Latest / The BSB Podcast / Exclusive Interview: Camille Jamerson and Benjamin Burt of Farmington Players' 'Clybourne Park'
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- 0:00Thank you so much for joining me today, Ben and Camille.
- 0:02How are you two doing?
- 0:02as well, doing great.
- 0:04We are so excited to talk about Clybourne Park.
- 0:06As I was telling Camille last time, ah I read this back in college and this is one of my favorite plays.
- 0:12I've never seen it live, but it was one of my favorite plays to read.
- 0:14And so I'm super excited to see this open up.
- 0:17ah Well, it's already been open, but you've been running for two weeks now, but, or you just had your opening weekend.
- 0:23I apologize.
- 0:23Yeah, it's been great.
- 0:25week.
- 0:25So Camille, how has that experience been so far that opening weekend?
- 0:28Oh wow, it's all the things.
- 0:30It's exhilarating, it's exhausting, it's...
- 0:35I mean, you're anxious and nervous and excited all at the same time.
- 0:40And I guess in the end, it's rewarding to kind of see everything finally come together and kind of meet this journey with your cohorts and finally get to see the end product and see
- 0:56all the work.
- 0:57uh kind of pay off.
- 0:59So it's been a wild ride.
- 1:01It was, it's interesting, it's fun.
- 1:04I'm exhausted still, but oh I'm already ready for Friday.
- 1:10It's like a good kind of exhaustion, know?
- 1:12It's like that energetic, like, I've given everything and this is the best it's gonna be and it's gonna be fantastic.
- 1:18Absolutely, we're already talking in the group chat about how much we miss each other already because we're used to seeing each other all the time for rehearsal and every day
- 1:28for tech week and now it's like I miss them.
- 1:32So yeah, I'll be excited to get back Friday.
- 1:36Ben, what was kind of that experience?
- 1:37You you got to see the final products out on stage for that opening weekend.
- 1:41That had to be just as exhilarating to see it all come together.
- 1:45man, it was incredible.
- 1:47um As a director, you're always like, when I directed my very first show, my mentor at the time, goes, oh, welcome to directing.
- 1:56We start drinking at noon.
- 1:57And it's just such an intense thing.
- 2:03uh You have to really take it into your life, whatever piece you're working on.
- 2:09And so for me, I always have to be very passionate about what the project is because it's
- 2:15it requires so much so so getting you you getting through this rehearsal process getting into tech going you know getting into where it finally needs to be and seeing it fulfilled
- 2:26and then and then you're like okay I think it's good this is that this is the with the worst part of the directing direction is this you're a point we're like okay I think this
- 2:33is good I'm laughing I'm having a great time and then you go maybe no one else will like it maybe I've only done a show that I will like
- 2:42And that's all, which, you know, to be real is kind of all you can do.
- 2:46Like as a director, that's, long as you put that amount of passion into it and be like, I've done something that I'm proud of and that fulfills me, is really all you can do.
- 2:57Cause I can't guarantee audience response ever.
- 3:01But getting to finally see that for this show last weekend was really special.
- 3:07The audience ate it up.
- 3:09uh
- 3:10And seeing the actors finally feed on that energy, that's so rewarding that their laughs are landing.
- 3:21The emotional moments are hitting hard and you can genuinely, with live theater, you could feel that live energy in the room.
- 3:29And it was such a great weekend, such a great weekend.
- 3:32always kind of think of it as like, when you have children and they turn 18, you gotta send them out into the world.
- 3:38That's kind what it is every time you start a show.
- 3:40yeah.
- 3:42Chris Clonts my, it's such an ensemble piece, so nobody's the lead, but in Act One, you would say he's probably the lead of Act One.
- 3:51He was saying, he's like, okay, you've now given us this baby, and we're just gonna make sure we don't drop the baby.
- 3:56And I'm sitting there like, please don't drop the baby.
- 4:00ugh.
- 4:03So wonderful, like all seven of my cast.
- 4:07They're all wonderful.
- 4:08Camille is fantastic.
