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- 0:00Speaker 1: Imagine, if you will, just turning on your television on
- 0:04Speaker 1: a weekday morning. Right. You're watching the local news, maybe
- 0:06Speaker 1: in a major market like St. Louis. Okay.
- 0:09Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 0:10Speaker 1: And the person on the screen, she's just, she's polished.
- 0:15Speaker 1: She's charismatic.
- 0:16Speaker 2: Right. The perfect hair, flawless delivery.
- 0:19Speaker 1: Exactly. She's smiling. She's projecting this aura of just absolute competence,
- 0:25Speaker 1: you know, and approachability. You invite her into your living
- 0:28Speaker 1: room every single morning with your coffee.
- 0:29Speaker 2: You really feel like you know her.
- 0:31Speaker 1: You do. You absolutely do. Now, I want you to
- 0:35Speaker 1: take that image, hold it in your mind, and just
- 0:38Speaker 1: completely shatter it.
- 0:39Speaker 2: Oh, wow.
- 0:40Speaker 1: Yeah. Imagine that exact same woman years later standing on
- 0:45Speaker 1: a suburban porch on Halloween morning. God. She is covered
- 0:49Speaker 1: in blood. She has cuts all over her hands. She
- 0:52Speaker 1: is holding a towel, just staring blankly at a terrified
- 0:56Speaker 1: neighbor and making these deeply disturbing, completely nonsensical claims to
- 1:02Speaker 1: the police about her own mother.
- 1:04Speaker 2: It's, I mean, it is the ultimate cognitive dissonance. It's
- 1:07Speaker 2: totally binary. You have this public face of absolute control
- 1:11Speaker 2: on one hand, and then you just have the private
- 1:13Speaker 2: reality of complete, unimaginable chaos on the other.
- 1:17Speaker 1: And that shattered image, it isn't a hypothetical. It is
- 1:20Speaker 1: the exact tragic reality of former news anchor Angie Mock.
- 1:24Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 1:25Speaker 1: Today, we're pulling from this massive Law and Crime Network
- 1:28Speaker 1: broadcast hosted by Chris Stewart to really figure out the
- 1:33Speaker 1: mechanisms of that collapse. It's a heavy one. It is.
- 1:36Speaker 1: We want to understand how a woman goes from delivering
- 1:40Speaker 1: the morning headlines to becoming the subject of a gruesome
- 1:43Speaker 1: homicide investigation culminating in the brutal murder of her own mother,
- 1:47Speaker 1: Anita Avers.
- 1:48Speaker 2: And you know, what is so compelling about this broadcast
- 1:50Speaker 2: transcript isn't just the true crime element of what happened
- 1:54Speaker 2: on that Halloween morning. It's the documentation of this spectacular,
- 2:00Speaker 2: catastrophic psychological collapse. It really forces us to examine that
- 2:04Speaker 2: invisible space between a carefully constructed professional resume and a sudden,
- 2:10Speaker 2: violent descent into completely untreated psychosis.
- 2:14Speaker 1: Exactly.
- 2:14Speaker 2: We're looking at the dark intersection of severe mental illness
- 2:18Speaker 2: and the justice system, and honestly, the visceral ripple effects
- 2:21Speaker 2: of family violence.
- 2:24Speaker 1: Okay. Let's unpack this, because where do we even begin
- 2:28Speaker 1: to understand a fall this steep?
- 2:30Speaker 2: Right. You have to start at the baseline. Right.
- 2:32Speaker 1: So the Law and Crime Network, they dug into her background,
- 2:35Speaker 1: specifically her LinkedIn profile, to establish who Angie Mogg was
- 2:40Speaker 1: to the public. And you really need to understand the
- 2:43Speaker 1: heights she reached to comprehend just the severity of the drop.
- 2:47Speaker 1: I mean, she had a decade-long, incredibly demanding career in
- 2:51Speaker 1: local television news.
- 2:53Speaker 2: Which, by the way, requires an immense amount of executive function.
- 2:57Speaker 1: Oh, absolutely.
- 2:58Speaker 2: We should probably look at what that specific career path
- 3:01Speaker 2: actually entails. Working in local news, especially as an anchor
- 3:05Speaker 2: or reporter, it's not just a job. It is a
- 3:08Speaker 2: relentless psychological grind.
- 3:10Speaker 1: Right. The broadcast tracks are starting back in November of 2002.
- 3:15Speaker 1: She was a sports reporter in Lincoln, Nebraska.
- 3:18Speaker 2: Okay.
- 3:19Speaker 1: And from there, she did what people in that industry
- 3:21Speaker 1: have to do if they want to survive, right? She
- 3:23Speaker 1: climbed the ladder, market by market.
- 3:25Speaker 2: Constantly moving.
- 3:27Speaker 1: Exactly. She moved to Rochester, Minnesota, then Missoula, Montana, then
- 3:32Speaker 1: Oklahoma City.
- 3:33Speaker 2: Wow. Yeah.
- 3:34Speaker 1: She was really paying her dues, uprooting her life repeatedly,
- 3:38Speaker 1: moving from smaller markets to larger ones.
- 3:41Speaker 2: And just think about the biological and psychological toll of
- 3:44Speaker 2: that specific environment for a second.
- 3:46Speaker 1: The stress, you mean?
- 3:47Speaker 2: Yeah, the stress, but also the sleep. You are talking
- 3:51Speaker 2: about someone who likely had to operate on severely fragmented
- 3:55Speaker 2: sleep schedules.
- 3:56Speaker 1: Oh, right. Morning news.
- 3:57Speaker 2: Exactly. Morning news often requires waking up at 2 or
- 4:00Speaker 2: 3 a.m. every single day.
- 4:02Speaker 1: That alone would break most people.
- 4:04Speaker 2: Right. And on top of that, you are under constant,
- 4:07Speaker 2: hyper-vigilant public scrutiny.
- 4:08Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 4:09Speaker 2: Producers, news directors, and just the viewing public at home,
- 4:13Speaker 2: they are evaluating your appearance, your cadence, your reactions in
- 4:17Speaker 2: real time.
- 4:18Speaker 1: It's intense.
- 4:19Speaker 2: To survive a decade in broadcasting, you cannot be visibly unraveling.
- 4:23Speaker 2: You just can't. You have to maintain an iron grip
- 4:26Speaker 2: on your public persona.
- 4:27Speaker 1: And she maintained that grip successfully for a long time.
- 4:31Speaker 1: She finally made it to her biggest market, which was
- 4:33Speaker 1: Fox 2 News in St. Louis.
- 4:34Speaker 2: That's a major market.
- 4:35Speaker 1: It is. The long crime broadcast actually highlights a public
- 4:39Speaker 1: YouTube video from 2011, introducing her to the St. Louis
- 4:42Speaker 1: market as a new member of their news team. And
- 4:44Speaker 1: she was introduced with all the fanfare, the bright lights,
- 4:47Speaker 1: the makeup, the teleprompter, everything. She worked there from 2011
- 4:50Speaker 1: to 2015. Okay. But then the timeline shifts. After 2015,
- 4:57Speaker 1: according to her LinkedIn, she left the broadcasting business entirely
- 5:01Speaker 1: and switched to software sales.
- 5:03Speaker 2: Which is a big pivot. It is.
- 5:05Speaker 1: Though Chris Stewart notes in the segment that leaving the
- 5:08Speaker 1: news business isn't inherently suspicious. I mean, people burn out
- 5:11Speaker 1: on the terrible hours and the deadlines all the time.
