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- 0:20Speaker 1: by Charles Blakemore Afterward, Part one. Oh there is one,
- 0:29Speaker 1: of course, but you'll never know it. The assertion, laughingly
- 0:33Speaker 1: flung out six months earlier in a bright June garden,
- 0:37Speaker 1: came back to Mary Boyne with a new perception of
- 0:39Speaker 1: its significance as she stood in the December dusk waiting
- 0:43Speaker 1: for the lamps to be brought into the library. The
- 0:46Speaker 1: words had been spoken by their friend Alida's stare as
- 0:49Speaker 1: they sat at tea on her lawn at Pangburn, in
- 0:52Speaker 1: reference to the very house of which the library in
- 0:55Speaker 1: question was the central the pivotal feature Mary Boyne and
- 0:59Speaker 1: her husband, in quest of a country place in one
- 1:02Speaker 1: of the southern or southwestern counties, had, on their arrival
- 1:05Speaker 1: in England, carried their problem straight to alid Astaire, who
- 1:09Speaker 1: had successfully solved it in her own case. But it
- 1:12Speaker 1: was not until they had rejected, almost capriciously several practical
- 1:15Speaker 1: and judicious suggestions that she threw out, well, there's lying
- 1:20Speaker 1: in Dorsetshire. It belongs to Hugo's cousins, and you can
- 1:24Speaker 1: get it for a song. The reason she gave for
- 1:27Speaker 1: its being obtainable on these terms, its remoteness from a station,
- 1:31Speaker 1: its lack of electric light, hot water pipes, and other
- 1:35Speaker 1: vulgar necessities were exactly those pleading in its favor, with
- 1:39Speaker 1: two romantic Americans perversely in search of the economic drawbacks
- 1:44Speaker 1: which were associated in their tradition with unusual architectural felicities.
- 1:50Speaker 1: I should never believe I was living in an old
- 1:53Speaker 1: house unless I was thoroughly uncomfortable. Ned Boyne, the more
- 1:57Speaker 1: extravagant of the two, had jocosely insisted the least hint
- 2:01Speaker 1: of convenience would make me think it had been bought
- 2:03Speaker 1: out of an exhibition, with the pieces numbered and set
- 2:05Speaker 1: up again, And they had proceeded to enumerate with humorous
- 2:09Speaker 1: precision their various doubts and demands, refusing to believe that
- 2:13Speaker 1: the house their friend recommended was really tutor until they
- 2:17Speaker 1: learned it had no heating system, or that the village
- 2:20Speaker 1: church was literally in the grounds, until she assured them
- 2:23Speaker 1: of the deplorable uncertainty of the water supply. It's too
- 2:28Speaker 1: uncomfortable to be true. Edward Boyne had continued to exult
- 2:33Speaker 1: as the avowal of each disadvantage was successively wrung from her.
- 2:37Speaker 1: But he had cut short his rhapsody to ask, with
- 2:40Speaker 1: a relapse to distrust, and the ghost you've been concealing
- 2:44Speaker 1: from us the fact that there is no ghost. Mary
- 2:48Speaker 1: at the moment had laughed with him, yet almost with
- 2:51Speaker 1: her laugh, being possessed of several sets of independent perceptions,
- 2:56Speaker 1: had been struck by a note of flatness in Alida's
- 2:59Speaker 1: answer hilarity, Oh, Dorset, you're full of ghosts, you know, yes, yes,
- 3:05Speaker 1: but that won't do. I don't want to have to
- 3:07Speaker 1: drive ten miles to see somebody else's ghost. I want
- 3:11Speaker 1: one of my own. On the premises, is there a
- 3:14Speaker 1: ghost at Lyne, His rejoinder had made a lead a
- 3:17Speaker 1: laugh again, and it was then that she had flung
- 3:20Speaker 1: back tantalizingly. Oh, there is one, of course, but you'll
- 3:24Speaker 1: never know it, never know it, Boyne pulled her up.
- 3:28Speaker 1: But what in the world constitutes a ghost except the
- 3:32Speaker 1: fact of its being known? For one? I can't say.
- 3:36Speaker 1: But that's the story, that there's a ghost, but that
- 3:39Speaker 1: nobody knows it's a ghost, well, not till afterward, at
- 3:44Speaker 1: any rate, till afterward, not till long, long afterward. But
- 3:52Speaker 1: if it's once been identified as an unearthly visitant, why
- 3:55Speaker 1: hasn't its signal mon been handed down in the family?
- 3:59Speaker 1: How is it made managed to preserve its incognito. Alita
- 4:03Speaker 1: could only shake her head, don't ask me, but it has.
- 4:08Speaker 1: And then suddenly Mary spoke up, as if from cavernous
- 4:12Speaker 1: depths of divination. Suddenly, long afterward, one says to one's self,
- 4:17Speaker 1: that was it. She was startled at the sepulchral sound
- 4:21Speaker 1: with which her question fell on the banter of the
- 4:24Speaker 1: other two, and she saw the shadow of the same
- 4:27Speaker 1: surprise flit across Alita's pupils. I suppose, so one just
- 4:33Speaker 1: has to wait, Oh, hang, waiting, Ned broke in. Life's
- 4:38Speaker 1: too short for a ghost who could only be enjoyed
- 4:40Speaker 1: in a retrospect. Can't read it better than that, Mary.
- 4:45Speaker 1: But it turned out that in the event, they were
- 4:47Speaker 1: not destined to for within three months of their conversation
- 4:52Speaker 1: with Missus Stare, they were settled at lying and the
- 4:55Speaker 1: life they had yearned for to the point of planning
- 4:58Speaker 1: it in advance in all its daily to tales had
- 5:01Speaker 1: actually begun for them. It was to sit in the
- 5:06Speaker 1: thick December dusk by just such a wide hooded fireplace,
- 5:11Speaker 1: under just such black oak rafters, with the sense that
- 5:15Speaker 1: beyond the mullioned panes the downs were darkened to a
- 5:19Speaker 1: deeper solitude. It was for the ultimate indulgence of such
- 5:24Speaker 1: sensations that Mary Boyne, abruptly exiled from New York by
- 5:28Speaker 1: her husband's business, had endured for nearly fourteen years the
- 5:33Speaker 1: sole deadening ugliness of a middle Western town, and that
- 5:38Speaker 1: Boyne had ground on doggedly at his engineering till with
- 5:42Speaker 1: a suddenness that still made her blink. The prodigious windfall
- 5:46Speaker 1: of the Blue star Mine had put them at a
- 5:49Speaker 1: stroke in possession of life and the leisure to taste it.
- 5:53Speaker 1: They had never, for a moment meant their new state
- 5:56Speaker 1: to be one of idleness, but they meant to give
- 5:59Speaker 1: themselves only to harmonious activities. She had her vision of
- 6:04Speaker 1: painting and gardening against a background of gray walls. He
- 6:08Speaker 1: dreamed of the production of his long planned book on
- 6:11Speaker 1: the quote economic basis of culture, And with such absorbing
- 6:18Speaker 1: work ahead, no existence could be too sequestered, they could
- 6:21Speaker 1: not get far enough from the world or plunge deep
- 6:24Speaker 1: enough into the past. Dorsetshire had attracted them from the
- 6:30Speaker 1: first by an air of remoteness, out of all proportion
- 6:34Speaker 1: with its geographical position. But to the Boyns it was
- 6:37Speaker 1: one of the ever recurring wonders of the whole incredibly
- 6:41Speaker 1: compressed island, a nest of counties. As they put it,
- 6:45Speaker 1: that for the production of its effects, so little of
- 6:48Speaker 1: a given distance went so far, that so few miles
- 6:52Speaker 1: made a distance, and so short a distance a difference.
- 6:57Speaker 1: It's that Ned had once enthusiastically explained, that gives such
- 7:02Speaker 1: depth to their effects, such relief to their contrasts. They've
- 7:06Speaker 1: been able to lay the butter so thick on every
- 7:09Speaker 1: delicious mouthful. The butter had certainly been laid on thick
- 7:14Speaker 1: at lying The old house, hidden under a shoulder of
- 7:18Speaker 1: the downs, had almost all the finer marks of commerce
- 7:21Speaker 1: with a protracted past. The mere fact that it was
- 7:25Speaker 1: neither large nor exceptional, made it, to the Boynes abound
- 7:29Speaker 1: the more completely in its special charm, the charm of
- 7:32Speaker 1: having been for centuries a deep, dim reservoir of life.
- 7:37Speaker 1: The life had probably not been of the most vivid
- 7:41Speaker 1: order for long periods. No doubt it had fallen as
- 7:44Speaker 1: noiselessly into the past as the quiet drizzle of autumn
- 7:47Speaker 1: fell hour after hour into the fish pond between the ewes.
- 7:52Speaker 1: But these backwaters of existence sometimes breed, in their sluggish
- 7:56Speaker 1: depths strange acuities of emotion, and Mary Boyne had felt
- 8:01Speaker 1: from the first the mysterious stir of intenser memories. The
- 8:07Speaker 1: feeling had ever been stronger than on this particular afternoon,
- 8:11Speaker 1: when waiting in the library for the lamps to come,
- 8:14Speaker 1: she rose from her seat and stood among the shadows
- 8:17Speaker 1: of the hearth. Her husband had gone off after luncheon
- 8:20Speaker 1: for one of his long tramps on the downs. She
- 8:24Speaker 1: had noticed of late that he preferred to go alone,
- 8:27Speaker 1: and in the tried security of their personal relations, had
- 8:31Speaker 1: been driven to conclude that his book was bothering him,
- 8:34Speaker 1: and that he needed the afternoons to turn over in
- 8:37Speaker 1: solitude the problems left from the morning's work. Certainly, the
- 8:41Speaker 1: book was not going as smoothly as she had thought
- 8:43Speaker 1: it would, and there were lines of perplexity between his
- 8:46Speaker 1: eyes such as had never been there in his engineering days.
- 8:50Speaker 1: He had often then looked fagged to the verge of illness,
- 8:53Speaker 1: but the native demon of worry had never branded his brow.
