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The BIG LIFE S5E1 | Meet Paige Thompson & Jaiden Rodriguez + Preseason, Pressure & Big Goals · The BIG LIFE

• 0:04
  Hi guys and welcome to the very first episode of this season's big life podcast
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  jayden how are you feeling about starting this week super excited i definitely
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  don't know whatever happens at alabama so i'm super excited to get to know what's going on,
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  So today we're going to be talking about our preseason and our exhibition games
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  that are about to start, and we're also going to go over kind of like things
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  that we've learned last season and our goals for this upcoming season.
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  Who do you guys play like coming up? We are playing LSU, bro.
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  LSU, okay, okay, okay. We play San Diego State on.
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  Wednesday and i'm from san diego
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  obviously best city ever so i'm super excited to go down to san diego down the
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  down the coast and go play them so we'll see how it goes but you gotta drive
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  i don't even know how long it is we're driving tomorrow.
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  Tonight yeah that's gonna be exciting and then who do you guys play for your
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  guys first game like actual game because like right isn't that the next our
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  next game is duke so we play
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  dang duke already yeah duke we play them already which is like big and also
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  i know so many girls from that team so it's gonna be actually insane but what about you we're,
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  playing st louis and then we're playing memphis so we're literally gonna spend
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  all of next week like we're just gonna be gone the entire week well we should
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  go over last season then so we can start out this season a little bit better
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  tell me how your season went because my season went very insane so yeah a little different.
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  So for my season my team we were
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  kind of like under like top 50 obviously but like we were in the top 30,
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  you know like we were 25 at some point I don't even know we were like we were like 18 at some point,
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  that we were locked but our first round obviously we made it into our sec tournament
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  we did all right in that then we made it to the NCAA tournament
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  and we played northwestern first and we beat them in the first round in pks
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  it was actually like crazy my keeper she made three freaking saves like good
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  and i was sixth i was in south sixth,
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  oh my god i didn't have to go because i was so nervous i was so nervous i was
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  literally standing there like.
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  Oh let's go guys let's go and then we got killed by stanford in the second half
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  talking about getting killed by stanford,
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  you know what it's okay stanford's a really great team like very good team they're
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  so good they made it to the national championship show right yeah that was a our game didn't,
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  on paper looked bad but I promise you the game wasn't like that like I swear
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  but how did it go for you individually I would say for like obviously my freshman
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  year like I didn't do as crazy good as I thought but,
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  I think it was so pretty solid just like first coming in and it's it's so new
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  you're on a new team you're with new players and all the players on your team
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  they're all like the best players from their teams they're all basically your
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  competition while they're your teammates and your sisters,
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  it's just really different almost like camp but like
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  right like every day so like honestly I struggled with that a little bit just
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  because I came in because I was younger than other girls and obviously like
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  I wasn't tapped in mentally I was like okay well I'm I was very good at my club.
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  Like, my club was very good. So I was like, okay, this low-key might be cake.
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  Just because of how good my team, my club team was, like, really good.
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  So I was like, okay, this might be cake. But then showed up and I was like,
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  wait, this is actually calm.
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  And then whatever, like, we got into the – our season didn't go so well, like, as a team.
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  But I learned a lot individually. And also, like, I give myself grace just because
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  I'm younger. I'm not using that to any excuse. But, like, that was something
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  that I had to learn a lot about who I was, like, what college soccer was.
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  And like everything that comes off the field which is like yeah college itself
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  every and like the two the two games is like a different story like,
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  thursday sunday is actually low-key insane which yeah look i look i didn't even
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  think about that yeah it's low-key insane because ours like we would play obviously
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  when you're younger when you're like 14 you play the saturday sunday monday
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  like the little surf cup tournaments or like the tournaments
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  but then you never you never end up really playing two really good teams in
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  the span of four days and like they're always super competitive so,
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  yeah I learned a lot but I was also in between like national team a lot I would
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  get called up for my age group and then come back here and have to get back
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  in the group so it was honestly just really hard for me but I learned a lot
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  and in spring this last past spring was actually really good for me.
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  I decided for the next so we'll see how that goes.
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  Was there anything else that you learned though like being in college itself
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  like as a division one athlete and like seeing how there's people that don't
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  play a sport and then there's people surrounding you that do play sports that
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  like aren't even like your sport you know what I mean yeah yeah I think like for me,
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  one thing that I've honestly realized and I honestly realized it too late is like,
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  I go home a lot so I see my friends a lot and I see.