- 4:09um I don't ever doubt it really.
- 4:14I don't ever doubt what they're gonna do and how they're gonna execute.
- 4:20It's a really special cast.
- 4:24I think that speaks to this play.
- 4:27I've not seen it live, but just reading it, it is an incredible piece of work to just, and so I can only imagine being able to kind of carry that when you have such a strong script
- 4:36and then you have strong actors.
- 4:38I don't want say it's easy, but it makes the job a little bit easier to have that.
- 4:41Yeah, I would say that's 90 % of it.
- 4:44Casting is 90 % of the hard work of directing.
- 4:47um And it's a huge, it's difficult.
- 4:51doesn't mean that last 10 % is suddenly easy, but you can, it sets you up to complete that last 10%, whereas if you've miscasted or you don't have the right person or whatever, all
- 5:03of the X factors that fall into it, you know you won't be able to complete that last 10%.
- 5:08um
- 5:10And so I'm just, I've been grateful every day at the end of every rehearsal.
- 5:13Like, wow, I've, it's my first show that I've directed in Michigan.
- 5:18And so it's my first kind of exposure to the Michigan community acting group and Farmington players and especially.
- 5:27and I've, I've just been over the moon with, with, the professionalism, with the work ethic, with, I mean, just the raw talent and the, and, and the passion, if I can just put
- 5:38it on Camille here for a second.
- 5:41In the auditions, she came in and was like, this play is very special to me.
- 5:44she, and she, and she was very vocal about not just as an actor would be with an, want to book a role or it's exciting to, you know, that, that actor energy, but genuinely like
- 5:55this play and for these reasons.
- 5:57And I played in, in A Raisin in the Sun in college and, and to, connect it all back together, like just that, that level of connection to it.
- 6:07You can't, there's no substitute for that.
- 6:10And it's showing in Camille's performance.
- 6:14It's really remarkable.
- 6:16So Camille, knew like you had to be in this.
- 6:18You like, when you saw that this was coming, you're like, I have to do this.
- 6:21Yeah, I think my daughter was probably the final catalyst to kind of like, ma, go back and audition.
- 6:28Because I've been away from Fermaton Players for a couple of years.
- 6:32And then when I saw what it was, and as Ben said, the connection to A Raisin in the Sun, I'm like.
- 6:39all right, I kind of got to, you know, I at least got to try, at least got to audition.
- 6:45And so I was so grateful to get the role for that reason, because it's kind of like full circle for me to be able to tell, be a part of telling the rest of that story, at least in
- 6:56the first act.
- 6:57uh But I definitely applaud Ben for his sensitivity to the sensitive pieces of the play.
- 7:07And
- 7:09for really hand holding me through that.
- 7:12Because there were a lot of moments where I'm like, no, I don't think we would say that or we wouldn't do that or we wouldn't act that way.
- 7:18And he was like, the role.
- 7:20And I had to really separate myself.
- 7:23Camille from the role and as he would say and especially in the first act understand the station of Francine and understand what she had the freedom to do or not do or say or not
- 7:37say in that time so I I just applaud him for taking such a strong-willed woman like me and oh
- 7:46holding her steady so she could see and deliver the role authentically.
- 7:52And I think um that's kind of what the end result has been.
- 7:57You know, it's kind of cool though that like, again, with that collaborative approach of actor and director of being able to, he's like, let's look at it through this lens and
- 8:05see, you know, this is what your care, how your character would be.
- 8:08And you get to take that back.
- 8:10And like you said, make it more authentic.
- 8:12that's, that's, that makes it more beautiful over performance.
- 8:14there were a couple of moments like that where I felt safe to say Ben black people wouldn't do that.
- 8:20or Black people wouldn't say that.
- 8:23He would really consider like, well, okay, well, wait.
- 8:26And then we had to think about, well, why would the playwright put that in there?
- 8:30What's the motivation behind it?
- 8:31So I had an understanding as to how to play certain things.
