  He's
• 17:58
  being
• 17:58
  for
• 17:59
  fucking
• 17:59
  real.
• 18:00
  So,
• 18:00
  yeah,
• 18:01
  Chimney
• 18:02
  makes
• 18:03
  jokes
• 18:03
  at
• 18:04
  his
• 18:04
  expense
• 18:04
  a
• 18:04
  lot.
• 18:05
  And,
• 18:05
  like,
• 18:05
  the
• 18:05
  issue
• 18:06
  is
• 18:06
  that
• 18:06
  that's
• 18:07
  part
• 18:07
  of
• 18:07
  Chimney's
• 18:08
  love
• 18:08
  language.
• 18:08
  Yeah.
• 18:09
  Yeah.
• 18:09
  But
• 18:10
  Buck,
• 18:10
  It's
• 18:11
  a
• 18:11
  sore
• 18:11
  spot
• 18:11
  for
• 18:12
  him.
• 18:12
  Well,
• 18:12
  it's
• 18:13
  a
• 18:13
  sore
• 18:13
  spot,
• 18:13
  but
• 18:14
  also,
• 18:14
  who
• 18:14
  is
• 18:14
  a
• 18:15
  DHD
• 18:15
  is
• 18:15
  not
• 18:15
  going
• 18:16
  to
• 18:16
  take
• 18:16
  it
• 18:16
  as
• 18:16
  joking,
• 18:17
  like,
• 18:17
  a
• 18:17
  lot
• 18:17
  of
• 18:17
  the
• 18:17
  time,
• 18:18
  especially
• 18:18
  if
• 18:18
  his
• 18:18
  headspace
• 18:19
  is
• 18:19
  already
• 18:20
  bad
• 18:20
  and
• 18:21
  there's
• 18:21
  jokes
• 18:21
  that
• 18:21
  he
• 18:21
  makes
• 18:22
  when
• 18:22
  Buck
• 18:22
  isn't
• 18:22
  even
• 18:23
  there
• 18:23
  that
• 18:23
  I'm
• 18:23
  like,
• 18:24
  come
• 18:24
  on.
• 18:25
  When
• 18:25
  there
• 18:25
  was
• 18:25
  one
• 18:26
  this
• 18:26
  season
• 18:26
  when
• 18:26
  it
• 18:26
  was
• 18:27
  like
• 18:27
  804,
• 18:28
  when
• 18:28
  he
• 18:28
  was
• 18:29
  like,
• 18:29
  oh,
• 18:29
  I
• 18:29
  think
• 18:29
  you're
• 18:29
  supposed
• 18:29
  to
• 18:29
  be
• 18:29
  the
• 18:30
  smartest
• 18:30
  person
• 18:30
  in
• 18:30
  the
• 18:30
  room.
• 18:30
  Which
• 18:31
  is
• 18:31
  why
• 18:31
  I
• 18:31
  think
• 18:31
  he
• 18:31
  hangs
• 18:31
  out
• 18:31
  with
• 18:31
  Buck
• 18:32
  all
• 18:32
  the
• 18:32
  time.
• 18:32
  Yeah.
• 18:32
  When
• 18:32
  he's
• 18:33
  talking
• 18:33
  to
• 18:33
  Bobby,
• 18:33
  it's
• 18:33
  just
• 18:34
  like,
• 18:34
  yeah,
• 18:34
  like.
• 18:35
  Like,
• 18:35
  we
• 18:35
  know
• 18:35
  it's
• 18:36
  a
• 18:36
  joke,
• 18:36
  but
• 18:36
  it's
• 18:37
  also.
• 18:37
  Was
• 18:38
  it
• 18:38
  necessary?
• 18:39
  No.
• 18:40
  Yeah.
• 18:40
  And
• 18:41
  so
• 18:41
  in.
• 18:42
  In
• 18:42
  that
• 18:42
  sense,
• 18:43
  like,
• 18:43
  what.
• 18:43
  What
• 18:43
  you
• 18:44
  guys
• 18:44
  are
• 18:44
  talking
• 18:44
  about
• 18:45
  like
• 18:45
  the
• 18:46
  whole,
• 18:46
  you
• 18:46
  know,
• 18:46
  I'm
• 18:47
  always
• 18:47
  drunk
• 18:47
  on
• 18:47
  my
• 18:48
  own
• 18:48
  tears.
• 18:48
  Isn't
• 18:49
  that
• 18:49
  what
• 18:49
  they
• 18:49
  all
• 18:49
  said?
• 18:50
  That'll
• 18:51
  sue
• 18:51
  you
• 18:51
  if
• 18:51
  you
• 18:52
  step
• 18:52
  on
• 18:52
  my
• 18:52
  lawn,
• 18:53
  that
• 18:53
  I'm
• 18:54
  fearsome
• 18:54
  and
• 18:54
  I'm
• 18:55
  wretched
• 18:55
  and
• 18:55
  I'm
• 18:55
  wrong.
• 18:56
  You
• 18:57
  know,
• 18:57
  like,
• 18:57
  Buck
• 18:57
  kind
• 18:58
  of
• 18:58
  feels
• 18:58
  like
• 18:58
  sometimes
• 18:59
  he's
• 18:59
  a
• 18:59
  bit
• 18:59
  of
• 18:59
  a
• 18:59
  joke.
• 18:59
  He's
• 18:59
  kind
• 19:00
  of
• 19:00
  a
• 19:00
  butt
• 19:00
  of
• 19:00
  a
• 19:00
  joke
• 19:00
  in
• 19:01
  that
• 19:01
  sense.
• 19:02
  It's
• 19:03
  pretty
• 19:03
  like
• 19:04
  beat
• 19:04
  for
• 19:04
  beat
• 19:04
  with
• 19:05
  the
• 19:05
  whole.
• 19:05
  Like
• 19:05
  that
• 19:05
  I'll
• 19:05
  sue
• 19:06
  you
• 19:06
  if
• 19:06
  I
• 19:06
  step
• 19:06
  on
• 19:07
  my
• 19:07
  lawn.
• 19:07
  Like,
• 19:08
  like
• 19:08
  how,
• 19:08
  how
• 19:09
  much
• 19:09
  have
• 19:09
  we
• 19:10
  heard?
• 19:10
  Kind
• 19:10
  of
• 19:11
  them
• 19:11
  joking
• 19:11
  about
• 19:12
  it
• 19:12
  afterwards.
• 19:12
  It's
• 19:12
  like,
• 19:12
  oh,
• 19:13
  don't
• 19:13
  sue
• 19:13
  us
• 19:13
  again.
• 19:14
  You
• 19:14
  know,
• 19:14
  like.
• 19:15
  But
• 19:16
  that
• 19:16
  was,
• 19:16
  that
• 19:16
  was
• 19:16
  like
• 19:17
  a.
• 19:17
  And
• 19:17
  again
• 19:18
  played.
• 19:18
  Played
• 19:18
  for
• 19:19
  jokes.
• 19:19
  I
• 19:19
  think
• 19:19
  for
• 19:19
  the
• 19:19
  most
• 19:20
  part
• 19:20
  when
• 19:20
  Buck
• 19:20
  is
• 19:20
  in
• 19:20
  a
• 19:20
  good
• 19:21
  headspace,
• 19:21
  he
• 19:22
  understands
• 19:22
  that.
• 19:22
  But
• 19:23
  it's
• 19:23
  just
• 19:23
  like
• 19:23
  that
• 19:24
  plays
• 19:24
  into
• 19:25
  his
• 19:25
  fears
• 19:26
  of
• 19:26
  him
• 19:26
  being
• 19:27
  wretched
• 19:28
  and
• 19:28
  wrong.
• 19:28
  And
• 19:29
  like
• 19:29
  Eddie
• 19:30
  literally
• 19:30
  says
• 19:30
  when
• 19:30
  they're
• 19:31
  talking
• 19:31
  about
• 19:31
  the,
• 19:32
  the
• 19:32
  will,
• 19:32
  like,
• 19:32
  you
• 19:32
  think
• 19:33
  you're
• 19:33
  expendable,
• 19:34
  but
• 19:34
  you're
• 19:35
  wrong.
• 19:36
  But
• 19:37
  not
• 19:37
  wrong
• 19:37
  in,
• 19:37
  in
• 19:38
  that
• 19:38
  kind
• 19:38
  of
• 19:39
  sense.
• 19:39
  Like,
• 19:40
  it,
• 19:40
  you
• 19:40
  know,
• 19:41
  he,
• 19:41
  he
• 19:41
  plays
• 19:42
  it
• 19:42
  off
• 19:42
  sometimes,
• 19:43
  but
• 19:43
  like
• 19:43
  it
• 19:43
  actually
• 19:44
  really
• 19:45
  affects
• 19:45
  him
• 19:46
  deep
• 19:46
  down.
• 19:48
  And
• 19:48
  that's
• 19:48
  like,
• 19:49
  you
• 19:49
  know,
• 19:50
  you
• 19:50
  wouldn't
• 19:50
  last
• 19:51
  an
• 19:51
  hour
• 19:51
  in
• 19:51
  the
• 19:51
  asylum
• 19:52
  where
• 19:52
  they
• 19:52
  raised
• 19:52
  me.
• 19:53
  So
• 19:53
  I
• 19:53
  just
• 19:54
  want
• 19:54
  to
• 19:54
  leap
• 19:54
  back
• 19:54
  to
• 19:55
  the
• 19:55
  chorus
• 19:55
  for
• 19:55
  a
• 19:55
  minute
• 19:56
  where
• 19:56
  it's.
• 19:57
  I
• 19:57
  was
• 19:57
  tame,
• 19:57
  I
• 19:58
  was
• 19:58
  gentle
• 19:58
  Till
• 19:59
  the
• 19:59
  circus
• 19:59
  life
• 19:59
  made
• 20:00
  me
• 20:00
  mean
• 20:01
  don't
• 20:01
  you
• 20:01
  worry
• 20:01
  they
• 20:02
  took
• 20:02
  out
• 20:02
  all
• 20:03
  our
• 20:03
  teeth
• 20:03
  like
• 20:04
  it's,
• 20:04
  it's
• 20:04
  very
• 20:05
  much
• 20:05
  a,
• 20:05
  you
• 20:05
  know,
• 20:06
  Buck
• 20:06
  isn't
• 20:06
  a
• 20:06
  mean
• 20:06
  spirited
• 20:07
  person.
• 20:08
  Everyone
• 20:08
  kind
• 20:09
  of
• 20:09
  views
• 20:09
  him
• 20:09
  like
• 20:10
  a
• 20:10
  pushover
• 20:11
  and.
• 20:11
  But
• 20:12
  you
• 20:12
  can
• 20:12
  push
• 20:12
  him
• 20:12
  and
• 20:13
  you
• 20:13
  can
• 20:13
  push
• 20:13
  him
• 20:13
  until
• 20:14
  the
• 20:14
  certain
• 20:14
  point
• 20:14
  where
• 20:14
  he
• 20:15
  is
• 20:15
  going
• 20:16
  to
• 20:16
  break.
• 20:17
  So
• 20:18
  we
• 20:18
  get
• 20:18
  people
• 20:19
  on
• 20:20
  the
• 20:20
  show
• 20:20
  multiple
• 20:21
  times
• 20:21
  being
• 20:21
  like,
• 20:21
  you're
• 20:21
  making
• 20:22
  everything
• 20:22
  about
• 20:22
  yourself.
• 20:23
  But
• 20:23
  it's
• 20:24
  like,
• 20:24
  okay,
• 20:25
  but
• 20:25
  what
• 20:25
  if
• 20:25
  it
• 20:25
  is?
• 20:26
  Yeah,
• 20:26
  so,
• 20:27
  so
• 20:28
  tell
• 20:28
  me
• 20:28
  it's
• 20:28
  not.
• 20:29
  You
• 20:30
  know,
• 20:30
  like,
• 20:31
  can.
• 20:31
  Can
• 20:31
  you
• 20:31
  tell
• 20:32
  me
• 20:32
  it's
• 20:32
  not
• 20:32
  about
• 20:32
  me?
• 20:33
  Is
• 20:33
  it
• 20:33
  not
• 20:33
  about
• 20:34
  me
• 20:34
  when
• 20:34
  he's,
• 20:34
  when,
• 20:35
  when
• 20:35
  Eddie's
• 20:36
  upset
• 20:37
  with
• 20:37
  him?
• 20:37
  Right.
• 20:38
  Because
• 20:38
  you
• 20:39
  only
• 20:39
  see
• 20:39
  it
• 20:39
  from
• 20:39
  your
• 20:40
  perspective.
• 20:40
  Blah,
• 20:40
  blah,
• 20:41
  that's
• 20:41
  all
• 20:41
  you
• 20:41
  see.
• 20:41
  And
• 20:42
  then
• 20:42
  it's
• 20:42
  like,
• 20:42
  did
• 20:42
  you
• 20:42
  even
• 20:43
  think
• 20:43
  about
• 20:43
  what
• 20:43
  it
• 20:43
  would
• 20:43
  do
• 20:44
  to
• 20:44
  us
• 20:44
  if
• 20:45
  when
• 20:45
  you
• 20:45
  like,
• 20:46
  chose
• 20:46
  to
• 20:46
  sue
• 20:46
  Bobby
• 20:47
  and
• 20:47
  make,
• 20:47
  make
• 20:48
  Bobby
• 20:48
  the
• 20:48
  bad
• 20:48
  guy?
• 20:49
  It's
• 20:49
  like,
• 20:49
  okay,
• 20:50
  but
• 20:51
  you're
• 20:51
  saying
• 20:52
  like,
• 20:52
  Bobby
• 20:52
  didn't
• 20:52
  do
• 20:53
  this
• 20:53
  to
• 20:53
  hurt
• 20:53
  me.
• 20:53
  But
• 20:54
  like,
• 20:54
  what
• 20:54
  if
• 20:54
  he
• 20:54
  did?
• 20:55
  How
• 20:55
  would
• 20:55
  I
• 20:56
  know?
• 20:56
  Yeah.
• 20:56
  If
• 20:56
  he
• 20:57
  didn't
• 20:57
  say
• 20:58
  my
• 20:58
  Parents
• 20:58
  didn't
• 20:59
  do
• 20:59
  the.
• 20:59
  They.
• 21:00
  They
• 21:00
  did
• 21:00
  to
• 21:00
  not
• 21:01
  hurt
• 21:01
  me.
• 21:01
  How
• 21:01
  would
• 21:01
  I
• 21:01
  know?
• 21:02
  Because
• 21:03
  nobody,
• 21:03
  like,
• 21:04
  pulled
• 21:04
  him.
• 21:05
  Talk
• 21:05
  to
• 21:05
  him
• 21:06
  about
• 21:06
  it.
• 21:07
  Like,
• 21:07
  some
• 21:08
  of
• 21:08
  the
• 21:08
  reasons
• 21:08
  that
• 21:08
  he
• 21:08
  wants
• 21:09
  to,
• 21:09
  like,
• 21:09
  snarl
• 21:10
  and
• 21:11
  show
• 21:11
  his
• 21:11
  teeth
• 21:11
  and
• 21:12
  then
• 21:12
  end
• 21:12
  up,
• 21:12
  like,
• 21:13
  yelling,
• 21:13
  who's
• 21:14
  afraid
• 21:14
  of
• 21:14
  little
• 21:15
  old
• 21:15
  me?
• 21:15
  Is
• 21:16
  because,
• 21:16
  you
• 21:16
  know,
• 21:17
  he
• 21:17
  feels
• 21:17
  so
• 21:18
  caged
• 21:19
  in
• 21:19
  with
• 21:20
  that
• 21:20
  stuff
• 21:20
  sometimes.
• 21:21
  Like,
• 21:21
  not
• 21:22
  being
• 21:22
  brought
• 21:22
  into
• 21:23
  the.
• 21:23
  Like,
• 21:23
  the
• 21:24
  inner
• 21:24
  circle.
• 21:24
  Sort
• 21:25
  of.
• 21:25
  Sort
• 21:25
  of.
• 21:25
  He
• 21:26
  feels
• 21:26
  like
• 21:26
  he's
• 21:26
  like
• 21:26
  a
• 21:27
  caged
• 21:27
  animal.
• 21:27
  Like
• 21:28
  he's
• 21:28
  being
• 21:28
  backed
• 21:28
  into
• 21:29
  a
• 21:29
  corner
• 21:30
  whenever
• 21:30
  he
• 21:31
  finds
• 21:31
  himself
• 21:31
  in
• 21:31
  a
• 21:32
  position
• 21:32
  where
• 21:32
  he
• 21:32
  feels
• 21:33
  emotionally
• 21:34
  neglected.
• 21:35
  Yes.
• 21:35
  And
• 21:37
  I
• 21:37
  don't
• 21:37
  even
• 21:37
  know
• 21:38
  the
• 21:38
  words,
• 21:38
  the
• 21:38
  correct
• 21:39
  words
• 21:39
  to
• 21:39
  use
• 21:39
  for
• 21:40
  what
• 21:40
  his
• 21:40
  parents
• 21:40
  did
• 21:40
  to
• 21:41
  him.
• 21:41
  I
• 21:41
  mean,
• 21:42
  it
• 21:42
  is
• 21:42
  neglect.
• 21:43
  It
• 21:43
  is
• 21:43
  neglect.
• 21:44
  But
• 21:44
  I
• 21:44
  was
• 21:44
  like,
• 21:44
  emotional
• 21:45
  neglect.
• 21:46
  I
• 21:46
  was
• 21:46
  like,
• 21:46
  that
• 21:46
  is
• 21:46
  abuse.
• 21:47
  Yeah,
• 21:48
  neglect
• 21:48
  is
• 21:48
  abuse.
• 21:50
  So
• 21:50
  whenever
• 21:50
  it
• 21:50
  puts
• 21:50
  him
• 21:51
  in
• 21:51
  that.
• 21:51
  It'S
• 21:52
  as
• 21:52
  harmful
• 21:52
  as
• 21:52
  physical
• 21:53
  abuse.
• 21:53
  Yes.
• 21:53
  Whenever
• 21:54
  he's
• 21:54
  back
• 21:55
  in
• 21:55
  that
• 21:55
  mindset,
• 21:55
  whenever
• 21:56
  he
• 21:56
  feels
• 21:56
  like.
• 21:57
  And
• 21:57
  here's
• 21:58
  the
• 21:58
  thing
• 21:58
  that
• 21:58
  gets
• 21:59
  to
• 21:59
  me
• 21:59
  about
• 21:59
  the
• 22:00
  team
• 22:00
  sometimes
• 22:00
  is
• 22:00
  like,
• 22:01
  they
• 22:01
  know
• 22:01
  all
• 22:02
  this
• 22:02
  shit
• 22:02
  about
• 22:03
  him,
• 22:03
  and
• 22:03
  then
• 22:03
  they're
• 22:04
  like,
• 22:04
  why
• 22:04
  do
• 22:04
  you
• 22:04
  respond
• 22:05
  this
• 22:05
  way?
• 22:05
  I
• 22:06
  don't
• 22:06
  know.
• 22:06
  A
• 22:07
  trauma
• 22:07
  response.
• 22:08
  Mayhaps.
• 22:09
  Well,
• 22:10
  I
• 22:10
  think
• 22:10
  he.
• 22:10
  Everyone
• 22:11
  else's
• 22:11
  trauma
• 22:12
  responses
• 22:12
  are,
• 22:12
  like,
• 22:12
  completely
• 22:13
  fine,
• 22:13
  but
• 22:13
  Buck's
• 22:14
  aren't.
• 22:14
  I
• 22:14
  think
• 22:14
  he
• 22:15
  puts
• 22:15
  on,
• 22:15
  like,
• 22:16
  such
• 22:16
  a
• 22:17
  happy
• 22:18
  go
• 22:18
  lucky
• 22:19
  front,
• 22:20
  like
• 22:21
  a
• 22:21
  devil
• 22:21
  may
• 22:21
  care
• 22:22
  front,
• 22:22
  which
• 22:23
  is
• 22:23
  also
• 22:24
  so
• 22:24
  much
• 22:25
  of
• 22:25
  their
• 22:25
  first
• 22:25
  impression
• 22:26
  of
• 22:26
  him
• 22:27
  for
• 22:27
  so
• 22:28
  much
• 22:28
  of
• 22:28
  the
• 22:28
  team
• 22:29
  that
• 22:29
  it's
• 22:29
  kind
• 22:29
  of
• 22:30
  hard
• 22:30
  to
• 22:30
  shake
• 22:31
  that.
• 22:31
  I
• 22:31
  think
• 22:32
  for
• 22:32
  them
• 22:32
  a
• 22:33
  little
• 22:33
  bit
• 22:33
  that
• 22:33
  it's.
• 22:34
  That,
• 22:34
  you
• 22:34
  know,
• 22:34
  sometimes
• 22:35
  it's
• 22:35
  hard
• 22:35
  to
• 22:35
  remember,
• 22:36
  which,
• 22:36
  you
• 22:36
  know,
• 22:36
  they
• 22:37
  think
• 22:37
  they
• 22:37
  would
• 22:37
  remember
• 22:38
  a
• 22:38
  little
• 22:38
  better
• 22:38
  because
• 22:38
  they
• 22:39
  all
• 22:39
  are
• 22:39
  so
• 22:40
  traumatized.
• 22:42
  Like,
• 22:43
  it's
• 22:43
  ridiculous
• 22:44
  as.
• 22:44
  As
• 22:45
  I
• 22:45
  say
• 22:45
  that.
• 22:45
  Chuckling,
• 22:46
  like,
• 22:46
  I
• 22:46
  feel
• 22:47
  like
• 22:47
  it's
• 22:47
  ingrained
• 22:48
  in
• 22:48
  them
• 22:48
  to
• 22:49
  kind
• 22:49
  of,
• 22:49
  like,
• 22:50
  there's
• 22:50
  so
• 22:50
  much
• 22:51
  going
• 22:51
  on
• 22:52
  under
• 22:52
  the
• 22:52
  surface
• 22:52
  with
• 22:52
  him
• 22:53
  that
• 22:53
  it's
• 22:54
  almost
• 22:54
  easier
• 22:54
  to,
• 22:54
  like,
• 22:55
  you
• 22:55
  know,
• 22:56
  we're
• 22:57
  not
• 22:57
  gonna.
• 22:57
  We're
• 22:57
  not
• 22:57
  gonna
• 22:58
  engage
• 22:59
  with
• 22:59
  that
• 22:59
  at
• 22:59
  the
• 22:59
  moment.
• 22:59
  I
• 23:00
  think.
• 23:00
  Yeah,
• 23:00
  it's
• 23:00
  literally
• 23:01
  him
• 23:02
  having
• 23:02
  a
• 23:03
  PTSD
• 23:04
  response
• 23:05
  from
• 23:05
  his
• 23:06
  childhood
• 23:07
  abuse.
• 23:08
  But
• 23:08
  sure,
• 23:08
  fam.
• 23:09
  I
• 23:09
  prefer
• 23:10
  thinking
• 23:10
  about
• 23:10
  it
• 23:11
  about
• 23:11
  this
• 23:11
  song,
• 23:12
  like,
• 23:12
  more
• 23:12
  at
• 23:13
  the
• 23:13
  Buckleys.
• 23:13
  But
• 23:14
  it's
• 23:14
  a.
• 23:15
  But.
• 23:15
  But
• 23:15
  it's
• 23:16
  both.
• 23:16
  The
• 23:16
  Buckleys
• 23:16
  are
• 23:16
  the
• 23:17
  reason
• 23:17
  for
• 23:17
  it.
• 23:17
  All
• 23:18
  right?
• 23:19
  The
• 23:19
  Buckleys
• 23:20
  are
• 23:20
  the
• 23:20
  reason
• 23:20
  for
• 23:20
  this
• 23:20
  trauma.
• 23:21
  But
• 23:21
  he
• 23:21
  doesn't
• 23:22
  care
• 23:22
  about
• 23:23
  the
• 23:23
  Buckleys.
• 23:25
  Not
• 23:25
  really.
• 23:25
  Like,
• 23:26
  he
• 23:26
  wishes
• 23:27
  they
• 23:27
  cared
• 23:27
  about
• 23:27
  him,
• 23:28
  but
• 23:28
  I
• 23:28
  don't
• 23:28
  think
• 23:28
  he
• 23:29
  really
• 23:29
  cared
• 23:30
  because
• 23:30
  he.
• 23:30
  I
• 23:30
  don't
• 23:30
  think
• 23:30
  he
• 23:31
  thinks
• 23:31
  of
• 23:31
  Them
• 23:31
  as
• 23:31
  his
• 23:32
  family.
• 23:32
  Yeah.
• 23:33
  Yeah.
• 23:33
  That's
• 23:33
  why
• 23:33
  he
• 23:33
  forgave
• 23:33
  them,
• 23:34
  because
• 23:34
  he
• 23:34
  didn't
• 23:34
  care
• 23:34
  enough
• 23:35
  to,
• 23:35
  like.
• 23:35
  Like
• 23:35
  what
• 23:36
  Hen
• 23:36
  said
• 23:36
  when
• 23:37
  she
• 23:37
  had
• 23:37
  to
• 23:37
  pull
• 23:38
  the
• 23:38
  plug
• 23:38
  for
• 23:38
  her
• 23:38
  dad.
• 23:38
  She's
• 23:39
  like,
• 23:39
  you
• 23:39
  know,
• 23:39
  I
• 23:40
  don't
• 23:40
  care
• 23:41
  enough
• 23:41
  to
• 23:41
  hate
• 23:42
  you.
• 23:42
  So
• 23:43
  I
• 23:43
  think
• 23:43
  that's
• 23:43
  kind
• 23:43
  of
• 23:44
  the
• 23:44
  same
• 23:44
  for
• 23:44
  Buck.
• 23:44
  Like,
• 23:44
  he
• 23:45
  doesn't
• 23:45
  care
• 23:45
  enough
• 23:45
  to
• 23:45
  hate
• 23:45
  them.
• 23:46
  Yeah.
• 23:46
  It's
• 23:46
  just
• 23:46
  like,
• 23:47
  you're
• 23:47
  forgiven,
• 23:47
  I
• 23:47
  guess.
• 23:48
  You
• 23:48
  know,
• 23:48
  I'm
• 23:48
  just
• 23:48
  not
• 23:48
  gonna,
• 23:49
  like,
• 23:49
  think
• 23:49
  about
• 23:49
  you.
• 23:50
  So
• 23:50
  in
• 23:50
  this
• 23:51
  post,
• 23:51
  chorus
• 23:51
  and
• 23:51
  outro,
• 23:52
  it's
• 23:53
  because
• 23:53
  you
• 23:53
  lured
• 23:54
  me
• 23:54
  and
• 23:54
  you
• 23:54
  hurt
• 23:55
  me
• 23:55
  and
• 23:55
  you
• 23:56
  taught
• 23:56
  me.
• 23:57
  So
• 23:58
  that's.
• 23:58
  That's
• 23:59
  his.
• 23:59
  His
• 23:59
  parents
• 24:00
  who
• 24:01
  would
• 24:02
  lure
• 24:02
  him
• 24:03
  into
• 24:04
  this
• 24:04
  sense
• 24:05
  of
• 24:05
  him
• 24:05
  thinking
• 24:06
  that
• 24:06
  they
• 24:06
  cared
• 24:07
  what.
• 24:07
  But
• 24:07
  only
• 24:07
  when
• 24:08
  he
• 24:08
  hurt
• 24:08
  himself.
• 24:09
  Yeah.
• 24:09
  So
• 24:10
  then
• 24:10
  he.
• 24:10
  He
• 24:10
  learned
• 24:11
  that
• 24:12
  getting
• 24:12
  hurt
• 24:12
  is
• 24:13
  how
• 24:13
  you
• 24:13
  get
• 24:14
  people
• 24:14
  to
• 24:14
  care
• 24:15
  about
• 24:15
  you.
• 24:15
  You
• 24:16
  get
• 24:16
  the
• 24:16
  attention.
• 24:17
  That's
• 24:17
  how
• 24:17
  you
• 24:17
  get
• 24:17
  your
• 24:18
  emotional
• 24:18
  needs
• 24:18
  met.
• 24:19
  You
• 24:19
  caged
• 24:20
  me,
• 24:20
  and
• 24:20
  then
• 24:20
  you
• 24:21
  called
• 24:21
  me
• 24:22
  crazy.
• 24:23
  Yeah,
• 24:23
  that's
• 24:24
  wild.
• 24:25
  And
• 24:25
  it's
• 24:25
  like,
• 24:26
  this
• 24:26
  is
• 24:26
  not
• 24:27
  just
• 24:27
  the
• 24:27
  Buckleys.
• 24:27
  This
• 24:28
  is
• 24:28
  the
• 24:28
  118,
• 24:28
  too.
• 24:29
  It's
• 24:29
  like
• 24:29
  you
• 24:29
  backed
• 24:30
  me
• 24:30
  into
• 24:30
  a
• 24:31
  corner,
• 24:31
  and
• 24:32
  then
• 24:32
  you
• 24:33
  called
• 24:33
  me
• 24:34
  a
• 24:34
  wild
• 24:34
  animal
• 24:34
  when
• 24:35
  I
• 24:35
  responded
• 24:35
  the
• 24:35
  way
• 24:36
  a
• 24:36
  wild
• 24:36
  animal
• 24:36
  responds
• 24:37
  when
• 24:37
  they're
• 24:37
  backed
• 24:37
  into
• 24:38
  a
• 24:38
  corner.
• 24:38
  But
• 24:39
  I'm
• 24:39
  crazy,
• 24:39
  okay?
• 24:40
  I
• 24:41
  am
• 24:41
  what
• 24:41
  I
• 24:41
  am
• 24:41
  because
• 24:42
  you
• 24:42
  trained
• 24:42
  me.
• 24:43
  I
• 24:43
  am
• 24:43
  what
• 24:43
  I
• 24:43
  am
• 24:44
  because
• 24:44
  you
• 24:44
  tr.
• 24:44
  I.
• 24:45
  His
• 24:45
  parents
• 24:45
  trained
• 24:46
  him
• 24:46
  to
• 24:46
  be
• 24:46
  that
• 24:46
  way,
• 24:47
  but
• 24:47
  also
• 24:48
  the
• 24:48
  118
• 24:48
  trained
• 24:49
  him
• 24:49
  to
• 24:49
  be
• 24:49
  that
• 24:49
  way.
• 24:50
  Like,
• 24:50
  everyone
• 24:50
  in
• 24:51
  his
• 24:51
  life
• 24:51
  that
• 24:51
  he's
• 24:52
  ever
• 24:52
  tried
• 24:53
  to
• 24:53
  get
• 24:53
  to
• 24:53
  care
• 24:54
  about
• 24:54
  him
• 24:54
  has
• 24:54
  trained
• 24:54
  him
• 24:54
  to
• 24:55
  be
• 24:55
  this
• 24:55
  way,
• 24:55
  which
• 24:55
  is
• 24:56
  to
• 24:56
  be
• 24:56
  the,
• 24:56
  like.
• 24:57
  The,
• 24:58
  like,
• 24:58
  outgoing,
• 24:59
  optimistic.
• 24:59
  Like,
• 25:00
  he's
• 25:00
  just
• 25:00
  like,
• 25:01
  oh,
• 25:01
  he's
• 25:01
  a
• 25:01
  big
• 25:02
  puppy.
• 25:02
  He's
• 25:02
  a.
• 25:03
  You
• 25:03
  know.
• 25:03
  Not
• 25:04
  that
• 25:04
  those
• 25:04
  things
• 25:04
  aren't
• 25:05
  real.
• 25:05
  True.
• 25:06
  Yeah.
• 25:06
  Not
• 25:06
  that
• 25:06
  they
• 25:06
  aren't
• 25:07
  real.
• 25:07
  They
• 25:08
  aren't
• 25:08
  real
• 25:08
  to
• 25:08
  the
• 25:09
  amount
• 25:09
  and
• 25:09
  the
• 25:09
  extent
• 25:10
  of
• 25:10
  the
• 25:10
  time
• 25:10
  that
• 25:10
  he
• 25:11
  puts
• 25:11
  that
• 25:11
  facade
• 25:12
  on
• 25:12
  for
• 25:13
  people.
