Latest / Wrongful Conviction / #594 Jason Flom with Greg Bright
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- 0:00Speaker 1: We first heard the harrowing and ultimately triumphant story of
- 0:03Speaker 1: my friend Greg Bright when he told it to my
- 0:06Speaker 1: fellow wrongful conviction host, Lauren Bright Pacheco. Greg spent almost
- 0:10Speaker 1: 28 years in Angola prison for a murder he had
- 0:12Speaker 1: nothing to do with, came out at 50 years old
- 0:15Speaker 1: in 2003. Now, Greg's story is important because keep in mind,
- 0:21Speaker 1: Louisiana caps compensation for wrongful imprisonment at $ 400, 000 or $ 40, 000
- 0:24Speaker 1: a year for 10 years. barely enough to stay alive.
- 0:30Speaker 1: Greg has now hit that cap and the payments have stopped.
- 0:33Speaker 1: So even though he spent almost three decades wrongfully imprisoned
- 0:38Speaker 1: and lost the most important earning years of his life,
- 0:42Speaker 1: that's all he gets. But earlier this year, Louisiana lawmakers
- 0:47Speaker 1: actually unanimously agreed on something. They unanimously passed a bill
- 0:51Speaker 1: that would have raised the cap from $ 400, 000 to $ 600, 000
- 0:54Speaker 1: and extended the compensation from 10 years to 15. But
- 0:58Speaker 1: Governor Jeff Landry vetoed it. So think about that. The
- 1:02Speaker 1: state takes 27 and a half years from a factually
- 1:05Speaker 1: innocent man. He proves that he was innocent. Fights like hell.
- 1:08Speaker 1: And then the state says, eh, this is all it's worth.
- 1:12Speaker 1: Take your $ 400, 000 over 10 years and get lost, basically.
- 1:15Speaker 1: So now Greg is 70 years old and facing an
- 1:19Speaker 1: awful decision, which is that he may have to sell
- 1:21Speaker 1: his humble home just to be able to afford to
- 1:25Speaker 1: pay his bills. His story is one I'll never forget.
- 1:29Speaker 1: We'll never forget. And once you hear it, you'll never
- 1:32Speaker 1: forget it. I promise. Check it out. Here is his
- 1:35Speaker 1: interview with Lauren Bright Pacheco.
- 1:44Speaker 2: Tens of thousands of people incarcerated in the U.S. have
- 1:48Speaker 2: been wrongfully convicted and are being held in captivity for
- 1:51Speaker 2: crimes even as they adamantly maintain their innocence. What's it
- 1:56Speaker 2: like to be one of those imprisoned people? And what's
- 1:59Speaker 2: it like to be their ally, the one outside committed
- 2:02Speaker 2: to fighting for their freedom? I'm Lauren Bright Pacheco, and
- 2:06Speaker 2: this is Wrongful Conviction. Early on in October morning in 1975,
- 2:18Speaker 2: a 15-year-old named Elliot Porter was shot and killed in
- 2:21Speaker 2: a housing project in New Orleans, Louisiana. 20-year-old Gregory Bright,
- 2:26Speaker 2: along with a 17-year-old co-defendant, someone he'd never met before,
- 2:30Speaker 2: by the way, became suspects after a known drug addict
- 2:34Speaker 2: turned state's witness implicated them in a crime in exchange
- 2:38Speaker 2: for reward money. Arrested and charged with second-degree murder, Gregory
- 2:43Speaker 2: and his co-defendant's trial would last for just one day,
- 2:46Speaker 2: and the jury deliberated for all of 13 minutes before
- 2:50Speaker 2: convicting them. They were sentenced to life without the possibility
- 2:54Speaker 2: of parole. in Louisiana State Penitentiary at Angola. Though Gregory
- 2:59Speaker 2: Bright was illiterate when he entered prison, he taught himself
- 3:02Speaker 2: to read, then taught himself the law, getting his appeals
- 3:06Speaker 2: all the way to the state Supreme Court before the
- 3:09Speaker 2: Innocence Project of New Orleans stepped in. Ultimately, he would
- 3:13Speaker 2: spend 27 and a half years in prison for a
- 3:16Speaker 2: crime he did not commit. Today, Bright is an accomplished
- 3:21Speaker 2: actor who's appeared in 12 Years a Slave, American Horror Story,
- 3:25Speaker 2: and Treme. He is also the focus of an incredible
- 3:29Speaker 2: one-man documentary stage play based entirely on his words and
- 3:33Speaker 2: recollections titled Never Fight a Shark in Water, The Wrongful
- 3:38Speaker 2: Conviction of Gregory Bright, which explores so many aspects of
- 3:43Speaker 2: this staggering injustice. It was written by New Orleans-based writer
- 3:47Speaker 2: Lara Naughton, who is also a teacher and compassion trainer,
- 3:52Speaker 2: and survivor of a violent crime. Lara and Greg have
- 3:56Speaker 2: forged a mutually supportive healing friendship and bond, and they
- 4:02Speaker 2: are joining us today. I am so excited for this conversation.
- 4:06Speaker 2: Welcome both of you to Wrongful Conviction.
- 4:09Speaker 3: Thank you so much.
- 4:11Speaker 4: Thank you. It's great to be here.
- 4:12Speaker 2: Greg, I wanted to start with you. Can you just
- 4:15Speaker 2: take me back before all of this unfolded What was
- 4:20Speaker 2: your childhood like?
- 4:22Speaker 5: I had come from a small family. It was me,
- 4:25Speaker 5: my mom, my two sisters, and my stepfather. We did
- 4:31Speaker 5: a lot of things as a family. We went to
- 4:34Speaker 5: the movie theater, sat at home and played cards and
- 4:37Speaker 5: stuff like that. Average stuff.
- 4:40Speaker 2: And you had a lot of responsibility placed on you
- 4:43Speaker 2: as well because you dropped out of school in sixth
- 4:46Speaker 2: grade to care for your stepfather.
- 4:49Speaker 5: Absolutely, you know, and it was really a tough time
- 4:52Speaker 5: for me, you know, to be a kid, you know,
- 4:54Speaker 5: 13 years old, having the full responsibility to care for
- 4:59Speaker 5: a grown adult. It often had me wondering, you know,
- 5:04Speaker 5: what my life would turn into at that point.
- 5:07Speaker 2: You're obviously a very creative man. Did you have hopes
- 5:12Speaker 2: and aspirations when you were a child in terms of
- 5:16Speaker 2: what you wanted to be when you grew up?
- 5:18Speaker 5: Well, I was attracted to music and stuff, and I
- 5:21Speaker 5: had several instruments, a guitar, bongo drums, and conga drums.
- 5:26Speaker 5: I'd sit around when I'd get spare time and tinker
- 5:30Speaker 5: around with this stuff. So I always imagined myself as
- 5:34Speaker 5: being some type of musician or something like that, because
- 5:37Speaker 5: I was always making noise or picking on the guitars.
- 5:41Speaker 5: But I had never actually settled into music. what I
- 5:46Speaker 5: wanted to become or what I wanted to do. I
- 5:48Speaker 5: just enjoyed the freedom that I suddenly had after my
- 5:52Speaker 5: stepfather passed. I was just relieved of the burden of
- 5:56Speaker 5: caring for him.
- 5:57Speaker 2: How old were you when he passed?
- 6:00Speaker 3: I was 15 when he passed.
- 6:01Speaker 5: You know, at that point, I had been out of school, well,
- 6:05Speaker 5: off and on since I was 13. And being tall
- 6:09Speaker 5: and statured, I always felt out of place among the
- 6:11Speaker 5: kids in my.
- 6:12Speaker 3: Classes and stuff.
- 6:13Speaker 5: But the The most important part, I think, of the
- 6:16Speaker 5: experience of caring for my stepfather was the fact that
- 6:20Speaker 5: he would often call me to read the Lord's Scripture.
- 6:22Speaker 5: Because that was his way of trying to make sure
- 6:26Speaker 5: that I stayed on top of reading and stuff or whatever.
- 6:29Speaker 5: It helped me while I was in jail. It disciplined
- 6:32Speaker 5: me to want to get into the books and study.
- 6:36Speaker 5: It all came full circle.
- 6:38Speaker 2: It's interesting that you experienced all this new freedom. at
- 6:43Speaker 2: the age of 15, because that probably made what happened
- 6:48Speaker 2: when you were just 20 that much more painful. So
- 6:53Speaker 2: before we even get into that, you had a very
- 6:56Speaker 2: close relationship with your mom.
- 7:00Speaker 3: Absolutely. Yeah.
- 7:03Speaker 5: My mom was someone that I could turn to in
- 7:06Speaker 5: any crisis, any bad experience, I could turn to her and.
- 7:09Speaker 3: She would seem to have the words.
