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- 1:32Speaker 4: Okay, we're hearing reports that YouTube is down. Mysterious reports
- 1:37started flooding into ministry x studios. Now, of course, this
- 1:41may just be the first stages of the Internet kill switch.
- 1:45So with that being the case, this means that certain
- 1:47soundscapes will not be available to us.
- 1:50Speaker 5: On such short notice. However, and this goes back to
- 1:53an email that I got and they said, uh, where
- 1:57are you supposed to be in a spaceship or a
- 2:05garage somewhere in Idaho? Where exactly are you broadcasting from?
- 2:13And I said, well, sir, that's a complicated question that
- 2:18you just asked me, because sometimes I'm docked here on
- 2:25Earth and other times I'm on the outer ring. I'm
- 2:31out on the fringes. This is the Fringe radio network,
- 2:35by the way, And this is the ministry X podcast
- 2:39that you are listening to. I am Daniel X. And yeah,
- 2:43it's scorching here and so, and this also goes to
- 2:50the emailer. When it gets especially hot here on Earth,
- 3:00keeping in mind that the ancient Israelites when they said Earth,
- 3:09they weren't talking about the planet Earth as in a globe,
- 3:16a spheroid, an oblate spheroid. They were just talking about
- 3:22the ground, like the dirt that I'm standing on. That's Earth,
- 3:28as opposed to the sea, the oceans, the chaos land
- 3:34representing refuge from the chaos. Is it a retz eurets? Anyways,
- 3:44I long lost the plot of this intro. I think
- 3:47I was trying to say that it's much cooler inside
- 3:51the cave than on the surface of the Earth, which
- 3:58is flat. Of course, we're gonna get started momentarily. I'm
- 4:02going to get into This will be part two of
- 4:09part one that I did sometime last year I think
- 4:14called The Road the Tree, So this will be The
- 4:17Road the Tree Part two. I'm gonna get into my
- 4:21old journals and some of my old archives, and I've
- 4:25got my old cassette tapes here. I've got some mini
- 4:31cassette tapes here, none of which have been digitized. I
- 4:37really need to hire somebody to digitize all these recordings.
- 4:41I'll still keep all the original tapes, but I don't
- 4:45want to play them over and over again, because they
- 4:47actually get worn out once they're in FLAK or a
- 4:52MP three format, they don't They don't lose anything as
- 4:58you play them. I don't risk the tape getting chewed
- 5:02up or something and losing it forever. But I have
- 5:04so much stuff that's recorded that is strictly on tape.
- 5:08I've converted some of it over, some of which I'm
- 5:11actually going to compile and put some albums together. It's
- 5:16another one of these side projects that I, you know,
- 5:18talk about but never get around to. And it is appropriate.
- 5:23You know, we're approaching the end of the summer, the
- 5:29harvest time will be quickly upon us, the fall and
- 5:34all that entails. That's always been a special time of
- 5:36year for me, and usually this signifies big time, big
- 5:45time changes in my life. I wasn't sure how to
- 5:49phrase that, so I'll be doing a little bit of
- 5:53the latter period, I guess you could say here. And
- 5:56it's all about my transition, my spiritual transition, you know,
- 6:02out of the occult and divination and shamanism and Eastern
- 6:07mysticism and starting the process of turning back to Christ,
- 6:15to Jesus, to Christianity. So sometimes I am in outer
- 6:22space I am on the fringes. Sometimes I'm back here
- 6:28in Idaho. Sometimes I'm visiting places where I've opened portals
- 6:35through time, and you know, and I have to go
- 6:40back and check on them every once in a while.
- 6:46You know, I wonder what gulies and creepizoids I left
- 6:53behind if I forgot to close any of those gateways
- 6:58which I've I've since prayed about and prayed them closed
- 7:04in the name of Jesus, so that those things don't
- 7:09influence future residences, some of which are in other states,
- 7:15other places, other realms. But today I'm going to be
- 7:26retreating into my hermit cave. It's much cooler in the
- 7:34hermit cave. It's dark. I don't have any electricity, so
- 7:40I have to telepathically broadcast from there. That's why things
- 7:46are a little bit off today. If you've noticed.
- 8:00Speaker 6: The TV burns in the other room, I'm not quite
- 8:03sure what it's saying anymore or something like that.
- 8:06Speaker 7: Be an individual buy our product.
- 8:13Speaker 8: TV burning the rule.
- 8:20Speaker 6: So I gets talking to itself, you know, and you
- 8:28can pick up some tasty tis its coming. You can
- 8:36pick up your other.
- 8:42Speaker 7: One something a.
- 8:47Speaker 6: Little new play. You'll be able to identify for a team.
- 8:51Speaker 8: Like when I play the.
- 8:52Speaker 7: Business, I think I believe that house.
- 8:55Speaker 9: Whether you know a bing, I just try to lock.
- 9:00Speaker 5: That what people you want to keep it?
- 9:03Speaker 6: You be card and like something nothing way to do?
- 9:07Speaker 7: Got to do? Okay, but.
- 9:16Speaker 6: Rode the tree company sample.
- 9:29Speaker 7: I got a.
- 10:47Speaker 5: Welcome to the show. This is Ministry X on Fringe
- 10:51Radio Network. I am Daniel X. Wow. Ten minutes in
- 10:57and we're just getting started. Things move a little bit
- 11:07more slowly when we're in the cave with my manuscripts
- 11:17or my scrolls. Look at this now. I do encourage
- 11:34you to go and listen to part one of the
- 11:38Road the Tree. You don't necessarily have to listen to
- 11:44that one first, but it'll give you a little bit
- 11:48more background. Fortunately it was rebroadcast on Fringe Radio Network
- 11:55as a Fringe flashback a week or two ago, you know,
- 12:01to build interest in this mixture, mixture of words and
- 12:12music and poetry. But really it's just my journals that
- 12:24I will be reviewing. It also is part of my
- 12:30testimony and the sort of ministry I run around here,
- 12:37which isn't much. We've got this here podcast, we've got
- 12:42the Fringe Radio Network, we've got a little bit of
- 12:46community outreach. I guess I I witness to people that
- 12:55I work with. I leave sort of a trail of
- 13:01business cards at the coffee shops and the bars and
- 13:10other places I frequent that have like a little corkboard,
- 13:13a little bulletin board or something. So anyways, I talk
- 13:19to people. I talk here, and I talk to you
- 13:23guys an email. And if you download the Fringe Radio
- 13:32Network app, you can talk to me there when Fringe
- 13:34Radio Network goes live, or you can talk to Michael Basham,
- 13:41or you can talk to Timmy, or you can talk
- 13:43to Cinderella X. You become like an instant VIP. Just
- 13:52go to Fringe radionetwork dot com. Right at the top
- 13:55of the page. You can download the app for Android
- 13:59or Apple. That's also the same place you want to
- 14:03go to sign up for live chat notifications. And honestly,
- 14:12I miss having a church community, a church that I
- 14:17belonged to ever since I moved to Idaho. They've got
- 14:23a lot of non denominational strip mall churches, but that
- 14:31might be changing soon. I am looking into the Antiochian
- 14:37Orthodox Church here in town, so I might be becoming
- 14:43a fringe Orthodox. We will see because apparently there is
- 14:49a process.
- 14:49Speaker 4: There is a process, and I'm pretty sure Orthodox is
- 14:54the opposite of fringe.
- 14:57Speaker 5: I know, right, I wonder if Johnny will kick me
- 15:01off the board of directors at Fringe Radio Network. No,
- 15:05Johnny wouldn't do that. Johnny's an awesome dude. Plus he's
- 15:10a Baptocostal Catholic, and you know how they are. Plus,
- 15:18there's no reason why you can't research fringe subject matter,
- 15:23even fringe stuff in the Bible or church history or
- 15:28hidden history or aliens or whatever, and not adhere to
- 15:36the Orthodox faith. Actually, I'm reading a really good book
- 15:42right now. It's called Orthodoxy and the Religion of the
- 15:46Future by Father Seraphim Rose, which was written in nineteen
- 15:54seventy five. Okay, that's when I was born, and a
- 16:00lot of it takes place in northern California, which is
- 16:04where I was born. Except I had no clue what
- 16:08Orthodox he was until much later. And then all you
- 16:16really know is that, yeah, there was a split, and
- 16:20in the East, the Orthodox survived, the Western churches became
- 16:25what's known as the Roman Catholic Church going forward and
- 16:29like a thousand years ago, so I mean, I barely
- 16:34knew that up until very recently the past couple of
- 16:37years or so, been learning a lot more about Orthodox
- 16:44theology and finding that it aligns a lot better with
- 16:55my understanding, I guess. But this book is concerning Orthodoxy
- 17:04as the original church passed down by Jesus Christ and
- 17:12continuing forward after this schism, and its response to the
- 17:21new age religion that we're seeing blossoming now in this
- 17:27return to polytheist religion, also the alien religion, the UFO religion.