• 25:13
  I
• 25:14
  feel
• 25:14
  like
• 25:14
  Buck
• 25:15
  is
• 25:15
  kind
• 25:15
  of
• 25:16
  a
• 25:16
  human
• 25:16
  iceberg
• 25:17
  where
• 25:17
  a
• 25:18
  lot
• 25:18
  of
• 25:18
  times
• 25:18
  people
• 25:19
  just
• 25:19
  kind
• 25:20
  of
• 25:20
  notice
• 25:21
  what's
• 25:21
  above
• 25:21
  the
• 25:21
  surface.
• 25:22
  While
• 25:22
  they
• 25:22
  may
• 25:23
  be,
• 25:23
  like,
• 25:24
  aware
• 25:24
  in
• 25:24
  concept
• 25:25
  that.
• 25:26
  That
• 25:26
  there
• 25:26
  is
• 25:27
  more
• 25:27
  underneath
• 25:27
  and,
• 25:28
  like,
• 25:28
  it's
• 25:28
  even
• 25:28
  bigger
• 25:29
  and
• 25:29
  more
• 25:29
  expansive.
• 25:30
  You
• 25:30
  know,
• 25:30
  you
• 25:31
  can't
• 25:31
  see
• 25:31
  it.
• 25:32
  So,
• 25:32
  like,
• 25:32
  you're
• 25:33
  just
• 25:33
  going
• 25:33
  to,
• 25:33
  you
• 25:33
  know,
• 25:34
  float
• 25:34
  on
• 25:34
  by,
• 25:35
  but
• 25:36
  that
• 25:36
  doesn't
• 25:36
  mean
• 25:36
  that
• 25:36
  it
• 25:37
  doesn't
• 25:37
  exist
• 25:37
  and
• 25:37
  that
• 25:37
  is
• 25:38
  it.
• 25:38
  It
• 25:39
  gets
• 25:39
  to,
• 25:39
  like,
• 25:39
  depths
• 25:40
  that
• 25:40
  you
• 25:40
  couldn't
• 25:40
  even
• 25:40
  fathom.
• 25:41
  Like.
• 25:42
  Yeah,
• 25:42
  I
• 25:42
  think
• 25:43
  conceptually,
• 25:44
  they.
• 25:44
  They
• 25:44
  understand
• 25:45
  this
• 25:45
  stuff,
• 25:45
  but,
• 25:46
  like,
• 25:46
  with
• 25:47
  the
• 25:47
  way
• 25:47
  that
• 25:47
  he
• 25:48
  was
• 25:48
  Raised
• 25:48
  the
• 25:49
  way
• 25:49
  that
• 25:49
  he
• 25:49
  was
• 25:49
  trained.
• 25:50
  Yeah.
• 25:51
  That
• 25:51
  also
• 25:52
  kind
• 25:52
  of,
• 25:52
  in
• 25:52
  a
• 25:53
  way,
• 25:53
  trains
• 25:53
  them
• 25:54
  the
• 25:54
  way
• 25:54
  that
• 25:55
  Buck
• 25:55
  was
• 25:55
  trained
• 25:56
  to,
• 25:56
  like,
• 25:56
  present
• 25:57
  himself.
• 25:57
  Also
• 25:58
  unintentionally,
• 26:00
  like,
• 26:01
  trains
• 26:01
  other
• 26:01
  people
• 26:02
  to
• 26:02
  treat
• 26:03
  him
• 26:03
  in
• 26:03
  that
• 26:03
  way.
• 26:04
  So
• 26:04
  I
• 26:04
  think
• 26:05
  in
• 26:05
  that
• 26:05
  way,
• 26:06
  he
• 26:06
  and,
• 26:06
  like,
• 26:07
  the
• 26:07
  118
• 26:08
  kind
• 26:08
  of
• 26:08
  are
• 26:09
  in
• 26:09
  this
• 26:09
  endless
• 26:10
  kind
• 26:10
  of,
• 26:10
  like,
• 26:11
  loop,
• 26:11
  this.
• 26:11
  This
• 26:12
  fallacy
• 26:13
  because
• 26:13
  of
• 26:14
  what
• 26:14
  he
• 26:14
  was
• 26:14
  made
• 26:14
  to
• 26:14
  be
• 26:15
  by
• 26:15
  his
• 26:15
  parents
• 26:16
  and.
• 26:16
  Because
• 26:17
  no
• 26:17
  one
• 26:18
  but
• 26:18
  Eddie
• 26:19
  really,
• 26:19
  like,
• 26:20
  not
• 26:20
  even
• 26:20
  Maddie
• 26:21
  sometimes,
• 26:22
  a
• 26:22
  lot
• 26:23
  of
• 26:23
  the
• 26:23
  time
• 26:23
  really
• 26:24
  is
• 26:25
  like,
• 26:25
  okay,
• 26:25
  but
• 26:25
  like,
• 26:26
  how
• 26:26
  are
• 26:26
  you
• 26:27
  actually
• 26:27
  doing
• 26:28
  what's
• 26:29
  actually
• 26:29
  going
• 26:30
  on
• 26:30
  there?
• 26:30
  You
• 26:31
  know,
• 26:31
  he's
• 26:31
  better
• 26:32
  about
• 26:32
  that
• 26:32
  than.
• 26:32
  A
• 26:32
  lot
• 26:32
  of
• 26:33
  people,
• 26:33
  but
• 26:34
  not
• 26:34
  as
• 26:34
  good
• 26:34
  as
• 26:35
  Eddie
• 26:35
  because
• 26:35
  he
• 26:35
  can
• 26:35
  just
• 26:36
  tell.
• 26:36
  Oh,
• 26:37
  that's
• 26:37
  a
• 26:37
  sad
• 26:38
  one.
• 26:38
  So
• 26:39
  I
• 26:39
  can
• 26:39
  fix
• 26:39
  him.
• 26:40
  No,
• 26:40
  really,
• 26:41
  I
• 26:41
  can.
• 26:42
  I'm
• 26:42
  so
• 26:42
  sure.
• 26:43
  I'm
• 26:44
  so
• 26:44
  sure.
• 26:45
  I'm
• 26:46
  so
• 26:46
  sure.
• 26:46
  This
• 26:47
  is.
• 26:47
  I
• 26:47
  think
• 26:48
  we
• 26:48
  all
• 26:48
  agree
• 26:48
  that
• 26:48
  this
• 26:49
  is
• 26:49
  Buck
• 26:50
  again,
• 26:50
  but
• 26:51
  this
• 26:51
  is
• 26:51
  Buck
• 26:52
  for
• 26:52
  me.
• 26:53
  I
• 26:53
  think
• 26:53
  it's
• 26:53
  specifically
• 26:54
  about
• 26:54
  Taylor.
• 26:55
  That's
• 26:55
  also
• 26:56
  what
• 26:56
  I
• 26:56
  thought,
• 26:57
  because
• 26:57
  again,
• 26:58
  she
• 26:58
  said,
• 26:59
  here
• 26:59
  is
• 26:59
  what
• 26:59
  I
• 26:59
  am,
• 27:00
  what
• 27:01
  it
• 27:01
  says
• 27:01
  on
• 27:01
  the
• 27:01
  tin.
• 27:02
  And
• 27:02
  he
• 27:02
  was
• 27:03
  like,
• 27:03
  okay,
• 27:04
  no,
• 27:04
  I
• 27:04
  see
• 27:05
  a
• 27:06
  better
• 27:06
  person
• 27:06
  underneath
• 27:07
  this.
• 27:09
  The
• 27:09
  whole,
• 27:09
  like,
• 27:10
  I
• 27:10
  thought
• 27:10
  I
• 27:10
  could
• 27:10
  learn
• 27:11
  to
• 27:11
  live
• 27:11
  with
• 27:11
  it.
• 27:12
  Yeah.
• 27:12
  I
• 27:12
  mean,
• 27:13
  that
• 27:13
  doesn't
• 27:13
  even
• 27:13
  imply,
• 27:13
  like,
• 27:14
  he
• 27:14
  was
• 27:14
  trying
• 27:14
  to
• 27:14
  fix
• 27:14
  her.
• 27:15
  That
• 27:15
  was
• 27:15
  just
• 27:15
  like.
• 27:16
  In
• 27:17
  that
• 27:17
  sense,
• 27:17
  it
• 27:17
  was
• 27:17
  more
• 27:18
  like,
• 27:18
  I'm
• 27:18
  trying
• 27:18
  to
• 27:19
  fix
• 27:19
  myself
• 27:20
  to
• 27:20
  live
• 27:20
  with
• 27:20
  it.
• 27:20
  But
• 27:21
  I
• 27:21
  think
• 27:21
  it
• 27:21
  was
• 27:22
  partly
• 27:22
  that.
• 27:22
  But
• 27:22
  it
• 27:23
  wasn't
• 27:23
  just
• 27:23
  like,
• 27:23
  I'm
• 27:24
  gonna
• 27:24
  learn
• 27:24
  to
• 27:24
  live
• 27:24
  with
• 27:24
  it.
• 27:25
  I
• 27:25
  think
• 27:25
  it
• 27:25
  was
• 27:25
  like
• 27:26
  he
• 27:26
  thought
• 27:26
  that
• 27:27
  she
• 27:27
  would
• 27:27
  change
• 27:28
  because
• 27:28
  she
• 27:28
  cared
• 27:29
  about
• 27:29
  him
• 27:29
  and
• 27:30
  learned
• 27:30
  to
• 27:30
  care
• 27:30
  about
• 27:30
  the
• 27:30
  things
• 27:31
  he
• 27:31
  cared
• 27:31
  about
• 27:32
  and
• 27:32
  would
• 27:32
  have
• 27:32
  empathy.
• 27:33
  I
• 27:33
  think
• 27:34
  that
• 27:34
  there
• 27:34
  are
• 27:34
  instances
• 27:35
  where
• 27:35
  he.
• 27:36
  Not.
• 27:37
  Not,
• 27:37
  like,
• 27:38
  intentionally,
• 27:39
  but,
• 27:39
  like,
• 27:39
  there
• 27:39
  were
• 27:40
  instances
• 27:40
  where
• 27:41
  he
• 27:41
  would
• 27:41
  bring
• 27:41
  her
• 27:42
  around.
• 27:42
  He
• 27:42
  would
• 27:43
  have
• 27:43
  her
• 27:43
  join
• 27:44
  dinners
• 27:45
  or,
• 27:45
  like,
• 27:45
  the.
• 27:46
  That.
• 27:47
  That
• 27:47
  treasure
• 27:48
  hunt
• 27:48
  or
• 27:49
  the
• 27:49
  money,
• 27:50
  whatever.
• 27:50
  Yeah.
• 27:51
  Like,
• 27:51
  he
• 27:51
  was
• 27:51
  trying
• 27:52
  to
• 27:52
  bring
• 27:52
  her
• 27:52
  around.
• 27:52
  And
• 27:52
  I
• 27:53
  think,
• 27:53
  like,
• 27:53
  in
• 27:54
  a
• 27:54
  way,
• 27:55
  I
• 27:55
  guess
• 27:56
  not
• 27:56
  necessarily.
• 27:57
  Again,
• 27:57
  I
• 27:57
  don't
• 27:57
  think
• 27:57
  he
• 27:58
  was
• 27:58
  trying
• 27:58
  to
• 27:58
  change
• 27:58
  her
• 27:58
  either.
• 27:59
  I
• 27:59
  think
• 27:59
  it
• 27:59
  was
• 27:59
  more
• 27:59
  or
• 28:00
  less
• 28:01
  trying
• 28:01
  to
• 28:02
  get.
• 28:02
  Have
• 28:03
  everyone
• 28:03
  else
• 28:04
  kind
• 28:04
  of
• 28:05
  see
• 28:06
  that
• 28:06
  she's
• 28:07
  aligning
• 28:07
  herself
• 28:07
  with
• 28:08
  him
• 28:08
  in
• 28:09
  different
• 28:10
  kind
• 28:10
  of
• 28:10
  ways
• 28:10
  by
• 28:11
  having
• 28:11
  her
• 28:11
  help
• 28:11
  out
• 28:12
  by,
• 28:12
  I
• 28:13
  guess,
• 28:13
  using
• 28:13
  her
• 28:14
  connections
• 28:15
  that
• 28:15
  she
• 28:15
  has
• 28:16
  and
• 28:17
  her
• 28:17
  job,
• 28:17
  bringing.
• 28:18
  Her
• 28:18
  into
• 28:18
  the
• 28:18
  fold
• 28:19
  of,
• 28:19
  like,
• 28:19
  the
• 28:19
  inner
• 28:19
  circle
• 28:20
  sort
• 28:20
  of
• 28:20
  thing.
• 28:20
  Yeah.
• 28:21
  But
• 28:21
  instead
• 28:22
  she
• 28:22
  just
• 28:22
  used
• 28:22
  him
• 28:22
  for
• 28:22
  stories
• 28:23
  and.
• 28:23
  Yeah,
• 28:24
  yeah,
• 28:26
  yeah.
• 28:26
  Their
• 28:26
  breakup
• 28:27
  is
• 28:27
  literally
• 28:27
  the.
• 28:28
  Whoa.
• 28:28
  Maybe
• 28:28
  I
• 28:28
  can't.
• 28:33
  That's
• 28:33
  all
• 28:33
  I
• 28:34
  have
• 28:34
  to
• 28:34
  say
• 28:34
  about
• 28:34
  that.
• 28:35
  I
• 28:36
  mean,
• 28:37
  yes.
• 28:39
  Just,
• 28:39
  like,
• 28:40
  I
• 28:40
  know
• 28:40
  it's
• 28:41
  my
• 28:41
  family's.
• 28:42
  Like,
• 28:43
  lives
• 28:43
  were
• 28:43
  on
• 28:43
  the
• 28:43
  line
• 28:44
  and
• 28:44
  it
• 28:44
  still
• 28:45
  didn't
• 28:45
  matter
• 28:45
  to
• 28:45
  you
• 28:46
  to
• 28:46
  hold
• 28:46
  off
• 28:47
  for
• 28:47
  a
• 28:47
  couple
• 28:47
  hours.
• 28:48
  So
• 28:48
  like,
• 28:48
  I
• 28:48
  guess,
• 28:49
  yeah,
• 28:49
  I
• 28:49
  think.
• 28:50
  I
• 28:50
  can't
• 28:50
  learn
• 28:50
  to
• 28:51
  live
• 28:51
  with
• 28:51
  this
• 28:51
  for
• 28:52
  sure.
• 28:52
  I
• 28:53
  think
• 28:53
  one
• 28:53
  of
• 28:53
  the
• 28:54
  things
• 28:54
  about
• 28:55
  the
• 28:55
  Buck
• 28:55
  and
• 28:56
  Taylor
• 28:56
  relationship,
• 28:57
  and
• 28:58
  we
• 28:58
  even
• 28:58
  see
• 28:59
  that
• 28:59
  as
• 28:59
  early
• 29:00
  as
• 29:00
  in
• 29:00
  dosed
• 29:02
  where
• 29:02
  he.
• 29:03
  Because
• 29:03
  like
• 29:04
  close
• 29:04
  to
• 29:04
  the
• 29:04
  end
• 29:05
  or
• 29:05
  the
• 29:05
  end
• 29:05
  of
• 29:06
  the
• 29:06
  episode
• 29:06
  when,
• 29:06
  you
• 29:07
  know,
• 29:07
  the
• 29:07
  story
• 29:07
  about
• 29:07
  the
• 29:08
  118
• 29:08
  has
• 29:08
  aired
• 29:09
  and
• 29:09
  Buck
• 29:09
  goes
• 29:09
  to
• 29:09
  Bobby
• 29:10
  and
• 29:10
  he's
• 29:10
  like,
• 29:11
  yeah,
• 29:11
  I.
• 29:11
  I
• 29:12
  think
• 29:12
  she
• 29:12
  likes
• 29:13
  me.
• 29:13
  And
• 29:13
  this
• 29:14
  is
• 29:14
  before
• 29:14
  he,
• 29:15
  you
• 29:15
  know,
• 29:15
  goes
• 29:16
  to
• 29:16
  Taylor
• 29:17
  and
• 29:17
  she
• 29:17
  tells
• 29:17
  him,
• 29:18
  you
• 29:18
  know,
• 29:18
  it
• 29:18
  is
• 29:19
  what
• 29:19
  it
• 29:19
  is.
• 29:19
  This
• 29:19
  is
• 29:20
  what
• 29:20
  it
• 29:20
  is.
• 29:20
  Here
• 29:21
  you
• 29:21
  are.
• 29:21
  Take
• 29:21
  it
• 29:21
  or
• 29:21
  leave
• 29:22
  it.
• 29:22
  He's
• 29:22
  like,
• 29:22
  I'm
• 29:23
  leaving
• 29:23
  it.
• 29:23
  But
• 29:23
  I
• 29:24
  think
• 29:24
  that's
• 29:24
  kind
• 29:24
  of
• 29:24
  the
• 29:25
  issue
• 29:25
  in
• 29:25
  their
• 29:25
  relationship.
• 29:29
  I
• 29:29
  think
• 29:29
  that's
• 29:29
  the
• 29:29
  issue
• 29:30
  in
• 29:30
  their
• 29:30
  relationship
• 29:31
  is
• 29:31
  that
• 29:31
  he,
• 29:32
  he
• 29:32
  kind
• 29:32
  of
• 29:32
  almost
• 29:33
  like
• 29:33
  in
• 29:34
  misguided,
• 29:35
  like,
• 29:37
  sense
• 29:37
  of
• 29:38
  self
• 29:38
  worth.
• 29:39
  I
• 29:39
  think
• 29:39
  he
• 29:40
  overestimates
• 29:41
  how
• 29:42
  much
• 29:42
  effect
• 29:43
  that
• 29:44
  he
• 29:44
  has
• 29:45
  on
• 29:45
  Taylor
• 29:47
  is
• 29:47
  thinking.
• 29:49
  He
• 29:49
  is
• 29:49
  thinking
• 29:50
  that
• 29:50
  how
• 29:50
  much
• 29:51
  he
• 29:52
  cares
• 29:52
  about
• 29:52
  other
• 29:52
  people
• 29:53
  is
• 29:53
  how
• 29:53
  much
• 29:53
  that
• 29:53
  gets
• 29:54
  returned.
• 29:54
  Yeah.
• 29:54
  And
• 29:55
  unfortunately,
• 29:56
  no
• 29:56
  is
• 29:57
  one
• 29:57
  of
• 29:57
  those.
• 29:57
  People
• 29:57
  who
• 29:58
  very
• 29:58
  rarely
• 29:59
  gets
• 30:00
  the
• 30:00
  roi.
• 30:01
  Does
• 30:01
  he
• 30:01
  get.
• 30:01
  Yeah,
• 30:02
  exactly.
• 30:03
  He
• 30:03
  does
• 30:03
  not
• 30:03
  get
• 30:03
  the
• 30:04
  same
• 30:04
  level
• 30:05
  of
• 30:05
  like,
• 30:05
  caring.
• 30:06
  He
• 30:07
  makes.
• 30:07
  He
• 30:07
  makes
• 30:08
  very
• 30:08
  bad
• 30:08
  love
• 30:09
  investments
• 30:10
  and
• 30:11
  just
• 30:11
  generally,
• 30:12
  if
• 30:12
  we're
• 30:12
  talking
• 30:12
  ROIs
• 30:13
  and
• 30:13
  stuff.
• 30:14
  But
• 30:15
  so
• 30:15
  I
• 30:15
  think
• 30:15
  him
• 30:16
  believing
• 30:17
  like,
• 30:17
  you
• 30:17
  know,
• 30:18
  if
• 30:18
  I
• 30:18
  care
• 30:18
  so
• 30:18
  much
• 30:18
  about
• 30:19
  Taylor,
• 30:19
  you
• 30:20
  know,
• 30:20
  she
• 30:20
  has
• 30:20
  to
• 30:20
  then
• 30:21
  care
• 30:21
  so
• 30:21
  much
• 30:21
  about
• 30:21
  me.
• 30:22
  So
• 30:22
  like,
• 30:22
  me
• 30:23
  doing
• 30:23
  stuff
• 30:23
  for
• 30:24
  her
• 30:24
  will
• 30:25
  kind
• 30:26
  of,
• 30:26
  you
• 30:26
  know,
• 30:27
  tit
• 30:27
  for
• 30:27
  tat,
• 30:27
  end
• 30:28
  up
• 30:28
  her
• 30:29
  doing
• 30:29
  stuff
• 30:30
  for
• 30:30
  me
• 30:30
  because
• 30:31
  that
• 30:31
  is
• 30:31
  a
• 30:32
  show
• 30:33
  of
• 30:33
  her
• 30:34
  love
• 30:34
  sort
• 30:35
  of
• 30:35
  thing.
• 30:36
  But
• 30:36
  that's
• 30:36
  not
• 30:36
  how.
• 30:37
  That's
• 30:37
  not
• 30:38
  her
• 30:38
  love
• 30:38
  language.
• 30:38
  That's.
• 30:39
  That's
• 30:40
  his.
• 30:40
  I
• 30:40
  think
• 30:40
  it's
• 30:41
  just
• 30:41
  like
• 30:41
  this
• 30:41
  misguided
• 30:42
  overestimation
• 30:43
  of,
• 30:44
  you
• 30:44
  know,
• 30:45
  Taylor
• 30:45
  is
• 30:45
  kind
• 30:46
  of
• 30:46
  a
• 30:46
  figure
• 30:47
  set
• 30:47
  in
• 30:47
  stone.
• 30:48
  Like
• 30:48
  she
• 30:48
  is
• 30:48
  kind
• 30:49
  of
• 30:49
  an
• 30:49
  immovable
• 30:50
  force
• 30:52
  and,
• 30:52
  or
• 30:53
  like
• 30:53
  an
• 30:53
  impenetrable
• 30:54
  force.
• 30:55
  And
• 30:55
  she's
• 30:55
  just
• 30:55
  going
• 30:56
  to
• 30:56
  be
• 30:56
  who
• 30:57
  she
• 30:57
  is.
• 30:58
  She's
• 30:58
  not
• 30:58
  going
• 30:58
  to
• 30:59
  apologize
• 30:59
  for
• 30:59
  it.
• 31:00
  But
• 31:00
  that
• 31:00
  also
• 31:00
  means,
• 31:01
  I
• 31:01
  think
• 31:01
  that
• 31:02
  the
• 31:02
  care
• 31:03
  and
• 31:03
  the
• 31:03
  love
• 31:04
  that,
• 31:04
  that
• 31:04
  Buck
• 31:04
  is
• 31:05
  trying
• 31:05
  to
• 31:06
  wash
• 31:06
  over
• 31:06
  her
• 31:07
  with
• 31:08
  doesn't
• 31:08
  like
• 31:09
  penetrate,
• 31:09
  you
• 31:09
  know,
• 31:10
  so
• 31:10
  it
• 31:10
  just
• 31:11
  kind
• 31:11
  of
• 31:11
  like
• 31:11
  just
• 31:12
  like
• 31:12
  washes
• 31:12
  over.
• 31:13
  But
• 31:13
  also
• 31:13
  like,
• 31:13
  in
• 31:13
  that
• 31:14
  case,
• 31:14
  Taylor
• 31:14
  doesn't
• 31:15
  really
• 31:16
  get
• 31:16
  to
• 31:16
  see
• 31:16
  the
• 31:17
  benefits
• 31:17
  of,
• 31:18
  you
• 31:18
  know,
• 31:18
  being
• 31:19
  loved
• 31:19
  by
• 31:19
  a
• 31:19
  person
• 31:20
  like
• 31:20
  Buck
• 31:20
  who
• 31:21
  loves
• 31:21
  so
• 31:21
  fully,
• 31:22
  you
• 31:22
  know,
• 31:23
  And
• 31:23
  I
• 31:23
  think
• 31:23
  that's
• 31:24
  as
• 31:24
  disappointing
• 31:25
  as
• 31:25
  anything
• 31:25
  else.
• 31:26
  Because
• 31:26
  she's
• 31:27
  missing
• 31:27
  out
• 31:27
  big
• 31:28
  time.
• 31:29
  And
• 31:29
  it
• 31:30
  takes
• 31:30
  Buck
• 31:31
  too
• 31:31
  long
• 31:31
  to
• 31:32
  notice
• 31:32
  or
• 31:33
  too
• 31:33
  long
• 31:33
  to
• 31:33
  recognize
• 31:34
  that
• 31:34
  like,
• 31:35
  you
• 31:35
  know,
• 31:35
  she,
• 31:36
  she
• 31:36
  can't,
• 31:37
  she
• 31:37
  won't
• 31:37
  change
• 31:37
  because
• 31:38
  she
• 31:38
  won't
• 31:39
  be
• 31:39
  able
• 31:39
  to
• 31:39
  accept
• 31:40
  the
• 31:40
  kind
• 31:41
  of
• 31:41
  love
• 31:41
  that,
• 31:41
  that
• 31:42
  he
• 31:42
  gives
• 31:42
  her.
• 31:43
  And
• 31:44
  not
• 31:44
  even
• 31:44
  to
• 31:44
  say
• 31:45
  like
• 31:45
  reciprocal.
• 31:46
  Okay.
• 31:48
  Boy,
• 31:49
  oh
• 31:49
  boy.
• 31:51
  Yeah.
• 31:52
  So
• 31:53
  I
• 31:53
  don't
• 31:54
  even
• 31:54
  know
• 31:54
  where
• 31:54
  to
• 31:54
  start
• 31:54
  with
• 31:55
  this
• 31:55
  one.
• 31:56
  Do
• 31:57
  you
• 31:57
  guys
• 31:57
  have
• 31:57
  both
• 31:58
  Eddie
• 31:58
  and
• 31:58
  Shannon
• 31:58
  for
• 31:59
  this
• 31:59
  one?
• 31:59
  Yeah,
• 31:59
  yeah,
• 32:00
  yeah.
• 32:00
  Okay.
• 32:01
  Cool,
• 32:01
  cool,
• 32:01
  cool.
• 32:02
  Coo.
• 32:02
  Cool,
• 32:02
  cool,
• 32:02
  cool,
• 32:02
  cool.
• 32:02
  No
• 32:02
  doubt.
• 32:03
  Toy,
• 32:03
  toy,
• 32:03
  toy,
• 32:03
  toy.
• 32:03
  So
• 32:04
  like
• 32:04
  I
• 32:04
  think
• 32:04
  we're
• 32:04
  just
• 32:05
  going
• 32:05
  to
• 32:05
  have
• 32:05
  to
• 32:05
  go
• 32:05
  beat
• 32:05
  by
• 32:06
  beat
• 32:06
  through
• 32:06
  this
• 32:06
  because.
• 32:09
  It'S
• 32:09
  one
• 32:09
  of
• 32:09
  those.
• 32:10
  It's
• 32:10
  one
• 32:10
  of
• 32:11
  those.
• 32:11
  Yeah.
• 32:12
  So
• 32:12
  I
• 32:13
  think
• 32:13
  verse
• 32:13
  one
• 32:13
  is
• 32:14
  Eddie's
• 32:15
  pov
• 32:16
  because
• 32:17
  it's
• 32:17
  very
• 32:17
  much
• 32:17
  like
• 32:18
  who's
• 32:18
  going
• 32:18
  to
• 32:18
  stop
• 32:19
  us
• 32:19
  from
• 32:20
  lotsing
• 32:20
  back?
• 32:21
  Who's
• 32:21
  going
• 32:21
  to
• 32:21
  stop
• 32:21
  us
• 32:21
  from
• 32:22
  getting
• 32:22
  back
• 32:22
  together?
• 32:23
  Because
• 32:23
  like
• 32:24
  we.
• 32:24
  That's
• 32:25
  all
• 32:25
  we
• 32:25
  know.
• 32:26
  Yeah.
• 32:26
  There's
• 32:26
  a
• 32:26
  gravitational
• 32:27
  pull
• 32:27
  towards
• 32:28
  like
• 32:28
  the
• 32:28
  nostalgia,
• 32:29
  the
• 32:29
  familiar,
• 32:30
  the
• 32:30
  comfort.
• 32:30
  Because
• 32:31
  again,
• 32:31
  the
• 32:31
  nostalgia.
• 32:32
  We
• 32:32
  were
• 32:32
  just
• 32:32
  kids
• 32:33
  and
• 32:33
  to
• 32:34
  me
• 32:34
  I
• 32:34
  interpret
• 32:34
  this.
• 32:35
  I
• 32:35
  don't
• 32:35
  mind.
• 32:35
  It
• 32:35
  takes
• 32:36
  time.
• 32:37
  Him
• 32:37
  thinking
• 32:38
  that
• 32:38
  like
• 32:38
  he
• 32:38
  doesn't
• 32:39
  feel
• 32:39
  the
• 32:39
  way
• 32:40
  he's
• 32:40
  really
• 32:41
  supposed
• 32:41
  to
• 32:41
  feel.
• 32:42
  Yeah.
• 32:43
  Because
• 32:43
  it's.
• 32:43
  This
• 32:43
  is
• 32:44
  all
• 32:44
  he
• 32:44
  knows.
• 32:45
  So
• 32:45
  like
• 32:46
  how
• 32:46
  would
• 32:46
  he
• 32:46
  know
• 32:47
  that
• 32:47
  it's
• 32:47
  not
• 32:47
  supposed
• 32:48
  to
• 32:48
  feel
• 32:48
  like
• 32:48
  this?
• 32:50
  So
• 32:50
  as
• 32:51
  far
• 32:51
  as
• 32:51
  he's
• 32:51
  aware,
• 32:52
  like.
• 32:52
  Yeah,
• 32:52
  it
• 32:52
  just,
• 32:52
  it
• 32:53
  just
• 32:53
  takes
• 32:53
  time
• 32:54
  to
• 32:55
  you
• 32:55
  know,
• 32:56
  develop
• 32:57
  love
• 32:57
  like
• 32:57
  this.
• 32:58
  And
• 32:59
  thought
• 32:59
  I
• 32:59
  was
• 32:59
  better.
• 33:00
  I
• 33:00
  thought
• 33:00
  I
• 33:01
  was
• 33:01
  better
• 33:01
  safe
• 33:01
  than
• 33:01
  starry
• 33:02
  eyed.
• 33:04
  I
• 33:04
  mean
• 33:04
  going
• 33:05
  like,
• 33:06
  just
• 33:06
  going
• 33:06
  back
• 33:07
  to
• 33:07
  the
• 33:07
  safety
• 33:07
  net
• 33:08
  of
• 33:08
  Shannon
• 33:08
  and
• 33:09
  what
• 33:09
  he
• 33:09
  knows
• 33:09
  and
• 33:10
  you
• 33:10
  know,
• 33:10
  there
• 33:11
  you
• 33:11
  don't
• 33:11
  have
• 33:12
  to
• 33:12
  like
• 33:12
  jump
• 33:13
  off
• 33:13
  the
• 33:13
  precipice
• 33:14
  of.
• 33:14
  Into
• 33:15
  the
• 33:15
  abyss
• 33:15
  of
• 33:15
  the
• 33:15
  unknown.
• 33:16
  Right.
• 33:17
  You're.
• 33:18
  You're
• 33:18
  being
• 33:18
  pulled
• 33:19
  back
• 33:19
  from
• 33:19
  it
• 33:19
  where
• 33:19
  it
• 33:19
  is
• 33:20
  safe.
• 33:20
  Right.
• 33:21
  Rather
• 33:21
  than
• 33:22
  like
• 33:22
  following
• 33:23
  any
• 33:24
  dream
• 33:25
  for
• 33:25
  something
• 33:25
  more
• 33:26
  or
• 33:26
  something
• 33:26
  that
• 33:27
  feels
• 33:27
  like
• 33:27
  more
• 33:28
  because
• 33:29
  you
• 33:29
  don't
• 33:29
  know
• 33:29
  anything
• 33:30
  else.
• 33:31
  Like
• 33:33
  I
• 33:33
  felt
• 33:34
  a
• 33:34
  glow
• 33:34
  like
• 33:34
  this
• 33:34
  never
• 33:35
  before
• 33:35
  and
• 33:35
  never
• 33:35
  since
• 33:36
  again.
• 33:37
  How
• 33:37
  would
• 33:37
  you
• 33:38
  know?
• 33:39
  Also
• 33:39
  he
• 33:40
  has
• 33:40
  built
• 33:40
  that
• 33:40
  relationship
• 33:41
  up
• 33:41
  so
• 33:42
  much
• 33:42
  in
• 33:42
  his
• 33:42
  mind.
