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- 0:00Speaker 1: Have you ever laid awake at night, staring into the dark,
- 0:04and whispered to yourself the question you were too afraid
- 0:07to say out loud. What if God isn't real? What
- 0:11if all the prayers, all the sermons, all the songs
- 0:15have been nothing but echoes in the air. What if
- 0:18the silence you felt wasn't God waiting to answer, but
- 0:22proof he was never there. For many, this thought lingers
- 0:26in the shadows of their faith, unspoken, like a wound
- 0:30too deep to expose. But imagine if the questions you
- 0:34fear the most, the doubts that haunt you, weren't signs
- 0:37of weak faith, but invitations to discover truth deeper than
- 0:41you've ever known. Imagine if every hard question you've carried,
- 0:46why does God hide? Why does he allow pain? Why
- 0:50do some prosper while others suffer, was not a stumbling block,
- 0:54but a doorway into the very heart of God. Here
- 0:59is the truth. God is not fragile, He is not
- 1:03threatened by your doubts, And if you dare to bring
- 1:05your questions to him, you will find that He is
- 1:08not silent, not distant, not imaginary. He is nearer than breath,
- 1:14stronger than death, and greater than every fear that has
- 1:17kept you up at night. By the end of this journey,
- 1:21your questions will not vanish, but they will be transformed.
- 1:26You will see that the answers are not shallow slogans,
- 1:30but revelations that pierce the soul and anchor the heart.
- 1:36By the end, you will not only believe in God
- 1:39with your mind, you will know Him with your very life.
- 1:44And before we press forward, let me pause for a moment.
- 1:46You've come here because something inside you longs to wrestle
- 1:50with these questions. That hunger is why deep Bible stories exists.
- 1:56If this speaks to you, we invite you to like
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- 2:03awake in silence, desperate for answers. On this channel, we've
- 2:09already uncovered the hidden strength of Psalm forty six, walked
- 2:13through the fire of Isaiah's visions, and explored the mysteries
- 2:18of the Trinity. Every one of those stories is available
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- 2:34at your own pace. All of this has one purpose
- 2:39that you would not just learn about God, but encounter him.
- 2:43If you believe in this mission, you'll find ways to
- 2:46support in the description below. But for now, let's return
- 2:51to the questions that brought you here, Because to night,
- 2:54you don't just get answers, you get God himself. Is
- 2:58God even real? That's the question people whisper to themselves
- 3:02but rarely say out loud. It's the question that has
- 3:06kept men awake in the stillness of the night, the
- 3:09question that has chased women through years of quiet suffering,
- 3:13the question children sometimes ask with more honesty than adults
- 3:17dare to admit. And if you've ever wondered it, you
- 3:22are not alone. Behind every polished sermon, behind every Sunday smile,
- 3:28there are countless hearts secretly trembling with the same doubt.
- 3:32The skeptic says, if God exists, where is the proof.
- 3:36Show me something undeniable, something measurable, something scientific. The atheist
- 3:42insists religion is just a crutch, a story told to
- 3:47comfort the weak. And maybe you've felt those voices echo
- 3:50inside you. You've prayed and the sky felt empty, You've
- 3:54looked at the chaos in the world, and thought, if
- 3:57there is a God, why is he high? Why doesn't
- 4:01he make himself obvious? But let's confront this head on.
- 4:05If God were nothing more than a story, how do
- 4:08you explain the hunger inside every human soul for something
- 4:13more than the material? Why is it that across every culture,
- 4:18every tribe, every language, humanity instinctively cries out to the heavens.
- 4:25That is not coincidence, It is evidence. Ecclesiastes three eleven
- 4:30says God has set eternity in the human heart. There
- 4:34is a compass in your soul that refuses to believe
- 4:36you are just a pile of dust, destined for nothing.
- 4:40Even in your darkest doubts, there is a whisper inside
- 4:44saying there must be more. And then there is creation itself.
- 4:49Step outside and look at the night sky. The vastness
- 4:53of the universe isn't just a random accident, It's a signature.
- 4:58Psalm nineteen says the heavens declare the glory of God.
