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SUBMISSION, SEXUALITY AND SOME LOVELY SCENARIOS.. · CALL ME MISTRESS

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  Hi, welcome to the latest episode of Call Me Mistress.
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  I'm your Hostess, Mistress Mia, and I've got with me my little
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  bestie over here, Metal Blip. Hi, guys.
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  And then we have in the far right corner, weighing all of
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  150 lbs, five foot 9 Charles and his new collar.
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  Hello, Mistress. Hello, Jody Slut.
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  All right, so we have had a crazy fucking week.
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  Always, always. We've had a little stalker,
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  something not new to our little world.
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  You know, it's strange that, you know, Barbie came over with her
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  lovely friend and they were taking photos and everything
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  else. And she says, you know, don't
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  become a dominatrix if you're not prepared for people finding
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  out. It's just just a sad situation.
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  It really is. And I know I didn't plan on
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  talking about this, but the point of it is people can be
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  fucking douche bags. They really can.
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  They really can't be. That's one thing Charles have
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  always said, you know, people have two names with everywhere
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  we go in this lifestyle. But just me, I'm just Charles,
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  just call me Charles makes it simple enough.
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  All right, so we have read an article that's pretty
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  interesting. There's a lot of different
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  things about it. But before we begin, I have a
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  lovely e-mail that I just received the other day.
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  Now, I did have a gentleman who was messaging me.
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  He wants to actually come and see you next week.
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  And he is so super cool. He's like, you know, I just
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  started listening to your podcast.
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  I'm really learning some new stuff about myself.
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  Self discovery he has struggled with, with stressing, you know,
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  he's married. He has to kind of keep it under
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  wraps. It's not really fair for him,
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  but it is what it is, right? Charles can certainly sympathize
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  with that. Been there, done that.
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  Right? So I've got another e-mail from
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  this other person totally separate.
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  He said hey I loved yesterday's episode.
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  It was about the cock holding Lucky Charles that he got peed
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  on by that black girl. I was drooling with jealousy.
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  That's literally my top fantasy. I think if I had to choose
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  getting cock holded and forced to clean the mess even though I
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  don't like how it tastes. Have her pee on me and then just
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  laugh. Wow what an awesome episode and
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  like usual full of interesting talk.
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  Wow wow thank you. Interesting pics and videos from
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  the dungeon. It's it's been a while since you
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  all posted videos. Well, we have been busy.
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  We had a. When you post them and take them
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  down. Yeah, yeah.
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  And then people who don't like us, you know, they report us
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  multiple times and you know, so people are going to eventually
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  see we're going to do a really clean version of things that we
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  can do on YouTube. And then we have a really nasty
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  version in store for our clips for sale.
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  People can find us on loyal fans, obviously.
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  But when Liv, she's had a rough week.
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  She's been a little. Sick.
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  I really haven't you. Know the sinus issues that going
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  around everybody's little bugs I mean Charles has had some issues
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  since you won't get. Into That's not funny.
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  No, it is really. It's quite funny.
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  I'm the only one. Never mind, I was the only one
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  that ate it. I know.
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  They want to do it. Thought that was planned.
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  I told you, but I was. Being christened.
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  I said you don't have to, but it happens.
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  But ultimately, you can blind me.
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  If you want blind me, I'm going. To blend the fish.
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  Anyhow, I will tell you this episode, today would have been
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  my dear friend Glenn. You all never got to meet him.
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  Today was his birthday and he was saying he was a graduate of
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  Auburn University. He had his psychology degree.
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  He helped thousands of people over his career as a drug
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  alcohol therapist. So I just want to say cheers to
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  Glenn because I miss Glenn. I love Glenn, but he came in as
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  a client years ago. Just as a little tidbit, he came
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  in as a client. He had a huge spanking fetish
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  and he kind of lost his mojo. His wife had died.
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  And when he came into the dungeon, he's like, yeah, I'd
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  love to be whipped with leather belts.
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  And so I would beat him with leather belts and he fucking
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  loved it. So after that, he started making
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  leather belts and paddles and everything else for me.
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  So anywho, kind of special? Just a thought.
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  Rest in peace. Amen.
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  All right, So Liv, you want to talk about the article?
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  Well, I didn't really read the article.
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  I don't know if that was a. Homework, we were supposed.
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  To do but when I pull it up, it has different topics.
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  So what topic are we going for today?
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  It's. Whatever you want.
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  I know Charles found an interesting one.
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  Do you? Is there a specific one?
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  You want to read like was why submission is essential in my
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  relationship. I thought it would be better if
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  you read it because it sounded so sexy, but she has disagreed
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  with me. No, no, I just said I would read
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  it, but I could read it like on my own, not here like
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  monopolizing the entire. For all the fellows, listen to
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  the sound of you, an enchanting voice.
