Latest / Deprogrammed Music Podcast / Peter Edition
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- 0:02So this episode, you know, without without getting into the
- 0:10sad reality of it, you know, Randy put it a good way when he
- 0:16kind of was memorializing them in the the discord chat, like
- 0:22hang his jersey in the rafters. And I know, you know, sports
- 0:24ball. What's a sports ball, But I feel
- 0:28like this is kind of what we're doing here.
- 0:31We lost a deprogrammed great. And I mean, it's obviously more
- 0:37than the pod, but he was a huge part of our community and the
- 0:43community kind of was like a lot of the people that are are here
- 0:47today are here through the pod and knew Peter through the pod.
- 0:52And and really music was really just a central part of of
- 1:00Peter's life. And if, if you knew Peter,
- 1:02whether we were doing the pot or not, it was music conversations
- 1:07like we would just we'd be, we'd be dragging dead bodies from the
- 1:11chain train, right, Jenny and just be talking about whatever
- 1:14fucking music we're listening to that week.
- 1:16Like it was just, it was just such a central part to to Peter.
- 1:24Yeah, I think a lot of what I knew about him was about like
- 1:30his music and movies and TV preferences and that sort of
- 1:33thing. I don't know how many playlists
- 1:36we used to make together. We used to have a like a
- 1:38Facebook group where we'd come up with a theme and then just
- 1:41add a bunch of songs to it. And for whatever reason, I went
- 1:44and cleaned a bunch of those out.
- 1:46And so as soon, as soon as I found out he passed, I like
- 1:49panicked and went through like dug a bunch of those up and like
- 1:54made sure I took screenshots, you know, to, to kind of
- 1:56preserve all that because it was such a huge part of, of all the
- 2:00things that we would talk about. And, you know, we've made like
- 2:04fantasy playlist for TV shows and movies and stuff like, oh,
- 2:08this could have been part of the soundtrack.
- 2:11This could have been part of the soundtrack, you know, So it's, I
- 2:16don't know, It's, it's crazy. Yeah.
- 2:22I'm still in denial, I think. Yeah, just a little bit.
- 2:26For sure. I mean, it's not because it's
- 2:31not easy to get that phone call. And I mean, if I'm being honest,
- 2:37it's not easy to make that phone call either after getting the
- 2:39phone call, but like. Trust me, I know.
- 2:42Yeah, right. Like you had to make one as
- 2:45well. And it's just it's not something
- 2:50you ever think you're going to have to do.
- 2:53I mean, it, it does. It brings up a lot of questions,
- 2:56but like, I don't know, man. Like it it this is this is the
- 3:02thing that I've been wrestling with a lot since finding out is
- 3:08knowing Peter the way I did. Like he would have been upset.
- 3:12The fact that we took three days to record the next pod because
- 3:16because he passed like, you know, like I, I mean, I couldn't
- 3:21have done it that Friday. Like that was a no brainer.
- 3:23Like that's not happening. But like, he would have wanted
- 3:27us to just continue and he would want us to be fucking around
- 3:31like, exactly like he would want us like, you know, tying it to
- 3:38like playing video games with him like he was Leroy Jenkins.
- 3:41Like it would always be that like, he would just go balls
- 3:45deep in and they'd be like, OK, well, I guess that's the that's
- 3:48the route. That's what we're doing.
- 3:50And, you know, just fucking do it.
- 3:53Pussies. Like get up, stopping.
- 3:56That the Shia LaBeouf. Shia LaBeouf just.
- 4:00Do it Yes, exactly that yes, just do it.
- 4:03And you know, in that regard, he still is continuing to bring
- 4:11light into this world because here we are, you know, getting
- 4:16to talk about our friend in a glowing manner because he, he
- 4:21brought, he did, he brought so much light to, to this
- 4:24community. And I, I wanted to pass it to
- 4:29John here real quick because like John has been on God knows
- 4:32how many episodes of deprogrammed and you, you did
- 4:35the math and you went and looked over and it was only like 8
- 4:39episodes, you said. Yeah, 88 proper episodes plus
- 4:45the championship editions, which count for, you know, I've each
- 4:49probably. But you know what you were
- 4:52saying? It's like, yeah, like he's gone,
- 4:56which is still hard to say, like so young, but there's hundreds
- 5:02of hours of him talking about this thing that he loves on this
- 5:06podcast. And that's like, that's a really
- 5:10like, not to be fired, but that's like a beautiful special
- 5:13thing. And like, people can go back and
- 5:16listen and you can hear how like passionate he was about these
- 5:19songs and these bands. And yeah, I mean, like, I was, I
- 5:23was surprised that it was was only 8 plus the other two,
- 5:26because I would have thought it would have been a lot more like
- 5:29he was on the the very first episode of Deprogram that I
- 5:32listened to the Pearl Jam episode to it that you guys did
- 5:36back all of, you know, 10 years ago.
- 5:38That was he was one of the first voices I I heard on this
- 5:41podcast. So I always, you know,
- 5:44associated him with, and I listened to a lot of his
- 5:46episodes back when I was first listening and, you know, it was
- 5:51he always like struck me as someone like who he would, he
- 5:57could talk about anything, like he would do any band.
- 5:59Like if someone put up something, he'd be like, yeah,
- 6:01I'll do that. You know, he, he was, he had
- 6:04like such an open mind and such like a curious mind towards
- 6:08music and like, that's something I always like admired about him.
