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Bonus Episode: Screaming Into The Void - Episode 1 · My Third Place Pod

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So they came back with. Why don't we do a segment that
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Let's go for it. So I'm going to let my awesome
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We so we decided I'm doing an episode.
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So please welcome to was a shank called screaming into the boy.
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So for those wondering how this partnership came about, I had
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premium live events. That would mean I would need to
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find something for you to do as well.
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And I know you're not interesting that much but an
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idea presented itself to what if I put episode that I like on the
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patreon page and I lately I've been wanting to do an MCU
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re-watch of sorts. Plus, I have nobody talked about
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Why not put those on the patreon page and ask you, if you want to
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be on those episodes, but you got the greatest of ideas, and
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that idea spawned this episode it, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe,
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just maybe future episode. Perhaps right.
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Perhaps yes. So after much deliberation and
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constant screaming into devoid, here's what we chose to talk
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about on this episode songs that shaped your life.
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Or each going to pick five song to tell you what's going on with
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our lives and time. When we heard come on the radio
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or when someone introduces us to the artist or band, you all
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know. I like to do my homework based
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off of my other podcast. It's likely going to be the same
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here. I will be tell you inside
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information about yourself and the album is from what year, it
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came out. And of course what year?
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We heard it. Plus I like saying screaming
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into the void. My choice of random, but they
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have a store behind, as well as battle, and we are going to
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start with hers. Oh, okay, that's the plan that's
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fine with me. All right.
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So the songs I picked, aren't necessarily always like a moment
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in time. A lot of them have actually
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followed me throughout my life. So that's kind of how I consider
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them, shaking me, you know, some were for certain parts and some
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work for longer Parts. But the first one I wanted to
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talk about was Kryptonite by Three Doors Down.
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After all, I would have to be something with you.
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Like Kryptonite came from a 16 year old.
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Isn't that wild? Wow.
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Yeah so the song is on this list because it's one of my favorite
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songs, it was one of my favorite songs for about a decade.
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I was super into shows that were centered around super powers,
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you know, good vs evil evil and stumbled upon this song.
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Actually in a Dragon Ball Z anime music video whenever I was
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about, I would say 11 or 12, which put me hearing the song
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about a few years after it came out.
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The song Arc encapsulated everything I loved about TV at
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the time, it was a burn. It was soon on a burn, CD
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playing on repeat in my CD player in my car.
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I know like later on. I'm old and also in my CD
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player, I sadly lost the CD because it got stuck in my car,
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seat, six CD changer that I wrecked which I'll talk about in
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an upcoming song which is sad. And you know, there's nothing
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like those custom Burns CD mix CDs.
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I think you understand that Evo. Yeah, some said that is forever.
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Lost fun fact to whenever I was researching this song, I found
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out that Brad would write these songs in math class because he
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struggled with school and rather be somewhere else in his mind
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during class, which I super related to.
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I remember reading Twilight and drawing comics.
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During math class because I, you know, it was torture to me and
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very difficult for me, you know? But for me, it didn't end up
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leading me to an amazing career like him being in a band but you
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know, to each their own. I think this song also spoke to
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me because it asks, others, will you be there at my best?
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And we'd be there at my worst which seems to be a common theme
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in my life. You know, there's a lot of highs
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and a lot of lows. I just wanted to know that my
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friends, I chose that I chose was Would also do the same for
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me, no matter what. And that we would both be there
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for each other. So I think this song kind of
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encapsulated about 10 years of my life up until early 20s.
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Sweet. Wow, that was amazing story
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about Kryptonite. Well good.
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Okay. Well I'm very interested to see
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Euro what you chose is your first song to share.
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Okay? So back in 2012, I was I was
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working at Subway in the catering Department in downtown
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Chicago, for maybe around eight to nine years is think.
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We're going great for me because I had no high responsibility
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except to just show up and work. I wasn't manager.
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It wasn't my, it wasn't my job to do any of the magic stuff,
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but, you know, they've asked me to do it, so I was like, all
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right, I'll do it. But you know once you get the
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magic to it the real manager. Well, they were two sides of
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that store. One was the customers with order
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and the other side with the catering department where I
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would mostly be in charge of. But yet I'm still not the
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manager there. So like, you know, working there
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for eight years without a proper title and all that stuff.
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Basically, we would answer calls deliver food, mostly school
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buildings, companies, Judge Mathis of all people, if anyone
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knows who he is freak, Again, he's on TV, a big TV person on.
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NBC, we would always go to the NBC building downtown Chicago
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and deliver the stuff to him. The owner can say with rough to
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work with because he wanted the work done, no matter what.
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So we did, that may be. But in the May of 2012, I get
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laid off and told I can never come back.
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So I stayed home and got back onto blogging and working out
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from home. I've worked hard with nine
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years. I need a break.
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So I took that one year off when it came down to finally, going
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out and getting a job that isn't Subway.
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I've made my way to other restaurants and companies and I
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believe it was Pinero who saw it.
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I would be a good fit and wanted an interview with me, but not
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only that there were two interviews and you know, that
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second interview is all like shit.
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I don't know what to say and all that stuff.
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The first one went well, but the second one they wanted to feel
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me out. They wanted to keep the younger
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manager to You me see how the the five was and so I nailed it,
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I got the job. And after I got in the car right
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after and turn the car on and turn the radio up, this song was
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the song that came on when I started driving away, here's a
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message to the new V waiting to breed with.