• 33:43
  So
• 33:44
  I
• 33:44
  mean
• 33:44
  very
• 33:44
  much
• 33:45
  looking
• 33:45
  through
• 33:45
  rose
• 33:45
  colored
• 33:46
  glasses.
• 33:46
  So
• 33:46
  because
• 33:47
  he's
• 33:47
  never
• 33:47
  actually
• 33:48
  cared
• 33:48
  about
• 33:49
  anyone
• 33:49
  else
• 33:49
  that
• 33:49
  he's
• 33:50
  dated.
• 33:50
  Like
• 33:50
  he's
• 33:50
  cared
• 33:51
  about
• 33:51
  Shannon
• 33:51
  because
• 33:52
  they
• 33:52
  were
• 33:52
  friends
• 33:53
  first.
• 33:54
  So
• 33:54
  it
• 33:54
  felt
• 33:55
  like
• 33:55
  as
• 33:55
  close
• 33:55
  as
• 33:55
  possible
• 33:56
  to
• 33:56
  like
• 33:57
  what.
• 33:57
  To
• 33:57
  what
• 33:58
  true
• 33:58
  love
• 33:58
  is
• 33:59
  for
• 33:59
  him.
• 34:00
  Right.
• 34:01
  And
• 34:02
  this
• 34:02
  is
• 34:02
  why
• 34:02
  he's
• 34:03
  never
• 34:03
  felt
• 34:03
  a
• 34:03
  glow
• 34:04
  like
• 34:04
  this.
• 34:04
  Never
• 34:04
  before
• 34:05
  and
• 34:05
  ever
• 34:05
  since.
• 34:06
  It's
• 34:06
  because
• 34:07
  Shannon
• 34:07
  has
• 34:08
  always
• 34:08
  been
• 34:08
  like
• 34:09
  kind
• 34:09
  of
• 34:09
  the
• 34:09
  exception
• 34:10
  to
• 34:10
  the
• 34:10
  rule.
• 34:10
  For
• 34:11
  him.
• 34:12
  And
• 34:13
  he.
• 34:13
  He
• 34:14
  developed
• 34:14
  a
• 34:14
  relationship
• 34:15
  based
• 34:16
  on
• 34:16
  friendship
• 34:16
  with
• 34:16
  her
• 34:17
  and
• 34:17
  no
• 34:17
  one
• 34:17
  else
• 34:18
  that
• 34:18
  we
• 34:18
  see
• 34:19
  that
• 34:19
  he's
• 34:20
  engaged
• 34:20
  in
• 34:20
  a
• 34:20
  relationship
• 34:21
  with
• 34:21
  Anna
• 34:22
  and
• 34:22
  Marisol,
• 34:23
  like,
• 34:23
  that's
• 34:24
  been
• 34:25
  romantic
• 34:26
  from
• 34:26
  the
• 34:26
  get.
• 34:26
  And
• 34:26
  he
• 34:27
  doesn't
• 34:27
  actually
• 34:27
  take
• 34:27
  the
• 34:28
  time
• 34:28
  to
• 34:28
  get
• 34:28
  to
• 34:28
  know
• 34:28
  them.
• 34:29
  So,
• 34:29
  like,
• 34:30
  how
• 34:30
  would
• 34:30
  he
• 34:31
  think
• 34:31
  that
• 34:31
  he's
• 34:32
  able
• 34:32
  to
• 34:33
  fall
• 34:33
  in
• 34:33
  love
• 34:33
  with
• 34:33
  them
• 34:33
  if
• 34:34
  he
• 34:34
  doesn't
• 34:34
  fully
• 34:34
  know
• 34:35
  them?
• 34:35
  And
• 34:35
  that's
• 34:35
  just
• 34:35
  like
• 34:35
  very
• 34:36
  demisexual
• 34:37
  Eddie
• 34:37
  of
• 34:38
  it
• 34:38
  all.
• 34:38
  And
• 34:38
  it's
• 34:39
  like
• 34:39
  the
• 34:40
  chorus.
• 34:41
  Oh,
• 34:43
  what?
• 34:44
  It's
• 34:45
  too.
• 34:46
  It's
• 34:46
  just
• 34:46
  the
• 34:47
  literal.
• 34:47
  It's
• 34:48
  so
• 34:48
  literal.
• 34:49
  Yeah.
• 34:49
  Okay.
• 34:50
  Okay,
• 34:50
  go
• 34:51
  ahead.
• 34:51
  The
• 34:51
  literal
• 34:52
  chorus.
• 34:53
  If
• 34:53
  you
• 34:53
  know
• 34:53
  it
• 34:53
  in
• 34:53
  one
• 34:54
  glimpse,
• 34:54
  it's
• 34:54
  legendary.
• 34:55
  You
• 34:55
  and
• 34:55
  I
• 34:55
  go
• 34:55
  from
• 34:56
  one
• 34:56
  kiss
• 34:56
  to
• 34:56
  getting
• 34:57
  married.
• 34:57
  I
• 34:58
  mean.
• 34:58
  I
• 34:59
  mean,
• 35:00
  still
• 35:00
  alive,
• 35:01
  killing
• 35:01
  time
• 35:02
  at
• 35:02
  the
• 35:02
  cemetery,
• 35:03
  never
• 35:03
  quite
• 35:04
  buried.
• 35:05
  Oh,
• 35:06
  talk
• 35:06
  about
• 35:07
  they
• 35:07
  never
• 35:08
  really
• 35:08
  ended
• 35:08
  the
• 35:08
  relationship.
• 35:09
  Like,
• 35:09
  she
• 35:10
  left.
• 35:10
  She
• 35:10
  never
• 35:11
  like.
• 35:11
  Like,
• 35:12
  well,
• 35:12
  he
• 35:12
  left.
• 35:13
  Right.
• 35:13
  And
• 35:14
  she
• 35:14
  was
• 35:14
  not
• 35:14
  happy,
• 35:14
  but
• 35:15
  she
• 35:15
  never
• 35:15
  served
• 35:16
  papers.
• 35:17
  Never
• 35:17
  was.
• 35:18
  Like,
• 35:18
  I
• 35:18
  am
• 35:18
  unhappy
• 35:19
  enough
• 35:19
  to
• 35:19
  leave.
• 35:20
  Yeah.
• 35:20
  Then
• 35:20
  she
• 35:21
  left.
• 35:21
  Yep.
• 35:22
  He
• 35:22
  never
• 35:22
  served
• 35:22
  her
• 35:23
  papers.
• 35:23
  We
• 35:24
  talk
• 35:24
  about
• 35:24
  this
• 35:25
  in
• 35:25
  haunted.
• 35:26
  Like
• 35:26
  still
• 35:27
  alive,
• 35:27
  killing
• 35:27
  time
• 35:27
  at
• 35:27
  the
• 35:28
  cemetery,
• 35:28
  never
• 35:28
  quite
• 35:29
  buried.
• 35:29
  I
• 35:29
  mean,
• 35:30
  Shannon
• 35:30
  has
• 35:31
  been
• 35:31
  haunting
• 35:32
  the
• 35:32
  narrative,
• 35:33
  his
• 35:33
  narrative,
• 35:34
  before
• 35:35
  she
• 35:35
  was
• 35:35
  even
• 35:35
  dead.
• 35:36
  Yeah.
• 35:37
  And
• 35:37
  that's
• 35:37
  because
• 35:37
  the
• 35:38
  relationship
• 35:38
  was
• 35:39
  dead
• 35:39
  first.
• 35:40
  Yeah.
• 35:41
  Yeah.
• 35:41
  There
• 35:42
  was
• 35:42
  never
• 35:42
  any
• 35:42
  closure
• 35:43
  or
• 35:44
  anything
• 35:44
  to
• 35:44
  kind
• 35:45
  of
• 35:45
  just
• 35:45
  put
• 35:46
  that
• 35:46
  to
• 35:46
  rest.
• 35:47
  The
• 35:47
  dual
• 35:48
  interpretation
• 35:48
  of
• 35:49
  this,
• 35:49
  like,
• 35:49
  killing
• 35:49
  time
• 35:50
  at
• 35:50
  the
• 35:50
  cemetery,
• 35:50
  like
• 35:51
  when.
• 35:51
  When
• 35:51
  he
• 35:51
  does
• 35:52
  go
• 35:52
  and
• 35:52
  visit
• 35:52
  her,
• 35:53
  visit
• 35:53
  her
• 35:54
  grave,
• 35:54
  she's
• 35:55
  never
• 35:55
  really
• 35:55
  quite
• 35:56
  buried
• 35:56
  because
• 35:57
  she's
• 35:57
  still
• 35:57
  so
• 35:58
  still
• 35:59
  present.
• 36:00
  Like,
• 36:00
  haunting
• 36:01
  all
• 36:01
  the.
• 36:01
  The
• 36:01
  image
• 36:02
  he
• 36:02
  made
• 36:02
  of
• 36:02
  her.
• 36:02
  Yeah.
• 36:03
  Yeah.
• 36:03
  And
• 36:04
  then
• 36:04
  like,
• 36:04
  kind
• 36:04
  of
• 36:05
  literally
• 36:05
  with
• 36:05
  Kim,
• 36:06
  like,
• 36:07
  never
• 36:07
  quite
• 36:07
  buried.
• 36:08
  It's
• 36:08
  like,
• 36:08
  oh,
• 36:09
  I
• 36:09
  can
• 36:09
  try
• 36:10
  it
• 36:10
  again.
• 36:11
  No,
• 36:11
  I
• 36:12
  can
• 36:12
  try
• 36:12
  it
• 36:12
  again.
• 36:13
  No.
• 36:14
  Oh,
• 36:15
  my
• 36:15
  God.
• 36:15
  Wait.
• 36:16
  I'm
• 36:16
  sorry.
• 36:16
  I'm
• 36:17
  sorry.
• 36:17
  Like,
• 36:18
  Eddie
• 36:19
  thinking
• 36:20
  that
• 36:20
  he
• 36:21
  can
• 36:21
  get
• 36:21
  a
• 36:21
  do
• 36:22
  over
• 36:22
  in
• 36:23
  some
• 36:23
  weird
• 36:24
  thinking
• 36:25
  with
• 36:25
  Kim
• 36:26
  is
• 36:26
  the.
• 36:27
  He
• 36:27
  is
• 36:27
  his
• 36:28
  parents
• 36:28
  child
• 36:29
  is
• 36:29
  the
• 36:29
  same
• 36:30
  thing
• 36:30
  as
• 36:31
  Helena
• 36:31
  and
• 36:31
  Ramon
• 36:32
  thinking
• 36:32
  that
• 36:32
  they
• 36:33
  can
• 36:33
  get
• 36:33
  a
• 36:33
  do
• 36:33
  over
• 36:34
  with
• 36:34
  Chris.
• 36:35
  Stop.
• 36:37
  He
• 36:37
  is
• 36:38
  his
• 36:38
  parents
• 36:38
  child.
• 36:39
  Like
• 36:41
  Rachel.
• 36:42
  It's
• 36:42
  the
• 36:43
  same
• 36:43
  thing.
• 36:44
  And
• 36:44
  in
• 36:45
  space,
• 36:45
  you
• 36:45
  just
• 36:45
  broke.
• 36:46
  Girl.
• 36:48
  Don'T
• 36:49
  say
• 36:49
  that.
• 36:51
  Tell
• 36:51
  me
• 36:51
  it's
• 36:51
  not
• 36:52
  him.
• 36:53
  Okay.
• 36:55
  Same
• 36:55
  thing.
• 36:56
  Yeah.
• 36:56
  Like.
• 36:56
  Like
• 36:57
  that's
• 36:57
  the
• 36:57
  one
• 36:58
  that's
• 36:58
  kind
• 36:58
  of
• 36:58
  like
• 36:58
  the.
• 36:59
  The
• 36:59
  one
• 36:59
  time
• 37:00
  where.
• 37:00
  And
• 37:00
  he's
• 37:01
  backsliding.
• 37:01
  Right.
• 37:02
  So
• 37:02
  it's
• 37:02
  like
• 37:02
  the
• 37:02
  one
• 37:02
  time
• 37:03
  that
• 37:03
  he's
• 37:03
  kind
• 37:04
  of
• 37:04
  like
• 37:04
  dipping
• 37:05
  his
• 37:05
  toe
• 37:05
  back
• 37:05
  into
• 37:05
  that,
• 37:06
  like,
• 37:06
  generational
• 37:07
  trauma
• 37:07
  that
• 37:07
  he's
• 37:08
  tried
• 37:08
  so
• 37:08
  hard
• 37:09
  to
• 37:09
  break
• 37:09
  free
• 37:09
  of
• 37:10
  and
• 37:10
  has
• 37:10
  been
• 37:11
  generally
• 37:11
  very
• 37:12
  successful
• 37:12
  for.
• 37:13
  But
• 37:13
  he's
• 37:13
  backsliding
• 37:14
  and
• 37:14
  then
• 37:14
  he's
• 37:14
  backsliding
• 37:15
  again
• 37:15
  with
• 37:15
  going
• 37:16
  back
• 37:16
  to
• 37:16
  El
• 37:16
  Paso.
• 37:17
  Well,
• 37:17
  it's
• 37:17
  that
• 37:18
  and
• 37:18
  it's
• 37:18
  the.
• 37:19
  All
• 37:19
  he's
• 37:19
  been
• 37:19
  doing
• 37:20
  since
• 37:20
  Shannon
• 37:21
  died
• 37:22
  is
• 37:22
  to
• 37:22
  find
• 37:22
  Christopher
• 37:23
  a
• 37:23
  mother.
• 37:23
  Right?
• 37:24
  But
• 37:24
  like,
• 37:24
  it
• 37:25
  never
• 37:25
  works
• 37:25
  because
• 37:25
  again
• 37:26
  with
• 37:26
  all
• 37:26
  the
• 37:26
  shit
• 37:27
  we
• 37:27
  just
• 37:27
  said.
• 37:27
  So.
• 37:28
  Oh,
• 37:28
  here's
• 37:28
  someone
• 37:28
  who
• 37:28
  looks
• 37:29
  exactly
• 37:29
  like
• 37:29
  Shannon.
• 37:30
  He's
• 37:30
  like,
• 37:30
  well,
• 37:30
  maybe
• 37:30
  I
• 37:31
  can
• 37:31
  make
• 37:31
  it
• 37:31
  work
• 37:31
  because,
• 37:32
  like,
• 37:32
  I
• 37:32
  made
• 37:32
  it
• 37:32
  work
• 37:32
  with
• 37:33
  Shannon
• 37:33
  even
• 37:34
  though
• 37:34
  they
• 37:34
  never
• 37:35
  made
• 37:35
  it
• 37:35
  work.
• 37:35
  Tell
• 37:36
  me
• 37:36
  that's
• 37:36
  not
• 37:36
  the
• 37:36
  exact
• 37:37
  same
• 37:37
  thing
• 37:37
  of
• 37:38
  Helena
• 37:39
  and
• 37:39
  Ramon
• 37:40
  thinking
• 37:40
  that
• 37:40
  they
• 37:40
  can
• 37:40
  make
• 37:41
  it
• 37:41
  work
• 37:41
  with
• 37:41
  Chris.
• 37:42
  It's
• 37:42
  not
• 37:43
  the
• 37:43
  same
• 37:43
  thing,
• 37:44
  but
• 37:44
  like,
• 37:44
  because
• 37:44
  theirs
• 37:45
  is.
• 37:45
  They
• 37:45
  were
• 37:45
  shitty
• 37:46
  fucking
• 37:46
  parents
• 37:47
  and
• 37:47
  they
• 37:47
  didn't
• 37:47
  want
• 37:48
  a
• 37:48
  kid
• 37:48
  who
• 37:49
  turned
• 37:49
  out
• 37:49
  like
• 37:49
  Eddie
• 37:50
  turned
• 37:50
  out,
• 37:50
  which
• 37:50
  is
• 37:51
  gay.
• 37:51
  And
• 37:53
  so
• 37:53
  sorry
• 37:53
  it
• 37:54
  was
• 37:54
  your
• 37:54
  jeans
• 37:54
  that
• 37:55
  did
• 37:55
  this.
• 37:56
  But
• 37:56
  like,
• 37:56
  Eddie
• 37:56
  kind
• 37:57
  of
• 37:57
  thinks
• 37:57
  of
• 37:57
  it
• 37:57
  in
• 37:57
  the
• 37:57
  same
• 37:58
  way
• 37:58
  because
• 37:58
  he
• 37:58
  thinks
• 37:59
  that
• 37:59
  he
• 37:59
  was
• 37:59
  shitty
• 38:00
  husband.
• 38:00
  Because
• 38:01
  he
• 38:01
  was.
• 38:01
  But
• 38:02
  he's
• 38:02
  doing
• 38:02
  it
• 38:02
  out
• 38:02
  of
• 38:02
  repression
• 38:03
  reasons.
• 38:04
  Oh,
• 38:04
  I
• 38:04
  know.
• 38:04
  Like,
• 38:05
  like,
• 38:05
  like
• 38:05
  the
• 38:06
  reasons.
• 38:06
  The,
• 38:07
  the,
• 38:08
  the
• 38:08
  deeper
• 38:08
  reasons
• 38:09
  are
• 38:09
  different.
• 38:10
  But
• 38:10
  like,
• 38:11
  no.
• 38:13
  Oh,
• 38:14
  no.
• 38:16
  So
• 38:16
  literally
• 38:17
  me
• 38:17
  just
• 38:17
  going,
• 38:18
  you're
• 38:18
  gay.
• 38:20
  I
• 38:20
  can't
• 38:20
  wait
• 38:20
  till
• 38:21
  he
• 38:21
  gets
• 38:21
  a
• 38:21
  picture
• 38:21
  to
• 38:22
  burn
• 38:22
  on
• 38:22
  debut.
• 38:24
  Eddie.
• 38:25
  Spoilers.
• 38:28
  Oh,
• 38:28
  my
• 38:28
  God.
• 38:29
  Sorry,
• 38:30
  I
• 38:30
  just.
• 38:30
  That
• 38:32
  I
• 38:32
  don't
• 38:32
  know
• 38:32
  what
• 38:32
  happened.
• 38:33
  It's.
• 38:34
  Oh,
• 38:34
  it's
• 38:34
  2:00.
• 38:34
  My
• 38:35
  brain's
• 38:35
  working.
• 38:36
  Yeah,
• 38:37
  you.
• 38:38
  You
• 38:38
  Holy
• 38:38
  ghost.
• 38:39
  You
• 38:40
  told
• 38:40
  me
• 38:40
  I'm
• 38:40
  the
• 38:40
  love
• 38:40
  of
• 38:41
  your
• 38:41
  life.
• 38:41
  We
• 38:41
  don't
• 38:41
  actually
• 38:42
  see
• 38:42
  them
• 38:42
  ever
• 38:43
  saying
• 38:43
  this
• 38:44
  to
• 38:44
  each
• 38:44
  other,
• 38:44
  but
• 38:45
  they.
• 38:45
  The
• 38:45
  closest
• 38:46
  we
• 38:46
  get
• 38:46
  is
• 38:47
  it's
• 38:47
  Eddie
• 38:48
  saying
• 38:48
  to
• 38:48
  Kim,
• 38:49
  she
• 38:49
  was.
• 38:49
  Was
• 38:50
  she
• 38:50
  the
• 38:50
  love
• 38:50
  of
• 38:50
  your
• 38:50
  life?
• 38:51
  Yeah,
• 38:51
  I
• 38:51
  guess
• 38:51
  she
• 38:51
  was
• 38:52
  trying
• 38:53
  to
• 38:53
  get
• 38:53
  my
• 38:53
  attention.
• 38:54
  Yeah,
• 38:55
  I
• 38:55
  guess
• 38:56
  so.
• 38:56
  That
• 38:57
  parallel,
• 38:57
  just
• 38:58
  like
• 38:58
  as
• 38:58
  an
• 38:58
  aside,
• 38:59
  that
• 38:59
  parallel
• 39:00
  between
• 39:00
  Buck
• 39:00
  and
• 39:00
  Eddie,
• 39:01
  like,
• 39:01
  that
• 39:02
  is
• 39:02
  diabolical.
• 39:04
  And
• 39:05
  they're
• 39:06
  cooking.
• 39:06
  Yeah.
• 39:07
  So,
• 39:08
  yeah.
• 39:08
  Okay,
• 39:08
  let's.
• 39:09
  Let's
• 39:09
  get
• 39:09
  a
• 39:09
  little
• 39:09
  Shannon
• 39:10
  POV
• 39:10
  here.
• 39:11
  Yes.
• 39:11
  Who's
• 39:11
  gonna
• 39:12
  tell
• 39:12
  me
• 39:12
  the
• 39:12
  truth?
• 39:12
  When
• 39:13
  you
• 39:13
  blew
• 39:13
  in
• 39:13
  with
• 39:13
  the
• 39:13
  winds
• 39:13
  of
• 39:14
  fate
• 39:14
  and
• 39:14
  told
• 39:14
  me
• 39:14
  I
• 39:14
  reformed
• 39:15
  you.
• 39:16
  Oh
• 39:16
  my
• 39:16
  God.
• 39:17
  What
• 39:17
  did
• 39:17
  Michael
• 39:18
  say
• 39:18
  to
• 39:18
  Athena?
• 39:19
  What
• 39:19
  did
• 39:19
  he.
• 39:19
  I
• 39:20
  thought
• 39:20
  you
• 39:20
  could
• 39:20
  fix
• 39:20
  me.
• 39:21
  Oh.
• 39:21
  Oh,
• 39:22
  Mr.
• 39:23
  Eddie
• 39:23
  being
• 39:24
  Mr.
• 39:24
  I'm
• 39:24
  broken.
• 39:26
  I'm
• 39:26
  broken.
• 39:27
  And
• 39:27
  there's.
• 39:27
  Oh,
• 39:28
  I'm
• 39:28
  so
• 39:28
  sure.
• 39:28
  And
• 39:29
  there's
• 39:29
  no
• 39:29
  way
• 39:29
  to
• 39:30
  fix
• 39:30
  me
• 39:31
  if
• 39:32
  that
• 39:32
  is
• 39:32
  the
• 39:33
  like
• 39:33
  of
• 39:33
  all
• 39:34
  of,
• 39:34
  of
• 39:34
  everything
• 39:35
  else
• 39:35
  that
• 39:35
  has
• 39:35
  to
• 39:35
  be
• 39:36
  like,
• 39:36
  top
• 39:36
  three
• 39:37
  queer
• 39:37
  coded
• 39:38
  things
• 39:38
  that
• 39:38
  have
• 39:38
  come
• 39:39
  out
• 39:39
  of
• 39:39
  his
• 39:39
  mouth.
• 39:41
  If
• 39:41
  not,
• 39:41
  if
• 39:42
  not,
• 39:42
  number
• 39:42
  one,
• 39:43
  I.
• 39:44
  I
• 39:44
  think
• 39:44
  I'm
• 39:44
  straight.
• 39:45
  Oh,
• 39:46
  that's
• 39:46
  the
• 39:46
  number
• 39:47
  one.
• 39:47
  I
• 39:47
  forgot
• 39:48
  about
• 39:48
  that
• 39:48
  for
• 39:48
  A
• 39:48
  second.
• 39:49
  If
• 39:49
  you
• 39:49
  have
• 39:50
  a
• 39:50
  character
• 39:50
  who
• 39:50
  is
• 39:50
  truly
• 39:51
  straight
• 39:52
  and
• 39:52
  heterosexual,
• 39:53
  they
• 39:53
  don't
• 39:53
  gotta
• 39:53
  say,
• 39:54
  they
• 39:54
  don't
• 39:54
  have
• 39:54
  to
• 39:55
  affirm
• 39:55
  it.
• 39:56
  And
• 39:56
  the
• 39:56
  only
• 39:57
  reason
• 39:57
  it's
• 39:57
  a
• 39:57
  Chekhov's
• 39:58
  gun
• 39:58
  situation,
• 39:59
  the
• 39:59
  only
• 39:59
  reason
• 39:59
  you
• 40:00
  have
• 40:00
  a
• 40:00
  character
• 40:01
  say
• 40:01
  outright,
• 40:02
  oh
• 40:02
  I'm
• 40:03
  straight
• 40:03
  is
• 40:03
  when
• 40:04
  they're
• 40:04
  not.
• 40:05
  And
• 40:05
  you
• 40:05
  have
• 40:05
  to
• 40:06
  draw
• 40:06
  the
• 40:06
  attention
• 40:07
  by
• 40:07
  the
• 40:07
  audience
• 40:08
  to
• 40:08
  that
• 40:08
  in
• 40:09
  order
• 40:09
  to
• 40:10
  prove
• 40:10
  otherwise.
• 40:11
  Sorry,
• 40:12
  that's
• 40:12
  my
• 40:12
  soapbox
• 40:13
  for
• 40:13
  the
• 40:13
  evening.
• 40:14
  When
• 40:14
  your
• 40:14
  impressionist
• 40:15
  paintings
• 40:15
  of
• 40:15
  heaven
• 40:16
  turned
• 40:16
  out
• 40:17
  to
• 40:17
  be
• 40:17
  fakes.
• 40:18
  Well,
• 40:18
  you
• 40:18
  took
• 40:18
  me
• 40:18
  to
• 40:19
  hell
• 40:19
  too.
• 40:20
  He
• 40:21
  did
• 40:21
  put
• 40:21
  this
• 40:21
  woman
• 40:21
  through.
• 40:21
  Yeah,
• 40:22
  he
• 40:22
  did.
• 40:23
  He
• 40:23
  did.
• 40:25
  He
• 40:25
  did.
• 40:25
  I
• 40:26
  mean
• 40:26
  like
• 40:26
  she
• 40:26
  did
• 40:26
  it
• 40:27
  to
• 40:27
  him
• 40:27
  too,
• 40:27
  but
• 40:28
  you
• 40:28
  know,
• 40:28
  it
• 40:28
  was
• 40:29
  very
• 40:29
  mute.
• 40:29
  Like.
• 40:30
  Yeah.
• 40:30
  Mutually
• 40:31
  assured
• 40:31
  destruction.
• 40:33
  Like
• 40:33
  let's,
• 40:33
  let's
• 40:34
  be
• 40:34
  real.
• 40:34
  They
• 40:34
  both,
• 40:35
  like
• 40:36
  they
• 40:36
  were
• 40:36
  both
• 40:37
  bad
• 40:37
  actors
• 40:37
  in
• 40:38
  this
• 40:38
  relationship,
• 40:38
  but
• 40:39
  it's
• 40:39
  also
• 40:40
  because
• 40:40
  they
• 40:40
  were
• 40:40
  so
• 40:41
  young.
• 40:41
  Yeah.
• 40:42
  Like
• 40:42
  they
• 40:42
  didn't
• 40:42
  know
• 40:42
  any
• 40:43
  better.
• 40:43
  They
• 40:44
  didn't
• 40:44
  have.
• 40:44
  It
• 40:44
  seems
• 40:45
  like
• 40:45
  they
• 40:45
  didn't
• 40:45
  have
• 40:45
  great
• 40:46
  examples
• 40:46
  at
• 40:46
  least
• 40:46
  with
• 40:47
  like
• 40:47
  the
• 40:47
  DN
• 40:48
  says.
• 40:49
  Sorry,
• 40:49
  grumble,
• 40:50
  grumble
• 40:51
  all.
• 40:51
  Once
• 40:51
  the
• 40:52
  ink
• 40:52
  bleeds,
• 40:53
  a
• 40:53
  comment
• 40:54
  sells
• 40:54
  a
• 40:54
  full
• 40:55
  like
• 40:55
  get
• 40:55
  love
• 40:56
  quick
• 40:56
  scheme.
• 40:57
  Sounds
• 40:57
  like
• 40:57
  a,
• 40:58
  a
• 40:59
  ready
• 40:59
  made
• 40:59
  family
• 41:00
  if,
• 41:00
  if
• 41:00
  I
• 41:01
  ever
• 41:01
  heard
• 41:01
  one
• 41:01
  right.
• 41:02
  Like,
• 41:02
  oh,
• 41:03
  you're
• 41:03
  pregnant.
• 41:03
  We're
• 41:03
  calling.
• 41:04
  We
• 41:04
  have
• 41:04
  to
• 41:04
  get
• 41:04
  married.
• 41:05
  Okay.
• 41:05
  Con
• 41:05
  man
• 41:06
  when
• 41:06
  he's
• 41:07
  dating
• 41:07
  women
• 41:08
  because
• 41:08
  he's.
• 41:10
  He
• 41:11
  literally
• 41:11
  is
• 41:11
  conning.
• 41:12
  Yeah.
• 41:12
  He
• 41:12
  can't
• 41:13
  love
• 41:13
  them.
• 41:14
  No.
• 41:14
  But
• 41:15
  he's
• 41:15
  a
• 41:15
  con
• 41:15
  man
• 41:15
  to
• 41:16
  them.
• 41:16
  But
• 41:16
  he's
• 41:16
  also
• 41:17
  a
• 41:17
  con
• 41:17
  man
• 41:17
  to
• 41:18
  himself.
• 41:18
  Oh,
• 41:18
  he.
• 41:19
  He
• 41:19
  won't
• 41:19
  look
• 41:19
  at
• 41:19
  it.
• 41:20
  Yeah.
• 41:20
  Yeah.
• 41:21
  I
• 41:21
  felt
• 41:21
  a
• 41:21
  whole.
• 41:22
  Like
• 41:22
  this.
• 41:22
  Never
• 41:22
  before
• 41:22
  and
• 41:23
  ever
• 41:23
  since
• 41:23
  cuz
• 41:24
  she's
• 41:24
  dead.
• 41:25
  Yeah.
• 41:26
  Oh,
• 41:27
  she
• 41:27
  can't
• 41:27
  feel
• 41:27
  anything
• 41:28
  anymore.
• 41:29
  How
• 41:29
  many
• 41:29
  dead
• 41:29
  jokes?
• 41:32
  I'm
• 41:33
  so
• 41:34
  sorry.
• 41:34
  This.
• 41:35
  I'm
• 41:35
  not.
• 41:35
  It's
• 41:36
  not
• 41:36
  a
• 41:36
  joke.
• 41:36
  She
• 41:37
  just
• 41:37
  is
• 41:38
  or
• 41:39
  isn't.
• 41:40
  No,
• 41:41
  stop
• 41:41
  that.
• 41:43
  She's
• 41:44
  buried
• 41:45
  40ft
• 41:45
  under.
• 41:46
  40Ft.
• 41:49
  What
• 41:49
  we
• 41:49
  thought
• 41:49
  was
• 41:50
  for
• 41:50
  all
• 41:51
  time
• 41:51
  was
• 41:51
  momentary.
• 41:52
  Then
• 41:53
  still
• 41:53
  alive.
• 41:53
  Killing
• 41:53
  time
• 41:54
  at
• 41:54
  the
• 41:54
  cemetery.
• 41:54
  Never
• 41:55
  quite
• 41:55
  buried
• 41:56
  again.
• 41:56
  Just
• 41:56
  the
• 41:57
  dual
• 41:57
  meaning
• 41:57
  again.
• 41:58
  All
• 41:58
  those
• 41:58
  plot
• 41:58
  twists
• 41:59
  and
• 41:59
  dynamite.
• 41:59
  Mr.
• 42:00
  Steal
• 42:00
  your
• 42:00
  girl
• 42:00
  then
• 42:01
  make
• 42:01
  her
• 42:01
  cry.
• 42:02
  That's
• 42:03
  giving
• 42:03
  a.
• 42:04
  I
• 42:04
  think
• 42:04
  you
• 42:04
  should
• 42:04
  go
• 42:05
  home.
• 42:09
  No.
• 42:13
  Don'T
• 42:13
  speak.
• 42:15
  Be
• 42:16
  silent,
• 42:16
  be
• 42:17
  silent.
• 42:18
  Oh
• 42:18
  my
• 42:19
  God.
• 42:19
  Oh,
• 42:20
  I
• 42:20
  don't
• 42:20
  even.
• 42:21
  I
• 42:21
  don't
• 42:21
  even
• 42:22
  know
• 42:22
  what
• 42:22
  to
• 42:22
  say
• 42:22
  about
• 42:22
  this
• 42:23
  bridge,
• 42:23
  guys.