- 6:13Also hanging out in the chat. Anderson, you just came aboard
- 6:17to the show last year. I see you're muted.
- 6:22There you go. But your short time with the
- 6:27show was mostly with Peter, if I if I recall correctly.
- 6:31I mean, probably half of your episodes were with him.
- 6:37Surprisingly, I only had one and it was my first one.
- 6:42OK. Yeah, I.
- 6:44Think correctly. Yeah, he did sponge with me.
- 6:48We're going to do Everett Clear and he had to back out last day,
- 6:53and that's OK. Yeah, I wanted to hop in, being
- 7:00that I'm still fairly new to all of this.
- 7:05Yeah, I can talk more of as a fan of the show than someone
- 7:10who's been my friend for a lot of years because I didn't know
- 7:13him all that well, but I've listened to him for hours upon
- 7:17hours since then. It was on the first episode I
- 7:23listened to as well. And yeah, it was Peter and Jenny
- 7:30and some guy Jenny knows Got or something.
- 7:37And I remember listening to it and like, the whole thing was
- 7:41just hot take after hot take. You guys were doing one of my
- 7:44favorite bands and I was getting really upset about it because
- 7:50you kept missing, like song after song that I loved.
- 7:55And like, you got to the end. And there was one in particular
- 8:00that was missing. And Peter was the last to go and
- 8:05it was his last dump out. He was just.
- 8:08Oh yeah. And Big Dipper.
- 8:11It was the Cracker episode and, you know, just that throw away
- 8:17#20 pick is the reason why I watched another episode.
- 8:22Whatever. Fantastic.
- 8:23Yeah. So yeah.
- 8:28And it, it goes to the show that.
- 8:31Yeah, it's not always the big sounds.
- 8:34It's the little things that I'll really draw a person in.
- 8:37Peter was a master of that. He was on so many of so many
- 8:44bands I love, so many bands that I wouldn't associate with bands
- 8:50I love. This guy was he did Ozzy, he did
- 8:52Miley Cyrus, he did Dre. Yep.
- 8:56And I mean, he would have done them all on the same week.
- 8:59Yeah, Yeah, yeah. That's what John's, you know, to
- 9:05to tack on to that. Yeah, he was always.
- 9:08And I think this is a good time to bring it up since we're there
- 9:11hilariously and and probably a deprogrammed once and only time.
- 9:20We did Edwin Collins. It was Jenny, Peter and myself.
- 9:26And we're all like, yeah, that that one song is pretty good.
- 9:30And we went and listened to it and we all three of us, it was a
- 9:34discovery for all three of us. And we all came away with, well,
- 9:37yeah, that one song is pretty good.
- 9:43Oh God, we're all trying so hard to just fucking be nice.
- 9:47Just not shit on this guy completely.
- 9:50But because it wasn't, it wasn't terrible, it just wasn't good.
- 9:56Yeah, I think in hindsight, like it just didn't hit any any of
- 10:02our, like it didn't scratch an itch for that.
- 10:05It's wild that it didn't scratch an itch for any of the three of
- 10:08us. Like you would think something
- 10:12would have found any of the three of us and we're all pretty
- 10:15open minded, but it didn't, it didn't do the trick at all.
- 10:20And again, like, none of it was bad.
- 10:23It just and I, I feel like we we kept hammering that point home.
- 10:27And you know, Peter's just like, yeah, this guy's, he's not bad.
- 10:30It's just just this one song is good. 46 and two indeed.
- 10:40OK, I'm going to stop right now. I'm going to stop.
- 10:44And for for the record, before we move on, A Girl Like You is
- 10:47the the name of the song, the Edwin Collins song that that
- 10:51coincides if you listen to the playlist.
- 10:55Yeah, yeah. So I think that's when we
- 10:59discovered that for discovery, somebody needs to have listened
- 11:03to more than just one song before we put it on the panel.
- 11:08And you know, it's never going to be me, especially not now.
- 11:13But yeah, it it. I mean, again, you discover
- 11:19things as as you go. And Peter was always willing to
- 11:25discover. And he was always like we did
- 11:30space hog at the, like drop of a hat.
- 11:33And I don't think he had heard anything but the one record.
- 11:36And like we, we turned it around in like 3 days or something and
- 11:42he was just, he jumped up and it's like, yeah man, I'll do
- 11:45that. And it was like, all right,
- 11:46cool, here we go, let's do Space Hog.
- 11:49And I mean, not dissimilar. No man, that's not right.
- 11:55Because that first record is really good.
- 11:57I don't remember much from the Chinese album, but but the first
- 12:00record is really good. Resident Alien.
- 12:03But no, he was just down. Is that I guess the best way to
- 12:07put it? I think the best example of that
- 12:11I think may have been his first ever episode on the pod back in
- 12:16like 2016. I was scheduled to be on with, I
- 12:22want to say Taylor Tyler, something like that on Faith No
- 12:26More. And he backed out.
- 12:31The other guy backed out like literally the last minute.
- 12:33This was back when you're recording in the studio
- 12:36clubhouse at Matt's place. Yeah.
- 12:38And, And you wanted everybody to be, like, in person as much as
- 12:43possible. You had the Skype machine.
- 12:45You got people in sometimes. But it was very like, you need
- 12:49to be here at 9:00 PM on the dot.
- 12:52We're going to record. There was no like scheduling
- 12:54conflicts or whatever, like, you know, like you have now.
