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- 0:00Because I would see it as the place in the beginning, there'd be a hype and a love for it.
- 0:03But then I'd be like, ah, I wonder if it's going to be like sustained.
- 0:07So they literally broke our doors when we opened.
- 0:09What do you mean?
- 0:10I did a lot of marketing, so I started with 5,000 followers on Facebook.
- 0:13Okay.
- 0:13So the day we opened, there was a lineup.
- 0:15Okay.
- 0:16And they literally broke our doors when I was at the fixed doors.
- 0:20Except we had never cash, we didn't have a proper, it was just, it was lovely.
- 0:24Honestly, like to look back at it, you can just laugh and smile
- 0:28because it was so intense, we never expected so many people.
- 0:31Right.
- 0:31But like my husband, I don't think my husband picked his head up.
- 0:35And then like we hadn't trained everyone for bags, and so they didn't know how to wrap things.
- 0:39So we had these papers from France at Patrika, and so you're supposed to wrap the bag up.
- 0:43I knew it was like, get it out.
- 0:44And so no, it was just words.
- 0:47And then the girls were trying to serve too, and they were, no, really the kids were awesome.
- 0:52So it was crazy.
- 0:54Welcome to a life elsewhere.
- 0:57A podcast that impacts what it's really like to walk away from everything you know
- 1:01and begin again in a new country.
- 1:03I'm April Jackson, and in each episode I speak with bold souls
- 1:07who have traded in comfort for the unknown in pursuit of a different kind of life.
- 1:12Today I'm speaking with Eleni.
- 1:1310 years ago on the hilltops of Jamaica, captivated by the views.
- 1:17She knew that she couldn't go back.
- 1:19Just months later, her, her husband, and their three kids
- 1:23walk away from a successful construction business to chase a dream that they never planned for.
- 1:28A year after that, they find themselves opening the Caribbean's only sourdough bakery in Kingston.
- 1:34No experience, no road map, just a vision, and the courage to begin.
- 1:40Angel April!
- 1:43No, so tell me, you live in Kingston Jamaica.
- 1:46You are from Canada.
- 1:48Talk me through how you got here.
- 1:50I love coconuts.
- 1:52That's it.
- 1:53There's lots of other places with coconuts, babes, there's Thailand, there's Indonesia.
- 1:57The fair don't wear socks with their sandals.
- 1:59Did you make them wear socks with their sandals?
- 2:00They do.
- 2:01Have you not seen the windshield washers?
- 2:02They're just trying to be American.
- 2:03I thought that was an American thing.
- 2:05No.
- 2:06Socks and sandals.
- 2:07Yes.
- 2:08You want to wear socks and sandals?
- 2:09I do.
- 2:10That's why I feel like socks and sandals.
- 2:11Because sometimes your toes get cold with the breeze.
- 2:13But you want the flexibility of, you know, feeling free and not being spiteful.
- 2:18Normally.
- 2:19We can't be friends with socks.
- 2:20I hate socks and sandals.
- 2:22Like, I didn't know that about you.
- 2:25I don't know how I feel.
- 2:26I'm sorry.
- 2:27Well, I'm glad that you don't have socks and sandals now.
- 2:29No, no.
- 2:30I just stopped for you.
- 2:31So coconuts, socks and sandals, anything else?
- 2:34Whether, definitely.
- 2:36Okay.
- 2:37The weather is kind of harsh in Canada.
- 2:40The winters are cold and warm.
- 2:41Yeah.
- 2:42But it came down to a visit to Jamaica with my family.
- 2:45So I have a husband and four kids.
- 2:47One was born here.
- 2:48So we were vacationing with three kids.
- 2:50Okay.
- 2:51And we were in Montego Bay in the health.
- 2:53We're looking at this most exquisite view.
- 2:55And I'm just like, wow.
- 2:57And when my husband, I think, he was on this side of me.
- 3:00And I'm just like, I think we're doing life wrong.
- 3:04And nothing was wrong with our life.
- 3:05We had a great company.
- 3:06And we were growing every year.
- 3:08And things were great.
- 3:10But there was something about this view.
- 3:12And this, like, why can't I enjoy this at least weekly?
- 3:17Like, you know, like, you don't necessarily live there.
- 3:19But you can drive there.
- 3:21And so I just, we were doing life wrong, I thought.
- 3:24And then we went home.
- 3:26And then we came back to Jamaica to see, can we live here?
- 3:30So we came to Kingston.
- 3:32What is the city like?
- 3:33What kind of, because, you know, a Caribbean island has a lot of misconceptions.
- 3:37And you don't know a lot.
- 3:38So you don't really know, can I live there?
- 3:40Can I live there, you know?
- 3:42I'm somewhat close to what I'm used to.
- 3:45Or is it going to be something completely different?
- 3:47Can I still have a business?
- 3:49Can I have a business in a field I'm familiar with?
- 4:12Okay.
- 4:13And your business in Canada at this time is?
- 4:15Roads and sewers.
- 4:16Okay.
- 4:17Waterproofing foundations, jacking up buildings,
- 4:20putting extended parking garages underneath.
- 4:22Okay.
- 4:23So I did the books for my husband's business.
- 4:24Right.
- 4:25And I did not do any construction.
- 4:26I don't think I did.
- 4:28And were you thinking at that time that you'd be able to do a similar business here?
- 4:32We thought we would be doing construction when we moved to Jamaica.
- 4:34Okay.
- 4:35Because that's what we knew.
- 4:36And I should say we, because, again, I didn't do it.
- 4:38But that's what we thought we would end up doing.
- 4:40There was a lot of building going on.
- 4:42Right.
- 4:43When we came to the city, Kingston is a big city.
- 4:45It has a lot to offer.
- 4:46It has lots of different nationalities.
- 4:48And you're like, hey, yeah, you can definitely live here.
- 4:50There's a lot going on.
- 4:51There's a lot you can do.
- 4:52Was that your first time in Kingston?
- 4:53It was.
- 4:54Okay.
- 4:55And that was on our second trip.
- 4:56Okay.
- 4:57So you come to Kingston.
- 4:58You feel like this is city life, not just vacation by the beach.
- 5:01And we could potentially open a business here.
- 5:03Yeah.
- 5:04My husband, I set up some meetings with some construction company.
- 5:07Okay.
- 5:09We thought we would be going into.
- 5:10Right.
- 5:11Because that's what we knew.
- 5:12Right.
- 5:13And then we went home.
- 5:14And, you know, I didn't hear much about it.
- 5:16And one September, my husband turned around and goes, fuck it.
- 5:20Let's move.
- 5:21And I was like, oh!
- 5:22I thought I was going to die in Icebox!
- 5:26And what distance are we talking from the Kingston trip to the Let's Move?
- 5:30One was beginning of April.
- 5:32Sorry, one was beginning of August.
- 5:34And then that was beginning of September.
- 5:37Four weeks.
- 5:38Okay.
- 5:39And then we decided that he would come and find us a house in October.
- 5:45Of the same year.
- 5:46Of the same year.
- 5:47Okay.
- 5:48We put all of the equipment for sale.
- 5:49We donated everything in our home.
- 5:51Right.
- 5:52Luckily we were renting a home.
- 5:53Okay.
- 5:54So that was easy.
- 5:55We moved with five kids.
- 5:56Five suitcases.
- 5:57Right.
- 5:58Three kids.
- 5:59So family five.
- 6:00We each had one suitcase.
- 6:01And we just moved.
- 6:02We had no friends in Jamaica.
- 6:03We had no job.
- 6:04And you just got on the plane.
- 6:06We just got on the plane one way ticket.
- 6:08Two minutes.
- 6:09Sorry, two minutes.
- 6:10Two months from the time that you visited Kingston.
- 6:12We're on a plane.
- 6:13No, because October he came to get a house.
- 6:15Sorry, December 15th we moved.
- 6:17That you moved.
- 6:18Okay, cool.
- 6:19So he has the house.
- 6:20You're renting a house.
- 6:21And then he's the rest of the family.
- 6:22Come over.
- 6:23I don't know.
- 6:24He came back.
- 6:25He closed off the entire business.
- 6:26Because we had excavators.
- 6:27All kinds of trucks.
- 6:28All kinds of equipment.
- 6:29So he wound that up.
- 6:30So he closed that down.
- 6:31And then we moved December.
- 6:33With no job.
- 6:34No job.
- 6:35No business ready.
- 6:36Nope, nothing.
- 6:37No friends.
- 6:38Really?
- 6:39Yep.
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- 6:56So first trip to Kingston.
- 6:58August.
- 6:59October.
- 7:00Husband comes back.
- 7:01Find somewhere to live.
- 7:02Wrap up the business.
- 7:03December.
- 7:04The whole family moves with five suitcases.
- 7:06If you're wrong, do you want me to correct you?
- 7:09Yes.
- 7:10Okay.
- 7:11So the first time we came to Jamaica was on vacation.
- 7:13Okay.
- 7:14And here before.
- 7:15And we went to St. James in the low bay.
- 7:16We went to Kingston.
- 7:17Okay.
- 7:18The following year we came back.
- 7:19And we came to Kingston to see, hey, can we actually live here?
- 7:22Sure.
- 7:23Then when in September, he was like, let's move.
- 7:25Yep.
- 7:26And we decided to move.
- 7:27He came in October.
- 7:28Yeah.
- 7:29Found looked at schools.
- 7:30Found a house.
- 7:31Came home.
- 7:32We left the rest of the company, closed it all off.
- 7:34And we moved to December.
- 7:35Amazing.
- 7:36Is this the first time you and your family have moved to another country?
- 7:39My husband and I moved to the US.
- 7:42Okay.
- 7:43But that job didn't work out and we came back to Canada.
- 7:45Okay.
- 7:46So permanently, yes.
- 7:47Cool.
- 7:48And when you briefly moved to the US, did you have kids at the time?
- 7:50I was pregnant with the first one.
- 7:51Okay.
- 7:52Okay, cool.
- 7:53So this is the first big move with family.
- 7:54Yes.
- 7:55Very big move.
- 7:56And for me, I grew up in Montreal my whole life.
- 7:58So I had not lived anywhere else.
- 7:59Really?
- 8:00I had the age that this was the time.
- 8:02From when I was small and we'd be vacationing in the Caribbean,
- 8:05I just didn't understand why we lived in the snow.
- 8:07So for me, I just understand there's flowers here all year long.
- 8:12Why do we go back to the snow?
- 8:15And for your husband, was it a similar thing?
- 8:17Well, he was born in Siberia.
- 8:18Okay.
- 8:19Then he moved to Moscow.
- 8:20He used to know.
- 8:21Then he moved to Montreal.
- 8:22Right.
- 8:23But when he first came to Jamaica, he didn't realize how warm the sea would be.
- 8:27Okay.
- 8:29And so wonderful it was.
- 8:30So that was a big surprise to him.
- 8:31Oh my goodness.
- 8:32How old are your kids at this point when you moved?
- 8:34When I moved, I had a nine-year-old, an eight-year-old, and a five-year-old.
- 8:39Okay.
- 8:40And so when we were explaining to them that we're now moving to Jamaica,
- 8:43what is the vibe?
- 8:44I think they were overwhelmed and they didn't understand.
- 8:47They just kind of went, okay.
- 8:48Right.
- 8:49And then it was a very long process.
- 8:51Not in time, but for them to pick through what they want to take.
- 8:56But we only moved with a suitcase.
- 8:58So you had to fit your life, your whole room, to one suitcase.
- 9:02I think that was difficult for them.
- 9:04How was it for you?
- 9:05Half of my suitcase was a Doc McStuffins Playmobil that my daughter wanted.
- 9:10So I didn't even bring pants or socks.
- 9:13Okay.
- 9:14I thought it was warmer than it was.
- 9:16And in fact, in December, in Kingston, it's quite cool.
- 9:20And I had no warm clothes because I was just happy to move.
- 9:25And I bought a lot of warm clothes.
- 9:28Cool.
- 9:29Which I had once I liked to.
- 9:33You arrived in Jamaica and you said you don't have friends at the time.
- 9:37It was all brand new.
- 9:39Were you still really on that excited energy or when you got here?
- 9:43But do you ever want to fuck what the hell about you?
- 9:46I'm still on that excited energy.
- 9:48Really?
- 9:49I loved Jamaica.
- 9:51So there was no point where you're like, have I made the right decision?
- 9:54No.
- 9:55No.
- 9:56You didn't have friends that you left behind that you missed.
- 9:58I still love them.
- 9:59Okay.
- 10:00So you were just like, this is where I'm supposed to be.
- 10:02Once my grandmother died, there was nothing holding me personally.
- 10:05Okay.
- 10:06That went to a show.
- 10:07Okay.
- 10:08So you were cool with the decision and you was the right one.
- 10:11Did you have one for the same?
- 10:12I think so.
- 10:13Okay.
- 10:14That was interesting.
- 10:15I think maybe he was a bit more stressed.
- 10:17A bit more easy going.
- 10:19Show more optimistic.
- 10:20Okay.
- 10:21I think he stresses out a little bit more.
- 10:23But I don't know.
- 10:24There's always hard moments.
- 10:25Right.
- 10:26Like when we opened up our business, everyone thought we were going to fail.
- 10:29Okay.
- 10:30People literally laughed out loud and ridiculed us.
- 10:32Okay.
- 10:33So take me back.
- 10:34You get him.
- 10:35You think you're going to be in construction.
- 10:36So we need a car.
- 10:38Right.
- 10:39So we're looking in the newspapers for cars.
- 10:41And we're looking at different cars because we have this rental car for a week.
- 10:43Right.
- 10:44And we buy a car from a Canadian man who owns a construction company.
- 10:48Okay.
- 10:49And his wife is selling the car.
- 10:51Oh.
- 10:52So she finds out where Canadian and construction, well, he's a construction worker.
- 10:55And this man had a big development where he was building low income housing.
- 10:59Okay.
- 11:00And so my husband worked there for a couple of months.
- 11:02He was offered a job like as we bought the car.
- 11:04So.
- 11:05And he worked there for a couple of months.
- 11:06He was responsible for about 120-inch makings.
- 11:08Okay.
- 11:09He learned parts very, very quickly.
- 11:10Okay.
- 11:11Much quicker than I did.
- 11:12Like driving my kids to school and he's like on a site.
- 11:15That didn't work out so well.
- 11:17Okay.
- 11:18And then we're like, okay, now we need to work.
- 11:20Like we have a finite amount of money that will run out.
- 11:23So what do we do?
- 11:25Right.
- 11:26And I think it was maybe January 4th or 5th.
- 11:29A new friend we made brought us to the plaza where we're now.
- 11:31Okay.
- 11:32First of my screen.
- 11:33Okay.
- 11:34Because we're next to an ice cream shop.
- 11:35And we're like, wow, this plaza is so busy.
- 11:38Why is this shop empty?
- 11:39And then we're like, okay, maybe we can open up something.
- 11:42Okay.
- 11:43I cook really well.