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  People that aren't going to play D1, people that are going D2,
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  people that play D1, guys that play D1.
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  So I'm honestly surrounded. And then people here, obviously,
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  I'm surrounded by all of it. So it's kind of just like, I learned like what
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  to associate myself with.
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  And obviously, those are my friends. But at the same time, like their habits could weigh on me.
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  And I think in the spring, I
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  honestly, like I learned a lot about the fall that I took into the spring.
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  But I also, since spring is a lot less taxing like there's you don't really
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  have you don't like you don't have training you don't have 20 hour weeks all
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  the time like you have the eight hour and then you go in 20 hour weeks,
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  but for eight hours like we were off a lot and I would spend time with people
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  that aren't really benefiting me so like yeah I guess learning my group and learning.
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  What benefits me most is something that I took away at least from like being
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  in college in general is like what actually benefits me every single day and
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  like something I took into account is like the little things that I do every
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  single day are going to add up over time.
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  So if you think about it, like your life that you've, like the life that I have
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  right now is because of every single little thing that I've done that took me
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  out the game, the whatever, like whatever.
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  For example, for me, my fitness is something that's not at its peak.
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  And it's because of the little habits that I've done. So like now when I think
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  about it, like all those little, little things that are unimportant are actually
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  massive. So I don't know, that's something I've learned is just like the people around me.
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  And the little things that I
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  do every single day obviously add up and they have created who I am today.
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  I totally get that. And for me, like I came a semester early.
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  So I graduated high school. You graduated a full year.
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  Obviously, I graduated half a year, but I didn't come in the fall.
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  So it's like it's kind of a different way to get into it. And when I came last
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  spring, my team had not made it into the tournament that fall before.
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  When I first came in that first day, it was a beep test. And I failed it.
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  So actually, okay, I got 29 and it was 30 to practice. But I actually did get
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  30. I just didn't know how the skip worked. So I missed 29. Oh,
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  the mulligan, the mulligan, so you couldn't use it?
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  No, I missed 29, but I made 30. But I thought I had to make 31.
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  It's the last like... But it's just, I made 30. But I didn't know that.
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  And then I couldn't practice that one entire week.
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  They literally sent me inside. Obviously, there was like seven other people
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  that didn't make it to. So it wasn't like I was the only person.
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  But like getting there and thinking like, oh, like this is about to be my college.
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  Like I'm going to come in fit. Like I'm going to come in. I had this like confidence
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  in myself and all that just went.
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  Right out the window dang and like I just kind of learned after that like I
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  told myself that I was not gonna
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  fail another beep test like I was gonna come in like super fit and I am a pretty
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  fit naturally a pretty fit person so
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  it's very much a mental thing to the beep test itself like it's very much a
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  mental thing I'm a great but like in when I came in the fall like I passed it
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  like right like right away I got like 36 and and then.
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  And then in the spring this spring I got 37 and so my goal for this fall
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  when we came in we didn't have to do it right away so it was a little bit better
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  and they honestly didn't put as much pressure on us to like actually do crazy
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  but because of my summer and because I was training so much and playing so many games I was fit,
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  and I told myself okay you're gonna get a 38 and I got to 38 and I saw people
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  drop and I was like you know what I feel let's get to 40 and so I got 40 this
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  time and like like it just made,
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  it just made me feel a lot better about myself more confident in myself because I knew like,
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  Like, fitness is such a big thing in college soccer, especially in my conference, the SEC.
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  I agree. We've got some teams that are just, like, five, nine-plus giants. Just screwed.
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  We watched Tennessee. Are they in the SEC? Yeah. We've watched them play UCLA, and I was like, wow.
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  Because they played here at UCLA, and I was like, okay.
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  I've never seen an SEC team play. Like, we've only seen the ACC.
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  When we saw Stanford come here, like, that was the only team that we've ever
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  seen, that I've ever seen from a different conference. So I was like,
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  wow. And they were like, that was when they were like on their roll when they
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  beat North Carolina. And like, well, actually, but it was, it was honestly just
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  a crazy, like different.
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  It's so different. Yeah, it's so different. For us, like we played,
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  I guess fitness for me is also a different topic.
