Latest / The Breakfast Club / INTERVIEW: Ferg Talks ‘DAROLD,’ Therapy, Writing ‘Pool,’ KDot, Yams, Young Thug, Denzel Curry + More
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning.
- 0:02Speaker 2: Breakfast Club, Morning, everybody in stej en Vy, Jesse, Hilarrys Charlamage,
- 0:08Speaker 2: the guy. We all the breakfast club. We got a
- 0:10Speaker 2: special gainst in the building. Babies and gentleman firs.
- 0:15Speaker 1: Off feeling So no more a safer Uh, it's still
- 0:20Speaker 1: a SAPs on my chest. Okay, Sappers forever. I'm always
- 0:23Speaker 1: striving and prospering. But Ferg is like, you know, did
- 0:27Speaker 1: he change his name? It's a funny name. It's a
- 0:29Speaker 1: funny title to bring up Diddy, right, It's like, but
- 0:33Speaker 1: you know it happened. Yeah, did he changed his name
- 0:37Speaker 1: a few times? And it represented different eras of his career.
- 0:41Speaker 1: And That's where I'm at with it.
- 0:44Speaker 3: Just your baby oil Era.
- 0:48Speaker 1: Did listen, I'm I'm Diddy is my family and I
- 0:53Speaker 1: love his family. I don't know all of what's going
- 0:56Speaker 1: on with this case and everything like that. And it's
- 0:59Speaker 1: a bunch of hare to say. Really, it's like a
- 1:02Speaker 1: thousand bottles of baby or what that has to do
- 1:04Speaker 1: anything with him being a bad man. So yeah, he
- 1:08Speaker 1: just a rich man with a bunch of baby.
- 1:11Speaker 2: So you didn't say this is a new I guess
- 1:13Speaker 2: new energy in your life right now to take the
- 1:15Speaker 2: A SAP off. So what what is the difference? Is
- 1:18Speaker 2: it a crew? Was it more individual?
- 1:20Speaker 3: Is it? Well?
- 1:21Speaker 1: I feel like a SAP puts me in group think.
- 1:23Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You think about the era,
- 1:26Speaker 1: the which is a golden era, you know what I'm saying.
- 1:30Speaker 1: Like we changed the game, and it's just like for
- 1:32Speaker 1: me to change the game a whole other way and
- 1:35Speaker 1: in an individual way now, Like I was known for
- 1:38Speaker 1: being Ferg my whole life, Like I met Rocky as Ferg,
- 1:41Speaker 1: I met yams Is Ferg. And then like when we
- 1:44Speaker 1: came together as a group effort, we all changed our
- 1:46Speaker 1: name to a SAP for like how bone thus god,
- 1:49Speaker 1: you know, a lazy bone, crazy bone, flesh and bone.
- 1:52Speaker 1: We just basically took our last names and put them
- 1:56Speaker 1: last and put a SAP as our first. So it's
- 1:58Speaker 1: just a new era.
- 2:00Speaker 4: So earlier this year with people from the A Sad
- 2:02Speaker 4: Mob saying that you were no longer a part of
- 2:04Speaker 4: A Sad.
- 2:05Speaker 1: Mom, Yeah, ils L said that and he took that
- 2:09Speaker 1: that quote back, like we talked about it and hashed
- 2:11Speaker 1: it and all of that stuff. But yeah it was
- 2:14Speaker 1: and Bari they said that, But my whole thing is like, uh,
- 2:19Speaker 1: you know, when you're doing great, that's what it comes with.
- 2:23Speaker 1: You know, people you feel some type of way. And
- 2:26Speaker 1: I didn't do anything to anybody.
- 2:27Speaker 3: So yeah, is the mob so close as they used
- 2:30Speaker 3: to be?
- 2:30Speaker 1: Uh close as they used to be? I would say
- 2:36Speaker 1: that me and Rocky we talked every now and then
- 2:40Speaker 1: and I always check on as well being. But we're
- 2:43Speaker 1: so busy just doing our own thing. He got two
- 2:46Speaker 1: kids and he's making music and got his career. This
- 2:51Speaker 1: is exactly going the way we wanted it to go. Like,
- 2:54Speaker 1: you know, I got my land over here, you got
- 2:56Speaker 1: your island over here. We big pillars, and then when
- 2:59Speaker 1: we come together, it's just like it just gets crazy.
- 3:02Speaker 1: So as far as like as close as we used
- 3:04Speaker 1: to be, no, because we used to basically live with
- 3:06Speaker 1: each other because we used to be on tour together.
- 3:09Speaker 1: But as far as love, like I love my brother
- 3:12Speaker 1: to death like I would. I always want to see
- 3:15Speaker 1: my brother do great, and I love what he's doing.
- 3:17Speaker 1: And yeah, all my brothers, you know, even Ils and Bari.
- 3:21Speaker 1: Like with the whole thing, it just I always say
- 3:26Speaker 1: that people handle fame differently like Yams he handled it
- 3:29Speaker 1: the way he handled it and it cost him his life.
- 3:33Speaker 1: And it's a lot of access, and you know, it
- 3:37Speaker 1: makes people act different. We don't know, Like I don't
- 3:42Speaker 1: I know these people and these guys from a point
- 3:45Speaker 1: like when I met them, they was already like teenagers
- 3:50Speaker 1: or like young adults. I don't know what happened to
- 3:54Speaker 1: them in their life before that. So what shapes and
- 3:58Speaker 1: molds these people and they they uh younger years or
- 4:02Speaker 1: as young men, don't I don't know what it was
- 4:05Speaker 1: like in their household or whatever. So when we get
- 4:08Speaker 1: the fame and the fortune and all of that, everybody's
- 4:10Speaker 1: gonna react different.
- 4:11Speaker 5: Yeah, where you've been at though you've been a little
- 4:14Speaker 5: quiet last I've been cooking.
- 4:16Speaker 1: Yeah, cooking. Yeah, Like you know, we in a game
- 4:19Speaker 1: where it's like everything is so quick, so quick. I
- 4:22Speaker 1: never believed in like rushing my process for money, Like
- 4:29Speaker 1: I feel like I've done that. I've like hustled. I
- 4:33Speaker 1: feel like after I dropped Traplo on my album, like
- 4:36Speaker 1: the time and effort it took me to create that album,
- 4:39Speaker 1: which it took my whole life to create that album,
- 4:42Speaker 1: because up until that point, I was just living it
- 4:44Speaker 1: and I created an album so I had mad life
- 4:46Speaker 1: to talk about on that one album. After that, it's
- 4:50Speaker 1: just like chasing a hit. But now you're listening to
- 4:53Speaker 1: the label YO, put out this, put out that because Yo,
- 4:56Speaker 1: this works for radio boom, and then it's like, I mean,
- 5:00Speaker 1: I got mad hit records, not saying that that's enough,
- 5:04Speaker 1: but for me, it wasn't enough. Like I wanted to
- 5:06Speaker 1: like really figure out what I wanted to say, because
- 5:10Speaker 1: you know, when you realize you got a voice, you
- 5:13Speaker 1: can really make a lot of movement and you want to,
- 5:17Speaker 1: you know, as a thirty six year old man, you
- 5:19Speaker 1: want to create purpose and have purpose driven moves. So
- 5:24Speaker 1: that's what I wanted to figure out, Like, all right,
- 5:26Speaker 1: you know I did that. That shit was fun, But
- 5:28Speaker 1: where am I going now? Like how am I going
- 5:30Speaker 1: to lead to people or what am I saying to
- 5:32Speaker 1: the kids? So that's what I had to figure out,
- 5:34Speaker 1: Like I wanted to grow as a person so the
- 5:36Speaker 1: music could evolve.