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You believe in energy. Just look at me Against All
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Odds. Don't like this whole no lights
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on. But you still precious to smell
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for me. Now,
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Scarface Retreat, Tupac. From the album Untouchable it
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was released in February 1997 and it is Scarface.
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Most successful single to date peaking at 12 on the Hot 100,
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Billboard that whole car ride home.
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I was smiling any tears. I just knew that this was going
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to be awesome. So yeah, that song was amazing.
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I love it every time I listen to it, I remember that time when I
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smiled from here here, just driving home and knowing that,
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you know, there are more options for me out there.
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That was pretty cool. That's amazing.
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Thank you. So we got one song on our belts,
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what's your next song? Well it was okay.
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Song number two. Okay so this song goes a little
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deeper and darker I would say it's not from the greatest part
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of my past but like would it be screaming into the void?
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If it wasn't something that you wanted to scream into the void
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screaming into the void? Exactly.
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So this song I'm going to talk about was really prevalent.
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I would say in the later half of high school face out by The Red
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Jumpsuit Apparatus Yes, awesome.
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If you love that song, I've made tick-tocks up that song.
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I know I found that out. I was like a female hearts in
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sync. Yes.
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All right. So tell me what else?
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Okay, absolutely. It was released in 2006 on the,
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don't you fake it album? I'm pretty sure I heard it
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within that same year because it inspired a lot after I heard it.
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So I'm going to start this story back in high school.
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You know? I think we've all had that first
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love for the better or for the worse.
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Mine was in high school. It was for the worst.
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There is a lot of red flags to start but you know I was young
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and you know, I just wanted to be loved and you know, it felt
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normal to me. I didn't know anything else.
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I never really had a boyfriend before.
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You know, things change through the worst little by little by
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me, not being allowed to talk to my guy friends because he would
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get jealous and then it would escalate to me not being able to
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talk to my gal Pals either. So basically I wasn't allowed to
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talk to a lot of people. I was kind of like in a prison
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alone with him, it kind of felt like my mom.
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Loves him too. So he gained her, you know,
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admiration and her help in this partnership.
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Yes, trying to keep me isolated from My Friends by telling her.
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Oh her friends are bad influences.
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Yeah, it was It was kind of chaos.
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We broke up multiple times but I couldn't get away.
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He would stalk me. Like literally hiding behind
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trees and I would catch him watching me to see who I was
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talking to at school. And then at school, Like
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whenever he would we would break up and I thought it would be
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over, he would show up with flowers and a suit with like a
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huge romantic gesture in front of a whole bunch of people.
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So I felt like a jerk if I would have said now.
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So it's like no matter how far I try to run.
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It wasn't fast enough. He even went as far to try to
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sabotage my future relationships.
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I had or, you know, future future romantic interests.
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I had guys would tell me. They wouldn't date me because he
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was like crazy and they were afraid of him, not to mention.
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He would get into fights with guys.
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He thought liked me, so it was just like very chaotic, but to
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me, it didn't seem abnormal. I don't want to go into detail
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necessarily into everything but you know, Not only was he
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emotionally. Abusive, there were some
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physical elements as well, but my friend showed me the song
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Face Down By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and it kind of like
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opened my eyes because it's sometimes it's really hard to
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like understand what's going on. If you don't have that global
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view of it and suddenly, you know everything clicked like,
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wow, this is not a good relationship.
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I'm literally down in the dirt saying this doesn't hurt, but
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which is a lyric from the song and through talking to her.
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And others, I finally got the courage to be like, hey, I've
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had enough, which is another lyric in the song, my friends,
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and others also, kind of banded together, to kind of help.
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Protect me from him in the future.
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And then it was nice because he was a year ahead.
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He graduated, he was out of my hair.
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So this just had a Out of Deep Roots with me because it kind of
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opened my eyes. And if it weren't for my best
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friend, showing it to me, I'm not sure how much would have
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changed. So I really appreciate her and
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this song that's my second song. So I'm going to turn it back
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over to you. Even what is your second song?
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Alright, so the next thing is y'all know, but my other
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podcast, I talk about my fight with diabetes.
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Usually titled segment, called resting with diabetes, the
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diabetes that I got in 2001. They gave me three months to get
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to work. I did, I went from my tree.
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A was leading to a 6.5 in those three months, I've gone back to
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the doctor and they've asked me what I did different.
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I told them I have listened to them.
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I I was told to do this and I did that, I did everything.
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I was asked to do, I made sure I wasn't ever coming back to the
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hospital, unless it's for a checkup, which I'm due for this
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year. So again, he tells me to come
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back and night months took some pills off and some shots away
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and tells me to continue doing what I was doing.
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I came back in nine months, February 20 22, and after
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putting in all the work, I was told I still needed to work on
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it, but I was now at a five point. 6, A1C, I was ecstatic.
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I saw they did such an awesome job, but now that I'm borderline
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diabetic and continue to work on it to getting bit more down to
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continue to go down again. So I get this about everything.
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The same way, has some female divorce.
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Worked out some more a tight continue to drive that when I
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went back to the doctor and idh1, see red 5.4.
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I did it. I did the whole Hero saying,
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from Heroes Tada, I truly demolished my goal.
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So, of course, you know, this is another car story, I get in the
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car and the first song I hear is Victorious by Panic at the Disco
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from the death of a bad film released on September 2015,
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peaked at 89 on the Hot. 100 Billboard Brendan Eerie the lead
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singer had a lot of help on this one.