- 5:14Speaker 2: Oh, for sure. It is a really common off-ramp. Yeah.
- 5:17Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 5:18Speaker 2: Software sales or sometimes public relations, they often offer better hours,
- 5:22Speaker 2: less public scrutiny, and honestly, a chance to regulate your
- 5:25Speaker 2: nervous system after years of chronic stress.
- 5:27Speaker 1: That makes sense.
- 5:29Speaker 2: But in the context of a severe psychological break later
- 5:32Speaker 2: in life, this transition actually operates as a crucial data point.
- 5:36Speaker 1: How so?
- 5:37Speaker 2: Well, when psychiatrists look at the onset or exacerbation of
- 5:41Speaker 2: severe mental illness, particularly in adults, they always look for
- 5:44Speaker 2: changes in baseline behavior.
- 5:46Speaker 1: Meaning was the career shift a symptom rather than a
- 5:48Speaker 1: deliberate choice?
- 5:49Speaker 2: Exactly. Did she leave the highly structured, intensely scrutinized environment
- 5:54Speaker 2: of a newsroom because she just wanted better hours? Or
- 5:57Speaker 2: was it because the internal cracks were starting to form
- 6:00Speaker 2: and she could no longer maintain the mask?
- 6:02Speaker 1: Oh, wow.
- 6:03Speaker 2: Because the cognitive load required to read a teleprompter, engage
- 6:07Speaker 2: in unscripted banter with a co-anchor, and process breaking news
- 6:10Speaker 2: in an earpiece simultaneously?
- 6:12Speaker 1: It's massive.
- 6:13Speaker 2: It's massive. If you are beginning to experience disorganized thinking
- 6:17Speaker 2: or paranoia, a live television set is literally the first
- 6:21Speaker 2: place you will fail.
- 6:22Speaker 1: So you hide.
- 6:23Speaker 2: Right. Seeking a less public-facing role might have been a
- 6:27Speaker 2: desperate attempt to retreat as her internal reality began to fracture.
- 6:31Speaker 1: It's like looking at a sinkhole, you know?
- 6:34Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 6:34Speaker 1: On the surface, the asphalt looks perfectly intact. She's smiling
- 6:38Speaker 1: on the St. Louis news broadcast, projecting total authority. But underneath,
- 6:42Speaker 1: the water has been eroding the limestone for years.
- 6:44Speaker 2: That is the perfect way to visualize it.
- 6:47Speaker 1: And when the collapse finally happens, it looks sudden to
- 6:50Speaker 1: the people in the street. But structurally, it's been failing
- 6:54Speaker 1: for a decade.
- 6:55Speaker 2: That is exactly the silent buildup. From the outside, a
- 6:58Speaker 2: violent break looks instantaneous, like a switch was just flipped, right?
- 7:02Speaker 2: But the brain slowly loses its grip on shared reality
- 7:06Speaker 2: over time. The person might be masking it, or maybe
- 7:10Speaker 2: the family might be normalizing the strange behavior because they
- 7:12Speaker 2: love the person, right?
- 7:14Speaker 1: You want to believe they're fine.
- 7:15Speaker 2: Exactly. You desperately want to believe things are fine. The
- 7:18Speaker 2: public saw the anchor. They saw the software sales rep.
- 7:21Speaker 2: But behind closed doors, the limestone was washing away.
- 7:25Speaker 1: Which brings us to the moment the asphalt completely caved in. Yeah.
- 7:29Speaker 1: October 31st of last year, Halloween morning.
- 7:32Speaker 2: A dark day.
- 7:34Speaker 1: Extremely. We are in Wichita, Kansas, on Crawley Street. A
- 7:39Speaker 1: 911 call comes in to the Wichita Police Department.
- 7:42Speaker 2: Okay.
- 7:43Speaker 1: And the dispatcher notes that are read on the broadcast,
- 7:46Speaker 1: they are so fragmented and chaotic.
- 7:48Speaker 2: What do they say?
- 7:49Speaker 1: It's something like, two-four and supervising you, four of her cutting,
- 7:53Speaker 1: figuring on top.
- 7:55Speaker 2: That doesn't even make sense.
- 7:56Speaker 1: It doesn't. It's just the kind of garbled panic that
- 7:59Speaker 1: tells you the situation on the ground is completely chaotic.
- 8:02Speaker 1: Entirely out of control.
- 8:04Speaker 2: Right.
- 8:05Speaker 1: When police arrive, they find 47-year-old Angie Mock standing outside.
- 8:09Speaker 1: And the description is stark. It's a white female standing outside, bleeding,
- 8:16Speaker 1: holding a towel. God. She has blood all over her hands.
- 8:19Speaker 2: And this is where the facade is entirely gone. Right here.
- 8:22Speaker 1: Completely gone. A neighbor actually witnessed her behavior before the
- 8:25Speaker 1: police arrived, noting that she was acting, quote, scared and
- 8:29Speaker 1: approaching them in this bloody state.
- 8:31Speaker 2: And what she says to that neighbor is it's chilling.
- 8:34Speaker 1: It really is. Over the police dispatch audio, there is
- 8:38Speaker 1: a statement relayed that Angie allegedly told this neighbor. She
- 8:42Speaker 1: said she, quote, had to stab the mother to save herself.
- 8:45Speaker 2: That's horrific.
- 8:47Speaker 1: And when the police go inside the home, they find
- 8:49Speaker 1: the reality of that statement. They find Angie's mother, Anita Avers,
- 8:53Speaker 1: lying in her bed. She has been stabbed multiple times
- 8:57Speaker 1: in her face and her torso.
- 8:58Speaker 2: In her own bed? Yes.
- 9:01Speaker 1: And I really need to emphasize who Anita Avers was,
- 9:04Speaker 1: because the source material points out this incredibly heartbreaking irony.
- 9:08Speaker 2: Right, her profession.
- 9:09Speaker 1: Yeah. She wasn't just a mother. She was a clinical
- 9:12Speaker 1: therapist in Wichita. She literally dedicated her professional life to
- 9:17Speaker 1: helping people navigate mental health crises.
- 9:19Speaker 2: The irony there is almost too painful to even process.
- 9:24Speaker 1: It really is.
- 9:25Speaker 2: A professional whose entire career was built on identifying psychological distress...
- 9:30Speaker 2: providing interventions and, you know, de-escalating mental health crises, she
- 9:34Speaker 2: becomes the victim of the ultimate fatal mental health crisis
- 9:39Speaker 2: right within her own home.
- 9:40Speaker 1: How does this even happen? I mean, I'm looking at
- 9:42Speaker 1: this chasm between the woman on the Fox 2 anchor
- 9:45Speaker 1: reel from 2011 and a 47-year-old woman with bloody hands
- 9:49Speaker 1: holding a towel on a suburban porch, surrounded by police tape.
- 9:53Speaker 2: It's a total disconnect.
- 9:54Speaker 1: It is. And the report explicitly states Angie Mock had
- 9:57Speaker 1: zero criminal history.
- 9:59Speaker 2: None.
- 9:59Speaker 1: How does a person with no record of violence whatsoever
- 10:02Speaker 1: cross that line so absolutely?
- 10:05Speaker 2: You cross that line when you are no longer inhabiting
- 10:08Speaker 2: the same reality as the rest of the world. Okay.
- 10:11Speaker 2: And the source material actually gives us very specific details
- 10:14Speaker 2: about the crime scene that prove this wasn't a calculated
- 10:17Speaker 2: act of malice. it was a descent into severe pathology.