- 5:03The skies proclaim the work of his hands. Every star,
- 5:08every law of physics, every strand of DNA is a
- 5:11testimony that order does not come from chaos without a mind.
- 5:15Behind it. Science is not the enemy of God. It
- 5:19is the handwriting of God, the language in which his
- 5:22glory is written. Still, you may ask, but if he
- 5:25is real, why doesn't he just appear and erase all doubt?
- 5:30Because God is not interested in forcing you into belief,
- 5:33like a tyrant stamping his authority on trembling slaves. Love
- 5:39cannot be forced, Faith cannot be manufactured by intimidation. God
- 5:44hides just enough to let you choose, but reveals just
- 5:47enough to make that choice undeniable. If your heart is open,
- 5:52as Hebrews eleven six says, he rewards those who earnestly
- 5:57seek him. And here is where your doubt is becomes
- 6:00the greatest evidence. If God were not real, you wouldn't care,
- 6:05You wouldn't wrestle, you wouldn't ache for him. Your very
- 6:09questioning is the mark of a soul made for him. C. S.
- 6:14Lewis once said, if I find in myself desires which
- 6:18nothing in this world can satisfy, the only logical explanation
- 6:22is that I was made for another world. Your thirst
- 6:26for meaning, for love that never dies, for justice that
- 6:30is perfect, That is God's fingerprint on you. So is
- 6:35God real? Yes? More real than the breath in your lungs,
- 6:39more real than the fear in your chest, more real
- 6:42than the doubts you carry. And though he may seem hidden,
- 6:46he is closer than you imagine. Act seventeen says I.
- 6:51In in Him we live and move and have our being.
- 6:59The very in fact that you are alive, that you
- 7:01are capable of asking the question, is already proof of
- 7:05his nearness. The question is not whether God is real.
- 7:09The question is whether you will let his reality break
- 7:12through the walls of your doubt, because once you do,
- 7:17you will realize He was never absent. He was waiting
- 7:22for you to notice. The Bible doesn't start with arguments
- 7:26about whether God exists. It simply says in the beginning, God,
- 7:31before time, before space, before anything, he already was. That
- 7:36means he is eternal. He is not bound by the
- 7:40limits that press on us death, decay, or change. He
- 7:44simply is. And yet this eternal being is not abstract, cold,
- 7:48or distant. When He revealed his name to Moses in
- 7:51Exodus three, he didn't give a title or a description.
- 7:55He said, I am who I am. It was God's
- 7:59way of saying, I am not defined by anything outside
- 8:02of myself. I am life, I am truth, I am
- 8:05reality itself. But here is the staggering part. This eternal,
- 8:11self existent God chooses to be personal. Over and over
- 8:15he calls himself Father. He reveals his heart not just
- 8:19through creation, but through covenant relationship and ultimately through Jesus.
- 8:25Think about that. God could have remained forever hidden beyond reach.
- 8:31Instead he came close. John one fourteen says the word
- 8:36became flesh and dwelt among us. The God who holds
- 8:40galaxies in place, stepped into time, into flesh, into hunger
- 8:46and pain, just to show us his nature in the
- 8:49clearest way possible. So what is he like? He is holy.
- 8:53That means he is utterly set apart, pure, beyond comprehension, light,
- 8:59with no shape. To stand before him as Isiah did.
- 9:03Is to feel the weight of your own unworthiness, and
- 9:07yet also the burning beauty of his perfection. He is love,
- 9:11not just capable of loving, but love itself. Every human
- 9:16relationship that tastes of compassion, sacrifice, or tenderness is only
- 9:21a faint echo of his heart. He is just, meaning
- 9:26he does not overlook evil. But he is also merciful,
- 9:29meaning he provides a way for sinners to be forgiven
- 9:33rather than destroyed. Some ask, if God is so big,
- 9:37how can he care about me? But that question misses
- 9:41his very essence. God is not limited like us. His
- 9:45greatness doesn't make him less attentive. It makes him more.