• 42:23
  Like
• 42:24
  just.
• 42:24
  I
• 42:25
  think
• 42:25
  this
• 42:25
  is
• 42:25
  kind
• 42:25
  of
• 42:25
  like
• 42:26
  both
• 42:26
  of
• 42:26
  them.
• 42:26
  Yeah,
• 42:27
  I
• 42:27
  think
• 42:27
  so.
• 42:27
  It
• 42:27
  is
• 42:28
  like,
• 42:28
  like
• 42:29
  oh
• 42:29
  my
• 42:29
  God.
• 42:29
  If
• 42:29
  we
• 42:29
  were
• 42:29
  doing
• 42:30
  like
• 42:30
  a
• 42:31
  musical
• 42:31
  stage
• 42:31
  production
• 42:32
  production
• 42:33
  of
• 42:33
  911
• 42:34
  this
• 42:34
  would
• 42:34
  be
• 42:34
  like
• 42:35
  the
• 42:35
  heart
• 42:36
  wrenching
• 42:36
  like
• 42:37
  like
• 42:37
  every
• 42:38
  other
• 42:38
  like
• 42:39
  line
• 42:40
  duet
• 42:40
  Sort
• 42:41
  of
• 42:41
  thing.
• 42:41
  Just.
• 42:41
  Yeah,
• 42:42
  this,
• 42:42
  like.
• 42:43
  It's
• 42:44
  kind
• 42:44
  of
• 42:44
  like
• 42:44
  a
• 42:45
  Romeo
• 42:45
  and
• 42:45
  Juliet
• 42:46
  tragedy
• 42:47
  kind
• 42:48
  of.
• 42:48
  Yeah,
• 42:49
  you
• 42:49
  shit.
• 42:50
  Talk
• 42:50
  to
• 42:50
  me
• 42:50
  under
• 42:50
  the
• 42:50
  table.
• 42:51
  Talking
• 42:51
  rings
• 42:51
  and
• 42:51
  talking
• 42:52
  cradles,
• 42:52
  both
• 42:53
  of
• 42:53
  them.
• 42:53
  I
• 42:53
  wish
• 42:53
  I
• 42:54
  could
• 42:54
  unrecall
• 42:54
  how
• 42:54
  we
• 42:54
  almost
• 42:55
  had
• 42:55
  it
• 42:55
  all.
• 42:55
  Dancing
• 42:56
  phantoms
• 42:56
  on
• 42:56
  the
• 42:56
  terrace.
• 42:57
  Because
• 42:58
  they're
• 42:59
  both
• 42:59
  ghosts
• 43:00
  to
• 43:00
  each
• 43:00
  other,
• 43:01
  even
• 43:01
  while
• 43:01
  they're
• 43:02
  still
• 43:02
  alive.
• 43:03
  Literally
• 43:04
  in
• 43:04
  the
• 43:05
  episode
• 43:05
  haunted.
• 43:06
  They
• 43:06
  are
• 43:06
  each
• 43:07
  other's
• 43:07
  ghosts.
• 43:08
  Yep.
• 43:08
  Are
• 43:08
  they
• 43:08
  secondhand
• 43:09
  embarrassed
• 43:09
  that
• 43:09
  I
• 43:10
  can't
• 43:10
  get
• 43:10
  out
• 43:10
  of
• 43:10
  bed
• 43:10
  because
• 43:11
  something
• 43:11
  counterfeits
• 43:12
  dead?
• 43:13
  How
• 43:13
  much
• 43:13
  of.
• 43:14
  How
• 43:14
  much
• 43:15
  of
• 43:15
  Eddie's
• 43:16
  guilt
• 43:17
  over
• 43:17
  Shannon
• 43:18
  do
• 43:18
  you
• 43:18
  think
• 43:19
  is
• 43:19
  because
• 43:20
  repression
• 43:20
  knows
• 43:22
  that,
• 43:22
  like,
• 43:22
  he
• 43:23
  never
• 43:23
  loved
• 43:23
  her
• 43:23
  the
• 43:23
  way
• 43:24
  that
• 43:24
  she
• 43:24
  should
• 43:25
  have?
• 43:25
  I
• 43:25
  mean,
• 43:25
  she
• 43:26
  should
• 43:26
  have
• 43:26
  been
• 43:26
  loved.
• 43:27
  Same
• 43:28
  question,
• 43:28
  slightly
• 43:29
  worded
• 43:29
  slightly
• 43:29
  differently.
• 43:30
  How
• 43:30
  much
• 43:30
  of.
• 43:31
  Do
• 43:31
  you
• 43:31
  think
• 43:32
  he.
• 43:33
  Hold
• 43:33
  on.
• 43:33
  Say
• 43:33
  that
• 43:34
  again.
• 43:34
  How
• 43:35
  much.
• 43:35
  How
• 43:36
  much
• 43:36
  guilt
• 43:36
  do
• 43:37
  you
• 43:37
  think
• 43:37
  he.
• 43:37
  Like,
• 43:38
  he
• 43:38
  has
• 43:38
  a
• 43:38
  lot
• 43:38
  of
• 43:38
  guilt
• 43:39
  around
• 43:39
  her
• 43:39
  death.
• 43:39
  Right.
• 43:40
  How
• 43:40
  much
• 43:41
  of
• 43:41
  it
• 43:41
  do
• 43:41
  you
• 43:41
  think
• 43:42
  is
• 43:42
  because
• 43:43
  he
• 43:43
  knows
• 43:44
  deep
• 43:44
  down
• 43:44
  that
• 43:44
  he.
• 43:45
  He
• 43:46
  never
• 43:46
  could
• 43:46
  have
• 43:46
  loved
• 43:47
  her
• 43:47
  the
• 43:47
  way
• 43:47
  that
• 43:47
  she
• 43:48
  deserved.
• 43:48
  Because
• 43:49
  somewhere
• 43:50
  deep
• 43:50
  down,
• 43:50
  like,
• 43:50
  he
• 43:50
  knows
• 43:51
  he's
• 43:51
  broken.
• 43:54
  Something
• 43:54
  counterfeits
• 43:55
  dead.
• 43:55
  Right.
• 43:56
  So,
• 43:56
  like,
• 43:56
  he's
• 43:57
  mourning
• 43:57
  his
• 43:58
  friend,
• 43:59
  his
• 43:59
  wife,
• 44:00
  but
• 44:00
  is
• 44:01
  he
• 44:01
  mourning
• 44:02
  a
• 44:02
  marriage?
• 44:02
  Is
• 44:03
  he
• 44:03
  mourning
• 44:03
  love
• 44:04
  of
• 44:04
  his
• 44:04
  life?
• 44:05
  I
• 44:05
  don't
• 44:05
  know.
• 44:06
  Is
• 44:06
  he.
• 44:07
  Is
• 44:07
  he.
• 44:07
  Is
• 44:08
  he
• 44:09
  feeling
• 44:10
  tons
• 44:10
  of
• 44:10
  guilt
• 44:10
  about
• 44:11
  that?
• 44:11
  Yes.
• 44:12
  But
• 44:12
  is
• 44:12
  he
• 44:12
  mourning
• 44:13
  it?
• 44:13
  No,
• 44:13
  that's
• 44:14
  not
• 44:14
  what
• 44:14
  the
• 44:14
  grief
• 44:14
  is
• 44:14
  from.
• 44:15
  The
• 44:15
  grief
• 44:15
  is
• 44:15
  from
• 44:15
  the.
• 44:16
  The
• 44:16
  guilt,
• 44:17
  I
• 44:17
  think,
• 44:18
  should
• 44:18
  have
• 44:18
  let
• 44:18
  it
• 44:19
  stay
• 44:19
  buried.
• 44:20
  Yep.
• 44:20
  If
• 44:21
  they
• 44:21
  didn't
• 44:21
  try
• 44:21
  to
• 44:22
  get
• 44:22
  together
• 44:22
  again,
• 44:23
  she
• 44:23
  might
• 44:23
  waste.
• 44:24
  It
• 44:24
  was
• 44:25
  unnecessary.
• 44:26
  Yep,
• 44:26
  yep,
• 44:26
  yep,
• 44:26
  yep,
• 44:26
  yep.
• 44:27
  Which
• 44:27
  also,
• 44:28
  just,
• 44:28
  like,
• 44:28
  as
• 44:28
  an
• 44:28
  aside,
• 44:29
  I
• 44:29
  know
• 44:29
  Tim
• 44:29
  has
• 44:30
  said,
• 44:30
  like,
• 44:30
  he
• 44:30
  kind
• 44:30
  of
• 44:30
  regrets
• 44:31
  killing
• 44:31
  her
• 44:31
  off
• 44:31
  because
• 44:32
  she's
• 44:32
  such,
• 44:32
  like,
• 44:32
  an
• 44:32
  interesting
• 44:33
  character.
• 44:33
  I
• 44:34
  would
• 44:34
  have
• 44:34
  loved
• 44:35
  to
• 44:35
  see
• 44:36
  Eddie
• 44:36
  and
• 44:36
  Shannon
• 44:37
  try
• 44:37
  to,
• 44:37
  like,
• 44:38
  make
• 44:38
  a
• 44:39
  co
• 44:39
  parenting
• 44:39
  situation
• 44:40
  work
• 44:40
  and
• 44:41
  have
• 44:41
  kind
• 44:41
  of
• 44:42
  like
• 44:42
  how
• 44:43
  Taylor
• 44:43
  would
• 44:44
  have
• 44:44
  been
• 44:44
  like
• 44:44
  a
• 44:44
  platonic,
• 44:45
  you
• 44:45
  know,
• 44:46
  bestie
• 44:46
  for
• 44:47
  Buck,
• 44:47
  like,
• 44:47
  telling
• 44:47
  him
• 44:48
  what?
• 44:49
  Like,
• 44:49
  as
• 44:49
  it
• 44:50
  is,
• 44:50
  I
• 44:50
  feel
• 44:50
  like
• 44:51
  Shannon
• 44:51
  could
• 44:51
  have
• 44:51
  been
• 44:52
  that
• 44:52
  for
• 44:52
  Eddie
• 44:52
  and
• 44:52
  that
• 44:53
  could
• 44:53
  have
• 44:53
  really
• 44:54
  helped
• 44:55
  him
• 44:55
  grow
• 44:56
  instead
• 44:56
  of,
• 44:57
  like,
• 44:57
  because
• 44:57
  essentially
• 44:58
  with
• 44:58
  all
• 44:59
  of
• 44:59
  the
• 44:59
  guilt
• 44:59
  that
• 45:00
  he
• 45:00
  harbors
• 45:01
  about
• 45:02
  Shannon,
• 45:03
  which
• 45:03
  is
• 45:03
  really
• 45:04
  how
• 45:05
  much
• 45:05
  you
• 45:05
  think
• 45:05
  it's
• 45:06
  conscious,
• 45:07
  subconscious,
• 45:08
  unconscious,
• 45:09
  like,
• 45:09
  that.
• 45:09
  That
• 45:10
  guilt
• 45:10
  about
• 45:10
  Shannon
• 45:11
  is
• 45:11
  really
• 45:12
  under
• 45:12
  the
• 45:12
  surface
• 45:13
  guilt
• 45:14
  about
• 45:14
  feeling
• 45:15
  broken.
• 45:15
  You
• 45:16
  know,
• 45:16
  how.
• 45:16
  How
• 45:17
  much
• 45:17
  of
• 45:17
  that
• 45:17
  would
• 45:17
  have
• 45:18
  probably
• 45:18
  been.
• 45:19
  They
• 45:19
  would
• 45:19
  have
• 45:20
  been
• 45:20
  able
• 45:20
  to
• 45:20
  get
• 45:21
  past
• 45:21
  if
• 45:22
  they
• 45:22
  were,
• 45:23
  you
• 45:23
  know,
• 45:23
  we
• 45:24
  don't
• 45:24
  have
• 45:24
  to
• 45:24
  make
• 45:24
  it
• 45:25
  work.
• 45:25
  We
• 45:25
  tried
• 45:26
  that.
• 45:26
  It
• 45:26
  didn't
• 45:27
  happen.
• 45:27
  So
• 45:28
  now
• 45:28
  we're
• 45:28
  just
• 45:28
  going
• 45:29
  to
• 45:29
  be
• 45:29
  like,
• 45:29
  the
• 45:30
  best
• 45:30
  People
• 45:30
  that
• 45:30
  we
• 45:30
  can
• 45:31
  be
• 45:31
  for
• 45:32
  Chris.
• 45:32
  And
• 45:33
  I
• 45:33
  think
• 45:33
  that
• 45:33
  would
• 45:33
  have
• 45:34
  contributed
• 45:34
  so
• 45:34
  much
• 45:34
  to
• 45:35
  his
• 45:35
  growth
• 45:36
  so
• 45:36
  much
• 45:36
  quicker.
• 45:37
  And,
• 45:38
  you
• 45:38
  know,
• 45:38
  losing
• 45:38
  Shannon
• 45:39
  just
• 45:39
  kind
• 45:39
  of
• 45:40
  like,
• 45:40
  tore
• 45:40
  him
• 45:41
  back
• 45:41
  down,
• 45:41
  you
• 45:41
  know,
• 45:42
  like,
• 45:42
  everything
• 45:42
  that
• 45:42
  he.
• 45:43
  That
• 45:43
  he
• 45:43
  thought
• 45:43
  he
• 45:43
  was
• 45:43
  building
• 45:44
  just,
• 45:44
  like,
• 45:45
  tumbling
• 45:45
  down
• 45:46
  like
• 45:46
  a.
• 45:46
  Like
• 45:46
  a
• 45:47
  Jenga
• 45:47
  tower.
• 45:48
  Then,
• 45:48
  I
• 45:49
  guess,
• 45:49
  just
• 45:49
  to
• 45:49
  wrap
• 45:49
  it
• 45:49
  out,
• 45:50
  this
• 45:50
  is
• 45:50
  also
• 45:51
  dual
• 45:51
  point
• 45:51
  of
• 45:52
  view,
• 45:52
  I
• 45:52
  think.
• 45:53
  What
• 45:53
  a
• 45:53
  valiant
• 45:53
  roar.
• 45:54
  What
• 45:54
  a
• 45:54
  bland
• 45:55
  goodbye.
• 45:55
  He
• 45:56
  literally
• 45:56
  told
• 45:56
  her
• 45:57
  to
• 45:57
  shut
• 45:57
  the
• 45:58
  up.
• 45:58
  I'm.
• 45:59
  And
• 45:59
  if
• 45:59
  we
• 45:59
  want
• 46:00
  to
• 46:00
  say
• 46:00
  the
• 46:00
  goodbye
• 46:01
  on.
• 46:02
  On
• 46:02
  her
• 46:02
  part
• 46:03
  was
• 46:03
  her
• 46:04
  saying
• 46:05
  that
• 46:05
  she
• 46:05
  wanted
• 46:05
  a
• 46:05
  divorce
• 46:07
  or
• 46:07
  her
• 46:08
  being
• 46:08
  like,
• 46:08
  I
• 46:08
  didn't
• 46:08
  mean
• 46:08
  to
• 46:09
  leave
• 46:09
  you
• 46:09
  guys
• 46:09
  again.
• 46:09
  I
• 46:09
  was
• 46:09
  like,
• 46:10
  you
• 46:10
  were
• 46:10
  literally
• 46:10
  leaving
• 46:11
  again?
• 46:11
  What
• 46:11
  do
• 46:11
  you
• 46:12
  mean?
• 46:13
  Yeah,
• 46:13
  but
• 46:13
  I
• 46:13
  think
• 46:13
  in,
• 46:14
  like,
• 46:14
  her
• 46:14
  asking
• 46:14
  for
• 46:15
  a
• 46:15
  divorce,
• 46:16
  it
• 46:16
  was
• 46:16
  less
• 46:16
  like
• 46:17
  a
• 46:17
  leaving,
• 46:17
  like,
• 46:18
  with
• 46:19
  no
• 46:19
  contact,
• 46:19
  more
• 46:19
  of
• 46:20
  kind
• 46:20
  of
• 46:20
  like
• 46:20
  a
• 46:20
  leaving
• 46:21
  this
• 46:21
  idea
• 46:21
  of
• 46:21
  their
• 46:22
  family
• 46:23
  together
• 46:23
  sort
• 46:24
  of
• 46:24
  thing
• 46:24
  and,
• 46:24
  like,
• 46:25
  embarking
• 46:25
  on
• 46:25
  a
• 46:25
  new
• 46:26
  kind
• 46:26
  of
• 46:26
  journey.
• 46:26
  But,
• 46:27
  like,
• 46:27
  yeah,
• 46:28
  I
• 46:28
  kind
• 46:28
  of
• 46:28
  think
• 46:29
  the
• 46:29
  coward
• 46:30
  claimed
• 46:30
  he
• 46:30
  was
• 46:30
  a
• 46:30
  lion.
• 46:31
  That's
• 46:33
  Eddie.
• 46:33
  Yeah.
• 46:33
  In
• 46:34
  this
• 46:34
  sense.
• 46:34
  Yeah.
• 46:35
  I'm
• 46:35
  coming
• 46:35
  through
• 46:35
  the
• 46:36
  braids
• 46:36
  of
• 46:36
  lies.
• 46:37
  I'll
• 46:37
  never
• 46:38
  leave
• 46:39
  Never
• 46:39
  mind.
• 46:40
  I
• 46:40
  mean,
• 46:40
  that's
• 46:40
  both
• 46:41
  of
• 46:41
  them.
• 46:42
  Yeah.
• 46:42
  And
• 46:43
  like,
• 46:43
  our
• 46:43
  field
• 46:43
  of
• 46:43
  dreams
• 46:44
  engulfed
• 46:44
  in
• 46:44
  fire.
• 46:45
  Your
• 46:45
  arsons
• 46:46
  match
• 46:46
  your
• 46:47
  somber
• 46:47
  eyes.
• 46:48
  I.
• 46:48
  I
• 46:48
  mean,
• 46:49
  they
• 46:49
  both.
• 46:49
  They
• 46:49
  both
• 46:49
  kind
• 46:50
  of
• 46:50
  set
• 46:50
  everything
• 46:50
  on
• 46:51
  fire
• 46:52
  at
• 46:52
  different
• 46:52
  times.
• 46:53
  And
• 46:53
  it's
• 46:53
  just
• 46:53
  like
• 46:54
  for
• 46:54
  a
• 46:54
  forest
• 46:55
  to
• 46:55
  be
• 46:55
  hit
• 46:56
  by
• 46:56
  a
• 46:56
  wildfire
• 46:57
  before
• 46:57
  it's
• 46:58
  even
• 46:58
  grown
• 46:58
  back.
• 46:58
  Like,
• 46:59
  how
• 46:59
  can
• 46:59
  you
• 46:59
  even
• 47:00
  start
• 47:00
  to
• 47:00
  grow
• 47:01
  something
• 47:01
  new
• 47:01
  again?
• 47:01
  It
• 47:02
  kind
• 47:02
  of
• 47:02
  has
• 47:02
  to
• 47:02
  be
• 47:02
  raised
• 47:03
  all
• 47:03
  to
• 47:03
  the
• 47:03
  ground
• 47:04
  anyway.
• 47:04
  And
• 47:04
  from
• 47:05
  that.
• 47:05
  So,
• 47:05
  like,
• 47:05
  there's
• 47:06
  no
• 47:06
  hope
• 47:06
  for
• 47:07
  that
• 47:07
  from
• 47:08
  then,
• 47:08
  you
• 47:09
  can,
• 47:09
  like,
• 47:09
  start
• 47:10
  growing
• 47:10
  something
• 47:10
  new.
• 47:11
  I'm
• 47:11
  getting
• 47:11
  very
• 47:12
  esoteric.
• 47:12
  I'm
• 47:12
  sorry.
• 47:15
  It's
• 47:15
  poetry.
• 47:16
  And
• 47:17
  I'll
• 47:17
  still
• 47:17
  see
• 47:17
  it
• 47:17
  until
• 47:18
  I
• 47:18
  die.
• 47:18
  You're
• 47:18
  the
• 47:18
  loss
• 47:19
  of
• 47:19
  my
• 47:19
  life.
• 47:20
  I
• 47:20
  mean,
• 47:21
  now
• 47:21
  that
• 47:21
  I
• 47:22
  think
• 47:22
  she
• 47:23
  is
• 47:23
  Teddy.
• 47:23
  Yeah.
• 47:24
  Not
• 47:24
  the
• 47:24
  love
• 47:25
  of
• 47:25
  his
• 47:25
  life.
• 47:25
  The
• 47:25
  loss
• 47:25
  of
• 47:26
  his
• 47:26
  life.
• 47:26
  No.
• 47:27
  So,
• 47:27
  like.
• 47:27
  And
• 47:27
  in
• 47:28
  this
• 47:28
  song,
• 47:28
  you
• 47:28
  get
• 47:28
  that
• 47:29
  interesting
• 47:29
  juxtaposition
• 47:30
  of,
• 47:31
  you
• 47:31
  know,
• 47:32
  you
• 47:32
  were
• 47:32
  the,
• 47:32
  like,
• 47:33
  almost
• 47:34
  in.
• 47:34
  In
• 47:34
  Eddie's
• 47:35
  pov,
• 47:35
  like,
• 47:36
  him
• 47:36
  convincing
• 47:37
  himself,
• 47:37
  like,
• 47:38
  you
• 47:38
  know,
• 47:38
  Shannon
• 47:38
  was
• 47:39
  the
• 47:39
  love
• 47:39
  of
• 47:39
  my
• 47:39
  life.
• 47:39
  The
• 47:40
  love
• 47:40
  of
• 47:40
  my
• 47:40
  life.
• 47:40
  She's
• 47:41
  the
• 47:41
  love
• 47:41
  of
• 47:41
  my
• 47:42
  life.
• 47:42
  Right.
• 47:42
  But
• 47:43
  in
• 47:43
  reality,
• 47:44
  it's
• 47:44
  the
• 47:44
  opposite.
• 47:45
  It's
• 47:45
  the
• 47:45
  loss
• 47:45
  of
• 47:45
  your
• 47:45
  life.
• 47:46
  Yeah.
• 47:46
  Cool.
• 47:47
  It's
• 47:47
  such
• 47:47
  a
• 47:47
  beautiful
• 47:48
  song.
• 47:48
  Uplifting
• 47:49
  stuff.
• 47:50
  Thank
• 47:51
  you,
• 47:51
  Taylor
• 47:51
  Swift.
• 47:52
  Thank
• 47:53
  you,
• 47:53
  Eddie
• 47:53
  and
• 47:54
  Shannon,
• 47:54
  for
• 47:54
  having
• 47:55
  the
• 47:55
  most
• 47:56
  heartbreaking,
• 47:57
  depressing
• 47:57
  relationship
• 47:58
  I've
• 47:58
  ever
• 47:59
  seen.
• 47:59
  Pretty
• 48:00
  much.
• 48:00
  And,
• 48:00
  like,
• 48:01
  also
• 48:02
  just
• 48:03
  call
• 48:03
  out
• 48:03
  Taylor
• 48:04
  Swift
• 48:04
  for
• 48:05
  putting
• 48:05
  L
• 48:05
  O
• 48:05
  M
• 48:06
  L.
• 48:06
  And
• 48:06
  then
• 48:06
  I
• 48:06
  can
• 48:07
  do
• 48:07
  it
• 48:07
  with
• 48:07
  a
• 48:07
  broken
• 48:08
  heart
• 48:08
  right
• 48:08
  after
• 48:08
  each
• 48:09
  other
• 48:09
  like
• 48:09
  that.
• 48:09
  So
• 48:09
  now
• 48:10
  we're
• 48:10
  going
• 48:10
  to
• 48:10
  be
• 48:10
  depressed
• 48:11
  but
• 48:11
  upbeat,
• 48:12
  you
• 48:12
  know,
• 48:12
  it's
• 48:12
  like,
• 48:13
  yeah,
• 48:14
  yeah.
• 48:14
  Woohoo.
• 48:15
  I'm
• 48:15
  dying
• 48:15
  inside.
• 48:17
  Depression
• 48:17
  with
• 48:18
  jazz
• 48:18
  hands.
• 48:19
  Jazz
• 48:19
  hands.
• 48:20
  Which.
• 48:20
  I
• 48:20
  mean,
• 48:21
  depression
• 48:21
  with
• 48:21
  jazz
• 48:22
  hands
• 48:22
  is
• 48:23
  better
• 48:23
  than
• 48:23
  depression.
• 48:24
  Without
• 48:24
  jazz
• 48:24
  hands,
• 48:25
  however,
• 48:26
  it's
• 48:26
  still
• 48:27
  depression.
• 48:28
  Oh.
• 48:29
  Oh,
• 48:29
  boy.
• 48:29
  I
• 48:30
  think
• 48:30
  you
• 48:30
  guys
• 48:30
  put
• 48:31
  everyone.
• 48:31
  I
• 48:32
  did.
• 48:32
  I
• 48:33
  think
• 48:33
  you
• 48:33
  guys
• 48:33
  both
• 48:33
  put
• 48:34
  everyone
• 48:34
  or
• 48:34
  mostly
• 48:35
  everyone.
• 48:35
  Well,
• 48:36
  I
• 48:36
  think
• 48:36
  I
• 48:36
  actually
• 48:37
  put
• 48:37
  everyone
• 48:37
  in
• 48:37
  still
• 48:38
  depression.
• 48:38
  Kept
• 48:38
  a
• 48:38
  couple
• 48:39
  back.
• 48:39
  I
• 48:39
  just
• 48:39
  put
• 48:40
  Buck
• 48:40
  and
• 48:40
  Eddie.
• 48:40
  So
• 48:41
  it's
• 48:41
  like,
• 48:41
  we
• 48:41
  agree,
• 48:42
  but
• 48:43
  you
• 48:43
  guys
• 48:43
  put
• 48:44
  everyone.
• 48:44
  So
• 48:45
  I
• 48:45
  don't
• 48:45
  know
• 48:46
  that
• 48:46
  you
• 48:46
  really
• 48:46
  want
• 48:47
  to
• 48:47
  get
• 48:47
  into
• 48:47
  it.
• 48:48
  For
• 48:48
  every
• 48:48
  single
• 48:48
  person.
• 48:49
  Do
• 48:49
  you
• 48:49
  want
• 48:49
  to
• 48:49
  pick
• 48:50
  some
• 48:50
  highlights?
• 48:51
  Yeah.
• 48:51
  So
• 48:52
  I
• 48:52
  could
• 48:52
  do
• 48:52
  with
• 48:52
  the
• 48:52
  broken
• 48:53
  heart.
• 48:53
  So
• 48:53
  like,
• 48:53
  I
• 48:54
  do
• 48:54
  have
• 48:54
  Buck
• 48:54
  and
• 48:54
  Eddie.
• 48:55
  I
• 48:55
  also
• 48:55
  have
• 48:56
  Bobby
• 48:56
  and
• 48:56
  Athena.
• 48:56
  But
• 48:57
  because
• 48:57
  in
• 48:58
  reality,
• 48:58
  like,
• 48:58
  the
• 48:59
  song
• 48:59
  could
• 48:59
  be
• 48:59
  applied
• 49:00
  to
• 49:00
  literally
• 49:00
  anyone,
• 49:01
  especially
• 49:02
  in
• 49:02
  this
• 49:03
  line
• 49:03
  of
• 49:03
  work.
• 49:04
  They've
• 49:05
  got
• 49:05
  to
• 49:05
  keep
• 49:05
  some
• 49:06
  kind
• 49:06
  of
• 49:06
  composure
• 49:07
  even
• 49:07
  though
• 49:08
  they're
• 49:08
  dying
• 49:08
  inside.
• 49:09
  Now
• 49:09
  I'm
• 49:09
  going
• 49:09
  to
• 49:09
  touch
• 49:10
  upon
• 49:10
  Maddie,
• 49:10
  because
• 49:10
  Maddie,
• 49:11
  what
• 49:11
  she
• 49:11
  does
• 49:12
  is
• 49:12
  so,
• 49:13
  you
• 49:13
  know,
• 49:13
  she's
• 49:13
  got
• 49:13
  to
• 49:13
  listen
• 49:14
  to
• 49:14
  all
• 49:14
  of
• 49:14
  these
• 49:15
  calls
• 49:15
  all
• 49:16
  day
• 49:17
  on
• 49:17
  top
• 49:17
  of
• 49:18
  dealing
• 49:18
  with
• 49:18
  her
• 49:18
  own
• 49:19
  shit
• 49:19
  on
• 49:19
  the
• 49:20
  inside.
• 49:20
  Like,
• 49:20
  I
• 49:21
  know,
• 49:21
  like,
• 49:21
  she's
• 49:21
  had
• 49:21
  the
• 49:22
  Doug
• 49:22
  situation,
• 49:23
  she's
• 49:23
  had
• 49:23
  the
• 49:23
  postpartum
• 49:24
  situation.
• 49:25
  She's
• 49:25
  had.
• 49:26
  She
• 49:26
  has
• 49:26
  had
• 49:26
  a
• 49:27
  lot
• 49:27
  going
• 49:28
  on.
• 49:29
  So
• 49:30
  now
• 49:30
  she's
• 49:31
  expected,
• 49:31
  like,
• 49:32
  especially
• 49:32
  on
• 49:33
  as
• 49:33
  a
• 49:33
  dispatcher,
• 49:34
  to
• 49:34
  kind
• 49:35
  of
• 49:35
  like,
• 49:36
  keep
• 49:36
  all
• 49:36
  of
• 49:36
  that
• 49:36
  away
• 49:37
  and
• 49:37
  not,
• 49:38
  you
• 49:38
  know,
• 49:39
  she's
• 49:39
  expected
• 49:40
  to
• 49:40
  compartmentalize.
• 49:41
  Yeah.
• 49:41
  And
• 49:41
  assist,
• 49:42
  you
• 49:42
  know,
• 49:42
  other
• 49:42
  people
• 49:43
  who
• 49:43
  are
• 49:43
  having
• 49:44
  other,
• 49:44
  like,
• 49:44
  pretty
• 49:45
  serious
• 49:45
  or
• 49:46
  really
• 49:47
  bad
• 49:47
  things
• 49:47
  happening
• 49:48
  to
• 49:48
  them.
• 49:48
  Yeah,
• 49:49
  that's
• 49:49
  kind
• 49:49
  of
• 49:49
  why
• 49:49
  I
• 49:50
  picked
• 49:50
  Maddie.
• 49:51
  So
• 49:51
  she's
• 49:51
  got
• 49:52
  a,
• 49:52
  I
• 49:52
  guess
• 49:53
  lights,
• 49:53
  camera,
• 49:53
  bitch
• 49:54
  smile
• 49:54
  her
• 49:54
  way
• 49:55
  through
• 49:55
  her
• 49:55
  shift.
• 49:56
  Oh,
• 49:56
  totally.
• 49:57
  Generally
• 49:58
  speaking,
• 49:58
  this
• 49:58
  song
• 49:59
  is
• 49:59
  so
• 49:59
  much
• 49:59
  about
• 50:00
  literally
• 50:01
  performing,
• 50:01
  but
• 50:01
  also,
• 50:01
  like
• 50:02
  metaphorically
• 50:02
  performing
• 50:03
  and
• 50:03
  masks,
• 50:04
  which
• 50:04
  is
• 50:04
  kind
• 50:05
  of
• 50:05
  fitting
• 50:05
  for
• 50:07
  this
• 50:07
  season,
• 50:08
  episode
• 50:08
  five,
• 50:08
  specifically.
• 50:09
  But
• 50:09
  I.
• 50:10
  I
• 50:10
  mean,
• 50:10
  I
• 50:10
  also
• 50:11
  put.
• 50:11
  Because,
• 50:11
  I
• 50:12
  mean,
• 50:12
  I
• 50:12
  did.
• 50:12
  I
• 50:12
  did
• 50:13
  pretty
• 50:13
  much
• 50:13
  have.
• 50:13
  I
• 50:14
  didn't
• 50:14
  put
• 50:14
  hen.
• 50:15
  I
• 50:15
  could
• 50:15
  probably
• 50:15
  find
• 50:16
  a
• 50:16
  reason
• 50:16
  for
• 50:16
  hen,
• 50:16
  but
• 50:17
  I
• 50:17
  put
• 50:17
  Athena
• 50:18
  as
• 50:18
  well.
