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  Speaker 1: Section thirty two of The thirty thousand Dollar Bequest and
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  Speaker 1: Other Stories. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings
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  Speaker 1: and Other Stories by Mark Twain, Section thirty two Eve's Diary,
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  Speaker 1: translated from the original Saturday, I am almost a whole
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  Speaker 1: day old now. I arrived yesterday. That is as it
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  Speaker 1: seems to me, and it must be so, for if
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  Speaker 1: there was a day before yesterday, I was not there
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  Speaker 1: when it happened, or I should remember it. It could be,
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  Speaker 1: of course, that it did happen, and that I was
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  Speaker 1: not noticing very well. I will be very watchful now,
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  Speaker 1: and if any day before yesterday's happen, I will make
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  Speaker 1: a note of it. It will be best to start
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  Speaker 1: right and not let the record get confused. For some
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  Speaker 1: instinct tells me that these details are going to be
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  Speaker 1: important to the historian some day. For I feel like
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  Speaker 1: an experiment. I feel exactly like an experiment. It would
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  Speaker 1: be impossible for a person to feel more like an
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  Speaker 1: experiment than I do, and so I am coming to
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  Speaker 1: feel convinced that that is what I am. An experiment,
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  Speaker 1: just an experiment and nothing more. Then if I am
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  Speaker 1: an experiment, am I the whole of it? No? I
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  Speaker 1: think not. I think the rest of it is part
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  Speaker 1: of it. I am the main part of it, but
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  Speaker 1: I think the rest of it has its share in
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  Speaker 1: the matter. Is my position assured or do I have
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  Speaker 1: to watch it and take care of it? The latter.
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  Speaker 1: Perhaps some instinct tells me that eternal vigilance is the
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  Speaker 1: price of supremacy. That is a good phrase, I think
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  Speaker 1: for one so young. Everything looks better today than it
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  Speaker 1: did yesterday. In the rush of finishing up yesterday, the
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  Speaker 1: mountains were left in a ragged condition, and some of
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  Speaker 1: the plains were so cluttered with rubbish and remnence that
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  Speaker 1: the aspects were quite distressing. Noble and beautiful works of
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  Speaker 1: art should not be subjected to haste, and this majestic
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  Speaker 1: New World is indeed a most noble and beautiful work,
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  Speaker 1: and certainly marvelously near to being perfect, notwithstanding the shortness
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  Speaker 1: of the time. There are too many stars in some
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  Speaker 1: places and not enough in others, but that can be
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  Speaker 1: remedied presently, No doubt the moon got loose last night
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  Speaker 1: and slid down and fell out of the scheme, a
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  Speaker 1: very great loss. It breaks my heart to think of it.
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  Speaker 1: There isn't another thing among the ornaments and decorations that
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  Speaker 1: is comparable to it. For beauty and finish. It should
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  Speaker 1: have been fastened better if we can only get it
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  Speaker 1: back again. But of course there is no telling where
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  Speaker 1: it went to, and besides, whoever gets it will hide it.
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  Speaker 1: I know it because I would do it myself. I
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  Speaker 1: believe I can be honest in all other matters. But
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  Speaker 1: I already begin to realize that the core and center
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  Speaker 1: of my nature is love of the beautiful, a passion
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  Speaker 1: for the beautiful, and that it would not be safe
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  Speaker 1: to trust me with a moon that belonged to another
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  Speaker 1: person and that person didn't know I had it. I
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  Speaker 1: could give up a moon that I found in the
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  Speaker 1: daytime because I should be afraid some one was looking.
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  Speaker 1: But if I found it in the dark, I am
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  Speaker 1: sure I should find some kind of an excuse for
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  Speaker 1: not saying anything about it. For I do love moons.
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  Speaker 1: They are so pretty and so romantic. I wish we
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  Speaker 1: had five or six. I would never go to bed,
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  Speaker 1: I should never get tired lying on the moss bank
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  Speaker 1: and looking up at them. Stars are good too. I
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  Speaker 1: wish I could get some to put in my hair,
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  Speaker 1: but I suppose I never can. You would be surprised
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  Speaker 1: to find how far off they are, for they do
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  Speaker 1: not look it when they first showed last night. I
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  Speaker 1: tried to knock some down with a pole, but it
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  Speaker 1: didn't reach, which astonished me. Then I tried clods till
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  Speaker 1: I was all tired out, but I never got one.
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  Speaker 1: It was because I am left handed and cannot throw good.
