Latest / My First Dungeon / [RE-BROADCAST] The Time We Have | Live, Laugh, Love

Transcript

[RE-BROADCAST] The Time We Have | Live, Laugh, Love · My First Dungeon

• 0:10
  [SPEAKER_04]: Hello and welcome to my first dungeon, a very special episode of my first dungeon because
• 0:24
  [SPEAKER_04]: Today we're gonna be playing my latest game, the time we have a conversation between brothers.
• 0:29
  [SPEAKER_04]: This is a tragic two players on-be game that is on-backer kit right now.
• 0:34
  [SPEAKER_04]: So go ahead, stop this episode, go back it, and then you can come back and listen.
• 0:39
  [SPEAKER_04]: You should go back it, you should go back it.
• 0:41
  [SPEAKER_02]: Right now, this is my livelihood.
• 0:42
  [SPEAKER_02]: I promise you, like genuinely, Elliott is a talented game designer and you will not regret backing it.
• 0:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: It's going to be a game you will play a lot.
• 0:56
  [SPEAKER_04]: Alright, with that, Shen, have you ready to get into it?
• 1:00
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, man, fuck me up with your game.
• 1:01
  [SPEAKER_04]: Alright, we're gonna start with the rules.
• 1:24
  [SPEAKER_04]: One, go back and forth reading these cards aloud.
• 1:28
  [SPEAKER_02]: Two, if you're reading this, it is already too late.
• 1:32
  [SPEAKER_02]: The world ended and with that end came an infection that spelled at the end of humanity.
• 1:37
  [SPEAKER_04]: 3.
• 1:40
  [SPEAKER_04]: You are brothers.
• 1:42
  [SPEAKER_04]: One of you has been infected.
• 1:44
  [SPEAKER_04]: In six days or less you will change.
• 1:47
  [SPEAKER_04]: Answer the following.
• 1:48
  [SPEAKER_04]: Which of you is older?
• 1:50
  [SPEAKER_04]: Which of you has been infected?
• 1:52
  [SPEAKER_04]: So we chatted a bit off Mike.
• 1:55
  [SPEAKER_04]: I am going to be infected.
• 1:57
  [SPEAKER_04]: Would you like to be older or younger?
• 1:59
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm going to be younger.
• 2:01
  [SPEAKER_02]: Okay.
• 2:03
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 2:03
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm going to be younger. 4.
• 2:06
  [SPEAKER_02]: Distribute all infected cards to the infected brother and all survivor cards to the other.
• 2:11
  [SPEAKER_02]: Make sure each of you has a safety card.
• 2:13
  [UNKNOWN]: 5.
• 2:14
  [SPEAKER_04]: Find a door.
• 2:15
  [SPEAKER_04]: Sit on opposite sides with the door closed and read your individual rules cards back and forth in numbered order.
• 2:22
  [SPEAKER_04]: Once the door is closed, the game has begun.
• 2:24
  [SPEAKER_04]: If you open the door at any point during play, the game is over.
• 2:30
  [UNKNOWN]: 6.
• 2:31
  [SPEAKER_02]: This is a game about brothers.
• 2:33
  [SPEAKER_02]: I am the survivor.
• 2:34
  [SPEAKER_04]: 7.
• 2:37
  [SPEAKER_04]: This is a game about brothers, I am the infected, in six days I will be gone.
• 2:42
  [UNKNOWN]: 8.
• 2:44
  [SPEAKER_02]: We will now shuffle our prompt cards and put them in a face-down deck in front of each of us.
• 2:49
  [UNKNOWN]: 9.
• 2:50
  [SPEAKER_04]: I will do the same with the exception of the card which reads, do you open the door.
• 2:55
  [SPEAKER_04]: I will find and place this card randomly in the bottom half of my pile.
• 2:59
  [SPEAKER_04]: For a shorter game I will place this card about halfway down the pile.
• 3:02
  [SPEAKER_02]: 10.
• 3:04
  [SPEAKER_02]: We will take turns beginning with the survivor, drawing cards and responding to the prompts.
• 3:10
  [SPEAKER_02]: Most cards are questions to be read aloud.
• 3:13
  [UNKNOWN]: 11.
• 3:13
  [SPEAKER_04]: Some cards will say pass at the top.
• 3:16
  [SPEAKER_04]: These will be slid under the door and read silently.
• 3:18
  [UNKNOWN]: 12.
• 3:20
  [SPEAKER_02]: For both types of prompt cards, we can ask follow-up questions and speak both in and out of character.
• 3:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: We will let the conversation flow until a natural pause, then draw a new card.
• 3:31
  [UNKNOWN]: 13.
• 3:33
  [SPEAKER_04]: I have one other type of prompt card, infection cards.
• 3:36
  [SPEAKER_04]: There are five of these within my deck.
• 3:38
  [SPEAKER_04]: These tell me how my infection is progressing and signal the end of one of the six days.
• 3:44
  [SPEAKER_04]: I will let you know that the day is over and we will pause play for 30 seconds.
• 3:47
  [UNKNOWN]: 14.
• 3:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: At any point throughout play, either of us can make use of the rules on the safety card to pause, adjust, or end play.
• 3:56
  [SPEAKER_04]: 15.
• 3:57
  [SPEAKER_04]: If we open the door at any point throughout play, the game is over.
• 4:02
  [UNKNOWN]: 16.
• 4:03
  [SPEAKER_02]: With that, we begin with my first question.
• 4:19
  [SPEAKER_02]: Why did you wait to tell me?
• 4:22
  [SPEAKER_04]: Not your job to worry about me.
• 4:26
  [SPEAKER_02]: It's not my job, it's always been my job.
• 4:28
  [SPEAKER_04]: No, I'm the older brother.
• 4:31
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm supposed to look after you.
• 4:32
  [SPEAKER_04]: You don't have to look after me.
• 4:34
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I know you're the older brother.
• 4:36
  [SPEAKER_02]: It's... Why didn't you tell me sooner?
• 4:46
  [SPEAKER_04]: I wanted to believe that it wasn't what I thought it was.
• 4:49
  [SPEAKER_04]: I thought it was just a scraper, but now it's definitely a bite.