• 50:18
  I
• 50:19
  was
• 50:19
  thinking
• 50:19
  specifically
• 50:20
  in,
• 50:20
  like,
• 50:20
  season
• 50:21
  one,
• 50:21
  when
• 50:21
  she
• 50:22
  was
• 50:22
  trying
• 50:22
  so
• 50:22
  hard
• 50:23
  in
• 50:23
  the
• 50:23
  aftermath
• 50:24
  of
• 50:24
  dealing
• 50:24
  with
• 50:25
  Michael's
• 50:25
  coming
• 50:25
  out,
• 50:26
  and
• 50:26
  she
• 50:27
  was
• 50:27
  so
• 50:27
  insistent
• 50:28
  about
• 50:28
  them
• 50:28
  putting
• 50:29
  on,
• 50:29
  like,
• 50:29
  a
• 50:29
  front,
• 50:30
  especially
• 50:30
  for
• 50:31
  May
• 50:31
  and
• 50:32
  Harry,
• 50:32
  you
• 50:33
  know,
• 50:33
  you
• 50:33
  gotta
• 50:34
  fake
• 50:34
  it
• 50:34
  till
• 50:34
  you
• 50:35
  make
• 50:35
  it.
• 50:35
  And
• 50:35
  she
• 50:35
  was
• 50:36
  so
• 50:36
  just
• 50:36
  like,
• 50:37
  we're
• 50:37
  gonna
• 50:38
  fake
• 50:38
  it
• 50:38
  till
• 50:38
  we
• 50:38
  make
• 50:38
  it.
• 50:39
  We're
• 50:39
  gonna,
• 50:39
  like,
• 50:40
  push
• 50:40
  through
• 50:40
  it.
• 50:41
  Meanwhile,
• 50:41
  she
• 50:41
  was
• 50:42
  having
• 50:42
  all
• 50:42
  of
• 50:42
  this,
• 50:43
  like,
• 50:43
  inner
• 50:43
  turmoil.
• 50:44
  So
• 50:44
  I
• 50:44
  kind
• 50:44
  of
• 50:44
  thought
• 50:45
  about
• 50:45
  it
• 50:45
  in
• 50:45
  that
• 50:46
  sense.
• 50:46
  I
• 50:46
  mean,
• 50:47
  Bobby,
• 50:47
  because,
• 50:48
  like,
• 50:49
  you
• 50:49
  know,
• 50:49
  him
• 50:50
  having
• 50:51
  to
• 50:51
  carry
• 50:51
  all
• 50:52
  of
• 50:52
  the.
• 50:53
  Everything
• 50:53
  from
• 50:54
  St.
• 50:54
  Paul,
• 50:54
  Minnesota,
• 50:55
  with
• 50:55
  the
• 50:55
  apartment
• 50:56
  fire
• 50:56
  and
• 50:56
  just
• 50:57
  like,
• 50:57
  you
• 50:58
  know,
• 50:58
  he
• 50:58
  was
• 50:58
  kind
• 50:59
  of
• 50:59
  faking
• 50:59
  it
• 50:59
  till
• 51:00
  he
• 51:00
  make.
• 51:00
  Makes
• 51:01
  it.
• 51:01
  Meanwhile,
• 51:02
  like,
• 51:02
  you
• 51:03
  know,
• 51:03
  there
• 51:03
  was
• 51:03
  like,
• 51:03
  almost
• 51:04
  nothing
• 51:04
  left
• 51:04
  of
• 51:05
  him
• 51:05
  because
• 51:05
  he
• 51:05
  was
• 51:05
  like,
• 51:06
  so
• 51:06
  shattered.
• 51:07
  Right.
• 51:07
  But
• 51:07
  he.
• 51:08
  And
• 51:08
  he
• 51:08
  wouldn't
• 51:08
  let
• 51:09
  anyone
• 51:09
  in
• 51:09
  specifically
• 51:10
  in.
• 51:10
  In
• 51:10
  this
• 51:11
  case.
• 51:11
  So,
• 51:11
  like,
• 51:12
  nobody
• 51:12
  knows.
• 51:13
  And
• 51:13
  then
• 51:14
  I
• 51:14
  also
• 51:14
  put
• 51:15
  Chimney
• 51:16
  just
• 51:16
  because
• 51:16
  I
• 51:16
  think
• 51:17
  a
• 51:17
  lot
• 51:17
  of
• 51:17
  times
• 51:17
  he
• 51:18
  masks
• 51:18
  with
• 51:19
  humor,
• 51:19
  especially
• 51:20
  when
• 51:20
  he
• 51:21
  was
• 51:21
  with
• 51:21
  like,
• 51:22
  a
• 51:22
  lot
• 51:22
  of
• 51:22
  these
• 51:22
  for
• 51:22
  me
• 51:23
  are
• 51:23
  like,
• 51:24
  for
• 51:24
  some
• 51:24
  of
• 51:24
  these
• 51:25
  characters
• 51:25
  or
• 51:26
  early
• 51:26
  in
• 51:26
  the
• 51:27
  seasons,
• 51:27
  like,
• 51:28
  chimney
• 51:29
  with
• 51:29
  Tatiana,
• 51:30
  about
• 51:30
  how
• 51:30
  he
• 51:30
  was,
• 51:31
  you
• 51:31
  know,
• 51:31
  putting
• 51:32
  on
• 51:32
  a
• 51:32
  facade
• 51:33
  and.
• 51:33
  And
• 51:34
  trying
• 51:34
  to
• 51:34
  be
• 51:34
  someone
• 51:35
  that
• 51:35
  he
• 51:35
  wasn't.
• 51:36
  So
• 51:37
  that's.
• 51:37
  That's
• 51:37
  kind
• 51:38
  of
• 51:38
  why
• 51:38
  I
• 51:38
  put
• 51:39
  everyone.
• 51:39
  Because,
• 51:39
  like,
• 51:40
  in.
• 51:41
  Everyone
• 51:42
  in
• 51:42
  this
• 51:42
  show
• 51:43
  has
• 51:43
  had
• 51:44
  moments
• 51:44
  where
• 51:44
  they
• 51:44
  were
• 51:45
  masking
• 51:46
  when
• 51:46
  they
• 51:46
  were
• 51:46
  performing
• 51:47
  and
• 51:48
  inside
• 51:48
  they
• 51:49
  were
• 51:49
  just
• 51:49
  like,
• 51:50
  dying.
• 51:50
  But,
• 51:51
  yeah,
• 51:51
  very
• 51:52
  much
• 51:52
  Buck
• 51:52
  and
• 51:52
  Eddie,
• 51:53
  like,
• 51:53
  specifically.
• 51:54
  Hello?
• 51:54
  Yeah,
• 51:55
  no,
• 51:55
  like,
• 51:55
  all
• 51:56
  of
• 51:56
  those
• 51:56
  things
• 51:56
  are
• 51:56
  correct.
• 51:57
  I
• 51:57
  think
• 51:57
  I
• 51:57
  just
• 51:57
  specifically
• 51:58
  honed
• 51:58
  in
• 51:58
  on
• 51:58
  them
• 51:58
  because
• 51:59
  I
• 51:59
  think
• 51:59
  they
• 51:59
  are
• 51:59
  the
• 52:00
  two
• 52:00
  people
• 52:00
  who
• 52:00
  are
• 52:01
  most
• 52:01
  consistently
• 52:02
  in
• 52:02
  constant.
• 52:03
  They
• 52:03
  are
• 52:03
  turmoil.
• 52:04
  Yeah,
• 52:05
  like,
• 52:05
  the
• 52:05
  other
• 52:05
  ones
• 52:06
  were
• 52:06
  more
• 52:06
  like
• 52:06
  different
• 52:07
  things,
• 52:07
  specific
• 52:08
  examples.
• 52:09
  Whereas,
• 52:09
  like,
• 52:09
  it's
• 52:10
  the
• 52:10
  gestures
• 52:10
  to
• 52:11
  all
• 52:11
  of
• 52:11
  them.
• 52:11
  For
• 52:12
  Buck
• 52:12
  and
• 52:12
  Eddie,
• 52:13
  I
• 52:13
  think
• 52:13
  I'm.
• 52:13
  Not
• 52:13
  even
• 52:13
  talking,
• 52:13
  like,
• 52:14
  adult
• 52:14
  lives.
• 52:14
  I'm
• 52:14
  talking
• 52:14
  like
• 52:15
  this
• 52:15
  is
• 52:15
  their
• 52:15
  song
• 52:16
  since
• 52:16
  childhood,
• 52:18
  you
• 52:18
  know,
• 52:18
  like.
• 52:20
  And
• 52:20
  they
• 52:20
  both
• 52:21
  have
• 52:21
  these
• 52:21
  masks
• 52:21
  where,
• 52:22
  like,
• 52:22
  Bucks
• 52:22
  is
• 52:23
  like,
• 52:23
  he's
• 52:23
  this
• 52:24
  sunshine
• 52:24
  puppy,
• 52:25
  full
• 52:26
  of
• 52:26
  optimism,
• 52:27
  like,
• 52:27
  nothing
• 52:28
  gets
• 52:28
  to
• 52:28
  him.
• 52:29
  And
• 52:29
  Eddie's
• 52:30
  is
• 52:30
  like,
• 52:30
  he's
• 52:30
  this
• 52:31
  very,
• 52:31
  like,
• 52:32
  just
• 52:32
  put
• 52:32
  together
• 52:33
  person.
• 52:33
  When
• 52:33
  Eddie
• 52:34
  is.
• 52:34
  He
• 52:35
  looks
• 52:35
  the
• 52:35
  happiest
• 52:35
  when
• 52:36
  his
• 52:36
  life
• 52:36
  is
• 52:36
  falling
• 52:37
  apart
• 52:37
  because
• 52:38
  he
• 52:38
  gets
• 52:38
  manic.
• 52:40
  He
• 52:40
  does.
• 52:41
  It's
• 52:41
  because
• 52:41
  he
• 52:41
  can't
• 52:42
  control
• 52:42
  it.
• 52:42
  And
• 52:42
  he
• 52:42
  kind
• 52:43
  of
• 52:43
  like
• 52:43
  revels
• 52:44
  in
• 52:44
  the
• 52:44
  chaos
• 52:44
  of
• 52:45
  not
• 52:45
  being
• 52:45
  able
• 52:45
  to
• 52:45
  control
• 52:46
  because
• 52:46
  he's
• 52:46
  so
• 52:47
  put
• 52:48
  together
• 52:48
  otherwise.
• 52:49
  I
• 52:49
  mean,
• 52:49
  that's
• 52:49
  how
• 52:50
  he
• 52:50
  was
• 52:50
  introduced.
• 52:51
  It's
• 52:51
  like,
• 52:51
  oh,
• 52:51
  this
• 52:52
  guy's
• 52:52
  got,
• 52:53
  you
• 52:53
  know,
• 52:53
  he's
• 52:54
  got
• 52:54
  it
• 52:54
  all.
• 52:54
  He's
• 52:55
  got
• 52:55
  it
• 52:55
  all
• 52:55
  together.
• 52:56
  And
• 52:56
  it's
• 52:56
  like,
• 52:56
  no,
• 52:56
  he
• 52:57
  doesn't.
• 52:57
  I
• 52:57
  think
• 52:57
  he
• 52:58
  kind
• 52:58
  of
• 52:58
  almost
• 52:59
  like
• 52:59
  a.
• 52:59
  Like
• 52:59
  a
• 52:59
  sick
• 53:00
  part
• 53:00
  of
• 53:00
  him
• 53:00
  loves
• 53:00
  when
• 53:01
  that
• 53:01
  ends
• 53:02
  up
• 53:02
  showing
• 53:03
  on
• 53:03
  the
• 53:03
  outside
• 53:04
  just
• 53:04
  how.
• 53:05
  So
• 53:06
  people
• 53:06
  can
• 53:06
  get
• 53:06
  a
• 53:06
  glimpse
• 53:07
  of
• 53:07
  just
• 53:07
  how
• 53:08
  broken
• 53:08
  he
• 53:08
  actually
• 53:09
  is.
• 53:11
  But
• 53:11
  it's
• 53:11
  like
• 53:11
  when
• 53:12
  he's
• 53:12
  manic,
• 53:12
  he
• 53:13
  looks
• 53:13
  like
• 53:13
  he
• 53:13
  is
• 53:13
  having,
• 53:14
  like.
• 53:14
  He
• 53:14
  looks
• 53:14
  like
• 53:14
  he's
• 53:15
  having
• 53:15
  a
• 53:15
  good
• 53:15
  time
• 53:15
  this
• 53:15
  whole
• 53:16
  Season
• 53:16
  so
• 53:16
  far
• 53:16
  on
• 53:16
  the
• 53:17
  outside.
• 53:17
  Except
• 53:18
  for
• 53:18
  when
• 53:18
  he's
• 53:18
  like,
• 53:19
  you
• 53:19
  know
• 53:19
  what
• 53:19
  I
• 53:19
  mean?
• 53:19
  When
• 53:19
  he's
• 53:20
  like,
• 53:20
  oh,
• 53:20
  he
• 53:20
  misses
• 53:20
  this
• 53:21
  kid.
• 53:21
  You
• 53:21
  know
• 53:21
  what
• 53:21
  I
• 53:21
  mean?
• 53:21
  But
• 53:21
  otherwise
• 53:22
  he's
• 53:22
  like.
• 53:22
  He's
• 53:23
  smiling
• 53:23
  silly,
• 53:23
  goofy,
• 53:24
  and
• 53:24
  dancing
• 53:24
  and
• 53:25
  making
• 53:25
  jokes
• 53:25
  and,
• 53:26
  like,
• 53:26
  being.
• 53:27
  How
• 53:27
  many
• 53:27
  times
• 53:27
  have
• 53:27
  we
• 53:27
  heard
• 53:28
  Eddie
• 53:28
  laugh
• 53:29
  on
• 53:29
  calls
• 53:30
  this
• 53:30
  season?
• 53:30
  Like,
• 53:31
  so
• 53:31
  much.
• 53:32
  So
• 53:32
  many.
• 53:33
  But
• 53:33
  it's,
• 53:33
  you
• 53:33
  know,
• 53:34
  I
• 53:34
  can
• 53:34
  read
• 53:34
  your
• 53:34
  mind.
• 53:35
  You
• 53:35
  know,
• 53:35
  she's
• 53:35
  having
• 53:35
  the
• 53:35
  time
• 53:36
  of
• 53:36
  her
• 53:36
  life.
• 53:36
  I
• 53:36
  can
• 53:37
  show
• 53:37
  you
• 53:38
  lies
• 53:38
  is
• 53:39
  okay.
• 53:40
  And
• 53:40
  then
• 53:40
  it's.
• 53:41
  You
• 53:41
  know,
• 53:41
  the
• 53:41
  chorus
• 53:42
  is.
• 53:43
  I
• 53:43
  don't
• 53:44
  even
• 53:44
  need.
• 53:44
  It's
• 53:44
  self
• 53:44
  explanatory,
• 53:46
  like,
• 53:47
  but,
• 53:47
  like,
• 53:47
  going.
• 53:48
  Into
• 53:48
  verse
• 53:48
  two
• 53:48
  for
• 53:49
  Eddie
• 53:49
  specifically,
• 53:50
  like,
• 53:50
  I
• 53:50
  can
• 53:50
  hold
• 53:50
  my
• 53:50
  breath.
• 53:51
  I've
• 53:51
  been
• 53:51
  doing
• 53:51
  it
• 53:51
  since
• 53:52
  he
• 53:52
  left.
• 53:52
  That's
• 53:52
  rude.
• 53:53
  I
• 53:53
  wasn't
• 53:54
  even
• 53:54
  gonna
• 53:54
  go
• 53:54
  there.
• 53:54
  Oh,
• 53:55
  I
• 53:56
  just.
• 53:56
  I
• 53:57
  just
• 53:57
  saw
• 53:57
  that
• 53:57
  one.
• 53:57
  It's
• 53:57
  like.
• 53:58
  It's
• 53:58
  like,
• 53:58
  yeah,
• 53:58
  he's
• 53:59
  holding
• 53:59
  his.
• 54:00
  That's
• 54:01
  just
• 54:01
  literal
• 54:02
  right
• 54:02
  there.
• 54:03
  I
• 54:03
  was
• 54:03
  gonna
• 54:03
  go
• 54:03
  there
• 54:04
  for
• 54:04
  a
• 54:04
  buck
• 54:05
  because
• 54:05
  everyone
• 54:06
  leaves
• 54:06
  him
• 54:08
  that
• 54:09
  too.
• 54:10
  Been
• 54:10
  doing
• 54:10
  it
• 54:10
  since
• 54:11
  they
• 54:11
  left.
• 54:12
  His
• 54:12
  sister,
• 54:13
  Abby,
• 54:15
  Ally,
• 54:16
  everyone.
• 54:17
  Eddie
• 54:18
  now.
• 54:19
  Eddie
• 54:19
  now.
• 54:21
  So,
• 54:21
  yeah.
• 54:21
  And
• 54:21
  this
• 54:21
  is
• 54:21
  why
• 54:22
  I
• 54:22
  think
• 54:22
  he.
• 54:22
  Well,
• 54:22
  we
• 54:22
  haven't
• 54:23
  gotten
• 54:23
  to
• 54:23
  that
• 54:23
  point
• 54:23
  yet.
• 54:24
  Never
• 54:24
  mind.
• 54:25
  I
• 54:25
  was
• 54:25
  gonna
• 54:26
  say,
• 54:26
  this
• 54:26
  is
• 54:26
  why
• 54:26
  he
• 54:26
  stalks
• 54:27
  people
• 54:27
  on
• 54:28
  the
• 54:28
  Internet
• 54:29
  after
• 54:29
  they
• 54:29
  leave
• 54:29
  him
• 54:30
  to,
• 54:30
  like,
• 54:30
  it's
• 54:31
  like
• 54:31
  he's
• 54:31
  looking
• 54:31
  for
• 54:31
  evidence
• 54:32
  that,
• 54:32
  like,
• 54:32
  he
• 54:32
  didn't
• 54:32
  imagine
• 54:33
  the
• 54:33
  whole
• 54:33
  thing
• 54:33
  because
• 54:33
  he's
• 54:34
  so
• 54:34
  lonely.
• 54:34
  And
• 54:34
  he's
• 54:34
  like.
• 54:36
  I
• 54:37
  mean,
• 54:37
  there's
• 54:37
  precedent
• 54:37
  for
• 54:38
  that
• 54:38
  because
• 54:38
  he
• 54:38
  was
• 54:38
  looking
• 54:38
  on,
• 54:39
  like,
• 54:39
  Abby's
• 54:39
  Instagram
• 54:40
  a
• 54:40
  lot.
• 54:42
  But
• 54:42
  for.
• 54:43
  For.
• 54:43
  For
• 54:43
  both
• 54:44
  of
• 54:44
  them,
• 54:44
  too.
• 54:44
  It's
• 54:45
  the.
• 54:45
  Like,
• 54:45
  they.
• 54:45
  They
• 54:46
  said,
• 54:46
  you
• 54:46
  gotta
• 54:46
  fake
• 54:47
  it
• 54:47
  till
• 54:47
  you
• 54:47
  make
• 54:47
  it.
• 54:47
  And
• 54:47
  I
• 54:47
  did
• 54:48
  so
• 54:48
  very
• 54:48
  much.
• 54:49
  Both
• 54:49
  of
• 54:49
  their
• 54:49
  parents
• 54:50
  telling
• 54:50
  them,
• 54:51
  you
• 54:51
  have
• 54:51
  to
• 54:51
  be
• 54:52
  the
• 54:52
  man
• 54:52
  of
• 54:52
  the
• 54:52
  house,
• 54:53
  chin
• 54:53
  up.
• 54:53
  Right.
• 54:54
  You
• 54:54
  know,
• 54:54
  and
• 54:55
  the
• 54:55
  Buckley
• 54:55
  parents
• 54:56
  just
• 54:56
  seem
• 54:56
  like
• 54:56
  they
• 54:56
  have
• 54:56
  this,
• 54:57
  like,
• 54:58
  weird
• 54:59
  hoity
• 54:59
  toity,
• 55:00
  like,
• 55:00
  upper
• 55:00
  middle
• 55:01
  class,
• 55:02
  like,
• 55:02
  standard
• 55:02
  of,
• 55:03
  like,
• 55:03
  how
• 55:03
  you
• 55:03
  have
• 55:03
  to
• 55:03
  hold
• 55:04
  yourself.
• 55:05
  Like,
• 55:05
  outdated.
• 55:06
  Yeah.
• 55:07
  Yeah.
• 55:07
  I
• 55:08
  never
• 55:08
  understood.
• 55:09
  They
• 55:10
  do
• 55:10
  cry
• 55:10
  a
• 55:10
  lot.
• 55:10
  They're
• 55:11
  so
• 55:11
  productive.
• 55:12
  It's
• 55:12
  an
• 55:12
  art.
• 55:15
  They're
• 55:15
  miserable
• 55:16
  and
• 55:16
  nobody
• 55:16
  even
• 55:17
  knows.
• 55:18
  I
• 55:18
  mean.
• 55:19
  Yeah,
• 55:20
  some
• 55:20
  people
• 55:21
  know
• 55:21
  it's
• 55:21
  harder
• 55:22
  for
• 55:22
  Buck
• 55:22
  to
• 55:22
  hide
• 55:23
  when
• 55:23
  he
• 55:23
  is,
• 55:24
  like,
• 55:25
  actually
• 55:25
  miserable.
• 55:26
  But,
• 55:27
  like,
• 55:27
  he's
• 55:27
  kind
• 55:27
  of
• 55:27
  like,
• 55:28
  never
• 55:28
  mind.
• 55:29
  I'm
• 55:29
  just
• 55:29
  gonna
• 55:29
  be
• 55:29
  like,
• 55:29
  he's
• 55:30
  mentally
• 55:30
  ill
• 55:30
  all
• 55:30
  the
• 55:30
  time.
• 55:31
  I
• 55:31
  feel
• 55:31
  like
• 55:31
  he
• 55:32
  deals
• 55:32
  with
• 55:32
  depression
• 55:33
  all
• 55:33
  the
• 55:33
  time.
• 55:34
  So
• 55:34
  that's
• 55:35
  where
• 55:35
  they're
• 55:35
  like,
• 55:36
  I'm
• 55:36
  miserable
• 55:36
  and
• 55:36
  nobody
• 55:37
  even
• 55:37
  knows
• 55:38
  because
• 55:38
  he's
• 55:38
  putting
• 55:39
  on
• 55:39
  that
• 55:39
  mask.
• 55:40
  Yeah.
• 55:40
  I
• 55:40
  mean,
• 55:40
  it's
• 55:41
  the
• 55:41
  pendulum
• 55:42
  swinging.
• 55:42
  Is
• 55:43
  A
• 55:43
  little
• 55:43
  too
• 55:43
  far
• 55:43
  this
• 55:44
  time
• 55:44
  where
• 55:45
  it's
• 55:45
  like,
• 55:45
  with
• 55:46
  all
• 55:46
  of
• 55:46
  the
• 55:46
  baking
• 55:47
  and
• 55:47
  everything,
• 55:47
  it's
• 55:48
  like,
• 55:48
  oh,
• 55:48
  God,
• 55:49
  yeah,
• 55:49
  I'm
• 55:49
  fine.
• 55:49
  I'm
• 55:49
  baking.
• 55:50
  I'm
• 55:51
  fine.
• 55:52
  And
• 55:52
  it's
• 55:52
  like
• 55:53
  nobody
• 55:53
  even
• 55:53
  knows.
• 55:54
  It's
• 55:54
  like,
• 55:54
  they
• 55:55
  all
• 55:55
  know.
• 55:55
  They
• 55:56
  all
• 55:56
  know
• 55:56
  this
• 55:57
  time,
• 55:57
  babe.
• 55:58
  Like,
• 55:59
  your
• 55:59
  entire
• 55:59
  refrigerator
• 56:00
  is
• 56:00
  filled
• 56:00
  with
• 56:01
  baked
• 56:01
  goods.
• 56:02
  How
• 56:02
  do
• 56:02
  you.
• 56:03
  I
• 56:03
  think
• 56:03
  it's.
• 56:04
  I
• 56:04
  think
• 56:04
  it's
• 56:04
  really
• 56:04
  quick.
• 56:05
  I
• 56:05
  think
• 56:05
  it's
• 56:05
  interesting
• 56:05
  because
• 56:06
  I
• 56:06
  don't
• 56:06
  think
• 56:06
  we've
• 56:06
  ever
• 56:06
  been
• 56:06
  shown
• 56:07
  him,
• 56:07
  like,
• 56:07
  post
• 56:08
  breakup.
• 56:08
  No,
• 56:09
  be
• 56:09
  like
• 56:09
  this.
• 56:10
  And
• 56:10
  I
• 56:10
  really
• 56:10
  think
• 56:11
  it's
• 56:11
  because,
• 56:12
  like,
• 56:12
  he
• 56:12
  didn't
• 56:13
  want
• 56:13
  to
• 56:13
  be
• 56:13
  stopped
• 56:14
  like,
• 56:14
  before,
• 56:14
  after
• 56:15
  breakups
• 56:16
  to,
• 56:16
  like,
• 56:16
  look
• 56:16
  at
• 56:16
  their.
• 56:17
  Contact
• 56:17
  them,
• 56:18
  whatever.
• 56:18
  But
• 56:18
  this
• 56:18
  time
• 56:19
  he's
• 56:19
  like,
• 56:19
  okay.
• 56:19
  I
• 56:19
  actually
• 56:20
  really
• 56:20
  don't.
• 56:21
  Actually,
• 56:21
  I
• 56:21
  don't
• 56:21
  want
• 56:21
  to.
• 56:22
  I
• 56:23
  don't
• 56:23
  want
• 56:23
  to
• 56:23
  put
• 56:23
  any
• 56:24
  more
• 56:24
  of
• 56:25
  my
• 56:25
  effort
• 56:26
  into
• 56:26
  this
• 56:26
  person.
• 56:27
  But
• 56:27
  I
• 56:27
  also
• 56:28
  have
• 56:28
  no
• 56:28
  self
• 56:28
  control,
• 56:29
  so
• 56:29
  that's
• 56:29
  why
• 56:29
  he's
• 56:30
  making
• 56:30
  it
• 56:30
  everyone
• 56:30
  else's
• 56:31
  problem.
• 56:32
  I
• 56:33
  mean,
• 56:33
  I.
• 56:34
  I
• 56:34
  think
• 56:34
  he
• 56:34
  is
• 56:35
  trying
• 56:35
  to.
• 56:36
  So,
• 56:36
  like,
• 56:36
  we
• 56:37
  really
• 56:37
  haven't
• 56:37
  seen
• 56:37
  him
• 56:38
  react
• 56:38
  this
• 56:39
  way
• 56:39
  after
• 56:39
  a
• 56:39
  breakup.
• 56:40
  But
• 56:40
  the
• 56:40
  only,
• 56:41
  like,
• 56:41
  post
• 56:41
  breakup
• 56:42
  that
• 56:42
  we
• 56:42
  truly
• 56:42
  see
• 56:43
  him
• 56:43
  reacting
• 56:44
  in
• 56:45
  a
• 56:45
  big
• 56:45
  way,
• 56:46
  too,
• 56:46
  is
• 56:46
  after
• 56:47
  pretty
• 56:47
  much
• 56:48
  Abby,
• 56:48
  like,
• 56:48
  after
• 56:48
  she
• 56:49
  left.
• 56:49
  So
• 56:49
  I
• 56:50
  think
• 56:50
  in
• 56:50
  this
• 56:51
  case,
• 56:51
  because
• 56:51
  he
• 56:52
  sees
• 56:52
  both
• 56:52
  of
• 56:53
  these
• 56:53
  relationships
• 56:54
  as,
• 56:55
  you
• 56:55
  know,
• 56:55
  transformative.
• 56:56
  Transformative
• 56:57
  for
• 56:57
  him.
• 56:57
  I
• 56:57
  think
• 56:58
  he's
• 56:58
  trying
• 56:58
  to.
• 56:58
  Course.
• 56:59
  Correct.
• 57:00
  So
• 57:00
  he
• 57:00
  doesn't
• 57:00
  end
• 57:01
  up
• 57:01
  doing
• 57:01
  the
• 57:01
  same
• 57:01
  thing
• 57:02
  that
• 57:02
  he
• 57:02
  did
• 57:02
  for
• 57:03
  Abby.
• 57:03
  So
• 57:03
  he's
• 57:04
  again,
• 57:05
  trying
• 57:05
  to
• 57:05
  go
• 57:06
  all
• 57:06
  the
• 57:06
  way
• 57:06
  the
• 57:07
  other
• 57:07
  way
• 57:07
  and,
• 57:08
  like,
• 57:08
  not
• 57:08
  think
• 57:08
  about
• 57:09
  them,
• 57:09
  not
• 57:09
  think
• 57:10
  about
• 57:10
  Tommy.
• 57:10
  Like,
• 57:10
  not,
• 57:11
  like,
• 57:11
  engage
• 57:12
  with.
• 57:12
  You
• 57:12
  know,
• 57:13
  so
• 57:13
  he
• 57:13
  doesn't
• 57:13
  end
• 57:14
  up,
• 57:14
  you
• 57:14
  know,
• 57:15
  so
• 57:15
  Tommy
• 57:16
  also
• 57:16
  doesn't
• 57:16
  end
• 57:17
  up
• 57:17
  haunting
• 57:18
  his
• 57:18
  story
• 57:18
  like
• 57:19
  Abby
• 57:19
  did
• 57:19
  for
• 57:20
  so
• 57:20
  long.
• 57:20
  But
• 57:21
  he
• 57:21
  doesn't
• 57:21
  really
• 57:22
  know
• 57:22
  how
• 57:22
  to
• 57:23
  find
• 57:23
  any
• 57:23
  middle
• 57:23
  ground
• 57:24
  there
• 57:24
  because
• 57:25
  these.
• 57:25
  These
• 57:26
  were
• 57:26
  both,
• 57:26
  like,
• 57:26
  such
• 57:27
  transformative
• 57:28
  relationships
• 57:28
  for
• 57:28
  him.
• 57:29
  And
• 57:29
  he
• 57:30
  hasn't
• 57:30
  quite
• 57:31
  had
• 57:31
  the
• 57:32
  light
• 57:32
  bulb
• 57:32
  moment
• 57:33
  where
• 57:33
  it's
• 57:33
  like,
• 57:33
  I'm
• 57:34
  still
• 57:34
  on
• 57:34
  the
• 57:34
  hamster
• 57:35
  wheel.
• 57:35
  And
• 57:36
  this
• 57:36
  is
• 57:36
  why.
• 57:37
  And
• 57:37
  because
• 57:38
  he
• 57:38
  thought
• 57:38
  that
• 57:38
  he
• 57:38
  was
• 57:38
  off
• 57:39
  the
• 57:39
  hamster
• 57:39
  wheel,
• 57:40
  and
• 57:40
  it
• 57:40
  turns
• 57:40
  out
• 57:41
  that
• 57:41
  he
• 57:41
  wasn't.
• 57:41
  So
• 57:42
  he's
• 57:42
  like,
• 57:42
  oh,
• 57:42
  back
• 57:43
  in
• 57:43
  the
• 57:43
  building
• 57:43
  again.
• 57:44
  Let
• 57:45
  me
• 57:45
  not
• 57:45
  think
• 57:45
  about
• 57:45
  me
• 57:46
  being
• 57:46
  in
• 57:46
  the
• 57:46
  building
• 57:47
  by
• 57:47
  trying
• 57:48
  to
• 57:48
  burn
• 57:48
  the
• 57:48
  building
• 57:48
  down.
• 57:49
  Please
• 57:50
  burn
• 57:50
  his
• 57:50
  building
• 57:50
  loft.
• 57:51
  Burn
• 57:52
  now.
• 57:53
  I
• 57:53
  need
• 57:53
  it
• 57:54
  like,
• 57:54
  yesterday.
• 57:54
  I
• 57:55
  mean,
• 57:55
  that
• 57:55
  way
• 57:55
  we'll
• 57:56
  get
• 57:56
  the.