- 7:12Speaker 5: She would say just the right things that would put
- 7:15Speaker 5: me back and allow me to focus or concentrate. And
- 7:20Speaker 5: she was just a wonderful lady, someone that I had
- 7:24Speaker 5: missed tremendously after she had passed.
- 7:28Speaker 2: And I know that you and Laura definitely incorporated her
- 7:32Speaker 2: wisdom into the one-man show as well, because I.
- 7:39Speaker 2: Feel like I got to know your mom a bit
- 7:42Speaker 2: through the advice that she offered you throughout the years,
- 7:45Speaker 2: which was always very powerful. Take me to that evening
- 7:51Speaker 2: that changed everything for you when you were just 20.
- 7:55Speaker 2: How did that unfold?
- 7:57Speaker 3: You're speaking about the arrest.
- 8:00Speaker 5: This particular Saturday morning, I'm laying on the sofa asleep,
- 8:04Speaker 5: and all of a sudden I hear banging on the door.
- 8:06Speaker 3: Bam!
- 8:08Speaker 5: And I get up, I look through the door, I
- 8:10Speaker 5: see a flashlight, see someone shine the flashlight on the
- 8:14Speaker 5: porch outside. And, you know, I was hesitant to open
- 8:18Speaker 5: the door because really, it took me out of my sleep.
- 8:21Speaker 5: I thought it was knocking next door. They had an
- 8:23Speaker 5: apartment just less than a foot away. The doors were parallel.
- 8:28Speaker 5: And my mom came downstairs after all the banging. She
- 8:31Speaker 5: asked me, who was that banging on the door? You know,
- 8:34Speaker 5: I said, I don't know. My mom said, I it
- 8:37Speaker 5: might be the police, you know, because I see flashlights
- 8:39Speaker 5: and something. He said, look, open the door up, you know,
- 8:41Speaker 5: and see what they talking about. So I opened the
- 8:45Speaker 5: door up, showed up, there was two police officers, you know,
- 8:48Speaker 5: and they asked me, did Gregory Bright live there? I said, yeah,
- 8:51Speaker 5: that's me. So one of the guys said they had
- 8:53Speaker 5: a warrant for my arrest. I said, warrant for my arrest?
- 8:56Speaker 3: He said, yeah.
- 8:56Speaker 5: I said, your name had come up in our investigation
- 9:01Speaker 5: involving this murder of the 15-year-old Elliot Porter.
- 9:06Speaker 3: I said, murder?
- 9:07Speaker 5: I said, I don't even know Elliot Porter, you know.
- 9:10Speaker 5: So the guy says, well, look, we're just going to
- 9:13Speaker 5: bring you downtown and ask you some questions. So they
- 9:16Speaker 5: brought me downtown, back at Tulane and Broad. They interrogated
- 9:20Speaker 5: me for maybe an hour and a half, asking me
- 9:24Speaker 5: about people that I didn't know. But I was arrested.
- 9:29Speaker 5: They brought me over to Orleans Parish Prison. And that's
- 9:32Speaker 5: where I learned I had a co-defendant.
- 9:36Speaker 2: It's just so staggering because you had never had any
- 9:39Speaker 2: issues with the law before.
- 9:41Speaker 5: No.
- 9:42Speaker 2: And you mentioned in the play that your mother's attitude was, sure,
- 9:49Speaker 2: my son will go down with you. He didn't kill anybody.
- 9:53Speaker 3: Right, absolutely.
- 9:54Speaker 5: You know, she just knew in her heart and her
- 9:58Speaker 5: soul immediately that didn't fit the son that she had raised.
- 10:04Speaker 2: And the only time you had ever been to the
- 10:07Speaker 2: New Orleans Parish Prison was to visit a friend. You
- 10:12Speaker 2: describe it so eloquently in your show, which I would
- 10:16Speaker 2: love to play a little excerpt from. But if you
- 10:19Speaker 2: can just describe as well what that place was like
- 10:24Speaker 2: and how it overwhelmed your senses even before you were
- 10:28Speaker 2: taken there as a prisoner just visiting there.
- 10:32Speaker 5: The experience was something that I'll never forget because I
- 10:36Speaker 5: can remember there was a line of people waiting to
- 10:38Speaker 5: go in. And the closer I had gotten to the door,
- 10:41Speaker 5: to the opening, it's like the sicker I was becoming.
- 10:45Speaker 5: It's like something had just came over me. some outside
- 10:50Speaker 5: force had just taken over and it had gotten to
- 10:54Speaker 5: the point.
- 10:54Speaker 3: Where I was about to draw up.
- 10:56Speaker 5: And so the sergeant, he noticed it and laughed and said, you're.
- 11:02Speaker 3: Sick, huh?
- 11:04Speaker 5: And I looked at him, I said, yes, sir. I
- 11:06Speaker 5: don't know what to come over me. And he laughed
- 11:08Speaker 5: and said, it's the smell. And I remember going inside
- 11:14Speaker 5: the place to visit with this.
- 11:16Speaker 3: Guy and.
- 11:18Speaker 5: When I got in there, I didn't smell it anymore.
- 11:21Speaker 5: It's like it had totally and completely consumed me. And
- 11:27Speaker 5: I'll never forget that.
- 11:28Speaker 2: And not only that, that visit becomes almost a foreshadowing
- 11:32Speaker 2: of what would eventually befall you because you felt like
- 11:36Speaker 2: there was a part of it that got into you
- 11:39Speaker 2: and wanted to draw you back into it.
- 11:42Speaker 3: Right.
- 11:44Speaker 5: When I went to visit this guy, Think some of
- 11:48Speaker 5: the evil inside the place got on me. I feel
- 11:54Speaker 5: like some kind of evilness embedded itself in my body
- 11:59Speaker 5: and decided I.
- 12:01Speaker 3: Want him back in here. Get him back in here. Hey,
- 12:07Speaker 3: I jump up, open the door. Police asked if Gregory
- 12:11Speaker 3: Bright lived here. Yeah, that's me. They got a warrant
- 12:17Speaker 3: for my arrest for the murder of Elliot Porter.
- 12:23Speaker 2: It's so powerful. What was that like then getting brought
- 12:28Speaker 2: back there?
- 12:30Speaker 3: It was like deja vu.
- 12:32Speaker 5: Everything that I had saw from the outside, now I'm
- 12:36Speaker 5: inside and I'm stuck among what was in my mind
- 12:42Speaker 5: at the time, my worst nightmare of being placed in there.
- 12:47Speaker 3: Against my will.
- 12:48Speaker 2: And that's the first time you ever met your 17-year-old co-defendant.
- 12:54Speaker 5: Yeah, I met him while we were in prison. His
- 12:57Speaker 5: face looked familiar, but come to find out, he was
- 13:01Speaker 5: the brother of the person that I was thinking about.
- 13:04Speaker 5: He was the younger brother of the person that seemed familiar.
- 13:08Speaker 2: Now, I just want to point out to listeners that
- 13:10Speaker 2: we're not going to fully name your co-defendant or use
- 13:14Speaker 2: the last name of the woman, Sheila, who ended up
- 13:18Speaker 2: being the witness against you. And if you want to
- 13:21Speaker 2: just touch upon why that's important to you, why you're
- 13:24Speaker 2: so protective of both of them, but particularly her.
- 13:29Speaker 5: After I spoke with her, she told me some things.
- 13:34Speaker 5: about what she had experienced in her life. And I
- 13:37Speaker 5: knew that this wasn't just entirely her doing, you know.
- 13:42Speaker 5: I know it was a difficult thing for her, you know,
- 13:45Speaker 5: to send two innocent people to prison, but it was
- 13:49Speaker 5: the life that she lived. It was the choices that
- 13:52Speaker 5: she made. Even though there was choices that devastated not
- 13:57Speaker 5: only my life, but my co-defendant's life and family. And
- 14:01Speaker 5: I knew it was difficult for her. And, you know,
- 14:04Speaker 5: I just didn't want to add to whatever trouble that
- 14:07Speaker 5: she may have had or may be facing in the future.
- 14:12Speaker 2: Greg, I'm so humbled by your grace, sincerely, because the
- 14:17Speaker 2: woman that we're referring to had mental illness and addiction illness,
- 14:22Speaker 2: and she exchanged her testimony for financial incentive, which is
- 14:28Speaker 2: what's wrong with the system. more than anything else, but
- 14:32Speaker 2: I've always tried to live believing that we're all victims
- 14:37Speaker 2: of victims and that hurt people end up hurting other people.
- 14:42Speaker 2: And the fact that you lost 27 and a half
- 14:46Speaker 2: years of your life because of that testimony and you
- 14:50Speaker 2: still afford her grace is so incredibly inspiring and evolved.