- 8:58Speaker 1: Yet the few pages he had so far read to her,
- 9:00Speaker 1: the introduction and a summary of the opening chapter, showed
- 9:04Speaker 1: a firm hold on his subject and an increasing confidence
- 9:08Speaker 1: in his powers. The fact threw her into deeper perplexity,
- 9:12Speaker 1: since now that he had done with business and its
- 9:14Speaker 1: disturbing contingencies, the one other possible source of anxiety was eliminated,
- 9:21Speaker 1: unless it were his health then, but physically he had
- 9:24Speaker 1: gained since they had come to Dorsetshire, grown robuster, ruddier,
- 9:28Speaker 1: and fresher eyed. Twas only within the last week that
- 9:32Speaker 1: she had felt in him, the indefinable change which made
- 9:36Speaker 1: her restless in his absence, and as tongue tied in
- 9:39Speaker 1: his presence, as though it were she who had a
- 9:42Speaker 1: secret to keep from him. The thought that there was
- 9:46Speaker 1: a secret somewhere between them struck her with a sudden
- 9:51Speaker 1: rap of wonder, and she looked about her down the
- 9:54Speaker 1: long room. Can it be the house, she mused? The
- 9:59Speaker 1: room it self might have been full of secrets. They
- 10:03Speaker 1: seemed to be piling themselves up as evening fell, like
- 10:07Speaker 1: the layers and layers of velvet shadow dropping from the
- 10:10Speaker 1: low ceiling, the rows of books, the smoke blurred sculpture
- 10:16Speaker 1: of the hearth. Why, of course the house is haunted,
- 10:21Speaker 1: she reflected the ghost Alida's imperceptible ghost. After figuring largely
- 10:29Speaker 1: in the banter of their first month or two, it
- 10:31Speaker 1: Lying had been gradually left aside as too ineffectual for
- 10:35Speaker 1: imaginative use. Mary had, indeed, as became the tenant of
- 10:39Speaker 1: a haunted house, made the customary inquiries among her rural neighbors.
- 10:44Speaker 1: But beyond a vague they do say so, ma'am, The
- 10:48Speaker 1: villagers had nothing to impart. The elusive specter had apparently
- 10:53Speaker 1: never had sufficient identity for a legend to crystallize about it,
- 10:58Speaker 1: and after a time the boy and had set the
- 11:00Speaker 1: matter down to their profit and loss account, agreeing that
- 11:04Speaker 1: Lying was one of the few houses good enough in
- 11:06Speaker 1: itself to dispense with supernatural enhancements. And I suppose, poor
- 11:13Speaker 1: ineffectual demon, that's why it beats its beautiful wings in
- 11:17Speaker 1: vain in the void, Mary had laughingly concluded, or rather
- 11:22Speaker 1: ned answered, in the same strain, why amid so much
- 11:25Speaker 1: that's ghostly? It can never affirm its separate existence as
- 11:29Speaker 1: the ghost, and thereupon their invisible housemate had finally dropped
- 11:35Speaker 1: out of their references, which were numerous enough to make
- 11:38Speaker 1: them soon unaware of the loss. Now, as she stood
- 11:43Speaker 1: on the hearth, the subject of their earlier curiosity revived
- 11:47Speaker 1: in her with a new sense of its meaning, a
- 11:49Speaker 1: sense gradually acquired through daily contact with the scene of
- 11:54Speaker 1: the lurking mystery. It was the house itself, of course,
- 11:58Speaker 1: that possessed the ghost seeing faculty, that communed visually but
- 12:03Speaker 1: secretly with its own past. If one could only get
- 12:06Speaker 1: into close enough communion with the house, one might surprise
- 12:10Speaker 1: its secret and acquire the ghost sight on one's own account,
- 12:15Speaker 1: perhaps in his long hours in this very room, where
- 12:18Speaker 1: she never trespassed till the afternoon, her husband had acquired
- 12:23Speaker 1: it already and was silently carrying about the weight of
- 12:27Speaker 1: whatever it had revealed to him. Mary was too well
- 12:31Speaker 1: versed in the code of the spectral world not to
- 12:35Speaker 1: know that one could not talk about the ghosts one saw.
- 12:39Speaker 1: To do so was almost as great a breach of
- 12:41Speaker 1: taste as to name a lady in a club. But
- 12:45Speaker 1: this explanation did not really satisfy her what after all,
- 12:50Speaker 1: except for the fun of the shutter, she reflected, would
- 12:52Speaker 1: he really care for any of their old ghosts? And
- 12:56Speaker 1: thence she was thrown back once more on the fundamental dilemma,
- 13:00Speaker 1: the fact that one's greater or less susceptibility to spectral
- 13:04Speaker 1: influences had no particular bearing on the case, since when
- 13:09Speaker 1: one did see a ghost, it lying, one did not
- 13:11Speaker 1: know it, not till long afterwards. Alida Staire had said, well,
- 13:17Speaker 1: supposing ned had seen one when they first came, and
- 13:20Speaker 1: had known only within the last week what had happened
- 13:23Speaker 1: to him. More and more under the spell of the hour,
- 13:27Speaker 1: she threw back her thoughts to the early days of
- 13:29Speaker 1: their tenancy, but at first only to recall a lively
- 13:33Speaker 1: confusion of unpacking, settling, arranging of books, and calling to
- 13:38Speaker 1: each other from remote corners of the house, as treasure
- 13:41Speaker 1: after treasure it revealed itself to them. It was in
- 13:45Speaker 1: this particular connection that she presently recalled a certain soft
- 13:49Speaker 1: afternoon of the previous October, when passing from the first
- 13:54Speaker 1: rapturous flurry of exploration to a detailed inspection of the
- 13:58Speaker 1: old house, she had pressed, like a novel heroine, a
- 14:02Speaker 1: panel that opened on a flight of corkscrew stairs leading
- 14:06Speaker 1: to a flat ledge on the roof, the roof which
- 14:09Speaker 1: from below seemed to slope away on all sides, too
- 14:13Speaker 1: abruptly for any but practiced feet to scale. The view
- 14:18Speaker 1: from this hidden coin was enchanting, and she had flown
- 14:23Speaker 1: down to snatch ned from his papers and give him
- 14:26Speaker 1: the freedom of her discovery. She remembered still, how standing
- 14:31Speaker 1: at her side, he had passed his arm about her
- 14:33Speaker 1: while their gaze flew to the long tossed horizon line
- 14:37Speaker 1: of the Downs, and then dropped contentedly back to trace
- 14:41Speaker 1: the arabesque of yew hedges about the fish pond, and
- 14:45Speaker 1: the shadow of the cedar on the lawn. And now
- 14:48Speaker 1: the other way, he had said, turning her about within
- 14:51Speaker 1: his arm and closely pressed to him, she had absorbed,
- 14:55Speaker 1: like some long, satisfying draft, the picture of the gray
- 14:58Speaker 1: walled court, the squat lions on the gates, and the
- 15:02Speaker 1: lime avenue reaching up to the high road under the Downs.
- 15:07Speaker 1: It was just then, while they gazed and held each other,
- 15:11Speaker 1: that she had felt his arm relax and heard a
- 15:14Speaker 1: sharp low. It made her turn to glance at him distinctly. Yes,
- 15:21Speaker 1: she now recalled that she had seen as she glanced
- 15:25Speaker 1: a shadow of anxiety of perplexity rather fall across his face,
- 15:30Speaker 1: and following his eyes had beheld the figure of a man,
- 15:34Speaker 1: a man in loose, grayish clothes, as it appeared to her,
- 15:38Speaker 1: who was sauntering down the lime avenue to the court
- 15:41Speaker 1: with a doubtful gait of a stranger who seeks his way.
- 15:46Speaker 1: Her short sighted eyes had given her but a blurred
- 15:49Speaker 1: impression of slightness and grayishness, with something foreign or at
- 15:54Speaker 1: least unlocal in the cut of the figure or its dress.
- 15:58Speaker 1: But her husband had apparently seen more seen enough to
- 16:02Speaker 1: make him push past her with a hasty weight and
- 16:05Speaker 1: dashed down the stairs without pausing to give her a hand.
- 16:10Speaker 1: A slight tendency to dizziness obliged her, after a provisional
- 16:15Speaker 1: clutch at the chimney against which they had been leaning,
- 16:17Speaker 1: to follow him first, more cautiously, and when she had
- 16:21Speaker 1: reached the landing, she paused again for a less definite reason,
- 16:25Speaker 1: leaning over the banister to strain her eyes through the
- 16:28Speaker 1: silence of the brown sun flecked depths. She lingered there
- 16:33Speaker 1: till somewhere in those depths she heard the closing of
- 16:37Speaker 1: a door, then mechanically impelled She went down the shallow
- 16:40Speaker 1: flights of steps till she reached the lower hall. The
- 16:44Speaker 1: front door stood open on the sunlight of the court,
- 16:48Speaker 1: and hall and court were empty. The library door was
- 16:53Speaker 1: open too, and after listening in vain for any sound
- 16:56Speaker 1: of voices within, she crossed the threshold and found her
- 16:59Speaker 1: husban alone, vaguely fingering the papers on his desk. He
- 17:04Speaker 1: looked up as if surprised at her entrance, but the
- 17:07Speaker 1: shadow of anxiety had passed from his face, leaving it
- 17:10Speaker 1: even as she fancied, a little brighter and clearer than usual.
- 17:15Speaker 1: What was it? Who was it? She asked? Who? He repeated,
- 17:19Speaker 1: with the surprise still all on his side. The man
- 17:22Speaker 1: we saw coming toward the house. He seemed to reflect
- 17:26Speaker 1: the man. Why I thought I saw Peter as I
- 17:29Speaker 1: dashed after him to say a word about the stable drains,
- 17:31Speaker 1: But he had disappeared before I could get down. Disappeared,
- 17:36Speaker 1: but he seemed to be walking so slowly when we
- 17:38Speaker 1: saw him. Boyne shrugged his shoulders, so I thought, but
- 17:44Speaker 1: he must have got up steam in the interval. What
- 17:47Speaker 1: do you say to our trying to scramble up meldon
- 17:49Speaker 1: steep before sunset? That was all at the time the
- 17:56Speaker 1: occurrence had been less than nothing, had indeed been immediately
- 17:59Speaker 1: obliterate by the magic of their first vision from Meldon Steep,
- 18:03Speaker 1: a height which they had dreamed of climbing ever since
- 18:06Speaker 1: they had first seen its bare spine rising above the
- 18:10Speaker 1: roof of line. Doubtless, it was the mere fact of
- 18:14Speaker 1: the other incidents having occurred on the very day of
- 18:16Speaker 1: their ascent to Meldon that had kept it stored away
- 18:20Speaker 1: in the fold of memory from which it now emerged,
- 18:23Speaker 1: For in itself it had no mark of the portentis
- 18:27Speaker 1: At the moment, there could have been nothing more natural
- 18:30Speaker 1: than that Ned should dash himself from the roof in
- 18:33Speaker 1: pursuit of dilatory tradesmen. Twas the period when they were
- 18:37Speaker 1: always on the watch for one or the other of
- 18:39Speaker 1: the specialists employed about the place, always lying in wait
- 18:43Speaker 1: for them, and rushing out at them with questions, reproaches,
- 18:47Speaker 1: or reminders. And certainly in the distance the gray figure
- 18:51Speaker 1: had looked like Peter's. Yet now, as she reviewed the scene,
- 18:56Speaker 1: she felt her husband's explanation of it to have been
- 18:59Speaker 1: in vaisalidated by the look of anxiety on his face.
