Latest / The BlackSheep Podcast: Presented by HM Magazine / Emma Boster: Dying Wish
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- 0:28Josh. Today we have Emma Foster with us from Dying Wish, and yeah,
- 0:37I mean this feels like kind of a dream come true interview for Colin
- 0:41and I at least for me for sure, because Dying Wish has been one
- 0:44of those bands I've been listening to now for a few years. I mean,
- 0:48you guys are fairly new, and it's not like you guys have been
- 0:50around for like twenty plus years. But with that said, like there are
- 0:53a lot of kind of these newer heavy bands that have been in my world
- 0:58of listening over the last few and Dying Wish is certainly one of those.
- 1:02I remember watching you guys a couple of years ago now at Furnace Fest,
- 1:06which was just an absolute killer show, and it was so much fun just
- 1:08watching you run around do your thing. And yeah, it's so much fun
- 1:14to just like see Dying Wish just become bigger and bigger every year, and
- 1:19it's one of those You guys are one of those bands where I just feel
- 1:22like everybody should know about you. So I'm finally glad that we're able to
- 1:25do this. So anyway, with all that said, I know you're busy
- 1:27on tour, but how are things going besides the fact that it looks like
- 1:32you've like a broken wrist or something. Well, yeah, this is kind
- 1:37of old. I guess I subvered my tendons and had to get surgery about
- 1:42seven weeks ago, so I'm still healing, but I'm just really sore today,
- 1:46so I needed a little bit of extra support. I've been kind of
- 1:49We do merch ourselves, so I like set up merch every day and do
- 1:55all the counts and stuff, and I just think like the past few days,
- 1:57I've just kind of strained myself maybe working a little too hard. But
- 2:00besides that, yeah, everything's going great. We've today we're actually in Houston.
- 2:06It's the last show of our tour, which is like the first leg
- 2:10of our headliner that we're doing with Excide Gates to Helen America, and we're
- 2:15at White Oak today. It's cool because America is from Houston actually, so
- 2:19it'll be a hometown show for them. And then we have to say goodbye
- 2:23to them. We drive down to Miami and we do the Headbanger's Boat with
- 2:28Lamb of God, War Hate Breed massed on. It's like a crazy lineup,
- 2:32so we do that and then sometime next week. We I think it's
- 2:39like Saturday or Friday or Saturday. We start our tour in Tampa with Roman
- 2:45Candle, Foreign Hands and Boundaries, So then we have like four weeks of
- 2:51a full US tour with them, which will be awesome, and then the
- 2:53record comes out on November third as well. So a lot a lot going
- 2:59on in the Dying wish A right now? Yeah? Can we can?
- 3:00We can we talk about how you guys are basically like massochists for for travel
- 3:07and just insane touring schedules. I mean, I swear every single time I
- 3:10see you guys, or when I when I check your tour schedule, I'm
- 3:15just like, how are you making it to these to these gigs? Like
- 3:19right, I mean it just looks like it looks like hell yeah, Well
- 3:23we sleep in the van. I kind of showed you earlier, so like
- 3:28we don't. We're not really a hotel van. We'll do it for like
- 3:30off days or something, but we just leave the venue every night after the
- 3:34show's over and drive to a Planet Fitness in the next city and then just
- 3:38sleep in the van. So do you guys work out too? Is that?
- 3:42Is that? Like the reasons of the deal. You choose Planet Fitness
- 3:45or some of us do. Yeah, and it's just shower, you know,
- 3:47like a free shower, like I guess I've never thought about that.
- 3:53Yeah, Planet Fitness, like if you've got to super cheap membership, so
- 3:55yeah, you pretty much can go across the nation and get a free shower.
- 4:00Yeah, and they're everywhere and it's only ten dollars a month, so
- 4:02so cheap. I got out plan a Fitness. I don't know, give
- 4:04me like a year free because I talk about them so much. But yeah,
- 4:10so we but you know, last year we did five full US tours.
- 4:15We did one tour in Europe also on top of that, and we
- 4:18did two pre production sessions and studio with Randy to prepare for the upcoming record.
- 4:25So last year was really busy. This year we just wrote the record,
- 4:30we did Europe with Counterparts, and then we've just spent all summer just
- 4:33kind of preparing for you know, our headliner and stuff. We wanted to
- 4:38not like tour too much so that people, you know, we didn't might
- 4:42want to burn out our fans, I guess on having to come see us
- 4:45multiple times this year so that they could come see our headliners, so we
- 4:48took it easier. But next year for this album cycle, I'm sure we're
- 4:53going to hit it pretty hard. It's almost like you guys, it's almost
- 4:57like because you guys kind of art and kind of started getting like your your
- 5:00your big stuff, your big wings. I guess we could say during during
- 5:05COVID. So maybe you're just like making up for lost time? Is that?
- 5:10Is that the thought process here? Kind of? I mean, we
- 5:15had never done anything except for like a week at a time before COVID happened,
- 5:19and then we got signed and wrote a record and then you know kind
- 5:25of just got to wait until the perfect timing to put it out. So
- 5:29it does kind of feel like, you know, we are making up for
- 5:31a little bit of lost time. But we really just hit the ground running
- 5:34after the pandemic like allowed us to kind of start touring again and we've I
- 5:40mean it's a completely different situation as to like we were like a DIY local
- 5:45band before that, you know, playing Portland shows and whatnot. So yeah,
- 5:48it's it's pretty different for sure. Well, let's kind of talk about
- 5:54some of those early years for you all and I I, I don't know,
- 5:58the like the rest of the band to know if like everybody's original at
- 6:01this point still or if there's been some band member changes or not. But
- 6:05can you talk about some of those early years, like what even got you
- 6:09wanting to start playing metal music? Screaming, singing? What got you to
- 6:14this point where you eventually even started Dying Wish? So even before dying Wish,
- 6:17Like what got you wanting to do this kind of music and kind of
- 6:21gave you that catalyst for or you know, started that fire for you to
- 6:26be like I want to do this? Yeah for sure. Well I don't
- 6:32really know, like it kind of happened like really organically and like naturally my
- 6:38mom. My mom is forty nine, so she's very young. She grew
- 6:43up in like the Northwest like grunge alt rock scene, and then had me
- 6:47when she was like still a teenager basically, so I grew up listening to
- 6:53like Nirvana and No Doubt and later found out she like likes Fugazi and like
- 6:59Dead Kennedy's You had You had the cool mom is what you have? Yeah
- 7:03for sure, Gretchen, Yeah, my mom grew up I I grew up
- 7:06with CCM with my mom, So your mom is way better or way cooler
- 7:11than my mom. I'm sure your mom rocks too, but my mom,
- 7:15yeah, she's she has been pretty hip nice. I had like that foundation
- 7:20of like rock music, and then as I like got into middle school,
- 7:26MySpace became a thing. And I lived in a really small town in southern
- 7:30Oregon at the time, so I didn't really like have access to subculture outside
- 7:34of you know, uh, like a online platform where I talked to strangers,
- 7:40which is like kind of weird for fourteen year olds to be doing,
- 7:43but you know, we all did it then, and that's how I discovered
- 7:46like to bring me the horizons a data remember. And then I also had
- 7:50like a friend at school who was like a skater. He burned me a
- 7:56mixed CD with all a bunch of like different Metallica and like Black Sabbath and
- 8:01like Children of Boat them like super random stuff, and so kind of happened
- 8:05like that. And then I moved to Portland, which is about five hours
- 8:09north of where I'm from, when I was fourteen, and then I met
- 8:13Pedro and Jeff who actually are in Dying Wish original members, and we just
- 8:20started going to show together like all throughout like our youth until you know,
- 8:24we were in our mid twenties and then just decided one day, like let's
- 8:28start a band. So kind of kind of a you know, crazy little
- 8:31story, but it was just like once I went to my first like show,
- 8:35it was all over from there. What was it about the show itself
- 8:39where you were like, that is that's what I want to do? Like
- 8:41that, that's got to be such a cool experience for somebody to like watch
- 8:45somebody you know, like to watch specifically like heavy music, hardcore metal,
- 8:50all that kind of stuff, and just to see that show for the first
- 8:52time and be like, oh my god, like that that is what feels
- 8:56like I'm what I'm supposed to do in the world. There must have been
- 8:58something like that for that first show, right. I don't really know if
- 9:03it was ever like that's what I'm supposed to do, because, like to
- 9:07be fair, I didn't really see a lot of people that looked like me
- 9:09doing it, so I didn't really think it was possible. You know,
- 9:13it was a lot of men, and you know, women had our place
- 9:16at the time in the scene. I mean, granted this was like fifteen
- 9:20years ago now, but I guess it was just like I moved a lot
- 9:24as a kid, moved schools and stuff, and like, I was never
- 9:26like popular, you know, I was kind of always a weird kid.