- 10:20Speaker 1: Wait, pause for a second. Because I want to talk
- 10:23Speaker 1: about one of those specific details because I am just
- 10:26Speaker 1: trying to wrap my head around it and it honestly
- 10:29Speaker 1: just breaks my brain.
- 10:30Speaker 2: The weapon.
- 10:30Speaker 1: Yes. When police find Anita's body on the bed, the
- 10:34Speaker 1: affidavit states that next to her, laid out on a pillow,
- 10:37Speaker 1: the officer located, quote, multiple kitchen-style knives and a cheese grater.
- 10:42Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 10:43Speaker 1: A cheese grater.
- 10:43Speaker 2: A cheese grater.
- 10:44Speaker 1: I mean, if you are planning an attack, out of
- 10:46Speaker 1: anger or financial gain or whatever terrible motive, you bring
- 10:49Speaker 1: a weapon.
- 10:50Speaker 2: Right.
- 10:51Speaker 1: Finding a cheese grater on a pillow just shatters any
- 10:54Speaker 1: idea of a calculated crime for me.
- 10:56Speaker 2: Completely.
- 10:57Speaker 1: What is happening neurologically that makes a brain place a
- 11:00Speaker 1: kitchen utensil next to a murder weapon on a pillow?
- 11:03Speaker 2: It shatters the idea of a calculated crime because it
- 11:06Speaker 2: is the physical manifestation of a profoundly disorganized mind.
- 11:09Speaker 1: Disorganized.
- 11:10Speaker 2: Yes. In severe psychotic breaks, particularly in acute schizophrenia, you
- 11:15Speaker 2: see something called disorganized thinking and disorganized behavior.
- 11:19Speaker 1: What does that look like in the brain?
- 11:21Speaker 2: Well, the brain's neural pathways are essentially misfiring. They're creating
- 11:26Speaker 2: this hyperconnectivity. So the brain starts making connections and assigning
- 11:31Speaker 2: deep meaning to things that have absolutely no connection in
- 11:34Speaker 2: shared reality.
- 11:35Speaker 1: Okay, so the brain is essentially building like a conspiracy
- 11:38Speaker 1: board out of random objects.
- 11:39Speaker 2: Exactly. That's a great way to put it. To a healthy,
- 11:42Speaker 2: regulated brain, a cheese grater is just a culinary tool.
- 11:45Speaker 2: You see it, your brain accesses the file for, you know,
- 11:48Speaker 2: making dinner, and you move on. Right. But to a
- 11:51Speaker 2: brain that is fully submerged in psychosis, flooded with dopamine...
- 11:55Speaker 2: and trapped in a state of extreme hyperarousal, that object
- 11:59Speaker 2: might take on a terrifying, monumental significance.
- 12:02Speaker 1: Like it's a threat. Or a weapon.
- 12:05Speaker 2: Or a tool of torture. Or an object imbued with
- 12:08Speaker 2: some dark, magical property. The fact that it was placed
- 12:12Speaker 2: alongside the actual weapons, right there on a pillow, shows
- 12:16Speaker 2: a ritualistic, deeply confused thought process.
- 12:19Speaker 1: It's ritualistic.
- 12:21Speaker 2: Yeah. Wow. It defies logical explanation because the brain executing
- 12:25Speaker 2: the action is just entirely divorced from logic.
- 12:28Speaker 1: And the police interrogation only deepens this terrifying picture.
- 12:32Speaker 2: Because of what she said?
- 12:34Speaker 1: Yes. When officers asked Angie what happened, she pointed to
- 12:38Speaker 1: her face and her eyes and then gestured to her torso.
- 12:42Speaker 2: Mimicking the wounds.
- 12:44Speaker 1: Exactly. Mimicking the wounds she had just inflicted on her
- 12:46Speaker 1: own mother.
- 12:47Speaker 2: Unbelievable.
- 12:48Speaker 1: And then she started telling a story. She claimed she
- 12:51Speaker 1: went into her mother's bedroom to talk to her because
- 12:54Speaker 1: Angie had an upcoming job interview at a TV station
- 12:57Speaker 1: in Wichita.
- 12:58Speaker 2: Notice that detail.
- 13:00Speaker 1: Yeah. According to Angie, her mother was jealous. Her mother
- 13:04Speaker 1: didn't want her to get the job. So Angie claimed
- 13:07Speaker 1: her mom was sitting there in bed sharpening knives and
- 13:10Speaker 1: then came after her to attack her.
- 13:12Speaker 2: So notice how the delusion latches onto the remnants of
- 13:15Speaker 2: her past identity.
- 13:16Speaker 1: The job interview.
- 13:17Speaker 2: The job interview at a local TV station.
- 13:19Speaker 1: But why does it do that? Like, if she's entirely
- 13:22Speaker 1: divorced from reality, why is the delusion so specific to
- 13:25Speaker 1: her old life?
- 13:26Speaker 2: Well, because delusions rarely manifest just out of thin air.
- 13:30Speaker 2: They are usually built from the scrap material of the
- 13:32Speaker 2: person's actual life and anxieties, but twisted through a lens
- 13:36Speaker 2: of persecution.
- 13:36Speaker 1: Oh, I see.
- 13:37Speaker 2: It's a really classic feature of paranoia. She had a
- 13:40Speaker 2: highly successful, identity-defining career in television. When her mind broke,
- 13:45Speaker 2: it constructed a narrative where that specific identity was under threat.
- 13:49Speaker 1: From her own mother.
- 13:50Speaker 2: Right. She believed her mother, the therapist who likely supported
- 13:53Speaker 2: and cared for her, was violently jealous of this potential
- 13:56Speaker 2: return to the spotlight. The brain uses familiar elements to
- 14:00Speaker 2: build a terrifying, unfamiliar world.
- 14:02Speaker 1: But the narrative she builds gets so much darker than
- 14:05Speaker 1: just professional jealousy.
- 14:07Speaker 2: It does.
- 14:08Speaker 1: Angie claims she fought back because she was stronger, pushing
- 14:10Speaker 1: her mother back. And then Angie claims her mother said, quote,
- 14:14Speaker 1: I know you're bleeping Jesus Christ. And Angie said her
- 14:18Speaker 1: mother started, quote, spewing venom at me out of her
- 14:21Speaker 1: bleeping mouth. So she had to stab her to save herself.
- 14:25Speaker 1: She literally said she needed to kill her mom because
- 14:28Speaker 1: she wasn't going to stop chasing her around the house.
- 14:31Speaker 2: If we connect this to the bigger picture, spewing venom,
- 14:34Speaker 2: I know you were Jesus Christ. These phrases are textbook
- 14:38Speaker 2: quintessential hallmarks of severe acute psychosis.
- 14:41Speaker 1: Textbook.
- 14:42Speaker 2: Absolutely. We are looking at grandiosity, the belief that she
- 14:45Speaker 2: is Jesus Christ or that her mother recognized her as such.
- 14:48Speaker 2: And we are looking at severe visual and auditory hallucinations.
- 14:52Speaker 2: I mean, the literal perception of venom spewing from a mouth.
- 14:56Speaker 1: So wait, she wasn't speaking metaphorically. Like, in her mind,
- 14:59Speaker 1: she was literally seeing venom.
- 15:01Speaker 2: Yes, literally. When a schizophrenic brain experiences a visual hallucination
- 15:05Speaker 2: of that magnitude, it is not a dream. It's not
- 15:08Speaker 2: an act of imagination. The visual cortex of the brain
- 15:11Speaker 2: is lighting up exactly as it would if there were
- 15:14Speaker 2: actually venom in the room. Oh, my God. The delusion
- 15:16Speaker 2: has constructed a completely inverted reality.