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He wrote it with calyx billion. She gave a wrong, my criolla
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Morgan, keeping Rivers Cuomo and his producer Jack Sinclair.
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Rivers Cuomo is the front, man. For Weezer, I didn't.
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I love that already. That Weiser helped out for three
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years by to write this song because of his for athletic
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skills. He quote, I was never really
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great at sports. Never picked first for the team
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but what I missed in that regard, I made up for in passion
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and intensity, This truly Victorious, giving it your all
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when it's all you have, give them hell to get a taste of
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heaven. And that resonated with me at
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the time when I was driving home and I was like, yes, I gave it
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my all I gave him, he'll Hell, I gave diabetes.
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Hell, and I feel like I'm freaking Victorious.
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The song has its natural to ask Beyonce, painting.
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It makes me want to tackle something.
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He says, I want to have something to ante up.
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It's about having that confidence and being like, yeah,
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I could be the greatest. I just have to push myself to do
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it. I just kept handing sprts the
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whole time in the studio. It was fun.
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He always knows that his impressive testing 10 seconds,
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scream on the sauna. So texting thing, almost David
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recording it. I felt it out in the car when I
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was driving people. Next, we were just like, what
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the hell are you doing? Dude.
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It's like 5.4. I don't care what you think
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about me. I'm like, singing this part.
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Okay, this is my favorite part, right here.
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I did what I could I be came out Victorious.
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You're Victorious and you're such an inspiration to thank
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you. Choked up over here already.
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Whoa, no, I mean it is I'm tackling a lot of health issues
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in my life now and to see like that you overcame this, you
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know, it's like, super, super inspiring.
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Thank you. Appreciate you.
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Absolutely. Okay, nothing but love love.
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Love it. Let's go with song.
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Number three, Alrighty then so song number three for me is
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sloppy seconds by Watsky. He's he's what so what wait,
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what sloppy sloppy seconds by Watsky?
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It's not how it sounds. Please explain please, it's a
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much more Positive song, once you listen to it because sloppy
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seconds, I know that makes people think of something else,
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but anywho sloppy seconds by Watsky.
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Fuck you. If you love a car for a paint
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job, love you. Love a car for the road trips.
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Show me the mouth and your arms, and the Pink's car, where the
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doctor had to pull out all the bone ships because you were
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pressing in the guest. It hard read in the moment when
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the road carpet shark and when you woke up, somebody was in
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clip in your seat belt and pulling you from the open window
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of your foots car. And 2013 on his Cardboard
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Castles album. I actually found out that his
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name is George Watsky because I always wondered.
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Like, how do you come up with this name?
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Literally his last name? Okay, I got that, but Watsky
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he's a rapper, but his stuff is like very it's always like on a
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deeper level. Level, you know, his music for
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the most part has always been filled with much more meaning
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than what you see on the surface level for me at least.
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And I love his songs because I can multi interpret them.
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And as I grow they grow with me and change and I have deeper
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understanding so I just really appreciate his stuff.
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So, you know, I I'll started out with.
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I've always felt like I'm broken are lesser in my life that I'm
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not as good as others. I always put myself second-tier
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to other people and it's just kind of how I was raised.
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You know, people always have their five to ten-year plans,
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mapped out and seem to choose people who are good for them and
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latch on to friends that would take them places.
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And for me, I chose friends with how much we related and
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connected on a deeper level in essence.
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We were all underdogs rooting for each other, even to the
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state, which I super adore. All my friends, including evoke.
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I never had a plan in life. I sort of felt like everything I
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did. I did, I did not deliberately
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choose it. I'm Key that it worked out.
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But looking back on his life, was a lot of CGI, series of my
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life, was a series of, do it for the plot type moments, where I
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would just jump headfirst into opportunities that presented
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themselves, not knowing if it would pan out, or if I even had
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what it takes to take these opportunities on the song.
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Also, encapsulate, a lot of that because it's talking about
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sloppy seconds. As I don't care about the most
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pristine. I don't care about things being
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perfect. You know, it talks about pulled
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Tie-dye shirts. You don't talk about all these
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secondhand things that just are so special to you.
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And one of the parts of the song that really got me was a song
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immediately grabbed my attention, when it talks about a
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wreck, when someone was unclipping your seatbelt,
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pulling you out from a flipped car funny, as soon as I heard
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this a year or two earlier, I fell into an opportunity
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volunteering volunteering at an animal shelter.
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We're driving home one night, there was a truck that became
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left of center in the road. Road and I swerved to avoid him
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and I ended up going in a bank mint enrolling my car I was I
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was fine. I just had terrible Whiplash and
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glass stuck in me in places but it wasn't terrible.
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But the song Grab because it took me back to that was almost
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like he was telling my story because someone came up to my
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car and they unclip my seatbelt and they were pulling me out
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through a broken window. So I was like, what?
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And then the rest of the song I listened to and I adored it.
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I think this song encapsulate so A lot of my life because it
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talks about hardship shaping, you nothing Glory.
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There's this lyric from. It says nothing.
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Gory means no glory fight. And to me that's about the
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finding Adventure in the mundane, which is kind of like
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beating heart of my friendships turning normal boring
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experiences into something memorable.
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So, yeah, I think it's just the positive song All Around and
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it's kind of followed me through life.
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So what's your third song? Wow, pretty cool that and I'm
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like wait, you are in a car accident.