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  OK, Charles is extremely partial.
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  All right, Charles, is there something else in the article
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  that we can all participate at? It was just basically she she
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  starts out. Very long.
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  Some people can read. I'm sorry it's not that long.
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  Yeah, actually. The essential is this the
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  article starts out she's talking about a submissive scene, OK,
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  and it goes on to how it initially started with her
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  husband and Dom and that's that's basically it.
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  But in the beginning it was talking about the specific scene
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  and how she's going through with her own how she's feeling about
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  it. But how they discovered that she
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  was a submissive was her her boyfriend at the time.
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  They didn't talk about anything. They didn't talk about anything.
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  DS OK, They were just going for a walk in the woods.
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  And then when they're out in the woods alone, he said take off
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  your jeans. So she just does it.
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  She didn't even ask. She just takes him down.
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  So then he's like, take off your shirt.
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  So she does it. She's not questioning a thing.
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  And then it was muddy. He told her to get on her knees,
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  so she did. And then he told her to get on
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  all fours. Then she did.
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  And then he told her to stand up and get dressed.
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  So she did. And they didn't say a word, but
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  they went back to the car and he says, well, you're a submissive.
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  And she didn't know what that was.
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  And that's how she discovered that she liked it because she
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  didn't. Everything felt right.
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  And that was the gist of what I got from it, The story in the
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  beginning, it would have sounded nice if it was coming from me as
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  saying it. Got a nice voice.
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  Thank you. Thank you.
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  Because the scenes kind of hot, but it coming from my voice it
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  sounds terrible. I didn't think so.
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  No, no, I don't think so either. So, Charles, when did you first
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  realize you were submissive? I didn't know the name for it,
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  but I was doing sub stuff when I was in school, like young years.
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  I was putting candle wax in my Wiener just to see what it feels
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  like. Or met playing around with ice
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  cubes or sticking things in my butt at 14.
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  You know there was something going on, I just didn't know
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  what it was. I will say this though, I'll
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  tell you what, I saw a movie, I can't remember the name of it,
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  but it was one of those for everybody who's a certain age,
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  it's called Skinny Max because after midnight the good stuff
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  came on, you know, so it was one of these B movies and there was
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  a movie and there was a guy, guy and his girl and they were
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  talking and he's like, she was basically accusing him.
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  Some of the town was very small town and they accused him of
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  being gay because he didn't really date a lot.
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  And she says, I know you're not gay, there's something else with
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  you. And he didn't say anything.
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  You need a stiffer wind to feel your sails.
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  And then it showed him like being tied up in a garage were
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  chains then I'm like, yes. So I didn't get to play with
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  anybody in real life until of my 20s when I got stationed in
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  California because I went to the sex shops out there.
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  We didn't have those in Mississippi.
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  And they had all the BDSM magazines and it opened up
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  everything. Had to give me the first Pro Dom
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  at 25. And I was looking for play
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  partners. Back in the day, before the
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  Internet got good, you had to write people in the back of a
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  magazine. They'd put their address and you
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  for APO box and you would correspond.
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  But good old fashioned snail mail.
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  It's like, I guess I knew something was up really early
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  on, but then by my 20s it was. Yeah, it was definitely there.
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  What about you? Nervous to tell my story because
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  it's kind of freaky, OK? Have you ever seen SVU?
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  Special Victims Unit, Yeah. Oh yeah.
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  You want to be a victim, didn't you?
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  Yes, really bad. I when I was young, it would
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  turn me on and it made me feel like I was probably a serial
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  killer in my own head because I'm like, why do I like this?
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  So I used to think, well, maybe, maybe I'm the bad guy.
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  But then as I got older, I realized, no, I just want to be
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  treated like that and I'll have fantasies of being treated.
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  Like that I get it, but it's. Sad because it's their story and
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  that's a bad story. I know, but this would would
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  reality and fantasy separate. Something bad happened to
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  somebody, some horrible shits happened to people.
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  Like in Chile they would put people and this is government
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  would do it to people. They would tie them down to a
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  mattress, a box spring mattress with no padding, just the metal
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  and they would tie 4 limbs to four corners of the bed, male or
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  female. And they would pour water on
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  them buck naked and apply a car battery to their genitals and
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  put the other posts somewhere else on the body.
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  And they would, they would call it Perillio, which basically
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  means charred meat. And that was a way of torturing
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  him. They didn't want information.
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  They just wanted to tell him who the boss was.
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  And it was terrible. People got picked up off of the
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  street and had this happen to him.
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  But in the back of my mind, it's like, fuck yeah, 'cause we're
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  not completely normal, whatever that is.
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  And that's OK. That's 'cause something bad
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  happened to somebody else and we fantasize.
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  I'm over here. Like.