- 11:44Maybe not as well as you.
- 11:45But I do cook really well.
- 11:46I'm not a chef.
- 11:48I'm just cook well.
- 11:49I say the same thing.
- 11:50I'm not a chef.
- 11:51I cook and people pay for it.
- 11:52Yeah.
- 11:53You've done a little bit more than me.
- 11:55I guess.
- 11:56But so we don't think you may be in a time restaurant or a bakery.
- 12:00Okay.
- 12:01But we didn't know anything about baking.
- 12:03And we were just missing the bakery experience, the fresh bread,
- 12:06the sourdough bread especially.
- 12:08And so our neighbor in Montreal was brought in from France
- 12:12to develop certain flour for the biggest bakery.
- 12:15And so he was our friend.
- 12:16And I was like, okay, if I can reach him.
- 12:18Sure.
- 12:19Maybe then he can help us and guide us.
- 12:20And it's hilarious because I had his ex-wife on Facebook.
- 12:24And I reached out to her.
- 12:26Right?
- 12:27And I go, hey.
- 12:28My girlie, you know, can I find Patrick?
- 12:31So maybe Kate shares number.
- 12:33Radio silence.
- 12:34Oh.
- 12:35And I'm really frustrated because she's posting.
- 12:37So you've seen my message.
- 12:39So you're online.
- 12:40It's not like if this is a dormant account.
- 12:42Sure.
- 12:43And I go to my husband.
- 12:44I'm like, I don't know how to get through her.
- 12:45Because I don't have to.
- 12:46She goes, offer her 75 euros.
- 12:48Or either she'll be insulted and give you the number.
- 12:51Or she's going to take the money and give you the number.
- 12:53Tell me she didn't take the money.
- 12:54She didn't take the money.
- 12:55But I got the answer within 30 minutes of service.
- 12:57Literally.
- 12:58Literally.
- 13:00And I was like, okay, well done.
- 13:02So we got the number.
- 13:03We call Patrick.
- 13:04Hi.
- 13:05How are you?
- 13:06Where? To make a what?
- 13:07And he was like, and we sent him all the money we had left.
- 13:11Okay.
- 13:12I thought it was your bread drink.
- 13:14He is.
- 13:15But he put together our entire bakery in France.
- 13:16Okay.
- 13:17He went shopping for us.
- 13:18Okay.
- 13:19So he picked up everything in France.
- 13:20He got huge equipment from Italy.
- 13:21He put it all together.
- 13:22Put it into a container and shipped it to us.
- 13:24Okay.
- 13:25Because we also didn't really know what we needed.
- 13:27But by this point, if we have a concrete plan.
- 13:30No.
- 13:31We're opening up a bakery.
- 13:32So we're just sending the money to our bread drink.
- 13:34And he's sending us everything we need.
- 13:35Okay.
- 13:36Take a bakery in a box.
- 13:37Right.
- 13:38But we still don't know that it's a bakery.
- 13:40No.
- 13:41Cool.
- 13:42So we decided to hire a pastry chef and a baker.
- 13:45Okay.
- 13:46I feel responsible for the bad hiring of the baker.
- 13:51Okay.
- 13:52Because I did the interviews.
- 13:54My husband let me leave that.
- 13:56Right.
- 13:57Which I appreciated.
- 13:58Right.
- 13:59But I did not make a good choice.
- 14:00How do we find this baker?
- 14:01It's like Craigslist for bakers in France.
- 14:04I knew what I was going to be.
- 14:06That was going to be a good idea.
- 14:07But Patrick was like, this is where bakers get jobs.
- 14:10Oh, did they?
- 14:11But it's like France.
- 14:12Right.
- 14:13And then international.
- 14:14International.
- 14:15Right.
- 14:16And I think the people looking to leave.
- 14:18I think that's where Craigslist comes from.
- 14:19They're the rejects.
- 14:20Yes.
- 14:21So you got a baker reject from France.
- 14:25But you thought they did your French.
- 14:27And you know how it's sweet and working.
- 14:29Okay.
- 14:30And then he had a family.
- 14:31And it cost us so much.
- 14:32Really sweetened to Jamaica.
- 14:34Oh.
- 14:35And he really, because neither of us were bakers,
- 14:37he said what I wanted to hear and maybe believe that he could do it.
- 14:41Okay.
- 14:42So he scammed you.
- 14:43I guess so.
- 14:44That seems so mean.
- 14:45He scammed you.
- 14:46Yeah.
- 14:47So his family comes from Sweden.
- 14:49Yeah.
- 14:50To Jamaica with him.
- 14:51He has kids.
- 14:52Yeah.
- 14:53Two kids.
- 14:54I set them up in schools.
- 14:55And it's really hard in first form because of testing and stuff.
- 14:57And I go, I really, I don't think anyone else goes abroad to work.
- 15:01The business does so much for the children.
- 15:03But because it was our lives.
- 15:05Sure.
- 15:06And you treat people the way you want to be treated.
- 15:08Sure.
- 15:09So I guess I didn't know any different.
- 15:10Why didn't it work out?
- 15:11I think he was a drug addict.
- 15:13Cool.
- 15:14I think that didn't work for the bread.
- 15:17It didn't work talking to other employees.
- 15:19Okay.
- 15:20Maybe it would have worked for the bread.
- 15:21I can't speak for the bread.
- 15:22But I can tell you that a very, very nice Jamaican who is a assistant baker,
- 15:26who is always jovial and smiling.
- 15:28He calls us one day.
- 15:29Very stressed out.
- 15:30And I was just like, my husband was just like, no.
- 15:34And we drove straight to the bakery.
- 15:35And my husband fired the baker.
- 15:37Okay.
- 15:38But now it's six weeks in.
- 15:40Sorry.
- 15:41Six weeks after opening.
- 15:42Yes.
- 15:43We have fired the baker.
- 15:44The baker.
- 15:45And we also brought in a pastry chef.
- 15:47And he lasted about 18 months.
- 15:49Okay.
- 15:50And the pastry chef.
- 15:51My husband looks at the pastry chef.
- 15:52And he goes, you know, you had a bakery, right?
- 15:54He goes, yeah.
- 15:55And he goes, you know how to make bread.
- 15:56And the pastry chef is like enough.
- 15:57And he's like, can you just, you know, help me hour until we replace?
- 15:59Sure.
- 16:00This man.
- 16:01But we realize that if we don't know how to make the bread.
- 16:04You always keep happening.
- 16:05Yeah.
- 16:06And my husband started a very, very, very difficult and strenuous journey of becoming a sourdough specialist
- 16:12but in a Caribbean climate.
- 16:14Sure.
- 16:15So any expertise that is known is not for this climate.
- 16:18They don't know how this sourdough will behave in this climate.
- 16:20Right.
- 16:21So there was no one really to reach out to.
- 16:22And when you say that they don't know how it will behave, explain that to me.
- 16:26So sourdough is a bacteria that's alive.
- 16:28Okay.
- 16:29Right now we're breathing lactobacillus.
- 16:30Right.
- 16:31And that, I think there's like an extra long nature.
- 16:33Sure.
- 16:34Let's go with lactobacillus.
- 16:35Yes.
- 16:36And if you put flour and water, it makes that bacteria really help happy because it likes to eat gluten.
- 16:39Yep.
- 16:40And needs to drink water.
- 16:41Right.
- 16:42So it's just one of those things that works really well in nature.
- 16:45Yeah.
- 16:46And so I really wanted a sourdough specialist.
- 16:49Okay.
- 16:50And this man said he was a sourdough specialist.
- 16:52Right.
- 16:53And he came, even the people from the flour mill came because he kept putting down Jamaican flour.
- 16:57And we didn't know better.
- 16:58And the people from the Jamaican flour mills was very, very nice.
- 17:00And they came and tried to meet with him.
- 17:02Sure.
- 17:03They didn't understand what he was saying.
- 17:04But kind of translate.
- 17:05But like, it kind of sounds like fuckery.
- 17:08But like, you're supposed to be the expert.
- 17:10Sure.
- 17:11And then it was very an awkward moment.
- 17:13Right.
- 17:14But so when my husband fired him, it was like, okay, for breeze, the pastry chef, can you help me out?
- 17:19Right.
- 17:20And then we realized that no, we need to do this.
- 17:22So then I went to the internet and found a sourdough specialist on Craigslist.
- 17:26No, no, I got a little bit smaller.
- 17:28Cool.
- 17:29On Instagram.
- 17:30Okay.
- 17:31And she posts and she's a sourdough maniac.
- 17:33Yeah.
- 17:34And her husband was ill and she couldn't come down.
- 17:35Okay.
- 17:36And in the nine or ten months that she didn't come down, my husband really guessed and tested and tried and learned and did it.
- 17:45Every year is a sourdough specialist.
- 17:47I will bring him anywhere around the world to compete against anyone.
- 17:51Sure.
- 17:52He can make pancakes, croissants.
- 17:53It doesn't matter what you want.
- 17:54Right.
- 17:55He'll make it.
- 17:56Amazing.
- 17:57And why sourdough different for the consumer?
- 17:59It feeds the bacteria in your large intestine and makes it something palatable for your body.
- 18:04Okay.
- 18:05So for hundreds of years people survived off bread.
- 18:07Right.
- 18:08And now everyone's gluten intolerant and makes people sick.
- 18:10Right.
- 18:11But the way bread is made today and the chemicals that is put into these recipes makes it so that it's glue-like in your large intestine.
- 18:17Okay.
- 18:18So it's not just gluten intolerant.
- 18:20It's not really real food anymore.
- 18:22Hmm.
- 18:23It's come back to a food-like product.
- 18:24Right.
- 18:25And so sourdough is just great.
- 18:27Because it's good.
- 18:28My whole wheat sourdough is 100% whole wheat, 100% sourdough.
- 18:32I help people with rheumatoid arthritis and get reduced inflammation in their bodies.
- 18:36Okay.
- 18:37And I've helped two people with your stomach ulcers.
- 18:39Do you think that your consumer...
- 18:43My question is, the average Jamaican wouldn't know necessarily sourdough before you turn up on the scene.
- 18:48When you opened your business, was there any resistance?
- 18:52Was there any like?
- 18:54Because presumably you were offering a premium product.
- 18:58How did you navigate that in terms of the buy-in from your consumer?
- 19:02Or did you just open up and everybody is like, oh, this is a foreign team.
- 19:05And sometimes you open up something that is foreign and everybody loves it.
- 19:09So everyone thought we were going to close our best clients for like, we bought all your bread the first week
- 19:13and put it in our freezer because we thought you were going to leave.
- 19:16So many of my best clients, they were like, damn, suck up now.
- 19:21So many of them, no really, they thought we were just going to go out of business.
- 19:24Why?
- 19:25Jamaica is not an easy place.
- 19:27Jamaica takes their food very seriously.
- 19:31They care very much about consistency.
- 19:34While it might be a new product, their taste buds are on point.
- 19:38Sure.
- 19:39You cannot fool a Jamaican into telling them that this is good.
- 19:42This is what it's like abroad.
- 19:44A lot of care is like abroad.
- 19:46This does not work here.
- 19:48So there was a lot of growing pains because my husband had never baked a muffin when he started this.
- 19:54He's an expert in sitting in an excavator and jacking up your apartment building.
- 19:58Sure.
- 19:59So the skill set is vastly different.
- 20:01That's why if you look in our bakery, we have like putty knives,
- 20:04because that's what he uses to clean up flour.
- 20:06Okay.
- 20:07Because these are the tools that he's used to.
- 20:10So it's funny, you'll see traces of construction throughout.
- 20:13And then where the plugs are, it's so brilliant,
- 20:16because everything has been designed really, really well.
- 20:18Okay.
- 20:19Not like my first one.
- 20:20Oh, sorry.
- 20:21No, because you need plugs in counters.
- 20:23And I do.
- 20:24And poles, yeah.
- 20:25So at least for that, we were covered in terms of building.
- 20:29But when he took over, he started his sourdough and her name is Sylvie.
- 20:34Okay.
- 20:35She's almost 10 years old.
- 20:36She is fully Jamaican.
- 20:37And when sourdough Mania brought her sourdough, which is called Roodle,
- 20:41does everyone name their sourdough?
- 20:43I think so.
- 20:44Okay.
- 20:45And Roodle was not as strong as Sylvie.
- 20:47Okay.
- 20:48I think because the, so back to your question of why is it different for sourdough and Jamaica?
- 20:51Yeah.
- 20:52Climate, the rate at which bacteria doubles.
- 20:55Humidity.
- 20:56All of these things factor in and every day it changes.
- 20:59Okay.
- 21:00So you don't have like a long cold winter or every day, it's going to be dry and cold.
- 21:02Sure.
- 21:03Every day, if it rains, the humidity is completely different.
- 21:06And that affects the dry for a couple days.
- 21:08If we have a Sahara dusk, everything.
- 21:11Sure.
- 21:12Plus our regular temperature fluctuations.
- 21:14So it was really very hard to learn what do you have to do when the bacteria behaves like this.
- 21:19Okay.
- 21:20If then, if then, if then, and the, if and then we're not done for the Caribbean.
- 21:25Right.
- 21:26When we called other bakeries in the Caribbean and they had sourdough, it was all yeast bread
- 21:30with, and this was before, it may be different now.
- 21:33Sure.
- 21:34But it was all yeast bread with sourdough in it for flavor.
- 21:36Not 100% sourdough bread.
- 21:38Okay.
- 21:39Why, so you said you're accustomed to what you were going to close?
- 21:42Yes.
- 21:43Why?
- 21:44I think there's a sharp learning curve when employing Jamaicans.
- 21:48Because there's a cultural clash.
- 21:50Okay.
- 21:51So the way I might speak to you may offend you.
- 21:53Where I'm being polite and vice versa.
- 21:55Oh, just because we do things differently.
- 21:57Right.
- 21:58The word hush in Jamaica means don't worry, it's going to be okay.
- 22:01I hate when people say hush.
- 22:02But in Canada, it means shut the fuck up.
- 22:04Right.
- 22:05So that was received.
- 22:06Coming to Jamaica, when the first time someone said hushed my kid, I was like, no, no, no, no.
- 22:10I'm reading into this wrong.
- 22:11There's no way this very nice woman would say that.
- 22:13Just told my little child off.
- 22:16For me, when people say hush, the thing it makes me think of the most is when my help was combing my hair.
- 22:19And you're like, and she's that hush man.
- 22:21I'm like, yeah, that's part of it.
- 22:23Everything is going to be okay.
- 22:25So things like that.
- 22:26Also, Jamaicans have a term for something that I think is present in all human cultures.
- 22:32But I love that there's a term for it in Jamaica and it's bad mind.
- 22:36Right.
- 22:37And for people that don't know what bad mind means, how would you describe it?
- 22:42How would I describe bad mind?
- 22:45Jealousy that makes you retaliate against someone who doesn't deserve it for a new reason.
- 22:51Sure.
- 22:52That's good.