- 12:59Yeah. It was just Thursdays at 9:00
- 13:01PM. And so the third person backed
- 13:04out at like, I want to say it was like 7:30 PM.
- 13:09And I messaged Brian and, you know, he's like, no, I got to
- 13:15work, whatever. And I, I texted Peter and I was
- 13:18like, hey, can you do this? And he's like, sure.
- 13:21So literally within like an hour and a half, he put together his
- 13:2420 songs and did the show just literally at the fucking drop of
- 13:29a hat. And I'm really glad he did
- 13:33because he was, you know, I, I was fairly new to the band and
- 13:38he had been with them for quite a number of years.
- 13:40And you were like really new. So, you know, we had a good
- 13:44spread of like, new to, you know, seasoned listeners.
- 13:50And I think he put on some songs that really needed to be there
- 13:57that our dumb asses would have missed you.
- 14:01Know he always he never had a problem fighting for the songs
- 14:06that needed to be. He didn't always win, especially
- 14:08like as I got stubborn and kind of started learning the game,
- 14:12but like he was never one to like again, referencing the
- 14:18playlist. One of the first songs I put on
- 14:21here was Soul meets Body by Death Cab for Cutie, And the
- 14:27reason I I put that on there is the exasperated sigh I got from
- 14:31him when I told him, no, I don't have that song.
- 14:35He was like, what? Are you kidding me?
- 14:39I was like, yeah, I don't have it.
- 14:43I mean, again, you know, I've, it's, it's funny, like the, the
- 14:49juxtaposition of like faith. No, more like you're talking
- 14:52about. It's, it's just my ignorance and
- 14:54not knowing. And then something like soul
- 14:56meets body is more like me trying to way over correct, like
- 15:01knowing too much. And, you know, now I'm more in
- 15:04the middle and I I could understand a song like that
- 15:07being part of the conversation, but when I when he could not, he
- 15:11was just in shock that that I did not bring soul meets body to
- 15:17the conversation at all. And I think I didn't concede on
- 15:21it. I don't think it made our list.
- 15:23I think. I think when we came back
- 15:25around, I was like, yeah, I think we can do without it, as
- 15:29I'm famous for. Doing wow yeah, I.
- 15:33Know very famous for that do you have do you have like a song
- 15:36choice story John like with with.
- 15:39Peter yeah, it's they're both from the championship editions,
- 15:46the Radiohead and R.E.M. that we did.
- 15:50And it's a little bit of the opposite where is like he and I
- 15:53were on a team fighting for these songs and we got shot down
- 15:58ultimately, but we were like the underdog team together.
- 16:03And like, you know, he's he's from Florida, I'm in Georgia.
- 16:06So we kind of have this geographical US against the
- 16:10world thing that we did and like the Radiohead one especially, I
- 16:13think he and I were the only like pod regulars on that one.
- 16:17That was the rest of them were from the from the Radiohead pod
- 16:20and pretty much new to the to the format.
- 16:24And it got to I don't remember if it was the finals.
- 16:28I think it was. And my favorite Radiohead song
- 16:32is let Down. And he was with me on this and
- 16:37we were fighting for it. And I remember when it got
- 16:42eventually, when it didn't make the the final list.
- 16:44I just remember like he and I just both going like, oh, come
- 16:48on. Like, and you know that that's
- 16:50been vindicated a little bit. I will say because it's that
- 16:53song has become like a TikTok hit, I guess.
- 16:57And like they, when they finally played some shows last year,
- 16:59they played it almost every night.
- 17:02But that's one that I remember. And then in the R.E.M.
- 17:07Championship edition, I think one of the albums that I was
- 17:11came out early that I was fighting for was New Adventures
- 17:14in hi-fi and he was with me on that.
- 17:18We both were kind of fighting for those songs.
- 17:20And be Mine was one that I remember too, that we I think we
- 17:25both had it. We might have even been the only
- 17:26ones that had it in the finals, but that was one.
- 17:30I remember him saying that that one hurt a lot and it it did as
- 17:33well. It was it's always, I remember
- 17:38specifically with the Radiohead one, like the after comic,
- 17:43because we didn't record like an after the fact or anything, but
- 17:46like we're trying to set up, you know, Hey, when's the next one?
- 17:49You know, what are we going to do next?
- 17:51And like, I was trying to gauge whether I could hook, you know,
- 17:55the Radiohead pod into coming to do the show.
- 17:57But I I remember like it's funny, like Peter was never
- 18:01afraid to like, you know, fight for his songs, but he was pretty
- 18:05reserved. Like it would he would really
- 18:08only speak up like if he really, you know, had something to add.
- 18:13But like when we were done, like I think he goes, I cannot
- 18:19believe let down. Like he you, you could like he
- 18:22went straight for that. And like, we're all just kind of
- 18:25laughing about it afterwards and you know, like, that is a big
- 18:29part. Of well, you were laughing.
- 18:30I was not laughing. Oh yeah, I laugh at all of those
- 18:35championship editions because I'm not involved.
- 18:37So it's. It's just wait, you're going to
- 18:38get your chance. It's.
- 18:40Pretty great not being involved in those.