- 9:30And once I found a subculture where I felt like I fit in and I
- 9:33belonged somewhere like that, that was the moment where I was like, okay,
- 9:37like finally, like this is this is for me? What was that
- 9:41point where you did feel like, oh, like I want to do this,
- 9:46and like I want to do this at least to a certain extent,
- 9:48having no idea whether or not you'd be able to make a living, I'm
- 9:52sure, but like there had to have been some commitment at some point where
- 9:54you're like, I'm just gonna go like fall in, I want to record
- 9:58music, I want a tour, I want to play shows, like I
- 10:01want to do the whole thing. At some point you must have made that
- 10:03decision. Was there any what's the context around whenever that decision was made for
- 10:09yourself? Well, so I always wanted to be involved, Like that's really
- 10:15where it started. I just wanted to, like, you know, I'd
- 10:18always gone to shows, but I wanted to be more involved in the community,
- 10:22and so I started booking shows almost ten years ago now and oh that's
- 10:28crazy. It was probably twenty fifteen, twenty sixteen, but there was kind
- 10:33of a lull in the hardcore scene at the time, and so I was
- 10:35like, well, like, I'll I'll just start booking shows. And then
- 10:39you know, there was like a group of women that were there was like
- 10:43a feminist movement happening in my scene at the time, and so I was
- 10:48like, yeah, I can do this, and so I started booking shows,
- 10:50and then I realized that there weren't a lot of local bands to put
- 10:52on shows. So I was like, well, we should start a band,
- 10:56because then I'll have more bands to book on the show. Yeah.
- 11:01Right, and so and then you know, it was like, oh,
- 11:03well, you know, I want to play with Vaine when they come through
- 11:05and see Space Cowboy and like all of these bands that I liked. So
- 11:11I started a band with my friends, and then we started playing shows and
- 11:16like making all these connections with cool bands that within the scene that we really
- 11:20liked and made friends and then we just like started making better music and then
- 11:26it just kind of all like naturally happened. And then I think the moment
- 11:31where I realized like, oh, like this is a real thing, because
- 11:35I was already working in the industry as a production manager and a talent buyer
- 11:37for a like club venue in Portland. So I was already in the industry,
- 11:41and I knew that I wanted to do something in the industry, but
- 11:45I just didn't know exactly what. And then like once we met Tom or
- 11:48manager, he was like, oh, I could get you guys signed,
- 11:52Like do you want to be a full time band? And I was like,
- 11:54I mean, yeah, like that seems like, you know, the
- 11:56coolest avenue I've always wanted to like perform. So I'd say that was like
- 12:03pretty late twenty nineteens when I kind of came to that realization, Wow,
- 12:09you know, this is something that I'm not super aware of. You said
- 12:11there was a little bit of like a feminist movement going on around the time
- 12:16that you started to gain interest in this. Can you kind of talk us
- 12:20through that a little bit? I'm curious. We're both Mason and I are
- 12:24from South Dakota, so we are as far away from anything that's cool and
- 12:28hip and happening. So yeah, if you if you would kind of like,
- 12:31yeah, like what did that look like for you? Well, I'd
- 12:37been going to shows, Like I went to my first hardcore show in like
- 12:39two thousand, twenty ten, twenty eleven, and at the time, it
- 12:45was a lot of dudes. There was like a lot of masculine energy,
- 12:48not a lot of women. All of the women were made to feel like
- 12:52we were in competition with one another for the most part, and so it
- 12:56was just kind of a toxic environment for women. And I just kind of
- 13:01persevered because I loved the music so much. But around twenty fifteen, there
- 13:05was like a series of people in the scene that were coming out about like
- 13:13with allegations I guess you would say about other people within the scene. Sure,
- 13:16and so like we all, like all of the women kind of like
- 13:20united with each other and we were like, we are not going to like
- 13:24continue to tolerate this if we want to be a part of heavy music.
- 13:26And so we actually started this movement called notar rape Culture, and it was
- 13:31like kind of like an activism group, but like anyone was welcome to join.
- 13:35We like held meetings that anyone could come to, and like we did
- 13:41workshops at shows, and we like would give away zines at shows and teach
- 13:45people about consent and you know, just try to like educate people about consent
- 13:50in order to try to avoid like more like sexual assault things happening within the
- 13:54scene. It was kind of short lived, but that happened around like the
- 13:58air in which you know, I started booking shows and so ever since then,
- 14:03I feel like we've seen such a culture shift just generally and heavy music
- 14:07about you know, with like more women playing in bands, and you know,
- 14:11more women being employed by bands and you know, just working in venues,
- 14:15and I just feel like we've seen a pretty big culture shift. It
- 14:18kind of just all happened at the same time. Not saying that we were
- 14:22responsible for that, but we were definitely inspired by other things being seen going
- 14:26on at the time. Well, I'm sure that you played some sort of
- 14:28a some sort of a role there, because that's one of the biggest reasons
- 14:33that I kind of turned away from metalcore and hardcore for a long time,
- 14:37especially around your twenty twelve It just seemed like it just seemed like it kept
- 14:43getting more and more ridiculous and like sexualized in terms of like as you're saying,
- 14:50like non consent type stuff, and also just like violence towards women was
- 14:54like it was pervasive in the lyrics and everything. I was just like,
- 14:58this is gross. I don't like this. I'm not only am I not
- 15:01going to choose to not only am I going to choose not to listen to
- 15:03those bands, but I'm gonna pretty much just take a step away until this
- 15:09feels healthier because it was not healthy for a long time there. So good
- 15:13on you, Good on you for uh for standing up for a scene that
- 15:18that needs some femininity. Well yeah, thank you. I mean I wouldn't
- 15:24have. I definitely wouldn't have. I wouldn't have been able to do it
- 15:26by myself, that's for sure. So yeah, I'm always like thankful for
- 15:30the other women and like, you know, also like the career people in
- 15:33the scene who have also been marginalized in this community. And you know,
- 15:37I just think that all around, we're starting to see a lot more diversity
- 15:43in heavy music generally, and it's only going to get better. So it's
- 15:46exciting. Good. Yeah, it does feel like there is a kind of
- 15:52this like cultural change. And you know, I would say, like punk
- 15:54and a lot of these alternative scenes, there always has been like some sort
- 15:58of like owner culture like culture to that world. But there are obviously there
- 16:03are many many cases where eventually gets overrun by a lot of patriarchy going on,
- 16:10a lot of homophobia, transphobia, all the things that happen obviously in
- 16:14the world, and eventually gets overrun by a lot of that. But like
- 16:17a lot of this great music at the end of the day, to me,
- 16:21like it started with it started with people of color, it started with
- 16:25women, it started with queer people, and and that, like to me,
- 16:27is such an important part of our history. And so to bring that
- 16:30back to revitalize that, I think is so so crucial, not only for
- 16:34obviously what is important, but also to like honor like the people, the
- 16:38you know, the punk and hardcore and metal people that came well before us.