• 4:58
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, okay, Joshua, like, you, why do you always do this?
• 5:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: Do what?
• 5:11
  [SPEAKER_02]: You like, pretend like you have, you know what's under control and you have everything put together, but you always need help.
• 5:17
  [SPEAKER_02]: You always need my help.
• 5:18
  [SPEAKER_02]: That's always been true.
• 5:20
  [SPEAKER_02]: That's not fair.
• 5:22
  [SPEAKER_02]: Sure.
• 5:23
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, sure.
• 5:24
  [SPEAKER_04]: Not fair.
• 5:24
  [SPEAKER_04]: Let's just drop it.
• 5:35
  [SPEAKER_02]: Where were we going next?
• 5:43
  [SPEAKER_04]: I still think you should try and go to Boston.
• 5:46
  [SPEAKER_04]: I know that radio transmission was from a while ago, but I think it's still probably the best bet.
• 5:53
  [SPEAKER_01]: What am I supposed to do?
• 5:57
  [SPEAKER_02]: One of us to tell our sister I don't tell her what happened teller that I couldn't that I didn't make it Nick he's not gonna like that Nick he's gonna be so mad at me Nick you'll be fine You yeah, you think your twin sisters gonna be fine with you not being around anymore?
• 6:22
  [SPEAKER_04]: I don't know
• 6:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I'll go to Boston, but I don't know, I... I can't... This is bullshit.
• 6:48
  [SPEAKER_02]: What's so funny?
• 6:48
  [SPEAKER_04]: It's just... this... I never thought...
• 6:57
  [SPEAKER_04]: I never thought we'd really end up in this sort of situation, you know, you know, we watched all the movies and played hours and zombies, like, it just doesn't feel real sometimes.
• 7:10
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, remember when I was a kid and I'd always want to play Call of Duty with you and I was so young and mom forced to force you to let me play.
• 7:25
  [SPEAKER_02]: You would give me an Entendo 64 controller and... Oh, you knew that, you knew that's what we were doing?
• 7:31
  [SPEAKER_02]: I mean, as it... as... Yeah, I mean, I knew it wasn't the controllers you guys used.
• 7:40
  [SPEAKER_02]: I was just happy to be included.
• 7:42
  [SPEAKER_02]: It was... I just like being around you back then.
• 7:46
  [SPEAKER_04]: We should just let you play.
• 7:47
  [SPEAKER_04]: We took it too seriously.
• 7:49
  [SPEAKER_04]: Mickey, especially.
• 7:50
  [SPEAKER_02]: I think that's why she's so good at killing them now.
• 7:55
  [SPEAKER_02]: She's the only one that saw this coming.
• 7:58
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 8:02
  [SPEAKER_02]: You think her radio transition was real?
• 8:05
  [SPEAKER_04]: I think, uh, if anybody figured it out, I think she did.
• 8:10
  [SPEAKER_04]: Maybe she has a cure.
• 8:13
  [SPEAKER_04]: I think that's, that's a nice thought.
• 8:17
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, you're right.
• 8:19
  [SPEAKER_02]: I was always dreaming too big anyway.
• 8:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: We had a pet that was just the worst.
• 8:32
  [SPEAKER_02]: Why do you blame me for its death?
• 8:43
  [SPEAKER_04]: When Mom brought home that awful cat?
• 8:46
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 8:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: It's me with a little freak.
• 8:51
  [SPEAKER_02]: You called it little freak.
• 8:52
  [SPEAKER_02]: It's me with a little freak.
• 8:54
  [SPEAKER_04]: No, it's me with snowball.
• 9:00
  [SPEAKER_02]: Still don't think it's right that you let it out.
• 9:03
  [SPEAKER_02]: It wanted to go out.
• 9:04
  [SPEAKER_02]: Okay.
• 9:05
  [SPEAKER_02]: With clawing at the door.
• 9:10
  [SPEAKER_02]: Plus, no one was taking care of it in any way.
• 9:12
  [SPEAKER_02]: You never cleaned a litter box.
• 9:14
  [SPEAKER_02]: I didn't want to cat.
• 9:15
  [SPEAKER_04]: Neither did I. I hope it maybe, maybe, maybe he's still out there.
• 9:23
  [SPEAKER_04]: Maybe he made it.
• 9:24
  [SPEAKER_01]: That.
• 9:26
  [SPEAKER_01]: That.
• 9:32
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, it's... it's gone.
• 9:35
  [SPEAKER_02]: We'll never see it again.
• 9:39
  [SPEAKER_02]: You know, just... put it on the list of things Mom told you to take care of that I had to end up... doing... Oh, fuck off.
• 9:48
  [SPEAKER_02]: Fuck you.
• 9:52
  [SPEAKER_02]: Sorry.
• 9:54
  [SPEAKER_02]: Whatever.
• 9:55
  [UNKNOWN]: Yeah.
• 9:56
  [SPEAKER_02]: Whatever.
• 10:09
  [SPEAKER_04]: Well, family member, are we a little glad we don't have to see again?
• 10:12
  [SPEAKER_02]: You know what would make this worse?
• 10:29
  [SPEAKER_04]: I've been through this room.
• 10:31
  [SPEAKER_02]: Man, she was the worst.
• 10:33
  [SPEAKER_02]: She was the absolute worst.
• 10:35
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 10:37
  [SPEAKER_02]: and like just racist just racist just openly racist openly racist and she was the only white one in our family yeah i mean
• 10:47
  [SPEAKER_04]: Mom was always nice to her because she trusted her brother's judgment or whatever uncle Tommy man.
• 10:52
  [SPEAKER_02]: Remember when Remember when she she we got Buckleva that one like mom made Buckleva, and she was like this is too spicy So it was too spicy for her.
• 11:04
  [SPEAKER_02]: We would have to make like every time we like she would come over dinner We have to make two dishes one with flavor and one right there.
• 11:11
  [SPEAKER_04]: We like Buckleva just
• 11:17
  [SPEAKER_02]: high fructose corn syrup that was Aunt Susan yeah man she also was like crazy about like what it was like homemade remedies she probably be like putting like salt on beeswax and making you put it on your foot she always thought that like if you just fixed your diet you wouldn't be depressed yeah didn't fully did not believe in therapy
• 11:44
  [SPEAKER_04]: Well, maybe she'd have a remedy for this, I don't know.