- 22:53I think that's so when you have people doing well in a workspace, you will have other people that will cause problems.
- 23:01Sure.
- 23:02Attitudes, snickers, you know, shenanigans.
- 23:06So these shenanigans are not welcome.
- 23:09Sure.
- 23:10This is not a type of environment that you want.
- 23:12So one, learning to identify the shenanigans from jokes.
- 23:14Right.
- 23:15Because Jamaicans run jokes.
- 23:16They can be loud.
- 23:17They can be funny.
- 23:18So being able to understand the nuances.
- 23:20And sometimes I still miss it.
- 23:22Mm-hmm.
- 23:23And to understand that, okay, she's joking.
- 23:25She is exhibiting bad mind.
- 23:27Sure.
- 23:28Because if everyone has bad mind, good people will stay.
- 23:31Right.
- 23:32And we went through employees like underwear.
- 23:37Really hired and fired more people than I can count.
- 23:40That's really interesting because when I went to England to start my business, I was coming from the perspective of my dad's business.
- 23:46And there are people working for my dad that have been there longer than I've been alive.
- 23:49But that's the thing.
- 23:50Because it started.
- 23:51But his first couple years, did you ever ask him how that was?
- 23:54Now that we're having this conversation, I feel like I need to, right?
- 23:56Because I just have this point of reference.
- 23:57So my dad every Friday would get a crate of oranges.
- 24:00He loved oranges.
- 24:01And he'd sit at the top floor of the office and he'd just peel.
- 24:04And everybody knows, if you want to arrange, just come into the orange, right?
- 24:07And it was his way of, I guess, he doesn't like titles like CEO and stuff.
- 24:11So it's his way of just reminding everyone that my door is open.
- 24:15This is like a family business.
- 24:16It's really sweet.
- 24:17He's very lovely.
- 24:18But I thought that as long as you treat people well, you would automatically create that culture.
- 24:24And in the UK, that doesn't matter.
- 24:27Like, it doesn't matter at all.
- 24:29I mean, I've had like my head chef for like six and a half years, but that's rare in hospitality.
- 24:33And so it's really interesting to understand that it's a growing, you're saying that in the beginning, you're just like going through.
- 24:41Sorry for trouble, but also I am not of this culture.
- 24:44So when I started interviewing people, I also wasn't sure what to look for.
- 24:47But so if you seemed generally decent, why can't I try you?
- 24:52Sure.
- 24:53And then sometimes I speak funny.
- 24:54People are nervous sometimes.
- 24:56But you won't be nervous necessarily working.
- 24:58Sure.
- 24:59Because you're nervous, and I'm sure most of the jobs are for customer service.
- 25:04But I'm still going to try you.
- 25:06And you can maybe be a dishwasher if you can't do the right.
- 25:09So I tried a lot of people.
- 25:11Yeah.
- 25:12Maybe today I wouldn't have tried understanding culture a little bit better.
- 25:16What do you look for today?
- 25:17Someone who's not a suitcase.
- 25:19Someone goes from job to job.
- 25:22Okay.
- 25:23People who have worked places for a couple of years here or a couple of years there because you get a lot of people.
- 25:28And it's six months, three months, six months.
- 25:30And it's all the contract ended.
- 25:32But no one ever renews your contract.
- 25:34Right.
- 25:35Right.
- 25:36But I was like, oh well, let's give you a try before.
- 25:38Sure.
- 25:39And so, the sound's nice.
- 25:41It's just annoying.
- 25:49And you're ready?
- 25:51Funny because you're lovely.
- 25:54And you can like stop people and you won't get faced, right?
- 25:56Because you'll know that it's because of the thing.
- 25:58But like you stop from someone else who's talking to them.
- 26:00I think it's because of them.
- 26:03I turned out someone made a sex shock and said he was going to bring me a pencil for my birthday.
- 26:07And I thought he meant a real pencil.
- 26:09And then my friend was like, no, you idiot.
- 26:11He's talking about his dick.
- 26:12Oh, yeah.
- 26:13So I missed things.
- 26:19No, definitely.
- 26:21You didn't mean a pencil to write with.
- 26:23100%.
- 26:24Can you just remind me where I was?
- 26:25Sorry.
- 26:26We were at the plot way.
- 26:27You were telling me what you look for now.
- 26:28So not people just jumping around.
- 26:30So now, definitely looking for people who have had jobs for not necessarily large mountainous.
- 26:38But a couple years, one of our most famous and I say famous because she is known from one end to the island to the other.
- 26:46There's not a place I go in Jamaica where someone does not say my barista who makes coffee.
- 26:51She's the one.
- 26:52Everybody's angel.
- 26:53And in her interview, she was shy because she's just not an outspoken person.
- 26:58Sure.
- 26:59So if I was looking for someone with my personality only, I would have just, but I gave a chance to someone who was not an extrovert.
- 27:09And she has been one of the most beautiful souls in the bakery.
- 27:13Because she's one of the people who helped shift us away from bad mind.
- 27:17One good person, two good people.
- 27:19Sure.
- 27:20Three good people.
- 27:21Ooh, bad person doesn't want to be around.
- 27:23Good people.
- 27:24Yep.
- 27:25And so eventually that shift happened naturally and it was one good person at a time.
- 27:29And there's a few good people we lost along the way.
- 27:31Okay.
- 27:32Because the other energy wasn't right.
- 27:34And my husband was also at this moment baking and figuring things out.
- 27:39Sure.
- 27:40So there's a lot going on.
- 27:41Yeah.
- 27:42It's not just like he's totally his son.
- 27:43Sure.
- 27:44So at this point you're just trying to keep it balanced.
- 27:47Keep it balanced.
- 27:48And not kind of, yeah.
- 27:50I mean hospitality in any sense can be crazy.
- 27:53And I think people only understand hospitality when you've been in hospitality.
- 27:57Would you say that managing people is the biggest challenge in opening up the business here?
- 28:02I would say managing people, yes, but when you get your people here,
- 28:07you get your people here, which is where your dad's business, I think,
- 28:11your experiences with your dad's business comes in.
- 28:14Yeah.
- 28:15Because I have people that have started as janitors who are pastry chefs,
- 28:19sales staff, as pastry chef, people have potential in Jamaica.
- 28:23Jamaicans are talented.
- 28:25So if you find people who are motivated, coupled with that talent, you're good.
- 28:30You're great.
- 28:31That was my next question.
- 28:32We got rid of all of them.
- 28:33I don't want any.
- 28:34None!
- 28:35Please, please leave me in Jamaica.
- 28:38I'm happy here.
- 28:39I don't want to point at any fingers in countries, but we are good here.
- 28:46Do you find that you have to do a lot of training?
- 28:49Because obviously what you're doing is quite specialist.
- 28:51When you're hiring people, do you hire just basically character and have to teach them everything you want them to know?
- 28:55Exactly.
- 28:57You need to kind of have the want to work and the desire to learn.
- 29:03And if you have the ability to work, you may have more of an entry level position.
- 29:08But if you are capable, you can learn and be trained in so many areas.
- 29:14One of my new chef assistants is 18 years old and started as the dishwasher.
- 29:20But I've never seen the back so organized and so clean.
- 29:25So this shows me that you have a huge amount of potential.
- 29:28I can't leave you by the sink.
- 29:30The guy running my kitchen, he started out as a KP kitchen portal washing dishes.
- 29:34And I got him, I always say fresh off the boat, he'd just come from Nigeria.
- 29:38And basically he was doing temp work and people were really shitted to him wherever he went.
- 29:42And so he does a fill-in shift for me because someone's not turned up for work, but he did a better.
- 29:46And it was just because that was nice to him.
- 29:48You literally just treated him with respect.
- 29:50And his loyalty was with me forever.
- 29:53And I taught him everything he knew and he was running my kitchen.
- 29:56And before, like six months before, he had no idea anything.
- 30:00For bakers, we have found it and I say we, my husband, trained all the bakers.
- 30:05He has found it very difficult to take someone who's already a baker.
- 30:08Because the way they do things are so different.
- 30:11And they're very much stuck in the way they want to do things.
- 30:14That's why fellow watch chefs, that they don't want to learn how to make your bread.
- 30:19And they're like, well, why are you doing it like this?
- 30:21And you're like, well, this is how we get the bread that people want.
- 30:25But so we tend to find just, because it's very physical.
- 30:29So not that there's, it's not open to women, but yet to find a woman who can hold that much weight over her head.
- 30:34Sure.
- 30:35Because you have to load the bread.
- 30:37It's really heavy.
- 30:39But the guys are really great.
- 30:42When you came, obviously you are white Canadians coming to Jamaica and then you're employing, you're employing Jamaicans.
- 30:49How was that experience? Did you feel that there was some resistance?
- 30:53Was there any resentment from Jamaican people?
- 30:56Well, there's one woman that wrote an article on the national newspaper who insinuated I was racist.
- 31:02Okay, what did you do?
- 31:04I didn't give her a vanilla latte.
- 31:06What do you mean?
- 31:07Like, I don't even know. It's like the weirdest thing.
- 31:10I was in the kitchen that day.
- 31:11Right.
- 31:12And she didn't get her vanilla latte.
- 31:14And a prominent Jamaican man.
- 31:17I think had dumped her recently.
- 31:19Okay.
- 31:20And someone else knocked her up.
- 31:21So she was fragile.
- 31:22So I think the hormones having been pregnant, maybe that's what got the best of her.
- 31:26Right.
- 31:27But I'm not racist.
- 31:29Okay.
- 31:30I invited her to come ask my staff when I wasn't there.
- 31:33Because Jamaicans are truthful.
- 31:34But I'm not telling you the truth.
- 31:36Especially if the boss isn't there.
- 31:38So I invited her.
- 31:41I'm rough in the kitchen.
- 31:42I cannot tell you that if you put me in the kitchen, I'm soft and bubbly.
- 31:46Because the food needs to come out.
- 31:48But it has to be good.
- 31:49Like, there's no time.
- 31:51It's no.
- 31:53So the kitchen is probably not the nicest version of me, you guess.
- 31:57Sure.
- 31:58I've grown a lot.
- 31:59But still, it's a stressful, stressful place.
- 32:03So she could have observed you in that.
- 32:05Maybe she saw me being allowed.
- 32:07And I'm already loud.
- 32:08So if I'm stressed out, I'm probably really loud.
- 32:11Right.
- 32:12And if there's a mistake, I'm probably loud and the bakery's open.
- 32:16So I can see how it can come across.
- 32:18But I think before making such huge allegations, one might want to speak to the person
- 32:23who believes is the victim.
- 32:25Sure.
- 32:26And there wasn't.
- 32:27So when it was blasted on social media.
- 32:29Oh, it was blasted on social media.
- 32:30I had been invited her to speak to the staff, which she didn't take kindly to.
- 32:34Oh.
- 32:35And then she...
- 32:36I mentioned she's not black.
- 32:37Also, she's not black.
- 32:38No, no, no.
- 32:39So the lady who says you're racist, is it black?
- 32:41No.
- 32:42But she is just fighting for the people that didn't need...
- 32:45I need...
- 32:46Okay, you'd have to ask her that.
- 32:47Cool.
- 32:48Yeah.
- 32:49Did she come when you invited her to come?
- 32:50I don't think so.
- 32:51Because then she went to the observer to write the article.
- 32:54Oh.
- 32:55Okay.
- 32:56So then they wrote the lady who owns the coffee shop that sells bread.
- 32:59So not my name, but there's no one else that fits that criteria on the other.
- 33:04And how people like me shouldn't be allowed here to take advantage and exploit Jamaicans.
- 33:09Okay.
- 33:10I wholeheartedly disagree.
- 33:12Right.
- 33:13My helper wanted to go jump her.
- 33:15No, because she's been treated really terribly.
- 33:17Oh, man.
- 33:18And I don't know.
- 33:20My helper's like my mother.
- 33:21I'm so fortunate.
- 33:22What's the health of the last?
- 33:23People that don't know.
- 33:24Oh, a housekeeper.
- 33:25Right.
- 33:26Someone has like adopted me and has helped me survive my life.
- 33:29Sure.
- 33:30And has helped me with my children.
- 33:31And has helped me balance children and work, which was missing before and my children suffered.
- 33:35Okay.
- 33:36So when you just came to Jamaica, you didn't automatically get to help them?
- 33:40No.
- 33:41Okay.
- 33:42Do you have help in in Montreal?
- 33:43Yes, but the hourly wage is more expensive.
- 33:46Okay.
- 33:47So it's less available.
- 33:49Okay.
- 33:50But it was hard because there's also again a lot of cultural differences in people.
- 33:55And depending on what class you come from and what you have access to in your life,
- 34:00you make clean and different ways.
- 34:02Okay.
- 34:03For example, I had one lady that came in and she used my tide to clean the kitchen.
- 34:08Okay.
- 34:09As in tide for the clothes.
- 34:10To clean the kitchen.
- 34:11Okay.
- 34:12And it's not because she was not intelligent.
- 34:14It's because she didn't know.
- 34:16Right.
- 34:17And the products she was used to seeing weren't there.
- 34:19Okay.
- 34:20And this was her trying to do the best she can.
- 34:21Sure.
- 34:22So there's moments where I may misunderstand you.
- 34:26Right.
- 34:27But it's only because I don't understand everything is new to me.
- 34:30Right.
- 34:31And I have a lot to learn.
- 34:32Right.
- 34:33So no, we did not get a helper right away.
- 34:35We went through different helpers.
- 34:36Right.
- 34:37Trying to find a good fit.
- 34:38Right.
- 34:39And let me tell you, I'll pick up Glenna because G-Mama is...
- 34:44So you've opened your business.
- 34:46You don't have a helper.
- 34:47How are you managing your kids in the business?
- 34:49Luckily for me, I have great kids and a very responsible older daughter.
- 34:53Okay.
- 34:54And a quite responsible second daughter.
- 34:56Sure.
- 34:57And then at this point, there was a little brother who caused a lot of stress.
- 35:00You know what?
- 35:01He's very active.
- 35:02He's a doll, but he's especially at five.
- 35:04He was a handful.
- 35:05Right.
- 35:06And so my kids had to sacrifice a lot as well.
- 35:08Okay.
- 35:09When you say sacrifice, what did they look like for a child?
- 35:11That looks like not having your parents home all the time.
- 35:13Okay.
- 35:14Is your mother picks you up, drives you home, but doesn't necessarily stay with you.
- 35:17But then nine and eight.
- 35:19Well, we didn't open up the bakery right away.
- 35:21Okay.
- 35:22So my oldest turned 10 soon after we moved.
- 35:24By it.
- 35:25And then we opened up the bakery the year later, kind of.
- 35:27Okay.
- 35:28So there was some time.
- 35:29But come at 11 years old and you can start baking.
- 35:31Sure.
- 35:32And if not, they spent every afternoon at the bakery.
- 35:34Did they like that?
- 35:35I think maybe at the beginning, they liked the idea of a bakery.
- 35:39Sure.
- 35:40Because it was always a treat when we were in Montreal.
