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How To Forgive the Unforgivable, Katharine Giovanni · Skirts Up!

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  What's
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  up?
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  Skirts
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  up,
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  squad.
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  Did
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  you
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  just
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  take
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  my
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  wine?
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  I
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  did.
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  It's
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  Samantha
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  and
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  Melissa.
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  I'm
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  going
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  to
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  actually
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  tell
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  you
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  guys
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  how
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  it
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  is
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  right
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  now.
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  It
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  was
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  so
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  fun.
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  We
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  couldn't
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  even
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  make
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  it
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  up.
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  I'm
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  gonna
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  do
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  it.
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  I'm
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  gonna
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  wear
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  it
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  in
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  public.
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  And
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  then
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  she
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  looks
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  at
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  me
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  and
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  she
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  goes,
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  that's
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  what
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  Jesus
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  is
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  for.
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  We
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  are
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  about
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  normalizing
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  things
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  that
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  are.
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  Hard
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  to
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  talk
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  about.
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  I
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  was
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  like
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  deer
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  in
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  headlights.
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  Skirts
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  out,
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  but
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  keep
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  your
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  pant.
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  Hey,
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  guys,
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  welcome
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  back.
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  It's
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  Samantha
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  and
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  Melissa.
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  That
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  was
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  really
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  enthusiastic.
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  I
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  was
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  like.
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  And
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  Melissa,
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  I
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  love
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  it.
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  I
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  am
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  here,
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  though.
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  So
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  this
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  last
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  week
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  we
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  finally
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  had
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  our
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  event
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  with
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  clean
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  for
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  canine
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  assistance.
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  Yes,
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  we
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  did.
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  We
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  did.
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  How
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  did
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  you
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  feel
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  that
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  it
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  went?
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  So
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  I
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  think
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  it
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  was
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  a
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  lot
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  of
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  fun.
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  I
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  actually
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  really,
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  really,
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  really
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  enjoyed
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  our
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  opening
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  band.
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  That
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  was
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  who
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  I
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  enjoyed
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  so
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  much.
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  Yeah,
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  there
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  was
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  one
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  song
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  and
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  he
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  was
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  like,
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  I
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  don't
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  usually
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  just
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  tell
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  like
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  the
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  story
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  of
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  a
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  song
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  before
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  I
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  start,
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  but
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  on
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  this
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  one
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  I'm
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  just
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  going
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  to
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  let
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  you
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  guys
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  know
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  that,
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  yeah,
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  this
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  is
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  a
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  song
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  about,
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  you
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  know,
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  working
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  80
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  hours
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  a
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  week.
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  For
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  what?
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  Or
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  something.
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  I
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  can't
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  remember
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  what
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  he
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  said,
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  but
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  I
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  had
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  literally
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  just
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  said
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  that
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  like
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  20
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  minutes
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  earlier
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  at
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  the
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  event
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  to
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  someone
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  else.
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  I
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  was
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  like,
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  I
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  feel
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  like
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  I'm
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  working,
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  working,
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  working
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  all
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  the
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  time.
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  And
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  sometimes
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  I
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  wonder,
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  like,
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  what's
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  it
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  for?
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  And
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  his
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  song.
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  Not
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  that
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  I
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  couldn't
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  hear
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  all
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  the
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  lyrics
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  because
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  it
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  was
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  so
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  loud.
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  Yeah,
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  but
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  it
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  was
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  so
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  good.
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  And
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  it
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  was
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  just
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  like,
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  he
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  sees
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  me.
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  The
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  song
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  is
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  for
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  me,
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  like,
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  I
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  don't
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  know,
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  but
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  yeah,
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  like,
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  so
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  I
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  loved
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  them.
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  I
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  could
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  keep
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  going
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  on
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  and
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  on
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  about
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  them
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  and
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  I
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  was
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  so
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  glad
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  that
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  you
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  got
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  them
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  there.
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  Yeah,
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  it.
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  It
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  turned
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  out
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  fun.
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  I
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  think
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  that
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  I'm
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  proud
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  that
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  we
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  got
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  on
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  stage
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  and
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  that
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  we
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  talked
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  and
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  I
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  feel
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  like
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  you
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  are.
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  I
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  was
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  worried
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  that
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  if.
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  No,
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  I
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  botched
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  it.
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  We've
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  done.
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  I
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  just
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  ignored
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  you.
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  It's
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  fine.
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  No,
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  I
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  feel
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  like
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  usually
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  like
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  we
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  over
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  plan
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  and
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  so
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  then
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  that
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  comes
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  across
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  like
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  when
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  we're
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  talking.
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  Talking.
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  Yeah.
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  And
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  then
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  like
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  the
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  nerves
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  are
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  so
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  high,
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  which,
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  don't
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  get
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  me
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  wrong,
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  like
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  I
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  was
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  really,
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  really
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  nervous,
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  but
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  words
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  still
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  came
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  out
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  and
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  I
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  don't
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  think
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  I
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  sounded
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  greatly
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  dumb.
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  No,
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  it
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  was
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  great.
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  I
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  thought
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  it
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  was
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  good.
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  And
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  we
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  were
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  able
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  to
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  feed
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  off
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  of
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  each
• 2:39
  other
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  pretty
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  naturally.
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  And
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  so
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  I
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  think
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  it.
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  I
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  think
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  it
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  went
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  well.
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  Yes.
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  And
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  actually
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  I
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  wanted
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  to
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  say
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  that
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  I
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  was
• 2:46
  trying
• 2:46
  to
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  shout
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  out
• 2:47
  clean
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  and
• 2:49
  then
• 2:49
  I
• 2:50
  forgot
• 2:50
  to
• 2:51
  shout
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  out
• 2:51
  Carrie
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  in
• 2:52
  the
• 2:52
  feels.
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  And
• 2:53
  you
• 2:53
  were
• 2:53
  like.
• 2:54
  And
• 2:55
  Carrie
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  in
• 2:55
  the
• 2:55
  fields.
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  And
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  I
• 2:56
  was
• 2:56
  like,
• 2:56
  oh,
• 2:56
  my
• 2:56
  gosh,
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  how
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  could
• 2:57
  I
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  have
• 2:57
  forgotten
• 2:57
  that?
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  So
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  I
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  just
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  want
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  to
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  say
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  maybe
• 2:59
  I
• 2:59
  mentioned
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  them.
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  Thank
• 3:00
  God
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  you
• 3:01
  did.
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  Because.
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  Because
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  I.
• 3:06
  After
• 3:07
  I
• 3:07
  got
• 3:07
  down,
• 3:07
  I
• 3:07
  was
• 3:08
  like,
• 3:08
  how
• 3:08
  could
• 3:08
  I?
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  Well,
• 3:09
  also,
• 3:10
  I'll
• 3:10
  be
• 3:10
  honest,
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  I'm
• 3:11
  an
• 3:11
  idiot.
• 3:11
  And
• 3:12
  I
• 3:12
  didn't
• 3:12
  realize
• 3:13
  that
• 3:13
  you
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  booked
• 3:15
  them.
• 3:15
  For
• 3:16
  some
• 3:16
  reason,
• 3:16
  I
• 3:16
  thought
• 3:16
  they
• 3:17
  were
• 3:17
  somehow
• 3:17
  just
• 3:18
  opening
• 3:18
  for
• 3:19
  Clejean.
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  Oh,
• 3:20
  no.
• 3:21
  Yeah.
• 3:22
  Oh.
• 3:22
  And
• 3:22
  I
• 3:23
  found
• 3:23
  out
• 3:23
  that.
• 3:23
  That
• 3:23
  night.
• 3:24
  Yeah.
• 3:24
  Oh,
• 3:25
  okay.
• 3:25
  Is
• 3:26
  that
• 3:26
  why
• 3:26
  you
• 3:26
  kept
• 3:26
  saying,
• 3:27
  like,
• 3:27
  man,
• 3:27
  it's
• 3:27
  just
• 3:27
  so
• 3:28
  funny
• 3:28
  that
• 3:28
  you
• 3:28
  went
• 3:28
  to
• 3:29
  school
• 3:29
  with
• 3:29
  them?
• 3:29
  Yes.
• 3:31
  Oh,
• 3:32
  that
• 3:32
  is
• 3:32
  so
• 3:32
  funny.
• 3:33
  And
• 3:33
  you
• 3:33
  kept
• 3:33
  being
• 3:34
  like,
• 3:35
  yeah,
• 3:36
  yeah,
• 3:37
  that's
• 3:37
  why
• 3:37
  they're
• 3:37
  here.
• 3:39
  It's
• 3:39
  so
• 3:39
  funny.
• 3:41
  I
• 3:41
  know.
• 3:42
  I'm
• 3:42
  hilarious
• 3:43
  because
• 3:43
  I'm
• 3:43
  so
• 3:43
  dumb.
• 3:44
  No,
• 3:44
  just
• 3:44
  kidding.
• 3:44
  But
• 3:44
  it
• 3:45
  was
• 3:45
  hilarious.
• 3:46
  No,
• 3:46
  but,
• 3:46
  yeah,
• 3:47
  the
• 3:47
  night
• 3:47
  was
• 3:47
  so
• 3:48
  fun.
• 3:48
  Did
• 3:48
  you
• 3:49
  see
• 3:49
  the
• 3:49
  girl
• 3:50
  that
• 3:50
  kissed
• 3:51
  him
• 3:51
  during
• 3:51
  the
• 3:52
  photo
• 3:52
  being
• 3:52
  taken?
• 3:53
  Like,
• 3:53
  you
• 3:54
  should
• 3:54
  ask
• 3:55
  somebody's
• 3:55
  permission.