- 14:57Speaker 2: So you're held in parish prison. For seven or so
- 15:02Speaker 2: months before the trial, you are appointed a public defender
- 15:08Speaker 2: who you met with, I believe, once before the trial?
- 15:11Speaker 3: Once, yes.
- 15:12Speaker 5: This guy spoke to me at a preliminary hearing in 1976,
- 15:18Speaker 5: the early part, maybe January of 76. And he asked
- 15:25Speaker 5: that I have a list of my witnesses, the people
- 15:28Speaker 5: that I intend to call as witnesses. And I said, yeah,
- 15:31Speaker 5: I had given it to a guy from the Indigent
- 15:35Speaker 5: Defenders Program.
- 15:36Speaker 3: And he had taken it.
- 15:38Speaker 5: I asked him, did he speak to any of the witnesses?
- 15:40Speaker 5: He said, no, I'll get around to it. And he
- 15:44Speaker 5: never did.
- 15:44Speaker 3: He never spoke to any of my witnesses.
- 15:47Speaker 2: So his whole defense was he didn't do it.
- 15:49Speaker 3: He didn't do it.
- 15:50Speaker 2: Leading up to that trial, did you, your co-defendant, and
- 15:55Speaker 2: your mom, your family, believe that this mistake was going
- 15:59Speaker 2: to be corrected in the court of law?
- 16:02Speaker 3: Yeah, well, absolutely. You know, I mean, here I'm an
- 16:04Speaker 3: innocent person.
- 16:04Speaker 5: You know, I had absolutely zero to do with this crime.
- 16:09Speaker 5: The lady who testified against me, I didn't know her.
- 16:13Speaker 5: The guy who I'm on a crime with, I didn't
- 16:15Speaker 5: know him. I didn't know the guy who was killed.
- 16:18Speaker 5: You know, you're saying that you and this guy committed
- 16:23Speaker 5: this crime together, but you've never once shown anything other
- 16:27Speaker 5: than the testimony of this witness that we're associated with
- 16:32Speaker 5: each other.
- 16:33Speaker 2: It must have been like an episode of the Twilight
- 16:35Speaker 2: Zone for you.
- 16:36Speaker 3: Yes.
- 16:37Speaker 5: But, you know, now here's the thing about the trial.
- 16:40Speaker 5: In hindsight, looking at all the facts and circumstances of
- 16:44Speaker 5: this case, you know, I mean, orchestration is just clear
- 16:49Speaker 5: from start to finish.
- 16:53Speaker 2: And the fact that leading up to the trial, you
- 16:55Speaker 2: were offered... a plea deal of five years, and you
- 17:00Speaker 2: didn't want to take it because you were innocent.
- 17:04Speaker 3: In fact, five years? Are you kidding me?
- 17:07Speaker 5: It could have said five days. It would have seemed
- 17:10Speaker 5: like a life sentence.
- 17:12Speaker 3: Five days in prison? No, no, indeed.
- 17:15Speaker 5: No, uh-uh. You're going to have to do more than
- 17:18Speaker 5: just throw that out there and expect me to.
- 17:22Speaker 3: Accept it. No, no.
- 17:35Speaker 2: So that mockery of a trial lasts for all of
- 17:39Speaker 2: a day and the jury deliberates for all of 13 minutes.
- 17:46Speaker 5: I was like, they don't have anything. They don't have
- 17:49Speaker 5: a gun. They don't have an eyewitness, you know. But
- 17:53Speaker 5: when we got the trial and The state put on
- 17:57Speaker 5: this case. After the state rests, my lawyers came and said, look,
- 18:02Speaker 5: there's a recess. You know, the purpose of this, you know,
- 18:04Speaker 5: we're going to switch over to the defense. And if
- 18:07Speaker 5: we want to, we could call witnesses and stuff like that.
- 18:10Speaker 5: He said, I'm going to confer with co-counsel and we're
- 18:14Speaker 5: going to decide whether or not we're going to proceed
- 18:16Speaker 5: with the Alibaba defense. And after recess was over, He
- 18:21Speaker 5: came back in and, you know, this guy get up
- 18:24Speaker 5: and say, at this time, the defense rests. And that
- 18:28Speaker 5: was followed by my co-defendant, the co-counselor, saying the same thing.
- 18:34Speaker 5: And when I questioned him about the defense rests, he
- 18:37Speaker 5: said that, yeah, we decided that we're not going to
- 18:40Speaker 5: go forward with the defense witness because the state witness
- 18:44Speaker 5: got on the stand and cried and put on a show. See,
- 18:47Speaker 5: he felt that would only aggravate. The judge, if we
- 18:50Speaker 5: put on alibi, witnesses. And I said, aggravate the judge.
- 18:54Speaker 5: I said, the judge is not on trial here.
- 18:56Speaker 2: And then that's all they had, the hysterical testimony of
- 19:03Speaker 2: a woman who it turns out had been in a
- 19:05Speaker 2: mental institution.
- 19:06Speaker 3: Absolutely.
- 19:07Speaker 2: Leading up to her time on that trial. There's no
- 19:12Speaker 2: physical evidence against you or your co-defendant. There's no murder
- 19:17Speaker 2: weapon that was ever found and traced to either one
- 19:20Speaker 2: of you. What was going through your head before they
- 19:23Speaker 2: announced the verdict?
- 19:24Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, I just absolutely couldn't believe it, you know.
- 19:27Speaker 5: In fact, when they came back and started reading off
- 19:30Speaker 5: the charge and stuff like that, I didn't want to
- 19:32Speaker 5: show that. I was just so devastated. I just wanted
- 19:35Speaker 5: to just really be strong, but I couldn't help it.
- 19:39Speaker 5: I look back, you know, and my mind was in tears,
- 19:41Speaker 5: you know. My girlfriend were in tears. My sisters, they
- 19:46Speaker 5: were in tears. Some people were saying, well, we came
- 19:49Speaker 5: to testify. When are we going to testify? They ushered
- 19:52Speaker 5: them out of the courtroom. It was just a lot
- 19:55Speaker 5: of people just really caught by surprise, especially for the.
- 20:00Speaker 3: People that really knew me.
- 20:02Speaker 5: They knew, like, he's not a murderer.
- 20:05Speaker 3: It was just heartbreaking.
- 20:08Speaker 2: And then you're sentenced to life without the possibility of
- 20:12Speaker 2: parole in a place that honestly sounds at that time
- 20:18Speaker 2: particularly like hell. We're going to play an excerpt from
- 20:23Speaker 2: your show about Angola, but can you just talk to
- 20:29Speaker 2: me about even what the journey from parish prison to
- 20:37Speaker 2: Angola was like?
- 20:39Speaker 3: Huh.
- 20:40Speaker 5: To say that it was horrible is an understatement. It
- 20:47Speaker 5: was my worst nightmare magnified 100 times, like something that
- 20:54Speaker 5: someone just put together and put all the horrible things
- 20:59Speaker 5: that they can imagine, just throw it in there, you know.
- 21:03Speaker 5: It's like the trip gone there. I mean, we're in
- 21:05Speaker 5: the back of a paddy wagon. It's seven of us.
- 21:10Speaker 5: leg iron and seated in the back of this little
- 21:15Speaker 5: SUV thing. And this snake road that leads from Highway
- 21:23Speaker 5: 61 to the prison, it was just frightening. It's like
- 21:27Speaker 5: you're about to fall off a cliff in a second,
- 21:30Speaker 5: even getting to this place. And once you get there,
- 21:35Speaker 5: you are among The worst people in the world. People
- 21:43Speaker 5: that has committed all sorts of crimes against children, against
- 21:51Speaker 5: the elderly, against family members. And I got to make
- 21:58Speaker 5: sense of this stuff. I'm not in the same mind
- 22:01Speaker 5: frame with these guys. I don't go to bed at
- 22:03Speaker 5: night and have nightmares of the crime that I done committed.
- 22:07Speaker 3: I go to bed at night. I sleep peacefully.
- 22:10Speaker 5: You know, I don't have these demons ride me and
- 22:13Speaker 5: stuff like that. But I'm among most of them who
- 22:19Speaker 5: are going through this stuff or experiencing or revisiting these crimes.
- 22:27Speaker 5: Angola is the bottom of the barrel.
- 22:30Speaker 3: You have to be drawn away to go to Angola.
- 22:33Speaker 3: Life of 50.
- 22:36Speaker 5: 150 fat, maximum security prison, 5,000 inmates.
- 22:42Speaker 3: Now it's 6,000.
- 22:43Speaker 5: The only people qualified for a bed in Angola is
- 22:49Speaker 5: those guys who are sentenced to die in that bed.
- 22:53Speaker 3: It's the last stop. Angola used to be a slave plantation.
- 23:00Speaker 5: The name Angola originates from the Africans who worked the plantations.