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Wow. Okay.
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Yeah you can comment on it if you want.
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Absolutely. Okay, I'm glad you're alive.
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I'm glad you're here and I'm glad you're safe me to that.
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Let me just have a fun little tidbit.
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That was a 2000-2002 Mercury Cougar and that car saved my
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life. It was like so strong in the
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battery and it was so good. I went days later than that's
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where I was talking about my 6-cd changer, like it was a
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stuck. I couldn't get the trunk open so
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I lost all my CDs which was sad, but I went like days later in
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the car was still on playing music.
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The hell, right? Yeah.
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Oh my goodness. Okay.
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Who's next? I am next.
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So, ironically this next song doesn't happen in the car.
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This song happens because I was in the low place of my life,
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depression sucks. As we all know and it's a time
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of your life, we can be friends in your life.
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You don't want to go burden them with your problems.
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So I sent it back and listen to all my favorite tunes for the
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past 10 years. Yes, I reverted back to the Emo
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songs that had those lyrics that you were like to.
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In 2018. I was going through my playlist
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when all time low pops up. Dear.
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Maria. Count me in never a problem, but
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I'm one of those. Let me listen to the whole
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album, so I checked the so wrong.
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It's right out of them from 2007 and then I get to track a and
27:21
everything stops. This next song is so beautiful.
27:24
I just get lost in it. I play it again, and again, and
27:27
again, I, it's on a loop constant loop at listen to it
27:32
almost every day. Every time maybe about a Baker's
27:36
Dozen time, I don't know. I'll get off my slump and I get
27:41
right back to work or whatever it is that I'm doing a song that
27:45
I would never, never would always listen to.
27:48
We get to me is beautiful when 2020 came around.
27:52
We all know what happened. I pandemic hit, we sat at home
27:56
for days weeks months, maybe a year and I'm sitting at home.
28:01
Listening to this song on repeat, I joined Tick-Tock, get
28:04
to 1,000 followers, but it months and I start screaming I
28:08
hear Rumblings of these other streamers playing their favorite
28:11
song as a Goodbye song. So I check around my playlist
28:16
and I like Melee say like this is it right here?
28:20
I can like, let other people know what this song means to me.
28:25
I go to other people stream volume, using one specific song
28:28
that speaks to them. So, I do the same.
28:32
I make this song, my final song before I leave.
28:35
Everyone wants it to this day, I still do.
28:38
If you ever come to my stream and I'm about to end it, you
28:40
will hear the song. November the same year, I come
28:44
back to blogging. And I make a post that I love
28:47
this band specifically this song.
28:50
Like I put it out there, I post it out there, I get a message
28:53
and I form a special bond with this person.
28:56
All because of all time, low we become friends.
28:59
Good friends. Great friend.
29:00
We become the best of friends, we share our favorite moments
29:03
and so on. So for she even tells me of a
29:05
new album release which I husband.
29:08
The holdup right away. We may not talk at all anymore,
29:11
but we always have all time low just think back on.
30:00
In an online interview, Alex gasps card said that this song
30:02
in Vegas are about the same person and to same experience in
30:06
Vegas. He sings about how you would
30:08
have remarried her. If you could and in Remembering
30:11
Sunday lost her, the lyrics I'm at home, in the clouds is about
30:16
being on a plane. A lot changed during the
30:20
pandemic for kind of the both of us.
30:22
Because it sounds like you know, your whole podcast was born of
30:25
that and there's like a lot of change in my life and my pocket
30:30
was born because I was going through.
30:33
I was going through it and 20 at the end of 20 21, I was going,
30:37
it's like through a bunch of stuff and then like, all right,
30:41
at the beginning of the year of birthday, in January and 22,
30:45
I'ma start this and I did that and it just Just rest needed
30:49
from there. I kept the ball rolling.
30:52
I became consistent, I became, you know, I did.
30:56
I got order in my life because of that lie.
31:00
I just kind of realized I was I was like oh the next two songs I
31:03
have to kind of have a little bit about the pandemic in it too
31:06
because it's shaped their lives so much.
31:08
Yes of him. I think it is.
31:10
Yeah. And what does that next song of
31:12
yours? So the next song similar to how
31:17
Kryptonite was Era of my life about 10 years.
31:20
I think this song defines the new era of my life.
31:24
So this is like, my favorite song now, and it has been four
31:27
years. Since it came out, it's called
31:28
Kill Your Heroes by a, whoa Nation.
31:31
I love their music, whatever it came out.
31:32
It was so different and it kind of Blended everything I loved
31:37
about rock and back in the day, like, drum and bass, but it was
31:41
kind of like in a new light. And it was, then I had a
31:44
symphonic element to it, which I appreciated too because I I'm a
31:48
classically trained musician. So having that all together it
31:52
was like, thought, this being was made for me,
32:31
This song is released in 2011 on the megalithic symphony album.
32:36
What is with these artists having the most difficult.
32:40
So the song doesn't take me back to a Time necessarily, it's on
32:45
my list because, you know, since I found it continues to show up
32:48
in my life and evolve its meeting as I evolved as a human.
32:52
Most of the time this song just reminds me like Hey we're all
32:55
gonna die. So stop being afraid and like do
32:58
stuff you love because I kind of I tend to get stuck in my
33:02
depression and go into like hermit mode when I was like, I
33:05
don't want to talk to anybody, I want to like, avoid all
33:08
conflict, I want to avoid life, you know.