• 57:56
  He'll
• 57:56
  move
• 57:56
  into
• 57:57
  Eddie's
• 57:57
  house.
• 57:58
  Yeah.
• 57:59
  While
• 57:59
  Eddie
• 57:59
  is
• 58:00
  gone.
• 58:02
  I
• 58:02
  mean,
• 58:02
  it's
• 58:02
  just
• 58:02
  so
• 58:03
  perfect.
• 58:03
  Yes,
• 58:04
  it
• 58:04
  is.
• 58:04
  Like,
• 58:04
  come
• 58:04
  on,
• 58:05
  we're
• 58:05
  giving
• 58:05
  you
• 58:05
  all
• 58:06
  of
• 58:06
  These
• 58:06
  ideas
• 58:07
  every
• 58:07
  single,
• 58:08
  like,
• 58:08
  half
• 58:09
  season.
• 58:09
  Like,
• 58:09
  come
• 58:10
  on.
• 58:10
  Come
• 58:10
  on,
• 58:10
  Tim.
• 58:11
  All
• 58:11
  these
• 58:12
  ideas
• 58:12
  that
• 58:12
  he's
• 58:12
  already
• 58:13
  had.
• 58:13
  Yeah.
• 58:14
  We
• 58:14
  read
• 58:14
  his
• 58:15
  mind
• 58:15
  instead.
• 58:16
  We're
• 58:17
  channeling.
• 58:17
  We
• 58:18
  are.
• 58:18
  We're
• 58:19
  tapped
• 58:19
  in
• 58:20
  to
• 58:20
  the
• 58:20
  matrix.
• 58:21
  Oh,
• 58:22
  God.
• 58:22
  I
• 58:23
  guess
• 58:23
  speaking
• 58:23
  of
• 58:24
  Abby.
• 58:24
  The
• 58:25
  smallest
• 58:25
  man
• 58:26
  or
• 58:26
  woman
• 58:27
  that
• 58:28
  has
• 58:28
  ever
• 58:28
  lived.
• 58:28
  Man
• 58:29
  who
• 58:29
  ever
• 58:29
  lived.
• 58:29
  Confirmed.
• 58:31
  Yeah.
• 58:31
  We
• 58:32
  all
• 58:32
  put
• 58:32
  down
• 58:32
  that
• 58:32
  this
• 58:32
  is
• 58:33
  Buck
• 58:33
  about.
• 58:34
  About
• 58:34
  Abby
• 58:34
  for
• 58:35
  this
• 58:35
  one.
• 58:35
  Yeah.
• 58:36
  I.
• 58:38
  I
• 58:38
  mean,
• 58:39
  ghosting.
• 58:41
  Was
• 58:42
  any
• 58:42
  of
• 58:42
  it
• 58:42
  true?
• 58:43
  Gazing
• 58:43
  at
• 58:43
  me
• 58:44
  star
• 58:44
  eyed.
• 58:44
  I
• 58:45
  mean,
• 58:45
  that
• 58:45
  is.
• 58:45
  That
• 58:45
  is
• 58:46
  essentially
• 58:46
  what
• 58:47
  Abby
• 58:47
  put
• 58:48
  forth
• 58:48
  in
• 58:49
  this
• 58:49
  relationship
• 58:50
  of
• 58:50
  theirs
• 58:50
  where.
• 58:51
  Where
• 58:51
  she
• 58:51
  was
• 58:51
  like.
• 58:52
  Yeah.
• 58:52
  She
• 58:52
  was
• 58:53
  so
• 58:53
  enamored,
• 58:53
  I
• 58:53
  think,
• 58:54
  with
• 58:54
  like,
• 58:54
  the
• 58:55
  idea
• 58:55
  of
• 58:56
  Buck
• 58:56
  and
• 58:56
  what
• 58:57
  he
• 58:57
  was
• 58:57
  like,
• 58:58
  kind
• 58:58
  of,
• 58:59
  again,
• 58:59
  kind
• 59:00
  of
• 59:00
  similarly
• 59:00
  to
• 59:00
  Tommy.
• 59:01
  This
• 59:01
  parallel
• 59:01
  keeps
• 59:02
  coming
• 59:02
  up.
• 59:02
  Like
• 59:03
  how
• 59:04
  what
• 59:04
  Abby
• 59:04
  liked
• 59:04
  in
• 59:05
  their
• 59:05
  relationship
• 59:05
  was
• 59:06
  kind
• 59:06
  of
• 59:06
  what
• 59:06
  Buck
• 59:07
  was
• 59:07
  giving
• 59:08
  to
• 59:08
  her.
• 59:08
  Like
• 59:08
  this
• 59:08
  sense
• 59:09
  of
• 59:09
  life
• 59:10
  coming
• 59:10
  back
• 59:10
  for
• 59:11
  her.
• 59:11
  But.
• 59:11
  But
• 59:12
  like,
• 59:12
  she
• 59:13
  didn't
• 59:14
  tell
• 59:14
  Buck.
• 59:15
  That's
• 59:15
  what
• 59:15
  she
• 59:16
  was.
• 59:16
  That's
• 59:17
  what
• 59:17
  she
• 59:17
  was
• 59:17
  looking
• 59:17
  for.
• 59:18
  She
• 59:18
  sucks
• 59:18
  the
• 59:19
  life
• 59:19
  out
• 59:19
  of
• 59:19
  him.
• 59:19
  Like
• 59:20
  a
• 59:20
  dementor.
• 59:21
  Yeah.
• 59:22
  And
• 59:22
  I
• 59:22
  mean,
• 59:23
  just
• 59:23
  like
• 59:23
  with
• 59:23
  the
• 59:24
  chorus.
• 59:24
  I
• 59:24
  don't
• 59:24
  even
• 59:24
  want
• 59:25
  you
• 59:25
  back.
• 59:25
  I
• 59:25
  just
• 59:26
  want
• 59:26
  to
• 59:26
  know
• 59:26
  if
• 59:26
  resting
• 59:27
  my
• 59:27
  sparkling
• 59:28
  summer
• 59:28
  was
• 59:28
  the
• 59:28
  goal.
• 59:29
  Like,
• 59:30
  that
• 59:30
  is
• 59:30
  so
• 59:31
  Buck
• 59:31
  just,
• 59:32
  like,
• 59:32
  trying
• 59:33
  to
• 59:33
  look
• 59:33
  for
• 59:34
  closure.
• 59:35
  Like,
• 59:35
  what.
• 59:36
  What
• 59:36
  were
• 59:36
  you
• 59:36
  doing
• 59:37
  with
• 59:37
  me?
• 59:37
  Like,
• 59:38
  what
• 59:38
  was.
• 59:39
  What
• 59:39
  was
• 59:39
  this
• 59:40
  to
• 59:40
  you?
• 59:40
  And,
• 59:41
  like,
• 59:41
  I
• 59:41
  don't
• 59:41
  miss
• 59:42
  what
• 59:42
  we
• 59:42
  have
• 59:42
  because
• 59:42
  someone
• 59:42
  give
• 59:43
  a
• 59:43
  message
• 59:43
  to
• 59:43
  the
• 59:43
  smallest
• 59:44
  man
• 59:44
  because,
• 59:44
  like,
• 59:44
  he
• 59:44
  literally
• 59:45
  doesn't
• 59:45
  know
• 59:45
  where
• 59:46
  she
• 59:46
  is.
• 59:46
  Yeah.
• 59:49
  So
• 59:49
  could
• 59:49
  someone
• 59:49
  get
• 59:50
  this
• 59:50
  letter
• 59:50
  that
• 59:50
  I
• 59:50
  wrote
• 59:51
  her?
• 59:51
  And
• 59:52
  that's.
• 59:52
  And
• 59:52
  so
• 59:52
  the
• 59:53
  course
• 59:53
  is
• 59:53
  kind
• 59:53
  of
• 59:53
  giving
• 59:54
  a
• 59:54
  little
• 59:54
  bit
• 59:55
  like,
• 59:55
  the
• 59:55
  closure
• 59:55
  that
• 59:56
  he
• 59:56
  gets
• 59:56
  in
• 59:57
  at
• 59:57
  the
• 59:57
  end
• 59:57
  of
• 59:57
  season
• 59:58
  three
• 59:58
  with
• 59:59
  the
• 59:59
  train
• 59:59
  derailment,
• 1:00:00
  where
• 1:00:00
  it's
• 1:00:01
  like.
• 1:00:01
  And
• 1:00:01
  I
• 1:00:01
  don't
• 1:00:01
  miss
• 1:00:01
  what
• 1:00:01
  we
• 1:00:02
  had.
• 1:00:02
  Like,
• 1:00:02
  at
• 1:00:02
  this
• 1:00:02
  point,
• 1:00:03
  he's
• 1:00:03
  kind
• 1:00:03
  of
• 1:00:03
  like
• 1:00:04
  he's
• 1:00:04
  put
• 1:00:04
  it
• 1:00:04
  to
• 1:00:04
  rest.
• 1:00:05
  Right.
• 1:00:06
  But
• 1:00:06
  could
• 1:00:06
  you
• 1:00:07
  give
• 1:00:07
  a
• 1:00:07
  message
• 1:00:08
  to
• 1:00:08
  the
• 1:00:08
  smallest
• 1:00:09
  man
• 1:00:09
  who
• 1:00:09
  ever
• 1:00:09
  lived?
• 1:00:09
  Like,
• 1:00:10
  it's
• 1:00:10
  in
• 1:00:10
  the
• 1:00:10
  past
• 1:00:10
  now.
• 1:00:11
  I'm
• 1:00:11
  kind
• 1:00:12
  of
• 1:00:12
  as
• 1:00:12
  over
• 1:00:12
  it
• 1:00:13
  as
• 1:00:13
  I'm
• 1:00:13
  going
• 1:00:13
  to
• 1:00:13
  get.
• 1:00:14
  But
• 1:00:14
  I
• 1:00:14
  do
• 1:00:15
  need
• 1:00:15
  this
• 1:00:15
  point
• 1:00:15
  of
• 1:00:16
  closure.
• 1:00:16
  And
• 1:00:17
  then
• 1:00:17
  we
• 1:00:17
  can
• 1:00:17
  finally
• 1:00:18
  clear,
• 1:00:18
  close,
• 1:00:18
  like,
• 1:00:19
  finish
• 1:00:19
  that
• 1:00:19
  chapter
• 1:00:20
  and
• 1:00:20
  finish
• 1:00:20
  the
• 1:00:20
  book
• 1:00:20
  and
• 1:00:21
  move
• 1:00:21
  on
• 1:00:22
  more
• 1:00:22
  freely.
• 1:00:23
  But
• 1:00:23
  I
• 1:00:23
  mean,
• 1:00:24
  like,
• 1:00:24
  all
• 1:00:24
  of
• 1:00:25
  this
• 1:00:25
  is
• 1:00:25
  also
• 1:00:26
  working
• 1:00:26
  for
• 1:00:26
  Tommy
• 1:00:27
  right
• 1:00:27
  now
• 1:00:28
  that
• 1:00:28
  they've
• 1:00:28
  broken
• 1:00:28
  up,
• 1:00:29
  like,
• 1:00:29
  in,
• 1:00:30
  like
• 1:00:30
  in
• 1:00:30
  their
• 1:00:30
  breakup.
• 1:00:31
  Like,
• 1:00:32
  you're
• 1:00:32
  so
• 1:00:32
  right.
• 1:00:33
  Wait,
• 1:00:33
  wait.
• 1:00:34
  Let's
• 1:00:34
  just
• 1:00:35
  change
• 1:00:35
  our
• 1:00:35
  mind.
• 1:00:36
  But
• 1:00:37
  let's
• 1:00:38
  change
• 1:00:38
  our
• 1:00:38
  mind.
• 1:00:38
  Let's
• 1:00:38
  go
• 1:00:39
  back.
• 1:00:39
  I
• 1:00:39
  mean,
• 1:00:40
  when.
• 1:00:40
  Whenever
• 1:00:41
  we
• 1:00:41
  talk
• 1:00:41
  about
• 1:00:41
  Abby,
• 1:00:42
  we're,
• 1:00:42
  like,
• 1:00:42
  inherently
• 1:00:44
  comparing
• 1:00:44
  her
• 1:00:44
  to
• 1:00:44
  Tommy.
• 1:00:45
  They're
• 1:00:45
  the
• 1:00:45
  same
• 1:00:45
  person.
• 1:00:46
  So
• 1:00:46
  it's
• 1:00:46
  like
• 1:00:47
  this
• 1:00:47
  is
• 1:00:47
  kind
• 1:00:48
  of
• 1:00:48
  a
• 1:00:48
  no
• 1:00:48
  brainer.
• 1:00:48
  But
• 1:00:48
  like
• 1:00:49
  that
• 1:00:49
  line
• 1:00:49
  with
• 1:00:49
  the.
• 1:00:49
  If
• 1:00:50
  resting
• 1:00:50
  my
• 1:00:50
  sparkling
• 1:00:50
  summer
• 1:00:51
  was
• 1:00:51
  the
• 1:00:51
  goal.
• 1:00:52
  If
• 1:00:52
  Tommy
• 1:00:53
  knew
• 1:00:53
  that,
• 1:00:54
  you
• 1:00:54
  know,
• 1:00:55
  he
• 1:00:55
  was
• 1:00:56
  Buck's
• 1:00:56
  first,
• 1:00:56
  but
• 1:00:56
  it
• 1:00:56
  wouldn't
• 1:00:57
  be
• 1:00:57
  his
• 1:00:57
  last.
• 1:00:58
  Good
• 1:00:58
  time.
• 1:00:58
  Not
• 1:00:59
  a
• 1:00:59
  long
• 1:00:59
  time.
• 1:01:00
  But
• 1:01:00
  doesn't
• 1:01:01
  say
• 1:01:01
  that
• 1:01:02
  to
• 1:01:02
  Buck,
• 1:01:03
  you
• 1:01:03
  know,
• 1:01:03
  like,
• 1:01:04
  eventually
• 1:01:05
  with
• 1:01:05
  this
• 1:01:05
  one,
• 1:01:06
  Buck
• 1:01:06
  isn't
• 1:01:06
  going
• 1:01:06
  to
• 1:01:07
  miss
• 1:01:07
  what
• 1:01:07
  they
• 1:01:07
  had.
• 1:01:08
  And
• 1:01:08
  I
• 1:01:08
  think
• 1:01:09
  we've,
• 1:01:09
  we've
• 1:01:10
  spoken
• 1:01:10
  about
• 1:01:10
  this
• 1:01:10
  before.
• 1:01:11
  It's
• 1:01:11
  not
• 1:01:11
  necessarily
• 1:01:12
  that
• 1:01:13
  Buck
• 1:01:13
  misses
• 1:01:14
  Tommy.
• 1:01:15
  He's
• 1:01:15
  missing,
• 1:01:16
  like,
• 1:01:17
  the
• 1:01:17
  idea
• 1:01:17
  of
• 1:01:17
  the
• 1:01:18
  relationship,
• 1:01:18
  the
• 1:01:18
  idea
• 1:01:19
  of
• 1:01:19
  someone
• 1:01:20
  loving
• 1:01:21
  him
• 1:01:21
  and
• 1:01:22
  staying
• 1:01:23
  and
• 1:01:23
  especially
• 1:01:24
  because
• 1:01:24
  it
• 1:01:24
  was
• 1:01:25
  something
• 1:01:26
  new
• 1:01:27
  and
• 1:01:27
  helped
• 1:01:28
  him
• 1:01:29
  unlock
• 1:01:29
  a
• 1:01:29
  part
• 1:01:30
  of
• 1:01:30
  himself
• 1:01:30
  that
• 1:01:30
  he
• 1:01:30
  didn't
• 1:01:31
  realize
• 1:01:32
  was
• 1:01:33
  vaulted
• 1:01:34
  essentially.
• 1:01:34
  Like,
• 1:01:35
  so
• 1:01:35
  any
• 1:01:35
  read
• 1:01:36
  of
• 1:01:36
  Abby
• 1:01:36
  is
• 1:01:36
  also
• 1:01:37
  a
• 1:01:37
  read
• 1:01:37
  of
• 1:01:37
  Tommy.
• 1:01:38
  That's
• 1:01:38
  just
• 1:01:38
  what
• 1:01:38
  it
• 1:01:39
  is.
• 1:01:39
  So
• 1:01:39
  you
• 1:01:39
  hung
• 1:01:40
  me
• 1:01:40
  on
• 1:01:40
  your
• 1:01:40
  wall,
• 1:01:40
  stabbed
• 1:01:40
  me
• 1:01:41
  with
• 1:01:41
  your
• 1:01:41
  push
• 1:01:41
  pins,
• 1:01:41
  and
• 1:01:42
  public
• 1:01:42
  showed
• 1:01:42
  me
• 1:01:42
  off.
• 1:01:43
  It
• 1:01:43
  was
• 1:01:43
  very
• 1:01:43
  much
• 1:01:44
  them
• 1:01:44
  dating
• 1:01:45
  him
• 1:01:45
  for
• 1:01:46
  his
• 1:01:46
  looks
• 1:01:47
  and
• 1:01:47
  what
• 1:01:47
  he
• 1:01:48
  can
• 1:01:48
  do
• 1:01:48
  for
• 1:01:48
  them
• 1:01:48
  in
• 1:01:48
  bed.
• 1:01:49
  Like,
• 1:01:49
  they
• 1:01:49
  don't
• 1:01:49
  actually
• 1:01:50
  care
• 1:01:50
  about
• 1:01:50
  him
• 1:01:51
  as
• 1:01:51
  a
• 1:01:51
  person.
• 1:01:52
  I
• 1:01:52
  do
• 1:01:52
  think
• 1:01:52
  it's
• 1:01:53
  just
• 1:01:53
  funny
• 1:01:53
  to
• 1:01:53
  think
• 1:01:53
  about
• 1:01:54
  him
• 1:01:54
  saying
• 1:01:55
  to
• 1:01:55
  Tommy,
• 1:01:55
  you
• 1:01:55
  didn't
• 1:01:55
  measure
• 1:01:56
  up
• 1:01:56
  in
• 1:01:56
  any
• 1:01:56
  measure
• 1:01:56
  of
• 1:01:57
  a
• 1:01:57
  man.
• 1:02:00
  Oof.
• 1:02:02
  Once
• 1:02:02
  he
• 1:02:02
  gets
• 1:02:03
  something
• 1:02:03
  to
• 1:02:03
  compare
• 1:02:03
  it.
• 1:02:03
  To,
• 1:02:04
  you
• 1:02:04
  know,
• 1:02:04
  so,
• 1:02:04
  like,
• 1:02:05
  were
• 1:02:05
  you
• 1:02:05
  sent
• 1:02:05
  by
• 1:02:05
  someone
• 1:02:06
  who
• 1:02:06
  wanted
• 1:02:06
  me
• 1:02:06
  dead?
• 1:02:07
  Might
• 1:02:07
  sound
• 1:02:07
  dramatic.
• 1:02:08
  What
• 1:02:09
  did
• 1:02:09
  you
• 1:02:09
  say?
• 1:02:10
  I
• 1:02:10
  didn't
• 1:02:10
  necessarily
• 1:02:11
  mean
• 1:02:11
  it
• 1:02:11
  quite
• 1:02:12
  so
• 1:02:12
  literally.
• 1:02:13
  I
• 1:02:13
  said,
• 1:02:14
  you
• 1:02:14
  know,
• 1:02:16
  like,
• 1:02:16
  you
• 1:02:16
  didn't
• 1:02:16
  measure
• 1:02:17
  him
• 1:02:17
  in
• 1:02:17
  any
• 1:02:18
  measure
• 1:02:18
  of
• 1:02:18
  man.
• 1:02:18
  And
• 1:02:18
  I
• 1:02:18
  said,
• 1:02:20
  you
• 1:02:20
  know,
• 1:02:20
  can't
• 1:02:21
  wait
• 1:02:21
  till.
• 1:02:21
  Till
• 1:02:21
  he
• 1:02:22
  says
• 1:02:22
  that
• 1:02:22
  to
• 1:02:23
  like.
• 1:02:24
  And
• 1:02:24
  I
• 1:02:24
  said,
• 1:02:24
  once
• 1:02:24
  he
• 1:02:25
  gets
• 1:02:25
  something
• 1:02:26
  else
• 1:02:26
  to
• 1:02:26
  compare
• 1:02:26
  it
• 1:02:27
  to.
• 1:02:27
  Yeah,
• 1:02:28
  that's
• 1:02:28
  exactly
• 1:02:28
  what
• 1:02:28
  I
• 1:02:28
  meant
• 1:02:29
  when
• 1:02:29
  I
• 1:02:29
  said
• 1:02:29
  any
• 1:02:29
  measure
• 1:02:30
  of
• 1:02:30
  a
• 1:02:30
  man.
• 1:02:30
  And
• 1:02:30
  then
• 1:02:30
  when
• 1:02:30
  ha.
• 1:02:32
  Something
• 1:02:33
  else
• 1:02:33
  to
• 1:02:33
  compare.
• 1:02:33
  Maybe
• 1:02:33
  I
• 1:02:33
  didn't
• 1:02:34
  hear
• 1:02:34
  your.
• 1:02:34
  I'm
• 1:02:34
  sure
• 1:02:34
  he
• 1:02:34
  already
• 1:02:35
  owns
• 1:02:35
  something
• 1:02:35
  else
• 1:02:36
  to
• 1:02:36
  compare
• 1:02:36
  it
• 1:02:36
  to.
• 1:02:36
  And
• 1:02:37
  that's
• 1:02:37
  why
• 1:02:37
  he
• 1:02:37
  knows.
• 1:02:38
  Yeah.
• 1:02:41
  Anyway.
• 1:02:42
  Sorry,
• 1:02:42
  I
• 1:02:42
  just
• 1:02:42
  took
• 1:02:42
  it.
• 1:02:43
  Probably.
• 1:02:43
  Anyway,
• 1:02:43
  so.
• 1:02:44
  Or
• 1:02:45
  what?
• 1:02:46
  What?
• 1:02:46
  No.
• 1:02:47
  What?
• 1:02:47
  So?
• 1:02:47
  No,
• 1:02:48
  no,
• 1:02:49
  no.
• 1:02:49
  What?
• 1:02:50
  Nothing.
• 1:02:51
  I
• 1:02:51
  was
• 1:02:51
  just
• 1:02:51
  going
• 1:02:52
  to
• 1:02:52
  agree
• 1:02:52
  with
• 1:02:52
  you
• 1:02:52
  and
• 1:02:53
  say,
• 1:02:53
  yeah,
• 1:02:53
  he
• 1:02:53
  probably
• 1:02:54
  has
• 1:02:54
  a
• 1:02:54
  lot
• 1:02:54
  of
• 1:02:54
  things.
• 1:02:54
  I
• 1:02:54
  mean,
• 1:02:55
  he's
• 1:02:55
  got
• 1:02:55
  a
• 1:02:56
  ring
• 1:02:56
  cutter.
• 1:03:00
  I'm
• 1:03:00
  saying.
• 1:03:01
  Okay,
• 1:03:02
  you
• 1:03:02
  think
• 1:03:02
  this
• 1:03:02
  man
• 1:03:02
  didn't
• 1:03:03
  own
• 1:03:03
  toys
• 1:03:03
  before
• 1:03:04
  he
• 1:03:04
  knew.
• 1:03:06
  What
• 1:03:07
  was
• 1:03:07
  that
• 1:03:07
  tweet
• 1:03:07
  that
• 1:03:07
  you.
• 1:03:08
  That
• 1:03:08
  you
• 1:03:08
  sent
• 1:03:08
  earlier
• 1:03:09
  about
• 1:03:09
  him,
• 1:03:09
  like,
• 1:03:10
  in
• 1:03:10
  Peru?
• 1:03:11
  Like,
• 1:03:11
  oh,
• 1:03:12
  him
• 1:03:12
  making
• 1:03:12
  out
• 1:03:12
  with
• 1:03:12
  men
• 1:03:13
  but
• 1:03:13
  not
• 1:03:13
  realizing
• 1:03:13
  he
• 1:03:14
  was
• 1:03:14
  bi.
• 1:03:14
  Yeah,
• 1:03:14
  this.
• 1:03:15
  We've
• 1:03:15
  had
• 1:03:15
  that
• 1:03:15
  conversation.
• 1:03:16
  I
• 1:03:16
  don't
• 1:03:16
  know
• 1:03:16
  if
• 1:03:16
  you've
• 1:03:16
  ever
• 1:03:16
  done
• 1:03:16
  it
• 1:03:17
  on
• 1:03:17
  camera,
• 1:03:17
  but
• 1:03:17
  it's
• 1:03:17
  like,
• 1:03:18
  no,
• 1:03:18
  he
• 1:03:18
  absolutely
• 1:03:20
  fooled
• 1:03:20
  around
• 1:03:21
  with
• 1:03:21
  men,
• 1:03:21
  but
• 1:03:21
  just
• 1:03:22
  like,
• 1:03:22
  never
• 1:03:23
  Apply
• 1:03:23
  that
• 1:03:23
  to
• 1:03:24
  his
• 1:03:24
  sexuality
• 1:03:24
  because
• 1:03:24
  he's
• 1:03:25
  like,
• 1:03:25
  everyone.
• 1:03:26
  Like,
• 1:03:26
  that's
• 1:03:27
  fine.
• 1:03:28
  Or,
• 1:03:28
  like,
• 1:03:29
  threesomes,
• 1:03:29
  probably,
• 1:03:29
  and.
• 1:03:30
  Threesomes.
• 1:03:31
  Yeah.
• 1:03:31
  More
• 1:03:31
  sums.
• 1:03:31
  I
• 1:03:31
  don't
• 1:03:32
  know.
• 1:03:32
  It's,
• 1:03:32
  like,
• 1:03:33
  just
• 1:03:33
  as
• 1:03:33
  normal
• 1:03:33
  as
• 1:03:33
  checking
• 1:03:34
  out
• 1:03:34
  a
• 1:03:34
  hot
• 1:03:34
  guy's
• 1:03:34
  ass.
• 1:03:35
  Yeah.
• 1:03:36
  Anyway,
• 1:03:36
  it's
• 1:03:36
  not
• 1:03:37
  freak
• 1:03:37
  for
• 1:03:37
  freak
• 1:03:37
  for
• 1:03:38
  no
• 1:03:38
  reason.
• 1:03:39
  Sorry.
• 1:03:40
  So
• 1:03:40
  the
• 1:03:40
  real.
• 1:03:40
  So
• 1:03:40
  the
• 1:03:41
  bridge.
• 1:03:41
  Not
• 1:03:42
  super
• 1:03:42
  literal,
• 1:03:43
  but,
• 1:03:44
  like,
• 1:03:44
  if
• 1:03:44
  there's
• 1:03:44
  some
• 1:03:44
  callbacks
• 1:03:45
  to
• 1:03:45
  who's
• 1:03:45
  Afraid?
• 1:03:46
  A
• 1:03:46
  little
• 1:03:46
  old
• 1:03:46
  me
• 1:03:46
  here.
• 1:03:47
  So,
• 1:03:47
  like,
• 1:03:47
  were
• 1:03:47
  you
• 1:03:47
  sent
• 1:03:48
  by
• 1:03:48
  someone
• 1:03:48
  who
• 1:03:48
  wanted
• 1:03:48
  me
• 1:03:49
  dead?
• 1:03:49
  If
• 1:03:49
  you
• 1:03:49
  wanted
• 1:03:49
  me
• 1:03:50
  dead,
• 1:03:50
  you
• 1:03:50
  should
• 1:03:50
  have
• 1:03:50
  just
• 1:03:51
  said
• 1:03:51
  yes.
• 1:03:52
  Yeah.
• 1:03:52
  Like,
• 1:03:52
  if
• 1:03:53
  you
• 1:03:53
  wanted
• 1:03:53
  the
• 1:03:53
  relationship.
• 1:03:53
  Did
• 1:03:54
  you
• 1:03:54
  want
• 1:03:54
  to
• 1:03:54
  die?
• 1:03:54
  Did
• 1:03:55
  you
• 1:03:55
  want.
• 1:03:55
  Yeah,
• 1:03:56
  but,
• 1:03:56
  like,
• 1:03:56
  also,
• 1:03:56
  did
• 1:03:56
  you
• 1:03:57
  want
• 1:03:57
  to,
• 1:03:57
  like,
• 1:03:57
  literally
• 1:03:58
  just
• 1:03:58
  destroy
• 1:03:59
  me?
• 1:04:00
  Like,
• 1:04:00
  use
• 1:04:01
  me
• 1:04:01
  and
• 1:04:01
  throw
• 1:04:01
  me
• 1:04:01
  away
• 1:04:02
  and
• 1:04:02
  leave
• 1:04:02
  me?
• 1:04:03
  Like,
• 1:04:03
  when.
• 1:04:04
  Like,
• 1:04:04
  you
• 1:04:04
  knew
• 1:04:04
  that
• 1:04:04
  was
• 1:04:05
  how
• 1:04:05
  you
• 1:04:06
  could
• 1:04:06
  kill
• 1:04:06
  me
• 1:04:06
  legally.
• 1:04:07
  And
• 1:04:07
  then,
• 1:04:07
  like,
• 1:04:08
  did
• 1:04:08
  you
• 1:04:08
  sleep?
• 1:04:08
  So
• 1:04:08
  it's
• 1:04:08
  like,
• 1:04:09
  how
• 1:04:09
  long
• 1:04:09
  were
• 1:04:09
  you
• 1:04:09
  planning.
• 1:04:10
  Like,
• 1:04:11
  did
• 1:04:11
  you
• 1:04:11
  sleep
• 1:04:11
  with
• 1:04:11
  a
• 1:04:11
  gun
• 1:04:12
  under
• 1:04:12
  bed?
• 1:04:12
  Were
• 1:04:12
  you
• 1:04:12
  writing
• 1:04:12
  a
• 1:04:12
  book
• 1:04:13
  where
• 1:04:13
  you
• 1:04:13
  sleep
• 1:04:13
  yourself?
• 1:04:13
  Spy.
• 1:04:14
  Like,
• 1:04:14
  how
• 1:04:15
  long
• 1:04:15
  were
• 1:04:15
  you
• 1:04:16
  planning
• 1:04:16
  to
• 1:04:17
  do
• 1:04:17
  this
• 1:04:17
  to
• 1:04:17
  me?
• 1:04:18
  Maybe
• 1:04:18
  I'll
• 1:04:19
  find
• 1:04:19
  out
• 1:04:19
  one
• 1:04:19
  day
• 1:04:19
  and
• 1:04:20
  I'll
• 1:04:20
  say
• 1:04:20
  good
• 1:04:20
  riddance.
• 1:04:21
  It
• 1:04:21
  wasn't
• 1:04:22
  sexy
• 1:04:22
  once.
• 1:04:22
  It
• 1:04:23
  wasn't
• 1:04:23
  forbidden.
• 1:04:24
  This
• 1:04:25
  goes
• 1:04:25
  for
• 1:04:25
  both
• 1:04:26
  of
• 1:04:26
  them,
• 1:04:26
  I
• 1:04:26
  feel.
• 1:04:27
  Yeah,
• 1:04:27
  it
• 1:04:28
  sure
• 1:04:28
  does.
• 1:04:29
  Because
• 1:04:29
  it
• 1:04:29
  was
• 1:04:29
  like
• 1:04:30
  he
• 1:04:30
  was
• 1:04:30
  getting
• 1:04:30
  left
• 1:04:30
  when
• 1:04:30
  he
• 1:04:31
  was
• 1:04:31
  trying
• 1:04:31
  to
• 1:04:31
  make
• 1:04:31
  it
• 1:04:31
  serious.
• 1:04:32
  It
• 1:04:32
  was
• 1:04:32
  like
• 1:04:32
  he
• 1:04:33
  moved
• 1:04:33
  in
• 1:04:33
  with
• 1:04:33
  Abby,
• 1:04:34
  like,
• 1:04:35
  without
• 1:04:35
  really
• 1:04:36
  them
• 1:04:37
  talking
• 1:04:37
  about
• 1:04:37
  moving
• 1:04:37
  in.
• 1:04:38
  But
• 1:04:38
  he
• 1:04:38
  moved
• 1:04:38
  in
• 1:04:38
  to
• 1:04:38
  help
• 1:04:38
  her,
• 1:04:40
  right?