- 5:37Speaker 2: Yeah, the name of the album is Darryl. Yeah, No,
- 5:40Speaker 2: why Daryl Because it seems like it's almost like you're
- 5:42Speaker 2: going back to the origin of yourself.
- 5:45Speaker 1: I feel like I was running. I was running for
- 5:47Speaker 1: myself for a long time. Like my father was such
- 5:49Speaker 1: a great man. Like I'm not sure if you.
- 5:52Speaker 3: Heard the legend.
- 5:53Speaker 1: Yeah, you know Dferg Deferg family, Like it's a whole
- 5:58Speaker 1: family of us. T Ferg. They know him. That's my uncle,
- 6:02Speaker 1: that's always with me. Deferg, my dad. You got Kim Ferg,
- 6:06Speaker 1: Mama Ferg. Kim Ferg used to dance with Teddy Riley
- 6:09Speaker 1: and you know she used to be with this crew
- 6:11Speaker 1: called the Gucci Girls with Dapadan. They're like all of
- 6:13Speaker 1: their outfits and stuff. So I come from a whole
- 6:15Speaker 1: lineage of Fergs. And then now it's just going back
- 6:19Speaker 1: to the basics and going back to my roots because
- 6:22Speaker 1: I feel like I never gave the world at I
- 6:24Speaker 1: only gave y'all, mobbin. I never gave y'all an individual.
- 6:28Speaker 4: You know, on a live you said, let me go
- 6:30Speaker 4: to therapy and I'll be right back. So have you
- 6:32Speaker 4: really been going to therapy?
- 6:33Speaker 1: Yeah? I went to therapy for three years, Like after
- 6:36Speaker 1: the It's a song I got called Pool where I
- 6:41Speaker 1: talk about my hiatus, and I went to therapy after
- 6:47Speaker 1: you know, during the mad Man to it that's like
- 6:49Speaker 1: playing Jane is going crazy. I'm doing one hundred and
- 6:52Speaker 1: fifty people meeting greet. I'm changing my outfits twice twice
- 6:57Speaker 1: a show. I'm like just really trying to like I'm
- 7:01Speaker 1: trying to take it there, and I'm taking it there.
- 7:03Speaker 1: Like at that time, I'm the face of Tiffany's first
- 7:06Speaker 1: black person and artist rapper to be the face of Tiffany's. Also,
- 7:13Speaker 1: I had a Hennessy deal, I did a deal Revlon deal,
- 7:17Speaker 1: Like it's going crazy. And I think that, like with
- 7:19Speaker 1: all of these things that I was doing, it really
- 7:24Speaker 1: just bodied me, cause it like it it bodied me
- 7:28Speaker 1: in a good way. Though it broke me into a
- 7:30Speaker 1: new me because I was like, damn, what am I
- 7:34Speaker 1: actually trying to reach? And then when I would like
- 7:37Speaker 1: look at artists that like just keep trying to go,
- 7:40Speaker 1: go go, go, go, go go, and I'm like, what
- 7:42Speaker 1: are they trying to reach? Because like escape or trying
- 7:46Speaker 1: to escape, And then I had to ask myself that question,
- 7:49Speaker 1: like what am I trying to reach? Like when is
- 7:52Speaker 1: it enough? And also I want to experience peace, Like
- 7:57Speaker 1: I don't want to have to keep being addicted to working,
- 8:01Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So and I didn't know
- 8:03Speaker 1: if I was addicted to working, but I just I was.
- 8:05Speaker 1: I was in you know, when you're coming out the hood,
- 8:09Speaker 1: and I'm pretty sure you guys came from, you know,
- 8:12Speaker 1: a place where like you had to kind of fight
- 8:15Speaker 1: to get out of there, and then it has to
- 8:17Speaker 1: become a time where it's like you realize you're not
- 8:20Speaker 1: in that fight anymore. And that's what happened. I realized
- 8:22Speaker 1: that I'm not like in Harlem, no more like fighting
- 8:26Speaker 1: to get out of this place. So I had to
- 8:29Speaker 1: like change my perspective. I had to get around other
- 8:31Speaker 1: people that had things to realize, like, all right, I'm
- 8:36Speaker 1: not the only one going through this. You know.
- 8:38Speaker 4: It's interesting reason I asked you that is because you know,
- 8:41Speaker 4: a lot of times when you first start going to therapy,
- 8:43Speaker 4: it's not about what you're learning about yourself, is what
- 8:45Speaker 4: you're unlearning, And in a lot of ways, that really
- 8:48Speaker 4: does impact your creativity because you're like, well, who the
- 8:50Speaker 4: hell am I I'm trying to figure you got to
- 8:51Speaker 4: try to figure yourself out all over again. Was that
- 8:53Speaker 4: one of the reasons for the hiatus with the music too?
- 8:56Speaker 1: Uh? I think it's just growing. I think it's growing.
- 9:01Speaker 1: We call it a hiatus, but it's like that was
- 9:04Speaker 1: normal back in the time where like Biggie and Tupac,
- 9:08Speaker 1: Biggie had like four years like he dropped ready to
- 9:12Speaker 1: Die and then he came with Life After Death and
- 9:14Speaker 1: that's all we got from him after that. Like Lauren
- 9:17Speaker 1: Hill dropped one album and then dropped like a joint
- 9:20Speaker 1: with the fujis. These is real writers. Kendrick took five
- 9:24Speaker 1: years off to like, you know, write his album. So
- 9:28Speaker 1: when you putting purpose into music, it is not just
- 9:31Speaker 1: about making the world go like this, Like like I
- 9:34Speaker 1: could do that all day, but like, all right, How'm
- 9:36Speaker 1: gonna make the world go like this to the bpm?
- 9:40Speaker 1: But also when a motherfucker come off the high or
- 9:44Speaker 1: the liquor and they're driving back home and they sobered up,
- 9:48Speaker 1: how can you make it hit they soul still? So
- 9:50Speaker 1: that's me. I've always been a person that wanted to
- 9:55Speaker 1: put the medicine into music because I do believe that
- 9:58Speaker 1: music is a spiritual thing. You know, music we used
- 10:01Speaker 1: to sing songs to, like you know, uh and slavery.
- 10:06Speaker 1: We used to sing song to like tell you how
- 10:08Speaker 1: to get out of there, like yo, you gotta go
- 10:11Speaker 1: to the river and then you gotta get on the
- 10:13Speaker 1: boat and then because Master not picking up on the
- 10:17Speaker 1: slang and a swag and all of that. So you
- 10:20Speaker 1: know that that is That's what I do as an artist.
- 10:23Speaker 1: I figure out how to communicate to my culture what
- 10:28Speaker 1: we're doing next.
- 10:29Speaker 2: Now, you were very vulnerable on this album. Yes, knowing
- 10:33Speaker 2: you for a long time, you've been pretty quiet, like
- 10:35Speaker 2: you know, you don't really put your business out there.