33:10
And I spent most of my life in fight or flight mode, so living,
33:14
and doing things for quote unquote.
33:16
Finest very difficult to wrap my head around sometimes.
33:20
Yeah. Yeah, this song.
33:23
Usually Finds Its way back to me in some form to remind me and I
33:26
use it as like a, you know, a little Universe call reminding
33:30
me. Hey, Enjoy life live.
33:32
You know you only live once and I hate to pull YOLO in it, but
33:36
it is. Yeah, yeah.
33:40
I I really resonate with the Kill Your Heroes line as well.
33:44
It reminds me to stop putting these people on this platform.
33:47
You know, like I said earlier, I was in second, tier in my head
33:51
thinking I'll never be valuable because I am not them.
33:55
You know, I have to remember we're all different and it's not
33:57
a better were scale. I'm on my own Journey just like
33:59
they are it. It's just I can't equivocates
34:02
it. And then another line in the
34:04
song that I really love is well as let your never let your fear
34:08
decide your fate. Like I said earlier, I tend to
34:11
live my life in fight or flight some finding anything to you
34:15
know, pull me out of that. I got it like be a little more
34:18
Brave and an active participant in my life.
34:21
This is specially held true in the last four to five years.
34:24
I've done some stuff that has scared the crap out of me and
34:28
I've come out better than before because Cuz I didn't let fear.
34:31
Hold me hostage, especially during the pandemic after the
34:35
pandemic. I was super afraid of everything
34:37
coming out of it even going outside.
34:40
So I feel like yes. So we really conquered that.
34:44
Yeah, we did. We all did.
34:46
Well, yes. But I'm still, I'm still working
34:50
on that. Oh really?
34:52
Yeah, I don't want to go outside when I do this.
34:55
Like, all right. So the small gathering that's
34:59
fine. but other than that, I'm like, You know, comic book
35:06
conventions, I don't go anymore. Hmm, our movie theaters are
35:13
wrestling events Is that because of the pandemic kinda is a kind
35:20
of like just like wanna be like left alone.
35:22
It change it really changed us for some reason.
35:24
I just like you know I used to love going to these places and
35:27
then it's like introvert. Wow, okay so like I'd rather
35:33
stay at home. I'd rather work on the podcast.
35:35
I'd rather watch content from home then go out.
35:40
Well, I feel you on that 100 because I think you know, Not
35:43
only was I afraid of getting sick and stuff but my social
35:46
skills really degraded and coming out from the pandemic.
35:50
I just did my first trip in years and I was so afraid the
35:54
whole time everything gave me anxiety and I had like really
35:57
push through it. Yeah.
35:59
Same with the trip to Texas and I had three weeks ago coming
36:05
back. This is like okay I'm good.
36:08
I'm going home, I'm feeling better.
36:10
Now, yeah, I gotta get the US carries out.
36:14
I was what I'm going to call it now.
36:16
Iscariot. Yeah.
36:17
Pretty much our troll. Introverts.
36:20
We're here and it's like, if you're listening where we
36:25
understand, okay, we got you. We're Victorious.
36:29
Exactly. The next thing I would like to
36:32
say that this is the reason I wasn't to Poppins.
36:38
I'm gonna go on record. Yes.
36:41
I was one of those Blockheads. Yeah, I own a shirt.
36:47
I own the merchandise. I watched a TV shows.
36:49
I watch the cartoons. I was into them, doesn't matter.
36:54
Whatever. People said later on, like know
36:58
I was into them. I saw how the girls were for
37:01
them and I wanted that I wanted them to be into me like that, so
37:06
I started imitating their dance moves.
37:09
I would do some at parties at school dances.
37:11
I would get laughed at by the guy.
37:15
But the girls thought it was great.
37:17
Sometimes it was corny. Sometimes it wasn't some time
37:20
together guys, with like Joy with me and we'd be doing it,
37:23
you know that oh yeah I love that.
37:31
So here's why this song helped shape me because years later I
37:36
got the confidence to do it in front of people bands that came
37:41
before they came after them or before them during them.
37:44
During that time, New Edition, Boys, to Men and thing back,
37:48
three boys out Town, 90 degrees. So decision LFO, they all wanted
37:53
to entertain and make everybody scream.
37:56
I dug that I want to do that. Why not?
37:59
A bunch of girls enjoyed it? He got popular in high school.
38:03
I reverted back to the right stuff, dance move.
38:06
So here it is for all the world to see here.
38:10
I mean, listen, you've got it the right stuff, my new kids.
38:14
On a block from the album hanging tough released November
38:18
7 1988 it peaked at number three on the Hot 100 Billboard.
38:24
Let's get it. Let's do the right stuff.
39:16
I love that. I love that.
39:19
You spoke to my heart though because I was in love with 98
39:22
Degrees and all those boy bands before I got into rock music.
39:26
So, I was like, very appreciative that you touched
39:28
on. That is one of your songs are
39:31
for that. You get?
39:33
Exactly, took me back. I took you back.
39:37
I'm glad I took back even though it wasn't like chronologically
39:44
because 98 Degrees. Before Ghost Town.
39:48
And then I will follow and Old Town where around the same era
39:51
out of the bustle decision. I just include them there
39:54
because of math called shell from Emos, not dead.
40:00
So like, every time he does the whole sole decision song that he
40:05
does on his skit. I just start doing the whole his
40:08
whole kit and everybody's all like why do you like the song?