• 11:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 11:50
  [SPEAKER_02]: Maybe she's up there helping Nikki and Boston.
• 11:52
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, I wouldn't that be a trope.
• 12:02
  [SPEAKER_02]: The day everything went bad.
• 12:03
  [SPEAKER_02]: A happy event brought us together.
• 12:05
  [SPEAKER_02]: While it was just the first time we had seen each other in a while.
• 12:08
  [SPEAKER_04]: I think it was Nikki's graduation.
• 12:12
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, from our PhD.
• 12:28
  [SPEAKER_04]: If anybody's got to figure out Nicky does, you know.
• 12:31
  [SPEAKER_04]: You remember all those accolades she got at graduation?
• 12:33
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah.
• 12:35
  [SPEAKER_04]: She was... Looks like she was weighed down with all those scars.
• 12:39
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, head over class at MIT.
• 12:44
  [SPEAKER_02]: She was, she was the real favorite between the three of us.
• 12:51
  [SPEAKER_02]: And then there was me and you.
• 12:54
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 12:56
  [SPEAKER_04]: I guess I am glad that I decided to go to a graduation.
• 12:59
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yes.
• 13:02
  [SPEAKER_04]: I don't know where I'd be right now.
• 13:05
  [SPEAKER_04]: Oh.
• 13:06
  [SPEAKER_04]: I guess I'd probably be similar to where I am right now.
• 13:12
  [SPEAKER_02]: I, well, where were you all those years?
• 13:15
  [SPEAKER_04]: I, um, went down the couch for a while.
• 13:26
  [SPEAKER_04]: rented a really cheap house and i don't know did odd jobs and he said you were down in New Orleans yeah is all right i am you know probably did more drugs than i should have but yeah you missed a lot of my life yeah
• 13:58
  [SPEAKER_02]: It would have been nice to have a brother, you know?
• 14:02
  [SPEAKER_02]: It would have been nice to see you.
• 14:05
  [SPEAKER_05]: Yeah.
• 14:06
  [SPEAKER_02]: What have been, whatever, man?
• 14:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: Of, glad you're back.
• 14:18
  [SPEAKER_04]: I know I didn't get to, I didn't get to see a lot, but I remember Nicky saying that you, uh, you were into theater.
• 14:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I was a lead for three years from sophomore year to senior year.
• 14:39
  [SPEAKER_02]: Lessie, was really into acting and musical theater I was a Peter Pan and almost heartbroken when you left though.
• 14:56
  [SPEAKER_02]: Every time she'd come to my place, she would say, Joshua would've been really proud.
• 15:02
  [SPEAKER_02]: She always said, you always wanted to be an actor.
• 15:09
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, I guess I did once upon a time, but I don't know.
• 15:17
  [SPEAKER_04]: Sometimes reality has other ideas.
• 15:22
  [SPEAKER_02]: I took care of all your stuff and yeah.
• 15:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: Your room still the way it was, and no one's touched it.
• 15:30
  [SPEAKER_02]: No one's really allowed it, and mom wouldn't let anyone.
• 15:34
  [SPEAKER_02]: I still had to... I still lived in the annex in the basement.
• 15:40
  [SPEAKER_02]: Hmm.
• 15:41
  [SPEAKER_02]: She said, no, no.
• 15:43
  [SPEAKER_02]: Can't take Josh was room.
• 15:45
  [SPEAKER_02]: He's coming back soon.
• 15:50
  [SPEAKER_05]: Yeah.
• 15:57
  [SPEAKER_04]: I don't know.
• 15:59
  [SPEAKER_04]: I should have called at least.
• 16:01
  [SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
• 16:03
  [SPEAKER_01]: Yeah, you should have.
• 16:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: We missed you.
• 16:11
  [SPEAKER_02]: We missed you a lot.
• 16:13
  [SPEAKER_04]: I missed you, too.
• 16:16
  [SPEAKER_04]: I missed all of you.
• 16:34
  [SPEAKER_02]: What's a dream you never shaked with me from before?
• 16:50
  [SPEAKER_04]: You know, I always wanted to be a dad.
• 16:53
  [SPEAKER_01]: Really?
• 16:55
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, I...
• 17:00
  [SPEAKER_02]: What you'd be a terrible dad.
• 17:02
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'd be a horrible dad.
• 17:04
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'd be a horrible dad, but I wanted to.
• 17:07
  [SPEAKER_04]: I don't know.
• 17:07
  [SPEAKER_04]: I wanted to I don't know give Give a kid a better life I don't know I Had every chance to have a good life, but I Still wanted to.
• 17:24
  [SPEAKER_04]: I thought maybe I would
• 17:31
  [SPEAKER_02]: Why do you talk like it's like it's what I mean I'll be dead in day no Joshua I obviously I know you're gonna be dead.
• 17:45
  [SPEAKER_02]: It's just you could have been a good brother, you know?
• 17:48
  [SPEAKER_02]: Like I missed you so much I get it, okay?
• 17:55
  [SPEAKER_03]: To be a good brother to you, I would have had to be a half decent person to myself and I never could figure out how to be that.
• 18:03
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 18:06
  [SPEAKER_02]: So you left me with Mom?
• 18:08
  [SPEAKER_02]: To take care of her?
• 18:11
  [SPEAKER_00]: I couldn't do it.
• 18:13
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 18:15
  [SPEAKER_02]: So you let your 13-year-old brother take care of his sick mom?
• 18:21
  [SPEAKER_04]: Good, Nikki.
• 18:23
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, she'd come on the weekends when she had time during college but she wasn't there for the hard shit.
• 18:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: When Mom couldn't walk, when Mom would scream at night and pain.
• 18:35
  [SPEAKER_02]: When I had to help Mom use the bathroom, wipe her ass, I was 13.
• 18:37
  [SPEAKER_02]: I was 13 and I wanted my older brother.
• 18:43
  [SPEAKER_00]: And now you're gonna leave me again?