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  Oh, I want that. Or, like, you see, like a woman
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  who's tired. Of my room and go masturbate and
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  come back well. You see somebody who's, you
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  know, down in a cave or a hole and their leg is attached to the
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  wall and they're eating it of a dog bowl.
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  They have no clothes and no rights and they're filthy and
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  get used like a piece of meat. I'm thinking the same as you.
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  Fuck yeah. You know, that's maybe just
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  something to that, something wrong with us.
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  And I don't feel bad for the what happened to those people
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  because there's plenty of us willing assholes.
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  Yeah, some people get sick seeing that.
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  Some people literally physically will get sick seeing stuff like
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  that. And I got turned on and I
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  didn't. I didn't like that.
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  I wasn't reacting the same way everybody else is.
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  Reacting it. It is what it is.
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  So was there any episode that really stuck out to you?
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  Because there's two specific ones.
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  I feel like I liked all of them, but really.
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  But the ones that really were gruesome where like they would
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  be really bad, especially like, oh, there was this one that you
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  would sneak in the windows and have sex with them and.
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  I saw that one, yeah. And there's like you like tie a
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  string to them as like a sign that I got that one.
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  Or oh, they marked them. Yeah, but he left them, right?
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  Did he leave them alive or? Yeah.
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  OK, now a friend of mine in Texas, she has the same
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  fantasies, but hers are more extreme than ours because she
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  wants to get, she wants it to be final.
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  You know that. Those are the ones that really
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  get her off. I don't think I would want to
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  die. Well, I think she.
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  To be hurt. She changed her mind a little
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  the last time I talked to her, and it kind of messed her up
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  because she was getting into more and more dangerous
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  fantasies and making them come true.
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  And this is a gorgeous blonde woman, all right, but she's had
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  severe health problems since she was a kid.
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  She's not going to make it to 35.
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  Point blank is to take power. I think we talked about it
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  before, and it's basically to tell the universe to go fuck
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  itself. I'm going to do what I want but
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  she got herself in a situation she met a complete stranger and
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  wanted to meet in an abandoned warehouse.
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  OK she was in there and some they put handcuffs on her and
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  she was wearing bra and panties and then they gagged her was
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  something and they only took out the knife to cut her panties
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  off. She passed out looking for the
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  fear and she didn't tell me what happened next and she was very
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  open. We would everything.
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  So apparently it was like fucking bad because she ended
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  up, she didn't say what happened, but previously she had
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  almost gotten trafficked because she met some Mexican cartel
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  dudes or whatever. I could turn by that too.
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  They had her. I'm I'm look I get it if I was
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  wrong with the it's OK. Is it OK?
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  I'm OK with it, you know as. Soon as you asked that question
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  to Charles, I was like, oh God, I'm going to tell my story.
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  They. Kept her, they kept her in a
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  shitty motel room, buck naked, tied to the bed, four corners.
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  And I don't know what happened, but eventually a maid came in
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  and she cut her loose and she ran away, but she was about to
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  get traffic. But she kind of regretted that
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  she wasn't, you know, and to me, I, I get it, you know, it's just
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  something that we just started that as a very light fantasy we
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  were going to talk about. And then we went straight to the
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  fucking. That's well, I'll try.
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  To keep it thicker, that's. OK, so you know there's two SV
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  U's that really stick out to me. So there's one where this they
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  kept finding human feet and I don't.
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  Remember this one? Yeah, it.
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  LED into do you remember this? Well, they they would find,
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  excuse me, they would find corpses with missing feet.
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  OK, yeah, refresh on that. So when they found this, they
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  couldn't figure out why this person would be decapitated.
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  Ultimately, they went back, retraced everything to realize
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  that above a bakery there was a family, a mother and her two
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  sons. 1 was an adult male son that was slightly, you know, off
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  a little challenged. And then the other son was like
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  probably 11 or 12. So he's like, you know, preteen.
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  And ultimately, when they went back, they realized, oh, there's
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  something wrong with this kid a little bit.
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  Something's up, Let's interview him.
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  And so they interview him and they find out that someone went
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  to the wrong apartment in hopes of purchasing a couch off of
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  Craigslist. And this guy, yeah, this guy saw
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  this woman wearing these designer shoes and he had a foot
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  fetish. And so he killed her and went
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  and took and cut her feet off and kept the feet with the
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  shoes. And they I wouldn't.
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  Get turned on by that one, but I understand it.
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  Yeah, well, they went to court and the son, he was being the
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  reason why he was the way he was.
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  His mother caused head trauma to him because here she was a
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  Baker. She was hitting her son in the
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  head. With that rolling pin.
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  With with rolling pin and with pans like but there was like a
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  cast iron skillet she had that she would hit him with.
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  So once again, parents fucking up kids.