• 1:04:41
  He
• 1:04:41
  basically
• 1:04:41
  moved
• 1:04:41
  in
• 1:04:42
  to
• 1:04:42
  help
• 1:04:42
  her.
• 1:04:42
  And
• 1:04:42
  then
• 1:04:42
  he
• 1:04:42
  asked
• 1:04:43
  Tommy
• 1:04:43
  to
• 1:04:43
  move
• 1:04:43
  in.
• 1:04:44
  Yeah.
• 1:04:44
  And
• 1:04:45
  it's
• 1:04:45
  like,
• 1:04:45
  oh.
• 1:04:45
  Oh,
• 1:04:46
  no.
• 1:04:46
  Once
• 1:04:47
  you
• 1:04:47
  realize
• 1:04:47
  that
• 1:04:47
  this
• 1:04:47
  wasn't
• 1:04:48
  just
• 1:04:48
  a
• 1:04:48
  fling,
• 1:04:49
  even
• 1:04:49
  though
• 1:04:49
  I
• 1:04:49
  was
• 1:04:50
  honest
• 1:04:50
  with
• 1:04:50
  you
• 1:04:50
  the
• 1:04:50
  whole
• 1:04:50
  time
• 1:04:51
  about
• 1:04:51
  what
• 1:04:51
  I
• 1:04:52
  wanted.
• 1:04:52
  Got
• 1:04:53
  it.
• 1:04:53
  Cool.
• 1:04:55
  That's
• 1:04:56
  just.
• 1:04:56
  Like,
• 1:04:56
  I
• 1:04:56
  would
• 1:04:56
  have
• 1:04:56
  kept
• 1:04:57
  putting.
• 1:04:57
  I
• 1:04:57
  would
• 1:04:57
  have
• 1:04:57
  kept
• 1:04:57
  martyring
• 1:04:58
  myself
• 1:04:58
  for
• 1:04:58
  you,
• 1:04:59
  but
• 1:04:59
  instead,
• 1:04:59
  I
• 1:05:00
  just
• 1:05:00
  died
• 1:05:01
  inside.
• 1:05:02
  And
• 1:05:02
  you
• 1:05:02
  deserve
• 1:05:03
  prison,
• 1:05:03
  but
• 1:05:03
  you
• 1:05:04
  won't
• 1:05:04
  get
• 1:05:04
  time.
• 1:05:05
  Yeah.
• 1:05:05
  No.
• 1:05:05
  They
• 1:05:05
  won't
• 1:05:06
  suffer
• 1:05:06
  anything
• 1:05:06
  for
• 1:05:07
  what
• 1:05:07
  they
• 1:05:07
  did
• 1:05:07
  to
• 1:05:07
  him.
• 1:05:08
  They
• 1:05:08
  won't
• 1:05:09
  pay
• 1:05:09
  for
• 1:05:09
  it.
• 1:05:09
  You'll
• 1:05:10
  do
• 1:05:10
  this
• 1:05:10
  shit
• 1:05:10
  again.
• 1:05:11
  Yeah.
• 1:05:11
  Yep.
• 1:05:12
  God.
• 1:05:12
  You
• 1:05:13
  said
• 1:05:13
  normal
• 1:05:13
  girls
• 1:05:13
  were
• 1:05:14
  boring,
• 1:05:14
  but
• 1:05:14
  you
• 1:05:15
  were
• 1:05:15
  gone
• 1:05:15
  by
• 1:05:15
  the
• 1:05:15
  morning.
• 1:05:16
  It's,
• 1:05:16
  like,
• 1:05:16
  literally
• 1:05:17
  just
• 1:05:17
  here
• 1:05:17
  for
• 1:05:17
  a
• 1:05:18
  good
• 1:05:18
  time,
• 1:05:18
  not
• 1:05:18
  a
• 1:05:18
  long
• 1:05:18
  time.
• 1:05:19
  And
• 1:05:19
  I'm
• 1:05:19
  going
• 1:05:19
  to.
• 1:05:19
  It's
• 1:05:20
  giving.
• 1:05:20
  I'm
• 1:05:21
  gonna
• 1:05:21
  use
• 1:05:21
  you.
• 1:05:22
  Yeah.
• 1:05:23
  You
• 1:05:23
  kicked
• 1:05:23
  out
• 1:05:23
  the
• 1:05:24
  Sage
• 1:05:24
  Lights,
• 1:05:24
  but
• 1:05:25
  you're
• 1:05:25
  still
• 1:05:25
  performing.
• 1:05:26
  It's
• 1:05:26
  giving.
• 1:05:28
  Like,
• 1:05:29
  at
• 1:05:29
  least
• 1:05:29
  with
• 1:05:30
  Tommy,
• 1:05:30
  the
• 1:05:30
  only
• 1:05:30
  way
• 1:05:31
  I
• 1:05:31
  can
• 1:05:31
  see
• 1:05:32
  it
• 1:05:32
  is.
• 1:05:33
  Yeah,
• 1:05:33
  just
• 1:05:33
  basically
• 1:05:34
  using
• 1:05:34
  him
• 1:05:34
  and
• 1:05:34
  not
• 1:05:35
  being
• 1:05:35
  honest.
• 1:05:36
  Same
• 1:05:36
  with
• 1:05:36
  Abby.
• 1:05:37
  Like,
• 1:05:37
  just
• 1:05:37
  not
• 1:05:38
  really.
• 1:05:39
  Not.
• 1:05:40
  Not
• 1:05:40
  coming
• 1:05:40
  clean
• 1:05:40
  when
• 1:05:41
  she
• 1:05:41
  wanted
• 1:05:41
  to
• 1:05:41
  leave
• 1:05:41
  or
• 1:05:42
  her
• 1:05:42
  plans
• 1:05:42
  or
• 1:05:43
  anything.
• 1:05:44
  It's
• 1:05:44
  keeping
• 1:05:45
  Buck
• 1:05:45
  in
• 1:05:45
  the
• 1:05:45
  dark.
• 1:05:46
  Yeah,
• 1:05:47
  Right.
• 1:05:47
  With
• 1:05:47
  that
• 1:05:47
  lack
• 1:05:48
  of
• 1:05:48
  communication.
• 1:05:48
  Like,
• 1:05:49
  they're
• 1:05:49
  still
• 1:05:50
  performing
• 1:05:51
  as
• 1:05:51
  far
• 1:05:51
  as
• 1:05:51
  Buck
• 1:05:51
  knows.
• 1:05:52
  They're
• 1:05:52
  still
• 1:05:52
  acting
• 1:05:53
  as
• 1:05:53
  if
• 1:05:53
  they
• 1:05:53
  want
• 1:05:54
  this,
• 1:05:54
  like,
• 1:05:54
  long
• 1:05:54
  term
• 1:05:55
  relationship,
• 1:05:55
  as
• 1:05:55
  if
• 1:05:55
  they
• 1:05:56
  can
• 1:05:56
  see
• 1:05:56
  a
• 1:05:56
  future
• 1:05:57
  with
• 1:05:57
  Buck
• 1:05:58
  even
• 1:05:58
  when
• 1:05:58
  they
• 1:05:59
  actually
• 1:05:59
  can't.
• 1:05:59
  But
• 1:06:00
  they
• 1:06:00
  don't
• 1:06:01
  communicate
• 1:06:01
  that
• 1:06:02
  to
• 1:06:02
  him,
• 1:06:02
  so
• 1:06:03
  it's
• 1:06:03
  just
• 1:06:03
  keeping
• 1:06:03
  him
• 1:06:03
  in
• 1:06:04
  the
• 1:06:04
  dark.
• 1:06:04
  And
• 1:06:05
  here
• 1:06:05
  he
• 1:06:05
  is
• 1:06:05
  still,
• 1:06:06
  like,
• 1:06:06
  he's
• 1:06:07
  still
• 1:06:07
  on
• 1:06:07
  the
• 1:06:07
  stage
• 1:06:08
  performing
• 1:06:08
  opposite
• 1:06:09
  of
• 1:06:09
  them,
• 1:06:09
  but,
• 1:06:10
  like,
• 1:06:10
  he
• 1:06:11
  doesn't
• 1:06:11
  realize
• 1:06:12
  that
• 1:06:12
  his
• 1:06:12
  scene
• 1:06:12
  partner
• 1:06:13
  has
• 1:06:13
  left.
• 1:06:14
  And
• 1:06:14
  it's
• 1:06:15
  a
• 1:06:15
  monologue
• 1:06:15
  and
• 1:06:15
  not
• 1:06:15
  a
• 1:06:16
  dialogue
• 1:06:16
  anymore.
• 1:06:18
  Metaphor
• 1:06:18
  in
• 1:06:18
  plain
• 1:06:19
  sight.
• 1:06:19
  You
• 1:06:19
  hid,
• 1:06:20
  but
• 1:06:20
  you
• 1:06:20
  are
• 1:06:20
  what
• 1:06:21
  you
• 1:06:21
  did.
• 1:06:22
  I'll
• 1:06:23
  forget
• 1:06:23
  you,
• 1:06:23
  but
• 1:06:23
  I'll
• 1:06:24
  never
• 1:06:24
  forgive.
• 1:06:25
  I
• 1:06:25
  know
• 1:06:25
  that's
• 1:06:25
  right.
• 1:06:27
  I
• 1:06:27
  know
• 1:06:28
  that.
• 1:06:28
  Of
• 1:06:28
  the
• 1:06:28
  smallest
• 1:06:29
  man
• 1:06:29
  who
• 1:06:29
  ever
• 1:06:29
  lived.
• 1:06:30
  I'm
• 1:06:30
  so
• 1:06:30
  glad
• 1:06:30
  you
• 1:06:31
  brought
• 1:06:31
  Tommy
• 1:06:31
  up.
• 1:06:32
  You're
• 1:06:32
  welcome.
• 1:06:33
  I
• 1:06:33
  know
• 1:06:33
  we
• 1:06:33
  don't
• 1:06:33
  want
• 1:06:34
  to
• 1:06:34
  keep
• 1:06:34
  talking
• 1:06:34
  about
• 1:06:35
  him,
• 1:06:35
  but
• 1:06:35
  it's
• 1:06:35
  inevitable.
• 1:06:36
  Oh.
• 1:06:36
  I
• 1:06:36
  mean,
• 1:06:36
  any
• 1:06:37
  opportunity
• 1:06:37
  to,
• 1:06:38
  like,
• 1:06:38
  eviscerate
• 1:06:39
  him
• 1:06:39
  via
• 1:06:40
  the.
• 1:06:40
  The
• 1:06:40
  words
• 1:06:41
  of
• 1:06:41
  Taylor
• 1:06:42
  Swift,
• 1:06:43
  which
• 1:06:43
  is.
• 1:06:44
  The
• 1:06:44
  most
• 1:06:44
  powerful
• 1:06:45
  way.
• 1:06:46
  It
• 1:06:46
  is
• 1:06:47
  because
• 1:06:47
  it's
• 1:06:47
  witchcraft.
• 1:06:49
  So
• 1:06:49
  true.
• 1:06:50
  So
• 1:06:51
  the
• 1:06:51
  Alchemy.
• 1:06:52
  Do
• 1:06:52
  we
• 1:06:52
  all
• 1:06:53
  have.
• 1:06:53
  We
• 1:06:53
  all
• 1:06:53
  have
• 1:06:53
  book
• 1:06:54
  and
• 1:06:54
  Eddie.
• 1:06:54
  Right?
• 1:06:56
  I
• 1:06:56
  had
• 1:06:57
  to
• 1:06:57
  ask
• 1:06:59
  Han.
• 1:06:59
  Your
• 1:06:59
  note.
• 1:06:59
  Sorry.
• 1:07:00
  Not
• 1:07:00
  sorry.
• 1:07:02
  What
• 1:07:03
  else
• 1:07:03
  do
• 1:07:03
  they
• 1:07:03
  want
• 1:07:03
  me
• 1:07:03
  to
• 1:07:04
  say?
• 1:07:04
  Like,
• 1:07:05
  come
• 1:07:05
  on.
• 1:07:06
  I
• 1:07:07
  mean,
• 1:07:07
  I.
• 1:07:09
  I
• 1:07:09
  mean,
• 1:07:09
  there
• 1:07:09
  really
• 1:07:09
  is
• 1:07:09
  no
• 1:07:10
  other
• 1:07:10
  option.
• 1:07:11
  No,
• 1:07:12
  no,
• 1:07:13
  listen,
• 1:07:14
  I
• 1:07:15
  don't.
• 1:07:15
  I
• 1:07:15
  don't
• 1:07:16
  even
• 1:07:16
  need
• 1:07:16
  to
• 1:07:16
  get
• 1:07:16
  that
• 1:07:16
  deep
• 1:07:17
  into
• 1:07:17
  this.
• 1:07:18
  This
• 1:07:18
  is
• 1:07:18
  literally.
• 1:07:19
  This
• 1:07:20
  is
• 1:07:20
  literally
• 1:07:20
  Eddie
• 1:07:21
  at
• 1:07:21
  Buck.
• 1:07:22
  Mm.
• 1:07:24
  Like,
• 1:07:24
  once
• 1:07:24
  Eddie
• 1:07:24
  gets
• 1:07:25
  his
• 1:07:25
  shit
• 1:07:25
  together,
• 1:07:26
  he's
• 1:07:26
  gonna
• 1:07:26
  be
• 1:07:26
  like,
• 1:07:27
  yeah,
• 1:07:27
  ditch
• 1:07:28
  these
• 1:07:28
  people.
• 1:07:28
  Like
• 1:07:29
  you.
• 1:07:29
  I'm
• 1:07:30
  here.
• 1:07:30
  Is
• 1:07:30
  this.
• 1:07:31
  Is
• 1:07:31
  this
• 1:07:31
  before?
• 1:07:32
  Okay,
• 1:07:32
  so
• 1:07:33
  in
• 1:07:33
  the.
• 1:07:33
  In
• 1:07:33
  the
• 1:07:34
  time
• 1:07:34
  frame
• 1:07:34
  of
• 1:07:35
  oh,
• 1:07:35
  what
• 1:07:35
  was
• 1:07:36
  it?
• 1:07:36
  Guilty
• 1:07:36
  as
• 1:07:37
  sin
• 1:07:37
  to
• 1:07:38
  but
• 1:07:38
  daddy,
• 1:07:38
  I
• 1:07:38
  love
• 1:07:39
  him.
• 1:07:39
  Does
• 1:07:40
  the
• 1:07:41
  Alchemy
• 1:07:41
  happen
• 1:07:42
  after
• 1:07:43
  but
• 1:07:43
  daddy,
• 1:07:44
  I
• 1:07:44
  love
• 1:07:44
  him
• 1:07:44
  or
• 1:07:44
  before
• 1:07:44
  but
• 1:07:45
  daddy,
• 1:07:45
  I
• 1:07:45
  love
• 1:07:45
  him?
• 1:07:46
  I
• 1:07:46
  would
• 1:07:46
  think
• 1:07:46
  it's
• 1:07:46
  in
• 1:07:47
  between
• 1:07:47
  guilty
• 1:07:49
  and
• 1:07:50
  daddy.
• 1:07:51
  But
• 1:07:51
  daddy,
• 1:07:51
  I
• 1:07:51
  love
• 1:07:51
  him.
• 1:07:52
  Right.
• 1:07:52
  I
• 1:07:52
  was
• 1:07:53
  gonna
• 1:07:53
  say
• 1:07:53
  that.
• 1:07:53
  Or
• 1:07:53
  during
• 1:07:54
  Daddy,
• 1:07:54
  I
• 1:07:54
  love
• 1:07:55
  him.
• 1:07:55
  But
• 1:07:55
  daddy,
• 1:07:56
  I
• 1:07:56
  love
• 1:07:56
  him.
• 1:07:56
  Because
• 1:07:57
  I
• 1:07:57
  like
• 1:07:57
  that.
• 1:07:57
  You
• 1:07:57
  know,
• 1:07:57
  that's
• 1:07:58
  spanning,
• 1:07:58
  like,
• 1:07:58
  a
• 1:07:59
  little
• 1:07:59
  bit
• 1:07:59
  of
• 1:07:59
  a
• 1:07:59
  journey
• 1:08:00
  of
• 1:08:00
  like.
• 1:08:00
  Okay.
• 1:08:01
  Like,
• 1:08:01
  I'm
• 1:08:02
  learning.
• 1:08:02
  I'm
• 1:08:02
  learning.
• 1:08:03
  Got
• 1:08:03
  it.
• 1:08:03
  Okay.
• 1:08:04
  Sorry.
• 1:08:04
  Just
• 1:08:04
  curious.
• 1:08:05
  Fuck
• 1:08:05
  all
• 1:08:05
  y'all.
• 1:08:06
  Yeah.
• 1:08:08
  Wow.
• 1:08:09
  I'm
• 1:08:10
  clutching
• 1:08:10
  my
• 1:08:10
  pearl.
• 1:08:15
  I
• 1:08:15
  knew
• 1:08:15
  there
• 1:08:16
  was
• 1:08:16
  a
• 1:08:16
  reason
• 1:08:16
  I
• 1:08:16
  wore
• 1:08:16
  them.
• 1:08:17
  When
• 1:08:18
  I
• 1:08:18
  touch
• 1:08:18
  down,
• 1:08:18
  call
• 1:08:19
  the
• 1:08:19
  amateurs
• 1:08:19
  and
• 1:08:19
  cut
• 1:08:19
  them
• 1:08:20
  from
• 1:08:20
  the
• 1:08:20
  team.
• 1:08:20
  Ditch
• 1:08:20
  the
• 1:08:21
  clowns.
• 1:08:21
  Get
• 1:08:21
  their
• 1:08:21
  crown.
• 1:08:22
  Baby,
• 1:08:22
  I'm
• 1:08:22
  the
• 1:08:22
  one
• 1:08:22
  to
• 1:08:23
  beat
• 1:08:23
  because
• 1:08:23
  the
• 1:08:23
  sign
• 1:08:24
  on
• 1:08:24
  your
• 1:08:24
  heart
• 1:08:24
  said
• 1:08:24
  it's
• 1:08:25
  still
• 1:08:25
  reserved
• 1:08:25
  for
• 1:08:25
  me.
• 1:08:26
  Honestly,
• 1:08:27
  who
• 1:08:27
  are
• 1:08:27
  we
• 1:08:27
  to
• 1:08:27
  fight
• 1:08:27
  the
• 1:08:28
  Alchemy
• 1:08:28
  that's
• 1:08:28
  him
• 1:08:29
  saying,
• 1:08:29
  we're
• 1:08:30
  end
• 1:08:30
  game,
• 1:08:30
  baby.
• 1:08:31
  Like,
• 1:08:31
  yeah,
• 1:08:32
  I'm
• 1:08:33
  here.
• 1:08:33
  Let's
• 1:08:33
  go
• 1:08:34
  in
• 1:08:34
  the.
• 1:08:35
  I
• 1:08:35
  keep
• 1:08:35
  forgetting.
• 1:08:36
  No,
• 1:08:36
  it's
• 1:08:37
  not
• 1:08:37
  that
• 1:08:37
  I
• 1:08:37
  keep
• 1:08:37
  forgetting.
• 1:08:37
  I
• 1:08:38
  just
• 1:08:38
  didn't
• 1:08:38
  make
• 1:08:38
  the
• 1:08:38
  connection
• 1:08:39
  just
• 1:08:39
  now.
• 1:08:39
  But,
• 1:08:40
  like,
• 1:08:40
  normally
• 1:08:41
  it's
• 1:08:41
  in
• 1:08:41
  the
• 1:08:41
  back
• 1:08:41
  of
• 1:08:42
  my
• 1:08:42
  head,
• 1:08:42
  you
• 1:08:42
  know,
• 1:08:42
  the
• 1:08:42
  whole
• 1:08:43
  Taylor
• 1:08:43
  and
• 1:08:44
  Travis.
• 1:08:44
  Because
• 1:08:45
  we
• 1:08:45
  all.
• 1:08:45
  I'm
• 1:08:46
  sure
• 1:08:46
  we
• 1:08:46
  all
• 1:08:46
  here
• 1:08:47
  agree
• 1:08:47
  this
• 1:08:47
  song
• 1:08:47
  is
• 1:08:47
  about
• 1:08:48
  Travis.
• 1:08:48
  Yes.
• 1:08:49
  Once
• 1:08:49
  we
• 1:08:50
  finally
• 1:08:50
  get
• 1:08:50
  to
• 1:08:50
  so
• 1:08:51
  high
• 1:08:51
  school,
• 1:08:51
  the
• 1:08:52
  whole
• 1:08:52
  line
• 1:08:52
  of.
• 1:08:53
  You
• 1:08:53
  know
• 1:08:53
  how
• 1:08:54
  to
• 1:08:54
  ball.
• 1:08:54
  I
• 1:08:54
  know
• 1:08:55
  Aristotle.
• 1:08:56
  I
• 1:08:56
  mean,
• 1:08:56
  Eddie
• 1:08:58
  knows
• 1:08:58
  how
• 1:08:58
  to
• 1:08:58
  ball.
• 1:08:59
  So
• 1:08:59
  that
• 1:09:00
  means
• 1:09:00
  Buck.
• 1:09:01
  And
• 1:09:01
  those
• 1:09:01
  Aristotle's
• 1:09:02
  are
• 1:09:02
  there
• 1:09:02
  for.
• 1:09:02
  Yeah.
• 1:09:03
  This
• 1:09:03
  is
• 1:09:03
  Buck's
• 1:09:04
  point
• 1:09:04
  of
• 1:09:04
  view,
• 1:09:05
  really,
• 1:09:05
  because
• 1:09:06
  Eddie's
• 1:09:06
  the
• 1:09:07
  one
• 1:09:07
  on
• 1:09:07
  the
• 1:09:07
  team
• 1:09:07
  who.
• 1:09:07
  Who
• 1:09:08
  needs.
• 1:09:08
  Who's
• 1:09:08
  running
• 1:09:09
  back
• 1:09:09
  to
• 1:09:09
  him.
• 1:09:10
  The
• 1:09:10
  end
• 1:09:11
  story.
• 1:09:12
  Yeah.
• 1:09:14
  Also,
• 1:09:14
  there's
• 1:09:14
  that.
• 1:09:15
  I
• 1:09:15
  haven't.
• 1:09:15
  Sorry,
• 1:09:15
  one
• 1:09:15
  more
• 1:09:16
  thing.
• 1:09:16
  And
• 1:09:16
  then
• 1:09:16
  there's
• 1:09:17
  like,
• 1:09:17
  the.
• 1:09:19
  I
• 1:09:19
  love
• 1:09:19
  the
• 1:09:19
  little
• 1:09:20
  headcanon.
• 1:09:20
  Now
• 1:09:21
  that,
• 1:09:22
  you
• 1:09:23
  know
• 1:09:23
  Buck
• 1:09:24
  was
• 1:09:24
  tight
• 1:09:25
  end.
• 1:09:26
  Oh,
• 1:09:26
  my
• 1:09:26
  God.
• 1:09:27
  I
• 1:09:27
  thought
• 1:09:27
  he
• 1:09:27
  would
• 1:09:27
  have
• 1:09:27
  had
• 1:09:27
  a
• 1:09:27
  canon.
• 1:09:28
  That's.
• 1:09:28
  That's
• 1:09:28
  Canada.
• 1:09:29
  That's
• 1:09:29
  Canada.
• 1:09:29
  So
• 1:09:30
  he
• 1:09:30
  was.
• 1:09:30
  He
• 1:09:30
  was
• 1:09:31
  tight.
• 1:09:31
  He
• 1:09:31
  played
• 1:09:31
  tight
• 1:09:31
  end.
• 1:09:33
  And
• 1:09:33
  so,
• 1:09:34
  like,
• 1:09:34
  now
• 1:09:34
  my.
• 1:09:35
  My
• 1:09:35
  headcanon
• 1:09:36
  is.
• 1:09:37
  Oh.
• 1:09:38
  Eddie
• 1:09:38
  could
• 1:09:38
  have
• 1:09:39
  potentially
• 1:09:39
  been
• 1:09:39
  a
• 1:09:39
  cheerleader
• 1:09:40
  if
• 1:09:40
  he
• 1:09:40
  was
• 1:09:41
  allowed
• 1:09:41
  to.
• 1:09:42
  So
• 1:09:43
  there's
• 1:09:43
  the.
• 1:09:44
  That
• 1:09:44
  whole,
• 1:09:45
  like,
• 1:09:45
  bucket
• 1:09:45
  Eddie,
• 1:09:46
  high
• 1:09:46
  school
• 1:09:47
  cheerleader,
• 1:09:48
  football
• 1:09:48
  player
• 1:09:49
  relationships.
• 1:09:50
  Yeah.
• 1:09:51
  Oh,
• 1:09:51
  I'm
• 1:09:51
  sure
• 1:09:51
  there
• 1:09:51
  are
• 1:09:52
  some.
• 1:09:52
  Isn't
• 1:09:53
  Travis
• 1:09:53
  Kelce
• 1:09:53
  a
• 1:09:54
  tight
• 1:09:54
  end?
• 1:09:54
  Yes.
• 1:09:55
  Yes.
• 1:09:56
  Yes.
• 1:09:56
  Okay.
• 1:09:57
  I
• 1:09:57
  didn't.
• 1:09:57
  That's
• 1:09:57
  why
• 1:09:58
  it
• 1:09:58
  keeps
• 1:09:58
  lining
• 1:09:59
  up.
• 1:09:59
  It's
• 1:09:59
  so
• 1:10:00
  funny.
• 1:10:01
  Perfect.
• 1:10:03
  So
• 1:10:03
  this
• 1:10:04
  would
• 1:10:04
  also
• 1:10:05
  be
• 1:10:06
  just
• 1:10:06
  like,
• 1:10:07
  peak
• 1:10:07
  if
• 1:10:08
  Eddie
• 1:10:08
  does
• 1:10:08
  actually
• 1:10:08
  go
• 1:10:09
  to
• 1:10:09
  Texas
• 1:10:09
  for
• 1:10:09
  any
• 1:10:09
  amount
• 1:10:10
  of
• 1:10:10
  time.
• 1:10:11
  But
• 1:10:11
  it's.
• 1:10:11
  I
• 1:10:11
  haven't
• 1:10:11
  come
• 1:10:12
  around
• 1:10:12
  in
• 1:10:12
  so
• 1:10:12
  long,
• 1:10:12
  but
• 1:10:13
  I'm
• 1:10:13
  making
• 1:10:13
  a
• 1:10:13
  comeback
• 1:10:13
  to
• 1:10:14
  where
• 1:10:14
  I
• 1:10:14
  belong.
• 1:10:15
  Oh,
• 1:10:15
  my
• 1:10:16
  God.
• 1:10:17
  Yes.
• 1:10:18
  Do
• 1:10:18
  you
• 1:10:18
  want
• 1:10:18
  to
• 1:10:18
  touch
• 1:10:19
  down?
• 1:10:19
  And
• 1:10:19
  then
• 1:10:19
  it's
• 1:10:19
  like
• 1:10:20
  airport
• 1:10:20
  reunion,
• 1:10:21
  abc.
• 1:10:22
  We
• 1:10:23
  know
• 1:10:23
  you
• 1:10:23
  have
• 1:10:23
  the
• 1:10:23
  budget.
• 1:10:24
  We
• 1:10:25
  know
• 1:10:25
  you
• 1:10:25
  have
• 1:10:25
  the
• 1:10:25
  budget.
• 1:10:27
  Yes.
• 1:10:28
  They
• 1:10:28
  need
• 1:10:28
  to
• 1:10:28
  do
• 1:10:28
  that
• 1:10:29
  for
• 1:10:29
  us.
• 1:10:30
  Do
• 1:10:30
  that
• 1:10:30
  for
• 1:10:30
  us
• 1:10:31
  specifically
• 1:10:31
  as
• 1:10:31
  a
• 1:10:31
  gift.
• 1:10:32
  Yes.
• 1:10:33
  We're
• 1:10:33
  giving
• 1:10:33
  you
• 1:10:33
  free
• 1:10:34
  promo
• 1:10:35
  that
• 1:10:35
  you
• 1:10:35
  don't
• 1:10:35
  need.
• 1:10:36
  It's
• 1:10:36
  just
• 1:10:37
  the
• 1:10:37
  sign
• 1:10:37
  on
• 1:10:37
  your
• 1:10:37
  heart
• 1:10:37
  is
• 1:10:38
  still
• 1:10:38
  reserved
• 1:10:38
  for
• 1:10:38
  me.
• 1:10:39
  I
• 1:10:39
  know
• 1:10:40
  you're
• 1:10:40
  dating
• 1:10:40
  other
• 1:10:41
  people,
• 1:10:41
  but,
• 1:10:41
  like,
• 1:10:41
  literally
• 1:10:42
  dump
• 1:10:42
  them.
• 1:10:43
  I
• 1:10:43
  don't
• 1:10:43
  care.
• 1:10:43
  That's.
• 1:10:44
  It's
• 1:10:44
  just
• 1:10:44
  so
• 1:10:44
  Eddie.
• 1:10:45
  Like.
• 1:10:45
  Yeah,
• 1:10:46
  that
• 1:10:46
  would
• 1:10:46
  be.
• 1:10:46
  Whenever
• 1:10:46
  he
• 1:10:47
  gets
• 1:10:47
  there,
• 1:10:47
  he's
• 1:10:47
  literally
• 1:10:48
  not
• 1:10:48
  gonna
• 1:10:48
  care.
• 1:10:49
  No,
• 1:10:49
  that
• 1:10:49
  would
• 1:10:49
  be
• 1:10:49
  something
• 1:10:50
  that
• 1:10:50
  comes
• 1:10:50
  out
• 1:10:50
  of
• 1:10:50
  his
• 1:10:51
  mouth.
• 1:10:52
  He
• 1:10:52
  would
• 1:10:52
  say
• 1:10:53
  something
• 1:10:53
  about,
• 1:10:53
  like,
• 1:10:54
  I
• 1:10:54
  don't
• 1:10:54
  care
• 1:10:54
  about
• 1:10:55
  all
• 1:10:55
  the
• 1:10:55
  other
• 1:10:55
  people.
• 1:10:56
  Like,
• 1:10:57
  get
• 1:10:57
  rid
• 1:10:57
  of
• 1:10:57
  them.
• 1:10:58
  I'm.
• 1:10:58
  I'm
• 1:10:58
  the
• 1:10:59
  one
• 1:10:59
  you
• 1:10:59
  want.
• 1:10:59
  Like,
• 1:11:00
  you
• 1:11:01
  know
• 1:11:02
  what?
• 1:11:02
  We
• 1:11:02
  Have.
• 1:11:02
  This
• 1:11:02
  only
• 1:11:03
  happens
• 1:11:03
  once
• 1:11:03
  every
• 1:11:03
  few
• 1:11:04
  lifetimes.
• 1:11:04
  Like,
• 1:11:05
  talk
• 1:11:05
  about
• 1:11:05
  their
• 1:11:06
  profound
• 1:11:06
  bond.
• 1:11:06
  Oh,
• 1:11:07
  no.
• 1:11:07
  We
• 1:11:08
  made
• 1:11:08
  it.
• 1:11:08
  This
• 1:11:09
  whole
• 1:11:09
  episode.
• 1:11:10
  No.
• 1:11:12
  Made
• 1:11:12
  almost
• 1:11:13
  four
• 1:11:13
  hours.
• 1:11:15
  I
• 1:11:15
  don't
• 1:11:16
  have
• 1:11:16
  anything
• 1:11:16
  else
• 1:11:16
  to
• 1:11:16
  say
• 1:11:17
  about
• 1:11:17
  that
• 1:11:17
  song.
• 1:11:17
  No,
• 1:11:17
  really.
• 1:11:18
  I
• 1:11:18
  mean.
• 1:11:18
  I
• 1:11:19
  mean,
• 1:11:19
  where's
• 1:11:20
  the
• 1:11:20
  trophy?
• 1:11:20
  He
• 1:11:20
  just
• 1:11:21
  comes
• 1:11:21
  running
• 1:11:21
  over
• 1:11:21
  to
• 1:11:22
  me.
• 1:11:22
  Like,
• 1:11:23
  them
• 1:11:23
  choosing
• 1:11:23
  each
• 1:11:24
  other.