- 16:42And so I think it's just a really important part of the movement for
- 16:47for many reasons, including you know, just honoring honoring those who came before
- 16:52us. Let's talk about kind of those kind of middle years. Obviously,
- 16:55you released like a few albums at this point, or a couple albums at
- 16:59this point with Dying Wish. What at what point did you realize like not
- 17:04only like did you want to kind of do this, like kind of get
- 17:07committed, but like at one point there must have been a certain point where
- 17:11you're like, wait, like I actually can kind of like pay some of
- 17:14the bills doing this, Like this is actually putting food on the table.
- 17:17This is head. Maybe maybe you weren't quite there yet. I don't know
- 17:22who knows, but like it does seem as if like you guys are growing
- 17:25to a certain level where it, you know, it's it's much more sustainable
- 17:29than probably was when you first started, I would imagine, but uh yeah,
- 17:33I would imagine at some point there has been some level of like,
- 17:37this isn't just like a hobby, This isn't just like a side thing like
- 17:40this, does this feels like a main thing that you're doing. At what
- 17:44point did you feel like you kind of got to that point where you didn't
- 17:47have to keep telling people like, yeah, this is just like the thing
- 17:48I'm doing right now or whatever, like where people are just sort of expect
- 17:52like, Emma, this is what you do. Yeah, well this is
- 17:55my job. It's not very like you know, we we don't lose money,
- 18:00that's for sure. That is important anyway. But I would say probably
- 18:07last year, last year, before we left for the Double Wars Prada,
- 18:14we went on the Zombie tour. I quit my job that I worked at
- 18:19because I was, you know, touring so much. I was working at
- 18:22a venue and ironically they were like, we don't really want to work with
- 18:27your schedule, which is interesting because it's a music venue. But so I
- 18:32hadn't worked there since twenty twenty one, and I got a job working at
- 18:37a restaurant and being in a restaurant like twenty five thirty hours a week just
- 18:41to kind of like make some money on the side. And I quit in
- 18:48like July of last year. And I mean I've gone back like for like
- 18:53a week or two here and there a couple of times. But besides that,
- 18:57I was like, wow, like, you know, music is my
- 19:02job now. That's crazy, And it still kind of feels that way,
- 19:04you know, But I just like, I worked so we all work so
- 19:08much for this that it's like I don't have time and energy to invest into
- 19:14anything else at the moment. Like my book shows still occasionally, but besides
- 19:19that, it's like, Nope, this is it, you know, And
- 19:22so it gives you a different kind of ownership over the music, and you
- 19:27know, you definitely invest differently once you know it's your full time thing.
- 19:33Yeah, do you feel like that's that's that's paid off in terms of like
- 19:40your like the edification of it, I guess or I don't know how.
- 19:44That's probably not like a great way to put it. But do you feel
- 19:48like do you feel like you're like more creative now and like because it is
- 19:51the thing that you're doing solely that yeah, you that you can put all
- 19:55your energy into it. Yeah, definitely. I'm I'm just like I'm constant
- 20:00only thinking about the future of this band. I mean I always was,
- 20:03but like you know, now more so. There there were times when I
- 20:07started this band, I was, you know, working at three different jobs
- 20:11and still being in the band and booking shows on top of that. So
- 20:14like I couldn't I couldn't do that, and like like the creative person that
- 20:19I am, you know, like I need like the freedom and the time
- 20:23off to like put myself in that headspace outside of you know, working on
- 20:30tour. Yeah, for sure. Wow, I was go. Yeah,
- 20:33I was about to ask like a very similar question where you know, I've
- 20:36like I've thought about, like you know, I do all these other kind
- 20:38of things in the world besides like my main gig, and I've wondered,
- 20:41like how my relationship would change to all these like different projects that I work
- 20:48on if those became like the way that I made money. And I've always
- 20:52wondered that for artists as well, where where they get to that point where
- 20:56that is the way that they you know, pay the bills, that's the
- 20:59way that they put food on the table, and how that changes their relationship
- 21:03to their art. Yeah, I would imagine it's probably a similar question to
- 21:07what Colin asked, But yeah, like if I don't know if you have
- 21:11any like additional thoughts around that of like if there has been a relationship change
- 21:15to your art based on the fact that now you're full time. I just
- 21:18say that I'm more confident and it just generally, but I'm sure that has
- 21:22something to do with it. Yeah, I would say that this that this
- 21:26new EP and subsequent record that we haven't heard yet, it shows that like
- 21:33this is this is a huge step up. I mean, the last records
- 21:36are great. This the new songs are fucking breathtaking though, like I especially
- 21:44my Promise Will Die Uh that that song is like my I can't stop listening
- 21:52to it. I've played it probably twenty times a day. For the last
- 21:56three weeks. It's incredible. Yeah, I love that's like, what five
- 22:00cents that you just gave them culling. Yeah, congrats, but yeah,
- 22:06thank you. Yeah, that's actually how I pay my bills. Yeah,
- 22:11just kidding. Its T shirts. But yeah, So how's this new record,
- 22:17ben? I mean, it's coming out November third, right, yeah,
- 22:21Friday, so I mean it's Saturday, so yeah, November third.
- 22:23I'm sure this will air later. But yeah. So we've been playing Lost
- 22:30in the Falls for and from Your Silhouette, watched My Promise Die, and
- 22:33Pats Your Grave all four singles on this headliner that we're doing right now.
- 22:37But when the record comes out, we're gonna play honestly, like probably seven
- 22:44or eight songs off of the record. I think it's seven or eight.
- 22:47So yeah, there's there's a song that is actually like a ballad on the
- 22:52record, so that'll be like kind of you know, a moment in our
- 22:57set. We're not playing it right now, but you know where it kind
- 23:00of like, you know, bring it down a notch, like hey,
- 23:03everybody, take your phone lights out like shit that we've never done before.
- 23:08So yeah, it's exciting to be able to try new stuff and like keep
- 23:12branching out and like keep expanding on what we do already. Does that mean
- 23:18is that song gonna be fully sung instead of screamed? Uh? There's about
- 23:23two lines that are screamed in the entire song. Nice, Okay, I
- 23:29love I love that that juxtaposition of like really beautiful singing along with the intensity
- 23:34of a scream. I mean, it's just it. It'll never get old
- 23:38to me, you know. Yeah, yeah, same, I love it
- 23:42too. It's really fun. We've been playing Lost in the Fall. That's
- 23:45my favorite song to play, you know, because the end, like the
- 23:48hook has like you know, the piano and then like the really like kind
- 23:52of quiet it's like more of like a falsetto singing, and then right into
- 23:59like the big chorus after like a really you know, it's like heavy breakdown,
- 24:03like the most light thing you could possibly imagine in the set, and
- 24:07then like a big, boomy chorus. It's it's it's a fun dynamic to
- 24:11play. Yeah, I can imagine. You guys obviously are you know for
- 24:18the for the new stuff, like there are obviously some songs are a little
- 24:22bit different for you all, but for the most part, like this is
- 24:23stuff like you would expect from Dying Wish, where like there's these really brutal
- 24:27breakdowns, your your screamings, you're screaming is just as good as ever.