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  Speaker 1: Even when I aimed at the one, I wasn't after
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  Speaker 1: I couldn't hit the other one, though I did make
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  Speaker 1: some close shots, for I saw the black blot of
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  Speaker 1: the clod sail right into the midst of the golden
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  Speaker 1: clusters forty or fifty times, just barely missing them. And
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  Speaker 1: if I could have held out a little longer, maybe
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  Speaker 1: I could have got one. So I cried a little,
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  Speaker 1: which was natural, I suppose, for one of my age.
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  Speaker 1: And after I was rested, I got a basket and
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  Speaker 1: started for a place on the extreme rim of the
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  Speaker 1: circle where the stars were close to the ground and
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  Speaker 1: I could get them with my hands, which would be
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  Speaker 1: better anyway, because I could gather them tenderly then and
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  Speaker 1: not break them. But it was farther than I thought,
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  Speaker 1: and at last I had to give it up. I
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  Speaker 1: was so tired I couldn't drag my feet another step,
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  Speaker 1: and besides they sore and hurt me very much. I
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  Speaker 1: couldn't get back home. It was too far in turning cold.
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  Speaker 1: But I found some tigers and nestled in among them,
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  Speaker 1: and was most adorably comfortable. And their breath was sweet
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  Speaker 1: and pleasant because they live on strawberries. I had never
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  Speaker 1: seen a tiger before, but I knew them in a
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  Speaker 1: minute by the stripes. If I could have one of
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  Speaker 1: those skins, it would make a lovely gown. To day,
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  Speaker 1: I am getting better ideas about distances. I was so
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  Speaker 1: eager to get hold of every pretty thing that I
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  Speaker 1: giddily grabbed for it, sometimes when it was too far off,
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  Speaker 1: and sometimes when it was about six inches away but
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  Speaker 1: seemed a foot alas with thorns between, I learned the lesson.
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  Speaker 1: Also I made an axiom, all out of my own head,
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  Speaker 1: my very first one, the scratched experiment shuns the thorn.
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  Speaker 1: I think it is a very good one for one
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  Speaker 1: so young. I followed the other experiment around yesterday afternoon
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  Speaker 1: at a distance to see what it might be for
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  Speaker 1: if I could, but I was not able to make out.
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  Speaker 1: I think it is a man. I had never seen
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  Speaker 1: a man, but it looked like one, and I feel
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  Speaker 1: sure that that is what it is. I realized that
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  Speaker 1: I feel more curiosity about it than about any of
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  Speaker 1: the other reptiles if it is a reptile, and I
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  Speaker 1: suppose it is, for it has frowsy hair and blue
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  Speaker 1: eyes and looks like a reptile. It has no hips.
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  Speaker 1: It tapers like a carrot. When it stands, it spreads
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  Speaker 1: itself apart like a derrick. So I think it is
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  Speaker 1: a reptile, though it may be architecture. I was afraid
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  Speaker 1: of it at first, and started to run every time
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  Speaker 1: it turned around, for I thought it was going to
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  Speaker 1: chase me. But by and by I found it was
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  Speaker 1: only trying to get away, So after that I was
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  Speaker 1: not timid any more, but tracked it along several hours,
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  Speaker 1: about twenty yards behind, which made it nervous and unhappy.
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  Speaker 1: At last, it was a good deal. Worried and climbed
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  Speaker 1: a tree. I waited a good while, then gave it
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  Speaker 1: up and went home to day the same thing over.
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  Speaker 1: I've got it up the tree again. Sunday it is
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  Speaker 1: up there yet, resting apparently, But it is a subterfuge. Sunday,
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  Speaker 1: isn't the day of rest? Saturday is appointed for that.
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  Speaker 1: It looks to me like a creature that is more
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  Speaker 1: interested in resting than in anything else. It would tire
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  Speaker 1: me to rest so much. It tires me just to
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  Speaker 1: sit around and watch the tree. I do wonder what
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  Speaker 1: it is, for I never see it do anything. They
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  Speaker 1: returned the moon last night, and I was so happy.
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  Speaker 1: I think it is very honest of them. It slid
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  Speaker 1: down and fell off again, but I was not distressed.
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  Speaker 1: There is no need to worry when one has that
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  Speaker 1: kind of neighbors. They will fetch it back. I wish
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  Speaker 1: I could do something to show my appreciation. I would
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  Speaker 1: like to send them some stars, for we have more
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  Speaker 1: than we can use. I mean, I not we, for
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  Speaker 1: I can see that the reptile cares nothing for such things.