40:13
Because of what he does in that skit?
40:15
Like I repeat it. And I that whole thing right
40:20
there of ten doing. So, listen tonight.
40:22
It's like I have a tick tock of it and I just like to laugh
40:25
every time I see it like that. Yeah, dig it up.
40:32
Yeah. Release it with this.
40:35
All right, our final songs. Right.
40:39
Yeah this is our final songs. So this song is All Eyes On Me
40:43
by Bo Burnham and funny enough. I never really listened to Bo
40:48
Burnham. I've seen his shows before but I
40:51
didn't really know much about him, but I'll take you back to
40:55
why this meant so much to me, whenever it this whole album
40:58
period which so relatable, it came out just in time and it had
41:02
a hole. So I'm just going into like a
41:04
little details here, but it had a song about turning 30 and it
41:07
came out right before I turned 30.
41:09
In the pandemic and I was like oh my gosh and everything was
41:12
just so relatable anywho I'll get back on track.
41:15
Make happy stand-up tour. He began having panic attacks on
41:20
stage and had no idea why leading him to stop performing
41:23
live. Wow.
41:25
Yes. And 2021, he released Bo Burnham
41:28
inside which was a his first comedy special and he released
41:32
it on Netflix. It was his first one in five
41:34
years. This album was fun, but also
41:37
serious diving into Mental Health.
41:39
Health and society as a whole during 2020.
41:41
In the pandemic. He planned to come back and in
41:44
2020 but funny thing happened, pandemic happened.
41:47
So he wasn't able to release it when he wanted to write but
41:53
right so the inside the songs was the first comedy album to
42:00
land on the top 10 of the billboard. 200 since 2015 it
42:05
remained there for six non-consecutive weeks which is
42:08
it was pretty big. This is where I'm going to shift
42:10
into how it kind of related to me during the pandemic.
42:13
My whole world completely shifted that work, everybody got
42:17
to go home and work from home for a while but I was the first
42:20
person to get called into the office.
42:22
And I was working alongside my manager for 10 to 12 hours a
42:25
day, which was essentially by myself.
42:27
Because there was no other team supporting their, my manager was
42:30
just kind of barking orders at me, a manager was there, but
42:34
mostly down up down my neck about performing up to her
42:37
standards. So she would look good for
42:39
senior level management. I was expected to produce
42:41
products that would normally take weeks but produce them
42:44
within days. There are many points where I
42:47
was about to miss deadlines because it was just impossible.
42:50
So I started having panic attacks for the first time in my
42:52
life. I didn't realize they were panic
42:53
attacks because I wasn't hyperventilating like you kind
42:56
of see on TV. I would suddenly not be able to
42:59
breathe deeply. I wouldn't be able to catch my
43:01
breath. My face would go numb I suddenly
43:03
couldn't read or concentrate my hands would get cold and I would
43:06
start shaking it got to the point where I So, anxious every
43:10
day, I couldn't even talk to people without stuttering.
43:12
I forgetting what I was saying or getting off track.
43:14
Like, my brain went through the wringer, this wasn't who I was
43:17
because previously I was very confident at work in presenting
43:20
myself. So I was like, whoa, what
43:22
happened? So I ended up in therapy in 2020
43:26
and I made a lot of progress since then, you know, and now my
43:29
anxiety is like at a low grade, if any, and like I was talking
43:34
to earlier, like, the biggest thing is, like, travels, like my
43:37
anxiety or just overthinking, but it's Nowhere near what it
43:40
was. So I chose this song
43:42
specifically because it spoke to my soul and the clip that I have
43:47
here we'll kind of dive into that because you know he's like
43:51
all eyes on me and while I was working during that time it was
43:54
all eyes on me and a lot of pressure and I broke, you know,
43:57
just kind of like he did. Don't be scared, don't be shy,
44:11
come on in the water's fine, who say the oceans Rising.
44:31
But you know, I appreciated the album as a whole because it
44:33
really helped me get through the pandemic and it's like a little
44:36
haha happier side as well. Which She ate humor through the
44:40
pain that's my last song even though it's yours.
44:47
Final song. Alright so we're going back to
44:50
high school with the story and obviously my whole chronological
44:56
saying it's not even chronological, it's all over the
44:58
place. That bounce around from here and
45:01
thereby blocking all that stuff, stuff, more year English class.
45:05
We're learning about storytelling.
45:08
I my English teacher, mrs. Bush.
45:10
I don't even think if I can measure name.
45:12
I just decided to do it. Fuck it as well for the student
45:18
teacher and she tried to name a parent like she doesn't remember
45:23
him at all. He just remembers that we did
45:26
stuff with him and she's all like, Yeah, remember that time
45:30
and I just don't remember it. He's helping all of us with the
45:34
new material of course. He assigns us that project which
45:38
is time. We're studying about nonviolent,
45:40
peaceful protesters, enter any world leader or civil rights
45:45
activist that, you know, is about peace and wanted to be a
45:47
poppy and modernize them with a story pulling rap for song.
45:52
And yes we were told to go in front of class and present our
45:55
project. I didn't I didn't have, I
45:58
couldn't so, shy little guy from Sacramento California was this
46:06
like, oh goodness, I don't know what to say.
46:08
I'm not confident enough. They're going to.
46:11
They're all gonna laugh at me. They're all going to laugh at
46:13
you Earl. Could laugh at you.