- 10:37Speaker 2: So how were you able to be so vulnerable and
- 10:40Speaker 2: how difficult was it for you? I thought it was
- 10:43Speaker 2: like cool to be vulnerable. I thought it was cool
- 10:48Speaker 2: to be.
- 10:52Speaker 1: I talked to the ancestors came through. Nah, I thought
- 10:57Speaker 1: it was cool to be vulnerable because we're in the
- 10:59Speaker 1: town where being vulnerable, if you can be vulnerable is
- 11:03Speaker 1: cool because the kids they put everything out there. And
- 11:07Speaker 1: at first I thought that was kind of like crazy,
- 11:10Speaker 1: But then when I like really got hip to like
- 11:12Speaker 1: what's happening, it's a shift in culture where it's like
- 11:15Speaker 1: it's a lot of information being put out to us.
- 11:17Speaker 1: We got Hulu, we got Netflix, we got YouTube, we
- 11:20Speaker 1: got all of these outlets, and you have to stand
- 11:23Speaker 1: out some type of way. We in a town where
- 11:25Speaker 1: it's like we're battling for attention span so it's like
- 11:29Speaker 1: the realist, like Real TV changed that, you know, real TV,
- 11:34Speaker 1: and then you have love and hip hop and now
- 11:35Speaker 1: you have straight up Instagram stories and reels and shit
- 11:41Speaker 1: like that. So in your music you have to be
- 11:45Speaker 1: honest because it's like, if you're not saying some honest shit,
- 11:48Speaker 1: I'm just gonna look at this dude's story and like
- 11:51Speaker 1: he's not even rapping, but this is more interesting.
- 11:54Speaker 5: Did you were you at all worried about how vulnerable
- 11:57Speaker 5: you were gonna be pretty tragic things like that happened
- 12:01Speaker 5: to you as a kid.
- 12:02Speaker 1: Yeah, So, I mean it took me eight years to
- 12:07Speaker 1: write Pool, Like, it was three songs that I had
- 12:12Speaker 1: wrote to get to that point. So I wrote a
- 12:16Speaker 1: song called We Don't Judge and Chance the rappers on it.
- 12:19Speaker 1: I'm still put that out with Stacey Barth. And then
- 12:22Speaker 1: I wrote another song called Innocent Child, which was like
- 12:27Speaker 1: three different stories about three different I mean yeah, three
- 12:31Speaker 1: different stories about three different people. The last story was Mines,
- 12:34Speaker 1: and then I was just trying to refine, like and
- 12:36Speaker 1: then I linked up with my boy Kirby, who he designed.
- 12:40Speaker 1: He's the designer and owner Pierre Moss. I just love
- 12:43Speaker 1: his storytelling through his clothes and how he speaks to
- 12:46Speaker 1: the world. He kind of grabs the bull by the
- 12:49Speaker 1: horns and we got in the studio and he's just like, yo, bro,
- 12:52Speaker 1: like you itching towards it and you're scratching the surface
- 12:57Speaker 1: in this song, innocent child when you need to like
- 13:01Speaker 1: really just dive in and just go crazy.
- 13:03Speaker 3: That you called it pool.
- 13:05Speaker 1: I called it pool because of so I got dr
- 13:08Speaker 1: I got Basically I went to, I don't want to
- 13:11Speaker 1: tell us the whole thing, yeah, but yeah, I want
- 13:14Speaker 1: you to go to listen to it because that's where
- 13:16Speaker 1: you'll get like the really finite detail of the song.
- 13:21Speaker 1: But basically, it was an incident that happened in the
- 13:24Speaker 1: pool when I was a young kid, and it's everybody's
- 13:28Speaker 1: around and everything like that, and you know, for me,
- 13:31Speaker 1: it was like weird. And then I was like and
- 13:34Speaker 1: it was like one second, but I'm like why, And
- 13:38Speaker 1: it just made me ask why. And I wanted to
- 13:42Speaker 1: basically create a piece of art that my kid could find,
- 13:48Speaker 1: all like kids could find and listen to it and
- 13:52Speaker 1: I'm still jiggy, I'm still this person or whatever, and
- 13:55Speaker 1: your and and let them know that like the things
- 13:58Speaker 1: that happened to you really happened for you. But the
- 14:02Speaker 1: things that happen to you can it's it's it doesn't
- 14:07Speaker 1: make it doesn't define us define exactly. So I was
- 14:10Speaker 1: like and then also I was thinking, like all these
- 14:14Speaker 1: rappers and people just be like, yo, we're on demon toime,
- 14:17Speaker 1: we on demon Time, And I'm like, when when has
- 14:19Speaker 1: that ever been cool? To be on demon times? Really?
- 14:22Speaker 1: Like that's like not cool, like to be on demon town,
- 14:26Speaker 1: Like we on Demon Time. People don't even know where
- 14:29Speaker 1: that energy comes from, Like you just took him by yo,
- 14:32Speaker 1: we on demon time. Yo. This is just is what
- 14:35Speaker 1: it is. And I understand because like I got homies
- 14:37Speaker 1: that's in it, Like so sometimes you forced to be
- 14:41Speaker 1: in it, But if you're not forced to be in it,
- 14:43Speaker 1: then it's like why you want to be on demon time?
- 14:45Speaker 1: Like we should be like wanting to help each other.
- 14:48Speaker 1: So yeah, that was just what I was creating that
- 14:51Speaker 1: song for. And you know a lot of people say
- 14:53Speaker 1: we do on Demon time, and they don't talk about
- 14:55Speaker 1: the demons, Like let's open this up, like let's let's
- 14:59Speaker 1: let's let's uh dissect what the demon is is, Like
- 15:02Speaker 1: let's sit at a table that's what hip hop is.
- 15:06Speaker 1: Hip hop is religion. Hip hop is our spirituality. Like
- 15:10Speaker 1: hip hop is this like if when this mic, when
- 15:13Speaker 1: the cameras is off and you know, we're going we're
- 15:17Speaker 1: giving each other file and shit like that, we're gonna
- 15:19Speaker 1: talk about this conversation like that's some real shit. Like
- 15:22Speaker 1: but while we can't talk about the real shit on
- 15:24Speaker 1: camera and have these discussions. Hip hop is a thing
- 15:28Speaker 1: that unites religions and kids. You know, there's Muslims and
- 15:32Speaker 1: Jewish people that's war on with each other. I went
- 15:34Speaker 1: to Jerusalem how to show I seen all of them
- 15:37Speaker 1: turning up together. I got back home like they letting
- 15:41Speaker 1: me have it on, Like this is how I knew
- 15:43Speaker 1: it was a problem because I'm not knowing like I'm
- 15:45Speaker 1: making music but like I'm not knowing that I did
- 15:48Speaker 1: something like powerful. But like when I get back home,
- 15:52Speaker 1: I check on my DM, They're like, yo, how you
- 15:54Speaker 1: gonna perform for the Muslims? How are you gonna perform
- 15:56Speaker 1: for the Jews? Da da da da da? And I'm like, yo,
- 15:58Speaker 1: the kids don't want to fight. The kids want to
- 16:01Speaker 1: like unite. The kids want to see the light.
- 16:04Speaker 4: The kids are caught up in something bigger than them,
- 16:06Speaker 4: something that's been going on longer than.
- 16:08Speaker 1: Them exactly, but like who's really having that conversation? Like
- 16:12Speaker 1: why are we not having that conversation? Like I don't know.