- 23:05Speaker 5: Camp A used to be the old slave camp. I mean,
- 23:09Speaker 5: that's something else to be part of such a long,
- 23:15Speaker 5: long history.
- 23:18Speaker 3: How do you claim a spot that's littered with blood?
- 23:23Speaker 5: I'm talking about hundreds of years of brutality, the pain
- 23:29Speaker 5: and suffering that land caused.
- 23:32Speaker 3: Violence that exists on them grounds.
- 23:39Speaker 2: How did you have to change as a person to
- 23:44Speaker 2: survive it? How did you have to change from the
- 23:47Speaker 2: moment you got there? What did you have to learn
- 23:52Speaker 2: and teach yourself?
- 23:54Speaker 3: I mean, going in there, I had two fears.
- 23:58Speaker 5: I didn't want to die in prison, which I knew
- 24:01Speaker 5: was a great possibility. And I didn't want to be
- 24:05Speaker 5: in prison when my mom died. But going in there,
- 24:08Speaker 5: I said, I don't have no problem with none of
- 24:11Speaker 5: the inmates, no problem with the security. I know they're
- 24:15Speaker 5: here to do a job. I know guys here do
- 24:17Speaker 5: a sentence. I don't have a problem with any of that.
- 24:20Speaker 5: What I have a problem with is the fact that
- 24:23Speaker 5: I'm in prison for a crime I didn't commit. I'm
- 24:27Speaker 5: going to do everything in my power to try and
- 24:31Speaker 5: get out. And Somehow, some way, showed that I didn't have.
- 24:36Speaker 3: Anything to do with it.
- 24:37Speaker 5: Anyone that would listen, I would tell them, look, I'm
- 24:40Speaker 5: here for something I didn't do. I'm not out here
- 24:42Speaker 5: robbing people and raping people and doing all kinds of stuff.
- 24:45Speaker 5: It's just some kind of mix-up that eventually is going
- 24:49Speaker 5: to be revealed. That was the position I took, and
- 24:52Speaker 5: I stood on that.
- 24:54Speaker 2: In addition to teaching yourself how to read to make
- 24:59Speaker 2: up for those years that you missed in school, you
- 25:02Speaker 2: end up mastering the law and defending yourself all the
- 25:06Speaker 2: way to the state Supreme Court. But they kept you
- 25:09Speaker 2: pretty busy in terms of the physical labor you were
- 25:13Speaker 2: expected to do while you were there in terms of
- 25:16Speaker 2: digging ditches and backbreaking work.
- 25:20Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 25:20Speaker 3: You're sentenced to hard labor, you know.
- 25:22Speaker 5: So now I have a life sentence and I'm required
- 25:26Speaker 5: to work hard for the rest of my life.
- 25:30Speaker 3: Something I didn't do.
- 25:31Speaker 5: But the first day, I was like, look, all this
- 25:33Speaker 5: agriculture stuff, I'm a little too tall for that. All
- 25:36Speaker 5: this bending over and stuff like that. So I was
- 25:38Speaker 5: always going to the hole. Some guys were like.
- 25:40Speaker 3: Look, Slim, man, you need to stop going to the hole, man.
- 25:43Speaker 5: But the physical labor was just entirely too much for me.
- 25:48Speaker 2: So one way or the other, they're going to break you.
- 25:50Speaker 2: They're going to break your spirit. They're going to break
- 25:52Speaker 2: your back and they're going to break your will.
- 25:53Speaker 3: Absolutely.
- 25:54Speaker 2: But then there's something that you to touch upon in
- 26:00Speaker 2: the show that continues to blow my mind today. And
- 26:04Speaker 2: that is the work that you ended up doing at
- 26:07Speaker 2: the then governor's mansion, which I don't think anybody can
- 26:13Speaker 2: wrap their head around. Will you please explain it to me?
- 26:17Speaker 5: Well, it came as quite a surprise to me too,
- 26:20Speaker 5: you know, because I'm sitting in prison, you know, and, um,
- 26:24Speaker 5: Of course, I didn't know anything about it, you know,
- 26:26Speaker 5: but each time the governor is about to leave office
- 26:30Speaker 5: and stuff or come into office, he would usually commute
- 26:35Speaker 5: the sentences of the people that worked for him. And
- 26:38Speaker 5: that's if you didn't have a real controversial case where
- 26:42Speaker 5: people were making a lot of noise and a lot
- 26:44Speaker 5: of protests and stuff like that.
- 26:45Speaker 3: If he could.
- 26:46Speaker 5: Slide through there without any opposition or little opposition, then
- 26:52Speaker 5: that was the way it was done. Second term, this
- 26:57Speaker 5: is 1979. He can't run for governor any longer. David
- 27:01Speaker 5: Treen has won governorship, and he's about to take office.
- 27:06Speaker 5: So they come to the prison. They said, look, everyone
- 27:09Speaker 5: else is going to commute the sentence of all the
- 27:12Speaker 5: people that works for him. So we're going to need
- 27:14Speaker 5: 17 guys to go down to the governor's mansion. I
- 27:17Speaker 5: couldn't believe that I was chosen to be a part
- 27:20Speaker 5: of that. For all the people that was interviewed, and
- 27:23Speaker 5: they've winded down to the 17th, and I was part
- 27:26Speaker 5: of the 17th. I didn't really feel it was the
- 27:30Speaker 5: blessing that people were saying it was to me. Oh man,
- 27:33Speaker 5: it's a blessing. I imagine it is a blessing for
- 27:36Speaker 5: somebody that's actually guilty.
- 27:38Speaker 2: But in reality, you were then given a uniform and
- 27:43Speaker 2: you're basically... domestic help at the governor's mansion.
- 27:48Speaker 3: Absolutely. I mean, I went there as a dishwasher.
- 27:50Speaker 5: A guy in the kitchen said, look, you need to
- 27:52Speaker 5: start bringing the governor's wife's breakfast in. That would help
- 27:56Speaker 5: you over the long haul, you know. When the governor's
- 27:58Speaker 5: wife becomes friendly, she knows your face and knows your name,
- 28:03Speaker 5: she would encourage her husband to commute your sentence. But
- 28:06Speaker 5: I wasn't interested in a commutation of my sentence. I
- 28:09Speaker 5: wanted my freedom.
- 28:11Speaker 2: You're a man who has been wrongfully accused, wrongfully convicted,
- 28:17Speaker 2: but convicted of murder. And other people who have been
- 28:23Speaker 2: convicted of, am I right? You had to just be
- 28:26Speaker 2: a pure murderer. They wouldn't take anybody who had been convicted.
- 28:31Speaker 5: And that's the one thing I found credible. These people
- 28:34Speaker 5: had committed some serious offense. But they're working around a governor.
- 28:39Speaker 5: Like I said, when I first went to the governor's mansion,
- 28:41Speaker 5: I was on the dishwasher. After speaking with the governor's wife,
- 28:46Speaker 5: they suddenly put me over the main dining hall.
- 28:50Speaker 3: I can't believe it. Of course, they didn't know me.
- 28:52Speaker 5: I could have been an actual killer or something, but
- 28:56Speaker 5: I'm serving the governor.
- 28:59Speaker 4: So corrupt.
- 29:00Speaker 2: It's just so crazy. It's so crazy. You put it
- 29:05Speaker 2: wonderfully in the show, which I hope everybody reads and
- 29:09Speaker 2: gets the chance to see.
- 29:11Speaker 3: Absolutely.
- 29:12Speaker 2: But where did you get the drive and the strength
- 29:18Speaker 2: to fight to get out for 27 and a half years?
- 29:21Speaker 5: I went through this period of just being angry. And
- 29:24Speaker 5: I came to the conclusion that just, you know, I'm
- 29:27Speaker 5: just spending a lot of energy just being angry and
- 29:30Speaker 5: not getting anything done. My anger's still there, but it
- 29:33Speaker 5: started to subside enough to allow me to venture off
- 29:37Speaker 5: into other areas, like my reading and and comprehension. Once
- 29:41Speaker 5: I learned how to read, I mean, doors started opening
- 29:44Speaker 5: up that I didn't even know was there, and that
- 29:48Speaker 5: it kept me motivated, kept me interested, and I challenged
- 29:52Speaker 5: that energy into the legal aspect of this. It just
- 29:57Speaker 5: took over me, and You know, I started reading cases,
- 30:01Speaker 5: cases of people that I knew. And the case, the
- 30:06Speaker 5: actual trial proceedings, people that I was in the dome with.
- 30:12Speaker 5: So if I was curious about somebody in the dome,
- 30:15Speaker 5: all I do is get their name and read their case.
- 30:18Speaker 5: And so most of the guys in the dome, I
- 30:21Speaker 5: knew more about their case than they did.