• 3:56
  Like,
• 3:57
  man,
• 3:57
  these
• 3:57
  people
• 3:57
  be
• 3:57
  wild.
• 3:58
  And.
• 3:58
  And
• 3:58
  this
• 3:58
  was
• 3:59
  like
• 3:59
  a
• 3:59
  small.
• 4:00
  A
• 4:00
  small
• 4:01
  crowd.
• 4:03
  Wow.
• 4:04
  So
• 4:04
  I
• 4:04
  got
• 4:05
  to
• 4:05
  meet
• 4:05
  somebody
• 4:05
  like
• 4:05
  that,
• 4:06
  that
• 4:06
  I
• 4:06
  was,
• 4:06
  like,
• 4:06
  super,
• 4:07
  like,
• 4:08
  in
• 4:08
  love
• 4:08
  with.
• 4:09
  Actually,
• 4:09
  I'm
• 4:10
  wearing
• 4:10
  the
• 4:10
  shirt
• 4:10
  today
• 4:10
  that's
• 4:11
  so
• 4:11
  random,
• 4:11
  because
• 4:12
  this
• 4:12
  was
• 4:12
  not
• 4:12
  on
• 4:12
  purpose,
• 4:13
  but
• 4:14
  his.
• 4:15
  It's
• 4:15
  Frank
• 4:15
  Turner.
• 4:16
  He's
• 4:16
  like
• 4:16
  a.
• 4:19
  An
• 4:19
  English
• 4:20
  punk
• 4:20
  rock
• 4:20
  style
• 4:21
  okay
• 4:21
  kind
• 4:22
  of
• 4:22
  guy.
• 4:22
  And
• 4:23
  I've
• 4:23
  been.
• 4:24
  I've
• 4:24
  loved
• 4:24
  him
• 4:25
  forever.
• 4:25
  And
• 4:26
  I
• 4:26
  went
• 4:27
  to
• 4:27
  a
• 4:27
  meet
• 4:28
  and
• 4:28
  greet
• 4:28
  that
• 4:29
  was
• 4:29
  beforehand.
• 4:30
  Like,
• 4:30
  a
• 4:30
  signing.
• 4:30
  Like,
• 4:31
  he
• 4:31
  was
• 4:31
  signing
• 4:31
  people's
• 4:32
  things.
• 4:32
  And
• 4:33
  my
• 4:33
  friend
• 4:34
  who
• 4:34
  I
• 4:34
  was
• 4:34
  with
• 4:35
  was
• 4:35
  like,
• 4:35
  you
• 4:36
  know,
• 4:36
  she's
• 4:36
  never
• 4:36
  been
• 4:36
  to
• 4:36
  a.
• 4:37
  A
• 4:38
  gig
• 4:38
  like
• 4:38
  this.
• 4:38
  Like,
• 4:39
  he's
• 4:39
  like,
• 4:40
  what?
• 4:40
  And
• 4:40
  I
• 4:40
  was
• 4:41
  like,
• 4:41
  yeah.
• 4:41
  And
• 4:42
  he's
• 4:42
  like,
• 4:42
  no.
• 4:43
  And
• 4:43
  he's
• 4:43
  like,
• 4:43
  what's
• 4:44
  your
• 4:44
  name?
• 4:44
  And
• 4:44
  so
• 4:45
  in
• 4:45
  the
• 4:45
  middle
• 4:45
  of
• 4:46
  the
• 4:46
  concert,
• 4:46
  he
• 4:46
  pulled
• 4:47
  me
• 4:47
  up
• 4:47
  on
• 4:47
  stage,
• 4:47
  and
• 4:48
  it
• 4:48
  was
• 4:48
  big.
• 4:48
  Like,
• 4:48
  there
• 4:49
  was
• 4:49
  tons
• 4:49
  of
• 4:49
  people
• 4:50
  there.
• 4:50
  And,
• 4:50
  like,
• 4:51
  I
• 4:51
  had
• 4:51
  to
• 4:51
  go
• 4:51
  up,
• 4:51
  and
• 4:51
  the
• 4:52
  security
• 4:52
  guard
• 4:52
  had
• 4:52
  to
• 4:52
  help
• 4:52
  me
• 4:53
  get
• 4:53
  up
• 4:53
  because
• 4:53
  the
• 4:53
  stage
• 4:54
  was
• 4:54
  as
• 4:54
  tall
• 4:54
  as
• 4:54
  me.
• 4:55
  I
• 4:55
  was
• 4:55
  wearing
• 4:56
  a
• 4:56
  dress.
• 4:57
  But
• 4:57
  I
• 4:57
  got
• 4:57
  up
• 4:58
  there
• 4:58
  and
• 4:59
  he.
• 4:59
  He
• 5:00
  let
• 5:00
  everybody
• 5:00
  know,
• 5:01
  like,
• 5:01
  hey,
• 5:01
  let's
• 5:01
  hear
• 5:01
  it
• 5:02
  from
• 5:02
  Melissa.
• 5:02
  I
• 5:02
  met
• 5:02
  her
• 5:03
  earlier
• 5:03
  today.
• 5:03
  I
• 5:04
  really
• 5:04
  like
• 5:04
  her.
• 5:05
  And
• 5:05
  he
• 5:05
  gave
• 5:05
  me
• 5:06
  a
• 5:06
  harmonica.
• 5:07
  And
• 5:07
  he's
• 5:08
  like,
• 5:08
  all
• 5:08
  right,
• 5:08
  we're
• 5:08
  going
• 5:09
  to
• 5:09
  sing.
• 5:09
  We're
• 5:09
  going
• 5:09
  to
• 5:10
  play
• 5:10
  together.
• 5:10
  And
• 5:10
  I'd
• 5:11
  never
• 5:11
  played
• 5:11
  a
• 5:11
  harmonic
• 5:12
  in
• 5:12
  my
• 5:12
  life.
• 5:12
  And
• 5:12
  I
• 5:12
  just,
• 5:13
  like,
• 5:13
  fucking
• 5:13
  went
• 5:13
  to
• 5:13
  town.
• 5:14
  Yeah.
• 5:14
  And
• 5:15
  I
• 5:15
  felt
• 5:15
  like
• 5:15
  I
• 5:16
  was.
• 5:16
  I
• 5:17
  felt
• 5:17
  the
• 5:17
  energy
• 5:18
  and
• 5:18
  the
• 5:18
  adrenaline
• 5:18
  was,
• 5:19
  like,
• 5:19
  so
• 5:19
  high.
• 5:19
  And
• 5:19
  Actually,
• 5:19
  maybe
• 5:20
  that's
• 5:20
  part
• 5:20
  of
• 5:20
  what
• 5:21
  this
• 5:21
  girl
• 5:21
  is
• 5:21
  feeling
• 5:21
  when
• 5:22
  she
• 5:22
  was
• 5:22
  filming
• 5:23
  Carrie,
• 5:24
  right?
• 5:24
  And
• 5:25
  in
• 5:25
  that,
• 5:25
  I
• 5:25
  was
• 5:25
  at.
• 5:26
  And
• 5:26
  his
• 5:26
  feels.
• 5:28
  But
• 5:29
  what
• 5:30
  Granny
• 5:30
  was
• 5:30
  in
• 5:31
  his
• 5:31
  feel.
• 5:33
  He
• 5:33
  was.
• 5:34
  But
• 5:34
  anyway,
• 5:35
  like,
• 5:35
  the
• 5:35
  adrenal
• 5:35
  so
• 5:35
  high.
• 5:36
  And
• 5:36
  I
• 5:36
  just
• 5:36
  went
• 5:36
  to
• 5:36
  town
• 5:36
  as
• 5:37
  if
• 5:37
  I
• 5:37
  knew
• 5:37
  how
• 5:37
  to
• 5:37
  play
• 5:37
  the
• 5:37
  harmonica,
• 5:38
  and
• 5:38
  I
• 5:38
  didn't.
• 5:39
  And
• 5:39
  then
• 5:40
  later,
• 5:40
  like,
• 5:40
  I
• 5:40
  had
• 5:41
  people
• 5:41
  like,
• 5:41
  oh,
• 5:41
  you're
• 5:41
  the
• 5:42
  girl
• 5:42
  that
• 5:42
  was
• 5:42
  on
• 5:42
  stage.
• 5:42
  And
• 5:43
  someone
• 5:43
  bought
• 5:43
  me
• 5:43
  a
• 5:43
  beer,
• 5:44
  had
• 5:44
  this,
• 5:46
  and
• 5:46
  it
• 5:46
  was
• 5:46
  just
• 5:46
  so
• 5:46
  fun.
• 5:48
  What
• 5:48
  is
• 5:48
  my
• 5:48
  point?
• 5:49
  My
• 5:49
  point
• 5:49
  is
• 5:50
  I've
• 5:51
  been
• 5:51
  there.
• 5:52
  Where?
• 5:52
  Oh,
• 5:52
  and
• 5:52
  then
• 5:53
  we.
• 5:53
  Then
• 5:53
  we
• 5:53
  got
• 5:53
  to
• 5:53
  meet
• 5:54
  him
• 5:54
  again
• 5:54
  after
• 5:54
  he
• 5:55
  came
• 5:55
  back
• 5:55
  out
• 5:55
  and
• 5:55
  nice.
• 5:57
  And
• 5:57
  he.
• 5:58
  And
• 5:59
  he
• 5:59
  did
• 6:00
  give
• 6:00
  me,
• 6:00
  like,
• 6:01
  a
• 6:01
  hug,
• 6:01
  and
• 6:02
  he
• 6:02
  goes,
• 6:02
  this
• 6:03
  is.