- 9:50Psalm one hundred thirty nine says he knows when you sit,
- 9:53and when you rise, when you go out, and when
- 9:56you lie down. He knows the number of hairs on
- 9:59your head. He knows your thoughts before you speak them.
- 10:03The eternal God does not only govern galaxies. He bends
- 10:08low to hear the whisper of your soul. Others wonder
- 10:12if God is love, then why do I sometimes feel
- 10:15only his distance. The answer lies in how we see him.
- 10:21Often we project unto God the flaws of human fathers
- 10:25or authority. Figures distant, unpredictable, harsh. But the God, who
- 10:31revealed himself in Jesus, dismantled those false images. When Jesus
- 10:37healed the sick, forgave sinners, washed the feet of his disciples,
- 10:43and hung on a cross for his enemies, he was saying,
- 10:46this is what God is like. If you want to
- 10:49know the Father, look at the sun. So if God exists,
- 10:53and he does. He is not unknowable, he is not silent.
- 10:58He has spoken, act revealed. His nature is wholly eternal, powerful,
- 11:05beyond measure, yet tender enough to call you by name.
- 11:09That is not guess work, that is revelation. And once
- 11:13you see Him for who he really is, every counterfeit
- 11:17version of God begins to fall apart. Then why does
- 11:21God seem so hidden? That's the next cry, And it's
- 11:25not asked by skeptics alone believers. People who love him
- 11:29whisper it in their private despair. You pray for healing,
- 11:33but the diagnosis doesn't change. You beg for clarity, but
- 11:37heaven feels like stone. You worship in church, but the
- 11:41room feels empty. And in those moments you wonder if
- 11:44God is real, if he is good, why doesn't he
- 11:47just show himself? Why does he let us ache in silence?
- 11:51Let's be honest. Silence is one of the deepest wounds
- 11:55in the Christian life. I think of a mother who
- 11:59lost her child to cancer. She prayed every night, fasted,
- 12:04cried out until her voice broke. She said, I would
- 12:08have accepted a miracle or even a clear no, but
- 12:13I couldn't bear the silence, and maybe you know that ache.
- 12:18You wanted God to break in with thunder, to split
- 12:21the sky, to give you something undeniable, but all you
- 12:25got was quiet. But here's the paradox. God's hiddenness is
- 12:30not his absence. In fact, Scripture tells us he often
- 12:33works most powerfully when unseen. Think of Joseph, betrayed by
- 12:37his brothers, sold into slavery, forgotten in a prison for
- 12:42thirteen years. No burning bush, no angelic choir, just silence.
- 12:48Yet in that silence God was weaving the very plan
- 12:52that would save nations from famine. Think of Esther, whose
- 12:57entire book never once mentions God by name, yet his
- 13:01finger prints cover every twist of the story. Silence does
- 13:05not mean stillness. Hiddenness does not mean distance. But still
- 13:09we ask why hide at all? Why not prove himself
- 13:13once and for all? Because God does not seek to
- 13:16overwhelm you into belief. He seeks to invite you into love.
- 13:20If he split the sky with fire every time you prayed,
- 13:23you would never learn to trust, never learn to seek,
- 13:26never learn to love him for who he is instead
- 13:29of just what he does. Silence is not punishment, It
- 13:34is training. It forces faith to grow roots deeper than feelings,
- 13:38deeper than circumstances, into the soil of his character. Even
- 13:43Jesus knew this. On the cross, he cried, my God,
- 13:46My God, why have you forsaken me? The sun himself
- 13:50entered the silence, But notice he still called him my God.
- 13:56Even when he felt abandoned. He clung to the relationship.
- 14:00That's the mystery of God's hiddenness. It is often the
- 14:03space where faith is forged. And yet God is not
- 14:07always quiet. He speaks, but not always in the ways
- 14:10we demand. Elijah expected God in the wind, in the earthquake,
- 14:16in the fire, but God came in a whisper. Why
- 14:21because whispers are only heard when you're close. Maybe his
- 14:25hiddenness is really an invitation to lean in, to press
- 14:28past the noise, to discover that He has been nearer
- 14:32than your own breath all along. So yes, sometimes God
- 14:36seems hidden, But his silence is not emptiness, its intimacy
- 14:40in disguise. His quietness is not abandonment. It's the whisper
- 14:47that calls you closer. The real question is not why
- 14:50he hides, but whether you will seek him when he does.