• 1:11:24
  They're
• 1:11:25
  each
• 1:11:25
  other's
• 1:11:25
  trophy.
• 1:11:26
  They
• 1:11:26
  are,
• 1:11:28
  yeah.
• 1:11:29
  It's
• 1:11:29
  just
• 1:11:29
  so
• 1:11:29
  perfect
• 1:11:30
  for
• 1:11:30
  them.
• 1:11:31
  It's.
• 1:11:31
  It's
• 1:11:32
  so,
• 1:11:32
  like,
• 1:11:33
  kind
• 1:11:33
  of
• 1:11:33
  redemptive,
• 1:11:35
  like
• 1:11:35
  a
• 1:11:36
  redemption
• 1:11:37
  for
• 1:11:37
  them
• 1:11:37
  and,
• 1:11:38
  you
• 1:11:39
  know,
• 1:11:39
  going
• 1:11:40
  to
• 1:11:40
  the
• 1:11:41
  home
• 1:11:41
  where
• 1:11:41
  they
• 1:11:41
  belong,
• 1:11:42
  which
• 1:11:42
  is
• 1:11:43
  each
• 1:11:43
  other,
• 1:11:43
  and
• 1:11:44
  just.
• 1:11:44
  It's
• 1:11:44
  perfect.
• 1:11:45
  Perfect.
• 1:11:46
  See,
• 1:11:47
  I
• 1:11:47
  was
• 1:11:47
  gonna
• 1:11:48
  be,
• 1:11:48
  like,
• 1:11:48
  seeing
• 1:11:48
  espanol,
• 1:11:49
  and
• 1:11:49
  then
• 1:11:49
  I
• 1:11:49
  was
• 1:11:49
  like,
• 1:11:49
  wait,
• 1:11:50
  no,
• 1:11:50
  never
• 1:11:50
  mind.
• 1:11:52
  That
• 1:11:53
  doesn't
• 1:11:53
  work.
• 1:11:54
  It's
• 1:11:54
  not
• 1:11:55
  the
• 1:11:55
  same.
• 1:11:55
  It's
• 1:11:56
  okay.
• 1:11:56
  It
• 1:11:57
  was
• 1:11:57
  close
• 1:11:57
  enough.
• 1:11:57
  It
• 1:11:57
  was
• 1:11:58
  funny.
• 1:11:58
  So
• 1:11:59
  Clara
• 1:11:59
  Bow.
• 1:12:00
  Yeah,
• 1:12:01
  sorry.
• 1:12:03
  So
• 1:12:03
  for
• 1:12:03
  Clara
• 1:12:04
  Bow,
• 1:12:04
  I
• 1:12:04
  have
• 1:12:05
  May.
• 1:12:06
  Some
• 1:12:06
  of
• 1:12:06
  the
• 1:12:06
  reasons
• 1:12:07
  why
• 1:12:07
  is.
• 1:12:08
  I
• 1:12:08
  guess,
• 1:12:08
  like,
• 1:12:09
  the
• 1:12:09
  song
• 1:12:09
  does.
• 1:12:09
  Does
• 1:12:10
  this
• 1:12:10
  thing
• 1:12:10
  where
• 1:12:10
  they're
• 1:12:11
  comparing,
• 1:12:11
  like,
• 1:12:12
  an
• 1:12:12
  icon
• 1:12:14
  to
• 1:12:14
  the
• 1:12:15
  singer
• 1:12:16
  or
• 1:12:17
  the
• 1:12:17
  singer
• 1:12:18
  was
• 1:12:18
  being
• 1:12:18
  compared
• 1:12:18
  to
• 1:12:18
  the
• 1:12:18
  icon.
• 1:12:19
  Whatever.
• 1:12:19
  I
• 1:12:19
  believe
• 1:12:20
  I
• 1:12:20
  picked
• 1:12:20
  May
• 1:12:21
  because
• 1:12:21
  of
• 1:12:22
  legacy
• 1:12:24
  in
• 1:12:24
  regards
• 1:12:25
  to
• 1:12:26
  Athena,
• 1:12:27
  and
• 1:12:27
  I
• 1:12:27
  think
• 1:12:27
  it
• 1:12:27
  really
• 1:12:28
  stems
• 1:12:28
  from
• 1:12:28
  when
• 1:12:29
  she.
• 1:12:30
  She
• 1:12:30
  joined
• 1:12:31
  Dispatch.
• 1:12:32
  Mm.
• 1:12:33
  Mm.
• 1:12:34
  So
• 1:12:35
  I
• 1:12:35
  know
• 1:12:36
  that
• 1:12:36
  Dispatch
• 1:12:36
  wasn't
• 1:12:37
  her
• 1:12:37
  forever
• 1:12:38
  job,
• 1:12:39
  but
• 1:12:40
  I.
• 1:12:40
  Or
• 1:12:40
  for
• 1:12:40
  her
• 1:12:41
  ever
• 1:12:41
  home,
• 1:12:41
  her
• 1:12:42
  forever
• 1:12:42
  job
• 1:12:43
  or
• 1:12:43
  anything.
• 1:12:44
  I
• 1:12:44
  know
• 1:12:44
  she
• 1:12:44
  just
• 1:12:44
  did
• 1:12:44
  it
• 1:12:45
  for,
• 1:12:45
  like,
• 1:12:45
  you
• 1:12:46
  know,
• 1:12:46
  to
• 1:12:46
  take.
• 1:12:47
  I
• 1:12:47
  think
• 1:12:47
  it
• 1:12:47
  was,
• 1:12:47
  like,
• 1:12:48
  to
• 1:12:48
  take
• 1:12:48
  a
• 1:12:48
  year
• 1:12:48
  off
• 1:12:50
  to
• 1:12:50
  help
• 1:12:51
  people.
• 1:12:51
  Oh.
• 1:12:51
  And
• 1:12:51
  because,
• 1:12:52
  like,
• 1:12:52
  she
• 1:12:52
  wanted
• 1:12:52
  to
• 1:12:53
  help
• 1:12:53
  her
• 1:12:53
  mom,
• 1:12:54
  that
• 1:12:54
  was,
• 1:12:54
  like.
• 1:12:54
  Which
• 1:12:55
  was
• 1:12:55
  the
• 1:12:55
  ultimate
• 1:12:55
  reason
• 1:12:56
  why
• 1:12:56
  she.
• 1:12:56
  She
• 1:12:57
  joined
• 1:12:57
  Dispatch.
• 1:12:57
  It
• 1:12:57
  was
• 1:12:57
  to
• 1:12:58
  help
• 1:12:58
  her
• 1:12:58
  mom
• 1:12:59
  to
• 1:12:59
  make
• 1:12:59
  sure
• 1:12:59
  that
• 1:12:59
  she
• 1:12:59
  was
• 1:13:00
  safe.
• 1:13:00
  I
• 1:13:01
  feel
• 1:13:01
  like
• 1:13:01
  I
• 1:13:01
  see
• 1:13:01
  it
• 1:13:02
  in
• 1:13:02
  a
• 1:13:02
  more
• 1:13:03
  like
• 1:13:03
  an
• 1:13:03
  outsider
• 1:13:04
  or
• 1:13:04
  external
• 1:13:05
  perspective
• 1:13:05
  of
• 1:13:05
  her.
• 1:13:05
  So,
• 1:13:06
  like,
• 1:13:06
  maybe
• 1:13:07
  this
• 1:13:07
  is
• 1:13:07
  really
• 1:13:08
  more
• 1:13:08
  like
• 1:13:08
  reaching
• 1:13:08
  and
• 1:13:09
  head
• 1:13:09
  canon.
• 1:13:10
  So
• 1:13:11
  having
• 1:13:11
  the
• 1:13:12
  Grant
• 1:13:12
  name
• 1:13:12
  or,
• 1:13:13
  like,
• 1:13:13
  knowing
• 1:13:14
  that
• 1:13:14
  she
• 1:13:14
  is
• 1:13:15
  Athena's
• 1:13:16
  daughter,
• 1:13:16
  there's
• 1:13:17
  probably,
• 1:13:17
  like,
• 1:13:17
  some
• 1:13:17
  kind
• 1:13:18
  of
• 1:13:18
  expectation.
• 1:13:19
  So
• 1:13:20
  I
• 1:13:20
  think
• 1:13:20
  really
• 1:13:21
  at
• 1:13:21
  the
• 1:13:21
  surface
• 1:13:22
  level
• 1:13:22
  of
• 1:13:22
  the
• 1:13:22
  song,
• 1:13:23
  it's.
• 1:13:23
  It's
• 1:13:23
  just
• 1:13:24
  a
• 1:13:24
  comparison
• 1:13:24
  of
• 1:13:26
  meeting
• 1:13:26
  those
• 1:13:27
  standards
• 1:13:28
  that
• 1:13:29
  her
• 1:13:29
  mom
• 1:13:29
  has.
• 1:13:30
  And
• 1:13:30
  then
• 1:13:30
  there's
• 1:13:31
  the
• 1:13:31
  season
• 1:13:32
  one
• 1:13:32
  aspect
• 1:13:32
  of
• 1:13:33
  beauty
• 1:13:34
  standards
• 1:13:34
  where,
• 1:13:35
  you
• 1:13:35
  know,
• 1:13:35
  as
• 1:13:35
  a
• 1:13:36
  high
• 1:13:36
  schooler,
• 1:13:36
  like,
• 1:13:36
  she's
• 1:13:37
  not.
• 1:13:37
  She
• 1:13:37
  has
• 1:13:38
  to.
• 1:13:38
  She
• 1:13:38
  has
• 1:13:38
  to,
• 1:13:38
  like,
• 1:13:39
  keep
• 1:13:39
  up
• 1:13:39
  with.
• 1:13:40
  With,
• 1:13:40
  you
• 1:13:40
  know,
• 1:13:40
  regular
• 1:13:41
  popular
• 1:13:41
  girl
• 1:13:42
  standards.
• 1:13:42
  That,
• 1:13:43
  you
• 1:13:44
  know,
• 1:13:44
  and,
• 1:13:45
  like,
• 1:13:45
  feeling
• 1:13:45
  the
• 1:13:45
  societal
• 1:13:46
  pressures
• 1:13:47
  from.
• 1:13:48
  From
• 1:13:48
  that
• 1:13:48
  sense
• 1:13:48
  about.
• 1:13:49
  And.
• 1:13:49
  And
• 1:13:50
  this
• 1:13:50
  kind
• 1:13:50
  of
• 1:13:50
  goes
• 1:13:51
  for
• 1:13:52
  probably
• 1:13:52
  for
• 1:13:52
  Buck
• 1:13:52
  as
• 1:13:53
  well,
• 1:13:53
  about,
• 1:13:53
  like,
• 1:13:53
  feeling
• 1:13:53
  enough
• 1:13:54
  and
• 1:13:55
  being
• 1:13:56
  told,
• 1:13:57
  you
• 1:13:57
  know,
• 1:13:58
  certain
• 1:13:58
  things
• 1:13:58
  about,
• 1:13:59
  like,
• 1:13:59
  yeah,
• 1:13:59
  you're
• 1:14:00
  great.
• 1:14:00
  You're
• 1:14:00
  great.
• 1:14:00
  But
• 1:14:00
  then,
• 1:14:01
  like,
• 1:14:01
  feeling
• 1:14:01
  like
• 1:14:02
  they're
• 1:14:02
  falling
• 1:14:02
  short
• 1:14:02
  of
• 1:14:02
  that
• 1:14:03
  or,
• 1:14:03
  like,
• 1:14:03
  the.
• 1:14:03
  The
• 1:14:03
  goalposts.
• 1:14:04
  Get
• 1:14:04
  moved
• 1:14:05
  every
• 1:14:05
  time,
• 1:14:05
  because
• 1:14:06
  it's
• 1:14:06
  like
• 1:14:06
  you
• 1:14:06
  need
• 1:14:07
  something
• 1:14:07
  else
• 1:14:08
  from
• 1:14:08
  them.
• 1:14:08
  I
• 1:14:08
  know
• 1:14:09
  that
• 1:14:09
  the
• 1:14:09
  song
• 1:14:09
  is
• 1:14:09
  about,
• 1:14:10
  like,
• 1:14:10
  beauty
• 1:14:10
  standards
• 1:14:11
  for
• 1:14:11
  women.
• 1:14:12
  And
• 1:14:12
  I
• 1:14:12
  know
• 1:14:12
  that
• 1:14:12
  I
• 1:14:12
  have
• 1:14:13
  put
• 1:14:13
  Buck
• 1:14:14
  a
• 1:14:14
  white
• 1:14:14
  man
• 1:14:14
  on
• 1:14:14
  here.
• 1:14:16
  What
• 1:14:16
  did
• 1:14:17
  I
• 1:14:17
  put
• 1:14:17
  here?
• 1:14:17
  I
• 1:14:17
  put
• 1:14:17
  a
• 1:14:17
  note.
• 1:14:18
  Hold
• 1:14:18
  on.
• 1:14:19
  Yes.
• 1:14:19
  Thank
• 1:14:19
  you
• 1:14:20
  so
• 1:14:20
  much.
• 1:14:20
  Past
• 1:14:20
  me.
• 1:14:23
  So
• 1:14:23
  all
• 1:14:24
  of
• 1:14:24
  this
• 1:14:24
  is
• 1:14:24
  about.
• 1:14:24
  You
• 1:14:25
  look
• 1:14:25
  like
• 1:14:25
  this
• 1:14:25
  person,
• 1:14:26
  these
• 1:14:27
  features
• 1:14:27
  about
• 1:14:27
  this
• 1:14:28
  person,
• 1:14:28
  and
• 1:14:28
  that's
• 1:14:29
  why
• 1:14:29
  you're
• 1:14:29
  gonna
• 1:14:29
  make
• 1:14:30
  it.
• 1:14:30
  You
• 1:14:30
  remind
• 1:14:30
  us
• 1:14:31
  of
• 1:14:31
  this
• 1:14:31
  other
• 1:14:32
  person.
• 1:14:32
  And,
• 1:14:33
  like,
• 1:14:33
  it's
• 1:14:34
  talking
• 1:14:34
  about
• 1:14:34
  how,
• 1:14:35
  like,
• 1:14:35
  you
• 1:14:35
  age
• 1:14:36
  out
• 1:14:36
  of
• 1:14:37
  being
• 1:14:37
  beautiful
• 1:14:38
  and,
• 1:14:39
  you
• 1:14:39
  know,
• 1:14:40
  valued
• 1:14:41
  by
• 1:14:41
  society.
• 1:14:42
  And
• 1:14:43
  I
• 1:14:43
  think
• 1:14:43
  for
• 1:14:44
  Buck,
• 1:14:45
  that
• 1:14:45
  does
• 1:14:45
  apply,
• 1:14:46
  because
• 1:14:46
  for
• 1:14:47
  him,
• 1:14:47
  it's
• 1:14:47
  very
• 1:14:47
  much
• 1:14:48
  like
• 1:14:48
  a
• 1:14:48
  lot
• 1:14:48
  of
• 1:14:49
  people
• 1:14:49
  have
• 1:14:49
  only
• 1:14:50
  valued
• 1:14:50
  him
• 1:14:50
  for
• 1:14:51
  his
• 1:14:51
  body,
• 1:14:52
  starting
• 1:14:52
  with
• 1:14:52
  his
• 1:14:53
  parents.
• 1:14:54
  Literally
• 1:14:55
  was
• 1:14:55
  born
• 1:14:56
  to
• 1:14:56
  only
• 1:14:56
  be
• 1:14:56
  used
• 1:14:56
  for
• 1:14:57
  his
• 1:14:57
  body.
• 1:14:58
  Yeah.
• 1:14:58
  You
• 1:14:59
  know,
• 1:14:59
  and
• 1:14:59
  that
• 1:14:59
  has
• 1:14:59
  just
• 1:14:59
  continued
• 1:15:00
  his
• 1:15:01
  entire
• 1:15:02
  life.
• 1:15:02
  And
• 1:15:03
  it
• 1:15:03
  continues
• 1:15:03
  even
• 1:15:03
  when
• 1:15:04
  he's
• 1:15:04
  trying
• 1:15:04
  to
• 1:15:04
  be
• 1:15:05
  in
• 1:15:05
  serious,
• 1:15:05
  committed
• 1:15:06
  relationships
• 1:15:07
  with
• 1:15:07
  people.
• 1:15:08
  Because
• 1:15:08
  then
• 1:15:08
  his
• 1:15:08
  first
• 1:15:09
  and
• 1:15:09
  his
• 1:15:09
  most
• 1:15:09
  recent
• 1:15:10
  one,
• 1:15:10
  these
• 1:15:10
  people
• 1:15:11
  were
• 1:15:11
  really
• 1:15:11
  only
• 1:15:12
  interested
• 1:15:12
  in
• 1:15:13
  him
• 1:15:13
  for
• 1:15:14
  his
• 1:15:14
  attractiveness,
• 1:15:15
  what
• 1:15:16
  his
• 1:15:16
  body
• 1:15:16
  can
• 1:15:17
  do
• 1:15:17
  for
• 1:15:17
  them.
• 1:15:18
  That's
• 1:15:18
  really
• 1:15:19
  rough.
• 1:15:19
  Just
• 1:15:19
  this
• 1:15:20
  idea
• 1:15:20
  of
• 1:15:21
  being
• 1:15:22
  used
• 1:15:22
  and
• 1:15:23
  being
• 1:15:23
  used
• 1:15:23
  up
• 1:15:24
  and
• 1:15:24
  someone
• 1:15:25
  moving
• 1:15:25
  on
• 1:15:25
  to
• 1:15:25
  the
• 1:15:25
  next
• 1:15:26
  best
• 1:15:26
  thing,
• 1:15:27
  Right?
• 1:15:27
  Yeah,
• 1:15:28
  essentially.
• 1:15:29
  And
• 1:15:29
  it's
• 1:15:29
  about,
• 1:15:30
  like,
• 1:15:30
  the
• 1:15:30
  current
• 1:15:31
  person
• 1:15:31
  who's
• 1:15:32
  like,
• 1:15:32
  whatever
• 1:15:33
  current
• 1:15:34
  singer
• 1:15:35
  or
• 1:15:35
  new
• 1:15:35
  artist
• 1:15:36
  who's
• 1:15:36
  getting
• 1:15:36
  talked
• 1:15:36
  to
• 1:15:37
  here.
• 1:15:37
  They're
• 1:15:38
  like,
• 1:15:38
  I'm
• 1:15:38
  not
• 1:15:38
  trying
• 1:15:39
  to
• 1:15:39
  exaggerate.
• 1:15:39
  I
• 1:15:39
  think
• 1:15:39
  I
• 1:15:40
  might
• 1:15:40
  die
• 1:15:40
  if
• 1:15:40
  I
• 1:15:40
  made
• 1:15:40
  it
• 1:15:40
  or
• 1:15:41
  die
• 1:15:41
  if
• 1:15:41
  that
• 1:15:41
  happened
• 1:15:41
  to
• 1:15:42
  me,
• 1:15:42
  because
• 1:15:42
  they
• 1:15:43
  want
• 1:15:43
  it
• 1:15:43
  so
• 1:15:43
  bad.
• 1:15:44
  And,
• 1:15:44
  like,
• 1:15:44
  Buck
• 1:15:44
  just
• 1:15:45
  wants
• 1:15:45
  someone
• 1:15:46
  to
• 1:15:46
  love,
• 1:15:46
  to
• 1:15:46
  be
• 1:15:47
  loved.
• 1:15:47
  He
• 1:15:48
  just
• 1:15:48
  wants
• 1:15:48
  to
• 1:15:48
  be
• 1:15:48
  loved.
• 1:15:49
  That's
• 1:15:50
  all
• 1:15:50
  he
• 1:15:50
  wants,
• 1:15:51
  and
• 1:15:52
  that's
• 1:15:52
  all
• 1:15:52
  he's
• 1:15:53
  been
• 1:15:53
  searching
• 1:15:53
  for.
• 1:15:54
  And
• 1:15:54
  the
• 1:15:54
  only
• 1:15:54
  way
• 1:15:54
  he
• 1:15:55
  knows
• 1:15:55
  how
• 1:15:55
  to
• 1:15:55
  get
• 1:15:55
  any
• 1:15:56
  sort
• 1:15:56
  of
• 1:15:56
  affection
• 1:15:57
  is
• 1:15:57
  by
• 1:15:57
  using
• 1:15:58
  his
• 1:15:58
  through
• 1:15:58
  his
• 1:15:59
  physicality.
• 1:16:00
  Yeah,
• 1:16:01
  it's
• 1:16:01
  heartbreaking
• 1:16:02
  with
• 1:16:02
  that
• 1:16:03
  interpretation
• 1:16:03
  of
• 1:16:04
  just
• 1:16:04
  the
• 1:16:04
  song
• 1:16:05
  in
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• 1:16:05
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• 1:16:06
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• 1:16:06
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• 1:16:07
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• 1:16:08
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• 1:16:08
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• 1:16:09
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• 1:16:10
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• 1:16:10
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• 1:16:10
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• 1:16:10
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• 1:16:11
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• 1:16:11
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• 1:16:15
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• 1:16:16
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• 1:16:16
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• 1:16:16
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• 1:16:17
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• 1:16:17
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• 1:16:18
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• 1:16:18
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• 1:16:18
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• 1:16:19
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• 1:16:19
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• 1:16:19
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• 1:16:19
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• 1:16:19
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• 1:16:19
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• 1:16:20
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• 1:16:20
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• 1:16:20
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• 1:16:20
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• 1:16:21
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• 1:16:21
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• 1:16:22
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• 1:16:22
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• 1:16:22
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• 1:16:23
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• 1:16:23
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• 1:16:23
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• 1:16:23
  Buck
• 1:16:24
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• 1:16:24
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• 1:16:24
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• 1:16:24
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• 1:16:25
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• 1:16:25
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• 1:16:25
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• 1:16:25
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• 1:16:26
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• 1:16:26
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• 1:16:26
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• 1:16:27
  kind
• 1:16:27
  of
• 1:16:27
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• 1:16:27
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• 1:16:27
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• 1:16:28
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• 1:16:28
  flash
• 1:16:28
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• 1:16:29
  the
• 1:16:29
  pan
• 1:16:29
  for
• 1:16:29
  so
• 1:16:29
  many
• 1:16:29
  people's
• 1:16:30
  lives.
• 1:16:30
  And
• 1:16:31
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• 1:16:31
  one
• 1:16:31
  of
• 1:16:31
  the
• 1:16:32
  reasons
• 1:16:32
  why
• 1:16:32
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• 1:16:32
  needs
• 1:16:33
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• 1:16:33
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• 1:16:34
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• 1:16:34
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• 1:16:35
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• 1:16:35
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• 1:16:35
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• 1:16:36
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• 1:16:37
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• 1:16:37
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• 1:16:38
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• 1:16:38
  keep
• 1:16:38
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• 1:16:39
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• 1:16:39
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• 1:16:40
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• 1:16:41
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• 1:16:42
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• 1:16:42
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• 1:16:42
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• 1:16:43
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• 1:16:43
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• 1:16:44
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• 1:16:44
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• 1:16:44
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• 1:16:44
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• 1:16:45
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• 1:16:45
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• 1:16:46
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• 1:16:47
  Right.
• 1:16:47
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• 1:16:47
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• 1:16:47
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• 1:16:48
  about
• 1:16:48
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• 1:16:48
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• 1:16:48
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• 1:16:49
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• 1:16:49
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• 1:16:49
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• 1:16:49
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• 1:16:49
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• 1:16:49
  the
• 1:16:49
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• 1:16:50
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• 1:16:50
  But
• 1:16:50
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• 1:16:51
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• 1:16:51
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• 1:16:51
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• 1:16:51
  like
• 1:16:52
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• 1:16:52
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• 1:16:53
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• 1:16:54
  That's
• 1:16:54
  all
• 1:16:54
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• 1:16:54
  wants.
• 1:16:54
  Debbie.
• 1:16:56
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• 1:16:57
  I
• 1:16:57
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• 1:16:57
  have
• 1:16:57
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• 1:16:58
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• 1:16:58
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• 1:16:58
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• 1:16:59
  Buck
• 1:16:59
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• 1:16:59
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• 1:16:59
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• 1:16:59
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• 1:17:00
  So,
• 1:17:01
  I
• 1:17:01
  mean,
• 1:17:02
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• 1:17:02
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• 1:17:02
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• 1:17:02
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• 1:17:02
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• 1:17:03
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• 1:17:03
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• 1:17:04
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• 1:17:04
  So
• 1:17:05
  high
• 1:17:05
  school.
• 1:17:05
  So
• 1:17:05
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• 1:17:05
  school.
• 1:17:06
  Well,
• 1:17:06
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• 1:17:07
  Oh,
• 1:17:07
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• 1:17:07
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• 1:17:07
  looking
• 1:17:07
  at
• 1:17:07
  like
• 1:17:08
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• 1:17:08
  Oh.
• 1:17:08
  Part
• 1:17:09
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• 1:17:09
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• 1:17:09
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• 1:17:10
  Yeah.
• 1:17:10
  That
• 1:17:11
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• 1:17:11
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• 1:17:11
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• 1:17:11
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• 1:17:11
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• 1:17:12
  Like.
• 1:17:12
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• 1:17:15
  So
• 1:17:15
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• 1:17:16
  you
• 1:17:16
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• 1:17:16
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• 1:17:17
  in
• 1:17:17
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• 1:17:17
  near
• 1:17:17
  with
• 1:17:17
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• 1:17:18
  We
• 1:17:19
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• 1:17:19
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• 1:17:19
  to
• 1:17:19
  be
• 1:17:20
  back
• 1:17:20
  to
• 1:17:21
  our
• 1:17:21
  regularly
• 1:17:21
  scheduled
• 1:17:22
  rewatch
• 1:17:23
  next
• 1:17:23
  week
• 1:17:24
  with
• 1:17:24
  another
• 1:17:24
  uplifting
• 1:17:25
  episode.
• 1:17:27
  Chimney
• 1:17:28
  begins.
• 1:17:29
  You
• 1:17:29
  know,
• 1:17:29
  just
• 1:17:30
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• 1:17:30
  funny
• 1:17:30
  haha.
• 1:17:31
  Keep
• 1:17:31
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• 1:17:31
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• 1:17:31
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• 1:17:32
  going.
• 1:17:32
  Just
• 1:17:33
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• 1:17:33
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• 1:17:33
  haha.
• 1:17:34
  And
• 1:17:34
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• 1:17:35
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• 1:17:35
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• 1:17:35
  stabby
• 1:17:36
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• 1:17:37
  Stab.
• 1:17:37
  That
• 1:17:37
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• 1:17:38
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• 1:17:41
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• 1:17:42
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• 1:17:42
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• 1:17:43
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• 1:17:44
  Oh,
• 1:17:45
  my
• 1:17:45
  God.
• 1:17:46
  Yeah,
• 1:17:46
  we
• 1:17:47
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• 1:17:47
  Let's.
• 1:17:48
  Let's
• 1:17:48
  hope
• 1:17:48
  we're
• 1:17:49
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• 1:17:50
  2025.
• 1:17:51
  Right.
• 1:17:53
  We're
• 1:17:53
  setting
• 1:17:54
  the
• 1:17:54
  tone.
• 1:17:55
  The
• 1:17:55
  tone
• 1:17:55
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• 1:17:56
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• 1:17:56
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• 1:17:57
  Hopefully
• 1:17:57
  the
• 1:17:57
  good
• 1:17:58
  kind.
• 1:17:58
  But.
• 1:17:58
  But
• 1:17:59
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• 1:17:59
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• 1:17:59
  so
• 1:17:59
  much
• 1:17:59
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• 1:17:59
  doing
• 1:18:00
  this
• 1:18:00
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• 1:18:01
  two
• 1:18:02
  parts
• 1:18:02
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• 1:18:02
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• 1:18:04
  We
• 1:18:04
  will
• 1:18:04
  definitely
• 1:18:05
  be
• 1:18:05
  doing
• 1:18:05
  the
• 1:18:06
  anthology
• 1:18:07
  half.
• 1:18:08
  When?
• 1:18:08
  Eventually.
• 1:18:09
  We
• 1:18:09
  don't
• 1:18:09
  know.
• 1:18:10
  Why
• 1:18:10
  don't
• 1:18:10
  you
• 1:18:10
  respond?
• 1:18:11
  Let
• 1:18:11
  us
• 1:18:11
  know
• 1:18:11
  how
• 1:18:12
  soon
• 1:18:12
  you
• 1:18:12
  want
• 1:18:12
  to
• 1:18:13
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• 1:18:13
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• 1:18:13
  Yes,
• 1:18:14
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• 1:18:14
  is
• 1:18:15
  currently.
• 1:18:15
  The
• 1:18:15
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• 1:18:15
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• 1:18:16
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• 1:18:16
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• 1:18:16
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• 1:18:17
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• 1:18:17
  More
• 1:18:17
  you
• 1:18:18
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• 1:18:18
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• 1:18:18
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• 1:18:18
  sooner
• 1:18:19
  we'll
• 1:18:19
  do
• 1:18:19
  it.
• 1:18:20
  Yeah.
• 1:18:20
  Reply
• 1:18:21
  comment
• 1:18:22
  on
• 1:18:22
  this
• 1:18:22
  episode
• 1:18:23
  wherever
• 1:18:23
  you're
• 1:18:23
  listening
• 1:18:24
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• 1:18:24
  come
• 1:18:24
  talk
• 1:18:24
  to
• 1:18:24
  us
• 1:18:24
  on
• 1:18:25
  social
• 1:18:25
  media
• 1:18:25
  and
• 1:18:26
  let
• 1:18:26
  us
• 1:18:26
  know
• 1:18:26
  if
• 1:18:26
  you
• 1:18:27
  agreed
• 1:18:27
  with
• 1:18:28
  where
• 1:18:28
  we
• 1:18:28
  put
• 1:18:29
  people
• 1:18:29
  on
• 1:18:30
  these
• 1:18:30
  songs.
• 1:18:31
  If
• 1:18:31
  you
• 1:18:31
  have
• 1:18:31
  some
• 1:18:31
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• 1:18:32
  takes
• 1:18:32
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• 1:18:33
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• 1:18:33
  other
• 1:18:34
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• 1:18:35
  for
• 1:18:35
  certain
• 1:18:35
  lyrics
• 1:18:35
  we
• 1:18:36
  might
• 1:18:36
  have
• 1:18:36
  missed.
• 1:18:38
  Yeah,
• 1:18:39
  we'd
• 1:18:39
  love
• 1:18:39
  to
• 1:18:39
  hear
• 1:18:39
  more
• 1:18:39
  interpretations.
• 1:18:41
  As
• 1:18:42
  you
• 1:18:42
  know,
• 1:18:42
  we're
• 1:18:42
  major
• 1:18:43
  swifties.
• 1:18:43
  So
• 1:18:45
  I
• 1:18:46
  was
• 1:18:46
  gonna
• 1:18:46
  say
• 1:18:46
  if
• 1:18:46
  you.
• 1:18:46
  Couldn'T
• 1:18:46
  tell,
• 1:18:47
  we
• 1:18:47
  like
• 1:18:47
  talking
• 1:18:47
  about
• 1:18:48
  this
• 1:18:48
  shit.
• 1:18:49
  So
• 1:18:50
  we're
• 1:18:50
  putting
• 1:18:51
  two
• 1:18:51
  of
• 1:18:51
  our
• 1:18:51
  favorite
• 1:18:51
  things
• 1:18:52
  together.
• 1:18:52
  Hopefully
• 1:18:53
  they
• 1:18:53
  are
• 1:18:53
  also
• 1:18:54
  your
• 1:18:54
  favorite
• 1:18:54
  things
• 1:18:55
  too.
• 1:18:55
  Remember,
• 1:18:56
  don't
• 1:18:57
  do
• 1:18:57
  it
• 1:18:57
  with
• 1:18:57
  a
• 1:18:57
  broken.
• 1:18:58
  Heart,
• 1:18:58
  but
• 1:18:58
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• 1:18:58
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• 1:18:58
  do,
• 1:18:59
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• 1:18:59
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• 1:18:59
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• 1:19:00
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• 1:19:00
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• 1:19:02
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• 1:19:02
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• 1:19:06
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• 1:19:07
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• 1:19:08
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