- 15:19Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 15:20Speaker 2: The victim, a 70-something sleeping woman, is transformed into an
- 15:23Speaker 2: omnipotent venom-spewing aggressor. And the attacker, Angie, becomes the victim,
- 15:28Speaker 2: acting in desperate self-defense.
- 15:31Speaker 1: So it's not a lie.
- 15:32Speaker 2: No, this isn't a lie constructed to cover up a crime.
- 15:34Speaker 2: This is an entirely fabricated, hallucinated universe. that she was
- 15:39Speaker 2: actively inhabiting at that moment.
- 15:41Speaker 1: And the medical evaluation confirmed exactly what you're saying. The
- 15:44Speaker 1: broadcast notes that a couple of months after the murder
- 15:47Speaker 1: in January, doctors evaluated Angie Mock and found her incompetent
- 15:51Speaker 1: to stand trial. She was officially diagnosed with schizophrenia.
- 15:55Speaker 2: Right.
- 15:56Speaker 1: But I have to push back here on how the
- 15:57Speaker 1: investigators and ultimately the law deal with this. Okay. Because
- 16:02Speaker 1: when police arrived, they noted Angie had cuts on her hands,
- 16:06Speaker 1: which they classified in the initial report as defensive wounds.
- 16:11Speaker 1: Angie is using that physical evidence to anchor her hallucinated reality,
- 16:15Speaker 1: claiming self-defense. But later in the source material, during the
- 16:18Speaker 1: victim impact statements, we learned that Anita, the mother, had
- 16:22Speaker 1: defensive wounds on her arms from being ambushed in bed
- 16:25Speaker 1: while she was asleep.
- 16:26Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 16:27Speaker 1: So how do investigators separate the physical evidence of a
- 16:31Speaker 1: brutal ambush from the perpetrator's absolute conviction that they were
- 16:35Speaker 1: fighting a venom spewing monster?
- 16:37Speaker 2: That is one of the most agonizing challenges in the
- 16:39Speaker 2: criminal justice system. You have physical evidence that tells a clear,
- 16:45Speaker 2: undeniable story of an ambush, right? A woman attacked in
- 16:47Speaker 2: her bed, fighting for her life, resulting in defensive wounds
- 16:51Speaker 2: on her arms.
- 16:51Speaker 1: Yes.
- 16:52Speaker 2: And then you have the perpetrator's wounds. In a frenzied
- 16:56Speaker 2: close quarters knife attack, it is extremely common for the
- 16:59Speaker 2: attacker's hands to slip down the blade of the knife
- 17:02Speaker 2: when it hits bone or struggles against resistance. which causes
- 17:06Speaker 2: severe cuts to the attacker's own hands.
- 17:08Speaker 1: Ah, so the defensive wounds on Angie weren't defensive at all.
- 17:12Speaker 1: They were just an occupational hazard of wielding a knife violently.
- 17:16Speaker 2: Precisely. But in her psychotic state, Angie likely interpreted the
- 17:20Speaker 2: sudden pain of her own self-inflicted wounds, combined with the
- 17:23Speaker 2: desperate thrashing of her dying mother, as an offensive attack
- 17:26Speaker 2: against her.
- 17:27Speaker 1: It validates the delusion.
- 17:28Speaker 2: Exactly. The delusion incorporates the physical sensation of pain to
- 17:32Speaker 2: validate the hallucination. The investigators have to rely on the
- 17:35Speaker 2: blood spatter, the location of the body in the bed,
- 17:38Speaker 2: the physical impossibility of a woman sharpening knives while asleep,
- 17:42Speaker 2: and the presence of objects like the cheese grater to
- 17:44Speaker 2: ground the case in physical reality.
- 17:47Speaker 1: Just completely disregarding her psychological reality.
- 17:49Speaker 2: They have to completely disregard the psychological reality the perpetrator
- 17:53Speaker 2: is trapped inside.
- 17:54Speaker 1: Which transitions us directly into the bizarre mechanics of how
- 17:57Speaker 1: the justice system processes a mind that is fundamentally broken.
- 18:01Speaker 2: It's messy.
- 18:02Speaker 1: Extremely. Because she has completely fabricated this universe where her
- 18:06Speaker 1: mother is a monster. The police are now holding a
- 18:08Speaker 1: woman who doesn't even share our reality, which forces the
- 18:12Speaker 1: legal system into an impossible corner. How do you put
- 18:15Speaker 1: someone on trial who doesn't even know what universe they
- 18:17Speaker 1: are in?
- 18:18Speaker 2: Well, you can't. Right. Which is why the timeline presented
- 18:21Speaker 2: in the source material just stalls for months. Right.
- 18:25Speaker 1: In January, she's found incompetent. The case goes totally quiet.
- 18:29Speaker 1: But then in July, there is a massive legal twist.
- 18:32Speaker 1: An order comes down on July 30th, suddenly finding Angie
- 18:35Speaker 1: Mock competent to stand trial for the murder of her mother.
- 18:38Speaker 2: Just like that.
- 18:39Speaker 1: Just like that. By August, she pleads guilty to first-degree
- 18:42Speaker 1: felony murder. The broadcast actually shows the details of the
- 18:46Speaker 1: plea document where she acknowledges her rights.
- 18:49Speaker 2: Oh, this part is fascinating.
- 18:50Speaker 1: It really is. It reads, and I'm quoting here from
- 18:54Speaker 1: line two, I know of no reason why my mental
- 18:57Speaker 1: competence should be questioned. I have not taken any drugs
- 19:00Speaker 1: or medications during the past 48 hours except Abilify, lithium,
- 19:05Speaker 1: and then there are two additional mental health medications.
- 19:08Speaker 2: Right.
- 19:08Speaker 1: He goes on to say, any such drugs or medications
- 19:11Speaker 1: do not affect my ability to understand my rights or
- 19:13Speaker 1: the consequences of this plea.
- 19:16Speaker 2: The intersection of stark clinical court language and severe psychiatric
- 19:20Speaker 2: intervention here is just staggering.
- 19:23Speaker 1: It's wild.
- 19:23Speaker 2: She is signing a legally binding contract that essentially says,
- 19:27Speaker 2: I am perfectly sane and competent to plead guilty, and
- 19:30Speaker 2: the reason I am competent is that my brain is
- 19:32Speaker 2: flooded with heavy, mind-altering psychiatric drugs.
- 19:36Speaker 1: Wait, I need to stop here because this feels deeply,
- 19:39Speaker 1: deeply paradoxical. It is. The court is explicitly acknowledging she
- 19:43Speaker 1: requires a massive pharmaceutical cocktail just to function, Abilify and lithium.
- 19:49Speaker 1: How does the court recognize... medicating someone just enough so
- 19:52Speaker 1: they complete guilty to an action they committed when their
- 19:55Speaker 1: brain was unmedicated and broken?
- 19:57Speaker 2: To understand that, it requires understanding the specific mechanisms of
- 20:01Speaker 2: those drugs and the very narrow administrative definition the court
- 20:05Speaker 2: uses for competency.
- 20:07Speaker 1: Okay. Lay it out for us.
- 20:09Speaker 2: So Abilify is a powerful atypical antipsychotic used to treat schizophrenia.
- 20:13Speaker 2: It works primarily by binding to dopamine receptors in the brain.
- 20:17Speaker 1: Right.