- 14:54Because those who do discover the truth. God was never gone,
- 14:59He was waiting in the shadows, shaping you for the light.
- 15:02So if God is real, then why do Christians say
- 15:06he's three and yet one? How does that make any sense?
- 15:10That's the question that has tripped people for centuries. Even
- 15:13some who believe in God step back at this point
- 15:16and say, this sounds impossible. How can God be fa,
- 15:20the Sun, and Spirit all at once? Isn't that just
- 15:22a contradiction? And I want to answer you plainly. It
- 15:26is a mystery, but it is not nonsense. In fact,
- 15:31if God were small enough for your mind to fully comprehend,
- 15:35he would not be big enough to be God. Think
- 15:38about it like this. Every person has experienced the limits
- 15:41of language. You've stood at the edge of the ocean,
- 15:45or stared at a newborn child in your arms and
- 15:49found words useless to describe the weight of it. If
- 15:52human experiences stretch language, how much more The infinite God,
- 15:58the Trinity is not a puzzle to be solved, but
- 16:01a reality to be encountered. Let me tell you a story.
- 16:04A man I once knew rejected the faith because he said,
- 16:08I can't worship a God who is supposedly one and
- 16:11three at the same time. Years later, He came back
- 16:14to Christ, not because someone convinced him with logic, but
- 16:19because he experienced the Father's love when he was broken,
- 16:23the Son's forgiveness when he was guilty, and the Spirit's
- 16:27power when he was empty. He realized these were not
- 16:31three different gods. It was one God revealing himself in
- 16:35three ways of relationship. It wasn't theory anymore, it was life.
- 16:41The Father is the source. He spoke the universe into being,
- 16:44sustains it with his will, and holds the blueprint of
- 16:48eternity in his hand. The Son is the revelation. He
- 16:53is God made flesh, stepping into history so we could
- 16:56see with our own eyes what God is like. And
- 16:58the Spirit is the present, not somewhere out there, but
- 17:02inside of you, guiding, convicting, comforting, empowering. Three distinct persons,
- 17:09but perfectly one in nature, will, and essence. When Jesus
- 17:13was baptized, the heavens opened, the Father spoke, this is
- 17:17my beloved son. The Spirit descended like a dove, The
- 17:22Son stood in the water. Three yet one God acting
- 17:27together in perfect unity. That's not contradiction, that's divine harmony.
- 17:33But let's bring this closer. Why does it matter because
- 17:36if you only know God as Father, you may think
- 17:39of him as distant and demanding. If you only know
- 17:42him as Son, you may love Jesus but miss the
- 17:45eternal heart that sent him. If you only know the Spirit,
- 17:48you may chase experiences but forget the cross. But when
- 17:52you know the triune God as he really is, everything changes.
- 17:56Your prayers shift because you realize the Father hears, the
- 18:00Sun intercedes, and the Spirit empowers. Your worship deepens because
- 18:07you are not singing to an idea, but entering a
- 18:10relationship that pulses with divine love. Yes, the Trinity is
- 18:14a mystery, but it is not meant to be reduced
- 18:17to a diagram or dismissed as contradiction. It is meant
- 18:22to be lived one God, three persons, Father who calls you, Son,
- 18:28who saves you, Spirit, who fills you. Not an abstract doctrine,
- 18:32but the very heartbeat of reality. If God is good,
- 18:36then why is there so much suffering? That question doesn't
- 18:39come from textbooks or philosophy. It comes from hospital rooms,
- 18:43where machines beep beside a loved one you prayed would
- 18:47be healed. It comes from graveside tears when you're burying
- 18:52someone too young. It comes from watching the news and
- 18:54seeing children starve while corrupt leaders grow fat with wealth.