- 18:42But like, yeah, like it just I, you know, to that point, though,
- 18:48like those that after the facts, like after the pods, like so
- 18:54again, sometimes he would be so reserved on the episode and
- 18:57you'd you'd really have to kind of like reach out and really
- 19:01like make sure you're engaging Peter to to keep him involved
- 19:04unless he had something to say. But like the second we'd hop
- 19:07over to the after the fact. Nah, man, like he was, he'd hop
- 19:11right in and he'd have things to say and we'd have these
- 19:13interesting conversations about I mean, let's be real Green Day
- 19:17Weezer. Like those are the repeating
- 19:19conversations that we have. I know you only did the one with
- 19:28him, Anderson, but was there like I don't recall there being?
- 19:32I feel like it was pretty easy going on that episode, wasn't
- 19:36it? Yeah, it wasn't bad.
- 19:42Peter was so reassuring at the end because that was the one
- 19:46where we put our dog to sleep about an hour before we
- 19:50recorded. That's right.
- 19:53And I was increasingly drunk as it went along.
- 19:57And when we wrapped the episode, Peter's like, no, you did great.
- 20:01You, you seem like you belong here.
- 20:03And I'm like, that's a very nice lie.
- 20:05You told me that. I've forgotten about that.
- 20:10And I mean, to be fair to us, like I, you insisted because you
- 20:14felt like you you needed it. But like, yeah, again, Peter.
- 20:20Was yeah, well, yeah, I identify with a guy and, you know, we got
- 20:25a show to do. Let's do the show.
- 20:29Yeah, Yeah. I think if he was in that spot
- 20:31he probably would have recorded too.
- 20:34Yeah, Speaking of Peter not speaking up, or so I also put on
- 20:47the list Guns N' Roses Paradise City, which is infamous, is
- 20:54infamous and pod lore history again, Peter was it was there
- 21:00for a lot of history on this pod.
- 21:04And this is an instance we talked about ad nauseam.
- 21:08It's I don't know that it's ever necessarily come up on the pod.
- 21:11It's come up on many after the fact.
- 21:15Some people were introduced to the pod through that episode and
- 21:19stayed aboard because of that episode.
- 21:21A lot of people say that's their favorite one.
- 21:24But I'll I'll say this again because this is going to go to
- 21:28the main feed. I felt bad for Peter that
- 21:31episode because it was myself, Alfredo Torres and Bob France in
- 21:39one room for the first time in like 4 or five years.
- 21:44And anybody who knows the history there knows that we did
- 21:49radio together. And so like, it's the three of
- 21:53us getting right back to making radio on the pod like
- 21:59immediately. And poor Peter is on the Skype
- 22:02machine across the room from us. And so like, we're just going at
- 22:07it and like, you know, every again, that's one of those ones
- 22:10where like, I would have to be like, look at the guys and be
- 22:13like, OK, we need to stop. Let's get Peter involved.
- 22:16And then like, you know, if there was no stopping, there's
- 22:19no stopping Bob Fresh and Fredo when when they get going.
- 22:25But like. 3 minutes later you would say let's stop and get
- 22:28Peter involved. Yeah, exactly.
- 22:31And then and then the the episode is closing.
- 22:36I'm literally wrapping it up and Peter unfortunately has to sit
- 22:40there for another 45 minutes while Bob is going to bat for
- 22:44Paradise City, which had gone into the bin.
- 22:48It's like, I can't believe this is happening.
- 22:51And he's like, I can't believe that Paradise City isn't on this
- 22:54list. And again, it's one of those
- 22:57ones where, like, yeah, I would probably do it differently now.
- 23:01But like, at the time, I was just trying to play by the rules
- 23:04and and move on to the next thing.
- 23:06Poor Peter. I know, right?
- 23:17Oh yeah, there's Big Dipper. So Otto put on Will Woods, the
- 23:25main character, and I wanted to point that out because again,
- 23:33you talk about Peter just being Will, you know, willing to just
- 23:37jump on anything. But he put that one out and like
- 23:43he go like he put it into the chat.
- 23:45I feel like we turn it around in like a week and a half and he
- 23:48goes, this is the kind of music it is.
- 23:50And like I went to listen to a song and we were both like,
- 23:52yeah, this is auto. Like this is auto all over.
- 23:55And like it, it's of course, like a 1000% in auto.
- 24:00He's an auto performer. Like it it if you know Chris
- 24:03Auto at all, imagine what Chris Otto listens to and you will get
- 24:09what will what is because it's right on point.
- 24:15But yeah, it like he was always bringing stuff like that to the
- 24:19table. Just I, I got to explore so many
- 24:22different bands because either Peter was willing to put it up
- 24:30and like again, Anderson mentioned Doctor Dre.
- 24:33We we covered Doctor Dre because Peter was like, you want to do
- 24:37this? I was like, yeah, sure, let's do
- 24:39it. And he also now this was a John
- 24:45band that Peter actually knew discount, right?
- 24:49Is that the one? Yeah, it was one of the ones
- 24:53that I think it, it might have even been the first big list
- 24:56that I sent you when I first started doing the show.
- 24:59I sent you like a list of 150 bands, like I want to do all
- 25:02these. And Discount was on that list.
- 25:07And like, if people don't know they're not, they're not a a
- 25:09famous band by any means. But Discount is Allison from The
- 25:13Kills, her high school band, basically punk band that you
- 25:17started. She started.
- 25:19And they're from Vero Beach in Florida, which is close to where
- 25:22Peter was. And so he sees a listen.
- 25:25He's like, oh, dude, I, I, I know the guitar player.
- 25:28I could probably get him on the show.