- 8:35So his just overall sensitivity and commitment to authenticity, I think was really important and was really one of the reasons that I think the play is just as phenomenal as
- 8:46it is.
- 8:47Speaking of the play and stuff, what is kind of the story, Camille?
- 8:50Because maybe there are some people who aren't familiar.
- 8:53I didn't know until we were talking last time that it was like connected to A Raisin in the Sun, which was like, I have to go back and I have to, you know, see that again and
- 9:01experience that.
- 9:01So what's kind of going on in Clybourne Park um and who are you playing in that?
- 9:06a lot going on in Clybourne Park.
- 9:08uh Well I am playing Francine and Lena and in the first half I'm playing Francine who is the housekeeper to a white family who is living at the time in a predominantly white
- 9:24neighborhood but they have inadvertently sold their home to the first black family of that neighborhood.
- 9:30And the first black family that is moving into that neighborhood is the family from A Raisin in the Sun.
- 9:36who moves into a white neighborhood at the end of that particular play.
- 9:43In the second half of this play, this is 50 years later in 2009, Obama's in his first year of the presidency, and we are dealing with now, it.
- 9:55being a predominantly black neighborhood and now a white family is moving into that same neighborhood, into that same house.
- 10:04And there is this resistance oh from my character, Lena, because her great aunt was the one who bought that home.
- 10:13And the white family that's coming in kind of represents the gentrification of that particular neighborhood.
- 10:22it's, it's...
- 10:24kind of the underlying theme is real estate and grief and all the things around that.
- 10:35But on top of all of that, it's just, and I said it before, it's a lot of talking, a lot of conversation, but not a lot of listening.
- 10:45And you'll see that we talk a lot in this play.
- 10:48There's a lot of talking throughout the entire play.
- 10:51And what I think it shows better than anything is the power of conversation, be it a tool or a weapon.
- 11:00mean, that's a beautiful answer to that question.
- 11:03I mean, it shows just how complex this play is and how many layers there are to kind of have to dive through.
- 11:11Ben, when you kind of got that script, I'm guessing, what about this play to you was just like, I have to direct this show?
- 11:18What was it about that just really stood out to you?
- 11:20There were There were several things um I I love Plays that that
- 11:29I love that plays that plays that have a deeper meaning and a deeper commentary without resorting to becoming a lecture or a thesis play, if you will.
- 11:39Like I wrote this play to make this point and over the next, you know, over the course of this essay, I will tell you all of the reasons, you know, and it's, there are, there are a
- 11:48lot of plays like that.
- 11:48And some of those are actually great plays, but, but they're not.
- 11:53They don't really speak to me.
- 11:54It's like, okay, I can read that you read that academically.
- 11:56You read that in school and you don't ever actually see it for me.
- 11:58I'm like, I don't ever need to see that performed.
- 12:00just read it and I go, okay, cool.
- 12:02I got it.
- 12:02And I'm So for me, I always, I'm always drawn to pieces that have a stage presence, have an engagement, have as Camille was talking about the dialogue, how, much of it there is
- 12:14and the rhythm and the music that exists in that is so engaging.
- 12:18Um, and, and to me, I mean, you've, you've read it.
- 12:21To me, that comes through on the page.
- 12:24And I was like, this is, there's a rhythm to this.
- 12:27There's a uh humor to this that you wouldn't think of when somebody describes the plot itself.
- 12:34Like, okay, this sounds like a very serious, very stoic take on race and time and how have our communities changed?
- 12:43Yeah, racism.
- 12:45it just, and it manages to touch that.
- 12:50and comment on it without giving you a clean answer because they're acknowledging that there kind of is no clean answer, but just more shining a light on the circumstances as
- 13:00they are making you laugh along the way, making you relate to characters that you didn't think you were going to relate to.
- 13:09I think that one of the great things about both acts of the play kind of is, you know, it's two reflective halves in these two time periods.
- 13:19One of my, for me, I read it and I was like, I'm gonna connect to, you know, I identified, I'm like, I think this is the one.