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  Yes, and he was like no mom, not the head.
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  I don't know how I was fucked up and reasons why because I don't
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  feel like I have your story. You know what I mean?
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  Everybody's got a different story, but how did we end up
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  with the same outcome? How did we end up fucked up like
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  this? You really don't want to know.
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  Did you think about it? I.
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  Feel like it is like, I feel like every sub in a way wants to
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  know why they are as like, like we are like and it's nice to
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  hear that other people are like us.
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  In the end though, think about this bigger picture.
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  Study history. Look at all the fuck up things
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  human beings have done to each other forever.
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  We're living in a very nice coddled time in America.
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  We got it made, even though things are kind of tight for
• 15:12
  some people. You can get to a store and eat.
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  Back in the day you're drafting and said that your army at 11
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  years old and you had to kill or be killed.
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  People were, you know, most of our ancestors were rape victims.
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  Throughout human history, it has been a fucking shit show.
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  The fact that we're only turned on some of this stuff is a
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  miracle, you know what I mean? Think about, you know, Genghis
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  Khan and all those people. This shit's been going on
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  forever. We're just, you know.
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  How like serial killers like the guy, he was turned on by the
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  feet, but he was willing to kill for it.
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  Things like that. Like there are some people that
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  are like us. They were further.
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  They went. Further, but it literally is a
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  sexual desire that we struggle with.
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  It's well, psychosexual human beings.
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  Look, we're sexual animals. That's how we got here.
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  This is how you keep the human race going.
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  So sex is everything has to do with sex except sex.
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  Was that Sigmund Freud or somebody else?
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  You're the psych. But a lot of things are sexual,
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  you know, I don't know. Look at me.
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  There's. A weird statement though.
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  I think it was Freud all. Right, so second episode that I
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  really liked on SVU. See, I liked it as a Dom OK, so
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  I can totally relate to the whole concept of you liking as a
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  submissive. So Andrew McCarthy, he was known
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  as this great 80s actor. Love him in the in the show, the
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  episode, I think he was like a lawyer.
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  He was very prominent anyway in New York City anyway, somehow he
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  was connected to slave sex trade somehow they couldn't pinpoint
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  it. Anywho, so they went in.
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  They're scoping out his penthouse.
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  They're looking high and low for some indication that he has a
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  slave in his home, some indication they can't find it.
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  And then all of a sudden, Benson finally puts two and two
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  together. She starts looking at his bed
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  frame and he she realizes how elevated the bed is.
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  Something's not right. And they she flips the mattress
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  up and sees that the slave is completely encased, unable to
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  move in a spread eagle, naked under the mattress.
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  So she flipped it up and she was literally cuffed and chained
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  underneath the bed. She was wearing a muzzle.
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  She couldn't speak, make sounds, anything like that.
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  And it was pretty much encased, you know, like, soundproof.
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  So. And when I saw that, I was like,
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  oh, ideas? Yeah.
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  So everybody in this room just got their version of boners,
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  Yeah. Yeah.
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  Well, there was this one, and I don't remember, it might not
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  have been SVU. It could have been like a movie,
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  but there was a bunch of girls lined up and they had to be all
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  naked. And then like the men would go
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  in and like check their vaginas to see if they're tight.
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  I'm not sure what they check for whenever they're putting their
• 17:52
  finger in there, but I just like that.
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  I don't. I'm like I want to be checked.
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  What was the movie with Brendan Fraser?
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  Was the Elvis impersonator when they had all these women locked
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  up in cage somewhere? I did not see that.
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  I've seen every Brendan Fraser. Oh no, this was Oh yeah, they
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  had a bunch of women locked up in a cage and he and I'm
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  completely brainwashed. You know there's a girl, the
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  girl in the box. Yeah.
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  Have you seen that movie The Girl in the Box?
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  I've heard about it. I haven't.
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  It's the. Same story what you're saying
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  like the SVU story she literally is underneath the bed.
• 18:22
  They made a little spot for her to be under the bed and he's and
• 18:25
  she was like the slave of this husband and wife and eventually
• 18:28
  the wife didn't want to see her anymore but didn't mind that she
• 18:31
  was there. But he kept her in the bed and
• 18:33
  went underneath the bed and let her out whenever he wanted.
• 18:35
  Another one was called Room 0. Yeah, that was my favorite one I
• 18:38
  can watch. I can rewatch that one.
• 18:40
  Yeah, that little room looked nice, except she had a kid by
• 18:43
  the the rapist, you know, and they would make him hide in the
• 18:46
  closet. That was messed up.
• 18:47
  They they took her when she was really young and kept her for
• 18:50
  like what, 10 years before she found this?
• 18:52
  Or 10 years total and he. Was a lot.
• 18:55
  She was kind of famous too, wasn't she?