- 25:29And I was like, what? OK, cool.
- 25:33Like, I, I love that band. We have this like, we, we
- 25:37realized that we had this like common history of like these
- 25:42like DIY kind of punk bands, me and Georgia, him in Florida.
- 25:45So we a lot of this, we saw a lot of the same bands and we
- 25:48knew a lot of the same people. So yeah, that was awesome
- 25:52getting like getting to do Discount and then he got Ryan
- 25:56from Discount, the guitar player to come on in and talk to us and
- 26:01now remember that forever. It was so cool.
- 26:03Yeah, that was, again, I hesitate to sell anybody on the
- 26:09dollar for after the fact in the Patreon, but like that's where
- 26:13those conversations happen. And he we got to talk to him
- 26:18about the 10. Like we we bounced our list off
- 26:22it, which I mean we've only done like 4 * 5 times at this point.
- 26:27It's just cool that that just out of nowhere, Peter's like, Oh
- 26:33yeah, I know that guy. It's like, oh, cool.
- 26:36I guess, I guess we. Think they'd gone to high school
- 26:39together or something? Yeah.
- 26:40Crazy, yeah. I'd be remiss if we didn't talk
- 26:45about Sparks Jenny again, talk about talk about a band that you
- 26:52know Peter was just willing to jump in on.
- 26:54And I don't know who put it's this town ain't big enough for
- 26:58both of us on here. Featuring Faith No More
- 27:00apartment choice. Yeah, I, I put that up because
- 27:05it was such an odd choice. And, and I think it goes to like
- 27:09how persuasive Peter could be sometimes in the final round
- 27:13when you're picking the songs for the 10.
- 27:16And, you know, I, I really wanted to put this talent big
- 27:20enough for the both of the original 1.
- 27:23And then he was like, no, I think if you've heard a spark
- 27:26song, you've heard this, you've heard the original 1 and it kind
- 27:29of works better as a duo, like as or like as a duet.
- 27:33So let's put that one instead. And I was like, OK, sure, that
- 27:36makes sense. And I'm like, we didn't put like
- 27:39their, I mean, it's kind of arguable because like a lot of
- 27:43people don't even know who the band is, but they didn't put
- 27:47like their their big hit, you know?
- 27:51And it just kind of crazy that we, we end up going with like
- 27:54this alternate version, which the album in general, like a lot
- 27:58of people don't really like because they were covering
- 28:00themselves. And it was kind of a it was not
- 28:05a very well liked Sparks album by Sparks fans.
- 28:08But you know, it was, it was a ballsy move of us to do that.
- 28:12And it was because of Peter. And, and honestly, he's one of
- 28:16the, I think he is the reason that that I listen to them.
- 28:21You know, like sometimes you just put on Spotify, you put on
- 28:24daily daily mix or you put on like discover weekly or
- 28:28something like that. And it just picks a bunch of
- 28:30random shit that it thinks you're going to like.
- 28:32And you may or may not even be paying attention to it, but like
- 28:38out of the blue, one day I get a message from Peter and he's
- 28:40like, hey, I saw that you were listening to Sparks.
- 28:45They just came out with a new album.
- 28:46I think you'd really like it. And I was like, who the fuck is
- 28:49Sparks? And I look back at look back at
- 28:54my listen, listening history. And sure enough, like it was in
- 28:57like last FM. And so I was like, OK, I'll give
- 28:59it a I'll give it a try. And, you know, listen to it and
- 29:03it just immediately fell in love.
- 29:04Like, you know, he, he knows what kind of music I like and he
- 29:09completely pegged it. And I did.
- 29:11We turned that that one around like really quickly.
- 29:15It feels like for considering how many songs they have and,
- 29:22you know, the fact that this band has been around for 50
- 29:25years, we had to figure out how to frame it and, and put the
- 29:28show out. You know, if it was 2020, what
- 29:31the fuck else were you doing? Also true, also true.
- 29:35I mean it it should be noted like this would be a good place
- 29:38to like mention Dick around too, because we all we all agreed on
- 29:47that song and you know, it didn't do well at at the best of
- 29:51that year. But like, I feel like it's
- 29:56because as opposed to viewing it as like Sparks, like it was
- 30:01really just our anthem and like it really became an anthem for
- 30:08the four of us specifically, like yourself, me, Peter and
- 30:13Chris. And and whenever we were playing
- 30:17any game, we would get tired of doing the game and be like, all
- 30:22right, time to Dick around. And then inevitably that song
- 30:25will come up because of course, all we do now is Dick around.
- 30:30So yeah, I, I feel like it, it's it, it's worth mentioning, but
- 30:35I, I saw the Sparks song on there.
- 30:37I was like, well, let's not double up Sparks, Gavin.
- 30:42Put on kind of kind of similar to that there was one that I was
- 30:46oh, sorry. No, you're fine.
- 30:49You're fine. OK, there was there was one that
- 30:54I was really looking forward to doing with him and he just
- 30:58randomly posted in the in the discord, he's like, hey, there's
- 31:01this band, They're gutting a body of water.
- 31:04And like, I've never heard of this band before.
- 31:07And he was like, does anybody wanna do them?
- 31:09So I checked it out and like this band is great.
- 31:12Like they cover a Fugazi song on their album.
- 31:15And I was like, yeah, they sound like Clint.
- 31:18And like he was like, yeah, they've been compared to that.
- 31:20And like, yeah, he just discovered.