- 13:25He's gonna be my guy along the way.
- 13:28And then in the course of each hour of each act, I went, oh, there's, but now I'm connecting to this person.
- 13:36now I'm connecting to the person who's saying some really troublesome things even.
- 13:41You you have your good, there's no good and bad in the play necessarily, but there are people that certainly have.
- 13:46Viewpoints of their time if you will call them, you know, like uh, in act one we can flat out call it racist to be honest, you know, um, but, but even, but you know, we can't play
- 13:57him like a villain and even, then in some of what he's saying, you're like, I get the point.
- 14:01just, you just have such a terrible view on it.
- 14:05Like you're, you're, you're the baseline.
- 14:07What you're, what you're talking about might be true.
- 14:11except that you're reflecting it through this lens that they are that this couple is less than.
- 14:17um And that and that's fascinating and you have to reckon with that along the way.
- 14:23My dog is behind me and she's she wants to get involved in the conversation.
- 14:26And that happens.
- 14:29That's I think in the act one is obviously easier.
- 14:32That example is easier to separate from because like, well, it's 70 years ago.
- 14:36It's obviously more overtly racist or overtly segregated and all of that.
- 14:41But
- 14:41And act two is where it starts to get money.
- 14:43the Steve character becomes like, well, I do wish we could have this conversation more openly.
- 14:50I do wish that we could just say things.
- 14:53You don't say it the way he says it.
- 14:55don't, you know, you don't, there's a, there's a, there's a tactfulness and a discourse that is required.
- 15:02But when, but, but you also can't just fully dismiss it.
- 15:05You can't just be like, okay, that's an absurdity.
- 15:10But I think the play challenges that everyone's viewpoints and coming into it, you're going to identify with certain people you're going to have.
- 15:16There's really, really beautiful emotional moments that happen along the way.
- 15:20um I call them the interstitial moments that, you know, there's a lot of the play is six or seven people on stage at all times.
- 15:31And so when, when that's happening, obviously the audience can look anywhere they want.
- 15:36People are talking over here.
- 15:38ah But on the other side of the stage, Camille and Kyle will be standing and they'll have this whole moment, this whole listening, reacting moment to what's going on on stage that
- 15:50is so full and so lived in and tells its own story um that I can't direct that.
- 15:59I can't, I can't.
- 16:00It's something that happens at point in the rehearsal process where that, that, I get them to like my job, you know, the director gets you to that point of rehearsal of
- 16:09understanding of character analysis and all of that.
- 16:12But I can't direct it for two reasons.
- 16:14One, there's no way that I could actually just tell them to do that.
- 16:17like, okay, so now while he's talking and then he says this thing, you guys need to have this really poignant look at each other.
- 16:22Because if I say that it won't happen organically, it'll become a different thing.
- 16:28But
- 16:31So it has to come from the actors and then once it's there, it just rounds out the stage and it fills out the story.
- 16:41That's what I mean by the interstitial.
- 16:44It's what connects the thing and makes it real and creates this really powerful moment.
- 16:49there's a lot of that that happens, both in a poignant way and also in a very funny way.
- 16:53There's a ton of...
- 16:55Sometimes something will be going on and I'm laughing and we've been in rehearsals and they're like, what are you laughing at?
- 17:00like, it has nothing to do with you.
- 17:01I'm looking at Kelly over here, just her face.
- 17:04Like she's listening to you guys and reacting and it's hilarious and it has nothing to do with what's going on.
- 17:11So that's really special.
- 17:14I have no idea what the original question was anymore because I've been talking and enjoying just telling the story, but I just love the play.
- 17:21I'm a big fan of the play.
- 17:24interesting that you say that because we hear Ben out in the audience laughing and we're like Are you kidding me?
- 17:32He's seen this a hundred times.
- 17:34Why is he still laughing at this?
- 17:36I mean like cracking up and he has a very distinct laugh So everybody on stage can hear it and we all go back in the dressing room like did you guys hear Ben laughing again?