• 18:57
  She she is Wonder Woman. No, not one Wonder Woman.
• 19:00
  Superwoman. Supergirl.
• 19:02
  I'm not sure, can't remember but she's.
• 19:03
  One of the one of the superheroes.
• 19:05
  She's the newest one. He'd abducted her and basically
• 19:07
  kept her in a little shed completely.
• 19:10
  And after a while, I think she just had locks on the outside
• 19:13
  now. That was it.
• 19:14
  He would come by to visit her for his happy time.
• 19:17
  And eventually she escaped. Cause the way she escaped was
• 19:20
  horrible 'cause they had to fake the son's death.
• 19:23
  Yeah, and he was going to go throw the body away in the woods
• 19:25
  and she told the kid to run away as soon as he could.
• 19:27
  And you'll find any adult. And that way, you know, and
• 19:30
  initially she got freed and the guy went to jail.
• 19:32
  At one hand, yeah, that bastard needs to have his head cut off.
• 19:35
  On the other hand, I'm like, what a nice little room.
• 19:37
  Yeah, I feel like I Yeah, as a sub, yeah.
• 19:40
  But I think those people don't want the willing, you know?
• 19:43
  I think they want like the power thing of taking it from somebody
• 19:46
  because they need me. I threatened to put a chain on
• 19:50
  me and leave me. I can pretend.
• 19:51
  Like I don't want. It but they know we're
• 19:53
  pretending, but Oh no, don't wait me, you know.
• 19:58
  Well, no. I would like to be in real fear.
• 20:01
  I like to be actually. Really scared.
• 20:02
  I'm sure you could get there. I kind of.
• 20:05
  I still want that shit too but I'm trying to make common sense
• 20:08
  take over and not getting involved in crazy things.
• 20:11
  Which is why ME is helpful. Because she wasn't.
• 20:13
  She keeps me from doing those things.
• 20:15
  Yeah, but see, I never thought I could ever reach those
• 20:17
  potentials of doing the things that I saw.
• 20:19
  I just knew they would turn me on.
• 20:21
  And then I didn't know that was submission or whatever that
• 20:23
  feeling was. Then I got into BDSM books and
• 20:28
  the books took me and I flew. And I was like.
• 20:32
  Your imagination fly. Because you could see it in your
• 20:35
  head better, because it plays it out and you can imagine
• 20:38
  yourself. We are lightweights compared to
• 20:40
  what some other people do. Yeah, I'm sure.
• 20:42
  But they don't talk because they're probably get cuffed.
• 20:46
  All right, so have a question. So interestingly enough, right,
• 20:50
  you'll, you'll move out on this property.
• 20:53
  OK, just a thought. Here we go.
• 20:55
  I know the thought. Now, once the kids are out and
• 20:58
  grown and they leave, are we? Gonna leave that long.
• 21:00
  We could build a basement, you could build a special room.
• 21:02
  You could, yeah. You could build a special room.
• 21:05
  I have a conex under the ground. Oh.
• 21:07
  Yeah. Oh, look at you.
• 21:08
  OK, I have them only a week at a time.
• 21:11
  Yeah, what about the other week? OK.
• 21:13
  All right. Would you, what would your
• 21:14
  fantasy be to be in that conex? And do what?
• 21:18
  Be more like, I live in the house, OK, but if I do something
• 21:22
  or not do something that I get dragged out by my hair, oh and
• 21:27
  put in there and then used for however long it wants to use me
• 21:30
  for like a punishment and then I can go back in when I've been
• 21:32
  good. But you have no idea how long it
• 21:34
  would last no nice and it it would be like it could be
• 21:38
  overnighters an hour or a few minutes just talking about a
• 21:41
  special place they can take you off to and you know, handle it.
• 21:44
  Keep the family life separate of I remember.
• 21:47
  I already do that if you if you met me where my kids I'm I'm the
• 21:50
  same but I'm different. I definitely keep this side of
• 21:52
  myself. Still a pervert though.
• 21:55
  Side Story, I do remember a friend of mine mentioned
• 21:58
  something I think people have always known I was a little bit
• 22:01
  of a pervert but they didn't know to the level because she
• 22:03
  told me. See there's a doctor in our
• 22:05
  local area and on the weekends his wife strips naked and wears
• 22:09
  a dog collar and basically spends all weekend on floors
• 22:13
  with a lease around her neck doing whatever, getting just
• 22:15
  punished. And I'm like, holy shit.
• 22:17
  But I was thinking envious on both sides, him having a slave
• 22:22
  and me being a slave. But the fact that this doctor
• 22:25
  had his, that's how his wife spent her weekends, you know,
• 22:28
  they were single, but during the week, everybody went to work.