- 17:35You can see how that fits nicely with the subject
- 17:38matter that I discuss here. So we might be bringing
- 17:45that fringe Ortho bro perspective to ministry X here. As
- 17:56you will see, as I continue on this road, this
- 18:01spirit quest, I think the train might be pulling into
- 18:10the station, so to speak. And that's what the road
- 18:15the tree is all about. But one thing I will
- 18:21not be doing is becoming, you know, an official spokesperson
- 18:25for Orthodoxy or an Orthodox apologist, especially during this period
- 18:30where I'm first entering the church, becoming a catechuman and
- 18:38learning about church history and church theology. In other words,
- 18:43it's very much discouraged that you speak on behalf of
- 18:50the Eastern Orthodox Church so in other words, don't listen
- 18:56to ministry X if you're looking for orthodox theology or
- 19:01anything like that. Continue to listen though, if you're enjoying
- 19:07the spiritual journey that I've been on, which is what
- 19:10today's podcast is about. But a lot of my views
- 19:15are shifting a little bit, especially in regards to the
- 19:21esketon the end times. A lot of my presuppositions, my
- 19:33evangelical dispensationalist views, I'm beginning to call into question. You know,
- 19:43I've sort of been a pre millennial. I guess I'm
- 19:47moving more to an a millennial position. I mean, I've
- 19:55already been sort of at odds with some of the
- 19:59ev angelical stuff and the charismatic stuff, but all the
- 20:06fundamentals are still there concerning salvation, the Gospels, my view
- 20:13on the Trinity. I just feel like the Holy Spirit
- 20:19is now leading me into a deeper understanding, and not
- 20:23only that, a return to communion with the Lord and
- 20:32receiving the Eucharist and going to a church service that
- 20:38is liturgical, that is worship in a much truer sense
- 20:44than you know, a little rock concert with dopey emotional songs.
- 20:54And then you know this cringe like hipster pastor guy
- 21:00giving a PowerPoint presentation with a few scriptures and this
- 21:09moralism I have always that's always rubbed me the wrong way,
- 21:16and it doesn't inspire me, it annoys me. I want
- 21:23something deeper. I need something deeper, and I need to
- 21:30have a church community around me, you know, to support
- 21:36that transition, which is just yet another refinement. I think
- 21:42that the Holy Spirit is leading me into. So don't worry.
- 21:48I don't have any plans on growing out my beard,
- 21:56just looking for something more holy, more true, rational, and
- 22:08I just think the church has become fractured, you know
- 22:13the world of Protestantism, thirty thousand plus different denominations, and
- 22:21the frustration of this, you know, go it alone diy Christianity,
- 22:28where you can never find a church that aligns, you know,
- 22:31one hundred percent with your beliefs. So you know, we'll
- 22:35just start another church and start another denomination, or we'll
- 22:40have no church and we'll just patch it all together
- 22:43in alignment with our own understanding. And I'm just starting
- 22:48to think that's that's an error, it's wrong. We need
- 22:52to have solid teaching that's based on that first thousand
- 22:58years of church history and the church fathers go back
- 23:07to the scriptures and have the correct interpretation of the scriptures,
- 23:12not some wild interpretation or a denomination based on one
- 23:19scripture taken out of context. There's no more unity. There's
- 23:26no one visible church that non believers can look at
- 23:32and say this is Christianity, at least with you know,
- 23:38since the Reformation, which I think had some valid objections
- 23:46to the papacy and indulgences and that sort of thing,
- 23:50but now it's just become shattered. You know, you have
- 23:59your non believer friends and family, You're like, come along
- 24:02to church with me, and they're going to hear some wild,
- 24:05crazy thing that doesn't make any sense. You know, it's
- 24:10detrimental honestly to the Kingdom of God. And I think
- 24:18now I'm starting to understand that just you know, going
- 24:22it alone and kind of making it up as you
- 24:25go along, there's something missing there, and it's tradition, it's
- 24:31correct interpretation of the Bible. So does that leave room
- 24:39for you know, fringe theories and stuff. Sure, yeah, we
- 24:42can have discussions about these things, but it's always also
- 24:46been about bringing it back to the Word of God
- 24:50and getting it right and the truth and I think
- 24:54that sort of trumps, you know, any idea of fringe.
- 24:59We're not fringe for the sake of fringe. I mean,
- 25:02fringe is kind of a misnomer anyways. I mean, I
- 25:06know this is the Fringe Radio Network and everything, but
- 25:09Fringe is basically the truth in a time where the
- 25:17mainline church has gone so far astray. Fringe is actually
- 25:22more orthodox, it's more central, and there's plenty of mystery.
- 25:28There's plenty of difficult passages in the Bible to try
- 25:34and understand. There's plenty of things about history. There's plenty
- 25:38of things about you know, cryptids and all this other
- 25:41stuff that we can still talk about and we can
- 25:44still explore and try and put in a biblical framework.
- 25:50It's still about restoring a supernatural worldview that's been decimated
- 25:59by postmodernism and the Enlightenment and materialism. You know, that's
- 26:06one string of the fringe Christian movement. Is it fringe
- 26:12to talk about the Nephelim, to talk about Genesis six?
- 26:17Is it fringe to talk about interpreting the Bible by
- 26:22going back to the original Hebrew and understanding the Hebrew
- 26:27language or the Greek? Is it fringe to consider the
- 26:31septuagen translation of the Bible, the Old Testament. Is it
- 26:38fringe to think that there were these hybrid creatures that
- 26:41once walked the earth and interacted with human beings? Is
- 26:46it fringe to recognize, you know, the reality of angels
- 26:50and demons. No, all that is orthodox, it's biblical, it's historical,
- 27:00and we can still look at things with a scientific
- 27:03lens also, so none of that's changing. I just wanted
- 27:11to make it clear that I'm not a spokesperson or
- 27:14an apologist for the Orthodox Church in any capacity. I
- 27:18am still on the journey. I am still on the road.
- 27:25That's my little disclaimer there. And with that being said,
- 27:29won't you join me now? In Part one, I read
- 27:36excerpts from my journal and then compare and contrast it
- 27:40with the scriptures, basically to illustrate where I started in
- 27:48my walk with God and where I ended up, with
- 27:52various stops along the way. And so that's the outline
- 27:57of this. And some of these entries are like from
- 28:01dream journal entries. Some of them are automatic writing sessions,
- 28:05some of them are just poems, not a strict format.
- 28:12But there was a long road to get to this point,
- 28:18and that's what I'm gonna be looking at here, and
- 28:22I'm gonna start off with this from the searching scriptures,
- 28:29just checking all the wingers and the dingers and the
- 28:34the sorry guys. How's that go? I called them here
- 29:28tonight to let them know the voice still calls them.
- 29:37A fever of inspiration rushes in as I observe the
- 29:44clamor of the gathering of years and servos, magnets and tickers,
- 29:59bottle caps, bells, sticks, breathers, cords, fans, vibes, plates, bottles, stones, skin,
- 30:19even those with their steel corner plates, rusted fazed circuit boards.
- 30:31Yes they belong here too, Switches and beacons, classic clanking
- 30:41corner stones of my reality. Tonight would be their last performance.
- 30:56I had never heard a rubber band cry so mournfully
- 31:09until that night. Even as the first unison was approaching,
- 31:20the demon's stark figures waited on the hilltops, only seen
- 31:29when the lightning flashed, the wind and rain whipped them about,
- 31:38just like always added a bunch of spontaneity. It was
- 31:49nice to hear the refreshing sound of the air in
- 31:53between sets, and those old boys could still crank out
- 32:02the juice for miles around. The crowd gathered, tired of
- 32:10the new sound that had infiltrated the city. Some even
- 32:18brought their old, beat up breathers along with them and
- 32:21formed a circle. They answered the performers, such that it
- 32:29became much bigger. The people started to remember, and the
- 32:38second unison was upon them. The chime boy released his
- 32:44breath and the dancing began. The crowd split off into spinlets,
- 33:32like planets suddenly reversing orbits wobbling from the counterforce. This
- 33:41was the time for each to listen to their own
- 33:44private tunes and play their own breather. But this never
- 33:51lasts long. Soon they all spiraled towards the center again.
