Latest / Destination Unlimited with Victor Fuhrman / Tamara Caulder Richardson - Academy of Divine Wisdom

Transcript

Tamara Caulder Richardson - Academy of Divine Wisdom · Destination Unlimited with Victor Fuhrman

0:04
My name is Victor Furman. Some call me the Voice. I've always been
0:11
fascinated with human nature, spirituality, science, and the crossroads at which they
0:17
meet. Join me now and we will explore these topics and so much more
0:22
with fascinating guests, authors, and experts who will guide us to Destination Unlimited.
0:33
I've had the privilege of interviewing several near death experiencers on this program,
0:40
sharing how their lives were profoundly changed by these experiences. If a single experience
0:47
of this nature was life changing, imagine the transformation from six near death experiences.
0:55
My guest this week on Destination Unlimited, Tamera Calder Richardson is a six
1:00
time near death experiencer and evidential psychic medium known as the Southern Bell Medium.
1:07
She is also a trance and conscious channeler of Ascended Masters. Tamara is the
1:14
host and producer of the popular YouTube Seeking Heaven Channel and founder of the Academy
1:19
of Divine Wisdom. Her websites include Southernbellmedium dot com, Academyodivine Wisdom dot com,
1:27
and christ Academyflove dot com. She joins me this week to share her
1:33
amazing story and the gifts she received from these experiences. Please join me in
1:40
welcoming to Destination Unlimited. Tamara called her richardson Welcome Tamra, Oh, Victor,
1:47
I'm so happy to be here and excited to talk to you. Tamar's
1:51
so wonderful to bring our listeners part one of your amazing life work and story.
1:57
We had the pleasure of meeting as part of a group of amazing hosts
2:00
that Neil Gore's Portal to Ascension Ultimate Star Beings Conference back in January, and
2:07
I'm grateful for what I regard as a soul reunion and friendship. So thank
2:12
you so much. Oh my gosh, we could barely do the interview without
2:15
tearing up that we knew each other and that we have the same eyes.
2:20
Our eyes are similar in our heart as to absolutely now, I love your
2:23
Moniker the Southern Bell Medium. And I know I shared with you that I
2:29
currently live in Queens, New York, but I don't think I shared with
2:31
you that I'm originally from the South. Did I tell you that? Oh
2:35
my goodness, No, Yeah, I'm from South Brooklyn, New York.
2:38
So, oh my gosh, Okay, you're one of those New York wise
2:43
ask people. Yes, I am absolutely as I mentioned in our introduction.
2:49
You're an international evidential medium and angelic star seed messenger, a christ and ultra
2:54
dimensional channeler, an author, a six time near death experiencer, after life
3:01
speaker, multiple spiritually transformative experiencer. That's an sder that you created, including
3:08
UFO Sightings, cryptids and contact tea and producer and host of the YouTube Seeking
3:15
Heaven, the Near Death Experience and Other phenomenon channel and director of the Academy
3:21
of Divine Wisdom Ascension School. Now let me ask you a question. What
3:24
do you do on Tuesdays? Oh, Tuesdays? Probably editing? Oh why?
3:34
Oh my gosh, Nober. Let's begin with your early life and formative
3:38
years. Did you have a normal childhood? I know, but at the
3:45
time I didn't know what normal was, and so my near death experiences started
3:49
as a prenatal in age three and then four, five, ten, and
3:54
then thirty eight, so I didn't know that it was not normal. The
4:01
way that I was. I knew things, I had knowing clear, knowing
4:06
always, and it was it really was heightened by my third near death experience
4:13
when I it was through a nail through the head I was playing, it
4:19
was under a dresser. It was in an Antebellum house. We're playing hide
4:21
and sticket. It was under a dresser, and I don't know who nailed
4:25
a dress a nail under the dresser, and I was jumping and squealing like
4:29
kids do, and and I jumped and it went through my head and I
4:32
thought water was dripping everywhere, but it was, and it actually pierced my
4:35
skull. And so at that point on, I saw and talk fully to
4:42
fully communicated with spirit people, but that I knew was unusual. But I
4:46
had no one to talk to. But I think I was always annoyed kid,
4:50
but I didn't know I was. I knew that the spirit people and
4:56
I was seeing in an other realm. Some of them not so great that
5:00
I didn't really understand that, And I had to learn to deal with it
5:02
myself. I say that, but my guides were there, and you know,
5:06
my angel brother sisters, they were there. So I never was really
5:12
quite alone. But it did open my perceptives when I was three, because
5:19
I could see when I went out of my body different directions. I could
5:25
see above my body different places in the house all at once, and outside
5:30
I could hear different conversations going all at the same time, I had very
5:35
heightened senses, and I knew intuitively that if I went back in my body,
5:41
it was going to hurt, so I tried to stay out of it.
5:45
But I, you know, just that alone to me as a gift,
5:48
to know that we're not our body. So I knew right away at
5:51
three, we're not our bodies. What were some of your other out of
5:56
body experiences? Like where did you go? Oh? Interesting? Okay,
6:00
so out of body nde okay. And some people may say, you know
6:05
why so many near death experiences? Well, I think each one took me
6:13
to a different state of mind, a different level of consciousness. It also
6:18
let me know that there is no death, so it's not I mean,
6:23
I did come back. It was the plan for me to come back,
6:26
So I mean, it all worked out. And I think that my soul
6:30
needed that, it needed to know these higher levels. And honestly, some
6:33
of the levels are very hard and you can't reach them unless you, I
6:40
hate to say it, unless you go further. And I maybe I'm overachiever,
6:44
and that's what I wanted. But I these other states when I an
6:49
example would be when I was four. My other near death experience. It
6:55
was, well, my mom had me early on, she was eighteen,
7:00
had me at nineteen, and then she it didn't work out. They had
7:03
a shotgun wedding didn't work out, and he was you know, apparently from
7:09
po white trash and it did not you know, it was one of that
7:14
paint that scenario. And so she called my grandmother. Was a big scene.
7:17
My uncles and all. They came in and got me as she was
7:20
pregnant. So grew with my grandparents, and she was at this point,
7:25
what twenty early twenties. She wanted to get married and have a father for
7:30
her child. And so she was smitting with this guy who was a DJ
7:34
and heh Rock and Ray and he was charming and all that. She just
7:41
in a small town Hickory, North Carolina. She just had to have that
7:44
man. So we went on a day date. She wanted me to meet
7:47
him. But the weather was horrible at that time. It was snowing,
7:50
it was icy, really, no cars are out, and so my grandmother
7:55
had this really gut feeling, please don't go, please don't go. So
7:59
we went out. We ate at the Pizza Hut, ate ice cream afterwards.