• 18:44
  [SPEAKER_00]: I just got you back!
• 18:51
  [SPEAKER_00]: It's not fair, it's not fair, you don't get to just leave and then come back and then show and leave again forever, it's not fair.
• 19:06
  [SPEAKER_00]: And I'm the one that has to tell everyone, I'm the one that has to watch it happen to you.
• 19:13
  [SPEAKER_03]: You can go anytime.
• 19:37
  [SPEAKER_04]: I know I never apologized.
• 19:41
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I left and you don't have to forgive me, but I would really like if you did, you just, I don't know, you understand why that's so hard to hear right now.
• 20:03
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, I do.
• 20:04
  [SPEAKER_04]: I just
• 20:08
  [SPEAKER_04]: To be honest with you, Jay, I don't know how much time I've got left, and I just maybe I'm asking for a favor, maybe I maybe you don't need to mean it.
• 20:28
  [SPEAKER_02]: I... I don't know what to say.
• 20:44
  [SPEAKER_02]: There's a game we play to keep saying, how will I play it alone?
• 21:06
  [SPEAKER_04]: I think maybe we could play around a go-fish.
• 21:10
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah, we can play a go-fish.
• 21:13
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'll slide the cards under the door.
• 21:15
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, I got my deck here.
• 21:18
  [SPEAKER_02]: Wait, do you use two decks and go-fish?
• 21:21
  [SPEAKER_04]: I just keep a deck on me, and I figured that's easier than... That way, you don't have to... I don't know how contagious this is, sir.
• 21:28
  [SPEAKER_02]: You're gonna bite me through the door.
• 21:31
  [SPEAKER_04]: Thinking about it?
• 21:35
  [SPEAKER_02]: Oh, man.
• 21:37
  [SPEAKER_02]: I have to trust you from the other side that you don't have 3s in the 4s in the whatnot.
• 21:45
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, you got to trust me.
• 21:57
  [SPEAKER_04]: What argument have we kept having since the end?
• 22:01
  [SPEAKER_02]: I think whether to go to Boston or to go down south.
• 22:06
  [SPEAKER_02]: Which of us feels which way?
• 22:08
  [SPEAKER_02]: I think you want to go up to Boston, but I was saying we should go south, because I don't, I don't think it's, yeah.
• 22:16
  [SPEAKER_02]: I think down south is like the one that will break the infections and there's less infected down there.
• 22:31
  [SPEAKER_04]: Do you have any twos?
• 22:33
  [SPEAKER_01]: Go fish.
• 22:35
  [SPEAKER_04]: So you're going to Boston, right?
• 22:39
  [SPEAKER_04]: Right?
• 22:42
  [SPEAKER_01]: I, yeah.
• 22:44
  [SPEAKER_01]: Sure.
• 22:45
  [SPEAKER_01]: Sure, man.
• 22:47
  [SPEAKER_02]: If Nicky's there, you have to go.
• 22:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, but Nicky's transition came back.
• 22:51
  [SPEAKER_02]: It was like what a month ago now.
• 22:54
  [SPEAKER_02]: We've heard nothing since.
• 22:56
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm just telling you, I don't think the South is where you want to go, man.
• 23:01
  [SPEAKER_04]: I mean, kind of people I met when I was down there are going to turn into the kind of people you don't want to run into post-society.
• 23:08
  [SPEAKER_02]: Oh my god, they're a bad people everywhere, Josh.
• 23:14
  [SPEAKER_02]: And there's, if there's no one, if Nikki's not in Boston, what do I do?
• 23:20
  [SPEAKER_02]: Where do I go?
• 23:20
  [SPEAKER_02]: I don't know anyone else.
• 23:26
  [SPEAKER_04]: I just think Nicky's the best bet.
• 23:27
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'd, you bet on me this long, bet on Nicky.
• 23:35
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'll think about it.
• 23:43
  [SPEAKER_02]: What does it feel like?
• 23:46
  [SPEAKER_04]: Feel cold.
• 23:50
  [SPEAKER_04]: Feels like my arm is hardening into ice.
• 23:55
  [SPEAKER_02]: That's where you got bed?
• 23:56
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 23:58
  [SPEAKER_02]: You banded it up?
• 23:59
  [SPEAKER_04]: I did, but there's some kind of growth pushing through the bandages and it's just so cold.
• 24:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: Damn.
• 24:11
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm sorry.
• 24:13
  [UNKNOWN]: Okay.
• 24:23
  [SPEAKER_04]: What's the nicest thing about the apocalypse, you think?
• 24:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: I don't gotta worry about my financial future.
• 24:32
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 24:35
  [SPEAKER_04]: Did you have a 401k in all that?
• 24:37
  [SPEAKER_04]: No, I was an actor.
• 24:38
  [SPEAKER_04]: Right.
• 24:41
  [SPEAKER_04]: Did you?
• 24:42
  [SPEAKER_04]: Did you?
• 24:43
  [SPEAKER_04]: Hell no.
• 24:45
  [SPEAKER_04]: I had all my money in cash.
• 24:50
  [SPEAKER_02]: That's... I'm sorry.
• 24:53
  [SPEAKER_02]: Actually, that's the most traumatic thing I've heard in my life.
• 24:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah.
• 24:56
  [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah.
• 24:57
  [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah.
• 24:57
  [SPEAKER_00]: Yeah.
• 25:03
  [SPEAKER_02]: I think Mom's still, uh, she kept her saving as account for you.
• 25:08
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 25:08
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 25:09
  [SPEAKER_01]: Yeah.
• 25:12
  [SPEAKER_04]: She had never enough money to be doing all that?
• 25:14
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 25:15
  [SPEAKER_02]: She.
• 25:17
  [SPEAKER_02]: She didn't, but after three kids, you had the savings account.
• 25:24
  [SPEAKER_02]: She said, Nikki and me, or do you want to find, we have degrees and, you know,
• 25:33
  [SPEAKER_02]: Not, I'm sorry.
• 25:34
  [SPEAKER_04]: No, it's fine.
• 25:38
  [SPEAKER_02]: She was just worried.
• 25:39
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 25:41
  [SPEAKER_04]: That's not fair.