- 33:58Loneliness that the tendency of breathers to gravitate always keeps
- 34:19the group together alone on the boundary, desires to merge arise, yes,
- 34:32and this causes them all to rejoin and caress each other,
- 34:37who staying lead here The rain allows this conductivity. The
- 34:46third unison gives rise to pure air. Soon one tone
- 34:55is heard and a glimmering, I can't even take this
- 35:05stuff seriously, I cannot read this in a serious fashion.
- 35:10Oh my goodness, all right, rewind take two. The third
- 35:23unison gives rise to pure air. Soon one tone is
- 35:30heard and a glimmering phantom of the breathers sound is
- 35:41perceived but not actually present, and the demons on the
- 35:47hilltop turn back. They turned back. They will all be
- 36:01told by their superiors to forget, but some of them
- 36:04will one day join the ranks of these grand clamoring monsters. Masters,
- 36:11that is not monsters. This is, after all, the new
- 36:16classical age. And the voice still calls it heartache. I
- 37:00know you gotta laugh at it or else you're gonna cry.
- 38:11That tune there is called I called it other Room, Okay,
- 39:18So I had to let you listen to the frenetic
- 39:21piano solong there, and then there was the poem that
- 39:27I was simultaneously reading there. Actually, the tune before that
- 39:32was called Shelter. That's where we started. Before I was
- 39:38known as Daniel X. I think I was the Portuguese
- 39:43elf Man, not Danny Elfman. As for the meaning of
- 39:49the poem, it was really this idea of analog technology,
- 39:58things that were natural sort of producing sound and producing music.
- 40:05But then it descends into this sort of participatory concert
- 40:12slash orgy or something, and it's presented as a good thing,
- 40:18and what the heck is a breather? I mean, I
- 40:22wrote it to be purposefully vague, open to interpretation. I
- 40:31look back on it now when I read it, and
- 40:33it's funny to me. I was such a new age
- 40:37weirdo Carlos Castaneda guy or something. I was reading a
- 40:41lot of Joseph Campbell and stuff like that, Carl Jung
- 40:48and trying to be random and archetypal, and none of
- 40:53that really worked out. And when I read this stuff now,
- 40:56I'm like, man, I was delusional and depressed. I don't know.
- 41:04Let's see if this meshes here, Okay, with this idea
- 41:10of the fringe Christian. See the fringe Christian, This fringe
- 41:15Christian God his heartbroken many times, let me tell you.
- 41:24But I also found love and of family and created
- 41:29another human being. Again, I apologize, storms whipped itself up outside.
- 41:47This is the way of the fringe Christian. Some even
- 41:51dispute the term fringe. Some consider us a cult, which
- 41:57is odd because we're just Christians of a variety of
- 42:03denominations who also happen to be truth seekers. I want
- 42:11to know the hidden history. I want to know about
- 42:16the transhumanist future, the alien overlords are creating to captivate us.
- 42:25Captivate interesting word, to hold captive. We look at parallels
- 42:37in the ways that God has chosen to interact with us.
- 42:43The Jews were held captive. They became captivated by the
- 42:47little g gods of their neighbors, and they stopped following
- 42:55the God of their fathers and their father's fathers. Then
- 43:04they became subjugated by their neighbors. As a consequence, all
- 43:09throughout their history, when the Jews stopped worshiping Yahweh Yahweh,
- 43:17allowed the invasions, the administration of their lands to fall
- 43:21under other powers, the expulsions, the slavery, the captivity. Except
- 43:31for the brief period of time perhaps during the conquest
- 43:34of the Holy Land, the Jews are repeatedly portrayed in
- 43:41their own scripture as a stubborn, foolish people. Why spiritual adultery.
- 43:54The Bible is not a hero's journey. It's not a
- 43:58Greek epic poem. It's quite unlike the Babylonian or Sumerian epics,
- 44:07or the Vedic or the Chinese or the Arabian or
- 44:12anything else. In other words, if you were just writing
- 44:20your mythology, wouldn't you portray your own people as heroic, victorious, untainted,
- 44:30But no, they're portrayed as human beings with vices, deeply
- 44:36flawed people, evil people in many respects. You know, you
- 44:42start off with bad king, then you get a good king,
- 44:48good king. A good king's gone.
- 44:50Speaker 4: Bad bad king, bad king, good king, bad king, bad.
- 44:55Speaker 5: King in the New Testament as well. So how much
- 45:05more reliable is the Bible as an accurate account as
- 45:09an inspired account, an account that's rooted more in history.
- 45:24The way of the fringe Christian may be to read
- 45:28between the lines, so to speak, to view the Bible
- 45:35through the eyes of those inspired writers, and to rightly
- 45:40divide the word of truth. So we're not a cult,
- 45:48but we recognize the occult and the adversary in the darkness.
- 45:57We are mere time travelers and mystics as we look
- 46:01forward to the fulfillment of prophecies and seeking to understand
- 46:06our present situation in light of the prophetic cycles. I'm
- 46:13talking about the blood booms of the apocalypse. And so
- 46:21the fringe Christian can also lose his way. But what
- 46:31does it mean to be in the spirit like John?
- 46:36Should we read a selection from the Bible and then
- 46:44real time live we are going to see this has
- 46:48any connection to my stupid little poem that I just
- 46:52read now, of course, this is John speaking in Revelation
- 47:03chapter four. After these things, I looked and behold a
- 47:12door standing open in heaven. And the first voice which
- 47:21I heard was like a trumpet speaking with me, saying,
- 47:25come up here, and I will show you things which
- 47:28must take place after this. Immediately I was in the
- 47:36spirit and behold a throne set in heaven, and one
- 47:40sat on the throne. And he who sat there was
- 47:43like a jasper and a sardius stone in appearance, and
- 47:48there was a rainbow around the throne in appearance like
- 47:52an emerald. Around the throne were twenty four thrones, and
- 47:58on the thrones I saw twenty four elders sitting clothed
- 48:04in white robes, and they had crowns of gold on
- 48:08their heads. And from the throne preceded lightnings, thunderings, and voices.
- 48:17Seven lamps of fire were burning before the throne, which
- 48:21are the seven spirits of God. Before the throne there
- 48:27was a sea of glass like crystal, and in the
- 48:30midst of the throne, and around the throne were four
- 48:33living creatures, full of eyes in front and in back.
- 48:39The first living creature was like a lion, the second
- 48:43living creature like a calf, The third living creature had
- 48:47a face like a man, and the fourth living creature
- 48:50was like a flying eagle. The four living creatures, each
- 48:55having six wings, were full of eyes around and within,
- 49:00and they do not rest day or night, saying, Holy, Holy,
- 49:04Holy Lord God Almighty, who was and is and is
- 49:11to come whenever. The living creatures give glory and honor,
- 49:17and thanks to Him who sits on the throne, who
- 49:20lives forever and ever. The twenty four elders fall down
- 49:24before him who sits on the throne, and worship him
- 49:28who lives forever and ever, and cast their crowns before
- 49:31the thrones, saying, you are worthy, o Lord, to receive
- 49:35glory and honor and power, for you created all things,
- 49:41and by your will they exist and were created. So
- 49:52there we have John's vision of the heavens Now, John, didn't,
- 50:03you know, take a few mushrooms. You know, he saw
- 50:13a vision of heaven, but it's initiated by an angel.
- 50:29They come to John. John is not trying to conduct
- 50:33a ritual communication. John did not just drop acid here.
- 50:41He was contacted by an angel. This was initiated by
- 50:48an angel, which is a messenger of God. So whenever
- 50:53you're involving this sort of spirit communication, you have to
- 51:02develop the ability to discern spirits. Are you communicating with
- 51:12the spirit, the Holy Spirit? Are you communicating with Jesus?