- 35:42Right.
- 35:43But I think they learned first hand what it takes to start a business from scratch.
- 35:47And I don't think they appreciated having to live through it.
- 35:51Sure.
- 35:52But they learned a lot and it helped form their lovely characters, I think.
- 35:57Do you think they'd take the bakery over?
- 36:01I think because of the bakery, we've been fortunate enough to meet such interesting people like I've gotten a chance to meet you.
- 36:07So because of that, I think they would always take the bakery.
- 36:11Okay.
- 36:12Because, let's say, one of my daughters would never have found this beautiful piano teacher and this beautiful cello teacher.
- 36:19Okay.
- 36:20My world would have not come into contact with their world.
- 36:22Sure.
- 36:23So they're just...
- 36:24So the bakery has become a hub for interesting people.
- 36:29In a way that some people might say a cocktail bar becomes like the hub.
- 36:32I would like to think so.
- 36:33Yeah.
- 36:34It's like a cheers.
- 36:35People will tell me it's their happy place.
- 36:36It's funny.
- 36:37The first time I ever went to your bakery, clearly many years ago, for ever met you.
- 36:40The thing that struck me the most was when I opened the door and the AC was blazing.
- 36:44Oh.
- 36:45That was the thing.
- 36:46Because I'd been to bakeries before and they're hot.
- 36:48And you can't do proper fattisserie when it's hot.
- 36:51Oh, you are right.
- 36:52And I was like, these people mean business because you are spending a lot of money on that electricity.
- 36:55It is not called enough for the fattisserie.
- 36:57Really?
- 36:58It is not for me.
- 36:59Did pastry chef, if she had it?
- 37:00Because remember, we did not know what we were doing.
- 37:05So the Frenchman, Patrick, was like, oh, it's all the rage in France.
- 37:09Open bakeries.
- 37:10Okay.
- 37:11So we're like, okay.
- 37:12Open bakery.
- 37:13Here we go.
- 37:15So we left it open, but understanding the temperature you needed for proper questions and chocolate.
- 37:20Okay.
- 37:21And it's very, very difficult.
- 37:23How do you manage that when there will be a close space for my pastry chef?
- 37:30Well, not exactly the quality of her products will go up without having to do anything differently.
- 37:34Right.
- 37:35We do the best we can.
- 37:36Sure.
- 37:37We do the pastries when the bakery closes.
- 37:40Sure.
- 37:41When no one's baking and we try to bring the temperature down to 19 degrees.
- 37:44Oh, yeah.
- 37:45We try our best.
- 37:46Yeah.
- 37:47It is difficult.
- 37:48Yeah.
- 37:49So I love that you said that, but it's still...
- 37:50Not good enough.
- 37:51A struggle.
- 37:52Like, it's a real struggle.
- 37:53When it's time to do the Christmas logs and they're all covered in chocolate with chocolate.
- 37:58And that's why we don't do more chocolate.
- 38:00Right.
- 38:01Because it's so different.
- 38:02And you don't realize how difficult it is to not get your butter to melt into your flour layers as you're sheeting your stuff.
- 38:08Yeah.
- 38:09So our stuff is really, really great.
- 38:13But if we could change just a bit of construction for my pastry chef,
- 38:17or something that would get better without her having to do anything different.
- 38:20What's the thing people buy the most?
- 38:22Cossons.
- 38:24Okay.
- 38:26French people will hate this, but my most popular sandwich is on a croissant.
- 38:30Oh, really?
- 38:31Yes, because you don't eat sandwiches on croissants in me.
- 38:33Right.
- 38:34No, yeah.
- 38:35Blast for me.
- 38:36So we do ham, egg and cheese.
- 38:37I think that's our number one seller.
- 38:38Okay.
- 38:41So you open your baked cream.
- 38:43In the beginning, I'm guessing, for my own experience.
- 38:45It's a bit rough.
- 38:46Oh.
- 38:47Right.
- 38:48Rough.
- 38:49This is nine years old.
- 38:50Then I get pregnant.
- 38:51After opening.
- 38:52Yes.
- 38:53Because I'm a brilliant genius.
- 38:55Okay.
- 38:56How long into opening?
- 38:57Are we pregnant?
- 38:58Are we open September?
- 39:00Yep.
- 39:01I had the baby the following December.
- 39:03So my family area.
- 39:04I was pregnant.
- 39:05I was pregnant.
- 39:06Okay.
- 39:07So at this point, are you quite hands-on as a bakery?
- 39:12Or more than every day.
- 39:13Okay.
- 39:14You're there.
- 39:15Everyone.
- 39:16The kids.
- 39:17Everyone's there every day.
- 39:18Everyone is there all the time.
- 39:19We live at the baked cream.
- 39:20Yes.
- 39:21Which is funny because.
- 39:22So I get pregnant during COVID, which is great because there's a lockdown.
- 39:25We reopen and one day I'm on the pass.
- 39:28I'm plating my beautiful food.
- 39:30And I see red.
- 39:32It's like.
- 39:33Where is this?
- 39:34I'm literally looking.
- 39:35Where is this red coming from?
- 39:36Only to realize my nose is bleeding on people's food at the past.
- 39:40Because you're pregnant, heavily pregnant.
- 39:42And like, you're nose.
- 39:43It's probably thing.
- 39:44Nose bleeds.
- 39:45I was like, oh.
- 39:46And so I'm literally holding my face.
- 39:48And then someone has to come in and take over the bus.
- 39:51I say that to say, when you're pregnant and you're running a business.
- 39:55It's not the best combo.
- 39:57I'm your feeder swollen, like extra swollen.
- 40:02One day I had, because my muscles, as my abs were expanding,
- 40:06there was just a lot of pain.
- 40:08And they didn't know if my placenta had come off the wall of my uterus.
- 40:11Okay.
- 40:12So I had to go for X-rays.
- 40:13Yeah.
- 40:14I pulled my abdominals.
- 40:15Okay.
- 40:16The baby was born on Monday.
- 40:17Because back then we were closed on Monday.
- 40:19Okay.
- 40:20So I was induced Monday morning.
- 40:21Right.
- 40:22So the baby could be born on Monday.
- 40:23And my husband could go back to work on Tuesday.
- 40:24Okay.
- 40:25And then the baby was born on Monday.
- 40:27And then I went back to work on Friday.
- 40:28To a 13-hour shift with my newborn.
- 40:32It was really sad.
- 40:33Because my husband, from my husband to call me.
- 40:36And I have a small baby and tell me he needs my help.
- 40:39Okay.
- 40:40He must really show up.
- 40:41Sure.
- 40:42When I was pregnant with my first daughter, my husband had three jobs.
- 40:44And I had none.
- 40:45Okay.
- 40:46So when he gives the coin, he calls.
- 40:47And he's like, you have to come.
- 40:48I need help.
- 40:49I cannot.
- 40:50He was baking.
- 40:51He was baking.
- 40:52Because he was baking and making coffees at the same time.
- 40:54Okay.
- 40:55And you can't have someone to get the coffee.
- 40:57But there was no coffee culture.
- 40:59This was before Starbucks and Jamaica.
- 41:01Okay.
- 41:02So you can't just hire a barista.
- 41:03Yep.
- 41:04And we couldn't find someone long enough to train properly, to stay.
- 41:07Take over.
- 41:08Right.
- 41:09So, weeks in.
- 41:10Because being pregnant and working is not your best combo.
- 41:15So, so a fine and fine.
- 41:17But we're making coffees.
- 41:18And he goes, I need help.
- 41:19No, but he needs to bake.
- 41:20But you need to take care of the bread.
- 41:21Because it's sourdough.
- 41:22Right.
- 41:23But you have to stop to make coffees for people.
- 41:24Right.
- 41:25So he was just running back and forth.
- 41:26And it was really, honestly, my heart broke when I got there.
- 41:29Yep.
- 41:30And the cashier said coffee order and he came running.
- 41:32And his hands were filled with flour.
- 41:35I was just like, I'm not just like, just bake.
- 41:39Okay.
- 41:40And then we took over the coffee station.
- 41:42She slept underneath the counter.
- 41:45And she slept on the freezer behind the cash.
- 41:49Okay.
- 41:50And someone who owns a mattress company was like, she's sleeping on that blanket on the floor
- 41:56and made her a little mattress that day under the counter.
- 41:59No, really, people were lovely.
- 42:01Someone walks in one day and she's like, she needs a walker.
- 42:03And the next day someone walks in and is like, I was asked to deliver the walker.
- 42:08You know, I have the loveliest clients.
- 42:11And there was also, this is awful.
- 42:15I am friends with one person at the State Department, a US State Department.
- 42:19Sure.
- 42:20He came back to visit.
- 42:21And someone he had worked with before, because you know, it's all these shifts.
- 42:24Sure.
- 42:25So he sees someone.
- 42:26And they're at the bakery and he doesn't, this man I don't know, doesn't know that I'm friends.
- 42:30Okay.
- 42:31And he asks the owner there.
- 42:34And my friend's like, oh man, she just left.
- 42:37He's like, oh, we used to have a WhatsApp group about her breasts.
- 42:42And my friend goes, excuse me?
- 42:44And he goes, yeah, one of us would go to check if she was breastfeeding.
- 42:48And she was breastfeeding.
- 42:49He messaged the breast of us and all go for a call.
- 42:52Shut up.
- 42:53So I had men gawking at my breasts.
- 42:56Was breastfeeding?
- 42:58Yes.
- 42:59I did crack jokes for the people who are lactose intolerant, like natural milk.
- 43:03No one ever took it.
- 43:05Wow.
- 43:08Like, people are actually mad.
- 43:11No, I thought that was kind of gross.
- 43:13And I didn't realize it was happening.
- 43:14I had no idea.
- 43:15So I only found out about this last year.
- 43:17Okay.
- 43:18Baby seven now.
- 43:20That you had a WhatsApp group about my breasts.
- 43:23And talk about your nosebleed.
- 43:25You're serving people and then the discharge of the nose.
- 43:27And you got like, yeah, bull's eyes around your boobs.
- 43:30Oh my God.
- 43:31Yeah.
- 43:32It's a good thing I'm not embarrassed easily.
- 43:34Do you resent the bakery at all?
- 43:36No.
- 43:37In terms of that experience of motherhood?
- 43:38No.
- 43:39If I had been better organized, if I had done things differently, I could have avoided that.
- 43:43I feel like I wasn't prepared well enough and I couldn't have anticipated with trying to learn everything that we had talked about already.
- 43:52There was just so much on that plate that I could have added something.
- 43:55I didn't realize how to in time to be prepared.
- 44:00Okay.
- 44:01I guess I'm still trying to understand how we go from construction to bakery.
- 44:04Why didn't you stay in construction?
- 44:06Well, because I wanted bread.
- 44:08Okay.
- 44:09Like, and I figured if it was a problem for me, it must be a problem for all the people.
- 44:13And I heard that the more absolute members of our society, when they were in Miami, because they go back and forth.
- 44:19Right.
- 44:20Which is, bring home bread and put in their freezers.
- 44:21Okay.
- 44:22So now they don't have to because they just come to you.
- 44:23And I have better bread than those places.
- 44:26And now they don't have to stock up in the freezer because nine years later you're still here.
- 44:29Fresh.
- 44:30And I'm not close.
- 44:31There you go.
- 44:32But so many people thought we'd be close.
- 44:34Like, good clients of ours.
- 44:36Like, I love.
- 44:38And then I'm just wondering, in terms of your social life and really like fitting into the culture of Jamaica,
- 44:44because it sounds like you'll at work all the time, except for the Monday.
- 44:48But then we're open every day now.
- 44:50Okay, great.
- 44:51So we're at work all day every day.
- 44:53How do you feel that that affected your ability to become a part of like a Jamaican community?
- 45:00Or do you even feel a part of a Jamaican community?
- 45:02Maybe don't.
- 45:03I feel very much part of the Kingstonian community.
- 45:06Okay.
- 45:07Because the bakery has really kind of found its groove.
- 45:09Right.
- 45:10And we've done things for the community.
- 45:11We've done charity events for the community.
- 45:13So I think we are a part of the community.
- 45:15Right.
- 45:16Personally, I think I built my own community because I'm a bit of an oddball.
- 45:20Right.
- 45:21So I don't think I belong to a group of friends.
- 45:23Sure.
- 45:24But I have very interesting friends.
- 45:25Even though the Kingston is very clikky.
- 45:27I didn't grow up here.
- 45:29Yeah.
- 45:30I think I could see it.
- 45:31Okay.
- 45:32When I look at some of my clients and maybe how they interact.
- 45:35But we have big communal tables.
- 45:37People still sit together.
- 45:38Sure.
- 45:39Sometimes it's weird for people at first and they're like, where am I supposed to sit?
- 45:42And where are you buying?
- 45:44So you don't feel like it prevented you from...
- 45:46Maybe because it's a social business as well.
- 45:48Like people are coming.
- 45:49Very social.
- 45:50Yeah.
- 45:51I've gotten a chance to meet really interesting people.
- 45:53What's your favourite customer story?
- 45:56When the woman came up to me and said, when I use the vibrator,
- 46:00I don't like it inside.
- 46:03And I looked at her and I was just like, try the top.
- 46:08I should have said try the other hole.
- 46:10But I wasn't expecting the question.
- 46:13Okay.
- 46:14Solving people's problems not just with bread.
- 46:17That one was pretty weird.
- 46:18And once I was breastfeeding, I'm going to demonstrate because it's kind of weird.
- 46:22And this, I'm sorry.
- 46:23I'm going to take this.
- 46:24So we have these little circular tables before the big tables.
- 46:27And I'm here and I'm breastfeeding my baby.
- 46:30And there's a couple here.
- 46:31Right.
- 46:32And I'm talking to them.
- 46:33Right.
- 46:34And then the woman looks at me and goes, you're everything I would have wanted in a man.
- 46:38Oh.
- 46:39And I went, oh.
- 46:41And I just turned to her husband who was much more normal.
- 46:45And just continued talking with him.
- 46:47So I said, while breastfeeding,
- 46:49you're everything that she wanted in a man.
- 46:51Yes.
- 46:52Okay.
- 46:53Yes, yes, yes.
- 46:54Cool.
- 46:55Yes, yes.
- 46:56I have nothing else to add.
- 46:57You know what Taylor is?
- 46:58I asked you what's your lovely customer story and you told me about her.
- 47:00The craziest one?
- 47:01What is your worst customer story?
- 47:04Well, the one that wrote about me in the newspaper was very cool.
- 47:11Sure.
- 47:12There's this crazy woman, Chris Smith, who came in and wanted to order a lot of things,
- 47:17but then didn't want to put a deposit.
- 47:18Right.
- 47:19And then we have caddies with like straws and oysters and napkins and salt and pepper.
- 47:23She just smacked one off right before the door.
- 47:27And it just went flying and it broke and we're just like, okay.
- 47:31I don't think you were coming to pay for your stuff.
- 47:34Like, I don't understand.