• 22:30
  And on the weekends, she was just kept naked and just abused
• 22:34
  all weekend and just a piece of meat, you know, like, that's
• 22:36
  awesome. So have you all seen the IKEA
• 22:39
  commercial? It was officially banned to
• 22:42
  actually air on TV, but it did for a very short time.
• 22:45
  But it was a husband and wife. They're running around the house
• 22:48
  now. The wife is a farmer in overalls
• 22:51
  and the husband is naked wearing a pig mask.
• 22:54
  OK. You all have not.
• 22:56
  Seen this? I'm IKEA.
• 22:59
  I'm going to send you the link because it's fucking hilarious.
• 23:02
  You'll see what happens at the end of it.
• 23:04
  I want to Google it. I'm going to send it to or.
• 23:07
  On a break. Yes, it is hilarious.
• 23:10
  You'll watch the outcome of what happens at the end of the
• 23:12
  commercial. It's quite funny they.
• 23:14
  Should let us make a commercial. They should be fucked up.
• 23:17
  Yeah. Another thing I got turned on by
• 23:20
  that was creepy and I kind of felt bad for it.
• 23:23
  Have you ever seen Black Mirror? No.
• 23:26
  Now that's a fucked up show. Every episode is something even
• 23:30
  more extreme. OK, one of them.
• 23:32
  Just an example. This is a real 1 is they they're
• 23:36
  in this room and they're forced to watch porn.
• 23:38
  And if they look away from it, then it stops playing.
• 23:41
  But you have to look at it or something like that.
• 23:43
  And it was like a forced thing. And people would be like, oh,
• 23:46
  I'm going to masturbate. And other people be like this is
• 23:48
  sick, you know, like, but there was this one episode where he
• 23:50
  was forced to like he was being blackmailed to have sex with a
• 23:55
  pig on national television. And I liked that.
• 24:02
  I don't know fucking why? Because it it also when I was
• 24:06
  done masturbating, I I got sick to my stomach for liking it.
• 24:10
  It was weird. I get it.
• 24:12
  I don't think it's hot that he had sex with a pig.
• 24:15
  I think it was hot. I mean the.
• 24:16
  Humiliation of it was the degradation.
• 24:18
  I think it was the humiliation. Of it would you imagine
• 24:20
  yourself, you imagine yourself absolutely being completely out
• 24:24
  of control and totally degraded and your pussy was soaking wet
• 24:28
  and you wanted more? It doesn't make sense.
• 24:30
  It's OK, I get it it. Doesn't fucking make, but it's.
• 24:34
  Watch that show. That's a really good show.
• 24:36
  We're going to watch it. You know, spark people do one at
• 24:39
  a time, as long as you're not hurting somebody else that
• 24:42
  doesn't want to be. And no animals, and no.
• 24:44
  Animals don't. Fuck a pig.
• 24:45
  I'm that's. Not.
• 24:47
  I don't. Yeah.
• 24:48
  I'm not cool with it. No innocence.
• 24:50
  No, not at all. But it's still the reality of
• 24:53
  him being degraded. And that sentence is Yeah.
• 24:56
  But you wouldn't even have to have the pig.
• 24:58
  You could and. You like, like you being
• 24:59
  blindfolded and he liked having sex.
• 25:01
  He was. Enjoying it.
• 25:02
  A couple of homeless guys come out there where you're in A and
• 25:05
  threw up a couple times in the stable and you're covered in
• 25:08
  poop and dirt and mud and you get a chainer on your neck and
• 25:11
  they're all urinating on you, taking turns passing year round.
• 25:15
  You know what it feels like though?
• 25:16
  It feels like I'm center of attention.
• 25:18
  OK, but in a really messed up way.
• 25:20
  Yeah, but. I'm center of attention on it.
• 25:22
  OK, it's all for me. But your current your.
• 25:25
  Current I don't know. Your current overlord though,
• 25:28
  He's not going to be sharing you around.
• 25:29
  He's going to keep you from himself, right?
• 25:31
  Oh, yeah, for sure. OK.
• 25:32
  Well, but he. Can have sex with the people in
• 25:34
  front of me and I'm tied to something.
• 25:36
  And you can't stop it. Can't stop it?
• 25:38
  That's a sense of humiliation. What about women with strap ONS?
• 25:41
  Would that be humiliating for you if women have strap ONS and.
• 25:45
  I've been fucked by a woman with a strap on.
• 25:47
  It's not appealing to me. Really.
• 25:50
  OK. I've had it with two different
• 25:51
  women too, so one attractive and one not attractive.
• 25:53
  Maybe it was a strap on their knowledge level.
• 25:55
  I mean, I still came. Because the one I use is pretty
• 25:58
  nice. I don't feel like I still like
• 25:59
  got off, I just didn't find it mentally appealing.