- 51:19Or is it your higher self? Is it your personal
- 51:23guardian angel or the subconscious mind? It seems to me
- 51:31you want to be kind of careful and if you
- 51:37are using pharmachea, if you are using drugs to initiate
- 51:44the mind state to allow the communication to occur, okay,
- 51:53then most likely you're not talking to non human intelligences
- 52:02of any higher order. See, I was going out seeking,
- 52:08I was trying to open channels. I was using drugs,
- 52:15and at best I was probably you know, allowing some
- 52:20of my mental inhibitions and habituations sort of fall away
- 52:29to further the creativity the flow. But at best I'm
- 52:34just you know, establishing some sort of communication with parts
- 52:39of the subconscious mind. At worst, I'm actually communicating with
- 52:45some sort of demonic entity. John is just mine in
- 52:51his business, Okay. John was not out here building a
- 52:56tower with a stargate on top of it. John was
- 53:01not casting a circle and calling in the four Directions
- 53:06to open a channel of communication. John is chosen. All
- 53:13the prophets of God are chosen for the purpose of
- 53:20accomplishing God's will. Anybody can say anything and say that
- 53:29you know God told me so. But if it's not
- 53:32part of, or if it's adding to divine revelation that's
- 53:41already been provided to us through the scriptures and through
- 53:48Jesus himself, Okay, that's sufficient. Now we do have the
- 53:56writings of the Church fathers and all of that. But
- 54:02there's a difference to be drawn between new revelation, in
- 54:07other words, something that hasn't previously been revealed in the
- 54:13scripture or by Jesus himself or by John or Timothy. Okay,
- 54:25there's a difference between new revelation, something that's different or
- 54:31new versus a deeper understanding of what's already been revealed
- 54:42through divine revelation. In other words, what am I trying
- 54:48to say. I'm struggling to explain this. You can have
- 54:51a dream or a vision or something, but if you
- 54:55can't take it back to the word, if you can't
- 54:58take it back to the scripture. If you can't find
- 55:01it there, then perhaps it's not part of God's will.
- 55:13Aliens aren't in the Bible. Well, yeah, probably because you
- 55:20don't have to worry about the aliens. Probably because there's
- 55:23other things you need to worry about. Well, what about
- 55:29Ezekiel's wills? Yeah, it's not a UFO, it's a throne vision. Okay,
- 55:40that's not to say I'm solo scriptura, I'm not. Okay,
- 55:47fringe Christians. What about Book of Enoch? You know, is
- 55:52it okay for us to read that, to consider the
- 55:55Book of Enoch, the Book of Jasher, some of these
- 56:01other extra biblical texts. Well, yes and no, I think selectively, Yes,
- 56:12inasmuch as we can verify their authenticity because they're they're
- 56:21just expounding upon what's already been revealed, so you can
- 56:26have a more detailed analysis of something. But that's not
- 56:31that's not in the category of new you know, divine
- 56:35public revelations that apply to the church at large. I
- 56:41think that's what I'm trying to say. That sort of
- 56:44becomes a problem, and people appointing themselves the profit of
- 56:48their church or or perish. That's that's also a problem.
- 56:56For the same reason it's not legitimate for a serial
- 57:00killer to say, you know, well, the voice of God
- 57:03was speaking to me and told me to kill these people. No,
- 57:06you might be crazy or you're speaking to some other voice.
- 57:11You're hearing some other voice, not the voice of God. Okay,
- 57:17but I'm not a strict Cessatianist here either. I believe
- 57:22God can give you like personal revelation and stuff about
- 57:25your life. I believe the Holy Spirit can lead you
- 57:29into a deeper understanding of God's word and God's purpose
- 57:33and God's kingdom. Okay, Like I said, there's a line
- 57:38there though, and so let's yeah, let's take it back
- 57:44to the Bible. What's the scripture? I think it's two Timothy,
- 57:51chapter three, verse sixteen. All scripture is breathed out by
- 57:56God and profitable for teaching, for proof, for correction, and
- 58:02for training in righteousness, that the Man of God may
- 58:07be complete equipped for every good work. In other words,
- 58:15everything that a believer needs has already been delivered. It's
- 58:23already there. It may be waiting for you to discover it,
- 58:30and the Holy Spirit might be, you know, nudging you
- 58:36to really read the scripture and get the meaning of it.
- 58:39But it's already there. So I don't have problem with
- 58:43Bible teachers who are getting into the Bible and finding
- 58:48verses and finding connections to other verses and connecting the
- 58:53dots and understanding prophecy and stuff. It's already been revealed.
- 58:56It's already there. So that tends to disqualify a lot
- 59:03of these cults and a lot of these sects that
- 59:09are centered around a charismatic leader reading his own heresy
- 59:17into the scripture. And I'm just saying, we have to
- 59:22be careful of that. We's read another scripture, Hebrews chapter one,
- 59:29long ago. At many times and in many ways, God
- 59:33spoke to our fathers by the prophets. But in these
- 59:37last days he has spoken to us by his son,
- 59:42whom he appointed the heir of all things, through whom
- 59:47also he created the world. He is the radiance of
- 59:51the glory of God and the exact imprint of his nature,
- 59:56and he upholds the universe by the word of his power.
- 1:00:01After making purification for sins, he sat down at the
- 1:00:04right hand of the Majesty on high, having become as
- 1:00:08much superior to angels as the name he has inherited
- 1:00:13is more excellent than theirs. So also, do we need
- 1:00:19to be contacting angels and getting advice from the angels
- 1:00:24and dispatching angels to here and there to protect certain
- 1:00:31people and help certain people. Know, I think we need
- 1:00:35to be praying directly to Jesus. Don't worry about the angels.
- 1:00:44Why not, Well, because Satan can disguise himself as an
- 1:00:49angel of light, you think you're going to be able
- 1:00:52to discern the difference. Basically, what I do here involves
- 1:00:59a lot of discernment, because there's a lot of Christians
- 1:01:02falling into these traps and these old heresies that are
- 1:01:06just coming back again. I mean, I was like trying
- 1:01:13to contact the dead and communicate with the dead and
- 1:01:18thinking that somehow that would give me some prophecy, some revelation,
- 1:01:23some knowledge of the future, some knowledge of my life,
- 1:01:27or some understanding of the afterlife. So I did ghost
- 1:01:34hunting and stuff for a while too, basically with the
- 1:01:37spirit of curiosity, just investigating these things, wanting to understand
- 1:01:42these things better. And you know, the Bible was kind
- 1:01:46of the furthest thing from my mind. I have all
- 1:01:57these tapes of these investigations, ghost hunts.
- 1:02:04Speaker 10: There's very little light out here now, just a residual
- 1:02:08light from the setting sun.
- 1:02:11Speaker 7: This guy's kind of indigattle. There's bugs in the.
- 1:02:24Speaker 10: Bushes, sounds like cricket, p periotic cars striving by h.
- 1:02:48Speaker 5: Riding round with the bold, a puzzling obstacled road, grittly
- 1:03:27paved speed bumps and yellow cautioned drizzly morning errand a
- 1:03:38simple pink trapezoidal door. There is a trick to opening it.
- 1:03:45Just push. I pulled myself onto the window pane up
- 1:03:53and into the classroom. That was hard, I said, sarcastically.
- 1:04:00Speaker 7: Yeah.
- 1:04:02Speaker 5: Look the teacher is handing out our crafts memoirs of
- 1:04:18a Japanese trick door. H Now, I don't know what
- 1:04:49that little poem has to do with uh. This track,
- 1:04:54which is called Who's Gonna Be another sort of vague
- 1:04:59referen as to who knows what in an island style
- 1:05:04man here. I guess the Bible wasn't the furthest thing
- 1:05:16from my mind, though it was next to it, Or rather,
- 1:05:21God wasn't the furthest thing from my mind? Maybe the Bible,
- 1:05:24but I certainly didn't have an understanding of who Jesus was.
- 1:05:30But listen to this, I beg of you do not
- 1:05:42establish yourself, do not gather possessions, do not have any strategies.
- 1:05:53No one will harm you. God will guide you through.
- 1:06:03Speaker 7: You can this recorder.
- 1:06:12Speaker 8: I'll set it down here and tell me what you wish.
- 1:06:29Speaker 5: Here's another selection. They're wheeling him in the actors guild.
- 1:06:38The white alien hatchling, riding in a hurdy gurdy, having
- 1:06:44your eyes. You're wearing a mask. I watch them remove
- 1:06:52you from your slimy egg. They clamp you down on
- 1:06:57a vice grip crane and unscrew your plastic insect legs.
- 1:07:06A delicate process, a puzzle. Everyone sit now around the monitor.
- 1:07:13Look at the beautiful people dancing. There is a woman
- 1:07:17with breasts on her back. That's convenient? Is it the
- 1:07:26people in the room or on the monitor? He feels good.
- 1:07:33The water envelops the whole crowd at the ankles. Let's
- 1:07:38splash around in this multi media presentation a documentary. I
- 1:07:45am inside this and images surround me. A girl appears
- 1:07:50dancing and vanishes. Of course, the dancing girl always vanishes.