- 30:24Speaker 2: And then if you understand how it happened to them
- 30:27Speaker 2: and sometimes recognize they were correctly convicted, you begin to
- 30:33Speaker 2: understand how the system was used against you.
- 30:36Speaker 3: Absolutely. And it was a long process, you know.
- 30:40Speaker 5: I wish that it could have been cut in half,
- 30:44Speaker 5: but it played out in its own time and stuff.
- 30:47Speaker 5: And I was just so thankful that along the way
- 30:53Speaker 5: I was able to make the right transitions and make
- 30:57Speaker 5: the right decisions moving forward.
- 31:00Speaker 2: And, Laura, you've been incredibly patient, and we're going to
- 31:03Speaker 2: get to you in just one second, too. But you mentioned, Greg,
- 31:07Speaker 2: that you had two wishes and two desires and hopes
- 31:12Speaker 2: when all of this happened to you. And one was
- 31:14Speaker 2: that you didn't die in prison, but the other one
- 31:17Speaker 2: was that you wouldn't be in prison when your mom passed. Yeah, yeah.
- 31:23Speaker 2: to me, is one of the most heartbreaking aspects of
- 31:26Speaker 2: this and the way in which you were told. If
- 31:30Speaker 2: you're comfortable talking to that.
- 31:31Speaker 3: Yeah, absolutely.
- 31:33Speaker 5: Here's the thing about my mom fasting. It came as
- 31:36Speaker 5: a total surprise to me. My family, they wouldn't tell
- 31:40Speaker 5: me exactly what was going on with my mom's health.
- 31:45Speaker 3: According to my sister's.
- 31:48Speaker 5: Reasoning, it was that, well, you're already under pressure in prison.
- 31:53Speaker 3: But I was like, look, you should have told me.
- 31:55Speaker 5: That way I would have been prepared when this guy
- 32:00Speaker 5: came into the dome. But when the priest came into
- 32:03Speaker 5: the dormitory, came in and called my name, it just
- 32:06Speaker 5: took everything out of me. I mean, it's just my
- 32:08Speaker 5: mind just, everything was just.
- 32:11Speaker 3: A blur, you know.
- 32:13Speaker 5: The people I had been around a great length of
- 32:16Speaker 5: time just seemed like strangers. It's like I'm looking at
- 32:21Speaker 5: them the first time.
- 32:23Speaker 2: I mean, we talked about how working to break your
- 32:26Speaker 2: back and the whole to break your spirit, but that
- 32:29Speaker 2: must have just broken your heart.
- 32:32Speaker 5: Yeah, I was done, you know. I mean, I kept
- 32:35Speaker 5: telling myself that I'm going to last through the night.
- 32:39Speaker 5: It just was that low. It was all I had
- 32:43Speaker 5: in the world. It was gone, just like that. Having
- 32:46Speaker 5: someone that you can call on in a situation, it's
- 32:50Speaker 5: a really good feeling to have that. I can call
- 32:52Speaker 5: on this person. And suddenly, it's no longer there.
- 32:58Speaker 3: I was in a dark hole.
- 33:01Speaker 5: I was in a dark place. I just couldn't find
- 33:04Speaker 5: my way. And all the work I had done, my
- 33:06Speaker 5: locker was in the middle of the aisle. And I
- 33:11Speaker 5: tell myself, I'm getting up in the morning. I'm going
- 33:14Speaker 5: to try to do a little reading or whatever. But
- 33:16Speaker 5: I look at that locker, and I just get so frustrated.
- 33:19Speaker 5: It slammed me back down. That's what I'm doing it for.
- 33:22Speaker 2: Another aspect of Angola is it's so difficult to get
- 33:28Speaker 2: to for family. It's so inconvenient and hard to make
- 33:33Speaker 2: the trip, which makes the cruelty of it even that
- 33:38Speaker 2: much more magnified. But thankfully you did open that locker
- 33:44Speaker 2: again and you fought. argued your appeals all the way
- 33:48Speaker 2: up to the state Supreme Court. And then the Innocence
- 33:53Speaker 2: Project of New Orleans got involved. And by the end
- 33:57Speaker 2: of it, the court overturned your convictions, and that was
- 34:01Speaker 2: upheld by the Louisiana Supreme Court. And then on June 24th, 2003,
- 34:07Speaker 2: after 27 years, seven months, and 10 days in prison,
- 34:11Speaker 2: you and your co-defendant were both released from after the
- 34:16Speaker 2: Orleans Parish DA dismissed all charges. This still just hits
- 34:24Speaker 2: in such a painful way. You and your co-defendant left
- 34:28Speaker 2: prison with nothing but a $ 10 check from the state
- 34:33Speaker 2: and garbage bags full of your legal paperwork. Is that
- 34:39Speaker 2: sugarcoating it?
- 34:39Speaker 5: $ 10, I couldn't believe that. When we were leaving the prison,
- 34:44Speaker 5: he gave me the envelope with the check. He said, man,
- 34:47Speaker 5: I would tear that check up. He said, that's a shame.
- 34:50Speaker 5: Someone would be in prison all these years for something
- 34:53Speaker 5: they didn't do, and to be handed a check for $ 10,
- 34:57Speaker 5: that's not even bus fare, to wherever it is you're going.
- 35:03Speaker 5: I said, yeah, I'm just glad to be out. I'm
- 35:05Speaker 5: glad to be getting away from this. They could have
- 35:08Speaker 5: kept the check. But when you think about it, for
- 35:11Speaker 5: 27-something years in prison, worked in the fields a little time,
- 35:17Speaker 5: stayed a lot of years in the kitchen. I stayed
- 35:20Speaker 5: a lot of years at the horse lot. Stayed a
- 35:22Speaker 5: couple of years at the governor's mansion. And to be
- 35:26Speaker 5: given a check for $ 10.
- 35:29Speaker 2: It's so disgusting. I can't even, I have no words.
- 35:33Speaker 2: And then you're tasked with processing everything that happened to you,
- 35:39Speaker 2: and just building a new life?
- 35:42Speaker 5: That's still difficult because I'm at a great disadvantage when
- 35:46Speaker 5: I get out. I'm not 20 years old any longer.
- 35:49Speaker 5: I'm 47 years old. I don't have any finances. I
- 35:54Speaker 5: have to start at the bottom. I was offered a
- 35:57Speaker 5: lot of jobs. I could have worked with a couple
- 36:00Speaker 5: of lawyers and stuff, but I didn't want to be
- 36:03Speaker 5: a part of the prison system.
- 36:06Speaker 3: I wanted to be away from that.
- 36:08Speaker 5: I didn't want to profit off of someone's grief, someone's
- 36:12Speaker 5: pain and suffering. I needed to re-energize myself, reinvent myself,
- 36:18Speaker 5: and then see what was out there. And it's been real,
- 36:22Speaker 5: real difficult doing that.
- 36:25Speaker 2: Because it's not like you're suddenly given a blueprint.
- 36:29Speaker 3: Right.
- 36:29Speaker 2: And even though you did end up receiving... some compensation.
- 36:35Speaker 2: It was nominal.
- 36:36Speaker 3: Right. I don't even feel it.
- 36:38Speaker 5: It's just enough compensation to get you in a.
- 36:41Speaker 3: World of debt.
- 36:43Speaker 5: And the thing about it is, I don't feel like
- 36:47Speaker 5: I've been compensated. I don't care what the numbers.
- 36:53Speaker 3: Could be. I can't be compensated for what happened.
- 36:59Speaker 5: The experience of being incarcerated a month The type of
- 37:04Speaker 5: people that I was incarcerated with, for that length of time,
- 37:09Speaker 5: it's just one day of that is enough that you
- 37:16Speaker 5: would never, ever want to be involved in that kind
- 37:19Speaker 5: of stuff again.
- 37:46Speaker 2: I would love to know now from you, Laura, how
- 37:51Speaker 2: you guys first crossed paths.
- 37:54Speaker 4: We met when Greg had been out of prison, I
- 37:57Speaker 4: guess about four years, and I was a volunteer working
- 38:02Speaker 4: with the Innocence Project as a narrative consultant because there
- 38:07Speaker 4: are probably more people exonerated out of Louisiana than any
- 38:11Speaker 4: other state because there are more wrongful convictions in Louisiana.
- 38:15Speaker 4: And so many people had been coming out of Angola.
- 38:19Speaker 4: And like Greg, decades of experience, people were very interested
- 38:24Speaker 4: in hearing their stories. But what do you do with
- 38:29Speaker 4: 27 and a half years of incarceration? How do you
- 38:32Speaker 4: even begin to put that into a 15-minute presentation for
- 38:36Speaker 4: a church or community center? we had a group of
- 38:38Speaker 4: four people initially. My role was to help kind of
- 38:41Speaker 4: start to shape some of this life experience. So we
- 38:45Speaker 4: worked together for a few months and had a presentation
- 38:51Speaker 4: with all four of the exonerees. During that time, I
- 38:55Speaker 4: was just continually drawn to Greg. Greg, as you can tell,
- 38:59Speaker 4: has a great heart. He has a lot of wisdom.