8:01
I don't know why We went back to his radio station and I got
8:05
to go through some LPs, picked a couple of Motown. Then that LP
8:13
that the sister wrote on the Lord's Prayer. That was very handy later on,
8:18
and so it kept me safe anyhow, So they were arguing, and
8:24
they came back and they were in an argument. So we leave and they're
8:28
still arguing. He slams on the brake. We spent around. At three
8:31
sixty we land into a tree in a park and it was just it was
8:39
a small, tiny park. It was kind of in the middle of town.
8:41
It was a small, little walking area. And we hit on the
8:45
driver's side where the tire is. So I was not in a car seat.
8:48
They didn't really promote that back then, and it was one of those
8:52
large bucket seats in a Pontiac. So I went through the windshield and the
8:56
moment that I hid an impact, there was no pain. So when I
9:01
tell people in my medium readings, they go, oh, you know,
9:05
some of these things are tragic, how DEAs either we can go slow or
9:09
fast. Uh, you don't. You don't when you go fast, you
9:15
it's like a baseball. They catch you. And so I did not feel
9:18
anything. I just saw blackness. I did. I was confused where my
9:20
hands and feet were. I was like, where are they? But I
9:24
was fully conscious, just like I was before. Nothing changes like boom.
9:28
I just didn't have a body. And then I saw a pen light at
9:33
the end. It got closer, it got brighter and brighter, and it
9:35
was Christ. Now. My grandmother talked about Jesus and if I needed him
9:39
to call on him. You know, he's the he's the go to guy.
9:43
But I wouldn't say. She was very spiritual and very involved in the
9:46
Presbyterian Church, but she was also eccentric and had gifts. So but uh
9:54
so she wasn't all totally traditional, okay, but she in a lot of
10:00
ways, yes, a lot of ways. No, so I knew.
10:03
I wasn't sure who he was at first, but as he got closer,
10:05
I knew who he was. And then he told me I had to go
10:09
back. But when I did was the cool part when I went back and
10:13
his words spoke me forth back is that I didn't go in my body.
10:18
I kind of was around the body and looking at different directions. And what
10:24
I saw to the right, it looked like a God portal. It was
10:28
flaming and bright, and it wasn't scary. It may sound scary, it
10:35
was powerful, but it was beautiful and it's like a rip in the universe.
10:39
And by that was my At the time, I didn't I knew it
10:43
was my guardian angel, they said, they but he she. I identified
10:50
with a she because yeah, I'm a girl. But anyway, as Uriel
10:56
and I didn't even know what that was, you know, till later on.
11:00
That was an archangel. I didn't even know. And there was like
11:03
an orange color and yellow brilliant from her and then to behind me, and
11:09
I'm seeing all this going on. My spirit eyes were in full fully open.
11:15
I could see behind me there was an old and again it's snowy.
11:18
It's icy at this point, there's no snow, it's just ice. It's
11:22
just bad weather, like you really shouldn't be out. There's no cars out.
11:24
I see a fire station and I see all these spirit people. But
11:30
I don't go, oh my god, there's spirit people because I'm actually spirit
11:33
at that point too, so it's like completely normal. But they're wearing these
11:37
firemen, these old timey fire outfits, and they're concerned. I mean,
11:43
and there's about two hundred spirit people out there, maybe more, and some
11:48
of the people there have they're dressed in like the thirties and forties and fifties.
11:54
And then one lady comes to the window on the left side, but
11:56
no one can see her but me, and I'm in aunches in my mom's
12:01
arm and she's crying, but I'm seeing all this going on. And then
12:07
she leans in and she says, you are She said, you're your grandmother.
12:13
It's friends with my mother. Hi, I'm Judith Hefner. She used
12:16
to shop at my grandmother's jewelry store, which she can make this up,
12:22
but I mean, they're people, so they're going to save people's stuff.
12:24
And I was like kind of like oh, And then I started hearing this
12:28
chatter behind she's the one who kids their voices. And I didn't really know
12:33
what that means till now. But I really try to boy be in a
12:37
medium, but I always could have full conversation, so I knew I could
12:41
be good at this. Gud spirit people like say that out loud because we
12:45
couldn't hear you, okay that, but the chatter, yes, they said,
12:50
she's the one who carries our voices. She's the one that carries our
12:54
voices. But it was like whisper, whisper, whisper, And I didn't
12:58
know at that time what that really meant because I really avoided. I tried
13:03
to be normal because back in the day, I don't know if they do
13:07
it now, but it would it wouldn't have worked out with people's reality,
13:13
you know. Knowing that I could talk full conversations with spirit people and see
13:16
them and see dimensions and see things, they wouldn't have understood that. So
13:20
I never really Uh, It's something I always hid until much later in life.
13:26
I came out as an evidential medium. And then I trained eight years
13:28
extensively with famous mediums like and got certified by them. But I'd trained at
13:35
the Omega Institute and and then I would go to this little church, it
13:41
was the Spiritualist Church in New Jersey, and I would take all these British
13:46
mediums would come in and I would take classes there eight years extensively, flighting
13:50
back and forth with like Tony Stockwell. I trained with Janet nova Haak who's
13:54
now passed. She's an author, and then I trained with Tony for a
13:58
long time. I did TRENT, I did all the highest levels of mediumship
14:03
and with a probably A counted up over six hundred mediums. They and you
14:09
know, I never had an ego. I just said, well, let's
14:11
give it a go. And so I think I was underestimated because people are
14:15
like, oh, yeah, I look at her, She's just a joke.
14:16
And then I always like rocked out, you know, and everything was
14:20
like yeah, you know, names, dates, street locations. Uh.
14:22
And then then Lisa Williams I trained with. Later I got certified by her,
14:28
and I trained. But honestly, I canna be honest. It was
14:31
Jesus. You can call him a yashure or whoever, but we know who
14:35
he is. And it was him that through my ndase and through the big
14:39
one I had at five, I connected with him. I never he never
14:43
left me. He brings me different saints, and he talks to me and
14:46
tells me things. He tells me things all the time. He tells me
14:50
technical things, he tells me whatever I want to know. I mean,
14:52
he's just and he's really fine. But he was the one who taught me
14:58
the mediumship. And he taught me about different levels at different states, how
15:01
many different states in the higher realms. They are what our spirit bodies,
15:09
what to do, what not to do, mediumship and all that. He
15:13
taught me most of that, and then I had my guides and my angels.