- 1:07:59An orange schlit vampyrus shows me her fangs, and the
- 1:08:06picture goes out, turns to static snow. Now I am
- 1:08:14outside again something dangles in front of the screen, but
- 1:08:20out of focus. A voice says, my way is the
- 1:08:26very essence of our being coming into focus. It's a
- 1:08:34feathered DreamCatcher. Another voice hints at the inner light, and
- 1:08:43the image of a cheetah appears through the snow, blinking
- 1:08:48his yellow green eyes slowly. Now, please allow me to
- 1:08:55explain myself the reason why these are so cringe and
- 1:08:59weir weird. Well, a lot of them are from my
- 1:09:04dream journal. These are dreams that I've had, or partial dreams,
- 1:09:10and I've taken the little bits that I can remember
- 1:09:12and expanded upon them and sort of fleshed out the
- 1:09:16idea a little bit and turned them into poems, which
- 1:09:23really creates some strange visuals. Hopefully it does that much.
- 1:09:28But they're very dreamlike, very weird. As you can see,
- 1:09:32the theme of a lot of this stuff is me
- 1:09:35trying to sort of interpret signs and visions and other
- 1:09:43spirits and creatures. And that was basically my religion. Now,
- 1:09:56another part of this religion that I had craft did
- 1:10:01was divination, which is witchcraft using oracles and that sort
- 1:10:11of thing. And as I've mentioned many times before, my
- 1:10:21entryway into the occult and ritual magic came through the
- 1:10:27I chin, through the mysticism of the East. So I
- 1:10:39would do automatic writing and that sort of thing, various
- 1:10:44types of oracle casting, and sometimes I would just get
- 1:10:53high and get in front of my computer and just
- 1:10:56type stuff as it came to me. So who knows
- 1:11:00what I was communicating with And in many of these things,
- 1:11:03some of which I haven't read. There's pages and pages
- 1:11:06and pages of this stuff, and I'm going back and
- 1:11:09reading it now, and I'm like, man, I was crazy,
- 1:11:14and I was not caring what I was inviting in
- 1:11:20or what I was allowing to speak through me. But
- 1:11:27it's also foundational to the sort of discernment ministry thing
- 1:11:32that I do, because I can actually see how you know,
- 1:11:38if I didn't have a conscience, you know, this could
- 1:11:42be this could be the sacred texts, and I could be,
- 1:11:46you know, some charismatic cult leader. I'm on God's sad now,
- 1:12:00But when anybody starts talking like this, I know that
- 1:12:04they're dealing with the kind of spirits that I was
- 1:12:09dealing with. This was written probably nineteen ninety six, and
- 1:12:15that's when a lot of this music was composed. Also,
- 1:12:27this one's called crossing the great stream back when I
- 1:12:31actually had a drummer, where the firewall keeps you back.
- 1:13:22Thirty three and sixty six conspire, droid can execute commands.
- 1:13:31I can use my fingers, Bible, hallucinogens and cotex and
- 1:13:43blow up a coxplex. There is no coxplex. Coco is
- 1:13:54in love with Bobo. Avoid the raucous that is your forecast.
- 1:14:16So I was actually communicating with something here. I was
- 1:14:21receiving a forecast, although it's kind of hard to decipher,
- 1:14:25like who is Coco, Who is Bobo? Who's in love with?
- 1:14:29Who does Bobo love Coco back? I mean, it's almost
- 1:14:34like my subconscious is ciphering this as I'm writing it.
- 1:14:43This continues, slight possession, shook, magic does happen? Give us
- 1:14:56our eyes now? You can't throw it all away? Would you,
- 1:15:02with no glory in your life, be glorious one step away?
- 1:15:13These are not my words, I say. The crooner brushes
- 1:15:17his hair aside. The hipster loosens his stride. The alpha
- 1:15:25appears to be contemplating a career move because the drummer
- 1:15:31and the bass player allowed the groove to slide, and well,
- 1:15:36that just ain't jive. Blue trapezoid left, orange circle corone
- 1:15:47target left. Use your ears for balance. Tilt your head.
- 1:15:55There is a message. Someone has left a message. See
- 1:16:00it now. There is a letter, a single letter, a letter.
- 1:16:12This is a pie. Pie. Pie is a genie or
- 1:16:22a gin, right genie gin same thing. You may come
- 1:16:28to seek him to plant USA. I'm not sure what
- 1:16:36I wrote here and beneath the oceans. Now, according to legend,
- 1:16:50if you reach the other side of the Great Stream,
- 1:16:54you will come to the land of yesterday. Actually according
- 1:17:00to my track listing here, I mean, I just don't
- 1:17:17know what to read here anymore. A lot of this
- 1:17:19is cut up, like I cut stuff out of it
- 1:17:22a long time ago. That's because I think there was
- 1:17:27chat logs and stuff in here too, and I didn't
- 1:17:30want that to be part of the larger work, the
- 1:17:34great work. So crossing the Great Stream. That's an iching reference.
- 1:17:45The phrase typically appears in the judgment sections or in
- 1:17:52the specific lines of the hexagrams in the I ching,
- 1:17:57and it indicates whether or not conditions are favorable for
- 1:18:03undertaking a major, often risky endeavor, navigating challenges or transitions,
- 1:18:13overcoming obstacles, and achieving progress through perseverance and correct timing. Now,
- 1:18:29historically in China this would be a reference to King
- 1:18:35Wu and his revolt against the Yin dynasty in eleven
- 1:18:41twenty two BC. He had to cross the Great Yellow
- 1:18:47River as part of that campaign, and back here in
- 1:18:55the good old United States he got George Washington, and
- 1:19:02he notoriously has to cross the Potomac during the Revolutionary War.
- 1:19:11So it's this idea of overcoming a great challenge against
- 1:19:16great odds and having success, hopefully not drowning or getting
- 1:19:22pulled into the undertow. The crossing the Great Stream is
- 1:19:29incorporated into several of the hexagram arrangements. Hexagram number five
- 1:19:39zoo is waiting or kneeding. It states it will be
- 1:19:46advantageous to cross the great stream. That is going forward
- 1:19:51will be followed by meritorious achievement. It advises pa pats
- 1:20:00before action, with the crossing representing a hazardous enterprise that
- 1:20:08succeeds through inner strength and discipline. Hexagram eighteen is goot
- 1:20:20work on what has been spoiled remedying, and the judgment
- 1:20:27includes there will be advantage in crossing the great stream.
- 1:20:32He who advances will encounter the business to be done
- 1:20:43hexagram forty two ye, which is increase. Okay, this is
- 1:20:47wood over water and it suggests a boat to carry
- 1:20:56out the crossing. Okay, Noah's ark is wood over water.
- 1:21:02It represents beneficial growth through venturing into challenging territories, into
- 1:21:09challenging waters. Does it just represent survival, No, it represents
- 1:21:17a great transition, a new covenant even and if successful
- 1:21:24leads to increase. So crossing a little stream you just
- 1:21:30have to buck up and you might get your pants wet.
- 1:21:35But crossing the great stream, okay, that requires supernatural strength
- 1:21:41or faith. So I was slowly working through these things
- 1:21:52back then. That supernatural strength was like my chi my
- 1:21:57life force. I didn't credit that to God or God's
- 1:22:02spirit breathed into me. And I didn't know anything about
- 1:22:07the gospel or turning your life over to Jesus. So
- 1:22:15there's a lot of references to the Great Stream, and
- 1:22:18it was an idea I was preoccupied with for a while.
- 1:22:22Hence the title of the song. Hexagram fifty nine is huan,
- 1:22:31which means dispersion or dispersing. It will be advantageous to
- 1:22:37cross the Great stream. The subject of the hexagram rides
- 1:22:42in a vessel of wood over water and will do
- 1:22:45so with success. Hexagram sixty one zongfu inner truth, innermost sincerity.
- 1:22:55The judgment states there will be advantage in crossing the
- 1:22:59great stream. We see in the figure one riding on
- 1:23:03the emblem of wood which forms an empty boat. Okay.
- 1:23:13Confucius would come along later and expand on these, and
- 1:23:19he sort of put his emphasis on moral firmness and
- 1:23:24proper conduct righteousness in the Ichin, crossing the great stream
- 1:23:32symbolizes a pivotal transition across uncertainty or peril, often requiring preparation, sincerity,
- 1:23:40and alignment with natural forces. Okay. It was very much
- 1:23:46about going with the flow of change and not resisting change.