- 24:32Your vocals are great, and you're you should expect that from Dying Wish.
- 24:37But is there anything besides a ballad that you would say fans like, hey,
- 24:44like, you haven't heard this from us before? Like, is there
- 24:45anything kind of new or like some sort of different sounds or anything like that
- 24:49that are just feel or maybe songwriting even just the way the songs are structured,
- 24:53Is there anything new that fans would be like a little bit like whoa,
- 24:56you haven't heard that before? Yeah. The opening track, which is
- 25:00the title track Symptoms of Survival, that song it has it starts like with
- 25:08like a really cool like drum intro and then like this it has like I
- 25:15don't know how to explain it. There's parts of it that sound kind of
- 25:18doomy, which is something that we've never done before. And there's like a
- 25:25really long instrumental break towards the end of the song that has like a bunch
- 25:30of like clip like talking clips over it from like Theodore Roosevelt, and like
- 25:37the song the song's written about like the sacrifice of war, and which you
- 25:41know, is it? We I wrote the song in March, and didn't
- 25:47you know think that it would be as pertinent coming out right now? Yeah,
- 25:52so that's interesting. But unfortunately the most pertinent thing in the world today
- 25:57forever and yeah, always has been, always will be is probably war.
- 26:02So yeah, very well put though. Yeah, So, I mean it's
- 26:07just like it just talks about, you know, things that we haven't really
- 26:11talked about, more of like I wrote in a less like anecdotal personal like
- 26:18lens and more just like objectively about war, which was definitely kind of me
- 26:23stepping out of my shoes and trying to stretch my like creative writing abilities.
- 26:30So I think that and the Ballad are going to be like the two big
- 26:33moments on the record that people are going to be like, well, hell
- 26:37yeah, I'm all for that. You guys like have never you sort of
- 26:41like balance between this talking about things politically in your lyrics but also being able
- 26:49to talk about things that are just like happening in your lives and just the
- 26:52kind of the overall human experience. And there's this balance that goes on with
- 26:56that. Can you talk a little bit about me and maybe at some point,
- 27:00like it doesn't feel like you're trying to balance between like it's like two
- 27:03different things that you're trying to balance between. But I'm curious around that of
- 27:08and I've heard this from other bands around, like, you know, there's
- 27:11a political aspect that I want to talk about, but there's also this other
- 27:15thing that they want to talk about, and at some point it does feel
- 27:19like they're trying to sort of juxtapose those and they have to balance between them.
- 27:23But also it does feel like Dyne Wish doesn't have to do that so
- 27:26much. But anyway, I'm curious around like how you navigate that relationship.
- 27:32I guess is probably a better way to put it, like how you navigate
- 27:33that relationship between the things that you want to talk about politically but also the
- 27:38things that sort of feel like a general human experience beyond the politics. I
- 27:45guess it is just general balance. But I wouldn't say that I stress so
- 27:48much, like, you know, because something that this record in Fragments have
- 27:53in common is you know, talking about personal trauma and then talking about you
- 27:57know, the coctive trauma that our society deals with. And I might run
- 28:03out of things to say, but I highly doubt it. That's like one
- 28:07of my main like things that I worry about is like, am I ever
- 28:10going to run out of things to talk about? So I try to just
- 28:12like balance it and generalize it a little bit so that you know, it's
- 28:17it's relatable. But so I also don't like burn out a certain topic,
- 28:19you know, and say everything I need to say about it. And so
- 28:23I guess it would be that I don't really put a lot of thought into
- 28:27like about the balance. It just kind of like I feel like it's more
- 28:32about the flow of everything. But yeah, I don't know. I think
- 28:37anyone who knows me or like pays attention to anything I have to say and
- 28:41knows how I feel about a lot of things. So I want to like
- 28:45be able to put some of that personal opinion into the music, but also
- 28:48like make it a little bit more palatable so that it can reach a wider
- 28:52audience and maybe you know, spark some thought there. Sure sure, uh
- 28:59something I'm curious, son is is there there There has to be some very
- 29:03differing influence within Dying Wish in terms of musicality, because there are times where
- 29:10I feel like I'm listening to like a Metallica record, and then the very
- 29:14next moment it's like a throwdown song. And then the very next moment it's
- 29:18like the heaviest breakdown I've ever heard, and then followed by some very beautiful
- 29:22singing. It's it just it's all over the board. And that's why I
- 29:26love Dying Wish, because I never really know what I'm gonna expect next,
- 29:30but then once I hear it, I'm like, oh, now I'm always
- 29:33going to expect that. So is there a lot of different influence in the
- 29:37band or is everyone kind of listening to the same stuff. Oh? Definitely,
- 29:42Sam, who you know writes all of the guitars and stuff. He
- 29:48you know, his favorite band is At the Gates, but also Cannibal Corpse
- 29:52and King Diamond and stuff like that. He's definitely like more of like a
- 29:56black metal guy. Jeff Our drummer loves deep metal, Dying Fetus. We
- 30:00played a show with them last night. That's like his favorite band. Pedro.
- 30:06You know, he listens to like a lot of like old school like
- 30:10Trustkill era hardcore metal core stuff, but then he also like loves girl pop
- 30:15and then Mackie you know Maci Magi's a hardcore guy. He's from Long Island,
- 30:22you know. He he kind of likes he likes a lot of different
- 30:25music. And then myself personally, like I love country, I love pop,
- 30:29I love R and B, I love hardcore, I love punk music
- 30:32like I love metals. So it's just kind of all over the place,
- 30:36like you know, songwriting wise, like you wouldn't think this, but like
- 30:41I take a lot of inspiration from like pop music, for like my melodies
- 30:44and like my like structure and my choruses and stuff like that, Like Scissa
- 30:48is one of my biggest inspirations. I'm actually right is shirt right now?
- 30:52Oh yeah? Like and like but also like Howard Jones obviously like is another
- 30:56one. So it's just kind of like a melting pot of a bunch of
- 31:02stuff, which is probably why we are so dynamic. Seeh I love that
- 31:06because a lot of bands will be like, yeah, we are all listening
- 31:07to something different, we're all influenced by something different, but then you never
- 31:11hear it in the actual song, and they all just a lot of the
- 31:14ship just sounds the exact same. It's not the it's not that way for
- 31:18dying Wish. It's it's it's fresh all the time. I love that about
- 31:22you guys. It's great, thank you, that's awesome. Along those lines,
- 31:27with all the dying WISH members, who has the worst taste in music
- 31:32probably me, no hesitation. Whenever I get behind the wheel, everyone's like,
- 31:40oh great, what's am I gonna play today? You know, like,
- 31:42oh yeah, let's listen to Olivia Rodrigo for the tenth time, you
- 31:47know, so sure? You know that is kind of interesting because some of
- 31:52the best heavy music artists that Mason and I love, they almost never listen
- 31:57to heavy music, especially especially while they're traveling. The ones that Mason and
- 32:04I are not a huge fan of, that's all they're listening to. It's
- 32:06kind of weird. Yeah, yeah, I don't know. I I especially
- 32:12like, there's one thing that I hate so much, and it's let's go
- 32:15to a metal show and the house music is metal. Yeah, in between
- 32:20the bands playing like No, give me some Battery Boys, Shawn Mayor,
- 32:23Yeah, you know, like let's let's mix it up, let's put on
- 32:28some pop music. Hell yeah, I'm done for I mean, we just
- 32:30saw Calstauboys Colin and I did just saw Calstowboys at Furnace Fest and they came
- 32:36out and maybe they're doing this on their whole tour, but they came out
- 32:37to the every Time I Touch song or whatever, and I'm like, that's
- 32:42exactly like probably what they listened to in the van for sure. HU like
- 32:45absolutely, yeah, And I love that about them. Yeah, definitely.
