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- 0:06Speaker 1: Crime Stories with Nancy Grace on Serious x M Triumph
- 0:10Speaker 1: Channel one two. The Golden State Killer is the most
- 0:15Speaker 1: prolific serial predator in the nation. I don't like to
- 0:19Speaker 1: go out anymore. I don't go out by myself at
- 0:21Speaker 1: all anywhere. He was the boogeyman. He was the man
- 0:25Speaker 1: in the bushes that we didn't know who he was,
- 0:27Speaker 1: and we didn't know when he was going to strike again.
- 0:29Speaker 1: All I know is he raped fifty people and he
- 0:32Speaker 1: killed twow and one of whom was your sister, My sister,
- 0:36Speaker 1: Shut up, kill you. A bump against the house, maybe
- 0:45Speaker 1: the sound of a footstep shuffling along a fence outdoors,
- 0:51Speaker 1: maybe nothing at all, no warning whatsoever. The trademark of
- 0:57Speaker 1: the so called Golden State Killer? Who is he? What
- 1:05Speaker 1: do we know? Now? Linked to at least one crimes
- 1:13Speaker 1: and potentially homicides? The victims their families still looking for him?
- 1:25Speaker 1: And what an m o modus operandi? Method of operation two.
- 1:34Speaker 1: Come into a home in the middle of the night
- 1:37Speaker 1: where a woman is sleeping alone or possibly a couple asleep,
- 1:42Speaker 1: to bind the man, place him face down with dishes
- 1:49Speaker 1: stacked on his back, and then sex attack the woman,
- 1:57Speaker 1: threatening to kill her and the man if the dishes fall. I,
- 2:06Speaker 1: Nancy Grace, this is crime stories, and I want this
- 2:14Speaker 1: guy dead or alive. Joining me now. Michelle Cruz, the
- 2:23Speaker 1: sister of the Twelf murder victim Jane Carson Sandler, victim
- 2:31Speaker 1: number five, author of Frozen in Fear, a true story
- 2:36Speaker 1: of surviving the Shadows of Death. Billy Jensen with US
- 2:41Speaker 1: investigative journalists who went through all Michelle McNamara's raw chapters
- 2:46Speaker 1: and put together her book, I'll Be Gone in the Dark.
- 2:51Speaker 1: Paul Haynes, researcher of the book I'll Be Gone in
- 2:54Speaker 1: the Dark. And Cheryl McCullum, director of the Cold Case
- 2:59Speaker 1: Research Institute, to all of you, thank you for being
- 3:02Speaker 1: with us. Cheryl McCollums, starting with you, this is the
- 3:07Speaker 1: case that has seemingly alluded police and victims for years.
- 3:12Speaker 1: I think largely because he relocated from one part of
- 3:17Speaker 1: California to the next part and possibly beyond. Why has
- 3:22Speaker 1: he managed, with all of these crimes to elude police? Nancy.
- 3:26Speaker 1: He is willing to change the m O, He's willing
- 3:29Speaker 1: to change location. He changes it up and just talks
- 3:34Speaker 1: police with it, so you know they say something on
- 3:37Speaker 1: the news about You know, he's never assaulted a woman
- 3:40Speaker 1: with a man in the home. He changes it up
- 3:42Speaker 1: and he does that. It's it's remarkable that he has
- 3:46Speaker 1: been able to commit this many crops fifty rate ten
- 3:52Speaker 1: murders and has alluded police every step of the way.
- 3:56Speaker 1: California law enforcement now estimate fifth rapes in the county's Sacramento,
- 4:03Speaker 1: Contra Costa, Stanislaus, San Joaquin, Alameda, Santa Clara, Yolo. We
- 4:10Speaker 1: think commanded by the so called Original night Stalker. That's
- 4:15Speaker 1: fifty at the least, DNA conclusively linking him to eight murders.
- 4:21Speaker 1: Other murders linked by m O. Investigators suspect that the
- 4:27Speaker 1: same man committed three other murders too, in Rincio, Cordova
- 4:33Speaker 1: and Bassalia. It goes on and on and on. In fact,
- 4:37Speaker 1: he's got so many murders and rapes he even has
- 4:41Speaker 1: different monikers going by East Area rapists, the Golden State Killer,
- 4:47Speaker 1: the Original night Stalker. It goes on and on with
- 4:50Speaker 1: this guy, and still he alludes police. For all I know,
- 4:55Speaker 1: he's no longer in California. Maybe he's in your home state.
- 5:00Speaker 1: Let's go first to Jane Carson Sandler, victim number five,
- 5:09Speaker 1: author of Frozen in Fear, a true story of surviving
- 5:13Speaker 1: the shadows of death. Jane, thank you for being with us.
- 5:17Speaker 1: Thank you Nancy for having me right now, just struck
- 5:23Speaker 1: with knowing how close you came to being murdered. Something
- 5:30Speaker 1: about you was different from his murder victims. Tell me
- 5:37Speaker 1: what happened. Well, I was six thirty in the morning
- 5:41Speaker 1: and my husband had just left for work. I heard
- 5:44Speaker 1: the garage door closed, and the next thing I knew,
- 5:48Speaker 1: there was someone running down the hall with a flashlight
- 5:52Speaker 1: and I yelled to my husband, what did you forget?
- 5:54Speaker 1: And it wasn't my husband. It was n with a
- 5:57Speaker 1: ski mask, holding a flashlight a large butcher knife. And
- 6:02Speaker 1: just before this man ran down the hall, my son
- 6:06Speaker 1: had gotten in bed with me, my three year old son.