- 16:16Speaker 3: Was it difficult depend the right the words for pool?
- 16:19Speaker 4: Is that why it took eight years because just being
- 16:21Speaker 4: just publicly addressing you know, what happened to you. You know,
- 16:25Speaker 4: it's hard to address moleftation period, but also with his
- 16:27Speaker 4: molestation from the same sex.
- 16:29Speaker 1: With First of all, I just had the I was
- 16:32Speaker 1: looking at the the news that you put out the
- 16:35Speaker 1: other day, and then I had to like research molestation
- 16:38Speaker 1: and like malestation sounds so crazy to me, Like it's like, oh,
- 16:42Speaker 1: like you know, it could vary, like what molestation is
- 16:48Speaker 1: regardless of what it is, it can like how old
- 16:51Speaker 1: were you? I was nine years old? How old was
- 16:53Speaker 1: the person? The person was way older than me because.
- 16:56Speaker 4: He was I used to think this I got b
- 16:57Speaker 4: left by I read I seen you look at it
- 17:01Speaker 4: the same way.
- 17:01Speaker 2: Like did you think it the worse when you think.
- 17:06Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like you got different levels, like you know
- 17:10Speaker 1: I was touched. Like to be clear, like you know,
- 17:14Speaker 1: it doesn't make it no different because you know everything affects.
- 17:19Speaker 1: I was like groped basically, and I just found it
- 17:23Speaker 1: weird because it's another dude.
- 17:24Speaker 5: Like absolutely, like what there scared?
- 17:28Speaker 1: That weird? Like you, yeah, were you.
- 17:30Speaker 2: Scared to tell your family because your family comes from
- 17:32Speaker 2: the street. I know you said you told your cousin
- 17:34Speaker 2: when you're scared because you knew that if your family
- 17:36Speaker 2: found out.
- 17:38Speaker 1: I told my cousin because he was my age and
- 17:41Speaker 1: I didn't want to I didn't want to feel weird,
- 17:43Speaker 1: like I'm holding this thing to myself, so I had
- 17:45Speaker 1: to tell somebody. And then years later I told my
- 17:48Speaker 1: mom after seeing a precious movie and then people was
- 17:51Speaker 1: like standing up. We went to I don't know we've
- 17:53Speaker 1: seen like a you went to like a premiere of
- 17:56Speaker 1: the precious movie and people was like standing up and
- 17:58Speaker 1: telling these stories after that thing. And then I told
- 18:01Speaker 1: her like on the train, and she was just like
- 18:03Speaker 1: what for real? When I'm sorry? Like she just felt
- 18:07Speaker 1: like a bad mom. But like you know, we in
- 18:10Speaker 1: the hood, we going to the pool, we're going to
- 18:12Speaker 1: the park. You just never know, like wirdows could just
- 18:16Speaker 1: creep up in the mix and you can't hold your
- 18:20Speaker 1: kid by you twenty four seven, like, so that's a
- 18:24Speaker 1: and then the hood, I mean, and then not just
- 18:27Speaker 1: in the hood, everywhere. I feel like this shit is
- 18:30Speaker 1: going on and people not gonna talk about it, and
- 18:33Speaker 1: I'm like, yo, what am I talking about? Like I
- 18:34Speaker 1: didn't make that happen to me, like like that shit
- 18:37Speaker 1: ain't mine to like be trying to hold inside, like.
- 18:41Speaker 3: And it's powerful that you're sharing it. There's a lot
- 18:43Speaker 3: of brothers.
- 18:44Speaker 4: I think the only other person that you've heard talk
- 18:45Speaker 4: about that in rap was Common No Common, and then
- 18:48Speaker 4: Jel Curry over there.
- 18:50Speaker 1: People say that Kendrick said something about it, but I
- 18:53Speaker 1: think that was about his mom.
- 18:55Speaker 3: I don't remember.
- 18:56Speaker 1: Yeah, he has a song on his album, The Big Steppers.
- 19:02Speaker 1: Is it called the Big Steppers? Yeah? Yeah? Yeah?
- 19:06Speaker 3: Did you and have those conversations when y'all recording demas?
- 19:10Speaker 1: Nah? I didn't even tell him what to write about.
- 19:13Speaker 1: I actually that was the last song because that was
- 19:16Speaker 1: just me by myself at first, and then I was like,
- 19:19Speaker 1: how can I turn this up? But he heard the context,
- 19:22Speaker 1: like me and him have like a telepathy that like
- 19:27Speaker 1: we don't have to talk to each other to know
- 19:29Speaker 1: what it is. So he got it and he understood
- 19:32Speaker 1: the assignment.
- 19:33Speaker 5: How did y'all end up piecing up? I know y'all
- 19:35Speaker 5: had like a little beef.
- 19:37Speaker 1: I never had beef for him. I'm like, I'm not
- 19:39Speaker 1: the beef type person, like I'd rather like I'm not.
- 19:43Speaker 1: I just don't have to talk to you. What we
- 19:46Speaker 1: beef before?
- 19:48Speaker 5: How did y'all connect with that? After that? Though?
- 19:50Speaker 1: I took Denzel on tour on mad Man Tour. Was
- 19:54Speaker 1: it was on the first wing. It was Playboy CARTI
- 19:58Speaker 1: and somebody else. Oh, I think it was I DK
- 20:03Speaker 1: and I had like I had came off tour during
- 20:05Speaker 1: that time because I was just mentally and physically drank,
- 20:09Speaker 1: and then I came back on and then I think
- 20:11Speaker 1: he came on for the second wing. But me and
- 20:13Speaker 1: Denzel always been cool, like super cool. We were the
- 20:17Speaker 1: type of dudes talking like I don't know what they're doing,
- 20:19Speaker 1: like they're tripping. But yeah, that's my buddy, Like I
- 20:24Speaker 1: loved this, He's my favorite rapper.
- 20:25Speaker 3: Yeah, you said, is it hard to have these conversations? Could?
- 20:30Speaker 4: I could always think about, you know, when you're sharing
- 20:32Speaker 4: so much of yourself and you're being so vulnerable about
- 20:34Speaker 4: certain things, but then you do got to go out
- 20:35Speaker 4: here and do interviews and stuff like that.
- 20:37Speaker 3: Is it hard to have those conversations.
- 20:39Speaker 1: No, I just think that it's it could be challenging
- 20:43Speaker 1: on how to uh because you know, you get ridiculed
- 20:49Speaker 1: and all of that stuff, and people love to take
- 20:51Speaker 1: sound bites and take it out of term and I
- 20:53Speaker 1: have to be cool with that. But I think that's
- 20:56Speaker 1: really on how I convey it, Like that's what I
- 21:01Speaker 1: focused on. Like I thought about this interview like months
- 21:05Speaker 1: before I got here. Yeah, I'm like, cause I'm gonna
- 21:08Speaker 1: I knew I was gonna have to talk about this stuff.
- 21:10Speaker 1: So it's just like, how do I talk about it?
- 21:14Speaker 1: And you know, this is not, first of all easy,
- 21:17Speaker 1: you don't hear this is like the first type shit,
- 21:19Speaker 1: like like somebody talk about this this open you get
- 21:23Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I'm like leading the pack for a
- 21:28Speaker 1: new way right now, like and it's not easy. So yeah,
- 21:34Speaker 1: it's like it's gonna come out the way and come out.