- 19:04Speaker 1: Why had the familiar appearance of Peter's made him anxious, Why,
- 19:08Speaker 1: above all, if it was of such prime necessity to
- 19:12Speaker 1: confer with him on the subject of the stable drains,
- 19:14Speaker 1: had the failure to find him produced such a look
- 19:17Speaker 1: of relief. Mary could not say that any one of
- 19:21Speaker 1: these questions had occurred to her at the time. Yet
- 19:24Speaker 1: from the promptness with which they now marshaled themselves at
- 19:27Speaker 1: her summons, she had a sense that they must all
- 19:30Speaker 1: along have been there waiting their hour. Two. Weary with
- 19:42Speaker 1: her thoughts, she moved to the window. The library was
- 19:46Speaker 1: now quite dark, and she was surprised to see how
- 19:50Speaker 1: much faint light the outer world still held as she
- 19:55Speaker 1: peered out into it. Across the court, a figure shaped
- 19:58Speaker 1: itself far down the perspect active of bare limes. It
- 20:02Speaker 1: looked a mere blot of deeper gray in the grayness,
- 20:05Speaker 1: and for an instant as it moved toward her, her
- 20:08Speaker 1: heart thumped to the thought it's the ghost. She had time,
- 20:15Speaker 1: in that long instant to feel suddenly that the man
- 20:18Speaker 1: of whom two months earlier she had had a distant
- 20:21Speaker 1: vision from the roof, was now at his predestined hour,
- 20:25Speaker 1: about to reveal himself as not having been Peter's and
- 20:29Speaker 1: her spirit sank under the impending fear of the disclosure.
- 20:34Speaker 1: But almost with the next tick of the clock, the figure,
- 20:37Speaker 1: gaining substance and character, showed itself even to her weak sight,
- 20:42Speaker 1: as her husband's, and she turned to meet him as
- 20:45Speaker 1: he entered, with the confession of her folly. It's really
- 20:50Speaker 1: too absurd, she laughed up. But I never can remember
- 20:54Speaker 1: remember what, Boyne questioned, as they drew together, that when
- 20:58Speaker 1: one sees the lion ghost, one never knows it. Her
- 21:03Speaker 1: hand was on his sleeve, and he kept it there,
- 21:05Speaker 1: but with no response in his gesture or in the
- 21:08Speaker 1: lines of his preoccupied face. Did you think you'd seen it?
- 21:13Speaker 1: He asked, after an appreciable interval. Why I actually took
- 21:17Speaker 1: you for it, my dear, in my mad determination to
- 21:20Speaker 1: spot it me Just now His arm dropped away, and
- 21:25Speaker 1: he turned from her with a faint echo of her laugh. Really, dearest,
- 21:30Speaker 1: you'd better give it up if that's the best you
- 21:33Speaker 1: can do. Oh, yes, I give it up, have you,
- 21:38Speaker 1: she asked, turning round on him. Abruptly, the parlor maid
- 21:43Speaker 1: had entered with letters and a lamp, and the light
- 21:46Speaker 1: struck up into Boyne's face as he bent above the
- 21:49Speaker 1: tray she presented, Have you, Mary perversely insisted, when the
- 21:56Speaker 1: servant had disappeared on her errand of illumination, and by
- 22:00Speaker 1: what he rejoined absently, the light bringing out the sharp
- 22:04Speaker 1: stamp of worry between his brows as he turned over
- 22:07Speaker 1: the letters, given up trying to see the ghost. Her
- 22:11Speaker 1: heart beat a little at the experiment she was making.
- 22:16Speaker 1: Her husband, laying his letters aside, moved away into the
- 22:19Speaker 1: shadow of the hearth. I never tried, he said, tearing
- 22:25Speaker 1: open the wrapper of a newspaper. Well, of course, Mary persisted.
- 22:30Speaker 1: The exasperating thing is that there's no use trying, since
- 22:34Speaker 1: one can't be sure till so long afterward, he was
- 22:40Speaker 1: unfolding the paper as if he had hardly heard her.
- 22:43Speaker 1: But after a pause during which the sheets rustled spasmodically
- 22:47Speaker 1: between his hands, he looked up to ask, have you
- 22:51Speaker 1: any idea? How long? Mary had sunk into a low
- 22:56Speaker 1: chair beside the fireplace. From her seat, she glanced over,
- 23:01Speaker 1: startled at her husband's profile, which was projected against the
- 23:05Speaker 1: circle of lamp light. No, none, have you, she retorted,
- 23:11Speaker 1: repeating her former phrase with an added stress of intention.
- 23:17Speaker 1: Boyne crumpled the paper into a bunch and then inconsequently
- 23:22Speaker 1: turned back with it toward the lamp. Lord No I
- 23:27Speaker 1: only meant, he exclaimed, with a faint tinge of impatience.
- 23:31Speaker 1: Is there any legend, any tradition as to that? Not
- 23:36Speaker 1: that I know of, she answered. But the impulse to
- 23:38Speaker 1: add what makes you ask was checked by the reappearance
- 23:43Speaker 1: of the parlor maid with tea and a second lamp.
- 23:47Speaker 1: With the dispersal of shadows, and the repetition of the
- 23:50Speaker 1: daily domestic office, Mary Boyne felt herself less oppressed by
- 23:54Speaker 1: that sense of something mutely imminent which had darkened her afternoon.
- 24:00Speaker 1: For a few moments, she gave herself to the details
- 24:03Speaker 1: of her task, and when she looked up from it,
- 24:06Speaker 1: she was struck to the point of bewilderment by the
- 24:08Speaker 1: change in her husband's face. He had seated himself near
- 24:14Speaker 1: the farther lamp and was absorbed in the perusal of
- 24:17Speaker 1: his letters. But was it something he had found in them,
- 24:21Speaker 1: or merely the shifting of her own point of view
- 24:23Speaker 1: that had restored his features to their normal aspect. The
- 24:27Speaker 1: longer she looked, the more definitely the change affirmed itself.
- 24:31Speaker 1: The lines of tension had vanished, and such traces of
- 24:34Speaker 1: fatigue as lingered were of the kind easily attributable to
- 24:38Speaker 1: steady mental effort. He glanced up, as if drawn by
- 24:42Speaker 1: her gaze, and met her eyes with a smile. I'm
- 24:46Speaker 1: dying for my tea, you know. And here's a letter
- 24:49Speaker 1: for you, he said. She took the letter he held
- 24:52Speaker 1: out in exchange for the cup she proffered him, and,
- 24:55Speaker 1: returning to her seat, broke the seal with the languid
- 24:59Speaker 1: gesture of the rea whose interests are all enclosed in
- 25:02Speaker 1: the circle of one cherished presence. Her next conscious motion
- 25:08Speaker 1: was that of starting to her feet, the letter falling
- 25:11Speaker 1: to them as she rose, while she held out to
- 25:14Speaker 1: her husband a newspaper clipping ned what's this? What does
- 25:19Speaker 1: it mean? He had risen at the same instant, almost
- 25:23Speaker 1: as if hearing her cry before she uttered it, and
- 25:26Speaker 1: for a perceptible space of time he and she studied
- 25:29Speaker 1: each other like adversaries, watching for an advantage, across the
- 25:33Speaker 1: space between her chair and his desk. What's what You
- 25:38Speaker 1: fairly made me jump, Boyne said, at length, moving toward
- 25:42Speaker 1: her with a sudden, half exasperated laugh. The shadow of
- 25:46Speaker 1: apprehension was on his face again. Not now a look
- 25:50Speaker 1: of fixed foreboding, but a shifting vigilance of lips and
- 25:53Speaker 1: eyes that gave her the sense of his feeling himself
- 25:56Speaker 1: invisibly surrounded her. Hand shook so that she could hardly
- 26:02Speaker 1: give him the clipping this article from the Walkashaw Sentinel,
- 26:07Speaker 1: that a man named Elwell has brought suit against you,
- 26:11Speaker 1: that there was something wrong about the Blue Star mind.
- 26:13Speaker 1: I can't understand more than half. They continued to face
- 26:18Speaker 1: each other as she spoke, and to her astonishment, she
- 26:21Speaker 1: saw that her words had the almost immediate effect of
- 26:24Speaker 1: dissipating the strange watchfulness of his look. Oh that he
- 26:31Speaker 1: glanced down the printed slip and then folded it with
- 26:34Speaker 1: the gesture of one who handles something harmless and familiar.
- 26:38Speaker 1: What's the matter with you this afternoon, Mary? I thought
- 26:41Speaker 1: you'd got bad news. She stood before him, with her
- 26:46Speaker 1: undefinable terror, subsiding slowly under the reassurance of his tone.
- 26:51Speaker 1: You knew about this, then, it's all right. Certainly I
- 26:55Speaker 1: knew about it, and it's all right. But what is it?
- 26:59Speaker 1: I don't understand. What does this man accuse you of?
- 27:02Speaker 1: Pretty nearly every crime in the calendar, Boynett tossed the
- 27:07Speaker 1: clipping down and thrown himself into an armchair near the fire.
- 27:11Speaker 1: Do you want to hear the story? It's not particularly
- 27:14Speaker 1: interesting just to squabble over interests in the Blue Star.
- 27:19Speaker 1: But who is this Elwill? I don't know the name. Oh,
- 27:23Speaker 1: he's a fellow I put into it, gave my hand up.
- 27:26Speaker 1: I told you all about him at the time. I
- 27:29Speaker 1: dare say, I must have forgotten. Vainly she strained back
- 27:33Speaker 1: among her memories. But if you helped him, why does
- 27:36Speaker 1: he make this return? Probably some shyster lawyer got hold
- 27:41Speaker 1: of him and talked him over. It's all rather technical
- 27:44Speaker 1: and complicated. I thought that kind of thing bored you.
- 27:50Speaker 1: His wife felt a sting of compunction. Theoretically, she deprecated
- 27:56Speaker 1: the American wife's detachment from her husband's professional interests, but
- 28:00Speaker 1: in practice she had always found it difficult to fix
- 28:03Speaker 1: her attention on Boyne's report of the transactions in which
- 28:07Speaker 1: his varied interests involved him. Besides, she had felt during
- 28:12Speaker 1: their years of exile that in a community where the
- 28:14Speaker 1: amenities of living could be obtained only at the cost
- 28:17Speaker 1: of efforts as arduous as her husband's professional labors, such
- 28:22Speaker 1: brief leisure as he and she could command, should be
- 28:25Speaker 1: used as an escape from immediate preoccupations, a flight to
- 28:30Speaker 1: the life they had always dreamed of living once or twice.
- 28:35Speaker 1: Now that this new life had actually drawn its magic
- 28:39Speaker 1: circle about them, she had asked herself if she had
- 28:41Speaker 1: done right. But hitherto such conjectures had been no more
- 28:46Speaker 1: than the retrospective excursions of an active fancy. Now, for
- 28:50Speaker 1: the first time, it startled her a little to find
- 28:53Speaker 1: how little she knew of the material foundation on which
- 28:56Speaker 1: her happiness was built. She glace said her husband, and
- 29:01Speaker 1: was again reassured by the composure of his face. Yet
- 29:05Speaker 1: she felt the need of more definite grounds for her reassurance.
- 29:11Speaker 1: But doesn't this suit worry you? Why have you never
- 29:14Speaker 1: spoken to me about it? He answered both questions at once.
- 29:19Speaker 1: I didn't speak of it at first because it did
- 29:22Speaker 1: worry me, annoyed me rather, But it's all ancient history. Now.