- 20:17Speaker 2: During a psychotic break, the brain is often flooded with dopamine,
- 20:20Speaker 2: causing that hyperactive, terrifying overdrive we talked about earlier.
- 20:24Speaker 1: The venom, the Jesus Christ illusion. Exactly.
- 20:28Speaker 2: Abilify acts as a stabilizing cap on those receptors. It
- 20:31Speaker 2: literally turns down the volume of the hallucinations. And then
- 20:35Speaker 2: lithium is a powerful mood stabilizer used to prevent the
- 20:38Speaker 2: extreme highs and lows of severe mood disorders.
- 20:40Speaker 1: So they chemically force the brain to quiet down.
- 20:43Speaker 2: Exactly. They chemically restrain the psychosis. Now, the legal system
- 20:48Speaker 2: is fundamentally unequipped to handle the nuances of severe psychiatric illness.
- 20:52Speaker 1: It doesn't do gray area as well. No, it doesn't.
- 20:55Speaker 2: So it draws a very harsh line between two concepts.
- 20:58Speaker 2: Competency to stand trial and insanity at the time of
- 21:01Speaker 2: the crime.
- 21:01Speaker 1: OK, what's the difference?
- 21:03Speaker 2: Competency merely asks a functional question. Does the defendant currently, today,
- 21:08Speaker 2: in this courtroom, understand the charges against them, and can
- 21:11Speaker 2: they assist their lawyer?
- 21:12Speaker 1: So it's just a basic present tense awareness check.
- 21:15Speaker 2: Right. And with enough Abilify and lithium capping those dopamine receptors,
- 21:19Speaker 2: the answer becomes yes.
- 21:20Speaker 1: Wow.
- 21:21Speaker 2: The hallucinations subside enough for her to read a contract,
- 21:24Speaker 2: understand what the words first degree murder mean, and comprehend
- 21:28Speaker 2: the sentence. She is administratively functional. But- That absolutely does
- 21:32Speaker 2: not mean she wasn't legally insane at the exact moment
- 21:35Speaker 2: she was holding the cheese grater and the knives on Halloween.
- 21:38Speaker 1: But by pleading guilty in August, she effectively throws away
- 21:41Speaker 1: the chance to argue that insanity, right? Yes.
- 21:44Speaker 2: By accepting the plea deal while deemed competent, she waives
- 21:47Speaker 2: the right to present an insanity defense to a jury trial.
- 21:51Speaker 2: The court values the administrative efficiency of a closed file
- 21:54Speaker 2: over the incredibly messy, expensive, and ambiguous process of dissecting
- 21:58Speaker 2: her psychological state on Halloween.
- 22:00Speaker 1: I am stuck on the profound moral dissonance of that.
- 22:03Speaker 2: It's hard to accept.
- 22:05Speaker 1: The state is essentially saying, we acknowledge your brain was
- 22:07Speaker 1: so sick, it created a hallucinated universe where you were
- 22:11Speaker 1: defending your life. But now that we have given you
- 22:14Speaker 1: enough heavy medication to bring you back to our universe,
- 22:17Speaker 1: we are going to lock you in a cell for
- 22:18Speaker 1: the rest of your life for the actions of your
- 22:20Speaker 1: untreated sickness.
- 22:21Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 22:22Speaker 1: Is that justice? Or is it just the state finding
- 22:25Speaker 1: the most expedient way to sweep a horrific tragedy into
- 22:28Speaker 1: a prison cell?
- 22:29Speaker 2: Well, it is a functional necessity of a legal system
- 22:33Speaker 2: that requires a binary outcome. Guilty or not guilty. Mental
- 22:37Speaker 2: illness isn't binary. It exists on a sliding scale of pathology.
- 22:41Speaker 2: The court cannot incarcerate a disease, so it incarcerates the
- 22:45Speaker 2: vessel of the disease completely regardless of intent.
- 22:49Speaker 1: And the sentencing phase really highlights that cold mechanical nature
- 22:52Speaker 1: of the law.
- 22:52Speaker 2: It really does.
- 22:54Speaker 1: At her plea hearing, Angie told the judge she understood
- 22:56Speaker 1: she was waiving her right to a jury trial. And
- 22:58Speaker 1: waiving her right to appeal anything except the sentence.
- 23:02Speaker 2: Right.
- 23:02Speaker 1: But the judge, Judge Johnson, made it very clear that
- 23:05Speaker 1: even the sentence wasn't up for debate. Wow. Yeah, he
- 23:08Speaker 1: stated the Supreme Court says that I have to. This
- 23:11Speaker 1: is a mandatory sentence. I have no discretion to go
- 23:13Speaker 1: higher or lower. He sentenced her to life imprisonment, requiring
- 23:18Speaker 1: her to serve 25 years before she is even eligible
- 23:20Speaker 1: for parole, plus lifetime parole after that.
- 23:23Speaker 2: Wow.
- 23:24Speaker 1: And he noted on the record there is no good
- 23:26Speaker 1: time she's eligible for.
- 23:28Speaker 2: See, the judge is stripped of his humanity and forced
- 23:31Speaker 2: to operate like an algorithm.
- 23:33Speaker 1: Just input, output. Exactly.
- 23:35Speaker 2: The statute says X, therefore the output is Y. There
- 23:38Speaker 2: is no room for nuance, no room for discussing the
- 23:41Speaker 2: systemic failure to treat her schizophrenia, no room for mitigation.
- 23:45Speaker 1: Because it's mandatory.
- 23:46Speaker 2: Because it's a mandatory statute. Her defense attorney stood up
- 23:49Speaker 2: and confirmed she has no intention of appealing. She is
- 23:52Speaker 2: 47 years old. She will be in her 70s before
- 23:56Speaker 2: she can even ask a parole board to review her case.
- 23:59Speaker 1: The broadcast ends the courtroom segment with an image that
- 24:01Speaker 1: is just incredibly bleak.
- 24:03Speaker 2: Yeah.
- 24:04Speaker 1: It notes that as Angie Mock was led away, you
- 24:06Speaker 1: could hear the clinking of her shackles and you could
- 24:09Speaker 1: hear her crying as she was walked out of the courtroom.
- 24:11Speaker 2: It's a devastating visual.
- 24:13Speaker 1: A former television anchor, heavily medicated, weeping in chains, heading
- 24:18Speaker 1: to a concrete cell until she is an old woman.
- 24:20Speaker 1: But as dark as that image is... The true bottomless
- 24:23Speaker 1: darkness of this deep dive lies in the collateral damage.
- 24:26Speaker 2: The family.
- 24:27Speaker 1: Yes, the family. Because while the legal system treats a
- 24:30Speaker 1: murder as a crime committed against the state, the state
- 24:34Speaker 1: of Kansas versus Angie Mock, the victim impact statements provided
- 24:37Speaker 1: in the source material show us the reality. Right. Murder
- 24:41Speaker 1: isn't just a legal violation. It is a biological hazard
- 24:44Speaker 1: of grief that infects and mutates the entire family structure.
- 24:49Speaker 2: It is an emotional detonation. You know, when a stranger
- 24:53Speaker 2: commits a murder, the family unifies in their grief and
- 24:55Speaker 2: their anger toward the perpetrator.
- 24:57Speaker 1: They have a common enemy.
- 24:58Speaker 2: Exactly. But in cases of parricide, the killing of a
- 25:02Speaker 2: parent by a child, the detonation happens inside the family unit.
- 25:06Speaker 1: Oh, wow.
- 25:07Speaker 2: The people left behind are forced to navigate a landscape
- 25:09Speaker 2: where they loved both the victim and, horrifically, the perpetrator.