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  Speaker 1: It has low tastes and is not kind. When I
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  Speaker 1: went there yesterday evening in the gloaming, it had crept
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  Speaker 1: down and was trying to catch the little speckled fishes
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  Speaker 1: that lay in the pool. And I had to clot
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  Speaker 1: it to make it go up the tree again and
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  Speaker 1: let them alone. I wonder if that is what it
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  Speaker 1: is for. Hasn't it any heart? Hasn't it any compassion
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  Speaker 1: for those little creatures? Can it be that it was
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  Speaker 1: designed and manufactured for such ungentle work? It has the
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  Speaker 1: look of it. One of the clods took it back
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  Speaker 1: of the ear and it used language. It gave me
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  Speaker 1: a thrill, for it was the first time I had
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  Speaker 1: ever heard speech except my own. I did not understand
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  Speaker 1: the words, but they seemed expressive. When I found it
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  Speaker 1: could talk, I felt a new interest in it, for
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  Speaker 1: I love to talk. I talk all day and in
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  Speaker 1: my sleep too, and I am very interesting. But if
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  Speaker 1: I had another to talk to, I could be twice
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  Speaker 1: as interesting and would never stop if desired. If this
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  Speaker 1: reptile is a man, it isn't an it is it?
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  Speaker 1: That wouldn't be grammatical, would it? I think it would
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  Speaker 1: be he? I think so. In that case, one would
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  Speaker 1: parse it thus nominative, he, dative, him, possessive his'n Well,
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  Speaker 1: I will consider it a man and call it he
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  Speaker 1: until it turns out to be something else. This will
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  Speaker 1: be handier than having so many uncertainties. Next week Sunday.
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  Speaker 1: All the week I tagged around after him and tried
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  Speaker 1: to get acquainted. I had to do the talking because
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  Speaker 1: he was shy, but I didn't mind it. He seemed
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  Speaker 1: pleased to have me around, and I used the sociable
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  Speaker 1: we a good deal because it seemed to flatter him
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  Speaker 1: to be included. Wednesday, we are getting along very well
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  Speaker 1: indeed now and getting better and better acquainted. He does
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  Speaker 1: not try to avoid me any more, which is a
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  Speaker 1: good sign and shows that he likes to have me
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  Speaker 1: with him. That pleases me, and I study to be
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  Speaker 1: useful to him in every way I can so as
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  Speaker 1: to increase his regard. During the last day or two,
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  Speaker 1: I have taken all the work of naming things off
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  Speaker 1: his hands, and this has been a great relief to him,
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  Speaker 1: for he has no gift in that line and is
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  Speaker 1: evidently very grateful. He can't think of a rational name
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  Speaker 1: to save him, but I do not let him see
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  Speaker 1: that I am aware of his defect. Whenever a new
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  Speaker 1: creature comes along, I name it before he has time
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  Speaker 1: to expose himself by an awkward silence. In this way
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  Speaker 1: I have saved him many embarrassments. I have no defect
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  Speaker 1: like this. The minute I set eyes on an animal,
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  Speaker 1: I know what it is. I don't have to reflect
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  Speaker 1: a moment. The right name comes out instantly, just as
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  Speaker 1: if it were an inspiration, as no doubt it is
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  Speaker 1: for I am sure it wasn't in me half a
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  Speaker 1: minute before. I seemed to know, just by the shape
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  Speaker 1: of the creature and the way it acts, what animal
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  Speaker 1: it is. When the dodo came along, he thought it
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  Speaker 1: was a wild cat. I saw it in his eye,
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  Speaker 1: but I saved him, and I was careful not to
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  Speaker 1: do it in a way that could hurt his pride.
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  Speaker 1: I just spoke up in a quite natural way of
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  Speaker 1: pleasing surprise, and not as if I was dreaming of
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  Speaker 1: conveying information, and said, well, I do declare if there
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  Speaker 1: isn't the dodo, I explained, without seeming to be explaining
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  Speaker 1: how I know it for a dodo. And although I
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  Speaker 1: thought maybe he was a little piqued that I knew
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  Speaker 1: the creature when he didn't, it was quite evident that
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  Speaker 1: he admired me. That was very agreeable, and I thought
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  Speaker 1: of it more than once with gratification before I slept.
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  Speaker 1: How little a thing can make us happy when we
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  Speaker 1: feel that we have earned it. Thursday my first sorrow.