- 6:10Speaker 1: So um, we were snuggling when this monster arrived at
- 6:15Speaker 1: my bedside and he uh. You can imagine the fear
- 6:21Speaker 1: that I was experiencing at this time, especially being that
- 6:24Speaker 1: my son was next to me. So um. He had
- 6:29Speaker 1: on a ski mask and black leather gloves, high top
- 6:32Speaker 1: black sneakers, and that's all I really knew because his
- 6:36Speaker 1: face was covered with ski mask with just slits for
- 6:40Speaker 1: his eyes. And then he proceeded to anytime I tried
- 6:45Speaker 1: to say something, he would say with clenched teeth, shop shop,
- 6:49Speaker 1: or I'll kill you. Shut up, shut up, shut up,
- 6:52Speaker 1: or I'll kill you. So um. Then um, he proceeded
- 6:57Speaker 1: to say he just wanted money, which was of course
- 7:00Speaker 1: a lie. And he then he gagged both of both
- 7:05Speaker 1: my son and myself. He blindfolded us, and he tied
- 7:10Speaker 1: us our ankles and our wrists with shoelaces. And then
- 7:16Speaker 1: the most frightening part about the whole ordeal was when
- 7:20Speaker 1: he moved my son. And then I knew that I
- 7:25Speaker 1: had no idea why he was moving him. Of course,
- 7:27Speaker 1: where was he taking him? I had no idea. And uh,
- 7:31Speaker 1: and then when he untied my ankles, then I knew
- 7:34Speaker 1: what he was there for. I don't even remember the rape,
- 7:40Speaker 1: because all I was concerned with is where did he
- 7:42Speaker 1: put my son? Um. He also had this um, this
- 7:52Speaker 1: ritual of tearing sheets, tearing towels, and I had no
- 7:57Speaker 1: idea what he was going to do with those you know,
- 7:59Speaker 1: what was he going to us? Well, what what was
- 8:01Speaker 1: he going to do? Strangle us with these sheets with
- 8:03Speaker 1: his TEF had absolutely no idea and again the fear
- 8:07Speaker 1: that I was experiencing was just overwhelming. He eventually, thank
- 8:14Speaker 1: the Lord, put my son back next to me. And
- 8:18Speaker 1: I don't know why he had moved him in the
- 8:20Speaker 1: first place. It was probably because he wanted more room
- 8:22Speaker 1: on the bed or I don't think it was because
- 8:25Speaker 1: he was being a nice guy. I just think he
- 8:27Speaker 1: needed more room to operate. And then as we're tied up,
- 8:33Speaker 1: gag blindfolded, and he went in the kitchen and started
- 8:38Speaker 1: um rattling pots and pans. I'm not sure if he
- 8:42Speaker 1: was cooking something, but he opened the refrigerator and again
- 8:45Speaker 1: was making a lot of noise with these pots and pans.
- 8:48Speaker 1: And they need to come back in the bedroom and
- 8:51Speaker 1: threaten us again and say don't move. If I hear anything,
- 8:54Speaker 1: I'll come back and kill you. So we laid there.
- 8:57Speaker 1: I laid there probably about thirty minutes, trying to hear
- 9:02Speaker 1: if I could hear if he was still in the home.
- 9:05Speaker 1: And I was finally able to get my blindfold down
- 9:08Speaker 1: a little bit, and I realized it was light coming
- 9:11Speaker 1: through the window, so I was able to look over
- 9:15Speaker 1: at my son and he was asleep, and I woke
- 9:18Speaker 1: him up and I said We've got to get out
- 9:19Speaker 1: of here. We've got to get out of here. So
- 9:22Speaker 1: hobbling down the hall to the front door. We couldn't
- 9:26Speaker 1: get out because there was a chair blocked up under
- 9:29Speaker 1: the door knob. And then we went around to the
- 9:32Speaker 1: kitchen and the screen door was opened, the sliding door.
- 9:36Speaker 1: So I hobbled around to the front gate, screamed for
- 9:39Speaker 1: a neighbor, and then went into the neighbor's home and
- 9:43Speaker 1: she called the police from there. Carol Daily, my angel uh,
- 9:50Speaker 1: showed up and took me to the emergency room. There
- 9:52Speaker 1: were three mail policemen that showed up initially to speak
- 9:57Speaker 1: with me, but I had no desire to speak to
- 10:00Speaker 1: those men. Um. But when Carol arrived, she was so
- 10:04Speaker 1: caring and so loving, and I just felt so safe
- 10:08Speaker 1: with her. So she took me to the emergency room
- 10:11Speaker 1: and stayed with me for about oh well over an
- 10:14Speaker 1: hour before she had to leave. There were no cell
- 10:17Speaker 1: phones back at that time, so it's not like she could,
- 10:19Speaker 1: you know, check in with her partners. So um. I
- 10:24Speaker 1: was alone during the rape exam, which was done by
- 10:29Speaker 1: a mail and at one minute I was laughing and
- 10:33Speaker 1: joyful that I was alive, and my son was alive,
- 10:35Speaker 1: and the next moment I was sobbing that, oh my god,
- 10:38Speaker 1: what had just happened to us? So that was a
- 10:41Speaker 1: very unpleasant experience. The rape exam, the shot of penicill
- 10:44Speaker 1: and the shore I didn't have a venerial disease. And
- 10:47Speaker 1: then the morning after pill so I didn't get pregnant, um,
- 10:50Speaker 1: and then I had to go home to a home
- 10:53Speaker 1: that I that um that I felt so violated and
- 10:57Speaker 1: I hated so that my story and that's the news
- 11:03Speaker 1: to print. But that was over forty years ago and uh,
- 11:08Speaker 1: almost forty two now, and I have to say that
- 11:12Speaker 1: I'm not sorry it happened to me, Nancy, I'm not
- 11:15Speaker 1: sorry at all. I really think that the Lord had
- 11:19Speaker 1: chosen me to be victim number five because new eventually
- 11:23Speaker 1: I would turn my mess into a message and by
- 11:25Speaker 1: helping other women on reaching out to others, that I
- 11:28Speaker 1: would glorify him. So I am really um grateful. And
- 11:33Speaker 1: I've met so many amazing folks through this journey, Michelle
- 11:38Speaker 1: and Debbie and reunited with Carol Daily and after forty
- 11:43Speaker 1: years and with um Inspectors shall be and just everyone
- 11:49Speaker 1: that I've met through this, uh, this journey it's just
- 11:53Speaker 1: it's just been amazing. So my my goal now is
- 11:57Speaker 1: just to reach out help other victims and let them
- 12:00Speaker 1: know that they're going to be okay. Um, they just
- 12:04Speaker 1: the most important thing they need to do is go
- 12:07Speaker 1: and get help, Go to a rape crisis center, talk
- 12:09Speaker 1: to someone that's been through something similar, because they'll remain
- 12:14Speaker 1: a victim if they keep their soult the secret because
- 12:17Speaker 1: as we say in a A, we're only as sick
- 12:19Speaker 1: as our secrets. And uh, the moment we start to heal,
- 12:24Speaker 1: the moment that we're heard, in the moment that we're validated. Jane,
- 12:29Speaker 1: I didn't even want to interrupt you to ask a
- 12:35Speaker 1: question yes' because your story and your testimony at the
- 12:40Speaker 1: end of that story is just amazing. And how you
- 12:45Speaker 1: have managed to survive through that and now find a
- 12:51Speaker 1: way to praise the Lord and find your way through
- 12:57Speaker 1: a nightmare. It's a real inspiration to me. You know,
- 13:03Speaker 1: Cheryl McCollum with me, director of the Cold Case Institute.
- 13:07Speaker 1: I don't know, Cheryl, how many between you and I
- 13:10Speaker 1: rape victims we have counseled and I have represented in court.