- 1:23:54The stream or water represents danger, change or the unknown,
- 1:24:00while crossing implies action toward achievement, like subduing inner instincts
- 1:24:07or external challenges. It's auspicious when conditions are right, but
- 1:24:16risky otherwise. And this sort of goes to the Eiching's
- 1:24:22core philosophy, which is harmonious adaptation to change. It's called
- 1:24:28the Book of Changes, okay, and that connects with this
- 1:24:34idea of baptism as well, because you have to go
- 1:24:37through the water or the abyss, and when you emerge,
- 1:24:42you're a changed man or a woman, hopefully one or
- 1:24:47the other. Yeah, yeah, not that kind of transition. But
- 1:24:54as I look across the river here a closer look,
- 1:25:00I think I can see the opposite shore. Could it
- 1:25:08be the land of yesterday? And we are here today
- 1:25:51in the land of yesterday. I'm going to read this selection,
- 1:25:58and then a couple of selections here, and then we're
- 1:26:00gonna read some scriptures, and then we're gonna wrap it up.
- 1:26:16There is no difference between my eye liquids and the
- 1:26:21waters of the meandering flood channel. The fears and thoughts
- 1:26:32of our world they carry. And when the sky cries,
- 1:26:36tears flow from my eyes and I gaze into a
- 1:26:41thousand shimmering ripples, wind blown and sunlit, two puddles side
- 1:26:52by side. What draws them together? Is this the last
- 1:26:59time I will swe with you? For now? The birds sing,
- 1:27:07their evening has just begun. Mine will be over too soon.
- 1:27:17For now, the grasses grow tall, the reeds comb, the
- 1:27:23stiff breeze. What is it all singing about? The wind
- 1:27:31flutes on my soda bottle? What song is this? What
- 1:27:38note is the hum of the living universe. Okay, this
- 1:27:50is me just staring out at the water, tripping out
- 1:27:57thinking I'm gonna do one more selection here, but this
- 1:28:06one requires a little bit different music.
- 1:28:14Speaker 6: You have an opportunity now.
- 1:28:19Speaker 9: M m hmm.
- 1:29:39Speaker 5: Have your robotic assistant chop off your arms, chop off
- 1:29:44your legs, hack off your head from your torso scoop
- 1:29:50your brain out of your skull, and strategically place it
- 1:29:56in your home base unit by first scanning your unique
- 1:30:03brain pattern. Be sure to first set up your home
- 1:30:07based unit and load your personal file. Your robotic assistant
- 1:30:15will glaze your brain with a special electromagnetic gel. This
- 1:30:23allows your organic brain waves to interact with the telelink
- 1:30:27signal protocol code by modulating input and output signals. Once
- 1:30:37your brain pattern has been scanned and encoded into your homepage,
- 1:30:43interactivity can begin with others. Others will see a representation
- 1:30:50of your brain in the form of a light bulb icon.
- 1:31:05Now there's a missing page here? What five four five?
- 1:31:17It finishes When others mentally access this icon, which also
- 1:31:22has your twenty character identification tag, they will be able
- 1:31:27to interact with any files which you had previously designated
- 1:31:31accessible when first setting up your personal file. Now ah, now,
- 1:31:53I know that sounds like the directions for setting up
- 1:31:57a profile, you know, to like your Facebook page. That's
- 1:32:04like connected directly to your brain. Actually, I don't think
- 1:32:09there's a body anymore, just a brain. And I wrote
- 1:32:14this in nineteen ninety six. This was or ninety seven,
- 1:32:18somewhere around there, before the Internet really got going. So
- 1:32:26I think that's interesting. I don't know if you find
- 1:32:31it interesting. Let's read a scripture though, that seems to
- 1:32:37coincide with this and the themes of these poems. That
- 1:32:43was stepped on a jellyfish that tune, which is in
- 1:32:51most cases a bad thing, especially if it's one of
- 1:32:56those Portuguese man o wars. I am the Portuguese man
- 1:33:02of war of spiritual Anyways, the scripture, so I'm going
- 1:33:14to start here first Corinthians, chapter eleven, and we're going
- 1:33:21to start at verse seventeen. Now, this is basically all
- 1:33:28about the Lord's Supper. And this is Paul. Now in
- 1:33:37giving these instructions, I do not praise you, since you
- 1:33:41come together not for the better but for the worse.
- 1:33:46For first of all, when you come together as a church,
- 1:33:49I hear that there are divisions among you, and in
- 1:33:54part I believe it, for there must also be factions
- 1:33:58among you, that those who are approved may be recognized
- 1:34:02among you. Therefore, when you come together in one place,
- 1:34:08it is not to eat the Lord's supper, for in eating,
- 1:34:12each one takes his own supper ahead of others, and
- 1:34:17one is hungry and another is drunk. What do you
- 1:34:23not have houses to eat and drink in? Or do
- 1:34:28you despise the Church of God and shame those who
- 1:34:31have nothing? What shall I say to you? Shall I
- 1:34:36praise you? In this? I do not praise you continuing on,
- 1:34:50for I received from the Lord that which I also
- 1:34:53delivered to you. That the Lord Jesus, on the same
- 1:34:57night in which he was betrayed, took bread, and when
- 1:35:01he had given thanks, he broke it and said, take eat.
- 1:35:07This is my body which is broken. For you do
- 1:35:11this in remembrance of me. In the same manner, he
- 1:35:17also took the cup after supper, saying, this cup is
- 1:35:21the new covenant in my blood. This do as often
- 1:35:26as you drink it in remembrance of me. For as
- 1:35:32often as you eat this bread and drink this cup,
- 1:35:34you proclaim the Lord's death till he comes Therefore, whoever
- 1:35:41eats this bread or drinks this cup of the Lord
- 1:35:45in an unworthy manner, will be guilty of the body
- 1:35:49and blood of the Lord. But let a man examine himself,
- 1:35:54and so let him eat of the bread and drink
- 1:35:57of the cup. For he who eats and drinks in
- 1:36:00an unworthy manner eats and drinks judgment to himself, not
- 1:36:06discerning the Lord's body. For this reason, many are weak
- 1:36:12and sick among you, and many sleep. For if we
- 1:36:15would judge ourselves, we would not be judged. But when
- 1:36:20we are judged, we are chastened by the Lord, that
- 1:36:23we may not be condemned with the world. Therefore, my brethren,
- 1:36:28when you come together to eat weight for one another.
- 1:36:31But if anyone is hungry, let him eat at home,
- 1:36:36lest you come together for judgment. And the rest I
- 1:36:41will set in order when I come. Wow, so Paul's
- 1:36:49getting fired up. This is pretty important. You would see.
- 1:37:00The contrast would be my I was choosing communion with nature,
- 1:37:11you know. I was staring out across the ocean or
- 1:37:13across the river, and watching the sun reflect off the
- 1:37:21ripples in the water, and just noticing the beauty around me.
- 1:37:24The serenity, the interconnectedness of everything, and so that sort
- 1:37:29of represented God to me. That's how I viewed it.
- 1:37:38What Paul is saying here is that without the body
- 1:37:43and the blood of Christ, you don't have that same communion.
- 1:37:58He's saying, people at the what was that People at
- 1:38:03the Lord's Supper were man that derailed me? That was
- 1:38:13weird live spiritual warfare people. What Paul is saying here
- 1:38:24is that, you know, people are showing up to the
- 1:38:28Lord's Supper and they're goofing off, and they're getting drunk,
- 1:38:31and they're not paying attention to the people who were hungry,
- 1:38:37who are thirsty cutting in line to get the biggest
- 1:38:43piece of bread, and Paul has some pretty stern words
- 1:38:48for them. You know, you shouldn't be participating in this
- 1:38:57if you're gonna be a fool and unrepentant or whatever.
- 1:39:07So obviously this has to do with the transition that
- 1:39:10I'm going through. I'm crossing the Great Stream. The stream
- 1:39:16is part of the road in the tree because when
- 1:39:18you're going along on the road, sometimes you skid down
- 1:39:24the side of the embankment down to the creek or
- 1:39:28the stream, and you walk the river bed and then
- 1:39:35you climb up and onto a tree. Now, having thusly
- 1:39:45arrived at the tree, that signifies we have come to
- 1:39:52an end or just another turning point, and you guys
- 1:39:59are off the hook. I got a little bit of
- 1:40:01scriptures in there, got a little bit of journal in there,
- 1:40:07some old music. I hope you guys enjoyed the broadcast.