• 6:03
  I'll
• 6:03
  never
• 6:03
  forget
• 6:04
  this
• 6:04
  line
• 6:04
  because,
• 6:04
  you
• 6:05
  know,
• 6:05
  I'm
• 6:05
  still,
• 6:06
  like,
• 6:06
  slightly
• 6:06
  obsessed.
• 6:07
  But
• 6:07
  he
• 6:07
  gave
• 6:08
  me
• 6:08
  a
• 6:08
  hug,
• 6:08
  and
• 6:08
  he
• 6:08
  goes,
• 6:08
  let's
• 6:08
  get
• 6:09
  another
• 6:09
  picture
• 6:10
  together
• 6:10
  because
• 6:10
  we
• 6:10
  look
• 6:11
  so
• 6:11
  good
• 6:11
  together.
• 6:11
  And
• 6:12
  I
• 6:12
  was
• 6:12
  like.
• 6:13
  But
• 6:13
  I
• 6:13
  still
• 6:14
  never
• 6:14
  would
• 6:14
  have
• 6:14
  kissed
• 6:15
  him.
• 6:15
  Like,
• 6:15
  never.
• 6:16
  Like,
• 6:17
  even
• 6:17
  with
• 6:17
  the,
• 6:17
  like,
• 6:18
  actual
• 6:18
  interaction
• 6:19
  like
• 6:19
  that,
• 6:19
  Like,
• 6:20
  I
• 6:20
  would
• 6:20
  have
• 6:20
  been
• 6:20
  like,
• 6:22
  I.
• 6:23
  I.
• 6:23
  Not
• 6:23
  without
• 6:24
  asking,
• 6:24
  like,
• 6:25
  right.
• 6:25
  Can
• 6:26
  I
• 6:26
  kiss
• 6:26
  you
• 6:26
  on
• 6:26
  the
• 6:26
  cheek
• 6:26
  for
• 6:26
  the
• 6:27
  picture?
• 6:27
  Right.
• 6:28
  Yeah,
• 6:28
  it
• 6:28
  was.
• 6:29
  It
• 6:29
  was
• 6:29
  interesting.
• 6:29
  Do
• 6:30
  you
• 6:30
  have
• 6:30
  a
• 6:31
  fail
• 6:31
  you'd
• 6:31
  like
• 6:32
  to
• 6:32
  share?
• 6:33
  Well,
• 6:34
  just
• 6:34
  the
• 6:34
  fact
• 6:34
  I
• 6:35
  was
• 6:35
  only
• 6:35
  five
• 6:35
  minutes
• 6:36
  late,
• 6:36
  but
• 6:36
  it
• 6:36
  was
• 6:36
  because
• 6:38
  there
• 6:38
  was
• 6:38
  a
• 6:38
  new
• 6:39
  kitten
• 6:39
  running
• 6:39
  around
• 6:39
  my
• 6:39
  apartment
• 6:40
  complex.
• 6:40
  And
• 6:41
  that
• 6:41
  was
• 6:41
  what
• 6:41
  I
• 6:41
  wanted
• 6:42
  to.
• 6:42
  Talk
• 6:42
  about
• 6:42
  is
• 6:42
  just
• 6:43
  he
• 6:43
  was
• 6:43
  so
• 6:43
  cute.
• 6:44
  And
• 6:44
  usually
• 6:44
  when
• 6:45
  you're.
• 6:45
  Okay.
• 6:45
  So
• 6:45
  I
• 6:45
  was
• 6:46
  getting
• 6:46
  Oliver,
• 6:47
  and
• 6:47
  I
• 6:47
  was
• 6:47
  putting
• 6:48
  him
• 6:48
  in
• 6:48
  the
• 6:48
  car,
• 6:49
  and
• 6:49
  I
• 6:49
  saw
• 6:49
  this
• 6:50
  kitten,
• 6:50
  like,
• 6:50
  run
• 6:50
  across
• 6:51
  the.
• 6:51
  Like,
• 6:51
  far
• 6:52
  across
• 6:52
  the
• 6:53
  parking
• 6:53
  lot.
• 6:53
  And
• 6:54
  I
• 6:54
  was
• 6:54
  like,
• 6:54
  oh,
• 6:54
  my
• 6:54
  gosh,
• 6:55
  there's
• 6:55
  a
• 6:55
  new
• 6:55
  kitten
• 6:56
  here
• 6:56
  that
• 6:56
  I've
• 6:56
  never
• 6:56
  seen
• 6:56
  before.
• 6:57
  So
• 6:57
  I
• 6:57
  was
• 6:57
  like,
• 6:57
  here,
• 6:57
  kitty,
• 6:57
  kitty,
• 6:58
  kitty.
• 6:58
  And
• 6:59
  it
• 6:59
  started
• 6:59
  beelining
• 7:00
  straight
• 7:00
  towards
• 7:00
  me.
• 7:01
  And
• 7:01
  I
• 7:01
  was
• 7:01
  like,
• 7:01
  this
• 7:02
  cat
• 7:02
  might.
• 7:02
  Let
• 7:02
  me
• 7:02
  pick
• 7:03
  it
• 7:03
  up.
• 7:04
  I
• 7:04
  got
• 7:04
  really
• 7:05
  excited,
• 7:05
  so
• 7:06
  I,
• 7:06
  like.
• 7:06
  Shoved
• 7:06
  all
• 7:06
  of
• 7:06
  her
• 7:07
  in
• 7:07
  the
• 7:07
  car
• 7:07
  because
• 7:07
  I
• 7:07
  was
• 7:08
  like,
• 7:08
  you're
• 7:08
  not
• 7:08
  ruining
• 7:08
  this
• 7:08
  for
• 7:09
  me.
• 7:11
  And
• 7:11
  then.
• 7:12
  But
• 7:12
  then
• 7:12
  it
• 7:13
  still
• 7:13
  wouldn't
• 7:13
  come.
• 7:13
  It
• 7:13
  got,
• 7:13
  like,
• 7:14
  five
• 7:14
  minutes,
• 7:14
  five
• 7:15
  feet
• 7:15
  away
• 7:15
  from
• 7:15
  me,
• 7:16
  and
• 7:16
  it
• 7:17
  was
• 7:17
  just
• 7:17
  doing
• 7:17
  these
• 7:17
  cute
• 7:17
  little,
• 7:18
  like,
• 7:18
  pathetic
• 7:19
  squeaks.
• 7:19
  So
• 7:19
  it
• 7:20
  stayed
• 7:20
  there,
• 7:20
  and
• 7:21
  it
• 7:21
  let
• 7:21
  me
• 7:21
  talk
• 7:21
  to
• 7:21
  it,
• 7:22
  but
• 7:22
  it
• 7:22
  wouldn't
• 7:22
  come
• 7:22
  any
• 7:22
  closer
• 7:23
  than
• 7:23
  about
• 7:23
  five
• 7:23
  feet.
• 7:24
  So
• 7:24
  I
• 7:24
  think
• 7:24
  I'm
• 7:25
  gonna
• 7:25
  try
• 7:25
  again
• 7:25
  later.
• 7:27
  I
• 7:27
  forgot
• 7:28
  to
• 7:28
  tell
• 7:28
  you.
• 7:28
  So,
• 7:29
  Melissa,
• 7:29
  remember
• 7:30
  at
• 7:31
  the
• 7:31
  beginning
• 7:32
  of
• 7:32
  the
• 7:32
  show,
• 7:32
  clision
• 7:33
  was
• 7:33
  like,
• 7:34
  hey,
• 7:34
  let's
• 7:34
  all
• 7:34
  go
• 7:35
  out
• 7:35
  to
• 7:35
  the
• 7:35
  bars
• 7:35
  afterwards
• 7:36
  and
• 7:36
  get
• 7:36
  some
• 7:37
  drinks.
• 7:37
  Yeah.
• 7:38
  And
• 7:38
  so
• 7:38
  I
• 7:39
  wanted
• 7:39
  to
• 7:39
  go,
• 7:39
  but
• 7:40
  I
• 7:40
  just
• 7:40
  couldn't.
• 7:40
  Like,
• 7:42
  I
• 7:42
  couldn't
• 7:42
  have,
• 7:43
  like,
• 7:43
  gone
• 7:43
  and
• 7:43
  drank
• 7:44
  and
• 7:44
  played
• 7:44
  and
• 7:44
  then
• 7:44
  driven
• 7:45
  home.
• 7:45
  Right.
• 7:45
  And
• 7:46
  it
• 7:46
  was
• 7:46
  already
• 7:46
  so
• 7:46
  late.
• 7:47
  It
• 7:47
  was
• 7:47
  already,
• 7:47
  like,
• 7:48
  midnight
• 7:49
  almost.
• 7:49
  And
• 7:50
  so
• 7:50
  the
• 7:50
  concert
• 7:50
  was
• 7:51
  over,
• 7:51
  and
• 7:52
  I
• 7:52
  had
• 7:52
  Courtney
• 7:53
  and
• 7:53
  some
• 7:53
  friends
• 7:53
  with.
• 7:54
  With
• 7:54
  me,
• 7:54
  Melissa.
• 7:55
  And
• 7:56
  so
• 7:56
  Melissa
• 7:57
  was
• 7:57
  like,
• 7:57
  yeah,
• 7:57
  I
• 7:57
  don't
• 7:57
  think
• 7:57
  I'm
• 7:58
  gonna
• 7:58
  go
• 7:58
  out
• 7:58
  anymore.
• 7:59
  And.
• 7:59
  And
• 8:00
  we're
• 8:00
  all
• 8:00
  like,
• 8:01
  okay,
• 8:01
  we're.
• 8:01
  We're
• 8:01
  getting.