- 29:26Speaker 1: Your correspondent must have got hold of a back number
- 29:29Speaker 1: of the Sentinel. She felt a quick thrill of relief.
- 29:35Speaker 1: You mean it's over. He's lost his case. There was
- 29:39Speaker 1: a just perceptible delay in Boyne's reply. The suit's been withdrawn,
- 29:45Speaker 1: that's all. But she persisted, as if to exonerate herself
- 29:50Speaker 1: from the inward charge of being too easily put off.
- 29:55Speaker 1: Withdrawn it because he saw he had no chance. Oh,
- 29:59Speaker 1: he had no chance, Boyne answered. She was still struggling
- 30:03Speaker 1: with a dimly felt perplexity at the back of her thoughts.
- 30:08Speaker 1: How long ago was it? Withdrawn? He paused, as if
- 30:12Speaker 1: with a slight return to his former uncertainty. I've just
- 30:17Speaker 1: had the news now, but I've been expecting it just
- 30:21Speaker 1: now in one of your letters, Yes, in one of
- 30:25Speaker 1: my letters. She made no answer, and was aware only
- 30:30Speaker 1: after a short interval of waiting that he had risen
- 30:33Speaker 1: and strolling across the room, had placed himself on the
- 30:36Speaker 1: sofa at her side. She felt him, as he did so,
- 30:40Speaker 1: pass an arm about her. She felt his hand seek
- 30:43Speaker 1: hers and clasp it, and turning slowly, drawn by the
- 30:47Speaker 1: warmth of his cheek, she met his smiling eyes. It's
- 30:52Speaker 1: all right, it's all right, she questioned, through the flood
- 30:55Speaker 1: of her dissolving doubts. And I give you my word.
- 31:00Speaker 1: Was never right, he laughed back at her, holding her close.
- 31:08Speaker 1: End of Part one. This is a LibriVox recording. All
- 31:23Speaker 1: LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information
- 31:28Speaker 1: or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox dot org. Afterward by
- 31:36Speaker 1: Edith Wharton, Part two read by Charles Blackmore Afterward, Chapter three.
- 31:48Speaker 1: One of the strangest things she was to afterward recall
- 31:51Speaker 1: out of all the next day's strangeness was the sudden
- 31:54Speaker 1: and complete recovery of her sense of security. It was
- 31:58Speaker 1: in the air when she woke in her low, the
- 32:00Speaker 1: old dusky room. It went with her downstairs to the
- 32:03Speaker 1: breakfast table, flashed out of her from the fire, and
- 32:06Speaker 1: reduplicated itself from the flanks of the urn and the
- 32:09Speaker 1: sturdy flutings of the Georgian teapot. It was as if,
- 32:13Speaker 1: in some roundabout way, all her diffused fears of the
- 32:16Speaker 1: previous day with their moment of sharp concentration about the
- 32:20Speaker 1: newspaper article, as if this dim questioning of the future
- 32:24Speaker 1: and startled return upon the past had between them liquidated
- 32:27Speaker 1: the arrears of some haunting moral obligation. If she had
- 32:32Speaker 1: indeed been careless of her husband's affairs, it was her
- 32:35Speaker 1: new state, seemed to prove, because her faith in him
- 32:38Speaker 1: instinctively justified such carelessness, and his right to her faith
- 32:42Speaker 1: had now affirmed itself in the very face of menace
- 32:45Speaker 1: and suspicion. She had never seen him more untroubled, more
- 32:49Speaker 1: naturally and unconsciously himself, than after the cross examination to
- 32:54Speaker 1: which she had subjected him. It was almost as if
- 32:57Speaker 1: he had been aware of her doubts and had wanted
- 32:59Speaker 1: the air cleared as much as she did. It was
- 33:03Speaker 1: as clear thank heaven as the bright outer light that
- 33:06Speaker 1: surprised her almost with a touch of summer. When she
- 33:09Speaker 1: issued from the house for her daily round of the gardens.
- 33:13Speaker 1: She had left Boyne at his desk, indulging herself as
- 33:16Speaker 1: she passed the library door by a last peep at
- 33:20Speaker 1: his quiet face where he bent pipe in mouth above
- 33:24Speaker 1: his papers. And now she had her own morning's tasked
- 33:27Speaker 1: to perform. The task involved on such charmed winter days,
- 33:32Speaker 1: almost as much happy loitering about the different quarters of
- 33:35Speaker 1: her domain as if spring were already at work there.
- 33:40Speaker 1: There were such endless possibilities still before her, such opportunities
- 33:44Speaker 1: to bring out the latent graces of the old place
- 33:47Speaker 1: without a single irreverent touch of alteration, that the winter
- 33:51Speaker 1: was all too short to plan what spring and autumn executed,
- 33:57Speaker 1: and her recovered sense of safety gave on this particular
- 34:00Speaker 1: morning a peculiar zest to her progress through the sweet
- 34:04Speaker 1: still place. She went first to the kitchen garden, where
- 34:08Speaker 1: the espalliard pear trees drew complicated patterns on the walls,
- 34:13Speaker 1: and pigeons were fluttering and preening about the silvery slated
- 34:17Speaker 1: roof of their cot. There was something wrong about the
- 34:21Speaker 1: piping of the hot house, and she was expecting an
- 34:23Speaker 1: authority from Dorchester who was to drive out between trains
- 34:28Speaker 1: and make a diagnosis of the boiler. But when she
- 34:31Speaker 1: dipped into the damp heat of the greenhouses, among the
- 34:34Speaker 1: spiced scents and waxy pinks and reds of old fashioned exotics,
- 34:39Speaker 1: even the flora of lying was in the note, she
- 34:43Speaker 1: learned that the great Man had not arrived, and the day,
- 34:47Speaker 1: being too rare to waste in an artificial atmosphere, she
- 34:50Speaker 1: came out again and paced along the springy turf of
- 34:54Speaker 1: the Bowling Green to the gardens behind the house. At
- 34:58Speaker 1: their farther end rose a grass terrace, looking across the
- 35:02Speaker 1: fish pond and yew hedges to the long house front,
- 35:07Speaker 1: with its twisted chimney stacks and blue rough angles, all
- 35:11Speaker 1: drenched in the pale gold moisture of the air seen
- 35:16Speaker 1: thus across the level tracery of the gardens. It sent her,
- 35:20Speaker 1: from open windows and hospitably smoking chimneys, the look of
- 35:25Speaker 1: some warm human presence of a mind slowly ripened on
- 35:29Speaker 1: a sunny wall of experience. She had never before had
- 35:33Speaker 1: such a sense of her intimacy with it, such a
- 35:36Speaker 1: conviction that its secrets were all beneficent, kept, as they
- 35:40Speaker 1: said to children, for one's good, such a trust in
- 35:44Speaker 1: its power to gather up her life and neds into
- 35:47Speaker 1: the harmonious pattern of the long, long story. It sat there,
- 35:51Speaker 1: weaving in the sun. She heard steps behind her, and turned,
- 35:56Speaker 1: expecting to see the gardener accompanied by the engineer from Orchester.
- 36:01Speaker 1: But only one figure was in sight, that of a youngish,
- 36:05Speaker 1: slightly built man, who, for reasons she could not on
- 36:08Speaker 1: the spot have given, did not remotely resemble her notion
- 36:12Speaker 1: of an authority on hot house boilers. The newcomer, on
- 36:17Speaker 1: seeing her, lifted his hat and paused with the air
- 36:21Speaker 1: of a gentleman, perhaps a traveler who wishes to make
- 36:24Speaker 1: it known that his intrusion is involuntary. Lying occasionally attracted
- 36:29Speaker 1: the more cultivated traveler, and Mary half expected to see
- 36:33Speaker 1: the stranger dissemble a camera or justify his presence by
- 36:37Speaker 1: producing it, but he made no gesture of any sort,
- 36:41Speaker 1: and after a moment, she asked, in a tone responding
- 36:45Speaker 1: to the courteous hesitation of his attitude, is there anyone
- 36:48Speaker 1: you wish to see? I came to see mister Boyne,
- 36:52Speaker 1: he answered. His intonation, rather than his accent, was faintly American,
- 36:57Speaker 1: and Mary, at the note, looked at him more closely.
- 37:01Speaker 1: The brim of his soft felt hat cast a shade
- 37:04Speaker 1: on his face, which thus obscured wore to her short
- 37:08Speaker 1: sighted gaze a look of seriousness, as of a person
- 37:11Speaker 1: arriving on business and civilly, but firmly aware of his rights.
- 37:17Speaker 1: Past experience had made her equally sensible to such claims,
- 37:20Speaker 1: but she was jealous of her husband's mourning hours and
- 37:23Speaker 1: doubtful of his having given any one the right to
- 37:26Speaker 1: intrude on them. Have you an appointment with my husband?
- 37:30Speaker 1: She asked. The visitor hesitated, as if unprepared for the question.
- 37:36Speaker 1: I think he expects me, he replied. It was Mary's
- 37:41Speaker 1: turn to hesitate. You see, this is his time for work.
- 37:44Speaker 1: He never sees any one in the morning. He looked
- 37:48Speaker 1: at her a moment without answering, then, as if accepting
- 37:51Speaker 1: her decision, he began to move away. As he turned,
- 37:56Speaker 1: Mary saw him pause and glance up at the peaceful
- 37:59Speaker 1: house front. Something in his air suggested weariness and disappointment,
- 38:04Speaker 1: the dejection of the traveler who has come from far
- 38:07Speaker 1: off and whose hours are limited by the time table.