• 25:42
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm sorry.
• 25:43
  [SPEAKER_02]: No, I think Mickey and I were also worried.
• 25:49
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 26:01
  [SPEAKER_02]: What are you holding on to from home?
• 26:17
  [SPEAKER_04]: You know, I still carry, always carried, that picture of us when you were, I don't know, five or six, but...
• 26:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: but one from the thick flag?
• 26:32
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 26:35
  [SPEAKER_04]: I always kept it in my wallet.
• 26:37
  [SPEAKER_04]: Still do.
• 26:38
  [SPEAKER_02]: Why are you in the gear smiling and I'm crumpy because I couldn't go in any of the rides with you guys?
• 26:44
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, yeah, you weren't tall enough.
• 26:46
  [SPEAKER_04]: And while I'm insisting on taking the picture, there's three of us.
• 26:51
  [SPEAKER_02]: I don't remember that day, but I remember mom showing me the picture being like you cried all day.
• 26:56
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, he did.
• 26:57
  [SPEAKER_04]: It was a historic tantrum, but uh... Yeah, I don't know.
• 27:05
  [SPEAKER_04]: I always, I always looked at it when I missed home.
• 27:13
  [SPEAKER_02]: That's really sweet.
• 27:15
  [SPEAKER_02]: You missed home?
• 27:16
  [SPEAKER_02]: A lot.
• 27:20
  [SPEAKER_02]: Did you miss me?
• 27:24
  [SPEAKER_04]: A lot.
• 27:26
  [SPEAKER_02]: But you miss.
• 27:27
  [SPEAKER_04]: All right, you got a great laugh.
• 27:31
  [SPEAKER_04]: You did as a kid at least.
• 27:34
  [SPEAKER_04]: And I think you still do, but I always missed that.
• 27:42
  [SPEAKER_02]: You'd make me laugh a bunch as a kid.
• 27:43
  [SPEAKER_02]: How is that you were so funny?
• 27:48
  [SPEAKER_02]: I remember.
• 27:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: When I was a young, I would listen to you, tell jokes and be silly at dinner and I would go to my room and just think about how can I be as funny as Josh.
• 28:01
  [SPEAKER_02]: You guys have the funniest brother in the world.
• 28:08
  [SPEAKER_02]: Just charming and funny.
• 28:10
  [SPEAKER_02]: Everyone loved you.
• 28:10
  [SPEAKER_02]: I loved you.
• 28:13
  [SPEAKER_02]: I thought you were so cool.
• 28:42
  [SPEAKER_04]: The infection makes you hunger, you need your brother to open the door right now.
• 28:47
  [SPEAKER_04]: This card signals the end of a day, and will now pause play for 30 seconds.
• 29:23
  [SPEAKER_04]: Okay, yeah, I need you to open the door I need you to let me out.
• 29:30
  [SPEAKER_02]: Are you okay?
• 29:30
  [SPEAKER_04]: I need you to let me out.
• 29:31
  [SPEAKER_04]: I need wait.
• 29:33
  [SPEAKER_02]: Are you healed like what's no?
• 29:35
  [SPEAKER_03]: I just just actually need you to I just need you to let me out.
• 29:38
  [SPEAKER_02]: We're not but you're you're not I'm why I Are you are you?
• 29:48
  [SPEAKER_02]: Hello?
• 29:49
  [SPEAKER_04]: Open the door.
• 29:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: I can't until you... Are you okay?
• 29:52
  [SPEAKER_02]: Like, are you... Is it infection gone?
• 29:55
  [SPEAKER_04]: No, no, no, no, don't... I can't.
• 30:00
  [SPEAKER_04]: I need you to... I'm so fucking hungry.
• 30:11
  [SPEAKER_02]: I think I have some like crackers in my bag.
• 30:13
  [SPEAKER_03]: No, I don't want fucking crackers, Jake.
• 30:16
  [SPEAKER_02]: What do you... I... I can go try and find something outside.
• 30:22
  [SPEAKER_02]: Here, give me, just give me like 10 minutes or something.
• 30:24
  [SPEAKER_03]: Just open the door, okay?
• 30:26
  [SPEAKER_03]: Let me out.
• 30:31
  [SPEAKER_02]: The infection is getting worse, isn't it?
• 30:35
  [SPEAKER_05]: Yeah.
• 30:37
  [SPEAKER_05]: It... yeah.
• 30:42
  [SPEAKER_04]: you just got to stay strong yeah just don't listen to me alright just don't do it okay yeah I'll get through it and it'll be okay
• 31:13
  [SPEAKER_02]: What?
• 31:14
  [SPEAKER_04]: You're cooking?
• 31:16
  [SPEAKER_02]: No.
• 31:17
  [SPEAKER_02]: I mean, I just made a, like, there's a stove, so I just put some of the canned beans on it.
• 31:23
  [SPEAKER_02]: Do you want some?
• 31:25
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 31:26
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 31:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 31:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: You want the beans?
• 31:28
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 31:29
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 31:30
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm so hungry.
• 31:32
  [SPEAKER_02]: You sound like you're being sarcastic.
• 31:33
  [SPEAKER_04]: No, no, no.
• 31:34
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm really, I really want the beans.
• 31:38
  [SPEAKER_04]: Okay, yeah, pack it can you pass like a spoonful.
• 31:40
  [SPEAKER_04]: I don't know under the door.
• 31:42
  [SPEAKER_02]: I can like squish the beans through I don't know how else to get it through the door.
• 31:47
  [SPEAKER_04]: We have like a plastic baggie or something.
• 31:50
  [SPEAKER_02]: I can check Let me just go on a dare really quick
• 32:15
  [SPEAKER_02]: Okay.
• 32:19
  [SPEAKER_02]: There's no plastic bags, but there's like an old, some old lunch bags that can kind of put them in to protect it from the ground.
• 32:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, okay, yeah, let's try it.
• 32:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: Okay.
• 32:34
  [SPEAKER_02]: Whoa.
• 32:35
  [SPEAKER_02]: And are you eating the bag?
• 32:38
  [SPEAKER_02]: I can hear the tearing.