• 26:02
  OK. I think you like the Wiener.
• 26:04
  I do like the Wiener, that's why I'm like.
• 26:06
  I wouldn't say I'm necessarily bisexual, but I'm strictly
• 26:09
  diggly. But I like boobies.
• 26:10
  Complete the bisexual part of it and just look at the submission
• 26:14
  part. What if you wanted to see you be
• 26:16
  dominated by several women wearing strap ONS and it's that
• 26:19
  you being degraded by them and dragging you by your hair and
• 26:21
  calling you a bitch it. Would feel like it'd feel fake
• 26:23
  because I feel like. That fake bitch.
• 26:25
  I bet I can find a few angry lesbians who won't make it fake,
• 26:28
  yeah? It's hard to feel degraded by a
• 26:31
  woman. I feel like it's more to be done
• 26:34
  by a man because for a woman you're just like, OK, you know
• 26:36
  what I mean? Like not saying I want to have a
• 26:38
  bunch of men. I'm just saying I don't feel
• 26:40
  that sense. Of it's it's like me being
• 26:43
  dominated by a woman is better than a male.
• 26:45
  Yeah, it just doesn't work right in the brain.
• 26:47
  It feels better. I've done both couples are the
• 26:50
  best because I get like both flavors, but it's always a
• 26:53
  female needs to be the number one boss for me.
• 26:55
  It's just. I like to dominate the woman
• 26:57
  because I don't like to be having the attention from the
• 27:00
  woman. I like to give the attention.
• 27:01
  Me and my partner give the attention to this person.
• 27:04
  I don't think that's connected to what we've been talking about
• 27:06
  though. Then we are off way off course.
• 27:09
  Yeah, we were talking about a very light article and then we
• 27:11
  got to to be completely. We do not endorse the fucking of
• 27:17
  pigs only eating bacon and traditional Yeah, but not like
• 27:21
  that No, that's that's terrible. It's.
• 27:24
  A really, really fucked up show. People do bad shit out there.
• 27:29
  I've I've masturbated. Oh, there was this one where he
• 27:31
  was forced to be in a an AI and he'd go in and have sex but
• 27:37
  ended up being his best friend. A guy best friend was a woman
• 27:41
  and he could feel what it was like to be a woman.
• 27:43
  And then they're both their wives, found out about it and
• 27:45
  eventually they just left it alone and the men could still do
• 27:48
  it at the end of the show. So that they put his brain like
• 27:50
  a robot body or something. Kind of the AI and they would
• 27:53
  like go into. It virtual reality.
• 27:55
  Virtual reality. And they would feel it, yeah.
• 27:58
  And they fell in love in some sort of way, but not with each
• 28:00
  other, but with the characters, because when they were in, they
• 28:03
  would just sit on the couch and do it together.
• 28:04
  I'm looking forward to all this robot shit and AI and it's just
• 28:08
  going to be interesting. I would like to feel.
• 28:10
  About that but. Well, think if you're in, If you
• 28:13
  could put it in some kind of a virtual simulation where you can
• 28:16
  feel everything but nothing's real, when nobody gets hurt, you
• 28:20
  can do whatever the fuck you want.
• 28:21
  That would be all. I would stay.
• 28:22
  I get a fucker, yeah, because then I can then you can get
• 28:26
  well. It's like a dream.
• 28:27
  Then you wake up from it. Yeah, you can go all the way.
• 28:29
  And I said to somebody before Ruby was really into some hard
• 28:33
  shit. And I tell people if we have
• 28:35
  Star Trek medicine when I'm going to explain that during the
• 28:38
  24th century and they can basically reattach any limbs
• 28:42
  that can cure almost any illness.
• 28:43
  If we had that kind of medicine now, I would be a limitless so
• 28:48
  because that way I can let all my fantasies come out.
• 28:50
  Terrible things, but common sense is to take over, because
• 28:53
  if somebody rips my fingernail out, it's going to take about a
• 28:56
  year for that damn thing to grow back and I've got work to do.
• 29:00
  Yeah, so true. Have you seen the movie Teeth?
• 29:03
  Oh yeah, my. Brother told me to watch that
• 29:05
  but it was the vagina with teeth in it or something.
• 29:08
  Yes. There's a specific episode or a
• 29:11
  part of it that I look up. It's about her in the doctor's
• 29:13
  office, and he's trying to shove his whole hand in there.
• 29:16
  OK. And that part was turning me on.
• 29:18
  And then literally she chomped down on his hand and he was
• 29:21
  like. That was the thing they used to
• 29:24
  tell boys, especially around church communities.
• 29:26
  I always got teeth in there. Don't do that.
• 29:28
  And then scares them good. It's a good it's a good movie to
• 29:33
  show kids, to scare them when they reap.