- 25:13Speaker 2: The source material provides a microscopic, agonizing look at what
- 25:17Speaker 2: happens to those survivors.
- 25:19Speaker 1: Let's start with Angie's stepsister, who addressed the court. She
- 25:22Speaker 1: began by painting a picture of who Anita Avers actually was,
- 25:26Speaker 1: outside of the sterile police reports.
- 25:28Speaker 2: The person behind the victim title.
- 25:30Speaker 1: Right. She described her as a bright, compassionate, loving woman
- 25:35Speaker 1: who was intentionally focused on the emotional needs of everyone
- 25:37Speaker 1: in her family. She described a home full of laughter,
- 25:41Speaker 1: game playing, and quiet, peaceful moments between Anita and her husband.
- 25:45Speaker 2: That's beautiful.
- 25:47Speaker 1: It is. But then... The stepsister describes the immediate aftermath
- 25:51Speaker 1: of Halloween. And this is the grim reality of true
- 25:55Speaker 1: crime that the glossy television shows and, you know, media
- 25:58Speaker 1: coverage usually skip right over.
- 26:01Speaker 2: The physical reality.
- 26:02Speaker 1: The physical reality of the aftermath.
- 26:05Speaker 2: The things the state absolutely does not handle.
- 26:08Speaker 1: Exactly. The stepsister said, My husband and I helped Dad
- 26:13Speaker 1: clean up the mess the next day. I scrubbed blood
- 26:15Speaker 1: off the floors, walls, and curtains. My husband and a
- 26:19Speaker 1: friend of the family removed the mattress and the bedroom carpet.
- 26:23Speaker 2: Just wow.
- 26:24Speaker 1: She said, by God's grace, we were able to remove
- 26:27Speaker 1: the ugliness of the act to give dad his house back.
- 26:31Speaker 2: The physical and psychological toll of that specific act is unimaginable.
- 26:36Speaker 1: Scrubbing the walls?
- 26:37Speaker 2: Yes. The justice system removes the body. They take the photographs.
- 26:41Speaker 2: They collect the cheese grater and the knives for evidence.
- 26:44Speaker 2: But they do not clean the house. No. The family...
- 26:48Speaker 2: in a state of absolute paralyzing shock, and acute grief
- 26:52Speaker 2: is left to procure cleaning supplies, get down on their
- 26:55Speaker 2: hands and knees, and physically scrub their loved one's blood
- 26:59Speaker 2: out of the carpet and off the curtains.
- 27:02Speaker 1: I can't even fathom the trauma of that. You are
- 27:05Speaker 1: wiping away the literal life force of your stepmother.
- 27:09Speaker 2: And look at the language she uses to describe the
- 27:11Speaker 2: act itself. The stepsister uses the words calculated and demonic.
- 27:16Speaker 1: She did, yeah.
- 27:17Speaker 2: This highlights A profound and common struggle for the families
- 27:21Speaker 2: of perpetrators with severe mental illness. They are trying to
- 27:24Speaker 2: reconcile the clinical, sterile diagnosis of schizophrenia with the sheer
- 27:29Speaker 2: visceral evil of the physical destruction.
- 27:32Speaker 1: It doesn't match up in their heads. It doesn't.
- 27:35Speaker 2: When you are scrubbing blood off a bedroom wall, the
- 27:38Speaker 2: phrase psychotic break feels deeply insufficient. It feels demonic. It
- 27:45Speaker 2: feels calculated. because the devastation to your life is so
- 27:48Speaker 2: absolute and permanent. The brain rejects the idea that an
- 27:52Speaker 2: illness caused this much pain. It demands a villain.
- 27:55Speaker 1: The stepsister also noted that while they gave her dad
- 27:57Speaker 1: his physical house back, quote, there's nothing that can bring
- 28:01Speaker 1: back the home that it was.
- 28:02Speaker 2: Of course not.
- 28:04Speaker 1: She also revealed that agonizing detail we touched on earlier,
- 28:07Speaker 1: that Anita had defensive wounds on her arms. The stepsister
- 28:11Speaker 1: said she went to her death knowing that it was
- 28:13Speaker 1: her own daughter who was slaughtering her.
- 28:15Speaker 2: That's the ultimate betrayal.
- 28:17Speaker 1: And the stepsister expressed deep concern that Angie has something
- 28:19Speaker 1: so evil and heinous within her that she needs to
- 28:22Speaker 1: be kept away from the public for life. And she
- 28:24Speaker 1: prayed the Department of Corrections deals with her accordingly.
- 28:28Speaker 2: See, the empathy for the perpetrator, even as a family member,
- 28:31Speaker 2: is completely erased by the brutality of the act.
- 28:35Speaker 1: Next, the court heard a statement written by Anita's sister,
- 28:38Speaker 1: who was Angie's aunt. It was read aloud to the court. Okay.
- 28:42Speaker 1: She said, there was a hole in my heart. where
- 28:45Speaker 1: she once lived. I've had to learn how to breathe,
- 28:48Speaker 1: stand upright, and move through a world that no longer
- 28:51Speaker 1: holds her.
- 28:52Speaker 2: That's, I mean, it's a description of grief not as
- 28:56Speaker 2: a sadness, but as a physical amputation.
- 29:00Speaker 1: Yes, a hole in the heart.
- 29:02Speaker 2: She is describing the autonomic nervous system having to relearn
- 29:05Speaker 2: basic functions like breathing and standing because the shock of
- 29:09Speaker 2: the trauma has entirely rewired her baseline state of being.
- 29:13Speaker 1: And she makes a poignant observation about the concept of
- 29:15Speaker 1: time and the justice system. She notes that should her niece, Angie,
- 29:20Speaker 1: ever stand before a parole board in 25 years, the
- 29:23Speaker 1: aunt herself will likely not be alive to attend and
- 29:25Speaker 1: remind them of the immeasurable loss.
- 29:28Speaker 2: Oh, that's heavy.
- 29:29Speaker 1: She said she was stolen from all of us and
- 29:32Speaker 1: there is no ransom to be paid to have her back.
- 29:35Speaker 2: It is a stark reminder of the permanence of murder
- 29:37Speaker 2: versus the temporary nature of a prison. sentence. The legal
- 29:41Speaker 2: system deals in blocks of time, right? 25 to life. Right.
- 29:45Speaker 2: But the family deals in eternity.
- 29:47Speaker 1: But I want to spend significant time on the final
- 29:50Speaker 1: victim impact statement from the source material because it is
- 29:54Speaker 1: one of the most comprehensive, articulate, and heartbreaking accounts of
- 29:59Speaker 1: grief I have ever encountered. Okay. Now, I need to
- 30:02Speaker 1: make a quick correction to the source material here.
- 30:04Speaker 2: Oh, a correction.
- 30:05Speaker 1: Yeah, because the law and crime anchor, Chris Stewart, introduces
- 30:09Speaker 1: this final speaker as Mock's sister. But if you actually
- 30:12Speaker 1: listen to the audio of the woman speaking in the courtroom,
- 30:15Speaker 1: she repeatedly says, she took my grandmother from me and
- 30:18Speaker 1: I lost an aunt. Oh, okay.
- 30:20Speaker 2: So the speaker in the audio is clearly Anita's granddaughter.
- 30:23Speaker 1: Yes.
- 30:24Speaker 2: Which makes her Angie Mock's niece, not her sister.
- 30:27Speaker 1: Right.