- 47:35Like, this is how you felt about the deposit.
- 47:37I was like the 23rd.
- 47:38She wanted it for the 24th.
- 47:40But she didn't want to pay the deposit.
- 47:42That's the that one.
- 47:43That one was pretty good.
- 47:45And where do you see Lenny's in 10-15 years?
- 47:48I'd love to add dinner.
- 47:49Oh really?
- 47:50It's just working.
- 47:51It's trained for space.
- 47:52I have so many ideas.
- 47:53Okay.
- 47:54And would it be along the Italian lines that you kind of spoke about before?
- 47:57What are the Italian lines?
- 47:58You said that when you saw the space, you were thinking Italian food.
- 48:01Oh!
- 48:02When you think of it.
- 48:03Maybe not.
- 48:04I think kind of like my kids say we feed Kingston what they grew up eating as children.
- 48:09Okay.
- 48:10I think a lot of those things.
- 48:11Which is fun stuff I want to share with you.
- 48:13Okay.
- 48:14Cool.
- 48:15Top secret.
- 48:16For when.
- 48:17Look it for you later.
- 48:18Off camera.
- 48:19There.
- 48:20And I am a vegetarian so they'd be a happy amount of vegetarian offerings.
- 48:24Cool.
- 48:26Oh sorry.
- 48:27He said sorry.
- 48:28I heard you sorry.
- 48:29Yeah.
- 48:30We all heard you.
- 48:31Yeah.
- 48:32I guess my question about having such a unique business, right?
- 48:36Because there are other bakeries in Jamaica but your offering is clearly unique to the landscape.
- 48:40Do you think that has helped you like hold your peace of the pie?
- 48:47I think we found a little niche that no one knew needed to be serviced.
- 48:51Yeah.
- 48:53To be honest if you told me they idea like let's say I was your friend when you arrived in Canada
- 48:57and you told me this what you want to do.
- 48:59I would just think it's not sustainable.
- 49:01No one thinks it is.
- 49:02And I think I have an understanding of my market different to people who have grown up here.
- 49:07Yeah.
- 49:08Because I would see it as the place that in the beginning there would be a hype and a love for it.
- 49:13But then I'd be like I wonder if it's going to be like sustained.
- 49:16So they literally broke our doors when we opened.
- 49:18What do you mean?
- 49:19I did a lot of marketing so I started with 5,000 followers on Facebook.
- 49:22Okay.
- 49:23So the day we opened there was a lineup.
- 49:25Okay.
- 49:26And they literally broke our doors.
- 49:27That was not to fix the doors.
- 49:29Except we had never cash.
- 49:30We didn't have a problem.
- 49:31It was just it was lovely.
- 49:34Honestly like to look back at it you can just laugh and smile because it was so intense.
- 49:38We never expected so many people.
- 49:40Right.
- 49:41But like my husband I don't think my husband picked his head up.
- 49:44And then like we hadn't trained everyone for bags and so they didn't know how to wrap things.
- 49:48So we had these papers from France at Patrick and so you're supposed to wrap the bag it up.
- 49:52And you would as I get it out.
- 49:54And so no it was just where it is.
- 49:56And then the girls were trying to serve too.
- 49:58No really the kids were awesome.
- 50:01So it was crazy.
- 50:04So I think the market was underserved.
- 50:08Okay.
- 50:09And I think the market is still underserved.
- 50:11So because people begged me to go to Moby.
- 50:13People begged me to go to Moby.
- 50:14I mean not to go to RG.
- 50:15Yeah.
- 50:16People begged me to go to the grill.
- 50:17People want me in Portland but it's still a bit quieter in Portland.
- 50:20Sure.
- 50:21So it's not the same kind of like we need you.
- 50:22We need you.
- 50:23Yeah.
- 50:24But people have offered to partner with me because they live in Cayman to open this in Cayman.
- 50:28People love the bakery and I'm so grateful for it.
- 50:32Are you thinking that that's something that you would do?
- 50:35No.
- 50:36Oh okay.
- 50:37Why?
- 50:38It's a lot of work.
- 50:39Like we have a really lovely lovely place but we put a lot of time into it.
- 50:45It runs well.
- 50:46It's consistent.
- 50:47And before you can go do something else it would have to run perfectly on its own I think.
- 50:53Is that ever possible in hospitality?
- 50:55I don't think so to be honest.
- 50:57Yeah.
- 50:58I learned that if my team are doing 70% without me.
- 51:01Luckily I think that actually in London the standard is quite low in terms of for example customer service.
- 51:06And that warmth that is natural is the Jamaican in terms of really caring for people.
- 51:11And I was like if they hit 70% of what I want then we're in a good place.
- 51:16Right?
- 51:17And I had to kind of just get comfortable with that.
- 51:19And so I wonder if there's anything like really perfect in the space of hospitality.
- 51:24But is there anything perfect in a human?
- 51:26Yeah, true.
- 51:27So humans are...
- 51:28Wow.
- 51:29So you would never have lots of a learning?
- 51:31No.
- 51:32No, no.
- 51:33Really?
- 51:34Can I say that maybe when I open one up somewhere else may...
- 51:38Sure.
- 51:39No, absolutely not.
- 51:40Okay.
- 51:41But see foolishly when I first opened I was like a Lenny's all over the earth.
- 51:45No, okay.
- 51:46But we also thought people would take our bread and add it to their menus and do stuff with it.
- 51:51Okay.
- 51:52And they don't really, they stick with what they know and what they'd been using before we had opened.
- 51:56Cool.
- 51:57Pre-COVID there was a restaurant in Portmore that was doing breakfast and that was buying large volumes of stuff.
- 52:03But since COVID I'm not sure what happened to that restaurant.
- 52:06So people are trying.
- 52:08I definitely think there's a lot that can be done.
- 52:10She makes love food.
- 52:11They love exploring.
- 52:12They love going out.
- 52:14They're curious about food.
- 52:16So I think there's lots, lots, lots that can be done.
- 52:19Did you miss anything else food wise other than bread?
- 52:23When you just came?
- 52:24Maple syrup?
- 52:26I feel like that's now Canadian's thing.
- 52:29Maple syrup.
- 52:30Especially if you're from Quebec.
- 52:32Because it's just...
- 52:33I need to give this from God.
- 52:35I need this maple syrup.
- 52:36You want the dark one?
- 52:37Okay.
- 52:38Nothing.
- 52:39All the way.
- 52:40Anything else other than maple syrup?
- 52:42Food wise?
- 52:43Do you sell maple syrup at the bakery?
- 52:45I do not.
- 52:46It's not pancakes.
- 52:47It's like a side of maple syrup.
- 52:48Okay.
- 52:49But now we're like cans.
- 52:50Food wise?
- 52:51What do I miss?
- 52:53Which make us the best Indian food?
- 52:56I have ever tasted it.
- 52:58I had...
- 53:00I would eat a decent amount of Indian food,
- 53:02which was multicultural.
- 53:04I'd like to say our food is great.
- 53:06Our Indian food is pretty solid,
- 53:08but Jamaica...
- 53:09What makes it so special?
- 53:11I think the Indians that have opened up the Indian restaurants here
- 53:14have stayed true to the way things are made
- 53:17and the chefs that they bring in from India.
- 53:19Okay.
- 53:20I know that tamarind and saffron
- 53:24have very, very high quality ingredients.
- 53:27Okay.
- 53:28I've spoken to the owner.
- 53:29They use a lot of the same suppliers we do.
- 53:30But you're very, very comfortable eating there.
- 53:32But...
- 53:33So...
- 53:34And then the Indians tell me that
- 53:35this is really good Indian food.
- 53:37So when I think it is,
- 53:38and the people who have grown up in India are telling me
- 53:41this is great Indian food,
- 53:42it's really great Indian food.
- 53:44The Jamaican food here is great.
- 53:46Ital food is lots of fun.
- 53:49What's ital?
- 53:50Ital is no sugar,
- 53:51no meat,
- 53:52no eggs,
- 53:53no salt,
- 53:54no anything.
- 53:55I add salt to my food though.
- 53:57I do add salt to my food.
- 53:59But the way Rasta's eat just from the ground,
- 54:01and it's great.
- 54:02And this is based on no scientific evidence,
- 54:05but only observations inside moved here.
- 54:07Sure.
- 54:08I think the traditional Jamaican diet
- 54:10is one of the best in the world.
- 54:11And they did that whole series, you know,
- 54:13the blue zone.
- 54:14Yeah.
- 54:15And I think Jamaica should have been included
- 54:17because everyone has a grandma who's a hundred five years old.
- 54:20Right.
- 54:21Or an auntie.
- 54:22Yeah.
- 54:23And if you eat like them,
- 54:25it's very different than how the youth of Jamaica eat today.
- 54:28Sure.
- 54:30But if you go back to how Jamaicans ate traditionally,
- 54:33I believe it's one of the best diets,
- 54:35because there's so much,
- 54:37what Jamaicans call food,
- 54:38which is Yann,
- 54:39green bananas,
- 54:40so much things grown from the earth,
- 54:43and then vegetables,
- 54:44and then it's small amounts of meat,
- 54:46it's small amounts of fish.
- 54:47And people have this idea that
- 54:49in Jamaica we just eat meat.
- 54:51I think it's just because jerk chicken is so amazing,
- 54:54that that's what's popular.
- 54:55Sure.
- 54:56I think it's just because it's so...
- 54:58Yeah.
- 54:59Is there anything that when you had that vision,
- 55:02when you looked beyond and you were like,
- 55:04I think we're doing life wrong?
- 55:05Is there anything that you were expecting
- 55:07that didn't happen when you arrived?
- 55:09I was expecting less white people.
- 55:11You were expecting less white people.
- 55:13Oh really?
- 55:14I was shocked to see how many white Jamaicans there were.
- 55:16Oh really?
- 55:17Because when you travel in the country,
- 55:18yet there's less white Jamaicans.
- 55:20Sure.
- 55:21So not that I hadn't seen any.
- 55:22Right.
- 55:23I just wasn't expecting that many.
- 55:24That many.
- 55:25And so many Jamaicans.
- 55:27Chinese Jamaicans.
- 55:28Yes.
- 55:29And then so many Indian Jamaicans too.
- 55:30Right.
- 55:31You have this...
- 55:32I had a preconceived notion that you're going to
- 55:34a place in the Caribbean and Trinidad has the Indian people.
- 55:37And Jamaica has the black people.
- 55:38Oh right.
- 55:39But Jamaica is a hard part of everything.
- 55:41Let me tell you.
- 55:42That's really funny.
- 55:43And most people don't realize.
- 55:46No.
- 55:47Yeah.
- 55:48And then so I remember a Jamaican friend of mine,
- 55:50who was like, wait till we go to the grocery store
- 55:52and you'd see the Chinese bread,
- 55:53but he can't speak English because he's only learned
- 55:55Patoa.
- 55:56Yes.
- 55:57And so that's fun.
- 55:58That's fun.
- 55:59My friend visited me from New York when I was in school.
- 56:01And she saw a man, Mr. Chin.
- 56:03And she was just...
- 56:04I was like, babe, stop staring.
- 56:06She's like, but how does he speak like that?
- 56:08I was like, yeah.
- 56:09She had no idea.
- 56:10Because it's really fun.
- 56:11They learned Patoa.
- 56:12Yeah.
- 56:13Because Patoa is very much its own language.
- 56:15Yeah.
- 56:16But that's crazy.
- 56:17And then lifestyle.
- 56:18Would you say that you live a better lifestyle here
- 56:21than kind of?
- 56:22Are they equal?
- 56:23So by lifestyle, can you be more specific?
- 56:26Things I do your way of life.
- 56:29My way of life is more conducive to Jamaica.
- 56:32Okay.
- 56:33So while I may have more access to museums,
- 56:36structured parks for my children that are not old and questionable.
- 56:40Yeah.
- 56:41So there's things.
- 56:42There's infrastructure that might be more comfortable.
- 56:46Sure.
- 56:47And I think my life style and I think my frequency
- 56:50drives much better in this island.
- 56:52Because people are nicer.
- 56:54Jamaicans are human.
- 56:55Right.
- 56:56And I use this and I'm so sorry to use this example
- 57:00because it's really silly.
- 57:01But I find it to be very accurate.
- 57:03Sure.
- 57:04If you start in front of a Jamaican, they don't judge you.
- 57:07Right.
- 57:08And it's silly.
- 57:09Because the Jamaican knows everyone parts.
- 57:12And maybe it's like this.
- 57:14If you are with people and you happen to fart in Canada,
- 57:17they look at you like you don't fart.
- 57:19Sure.
- 57:20People don't fart.
- 57:21And it's a really silly example.
- 57:24But there's some level of humanity and community here.
- 57:27That is very beautiful.
- 57:29And did you know that in that little trip to Kingston,
- 57:32did you already feel that or was that something you've learned
- 57:34over time being here?
- 57:35The humanity I think I saw when we drove across the island.
- 57:39Okay.
- 57:40And my son was car sick and we stopped by the side of the road
- 57:42in Germany.
- 57:43And my son's just puking on the end of someone's driveway
- 57:47and they had come out to get water out of a well.
- 57:50And this mom looks up at me and she was just a mom.
- 57:53And she looked at me and I was like, you all right?
- 57:55And I'm like, we're all right.
- 57:56And she went back and doing what she was.
- 57:58And yeah, no, I get goosebumps.
- 58:00Because that moment in at least North America
- 58:02would have been...
- 58:03Get off my fucking lawn!
- 58:04Okay.
- 58:05What the hell are you doing?
- 58:06You're kids puking on my lawn!
- 58:07It would have been a completely different introduction.
- 58:09And it was, you're all right?
- 58:11All right.
- 58:12It was really cool.
- 58:13So for me, and I'm very hired, it's very nice.
- 58:17That, like, looking out for each other thing
- 58:20is something I miss the most.
- 58:21So I even get on the plane here with my twins.
- 58:23And the lady beside us automatically put to my seatbelt on.
- 58:26I think I've never met this woman.
- 58:28I don't know her.
- 58:29She didn't even look up.
- 58:30Asked if I needed anything.
- 58:31She automatically just went into anti-mode.
- 58:33And I text my family.
- 58:34I was like, I'm on a plane to Jamaica.
- 58:36Like, that's it.
- 58:37We've already got there.
- 58:38Jamaica.
- 58:39Made my kids, I think, the level of humanity deeper.
- 58:44I think it also made them cooler.
- 58:45Because Jamaicans tend to be just naturally very warm.
- 58:48Like, I'm kind of awkward and stuff.
- 58:50Jamaicans are cool, man.
- 58:52Did you have any concerns in terms of education and bringing your kids, you know,
- 58:56as a parent, you think, where are your children going to thrive?
- 58:59When you were deciding to come to Jamaica,
- 59:01were you concerned that perhaps it might not be the best environment for them?
- 59:04So while I really didn't look at the high schools,
- 59:06I found good elementary schools.