- 31:22He was still like, he just discovered this random band and
- 31:25like, I was, yeah, I was really looking forward to doing it with
- 31:29him. And it's it's the same kind of
- 31:32thing. Like I'm still going to listen
- 31:34to this band. Like, that's something that he
- 31:36found and turned me on to. Like, that's that's hard to do.
- 31:40And like, it's something that not everybody can do.
- 31:42But yeah, there's, there's still like, you know, Justin, we had
- 31:47the, you know, you saw what I did on the spreadsheet that we
- 31:52have of all the bands and stuff. So it'll be cool to to still
- 31:57like he's still going to be part of the show because you're still
- 31:59going to do these bands that he would have been on and we'll
- 32:02still get to get to talk about it.
- 32:06I wanted to point out because it's since you brought up like
- 32:10just the idea of discovery. Discovery, there was the John F
- 32:14we did 1 John F sessions and one of the bands on that was the
- 32:19Rentals. And I remember that because that
- 32:22was Peter and I I put Friends of P on this list because I
- 32:27remember that being like his introduction.
- 32:31And I mean, you know, yeah, it's kind of if you knew who the
- 32:34Rentals were, that's probably the song, you know, But I
- 32:37remember him, you know, having a, a story about Friends of P
- 32:42and, you know, he kind of related it to himself because
- 32:45his name was Peter. And again, yes, you put them on
- 32:51on the on the list, but Peter's excitement is kind of what gets
- 32:59me to come back to the rentals, if that makes sense.
- 33:03And that song specifically, because it was Friends of P, if
- 33:07you're friends with our friend Peter, then you're friends with
- 33:10me. And I always kind of kind of was
- 33:12drawn to that. I always, I always thought,
- 33:14thought of Peter with that song. Yeah.
- 33:16Nice all right, a couple more I want to cover here.
- 33:24Did I put black metallic by Catherine will on there?
- 33:29I can't remember if I did that, but that was one of his last
- 33:33episodes. So if if I did that would be why
- 33:36I? Actually just thought of a song
- 33:38that I didn't add to the list and he wasn't on the panel, but
- 33:42I have a story about it. I can add it right now.
- 33:45So just to make it official, way back in the day, like probably
- 33:50some of the first episodes that we did, I was on the blur
- 33:55episode and he had never been on the show.
- 33:59And I tell him about it and I say here's the top ten list that
- 34:02we came up with. And he's like, what?
- 34:04No park life? This entire list is invalid.
- 34:10And I was like, listen, you don't understand what this is
- 34:13like. Yeah, like you you haven't done
- 34:15the show. You don't know, like the the
- 34:17wheel in a deal in that goes on at the end, you know, like he
- 34:19had not experienced that. And he's like, I'm just saying,
- 34:25how can you have a top ten list of blur and not have park life?
- 34:28I'm like, I'm, I'm fucking telling you, dude.
- 34:30Like it? It just didn't happen.
- 34:32I don't know what to say. He was arguing with me about a
- 34:36song that he wasn't even, he wasn't even on the panel.
- 34:39So I feel like I need to go back and add that one just for him.
- 34:43He finally made the list. Yeah, for sure.
- 34:46You're welcome, Peter. I think Brian, somebody added
- 34:53time by Pink Floyd, I mean. I that was me.
- 34:58No. OK.
- 34:59Did you have a reason it just? Reminds me the way about it.
- 35:05I'm if you have a favorite Pink Floyd song, there's always a
- 35:11reason behind it. And it was one of the few times
- 35:15where he was very excited to make his first round pick.
- 35:20And the line that he went to was, oh, I haven't written down
- 35:27here one second. Yeah.
- 35:34And then one day you find 10 years of gap behind you and he
- 35:38said it just hit him like a ton of bricks.
- 35:42And here we are a year later and I think it's hitting us all like
- 35:47a ton of bricks. Yeah, yeah.
- 35:50For sure. Yeah, I mean, I had a
- 35:58complicated history with that episode, so some of that stuff
- 36:03kind of got blocked. Out of blocked out of my.
- 36:05Head but Gavin added the Beavis of Butt Head theme and I thought
- 36:13that was great because he both Peter and I would there be these
- 36:18episodes and there's times where John will present a band and
- 36:21we'll be chatting and, you know, trying to figure out, you know,
- 36:25and John will ask me, hey, you know, do you know anything about
- 36:28this band? And I'll be like, I saw him on
- 36:30Beavis and Butt Head. And I feel like often times like
- 36:34Peter and I would have that same conversation with each other of
- 36:37yeah, I remember seeing it on Beavis and Butt Head.
- 36:40And I remember like Peter would, you know, do his butt head
- 36:46impression. And almost every time it would
- 36:50trip me up because then I would then it would get me going.
- 36:53Stuart wets the bed dinner and just we would all fucking lose
- 37:00it because I couldn't. I would just get stuck in a loop
- 37:04And it all it was all because Peter had he always liked to say
- 37:09that he's just naturally sounded like butt head.
- 37:11But if he would put on the butt head just like a little bit more
- 37:15like it was, it would crack us up.
- 37:20Yeah, I think it's accurate to say he sounds just like Mike
- 37:22Judge. Yes.
- 37:24Because he would do sounds just like butt head if he just tries
- 37:27a little a little bit. Yeah, and I mean, you know, he
- 37:30would do all those like I feel like in Bell and Dubs one one of
- 37:33the seasons we wrote Tom Anderson type character, he did
- 37:37that voice too. Yes, yeah.