- 32:49On our way, on our way to the venue today, we were listening
- 32:52to neo Sean Kingston justin Timberlake, you know, just like early two thousands
- 32:58bangers. I did put that on. So maybe I don't have the worst
- 33:00taste of music, but you don't. You're good. I mean, I
- 33:04will I will say about Sean Kingston. This is just a funny little antidote.
- 33:07But Colin and I's youth pastor. Colin and I grew up like in
- 33:10the you know church, you know, youth group world. There's a reason
- 33:15why we loved devil Wars Praduct, but so we grew up in that world.
- 33:21But our youth pastor, like it was back in the day, like
- 33:24when even before like iPhones and everything. But our youth pastor his ringtone just
- 33:30for his wife, nobody else, just for his wife was Sean Kingston's Beautiful
- 33:34Girls, and I'm like, how do you even know this song? Like
- 33:37you're for sure only listening to like audio adrenaline and newsboys, Like, how
- 33:42do you even know Sean Kingston? But he that was like every time his
- 33:45wife would call him on his phone, that's what he had playing. So
- 33:50every time I hear that song, I don't think about the fact that Sean
- 33:52Kingston was suicidal about just really hot women. It's the fact that my youth
- 33:57pastor that was his wife's ringtone. That's awesome, that's awesome, that's great.
- 34:04I love that, mame. That's like it's Sean Kingston and he's doing
- 34:07this and it's like, oh no, a beautiful girl. I must kill
- 34:08myself. Seriously, I mean, who amongst us have not been there?
- 34:15Though? I mean I get it, I get it. Sean Kingston.
- 34:20Yeah, uh, you're you're you're vegan, correct I am? And bisexual.
- 34:25That's a double whammy. Wow, you are Portland as fuck. True,
- 34:30it is kind of it is kind of impressive. We made it thirty
- 34:32minutes in and I had to ask you. So that's that's that's a good
- 34:38You must you must not. Are you a crossfitter? Too. No,
- 34:43god, no, I do have several pairs of tivas though, so oh
- 34:49yeah, that might have been. That would have if you just like would
- 34:52have shown us your tivas, we would have known right away. You wouldn't
- 34:54have to told us. Yeah, I actually don't live in Oregon anymore,
- 34:59like to Nashville, Tennessee. Now, So okay, Yeah, you know,
- 35:01I have a nice little granola yeeha vibe going on. But I love
- 35:06it. I love it. Yeah you can. You can probably really uh
- 35:10party crash a lot of bachelorette parties over you know, Nashville. I absolutely
- 35:15could. Yeah, it's it's a fun time. I personally, I feel
- 35:20like a lot of the locals hate it. Maybe it's because I've only lived
- 35:22there for about six months, but like it's so fun just to like see
- 35:25all the girls out like feeling so good about themselves, like all matching,
- 35:30wearing pink and just like you know, terrorizing the town. It's just it's
- 35:37awesome. It's such a girly vibe. Yeah. I also feel like Nashville
- 35:40is starting to become like the the Portland of the East. Though at the
- 35:46same time, you know, yeah, it's definitely getting a little more progressive.
- 35:52It's still pretty rough. You know. There's there's so many Pacific Northwest
- 35:55transplants, is what I'm saying. Like true, Almost everyone that we've talked
- 36:00to, Yeah, and La, and that's true. Almost everyone we talked
- 36:04to is like, yeah, I live in Nashville, and now it's like
- 36:06it's like the reverse, just moving the back, moving the other direction.
- 36:09Now. You know what's funny is one of my best friends, Haley Douglas
- 36:14shout out love her to death. She's from Tennessee and moved to Portland,
- 36:17and her and I, you know, we were hanging out together for about
- 36:21two years until I moved to Nashville. And I was like, all right,
- 36:22your turn, and she's like, I'm never going back. So people
- 36:27do go the other way. Yeah. Yeah, Here's why I we'll say
- 36:30about Portland though, Portland fucking loves you all because I was in Portland back
- 36:37in like late February sometime this year and like six months ago, and it
- 36:42was back you know, sort of like late February early March where it's like
- 36:45really drizzly. I guess it just always is like that. But but one
- 36:47of the things I didn't know about Portland was the first time I ever visited
- 36:51Portland. But there are just so many different posters and everything on. Every
- 36:55single thing that could be, you know, you could put a poster on.
- 37:00It doesn't matter if it's like a street street post or some sort of
- 37:04like lights or whatever. I mean, just anything that you can put a
- 37:07poster on. But there was one time I walked by and there was just
- 37:12like this poster and sure enough there was a Dying Wish poster for a show
- 37:15that you guys were playing in Portland, and I was like, That's exactly
- 37:20what I'm expecting from Portland, is all? Y'all Portland Portlanders are actually really
- 37:27promoting Dying Wish out here. That's what I love to see. If it
- 37:30was if it was a headliner one, I put it there myself most likely,
- 37:37If not, I did my goodness. Yeah, do you remember the
- 37:40days when the bands had street teams in like every town and all that stuff?
- 37:45Is that still? Is that still a thing to like a certain extent
- 37:50promoters have them. I don't think that bands really do that anymore. What
- 37:54are we going to do to bring that back? We got to bring that
- 37:57back, Yeah, bring it back. And while you're at it, bring
- 38:00warp tour back to because oh yeah, I feel like the two kind of
- 38:04go hand in hand. Street teams and a warped tour. Yeah, definitely,
- 38:07definitely. There was a I can't remember which band it was, but
- 38:08they had a street team that they created on their own, and it was
- 38:14really cool. They made it look like like Soviet propaganda. It's like when
- 38:19you like signed up to be on the street team, like you would get
- 38:22like all the promotional material, but like everything looked like like communist propaganda.
- 38:27It was really really creative, really really smart. But I think that we
- 38:30should bring that back. Yeah, band band run street teams, that'd be
- 38:35cool. I think maybe maybe we do it. Yeah yeah, uh no.
- 38:38Actually the reason I was asking if you're vegan is is anyone else in
- 38:42the band vegan? No? No, so oh interest When you guys are
- 38:45touring, is it really hard to find a place to eat for you?