- 13:17Speaker 1: And her words really move mes. Phenomenal Nancy and the
- 13:23Speaker 1: fact that she would take what happened to her and
- 13:26Speaker 1: turn that into something where she can help other people
- 13:29Speaker 1: is nothing short of extraordinary and amazing, and I firmly
- 13:33Speaker 1: believe that is God given. You know, back to with me,
- 13:38Speaker 1: victim number five. I hate to even use that because
- 13:40Speaker 1: it makes her sound like a number. What incredible group
- 13:44Speaker 1: of people joining us right now in our attempt to
- 13:47Speaker 1: apprehend and investigate the Golden State Killer. Michelle Cruz, Jane Sandler,
- 13:52Speaker 1: Billy Jensen, Paul Haynes, Cheryl McCollum, Jane I got. I
- 14:00Speaker 1: was trying to jot down questions rather than interrupt you.
- 14:03Speaker 1: First of all, how do you feel knowing this guy
- 14:07Speaker 1: is still on the loose and you know he hasn't quit,
- 14:10Speaker 1: probably not. You know, he could be in Europe, he
- 14:12Speaker 1: could be in jail before they started getting d n A.
- 14:16Speaker 1: He could be dead. Um. We just we just need resolution,
- 14:20Speaker 1: We need closure, we need peace. We need to stop
- 14:24Speaker 1: looking over our shoulder and wondering if that you know,
- 14:28Speaker 1: guy in the post office is the man. And one
- 14:31Speaker 1: thing that is really I find very um creepy is
- 14:34Speaker 1: the fact when when he is caught and we're all
- 14:38Speaker 1: in that courtroom, when he walks in that one of
- 14:40Speaker 1: us may have known him. Um, that to me is just,
- 14:44Speaker 1: oh my gosh, such a frightening thought. Your book is incredible,
- 14:48Speaker 1: Frozen in Fear, a true story of surviving the shadows
- 14:52Speaker 1: of death. Jane Sandler. Does your son, who was then
- 14:56Speaker 1: three at the time and with you in bed when
- 14:59Speaker 1: the Golden State kill or intruded, does he have any
- 15:02Speaker 1: recollection of this? He I didn't actually talk to him
- 15:06Speaker 1: until he was in college, Nancy. Then, Um, when I
- 15:10Speaker 1: did tell him, he remembered, um, that we had a
- 15:13Speaker 1: robber in the house, but um, other than that, and
- 15:17Speaker 1: he remembers he was moved and where he was moved.
- 15:19Speaker 1: I don't know whether it was back in his bedroom
- 15:21Speaker 1: where it was on the floor next to the bed,
- 15:23Speaker 1: I don't know. And I just wonder if if there's
- 15:27Speaker 1: any uh underlining PTSD going on there. I have no idea.
- 15:33Speaker 1: He's he's doing so well, and uh, we don't really
- 15:37Speaker 1: talk about it very much, but he's he's doing really well.
- 15:43Speaker 1: Thank you. What does he do today. He's in the military.
- 15:46Speaker 1: He's a lieutenant colonel. Aren't you proud? I'm very proud,
- 15:50Speaker 1: very very proud, Yes, very proud with me In addition
- 15:55Speaker 1: to Jane Carson Sandler, Michelle Cruz, and Cheryl McCollum, are
- 16:00Speaker 1: Paul Haynes, who researched the book I'll Be Gone in
- 16:05Speaker 1: the Dark, and Billy Jensen, who an investigative journalist who
- 16:09Speaker 1: went through all of Michelle McNamara's raw chapters to put
- 16:13Speaker 1: together her book I'll Be Gone in the Dark. To
- 16:16Speaker 1: Paul Haines, now, I know there are many murders linked
- 16:22Speaker 1: by DNA, murders linked by m O method of operation,
- 16:26Speaker 1: as well as nearly two hundred crimes. Could you clarify
- 16:31Speaker 1: for me how they are linked. Sure, all the crimes
- 16:35Speaker 1: in northern California were linked at the time by m
- 16:38Speaker 1: O is a very distinct EMO. It was clear that
- 16:41Speaker 1: all of those crimes were the work of the same offender.
- 16:44Speaker 1: UH was investigated in the series, and there was public
- 16:47Speaker 1: knowledge of the series to the point of hysteria. In
- 16:50Speaker 1: southern California, the links were not as clear, and aside
- 16:55Speaker 1: from the Santa Barbara crimes, which were clearly recognized as
- 16:58Speaker 1: a series, each crime was investigated by a different agency,
- 17:06Speaker 1: and some agencies disagree on whether or not there were connections.
- 17:09Speaker 1: At the time and after ten years passed from the
- 17:15Speaker 1: last crime, which was the murder of Janelle Cruz in Um,
- 17:20Speaker 1: The DNA links began to emerge once the Orange County
- 17:23Speaker 1: Crime Lab and the Ventura County Crime Lab began to
- 17:27Speaker 1: re examine their biological evidence. By two thousand one, links
- 17:32Speaker 1: had been established among six of the crimes in southern California,
- 17:36Speaker 1: and those crimes were linked by DNA to the East
- 17:40Speaker 1: Air Rapist series in northern California, as biological evidence had
- 17:45Speaker 1: been preserved from three of the rapes in Contra Costa County,
- 17:49Speaker 1: but those three rates were strongly linked by m O
- 17:51Speaker 1: to the rest of the series. They're all indisputably the
- 17:54Speaker 1: work of the same offender. Well, you said that so
- 17:56Speaker 1: much better than I tried to thank you. I mean,
- 18:00Speaker 1: and you guys know it cold. I guess it's one
- 18:02Speaker 1: thing for you to know it cold like you and
- 18:05Speaker 1: Billy do. And then for Jane Sandler and Michelle Cruz,
- 18:10Speaker 1: the sister of the twelfth murder victim, to hear you
- 18:14Speaker 1: just rattle it off like that because they are actually victims.
- 18:19Speaker 1: And of course that leaves Sheryl McCullum and I just
- 18:22Speaker 1: in I almost speechless at the the number of crimes,
- 18:28Speaker 1: rapes and murders this guy has committed, committed basically under
- 18:33Speaker 1: our noses, guys from Paul Haynes, who researched the book,
- 18:36Speaker 1: I'll be Gone in the Dark. And that's a very
- 18:38Speaker 1: significant title, and I'm gonna let them explain why they
- 18:42Speaker 1: use that title. This guy's m O. In case you're saying, well,
- 18:46Speaker 1: that could have been anybody's not linked by DNA, No,
- 18:49Speaker 1: it's this guy. He originally targeted women, either alone or
- 18:54Speaker 1: with children. Like you heard Jane Carson Sandler, her husband
- 18:59Speaker 1: had just suffed for work early in the morning, so
- 19:02Speaker 1: early was dark outside. You know he was watching right um.