- 37:43Oh God, let's see, we already talked about Faith No More.
- 37:50Was Brian the one who put Candlebox on or did you
- 37:52Anderson? That must have been Brian.
- 37:57I only put those two songs on. OK.
- 38:01But Candlebox was definitely Peter like the last like 2024
- 38:08and 2025. Like he kind of got onto that
- 38:11panel of like these. Let's revisit these 90s, for
- 38:16lack of a better term, one hit wonders and let's revisit them
- 38:19and let's give them, you know, the time of day like live
- 38:23Candlebox Bush. This is Gavin Rossdale from
- 38:27Bush, like all those bands, like he was going forever going to
- 38:33bat for for these bands. All right, this one's going to
- 38:42be really hard to say and I'm giving everybody like a heads up
- 38:46on what's coming. The episode will already be out
- 38:52by the time this hits feeds. I'm giving everybody a heads up
- 38:57that this will be on next year's best of.
- 38:59I won't hear any arguments against it like so.
- 39:05The playlist opens up with Foxy Shazam's O Lord and yes, it is
- 39:11an A stellar song. It's a great choice for Foxy
- 39:15Shazam if you know the band. But Foxy Shazam is Peter's last
- 39:24episode and we're we're recording this the day before it
- 39:33comes out and it's going to hit feeds.
- 39:40And this song had to be there because he also just loved it.
- 39:48Like I, I had this conversation with him about this band just a
- 39:58couple days before I found out. I miss my friend.
- 40:09Yeah, I was gonna when we did the best of and talk about
- 40:16failure at the end, like it got like, that's when it like,
- 40:22'cause we had I like I just found out a little bit before we
- 40:25did that. And it was like, like I had to
- 40:28mute my microphone at the end when you were talking like it.
- 40:31That's when I, like was real. And it's gonna be, yeah, I can
- 40:40imagine. Yeah, that episode, I probably,
- 40:43I mean, I'll probably wait a little bit before I listen to
- 40:45that episode. Like, it's just gonna be too
- 40:47raw. Like I tried listening to the
- 40:49Catherine Wheel one last week and I had to, I had to turn it
- 40:52off like this. I just couldn't deal with it
- 40:55right then. Yeah, it was.
- 40:59I, you know, not to make this about me, but I I lucked out
- 41:03because I had, I mean, that's a shitty way to put it, but like I
- 41:08had edited that before I'd found out and posted it before I'd
- 41:11found out Foxy. I didn't, I mean, but to but to
- 41:18spin it positive. I got to hear my friend one last
- 41:20time and to kind of bring it back to what you were saying at
- 41:24the beginning. I have hours of conversations
- 41:29with my friend that are recorded that I can go listen to at any
- 41:33time. Yeah.
- 41:35And it's very real that he was such a very central part to
- 41:46deprogrammed in the Legion of Stupid, like universe.
- 41:50Like the fact that this is happening right now is because
- 42:00we all loved him so much. I don't know how to move past
- 42:11that one, but I I had to save that one for last because it's
- 42:15the heavy hitter. I mean, the best thing to do
- 42:22would be to play the Seinfeld theme here, I think.
- 42:30But but for real, like that would be something he would do
- 42:35like he would so break like he would so break this like he
- 42:43would find some way to make us laugh and that would be the way
- 42:48to end it. And I just wanted to thank you
- 42:52guys for for doing this with me. I know it's not much, but it's
- 42:57it's something and Peter was an important part of this and we.
- 43:03Hello, Charlene Schmidt here. I wanted to share a quick story
- 43:08about Peter because it has to do with one of the few times I
- 43:12recorded Deprogrammed and he was also on this particular show
- 43:18that we were doing and it was for Muse and things were going
- 43:22pretty smoothly for the vast majority of our recording.
- 43:28No massive squabbles. And it you know, if you knew
- 43:31Peter, you knew that he was not bullheaded or overly
- 43:35competitive. He always had a thoughtful
- 43:38opinion behind whatever he was going to say, but he was never
- 43:44combative about it. Well, anyway, we're we're going
- 43:48through the process of forming our list and we get to what is
- 43:51going to be the number one song for this pack.
- 43:55And this is where I started trouble.
- 43:58That's that's what really happened.
- 44:00Peter had the kind of off the wall idea that maybe we should
- 44:06start the list with Nice of Cydonia, which is a fairly
- 44:10unique track and definitely a favorite in the Muse catalog.
- 44:15However, it is so different that for somebody who had never heard
- 44:22Muse before, I thought, you know, I wonder if that's not a
- 44:27great representation of what you can expect from this band
- 44:31overall. And so Peter's going on about
- 44:34why this is a great idea and making a really good case for
- 44:38it. And Justin is on board.
- 44:41And so then, Justin, I think you said something to the effect of,
- 44:45well, are we doing this? And so then my little troll ass
- 44:49had to say, Nope, I can't, you guys, This is why.
- 44:54And I made my case somehow, somehow I won this disagreement
- 44:59because it wasn't even an argument.
- 45:01It was just I had a different opinion.
- 45:03And I do hope that Peter forgave me for shooting down what would
- 45:08have otherwise been a really great idea for people who at
- 45:12least had an idea of Muse and what their music was about,
- 45:16Definitely put nice to Cydonia first and get their attention.