- 21:36Speaker 1: But I just try to figure out, like, all right,
- 21:37Speaker 1: how can I best you know, paint the picture exactly
- 21:41Speaker 1: the way it is in my mind?
- 21:43Speaker 4: And then coming from Harlem, which is the pause capital
- 21:46Speaker 4: you even have that conversation without somebody.
- 21:49Speaker 1: I'm grown like, yeah, like that's that's neither here nor there,
- 21:54Speaker 1: like you know, and yeah, pause, like it's still paused.
- 22:00Speaker 1: Like my gay friends say paused.
- 22:03Speaker 5: They gotta be fami. I feel like the only gay
- 22:06Speaker 5: niggas that say paused.
- 22:07Speaker 2: Yeah, I was gonna ask you said that you feel
- 22:10Speaker 2: like you should be in the conversations when it comes
- 22:11Speaker 2: to Kendrick Lamar, J Cole and Drake. Then somebody would say,
- 22:15Speaker 2: but it takes you too damn long.
- 22:16Speaker 1: To put out a project. That's what we do.
- 22:25Speaker 5: What was your mindset behind I thought I was dead.
- 22:29Speaker 1: They thought I was dead. I never thought I was dead.
- 22:31Speaker 5: Okay, well tell me that the mindset behind.
- 22:33Speaker 1: That, The mindset behind that was the l's comment. You
- 22:39Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. He said I was a you know,
- 22:41Speaker 1: I was burnt out, trapped, little can't get it right.
- 22:43Speaker 1: I remember that. I remember that so vivid.
- 22:46Speaker 4: You there, You're the most active from.
- 22:48Speaker 1: It for me, musmusically, musically, Yeah. And he said that
- 22:56Speaker 1: when I had like a song on a billboard with
- 22:58Speaker 1: Nas Spicy and a song with Nicki Minaj. But I
- 23:04Speaker 1: love Els, you know, I love him even when he
- 23:07Speaker 1: don't know I do or if he don't think I do.
- 23:09Speaker 1: But yeah, that that fueled me and I was just like,
- 23:12Speaker 1: you know what, this is great because for so long
- 23:15Speaker 1: I felt like nobody was trying to fuck with me,
- 23:19Speaker 1: Like I needed somebody to like poke me, like poke
- 23:22Speaker 1: the beer so I could get better. Like so I
- 23:25Speaker 1: just used a fuel to just create. And yeah, and
- 23:29Speaker 1: also I was looking at Dion Sander's team. They just
- 23:33Speaker 1: kept losing, so I'm gonna create an anthem for them
- 23:36Speaker 1: and just for any But then it turned into for
- 23:37Speaker 1: anybody who was doubted. I wanted to create this anthem
- 23:41Speaker 1: for I feel.
- 23:41Speaker 2: Like the album is kind of like that, Like you
- 23:43Speaker 2: feel like a lot of people doubted you in this
- 23:44Speaker 2: album and it's like, this is my way of giving
- 23:46Speaker 2: y'all a middle finger, telling y'all I'm back.
- 23:49Speaker 1: Nah, it wasn't really, It's a few. It wasn't a
- 23:51Speaker 1: lot of people, like because I know I'm lit, like
- 23:54Speaker 1: I that's not a question in my mind. It's just
- 23:57Speaker 1: I'm talking to a few people. Yeah, and you can
- 24:00Speaker 1: hear it, like, you know, I say some names, I'm
- 24:04Speaker 1: sly with some things, but you get a I'm very
- 24:08Speaker 1: transparent on this album.
- 24:09Speaker 5: Now you said that you corrected me. You never thought
- 24:13Speaker 5: you was dead. But you have a song called alive
- 24:15Speaker 5: with a sad face next to it.
- 24:17Speaker 1: Alive Unhappy. It's called I just thought that'd be cool
- 24:21Speaker 1: to like use a emoji. That's a part of the title.
- 24:24Speaker 1: Another thing with the title, and I'm gonna get back
- 24:26Speaker 1: to what you was asking. The title reads, it's basically
- 24:30Speaker 1: a summary when you read it down of what the
- 24:33Speaker 1: album is about.
- 24:34Speaker 3: So you got work, thought I was dead?
- 24:35Speaker 4: Alive, the Lord demons, messy French tips, that homies captain
- 24:38Speaker 4: spelled fool chosen doubt exactly.
- 24:42Speaker 1: So what you asked again, unhappy? All right, So basically
- 24:47Speaker 1: now that leads us here, Uh, light work, because I'm
- 24:51Speaker 1: a light worker. Like I sat down with these mediums
- 24:53Speaker 1: and they told me I was a light worker. I
- 24:55Speaker 1: come to shed light in a place of dark.
- 24:58Speaker 3: Work.
- 24:59Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm not playing, We're here to fix things. So
- 25:05Speaker 1: light work. I come to shed dark I mean light
- 25:08Speaker 1: in a land of dark. So but in Harlem we
- 25:12Speaker 1: be like, oh, that shit is light work, that shit
- 25:13Speaker 1: is easy. So I'm like thinking, like, yo, this is
- 25:18Speaker 1: light work. And then I have my little cousin do
- 25:20Speaker 1: that on a song. This is light work. So light
- 25:22Speaker 1: work goes until they thought I was dead. They thought
- 25:25Speaker 1: I was dead because I've been going for four years.
- 25:28Speaker 1: And then you go to Alive Unhappy, which that but
- 25:31Speaker 1: then is speaking on the intro and then Alive Unhappy
- 25:35Speaker 1: is basically just saying like, nah, I'm not dead, I'm alive,
- 25:38Speaker 1: but I'm unhappy and that is the why I've been gone.
- 25:43Speaker 1: So alive unhappy, And then it goes into why the
- 25:46Speaker 1: allure with me in future, the allay of the game,
- 25:51Speaker 1: the money, the fame, the drugs, the booze, the everything.
- 25:57Speaker 1: You know, we have five people die out of a sap,
- 26:00Speaker 1: Yams China, Jay, Scott, Pressy and Josh. Yeah, I won't
- 26:08Speaker 1: be surprised if it's like somebody are missing. But yeah,
- 26:10Speaker 1: so alive unhappy. Uh. And then you go into a law,
- 26:15Speaker 1: and then a law with the a law of the
- 26:17Speaker 1: game comes to demons. Now we're talking about the demons. Now,
- 26:22Speaker 1: what I said, rappers want to talk about demons out
- 26:24Speaker 1: there on Demon Time, but they don't open it up.
- 26:28Speaker 1: And I'm not coming at no rappers. This is just
- 26:30Speaker 1: a pamphlet on or a blueprint on what we need
- 26:35Speaker 1: to do. Open those demons up and let's talk about it.
- 26:39Speaker 1: So I start talking about the demons. I see demons everywhere,
- 26:43Speaker 1: Demons from the pain, Demons in my cup, demons in
- 26:46Speaker 1: my brain, Demons in the food, Demons with the fame,
- 26:48Speaker 1: Demons in the sun, demons in the rain. She on
- 26:51Speaker 1: demon times. She don't need the vibe. No, I got
- 26:53Speaker 1: a girl. She don't even mind. I don't got a condom.