- 39:02Speaker 4: He's a great storyteller. And so after the initial project
- 39:05Speaker 4: was complete, we continued to work together for the next
- 39:09Speaker 4: couple of years. And we would meet everywhere. We met
- 39:11Speaker 4: at coffee shots. We met in the park. We met
- 39:13Speaker 4: at my office. We met once or twice a week
- 39:16Speaker 4: for a couple of years.
- 39:17Speaker 5: You know, she used to always say, wait a minute, Greg,
- 39:20Speaker 5: wait a minute. Let me get my recorder. Let me
- 39:22Speaker 5: take this down. I'm saying, hey, what did you talk about?
- 39:25Speaker 5: He said, no, no, I got to type this out.
- 39:29Speaker 4: And I just asked him question after question and recorded
- 39:32Speaker 4: every conversation, transcribed it word for word. I had hundreds
- 39:36Speaker 4: and hundreds of pages of transcribed notes. And slowly it
- 39:40Speaker 4: took the shape of one man play.
- 39:44Speaker 2: I should imagine too that it's interesting as an exoneree
- 39:49Speaker 2: because People will ask you questions, but how much do
- 39:53Speaker 2: they really want to know? Like, how deep is their
- 39:56Speaker 2: commitment to your experience? And you met your match.
- 39:59Speaker 3: Yeah, absolutely.
- 40:00Speaker 5: But this has been the most rewarding experience that I've
- 40:05Speaker 5: ever had. It's painful in a lot of ways, but
- 40:09Speaker 5: it's painfully true.
- 40:11Speaker 2: Is it what led you on your path to become
- 40:14Speaker 2: an actor?
- 40:15Speaker 3: Yes and no.
- 40:15Speaker 5: I mean... First, we had a professional actor that was
- 40:18Speaker 5: doing the play, but the guy starts swaying from the script,
- 40:23Speaker 5: slowly putting his personal stuff in there.
- 40:28Speaker 3: I was like, you know what? Maybe it'd be a
- 40:31Speaker 3: good idea for you to do the play.
- 40:32Speaker 5: I had never thought about acting, but of course, it's
- 40:35Speaker 5: not acting because this is something I've gone through.
- 40:39Speaker 3: This is my experience.
- 40:40Speaker 5: So I really didn't look at it like acting, but
- 40:43Speaker 5: I was comfortable enough to Pursue other interests in acting.
- 40:48Speaker 5: One of the interns that at the time was working
- 40:52Speaker 5: at IPNO, she decided to switch careers, becoming part of
- 40:58Speaker 5: the second line studios here in New Orleans.
- 41:00Speaker 3: And so she became my agent.
- 41:03Speaker 5: Megan Lewis, she's a tremendous person with good heart, good
- 41:07Speaker 5: spirit and stuff. And so she is responsible for me
- 41:11Speaker 5: being in These movies, the 12 Years a Slave, the
- 41:16Speaker 5: 12 Rounds with John Cena, it's just a few of
- 41:20Speaker 5: those movies she was instrumental in me being a part of.
- 41:24Speaker 2: What about working on the entire process of creating that
- 41:29Speaker 2: show with Laura was therapeutic for you?
- 41:34Speaker 3: Oh, absolutely. I mean, at.
- 41:38Speaker 5: One point I couldn't get through the mother scene, I'd
- 41:42Speaker 5: always break down and just get these flashbacks. And then
- 41:45Speaker 5: we'd have to stop and start back and stuff like that.
- 41:48Speaker 5: You know, it took me a long time to really
- 41:51Speaker 5: put my mom's death in perspective.
- 41:55Speaker 2: And that is something that you get to purge in
- 41:58Speaker 2: the show because it's your truth.
- 42:01Speaker 5: Right.
- 42:02Speaker 2: And, and Laura, to you, and it's very interesting. evident
- 42:07Speaker 2: in what you guys have created together, your empathy and
- 42:12Speaker 2: your compassion and your understanding. I know in addition to
- 42:16Speaker 2: being an incredibly gifted writer, you're also a compassion trainer,
- 42:22Speaker 2: but you are also the survivor of a violent attack
- 42:27Speaker 2: that happened years ago while you were traveling. In what
- 42:32Speaker 2: way did dealing with that trauma affect lead you to
- 42:36Speaker 2: what you do today and how you crossed paths with Greg?
- 42:43Speaker 4: Yeah, very directly. So as you mentioned, I was traveling
- 42:46Speaker 4: in Belize and I was picked up by a man
- 42:48Speaker 4: pretending to be a cab driver and I was kidnapped
- 42:51Speaker 4: into the jungle where I was robbed and raped and
- 42:54Speaker 4: the man intended to kill me and.
- 42:59Speaker 3: I couldn't run.
- 43:00Speaker 4: I couldn't hide. I couldn't overpower the man, but what
- 43:02Speaker 4: I could do was turn toward his pain. And you
- 43:05Speaker 4: mentioned earlier that one of your sort of fundamental beliefs
- 43:09Speaker 4: is that hurt people hurt people. And that was so
- 43:11Speaker 4: obvious in this experience. It was to my benefit that
- 43:15Speaker 4: he was a real talker. And so he was telling
- 43:17Speaker 4: me the problems of his life. And so I turned
- 43:19Speaker 4: my attention toward him. And caring for him is what
- 43:23Speaker 4: literally saved my life. And so at the end of
- 43:26Speaker 4: that experience, I was living in Los Angeles at the time.
- 43:29Speaker 4: I flew home. I was just trying to make sense
- 43:32Speaker 4: of this. what just happened and what is this thing
- 43:35Speaker 4: called compassion? I knew to call it compassion, but I
- 43:38Speaker 4: didn't know what compassion was. Certainly wasn't a compassion trainer
- 43:41Speaker 4: yet at that point. And so thus began my journey.
- 43:46Speaker 4: You know, I started down that walk of first trying
- 43:48Speaker 4: to learn about, first trying to heal from that experience,
- 43:52Speaker 4: from the fear of it, but also the disappointment that
- 43:57Speaker 4: I experienced when I wanted to express care and concern
- 44:01Speaker 4: for not just for myself, but also for him, for
- 44:04Speaker 4: his wellbeing, for his healing. Because to me, the best
- 44:10Speaker 4: consequence that could come from this is that we would
- 44:13Speaker 4: both heal so that he would no longer have the
- 44:15Speaker 4: kind of hurt and pain that would hurt then someone else.
- 44:19Speaker 4: But I was met with a lot of resistance to
- 44:22Speaker 4: that idea. And so I kept looking for teachers and
- 44:27Speaker 4: counselors who I could work with. And I was having
- 44:30Speaker 4: a really hard time finding people people who would match
- 44:33Speaker 4: my exploration. And so I moved to New Orleans right
- 44:38Speaker 4: after Katrina, and that seemed to make a lot of
- 44:40Speaker 4: sense to me. The city was sort of in upheaval.
- 44:43Speaker 4: My life was recently in upheaval. And everyone was just
- 44:48Speaker 4: putting pieces back together again. I didn't think about it consciously.
- 44:52Speaker 4: I love New Orleans, but I also felt really comfortable
- 44:56Speaker 4: in that mess. And I was only in New Orleans
- 45:00Speaker 4: for a couple of years before I met Greg and
- 45:02Speaker 4: the other exonerees. And so Greg was somebody who could
- 45:06Speaker 4: shed some light on the experience of incarceration and the
- 45:10Speaker 4: experience of people who were responsible for harm, but he
- 45:13Speaker 4: himself was not responsible for that harm. And so he
- 45:17Speaker 4: was a step closer to my questions. My time with
- 45:21Speaker 4: Greg was a way for me to really start to
- 45:24Speaker 4: sort out both my questions and some answers. So he
- 45:27Speaker 4: really became a great teacher for me.
- 45:30Speaker 2: So you both brought about a great deal of healing
- 45:34Speaker 2: in one another's lives just through this creative process that
- 45:39Speaker 2: you shared.
- 45:41Speaker 4: Healing is for sure a process. And I think we
- 45:45Speaker 4: intersected in that process. Greg had already done healing work
- 45:49Speaker 4: before we met. So had I. we were able to
- 45:52Speaker 4: support one another while we were working on the play.
- 45:55Speaker 4: And of course, both of us are still doing our
- 45:58Speaker 4: work beyond that. And yes, but there's something about working
- 46:02Speaker 4: on a creative project that places the experience outside of
- 46:06Speaker 4: us so that we can kind of look at it,
- 46:08Speaker 4: shape it, move it around. And I do want to
- 46:12Speaker 4: talk a little bit too about Greg talking about his
- 46:16Speaker 4: mom's death. When Greg and I first started, started meeting.