- 59:08So it seemed to be from a broad, good elementary schools.
- 59:11There are international schools and schools that do like IB programs.
- 59:15But I was moving to Jamaica.
- 59:17I was not coming to Jamaica, you know, on a contract and everything.
- 59:20And I think my husband and I both agreed that was important for them to understand Jamaica.
- 59:24And you felt that if they went to an international school, they'd been a bubble.
- 59:28Well, first of all, they wanted to charge me a lot more money than I was going to be.
- 59:31And so I was on the phone with the lady.
- 59:33And I was like, well, that's too much money.
- 59:35And she kept talking.
- 59:36And I was like, I don't want to waste your time.
- 59:38Because my kids are not coming to your school.
- 59:42But so when he had come in October, he went to a few schools.
- 59:45And he really liked Monoprop.
- 59:47Okay. And it was close to where we, the house he found.
- 59:49But so we just tested them and assessed them at Monoprop.
- 59:53And I think that decision is really interesting from the perspective that most white people
- 59:57that come from foreign, that come to Jamaica,
- 1:00:00their children are going to the American school or they're going to Hillel.
- 1:00:03And I guess I'm interested where you concern that your children would feel like they're left out.
- 1:00:10Or would they be ostracized or any negativity towards the fact that they were coming from Canada to Jamaica.
- 1:00:16And as you put it like to experience a certain version of Jamaica.
- 1:00:21I think if we had been moving to a country that spoke only English and didn't have a second language.
- 1:00:28Oh, okay.
- 1:00:29That's why.
- 1:00:30Yeah.
- 1:00:31It would be different because they could have assimilated even easily through language.
- 1:00:33Sure.
- 1:00:34But Jamaica has a distinctive language.
- 1:00:36Okay.
- 1:00:37And while it's not taught in a curriculum or formally in school, it is very much an entire language.
- 1:00:42Yeah.
- 1:00:43And I don't think you can live and find a community if you don't at least attempt to learn this language.
- 1:00:54And being put into a school where you have Jamaicans who read and write English at an exceptionally high level,
- 1:01:01like I'm not, but who in school yard are going to speak like they do when they're playing with their cousins.
- 1:01:07Sure.
- 1:01:08It's not like, okay, I go to one of the other schools and I'm the only Jamaican here.
- 1:01:12So I'm always speaking English with everyone because, well, you're from this country.
- 1:01:16You don't even speak English yet.
- 1:01:19So, and I think they were able to make better friends because there's no turnover of students.
- 1:01:24But from abroad.
- 1:01:25Right.
- 1:01:26It's not like making your dad's here for a year and then you get placements where or your diplomat and you get placements.
- 1:01:30So you get to make, I think, better friendships.
- 1:01:32Okay.
- 1:01:33But in terms of school, you might be surprised to find out that my son was homeschooled for a few years.
- 1:01:40Okay.
- 1:01:41And then it was time for him to go to high school.
- 1:01:43Right.
- 1:01:44And because he hadn't done PEP, which is the new GSAT, which is great.
- 1:01:46I didn't know.
- 1:01:47No, I feel old.
- 1:01:48So for people who don't know in grade six in Jamaica, you do testing and then the government puts you in school.
- 1:01:54So no longer GSAT.
- 1:01:55It's PEP now.
- 1:01:56Okay.
- 1:01:57And it's starting grade three at grade four and it's really stressful for three years instead of one.
- 1:02:00Okay.
- 1:02:01But so my son went to hell for a term.
- 1:02:04Right.
- 1:02:05And it was not a school for us.
- 1:02:07Really?
- 1:02:08Why?
- 1:02:09Especially considering I went there.
- 1:02:11Why?
- 1:02:12Well, I think it has changed a lot.
- 1:02:13Yeah.
- 1:02:14And I think, for me, what shocked me is my son did no work in science class.
- 1:02:20And then I got an email asking if you'd like to make up a science class assignment to which I ignored the email.
- 1:02:30But my son still got a 40 percent.
- 1:02:33But he did zero work.
- 1:02:36And I don't understand.
- 1:02:38Did we ever find out?
- 1:02:39Because if you go to work and I go to work and I do zero work, then you get zero things.
- 1:02:43I don't get 40.
- 1:02:44Right.
- 1:02:45And so they had a lacrosse team and they didn't have a lacrosse team and he really loved playing lacrosse.
- 1:02:53Okay.
- 1:02:54So we switched into Kingston College.
- 1:02:55Casey had a lacrosse team?
- 1:02:56Yes.
- 1:02:57Oh.
- 1:02:58So does George's?
- 1:02:59Okay.
- 1:03:00So does Calabar?
- 1:03:02So does St. Hughes, the girl's school?
- 1:03:06Okay.
- 1:03:07So to both Wilmer schools?
- 1:03:08Okay.
- 1:03:09Yeah.
- 1:03:10And why did you choose Casey?
- 1:03:11Well, he was being trained by the football trainer.
- 1:03:15And so we had reached out to him to see if we could be put into contact with the lacrosse coach.
- 1:03:19Okay.
- 1:03:20To see if he could just train with them because there was nothing going on at all.
- 1:03:23And the coach was like, as long as there's no team, you know, I don't see why not.
- 1:03:27Sure.
- 1:03:28And then they stepped on him.
- 1:03:30He was young.
- 1:03:31He was some little schmuck they didn't know who he was and they really put him to the ringer.
- 1:03:34Oh really?
- 1:03:35And they accepted him.
- 1:03:36Like he earned his place on that team, right?
- 1:03:38And he wanted to go to Casey.
- 1:03:39Okay.
- 1:03:40So for the January term, we applied for Kingston College and they accepted him.
- 1:03:45And it was a culture shock from my son.
- 1:03:49So your son at this point, he's been homeschooled?
- 1:03:52Well, he went to school a little bit in Canada.
- 1:03:54Yep.
- 1:03:55Then he went to Monoprop for a time.
- 1:03:56Right.
- 1:03:57Then a little bit of creative kids.
- 1:03:58Right.
- 1:03:59And then through COVID, I homeschooled him.
- 1:04:00Home schooled.
- 1:04:01And then we do a little bit of low.
- 1:04:02And then we get to Casey.
- 1:04:03Yeah.
- 1:04:04And that becomes a culture shock.
- 1:04:05Well, he was the only white boy for 2000 black boys.
- 1:04:08Okay.
- 1:04:09There was one albino kid he told me.
- 1:04:11Which is not white boys.
- 1:04:12No, okay.
- 1:04:13No.
- 1:04:14And they beat him every single day.
- 1:04:16Physically.
- 1:04:17They beat him.
- 1:04:18But my son.
- 1:04:19Really?
- 1:04:20It's not.
- 1:04:21And he fought back.
- 1:04:22And made his friends.
- 1:04:23But they beat him every single day.
- 1:04:25How long did he stay at Casey?
- 1:04:27For two years.
- 1:04:28Getting beaten?
- 1:04:29No, no, no.
- 1:04:30No.
- 1:04:31Like he had friends on the cross teams.
- 1:04:33Okay.
- 1:04:34Then like one day the lacrosse kid showed up and was like,
- 1:04:36Who said they're going to box back on?
- 1:04:37And some kids like, not me, but I'm going to box back him.
- 1:04:39And that kid just boxed that.
- 1:04:40So the lacrosse kid just, he was a six-former.
- 1:04:43Just boxed that kid.
- 1:04:44And you got a little better.
- 1:04:45And then he made friends.
- 1:04:46And he would get a lot better.
- 1:04:47Okay.
- 1:04:48So then he'd at least have his group of friends.
- 1:04:50Right.
- 1:04:51And then so it was more regular bullying.
- 1:04:52It wasn't just targeted.
- 1:04:54Yeah.
- 1:04:55Okay.
- 1:04:56But he didn't finish at Casey.
- 1:04:57No, I sent him because his grades were not very good.
- 1:05:01Okay.
- 1:05:02I sent him to school in Canada.
- 1:05:03Okay.
- 1:05:04And so he's that kind of enough in the children's school.
- 1:05:06School in school.
- 1:05:07Okay, cool.
- 1:05:08And is he happy about the decisions going to be going to school?
- 1:05:11I think he appreciates the easier, it's easier for him to learn because he's not used to being in a class with 40 kids.
- 1:05:22Okay.
- 1:05:23And it was difficult.
- 1:05:24So you can succeed at Casey.
- 1:05:25But he doesn't have the focus.
- 1:05:27It was hard for him.
- 1:05:28Sure.
- 1:05:29So I think academically he made on a roll.
- 1:05:32So I think he's doing today's his birthday.
- 1:05:35Oh, really?
- 1:05:37So I think he's doing very well.
- 1:05:39Sure.
- 1:05:40They canceled his lacrosse season.
- 1:05:42So I switched him to another school.
- 1:05:44Okay.
- 1:05:45Because that wasn't nice.
- 1:05:46Right.
- 1:05:47And he was there to play lacrosse.
- 1:05:48Right.
- 1:05:49But I think he's happy to be there.
- 1:05:52But he really misses his friends at Casey.
- 1:05:55Really?
- 1:05:56And when he comes home, he still sees them.
- 1:05:57He still goes to lacrosse practice.
- 1:05:58He still went to the finals.
- 1:05:59And he's still in the picture with the lacrosse team.
- 1:06:01It's true.
- 1:06:02And he tries to carry back equipment to get to the team.
- 1:06:05That's really sweet.
- 1:06:06Yeah.
- 1:06:07Do you think he feels Jamaican?
- 1:06:08Or do you think he identifies as Canadian?
- 1:06:11I know you can't speak for him, but I'm interested.
- 1:06:13And he's not here.
- 1:06:14I don't think you remember as much about Canada at all.
- 1:06:16Oh, really?
- 1:06:17Yes.
- 1:06:18And after Casey, his password really solidified his password.
- 1:06:22I feel like his password is much better than mine.
- 1:06:24Wow.
- 1:06:25If you close your eyes, I don't know if you'd guess he wasn't born here.
- 1:06:28Oh, really?
- 1:06:29Well, really, sometimes he'll come out with things at the bakery
- 1:06:32and the staff are just like shocked at what has come out of his mouth.
- 1:06:36And I'm like, can you, what does that mean?
- 1:06:38No, because I like his expressions.
- 1:06:40I've never even heard of it.
- 1:06:42Right.
- 1:06:43So I would think Jamaican, OK.
- 1:06:45But at least now he's living in Canada a little bit.
- 1:06:47So maybe a little bit more.
- 1:06:49He loves hockey.
- 1:06:50OK.
- 1:06:51So he's really identifying with that ice hockey.
- 1:06:53Yes, culture.
- 1:06:54Culture.
- 1:06:55Yes.
- 1:06:56That's really interesting.
- 1:06:57And you're a littleist.
- 1:06:58Yeah, my wash belly.
- 1:06:59Your wash belly is born here.
- 1:07:01You know, wash belly is the last baby after a break.
- 1:07:04Yeah.
- 1:07:05And so she's born here.
- 1:07:07She goes to Mona.
- 1:07:09I know she's only seven.
- 1:07:10So I tried an alternative school.
- 1:07:12OK.
- 1:07:13What's an alternative school?
- 1:07:14I'm one that spends a lot of time outside.
- 1:07:16OK.
- 1:07:17One that has less homework.
- 1:07:18Right.
- 1:07:19More like hippy-dippy.
- 1:07:20Right.
- 1:07:21Because Mona's great.
- 1:07:22But Mona's intense.
- 1:07:23From day one.
- 1:07:24OK.
- 1:07:25She's like, you know, like she's four.
- 1:07:27And I don't even send my kids to school usually when they're four.
- 1:07:29But all the other kids are at school.
- 1:07:30So there's going to play with you.
- 1:07:31So I was like, OK, I'm going to send her school.
- 1:07:34And I found the school so nice, hippy-dippy.
- 1:07:37Yay.
- 1:07:38And it was great for like preschool.
- 1:07:40Right.
- 1:07:41But once we got to elementary school, it lacked.
- 1:07:45And it was not well developed.
- 1:07:46OK.
- 1:07:47I think the program should stay at a preschool level.
- 1:07:50Yeah.
- 1:07:51Because it's really wonderful to preschool level.
- 1:07:53And then it just doesn't step up.
- 1:07:54And so my daughter was actually.
- 1:07:56Her teacher was quite a bully.
- 1:07:58Oh, worse than my son was bullied.
- 1:08:00Because the teachers were never a bully to my son.
- 1:08:02Sure.
- 1:08:03It was other students.
- 1:08:04But this teacher in my daughter's class would say things.
- 1:08:06And there was only four kids in the class.
- 1:08:08OK.
- 1:08:09Say things like ignore Tessa today.
- 1:08:12And I couldn't understand why.
- 1:08:14And then my daughter started rolling on the floor and screaming at school.
- 1:08:16It behaved right and never seen.
- 1:08:18And then one day when she told me that we were in the car.
- 1:08:21And I was like, we switched locations.
- 1:08:23You know, the preschool is so great.
- 1:08:25I'm going to give you the benefit of the doubt.
- 1:08:27And really, the principal just didn't want to hear me.
- 1:08:31And quit blaming my child.
- 1:08:33And when I switched to Ramona that has so much more work.
- 1:08:36Sure.
- 1:08:37There were no behavioral issues.
- 1:08:38OK.
- 1:08:39So it's clearly her environment.
- 1:08:41Yeah.
- 1:08:42So I love Mona.
- 1:08:44And the new principal has brought down the class sizes.
- 1:08:49She's expanded the terrain.
- 1:08:55It expanded the one?
- 1:08:56The terrain.
- 1:08:57What's this called?
- 1:08:58It's the plate.
- 1:09:00No.
- 1:09:01Not just the whole campus.
- 1:09:04It's a teche.
- 1:09:05A teche.
- 1:09:06Like the law.
- 1:09:07So she's expanded the campus.
- 1:09:12She's brought down the class size.
- 1:09:14OK.
- 1:09:15It's really great.
- 1:09:17So she's thriving now.
- 1:09:18Super happy.
- 1:09:19I'm super, super happy.
- 1:09:20I know it's too soon for high school chat for her.
- 1:09:23But what do you think can happen?
- 1:09:24So my daughters that went to high school here got pulled out during COVID.
- 1:09:31But really like the school they were at.
- 1:09:33OK.
- 1:09:34It was a campaign.
- 1:09:35It's very, very high performing.
- 1:09:36I went to campus.
- 1:09:37It's very, very difficult to get into.
- 1:09:39It's difficult to maintain good grades.
- 1:09:41They placed kids in Ivy League left in the center.
- 1:09:43The reason I went to campus was because I was told it was the best school in Jamaica.
- 1:09:46The results just came in and they beat Immaculate.
- 1:09:49Don't they always know?
- 1:09:51I think so.
- 1:09:52It's always changing.
- 1:09:53It's like Casey and Calibar at Champs.
- 1:09:55Casey always wins.
- 1:09:56I don't worry about that.
- 1:09:57They don't always win.