- 18:59It comes from betray from heartbreak, from sleepless nights when
- 19:02pain feels endless. And let's be honest, this question is
- 19:07the heaviest of them all. If God is love, why
- 19:10doesn't he stop the broken limbs it Look at Joseph,
- 19:14a puppet. But here is the greater truth. God takes
- 19:19suffering and turns it into the soil where faith grows,
- 19:23where love is proven, where redemption shines brightest. Without the cross,
- 19:30salvation would not exist without the furnace. Gold would never
- 19:35be refined without trials. Hope would never stretch toward eternity.
- 19:41And if you're walking through suffering right now, hear this.
- 19:44God has not abandoned you, He has not overlooked you.
- 19:48He is in the fire with you, like he was
- 19:50with Shadrack, Mishak and Abednego, so present that even flames
- 19:55could not consume them. The question is not just why suffering?
- 20:00But will I let God meet me in my suffering?
- 20:03Because when you do, pain becomes not the end of
- 20:07your faith, but the birthplace of it. And before we
- 20:10move forward, let me remind you of something that can help.
- 20:14We've created e books to walk you deeper into these truths,
- 20:19because sometimes hearing isn't enough. You need to sit with
- 20:23the word, study it, and let it anchor you when
- 20:27storms come. These resources are waiting for you on our website,
- 20:30alongside the ad free library of every teaching we've done,
- 20:34from Psalms forty six to Isaiah to the Mystery of
- 20:38the Trinity. We make these not just to inform, but
- 20:42to strengthen you so that when suffering strikes, and it will,
- 20:47you will not be shaken. So, if God is good,
- 20:51why is there suffering? The answer isn't simple, but it
- 20:55is true. Suffering is the mark of a broken world,
- 21:00but also the stage for God's greatest works. It is temporary,
- 21:04it is redeemable, and it is never endured alone. And
- 21:09one day, when you see Him face to face, the
- 21:12weight of every pain will be swallowed up in the
- 21:15glory of His presence. Until then, we walk by faith,
- 21:20not by sight, trusting that even in the silence, even
- 21:24in the fire, He is still good, always good. Then
- 21:29why does God allow evil people to prosper? That's the
- 21:33question people whisper when they scroll through headlines and see
- 21:37corrupt leaders grow richer while the poor starve. It's the
- 21:41question that burns in the workplace when someone lies, cheats,
- 21:45manipulates and still gets the promotion while you work with
- 21:49integrity and are overlooked. It's the question that surfaces when
- 21:53you've given your life to prayer, to honesty, to goodness,
- 21:57and yet you seem to suffer more than those who
- 21:59mock God. God outright, you're not the first to ask.
- 22:03In fact, some of the most faithful men and women
- 22:05in scripture cried the same thing. David, the Man after
- 22:10God's own Heart, wrote in Psalm seventy three. I envied
- 22:17the arrogant when I saw the prosperity of the wicked.
- 22:21They have no struggles. Their bodies are healthy and strong.
- 22:25They are free from common human burdens. He confessed what
- 22:29many of us feel. God. I'm trying to follow you,
- 22:33but it looks like the wicked a winning. If even
- 22:36David wrestled with this, you can be honest about it too.
- 22:40I once sat with a young man who said, I
- 22:43walked away from church because I couldn't stand watching hypocrites thrive.
- 22:49The guy who ruined my sister's life is living care free,
- 22:53while I can barely pay rent. Even though I've tried
- 22:56to walk with God, his words cut deep because they
- 22:59are so real. Injustice isn't theoretical, it's lived. And when
- 23:04it seems God is silent, the temptation is to either
- 23:07grow bitter or give up. But here is the truth
- 23:11we must wrestle with. Prosperity is not the same as blessing.
- 23:16Do not mistake temporary gain for eternal reward. The wicked
- 23:21may flourish for a season, but their roots are shallow.
- 23:25Psalm thirty seven thirty five to thirty six says, I
- 23:30have seen a wicked, ruthless man, flourishing like a green
- 23:33tree in its native soil. But he soon passed away
- 23:37and was no more. Though I looked for him, he
- 23:41could not be found. Their wealth, their power, their fame.