- 19:08Speaker 1: But later he came to prefer attacking couples. His usual
- 19:14Speaker 1: m I was to break in and wake up the couple,
- 19:18Speaker 1: threatening them with a handgun sometimes a knife. They were
- 19:22Speaker 1: bound with ligatures that he brought with him to the scene,
- 19:29Speaker 1: blindfold and or gag the victims with towels that or
- 19:36Speaker 1: sheets that he took from the home and would cut
- 19:39Speaker 1: into strips. The way you heard Jane describe it, the
- 19:45Speaker 1: female victim was often made to tie up the man
- 19:49Speaker 1: with bootlaces. That's consistent with what Jane Samer has just
- 19:53Speaker 1: told you before tying herself up. In many cases, the
- 20:00Speaker 1: tying was so tight that victims had no feeling in
- 20:03Speaker 1: their hands for hours after they were untied. He would
- 20:07Speaker 1: then separate them and often statin dishes on the back
- 20:12Speaker 1: of the man, who would then be faced down, stating
- 20:16Speaker 1: that if he he the killer, heard the dishes rattle,
- 20:20Speaker 1: he'd kill everybody in the home. And this is what
- 20:23Speaker 1: is so bizarre. I'm gonna go to youth Cheryl McCollum
- 20:26Speaker 1: on this. He would spend hours at times in the home,
- 20:30Speaker 1: ransacking closets, going through jewels, as Jane just described, going
- 20:35Speaker 1: in the kitchen and eating. She said he was banging
- 20:38Speaker 1: pots and pans so elly she could hear him back
- 20:41Speaker 1: in the bedroom, clearly not afraid he was going to
- 20:43Speaker 1: be caught. Not afraid at all, Nathy, He had thought them,
- 20:47Speaker 1: he had prepared. Not only would he bring things living,
- 20:50Speaker 1: but after he selected the home, he would leave pools
- 20:53Speaker 1: around the house. He would leave windows unlocked. He was
- 20:58Speaker 1: the most organized rapist I think I've ever said. We
- 21:02Speaker 1: also believe that he may have traveled by bicycle to
- 21:06Speaker 1: and from his car so his car would not be spotted.
- 21:09Speaker 1: I mean the level of planning involved to Michelle Cruz,
- 21:17Speaker 1: the sister of the twelve murder victim. I did not
- 21:24Speaker 1: mention this to Jane, but to Jane and Michelle, I'm
- 21:29Speaker 1: I'm sorry, overwhelmingly sorry for what you have lived through. Michelle,
- 21:38Speaker 1: tell us your story, all right, Okay, Well, um, Janelle
- 21:42Speaker 1: was killed. N I got a phone call so the
- 21:47Speaker 1: next day from a friend and I have been up
- 21:50Speaker 1: in Mammoth Mountain skiing. I um moved up there for
- 21:55Speaker 1: a couple of months for the snow season, and my
- 21:59Speaker 1: friend Carbon, she's is I think you need to sit down?
- 22:02Speaker 1: And I said why and she said, well, her sister
- 22:06Speaker 1: was murdered. And I said, I said, my sister got married.
- 22:10Speaker 1: She said, no, your sister was murdered. And it was
- 22:15Speaker 1: really hard to process. At that time. I just, um,
- 22:18Speaker 1: I couldn't believe it. I was stuck in a snowstorm.
- 22:21Speaker 1: I couldn't get home. My mom was in Cancoon, Mexico
- 22:26Speaker 1: with my little brother, and so I just sort of
- 22:30Speaker 1: sat there alone for the next couple of days in
- 22:32Speaker 1: the snowstorm, thinking about what she had told me. And
- 22:36Speaker 1: it's crazy because for the next twenty years I lived
- 22:39Speaker 1: in a sort of a kind of a bubble. I
- 22:43Speaker 1: don't even remember what happened. I think I just I
- 22:45Speaker 1: don't know. I was in some kind of denial or something.
- 22:50Speaker 1: I'd have these nightmares thinking that she was going to
- 22:52Speaker 1: come back, and oh, my stars, Michelle Cruz, you're you're
- 22:56Speaker 1: giving me flashbacks. After my fiancee was murdered shortly before
- 23:00Speaker 1: our wedding, for years, I would have dreams that he
- 23:06Speaker 1: was secretly alive somewhere and that he had just wanted
- 23:09Speaker 1: to back out of the wedding and didn't want me
- 23:11Speaker 1: to find out, and that everybody was in on it
- 23:13Speaker 1: and I didn't know. Then there would be dreams where
- 23:17Speaker 1: he would have somehow medically be brought back to life.
- 23:21Speaker 1: And then there were dreams or he would be struck
- 23:23Speaker 1: by lightning and be brought back to life. There were
- 23:26Speaker 1: just so many wild, fantastical dreams. I I mean, I'm
- 23:32Speaker 1: a j D, not an empty but I arm chair
- 23:37Speaker 1: figured out that it was a way of I guess,
- 23:42Speaker 1: of my subconscious trying to accept or make sense of,
- 23:46Speaker 1: or or grapple with his his senseless murder. And also,
- 23:52Speaker 1: you said, for twenty years, you're in a bubble. Can
- 23:54Speaker 1: I tell you? Let's say, let me. It was well
- 23:58Speaker 1: over twenty years after Keith was murdered that I would
- 24:04Speaker 1: allow myself to actually be in a relationship committed and
- 24:12Speaker 1: Mary I would not marry. I mean as a result
- 24:16Speaker 1: of that, I was died in childbirth, giving birth late
- 24:20Speaker 1: in life, and my daughter almost died. And that is
- 24:24Speaker 1: how one of the ways that murder in nine nine
- 24:29Speaker 1: affected me. I mean decades, so there's used chunks of
- 24:35Speaker 1: time I can't remember, events I can't remember, and so please, no,
- 24:42Speaker 1: there's nothing wrong with you. It it's just it's a
- 24:48Speaker 1: hard thing to deal with. But I think victims need
- 24:52Speaker 1: to hear your words. So let me stop talking and
- 24:55Speaker 1: you go ahead. It's true, it's very, very hard. And
- 24:59Speaker 1: I dreams were constant. I mean I had the dreams
- 25:02Speaker 1: where she was in the military and she just didn't
- 25:05Speaker 1: want to see the family for a while, and she'd
- 25:07Speaker 1: come back in a year and she'd hied out with
- 25:10Speaker 1: other people. She wouldn't want to come home. These were
- 25:12Speaker 1: my dreams that I had a dream that maybe a
- 25:15Speaker 1: couple of weeks later, that a man pool guy was
- 25:19Speaker 1: walking on the side of our yard where our bedroom was,
- 25:21Speaker 1: got through our window and he was and he would walk.