- 1:09:58My cousin is from Calibar.
- 1:09:59You can't say that out loud.
- 1:10:00Fortis.
- 1:10:01I'll give you the first time I turn up to Champs.
- 1:10:03I'm wearing head to toe purple.
- 1:10:04Oh, good.
- 1:10:05Like head to toe.
- 1:10:06Not thinking.
- 1:10:07I think I look cute.
- 1:10:08I'm calling this like a bag of purple cousin to sound you.
- 1:10:10No, but I'm not joking.
- 1:10:11I get to him.
- 1:10:12All like smiley smiley.
- 1:10:14And the whole crew just looked at me.
- 1:10:17Where ya go?
- 1:10:18I was like.
- 1:10:19Sorry?
- 1:10:20And it didn't even occur to me until the men all took their t-shirts off.
- 1:10:24I was like, pick one.
- 1:10:25Just dashing them at me.
- 1:10:26Pick one.
- 1:10:27I was like, oh.
- 1:10:28Oh no, it's shit.
- 1:10:29Champs, serious.
- 1:10:30My cousin who is married to him.
- 1:10:32We were going to wear purple for the bridesmaid dresses.
- 1:10:35We were in forest green for your wedding.
- 1:10:39It's so deep.
- 1:10:41It is deep.
- 1:10:42Like our whole family bleeds purple.
- 1:10:43Really?
- 1:10:44My son bought me for Valentine's Day purple spandex.
- 1:10:47No.
- 1:10:48Like leggings with a matching purple.
- 1:10:50Like it's just purple, like bright purple.
- 1:10:53Oh my god.
- 1:10:54But at Mona, we're in purple house.
- 1:10:55So I have the sickest purple outfit to wear.
- 1:10:58So you're ready.
- 1:10:59Oh my god.
- 1:11:00Yeah.
- 1:11:01Yeah, the color flex is real.
- 1:11:02The people running the equipment during this interview.
- 1:11:06Uh-huh.
- 1:11:07Don't like Casey so much that every time we say purple,
- 1:11:10they are nodding.
- 1:11:11That's how deep it goes.
- 1:11:13We should turn the camera.
- 1:11:16I didn't know they were having many hearts at times.
- 1:11:19Are you a JC boy?
- 1:11:21Oh no.
- 1:11:22He doesn't do blue ladies and gentlemen.
- 1:11:24Calibar?
- 1:11:25Worldlers.
- 1:11:26Georgians.
- 1:11:27Oh, Georgians.
- 1:11:28My principal at hit element to Georgians.
- 1:11:30Or he was a principal at Georgians too.
- 1:11:32Where do you support?
- 1:11:33I'm fine.
- 1:11:34What's your color?
- 1:11:36John?
- 1:11:373.
- 1:11:38Calibar.
- 1:11:39Hydelle.
- 1:11:40Oh, Excel.
- 1:11:41You don't count.
- 1:11:42Excel sure also has a lacrosse team.
- 1:11:43Oh, really?
- 1:11:44I never knew lacrosse was a big thing.
- 1:11:45It's been about 10 years or five years?
- 1:11:47I don't know.
- 1:11:48Okay.
- 1:11:49Six years.
- 1:11:50Oh man.
- 1:11:51That may be enough.
- 1:11:52But Casey wins like almost every year.
- 1:11:53Except that one time, Georgians won.
- 1:11:55But Casey won this year.
- 1:11:57So I still see that you're alliance.
- 1:11:58It's alliance.
- 1:11:59Oh yeah, we love.
- 1:12:00Casey's a really cool place.
- 1:12:01Staying still really good values in the boys.
- 1:12:02Okay.
- 1:12:03Culturally, I think my son learned a lot.
- 1:12:05It helped him grow.
- 1:12:06I only have lovely, lovely things to say.
- 1:12:08Just academically.
- 1:12:09Sure.
- 1:12:10It was not a place that he was going to be able to do well at all.
- 1:12:14Like his average was like a 67.
- 1:12:16Okay.
- 1:12:17It was really bad.
- 1:12:18And now he's going to be able to do well at all.
- 1:12:21Like his average was like a 67.
- 1:12:25Okay.
- 1:12:26That was really bad.
- 1:12:27And my husband made a joke because he got a 29% on something.
- 1:12:31And my husband said, you should be able to mix up expiration dates with your marks.
- 1:12:35But in a different environment, he made honor roll.
- 1:12:38That's crazy, right?
- 1:12:39And when I switched him schools, his grades were so good in the same sentence.
- 1:12:44They wrote, do to Beckham's academic excellence, he doesn't need to take the testing.
- 1:12:49And I was like, I almost grew my eye.
- 1:12:51I was like, that's crazy.
- 1:12:55That's super proud of him.
- 1:12:57Super proud of him.
- 1:12:58Do you think you're closer to your son?
- 1:13:00No, I think I miss him more because he's at points.
- 1:13:03Okay.
- 1:13:04Like I don't think I'm closer to them.
- 1:13:06I always tell them I love whoever's causing the least trouble at this time.
- 1:13:09At the time.
- 1:13:10That's what I love the most.
- 1:13:12Oh, that's really sweet.
- 1:13:13I'm my dad's favorite.
- 1:13:14Oh, all the time.
- 1:13:15Are you the baby?
- 1:13:16Yeah, but I'm also, I'm the most like him.
- 1:13:19I've also lived with him more than my siblings.
- 1:13:22But my way of thinking is heavily, heavily influenced by my dad.
- 1:13:26I learnt, like, as you get to adulthood, that being the favorite, when you're younger,
- 1:13:32what feels like you're being challenged the most and feels most unfair,
- 1:13:36is symptomatic of being the favorite, if that makes sense.
- 1:13:38Like the expectations are higher.
- 1:13:40Or higher.
- 1:13:41Which at the time, it just felt like you're being unfair.
- 1:13:43Which are siblings, say that they're the favorite?
- 1:13:45No, everybody knows I'm the favorite.
- 1:13:46As in everybody, people that work with him, people that are his customers,
- 1:13:50it is public knowledge that I'm the favorite.
- 1:13:53I think one kid might say they think the other one's the favorite.
- 1:13:56I used to think my sister was the favorite.
- 1:13:58But yeah.
- 1:14:00At any moment, there's one that's helping you more than the other.
- 1:14:03The life is busy, so you may have a moment now.
- 1:14:05And the next week, you're in another moment.
- 1:14:07Sure.
- 1:14:08So I think it's too fluid to say that.
- 1:14:10And I like them all very, very much.
- 1:14:12So when you decided that you're coming to Jamaica and you have your friends in Canada
- 1:14:16and you tell them this is what I'm doing, what is the reaction?
- 1:14:19There's two reactions.
- 1:14:21Oh my god, you're moving to Jamaica.
- 1:14:24Oh my god, you're doing it.
- 1:14:26There's the two reactions.
- 1:14:28Very different.
- 1:14:29No, it's the people who are scared of life.
- 1:14:31And the people are like, oh my god, you're doing it.
- 1:14:33But when I talk to my friend now and like the craziness of the world,
- 1:14:36she says that so many of her friends back home
- 1:14:38are like, have exit strategies to run in places.
- 1:14:41Okay.
- 1:14:42Because they don't know what the future looks like.
- 1:14:44They don't know what the economy looks like.
- 1:14:46Okay.
- 1:14:47And they don't feel very comfortable.
- 1:14:48Have any of your friends visited you here?
- 1:14:50Many of my friends have visited me here.
- 1:14:52What were their impressions pre-visit versus post-visit?
- 1:14:57I don't think they expected to be as developed as it was.
- 1:15:00Okay.
- 1:15:01I think they expected more sand bar.
- 1:15:02Right.
- 1:15:05One of my friends has traveled a lot.
- 1:15:08And I think she kind of, she also has a lot of friends in the Caribbean community.
- 1:15:11So I think she got kind of what she was expecting.
- 1:15:13Yeah.
- 1:15:14I had one girl visiting from South Africa.
- 1:15:17And this is terrible.
- 1:15:18Oh.
- 1:15:19But she's not my close friend.
- 1:15:20Okay.
- 1:15:21You were friends in high school.
- 1:15:22Right.
- 1:15:23And I was just nice.
- 1:15:24I'm a friendly and I was nice to her.
- 1:15:25And she said, she made this message on Facebook.
- 1:15:27And it was like, you know, it was really nice being able to do something.
- 1:15:31And I was like, oh, if you want.
- 1:15:32It seemed like she was in a hard place.
- 1:15:33So I come to Jamaica.
- 1:15:34Jamaica's cream.
- 1:15:35You come to Jamaica.
- 1:15:36Heels everyone.
- 1:15:37Right.
- 1:15:38I shouldn't have done that.
- 1:15:39Okay.
- 1:15:40And my friends told me to stop inviting people to my house after that.
- 1:15:42What did she do?
- 1:15:43She sat at my bakery with another white Jamaican
- 1:15:45and talked about reverse racism.
- 1:15:47While my big black American friend was like, please tell me more.
- 1:15:53He couldn't understand what these two absolute white women were talking about.
- 1:15:58And that was kind of appalling for me because they have the misconception for that
- 1:16:05because you have to wait at a government office.
- 1:16:08You are being targeted.
- 1:16:10Okay.
- 1:16:11She was saying government workers and a lower class workers would target them
- 1:16:16because they're white.
- 1:16:17But so they started talking about reverse racism.
- 1:16:20I'd say that was probably the most type uncomfortable.
- 1:16:23The friend that you went to high school with.
- 1:16:24It's in South Africa.
- 1:16:25Oh.
- 1:16:26She was only in Montreal.
- 1:16:28Oh.
- 1:16:29She was only in Montreal like her high school years.
- 1:16:31So she's South Africa.
- 1:16:32Yes.
- 1:16:33Okay.
- 1:16:34And it was very weird for me because as a white person, I have not encountered that.
- 1:16:38And where I've gone probably because it doesn't exist.
- 1:16:40Oh, okay.
- 1:16:41I didn't think it did because it's not something that was on my radar.
- 1:16:44So I'm sorry.
- 1:16:45I heard these white bitches.
- 1:16:47I was shocked.
- 1:16:48I was embarrassed.
- 1:16:49Right.
- 1:16:50Like the man that he was, my friend was meeting with this woman.
- 1:16:53And then I was there.
- 1:16:54And he, I think, was angry.
- 1:16:56Okay.
- 1:16:57Because he's a big black man from America.
- 1:16:58Right.
- 1:16:59And I can only imagine the types of racism she has encountered in his life.
- 1:17:03Right.
- 1:17:04You know, mid fifties.
- 1:17:05Right.
- 1:17:06And I'm just embarrassed because you're with me.
- 1:17:08Right.
- 1:17:09And I was just like, it's time for you to go home.
- 1:17:10It's going home.
- 1:17:11It's going home.
- 1:17:12And that's when he was like, you need to stop letting people stay at your house.
- 1:17:15Wow.
- 1:17:16But otherwise, otherwise my friends are lovely.
- 1:17:19And they had good impressions.
- 1:17:21Some of my friends are scared to come.
- 1:17:23Okay.
- 1:17:24I think because of what you see on the news.
- 1:17:25Right.
- 1:17:26And I find it ridiculous because they go to Florida.
- 1:17:28Right.
- 1:17:29And Jamaica doesn't have any Florida men.
- 1:17:31What does that mean?
- 1:17:33You know.
- 1:17:34Okay.
- 1:17:35Take any date.
- 1:17:36Right.
- 1:17:37And add Florida men to it.
- 1:17:38Right.
- 1:17:39So June 10th.
- 1:17:40But 2024.
- 1:17:41Florida men.
- 1:17:42And it always starts.
- 1:17:43Florida men does something crazy.
- 1:17:45Like, sales with alligator and gets beaten.
- 1:17:48Right.
- 1:17:49So you have this thing.
- 1:17:50So like, you go to the States.
- 1:17:52Crazy things happen in the States.
- 1:17:53I never had to send my kids to school and fear that they'd be shot in Jamaica.
- 1:17:56Sure.
- 1:17:57There's no fear of school shooting.
- 1:17:59So there's a lot of respect for children.
- 1:18:02Like, don't get me wrong.
- 1:18:03Everywhere has horror stories.
- 1:18:04But that's not the average.
- 1:18:05That's not the norm.
- 1:18:07So people who are willing to visit the States.
- 1:18:09They still wouldn't be willing to come.
- 1:18:11And to me, I'm much more worried going to the States.
- 1:18:14We have coronation market.
- 1:18:16People are, you know, on edge about coronation market.
- 1:18:21So yeah, sometimes bad things happen at coronation market.
- 1:18:24There are sometimes shootings at coronation market.
- 1:18:26Sure.
- 1:18:27But I've gone every Thursday for years.
- 1:18:30You go to a coronation market.
- 1:18:31I can go together.
- 1:18:32Check you out, please.
- 1:18:33And it's a beautiful place.
- 1:18:35It's probably one of my favorite places in Jamaica because it's so human.
- 1:18:38Right.
- 1:18:39Back to that sense of humanity.
- 1:18:40You can stand there and just see humanity.
- 1:18:44To me, it almost had its core.
- 1:18:45No one's pretending.
- 1:18:46Are they still giving you foreign prices at coronation market?
- 1:18:49No, they know me.
- 1:18:50We were past that.
- 1:18:51We passed it.
- 1:18:52Unless it's new vendors.
- 1:18:54Past that.
- 1:18:55And my husband's always been very good at negotiating.
- 1:18:57So he never accepted those prices.
- 1:18:59So that's funny.
- 1:19:00But it's also funny to me when people, I don't know about you,
- 1:19:03but people go to foreign countries and they get upset.
- 1:19:07If someone asks for more money, then you would have a local.
- 1:19:10And I always say, but you have the choice.
- 1:19:13Why would that make you angry?
- 1:19:15And you compare what you think is reasonable.
- 1:19:17Or you choose to walk away.
- 1:19:18But I've spoken to people.
- 1:19:19And they take real, like, umbridge to this idea that they've been charged more.
- 1:19:23We were in South Africa and you go to Boulder Beach where the penguins are.
- 1:19:29And they have a foreign price.
- 1:19:31And they have a local price.
- 1:19:32And there are certain other African countries that are in the local price.
- 1:19:36And to me, I don't see an issue with that, right?
- 1:19:39No, I don't either.
- 1:19:40In Jamaica, if you go to the park, so the big tourist places.
- 1:19:43So you always have a local price.
- 1:19:44Yeah.
- 1:19:45Yeah, I think people just sometimes look for things to be angry about.
- 1:19:49Carons are going to carry on.
- 1:19:51Do you feel like Jamaica is home?
- 1:19:53Absolutely.
- 1:19:54Will it always be?
- 1:19:55Yes.
- 1:19:56I can never leave this island for the rest of my life and I'll die happy.
- 1:19:59Really?
- 1:20:00Why?
- 1:20:01What more can I want?