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  Speaker 1: Yesterday he avoided me and seemed to wish I would
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  Speaker 1: not talk to him. I could not believe it, and
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  Speaker 1: thought there was some mistake, for I loved to be
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  Speaker 1: with him and loved to hear him talk, and so
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  Speaker 1: how could it be that he could feel unkind toward
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  Speaker 1: me when I had not done anything? But at last
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  Speaker 1: it seemed true. So I went away and sat lonely
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  Speaker 1: in the place where I first saw him the morning
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  Speaker 1: that we were made. And I did not know what
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  Speaker 1: he was and was indifferent about him. But now it
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  Speaker 1: was a mournful place, and every little thing spoke of him,
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  Speaker 1: and my heart was very sore. I did not know
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  Speaker 1: why very clearly, for it was a new feeling. I
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  Speaker 1: had not experienced it before, and it was all a mystery,
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  Speaker 1: and I could not make it out. But when night came,
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  Speaker 1: I could not bear the lonesomeness and went to the
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  Speaker 1: new shelter which he has built, to ask him what
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  Speaker 1: I had done that was wrong, and how I could
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  Speaker 1: mend it and get back his kindness again. But he
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  Speaker 1: put me out in the rain, and it was my
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  Speaker 1: first sorrow. Sunday. It is pleasant again now, and I
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  Speaker 1: am happy. But those were heavy days. I do not
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  Speaker 1: think of them when I can help it. I tried
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  Speaker 1: to get him some of those apples, but I cannot
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  Speaker 1: learn to throw straight. I failed, but I think the
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  Speaker 1: good intention pleased him. They are forbidden, and he says,
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  Speaker 1: I shall come to harm. But so I come to
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  Speaker 1: harm through pleasing him. Why shall I care for that harm? Monday?
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  Speaker 1: This morning I told him my name, hoping it would
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  Speaker 1: interest him, But he did not care for it. It
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  Speaker 1: is strange. If he should tell me his name, I
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  Speaker 1: would care. I think it would be pleasanter in my
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  Speaker 1: ears than any other sound. He talks very little. Perhaps
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  Speaker 1: it is because he is not bright and is sensitive
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  Speaker 1: about it and wishes to conceal feel it. It is
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  Speaker 1: such a pity that he should feel so, for brightness
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  Speaker 1: is nothing. It is in the heart that the values lie.
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  Speaker 1: I wish I could make him understand that a loving,
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  Speaker 1: good heart is riches and riches enough, and that without it,
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  Speaker 1: intellect is poverty. Although he talks so little, he has
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  Speaker 1: quite a considerable vocabulary. This morning he used a surprisingly
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  Speaker 1: good word. He evidently recognized himself that it was a
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  Speaker 1: good one, for he worked it in twice afterward. Casually.
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  Speaker 1: It was good casual art. Still it showed that he
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  Speaker 1: possesses a certain quality of perception, without a doubt, that
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  Speaker 1: seed can be made to grow if cultivated. Where did
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  Speaker 1: he get that word? I do not think I have
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  Speaker 1: ever used it. No, he took no interest in my name.
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  Speaker 1: I tried to hide my disappointment, but I suppose I
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  Speaker 1: did not succeed. I went away and sat on the
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  Speaker 1: moss bank with my feet in the water. It is
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  Speaker 1: where I go when I hunger for companionship, someone to
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  Speaker 1: look at, someone to talk to. It is not enough
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  Speaker 1: that lovely white body painted there in the pool, But
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  Speaker 1: it is something, and something is better than utter loneliness.
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  Speaker 1: It talks when I talk. It is sad. When I
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  Speaker 1: am sad, it comforts me with its sympathy. It says,
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  Speaker 1: do not be downhearted, you poor friendless girl. I will
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  Speaker 1: be your friend. It is a good friend to me,
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  Speaker 1: and my only one. It is my sister. That first
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  Speaker 1: time that she forsook me. Ah, I shall never forget that,
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  Speaker 1: never never my heart was lead in my body. I
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  Speaker 1: said she was all I had, And now she is gone.
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  Speaker 1: In my despair. I said, break my heart, I cannot
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  Speaker 1: bear my life anymore, and hid my face in my hands,
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  Speaker 1: and there was no solace for me. And when I
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  Speaker 1: took them away after a little there she was again
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  Speaker 1: white and shining in beautiful and I sprang into her arms.
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  Speaker 1: That was perfect happiness. I had known happiness before, but
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  Speaker 1: it was not like this, which was ecstasy. I never
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  Speaker 1: doubted her afterward. Sometimes she stayed away, maybe an hour,
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  Speaker 1: maybe almost the whole day, but I waited and did
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  Speaker 1: not doubt. I said, she is busy, or she has
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  Speaker 1: gone on a journey, but she will come. And it
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  Speaker 1: was so she always did. At night. She would not
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  Speaker 1: come if it was dark, for she was a timid
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  Speaker 1: little thing, But if there was a moon, she would come.