- 45:19But for somebody who has no idea what to expect?
- 45:22No, I put my foot down. So Peter, we miss you man.
- 45:29You were truly a lovely human being.
- 45:32We need more people like you in the world who were thoughtful,
- 45:37gentle, compassionate, and a hell of a lot of fun to be
- 45:42around. I know my world is better having
- 45:45had you in it, so miss you dude. Hey y'all, it's Chris Otto here.
- 45:52Just wanted to say a few words about our friend Peter.
- 45:59We had recorded that Foxy Shazam show just a couple of days
- 46:03before his stupid fucking accident.
- 46:07It was a great conversation. A few days later I was taking
- 46:12Jules to cooking class. She recorded the show with us
- 46:17and she likes to listen to my liked songs playlist on Spotify.
- 46:21So O Lord comes on and I told her about what happened to Peter
- 46:27and she said, that's really sad. I he seemed like he was really
- 46:32cool. And of course, you know, I broke
- 46:34a bit and I was like, yeah, you know, he was he was really cool.
- 46:38So that song plays and then the next song comes on is a Will
- 46:45Wood song, which was a band that he introduced me to and that I
- 46:51just fell in love with. Peter was really good at knowing
- 46:56like people's likes he'd he'd find a band and like tag you.
- 47:00Hey Chris, you'd like this show. You know that song goes on.
- 47:04The next song comes on is I'm just Ken, which he loved that
- 47:09song so much. And then the next song comes on
- 47:13is Sparks and I'm just like, what the fuck?
- 47:16Spotify chose violence that night.
- 47:18I almost had to pull over. So much of my liked music was
- 47:22shared with Peter and we had a lot of great conversations about
- 47:26music and so many other things after we recorded that Foxy's
- 47:30Shazam. And we did after the fact.
- 47:33If you're not a Patreon subscriber for Justin's show,
- 47:37you should be. And then we stopped the after
- 47:41the fact and had after after the fact, which I think Justin
- 47:44should charge more for because that's where the real shit
- 47:47happens. The three of us.
- 47:50I'd sent Jewels to bed because we had a very, just really deep,
- 47:53serious talk for quite a while. And and we signed off and, you
- 47:59know, you don't even think about it.
- 48:00You sign off podcasts with your friends and you say, hey, you
- 48:04know, I love you guys. That was the last, last things
- 48:07that we said to Peter, you know, and we did.
- 48:11I love Peter, I love my friends. And he's going to be sorely,
- 48:16sorely missed by a lot of people.
- 48:19Love you Peter, love you guys. Oh, before we go, I want to I'll
- 48:28put the link in the description, but what was the the place we
- 48:33had found John you'd found in Orlando the.
- 48:36It's, yeah. It's, it's an Orlando based
- 48:41Humane Society organization that that helps, you know, adopt out
- 48:48animals and it's like a shelter. Yeah.
- 48:52If if you knew Peter and want to make a donation in his name,
- 49:00that would be awesome. I'm also going to put this.
- 49:04I mean, it's going to hit the free feed, but if you want, I'm
- 49:08also going to put it on behind the paywall on my Patreon and
- 49:13make it like a dollar or something like just a one off
- 49:17buy and anything that that makes I will make a donation.
- 49:22So like, I don't know if if you're not too keen on putting
- 49:26your information on a donation or something, then you can you
- 49:31can buy the episode from me on Patreon and I'll make the
- 49:34donation, you know, as you know, 1 entity.
- 49:37So if that either way you want to do it is, you know, is cool
- 49:42with me, Just consider doing it. If you were a friend of Peter
- 49:45and you're listening to this. With that said though, we love
- 49:50you Peter, we will miss you. Does anybody else want to say
- 49:53anything before I I end this? Do we mention he was on, if my
- 50:06math is right, 64 episodes? That's yeah.
- 50:09Plus the two championships and you wouldn't expect it.
- 50:16He he was really the unstarned hero.
- 50:20Yeah, he was always willing to turn something around quick too.
- 50:23Like there was a point where Peter would do an episode and
- 50:28then like he would immediately be like down for the next one
- 50:32and we would turn it around in a week and, you know, just 'cause
- 50:35he was just willing and ready and willing.
- 50:38And, you know, that's kind of how that 90s panel happened, is
- 50:44we would do an episode and then we'd be like, yeah, man, that
- 50:47was fun. Like, what's another one that we
- 50:49can kind of go to bat for? And, you know, that's how you
- 50:52end up. If you would have told me that I
- 50:55would cover live favorably 10 years ago, I would have laughed
- 51:00in your face. I would have been like, are you
- 51:04kidding? You want me to listen to this
- 51:07band? And I did.
- 51:10And I mean, I know Everclear ended up being that's was that
- 51:16you and Brian Anderson, because Peter was supposed Christian,
- 51:20Christian. That's right.
- 51:22But but still Peter was supposed to do.
- 51:24That Christian and Brian and him were such good episodes and
- 51:28anytime you get him and Jenny together those were such good
- 51:31episodes and that guy he would anyone Peter and anyone was a
- 51:38good episode. Yeah, man.
- 51:40So I think Jenny, I think he, he.
- 51:43Said it. Yeah, I think you said it best
- 51:45though. The best way to get out of here
- 51:47if if you want to say it uninterrupted and then I'll hit
- 51:50stop. Dick's out for Peter.
- 51:53Dick's out for Peter y'all.