- 26:55Speaker 1: I don't need to find demon in my mind telling
- 26:57Speaker 1: me it's fine. So we going to demons, and then
- 27:00Speaker 1: we go in to messy, because with demons, shit get messy,
- 27:07Speaker 1: and then messy it goes into French tips, you know,
- 27:10Speaker 1: getting messy with my girl and fucking up all of
- 27:12Speaker 1: that ship. But like I'm also showing gratitude towards my
- 27:16Speaker 1: lady and that song. And then we going to casting
- 27:20Speaker 1: spells on that homie. Sorry, that's another that's demons too,
- 27:24Speaker 1: Like all my niggas is dying, all of that. I
- 27:26Speaker 1: gotta deal with that. And then we go in to
- 27:30Speaker 1: casting spells, which is like more about like manifestation where
- 27:34Speaker 1: we're talking about power words. Uh, that's why they call
- 27:38Speaker 1: it spelling. It's like casting spells every time you talk.
- 27:41Speaker 1: So you know, young Thug was locked up at the time,
- 27:47Speaker 1: and he was locked up behind bars for his bars.
- 27:52Speaker 1: So I did a painting. I painted all of my
- 27:55Speaker 1: my cover art too, So I did a painting called
- 27:58Speaker 1: Young Thug, and then it has like bars like jail bars,
- 28:02Speaker 1: and then it has rico and blood behind bars. So
- 28:05Speaker 1: I was like, put put the rico behind bars because
- 28:08Speaker 1: we're getting locked up for our bars. So yeah, so
- 28:11Speaker 1: we got cast and spells. Then we go into pool.
- 28:14Speaker 1: This is when it like start getting real and in
- 28:18Speaker 1: the skin, into the spirit of what this album is about.
- 28:22Speaker 1: And then we go into uh Chosen because that is
- 28:26Speaker 1: an affirmation to myself, I'm the chosen one. And then
- 28:29Speaker 1: we go into Darryl. I arrived to myself for myself.
- 28:35Speaker 4: You talk on on the live you talk about how
- 28:38Speaker 4: you only got one more album with Sony.
- 28:40Speaker 1: Now that's thought I was dead.
- 28:42Speaker 3: I thought I was dead. I'm sorry, I done thought
- 28:43Speaker 3: I was dead.
- 28:44Speaker 4: What's important to you at this stage of your your
- 28:46Speaker 4: career when it comes to like just renegotiating if.
- 28:48Speaker 1: You even want to renegotiate, Uh, just more freedom, uh
- 28:54Speaker 1: more money. I got signed. I had three partners basically
- 28:58Speaker 1: in my pocket and easy and breezy. I never talk
- 29:03Speaker 1: about business. I never talk about family business. I might
- 29:06Speaker 1: talk a little bit about family business and songs get trouble,
- 29:10Speaker 1: get in trouble for it sometimes. But yeah, I had,
- 29:15Speaker 1: you know, three partners, and I had to work through
- 29:17Speaker 1: that for ten years. So everything that you see I have,
- 29:21Speaker 1: I had to work like ten times harder to get it.
- 29:25Speaker 1: So now you know, I have one more album. I'm
- 29:28Speaker 1: gonna make some more money. You know what I'm saying,
- 29:31Speaker 1: point blank period. I got things I need to do.
- 29:34Speaker 2: And I noticed on the Law of people were talking
- 29:36Speaker 2: about futures verse people were assuming that he was talking
- 29:40Speaker 2: about Gunna. Of course, when people send you verses, do
- 29:43Speaker 2: you listen or do you not care? That's their own
- 29:45Speaker 2: artistic way of feeling.
- 29:46Speaker 1: Oh, I definitely listen. I'm listening, and I know what
- 29:49Speaker 1: people was talking about. But yeah, artistic freedom. I'm not
- 29:54Speaker 1: allowing nobody to like it's words. At the end of
- 29:58Speaker 1: the day, you know what I'm saying, and his words
- 30:01Speaker 1: like we see I think Future and Drake just got
- 30:05Speaker 1: linked back up and they cool again. And Okay, well,
- 30:13Speaker 1: you know I met Gunner through Thug, so I'm lawyer
- 30:16Speaker 1: to Thug. Whatever Thug say, is good. It's good, you
- 30:20Speaker 1: know I love I love Thug and I've grown a
- 30:24Speaker 1: love for Gunner and when I see him, it's love.
- 30:27Speaker 1: But at the same time, it's like, whatever Thug say.
- 30:31Speaker 3: Have you spoken to Dougs?
- 30:32Speaker 1: I haven't spoke to Thug when he was home, but
- 30:35Speaker 1: I went to his girl's show and we had spoke
- 30:37Speaker 1: on the phone.
- 30:39Speaker 5: How was the work of withmrgie Bline? You got her
- 30:41Speaker 5: on two tracks?
- 30:42Speaker 1: Mary is the Queen. Mary is literally the best in
- 30:46Speaker 1: the world, Like we are the same spirit, like uptown energy,
- 30:53Speaker 1: her remixing like Royeers songs. I love Royeers. Yeah, it's
- 31:00Speaker 1: like it was a dream for me to work with her.
- 31:02Speaker 1: She actually chose four songs to like jump on. She
- 31:05Speaker 1: wound up getting on too, But yeah, I do a
- 31:08Speaker 1: whole album with her. She's amazing.
- 31:11Speaker 3: How therapy kept you grounded, more poised.
- 31:15Speaker 1: It gave me tools to work through thoughts. It's like
- 31:20Speaker 1: I look at my therapists like a life manager, Like
- 31:22Speaker 1: we got managers for our money, we got managers for
- 31:26Speaker 1: our work, and like we need managers for our mind.
- 31:32Speaker 1: And you might need a spiritual spiritual god too, to
- 31:35Speaker 1: like guide you through the unseen. So it's like that's
- 31:39Speaker 1: how I look at therapy. It's just like a life manager.
- 31:43Speaker 1: It helps me put things into perspective, like you said,
- 31:46Speaker 1: unwinding things and breaking conditions and like understanding where things
- 31:53Speaker 1: is rooted, so you could kind of look at it
- 31:56Speaker 1: and just be like, oh, that's popping back up, let
- 32:00Speaker 1: me dive in. And then also like meditation. I've been
- 32:03Speaker 1: meditating for about five years now, like religiously. When I
- 32:08Speaker 1: had like heavy anxiety, I was meditating for thirty minutes
- 32:12Speaker 1: in a day as soon as I wake up, and
- 32:15Speaker 1: then thirty minutes before I go to sleep. And then
- 32:17Speaker 1: that shit literally that in the therapy. Like I used
- 32:20Speaker 1: to go into the therapy office and my leg was
- 32:23Speaker 1: moving like this. I used to watch my father do
- 32:25Speaker 1: that all the time. And when I first walked in there,
- 32:31Speaker 1: he said, you see your leg moving like that? And
- 32:34Speaker 1: I was like, and then I just stopped. He was like, yeah,
- 32:37Speaker 1: that's anxiety. And anxiety also don't only have to be
- 32:42Speaker 1: from trauma or whatever. It can be you're happy, you're excited.
- 32:45Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, you want to see what it's gonna do.
- 32:49Speaker 1: It Like when I walked Kendrick through harlem My anxiety
- 32:54Speaker 1: was through the roof because I'm like, Kendrick one of
- 32:58Speaker 1: my favorite rappids, So it's like that right there was like, uh,
- 33:04Speaker 1: that was that was cool. That was some cool ship.