- 38:11Speaker 1: It occurred to her that if this were they case,
- 38:14Speaker 1: her refusal might have made his errand vain, and a
- 38:17Speaker 1: sense of compunction caused her to hasten after him. May
- 38:22Speaker 1: I ask if you have come a long way? He
- 38:26Speaker 1: gave her the same grave look. Yes, I have come
- 38:30Speaker 1: a long way. Then if you'll go into the house,
- 38:34Speaker 1: no doubt my husband will see you. Now you'll find
- 38:37Speaker 1: him in the library. She did not know why she
- 38:41Speaker 1: had added the last phrase, except from a vague impulse
- 38:45Speaker 1: to atone for her previous inhospitality. The visitor seemed about
- 38:51Speaker 1: to express his thanks, but her attention was distracted by
- 38:54Speaker 1: the approach of the gardener with a companion who bore
- 38:57Speaker 1: all the marks of being the expert from Dorchester. This way,
- 39:03Speaker 1: she said, waving the stranger to the house, and an
- 39:06Speaker 1: instant later she had forgotten him in the absorption of
- 39:09Speaker 1: her meeting with the boiler maker. The encounter led to
- 39:14Speaker 1: such far reaching results that the engineer ended by finding
- 39:19Speaker 1: it expedient to ignore his train, and Mary was beguiled
- 39:23Speaker 1: into spending the remainder of the morning in absorbed confabulation
- 39:27Speaker 1: among the flower pots. When the colloquy ended, she was
- 39:32Speaker 1: surprised to find that it was nearly luncheon time, and
- 39:35Speaker 1: she half expected as she hurried back to the house
- 39:38Speaker 1: to see her husband coming out to meet her, But
- 39:42Speaker 1: she found no one in the court but an under
- 39:45Speaker 1: gardener raking the gravel and the hall. When she entered,
- 39:49Speaker 1: it was so silent that she guessed Boyne to be
- 39:53Speaker 1: still at work. Not wishing to disturb him, she turned
- 39:58Speaker 1: into the drawing room, and there at her writing table
- 40:02Speaker 1: lost herself in renewed calculations of the outlay to which
- 40:05Speaker 1: the morning's conference had pledged her. The fact that she
- 40:09Speaker 1: could permit herself such follies had not yet lost its novelty,
- 40:14Speaker 1: and somehow, in contrast to the vague fears of the
- 40:17Speaker 1: previous days, it now seemed an element of her recovered security,
- 40:22Speaker 1: of the sense that, as Ned had said things in
- 40:25Speaker 1: general had never been writer. She was still luxuriating in
- 40:31Speaker 1: a lavish play of figures when the parlor maid from
- 40:35Speaker 1: the threshold roused her with an inquiry as to the
- 40:38Speaker 1: expediency of serving muncheon. It was one of their jokes
- 40:41Speaker 1: that Trimmell announced luncheon as if she were divulging a
- 40:45Speaker 1: state secret, and Mary, intent upon her papers, merely murmured
- 40:49Speaker 1: an absent minded assent. She felt tremble, wavering doubtfully on
- 40:55Speaker 1: the threshold, as if in rebuke of such unconsidered assent.
- 41:00Speaker 1: Then her retreating steps sounded down the passage, and Mary,
- 41:04Speaker 1: pushing away her papers, crossed the hall and went to
- 41:07Speaker 1: the library door. It was still closed, and she wavered
- 41:12Speaker 1: in her turn, disliking to disturb her husband, yet anxious
- 41:16Speaker 1: that he should not exceed his usual measure of work.
- 41:19Speaker 1: As she stood there, balancing her impulses, Trimmell returned with
- 41:22Speaker 1: the announcement of luncheon, and Mary, thus impelled, opened the
- 41:26Speaker 1: library door. Boyne was not at his desk, and she
- 41:32Speaker 1: peered about her, expecting to discover him before the book
- 41:35Speaker 1: shelves somewhere down the length of the room. But her
- 41:39Speaker 1: call brought no response, and gradually it became clear to
- 41:42Speaker 1: her that he was not there. She turned back to
- 41:46Speaker 1: the parlor maid, mister Boyne must be upstairs. Please tell
- 41:50Speaker 1: him that luncheon is ready. Trimmell appeared to hesitate between
- 41:54Speaker 1: the obvious duty of obedience and an equally obvious conviction
- 41:57Speaker 1: of the foolishness of the injunction laid on her. The
- 42:01Speaker 1: struggle resulted in her saying, if you please, ma'am, mister
- 42:05Speaker 1: Boyne's not upstairs, not in his room, Are you sure?
- 42:09Speaker 1: I'm sure, ma'am. Mary consulted the clock. Where is he?
- 42:14Speaker 1: Then he's gone out, Trimmle announced, with the superior air
- 42:18Speaker 1: of one who has respectfully waited for the question that
- 42:21Speaker 1: a well ordered mind would have put first. Mary's conjecture
- 42:26Speaker 1: had been right, then Boyne must have gone to the
- 42:29Speaker 1: gardens to meet her, and since she had missed him,
- 42:31Speaker 1: it was clear that he had taken the shorter way
- 42:34Speaker 1: by the south door instead of going round to the court.
- 42:38Speaker 1: She crossed the hall to the French window opening directly
- 42:41Speaker 1: on the yew garden, but the parlor maid, after another
- 42:45Speaker 1: moment of inner conflict, decided to bring out, please, ma'am,
- 42:49Speaker 1: mister Boyne didn't go that way. Mary turned back. Where
- 42:54Speaker 1: did he go? And when he went out of the
- 42:57Speaker 1: front door up the drive, Madam? It was a matter
- 43:00Speaker 1: of principle with trimmele never to answer more than one
- 43:03Speaker 1: question at a time up the drive. At this hour,
- 43:08Speaker 1: Mary went to the door herself and glanced across the
- 43:10Speaker 1: court through the tunnel of bare limes, that its perspective
- 43:16Speaker 1: was as empty as when she had scanned it on entering.
- 43:20Speaker 1: Did mister Boyne leave no message? Trimmell seemed to surrender
- 43:24Speaker 1: herself to a last struggle with the forces of chaos. No, ma'am,
- 43:29Speaker 1: he just went out with the gentleman. The gentleman. What gentleman?
- 43:34Speaker 1: Mary wheeled about, as if to front this new factor.
- 43:38Speaker 1: The gentleman who called, ma'am, said Trimble resignedly. When did
- 43:43Speaker 1: a gentleman call? Do explain yourself? Tremble? Only the fact
- 43:49Speaker 1: that Mary was very hungry, and that she wanted to
- 43:52Speaker 1: consult her husband about the greenhouses would have caused her
- 43:55Speaker 1: to lay so unusual in an injunction on her attendant.
- 43:59Speaker 1: And even now she was detached enough to note in
- 44:02Speaker 1: Trimmell's eye the dawning defiance of the respectful subordinate who
- 44:06Speaker 1: had been pressed too hard. I couldn't exactly say the hour, ma'am,
- 44:12Speaker 1: because I didn't let the gentleman in, she replied, with
- 44:15Speaker 1: an air of discreetly ignoring the irregularity of her mistress's course.
- 44:20Speaker 1: You didn't let him in, no, ma'am. When the bell rang,
- 44:24Speaker 1: our dressing and Agnes go and ask. Agnes, then said Mary,
- 44:30Speaker 1: Trimmele still wore her look of patient magnanimity. Agnes wouldn't know, ma'am,
- 44:37Speaker 1: for she had unfortunately burnt her hand in trimming the
- 44:40Speaker 1: wick of the new lamp from town. Trimmell, as Mary
- 44:43Speaker 1: was aware, had always been opposed to the new lamp,
- 44:47Speaker 1: and so missus Dockett sent the kitchen maid instead. Mary
- 44:52Speaker 1: looked again at the clock. It's after two. Go and
- 44:56Speaker 1: ask the kitchen maid if mister Boyne left any word.
- 45:00Speaker 1: She went in to luncheon without waiting, and Trimmell presently
- 45:03Speaker 1: brought her there the kitchen maid's statement that the gentleman
- 45:07Speaker 1: had called about eleven o'clock, and that mister Boyne had
- 45:10Speaker 1: gone out with him without leaving any message. The kitchen
- 45:15Speaker 1: maid did not even know the caller's name, for he
- 45:17Speaker 1: had written it on a slip of paper, which he
- 45:19Speaker 1: had folded and handed to her, with the injunction to
- 45:22Speaker 1: deliver it at once to mister Boyne. Mary finished her
- 45:26Speaker 1: luncheon still wondering, and when it was over and Trimmele
- 45:29Speaker 1: had brought the coffee to the drawing room, her wonder
- 45:32Speaker 1: had deepened to a first faint tinge of disquietude. It
- 45:36Speaker 1: was unlike Boyne to absent himself without explanation at so
- 45:40Speaker 1: unwonted an hour, and the difficulty of identifying the visitor
- 45:44Speaker 1: whose summons he had apparently obeyed made his disappearance the
- 45:48Speaker 1: more unaccountable. Mary Boyne's experience as the wife of a
- 45:53Speaker 1: busy engineer, subject to sudden calls and compelled to keep
- 45:57Speaker 1: irregular hours, had trained her to the philosophic acceptance of surprises.
- 46:04Speaker 1: But since Boyne's withdrawal from business, he had adopted a
- 46:07Speaker 1: Benedictine regularity of life, as if to make up for
- 46:13Speaker 1: the dispersed and agitated years. With their stand up lunches
- 46:17Speaker 1: and dinners rattled down to the joltings of the dining cars,
- 46:22Speaker 1: he cultivated the last refinements of punctuality and monotony, discouraging
- 46:27Speaker 1: his wife's fancy for the unexpected, and declaring that to
- 46:32Speaker 1: a delicate taste there were infinite gradations of pleasure in
- 46:36Speaker 1: the recurrences of habit. Still, since no life can completely
- 46:42Speaker 1: defend itself from the unforeseen, it was evident that all
- 46:47Speaker 1: Boyne's precautions would sooner or later prove unavailable, and Mary
- 46:52Speaker 1: concluded that he had cut short a tiresome visit by
- 46:55Speaker 1: walking with his caller to the station, or at least
- 46:59Speaker 1: accompanying him for part of the way. This conclusion relieved
- 47:04Speaker 1: her from further preoccupation, and she went out herself to
- 47:07Speaker 1: take up her conference with the gardener. Thence, she walked
- 47:11Speaker 1: to the will Village post office a mile or so away,
- 47:16Speaker 1: and when she turned toward home, the early twilight was
- 47:20Speaker 1: setting in. She had taken a footpath across the downs
- 47:25Speaker 1: and its. Boyne, meanwhile, had probably returned from the station
- 47:30Speaker 1: by the high road. There was little likelihood of their meeting.
- 47:35Speaker 1: She felt sure, however, of his having reached the house
- 47:37Speaker 1: before her, so sure that when she entered it herself,
- 47:41Speaker 1: without even pausing to inquire of Trimmel, she made directly
- 47:45Speaker 1: for the library. But the library was still empty, and
- 47:50Speaker 1: with an unwonted exactness of visual memory. She observed that
- 47:54Speaker 1: the papers on her husband's desk lay precisely as they
- 47:57Speaker 1: had lain when she had gone in to call him
- 48:00Speaker 1: to luncheon. Then of a sudden she was seized by
- 48:04Speaker 1: a vague dread of the unknown. She had closed the
- 48:08Speaker 1: door behind her on entering, and as she stood alone
- 48:11Speaker 1: in the long silent room, her dread seemed to take
- 48:15Speaker 1: shape and sound, to be there, breathing and lurking among
- 48:19Speaker 1: the shadows. Her short sighted eyes strained through them, half
- 48:24Speaker 1: discerning an actual presence, something aloof that watched and knew,
- 48:31Speaker 1: And in the recoil from that intangible presence, she threw
- 48:34Speaker 1: herself on the bell rope and gave it a sharp pull.
- 48:40Speaker 1: The sharp summons brought tremmel imprecipitately with a lamp, and
- 48:46Speaker 1: Mary breathed again at this sobering reappearance of the usual.