- 1:20:03How does this island not fulfill every need and practically every want I have,
- 1:20:07other than maple syrup?
- 1:20:09Imported.
- 1:20:10Things come.
- 1:20:11We have boats and planes.
- 1:20:13What do you think it's the thing about, you've clearly travelled other places.
- 1:20:17But what is it about Jamaica that makes it the place that you want to call home?
- 1:20:21I think I have found the best friendships in Jamaica.
- 1:20:23Really?
- 1:20:24Absolutely.
- 1:20:25Miss out on the unity between black women.
- 1:20:28And it's something I've had the privilege of being included in.
- 1:20:33I got into a car accident and the woman prayed for me.
- 1:20:37This doesn't happen anywhere else.
- 1:20:39Sure.
- 1:20:40It was my fault.
- 1:20:41I would stop sign.
- 1:20:42Okay.
- 1:20:43And it wasn't a big, I just bumped her bumper.
- 1:20:44Sure.
- 1:20:45It was my fault.
- 1:20:46Right.
- 1:20:47Because I was driving somewhere I wasn't used to.
- 1:20:48Sure.
- 1:20:49And it goes straight.
- 1:20:50You think I'd have the right away now.
- 1:20:51Right.
- 1:20:52But the curvy road has the right away.
- 1:20:53Like I didn't know.
- 1:20:54Sure.
- 1:20:55And if I...
- 1:20:56One centimeter ahead and I wouldn't have bumped her car.
- 1:20:58Sure.
- 1:20:59But I did.
- 1:21:00And this woman came out and prayed for me.
- 1:21:01The sense of community, the amount of love that is given.
- 1:21:06I've not seen anywhere.
- 1:21:07I've seen wonderful things in other places.
- 1:21:10But I think Jamaica vibrates at a very special and very high frequency.
- 1:21:17And if you just give a little bit of thanks, take a step back and vibe with the island.
- 1:21:23It gives you everything you could ever possibly imagine and want.
- 1:21:26So there's no point in your journey that you reconsidered that move.
- 1:21:31Do you think that everyone, like I always say, a bit like Jamaican culture in a sense that we kind of live on the extremes?
- 1:21:40You know, when we're super positive, we're super positive, when we really don't like something, we really don't like something.
- 1:21:44We don't do middle ground.
- 1:21:46I always say that Jamaica is not for everyone.
- 1:21:48It is not being at the bakery and seeing people come in.
- 1:21:51You see people that can't adjust to this way of life.
- 1:21:54Again, so frustrated with something as simple as putting a container.
- 1:21:58I've seen a Canadian man who came here with his Vietnamese wife.
- 1:22:03Lose his shit.
- 1:22:05He left videos warning expats never to come to Jamaica before he boarded the plane on TikTok.
- 1:22:11Why?
- 1:22:12Because it ruined him.
- 1:22:14In what way?
- 1:22:15It's really hard to quantify and put into words.
- 1:22:18Sure.
- 1:22:19It's you come here and you're used to doing things, let's say, at this beat.
- 1:22:26Right.
- 1:22:27You can go a little faster.
- 1:22:29Sure. You can go a little slower.
- 1:22:31But your whole life, you and your nervous system has always worked between this, whatever this is, moves a little bit.
- 1:22:38But when things work like this, and you're taking these roads and this is our destination.
- 1:22:46You're used to always, you're coming here.
- 1:22:49But in Jamaica, you're going to go here.
- 1:22:51Right.
- 1:22:52It's going to take time.
- 1:22:53You're going to do some loops.
- 1:22:54But you're going to end up somewhere much greater.
- 1:22:56Okay.
- 1:22:57You have to have faith and gratitude and the surrender to that.
- 1:23:01And it will bring you places that you can't even imagine.
- 1:23:04But if you can't, that you die.
- 1:23:08And not, like, actually die, but your love of life and all your good aspects that you have to give
- 1:23:15are robbed of you because you cannot function like this.
- 1:23:20A British woman came.
- 1:23:22Then we lasted a couple weeks.
- 1:23:24Literally weeks.
- 1:23:25Literally weeks.
- 1:23:26I saw her husband coming in every day.
- 1:23:28She had a job.
- 1:23:29And then he was like, well, leaving.
- 1:23:30She just, she can't do it.
- 1:23:31Oh, wow.
- 1:23:32So I've seen, you know, and in between.
- 1:23:34So I think that woman and that man from Canada were on the extreme.
- 1:23:37Yeah.
- 1:23:38No, because the phone and they never come here.
- 1:23:42Then you have me being like, okay, bye, we don't want you here.
- 1:23:45We good.
- 1:23:47Do you feel ownership over like a sense of protection of Jamaican culture?
- 1:23:53Or do you always feel like an outsider?
- 1:23:57I don't feel like I need to protect Jamaican culture because it's not mine to protect.
- 1:24:01Okay.
- 1:24:02I feel much more, I feel much stronger about protecting Jamaica's lands.
- 1:24:09Okay.
- 1:24:10And what does that mean?
- 1:24:11That means I don't think we want to find oil in Jamaica.
- 1:24:15I think that the box site industry, while I'm sure it does a lot of good things, I'm really
- 1:24:20not an economist, so I can't speak it for all the benefits that I might have on that.
- 1:24:24And isn't good for the people that live in these communities because there's radioactive chemicals
- 1:24:29that are natural in the ground.
- 1:24:32And they're not a problem.
- 1:24:34But once you start digging them up, they come out.
- 1:24:36And I just imagine that there are health problems associated with certain industries.
- 1:24:41And I think that our beaches should be our own and they should all be given to hotels.
- 1:24:46And there's not a lot of beaches that we can go to.
- 1:24:49And I think Jamaicans deserve the beaches.
- 1:24:52They're theirs, they're not for the hotels.
- 1:24:54Sure.
- 1:24:55And I understand tourists are important and this is a whole big thing, but I think there's a compromise
- 1:24:59where Jamaicans can still have beaches.
- 1:25:01Sure.
- 1:25:02And tourists can still have beaches.
- 1:25:03Yeah.
- 1:25:04So culture, I think I'm happy to be part of the culture and be accepted in the culture,
- 1:25:11but I don't think it's mine to defend as it's not mine firsthand.
- 1:25:15Cool.
- 1:25:16And what if I get it wrong?
- 1:25:17Like that girl who's defending, I don't know what.
- 1:25:19Like I don't want to be like that.
- 1:25:21Sure.
- 1:25:22And I guess in my mind, how do you think your life would be different if you had not moved to Jamaica?
- 1:25:29Well, I said my kids would be less human and less cool.
- 1:25:32Yeah.
- 1:25:33That's the way awesome.
- 1:25:34But definitely my children would have not found the things that they love, I think as much.
- 1:25:44I think they would have ended up in different activities because of what they had access to.
- 1:25:48But as in they would have had access to more or one of my daughters is a musician.
- 1:25:53And while she may have ended up a musician still in that path, she was pushed into the traveling team for football.
- 1:26:00And she was, could it football?
- 1:26:02And so it seemed that at that moment her life was going to kind of be very sporting.
- 1:26:06Okay.
- 1:26:07Which in fact it turned out to be very artsy.
- 1:26:09Right.
- 1:26:10So they were on certain paths of things that they liked.
- 1:26:13Right.
- 1:26:14But because those things didn't necessarily, they weren't an option when we moved here.
- 1:26:18Sure.
- 1:26:19And they found other things which I think they're much more passionate about.
- 1:26:21Okay.
- 1:26:22So for us it worked.
- 1:26:23It can also be the opposite when you move and it could have negative impacts.
- 1:26:26Yeah.
- 1:26:27But I think we all moved excited for the adventure and ready to embrace more sunny, fun life.
- 1:26:36Like less gray and miserable.
- 1:26:38And so in Canada we're very polite.
- 1:26:41So people will be very polite to you.
- 1:26:43But your neighbor really doesn't care about you.
- 1:26:45Right.
- 1:26:46And it comes back to your child and the woman next to you just helping you with her seatbelt.
- 1:26:51Yeah.
- 1:26:52You just help people.
- 1:26:53Yeah.
- 1:26:54And that's really beautiful in Jamaica.
- 1:26:56Okay, my quick five questions.
- 1:26:59Juicy or tasty patty.
- 1:27:01Neither.
- 1:27:02You don't have patty zero?
- 1:27:04I don't eat patties.
- 1:27:05I'm a vegetarian.
- 1:27:06There's a Kalaloo patty.
- 1:27:09I'm sure someone has an acupathy.
- 1:27:11Okay.
- 1:27:12So patties for me.
- 1:27:13Yeah.
- 1:27:14Okay.
- 1:27:15Vegan, vegetarian, veganly cafe or something.
- 1:27:18And see more of Old Hope Road.
- 1:27:20They have good patties.
- 1:27:21What?
- 1:27:22This woman, does the spot flower crust?
- 1:27:24What?
- 1:27:25I think those are the patties.
- 1:27:26I want to taste one.
- 1:27:27Not a really good.
- 1:27:28They're really good.
- 1:27:29Vegan patties, but really?
- 1:27:30No, those are the only ones.
- 1:27:31There's a lot of other people that make yates.
- 1:27:32I didn't.
- 1:27:33What's a yatee?
- 1:27:34Bad vegetarian patties.
- 1:27:36Or not.
- 1:27:37Okay.
- 1:27:38So we need to try a good one.
- 1:27:41Okay.
- 1:27:42Cool.
- 1:27:43I'll take your word for it.
- 1:27:44I want to jumpkins really good too.
- 1:27:46Well, I can't tell you any meat questions.
- 1:27:48Because I was at Korgo to our oxil.
- 1:27:50But you've had Korgo with an oxil.
- 1:27:52I have.
- 1:27:53I appreciate it.
- 1:27:54You're not trimming it.
- 1:27:55No, no.
- 1:27:56Did you ever like, do you miss meat?
- 1:27:57It's all like random.
- 1:27:58No.
- 1:27:59You don't miss meat ever.
- 1:28:00Do you find being a vegetarian challenging in Jamaica?
- 1:28:05Okay.
- 1:28:06So when I can cook for myself, no.
- 1:28:08Okay.
- 1:28:09When I have to go out and eat.
- 1:28:12And it's not Indian, it can be very challenging.
- 1:28:15Why is it challenging?
- 1:28:17Um, chicken's love chicken.
- 1:28:19There's chicken in everything.
- 1:28:22There.
- 1:28:23There's lots of food.
- 1:28:24Also, they also love seafood.
- 1:28:25So there's a lot of seafood options.
- 1:28:27Right.
- 1:28:28But I don't need fish or seafood.
- 1:28:29Right.
- 1:28:30Okay.
- 1:28:31So in terms of options and availability.
- 1:28:32So if there's a cool eye-tale shop, black river has a great eye-tale shop.
- 1:28:35Okay.
- 1:28:36Yes.
- 1:28:37Cool.
- 1:28:38So you have to find specific pockets.
- 1:28:39Yes.
- 1:28:40Okay.
- 1:28:41I won't answer about meat.
- 1:28:42I will ask you.
- 1:28:43Well, I know the answer now.
- 1:28:44Because you said you love coconut water.
- 1:28:45But I was going to ask you coconut water or canned juice.
- 1:28:47Coconut water.
- 1:28:48Yeah.
- 1:28:49Every time.
- 1:28:50Every time.
- 1:28:51And if you want the best Portland jelly.
- 1:28:52You go in front of the market.
- 1:28:53You find Arlene.
- 1:28:54Oh.
- 1:28:55She has the best jelly.
- 1:28:56Big of Arlene.
- 1:28:57Yeah man.
- 1:28:58And the best jelly.
- 1:28:59I'm going to put it on once on this.
- 1:29:00I'm going to check out Arlene.
- 1:29:01I'll bring it to Arlene.
- 1:29:02You can have a little shot of Arlene.
- 1:29:04Deeper for a yum or cassava.
- 1:29:06Yum.
- 1:29:07Yellow yum.
- 1:29:08Really?
- 1:29:09I'm a yellow yum snob.
- 1:29:10Don't you bring me that.
- 1:29:11I'm white yum.
- 1:29:12I love cassava more than yum.
- 1:29:13But maybe no one's cooked good cassava for me.
- 1:29:15I mean, it's just cassava.
- 1:29:17I prefer it.
- 1:29:18I prefer it.
- 1:29:19I prefer it.
- 1:29:20Yeah.
- 1:29:21Oh lord.
- 1:29:22Sorry, they're eggnog.
- 1:29:23I don't know what eggnog is.
- 1:29:24You not have eggnog.
- 1:29:25Yeah, but what is it?
- 1:29:26Yeah.
- 1:29:27I mean, don't you like it?
- 1:29:28A pastry king of eggs.
- 1:29:29No, thank you.
- 1:29:30No, I'm sorry.
- 1:29:31Do you like sorrow?
- 1:29:32Do you like sorrow?
- 1:29:33We do sorrow pickled onions on our avocado toast at the beginning.
- 1:29:35Really?
- 1:29:36I want some of that.
- 1:29:37That's pretty.
- 1:29:38Very pretty.
- 1:29:39Are there things that you've put on your menu that are influenced by, as you say this?
- 1:29:43Absolutely.
- 1:29:44Yardy mash.
- 1:29:45What's Yardy mash?
- 1:29:46Aki.
- 1:29:47I use Aki instead of eggs.
- 1:29:51Okay.
- 1:29:52So it's like an egg scramble.
- 1:29:53Okay.
- 1:29:54But with Aki.
- 1:29:55Oh, fun.
- 1:29:56Anything else?
- 1:29:57Yes, we have an avocado toast.
- 1:29:58With the sour pickled onions.
- 1:29:59With the sour pickled onions.
- 1:30:00I want these sour pickled onions.
- 1:30:01We do the sausage sandwich.
- 1:30:04Okay.
- 1:30:05And it is from a Polish priest in St. Elizabeth, who makes his sausages artisanally by hand.
- 1:30:10There's a Polish priest.
- 1:30:12Yes, living in...
- 1:30:13A lot of people call him Father Mark, but his proper Polish name is Father Mark.
- 1:30:17Who's living in St. Elizabeth?
- 1:30:19Yes.
- 1:30:20Making sausages.
- 1:30:21Yes.
- 1:30:22Cool.
- 1:30:23Yeah.
- 1:30:24Cool.
- 1:30:25So we use his sausages, so that's pretty cool.
- 1:30:26Amazing.
- 1:30:27It's going to be.
- 1:30:28But a lot of things are things you can't get everywhere else.
- 1:30:32Okay.
- 1:30:33So it's a hard part of a lot of Jamaican ingredients.
- 1:30:35It's like I do beetwood salad.
- 1:30:36Okay.
- 1:30:37Everyone drinks their beets in Jamaican.
- 1:30:38I really need their beets.
- 1:30:39Yeah.
- 1:30:40So.
- 1:30:41Very cool.
- 1:30:42Cool.
- 1:30:43Thank you for me, baby.
- 1:30:44Thanks, baby.