46:15
Anyway, everyone had their reminded me of that all over
46:26
again Carrie and shit everyone. I got mine, but I want to song
46:33
and I want to do a parody. So I want to do a lot of
46:37
research on Mahatma Gandhi. The student teacher asked me if
46:40
I was serious, about doing a parody work on Gandhi and I
46:43
said, yes, I wasn't going to make him look bad until
46:47
according to him a parody. You know.
46:49
It's making people making fun of the saying fact yeah I was like,
46:53
you know, a parody doesn't always mean you're going to make
46:55
your someone look bad and I told him it's like I got spine.
47:01
I'm not gonna make him look bad at all.
47:02
It's just, you know, imagine taking Is that a March maybe so
47:07
parody on Mirage. And so, I went to work on to,
47:11
with two songs. You know, if I did two songs, I
47:14
wouldn't have to go to the front of the class, it'd be extra
47:17
credit. I get all that stuff instead.
47:21
So like yeah, you can do two songs, two of them.
47:24
All right, cool. I did it.
47:25
That the first one was dreaming of you my Selena Quintanilla for
47:31
all you newer people. Which was changed to dreaming of
47:37
peace and the other was Gangster's Paradise by Coolio.
47:42
Which was changed to beautiful paradise.
47:44
Rest in peace Coolio ironically, Celine and Julia aren't two
47:47
songs that shaped me for this one.
47:49
No I did say parody. So if it wasn't for Weird, Al
47:53
Yankovic doing satire and changing the lyrics to songs to
47:57
make it funny. I would have known about this.
48:00
I got an A on both projects and of course the extra credit for
48:04
doing the boat. Of them.
48:05
I didn't get to go to the front of the class and present my
48:07
thesis because that's what it, what it was like.
48:10
I had to sing it like other people how to do the poem other
48:14
people had the saying I'm listen.
48:15
Um, I'm good. I'm good.
48:16
Sir, I'm gonna do two of them, so I don't have to go to the
48:19
front of the class and I did that, and he grabbed and here at
48:24
them and he said, and instead of me going up there, he read them
48:28
in front of the class and I'm just like, what are you doing,
48:31
sir? I'm just like Shit and I'm just
48:36
like, not trying to make it seem like it was meat all the time
48:38
just like laughing at him and it was long with everybody else and
48:41
they're like, huh. I'm like, that's funny.
48:45
Yeah, they're pretty smart of him to do that, but funny.
48:48
Yeah. And everybody loves was like, do
48:51
you think that was part of like yeah.
48:53
It's pretty genius. You know.
48:56
Yeah. And like other people agree them
48:59
like oh my gosh, thank you. I don't look stupid.
49:02
And so the teacher says like this pretty Fun to do, you know?
49:06
And this is end, that's why I hate me because I was all into
49:11
it years later. I would end up doing fanfiction
49:17
work where I would just do parodies of stuff it helped but
49:23
we're Dallas, the reason I do that weird, I was a reason I was
49:28
it called IQ fanfiction of wrestling in Bob wrestling.
49:33
I put rest, I just mixed Wrestling with superhero stuff
49:37
and I make stories. And I did that there was 80 like
49:42
football fantasy football. There was also wrestling fantasy
49:47
wrestling. Yeah.
49:48
Fancy pro wrestling, where it was called be fed and we would
49:52
write each other's promos and all that stuff.
49:55
I created characters. I did all that.
49:59
So Amish Paradise by Weird, Al Yankovic was the song.
50:04
That shaped my life. As I walk through the valley
50:19
where I harvest migraine, I take a look at my wife and realize,
50:23
she's very lame. But that's just perfect for an
50:25
Amish like electricity. That my mind is gone.
50:41
I'm a man of the land, I'm into discipline, got a Bible in my
50:45
hand and a beard on my chin, but if I finish all of my chores and
50:49
you finish time, then tonight, we're gonna party.
50:51
Like it's 1699. We been spending most Our Lives.
51:13
I love that. You got to have fun and I get to
51:17
be all creative. Yeah it was.
51:20
I love it too. Amish Paradise, by Weird, Al
51:23
Yankovic. Yankovic is a song about the
51:25
Amish and Christian religious group who don't believe in any
51:27
form of violence for Fannie or electricity.
51:30
This song is a parody of Gangsta's Paradise by Coolio -
51:33
it famously permission from here is artist before you pair.
51:36
These are song even though he is not legally obligated to do.
51:39
So, This case, however cool you think about, I guess this booth
51:43
saying that, anybody at ninety six Grammy Awards, it's one of
51:46
our favorite videos and is a family affair.
51:47
His parents and a few other relatives appear in it.
51:50
Florence Henderson a from this video playing the role Michelle
51:53
Pfeiffer played in Coolio's clip, Henson's famous for
51:56
playing Carol, Brady on the TV show, The Brady Bunch, you can
52:00
make who love classic TV. Also get the Gilligan's Island
52:02
referenced in the song when he sings some of the Show's theme
52:05
song to explain the I'm an Amish permanent lifestyle.
52:08
No phone loan lights. No motor car that a single
52:11
luxury like Robinson Caruso, It's A Primitive tasks.
52:15
Can be as, for why shaped my life years later, I would end up
52:19
loving to write a joint fanfiction.
52:21
Mexico boards about wrestling and end up making stories about
52:24
those wrestlers as to the what they were doing to this day.