- 38:51Nah, I'm pretty used to it. Like I fend for myself and like
- 38:53normally there's places that we go, Like today we went to this amazing place
- 38:59in Houston call Taco Tacosna or something like that. I think that's what it's
- 39:05called. And they have like an insane menu. But then they also have
- 39:10like soy pasta or tacos, and that was like, that's like our spot
- 39:15when we go to Houston. And then there's like a cheese steak place when
- 39:20we go to Philly that vegan vegan cheese steaks. Yes, that feels like
- 39:24something that would be really difficult because it's you know, it's cheese and it's
- 39:29steak, like that's that's the name of it. So it feels like,
- 39:30how do you really get that to be vegan? There's so many like vegan
- 39:36options for cheese. And then like Satan is like, oh, it's like
- 39:39a like a double gluten protein. Yeah, it's like a gluten protein that
- 39:46you can like make into like a dough that you cut like you cook it
- 39:52and then you like cut it into slices like like steak. So yeah,
- 39:57I don't know, it's pretty easy. I feel like every I have,
- 40:01you know, like a place that I go to and if we're not eating
- 40:06together, like a lot of times, they'll like go off and do their
- 40:08own thing, and I'm like, all right, I have fun, but
- 40:10like I live on door dowsh and Uber Eats, So as long as I
- 40:15like have that you know, there's always like a place that I look forward
- 40:19to in every city as far as like when I'm gonna eat goes. So
- 40:22hell, yeah, it's not that hard. And if it was ten years
- 40:27ago, you might be saying something different, right, Yeah, Well I
- 40:30was vegan. I mean, I've been vegan for about eight years, but
- 40:32I stopped eating meat in high school. So I've seen I've seen veganism go
- 40:37through a lot of changes, and it's so much easier now, although I
- 40:42feel like a lot of people are kind of abandoning the idea of veganism,
- 40:45and I don't think that gen Z gives a fuck about it at all part
- 40:49of my French, which is a little disheartening, but also I feel like
- 40:54they are what's the word I'm looking for. It starts with an end where
- 40:59they like they just they feel like that nothing they do matters and they're just
- 41:02kind of like helpless. I whish I don't. I don't blame nihilists or
- 41:07what's it called nihilism or epithet nihilistic? Yeah that so wow? Yeah,
- 41:15Yeah, I think you're right. Why do you think that they're so that
- 41:16that way? Because I teach high schoolers, so I have a lot of
- 41:20gen z Yers in right now, and uh yeah, that is kind of
- 41:23the case even in uh, you know, hard working, blue collar South
- 41:27Dakota here, you know, m hmm. Yeah. I just think I
- 41:30don't know. I think gen Z thinks they're that we probably screwed them a
- 41:36lot. And I know that millennials we definitely feel that way about our like
- 41:38previous generations, and so I can imagine that, you know, they're looking
- 41:43at the situation that we're giving them with you know, the health of the
- 41:45planet and just like society in general, and they're just probably like, well,
- 41:51you know, here's here's what I'm dealing with. I guess. So,
- 41:53I don't know, I just feel like they're they're probably just like a
- 41:57little used to you know, their post there. They were born in a
- 42:00post nine to eleven era, you know, things things are definitely different.
- 42:05Yeah, and a post Malone era. True, he's depressed. I don't
- 42:10know, have you heard his Have you heard his most recent uh A cover
- 42:15of them Bones? You're you're a Pacific Northwesterner and you can you know Alice
- 42:20in Chains, right, I do. I haven't really listened to his new
- 42:23record that much, but the one that came out before that with the Butterfly.
- 42:28Yeah. Oh I loved that album, but I need to revisit his
- 42:30new, newer stuff. Yeah, revisit his new stuff. It's great.
- 42:34And then he just did uh, he just did them Bones by Alison Chains
- 42:37and it's the greatest cover of an Alison Chains song I've ever heard. Everyone
- 42:42mess it up. He did it well. Yeah, I've got to hear
- 42:45that. That's awesome. Yeah, I've got I've got one more vegan question
- 42:47for you, Emma. I live in Minneapolis and there is a very famous
- 42:52vegan place here called the Vegan Butcher Shop. Are you familiar with vegan or
- 42:58the Vegan Butcher Maybe? Uh? They they were actually featured on like diner
- 43:00drive ins and dives like the Guy Fierti Show. Anyway, next time you
- 43:07guys are in Minneapolis, I would imagine, you know, being vegan,
- 43:10like you're expecting to pay like fifteen dollars for an item. But it's one
- 43:15of those kind of places. It's really really good food. Highly recommend it.
- 43:19Okay, awesome, Yeah, we're actually going to be in Minneapolis next
- 43:22month. What really? Wow, Mason and I will we'll make the track
- 43:25over. We'll come yeah, we should play Vegan Butcher The Amsterdam, The
- 43:30Amsterdam. Yeah, I forgot what day it is. I don't even know,
- 43:36but yeah, sometime next month. I think it's like the middle of
- 43:37the month. So great. Hopefully it's on a weekend. If it's on
- 43:42a weekend, we'll be there. For sure. We should I look real
- 43:44quick, Well we can. I'm sure we can look. Yeah, weekend
- 43:46too. Speaking of Guy Fieri or Fietti, as Mason says, I don't
- 43:51know how you're supposed to say it. Necessarily you've had a lot of hairstyles.
- 43:55Yeah, what's what say you about potentially doing a Guy Fiertti hairstyle?
- 44:02Oh? Man, well, my hair short right now. But I just
- 44:07have a mullet, so hell yeah, it's it's not but I don't know,
- 44:14frosted tips. Maybe one day I'll put all my hair off. We'll
- 44:16see, and then get yourself like a flame a flaming bowling shirt and you're
- 44:23like you're good to go. Wow, I actually don't have a Halloween costume.
- 44:28Maybe I should do that. Hell, yeah, you guys play on
- 44:32Halloween. Yeah, we play the head Bangers Boats. Oh yeah, yeah,
- 44:37exactly, Okay, perfect, Well that should be totally your your your
- 44:43Halloween costume. I was actually going to dress up as Jeremy and I was
- 44:45going to have him dressed up as me. But I don't know if we're
- 44:47going to do that. Yeah, cross dressing is always the way to go.
- 44:52In my opinion, I think it'd be cute. Yeah, yeah it
- 44:55would. I mean it would be fun. But also I think guy Fierti
- 44:59would be a great little uh alternative at least so true. Yeah, how
- 45:04do you make that a couple's costume? He's like a convertible or something.
- 45:07Yeah, totally nice or just or just like a big vegan cheeseburger. Yeah,
- 45:13exactly. What is it? Why don't bands that play on Halloween really
- 45:19get into it more? I can only think of like one or two bands
- 45:22that have really done like a cool a cool costume show or something like that.
- 45:25You know, I don't know. Every day last year we all dressed
- 45:31up, but we dressed up as like we didn't do like a like a
- 45:36like a costume like matching thing. We're always on tour, so it's like
- 45:39kind of hard because you lose track of time and dates and stuff. But
- 45:44I have an idea that I really want to do that. I've been mentioning
- 45:47it for years and it would be so easy and so niche. But do
- 45:51you guys watch Always Sunny? Yeah? I love him? Yeah, okay,
- 45:54so do you know the Bob's Party episode where they're all that and you're
- 46:00on the plane yet I literally just want to get white T shirts and tally
- 46:04marks and just wear that for a Halloween. But nobody thinks it's funny y
- 46:09not because nobody thinks. Nobody else in the band things I'm funny. Well
- 46:14they're wrong. You need you need new band members? Yeah, I guy
- 46:19friends kick them out. No, we are. I'm just I just like
- 46:22to give him a hard time. But yeah, I do have to ask
- 46:28because we did interview Jeremy a couple of years ago, and there's probably nobody
- 46:32in the world that loves Germy more than you, but you do have to.
- 46:37I'm sure you give each other shit a lot, and and Jeremy's inn,
- 46:40like our episode with him is probably one of the more beloved, more
- 46:44downloaded episodes that we've ever had. So people obviously love Double wris Prada,
- 46:49they love Jermy, But what is like one thing that you would say is
- 46:52like the most annoying thing about him or like the thing that you're like,
- 46:58people should know this about this guy that like totally you're gonna you're like,
- 47:01you're gonna undermine their their belovedness of Jermy, if you knew this about him,
- 47:07what's what's the thing that you need to to tell the world about him?