- 33:07Speaker 1: Niggas can't do that, you know what I'm saying. And
- 33:10Speaker 1: he was protected. Nothing happened on my watch. He was
- 33:14Speaker 1: more nervous about like me, sure, I wasn't even thinking
- 33:16Speaker 1: about that. Te Ferd really thought about that because I
- 33:18Speaker 1: just don't think shit gonna happen to me at all. Yeah,
- 33:23Speaker 1: but like, yeah about that you walking walking him through
- 33:26Speaker 1: a Harlem. So I had one to his show and
- 33:31Speaker 1: he was like, yo, I got a day off tomorrow.
- 33:34Speaker 1: I'm like, are you trying to go to Harlem? Hm?
- 33:37Speaker 1: He was like yeah, I'm down. And then Dave Free
- 33:42Speaker 1: called me. He was like, Yo, this nigga really trying
- 33:44Speaker 1: to pull up the halem. So I had to like
- 33:45Speaker 1: put a whole itinerary together and randomly wound up being
- 33:49Speaker 1: Dapper Dan's birthday that day. He didn't even know I
- 33:53Speaker 1: was coming to see him, And I brought Kendrick to
- 33:55Speaker 1: Melbourns and then we went to Dapper Then I brought
- 33:57Speaker 1: him to my hood showed them like the stupid that
- 34:02Speaker 1: you know I used to hang out on and it
- 34:05Speaker 1: was like he's like, you know, they don't got hydrants
- 34:08Speaker 1: open in La, so he's like touching the water act
- 34:13Speaker 1: like that whole water. Yeah. I just thought it was
- 34:16Speaker 1: cool and it kind of like I seen the kid
- 34:19Speaker 1: in them. Like we walked through two fifth, like from
- 34:22Speaker 1: like seventh to eighth, and you know, like we walked
- 34:26Speaker 1: past the Apollo. He looking at the DVDs that they
- 34:29Speaker 1: got on the table, and it was early, so all
- 34:32Speaker 1: the kids is in school, so it wasn't like crazy mayhem.
- 34:35Speaker 1: We was like lo. We was like damn, like where
- 34:37Speaker 1: everybody at? And then I crossed the street we went
- 34:41Speaker 1: and we got like some mangos from the Mexican lady.
- 34:44Speaker 1: So it was cool. And that's what is that the
- 34:45Speaker 1: video where he did the pull ups? Yeah he beat
- 34:48Speaker 1: t Ferg and the pull ups. Yeah, they got it.
- 34:51Speaker 1: They gotta do a rematch. We said, we gotta go
- 34:53Speaker 1: to Compton and they gotta do the rematch because we
- 34:55Speaker 1: can't go out like that.
- 34:56Speaker 3: East Coast another thing people were talking about earlier this year.
- 34:59Speaker 4: I don't know if you spoke about this anywhere, but
- 35:00Speaker 4: when they was looking for Rocky to be on Romelo.
- 35:04Speaker 1: Yeah, put it out.
- 35:04Speaker 3: He wasn't doing there.
- 35:05Speaker 1: I think Rocky low Ki used that verse for another song. Yeah, yeah,
- 35:10Speaker 1: so that's what happened. But he ain't telling me that,
- 35:13Speaker 1: so you had to take him off. I didn't take
- 35:15Speaker 1: him off that. The version still exists. We can still
- 35:17Speaker 1: put it out, yo, everybody, all the fans go hond
- 35:22Speaker 1: Rocky to drop his version of Romelo, because whatever other
- 35:25Speaker 1: song he dropped, we don't remember that. Go drop the
- 35:28Speaker 1: Romelo verse. We need that. That back and forth is
- 35:31Speaker 1: crazy on some Jada and styles, going back and forth crazy.
- 35:36Speaker 4: And you know, people always talk about your face when
- 35:37Speaker 4: they when they did the they showed that video of
- 35:41Speaker 4: Rocky talking about fighting in jail.
- 35:44Speaker 3: Classic for whatever reason, that goes.
- 35:46Speaker 4: Super viral on TikTok all the time, and they always
- 35:49Speaker 4: doing it on your face.
- 35:49Speaker 1: What were you thinking of that moment. I was just listening.
- 35:53Speaker 1: I wasn't even thinking, and I didn't even realize I
- 35:55Speaker 1: was doing all of that with my face until I like,
- 36:00Speaker 1: I was like, yo, I seen a mic drop like this,
- 36:03Speaker 1: and then I'm like, I'm like and I'm like, because
- 36:07Speaker 1: this is news to me, Like I never first of
- 36:09Speaker 1: all casting Ova. When he first came home, he told
- 36:12Speaker 1: me he was locked up with Flocker, and I didn't
- 36:13Speaker 1: know that Rocky was locked up, so that was news.
- 36:16Speaker 1: And then when I think I brought it up or
- 36:20Speaker 1: he brought it up during that interview, and then he
- 36:23Speaker 1: started going to the details. This was all news to me.
- 36:26Speaker 1: So I'm just reacting to the news and I didn't
- 36:29Speaker 1: know I was looking like that.
- 36:31Speaker 3: Did you talk about its?
- 36:32Speaker 1: Like, yeah, we laughed about it. You Rocky likes shit
- 36:35Speaker 1: like that. He's silly like he Rocky is. Yeah, he
- 36:38Speaker 1: he Rocky a different type of dude, Like he ain't
- 36:41Speaker 1: tripping about none of that shit, at least to me.
- 36:44Speaker 3: Do you miss that having the whole gang around?
- 36:49Speaker 1: Uh No, I don't because it was a time. It
- 36:55Speaker 1: was a time when we was kids. A lot of
- 37:00Speaker 1: it was fun, but a lot of it I was
- 37:04Speaker 1: just like, man, I can't wait till I have my
- 37:05Speaker 1: own bus. I can't wait till like it's my time
- 37:09Speaker 1: to like pick out people who I want to roll
- 37:12Speaker 1: with me and do my thing. Cause I don't smoke weed,
- 37:16Speaker 1: I don't. I don't do a lot of the things
- 37:19Speaker 1: like I mean, the girls. Yeah, we was doing a
- 37:22Speaker 1: lot of the teens, but we you know, it was
- 37:25Speaker 1: some fun moments in that and I like to leave
- 37:27Speaker 1: it like that, like it's legendary, Like I wouldn't want to,
- 37:30Speaker 1: you know, if it's a thing where like any of
- 37:33Speaker 1: my brothers need anything, like I could put up on
- 37:35Speaker 1: twelve V work through stuff or you know. But yo,
- 37:39Speaker 1: that's eleven years in front of y'all. But like you
- 37:44Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But before that, we like in
- 37:46Speaker 1: Harlem doing the same thing, but not in front of
- 37:49Speaker 1: the world. So you know, all together, it's probably like
- 37:54Speaker 1: seventeen years of just us. I'm ready for new new things,
- 37:59Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying, And like I said,
- 38:01Speaker 1: if any of them need anything, I'm here. I do
- 38:06Speaker 1: sorry to cut your wisdom, but I do feel like
- 38:10Speaker 1: we gotta get this asap movie together, and we gotta
- 38:12Speaker 1: get the Yams stuff together and tell a story because
- 38:15Speaker 1: we are getting of age and it's that.