- 17:45And then he'll come back and tell us that like no, you guys didn't see when Kyle did such a such a so-and-so or when Kelly did but I'm really
- 17:54Oh, okay.
- 17:55But it's all, it seems to be always new and fresh and uh that's good.
- 18:02The other thing that you said, Ben, that I think is really important to bring out is that it is funny.
- 18:08um There are just hilarious moments in there and it's reminiscent of back in the day when you know, my grandma used to try to give us medicine that was horrible and she'd give you
- 18:19something sweet to go with it to kind of mask the taste.
- 18:25It's kind of those moments.
- 18:26I think that humor helps.
- 18:27um
- 18:29helps the audience have those conversations and sit in those moments more comfortably em than they would if it were just like you said been straight lecture or or what have you
- 18:40and so those humorous moments are needed I think they're needed for the actors too because some of it is really heavy so when we get those moments we really just have fun with it em
- 18:51but yeah I guess that is the thing to remember that it is funny and also when you said about
- 18:56being, I forgot how you said it, but the thing that I've been telling people is that there are no heroes and no victims.
- 19:03uh
- 19:03You know, there's nobody that you could point at and be like, okay, they're with a clean winner.
- 19:08No, it's not like that.
- 19:09um Everybody em has their moment.
- 19:14They have their time to shine or to make their point.
- 19:18But you could point to any one character and say, you know what, they got a point there.
- 19:24You know, nobody was totally wrong.
- 19:26Nobody was totally right.
- 19:28So.
- 19:30Um, yeah, it's complex, but it's really a fun ride and it sounds so contradictory, but it's true.
- 19:37But that's what makes it special.
- 19:38That contradiction is what makes it special.
- 19:41I agree
- 19:42I think that's what also makes it human too, is that like we're all full of contradictions.
- 19:47Not everything is always black and white.
- 19:49Like a lot of plays, you know, you have a hero, you have a villain.
- 19:52That's what people love to see in stories.
- 19:54But as humans, we all make mistakes.
- 19:56We all do wrong things.
- 19:57We all have reasons to be upset, you know?
- 20:00And so I feel like when you're talking about this, all these moments and these conflicts and even just these, they're they're so human and they're so like they're almost lived in
- 20:08characters that you're just like assuming these people that
- 20:12are almost real in a way.
- 20:15Yeah, that was always my goal, so to speak.
- 20:20as a director, not just even with this play, but that's what I try to find in plays is serve the story that's there, but find the humanity in it.
- 20:28um And this play is very, very human.
- 20:32It's very, very, in yes, the serious ways, but also in just the really wonderful moments that happen.
- 20:39There's love in this play.
- 20:40There's pain in this play.
- 20:43really, really funny humor that's, you know, some more slapsticky 1950s sitcom-y.
- 20:49And then there's really funny humor that's really dark and makes you go, oh, okay, that's hilarious, but ooh, you know, like, ooh, yeah, yeah.
- 21:00But it's, it really, it's, that's what I always strive for, is to find that humanity and to try to, to try to bring that out.
- 21:08em the, this cast is...
- 21:12done me so proud.
- 21:13I mean, can't rave about him enough.
- 21:15You know, Camille, when you mentioned about like, we call it in therapy, we call it sandwiching.
- 21:19Like we tend to sandwich the hard truths with something that is easier to swallow.
- 21:24And you know, you said about like your grandmother kind of trying to get you to take the nasty medicine, like that it is easier to reflect on those things when we don't have to
- 21:33feel so weighed down by the fact that they are heavy things.
- 21:36Like there's a lot of heavy topics in this, this play.
- 21:40but if you can kind of laugh about it, you're gonna think about it a little bit more because we tend to remember those positive things than we do necessarily the negative
- 21:46feelings as we leave a play.
- 21:49I love that.