- 47:12I don't think he does a single thing that's really unlikable. Like we've
- 47:15been dating for over a year and he's never given me the ick once.
- 47:20Well doesn't he? Is he like a big golf fan. Yeah, Oh,
- 47:23he's such a frat. That's like the thing that's gotta be an to
- 47:29some degree, right kind of, but I find it really endearing for some
- 47:34reason. But he's like such a frag guy, like such a bro,
- 47:39which like I mean, in in my own way, I'm also a bro.
- 47:44Just like really like I'm a bro in the way where like I love,
- 47:47like hate breed and like violence. He likes. He likes like,
- 47:54you know, golf and drinking beers and like he's like the nice this guy.
- 48:00We can be out anywhere and like people will recognize him and he's just
- 48:04like is always like, hey, man, what's up? Yeah, you
- 48:06want to drink your beer? Cool. Yeah, it's like to like any
- 48:08person, but that and you know, the whole trucker hat thing is he
- 48:14has more trucker hats than I do, hairstyles and hairstyles and pairs of pants
- 48:22combined, like, so you know his his sense of humor is a little
- 48:25bit like it's he he's got a lot of dad jokes. So but besides
- 48:30that, I mean, he's just he's he's almost thirty six years old.
- 48:34You know, what are you gonna do? That's true? Yeah, we
- 48:38love him. Before we get into top five, I've got one more question
- 48:42for you. Uh and uh that is uh. And I know, like
- 48:46I would imagine like being a woman in the metal hardcore world, Like it's
- 48:51like a thing where it's like people probably ask you like or you know,
- 48:54describe you as like a female fronted band or like, and there's sort of
- 48:58like a stereotype that you get because of that. And I would imagine you're
- 49:01like not fond of that at all to a certain degree. But what I
- 49:06will say is I have like very consistently seen you post pictures with fans that
- 49:10have like gone out seen you guys, and it's like little girls at their
- 49:15like their first metal show or whatever, and like they see you on stage
- 49:20and it's like the coolest moment of their lives and you take like a selfie
- 49:23with them, and those sort of things I would imagine to a certain degree
- 49:27like that part of being a woman in a metal band like must feel like
- 49:30this is so important and so great. Can you talk a little bit more
- 49:35through like those moments when you when you get to have those moments with with
- 49:38young young women, young girls that are like getting their first taste of the
- 49:44hardcore metal core scene and them seeing themselves in you. What's that like for
- 49:50you? Yeah, well, you know, it's like there's two sides of
- 49:53the coin, because like you know, there's there's a side where people are
- 49:58like, oh yeah, female frontage, like you should go on tour with
- 50:01and then mention only you know, yeah exactly, and it's like, no,
- 50:07like we're trying to like, while I do think it would be cool
- 50:10to be in an environment with women and like to have us like propped up
- 50:15like together in that environment and play to a more predominantly you know, crowd
- 50:21full of women, like I just think that it is a little bit disparaging
- 50:25and like it's kind of insulting, like, oh, you only like my
- 50:30band because I'm a girl, or you know, you'll you'll only put us
- 50:34in a certain category because I'm a girl, when in reality, you know,
- 50:37like and I know, like Courtney from Spearbox for example, Like that
- 50:40band is one of the biggest bands in heavy music right now, not just
- 50:44because they're not just the biggest girl band in music, you know, they
- 50:47are just generally one of the biggest bands. So there's that side of the
- 50:50coin. But then on the other side of the coin, you know,
- 50:52I know that I was inspired by other women in music I still am to
- 50:58this day, and thought I'd be in a position to inspire young girls and
- 51:01young people to you know, want to you know, have a dream like
- 51:07doing something like what I do. So like there is such like a positive
- 51:13connotation to women in music, and like the impact that we all have with
- 51:17each other, and it is really cool, you know, just like like
- 51:22yesterday, for example, Ryan Kirby's daughter was at the show at the at
- 51:29the fest to like see us, and like I'd heard about her and I
- 51:31thought that was really cool, and then you know, she came out and
- 51:34it was like when I meet a young girl who likes what I'm doing,
- 51:37Like I I kind of fan girl because I think, you know, it's
- 51:43so awesome that they're getting exposed to it at such a young age, and
- 51:46like it's going to change the way that they think about this kind of music
- 51:50forever. So long, tangent, but essentially, you know, I do
- 51:55kind of, for lack of a better word, bitch and moan about some
- 52:00experiences that I've had on the internet. I'm trying to get away from that
- 52:04and not be so negative about it because it is a really special and important
- 52:07thing. Fuck the trolls, even the unintentional ones, right true, Yeah,
- 52:14it love it. I love it? Sweet all right, let's get
- 52:16in the top five huh yeah, top five most influential albums of Emma Here
- 52:23we go, Okay, any order you want. Number The first one would
- 52:29probably be rock Steady by no doubt, hell yeah, even though now in
- 52:35my opinion it's not their best record. That was like the first real rock
- 52:39album that I listened to that had women in it, and so that made
- 52:45a huge impact on me from a really young age now to this day,
- 52:50Like that's like such like an important listen. After that, let's see,
- 53:00probably would be songs to Scream at the Sun by Have Heart. Yeah,
- 53:08that was I was just listening out yesterday. Yeah, that is the first
- 53:13hardcore record I ever listened to. And who I got goosebumps that the song
- 53:22Boston's about his dad who's an alcoholic and not wanting to grow up and be
- 53:24just like his dad, and that's like the reason why he was straight edged.
- 53:29That song resonated with me. I'd never heard anyone talk about an experience
- 53:32so similar to what I had got, what I was going through at the
- 53:37time as a kid, and so that like really opened up my eyes to
- 53:40like, you know what hardcore was, about how meaningful it was and what
- 53:45it could do for my life and my moment, like my life changed from
- 53:49that moment on. Can I say one thing about Pat Flynn from Have Heart
- 53:53along those lines, He has one of my favorite like concert moments ever.
- 53:59And it wasn't an that I was at. It was just something I saw
- 54:00on YouTube once. But he uh, he's a high school teacher and they
- 54:06were playing, uh it was Fiddlehead, so it was obviously after Have Heart,
- 54:09but Fiddlehead was playing a show and they end the set and you know
- 54:13a lot of people are like one more song kind of thing or whatever,
- 54:15and he's like and he's like, not where you know he? I think
- 54:19he lives in la or something like that, but he was like always away
- 54:22from where he lived. And he's like, I literally teach first period tomorrow
- 54:25and I gotta get on this plane right now. And I just like think
- 54:30that's like the most badass like moment ever I've seen in like a heavy show
- 54:34ever. It's so cool. That's that's awesome. When I was sixteen years
- 54:38old, my friends and I found Pat Flynn's school email address. Oh no,
- 54:44and we would email him all the time. That is a great story.
- 54:50I'm not proud of that. I literally forgot about that until just now.
- 54:54I'm sorry, Pat, Anyways, that's awesome. Yeah, I'm just
- 55:02imagining. I'm just imagining fans emailing emailing me to my school email and just
- 55:08being like, oh my god, this is for work. Yeah. The
- 55:14one person out there that might email you, the one fan of yours.
- 55:16No, I mean like if I was, if I was in a band.
- 55:20Ok, Yeah, that's awesome. Okay, let's see another record.