- 46:21Speaker 4: Greg talked about his mom's death every single time. And
- 46:26Speaker 4: it was by far the most painful thing still in
- 46:32Speaker 4: his life. And after a while, after months of this,
- 46:37Speaker 4: I became very concerned about what we were doing. Because yes,
- 46:43Speaker 4: working on a creative project and story sharing can be healing,
- 46:46Speaker 4: but it also can be re-traumatizing. And if done without
- 46:51Speaker 4: that care and sensitivity, it can be devastating.
- 46:56Speaker 2: It's like opening a wound.
- 46:57Speaker 4: It's opening a wound. It's opening a wound. I mean,
- 46:59Speaker 4: it was so complex and so deep. So I actually
- 47:03Speaker 4: went off for a little while and I got trained
- 47:05Speaker 4: in some trauma narrative work so that I could bring
- 47:09Speaker 4: some new skills back to our conversation. And we started
- 47:12Speaker 4: employing some of those techniques. And that's when Greg started
- 47:18Speaker 4: to remember his mom's words of advice because they came
- 47:23Speaker 4: to him at a time when he really needed them
- 47:25Speaker 4: in Angola. But then once coming home, he was so, Greg,
- 47:31Speaker 4: please let me know if I'm not saying this correctly,
- 47:32Speaker 4: but he seemed to be so overwhelmed then by the
- 47:35Speaker 4: grief that the wisdom had been lost inside the grief.
- 47:40Speaker 4: And so what the retelling of the play did was
- 47:43Speaker 4: it brought us back to the wisdom. I think the
- 47:46Speaker 4: trust in the theater is what led us to Being
- 47:50Speaker 4: able to cry through those scenes together over and over
- 47:53Speaker 4: again until finally we could do it without that level
- 47:56Speaker 4: of grief. Is that fair to say, Greg?
- 47:58Speaker 3: Yeah, absolutely. That's right on.
- 48:00Speaker 5: And so I can understand when people say that they
- 48:04Speaker 5: were affected by it or moved by that particular part
- 48:07Speaker 5: because it is the heart of the play.
- 48:11Speaker 2: I've had the pleasure, honestly, the honor of reading the
- 48:14Speaker 2: play multiple times at this point. And I always cry
- 48:20Speaker 2: at that point because it is so elegant in its honesty.
- 48:26Speaker 2: Simplicity is not the right word. It's honesty, but just
- 48:29Speaker 2: exquisite in its heartbreak because it's real.
- 48:34Speaker 4: And it was because of Greg that I went to
- 48:36Speaker 4: Angola for the first time. And since then, I have
- 48:41Speaker 4: been very involved in prison work. After Greg and I
- 48:44Speaker 4: wrote the play, I actually, I wrote a book and
- 48:47Speaker 4: published a book about my own experience and became a
- 48:51Speaker 4: compassion trainer and then ended up going to Angola once
- 48:55Speaker 4: a week for many years and working to create a
- 48:58Speaker 4: prison-wide compassion program.
- 49:01Speaker 2: I can't imagine for both of you how incredible that
- 49:05Speaker 2: trip together to Angola must have been because Greg, at
- 49:09Speaker 2: that point, you have processed a lot of demons that
- 49:13Speaker 2: were inflicted upon you by the experience in terms of
- 49:17Speaker 2: working on the play. And Laura, you get to see
- 49:21Speaker 2: a place that you have already seen through Greg's eyes
- 49:26Speaker 2: with your own. Was it a really emotional experience for
- 49:31Speaker 2: you to go there together?
- 49:32Speaker 5: I didn't have any personal interest going back to prison.
- 49:37Speaker 5: I wanted to go back For Laura's sake, because we
- 49:42Speaker 5: had talked so much about Angola that I know she
- 49:47Speaker 5: visualized it in her mind, but it's one thing to
- 49:51Speaker 5: see it in your mind and then to be standing there.
- 49:55Speaker 3: I wanted her to see what I saw while I
- 50:00Speaker 3: was there.
- 50:01Speaker 5: And I must say that when she got there, she
- 50:05Speaker 5: saw it. She saw what I saw. We go in
- 50:09Speaker 5: the dormitory and a guy come out.
- 50:11Speaker 3: I look around. I don't see Laura. The guy come
- 50:13Speaker 3: in and say, man, you with the lady? I'm like, yeah.
- 50:16Speaker 5: He said, man, she's outside crying. And I knew what
- 50:21Speaker 5: it was. I knew it was what she saw was
- 50:23Speaker 5: just so overwhelming. But I knew for me it would
- 50:27Speaker 5: draw a lot of memories back and feelings of helplessness
- 50:34Speaker 5: when I have to look at guys that I didn't
- 50:37Speaker 5: slept next to it and worked with, held long conversations with,
- 50:42Speaker 5: and now to suddenly be on the outside and looking
- 50:47Speaker 5: at them and dealing with them from the inside, it
- 50:52Speaker 5: was just another part of the story, but it's part
- 50:55Speaker 5: of the story that hit home with me because I
- 50:59Speaker 5: can't help this situation, you know what I mean? I
- 51:01Speaker 5: could just try to be strong, and that's the only
- 51:04Speaker 5: advice I could give someone in that situation.
- 51:08Speaker 3: It's just devastating.
- 51:12Speaker 4: For me, there were layers of complexity to it. It
- 51:15Speaker 4: was a really pivotal experience for me in terms of
- 51:19Speaker 4: being able to write the play, but also in my
- 51:21Speaker 4: own personal life. First, in terms of the play, Greg
- 51:24Speaker 4: had been saying for months and months that the play
- 51:28Speaker 4: wasn't just about him. And I kept saying, yeah, but
- 51:32Speaker 4: it's really about you. It's not about me. It's not
- 51:34Speaker 4: about me. It's about everyone there. And I did not
- 51:38Speaker 4: understand that until I went to Angola. When I walked
- 51:42Speaker 4: into the dorm and I felt, Greg talks about going
- 51:47Speaker 4: to parish prison and the smell. For me, when I
- 51:50Speaker 4: walked into the dorm, I just felt grief. And there
- 51:56Speaker 4: was nothing to do but cry. It was so much.
- 52:00Speaker 4: And in that moment, I realized, oh, this play is
- 52:04Speaker 4: not about Greg. Greg is one person in this enormous
- 52:08Speaker 4: system of both people who are innocent who end up
- 52:13Speaker 4: in prison and also people who are responsible for harm
- 52:16Speaker 4: who end up in prison. And so for me personally,
- 52:20Speaker 4: the person who harmed me, had he been convicted, he
- 52:26Speaker 4: in Louisiana would be spending the rest of his life
- 52:29Speaker 4: at Angola, hard labor. And I, since working at Angola,
- 52:34Speaker 4: have actually met people whose crimes look very similar to
- 52:37Speaker 4: the one that I experienced, who are spending the rest
- 52:40Speaker 4: of their lives at Angola. And what I know about
- 52:43Speaker 4: every person there is that they are absolutely more than
- 52:46Speaker 4: that event. And yet, that is not how we talk
- 52:50Speaker 4: about people. That is not how we see people. We
- 52:53Speaker 4: talk about, quote, murderers. A person who has taken a
- 52:57Speaker 4: life committed a murder. That does not make them a murderer.
- 53:02Speaker 4: It's not ongoing. I have the profound respect for so
- 53:08Speaker 4: many of the individuals who I've met over the years
- 53:12Speaker 4: there who have grappled with their crime, who are experiencing
- 53:18Speaker 4: the grief, the suffering, the shame, the regret, but also
- 53:22Speaker 4: the strength in living a life that also includes joy
- 53:25Speaker 4: and love and compassion and healing. And I think that
- 53:29Speaker 4: if we don't tell the whole complex story, then we're
- 53:31Speaker 4: missing the humanness of it. And so that's what I
- 53:34Speaker 4: got to see. And also Angola is beautiful. We forget
- 53:40Speaker 4: to mention that it's 18,000 acres of rolling farmland. It
- 53:44Speaker 4: is gorgeous land. It was a plantation. It's fertile soil.
- 53:49Speaker 4: And the juxtaposition of that beauty and the pain that's
- 53:54Speaker 4: on that land is really It's just profound. It's staggering.