- 21:50think it's those moments are also important because And I don't know if you've picked up on this bin, but there are moments that happen during the play where the audience isn't
- 22:00sure whether they should laugh or not You know, and so you hear that Hesitancy or that snicker and so the moments that are just evident that they can laugh is almost like a
- 22:12relief like okay I know I can laugh at that that was funny, you know, so I think that em
- 22:19It's interesting to watch how humor plays a part in this piece, but I think Bruce Norris was very wise to balance it that way.
- 22:29And I think it's what allows the topic to be better absorbed because that humor is just kind of like, and there are certain characters, you know they're going to do something
- 22:41crazy.
- 22:41You just watch for it, you know, you just watch for it.
- 22:44I'm thinking of Kelly in Act Two, you know she's going to say something wild.
- 22:48So you just kind of wait for it and that's like your comic relief and that message still gets in but it's cushioned or sandwiched as you say by that humor to help you digest it
- 23:02easier.
- 23:03Absolutely.
- 23:03So, Camille I'm interested in the fact, you do play, like you said, you play two different characters, you know, in like Act 1 and Act 2.
- 23:10Do you have specific ways of developing those characters, or is it pretty much the same as when you, Act 1 to Act 2, of developing and making those characters real for you?
- 23:21Or is it like, they're very distinct when it comes to making them?
- 23:26They are very distinct due to the time period that both of them are in and um Ben worked very diligently with me to understand the station of Francine in the first half.
- 23:41So that was a very tough transition for me.
- 23:46uh But.
- 23:49What I realized in preparing for both of them is that they are more alike than different.
- 23:55uh
- 23:57both of them have oh an extraordinary amount of strength.
- 24:01I think for Francine, her strength came in restraint.
- 24:06She was able to take the hits of what was coming at her, understanding the station she was in, absorb the microaggressions and the sarcasm and all the things that she had to take.
- 24:19That took a strength to be able to endure that and not snap back, which could have at that time cost her her life.
- 24:27um And then fast forward to Lena on the other side Understanding that she had a strength to where she had more freedom than Francine did it takes courage to speak up and to stand
- 24:39ten toes down on what you believe and what you think is right, especially as a black woman and not be labeled um as the angry black woman or all the things that come with that so
- 24:52both of them were very strong characters and both taught me a lot
- 24:58prepare more for Francine I watched a lot of old Movies from that time in that era Even watched some old I love Lucy for whatever reason just to kind of put myself in that 50s
- 25:13Mindset and then for current day In my head I'm like that wasn't that long ago.
- 25:20I remember 2009 I just went back on my Facebook feed to 2009 and looked at what I was doing to it
- 25:27that time and what I was wearing, what music I was listening to, to kind of...
- 25:32ah
- 25:33Remind myself of what that time was like and then thinking about that being Obama's first year I remember being very very excited and ecstatic that that had happened but also very
- 25:47very afraid I remember African-Americans being Extremely afraid that he was going to be hurt or you know assassinated or killed and there have been a lot of pieces about that So
- 26:00I remember that time well, so I just kind of leaned into that
- 26:03more so for Francine.
- 26:05It was an interesting time of preparation, but again I applaud Ben for helping make the distinction between those women and really hand holding me through formulating who those
- 26:19women were going to be on stage.
- 26:21And that leads me to ask you, like, so you have basically what is essentially like two plays here, you have two different characters, you have a lot of things you're kind of
- 26:29bouncing here.
- 26:31When you walk into that theater, what is like, how do you, what's your process for developing that from like a director standpoint?
- 26:39That's a great question.
- 26:40um
- 26:42The simple answer is expanding on what I was saying earlier, trying to serve the story.
- 26:50Bruce Norris has all the blueprints laid out.
- 26:53If you're going to build a house, have the blueprints all laid out.
- 26:57All you need to do is serve those blueprints.
- 26:59So in a very reductive way, that's cool.
- 27:05I just need to execute what's here.
- 27:07um
- 27:11the theory away or the more like you know instinctual way it is.
- 27:15Dissecting the motivations of each character in each act um Because you and and and building it from there and going okay, so here we are like you break you break everything
- 27:26down most plays most plays ah You know, even if it's a two act play five act play one act play whatever it is have multiple scenes like act one scene one act one scene two act one
- 27:37scene three intermission This is act one one hour in real time act two one hour in real time
- 27:45time.