- 48:51Speaker 1: You may bring tea if mister Boyne is in, she said,
- 48:53Speaker 1: to justify her ring very well, madam. But mister Boyne
- 48:58Speaker 1: is not in, said Trimmell, putting down the lamp. Not in,
- 49:03Speaker 1: Ye mean he's come back and gone out again, No, ma'am,
- 49:07Speaker 1: he's never been back. The dread stirred again, and Mary
- 49:12Speaker 1: knew that now it had her fast, not since he
- 49:17Speaker 1: went out with the gentleman, not since he went out
- 49:21Speaker 1: with the gentleman. But who was the gentleman? Mary insisted,
- 49:26Speaker 1: with the shrill note of some one trying to be
- 49:28Speaker 1: heard through a confusion of noises, that I couldn't say, ma'am. Trimmell,
- 49:33Speaker 1: standing there by the lamp seemed suddenly to grow less
- 49:36Speaker 1: round and rosy, as though eclipsed by the same creeping
- 49:40Speaker 1: shade of apprehension. But the kitchen maid knows. Wasn't it
- 49:43Speaker 1: the kitchen maid who let him in? She doesn't know either, ma'am,
- 49:48Speaker 1: for he wrote his name on a folded paper. Mary,
- 49:52Speaker 1: through her agitation, was aware that they were both designating
- 49:56Speaker 1: the unknown visitor by a vague pronoun instead of the
- 49:59Speaker 1: convention formula, which till then had kept their illusions within
- 50:04Speaker 1: the bounds of conformity. And at the same moment her
- 50:08Speaker 1: mind caught at the suggestions of the folded paper. But
- 50:12Speaker 1: he must have a name. Where's the paper? She moved
- 50:16Speaker 1: to the desk and began to turn over the documents
- 50:19Speaker 1: that littered it. The first that caught her eye was
- 50:22Speaker 1: an unfinished letter in her husband's hand, with his pen
- 50:25Speaker 1: lying across it, as though dropped there at a sudden summons,
- 50:31Speaker 1: my dear Parvis, who was Parvis? I have just received
- 50:36Speaker 1: your letter announcing Elwell's death, and while I suppose there
- 50:41Speaker 1: is now no further risk of trouble, it might be safer.
- 50:45Speaker 1: She tossed the sheet aside and continued her search. But
- 50:49Speaker 1: no folded paper was discoverable among the letters and pages
- 50:53Speaker 1: of manuscript, which had been swept together in a heap,
- 50:57Speaker 1: as if by a hurried or a startled gesture. But
- 51:01Speaker 1: the kitchen maid saw him send her here, she commanded,
- 51:05Speaker 1: wondering at her dullness in not thinking sooner of so
- 51:08Speaker 1: simple a solution. Trimmell vanished in a flash, as if
- 51:13Speaker 1: thankful to be out of the room, and when she
- 51:15Speaker 1: reappeared conducting the agitated underling, Mary had regained her self
- 51:20Speaker 1: possession and had her questions ready. The gentleman was a stranger, yes,
- 51:26Speaker 1: that she understood, But what had he said? And above
- 51:30Speaker 1: all what had he looked like? The first question was
- 51:34Speaker 1: easily enough answered, for the disconcerting reason that he had
- 51:38Speaker 1: said so little, had merely asked for mister Boyne and
- 51:41Speaker 1: scribbling something on a piece of paper, had requested that
- 51:44Speaker 1: it should at once be carried in to him. Then
- 51:48Speaker 1: you don't know what he wrote. You're not sure it
- 51:50Speaker 1: was his name. The kitchen maid was not sure, but
- 51:55Speaker 1: supposing it was, since he had written it in answer
- 51:58Speaker 1: to her inquiry as to whom she should announce. And
- 52:01Speaker 1: when you carried the paper into mister Boyne, what did
- 52:04Speaker 1: he say? The kitchen maid did not think that mister
- 52:08Speaker 1: Boyne had said anything, but she could not be sure,
- 52:12Speaker 1: for just as she had handed him the paper and
- 52:14Speaker 1: he was opening it, she had become aware that the
- 52:17Speaker 1: visitor had followed her into the library, and she had
- 52:20Speaker 1: slipped out, leaving the two gentlemen together. But then, if
- 52:24Speaker 1: you left them in the library, how do you know
- 52:26Speaker 1: that they went out of the house. This question plunged
- 52:31Speaker 1: the witness into a momentary inarticulateness, from which she was
- 52:36Speaker 1: rescued by Trimmell, who, by means of ingenious circumlocutions, elicited
- 52:42Speaker 1: the statement that before she could cross the hall to
- 52:44Speaker 1: the back passage, she had heard the two gentlemen behind
- 52:48Speaker 1: her and had seen them go out of the front
- 52:50Speaker 1: door together. Then if you saw the strange gentleman. Twice,
- 52:54Speaker 1: you must be able to tell me what he looked like.
- 52:58Speaker 1: But with this final che challenge to her powers of expression,
- 53:02Speaker 1: it became clear that the limit of the kitchen Maid's
- 53:05Speaker 1: endurance had been reached. The obligation of going to the
- 53:09Speaker 1: front door to show in a visitor was in itself
- 53:12Speaker 1: so subversive of the fundamental order of things that it
- 53:16Speaker 1: had thrown her faculties into hopeless disarray, and she could
- 53:20Speaker 1: only stammer out after various panting efforts. His hat, mum
- 53:24Speaker 1: was different, like if you might say different? How different?
- 53:30Speaker 1: Mary flashed out her own mind in the same instant,
- 53:34Speaker 1: leaping back to an image left on it that morning,
- 53:37Speaker 1: and then lost under layers of subsequent impressions. His hat
- 53:42Speaker 1: had a wide brim, you mean, and his face was pale,
- 53:46Speaker 1: a youngish face. Mary pressed her with a white lipped
- 53:49Speaker 1: intensity of interrogation. But if the kitchen maid found any
- 53:54Speaker 1: adequate answer to this challenge, it was swept away for
- 53:58Speaker 1: her listener down the rushing current of her own convictions.
- 54:02Speaker 1: The stranger, the stranger in the garden. Why had Mary
- 54:06Speaker 1: not thought of him before? She needed no one now
- 54:09Speaker 1: to tell her that it was he who had called
- 54:11Speaker 1: for her husband and had gone away with him. But
- 54:14Speaker 1: who was he? And why had Boyne obeyed him? Chapter four.
- 54:27Speaker 1: It leaped out at her suddenly, like a grin out
- 54:31Speaker 1: of the dark. That they had often called England so little,
- 54:36Speaker 1: such a confoundedly hard place to get lost in, A
- 54:41Speaker 1: confoundedly hard place to get lost in. That had been
- 54:44Speaker 1: her husband's phrase. And now, with the whole machinery of
- 54:48Speaker 1: official investigation sweeping its flashlights from shore to shore and
- 54:53Speaker 1: across the dividing straits, Now with Boyne's name blazing from
- 54:57Speaker 1: the walls of every town and village, his portrait, how
- 55:01Speaker 1: that wrung her hawked up and down the country like
- 55:04Speaker 1: the image of a haunted criminal. Now, the little compact
- 55:08Speaker 1: populous island, so policed, surveyed, and administered, revealed itself as
- 55:15Speaker 1: a sphinxlike guardian of abysmal mysteries, staring back into his
- 55:20Speaker 1: wife's anguished eyes, as if with the wicked joy of
- 55:24Speaker 1: knowing something they would never know. In the fortnight since
- 55:30Speaker 1: Boyne's disappearance, there had been no word of him, no
- 55:34Speaker 1: trace of his movements, even the usual misleading reports that
- 55:38Speaker 1: Ray's expectancy in tortured bosoms had been few and fleeting.
- 55:44Speaker 1: No one but the kitchen maid had seen Boyne leave
- 55:47Speaker 1: the house, and no one else had seen the gentleman
- 55:50Speaker 1: who accompanied him. All inquiries in the neighborhood failed to
- 55:55Speaker 1: elicit the memory of a stranger's presence that day in
- 55:58Speaker 1: the neighborhood of Lyne, and no one had met Edward Boyne,
- 56:03Speaker 1: either alone or in company, in any of the neighboring villages,
- 56:07Speaker 1: or on the road across the Downs, or at either
- 56:10Speaker 1: of the local railway stations. The sunny English noon had
- 56:14Speaker 1: swallowed him as completely as if he had gone out
- 56:18Speaker 1: into Sumerian night. Mary, while every official means of investigation
- 56:26Speaker 1: was working at its highest pressure, had ransacked her husband's
- 56:29Speaker 1: papers for any trace of antecedent complications, of entanglements, or
- 56:34Speaker 1: obligations unknown to her that might throw a ray into
- 56:38Speaker 1: the darkness. But if any such had existed in the
- 56:42Speaker 1: background of Boyne's life, they had vanished, like the slip
- 56:45Speaker 1: of paper on which the visitor had written his name.
- 56:48Speaker 1: There remained no possible thread of guidance, except if it
- 56:53Speaker 1: were indeed an exception. The letter which Boyne had apparently
- 56:57Speaker 1: been in the act of writing when he received his
- 57:00Speaker 1: mysterious summons. That letter, read and reread by his wife
- 57:04Speaker 1: and submitted by her to the police, yielded little enough
- 57:08Speaker 1: to feed conjecture I have just heard of Elwell's death,
- 57:12Speaker 1: and while I suppose that there is now no further
- 57:14Speaker 1: risk of trouble, it might be safer that was all.
- 57:18Speaker 1: The risk of trouble was easily explained by the newspaper
- 57:22Speaker 1: clipping which had apprized Mary of the suit brought against
- 57:25Speaker 1: her husband by one of his associates in the Blue
- 57:28Speaker 1: Star Enterprise. The only new information conveyed by the letter
- 57:32Speaker 1: was the fact of its showing Boy when he wrote
- 57:35Speaker 1: it to be still apprehensive of the results of the suit,
- 57:39Speaker 1: though he had told his wife that it had been withdrawn,
- 57:42Speaker 1: and though the letter itself proved that the plaintiff was dead.
- 57:46Speaker 1: It took several days of cabling to fix the identity
- 57:49Speaker 1: of the parvis to whom the fragment was addressed. But
- 57:53Speaker 1: even after these inquiries had shown him to be a
- 57:56Speaker 1: Walkishaw lawyer, no new facts concerning the Elwell suit were elicited.
- 58:02Speaker 1: He appeared to have had no direct concern in it,
- 58:05Speaker 1: but to have been conversant with the facts merely as
- 58:08Speaker 1: an acquaintance and possible intermediary, and he declared himself unable
- 58:13Speaker 1: to guess with what object Boyne intended to seek his assistance.
- 58:19Speaker 1: This negative information sole fruit of the first fortnight's search,
- 58:24Speaker 1: was not increased by a jot. During the slow weeks
- 58:27Speaker 1: that followed, Mary knew that the investigations were still being
- 58:32Speaker 1: carried on, but she had a vague sense of their
- 58:35Speaker 1: gradually slackening as the actual march of time seemed to slacken.