- 30:27Speaker 2: It's a journalistic error in the broadcast, but pointing it
- 30:30Speaker 2: out actually highlights the sprawling, chaotic nature of family trees
- 30:34Speaker 2: when they are broken by violence.
- 30:35Speaker 1: How so?
- 30:36Speaker 2: The trauma doesn't just hit the immediate parent-child relationship. It
- 30:40Speaker 2: echoes down through the generations, shattering nieces, nephews, and grandchildren.
- 30:44Speaker 2: Everyone is affected.
- 30:46Speaker 1: And this granddaughter's statement is a masterclass in explaining how
- 30:49Speaker 1: violent crime fundamentally ruins the basic mechanics of everyday life.
- 30:54Speaker 1: She talks about the visceral, physical toll.
- 30:56Speaker 2: Like what?
- 30:58Speaker 1: She told the court that in the first couple of
- 31:00Speaker 1: months after the murder, she lost 20 pounds because she
- 31:02Speaker 1: could barely keep food down.
- 31:03Speaker 2: Oh, my God.
- 31:04Speaker 1: She said people would tell her, you look great. Keep
- 31:06Speaker 1: doing whatever you're doing. And she would have to stand
- 31:09Speaker 1: there and listen to those words, knowing she was literally
- 31:12Speaker 1: starving herself out of grief.
- 31:14Speaker 2: That is a brilliant and horrific encapsulation of how society
- 31:17Speaker 2: fundamentally misunderstands deep trauma. People see weight loss and culturally
- 31:21Speaker 2: congratulated as a sign of health or discipline as They
- 31:25Speaker 2: are completely blind to the biological reality that her body
- 31:28Speaker 2: is physically rejecting sustenance because her psychological state is in ruins.
- 31:32Speaker 1: She just couldn't eat?
- 31:33Speaker 2: Her nervous system is locked in a constant state of
- 31:36Speaker 2: fight or flight. When the brain detects a massive threat,
- 31:39Speaker 2: like the brutal murder of a matriarch, it shuts down
- 31:42Speaker 2: non-essential functions like digestion. She wasn't dieting. She was experiencing
- 31:46Speaker 2: a biological inability to process food because she was consumed
- 31:50Speaker 2: by trauma.
- 31:51Speaker 1: And the timeline of the murder? Halloween morning. Completely ruined
- 31:55Speaker 1: the holiday.
- 31:56Speaker 2: Oh, I hadn't even thought of that.
- 31:57Speaker 1: Yeah, she was supposed to have a Halloween party with
- 31:59Speaker 1: her friends that night. She describes the surreal horror of
- 32:02Speaker 1: turning kids away at her porch because she was standing
- 32:04Speaker 1: in a, quote, literal house of horrors while her friends
- 32:08Speaker 1: cried over the pumpkins they'd carved.
- 32:10Speaker 2: That is so dark.
- 32:11Speaker 1: But it wasn't just Halloween. It was every single family tradition.
- 32:16Speaker 1: She mourns the loss of her grandmother's specific recipes. Sugar-covered strawberries,
- 32:20Speaker 1: Thanksgiving cheesecake, casseroles.
- 32:23Speaker 2: All those sensory memories.
- 32:24Speaker 1: Exactly. She talks about how she can't even sit at
- 32:27Speaker 1: the table in her grandfather's house or walk barefoot across
- 32:30Speaker 1: the floor because for months, all she could see in
- 32:33Speaker 1: her mind was her grandmother's blood scattered throughout the house.
- 32:36Speaker 2: This is a perfect example of how trauma rewires the
- 32:39Speaker 2: brain's spatial associations.
- 32:41Speaker 1: Spatial associations?
- 32:42Speaker 2: Yeah, a house that for decades was a sanctuary, a
- 32:45Speaker 2: place of safety, food, and laughter, instantaneously becomes a trigger
- 32:50Speaker 2: for post-traumatic stress.
- 32:51Speaker 1: Oh, I see.
- 32:52Speaker 2: The environment is permanently contaminated. The brain overlays the memory
- 32:56Speaker 2: of the crime scene onto the present reality, making it
- 32:59Speaker 2: impossible to feel safe in a place designed for safety.
- 33:03Speaker 1: She even gave a detail that ties back to the
- 33:05Speaker 1: bizarre crime scene evidence.
- 33:07Speaker 2: The cheese grater. Yeah.
- 33:09Speaker 1: She said, there are still certain kitchen tools I cannot
- 33:11Speaker 1: use because I know what they were used for. Just
- 33:14Speaker 1: looking at them or thinking about them makes my stomach turn. Wow.
- 33:18Speaker 1: Imagine that. A basic, everyday kitchen tool, perhaps a carving knife,
- 33:23Speaker 1: or even a cheese grater, now induces physical nausea because
- 33:27Speaker 1: it is eternally linked to the brutal murder of the
- 33:30Speaker 1: woman who used to cook for her.
- 33:32Speaker 2: It's the weaponization of the mundane. When the murder weapon
- 33:35Speaker 2: is a kitchen tool, the kitchen itself becomes a minefield.
- 33:39Speaker 1: Right.
- 33:39Speaker 2: You cannot make dinner without being confronted by the implement
- 33:42Speaker 2: of your grandmother's death. It forces the survivor to navigate
- 33:46Speaker 2: constant daily microtraumas just to exist in their own home.
- 33:50Speaker 1: She goes on to list all the invisible things that
- 33:53Speaker 1: are gone. Her grandmother harmonizing with her grandpa while singing
- 33:56Speaker 1: happy birthday at every new year. They carefully picked out
- 33:59Speaker 1: cards with thoughtful handwriting, games of hand and foot, stringing
- 34:04Speaker 1: popcorn garlands around the Christmas tree.
- 34:06Speaker 2: It's just devastating.
- 34:08Speaker 1: But then she says a sentence that I think defines
- 34:11Speaker 1: the entire tragedy. She said, I wish my grief could
- 34:14Speaker 1: just be missing her. Instead, my grief is tangled together
- 34:18Speaker 1: With images and thoughts I never wanted, I cannot separate
- 34:21Speaker 1: losing her from what was done to her.
- 34:24Speaker 2: If we really sit with that statement, I cannot separate
- 34:28Speaker 2: losing her from what was done to her, we arrive
- 34:31Speaker 2: at the core psychological horror of homicidal bereavement.
- 34:34Speaker 1: Which is what?
- 34:35Speaker 2: Well, when someone dies of natural causes or old age,
- 34:39Speaker 2: you grieve their absence. You grieve the empty chair. But
- 34:43Speaker 2: when someone is brutally murdered, especially by their own child
- 34:47Speaker 2: in a psychotic frenzy, Your grief is constantly interrupted by terror.
- 34:52Speaker 1: Right, the terror of what they went through.
- 34:54Speaker 2: You are haunted by their final moments. The granddaughter explicitly
- 34:58Speaker 2: mentions thinking about the fear, the agony, and the ultimate
- 35:01Speaker 2: betrayal her grandmother must have experienced waking up to her
- 35:05Speaker 2: daughter attacking her. The grief is complicated, it's traumatic, and
- 35:08Speaker 2: it's inescapable because the survivor's mind keeps trying to process
- 35:12Speaker 2: the unprocessable violence of the event rather than just the
- 35:15Speaker 2: loss of the person.
- 35:16Speaker 1: She talks about the nightmares that result from that tangled grief.
- 35:20Speaker 1: She said sometimes she dreams her grandmother is there. She
- 35:23Speaker 1: hears her voice. And for a fleeting moment, she almost
- 35:26Speaker 1: has her back. But then she wakes up to the devastating,
- 35:30Speaker 1: suffocating reality.