- 25:25Speaker 1: He walked to the back of the house to clean
- 25:28Speaker 1: the pool, while in reality we didn't have a pool. Um.
- 25:32Speaker 1: But you know that the guy in my dream, his
- 25:34Speaker 1: face was so clear, so I thought that, you know,
- 25:38Speaker 1: jenday All trying to tell me who this guy is.
- 25:40Speaker 1: And then there for a long time people suspect that
- 25:44Speaker 1: it could have been a pool cleaner or someone at
- 25:46Speaker 1: the pool. Um. But yeah, for a long long time,
- 25:50Speaker 1: I lived like that, and I barricade myself in my
- 25:54Speaker 1: bedroom and had always had my lights on and things
- 25:57Speaker 1: under my drawl, my my door knob so nobody could
- 26:01Speaker 1: break in, and dressers up against my window so nobody
- 26:04Speaker 1: can break in through the window because I have something
- 26:08Speaker 1: blocking it on the inside. Um. Nowadays, I have surveillance
- 26:12Speaker 1: cameras and window alarms and all kinds of things around
- 26:15Speaker 1: my house just to live comfortably. I'm never alone. I
- 26:18Speaker 1: always have somebody here. So it definitely affected me. Um,
- 26:23Speaker 1: the fact that he's never been caught and he's still
- 26:25Speaker 1: out there, and I believe he's still alive. I have
- 26:28Speaker 1: that feeling to Michelle, and I don't know why. Maybe
- 26:31Speaker 1: Billy or Paul can help us sort through that. And
- 26:35Speaker 1: and I'm curious. I'm gonna come back to Jane and
- 26:37Speaker 1: see if she feels he's still alive with me. Jane
- 26:40Speaker 1: and Carson Sandler and Michelle Cruise. Jane a victim of
- 26:45Speaker 1: the Golden State killer who managed to live. Michelle Cruise
- 26:50Speaker 1: the sister of the twelfth murder victim. And I hate
- 26:53Speaker 1: to say it like that, Michelle, because it sounds like
- 26:56Speaker 1: a number. It's Janelle Lisa Cruz. And Janelle was just
- 27:01Speaker 1: eighteen years old. She was found bludgeoned dead in her home.
- 27:08Speaker 1: Her family, as Michelle just told you, was on a vacation,
- 27:13Speaker 1: the mom, the brother, the whole family in Mexico. A
- 27:17Speaker 1: pipe wrench had been reported missing by Cruise's stepfather, and
- 27:24Speaker 1: it is thought that is the murder weapon. Janelle was
- 27:29Speaker 1: viciously raped before her murder. We know that DNA links
- 27:39Speaker 1: him to Janelle Lisa Cruz's death, and the bludgeoning death
- 27:45Speaker 1: with potentially a pipe wrench is so brutal, so brutal.
- 27:54Speaker 1: Michelle tell me about Janelle in life. Jean now was
- 28:00Speaker 1: very vivacious. Um, she just had a magnetic personality. A
- 28:06Speaker 1: lot of people would see her walking down the street
- 28:10Speaker 1: and do double takes, triple takes. She was just kind
- 28:12Speaker 1: of one of those people that stood out, and she
- 28:16Speaker 1: was very sweet, really sweet, but you know, she was
- 28:20Speaker 1: one year older than me and so if anyone tried
- 28:23Speaker 1: anything on me, she wasn't so sweet. So she was
- 28:26Speaker 1: also you know, she had that saffoodside. But at the
- 28:30Speaker 1: time that she was murdered, she was looking for apartments
- 28:35Speaker 1: and getting ready to start college. Um. She wanted to
- 28:39Speaker 1: be a legal secretary, was the last thing that she
- 28:42Speaker 1: told me. Um. So she was trying to get her
- 28:46Speaker 1: life together. And I know that they found a newspaper
- 28:50Speaker 1: on the kitchen table, you know, when they had found her,
- 28:53Speaker 1: and there was some apartments circled, and so, yeah, she
- 28:59Speaker 1: was getting her life together. I wanted to move out
- 29:03Speaker 1: of the house. You don't start her own thing, and
- 29:06Speaker 1: so young and so beautiful, with so much ahead of
- 29:12Speaker 1: her in life. It's the death of someone so young
- 29:18Speaker 1: is bad enough, but to think they died in such
- 29:20Speaker 1: a horrific way is another. Billy Jensen, thank you for
- 29:25Speaker 1: being with us investigative journalists who exhaustively went through so much,
- 29:31Speaker 1: so much information to put together Michelle McNamara's book I'll
- 29:36Speaker 1: Be Gone in the Dark. Michelle, you know had written
- 29:40Speaker 1: so much of this book. You know, we call it
- 29:43Speaker 1: an obsession in the the subhead of the book. She
- 29:46Speaker 1: definitely was. I mean, she was all about this. She
- 29:49Speaker 1: wanted this case solved. And you know, I think with
- 29:53Speaker 1: with the book coming out and her husband, who was
- 29:56Speaker 1: the comedian Patton Oswald, going on a book towards we
- 30:00Speaker 1: really are bringing this story to light and bringing this
- 30:03Speaker 1: killer to light. I think with that, coupled with the DNA,
- 30:06Speaker 1: we're going to get some answers to Paul Hainess, researcher
- 30:10Speaker 1: on the book I'll be Gone in the Dark. Why
- 30:14Speaker 1: what is the significance of the title I'll be gone
- 30:16Speaker 1: in the dark he used He used that phrase or
- 30:20Speaker 1: variations on that phrase with at least three victims, and
- 30:24Speaker 1: you know, those are words that are designed to inflict terror.
- 30:27Speaker 1: I think as much as this offender was a killer
- 30:30Speaker 1: and a rapist who was also a terrorist, and I
- 30:32Speaker 1: think that was his primary objective was to control and
- 30:36Speaker 1: terrorize his victims. And to hear the phrase You'll be
- 30:40Speaker 1: silent forever and I'll be gone in the dark as
- 30:42Speaker 1: a threat, that's bone shilling. That reminds you that you're
- 30:45Speaker 1: up against a faceless killer who will will slay you
- 30:50Speaker 1: and get away with it. And I think that everything
- 30:54Speaker 1: that he did with his victims was designed to play
- 30:59Speaker 1: into specific fantasy, that he had a specific script that
- 31:02Speaker 1: he was trying to follow. And oftentimes victims would report
- 31:06Speaker 1: that it sounded as though he were reading from a script.