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  Like when I came into college coming from surf, like we were a very position-based
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  team. So we never ran, never lost the ball, never ran, never did anything.
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  Also, I never had to defend. So like the different, I never defended ever in
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  my entire life. Like I literally just camped at the top of the box or like camp
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  in the middle of the field and they just give me the ball.
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  So like coming into college, that was a big slap in the face for me.
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  And then also like when you don't play, you lose fitness. So like throughout
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  the season, I wouldn't, I would play, but I wouldn't play enough minutes to
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  maintain that fitness or accelerate my fitness. So honestly, it just kind of died.
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  And then me i also get injured a lot because my ankles are just can't do anything
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  about them but um so they're over the summer,
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  i hurt my ankle again so i was injured and then i failed my b test when i got
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  here once and then we ran it again and i failed twice it's okay.
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  I had to do it twice no i had to do it twice i had to fail twice right because third time's term,
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  exactly then we wrapped it in and like I don't know what it was but I honestly
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  just started implementing like although it sounds stupid when you say like I
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  can do something you can actually do it like genuinely,
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  like genuinely when it's like I can't write for school for example I can't write
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  this paper but that paper,
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  always gets ended that paper ends up like getting done every single time right
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  it's like it's there's no point even saying it anymore and like dude it got
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  to the point in the spring where like one of my coaches would run with me
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  because I could not like I just couldn't get myself to push myself like I was
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  just putting myself at a level like I was just capping myself
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  knowing like there is more in the tank but like I would just personally just
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  cap myself because I was tired but I ended up passing it last year we didn't
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  have a pass to play but this year since we didn't do so well
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  we're like as a team like we agreed like strict strict yeah like you cannot
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  play we have two fitness tests and I was like honestly stressing I knew I was
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  gonna pass one because one is like a 1k test and you run around the field a
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  couple times whatever 1000 meters is under sub four.
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  And then the other one's the yo-yo you have to get we do the yo-yo so it's 17 to play,
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  And I was like, oh, my God. Like, when I left spring, I was like,
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  I was really debating. I was like, do you think you can make that?
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  Because knowing my previous, like, my best one was, like, 16.5.
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  This is not even, like, peak fitness. Like, this is, like, whatever.
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  For me, that's good. But it was, like, 16.5, and I was like,
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  oh, my gosh, I'm close. Then summer comes.
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  I'm training with Wave. Get injured ASAP. I was out for six weeks,
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  and I was, like, devastated because there was nothing I could do.
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  Like, and then I was like, oh, wait, I forgot. Like, we low,
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  you have to hit 17 to play.
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  Like, to be available for game selection. And then, yeah, so we worked hard
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  fast. I worked hard throughout the July that we were here, and yeah, that was hard.
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  But, like, you got to be mentally, it's, like, all mental, and,
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  like, I learned that a lot from last year, was just, everything is damn near
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  mental in college soccer.
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  Yeah, no, I learned that too, and especially because I was playing a lot in
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  the beginning of the season, and then towards the end, like,
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  I went off to national team camp,
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  and I came back and I all of a sudden wasn't playing as much and I was like
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  just confused and I was like what is going on I kind of like put it all on myself
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  I'm like am I not doing this am I not doing that
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  the coaches need to see this coaches need to see that and just putting a lot
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  of pressure on myself that wasn't needed and so like I started to go and talk
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  with a sports psychologist
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  and honestly like that has been.
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  Probably the most helpful thing for me.
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  Obviously, like we're done playing and I started talking to a sports psychologist.
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  But when I went home for winter break, I was just playing pickup with my friends
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  and I wasn't thinking about like, you know, putting pressure on myself and things like that.
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  And like I came back in the spring, I came fit and I just played very well off
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  spring because I was focusing on like the little things that my sports psychologist was telling me.
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  That was like probably the biggest thing I learned. Your confidence in your
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  mental state, it's like only you can control that.
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  And It's the biggest part of your game. Yeah, if you don't feel good,
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  you're not going to perform good. I definitely do struggle with that.
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  And it's just like a doubt of yourself. But it's also like you have to know
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  what you offer to the team.
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  I think soccer goals we should start with. Do you want to give your top three?
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  I'd say my first one is probably to score my first collegiate goal.
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  Because I got like eight? Twin?
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  Me too? I scored in the spring game, but I scored two in the spring game.