- 58:41Speaker 1: It was as though the day's flying horror struck from
- 58:44Speaker 1: the shrouded image of the one inscrutable day, gained assurance
- 58:50Speaker 1: as the distance lengthened, till at last they fell back
- 58:53Speaker 1: into their normal gait, And so with the human imaginations
- 58:57Speaker 1: at work on the dark event, no doubt occupied them still,
- 59:01Speaker 1: But week by week and hour by hour, it grew less, absorbing,
- 59:05Speaker 1: took up less space, was slowly but inevitably crowded out
- 59:09Speaker 1: of the foreground of consciousness by the new problems perpetually
- 59:13Speaker 1: bubbling up from the cloudy cauldron of human experience. Even
- 59:19Speaker 1: Mary Boyne's consciousness gradually felt the same lowering of velocity,
- 59:25Speaker 1: It still swayed with the incessant oscillations of conjecture, but
- 59:29Speaker 1: they were slower, more rhythmical in their beat. There were
- 59:33Speaker 1: even moments of weariness, when, like the victim of some
- 59:37Speaker 1: poison which leaves the brain clear but holds the body motionless,
- 59:41Speaker 1: she saw herself domesticated with the horror, accepting its perpetual
- 59:46Speaker 1: presence as one of the fixed conditions of life. These
- 59:52Speaker 1: moments lengthened into hours and days, till she passed into
- 59:56Speaker 1: a phase of stolid acquiescence. She watched the routine of
- 1:00:00Speaker 1: daily life with the incurious eye of a savage, on
- 1:00:04Speaker 1: whom the meaningless processes of civilization make but the faintest impression.
- 1:00:09Speaker 1: She had come to regard herself as part of the routine,
- 1:00:13Speaker 1: as spoke of the wheel revolving in its motion. She
- 1:00:16Speaker 1: felt almost like the furniture of the room in which
- 1:00:19Speaker 1: she sat, an insensate object to be dusted and pushed
- 1:00:23Speaker 1: about with the chairs and tables, and this deepening apathy
- 1:00:27Speaker 1: held her fast at lying in spite of the entreaties
- 1:00:31Speaker 1: of friends and the usual medical recommendations of change. Her
- 1:00:36Speaker 1: friends supposed that her refusal to move was inspired by
- 1:00:39Speaker 1: the belief that her husband would one day return to
- 1:00:42Speaker 1: the spot from which she had vanished, and a beautiful
- 1:00:46Speaker 1: legend grew up about this imaginary state of waiting. But
- 1:00:49Speaker 1: in reality she had no such belief. The depths of
- 1:00:53Speaker 1: anguish inclosing her were no longer lighted by flashes of hope.
- 1:00:59Speaker 1: She was sure that Boyne would never come back, that
- 1:01:02Speaker 1: he had gone out of her sight as completely as
- 1:01:05Speaker 1: if death itself had waited. That day, on the threshold,
- 1:01:09Speaker 1: she had even renounced one by one the various theories
- 1:01:13Speaker 1: as to his disappearance, which had been advanced by the press,
- 1:01:16Speaker 1: the police, and her own agonized imagination. In sheer lassitude,
- 1:01:22Speaker 1: her mind turned from these alternatives of horror and sank
- 1:01:26Speaker 1: back into the blank fact that he was gone. No,
- 1:01:31Speaker 1: she would never know what had become of him. No
- 1:01:34Speaker 1: one would ever know. But the house knew, the library
- 1:01:39Speaker 1: in which she spent her long, lonely evenings knew, for
- 1:01:42Speaker 1: it was here that the last scene had been enacted.
- 1:01:45Speaker 1: Here that the stranger had come and spoken the word
- 1:01:49Speaker 1: which had caused Boyne to rise and follow him. The
- 1:01:53Speaker 1: floor she trod, had felt his tread the books and
- 1:01:56Speaker 1: the shelves, had seen his face, And there were moments
- 1:01:58Speaker 1: when the intense conciousness of the old dusky walls seemed
- 1:02:03Speaker 1: about to break out into some audible revelation of their secret.
- 1:02:08Speaker 1: But the revelation never came, and she knew it would
- 1:02:13Speaker 1: never come. Lying was not one of the garrulous old
- 1:02:16Speaker 1: houses that betrayed the secrets entrusted to them. Its very
- 1:02:21Speaker 1: legend proved that it had always been the mute accomplice,
- 1:02:24Speaker 1: the incorruptible custodian of the mysteries. It had surprised, and
- 1:02:30Speaker 1: Mary Boyne, sitting face to face with its silence, felt
- 1:02:35Speaker 1: the futility of seeking to break it by any human means.
- 1:02:42Speaker 1: Chapter five. I don't say it wasn't straight, and yet
- 1:02:49Speaker 1: I don't say it was straight. It was business. Mary
- 1:02:54Speaker 1: at the words, lifted her head with a start and
- 1:02:56Speaker 1: looked intently at the speaker. When half an hour before
- 1:03:00Speaker 1: a card with mister Parvis on it had been brought
- 1:03:03Speaker 1: up to her, she had been immediately aware that the
- 1:03:06Speaker 1: name had been a part of her consciousness ever since
- 1:03:09Speaker 1: she had read it at the head of Boyne's unfinished letter.
- 1:03:13Speaker 1: In the library, she had found awaiting her a small,
- 1:03:16Speaker 1: sallow man with a bald head and gold eye glasses,
- 1:03:20Speaker 1: and it sent a tremor through her to know that
- 1:03:22Speaker 1: this was the person to whom her husband's last known
- 1:03:25Speaker 1: thought had been directed. Parvis Civilly, but without vain preamble,
- 1:03:31Speaker 1: in the manner of a man who has his watch
- 1:03:33Speaker 1: in his hand, had set forth the object of his visit.
- 1:03:37Speaker 1: He had run over to England on business, and, finding
- 1:03:40Speaker 1: himself in the neighborhood of Dorchester, had not wished to
- 1:03:43Speaker 1: leave it without paying his respects to missus Boyne, and
- 1:03:47Speaker 1: without asking her if the occasion offered what she meant
- 1:03:50Speaker 1: to do about Bob Elwell's family. The words touched the
- 1:03:55Speaker 1: spring of some obscure dread in Mary's bosom. Did her visitor,
- 1:04:00Speaker 1: after all, know what Boyne had meant by his unfinished phrase?
- 1:04:04Speaker 1: She asked for an elucidation of his question, and noticed
- 1:04:08Speaker 1: at once that he had seemed surprised at her continued
- 1:04:14Speaker 1: ignorance of the subject. Was it possible that she really
- 1:04:17Speaker 1: knew as little? As she said, I know nothing. You
- 1:04:21Speaker 1: must tell me. She faltered out, and her visitor thereupon
- 1:04:28Speaker 1: proceeded to unfold his story. It threw, even to her
- 1:04:33Speaker 1: confused perceptions and imperfectly initiated vision, a lurid glare on
- 1:04:38Speaker 1: the whole hazy episode of the Blue Star mine. Her
- 1:04:43Speaker 1: husband had made his money in that brilliant speculation at
- 1:04:47Speaker 1: the cost of getting ahead of some one less alert
- 1:04:50Speaker 1: to seize the chance, and the victim of his ingenuity
- 1:04:54Speaker 1: was young Robert Elwell, who had put him on to
- 1:04:57Speaker 1: the Blue star scheme. Parvis, at Mary's first cry, had
- 1:05:02Speaker 1: thrown her a sobering glance through his impartial glasses. Bob
- 1:05:07Speaker 1: Elwell wasn't smart enough, that's all. If he had been,
- 1:05:10Speaker 1: he might have turned round and served Boyne the same way.
- 1:05:14Speaker 1: It's the kind of thing that happens every day in business.
- 1:05:17Speaker 1: I guess it's what the scientists call the survival of
- 1:05:20Speaker 1: the fittest see, said mister Parvis, evidently pleased with the
- 1:05:24Speaker 1: aptness of his analogy. Mary felt a physical shrinking from
- 1:05:30Speaker 1: the next question. She tried to frame. It was as
- 1:05:33Speaker 1: though the words on her lips had a taste that
- 1:05:36Speaker 1: nauseated her. But then you accuse my husband of doing
- 1:05:41Speaker 1: something dishonorable, mister Parvis surveyed the question dispassionately. Oh no,
- 1:05:49Speaker 1: I don't. I don't even say it wasn't straight. He
- 1:05:53Speaker 1: glanced up and down the long lines of books, as
- 1:05:56Speaker 1: if one of them might have supplied him with the
- 1:05:58Speaker 1: definition he sought. I don't say it wasn't straight, and
- 1:06:01Speaker 1: yet I don't say it was straight. It was business.
- 1:06:05Speaker 1: After all, no definition in his category could be more
- 1:06:09Speaker 1: comprehensive than that. Mary sat staring at him with a
- 1:06:14Speaker 1: look of terror. He seemed to her like the indifferent
- 1:06:17Speaker 1: emissary of some evil power. But mister Elwell's lawyers apparently
- 1:06:23Speaker 1: did not take your view. Since I suppose the suit
- 1:06:26Speaker 1: was withdrawn by their advice. Oh yes, they knew he
- 1:06:30Speaker 1: hadn't a leg to stand on technically. It was when
- 1:06:33Speaker 1: they advised him to withdraw the suit that he got desperate.
- 1:06:36Speaker 1: You see, he'd borrowed most of the money he lost
- 1:06:38Speaker 1: in the Blue Star, and he was up a tree.
- 1:06:41Speaker 1: That's why he shot himself when they told him he
- 1:06:43Speaker 1: had no show. The horror was sweeping over Mary in
- 1:06:47Speaker 1: great deafening waves. He shot himself. He killed himself because
- 1:06:52Speaker 1: of that. Well, he didn't kill himself exactly. He dragged
- 1:06:57Speaker 1: on two months before he died. Parbus admitted the statement
- 1:07:01Speaker 1: as unemotionally as a gramophone grinding out its record. You
- 1:07:06Speaker 1: mean that he tried to kill himself and failed and
- 1:07:09Speaker 1: tried again. Oh he didn't have to try again, said
- 1:07:14Speaker 1: Parvis grimly. They sat opposite each other in silence, he
- 1:07:20Speaker 1: swinging his eye glasses thoughtfully about his finger, She motionless,
- 1:07:25Speaker 1: her arms stretched along her knees in an attitude of
- 1:07:28Speaker 1: rigid tension. But if you knew all this, she began
- 1:07:33Speaker 1: at length, hardly able to force her voice above a whisper.
- 1:07:36Speaker 1: How is it that when I wrote you at the
- 1:07:38Speaker 1: time of my husband's disappearance, you said you didn't understand
- 1:07:42Speaker 1: his letter? Parvis received this without perceptible embarrassment. Why I
- 1:07:47Speaker 1: didn't understand it strictly speaking, and it wasn't the time
- 1:07:51Speaker 1: to talk about it. If I had, the Elwell business
- 1:07:54Speaker 1: was settled when the suit was withdrawn. Nothing I could
- 1:07:57Speaker 1: have told you would have helped you to find your hu.