• 8:02
  We'll
• 8:02
  still
• 8:02
  go.
• 8:03
  Yeah.
• 8:03
  Okay.
• 8:04
  Do
• 8:04
  you
• 8:04
  want
• 8:04
  to
• 8:04
  know
• 8:04
  how
• 8:05
  it
• 8:05
  went?
• 8:05
  Of
• 8:06
  course.
• 8:07
  Okay,
• 8:07
  I'm
• 8:07
  going
• 8:07
  to
• 8:07
  tell
• 8:07
  you.
• 8:08
  How
• 8:08
  did
• 8:08
  it
• 8:08
  go?
• 8:08
  Tell
• 8:08
  me.
• 8:09
  Okay.
• 8:09
  So
• 8:10
  we're
• 8:10
  really,
• 8:10
  really
• 8:10
  excited.
• 8:11
  I
• 8:11
  mean,
• 8:11
  we're
• 8:12
  going
• 8:12
  to
• 8:12
  get
• 8:12
  to
• 8:12
  go
• 8:12
  to
• 8:12
  the
• 8:12
  bars
• 8:13
  and
• 8:13
  drink
• 8:13
  with
• 8:13
  cliche.
• 8:14
  So
• 8:14
  it's
• 8:14
  like,
• 8:14
  you
• 8:14
  know,
• 8:15
  we
• 8:15
  get
• 8:15
  to
• 8:15
  be
• 8:15
  seen
• 8:15
  with,
• 8:16
  like,
• 8:16
  a
• 8:16
  famous
• 8:16
  person
• 8:16
  essentially,
• 8:17
  at
• 8:18
  the
• 8:18
  bars,
• 8:19
  and
• 8:19
  we're
• 8:19
  really
• 8:19
  excited.
• 8:20
  And
• 8:20
  we
• 8:21
  get
• 8:21
  an
• 8:21
  Uber
• 8:22
  because
• 8:22
  I
• 8:23
  though
• 8:23
  I
• 8:23
  was,
• 8:24
  like,
• 8:24
  100%
• 8:25
  sober.
• 8:25
  I
• 8:25
  do
• 8:26
  not
• 8:26
  do
• 8:26
  well
• 8:27
  in
• 8:28
  cities
• 8:28
  and
• 8:29
  towns
• 8:29
  and
• 8:29
  roads.
• 8:30
  And
• 8:30
  if
• 8:30
  you
• 8:31
  don't,
• 8:31
  that's
• 8:32
  a
• 8:32
  whole
• 8:32
  nother
• 8:33
  level
• 8:33
  of,
• 8:33
  like,
• 8:34
  anxiety.
• 8:34
  Dr.
• 8:35
  Driving
• 8:35
  people.
• 8:35
  Yeah.
• 8:35
  And
• 8:35
  with
• 8:36
  it
• 8:36
  being,
• 8:36
  like,
• 8:36
  a
• 8:36
  big
• 8:36
  game
• 8:37
  weekend,
• 8:37
  like,
• 8:37
  there's
• 8:37
  gonna
• 8:38
  be
• 8:38
  cops
• 8:38
  everywhere.
• 8:38
  And
• 8:39
  so
• 8:39
  Simon's
• 8:39
  like,
• 8:39
  I
• 8:40
  know
• 8:40
  that
• 8:40
  you
• 8:40
  can
• 8:40
  drive,
• 8:41
  but
• 8:41
  it's
• 8:41
  probably
• 8:41
  best
• 8:41
  not
• 8:42
  to.
• 8:42
  So
• 8:42
  we
• 8:42
  Ubered.
• 8:43
  So
• 8:43
  we
• 8:43
  all
• 8:43
  got
• 8:44
  into
• 8:44
  an
• 8:44
  Uber
• 8:45
  and
• 8:45
  we
• 8:46
  were
• 8:46
  supposed
• 8:46
  to
• 8:47
  meet
• 8:47
  Clejean.
• 8:49
  He
• 8:49
  wanted
• 8:49
  to
• 8:49
  go
• 8:49
  to
• 8:50
  90s
• 8:50
  bar,
• 8:51
  and
• 8:51
  he
• 8:51
  wanted
• 8:51
  to
• 8:51
  go
• 8:51
  to
• 8:51
  Flanagan's
• 8:52
  because
• 8:52
  those
• 8:52
  are
• 8:52
  two
• 8:53
  of
• 8:53
  the
• 8:53
  bars
• 8:53
  that
• 8:53
  he
• 8:53
  used
• 8:54
  to
• 8:54
  hang
• 8:54
  out
• 8:54
  at
• 8:54
  when
• 8:55
  he
• 8:55
  was
• 8:55
  in
• 8:55
  uga,
• 8:56
  and
• 8:56
  so
• 8:56
  he
• 8:56
  just
• 8:56
  wanted
• 8:56
  to
• 8:56
  go
• 8:56
  back
• 8:57
  and
• 8:57
  visit
• 8:57
  him.
• 8:58
  So
• 8:58
  great.
• 8:58
  We
• 8:59
  got
• 8:59
  into
• 9:00
  downtown
• 9:01
  before
• 9:01
  him,
• 9:02
  and
• 9:02
  90s
• 9:03
  bar
• 9:03
  was
• 9:03
  wrapped
• 9:04
  around
• 9:04
  the
• 9:05
  building
• 9:05
  to,
• 9:05
  like,
• 9:05
  get
• 9:06
  in.
• 9:06
  Oh,
• 9:07
  wow.
• 9:07
  Yeah.
• 9:08
  And
• 9:08
  so
• 9:08
  I
• 9:08
  take
• 9:08
  a
• 9:08
  picture
• 9:09
  and
• 9:09
  I
• 9:09
  send
• 9:09
  it
• 9:09
  to
• 9:09
  him.
• 9:10
  And
• 9:10
  I
• 9:11
  was
• 9:11
  like,
• 9:11
  this
• 9:11
  is
• 9:13
  probably
• 9:13
  not
• 9:13
  gonna
• 9:14
  happen,
• 9:14
  but,
• 9:15
  you
• 9:15
  know,
• 9:15
  Flanagan's
• 9:16
  isn't
• 9:16
  crazy.
• 9:16
  And
• 9:17
  then,
• 9:17
  I
• 9:18
  mean,
• 9:18
  we
• 9:18
  had
• 9:18
  just
• 9:19
  been
• 9:19
  out
• 9:19
  of
• 9:19
  the
• 9:19
  car
• 9:19
  for,
• 9:20
  like,
• 9:20
  five
• 9:20
  seconds,
• 9:21
  and
• 9:21
  there's
• 9:22
  just
• 9:22
  drunk
• 9:22
  people
• 9:23
  everywhere.
• 9:24
  And
• 9:24
  we
• 9:24
  watched
• 9:25
  this,
• 9:25
  like,
• 9:26
  adult
• 9:26
  male,
• 9:27
  like,
• 9:28
  somehow
• 9:29
  fall
• 9:29
  out
• 9:29
  drunk
• 9:30
  at
• 9:31
  a
• 9:31
  crosswalk.
• 9:32
  And
• 9:32
  then
• 9:32
  his
• 9:33
  friends
• 9:33
  pull
• 9:33
  him
• 9:33
  up
• 9:33
  and.
• 9:34
  And
• 9:34
  then,
• 9:34
  like,
• 9:34
  you
• 9:35
  know
• 9:35
  how,
• 9:35
  like,
• 9:35
  the
• 9:35
  Grinch,
• 9:36
  like,
• 9:36
  does
• 9:36
  that
• 9:36
  creepy,
• 9:37
  like,
• 9:37
  high
• 9:37
  knee
• 9:37
  walk?
• 9:38
  Yes.
• 9:39
  He
• 9:39
  starts
• 9:39
  doing
• 9:40
  that
• 9:40
  across
• 9:40
  this
• 9:41
  crosswalk
• 9:41
  after
• 9:42
  he,
• 9:42
  like.
• 9:45
  So
• 9:45
  we're,
• 9:46
  like,
• 9:46
  dying,
• 9:46
  and
• 9:47
  we're
• 9:47
  like,
• 9:47
  this
• 9:47
  is
• 9:47
  what
• 9:48
  we're
• 9:48
  about
• 9:48
  to
• 9:48
  hang
• 9:49
  out
• 9:49
  with.
• 9:51
  So
• 9:52
  I
• 9:53
  texted
• 9:53
  cliche.
• 9:54
  And
• 9:54
  I
• 9:54
  said,
• 9:55
  please
• 9:55
  don't
• 9:55
  hate
• 9:56
  us.
• 9:56
  I'm
• 9:56
  feeling
• 9:57
  really
• 9:57
  seizure.
• 9:57
  Ish.
• 9:58
  We're
• 9:58
  going
• 9:59
  to
• 9:59
  go
• 9:59
  back.
• 9:59
  And
• 9:59
  then
• 10:00
  we
• 10:01
  got
• 10:02
  back
• 10:02
  in
• 10:02
  the.
• 10:02
  Uber
• 10:03
  and
• 10:03
  went
• 10:03
  home.
• 10:04
  No,
• 10:04
  you
• 10:04
  didn't
• 10:06
  that.
• 10:07
  Hilarious.
• 10:08
  I'll
• 10:08
  tell
• 10:08
  you
• 10:08
  what,
• 10:09
  though.
• 10:09
  There
• 10:09
  is
• 10:09
  just.