- 55:25Uh it had to be controlled by Sizza. That record, to this day
- 55:30still one of my favorite pieces of music ever put out. I have never
- 55:37fangirled over anyone the way that I fangrol over her. She really like changed
- 55:43me as a music fan and turned me into an insufferable person. So the
- 55:52impact she has. What else let's see, uh, satisfaction is the death
- 55:59of Desire by Hate. Read that just front to back, one of the
- 56:02best hardcore records of all time, if not the very best hardcore record of
- 56:06all time. And we actually covered Betrayed by Life one time when we were
- 56:13like a really really young band at this festival in Calgary. I think that
- 56:19was like one of the first covers we've ever done. So I have wan
- 56:22more don't and I don't know. Oh oh no, this is okay,
- 56:32this is bad. I've never said this on a podcast before you heard it
- 56:37here. First People one of my favorite bands of all time. Unfortunately as
- 56:42a call to a band called brand new and I don't obviously like I would
- 56:47never see them live. Jesse Lacy sucks, gross person. However, Devil
- 56:54in God is one of the most creative and influential rock albums ever created.
- 57:05And that song or that that record just like really like created my youth as
- 57:12like a young like emotional depressed kid. So you know, while it's like
- 57:19it's painful for me to listen to those songs now because of the kind of
- 57:23person that he has. Unfortunately, you know that is like a really huge
- 57:28nostalgic thing for me and a band that I used to really love a lot.
- 57:32Uh, that's a that's understandable. Also, I noticed that there's no
- 57:37Devil Worst product there. Interesting. Uh, shall we move on? Mason?
- 57:42I will say with Roots Above and Branches Below was the first CD I
- 57:47ever bought with my own money, hey there, which is funny. So
- 57:53that is kind of funny. I hope he's bought a few few dinners since
- 57:58then. Oh, get given the fact that that was, like, you
- 58:00know, you are your hard earned money and that was the first album you
- 58:04bought, Yeah, my allowance because I was a child, that's the funny
- 58:10part. Yeah, that's good. Yeah, exactly, love that. Yeah,
- 58:15Emma, what do you want to plug? Obviously, new albums coming
- 58:19out soon, actually a few days away from when we're recording right now.
- 58:22Tours up to the Glory my goodness, Like you guys are essentially going to
- 58:27be on the road for the next seemingly six months. Yeah, what all
- 58:31do you want to plug? All right, well, I'll start with our
- 58:35record, Symptoms of Survival, comes out November third on Sharp Tone Records,
- 58:39eleven songs of our proudest work, so check it out. We start a
- 58:45tour that day with our friends in Roman Candle, Foreign Hands, and Boundaries,
- 58:52hitting cities all across the US from November third December second, so come
- 58:58check us out on one of those dates. After that, we're going to
- 59:02Australia in January with the Acacius Tray, and then we're hitting Europe in the
- 59:06UK with the August Burns Red in March, and then who knows, maybe
- 59:09we'll announce a US tour after that with some other cool bands, So we'll
- 59:17be on the road a lot next year. So yeah, come check us
- 59:20out. You were going to get to know some different vegan restaurants all across
- 59:23the world, Yes, I am. I can't wait for Australia, especially
- 59:27they have some of the best vegan food. M I should. I mean,
- 59:31well, hopefully hopefully you survive all the different animals out there. I
- 59:36mean, you might be vegan, but there are a lot of things out
- 59:38there that want to eat you. Yeah, I've heard the bugs are you
- 59:43know what? Bugs are not off limits for me? I will crush you,
- 59:49fuck you bugs death. The song you wrote about war that that it
- 59:54really means like it's war with bugs, right, that's what it was about.
- 59:58Yes, and birds. I thought those weren't really And that's a scare
- 1:00:04everybody. Emma, anything else you'd like to plug? Yeah, So we're
- 1:00:10actually going to be it's not announced yet, but it's going to be announced
- 1:00:15very soon. So you heard it here. First, we are going to
- 1:00:20be on this incredible space cruise going to the Moon and we're going to be
- 1:00:25one of the first bands to play on the moon with Metallica and Lamb of
- 1:00:30God and Elon Musk will be there getting back together, so maybe she'll do
- 1:00:37a secret set. So yeah, well we'll be on the moon next year.
- 1:00:45Will Pink Floyd be on the other side of the Moon that you guys
- 1:00:46are playing on the dark side? Yeah, that's great. Wow. Is
- 1:00:53Jeff Bezos coming as well? No, he's not allowed. We don't let
- 1:00:57bald people on the moon actually wait right at all? Yeah, So unfortunately,
- 1:01:01John Mack you can't come with us, But Yike's interesting is at least
- 1:01:07Jeff Jeff must be funding it right, Like he's got enough money to fund
- 1:01:10this trip, right, who Jeff Jeff Bezos? Yes, yeah, I
- 1:01:19mean it's it's Elon Musk doing it though I don't know are they are they
- 1:01:22couples? Are they doing that whole thing? I think I think sooner or
- 1:01:25later. It's only a matter of time that they're going, right. Yeah,
- 1:01:30the power the power couple we we all need. Yeah. I just
- 1:01:34know that Jeff and Zuckerberg are not friends because they were supposed to fight,
- 1:01:37right that was that was and Zuckerberg or yeah that yeah and Zuckerberg. They
- 1:01:44aren't friends. They were duking it out with chickens. Oh like some cock
- 1:01:49fun. Wow, it's not illegal, like did Michael Vick get put in
- 1:01:52prison? There is nothing illegal exactly. They can get away with anything.
- 1:01:58They can literally murder someone and the street and no one would say anything,
- 1:02:01or people would say something, but they would never get in trouble for it.
- 1:02:04So, you know what, while you're on the moon, you know,
- 1:02:06because there's no wind, it would be actually a great place to record.
- 1:02:08It would be really great to get some like professional recording out there.
- 1:02:12When you guys play and have you know, not only play the first show
- 1:02:15on the moon, but also get the first like professional recorded music on the
- 1:02:20moon as well. It might be hard to record it though, because there's
- 1:02:23not really much you know, air for sound to travel through. Oh so
- 1:02:30I don't know if it would work all that Well, necessarily everyone wears headphones.
- 1:02:35That's that's how it's gonna work. Oh, it's like a silent disco
- 1:02:37or whatever they call that, exactly. Yeah, and the disco from Are
- 1:02:43You from nineteen seventy four. No, you wear you these headphones and you
- 1:02:46like dance with each other while you're wearing these headphones. So it's like completely
- 1:02:50silent. It's like a silent rave. I don't think it's called a silent
- 1:02:53disco. There's no one out there what they're saying live or some shit.
- 1:02:57I think there's balls, there's ball Yeah, okay, wow, see see
- 1:03:01Colin, I'm not just talking on my ass. Well, the Silent discos
- 1:03:05for Sheila and Corey and the Silent Rave is for US millennials. So that's
- 1:03:09right, great, wonderful. Well, we look forward to not just seeing
- 1:03:15you all across America, but on the Moon as well soon, and we
- 1:03:19certainly are looking forward to the new album Emma where it like honestly, it's
- 1:03:24it's definitely going to be an album of the Year candidate for Colin and I
- 1:03:29for sure. For sure one of us is going to have to like fight
- 1:03:31for it when we do our album of the years, our album of the
- 1:03:36year. So anyway, it was great to chat with you again. This
- 1:03:39is like an important moment for Colin and I to be able to like chat
- 1:03:44with you. It's it's such a such a cool band. You guys have
- 1:03:46been so so like just making such great music for a few years now,
- 1:03:52and yeah, we're really stoked to see you guys soon and really stoked for
- 1:03:55the new album too. Well. Thank you so much, guys, it's
- 1:03:58been a pleasure. The idea jasah Yad was the old judge job. I
- 1:04:18am old Joh