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  But I need one. I swung and missed in the spring. Okay, that's why it's the spring.
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  Right, right. That's why it's the spring. Right, you learned.
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  But I got a couple assists. But, you know, get a little more.
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  Get some stats on mine. Hey, that's mine too. Go on.
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  Give your next one since we have the first my second one's just like keep having
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  like a like a growth mindset and like not putting too much pressure on myself
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  and knowing like kind of like my worth and I know I'm a good player and like
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  I don't need to prove that to anyone but myself I'm,
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  on that bro I'm on that I've actually started doing that as well but not as
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  one of my goals just like implementing into like a daily but that's.
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  Extremely important mine is to excel my fitness levels because I think like
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  what I struggled with last season was like just being fine with the minutes
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  I was getting and then attending reserves and doing that but it's like
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  what else can you do that's more than what everybody else is doing yeah if I
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  want to if I want to exceed because honestly both of our goals at least is to
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  go pro and be on college soccer so like having friends in the league my age like knowing how much,
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  they do like extra to be excelling in the fitness aspect because technical like
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  technical is a different
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  it's different like it's special to everybody it's it's like whether you like
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  that could be your control yeah that's something that's like manageable whatever.
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  You can excel you can de-sell quickly so like being able to manage my load but
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  as well as just excelling in my fitness something that I actually did last year
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  when like there were games that I didn't get as many minutes and I was like,
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  you know what, I need to get that running in still.
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  And say we'd be at a hotel and we'd have, like, the gym open,
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  I would literally go run two miles on the treadmill.
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  Like, it would be, like, after practices that I, because BC are low.
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  Like, we have those. Yeah, yeah, yeah. They're not catapult.
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  They're not catapult. They're the something. It's, like, the same thing.
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  We use player data. I don't know what we use. That one? Statsports.
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  Statsports. Stats, period. But, like, if I saw that, like, I didn't run as much
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  or, like, if I felt like, oh I could probably do more like I would go and just you know yeah
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  run just like two miles I feel like is like just like just good distance it's just a good no yeah it's
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  just a little extra yeah we have reserves the day after so like whatever we
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  travel we travel right after the game we have reserves the next day even just
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  running top ups after the game I'm a fan of top ups because when I would run
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  with the proteins like that was what it was like you would just run and you
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  wouldn't have reserves, the whole team would take the off day.
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  Like that was how it works. So I'm kind of just used to the top ups.
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  But, and honestly, I like that type of running instead of like,
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  I'd rather just do that to get my fitness in and enjoy my off day rather than
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  doing small-sided games.
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  But that's just my personal opinion. But like for us, we do reserves after.
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  So I'm a fan of top-ups. So like whether that's like eight runs,
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  box to box, that again adds up over time. And then where are you?
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  That's three games already. What is that? Eight, 16, 24, yeah.
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  I was out of butchering my math so bad. My third one, I've actually been doing
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  this like already since we've started.
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  It's to do like 10 15 20 minutes after practice just working on like a specific
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  thing and for me it's recently it's been corner kicks because i've i've set
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  plays are such a big part of the game and like,
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  if you don't have a good set play taker you're not going to score on set plays
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  and yeah it's just a waste of opportunity scoring
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  and so the biggest thing with corner kicks too is being consistent like at first
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  i just like would ask some of my like teammates i would go in and be like hey
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  does anyone want to do this you know hey.
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  Hey and like as I kept doing them like I've done I've probably done it every
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  single practice now since we've started that's good and now people like those
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  people come to me and be like hey Paige are you gonna hit any more corners and I'm like,
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  heck y'all hit some oh my gosh yes you want me to hit some corners exactly that's
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  what I'm saying that over time literally pays off and then like in the game
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  like you're gonna Yeah, I see it too.
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  And like, the next thing I need to work on is free kicks too.
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  But I actually have been doing it. It's not about the coaches,
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  but you. It's not about the coaches, but like. But like, that's the place.
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  You know, they're just there. No, I'm doing it because I want to get consistent on it.
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  My next thing is actually hitting Olympicos. I'm going to try and get those. Whoa.
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  That's okay. Crazy pool. That's a crazy pool. But you keep doing that.
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  I low-key agree with that. I always do extra. That's not one of my goals.