• 10:10
  I'm
• 10:10
  not
• 10:10
  saying
• 10:10
  I
• 10:11
  don't
• 10:11
  like
• 10:11
  to
• 10:11
  have
• 10:11
  fun
• 10:12
  and
• 10:12
  have
• 10:12
  a
• 10:12
  good
• 10:12
  time,
• 10:12
  but
• 10:13
  there
• 10:13
  are
• 10:13
  certain
• 10:14
  crowds
• 10:14
  that
• 10:14
  just
• 10:14
  aren't
• 10:15
  the
• 10:15
  same
• 10:15
  as
• 10:15
  when
• 10:15
  you
• 10:15
  were
• 10:16
  in
• 10:16
  college.
• 10:17
  We,
• 10:17
  we
• 10:17
  were
• 10:18
  laughing,
• 10:18
  we
• 10:18
  were
• 10:18
  like,
• 10:19
  damn,
• 10:19
  we
• 10:19
  must
• 10:19
  be
• 10:20
  old
• 10:20
  because
• 10:20
  me,
• 10:21
  Courtney
• 10:21
  and
• 10:21
  our
• 10:21
  friend
• 10:22
  Jaden,
• 10:22
  we
• 10:22
  were
• 10:22
  just
• 10:22
  like,
• 10:23
  nah,
• 10:24
  let's
• 10:24
  just,
• 10:24
  let's
• 10:24
  just
• 10:25
  go
• 10:25
  back
• 10:25
  and.
• 10:25
  Yeah,
• 10:26
  and
• 10:26
  we
• 10:27
  feel
• 10:27
  you.
• 10:27
  Yeah,
• 10:28
  we,
• 10:28
  we
• 10:28
  Uber
• 10:28
  back
• 10:29
  to
• 10:29
  my
• 10:29
  car.
• 10:30
  We
• 10:30
  went.
• 10:31
  I
• 10:31
  could
• 10:31
  have
• 10:32
  gone
• 10:32
  with
• 10:32
  you.
• 10:32
  I
• 10:32
  could
• 10:33
  have
• 10:33
  taken
• 10:33
  an
• 10:33
  Uber
• 10:33
  ride
• 10:33
  with
• 10:34
  you.
• 10:34
  Right?
• 10:35
  Yeah,
• 10:35
  it
• 10:35
  would
• 10:35
  have
• 10:35
  been
• 10:35
  fun.
• 10:36
  And
• 10:36
  then
• 10:36
  we
• 10:36
  got
• 10:37
  back
• 10:37
  in
• 10:37
  my
• 10:37
  car,
• 10:37
  we
• 10:37
  got
• 10:38
  McDonald's,
• 10:38
  and
• 10:38
  we
• 10:38
  went
• 10:39
  home
• 10:39
  and
• 10:39
  we
• 10:39
  went
• 10:39
  to
• 10:39
  bed.
• 10:40
  Little
• 10:40
  Betty
• 10:40
  bed.
• 10:40
  Okay.
• 10:41
  At
• 10:41
  like
• 10:41
  one
• 10:41
  o'
• 10:41
  clock
• 10:41
  in
• 10:41
  the
• 10:42
  morning.
• 10:42
  So
• 10:42
  did
• 10:43
  Courtney
• 10:43
  and
• 10:43
  Jaden
• 10:44
  come
• 10:44
  over
• 10:44
  and.
• 10:44
  Yeah,
• 10:45
  they
• 10:45
  ended
• 10:45
  up
• 10:45
  staying
• 10:45
  at
• 10:45
  my
• 10:46
  house.
• 10:46
  Good.
• 10:47
  So,
• 10:48
  yeah,
• 10:48
  I
• 10:48
  just
• 10:48
  wanted
• 10:48
  to
• 10:49
  tell
• 10:49
  you
• 10:49
  how
• 10:49
  that
• 10:49
  outing
• 10:49
  went
• 10:50
  and
• 10:50
  I.
• 10:50
  Forgot
• 10:51
  what
• 10:51
  happened
• 10:51
  with.
• 10:51
  Did
• 10:51
  you
• 10:52
  like,
• 10:52
  have
• 10:52
  like
• 10:52
  a
• 10:52
  goodbye
• 10:53
  moment
• 10:53
  with
• 10:53
  Clayson
• 10:54
  or
• 10:54
  just
• 10:54
  kind
• 10:54
  of.
• 10:55
  Sorry.
• 10:56
  Seizing
• 10:56
  up.
• 10:56
  See
• 10:57
  ya.
• 10:57
  Yeah,
• 10:58
  it
• 10:58
  was
• 10:58
  just
• 10:58
  a
• 10:58
  text
• 10:58
  message.
• 10:59
  It
• 10:59
  was.
• 10:59
  Is
• 10:59
  that
• 11:00
  like
• 11:00
  ghosting
• 11:00
  kind
• 11:00
  of.
• 11:00
  No,
• 11:01
  it's
• 11:01
  not
• 11:01
  a
• 11:01
  ghost.
• 11:01
  Because
• 11:02
  I
• 11:02
  at
• 11:02
  least
• 11:02
  told
• 11:02
  him
• 11:02
  that.
• 11:02
  No,
• 11:03
  it's
• 11:03
  not
• 11:03
  a
• 11:03
  ghost
• 11:03
  at
• 11:03
  all.
• 11:04
  I
• 11:04
  felt
• 11:05
  so
• 11:05
  bad,
• 11:05
  but
• 11:05
  I
• 11:05
  was
• 11:06
  like,
• 11:06
  yeah,
• 11:06
  this
• 11:06
  is.
• 11:06
  How
• 11:07
  did
• 11:07
  he
• 11:07
  act?
• 11:08
  He
• 11:08
  just
• 11:08
  said,
• 11:08
  oh,
• 11:09
  no,
• 11:09
  I
• 11:09
  hope
• 11:09
  you
• 11:09
  guys,
• 11:09
  I
• 11:10
  hope
• 11:10
  you
• 11:10
  feel
• 11:10
  better.
• 11:11
  Was
• 11:11
  he
• 11:11
  going
• 11:12
  out
• 11:12
  with
• 11:12
  other,
• 11:12
  like,
• 11:13
  fans?
• 11:14
  I
• 11:14
  hope
• 11:14
  so.
• 11:15
  Oh,
• 11:16
  you're
• 11:16
  not
• 11:16
  sure.
• 11:17
  Oh,
• 11:17
  whoops,
• 11:17
  that
• 11:18
  happened.
• 11:18
  That's
• 11:18
  hilarious.
• 11:19
  Yeah,
• 11:20
  I'm
• 11:20
  sure.
• 11:22
  Do
• 11:22
  I
• 11:22
  think
• 11:23
  I
• 11:23
  possibly
• 11:23
  missed
• 11:24
  out
• 11:24
  on
• 11:24
  an
• 11:24
  opportunity?
• 11:25
  Maybe.
• 11:25
  Do
• 11:26
  I
• 11:26
  regret
• 11:26
  it?
• 11:26
  No.
• 11:27
  Good.
• 11:28
  That's
• 11:29
  right.
• 11:29
  But
• 11:30
  my,
• 11:31
  my
• 11:31
  fail,
• 11:31
  I
• 11:32
  feel
• 11:32
  like.
• 11:33
  So
• 11:34
  last
• 11:34
  year,
• 11:35
  you
• 11:35
  know,
• 11:35
  after
• 11:35
  the
• 11:36
  event,
• 11:36
  I
• 11:36
  felt
• 11:37
  like
• 11:37
  that
• 11:37
  was
• 11:37
  like
• 11:37
  the
• 11:37
  grand
• 11:38
  fail.
• 11:38
  Right.
• 11:38
  And
• 11:38
  we
• 11:38
  had
• 11:38
  like
• 11:38
  a
• 11:39
  whole
• 11:39
  episode
• 11:39
  on
• 11:39
  it.
• 11:40
  And
• 11:40
  this
• 11:40
  year
• 11:41
  I
• 11:41
  feel
• 11:41
  like
• 11:41
  the
• 11:41
  concert
• 11:42
  was
• 11:44
  even
• 11:44
  more
• 11:44
  of
• 11:44
  a
• 11:44
  fail.
• 11:45
  Because
• 11:45
  last
• 11:46
  year
• 11:46
  we
• 11:46
  can
• 11:46
  say
• 11:47
  that
• 11:47
  even
• 11:47
  though
• 11:48
  it
• 11:48
  didn't
• 11:48
  turn
• 11:48
  out
• 11:49
  the
• 11:49
  way
• 11:49
  that
• 11:49
  we
• 11:50
  thought
• 11:50
  and
• 11:50
  we
• 11:51
  put
• 11:51
  so,
• 11:51
  so
• 11:52
  much
• 11:52
  work
• 11:52
  and
• 11:52
  effort
• 11:53
  into
• 11:53
  it,
• 11:54
  we
• 11:54
  still,
• 11:54
  at
• 11:55
  the
• 11:55
  end
• 11:55
  of
• 11:55
  the
• 11:55
  day,
• 11:55
  were
• 11:55
  able
• 11:55
  to
• 11:56
  help
• 11:56
  all,
• 11:56
  like,
• 11:56
  all
• 11:57
  the
• 11:57
  kids
• 11:57
  that
• 11:57
  we
• 11:58
  expected
• 11:58
  and
• 11:58
  hope
• 11:59
  to
• 11:59
  help
• 11:59
  and
• 11:59
  all
• 11:59
  the
• 11:59
  families.
• 12:00
  And
• 12:00
  so
• 12:01
  it
• 12:01
  really
• 12:01
  wasn't
• 12:01
  a
• 12:01
  fail.
• 12:02
  It
• 12:02
  just
• 12:02
  wasn't
• 12:02
  what
• 12:03
  we
• 12:03
  thought.
• 12:04
  This
• 12:04
  was
• 12:05
  an
• 12:05
  epic
• 12:05
  fail.