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  Speaker 1: I am not afraid of the dark. But she is
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  Speaker 1: younger than I am. She was born after I was
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  Speaker 1: many and many are the visits I have paid her.
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  Speaker 1: She is my comfort and my refuge when my life
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  Speaker 1: is hard, and it is mainly that Tuesday. All the
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  Speaker 1: morning I was at work improving the estate, and I
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  Speaker 1: purposely kept away from him, in the hope that he
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  Speaker 1: would get lonely and come. But he did not. At noon,
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  Speaker 1: I stopped for the day and took my recreation by
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  Speaker 1: flitting all about with the bees and the butterflies, and
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  Speaker 1: reveling in the flowers, those beautiful creatures that catch the
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  Speaker 1: smile of God out of the sky and preserve it.
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  Speaker 1: I gathered them and made them into wreaths and garlands,
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  Speaker 1: and clothed myself in them while I ate my luncheon apples.
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  Speaker 1: Of course, then I sat in the shade and wished
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  Speaker 1: and waited. But he did not come. But no matter,
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  Speaker 1: nothing would have come of it, for he does not
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  Speaker 1: care for flowers. He called them rubbish, and cannot tell
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  Speaker 1: one from another, and thinks it is superior to feel
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  Speaker 1: like that. He does not care for me. He does
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  Speaker 1: not care for flowers. He does not care for the
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  Speaker 1: painted sky at even tide. Is there anything he does
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  Speaker 1: care for except building shacks to coop himself up in
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  Speaker 1: from the good, clean rain, and thumping the melons, and
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  Speaker 1: sampling the grapes and fingering the fruit on the trees.
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  Speaker 1: To see how those properties are coming along. I laid
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  Speaker 1: a dry stick on the ground and tried to bore
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  Speaker 1: a hole in it with another one, in order to
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  Speaker 1: carry out a scheme that I had and soon I
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  Speaker 1: got an awful fright. A thin, transparent, bluish film rose
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  Speaker 1: out of the hole, and I dropped everything and ran.
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  Speaker 1: I thought it was a spirit, and I was so frightened.
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  Speaker 1: But I looked back and it was not coming. So
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  Speaker 1: I leaned against a rock and rested and panted, and
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  Speaker 1: let my limbs go on trembling until they got steady again.
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  Speaker 1: Then I crept warily back, alert, watching and ready to
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  Speaker 1: fly if there was occasion. And when I was come near,
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  Speaker 1: I parted the branches of a rose bush and peeped through,
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  Speaker 1: wishing the man was about. I was looking so cunning
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: and pretty, But the sprite was gone. I went there
• 18:53
  Speaker 1: and there was a pinch of delicate pink dust in
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: the hole. I put my finger in to feel it,
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: and said, and took it out again. It was a
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: cruel pain. I put my finger in my mouth, and
• 19:06
  Speaker 1: by standing first on one foot and then the other,
• 19:08
  Speaker 1: and grunting, I presently eased my misery. Then I was
• 19:12
  Speaker 1: full of interest and began to examine. I was curious
• 19:17
  Speaker 1: to know what the pink dust was. Suddenly the name
• 19:20
  Speaker 1: of it occurred to me, though I had never heard
• 19:22
  Speaker 1: of it before. It was fire. I was as certain
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: of it as a person could be of anything in
• 19:28
  Speaker 1: the world, So without hesitation, I named it that fire.
• 19:34
  Speaker 1: I had created something that didn't exist before. I had
• 19:38
  Speaker 1: added a new thing to the world's uncountable properties. I
• 19:42
  Speaker 1: realized this and was proud of my achievement and was
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: going to run and find him and tell him about it,
• 19:48
  Speaker 1: thinking to raise myself in his esteem. But I reflected
• 19:52
  Speaker 1: and did not do it. No, he would not care
• 19:55
  Speaker 1: for it. He would ask what it was good for,
• 19:58
  Speaker 1: and what could I answer for if it was not
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: good for something but only beautiful, merely beautiful. So I
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: sighed and did not go for it wasn't good for anything.
• 20:09
  Speaker 1: It could not build a shack, It could not improve melons,
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: it could not hurry a fruit crop. It was useless.