- 1:40:12Tell me what you think. Of course, anytime, send me
- 1:40:15an email ministry X at ProtonMail dot com. I'd like
- 1:40:21to hear your testimony. But for now, I will cut
- 1:40:26the duct tape, I will undo the zip ties and
- 1:40:32everybody can just down the hallway here and see that
- 1:40:37exit sign right on out the door. Yes, God be
- 1:40:42with you, God Be with you. Go with God, go
- 1:40:45wipe your feet. There you go. Oh, if you'd like
- 1:40:48to stick around, everybody, I've got a few news items
- 1:40:52I want to discuss on the other side of the break.
- 1:40:55I'm gonna talk a little bit about Charlie Kirk after
- 1:40:58this the band, and we're back. You've been listening to
- 1:42:41ministry X on Fringe Radio Network now A lot of
- 1:42:53people have been asking me. Obviously, there's a lot of conversation,
- 1:43:00a lot of tears, a lot of confusion, a lot
- 1:43:03of anger, a lot of speculation going on about the
- 1:43:10Charlie Kirk assassination, the murder of Charlie Kirk, and so
- 1:43:19I wanted to use one of my news slots here
- 1:43:22to talk about that. First of all, all the love
- 1:43:34and support and prayers to Charlie Kirk's family, all the
- 1:43:45people that worked closely with him. There's no doubt in
- 1:43:50my mind that this was an assassination. I'm not saying
- 1:43:58this was a staged event. I don't know about that
- 1:44:08things could just synchronistically be happening, but certainly I believe
- 1:44:17it's clear he was targeted because he was a Christian
- 1:44:21who had no fear in you know, being an apologist
- 1:44:27for his faith and who actually reached out to the opposition,
- 1:44:39allowed them to speak their mind, didn't just ridicule them
- 1:44:43and put them down. And he went right into Mordoor,
- 1:44:51you know, going to these super woke liberal universities and
- 1:44:57basically mopping the floor with these college kids, and despite that,
- 1:45:07managed to connect with young people, managed to gain quite
- 1:45:11a following. So I will give that to the man.
- 1:45:18I mean, his shirt said freedom on it, and in
- 1:45:25some sense I think it had to be Charlie because
- 1:45:31he was the one guy that would have a civil
- 1:45:35discussion about something and was very gracious to the opposition.
- 1:45:45So he wasn't an extremist, despite what's been said about him,
- 1:45:51what he's been accused of on the internet. I've I've
- 1:46:00seen posts, I've heard comments and remarks from people far
- 1:46:08more extreme than Charlie Kirk, but they're still alive and
- 1:46:14trolling all across the internet, you know. And not that
- 1:46:22I didn't have some criticisms of TPUSA, you know, Conservative, inc.
- 1:46:32But it just means he was one of the bigger
- 1:46:34names out there. And so I'm not going to take
- 1:46:40anything away from him. Why because he's probably brought a
- 1:46:45lot more people to Jesus than I have. And I
- 1:46:52don't really know what his particular, you know, beliefs are.
- 1:47:02But there was a lot of mixing of politics and religion.
- 1:47:10But in a sense, there always has been. But I
- 1:47:15think the big takeaway from this and what they want
- 1:47:19you to understand, if you're a Christian, if you're a
- 1:47:21believer of whatever denomination, that bullet eventually is going to
- 1:47:32be for you. It's a culture war, it's a spirit war.
- 1:47:44It's going to eventually lead to physical war, civil war,
- 1:47:49and of course that's what they want. This seemed to
- 1:47:53be perfectly timed, like shooting a powder, perfectly timed to
- 1:48:04infuriate the right, who I think has been a little
- 1:48:11let down by the current administration. And I think we
- 1:48:19all feel that frustration pretty much. I've felt that frustration
- 1:48:25for everybody that I've ever voted for, you know, and
- 1:48:32turns out we're not going to get any justice when
- 1:48:37it comes to the Epstein stuff, when it comes to
- 1:48:42you know, the Clintons, when it comes to Russia Gate,
- 1:48:46when it comes to any of this, nobody's going to prison.
- 1:48:56And so honestly, I've been checked out of politics largely.
- 1:49:05I do monitor the geopolitical situation, but my soul is
- 1:49:14not as engaged in that sort of discussion because I recognize,
- 1:49:20you know, the powers and principalities at play here or
- 1:49:26at war here, spiritual wars reflected in physical war, and
- 1:49:37it just feels like we're scrambling towards chaos. And you know,
- 1:49:46wouldn't it be ironic if it were the Trump administration
- 1:49:52that ushered in this AI technocratic pallunteer con troll grid system.
- 1:50:05I mean, really, he's taken his base and giving them
- 1:50:10all whiplash. So in a way, whether this guy is
- 1:50:17a patsy or you know, wasn't the real shooter, or
- 1:50:22whether these texts or emails are real or not, those
- 1:50:27are all valid questions, and I don't think we're ever
- 1:50:29gonna know the truth. Just like every other shooting incident,
- 1:50:40we I mean, we are hurtling toward the apocalypse. I
- 1:50:45mean it certainly feels that way like the Singularity, where
- 1:50:48we're going to reach a stage here very quickly where
- 1:50:51this technology is going to outpace us. We already can't
- 1:50:57tell the difference between AI imaging and AI videos and
- 1:51:02AI enhanced videos. So my point is, if your overlords
- 1:51:13can get us fighting over left versus right, liberal versus conservative,
- 1:51:23Republican democrat, I mean, they got you. And if they
- 1:51:30can get you afraid, if they can make you angry,
- 1:51:34they can manipulate your emotions. They could get conservatives and
- 1:51:39evangelicals to back gun restrictions for trans people or you know,
- 1:51:49mass surveillance Internet IDs and you'll go along with it.
- 1:52:00So just some things to think about. Obviously, it's a tragedy.
- 1:52:07You could argue he was martyred for his faith and
- 1:52:14I just think about his family and his children, and
- 1:52:19it really makes me sad. And both sides of the
- 1:52:26political spectrum can seize on that, and they have they have,
- 1:52:34And like I said, this seems perfectly timed to ignite
- 1:52:40people on the right. Conservatives think about it. He was
- 1:52:46reaching the gen Zs and I think Charlie was a millennial, right,
- 1:52:54Usually the gen Zs hate the millennials, but they think
- 1:52:59the next ers are cool. I don't know why. We're
- 1:53:03the ones who raised them. That's why they turned out
- 1:53:06all autistic and stuff, because of our collective neglectitude, you know,
- 1:53:15letting our children be raised by their tablets, their devices
- 1:53:19and anyways, that's beside the point. I do have a
- 1:53:25lot of strong feelings about the Charlie Kirk killing and
- 1:53:31it makes me sad because this accelerationism, this nihilism, this Marxism,
- 1:53:39that's the direction this country is heading. So you understand,
- 1:53:44Charlie Kirk was a family man, a marrying man, Christian man,
- 1:53:52conservative man. I mean, the guy sat down and had
- 1:54:00a round table discussion not too long ago with a
- 1:54:06bunch of porn star girls and was a perfect witness
- 1:54:14to what a man should be and None of these
- 1:54:18girls had a good relationship with their fathers. They didn't
- 1:54:24speak with their fathers, their fathers were otherwise absent or
- 1:54:27checked out. They come from divorced families, their runaways, whatever,
- 1:54:35and saying, you know, there's nothing greater, there's no greater
- 1:54:38feeling in the world than having your child run up
- 1:54:41to you and say, daddy, daddy, And he prayed that
- 1:54:48they could experience that someday. That is not a man
- 1:54:56who is this hate fil person that people on the
- 1:55:03left try to portray him as.
- 1:55:08Speaker 8: Bold.
- 1:55:08Speaker 5: Yes, sure, but that doesn't equate with hateful. I don't
- 1:55:20see any of the real hateful people getting killed. Anyways,
- 1:55:29Onto another story here, another area of life where we'll
- 1:55:37never get the answers, and that would be the UFO
- 1:55:41UAP disclosure ongoing fiasco that I cover on this podcast.
- 1:55:50And I do monitor the UFO Twitter. I see pretty
- 1:55:54much all of these UFO videos come out. By the way,
- 1:56:03if you want to follow me on X, I am
- 1:56:07at FRN Underscore Daniel Underscore X, please follow me there.
- 1:56:13It's really hard to get traction. I just get a
- 1:56:17lot of bots and stuff, So follow me there if
- 1:56:22you're on X, and usually I will drop articles and
- 1:56:26videos and stuff that I'm talking about on my current podcast.
- 1:56:31Then we share memes and that sort of thing. So
- 1:56:34hop on over to X. I mean, I probably don't
- 1:56:38engage enough, so if you're on there, then I have
- 1:56:41another person to engage with. Anyways, there was another hearing
- 1:56:47in front of the House Committee on UAP transparency.