• 32:39
  [SPEAKER_04]: No, I just... Oh.
• 32:42
  [SPEAKER_04]: Oh.
• 32:45
  [SPEAKER_02]: Oh god, are you okay?
• 32:48
  [SPEAKER_02]: Oh my god.
• 32:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: Oh my god, it sounds terrible over there.
• 32:52
  [SPEAKER_02]: It smells terrible over there.
• 32:53
  [SPEAKER_02]: Oh, are you okay?
• 32:55
  [SPEAKER_04]: Uh-huh, uh-huh, Josh brings where I don't think the infection likes beans.
• 33:14
  [SPEAKER_04]: Who do you wish was here?
• 33:31
  [SPEAKER_02]: What wouldn't it you do?
• 33:33
  [SPEAKER_02]: What wouldn't it you do?
• 33:35
  [SPEAKER_02]: I can't.
• 33:36
  [SPEAKER_02]: She wouldn't leave.
• 33:37
  [SPEAKER_02]: She wouldn't leave.
• 33:39
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm not gonna leave.
• 33:42
  [UNKNOWN]: Oh my god.
• 33:43
  [UNKNOWN]: Fuck.
• 33:45
  [SPEAKER_02]: Okay, Nikki.
• 33:46
  [SPEAKER_02]: What?
• 33:48
  [SPEAKER_02]: She wouldn't let him die.
• 33:51
  [SPEAKER_02]: How am I not supposed to let him die?
• 33:55
  [SPEAKER_02]: Why am I?
• 33:57
  [SPEAKER_02]: Why do I have to be the older brother all the time?
• 33:59
  [SPEAKER_02]: It's literally...
• 34:05
  [UNKNOWN]: Fuck.
• 34:06
  [SPEAKER_04]: Okay?
• 34:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 34:10
  [SPEAKER_02]: Is everything alright?
• 34:11
  [SPEAKER_02]: You okay, man?
• 34:12
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah?
• 34:12
  [SPEAKER_04]: No, I just thought I heard- I thought I heard you say fuck.
• 34:16
  [SPEAKER_02]: No, yeah.
• 34:16
  [SPEAKER_02]: No, sorry, I just hit my foot on a door.
• 34:21
  [SPEAKER_04]: Okay.
• 34:23
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 34:25
  [SPEAKER_02]: You're cool.
• 34:26
  [SPEAKER_02]: Everything's good.
• 34:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm gonna try and get you something to eat, man.
• 34:31
  [SPEAKER_05]: Okay.
• 34:47
  [SPEAKER_02]: I tried to hunt a squirrel or something and yeah not very good at that turns out vegetarians aren't good hunters for actor shut up have you seen anything
• 35:07
  [SPEAKER_04]: Mom sent me the live stream for uh, when you did uh, wicket, wicket.
• 35:15
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 35:17
  [SPEAKER_04]: Crazy they let you be alphabet.
• 35:19
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I did not audition for alphabet.
• 35:23
  [SPEAKER_02]: The director was like, you really want to push some boundaries with this one.
• 35:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 35:28
  [SPEAKER_02]: Oh man.
• 35:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: You were good.
• 35:30
  [SPEAKER_02]: Thanks.
• 35:32
  [SPEAKER_02]: Thanks.
• 35:33
  [SPEAKER_02]: Good enough for vegetarian.
• 35:35
  [SPEAKER_04]: Oh, I meant actors being bad hunters.
• 35:39
  [SPEAKER_04]: I didn't mean you were a bad actor.
• 35:40
  [SPEAKER_04]: Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
• 36:02
  [SPEAKER_00]: Where I belong, where's Virginia, mountain, mountain, mountain.
• 36:18
  [SPEAKER_04]: Mommy still love that song.
• 36:19
  [SPEAKER_04]: Oh, she loved that song.
• 36:21
  [SPEAKER_04]: I remember listening to it in the car.
• 36:23
  [SPEAKER_02]: It's like, it's made no sense at all.
• 36:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: No, we lived in Worcester, Massachusetts, we lived in Worcester, Massachusetts, mom grew up in Kenya.
• 36:36
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, grandma grew up out from straight up India.
• 36:40
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, it doesn't make sense.
• 36:43
  [SPEAKER_04]: It doesn't make sense at all.
• 36:45
  [SPEAKER_02]: But she loved it.
• 36:47
  [SPEAKER_04]: I feel like that's what she thought America was going to be.
• 36:50
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, country roads by John Denver.
• 36:53
  [SPEAKER_02]: If you're like, didn't you and Nikki tell me she used to sing it to me and when I was a baby?
• 36:56
  [SPEAKER_02]: She did have to be falsely.
• 36:58
  [SPEAKER_04]: She used to sing it while she was pregnant with you.
• 37:00
  [SPEAKER_02]: No way.
• 37:00
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 37:03
  [SPEAKER_02]: Mom was crazy.
• 37:15
  [SPEAKER_02]: What about this door is annoying?
• 37:30
  [SPEAKER_04]: There's a live laugh love sign on this side of the tour.
• 37:33
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm gonna die underneath a live laugh love sign.
• 37:36
  [SPEAKER_04]: Oh my God.
• 37:37
  [SPEAKER_04]: God.
• 37:38
  [SPEAKER_04]: It's fucked.
• 37:39
  [SPEAKER_04]: Ony is thing in the world.
• 37:40
  [SPEAKER_04]: That's fucked.
• 37:41
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm so sorry.
• 37:44
  [SPEAKER_02]: Oh my God.
• 37:45
  [SPEAKER_00]: I literally... No, it's funny.
• 37:48
  [SPEAKER_04]: You can laugh.
• 37:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm so sorry.
• 37:50
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I was I was going to carve a here lies Josh on the side of the door but then if someone opened it there you're going to be under a live laugh love sign.
• 37:59
  [SPEAKER_04]: That's Oh, no, it's so Aunt Susan.
• 38:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: This might have been Aunt Susan's summer home.
• 38:13
  [SPEAKER_04]: Oh man, I'm going to take it.
• 38:14
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm going to try and take it off the wall.
• 38:16
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I
• 38:23
  [SPEAKER_02]: careful, you might pull the door off the hinge.