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  That's kind of just like, what? But like a lot of my teammates,
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  like after training, we just hit around some balls. It's also like the fun.
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  For me, fun is like very important. Like before training, it is a must that
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  I play soccer tennis because...
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  I just... Really? Every time? Before. If it's up, I'm playing.
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  If it's not, I'm still juggling.
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  But I need to have some sort of fun before we lock in. So that's nowhere near a goal. But.
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  Me and my teammates, we need to have me, me, my teammates join.
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  Allie, we're on a team. We play, and we actually destroy everyone.
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  So if anyone wants to make a team. If I come to... You can win-lose.
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  I 1,000%. I go on this gap. You can ask any one of my teammates.
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  You can ask any one of my teammates who the heck owns that net.
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  I literally have a net in my car. Trust. I'm biking it on you.
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  It's like, you're working on quarter drinks? I'm working on biking a soccer
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  tennis game, bro. Like, I take that so seriously.
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  And like, bro, when I go home, San Diego, we do like tournaments.
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  Like, my trainer and like my whole, like where I grew up training,
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  like we're so competitive with that. We literally put money on it.
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  Chill. This is before any NCAA things.
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  This is before you're here. This is before time.
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  What about some off the field goals? I actually, so I had off the field goals that I set.
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  Like, I have a whiteboard in my room and I have like every month I like write
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  something down. Beginning of the spring in January, I had like goals for that year.
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  And one of them was like to not cuss as much because
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  i look you have a little bit of a cussing problem i just when i get a little
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  feisty and aggressive i just just kind of like you know comes out it's kind
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  of like when you're driving and like someone just well it's not too often you're like.
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  But like just add in some cuss words you know no yeah no that i kind of have
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  to redact but i'm doing five push-ups every cuss word games are redacted don't
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  count don't count games you're gonna be buff as heck i would be,
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  i would be insanely ripped that's not a good thing see that's not a good thing
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  good thing is the physique but like if you know why i'm doing it i'm,
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  pretty buff already but you guys aren't gonna yeah you are you are you are you
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  are you are i can't lie she mugs me there recently my like main one is just
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  personal development like,
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  i know like how much that affects me that's definitely something i've struggled
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  with is like getting back and it's like it's not that far away but it feels
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  so far away so like something that's been big for me is literally just like,
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  learning more about myself learning more what what can benefit me what only
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  benefits me like as long as I'm good then I can help my team but if I'm not
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  good I can't help anyone that's not that me is not you don't want to be around that so,
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  yeah that's like literally my
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  main like off the field goal just just to excel mentally I love that one,
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  our first game obviously is coming up we should set goals for each game and then the next one.
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  We come back. No, I like to. And see if we hit those. I would say,
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  so, my goal for my first game is, no matter what, if I start or if I don't start,
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  just literally play my game.
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  And I would say my, just my regular goal is just, like, no matter what,
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  just, like, playing my game.
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  And then with numbers is get three shots. Three shots off.
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  Because I'm a six. I hear you. Obviously, I'm not going to get that many shots
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  off. That's, yeah. But that means I'm trying to put an effort to get forward
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  and get into the tack, you know?
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  Hey, I like that. I like that. Mine is to sprint back when I get broken because...
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  I think, like, bro, one of my coaches, my coach yelled at me in training.
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  She was like, I don't want to see the sixes not spring back anymore.
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  And it was so obviously me.
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  And then the next, like, I never, never not sprinted after that.
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  That's what I'm saying. Like, I don't, I was like, no, I'm going,
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  I'm going. I full sent back.
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  But it's like, it's like a, it's like a mental thing. Like, obviously you could
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  do that. It's just like, it's not flipped in my head.
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  I also have been rotating in between six and 10. So I don't know what I'm going
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  to play. I hope I play 10. So yeah, obviously, whether I don't start or start, like, same thing.
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  Just playing me. Not hesitating is a massive thing. But if we're talking numbers,
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  I haven't thought of that quite yet.
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  But I want to score, and I think I'm going to score because I've been shooting a lot training.
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  Okay. So we'll see. Your goal is to score a freaking goal. My goal is to score
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  a freaking goal or get an assist because in 11s, I sold a 1v1. I should have scored.
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  But then I could have had, like, a couple assists, but, you know.
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  This is me, then the person. I scored a free kick in R11s. Working on the set, please, right?
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