- 1:56:55Speaker 9: And.
- 1:56:57Speaker 5: So we basically had a lot of test George Knapp
- 1:57:04was there giving his testimony. I think there was a
- 1:57:09Navy pilot. So I gotta make this quick, but I'm
- 1:57:13going to play a clip from probably the most interesting testimony,
- 1:57:19which is the Vandenberg Air Force Base sightings.
- 1:57:27Speaker 11: The incursions began on October fourteenth, two thousand and three,
- 1:57:31when Boeing contractors reported a massive glowing red square silently
- 1:57:35hovering over two missile defense sites. After several minutes, it
- 1:57:39drifted further east onto the base and vanished over the hills.
- 1:57:44This event, now known as the Vanderberg Red Square, was
- 1:57:47referenced by Representative Luna at the first hearing on this topic.
- 1:57:52Official Air Force records of this event are in possession
- 1:57:56by ARROW and the FBI. Later that night, while I
- 1:58:01was on duty security guards at a critical launch site
- 1:58:04reported a bright, fast moving object over the ocean. I
- 1:58:08responded to the incident. Chaos ensued over the radio as
- 1:58:13the object approached rapidly. I heard my friends screaming, it's
- 1:58:17coming right at us, It's coming right for us, and
- 1:58:19now it's right here. Moments later I heard them say
- 1:58:24that it had shot off and was gone. When I
- 1:58:27arrived on scene, I talked to five shaken witnesses who
- 1:58:30described a massive triangular craft larger than a football field,
- 1:58:35that hovered silently for about forty five seconds over their
- 1:58:38enter control point before shooting away at impossible speed. About
- 1:58:44a week later, another patrol reported a light over the
- 1:58:47ocean behaving erratically. Believing it might be an unannounced aircraft,
- 1:58:51they declared an emergency and an armed response force responded.
- 1:58:56Before the forces could arrive, the object descended and either
- 1:59:01landed or hovered.
- 1:59:03Speaker 5: Oh my god, Haimi Mussan is like dozing off in
- 1:59:06the background here during mister Nucatelli's testimony about the Vandenberg
- 1:59:16Air Force Base sightings, which is very interesting. This is
- 1:59:22where the giant red square report came from, the size
- 1:59:29of a football field, which I've commented on this before. Oh,
- 1:59:35I'm getting an echo there. Fix that problem. I've commented
- 1:59:45on this before. I think we're dealing with something interdimensional here. Now.
- 1:59:50A lot of these sightings I believe are secret military aircraft, drones,
- 1:59:58other vehicles, maybe tic TACs. I don't think they're necessarily
- 2:00:03alien aircraft. I don't even think they're reverse engineered from
- 2:00:10captured alien aircraft. I tend to think that we're in
- 2:00:17communication with and a lot of these black projects involve
- 2:00:21communication with non human intelligence where these ideas are coming from.
- 2:00:27It's a technology exchange, in other words, Bob Lazar's notion
- 2:00:33that we obtained this craft it was like an archaeological site.
- 2:00:38They dug it up, retrieved it, and he was instructed
- 2:00:42to reverse engineer the so called alien technology. But I
- 2:00:49think it's just stuff we were working on, and it
- 2:00:54was circulated around that this is alien technology. We have
- 2:00:58alien bodies as a cover. I've talked about this extensively.
- 2:01:04I'm not really gonna get into it in any great detail,
- 2:01:07and i don't have a lot of time to go
- 2:01:10through this entire hearing, but I'm gonna play one more
- 2:01:16clip now. This is a video that was shared during
- 2:01:18the hearing and I'll let mister Burlison set this up.
- 2:01:26He's one of the congress people here.
- 2:01:29Speaker 12: Look, I'm not jumped to the conclusion that I believe
- 2:01:32that there are, you know, aliens coming from another planet.
- 2:01:36But I'm open to that, and i think that it's
- 2:01:39my our responsibility, especially when we're seeing that we have
- 2:01:42a government that is blocking, actively blocking information from us.
- 2:01:47Just last night, I tried to get an amendment onto
- 2:01:50the National Events Authorization Act that fit in the germaneus
- 2:01:54of that bill to have UAP disclosure.
- 2:01:57Speaker 5: And conveniently it.
- 2:01:59Speaker 12: Was named not Germaine, mostly deemed by staff, not even
- 2:02:03an elected official. This is the kind of stuff that
- 2:02:06we repeatedly see. Last year, we were blocked by someone
- 2:02:11in House administration from being able to receive a full
- 2:02:15briefing from Arrow. So not an elected official, but someone
- 2:02:20in staff blocked us. And I've had enough is enough?
- 2:02:24I want to queue up a video that I've been given,
- 2:02:28and as before it starts, I'm going to describe. This
- 2:02:31was taken October thirtieth of twenty twenty four.
- 2:02:34Speaker 5: This video is of an MQ.
- 2:02:36Speaker 12: Nine drone tracking an orb or this object off the
- 2:02:40coast of Yemen. You'll see that another m Q nine
- 2:02:45launched a hellfire missile that you cannot see that drone,
- 2:02:50and so'll I'm not going to explain it to you.
- 2:02:54You'll see exactly what it does.
- 2:02:57Speaker 5: I'm sure you've seen this by now online on YouTube
- 2:03:01or whatever. You see the UFO in the center of
- 2:03:04the screen here and then coming in from the top
- 2:03:09left hand corner of the frame, what we are told
- 2:03:14as a hell fire missile intercepts the UFO, but it's
- 2:03:20almost as if some sort of magnetic field diverts the missiles.
- 2:03:26It zoomed out, the missile sort of works around the
- 2:03:30UFO and it appears to take a piece out of it.
- 2:03:34There is debris that comes off the UFO and it
- 2:03:42keeps following the UFO, Whereas the debris should just be
- 2:03:48shot off, you would think, and just start to fall
- 2:03:51to the ground, But the debris accelerates right along with
- 2:03:58the UFO, which is very bizarre. I don't have an
- 2:04:01explanation for it, but like mister Berlinson said, I don't
- 2:04:06jump to the conclusion that these are aliens flying spaceships
- 2:04:10from other planets. There are other explanations. Now I could
- 2:04:17do another deep dive on these hearings. It was interesting
- 2:04:20to hear what George Knapp said also his response to this,
- 2:04:26I'm not gonna play that I did deep dives on
- 2:04:29the first two congressional hearings, and I don't know. I
- 2:04:36guess we'll see what comes of this hearing. What they're
- 2:04:39really trying to accomplish is passing this UAP Transparency Act
- 2:04:45of twenty twenty five. They're trying to get enough bipartisan
- 2:04:47support to pass this. But I'm just maybe I'm blackpilled
- 2:04:54on the subject. I don't think we're ever going to
- 2:04:56see the truth. I don't think we're ever going to
- 2:04:59see true disclosure. Maybe we'll get partial disclosure, or we'll
- 2:05:05get some more plausible narratives. But I think if they
- 2:05:13managed to pass this bill, I think this is gonna
- 2:05:18quietly go away and people will get to write books
- 2:05:25and stuff. Heck, I'm gonna write a book about it
- 2:05:29and pull the plug on the whole fake disclosure thing.
- 2:05:34They're not gonna let the real whistleblowers speak, do you
- 2:05:37think No, I think the real whistleblowers are terrified. These
- 2:05:44guys talk about, you know, how they've been harassed and ridiculed,
- 2:05:47and that sort of thing. But I think the real whistleblowers,
- 2:05:52like they've been directly threatened, they've had a gun to
- 2:05:55their head, or their famili's been threatened. They're in too deep.
- 2:06:04And uh, the Congress these hearings, they're not interviewing the
- 2:06:07right people. They're not noticed. They're not pulling anybody in
- 2:06:10from the Pentagon. It's just these navy pilots and stuff.
- 2:06:15Why can't we get like, uh, the head of the
- 2:06:19CIA to testify. Why can't we get someone from the
- 2:06:24Pentagon to testify? I don't know what do you think?
- 2:06:29Send me an email if you have any questions comments
- 2:06:32about disclosure quote unquote disclosure, or Charlie Kirk or the
- 2:06:42Road the Tree. I can be reached.
- 2:06:46Speaker 9: At ministry ex at proton mail dot com, ministriekis at
- 2:06:56mail dot com.
- 2:06:58Speaker 5: Now I have a backlog of news stories that I
- 2:07:01want to cover that I didn't get to today. But
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