- 38:19Speaker 4: Time y'all going after you think Yams being Yams, he
- 38:22Speaker 4: felt like the heart and soul of everything. You think
- 38:24Speaker 4: when he passed, that like changed everything, the whole dynamics
- 38:28Speaker 4: of the group or the crew.
- 38:30Speaker 1: When he passed, for sure, because Jams was fighting. Like
- 38:33Speaker 1: I watched Jams catching siege at Coachella. He went to
- 38:37Speaker 1: the hospital when he came back and he he's still
- 38:40Speaker 1: trying to fight to everybody and talk like, well, he
- 38:42Speaker 1: wasn't fighting, but he was like fighting through that having
- 38:45Speaker 1: another seizure, you know, while talking and trying to get
- 38:49Speaker 1: everybody together because you got different textures and you know,
- 38:53Speaker 1: I might be like silk, and like Rocky might be
- 38:56Speaker 1: like hemp, and like uh Nas might be like leather.
- 39:00Speaker 1: So you're trying to mesh all of these different fabrics
- 39:03Speaker 1: together and that's a tough thing to do, especially coming
- 39:08Speaker 1: from Harlem like and Yams like Yams Yams. Every time
- 39:13Speaker 1: he talked, it's just like he was getting electrocuted. He
- 39:16Speaker 1: he just catch another It's not funny, but like at
- 39:19Speaker 1: that moment, I'm like, yo, bro, you're gonna die, Like
- 39:21Speaker 1: you gotta stop you You're stressing yourself out way too much.
- 39:26Speaker 1: Like and that's I don't miss that. I don't miss
- 39:28Speaker 1: that energy and I don't miss but it was it
- 39:34Speaker 1: made me into who I am, and I know that
- 39:35Speaker 1: that's a very real thing. And that's why I also
- 39:38Speaker 1: feel like this album is important.
- 39:40Speaker 5: You speak about therapy like in past, and you know
- 39:43Speaker 5: you're not in therapy anymore.
- 39:45Speaker 1: Oh no, No, this is my therapy now, you know,
- 39:49Speaker 1: talking to y'all. So whenever I need to like talk
- 39:52Speaker 1: to somebody, I'm gonna come here. Nice.
- 39:56Speaker 4: You definitely go to your therapy, like you said, it's
- 39:59Speaker 4: something that you keep, like it's like a doctor.
- 40:01Speaker 1: If I need it, like I will go. But it
- 40:04Speaker 1: was times where like I'll just go and be like, Yo,
- 40:07Speaker 1: how's the family, and then like, yeah, the family is good?
- 40:10Speaker 1: Like yeah, so I was like, how was Thanksgiving? And
- 40:14Speaker 1: we ain't got nothing to talk because I got the
- 40:16Speaker 1: tools I get you.
- 40:17Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, talk to us about Ferg apparel. You're relaunching.
- 40:23Speaker 5: Oh yeah, just show it. Okay, that's what's uping. That
- 40:26Speaker 5: was your pops line, right, yeah, and you're relaunching it.
- 40:29Speaker 1: It was it's a family brand from the furg Empire.
- 40:33Speaker 1: My father started in nineteen ninety four, had a store
- 40:36Speaker 1: in one forty fifth between seventh and eighth, And yeah,
- 40:43Speaker 1: I just thought it was time, like with like this
- 40:45Speaker 1: whole me going back to the roots, I just thought
- 40:49Speaker 1: it was only right. I never really put the energy
- 40:52Speaker 1: into like relaunching the brand. I always used the logo,
- 40:55Speaker 1: but I wanted to relaunch the brand, and I felt
- 40:58Speaker 1: like it was a whole demographic that wasn't getting fed.
- 41:03Speaker 1: And that's like the uptown energy, Like we don't got that.
- 41:07Speaker 1: We don't got that. In fashion, we don't got the stories.
- 41:10Speaker 1: And nowadays kids love going shopping advantage stores and stuff
- 41:14Speaker 1: like that because those close hold stories in it, and
- 41:17Speaker 1: they want to be in those stories.
- 41:19Speaker 3: Now.
- 41:19Speaker 1: They they spend like one thousand dollars on like a
- 41:21Speaker 1: Selena shirt or like you know, Tina Turner. So I
- 41:26Speaker 1: just wanted to like provide the stories to them because
- 41:31Speaker 1: that's important. They were like my friend's son, we was
- 41:34Speaker 1: all working out, well, my uncle's son, he was we
- 41:37Speaker 1: was working out yesterday and his son is fourteen years
- 41:40Speaker 1: well seventeen years old, and he's just like asking me,
- 41:43Speaker 1: like yo, when you were seventeen, like how you was
- 41:46Speaker 1: doing it? So they need the information. They need the information,
- 41:50Speaker 1: so I want to give it to him.
- 41:52Speaker 4: I was watching a hand in gene Views. I saw
- 41:55Speaker 4: you on their on effective immediately, Yeah, you said you
- 41:58Speaker 4: got a job at rock Nation.
- 42:00Speaker 1: I don't have a job at rock Nation.
- 42:01Speaker 5: So J. J.
- 42:03Speaker 1: Brown is my manager and along with Kaylee and I
- 42:07Speaker 1: brought in my uncle Dion, but I had an internship
- 42:12Speaker 1: at Rockefeller back in the day, well not Rockefeller, but
- 42:16Speaker 1: Rock a War and yeah, so we we working together,
- 42:20Speaker 1: like and it's nice.
- 42:23Speaker 3: You got you, got, you got you.
- 42:24Speaker 4: My last question, man, I saw a quote, Well you
- 42:27Speaker 4: said it's okay to grow up, and that's what I
- 42:29Speaker 4: want to show my community on this album. So it
- 42:31Speaker 4: just made me wonder, why do you think our community
- 42:33Speaker 4: is the one that judges people for something as simple
- 42:36Speaker 4: as wanting to grow up or wanting to better yourself.
- 42:40Speaker 1: We watched all of the great people do it. Jay Z, Kendrick,
- 42:47Speaker 1: J Cole. I love Snoop. Snoop is my favorite rap
- 42:51Speaker 1: of in the world. We got the same birthday, October twentie.
- 42:54Speaker 1: Snoop is my favorite rapper because he was the first
- 42:58Speaker 1: to show his kids like, yo, this is my family,
- 43:01Speaker 1: this is my kids, and be like a gangster rapper.
- 43:04Speaker 1: Like I thought that was super dope and he could
- 43:06Speaker 1: be gangster but also still be gangster and do a
- 43:08Speaker 1: Martha Steward show and not look like he compromising himself.
- 43:12Speaker 1: So I don't know if that's some libra shit, but
- 43:16Speaker 1: I rock with that.
- 43:18Speaker 2: Let's get into a joint off the album what you
- 43:19Speaker 2: want to Hear Chosen? Yeah, all right, well we'll get
- 43:24Speaker 2: into that now.
- 43:25Speaker 3: The album Darryl is out right now and we appreciate
- 43:27Speaker 3: you for joining us.
- 43:28Speaker 1: Brother. Yes, it's Berg.
- 43:30Speaker 3: It's the Breakfast Club.
- 43:31Speaker 1: Good morning, wake that ass up in the morning. The
- 43:34Speaker 1: Breakfast Club