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focused on. . . · Dits & Dahs

Sue: Today. about focus, the level of awareness that we train ourselves on when it comes to a specific task or group of tasks or and I engage in different levels of focus throughout the day like we all do, right? We have a job that when we get paid to do something, we're putting forth all of our attentions and our energy towards that in a focused way and get a sense of relief when you stop doing that. And then your focus switches to your home life. or your happy places of hobbies and things. The biggest opportunity to receive spiritual attacks comes when you are temporarily not focused. It doesn't take more than a nanosecond of time. And I'm not suggesting that you be so hypervigilant about your awareness that you are 24 seven centuries kind of attention, but rather the awareness that when you do lose your focus, you are susceptible. And like other things in life that You recognize that you can't entirely prevent from happening. You prepare for the inevitability of when something does happen, you've got the tools that you need to fix it. Pff you know, I don't know, I keep a box of band aids in my ⁓ medicine cabinet because I know at some point I'm going to injure myself. That kind of fic. And the same thing is true with You know, when you get spiritually attacked and don't really recognize anything beyond that vibe that you were projected upon to receive, you do what you would do to restore balance in your life. Put on your favorite but of music, watch your favorite video, etc. Dive into that really exquisite dark chocolate bar that you have been stashed in the refrigerator for too long. And then we leave it there and move on. Well, I've had about four years and a half now since my husband died to reflect on this. I'm gonna share what I think my focus is about in my life. Because after a while when I saw myself fixing these inattentive focused attacks, I recognized that it was calling upon a particular emotional pattern that I experienced earlier in my life that was very painful. That was a curious thing to me. It was like, ⁓ Where are these very specialist sort of vibes being generated from? Because although I accept that maybe that is my most generic response when a financial crisis happens in my life that I experience it in this way, I recognize that. You know, we are creatures of habit, after all. But the fact that they were being projected on me at a time when I wasn't in a financially stressful situation. But yet made me feel as though I was experiencing a financial emergency. Well that's somebody going through my Akashic Records, looking through my eternal life and saying there was and yup, there's that. We can if we can get her to feel exactly that vibe that she felt after that event, were golden. Because look what her response to that was one of years of devastation financially. It really just made her stay within a very small circle. So hey, we get a hit it we get a hit on all grounds. You know, if we if we can inhibit her by making her feel that she's destitute, that means that she won't socialize and interact with people. So we'll get her to social ⁓ s isolate. She won't be able to afford the foods that she prefers to eat. So, you know, that's a win win. All just because we made her feel financially instable with this old anxiety that she used to feel. ⁓ yeah, okay, all right, all right. We'll get somebody who has the gift to be able to do that on our behalf. Right. Okay, good, good. I'm sure there's some that we can find on the black web, the dark web, right? Yeah, of course. Actually, you know, I know this person in my church. Really? Hmm. Okay. Let's let's go have a little prayer circle and see what we can ⁓ manifest together now. Whatever the details are that created that environment where somebody started to project old anxieties towards me to make me feel financially stable at a time when I'm solvent, of course now I recognize that for what it is. It's a spiritual attack meant to distract, meant to confuse, meant to keep me off my focus. Even if it's just those few moments of me stopping what I'm doing that I'm most focused on, to trace down the genesis of why I'm feeling this vibe. Well, that's a success for them, isn't it? They got me to change my focus momentarily. And the more they can make that happen, the happier everybody's gonna be because they want to thrive off of my frustration energies, my anger energies, my potential rage energies for who how dare you spiritual trespass against me in this way, right? And of course I don't give ⁓ any of that, because I see it for what it is. And I've spoken before about the souls behind all of these projections and why they're doing it. You know, they just don't want me to be in this realm, this physical realm, with my eternal love, because otherwise they will be seen as the diabolically attached entities that they are to these souls, as just the general devil always wanting to keep the lights turned off, kind of vibe. Old is old is the universe. And of course now by speaking on it, at the very least what I'm doing is documenting my own vibes and feelings and my personal opinions in my journal here. And if you resonate it with it, if it makes sense to you at some point that there have been times in your life when your focus has been deterred, interrupted, and that at the time you were feeling a a vibe that didn't fit with your current environment, that might be a spiritual attack. And to not be scared or paranoid or fearful, but to understand that the way forward in dealing with that is to keep your awareness of you and what's going on a little higher level so that your focus remains focused. So that you control when you decide not to focus. Because goodness knows I love changing my focus so that I'm protecting myself while improvising or just letting life flow. And having the