15:16
That says too, So I had been listening to them since I can
15:22
remember. But my five was the biggest one where I was dead two hours.
15:26
I don't know if you want me to go into that one. We're
15:28
going to talk about the near death experiences a little bit later on, but
15:33
I'm just curious as to when you were a child and started having the experiences
15:39
and getting this information. When I was a kid and I had these experiences,
15:43
starting it as far back as I can remember, age five, I
15:46
would share this with my parents or anyone who had listen, and I was
15:50
told I was imagining things. I was labeled as a child with an over
15:54
active imagination. Did you receive anything like that? Did anyone ever question and
16:00
you were say you're just imagining things? Or tell you not to share what
16:03
you were sharing. I want to use those exact words I'm really thinking you
16:07
asked me. So I really liked to put a lot of thought into it.
16:11
When I was growing up, I would I was gasling. Let's just
16:15
use the word I was gas lit. A lot, a lot by who
16:21
by my father, my stepfather. She ended up marrying that radio DJ guy
16:25
who ended up from age four to twelve sexually molesting me, which is why
16:32
I was really quiet in school. I'm not quiet by nature. And I
16:36
became hostile and angry because I was my way of like get away, you
16:41
know, kind of thing. And so I was told that I'm crazy,
16:47
that people aren't going to understand you. You're too deep. You think too
16:55
much. That was a big one. You think too much? How can
16:56
you think too much? If you think too much, as your brain can
16:59
explode. I never understood that one. They never really listened to me.
17:03
I always kind of say I grew up in a wolves raised me because it
17:10
was very base, you know, we didn't there were things that were so
17:14
obvious that there was so much suppression in the household, from the stepfather to
17:19
my mom and my sister. Now, my brother never the youngest, he
17:22
never really got anything because he was the male. Don't ask me why,
17:26
but there was a there was. He was told he's a guy. So
17:30
I don't know what all that meant. I'm just telling you that's how it
17:33
was. It didn't make sense to me. But yeah, I was told
17:38
for a long time that I was crazy and that this is the big one.
17:45
Oh gosh, I hate to go here, but I'm going to go
17:48
here. No one would listen to anything I have to say. Now do
17:53
you think that would f you up? Your whole life? And now I'm
17:59
like and broadcasts like you, I'm a public speaker. Do you think that
18:03
I had to get past that? I had to get past because I heard
18:07
it all the time. No one won't listen to you anything you have to
18:11
say. I was also told that, oh, you're really pretty, so
18:15
you need to marry. You could marry whoever you wanted. And I'm thinking
18:18
it was like I was a what do you call it, like a like
18:22
a horse and a stable, you know, like on property. And I'm
18:25
like, I'm like, I'm not doing that. Of course I'm married some
18:27
you know, poor guy, but rich in heart, rich in the spirit.
18:32
I know we did fine in life, but yeah, and I didn't.
18:37
It was it was understand now we're in families that we are, so
18:42
we can transmute that and work with that. But honestly, it was such
18:47
a dark environment. I think that's why the sexual abuse is not really sexual
18:52
abuse. It's control and dominance and power, and I think that darker.
18:56
He definitely had darker energies attached to him for sure, that they wanted to
19:00
bring me down in my mission here. But it didn't work. And I
19:04
remember years later, I think it was like thirty eight as that I started
19:08
getting all these flashes of memory of just not good, like having being locked
19:15
in the closet, uh, trying to lock myself in there and to hide,
19:19
and then we had the slats in there, so I was sticking like
19:22
hangers in there, trying to poke get away. I was a little teeny
19:26
you know, if I'm six or eight years old, a little teeny person,
19:30
and which led to my DAEs because I'm like, I just don't want
19:33
to be here. But uh, you know, I look now at all
19:37
of that, and that I did tell him look to finish it up.
19:41
At thirty eight, I did tell him, I remember, I remember at
19:45
all. That was my way of going kind of screw you, like I
19:48
remember, But looking at it now, I feel so sad and sorry for
19:52
someone that would do that to anyone, but do it to a child,
19:56
They've got to be really broken. And so so he was the one when
20:00
he was in the hospital, was there praying over him like I was like,
20:04
you wouldn't believe. I saw his role and it was all in the
20:07
room. I saw the angels above him. He was going through some spiritual
20:11
fight. I mean, he was really tormented. He was shaking. I
20:15
was like, oh my gosh, I cannot believe I'm praying over him,
20:17
feeling sorry for him asking for assistance. Four years he was a ghost.
20:21
He tried to harass me. He tried to harass my mom. I told
20:25
him, no condition, you're going to do this. I had it in
20:27
life, you're not going to do it and death. And then eventually I
20:33
asked him, if you cross over? He kept saying he'd come to other
20:36
people, said quit asking have her ask me to cross over? That would
20:40
be me. But eventually, slowly over, so slowly over the years that
20:45
he did. But I feel sorry for tortured souls and I think it,
20:51
Yeah, it sucked, but it made me more compassionate to other people and
20:55
they're pain and their suffering and what they've had to pierce through all the negative
21:02
talk that people might have heard growing up to try to just have a life
21:06
and be somebody. So I'm very sensitive to that with people. I am
21:11
grateful that you were able to come through those experiences with the revelations and the
21:18
open heart that you have, the beautiful open heart that you have. Without
21:21
going into a lot of details, I had a dad who believed in corporal
21:26
punishment and when I would do things because I had a lot of experiences that
21:30
led me into experimenting with equipment and things in the nineteen fifties and maybe not
21:36
necessarily being able to put them back together, and his response was anger and
21:40
removal of his belt and beating me. And when he would do that,
21:42
I would run into the closet in my room, sit at the controls of
21:48
my imaginary spaceship, look up and say, take me off this place.
21:51
I don't belong here. And that also led me to be more compassionate to
21:56
others as I grew and matured with the understanding of what story was and what
22:00
my story was, and what everyone's story is. So both of us are
22:03
survivors in different ways of experiences that came into our lives to make us the
22:08
people we've become today, and ungrateful that you are who you are. Well,
22:12
I feel the same way about you, and I also got the belt
22:15
with the buckle, so it was you know, all that was unpleasant.