• 12:06
  I
• 12:06
  mean,
• 12:06
  the
• 12:06
  crowd
• 12:07
  was
• 12:07
  incredibly
• 12:08
  small.
• 12:08
  We
• 12:08
  had
• 12:08
  room
• 12:08
  for
• 12:09
  200
• 12:09
  people.
• 12:09
  We
• 12:10
  had
• 12:10
  what,
• 12:11
  60
• 12:11
  actually
• 12:12
  show
• 12:12
  up?
• 12:12
  If
• 12:12
  that.
• 12:13
  If
• 12:14
  that.
• 12:15
  And
• 12:16
  the.
• 12:17
  Yeah.
• 12:18
  What's
• 12:18
  a
• 12:19
  bummer
• 12:19
  is
• 12:19
  that
• 12:20
  no
• 12:20
  one,
• 12:21
  even
• 12:21
  from
• 12:21
  canine
• 12:22
  assistance
• 12:22
  was
• 12:23
  even
• 12:23
  able
• 12:23
  to
• 12:23
  Come.
• 12:24
  And
• 12:24
  so
• 12:24
  then
• 12:24
  that
• 12:25
  was
• 12:25
  kind
• 12:25
  of
• 12:25
  a
• 12:25
  bummer
• 12:26
  because
• 12:26
  it's
• 12:26
  like,
• 12:27
  are
• 12:27
  we,
• 12:27
  like.
• 12:28
  Is
• 12:28
  our
• 12:28
  time
• 12:28
  and
• 12:29
  effort
• 12:29
  and
• 12:29
  everything
• 12:29
  that
• 12:30
  we
• 12:30
  tried,
• 12:30
  like,
• 12:30
  not
• 12:31
  worth,
• 12:32
  like,
• 12:32
  you
• 12:32
  know,
• 12:33
  like,
• 12:33
  were
• 12:33
  we
• 12:33
  not
• 12:33
  valued?
• 12:34
  It's
• 12:34
  just
• 12:34
  kind
• 12:34
  of
• 12:34
  how
• 12:34
  I
• 12:35
  feel.
• 12:35
  Felt
• 12:36
  and
• 12:36
  feel.
• 12:38
  And
• 12:38
  then.
• 12:39
  And
• 12:39
  I
• 12:40
  agree.
• 12:41
  Yeah,
• 12:41
  that
• 12:42
  way
• 12:42
  too.
• 12:42
  It
• 12:42
  made
• 12:42
  me
• 12:43
  very
• 12:43
  sad
• 12:43
  that
• 12:44
  we're.
• 12:45
  Well,
• 12:45
  especially
• 12:45
  you.
• 12:46
  I
• 12:46
  say
• 12:46
  we,
• 12:47
  but
• 12:47
  really,
• 12:47
  this
• 12:48
  is
• 12:48
  all
• 12:48
  Sam's
• 12:48
  work
• 12:49
  that
• 12:49
  she
• 12:49
  put
• 12:49
  a
• 12:49
  lot
• 12:50
  of
• 12:50
  work
• 12:50
  into.
• 12:50
  And
• 12:51
  then
• 12:51
  like,
• 12:52
  well,
• 12:52
  thank
• 12:52
  you.
• 12:53
  Well,
• 12:54
  it
• 12:54
  just
• 12:55
  made
• 12:55
  me
• 12:55
  sad
• 12:55
  that
• 12:56
  there
• 12:56
  was.
• 12:56
  It.
• 12:57
  I'm
• 12:57
  hoping
• 12:58
  that
• 12:58
  they're
• 12:58
  okay
• 12:59
  and
• 12:59
  it
• 12:59
  wasn't
• 12:59
  just
• 12:59
  a
• 13:00
  lack
• 13:00
  of
• 13:00
  respect,
• 13:00
  I
• 13:01
  hope.
• 13:01
  But
• 13:01
  it.
• 13:02
  But
• 13:02
  I'm.
• 13:03
  Yeah,
• 13:05
  we
• 13:05
  did
• 13:05
  have
• 13:06
  one
• 13:06
  semi
• 13:07
  sponsor.
• 13:08
  We
• 13:08
  weren't
• 13:08
  really
• 13:08
  able
• 13:08
  to
• 13:09
  get
• 13:09
  any
• 13:09
  sponsors.
• 13:09
  So
• 13:09
  that,
• 13:10
  like,
• 13:10
  really
• 13:10
  hurt
• 13:11
  me.
• 13:11
  I
• 13:11
  was,
• 13:11
  like,
• 13:11
  really
• 13:12
  sad
• 13:12
  about
• 13:12
  that.
• 13:12
  And
• 13:12
  we
• 13:12
  did
• 13:13
  kind
• 13:13
  of
• 13:13
  get
• 13:13
  one.
• 13:14
  And
• 13:14
  they
• 13:14
  asked
• 13:15
  me
• 13:15
  if
• 13:15
  there
• 13:15
  was
• 13:15
  any
• 13:16
  marketing
• 13:16
  materials
• 13:17
  that
• 13:17
  they
• 13:17
  could
• 13:17
  share,
• 13:18
  like,
• 13:18
  as
• 13:18
  they.
• 13:18
  Because
• 13:19
  they
• 13:19
  were
• 13:19
  like,
• 13:19
  basically
• 13:20
  donating
• 13:20
  proceeds
• 13:21
  of,
• 13:21
  like,
• 13:21
  XYZ
• 13:22
  or
• 13:22
  whatever.
• 13:23
  And
• 13:24
  they.
• 13:25
  I
• 13:25
  sent
• 13:25
  them
• 13:26
  the
• 13:26
  marketing
• 13:27
  thing
• 13:27
  and
• 13:27
  then
• 13:27
  they
• 13:27
  made
• 13:28
  their
• 13:28
  own
• 13:28
  and
• 13:28
  took
• 13:29
  our
• 13:29
  name
• 13:29
  off
• 13:29
  of
• 13:30
  it.
• 13:30
  And.
• 13:31
  What.
• 13:32
  Yes.
• 13:32
  It's
• 13:33
  like,
• 13:33
  I
• 13:34
  didn't
• 13:34
  know
• 13:34
  this
• 13:35
  story.
• 13:35
  Over
• 13:36
  and
• 13:36
  over
• 13:36
  again.
• 13:37
  It's
• 13:37
  like
• 13:37
  people
• 13:38
  say
• 13:38
  that
• 13:38
  they
• 13:38
  want
• 13:38
  to
• 13:39
  help
• 13:39
  the,
• 13:40
  you
• 13:40
  know,
• 13:40
  cause
• 13:40
  that
• 13:40
  we're
• 13:41
  working
• 13:41
  for,
• 13:41
  but
• 13:41
  then
• 13:41
  it's
• 13:42
  like
• 13:42
  they're
• 13:42
  embarrassed
• 13:43
  of
• 13:43
  our
• 13:43
  name.
• 13:44
  And
• 13:44
  like,
• 13:44
  our
• 13:44
  name
• 13:44
  always
• 13:45
  gets
• 13:45
  taken
• 13:45
  off.
• 13:45
  And
• 13:45
  so
• 13:46
  it
• 13:46
  doesn't
• 13:46
  even
• 13:46
  matter
• 13:46
  how
• 13:47
  much,
• 13:47
  like,
• 13:48
  good
• 13:48
  we're
• 13:48
  trying
• 13:48
  to
• 13:49
  put
• 13:49
  out.
• 13:49
  Like,
• 13:50
  it's
• 13:50
  like
• 13:52
  we
• 13:52
  keep
• 13:53
  getting
• 13:54
  the
• 13:54
  forgotten.
• 13:55
  And
• 13:56
  our
• 13:57
  name
• 13:57
  means
• 13:57
  so
• 13:58
  much.
• 13:58
  And
• 13:59
  so,
• 13:59
  like,
• 13:59
  why.
• 14:00
  Why
• 14:01
  do
• 14:01
  other
• 14:01
  businesses,
• 14:02
  like,
• 14:02
  why
• 14:02
  are
• 14:03
  they
• 14:03
  ashamed
• 14:03
  of
• 14:03
  that?
• 14:03
  Like,
• 14:04
  even
• 14:04
  though
• 14:04
  our
• 14:04
  name
• 14:04
  stands
• 14:05
  for
• 14:05
  something
• 14:05
  and
• 14:06
  is
• 14:06
  powerful
• 14:07
  and
• 14:07
  is
• 14:07
  good.
• 14:08
  And
• 14:08
  so
• 14:09
  I
• 14:09
  just
• 14:09
  feel
• 14:09
  like.
• 14:09
  Do
• 14:09
  you
• 14:10
  think
• 14:10
  they
• 14:10
  were
• 14:10
  ashamed?
• 14:11
  What?
• 14:11
  You'll
• 14:12
  have
• 14:12
  to
• 14:12
  tell
• 14:12
  me
• 14:12
  later.
• 14:12
  It's
• 14:13
  a
• 14:13
  family
• 14:13
  establishment,
• 14:14
  so
• 14:14
  I
• 14:14
  feel
• 14:14
  like,
• 14:15
  yes,
• 14:15
  they.
• 14:15
  I
• 14:16
  feel
• 14:16
  like
• 14:16
  they're
• 14:16
  ashamed
• 14:16
  of
• 14:17
  the
• 14:17
  name.
• 14:17
  Yeah.
• 14:17
  Okay.
• 14:18
  100.
• 14:19
  Okay,
• 14:20
  like
• 14:21
  100.