• 29:34
  I would prefer them to, you know, be honest, but we are
• 29:38
  talking about church, so we can't have that.
• 29:41
  Yeah, I went there. Church lies regardless.
• 29:44
  Anyway, but what I'm getting there is you fucked these kids
• 29:47
  up so early, so I'm like, you know, oh, here's this, nothing
• 29:50
  bad is going to happen. Oh, that vagina's got teeth in
• 29:53
  it. Don't stick you whatever in
• 29:54
  there. You fill them with so much
• 29:56
  bullshit from day one and then OK, bam, you're an adult.
• 29:59
  OK, now what's real and what's not.
• 30:00
  So you're already fucked up during your most learnable
• 30:03
  years. Now fuck all these assholes.
• 30:06
  And they tell you, oh, God made you like you, but you have to
• 30:09
  fight all these sinful thoughts. But God made us like this and
• 30:12
  all of our thoughts are usually the same.
• 30:14
  I don't think we should fight a part of ourselves.
• 30:16
  We just need to learn to look within and see what's OK and
• 30:19
  what's not OK. Look on MIAs face is very
• 30:22
  interesting. She's owned out.
• 30:24
  I did so now you. 2 Shut the fuck up.
• 30:27
  No, it's. Going in.
• 30:29
  It's interesting with the banter, it's very cool.
• 30:31
  It's hard 'cause she's a Dom. It's it's a lot between the two
• 30:34
  of you, though. It's kind of funny.
• 30:36
  I'm sitting here in the middle and it's like, woof.
• 30:38
  Hey, sometimes I sit in the middle of y'all.
• 30:41
  I'm I'm, I listen, I totally get it.
• 30:43
  But we can pull you in. Let's let's do it.
• 30:46
  Tell her something dirty, man. No, tell her something dirty.
• 30:49
  Oh my gosh, you know, just simple fact.
• 30:52
  Charles had mentioned earlier about the guy's fetish of being
• 30:56
  passed around but being shit and pissed on.
• 30:58
  I've already known several people who want that fantasy,
• 31:01
  you know, And I think one of the grossest things he wanted was to
• 31:06
  actually eat vomit, and we made that reality come true for him.
• 31:10
  Oh, I remember that story. We put a big old funnel.
• 31:13
  He brought a big old funnel with tube and everything else.
• 31:16
  And you know, my niece, she was pregnant at the time and she
• 31:19
  says I have no problem vomiting in this funnel.
• 31:22
  I'm like, well, you go ahead and do that.
• 31:24
  For the audience, the look on Leo's face is not one of
• 31:27
  arousal. No.
• 31:28
  No, it is. Repulsed.
• 31:30
  Yes. She's she's not happy, No.
• 31:32
  So we found a limit. Congratulations.
• 31:35
  It is a limit too. Yeah, but like the vomit was
• 31:37
  more obvious. For you sucked a Dick so hard
• 31:40
  that I vomited and he made me keep going.
• 31:42
  I did too. Yeah, right.
• 31:45
  But both of you they. Hated it but afterwards I'm
• 31:47
  like. It was Burger King.
• 31:49
  There were pieces of fries everywhere and he's like just
• 31:51
  scooped it off. Oh God.
• 31:53
  It's disgusting. Mine was just water.
• 31:55
  Thank God. No, no, I was junking.
• 31:57
  Oh my God, yeah, it was hilarious.
• 32:00
  We are. Something.
• 32:02
  Totally something. My wife was watching while it
• 32:04
  happened. Wow.
• 32:06
  And neither one of them were repulsed by it.
• 32:07
  Wow. Man, my Dick can do that it.
• 32:11
  Was it was a nice size black penis and that's why I said if
• 32:15
  you Deep Throat me, I just ate. I warned him and he's like, he
• 32:18
  just wanted to fuck those tonsils and he did.
• 32:20
  Like he went all over his laps. He's kind of scraped enough.
• 32:23
  You need to stop right now. We're getting ready to go eat
• 32:26
  lunch and I'm thankful that I don't fucking eat Burger King.
• 32:29
  Fuck Jesus God damn it. All right enough.
• 32:37
  All right. Anyhow, let's close this shit
• 32:40
  out. You too.
• 32:41
  You have set the life out of me this morning.
• 32:44
  That sounds hot. Yeah.
• 32:47
  We sucked your dry, you do toes. All right, so it's been fun.
• 32:52
  You ready, Liv? No, no, let Charles do.
• 32:54
  It you should do it, Do it sexy. It sounds better.
• 32:56
  Listen. To you.
• 32:57
  It's OK. I'll do a thick paper.
• 32:59
  You're pretty. You can do it.
• 33:01
  All right until then, Liv, this has been the latest episode of.
• 33:05
  Call me Mistress.