22:22
But when I now look back on it, I just think about, my
22:25
gosh, how broken are these people? And I think that's you and I
22:29
both are transmuters of negative energy to positive energy by presence because we've had real
22:34
hands owned experience with that and we've learned to forgive. Yeah, yeah,
22:40
you have to. You have to. And I really don't want someone to
22:42
be in a hellish, horrible hate themselves state. I really don't. Yeah,
22:47
I want them to be better. Absolutely. My guest, Tamara Calder
22:52
Richardson, we're talking about her six near death experiences. Amazing story, Timar,
22:57
please share with our listeners with it can find out more about you and
23:00
also your upcoming book. Oh thank you so much. Yes, Well,
23:03
those of you that want an evidential life path reading, I do a lot
23:07
of those all over the world via zoom and they're very accurate. It doesn't
23:11
matter if you're ever zoom, but that would be at Southernbell Medium dot com
23:15
and bell is Bell B E L L E. There's an e on its
23:19
southernbellmedium dot com. And also if you're interested in taking courses on my Ascension
23:26
School, which I just started, so it's not too late. We just
23:30
started the masterclass and how to develop your Superpowers. It's an amazing class.
23:36
We have an intimate group. I think it's like fourteen people, a pretty
23:38
powerful people in there, and we're going to be practicing and starting that on
23:42
Thursday, May twenty eight, So if you're interested in that, go to
23:47
and I have lots of classes that are downloadable. I was told to teach
23:49
about seventeen years ago, and I kick, and I kick and I fall,
23:52
and finally I'm doing it, and I'm really loving it, and I'm
23:56
meeting wonderful people. I teach primarily spiritual teachers, but that doesn't mean that
24:00
beginners are also in my class. So I take care of everybody that's an
24:04
Academy of Divine Wisdom dot com. Academy of Divine Wisdom dot com and also
24:11
everybody, please check out my Seeking Heaven channel and that's a YouTube. If
24:15
you go YouTube the little symbol at Seeking Heaven channel, you'll find me.
24:21
And we're gonna have Victor on as a guest because I cannot wait to hear
24:25
about his spiritual life. He's so fascinating. I could just listen to him
24:30
all day and I'm so grateful to be here today to share some of my
24:33
story with him and with you. And her upcoming book is WI will be
24:37
entitled Love from Heaven. Tell us when that's coming out. Well, I
24:42
was invited on the Portal two Ascension Galactic Cruise, and so I'm going to
24:49
be on that. And by the way, anyone that signs up under my
24:52
name Tama RICHARDSONID yes, I have to plug this real quick. They're going
24:56
to get for every person that signs up a three hundred and twenty five dollars
25:00
US either either evidential medium live path. I can go into star Seed stuff
25:06
to reading from me for thirty minutes. So you put my name in there,
25:10
and you know, if you email why I tell you the details.
25:11
But I'm going to be on there and at that point that'll be December that
25:17
I want to be able to have a release of the book. So thank
25:18
you for mentioning that wonderful and we'll be back with more Tamera after these words.
25:23
On the Own Times Radio Network, the best of the holistic, spiritual
25:29
and conscious world. Ome Times Radio I own FM. Ome Times Magazine is
25:34
one of the leading online content Providers of Positivity, wellness and personal empowerment.
25:40
A philanthropic organization, their net proceeds are finaled to support worldwide charity initiatives via
25:47
Humanity Healing International. Through their commitment to creating community and providing conscious content,
25:52
they aspire to uplift humanity on a global scale. Home Times Co creating a
25:57
more conscious lifestyle. Imagine yourself being transported to India, to the banks of
26:06
the Gangha and an Ashram in Rishikesh. Visualize that you are welcome to Satsan
26:11
with an American Sanyas who shares the wisdom of her Guru. Your visualization has
26:18
manifested. Join Satfi Bagawati Saraswati for inspiration and transformation. Every Thursday at eleven
26:26
a m Eastern on Old Times Radio. If I could be you and you
26:32
could be me for just one hour, if you can find a way to
26:34
get inside each other's mind, walk a mile in my shoes, Walk a
26:40
mile in my shoes, Walk a mile in my shoes. We've all felt
26:44
left out, and for some that feeling lasts more than a moment. We
26:48
can change that. Learn how it Belonging begins with us dot Org brought to
26:52
you by the AD Council. Welcome Ale in the sees. So I'm a
27:00
cat and I just moved in with this new human and she's got this little
27:03
toy she's always playing with all day long. Tap tap tap tap blue bloop.
27:08
She can't put it down there it is Oh and get this, She
27:12
even talks to it. Last week she asked it for Chinese and guess what
27:17
eggrel showed up Like magic, humans have cool toys. A person is the
27:22
best thing to happen to a shelter pet, be that person adopt. Brought
27:26
to you by the AD Council and the Shelter Petproject dot org. Hi,
27:30
this is Bill Mark. I can find humor in almost anything, but one
27:33
thing I never laugh about. It is cruelty to animals. If you don't
27:37
get the joke either, right, People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals Five
27:41
on one Front Street in Norfolk, Virginia, two three five one oh back
27:45
on Destination Unlimited. My guest this week, Tamara called her Richardson. We're
27:48
talking about her six near death experiences. Tamara, I've had many guests on
27:55
Destination Unlimited before that have had their lives transformed by a single near death experience.
28:02
You had six of them. We talked briefly about a couple of them.
28:06
Start talking more about each of these experiences, what brought them on,
28:11
and what you learned during each experience. Well, thank you. I'm excited
28:15
to be back, Victor. And to answer that first question, why I
28:21
suppose that I'm a spiritual overachiever. Boy, you take the hard way of
28:27
getting there, don't you. Well, yeah, but you know, if
28:30
you put it in perspective, we don't really die. And if you look
28:33
at it this way, with near death experiences, they do take you into
28:37
different realm, the different and depending where you are with your soul consciousness,
28:41
it takes you there. And as a matter of fact, I did a
28:44
talk on portal to ascension. It was in Atlantis when I was going through
28:48
this past life one of the and then also talked about Egypt in Egyptian times.