• 14:23
  And
• 14:23
  I
• 14:23
  say
• 14:24
  all
• 14:24
  of
• 14:24
  this
• 14:25
  because,
• 14:25
  truthfully,
• 14:27
  these
• 14:27
  are
• 14:27
  just
• 14:27
  like
• 14:28
  the,
• 14:28
  you
• 14:28
  know,
• 14:29
  the
• 14:29
  little
• 14:29
  seeds
• 14:30
  that
• 14:30
  led
• 14:30
  to
• 14:30
  me
• 14:31
  feeling
• 14:31
  like
• 14:31
  this
• 14:31
  concert
• 14:31
  was
• 14:32
  an
• 14:32
  epic
• 14:32
  fail.
• 14:32
  But
• 14:33
  the
• 14:33
  epic,
• 14:33
  epic
• 14:34
  fail
• 14:34
  is
• 14:35
  that
• 14:35
  the
• 14:36
  only
• 14:36
  amount
• 14:37
  of
• 14:37
  money
• 14:37
  that
• 14:37
  we
• 14:37
  brought
• 14:38
  in
• 14:38
  was
• 14:38
  exactly
• 14:39
  what
• 14:39
  I
• 14:39
  spent
• 14:40
  to
• 14:40
  bring
• 14:40
  Cliche
• 14:41
  on
• 14:41
  to
• 14:42
  the
• 14:42
  event.
• 14:42
  Oh,
• 14:43
  I
• 14:44
  wanted
• 14:44
  to
• 14:44
  ask
• 14:44
  you,
• 14:45
  but.
• 14:45
  I.
• 14:47
  Yeah,
• 14:48
  I
• 14:48
  really
• 14:49
  wanna.
• 14:49
  I
• 14:49
  did
• 14:49
  not
• 14:49
  wanna
• 14:50
  ask
• 14:50
  you
• 14:50
  there
• 14:51
  with.
• 14:51
  In
• 14:51
  front
• 14:51
  of
• 14:51
  me.
• 14:51
  Thank
• 14:52
  you.
• 14:52
  Because
• 14:52
  I
• 14:52
  had
• 14:53
  already
• 14:53
  admitted
• 14:54
  it
• 14:54
  this
• 14:54
  time
• 14:54
  because
• 14:55
  he's
• 14:55
  like,
• 14:55
  on
• 14:55
  the
• 14:55
  car
• 14:56
  right
• 14:56
  there.
• 14:56
  He's
• 14:56
  like,
• 14:56
  I'm
• 14:57
  so
• 14:57
  proud
• 14:57
  of
• 14:57
  you.
• 14:57
  Like,
• 14:58
  this
• 14:58
  is
• 14:58
  amazing.
• 14:58
  And
• 14:59
  you're
• 14:59
  doing
• 14:59
  so
• 15:00
  much,
• 15:00
  and
• 15:00
  you're.
• 15:01
  You
• 15:01
  know,
• 15:01
  you
• 15:01
  guys
• 15:02
  are
• 15:02
  helping
• 15:02
  people,
• 15:02
  and,
• 15:03
  like,
• 15:03
  this
• 15:03
  is
• 15:03
  just
• 15:03
  amazing.
• 15:04
  Amazing.
• 15:04
  I'm
• 15:04
  so
• 15:05
  proud
• 15:05
  of
• 15:05
  you.
• 15:05
  And
• 15:06
  I
• 15:06
  just
• 15:06
  looked
• 15:06
  at
• 15:06
  him
• 15:06
  and
• 15:07
  I
• 15:07
  was
• 15:07
  like,
• 15:07
  okay,
• 15:07
  no
• 15:08
  matter
• 15:08
  what
• 15:08
  you
• 15:09
  think
• 15:09
  after
• 15:10
  I
• 15:10
  tell
• 15:10
  you
• 15:10
  this,
• 15:11
  I
• 15:11
  cannot
• 15:12
  hear
• 15:12
  it
• 15:12
  right
• 15:12
  now,
• 15:13
  but,
• 15:13
  like,
• 15:13
  you're
• 15:14
  sitting
• 15:14
  here
• 15:14
  telling
• 15:14
  me
• 15:14
  how
• 15:15
  proud
• 15:15
  you
• 15:15
  are
• 15:15
  of
• 15:15
  me,
• 15:16
  and
• 15:16
  this
• 15:17
  was
• 15:17
  the
• 15:17
  biggest
• 15:18
  fail
• 15:18
  of
• 15:19
  my
• 15:19
  life.
• 15:19
  Like,
• 15:19
  I
• 15:20
  spent
• 15:21
  what
• 15:22
  I
• 15:22
  spent
• 15:22
  to
• 15:22
  bring
• 15:23
  him
• 15:23
  here
• 15:24
  is
• 15:24
  what
• 15:24
  the
• 15:24
  ticket
• 15:25
  sales
• 15:25
  brought
• 15:26
  in.
• 15:26
  So
• 15:26
  essentially,
• 15:27
  we're
• 15:27
  not
• 15:27
  helping
• 15:27
  a
• 15:28
  single
• 15:28
  person.
• 15:29
  I
• 15:29
  was
• 15:29
  like,
• 15:29
  so
• 15:30
  that.
• 15:31
  What
• 15:31
  are
• 15:31
  you
• 15:32
  proud
• 15:32
  of?
• 15:34
  And
• 15:34
  then
• 15:34
  I
• 15:34
  started
• 15:35
  bawling,
• 15:35
  and
• 15:35
  so
• 15:36
  I
• 15:36
  was
• 15:36
  like,
• 15:36
  yeah,
• 15:36
  please
• 15:37
  don't.
• 15:37
  I
• 15:37
  just.
• 15:37
  I
• 15:37
  don't
• 15:38
  want
• 15:38
  to
• 15:38
  hear
• 15:38
  anything.
• 15:39
  Like,
• 15:39
  it's
• 15:39
  just.
• 15:40
  Let's
• 15:40
  get
• 15:40
  this
• 15:40
  night
• 15:40
  over.
• 15:40
  It's
• 15:41
  fine.
• 15:42
  That.
• 15:44
  Wow.
• 15:44
  I
• 15:44
  have
• 15:45
  so
• 15:45
  many
• 15:45
  emotions
• 15:45
  with
• 15:46
  you
• 15:46
  on
• 15:46
  that.
• 15:48
  The
• 15:48
  first
• 15:48
  thing
• 15:48
  that
• 15:49
  came
• 15:49
  to
• 15:49
  my
• 15:49
  mind
• 15:49
  was
• 15:50
  feeling
• 15:50
  bad
• 15:51
  because
• 15:52
  last
• 15:52
  year
• 15:52
  I
• 15:52
  was
• 15:53
  able
• 15:53
  to
• 15:53
  help
• 15:53
  with
• 15:54
  the
• 15:55
  event
• 15:55
  and
• 15:56
  financially
• 15:57
  do
• 15:57
  some
• 15:57
  support,
• 15:58
  like,
• 15:58
  there,
• 15:58
  and
• 15:58
  I.
• 15:59
  This
• 15:59
  year
• 15:59
  has
• 16:00
  been
• 16:00
  so
• 16:00
  hard
• 16:00
  for
• 16:00
  the
• 16:00
  shop.
• 16:01
  And
• 16:01
  this
• 16:01
  year,
• 16:01
  I
• 16:01
  didn't
• 16:02
  help
• 16:02
  at
• 16:02
  all.
• 16:03
  I
• 16:03
  didn't
• 16:03
  ask
• 16:03
  you
• 16:03
  to
• 16:04
  help.
• 16:04
  And
• 16:04
  you
• 16:04
  know.
• 16:04
  I
• 16:05
  know,
• 16:05
  I
• 16:05
  know,
• 16:06
  I
• 16:06
  know.
• 16:06
  But
• 16:07
  I
• 16:07
  wanted
• 16:07
  to
• 16:07
  because
• 16:07
  I.
• 16:08
  It
• 16:08
  was
• 16:08
  a
• 16:08
  cause
• 16:08
  and
• 16:08
  I
• 16:08
  was
• 16:09
  excited
• 16:09
  for
• 16:09
  it.
• 16:09
  So
• 16:10
  at
• 16:10
  first,
• 16:10
  I
• 16:10
  feel
• 16:10
  bad
• 16:10
  about
• 16:11
  that,
• 16:11
  but
• 16:12
  it
• 16:12
  is
• 16:12
  what
• 16:12
  it
• 16:12
  is.
• 16:12
  I'm
• 16:13
  not
• 16:13
  saying.
• 16:15
  And
• 16:15
  then
• 16:16
  second
• 16:16
  my
• 16:16
  thought
• 16:17
  was
• 16:17
  when
• 16:17
  you
• 16:18
  said,
• 16:19
  but
• 16:20
  I
• 16:20
  totally
• 16:20
  get
• 16:20
  it
• 16:21
  when
• 16:21
  you're
• 16:21
  like,
• 16:21
  please
• 16:22
  don't
• 16:22
  try
• 16:22
  to
• 16:22
  give
• 16:23
  me
• 16:23
  those
• 16:23
  positive,
• 16:24
  like,
• 16:25
  don't
• 16:25
  say
• 16:25
  that
• 16:25
  right
• 16:26
  now.
• 16:26
  I
• 16:26
  can't
• 16:26
  hear
• 16:26
  it
• 16:27
  right
• 16:27
  now.
• 16:27
  It's
• 16:27
  just
• 16:27
  making
• 16:28
  me
• 16:28
  sad.
• 16:28
  Yeah.
• 16:29
  Yeah.
• 16:29
  No,
• 16:29
  I
• 16:30
  get
• 16:30
  that.
• 16:30
  That.
• 16:30
  That
• 16:31
  feeling
• 16:31
  came
• 16:31
  over
• 16:32
  me,
• 16:32
  too.