- 27:46with seven people, so like finding the rhythm of that, finding the stopping points just to give them, if nothing else, just to give the actors something manageable to work on, uh
- 27:58just took, let's just break it down.
- 28:01Okay, cool, we have this little exchange between these two characters and it's half a page long, but okay, we're gonna work on that and fill that out and then you thread out from
- 28:10there.
- 28:10um
- 28:14There are kind of two phases of a director's work as it pertains to uh the actors or rather the storytelling aspect of it, the non-technical stuff.
- 28:23um And the first part of it happens...
- 28:28Begins I should say long before you even hold auditions and it's it's the it's the analysis the scripts uh scene study of it the Let's break this down.
- 28:40What are the themes of this?
- 28:42I have these two acts It's obviously been written so that the same actor plays to do, you know So there's there's already some connection there that's given based on the casting
- 28:51They're gonna see this actress knowing she played the person in act one, right?
- 28:55So why is that?
- 28:57Why did it?
- 28:57Why was it written that way?
- 28:58Why did he have that actress play this part and that part?
- 29:02um You know, you see, really, you really study it in in that in that, you know, college theater one on one way.
- 29:11um And that process continues throughout rehearsals.
- 29:15There are like we were we were several weeks into rehearsal and I and I'd we'd be having a discussion.
- 29:21And this is the beauty of of the art.
- 29:23We'd be having a discussion and.
- 29:26just Camille because she's here would be you should be like hey what about this and I was like my gosh it suddenly clicks and like that's what that is that I've been thinking about
- 29:34for six months trying to like oh that's what you know that's that's what that magical moment happens so so that's the first part is coming at it from that I keep calling it the
- 29:46academic side the intellectual side and then the second part is is the is in executing that with the actors
- 29:53So now we convey, OK, I have my own ideas for what that connection is or for what the music of the piece is going to be.
- 30:04How do we build that out?
- 30:05How do you write a symphony note by note?
- 30:07if we're going to, the symphony is already written, how do you get, know, we have to look at the score and practice those notes.
- 30:15The notes build in a certain way, a script builds in a certain way, and we find it.
- 30:20um
- 30:22And that music, the music that's in my head.
- 30:25is translated through the instrument of the actors.
- 30:29And my belief is a good director is flexible in that what's in my head is not always right.
- 30:38What's in my head is just what's in my head.
- 30:42But what's in my head is not Camille.
- 30:46I'm not her, I'm not built.
- 30:50as her.
- 30:51So I have something and I hear it and I'm like, okay, I think a trap as a director is to be like, no, needs to sound, it's when you get into those line reading notes of like, no,
- 31:00it needs to sound exactly like this.
- 31:02You gotta say, da, da, da, da, da, da.
- 31:04But then you hear her say it and go, my gosh, that her viewpoint on it, her intention, her understanding of this by way of her own instrument.
- 31:15highlights something totally different and totally new or deeper or any pick your, pick your, I don't know, pick your adjective there.
- 31:24um And it's really wonderful.
- 31:27for me, so my job is coming at it from all that analysis and then synthesizing that analysis through the actors um while also being flexible enough to trust, trust their art.
- 31:42trust their instinct and their soul is going to come through to make this a real thing.
- 31:47And it's as simple and as insanely complicated as that.
- 31:57So then one final question for both of you and Kabeel I'm going start with you before I let you go is just with so many beautiful themes with so much depth, what are you hoping
- 32:08audiences take away from this theatrical experience of Clybourne Park?
- 32:11Hmm.
- 32:13man, I got a list.
- 32:14but one of the things that I do but one of the things that jumps out um is that progress Progress isn't linear um it comes with a lot of hills and valleys and bumps and bruises
- 32:31and detours and
- 32:34And it's not a straight line.
- 32:37And if we're going to move forward as a culture, as a community, as humanity.