- 23:45It is smoke that vanishes with the wind. God does
- 23:49not measure life by the same scales we do. Think
- 23:53of Pharaoh in Exodus. He ruled with unimaginable wealth and power,
- 23:58his name carved in stow, his armies feared across nations,
- 24:03and yet in his arrogance he hardened his heart against God.
- 24:08For a while it seemed like he was untouchable, but
- 24:12in the end his empire crumbled under the hand of
- 24:15judgment and his name became a warning instead of a crown.
- 24:21Evil may prosper for a time, but it never prospers forever. Still,
- 24:27that doesn't ease the sting when you're the one suffering.
- 24:31So why does God allow it at all? Because sometimes
- 24:34God lets the wicked prosper as a test for them
- 24:38and for us. For them, it is a test of repentance.
- 24:42Romans toofore, says God's kindness is meant to lead us
- 24:46to repentance. Their prosperity is not approval. It is patience,
- 24:51a chance for them to turn before judgment falls. For us,
- 24:56it is a test of faith. Will we serve God
- 25:00God only when it looks like we're winning, or will
- 25:02we trust Him even when life seems unfair. I remember
- 25:06a woman whose husband abandoned her for another relationship. He
- 25:10left her with children, debt, and shattered trust. For years,
- 25:15he seemed to thrive new car returned every hidden sin exposed,
- 25:21every righteous teung, or that unexplainable calm in the middle
- 25:25of uncertainty assuring you to step forward. That is not random.
- 25:30That is the spirit. I think of a young woman
- 25:34I met who wrestled with a major decision whether to
- 25:38accept a job that would double her income but compromise
- 25:41her values. She prayed, fasted, begged God for clarity. No
- 25:48writing appeared on the wall, But every time she leaned
- 25:52toward the offer, her heart grew heavy, restless, anxious, and
- 25:56every time she considered walking away she felt astra peace.
- 26:01Even though the numbers didn't add up. She finally turned
- 26:05it down. Months later, that company collapsed in scandal. She
- 26:09told me, Now, I see, it wasn't just my conscience,
- 26:14it was God. The Spirit doesn't always shout. Sometimes he whispers,
- 26:19but those whispers save lives. And then there is conscience.
- 26:23Romans two fifteen says the requirements of God's law are
- 26:27written on our hearts. Even unbelievers feel the sting of
- 26:32right and wrong because God has imprinted his moral order
- 26:36on humanity. But for believers, the conscience is not left
- 26:39to wander alone. It is sharpened by the Spirit and
- 26:43anchored in the Word. Together they become a compass. The
- 26:47Word gives boundaries, the Spirit gives guidance, and the conscience
- 26:52echoes both. Still, you may ask But what if I
- 26:55make a mistake, what if I mishear him? Let me
- 26:59tell you that God is not playing hide and seek
- 27:03with his will. He is a father who delights in
- 27:07guiding his children. Psalm thirty two, verse eight says I
- 27:10will instruct you and teach you in the way you
- 27:13should go. I will counsel you with my loving eye
- 27:17on you. If your heart is genuinely surrendered. Even if
- 27:22you stumble, he will redirect you. Think of GPS. If
- 27:27you take a wrong turn, it doesn't abandon you, it recalculates.
- 27:31God's spirit does the same. His will is less about
- 27:34a tightrope where one wrong step ruins everything, and more
- 27:37about a road where grace keeps you moving forward. But
- 27:40here's the key. Knowing God's will begins not with asking
- 27:44what should I do? But who should I be? Too
- 27:48many of us want God's guidance without God's lordship. We
- 27:51want him to show us the map without surrendering the
- 27:54steering wheel. But God's will is not just about career
- 27:57or location. It's about holiness, obedience, trust. Micah six' eight
- 28:03makes it simple. What does the Lord require of you
- 28:07to act justly, to love mercy, and to walk humbly
- 28:11with your God. If you start there, the specifics begin
- 28:15to fall into place. And yes, sometimes God's will leads
- 28:18through suffering, through seasons that make no sense. Jesus himself
- 28:23in Gathsemone prayed, not my will, but yours be done.