- 35:31Speaker 2: That whiplash is brutal.
- 35:34Speaker 1: Other times, she dreams that the murderer, her aunt, Angie,
- 35:37Speaker 1: has been released and that she or her grandpa will
- 35:40Speaker 1: be the next targets.
- 35:41Speaker 2: So she's not just grieving. She's terrified.
- 35:43Speaker 1: She lives in a state of perpetual fear. She says
- 35:47Speaker 1: she wishes the basket around her neck wasn't the only
- 35:49Speaker 1: way to keep her close to her heart, presumably meaning
- 35:52Speaker 1: an urn necklace holding her ashes. She even mentions that
- 35:56Speaker 1: watching the TV show Gilmore Girls is the only way
- 35:58Speaker 1: she can feel her grandmother next to her.
- 36:00Speaker 2: Those little touchstones.
- 36:02Speaker 1: It's just an incredibly profound articulation of a life permanently fractured.
- 36:07Speaker 1: She lost the person who made her feel completely known
- 36:10Speaker 1: and understood without judgment. And she is incredibly angry.
- 36:15Speaker 2: Naturally.
- 36:16Speaker 1: She told the court she gets angry with God, struggling
- 36:19Speaker 1: to understand how a woman with so much faith could
- 36:22Speaker 1: be allowed to leave the world in such a horrific,
- 36:24Speaker 1: violent way.
- 36:26Speaker 2: And what is the perpetrator's response to this outpouring of
- 36:29Speaker 2: unimaginable pain? Well, the source material notes that throughout these statements,
- 36:34Speaker 2: Angie Mock sat there looking down, holding a tissue, clearly emotional.
- 36:39Speaker 2: But when Judge Johnson gave her the formal opportunity to
- 36:42Speaker 2: speak in mitigation of her punishment to offer any words
- 36:45Speaker 2: of explanation or sorrow, she simply shook her head and
- 36:49Speaker 2: declined to say anything at all.
- 36:51Speaker 1: Silence. After all of that destruction, after the blood, the
- 36:55Speaker 1: shattered holidays, the ruined kitchen tools, and the words poured
- 36:59Speaker 1: out by her grieving family, she offered absolute silence.
- 37:04Speaker 2: It's chilling.
- 37:05Speaker 1: It is a haunting, hollow conclusion to her time in
- 37:08Speaker 1: the public eye. Think about the trajectory from a career
- 37:12Speaker 1: built on communicating with thousands of people every morning in St. Louis,
- 37:16Speaker 1: using her voice to establish trust and authority.
- 37:19Speaker 2: To sitting in a Wichita courtroom.
- 37:20Speaker 1: Yes, heavily medicated and completely mute before being locked away
- 37:25Speaker 1: for the rest of her life.
- 37:27Speaker 2: The silence perfectly mirrors the complete collapse of her world.
- 37:30Speaker 1: It really does.
- 37:32Speaker 2: The voice that defined her career, the executive function that
- 37:35Speaker 2: allowed her to climb the ladder of local news is gone.
- 37:38Speaker 2: It has been replaced only by the mechanical functioning of
- 37:41Speaker 2: antipsychotic medication, the silence of a prison sentence, and the
- 37:46Speaker 2: weeping in the hallway as she is led away in shackles.
- 37:49Speaker 1: So we've traced the entire horrific arc of this long
- 37:52Speaker 1: crime broadcast. We've gone from the bright lights of the St.
- 37:55Speaker 1: Louis news desks, through the grueling high-pressure climb of local television,
- 38:00Speaker 1: to a complete catastrophic psychotic break involving a cheese grater
- 38:04Speaker 1: and venom-spewing delusions.
- 38:06Speaker 2: We've covered a lot.
- 38:07Speaker 1: We've navigated the baffling paradox of the legal competency system
- 38:11Speaker 1: that medicates a mind just enough to lock it in
- 38:13Speaker 1: a cage. And finally, we've examined the shattered, blood-stained reality
- 38:17Speaker 1: left behind for a family that just wants to play
- 38:20Speaker 1: a game of hand and foot with their grandmother again.
- 38:22Speaker 2: It's a lot to process.
- 38:24Speaker 1: It is. So what does this all mean for you,
- 38:27Speaker 1: the listener? Why spend this time diving into the dark,
- 38:29Speaker 1: granular details of a family tragedy in Kansas? Because it's
- 38:33Speaker 1: a stark, terrifying reminder of how little we truly know
- 38:37Speaker 1: about the internal lives of the people we interact with
- 38:39Speaker 1: every single day.
- 38:41Speaker 2: Absolutely.
- 38:42Speaker 1: The polished professionals we see on our screens, the colleagues
- 38:45Speaker 1: we work with, or even the neighbors in our own communities.
- 38:49Speaker 1: We assume competence equals stability. But behind the makeup, the teleprompter,
- 38:54Speaker 1: or the front door, there can be a psychological fault
- 38:57Speaker 1: line just waiting to rupture.
- 38:59Speaker 2: It underscores the absolute generational devastation of untreated mental illness.
- 39:05Speaker 2: It shows us that when the mind breaks with this
- 39:08Speaker 2: level of severity, it doesn't just destroy the individual suffering
- 39:11Speaker 2: from the delusion. No. It detonates like a bomb inside
- 39:14Speaker 2: the family structure, leaving collateral damage that ruins holidays, poisons memories,
- 39:19Speaker 2: and rewires the nervous systems of the survivors. The legal
- 39:23Speaker 2: system can process the paperwork and lock away the physical threat,
- 39:26Speaker 2: but it possesses absolutely no tools to fix the psychological.
- 39:30Speaker 2: ruins left behind.
- 39:31Speaker 1: In that house. Which brings me to a final lingering
- 39:34Speaker 1: paradox that wasn't explicitly debated in the courtroom, but it's
- 39:37Speaker 1: something I cannot stop thinking about. And it's what I
- 39:40Speaker 1: want to leave you with today. What's it? Think about
- 39:43Speaker 1: Anita Avers. She wasn't a bystander to mental illness. She
- 39:48Speaker 1: was a clinical therapist. She spent her entire professional career
- 39:52Speaker 1: studying the human mind, helping strangers navigate mental health crises,
- 39:57Speaker 1: identifying pathology, and offering tools for psychological survival. Right. Yet
- 40:02Speaker 1: the most severe, fatal, and catastrophic mental health crisis was
- 40:08Speaker 1: brewing silently inside her own daughter's mind, ultimately leading to
- 40:11Speaker 1: her brutal death in her own bed.
- 40:14Speaker 2: That is the ultimate tragedy of this case.
- 40:16Speaker 1: It leaves you wondering, How often do we completely miss
- 40:19Speaker 1: the deepest, most dangerous fractures in our own homes? Simply
- 40:23Speaker 1: because we're too close to see them. Or worse, because
- 40:26Speaker 1: we believe we possess the professional tools to fix them. Yeah.
- 40:31Speaker 1: We like to think that if we are vigilant, or
- 40:33Speaker 1: if we have the right vocabulary, we can she the
- 40:36Speaker 1: jagged line on the x-ray. That we can diagnose the
- 40:39Speaker 1: break before it shatters everything. But sometimes, the sinkhole is
- 40:45Speaker 1: perfectly masked. Sometimes you don't see the structural failure until
- 40:49Speaker 1: the ground completely gives way beneath you, and the screen
- 40:52Speaker 1: just goes permanently dark.