28:52
What we would do is we would if I was a high priestess in
28:57
both but I was a high priests and we would do to initiate you do
29:03
all these different spiritual superpowers and working with the elements and controlling different things,
29:07
and I have a mastery over it manifestation. But then at the end to
29:12
kind of graduate, you had to go through an NDE and they would put
29:15
you in situations that one would be into a boggy kind of creek kind of
29:19
situation and you had there were alligators and you had to move them away and
29:25
kind of stay in your state. And then that was one to become and
29:29
they would lock you in a chamber and where there would be no heir.
29:33
So these used to be rituals that were done to put people in these states.
29:37
I wouldn't recommend it, but what it did immediately and why I felt
29:41
I needed it on a soul level, is that when I came here,
29:48
things didn't seem right. I know, I'm probably speaking to my people now,
29:52
it didn't seem right here, Okay, it seemed off. I didn't
29:56
understand why people and this wasn't just being a child. I didn'tunderstand why people
30:00
didn't say what they meant and why they lied. I didn't understand certain ways
30:06
that people would act but they didn't really feel that way, but they would
30:08
have this social veneer. And so it was helpful for me to see.
30:15
Starting my nearedith experiences started from prenatal when my mom didn't quite carry me and
30:22
I saw her losing so much blood. Everything that was said as a spirit
30:26
being, I felt only remorse for her and upset and concern. Then I
30:32
have one at three, four, five, and then ten and thirty eight,
30:37
and each time I saw a different form of reality, and what it
30:41
said is that we're where I stand now in life as an adult. I
30:48
say that we are in this created a holographic universe, and there are different
30:52
dimensions and timelines that are happening that we can access at any point in time.
30:57
Although I think you need mastery of that because there are little traps you
31:02
can get caught in. I don't know if i'd recommend doing that unless you
31:07
have some spiritual training under your belt. But that it showed me that this
31:11
veneer, this that's in this world, that that's not reality. So as
31:18
I went through these states, and there's some really cool stuff that happened,
31:21
I had a lot of out of body experiences. I've seen and dealt with
31:25
ghosts and lost spirits, so many things along the way. But that it
31:29
I felt that was my reality. And until now us talking is not now.
31:33
Maybe a few years ago, maybe twenty years ago, I could really
31:37
start talking about these things, but I couldn't talk about them for many years,
31:41
but I knew in my mind that was the true reality, and until
31:45
then I would just stay connected to watching all these sci fi shows, Star
31:52
Trag, Lost in Space. I loved even the Hulk. You know,
31:56
superpowers, I love the whole love werewoffs, you know, where they would
32:02
turn into because they could become super powerful, right they could not that I
32:07
you know, like where was, but they could take on great things.
32:12
And you know, loved all these things. And then of course I still
32:17
do. And uh, that's a whole different topic, the whole UFO and
32:21
the whole meeting people in my life that were kind of imparted. I guess
32:25
they're known people now that I didn't know. That would circle back around and
32:30
here I am. But that was it helped form what I thought was true
32:35
was which was reality. And I think if you can think that it is,
32:38
we're there are so many different viewpoints. But I know we talked about
32:44
last time, my we didn't really say my prenatal but my you know,
32:49
my third one. We had the nail in the head and saw from different
32:52
directions, could I could still sense, smell whatever without having a body.
32:55
And then when I was four about us going, you know, hitting the
33:00
tree from my mom dating this guy and they went out. It was a
33:05
bad snowy day and they hit this tree. And then I went through the
33:07
Windshiel and saw different dimensions, spirit people, a real kind of a god
33:13
portal. It was amazing, like a fire circle portal. Going out.
33:16
It was just a magnificent with my angel. But the actually those pretty cool,
33:23
and those in themselves are amazing. But my favorite indie this is pretty
33:29
Bud. It's like, you know, you have favorite songs. This is
33:31
my favorite one. And this is the thing that I loved so much because
33:35
I got to really meet and know Jesus. And that is so good.
33:40
I mean, that is such a good love. It is so good.
33:44
And I was five years old in this one. This was a big one.
33:46
And this is the Neardith experience. That what happened leading up to it.
33:52
So I had a neardith experience at three, four and five, So
33:54
three in a row, okay, So what happened at three to open the
34:00
It opened my consciousness to seeing spirit people talking to him fully, and they
34:05
would come to me every freaking night. Sometimes I'd have a night off,
34:07
but most of the time it was. It was pretty constant growing up,
34:10
and I guess I was like a little light being, like a little juicy
34:14
morsel to these lower level things. Because we're very close on the on the
34:19
and an owner earth to the to the archon realm or to the lower entity
34:23
realms. That's why we want to when I meditator or pray, or however
34:28
you want to call it, I start with my crown chakra up. I'm
34:30
just gonna bypass those people. I don't want to even deal with it.
34:34
But when I was younger, I didn't know those things, and I would
34:36
have lost souls talk to me and I'm like, oh, what you know.
34:38
I'm like, I'm just a kid, why are you telling me this?
34:40
And then I would have these dark humanoids, but they were I would
34:47
consider them demons. You can call them what you want, but they they
34:51
had a tadpole a tad pole tail, and they were black, and they
34:55
were big, and they were crawling the walls and they used to I have
35:00
one or two. They'd show up every now and then. They have red
35:01
eyes. They had a mouth huge like a shark, way up way up,
35:07
like a big grin, and they would just come to intimidate me because
35:09
they knew who I was, who I was sent here on a mission that
35:15
sounds like the Blues Brothers, but I was, and they knew who I
35:17
was. They were just trying to frighten me. And so that was training
35:22
wheels for the spiritual world. And I had to eventually had to learn that.
35:24
But that started at three. So when five comes about, I am
35:30
being sexually abused by my stepdad who my mom married. Now he's up,
35:34
he's trying to adopt me. When we moved from Hickory, North Carolina,
35:37
in the small town to Raleigh, North Carolina, which is the capital of
35:39
North Carolina. And we moved there and he's at a bigger radio station where
35:45
I mentioned like wolf Man, Jack and different famous people work there and then
35:51
U. Then we from there we went to we I'm trying to think of
35:57
the radio station. I can off I think it. I don't know if
35:59
it was Kicks. I think it was Kicks wk X. But anyhow,
36:01
we moved there into an apartment I started. I was getting ready to start
36:07
first grade. So my mom was doing this thing called Kelly Girl where she
36:10
would go be a secretary now and then she didn't really have a lot of
36:13
skills, and so she would leave me with I mean, the pervert.