- 1:08:01Speaker 1: Mary continued to scrutinize him. Then why are you telling
- 1:08:04Speaker 1: me now? Still, Parvis did not hesitate well to begin with,
- 1:08:09Speaker 1: I supposed you knew more than you appear to, I mean,
- 1:08:13Speaker 1: about the circumstances of Elwell's death. And then people are
- 1:08:16Speaker 1: talking of it now the whole matter's been raked up again.
- 1:08:21Speaker 1: And I thought, if you didn't know you ought to.
- 1:08:24Speaker 1: She remained silent, and he continued, you see, it's only
- 1:08:28Speaker 1: come out lately when a bad state. Elwell's affairs were
- 1:08:32Speaker 1: in his wife's a proud woman, and she fought on
- 1:08:35Speaker 1: as long as she could, going out to work and
- 1:08:37Speaker 1: taking sewing at home. When she got too sick, something
- 1:08:41Speaker 1: with the heart, I believe, But she had his mother
- 1:08:43Speaker 1: to look after and the children, and she broke down
- 1:08:47Speaker 1: under it and finally had to ask for help. That
- 1:08:50Speaker 1: called attention to the case, and the papers took it up,
- 1:08:52Speaker 1: and a subscription was started. Everybody out there liked Bob Elwell,
- 1:08:57Speaker 1: and most of the prominent names in the place down
- 1:09:00Speaker 1: on the list, and people began to wonder why Barbus
- 1:09:04Speaker 1: broke off to fumble in an inner pocket. Here, he continued,
- 1:09:09Speaker 1: here's an account of the whole thing from the Sentinel,
- 1:09:12Speaker 1: A little sensational, of course, but I guess you'd better
- 1:09:15Speaker 1: look over it. He held out a newspaper to Mary,
- 1:09:18Speaker 1: who unfolded it slowly, remembering as she did so the
- 1:09:22Speaker 1: evening when in that same room, the perusal of a
- 1:09:25Speaker 1: clipping from the Sentinel had first shaken the depths of
- 1:09:29Speaker 1: her security. As she opened the paper, Her eyes shrinking
- 1:09:33Speaker 1: from the glaring headlines, widow of Boyne's victim, forced to
- 1:09:37Speaker 1: appeal for aid, ran down the column of text to
- 1:09:41Speaker 1: two portraits inserted in it. The first was her husband's,
- 1:09:45Speaker 1: taken from a photograph made the year they had come
- 1:09:47Speaker 1: to England. It was the picture of him that she
- 1:09:50Speaker 1: liked best, the one that stood on the writing table
- 1:09:53Speaker 1: upstairs in her bedroom. As the eyes in the photograph
- 1:09:57Speaker 1: met hers, she felt it would be impossible to read
- 1:10:00Speaker 1: what was said of him, and closed her lids with
- 1:10:03Speaker 1: the sharpness of the pain, I thought, if you felt
- 1:10:06Speaker 1: disposed to put your name down. She heard Parvis continue.
- 1:10:10Speaker 1: She opened her eyes with an effort, and they fell
- 1:10:13Speaker 1: on the other portrait. It was that of a Youngish man,
- 1:10:16Speaker 1: slightly built, with features somewhat blurred by the shadow of
- 1:10:20Speaker 1: a projecting hat brim. Where had she seen that outline before?
- 1:10:26Speaker 1: She stared at it confusedly, her heart hammering in her ears.
- 1:10:29Speaker 1: Then she gave a cry, This is the man, the
- 1:10:33Speaker 1: man who came for my husband. She heard Parvis start
- 1:10:36Speaker 1: to his feet, and was dimly aware that she had
- 1:10:39Speaker 1: slipped backward into the corner of the sofa, and that
- 1:10:42Speaker 1: he was bending above her in alarm. She straightened herself
- 1:10:46Speaker 1: and reached out for the paper, which she had dropped.
- 1:10:49Speaker 1: It's the man, I should know him anywhere, she persisted,
- 1:10:52Speaker 1: in a voice that sounded to her own ears like
- 1:10:54Speaker 1: a scream. Parvis's answer seemed to come to her from
- 1:10:58Speaker 1: far off down endless fog muffled windings. Missus Boyne, you're
- 1:11:03Speaker 1: not very well. Shall I call somebody? Shall I get
- 1:11:06Speaker 1: a glass of water? No? No, no. She threw herself
- 1:11:10Speaker 1: toward him, her hand frantically clutching newspaper. I tell you
- 1:11:15Speaker 1: it's the man. I know him. He spoke to me
- 1:11:18Speaker 1: in the garden. Barbs took the journal from her, directing
- 1:11:23Speaker 1: his glasses to the portrait. It can't be Missus Boyne.
- 1:11:27Speaker 1: It's Robert Elwell. Robert Elwell. Her white stare seemed to
- 1:11:33Speaker 1: travel into space. Then it was Robert Elwell who came
- 1:11:37Speaker 1: for him, came for Boyne the day he went away
- 1:11:42Speaker 1: from here. Parbus's voice dropped as hers rose. He bent over,
- 1:11:47Speaker 1: laying a fraternal hand on her, as if to coax
- 1:11:50Speaker 1: her gently back into her seat. Why Elwell was dead?
- 1:11:55Speaker 1: Don't you remember? Mary sat with her eyes fixed on
- 1:11:59Speaker 1: the picture, unconscious, of what he was saying. Don't you
- 1:12:03Speaker 1: remember Boyne's unfinished letter to me, the one you found
- 1:12:06Speaker 1: on his desk that day. It was written just after
- 1:12:09Speaker 1: he'd heard of Elwell's death. She noticed an odd shake
- 1:12:13Speaker 1: in Parvis's unemotional voice. Surely you remember, he urged her. Yes,
- 1:12:18Speaker 1: she remembered. That was the profoundest horror of it. Elwell
- 1:12:24Speaker 1: had died the day before her husband's disappearance. And this
- 1:12:28Speaker 1: was Elwell's portrait, And it was the portrait of the
- 1:12:32Speaker 1: man who had spoken to her in the garden. She
- 1:12:36Speaker 1: lifted her head and looked slowly about the library. The
- 1:12:40Speaker 1: library could have borne witness that it was also the
- 1:12:43Speaker 1: portrait of the man who had come in that day
- 1:12:45Speaker 1: to call Boyne from his unfinished letter. Through the misty
- 1:12:49Speaker 1: surgings of her brain, she heard the faint boom of
- 1:12:53Speaker 1: half forgotten words, words spoken by alid As Stare on
- 1:12:58Speaker 1: the lawn at Pangbourn, before Boyn and his wife had
- 1:13:01Speaker 1: ever seen the house at lying or had imagined that
- 1:13:05Speaker 1: they might one day live here. This was the man
- 1:13:09Speaker 1: who spoke to me, she repeated. She looked again at Parvis.
- 1:13:14Speaker 1: He was trying to conceal his disturbance under what he
- 1:13:17Speaker 1: probably imagined to be an expression of indulgent commiseration. But
- 1:13:22Speaker 1: the edges of his lips were blue. He thinks me mad,
- 1:13:27Speaker 1: but I'm not mad, she reflected, and suddenly there flashed
- 1:13:31Speaker 1: upon her a way of justifying her strange affirmation. She
- 1:13:35Speaker 1: sat quiet, controlling the quiver of her lips, and waiting
- 1:13:39Speaker 1: till she could trust her voice. Then she said, looking
- 1:13:42Speaker 1: straight at Parvis, will you answer me one question? Please?
- 1:13:47Speaker 1: When was it that Robert Elwell tried to kill himself? When?
- 1:13:53Speaker 1: When Parvis stammered, yes, the date, please try to remember,
- 1:13:59Speaker 1: she saw that he was growing still more afraid of her.
- 1:14:02Speaker 1: I have a reason, she insisted, Yes, yeah, yes, only
- 1:14:06Speaker 1: I can't remember about two months before I should say.
- 1:14:09Speaker 1: I want the date, she repeated. Parbas picked up the newspaper.
- 1:14:14Speaker 1: We might see here, he said, still humoring her, he
- 1:14:18Speaker 1: ran his eyes down the page. Here it is last October.
- 1:14:22Speaker 1: The She caught the words from him, the twentieth, wasn't it.
- 1:14:28Speaker 1: With a sharp look at her, he verified, yes, the twentieth.
- 1:14:31Speaker 1: Then you did know? I know now. Her gaze continued
- 1:14:37Speaker 1: to travel past him. Sunday the twentieth, That was the
- 1:14:41Speaker 1: day he came first. Parbus's voice was almost inaudible. Came
- 1:14:48Speaker 1: here first, Yes, you saw him twice? Then, yes twice.
- 1:14:55Speaker 1: She just breathed it at him. He came first on
- 1:14:58Speaker 1: the twentieth of October. I remember the date because it
- 1:15:01Speaker 1: was the day we went up Meldon Steep for the
- 1:15:03Speaker 1: first time. She felt a faint gasp of inward laughter
- 1:15:08Speaker 1: at the thought that but for that, she might have forgotten.
- 1:15:12Speaker 1: Parvis continued to scrutinize her, as if trying to intercept
- 1:15:15Speaker 1: her gaze. We saw him from the roof. She went on.
- 1:15:19Speaker 1: He came down the Lime Avenue toward the house. He
- 1:15:22Speaker 1: was dressed just as he is in that picture. My
- 1:15:25Speaker 1: husband saw him first. He was frightened and ran down
- 1:15:28Speaker 1: ahead of me, but there was no one there. He
- 1:15:32Speaker 1: had vanished. Ell Well had vanished. Parvis faltered. Yes. Their
- 1:15:38Speaker 1: two whispers seemed to grope for each other. I couldn't
- 1:15:41Speaker 1: think what had happened. I see now. He tried to
- 1:15:46Speaker 1: come then, but he wasn't dead enough. He couldn't reach us.
- 1:15:50Speaker 1: He had to wait for two months to die. And
- 1:15:53Speaker 1: then he came back again, and Ned went with him.
- 1:15:59Speaker 1: She nodded at Parvis with the look of triumph of
- 1:16:03Speaker 1: a child who has worked out a difficult puzzle. But
- 1:16:06Speaker 1: suddenly she lifted her hands with a desperate gesture, pressing
- 1:16:10Speaker 1: them to her temples. Oh my God, I sent him
- 1:16:13Speaker 1: to ned, I told him where to go. I sent
- 1:16:16Speaker 1: him to this room, she screamed. She felt the walls
- 1:16:21Speaker 1: of books rush towards her like inward falling ruins, And
- 1:16:24Speaker 1: she heard Parvis, a long way off through the ruins,
- 1:16:28Speaker 1: crying to her and struggling to get at her. But
- 1:16:31Speaker 1: she was numb to his touch. She did not know
- 1:16:33Speaker 1: what he was saying. Through the tumult, she heard but
- 1:16:36Speaker 1: one clear note, the voice of a lead astare speaking
- 1:16:40Speaker 1: on the lawn at Pangbourne. You won't know till afterward,
- 1:16:44Speaker 1: it said, you won't know till long, long afterward. The
- 1:16:54Speaker 1: End of Afterward by Edith Wharton fo