• 38:33
  [SPEAKER_02]: Hey, what?
• 38:34
  [SPEAKER_02]: Don't make any noises.
• 38:36
  [SPEAKER_04]: Okay, everything alright?
• 38:37
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I just heard something outside.
• 38:41
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm gonna go check it out.
• 38:43
  [SPEAKER_04]: Okay.
• 38:44
  [SPEAKER_02]: Just be really quiet.
• 39:15
  [UNKNOWN]: No, Jay.
• 39:17
  [UNKNOWN]: Jay?
• 39:19
  [UNKNOWN]: Jay?
• 39:19
  [UNKNOWN]: Jay?
• 39:48
  [SPEAKER_04]: Jay, is that you?
• 39:54
  [SPEAKER_04]: Jay, come on.
• 39:59
  [SPEAKER_05]: Oh fuck.
• 40:01
  [SPEAKER_04]: Hey, you okay?
• 40:01
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, you're right.
• 40:02
  [SPEAKER_04]: I- yeah.
• 40:04
  [SPEAKER_04]: I didn't hear your voice.
• 40:05
  [SPEAKER_04]: I thought- Is everything alright?
• 40:07
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah.
• 40:08
  [SPEAKER_04]: You didn't get bit?
• 40:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: No, no, no, no, no, okay.
• 40:11
  [SPEAKER_02]: No, okay.
• 40:28
  [SPEAKER_02]: What story did our parents always tell?
• 40:30
  [SPEAKER_04]: Remember how mom used to always imagine a future where
• 40:50
  [SPEAKER_04]: The three of us all lived on the same street, all had kids, and she would live with me, of all people, and we'd have like a little neighborhood family, yeah, that white pickup fence, yeah, the three house called a sack, yeah, and then a little of Worcester Massachusetts, yeah, I don't know, she really, she really thought we were gonna do it, she really did, I mean you were gonna,
• 41:20
  [SPEAKER_04]: Nicky was going to... I don't think I wanted to live in Worcester.
• 41:26
  [SPEAKER_04]: I mean, who does?
• 41:28
  [SPEAKER_02]: Mom.
• 41:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, that's her.
• 41:30
  [SPEAKER_02]: She always liked it.
• 41:32
  [SPEAKER_02]: Mom loved Worcester.
• 41:35
  [SPEAKER_02]: I don't know why.
• 41:53
  [SPEAKER_04]: Her mom was the first one.
• 42:09
  [SPEAKER_04]: I miss her.
• 42:11
  [SPEAKER_04]: I miss her too.
• 42:12
  [SPEAKER_04]: I hate to think she went through this.
• 42:16
  [SPEAKER_02]: Guess it runs in the family.
• 42:19
  [SPEAKER_02]: Sorry.
• 42:21
  [SPEAKER_02]: It's fucked up.
• 42:23
  [SPEAKER_02]: I just didn't think that when she died, she would, yeah.
• 42:31
  [SPEAKER_02]: And then she immediately like bit the doctor and like what foreigners is.
• 42:39
  [SPEAKER_02]: But like, we were so happy we thought she was alive.
• 42:43
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 42:45
  [SPEAKER_04]: Oh god, she was such a shell of herself at Nicky's graduation.
• 42:50
  [SPEAKER_04]: It's like she was just fighting to get through it.
• 42:53
  [SPEAKER_04]: At least she got to see it.
• 42:54
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 42:59
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm glad Nicky wasn't at the hospital.
• 43:00
  [SPEAKER_04]: No, she would have.
• 43:06
  [SPEAKER_02]: As she would have freaked out or on the knob, she could have handled it.
• 43:15
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, I'm happy you were there, too.
• 43:18
  [SPEAKER_02]: I don't know what I would have done to have seen that alone.
• 43:24
  [SPEAKER_04]: The beginning of the end.
• 43:26
  [SPEAKER_02]: The beginning of the end.
• 43:28
  [SPEAKER_02]: And this does suck, and I feel really sad about it.
• 43:33
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 43:34
  [SPEAKER_02]: It all.
• 43:36
  [SPEAKER_02]: But it's kind of cool that, um, basically killed all the billionaires.
• 43:44
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, yeah, she really leveled the playing field.
• 43:47
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, a socialist icon.
• 43:53
  [SPEAKER_04]: I guess someone ever writes a history book.
• 43:57
  [SPEAKER_04]: If there ever are history books again, she'll be immortalized.
• 44:02
  [SPEAKER_04]: We get to write our history books.
• 44:05
  [SPEAKER_00]: You do.
• 44:08
  [SPEAKER_02]: All right, a good story about you.
• 44:14
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, never mind, go ahead.
• 44:25
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm sorry, this is happening to you.
• 44:29
  [SPEAKER_04]: Thank you.
• 44:46
  [SPEAKER_04]: Jay?
• 44:51
  [SPEAKER_04]: Jay?
• 44:54
  [SPEAKER_04]: Hello?
• 44:54
  [SPEAKER_04]: Jay?
• 44:59
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, hey.
• 45:01
  [SPEAKER_02]: Where you been?
• 45:01
  [SPEAKER_02]: Uh, sorry I had to use the bathroom.
• 45:05
  [SPEAKER_02]: I had to use the bathroom.
• 45:06
  [SPEAKER_02]: I had to use the bathroom.
• 45:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm sorry I should have told you I was going to take a shit.
• 45:13
  [SPEAKER_04]: Oh, it's okay.
• 45:13
  [SPEAKER_04]: I was asleep and then I just woke up.
• 45:15
  [SPEAKER_04]: I just, you know, I thought maybe you left.
• 45:24
  [SPEAKER_02]: Hey, you're right.
• 45:25
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, sorry.
• 45:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: And it's just cold.
• 45:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: Maybe coming down with a cold or something.
• 45:31
  [SPEAKER_04]: Coming down with a cold or something?
• 45:34
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 45:38
  [SPEAKER_04]: Jay what did you get bit I know before when you went upstairs no I would have told you I Just don't believe you would Why wouldn't I tell you if I got bit
• 45:56
  [SPEAKER_02]: What do you mean fuck, it's gonna be, listen, don't worry about me, I'm okay, everything is gonna be fine.