36:20
I mean that's what I mean. I don't know what else to call it.
36:22
The stepdad. And it started and it was just and it was he
36:28
would hold me down, he would say things, he's in love with me.
36:30
I mean, this is a lot for a five year old. It
36:32
was just creepy. People don't understand what pedophiles. They don't. It's not
36:37
so much the act is the creepy stuff they say. It's just gross.
36:42
Okay, So anyway this went on. I didn't understand what it was.
36:45
I knew it wasn't right, and so I started talking to Jesus because this
36:52
is who my grandmother said, you need to talk to him if you need
36:54
a friend. I was like, I need a friend. So I said,
36:58
hey, I got an idea, you kill him and that I didn't
37:01
really know what killing your murder was because I was a five year old.
37:05
So I got this kind of friend. Like I said, okay, well
37:09
then just take me. I can't do whatever this is anymore. I cannot
37:13
do it. So when you tell God Christ you're higher self, whatever you're
37:19
done, and you're really serious, they're going to make that happen, So
37:22
you got to be really careful. We're powerful manifesturs. So I said,
37:25
I can't do this. And I remember when it all happened, the precepts
37:29
with time of day, there was a what we were backed up to a
37:34
forest because they cut all this out for a new development. I remember I
37:37
was watching on TV Carol Burnett Show and I started, I had a bad
37:44
I had a I was I was very bad, sore throat, and it
37:47
went on two days. They didn't do anything. I had a high fever.
37:52
By the third day, it was almost one hundred and four. It
37:57
was on one of three point nine at that point, and then it got
38:00
higher and my mom didn't know what it does, so she called the hospital.
38:07
They didn't have emergency centers like they do now, so she called the
38:09
hospital. They said, put me in an ice bath. So I remember
38:14
first before she did that, she tried to feed me. I couldn't eat,
38:16
and she tried to make soup. It was tomato soup and she's toasted.
38:20
I remember that I couldn't eat at all. I couldn't swallow, and
38:22
I couldn't understand why. But the reason why is my lungs were shutting down,
38:27
and so she put me in an ice bath. Funny, I never
38:30
forgot that because when you're sick and you're freezing, even though you get a
38:35
high fever, you are not when you're freezing, you're thinking blankets, you're
38:38
not thinking ice bath. But that's what we did. And she even barred
38:44
ice from the neighbors. I remember that she went and got that because she
38:47
had to put a lot of ice in there. And so she put me
38:51
to bed, She dried me off, dressed me, put me to bed,
38:54
chut me. In an hour. I was drenched, I was semi
38:58
unconscious. So she finally told my stepdad we're going this time, we're leaving,
39:02
because she wanted to go before. And he's like, no, we
39:05
don't have the money, which my grandparents would have had the money and spotted
39:07
us. But she says, I don't care, We're going. So it's
39:13
at this point interesting. Doctor Martin Luther King was assassinated that day, so
39:19
we had martial law, we had MPs out, the roads were locked off.
39:23
It was after ten at ten you had a curfew ten pm, so
39:28
we couldn't go out. Well, this was a dire situation. So mom
39:31
said I'm holding her your driving, lets go. So she had to get
39:35
really ugly for that happened. My stepdad was very suppressive person, but charming,
39:40
you know, in public. And so we we went, and as
39:45
we're driving, we see these We see nobody's in the road, but I
39:52
could see, you know, in the distance. It was glowy. It
39:58
was kind of glowy in consciousness. I'll go above the body, I mean
40:01
above the car, and I'm seeing all these riots in the distance and the
40:07
fires and all this going on. And I do that a couple of times,
40:14
go in and out of my body. And at one point we stopped
40:15
at an MP station. They said, what are you doing out? Nobodys
40:17
supposed to be out, and my stepdad, who's trying to adopt me,
40:21
said, well, my daughter is. She's very ill, and he could
40:24
see I was unconscious, so he said, okay, I'll call ahead to
40:29
the other because there were other stops stations ahead, I'll call ahead and let
40:34
you through. And he's like okay. So we as we're driving through the
40:40
next one, which is taking a while to get there because we were kind
40:44
of out in the suburbs, I died and I went above my body.
40:47
And I died, and I watched everything from above. I was just observing.
40:53
I really didn't have an emotion. And then as we got to the
40:57
hospital, I look at go back in and check in the car. We'll
41:01
go, We'll do that. Before we got to the hospital, my mom
41:04
was with cussing my stepdad, how dare we should have gotten there? She
41:07
you know, you know what's going on. She didn't understand why I was
41:10
lifeless. And so they prepared. I had twelve people come out and get
41:19
me. There were two doctors and there were nurses and assistants to put me
41:22
on there. And they rushed me back and I was dead. I was
41:28
clocked in as dead and arrival fifteen minutes day had DA And then they put
41:34
me as code blue. And then they started telling me all this, get
41:37
CC's, this and this and that. They did all this stuff to get
41:40
my heart started. And then they were started pumping this goop out of my
41:44
lungs. I'm watching this all from the side, like wow, what's going
41:46
on? And I could see the lights above and all, and so they're
41:52
they're pumping this gooey stuff, which my lungs were filled of mucus. They
41:54
had they were shut down at that point, and so I leave because I
42:00
I thought, well, I'll let them do what they're doing, and i'd
42:01
go in the hospital and I start seeing everything that's there. I start looking
42:06
in different rooms at people. One guy I needed some water and no one
42:09
was paying attention, so I knocked the water off so someone would hear it
42:13
and get him some fresh water. And then a lady was giving birth and
42:17
she was afraid she was going to lose the child, and I was telling
42:21
her in spirit to hang in there. So I thought, this is great.
42:23
I'm an angel, this is wonderful. I'll just keep doing this.
42:27
And then I was at a candy machine and this little girl in a brownie
42:30
suit saw me, and I was purprised she saw me because I thought no
42:34
one could see me. I thought that was cool and I could zoom around
42:37
real fast and I go back to the room. Basically them trying to get
42:42
me. I was flatlining this one. In two hours. I could see
42:45
my mom in the hall crying. The doctor would go back and say we're
42:51
trying to get her vitals, but my mom didn't know what he was talking
42:52
about. She was like she knew it was bad. I don't think she
42:55
did what he was saying. I was dead. And so they eventually covered
42:59
me with the sheet. This is after two hours, and they left me
43:02
kind of sitting there waiting, and then someone saw some kind of motion.