control of deciding when I choose to change my focus is the way that I live, and it's the way to self actualize for all of those things in your life that you deserve. And it starts with the fact that once you control your ability to focus with ease, because you've eliminated most all of the distractions, or at least responded to the distractions with the appropriate response, like putting a band aid on it. In this case That's the solution, in a good way. Well, all the better. Because the playbook out of which the martini fueled kitchen witches operate is based on incomplete ritual data. They don't realize that they're missing a few chapters. ⁓ they will soon, but being able to stay focused regardless of who's throwing you the spiritual attacks is success. And it's easily attainable. It's just about raising your awareness. You're already engaged in activities where your focus is comfortable. Your work. your hobbies, the attention you've put on yourself when preparing a meal for you and whoever else is in your life. And then once you understand that when you decide to allow your focus to relax and that you are potentially susceptible to receiving these income negative projections, now you know what they are, who's sending them. You just ignore don't put any energy into it. I mean, am I right? Not all cuts need a band-aid. They'll heal on their own. And for those of you who feel that you don't have enough activities in your life to train your focus because that's the other thing. Focus just doesn't come naturally to be effective. You've really gotta spend some time working at it and it's not a drudgery kind of work. It's the idea that you're learning about what it takes for you to focus. Do you need to put on some headphones and listen to music? Do you need to have a quiet room? Do you need to have a dark room? A light room? Do you need to be outdoors? All of those little details that help you define the environment to allow you to ease in to focus on whatever it is that you're working. You have to practice those and be mindful. Because at some point it's gonna be very easy for you just to call that up instantaneously. You get an attack and you're not realizing it like that bee that just flew in my ear. Confirmation. And then you keep your vigilance diligently applied. And life goes on. It's not a heavy lift because you know the level that you need to keep your focus engaged. You know, as I began my life as a widow for the first few months, I had varying levels of negative thoughts swirling around me, and I know that I speak on the belief that I have that none of our thoughts are our own. We are just a cosmic sponge selecting what bits we feel we want to claim as our own. And th those first few months, man, were really, really dark thoughts. Not towards me self deleting, it was all about well how am I gonna get through this? I don't see what the path is ahead of me because I don't have a source of income. The practical reality of just what it is after a life partner dies might well be first hit or experienced in the in the pocketbook. My husband didn't generate a lot of income, so when I started to feel those vibes I knew that it wasn't my path like Experience that was being projected at me. It was somebody else's. It was just sort of a textbook vibe, like, ⁓ well, that's yeah. Somebody became a widow. Well, chances are their husband was the breadwinner, so let's give her some of this vibe. Of course that doesn't fit with me. It fit from the standpoint that yeah, I have no income, but it's not triggering the, ⁓ my goodness, I really am a codependent. So then I got curious about all of this because I'm thinking, well, I know I'm a creative effort. I do come up with all sorts of light and dark things, but it kept happening. You know, usually when you address something within you, you put it to rest after you figure it out and you move on to the next bit of lessons to learn. And so when it kept recurring, then I began to understood what the pattern was about. That it also might be something that is routinely, ritualistically done, either by some sort of friendship group that is a prosperity gospel group Could be Masons. I mean I have a familial connection to the Masons. My grandfather on my father's side and my father wa were Masons. My grandfather was a thirty third degree Mason. I might be part of a generational curse that was instigated by his actions as a Mason. Yeah, people ritualizing on other people's lives to gain for themselves a more prosperous life. Yeah. Possible. Am I interested in actually tracking it down? No, just recognizing that it's a possibility just means that I can put it to rest now, knowing that it's not an organic vibe. It's out of somebody's playbook. They figure if they projected it towards someone that fits my demographic of being a widow, for example, they can cause some instability in my life so that I suffer even more and they can energy harvest from that. Confirmation with a weed whacker. And this is why, just as a general day to day operation of life, I think it's essential to ⁓ be aware that your focus is on what needs to be, and that the rest of the time you're in your happy place, working on your personal passions. And someone like myself Who only speaks when I make these recordings, other than a few chit chatty words when I'm walking the dog with my neighbors. I think this is super important because this is an activity that's a passion project for me that keeps my focus for a good six hours each and every day. I get a chance to share my opinions and my little visualizations like I just described, because I don't think I'm alone in feeling these visualizations. After all, I'm just a cosmic sponge like you are. Maybe you've focused yourself on these thoughts at one point. And if you have, let me know. I'm happy to resonate a little bit. Regardless, I thank you for listening. I appreciate you.