• 46:05
  [SPEAKER_04]: When I'm gone, you go straight to Boston and you can find Nikki.
• 46:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: Okay.
• 46:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, I promise you, I'm gonna go to Boston, I'm closer to there than the South anyway.
• 46:15
  [SPEAKER_02]: I might as well go check, and I'm gonna find Nikki and we're gonna be safe together, and you don't have to worry about anything, okay.
• 46:26
  [SPEAKER_02]: You don't have to worry about me.
• 46:40
  [SPEAKER_04]: Why do you blame yourself?
• 46:51
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm sorry.
• 46:53
  [SPEAKER_04]: It wasn't your fault.
• 46:56
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, kind of, I mean, maybe if I was around I could have told you it was coming so wouldn't get you from behind.
• 47:03
  [SPEAKER_02]: I mean, I'm sorry, I want to walk with you.
• 47:07
  [SPEAKER_02]: That's, I mean, one of my 10, I just... No, it's fine.
• 47:10
  [SPEAKER_04]: I was being a dick.
• 47:11
  [SPEAKER_04]: It's... it's my fault.
• 47:14
  [SPEAKER_02]: You were just trying to lighten the mood.
• 47:17
  [SPEAKER_02]: You were trying to make a joke.
• 47:18
  [SPEAKER_02]: You were trying to be my brother.
• 47:20
  [SPEAKER_02]: And I just, I, it's just hard when you haven't been around for so long to then just have you in my life again.
• 47:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: And time like nothing happened.
• 47:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: But now even addressing it, like you, you only just apologized.
• 47:36
  [SPEAKER_04]: I know, I know.
• 47:38
  [SPEAKER_04]: But this isn't your fault, okay?
• 47:46
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, yeah.
• 48:00
  [SPEAKER_02]: When did we feel badass recently?
• 48:16
  [SPEAKER_04]: We found that abandoned mall.
• 48:18
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 48:20
  [SPEAKER_04]: That's what apocalypse is all about.
• 48:22
  [SPEAKER_04]: A abandoned mall.
• 48:22
  [SPEAKER_04]: A abandoned mall.
• 48:24
  [SPEAKER_04]: Getting to run around and abandon mall.
• 48:25
  [SPEAKER_04]: And then that's so cool.
• 48:27
  [SPEAKER_02]: We did the like ran through Target, took up on just stuff, no one's saying anything.
• 48:33
  [SPEAKER_02]: Like just kept going through the machine to make it, make it beep for fun.
• 48:38
  [SPEAKER_04]: Oh, I always hated malls.
• 48:41
  [SPEAKER_04]: But I liked that mall.
• 48:43
  [SPEAKER_04]: That was fun.
• 48:47
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah, you hated malls.
• 48:49
  [SPEAKER_02]: Isn't that because that was where... Well, what was your name, Lucy broke up with you?
• 48:55
  [SPEAKER_02]: Lisa.
• 48:56
  [SPEAKER_02]: Lisa.
• 48:56
  [SPEAKER_02]: Lisa.
• 48:57
  [SPEAKER_02]: Right.
• 48:58
  [SPEAKER_02]: Lisa, Julespie.
• 49:00
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 49:04
  [SPEAKER_02]: You want to know... You want to know something I've never told you?
• 49:10
  [SPEAKER_04]: Go ahead.
• 49:17
  [SPEAKER_02]: Derek, also broke up with me at that mom.
• 49:25
  [SPEAKER_04]: I'm sorry, man.
• 49:27
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah, the Jolespis sucked.
• 49:29
  [SPEAKER_04]: The Jolespis sucked.
• 49:30
  [SPEAKER_04]: They are so hot.
• 49:32
  [SPEAKER_00]: So hot.
• 49:33
  [SPEAKER_04]: Lisa was.
• 49:33
  [SPEAKER_04]: I don't know.
• 49:34
  [SPEAKER_04]: I don't want to speak on her little brother, but he was hot.
• 49:37
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 49:39
  [SPEAKER_04]: He was really hot.
• 49:42
  [SPEAKER_04]: Thanks for telling me.
• 49:44
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 49:46
  [SPEAKER_04]: Yeah.
• 49:49
  [SPEAKER_04]: I love you.
• 49:55
  [SPEAKER_02]: Yeah.
• 49:56
  [SPEAKER_02]: I know.
• 50:00
  [SPEAKER_02]: You okay?
• 50:09
  [SPEAKER_02]: But yeah.
• 50:21
  [SPEAKER_02]: I just want you to know that I forgive you.
• 50:30
  [SPEAKER_02]: Life was hard without you, and I held a grudge for so long, and I just wished you were there, and I can't fault you for, I can't fault you for having going through your emotions and life was hard, dad wasn't there,
• 50:53
  [SPEAKER_02]: There's a lot of pressure on you to be the man of the house and take care of mom and Nikki and me, and that's a lot of pressure.
• 51:07
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm sorry, I couldn't see that and Josh.
• 51:24
  [SPEAKER_02]: I love you, man.
• 51:30
  [SPEAKER_02]: You're a good brother.
• 51:34
  [SPEAKER_02]: I'm sorry.
• 51:38
  [SPEAKER_02]: I opened the door and I hug you.
• 52:04
  [SPEAKER_04]: And that is all for this episode of my first dungeon presents the time we have Please please please head to the backer kit campaign linked in the show notes or go to sadsonbegame.com and help make this game a reality.
• 52:19
  [SPEAKER_04]: Thank you.
• 52:20
  [SPEAKER_02]: Thank you so much.
• 52:22
  [SPEAKER_04]: Bye bye.
• 52:22
  [SPEAKER_04]: Bye.
• 52:22
  [SPEAKER_04]: Goddamn.
• 52:26
  [SPEAKER_04]: Goddamn.
• 52:28
  [SPEAKER_02]: Goddamn.
• 52:29
  [SPEAKER_02]: This is a good ass game.
• 52:38
  [UNKNOWN]: Thank you very much for joining us today.
• 52:41
  [UNKNOWN]: Thank you.