- 31:10Speaker 1: And you mean the phenomena a paraphilia, sexual perversion, or
- 31:16Speaker 1: deviation where it's all about um situations, fantasies, behaviors, and
- 31:25Speaker 1: it it that attraction has been labeled as a fetish.
- 31:30Speaker 1: The fact that you're telling me it sounded like he
- 31:32Speaker 1: was reading from a script or he would always say
- 31:35Speaker 1: the same words over and over. It almost sounds like
- 31:38Speaker 1: the movie groundhog Day, where that you keep reliving the
- 31:40Speaker 1: same day to try to perfect it. He kept reliving
- 31:43Speaker 1: the same crime over and over, Paul. And you know,
- 31:48Speaker 1: he would ask the victim of question and as soon
- 31:50Speaker 1: as the victim began answering, he would he would say,
- 31:52Speaker 1: shut up. You know, there was he had no interest
- 31:55Speaker 1: in actually uh engaging with the victim. It was purely
- 32:00Speaker 1: about enacting something. And you know, the stalking, the surveillance,
- 32:06Speaker 1: this is all part of obviously a pattern of behavior
- 32:11Speaker 1: that was titilating to this offender. And you know, when
- 32:14Speaker 1: you consider the the exhaustive number of hours that um
- 32:21Speaker 1: he invested in this activity, you know it must have
- 32:24Speaker 1: consumed a sizeable portion of his life. And that's why,
- 32:27Speaker 1: you know, when when you consider that this person has
- 32:32Speaker 1: gone unidentified for over forty years, I mean, it's mind bothering.
- 32:36Speaker 1: There's somebody in Sacramento who is aware of, to some extent,
- 32:41Speaker 1: a person that they knew that their behavior and their
- 32:46Speaker 1: their patterns and their schedule just just wasn't right, you know,
- 32:49Speaker 1: And that's partly what we're hoping to do is jog
- 32:52Speaker 1: someone's memory so that you know, they might surrender a
- 32:55Speaker 1: name which would lead to the offender's identity and hopefully
- 32:58Speaker 1: capture interesting This is what we believe would be his profile,
- 33:03Speaker 1: according to one of the primary profiles done on him
- 33:08Speaker 1: by Leslie d Ambrosia, a white male dressed well would
- 33:13Speaker 1: not stand out as not fitting in in an upscale neighborhood.
- 33:19Speaker 1: A well maintained car, engaged in deviant behavior and brutal
- 33:26Speaker 1: sex and personal life, likely engaged in sex with prostitutes.
- 33:32Speaker 1: May have had a criminal record as a team that
- 33:34Speaker 1: was expunged knowledge of police investigation and evidence gathering techniques.
- 33:43Speaker 1: Hated women for either real or perceived wrongs, some means
- 33:49Speaker 1: of income, but did not work in early morning hours.
- 33:54Speaker 1: Possibly married, probably as I've seen in so many of
- 33:59Speaker 1: the attack cases I've prosecuted, started as a voyeur, lived
- 34:05Speaker 1: and worked near Ventura, California in nine neat well organized,
- 34:13Speaker 1: likely peeped into the windows of victims, including victims who
- 34:18Speaker 1: were not attacked, just soap that in for a moment,
- 34:26Speaker 1: skilled and experienced cat burglar, good physical condition, appeared to
- 34:34Speaker 1: be harmless, and will continue committing these crimes until there
- 34:41Speaker 1: is some sort of incapacitation, be at prison, death, or
- 34:45Speaker 1: something else in his personal life. Likely to be considered arrogant, domineering, manipulative,
- 34:53Speaker 1: and a chronic liar to Jane Carson Sandler, victim five,
- 35:00Speaker 1: author of Frozen in Fear, A true story of Surviving
- 35:04Speaker 1: the Shadows of Death. Does that profile sound accurate? Oh, yes, ma'am, Yes, ma'am.
- 35:11Speaker 1: It was interesting when um I think it was Paul
- 35:16Speaker 1: that said that he uh sit the profile of a terrorist,
- 35:22Speaker 1: and that just really hit me because that's really what
- 35:27Speaker 1: he was trying to to, um to do, is terrorize
- 35:32Speaker 1: us you know, rape is rape is not about sex,
- 35:36Speaker 1: It's about power and control. And that's what he was
- 35:39Speaker 1: all about. Power and control. To Michelle Cruz, that profile
- 35:44Speaker 1: by Ambrosia, does that sound correct to you? I don't know.
- 35:49Speaker 1: I don't. I just don't know because I'm so hard
- 35:53Speaker 1: because I there's so many different types. It's hard to
- 35:56Speaker 1: say you're right. To Billy Jensen, investigative journalists who helped
- 36:02Speaker 1: put together I'll Be Gone in the Dark by Michelle McNamara, Billy,
- 36:07Speaker 1: let's weigh in on what his m O tells us,
- 36:12Speaker 1: what more Q tell us about his modus operandi and
- 36:16Speaker 1: his possible identity. Billy, he really is the most frightening
- 36:21Speaker 1: serial killer I've certainly ever ever encountered, because you know,
- 36:26Speaker 1: you think about the serial killers in history. Son of Sam.
- 36:29Speaker 1: He was the people were outside, you know, they were
- 36:32Speaker 1: on lover's lanes, or the Zodiac killer who felt but
- 36:34Speaker 1: that you know, you can't think of anything more secure
- 36:37Speaker 1: than being in your own home. And you know, I
- 36:41Speaker 1: think that's the the idea that this guy probably was
- 36:46Speaker 1: didn't have power in his life, and this is how
- 36:48Speaker 1: he was exerting power. You know, he had this second
- 36:51Speaker 1: life that he was that he felt this need to
- 36:55Speaker 1: exert his power, his power over people, and that was
- 36:59Speaker 1: what this was about. You know, I think Paul really
- 37:03Speaker 1: hit the nail on the head there that this guy
- 37:04Speaker 1: was a terrorist. The sex was was definitely part of
- 37:09Speaker 1: the motivation, but it wasn't the main motivation. Um. The
- 37:12Speaker 1: sex was being used for power. So the idea that
- 37:16Speaker 1: you know, you know, the the best clues that we
- 37:19Speaker 1: have in order to find this guy are we have
- 37:22Speaker 1: his DNA and there's a lot of advances with familiar
- 37:26Speaker 1: DNA going on right now where he we know he's
- 37:29Speaker 1: not in the system, his DNA has done in the system,
- 37:32Speaker 1: but maybe a relative of his is finding that or
- 37:37Speaker 1: even potentially using you know, any kind of commercial DNA.
- 37:41Speaker 1: Back to the m O that which is what I
- 37:43Speaker 1: was asking you about. I read a very old news
- 37:46Speaker 1: article from about nineteen seventy seven on micro face and
- 37:50Speaker 1: it said that noise outside may have curved this guy.