43:07
Anyhow, they put me in an induced coma for three days. Now keep
43:13
in mind it, as I'm saying this, my mom never told me any
43:15
of this. Nobody told me any of this. Nobody. I did a
43:20
regression, I will fuss up, and all this came out in more with
43:23
extreme detail, and then it fell. I was like, oh, yeah,
43:28
I remember that. And so when I actually mentioned it to my mom
43:32
years later, she was shocked that I knew. She was like, how
43:35
do you know that? Because a lot of parents they try to hide things
43:37
if someone's had indias as a child. But I remember being in that tent.
43:43
But during those three days it was an induced coma. Was it was
43:46
wonderful because I got to spend it with Jesus. But how that ended up
43:51
happening was when they covered me with sheet and in between them waiting and I'm
43:55
left for dead, Which that was kind of hard to kind of look at
44:00
that, you know, because it's kind of final. I kind of felt
44:02
sad for that little girl. There is that. I saw two Catholics in
44:07
there, which I wasn't raised Catholic. I didn't even know much about that.
44:10
I knew what it was because they held rosaries, but that's about it.
44:14
And there was a nine and there was a priest and the woman said,
44:19
Blessed are the innocent, and I thought, who are they talking about?
44:21
They were talking about me. I found out later as an adult that
44:24
shirt that that that hospital, Rex Hospital used to be. It was built
44:30
as a Catholic hospital and it was I remember the name because it was like
44:35
t Rex. You know, I'm a kid, so I like dinosaurs.
44:37
So anyhow, I had they were there, and all of a sudden,
44:42
I'm in a field and I'm looking down and I'm standing there and there's a
44:45
man that's grabbing my hand and he's and and he's smiling, and he's has
44:50
all this light coming out of his heart all around I'm beaming. And he's
44:53
got really good teeth and really good small and I looked at him. His
44:59
eyes looked they like they were living. They were blue and green. They
45:01
were just kind of moving around. They liked their living, and he had
45:07
I would say warm brownish hair with golden lights through it, a little below
45:12
his shoulders and he, I said, you're that man. I talked to
45:15
he because I am. He thought that was funny. He said, I
45:17
have something to give you. And I thought, oh, I said a
45:21
toy. You thought that was funny. And he said no. And he
45:23
took part of his rope belt and he says, and then he put it
45:28
around my left hand. He goes, I wrap you in my love,
45:30
protection and wisdom. Much as given much, she'll give. Through the big
45:36
things, the small things would be done, and through the small things,
45:39
the big things would be acknowledged. And he said, you have to go
45:44
back. And I said, and then I saw kids playing on a roundabout
45:46
spinning around. It was a pastor. It was like the most beautiful place
45:49
you could imagine. And I really pitched a fit. I was like,
45:52
no, I don't want to go back. I want to stay with you.
45:54
I want to stay with you. I don't want to go back.
45:55
I want to go back to that life. I don't want to do it.
45:59
And he realized needed to calm me down. He goes, okay,
46:00
let's walk. You know. Twice time was there's though it's not like we're
46:04
in a time clock. So he says, well, let's walk and talk
46:07
for a minute. And so as he walked, every bladed grass would curl
46:10
around his like feet. It was beautiful. He had really pretty feet.
46:14
I've seen his feet twice. It's the prettiest feet you've ever seen for a
46:17
man. And it looks like you just had it like a petty. It's
46:22
just beautiful. And he's walking. The flowers they have life, the grass
46:28
has life. The trees and the leaf it's like they're whispering you know his
46:32
name, or in just acknowledging him. It was just beautiful. It was
46:38
like a sweet whisper breeze. And then we came to this very large tree.
46:43
It was really pretty like cheerry blossoms, kind of like cherry blossom in
46:46
a dogwood combination. And then it had little red cherries on it. And
46:50
then he goes, we don't eat from this tree. And I'm thinking,
46:53
I wasn't thinking about eating about the tree. I want to know what you've
46:59
got to say. And one here, and so there's a rock, a
47:01
big rock there, and he gets left. So he said, against the
47:05
rock, and I kind of leaned up against him, and he said,
47:07
I could ask him anything. So I'm a kid, you know, five
47:10
years old. So I asked him, well, how does electricity work?
47:14
Because you I didn't know what to ask. And he told me by mind
47:17
and mind communication till epathy, and I was like, oh okay, and
47:20
I was like kind of bored about it. I was like okay, and
47:22
I asked a couple of things, and then he began teaching me. And
47:27
he said we. He didn't say manifest He said, we create with our
47:31
minds and heaven here it happens really fast, he said. But on earth,
47:37
down there, he said, down there, he said, And I
47:42
think he you know, you could say down like it's upper down is really
47:44
not up or down, But I think it's because it's dimensionally lower. That's
47:47
why I said that. But he said, we do it through our words
47:53
and through our minds. So it's very important that you are mindful of your
47:58
words and you're in and what you think and and he said, but what
48:04
happens quick here, whatever you want to do, you think it, and
48:06
you're there. You can go any place you want. And there's a reply
48:08
replica of pretty much everything on Earth and heaven, a sept for like you
48:13
know, trash and garbage places, but you know, like there's things.
48:19
I'm not saying there's dizzy world there, but there's mountains, there's things that's
48:22
very similar that look like the Swiss Alps and that kind of stuff. And
48:25
so I visualized, I said, can I do it? And he said
48:28
sure. So I visualized as being in a little boat. We're a little
48:31
lake. Was beautiful and he's on one in them of the other because it's
48:35
a little boat. And some fish swam up to him three and he picked
48:38
one up and he looked at it and he said hello, and he and
48:43
he kind of said hey. He put it back down and he goes,
48:45
this is how we fish here, and I just thought it was the sweetest
48:49
thing. And so we spent time. He told me many things there,
48:52
many teaching things. Has not stopped teaching me. He's taught me a whole
48:57
life. He has been my main teacher. He's so much in his heart.
49:00
It's just describe as a supernatural love. It's beyond all human understanding.
49:05
And I'm not just saying that. I'm saying that from witnessing and experiencing that.