- 53:59Speaker 2: See, that is the emotional connection. That is the complexity
- 54:04Speaker 2: of the human experience. And very much, you know, what
- 54:08Speaker 2: I'm hoping to help do with this podcast is to
- 54:14Speaker 2: show that emotional tether that we all have that erases
- 54:19Speaker 2: the us and the them. Because what you just said
- 54:23Speaker 2: goes right back to we're all victims of victims. And
- 54:26Speaker 2: if you understand that legacy of trauma and that domino effect,
- 54:31Speaker 2: that ripple effect it has, it just makes it more
- 54:37Speaker 2: possible for us to create a better world with all
- 54:42Speaker 2: of the people who are already in it, as opposed
- 54:46Speaker 2: to picking and choosing and viewing people as dispensable. Going
- 54:50Speaker 2: back to the show, Greg, if you can just explain
- 54:54Speaker 2: to me where the name for the play came from
- 54:58Speaker 2: and who Wing Ding is.
- 55:01Speaker 5: Yeah, Wing Ding was the guy that slept next to me,
- 55:03Speaker 5: you know, and he was someone that always had some
- 55:08Speaker 5: words of wisdom. He always quick to make people laugh,
- 55:11Speaker 5: you know, but he used to always get on me,
- 55:13Speaker 5: you know, because he figured, you smart, you smart, you know,
- 55:17Speaker 5: but You're fighting a shark in the water, you know.
- 55:20Speaker 5: I had no idea what he was talking about. You
- 55:23Speaker 5: grit your teeth at night. You sleep with your fist
- 55:26Speaker 5: ball up. You see, those are signs that you're fighting
- 55:29Speaker 5: a shark in the water, you know. I mean, he
- 55:31Speaker 5: used to really get on my nerve with that.
- 55:33Speaker 3: Never fight a shark in the water. You got to
- 55:35Speaker 3: get him on land. I'm like, man, what is you
- 55:38Speaker 3: talking about?
- 55:38Speaker 5: I ain't fighting no sharks. He's like, yeah, you're fighting
- 55:42Speaker 5: them sharks in the water. It just occurred to me
- 55:44Speaker 5: one day that I said, yeah, it's just like Wayne
- 55:48Speaker 5: Dang used to say, you never fight a shark in water.
- 55:50Speaker 5: The only way you could really get him is to
- 55:52Speaker 5: get him on land. And it just stayed with me,
- 55:55Speaker 5: you know.
- 55:56Speaker 2: Even you explaining how, because the play really shows the
- 56:03Speaker 2: triumph of the human spirit over adversity, over trauma. But
- 56:09Speaker 2: I viewed fighting a shark in water was basically giving
- 56:13Speaker 2: into anger. Yeah. that it's you're setting yourself up for
- 56:18Speaker 2: failure if you give in to anger. And that's what
- 56:21Speaker 2: you were able to overcome. Laura, do you see parallels
- 56:28Speaker 2: in terms of Greg's giving up on his anger with
- 56:32Speaker 2: you basically refusing to identify solely as a victim?
- 56:38Speaker 3: Yeah.
- 56:38Speaker 4: Anger is a dead end. There's nowhere to go. I
- 56:43Speaker 4: use the word compassion a lot. Compassion is is simply
- 56:46Speaker 4: recognizing suffering and being motivated to help. It's not condoning
- 56:51Speaker 4: bad behavior. It's not even the same as forgiveness. It's
- 56:54Speaker 4: just recognizing suffering and being motivated to help. And that's
- 56:58Speaker 4: a visionary stance because you have to see all the
- 57:00Speaker 4: way beyond the suffering. Anger, there's nowhere to see beyond it.
- 57:06Speaker 4: Greg and I both giving ourselves the opportunity to have
- 57:10Speaker 4: a little bit of emotional relief I think that's the
- 57:13Speaker 4: essence of our lives. And then we put that into
- 57:16Speaker 4: the play. I think Greg and I, you know, we
- 57:19Speaker 4: were both kidnapped in different ways. Greg was kidnapped for
- 57:22Speaker 4: a really long time. We don't call it that, but
- 57:25Speaker 4: that's in fact what it was. He was taken from
- 57:27Speaker 4: his home and he was held for 27 and a
- 57:29Speaker 4: half years. And inside of that 27 years, Greg lived
- 57:34Speaker 4: a full life of all the emotional highs and lows
- 57:37Speaker 4: that come with life. And so, I hope that that
- 57:41Speaker 4: comes through in our conversations and in the play because
- 57:46Speaker 4: we keep coming back to the truth is in the complexity.
- 57:49Speaker 4: And as soon as we try to simplify any experience,
- 57:54Speaker 4: even the experience of anger, we're in territory that just
- 57:57Speaker 4: maybe isn't as rich as we want it to be.
- 58:02Speaker 3: As authentic.
- 58:03Speaker 4: As authentic, yeah.
- 58:05Speaker 2: What does your friendship mean to both of you? And Greg,
- 58:09Speaker 2: I'll let you go first.
- 58:11Speaker 3: Oh, yeah.
- 58:12Speaker 5: It's been really life-changing, you know what I mean? Laura
- 58:14Speaker 5: has taught me a lot. I've had the opportunity, the
- 58:17Speaker 5: chance to release a lot of positive energy. The healing
- 58:23Speaker 5: has been something that was never offered in any way
- 58:31Speaker 5: from the people who was responsible for this. And The
- 58:36Speaker 5: play is something that I feel real strong about and
- 58:42Speaker 5: I feel that it's a special thing being able to
- 58:48Speaker 5: share that experience with people and not bring these emotions,
- 58:53Speaker 5: being free of these emotions. I can express it as
- 58:57Speaker 5: I don't get angry with the lady who testified against
- 59:00Speaker 5: me when I.
- 59:00Speaker 3: Do the play.
- 59:02Speaker 5: I don't get angry with the judge or the police officer.
- 59:05Speaker 5: I don't get angry with them. As far as I care,
- 59:10Speaker 5: they can be sitting in the audience. My only purpose
- 59:13Speaker 5: here is to help. My purpose is not here to
- 59:17Speaker 5: hurt anyone.
- 59:18Speaker 2: Absolutely.
- 59:19Speaker 5: Yeah.
- 59:20Speaker 4: Gosh, like all great relationships. You know, Greg has lots
- 59:24Speaker 4: of roles in my life. He's a friend. He's an
- 59:26Speaker 4: amazing collaborator. He's a guide, a teacher.
- 59:29Speaker 3: A wise person.
- 59:30Speaker 4: One, you know, we worked really hard for a long
- 59:33Speaker 4: time on this, and then we put it down. We
- 59:37Speaker 4: also weren't in each other's lives as much. Years have
- 59:40Speaker 4: gone by when we have just had a small touch
- 59:45Speaker 4: in each other's lives. And interestingly, being invited into this
- 59:48Speaker 4: conversation and also being invited to put the play back
- 59:52Speaker 4: on in September has brought Greg and I back, not
- 59:56Speaker 4: just to the conversation about wrongful conviction, but back to
- 59:59Speaker 4: each other. So it's really special and wonderful. And yeah,
- 1:00:03Speaker 4: it feels really super good. It feels great.
- 1:00:06Speaker 2: I can't tell you the joy that fills my soul with,
- 1:00:10Speaker 2: but also the fact that you are going to perform
- 1:00:13Speaker 2: the play again this fall. Can you give me details
- 1:00:17Speaker 2: so that we can link to it? And I hope
- 1:00:19Speaker 2: to be there in person.
- 1:00:21Speaker 4: Oh, that would be wonderful. We would love for you
- 1:00:22Speaker 4: to be there.
- 1:00:23Speaker 3: Yes, yes.
- 1:00:24Speaker 4: The New Orleans Historic Collection is mounting an exhibition about
- 1:00:28Speaker 4: the history of incarceration in Louisiana. It's going to open
- 1:00:30Speaker 4: in September, and Greg has been invited to perform Never
- 1:00:34Speaker 4: Fight a Shark as part of their programming. It'll be
- 1:00:37Speaker 4: the middle of September, and Greg will be offering three performances.
- 1:00:43Speaker 3: Yes.
- 1:00:44Speaker 2: Oh, I'm going to figure out a way that I
- 1:00:46Speaker 2: can be sitting in that audience.
- 1:00:47Speaker 4: Fantastic.
- 1:00:48Speaker 2: Thank you guys so much for your time today. It
- 1:00:51Speaker 2: is such a pleasure to speak with both of you.
- 1:00:53Speaker 3: Thank you so much.
- 1:00:54Speaker 4: Thank you so much. Really appreciate it.
- 1:00:57Speaker 2: And in the show description, we will include links to
- 1:00:59Speaker 2: both Greg's upcoming performances and a filmed excerpt of Never
- 1:01:03Speaker 2: Fight a Shark in Water, as well as one to
- 1:01:06Speaker 2: Lara Naughton's compelling memoir, The Jaguar Man. Thank you for
- 1:01:20Speaker 2: listening to Wrongful Conviction. I'm Lauren Bright Pacheco. Please support
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- 1:01:34Speaker 2: and Kevin Wardus, as well as our producers, Annie Chelsea,
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