- 37:55Speaker 1: That time, he was referred to as the East Rapist,
- 37:58Speaker 1: now the Golden State Killer. It was a group of
- 38:01Speaker 1: noisy teenagers hanging out on a corner that may have
- 38:04Speaker 1: saved a Foothill farms woman from becoming the twenty eight
- 38:08Speaker 1: victim of the East Area rapist. The sheriff stated that
- 38:13Speaker 1: a man believed to be the East Area rapists now
- 38:18Speaker 1: the Golden State Killer, who had assaulted at that time
- 38:21Speaker 1: twenty seven other women, broke into a woman's home around
- 38:25Speaker 1: eleven thirty on a Friday night, tied her up. The victim,
- 38:29Speaker 1: in her thirties, roamed through the home about two hours,
- 38:34Speaker 1: but then because of the noise outside, he suddenly heard
- 38:37Speaker 1: a burst of sound by a bunch of teen boys.
- 38:40Speaker 1: He left. Now we know that the husband was not
- 38:45Speaker 1: at home at the time, as did the Golden State Killer.
- 38:49Speaker 1: There was a child in the home, just like Jane
- 38:53Speaker 1: Carson Sandler told us her three year old son was
- 38:55Speaker 1: in bed with her, but the child slept through the incident.
- 39:00Speaker 1: This is chillingly familiar. The resident chosen for the attack
- 39:08Speaker 1: was the second attack and the same area. Most of
- 39:13Speaker 1: the East Area rapes occurred in an unincorporated area of
- 39:18Speaker 1: the county. It went on and on. Here. The elements
- 39:24Speaker 1: of the m O we're almost exactly the same. He
- 39:30Speaker 1: comes in, the victim is asleep in bed, she wakes up.
- 39:34Speaker 1: She this woman woke up with a flashlight shining in
- 39:37Speaker 1: her face, just like Jane Carson Sandler did. She could
- 39:42Speaker 1: not give a description because he had his face covered.
- 39:48Speaker 1: He moved her from the bedroom to another room the
- 39:51Speaker 1: same way he moved Jane's son. I mean, the similarities
- 39:57Speaker 1: are so striking. We also know that he assaulted a
- 40:03Speaker 1: thirteen year old girl after he tied up her mother.
- 40:10Speaker 1: According to this sheriff, Paul Haynes, many people don't realize
- 40:16Speaker 1: a thirteen year old little girl had been one of
- 40:19Speaker 1: his victims. Yeah, there there were. I think there were
- 40:21Speaker 1: two thirteen year old girls that that had been attacked
- 40:25Speaker 1: by this offender. I think the last one of the
- 40:27Speaker 1: last victims in Contra Costa was thirteen or fourteen years old. Um,
- 40:32Speaker 1: you know, the age range was quite broad, from early
- 40:36Speaker 1: teens to late thirties. And just to address some of
- 40:40Speaker 1: the things that you've you've mentioned, um, you know, the
- 40:44Speaker 1: serapists did not always go through with the sexual assault.
- 40:47Speaker 1: And in the case of the victim you were describing, um,
- 40:51Speaker 1: it's likely that he was deterred by the teenagers outside.
- 40:55Speaker 1: In other instances, it's not quite clear why he didn't
- 40:58Speaker 1: proceed with that element. Um, you know. But again, as
- 41:02Speaker 1: as Jane was saying, Jane didn't. Actually, Jane didn't specifically
- 41:05Speaker 1: remember the sexual assault. And this is something that crops
- 41:10Speaker 1: up again and again and the reports in the interviews
- 41:13Speaker 1: with victims. The sexual assault element itself was rather unremarkable.
- 41:17Speaker 1: You know, it was the least memorable element in many
- 41:20Speaker 1: instances of the attack. And you know, these instances where
- 41:24Speaker 1: the ear as as we call him for short, did
- 41:28Speaker 1: not proceed with the sexual assault. You know it we
- 41:30Speaker 1: we still look on at those as as her attacks. Um,
- 41:35Speaker 1: you know, because all of the other elements were present.
- 41:38Speaker 1: Let's talk about the phone calls and the hang up
- 41:41Speaker 1: calls that surround a lot of these cases. We can
- 41:45Speaker 1: you tell me about that Billy Jensen. Well, one of
- 41:47Speaker 1: the things that he would do is what and there
- 41:51Speaker 1: there is some controversy as to whether they are connected
- 41:54Speaker 1: or not, but he would call and I don't know
- 41:58Speaker 1: if he called anybody that that's on this at all,
- 42:00Speaker 1: but he would call people who he had attacked. How
- 42:04Speaker 1: how could that not be connected? It could have been
- 42:07Speaker 1: somebody that knew the person had been attacked and decided
- 42:11Speaker 1: to just mess with them. Well, there are so many
- 42:12Speaker 1: of them, right, I mean, they're there's so many of
- 42:17Speaker 1: the hang up calls and the calls. I mean, You've
- 42:19Speaker 1: got one victim gets a call that says I'm gonna
- 42:23Speaker 1: kill you. I'm gonna kill you, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch.
- 42:27Speaker 1: And it's that same evening. I mean, who, I don't
- 42:31Speaker 1: know who else would have done that, and that actually
- 42:35Speaker 1: I'm sorry that that called did the victim did received
- 42:37Speaker 1: I called the same eating she was attacked. She received
- 42:39Speaker 1: that call year and a half after the attack, but
- 42:42Speaker 1: other victims had received similar calls, but not with the
- 42:44Speaker 1: same burbage. Let's say here, I'm reading the transcript of
- 42:48Speaker 1: January two. Later that evening, the same victim received another call,
- 42:54Speaker 1: much more sinister in nature. The call was also recorded
- 42:58Speaker 1: and identify by the victim as being the voice of
- 43:02Speaker 1: the assailant earlier in the evening. She's going to earlier
- 43:07Speaker 1: the evening. She had received the wrong number call um,
- 43:09Speaker 1: but the attack was a year and a half prior that,
- 43:12Speaker 1: And you think that may have been someone pranking her,
- 43:17Speaker 1: and possibility, I think most likely that was the offender. Okay,
- 43:21Speaker 1: because I thought you said that they were not connected,
- 43:26Speaker 1: that they might not be connected, you know, I think
- 43:28Speaker 1: anthy we want to be cautious in our viage, because
- 43:30Speaker 1: these are things that have not been conclusively linked. So
- 43:32Speaker 1: let's assume, for for for a moment, that it was
- 43:35Speaker 1: a crank um to assume or to take as fact
- 43:39Speaker 1: that that was that was the offender. You know, that
- 43:42Speaker 1: could potentially send you in the direction of a red herring.