- 28:29God's will led him to the cross, not because the
- 28:32Father delights in pain, but because beyond the cross was resurrection.
- 28:38If you only equate God's will with comfort, you'll miss
- 28:42the greatest parts of his plan. Sometimes his will is
- 28:45the hard road, but it is always the holy road.
- 28:49So how can you really know what God wants from you?
- 28:53Open his word. It's clearer than you think. Listen for
- 28:58his spirit. He is more present then you realize. Pay
- 29:02attention to your conscience. It is not just guilt, it
- 29:05is a gift. And above all, surrender because God's will
- 29:11is not just information to download, it is relationship to
- 29:15walk in. He doesn't just want you to know the path.
- 29:19He wants you to know Him, the one who walks
- 29:22beside you on it. The question, then, is not whether
- 29:25God is speaking, it's whether you are listening. And if
- 29:29you dare to quiet the noise, open his word, lean
- 29:33into his spirit, and surrender your will. You'll discover that
- 29:37the God who made the stars has no trouble making
- 29:40his will known to you. The mystery is not whether
- 29:43he speaks. The mystery is whether we will obey. Does
- 29:48God actually love me? Personally? That question is quieter than
- 29:52the others. It isn't shouted in anger, It's whispered in shame.
- 29:56It comes from the teenager who stares into the mirror
- 29:59and see only flaws. It comes from the man who
- 30:03lost his job and feels like a failure to his family.
- 30:07It comes from the woman who grew up with a
- 30:08father who never said I love you and secretly wonders
- 30:13if God's silence means the same thing. And maybe it
- 30:17comes from you. You don't doubt that God is, You
- 30:21doubt that God cares. You can believe He loves the world,
- 30:25But when it comes to you, your name, your story,
- 30:28you're not sure. Let's be raw. Many people live with
- 30:32the hidden suspicion that they are tolerated by God, not
- 30:36loved by him. They imagine him like a disappointed parent, sighing,
- 30:41shaking his head, wishing they'd get it together. Or worse,
- 30:45they picture him as distant, so busy with wars and
- 30:49galaxies that their little prayers couldn't possibly matter. Why would
- 30:55he care about me, they ask, And yet the entire
- 30:58story of Scripture answers this one question. Yes, he loves
- 31:03you personally. Think of Isaiah forty three one. God doesn't
- 31:08just say I created humanity. He says I have called
- 31:13you by name. You are mine. Imagine that the God
- 31:17who spoke galaxies into existence knows your name. He doesn't
- 31:22lump you into a faceless crowd. He sees you. He
- 31:26knows the exact shade of grief in your heart. He
- 31:28hears the prayers you never dared to speak aloud. His
- 31:32love is not generic, it is specific. But what about
- 31:37your sin? What about the mistakes that haunt you, the
- 31:40guilt that keeps replaying in your mind? Surely that disqualifies you?
- 31:45Right wrong? Romans five eight says God demonstrates his own
- 31:51love for us in this While we were still sinners,
- 31:55Christ died for us. Notice the timing. He didn't wait
- 32:00for you to clean yourself up. He didn't say, prove yourself,
- 32:05then I'll love you. He loved you in your mess,
- 32:08in your rebellion, in your shame. At the cross, Jesus
- 32:12looked through history and saw every failure you'd ever commit,
- 32:16and still chose nails. That is not tolerance, that is love.
- 32:22I think of a young man who once told me,
- 32:24I know God forgives, but I can't believe he actually
- 32:28likes me. His life had been marked by rejection, friends,
- 32:32walking away, parents, absent churches that preached rules louder than grace.
- 32:38One night, alone in his room, he opened John fifteen,
- 32:42where Jesus says, as the response of the heart to
- 32:45the light it has been given, he sees the seeker.
- 32:49He knows who would bow if they knew his name,
- 32:52and his mercy is not bound by human limitations. At
- 32:56the same time, this doesn't mean we shrug our show.
- 32:58And if you doubt, look at the cross. The cross
- 33:01is God's eternal answer to the question can I trust
- 33:04you confess