• 20:17
  Speaker 1: It was a foolishness and a vanity. He would despise
• 20:20
  Speaker 1: it and say cutting words, but to me it was
• 20:24
  Speaker 1: not despicable. I said, oh, you fire, I love you, you
• 20:28
  Speaker 1: dainty pink creature, for you are beautiful and that is enough,
• 20:33
  Speaker 1: and was going to gather it to my breast, but refrained.
• 20:37
  Speaker 1: Then I made another maxim out of my head. Though
• 20:40
  Speaker 1: it was so nearly like the first one that I
• 20:43
  Speaker 1: was afraid it was only a plagiarism. The burnt experiment
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: shuns the fire. I rot again, and when I had
• 20:51
  Speaker 1: made a good deal of fire dust, I emptied it
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: into a handful of dry brown grass, intending to carry
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: it home and keep it always in play with it.
• 21:00
  Speaker 1: But the wind struck it, and it sprayed up and
• 21:03
  Speaker 1: spat out at me fiercely, and I dropped it and ran.
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: When I looked back, the blue spirit was towering up
• 21:10
  Speaker 1: and stretching and rolling away like a cloud. And instantly
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: I thought of the name of it, smoke, though upon
• 21:17
  Speaker 1: my word, I had never heard of smoke before. Soon
• 21:21
  Speaker 1: brilliant yellow and red flares shot up through the smoke,
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: and I named them in an instant flames. And I
• 21:28
  Speaker 1: was right too, though these were the very first flames
• 21:31
  Speaker 1: that had ever been in the world. They climbed the trees,
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: then flashed splendidly in and out of the vast and
• 21:37
  Speaker 1: increasing volume of tumbling smoke, and I had to clap
• 21:41
  Speaker 1: my hands and laugh and dance in my rapture. It
• 21:44
  Speaker 1: was so new and strange, and so wonderful and so beautiful.
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: He came running and stopped and gazed and said not
• 21:52
  Speaker 1: a word for many minutes. Then he asked what it was. Ah,
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: it was too bad that he should ask such a
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: direct Questioneschin. I had to answer it, of course, and
• 22:02
  Speaker 1: I did. I said it was fire. If it annoyed him,
• 22:07
  Speaker 1: that I should know, and he must ask. That was
• 22:09
  Speaker 1: not my fault. I had no desire to annoy him.
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: After a pause, he asked how did it come? Another
• 22:18
  Speaker 1: direct question, and it also had to have a direct answer.
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: I made it. The fire was traveling farther and farther off.
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: He went to the edge of the burned place and
• 22:29
  Speaker 1: stood looking down and said, what are these fire coals?
• 22:35
  Speaker 1: He picked up one to examine it, but changed his
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: mind and put it down again. Then he went away.
• 22:41
  Speaker 1: Nothing interests him, but I was interested. There were ashes,
• 22:47
  Speaker 1: gray and soft and delicate and pretty. I knew what
• 22:50
  Speaker 1: they were at once, and the embers. I knew the
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: embers too. I found my apples and raked them out
• 22:57
  Speaker 1: and was glad for I am very youngung and my
• 23:00
  Speaker 1: appetite is active. But I was disappointed. They were all
• 23:04
  Speaker 1: burst open and spoiled. Spoiled apparently, but it was not so.
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: They were better than raw ones. Fire is beautiful. Some
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: day it will be useful, I think Friday. I saw
• 23:18
  Speaker 1: him again for a moment last Monday, at nightfall, but
• 23:21
  Speaker 1: only for a moment. I was hoping he would praise
• 23:25
  Speaker 1: me for trying to improve the estate, for I had
• 23:28
  Speaker 1: meant well and had worked hard. But he was not
• 23:31
  Speaker 1: pleased and turned away and left me. He was also
• 23:34
  Speaker 1: displeased on another account. I tried once more to persuade
• 23:38
  Speaker 1: him to stop going over the falls. That was because
• 23:42
  Speaker 1: the fire had revealed to me a new passion, quite
• 23:45
  Speaker 1: new and distinctly different from love, grief and those others
• 23:49
  Speaker 1: which I had already discovered. Fear. And it is horrible.
• 23:54
  Speaker 1: I wish I had never discovered it. It gives me
• 23:57
  Speaker 1: dark moments and spoils my happiness, and it makes me
• 24:01
  Speaker 1: shiver and tremble and shudder. But I could not persuade him,
• 24:05
  Speaker 1: for he has not discovered fear yet, and so he
• 24:08
  Speaker 1: could not understand me. And of Eve's diary