49:08
I'm not saying that from a religious point of view. Because I really
49:12
didn't know that part of him in my human form, but in my spirit
49:16
form, I can tell you it was like so good that it's just like
49:21
I can't It's like all you want to do is be near it. And
49:24
so he said I had to go back, and then when I went back,
49:30
I said it's gonna hurt. He said, you need to go back.
49:31
So I didn't quite listen to him. So I went back, but
49:34
I didn't go with my body. So I started doing my more angel stuff
49:36
around the hospital, and then a guy came up to me who I kind
49:39
of felt was the administrator of the hospital at one point. His name was
49:43
doctor Tipping. He had a bald head and a bow tie, and he
49:45
said, little girl, you got to get back in your body. And
49:47
I was like, no, it's gonna hurt. Why does God pick people
49:52
that are so difficult. I guess he knows in the end, I get
49:54
the job done, and I'm like no. So then Jesus showed up.
49:59
He goes, you need to get in your body. I've made it okay.
50:00
As soon as he said it, I was back and I was okay
50:04
and everything was fine. I did not have any I was perfectly healthy.
50:10
When I came from that, including the one with a car crash where my
50:14
nose was shattered in multiple places and two surgeries later, I was okay.
50:19
I mean, you got to think all these things I had to nail through
50:21
my freaking head on the first one, I'm okay and totally healed one hundred
50:24
percent. I mean that those are all miracles, by the way, and
50:30
being resurrected from being dead and my organ should have been shutting down, I
50:35
was totally one hundred percent healthy. Okay. So that rejects everything that we've
50:38
been taught in this world, and that to me, I'd carry him with
50:44
me. I didn't realize for thirty nine years that I have been channeling.
50:49
I found back thirty nine years books where I'm channeling, but you know,
50:52
from the South. I didn't know what that word meant. I just would
50:55
write inspirational things, and then I realized that's him. He talks prettier than
51:00
I do, and he also communicates with me on my level of sense of
51:07
humor, like he'll say, you already know that, why are you asking
51:10
me? You know? And he'll make me laugh or sometimes he'll say things
51:14
and I laugh, and so I think he communicates in the way that that
51:19
person wants them to communicate. And so I spent a long time with him,
51:23
and now, you know, I could fast forward now, But he
51:30
several years ago started bringing me various saints that I didn't know who they were,
51:35
you know, like Saint Ignatious. He showed up with a donkey,
51:37
talking about proverbs and somethings like okay, and I thought he looked kind of
51:42
Hispanic or Italian and he had you know, his bottom top had the friar
51:45
hair. And then he bring me different ones. He's brought me Raman as
51:49
you you know, and I'm like, who's that? You know, So
51:52
he's brought me. Then he's brought me. Now he works with the Glack
51:53
Federation. I've seen him on the ship with Astor. Now he's he's brought
52:00
me to this whole star set thing. I'm like, it's just it's just
52:02
crazy, like it's so he's so much more than what people can. You
52:07
know. Then they then they know. So, you know, the five
52:10
year old thing was very important that changed me forever. When I was ten,
52:15
I'll I'll do this quickly. When I was ten, I was at
52:17
a family vacation at Myrtle Beach, South Carolina, and I was in the
52:22
pool and some I was ten, and some boys that were like twenty twelve
52:30
and fourteen were playing volleyball and I was little girls. I'm like, oh,
52:31
look at the boys. So I'm swimming under the pool and swimming everywhere.
52:37
They're playing volleyball. They don't realize that I'm underneath, and I'm like
52:40
swimming the link of the pool and I get caught up with some people playing
52:45
volleyball, and so I can't get up. So I start gasping for breath
52:52
and I'm drowning, is what I'm doing. But it I panicked at first,
52:57
and then it became sort of peaceful. And then I saw in the
53:00
water the water separated it and I saw just bright light coming out like and
53:07
then I heard an angelic choir. I mean like it was like a thousand
53:09
angels singing like what you know, like you'd imagine, and I thought,
53:19
shit, it's happening again. And I was like, this is what a
53:21
thought. And I'm like I can't believe this. Next thing, I'm unconscious.
53:24
I'm waking up. The lifeguard is helping me out. I'm like coughing
53:29
up all this water's coming out, and my mom is standing over me with
53:34
my little sister because she was in the baby pool with her. I guess
53:37
she's around maybe around two or three. She goes, what'd she do now?
53:44
And I'm like, oh my god, this is a reaction. So
53:46
I never told my parents about indies because I wouldn't have gotten the support at
53:51
all. And a matter of fact, when I came out with my DAEs,
53:53
my family gave me a bunch of junk for a long time and they
53:59
still do. And I really don't care so because it's true and it's important
54:02
to me, and they're not in that consciousness level to think any ndie is
54:07
real. They just you know, So I don't worry about that. So
54:12
that we're gonna we're gonna have to save the thirty eight year old one for
54:15
the next show because we have run out of time, and I will,
54:19
okay, And I want you to share with our listeners one more time where
54:22
they can find out more about you and these amazing miracles that you've had in
54:27
your life and what you bring to our world with your wisdom and your experience.
54:31
Wow, that sweet Victor. I just love spending time with you.
54:35
Yeah, Sorry, these things sometimes can be long winded, but hopefully somebody
54:37
got some some a wisdom nugget out of that. If they want to find
54:43
me, if they want it evidential our life path reading, they can go
54:46
to Southernbellmedium dot com and that Southern Bell Medium dot com and Bell is b
54:52
E L E. Oh. If you're interested in taking some classes, I
54:55
have some free ones on there, and I've just started Superpower Class, a
55:00
masterclass, have fourteen people in it, fantastic people from beginner to spiritual teachers.
55:07
Just started it and if they want to be a part of that,
55:08
they can go to the Academy of Divine Wisdom dot com and that's Academy of
55:15
Divine Wisdom dot com. And they can also seen up for my free thirty
55:19
minute christ Like meditation. Well, I will bring that bright white light,
55:24
that God Christ light that I experience in my nd and when you do that
55:29
meditation, you're going to get high. And like I always say, there
55:32
ain't low high like the most high. I'mra what a joy having you with
55:39
us today and sharing these experiences, and we've got to have you back for
55:43
part two. Wonderful. I'm just so appreciative and grateful to be here and
55:47
thank you for all that you do and spreading so much love and joy and
55:52
wisdom to others. Thank you, and thank you for joining us on Destination
55:57
Unlimited. I'm Victor the Voice Firm. Have a wonderful week.