- 32:46We've got to stay on the ride long enough with each other to hear each other out and to hear those conversations.
- 32:54One of the things I learned back with a guy I used to date a long time ago, long, long time ago, just in case my husband watches this, long, long time ago, is that he rode
- 33:07motorcycles.
- 33:08And when I would get on with him, he would say, you know, when I lean, you got to lean.
- 33:13Because otherwise, if you're standing up straight when I lean,
- 33:16the pressure against you will kill us both.
- 33:19And what I learned and what I hope people take away from this is that we kind of got to lean into this together.
- 33:28We've got to lean into trying to understand.
- 33:31uh
- 33:33racism and the gentrification issues and how we talk to each other and what we can learn from each other and some of the things that Kelly says at the end of her scene is if we
- 33:47could just sit down and talk and have a meal and really get to know one another.
- 33:53I hope people go away thinking that you know want to make a I want to make an effort.
- 34:02I want to make an effort to know more, to do better, and to understand others with intentionality.
- 34:11I know that was a long way around, but yeah.
- 34:14That was a beautiful answer.
- 34:16I think that is a huge and important takeaway from this play.
- 34:20And Ben, I'm so sorry that you have to follow in that footsteps there because that was such a great answer.
- 34:25Ben's gonna bring it trust
- 34:27Well, I would just, I wouldn't, I wouldn't really say anything too different from that.
- 34:33would just piggyback on that and say that, you know, um discourse is, is essential.
- 34:42It's not, it's not important.
- 34:43It is essential.
- 34:45And we have to be able to talk to each other.
- 34:46We have to be able to listen and hear things and hear things that are
- 34:53that we don't agree with and hear things that make us uncomfortable and hear things that, you know, if we just, if we just stay in our bubbles, like that's, that's part of the
- 35:02reason this play for me right now is so important.
- 35:05um And then not to get, not to get political cause I, I, I am a political on, this, but certain events in the last couple of weeks, ah timed out rather, I was like, our play
- 35:21talks about that.
- 35:22uh the willingness to hear somebody.
- 35:24um
- 35:26That you can't remove that.
- 35:28You can't remove that from the equation.
- 35:29um And as Camille brought up earlier, there are no heroes and there are no victims.
- 35:37And therefore.
- 35:40Nobody's right.
- 35:41Nobody's nobody can sit on a soapbox and say, I am right on this subject and you all must listen to what I say and I don't have to listen to you.
- 35:49It's like, no, I you you.
- 35:51that's your viewpoint.
- 35:51That's interesting.
- 35:52Camille and I had some really wonderful.
- 35:55conversations just in in in diving into it and she.
- 35:59I consider myself a sympathetic and empathetic person of like I I I I have empathy for other people.
- 36:06But I I only know what I know.
- 36:09And so hearing other people's viewpoint is essential in this play really speaks to that because you observe these people trying to communicate and trying to.
- 36:18Oftentimes just trying to be right and that's.
- 36:21And that's the mistake.
- 36:22They're all trying to be right instead of trying to hear each other.
- 36:25uh And we can all, I think we can all learn from that.
- 36:29You know, I think that one of the things that we say, you know, I'm a couples therapist on top of everything else.
- 36:33So one of the things we talk about in couples therapy is, uh well, first off, do you want to be uh right or do you want to be happy?
- 36:39And then, but also, you, uh are you listening to understand and comprehend or are you listening to just respond?
- 36:46And I feel like a lot of times we are just listening to have a response, like you said, like people just want to be heard.
- 36:52And so we're just responding, but we're not always understanding other people.
- 36:56Yeah.
- 36:57And we can always, we all, can always grow in that direction.
- 37:00We can always, you can always reach deeper into understand.
- 37:05That to me is what it is to be human, is to try to reach out and connect and understand.
- 37:12Thank you so much, Camille and Ben, for being here and talking with me.
- 37:15So Clybourne Park runs at Farmington Players now until
- 37:18October 5th, so get your tickets now and we'll see you at
- 37:20the show.