- 43:45Speaker 1: So we believe that it most likely was the offender,
- 43:47Speaker 1: but we want to also allow for the possibility that
- 43:49Speaker 1: it was not. You know, if you look at the
- 43:51Speaker 1: again the police reports, you see hang up calls and
- 43:54Speaker 1: wrong number calls and all sorts of phone calls associated
- 43:58Speaker 1: with not not not merely the victims themselves, but neighbors
- 44:01Speaker 1: of the victims, which I think also indicates that rather
- 44:04Speaker 1: than choosing a particular victim, this is an offender who
- 44:07Speaker 1: targeted neighborhoods. And that's really important, Nancy, is that you know,
- 44:11Speaker 1: the the the when we talk about the m O,
- 44:14Speaker 1: the neighborhood that he chose, particularly when we're talking about
- 44:17Speaker 1: Sacramento and Rancher Cordova. You know, you can do geographic
- 44:22Speaker 1: profiling of his attacks, and that's going to be one
- 44:27Speaker 1: of the big keys and finding this guy, because when
- 44:29Speaker 1: you've attacked so many people in an area, you can
- 44:32Speaker 1: see that he obviously either worked or lived in a
- 44:37Speaker 1: specific area and or at least had a lot of
- 44:41Speaker 1: business being there. Maybe you know, had a girlfriend there
- 44:44Speaker 1: or something, and would go outside late at night and
- 44:46Speaker 1: work this area. Because when you plot it out of
- 44:49Speaker 1: the map, it's pretty clear that he probably um had
- 44:53Speaker 1: something to do with that area and was in what
- 44:57Speaker 1: a lot of people's figure is maybe a buffer zone
- 45:00Speaker 1: in the middle of where all these attacks were to
- 45:04Speaker 1: Jane Sandler joining me, Jane, when you hear the discussion
- 45:08Speaker 1: of the ms and possible clues, what do you make
- 45:14Speaker 1: of the clues that have been left behind, particularly all
- 45:17Speaker 1: the crank calls, the threatening calls, the slurs on women
- 45:23Speaker 1: that were in many of the calls to the crime victims,
- 45:27Speaker 1: many of them state that they had a series a
- 45:32Speaker 1: spate of hang up calls and obscene calls and just
- 45:36Speaker 1: unusual calls, wrong number calls around the time of the attack.
- 45:43Speaker 1: What do you make of that, Jane, He's just trying
- 45:46Speaker 1: to cause more fear and more terror. Had hang up
- 45:50Speaker 1: calls before and after, and he never said anything, but
- 45:57Speaker 1: he would just stay on the line, and I just knew,
- 46:00Speaker 1: I just knew it was him. I did have my
- 46:03Speaker 1: phone wire tapped, but unfortunately they were never able to
- 46:10Speaker 1: connect the source. But that's just causing you know, more fear.
- 46:15Speaker 1: I did have them in my notes that occurred with
- 46:17Speaker 1: you hang up phone calls. He was victims seemingly a
- 46:21Speaker 1: big part of the Golden State Killers emos. Now police
- 46:25Speaker 1: believe he got the victims numbers from burglarizing or casing
- 46:29Speaker 1: their homes ahead of time. He would call both before
- 46:33Speaker 1: and after the attack, maybe to figure out his targets whereabouts,
- 46:38Speaker 1: or is Jane is saying, to further terrorize the victim.
- 46:43Speaker 1: What do you make of that, Jane? That again was
- 46:46Speaker 1: just that was his m oh, that was what he
- 46:49Speaker 1: was all about, fear and terror. And that's why I
- 46:52Speaker 1: named my book Frozen in Fear, because that was the
- 46:56Speaker 1: emotion that was overwhelming. That was the one that's that
- 47:00Speaker 1: was really stuck out to me. But you know, his
- 47:03Speaker 1: m o of the clenched teeth, speaking through the clenched teeth,
- 47:07Speaker 1: and the shut up. I mean, if he said shut
- 47:09Speaker 1: up once, he said it, you know ten times, and
- 47:12Speaker 1: his his tearing of the sheets, and I mean definitely,
- 47:16Speaker 1: you know, it was the same person every time, every time,
- 47:19Speaker 1: every time, and then to you know, follow that up
- 47:23Speaker 1: when you think that, you know, you're beginning to heal,
- 47:26Speaker 1: and then you get a phone call and it's a
- 47:27Speaker 1: hang up again. Even today, the last time there was
- 47:31Speaker 1: a show UM on TV about this case. UM a
- 47:37Speaker 1: few days later, I had five hang up phone calls
- 47:40Speaker 1: one one, and UM three three times one day and
- 47:44Speaker 1: to the next. Now, after forty some years, that really
- 47:49Speaker 1: frightened me. So we put an alarm system on our
- 47:52Speaker 1: home just because of those five phone calls, those five
- 47:55Speaker 1: hang up phone calls. Now, do I think it was
- 47:58Speaker 1: the Eastereo rapist? No, but it was a prank. But
- 48:02Speaker 1: that prank was enough to really frighten me. And even
- 48:05Speaker 1: you know, if the phone rang right now and someone
- 48:07Speaker 1: were too not even to breathe, that just to you know,
- 48:11Speaker 1: is it a solicitor or is it the Eastery rapist
- 48:15Speaker 1: or is it you know, just someone that's just trying
- 48:17Speaker 1: to play with my head? But it never goes away.
- 48:21Speaker 1: Nancy with me is Jane Carson Sandler Michelle Cruz, both
- 48:28Speaker 1: victims of the now named Golden State killer. Take a
- 48:33Speaker 1: listen to one of his calls that we have obtained. Listen, yeah, yeah, yeah, right,
- 49:42Speaker 1: now the so called Golden State Killer, still walking free
- 49:51Speaker 1: many people believe. I want to thank Cheryl McCollum, director
- 49:55Speaker 1: of the Cold Case Research Institute, Paul Haines, researcher on
- 50:00Speaker 1: I'll Be Gone in the Dark words of the Golden
- 50:03Speaker 1: State Killer, Billy Jensen, investigative journalists who extensively went through
- 50:10Speaker 1: raw chapters of Michelle McNamara's book just coming out, I'll
- 50:14Speaker 1: Be Gone in the Dark, and especially to Michelle Cruz,
- 50:18Speaker 1: sister of twelfth victim murder victim Janelle Cruz and Jane Sandler,
- 50:25Speaker 1: victim number five who still lives in fear, author of
- 50:30Speaker 1: Frozen in Fear, a true story of surviving the shadows
- 50:35Speaker 1: of death. Nancy Grace Crime Stories, signing off Goodbye friend,