52:27
I hate that everything got deleted because I know I would
52:30
have loved reading it to you on the podcast or sharing it with
52:33
everyone. I have like a story out there on
52:38
my old account. But like if I need to find the
52:43
other stuff, I can't because they're all dead but I saved at
52:46
least one little Club. Little second of it.
52:50
I guess and I trim reading it on the podcast and it's on it's on
52:56
draft. Like I'm not gonna release it.
52:58
I just like wanted to hear myself talk to see how that
53:02
would work. So maybe maybe I will lease it,
53:05
maybe I will, maybe maybe could happen, I don't know.
53:09
Maybe. If there was a baby, maybe there
53:11
was a way I could on the patreon page, perhaps, maybe that would
53:15
work. Because not only everyone will
53:18
get ahead to hear it, but if you come to the patreon page, you'll
53:21
get to hear it. Jo.
53:25
Hey, y'all should follow his patreon and support him to make
53:31
more of this wonderful content because evil what I really love
53:34
about all the stuff that you do is it's very community-based
53:38
like, you know, I'm here on it, you've had other people here on
53:41
it and not necessarily all podcasts are like that.
53:44
So I definitely want to drop a line saying that everybody
53:48
should follow his patreon and support him.
53:50
What are we going to talk about on this show?
53:54
Oh good. So, we were talking about that
53:57
like, screaming into the void. It could be used so much, you
54:03
know, it could be music. It could be TV, it could be
54:06
games, it could be pop culture. So I think like, it could be all
54:11
of that. Yeah, I think so, too.
54:13
Like movies and all that stuff. The like we can do an M2 you
54:17
re-watch. We can start from the beginning.
54:20
Oh, or if anybody has any It just feels like, give us a
54:24
message. Send us a message on Tumblr,
54:26
sends a message anywhere, and we will happily do that.
54:32
Like let us know. My God lately.
54:34
I've been watching. I've been binge-watching layer
54:36
Kenny and I'm just like I don't think I can like do episode
54:40
Recaps of this show because it's like too much fun.
54:44
Let's 11 Seasons. Oh you have to do like season
54:48
Recaps. Yeah.
54:50
Deputies in there all six episodes.
54:52
Fine. Oh yeah.
54:55
No. I feel you.
54:56
And just getting. All nostalgic is really fun too
54:59
and like revisiting shows that You like watching your past,
55:02
like we're even talking about like our all-time favorite
55:04
movies and stuff like that too. Yeah.
55:08
Movies that shaped you TV shows that shaped you.
55:11
What was your favorite WBTV show back in?
55:15
When it was the WB before, 2cw took over.
55:19
Was Buffy on there. I'm so bad at this because I
55:22
just watched whatever it was on TV, Bobby was on there and then
55:26
I turn got into VPN and then it turned into CW, the whole
55:31
everything like his in the same realm, I guess.
55:35
You are a walking encyclopedia. I am, I hate it.
55:39
I love it. It's like effect.
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Check me. In fact, checked, I'm sorry.
55:44
I apologize. No, I appreciate it because I
55:47
don't want to be wrong because I'm just like, worthless
55:50
knowledge that nobody cares about.
55:52
And let their people that dude is like, oh, really?
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It's like, yeah, I talked about in wrestling.
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I talked about it from under the apron, as I say, like, oh yeah,
56:00
this isn't this. And then like Industries.
56:03
It's just one person that comes in All the time and tells me.
56:05
It's like you remember this? You remember to us like yeah, I
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remember that. But did you know this in this in
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this? Like, oh, I didn't know that
56:11
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asking you to be my partner. I'll give you all the props and
56:20
everything. There it is.
56:21
I've no stuff there is like yeah I know stuff.
56:25
There's some seen it here to some like I yeah that's why.
56:29
I was like saying let's do them. See you re-watch where we just
56:32
go from Iron Man 2. The TV shows to just about
56:37
everything. Oh you can go like way back in
56:41
time and do like the original like Flash Gordon and stuff like
56:45
that. Oh my, and it's not Flash
56:49
Gordon. That's pretty fun.
56:53
On, was he like Marvel or DC? I can't.
56:55
I don't even know if he was. Was he just Flash Gordon?
57:01
I don't think there was a Flash Gordon as their flash to work in
57:04
TV show. Yeah, I don't think he was from
57:07
space and there was no DC or Marvel in there.
57:13
Yeah, I don't know if it was a TV show or a movie.
57:15
It was way back when it's a film.
57:17
Yeah, it's yeah, TV show. Alright movie?
57:20
I mean, Never seen it. You have Yes, Yes.
57:27
Actually in college, I took a class called Like it was a comic
57:35
book class about the history of comics and we started with Flash
57:38
Gordon then Wonder Woman, then Batman and kind of went through
57:41
the ages. What high school do you go to
57:44
for that? What do it was for college?
57:47
Did you go to for that? I want to sign up for that.
57:53
I think the college was trying to like get kids to like get
57:56
excited there. You got like these creative
57:58
extra curriculum activities, you know, credits so they had like a
58:02
one about Adult Swim. What about Adam Sandler and a
58:06
few others. Yeah that's nice.
58:10
What was your final four? What do they have?
58:12
You do like make comic book I think it wasn't a comic book.
58:17
I think I had to dissect and talk about one of the comic book
58:25
Heroes and like talk about them through history and I'm pretty
58:28
and I'm pretty sure have somewhere, but I think I chose
58:30
Captain America and I do of into like past him versus today him
58:35
and stuff like that. That's cool.
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