• 16:32
  But
• 16:33
  then
• 16:33
  the
• 16:33
  last
• 16:34
  thing
• 16:34
  was
• 16:34
  when
• 16:34
  you
• 16:35
  said,
• 16:35
  wait,
• 16:36
  for
• 16:36
  what?
• 16:36
  What
• 16:36
  are
• 16:37
  you
• 16:37
  proud
• 16:37
  of?
• 16:38
  I
• 16:38
  thought,
• 16:39
  but
• 16:39
  you
• 16:39
  still
• 16:40
  did
• 16:40
  all
• 16:40
  the
• 16:40
  work.
• 16:40
  You
• 16:41
  still
• 16:41
  did
• 16:41
  try
• 16:42
  to
• 16:42
  pull
• 16:42
  something
• 16:42
  good
• 16:43
  together.
• 16:43
  We're.
• 16:43
  I'm
• 16:44
  proud
• 16:44
  of
• 16:44
  who
• 16:44
  you
• 16:45
  are,
• 16:46
  and
• 16:46
  I
• 16:46
  think
• 16:47
  Sam
• 16:47
  is.
• 16:47
  Simon
• 16:48
  is,
• 16:48
  too.
• 16:49
  Yeah.
• 16:50
  Yeah.
• 16:50
  And
• 16:50
  that's.
• 16:50
  That's
• 16:51
  fair.
• 16:51
  And
• 16:51
  not
• 16:52
  just
• 16:52
  the
• 16:52
  intention,
• 16:52
  but
• 16:52
  literally
• 16:53
  who
• 16:53
  you
• 16:53
  are.
• 16:54
  Like,
• 16:54
  you're.
• 16:56
  You're
• 16:56
  somebody
• 16:56
  who
• 16:57
  has
• 16:57
  big
• 16:57
  visions,
• 16:58
  and
• 16:59
  you
• 16:59
  want
• 17:00
  to
• 17:00
  do
• 17:00
  things
• 17:00
  for
• 17:01
  other
• 17:01
  people,
• 17:01
  the
• 17:01
  world,
• 17:02
  like.
• 17:02
  And
• 17:02
  it
• 17:02
  makes
• 17:02
  me.
• 17:03
  Makes
• 17:03
  my
• 17:03
  heart
• 17:04
  melt.
• 17:05
  Oh,
• 17:05
  thank
• 17:05
  you.
• 17:06
  Last
• 17:06
  year,
• 17:07
  I
• 17:07
  took
• 17:07
  some.
• 17:08
  Some
• 17:08
  learnings
• 17:08
  and
• 17:09
  certain
• 17:09
  things
• 17:09
  that
• 17:10
  I
• 17:10
  didn't
• 17:10
  bring
• 17:11
  into
• 17:11
  this
• 17:11
  year,
• 17:11
  and
• 17:12
  those
• 17:12
  things
• 17:13
  worked
• 17:13
  out
• 17:13
  well.
• 17:14
  And
• 17:14
  so
• 17:14
  now
• 17:14
  I
• 17:14
  just
• 17:15
  have
• 17:16
  more
• 17:16
  things
• 17:16
  to
• 17:16
  learn
• 17:17
  from,
• 17:17
  and
• 17:17
  I
• 17:18
  think
• 17:18
  that
• 17:19
  maybe
• 17:20
  this
• 17:20
  isn't
• 17:20
  what
• 17:21
  we
• 17:22
  should
• 17:22
  be
• 17:23
  doing
• 17:23
  and
• 17:23
  spending
• 17:23
  our
• 17:23
  energy
• 17:24
  on
• 17:24
  next
• 17:25
  year.
• 17:25
  Unless
• 17:26
  someone
• 17:26
  sees
• 17:27
  the.
• 17:27
  In
• 17:27
  our
• 17:28
  platform
• 17:28
  and
• 17:28
  wants
• 17:29
  us
• 17:29
  to
• 17:30
  help
• 17:30
  them.
• 17:30
  Yeah,
• 17:31
  I
• 17:32
  think
• 17:32
  that's
• 17:32
  kind
• 17:32
  of
• 17:32
  where
• 17:33
  I'm
• 17:33
  at.
• 17:33
  Like
• 17:33
  we're,
• 17:33
  we've
• 17:34
  made
• 17:34
  it
• 17:34
  clear
• 17:34
  we're
• 17:34
  open
• 17:35
  in
• 17:35
  here
• 17:35
  to
• 17:35
  help
• 17:35
  the
• 17:35
  community,
• 17:37
  but
• 17:37
  they
• 17:38
  have
• 17:38
  to
• 17:38
  want
• 17:38
  it
• 17:38
  more
• 17:39
  than
• 17:39
  we
• 17:39
  do
• 17:39
  or
• 17:39
  as
• 17:39
  much.
• 17:40
  100.
• 17:41
  100.
• 17:42
  And
• 17:42
  actually
• 17:43
  I
• 17:43
  was
• 17:43
  just
• 17:44
  listening
• 17:44
  to
• 17:44
  the
• 17:44
  neurologist
• 17:45
  talk
• 17:46
  the
• 17:46
  other
• 17:46
  day
• 17:46
  and
• 17:46
  she
• 17:47
  was
• 17:47
  like,
• 17:47
  how
• 17:47
  she
• 17:47
  had
• 17:48
  like
• 17:48
  her
• 17:49
  friend,
• 17:50
  I
• 17:50
  say
• 17:50
  talk
• 17:50
  the
• 17:51
  other
• 17:51
  day
• 17:51
  as
• 17:51
  if
• 17:51
  we
• 17:52
  were
• 17:52
  on
• 17:52
  the
• 17:52
  phone.
• 17:52
  But
• 17:52
  no,
• 17:52
  I
• 17:53
  was
• 17:53
  listening
• 17:53
  to
• 17:53
  our
• 17:53
  episode
• 17:54
  and
• 17:54
  she
• 17:54
  was
• 17:55
  saying
• 17:55
  how
• 17:56
  her
• 17:56
  friend
• 17:56
  needed
• 17:57
  to
• 17:57
  see
• 17:57
  this
• 17:57
  guy
• 17:58
  for
• 17:58
  free.
• 17:58
  And
• 17:58
  the
• 17:58
  friend
• 17:58
  is
• 17:59
  like,
• 17:59
  I'll
• 17:59
  only
• 17:59
  do
• 17:59
  it
• 17:59
  once
• 18:00
  because
• 18:00
  he
• 18:00
  won't
• 18:00
  value
• 18:00
  it.
• 18:01
  And
• 18:01
  then
• 18:01
  you
• 18:02
  were
• 18:02
  like,
• 18:02
  that's
• 18:02
  what
• 18:02
  Melissa
• 18:03
  Walker
• 18:03
  says.
• 18:03
  And
• 18:03
  like
• 18:04
  it
• 18:04
  all
• 18:04
  goes
• 18:04
  back
• 18:04
  to.
• 18:05
  Yeah,
• 18:06
  they
• 18:06
  have
• 18:06
  to
• 18:07
  see
• 18:07
  the
• 18:08
  value
• 18:08
  and
• 18:08
  appreciate
• 18:09
  it.
• 18:09
  I'm
• 18:10
  gonna
• 18:10
  leave
• 18:10
  that
• 18:10
  there.
• 18:10
  I
• 18:11
  just
• 18:11
  wanted
• 18:11
  to
• 18:12
  get
• 18:12
  that
• 18:12
  off
• 18:12
  my
• 18:12
  chest.
• 18:13
  That
• 18:13
  that's,
• 18:13
  you
• 18:14
  know,
• 18:14
  that's
• 18:15
  just
• 18:15
  how
• 18:15
  I
• 18:15
  felt
• 18:16
  now
• 18:16
  to
• 18:16
  bring
• 18:16
  it
• 18:17
  back
• 18:17
  up.
• 18:17
  I
• 18:17
  want
• 18:18
  to
• 18:18
  say
• 18:18
  that
• 18:18
  this
• 18:18
  episode
• 18:19
  is
• 18:21
  really
• 18:21
  cool.
• 18:22
  I
• 18:22
  highly
• 18:22
  encourage
• 18:23
  you
• 18:23
  guys
• 18:23
  that
• 18:23
  if
• 18:24
  you
• 18:24
  are,
• 18:24
  you
• 18:25
  know,
• 18:25
  Thanksgiving's
• 18:26
  coming
• 18:26
  up
• 18:26
  and
• 18:26
  the
• 18:26
  holidays
• 18:27
  are
• 18:27
  coming
• 18:27
  up
• 18:27
  and
• 18:27
  if
• 18:28
  you
• 18:28
  are
• 18:28
  finding
• 18:28
  yourself
• 18:29
  loathing
• 18:30
  certain
• 18:30
  people
• 18:30
  that
• 18:31
  you
• 18:31
  have
• 18:31
  to
• 18:31
  be
• 18:31
  around,
• 18:31
  like,
• 18:32
  I
• 18:32
  hope
• 18:32
  you
• 18:32
  consider
• 18:32
  this
• 18:33
  episode
• 18:33
  as
• 18:33
  like
• 18:33
  a
• 18:34
  guide
• 18:34
  to
• 18:34
  freedom
• 18:34
  and
• 18:35
  really
• 18:35
  like
• 18:35
  kind
• 18:36
  of
• 18:36
  listen
• 18:36
  to
• 18:36
  it,
• 18:36
  take
• 18:37
  it
• 18:37
  to
• 18:37
  heart
• 18:37
  and
• 18:37
  maybe
• 18:38
  use
• 18:38
  it
• 18:38
  so
• 18:39
  that
• 18:39
  your
• 18:39
  holidays
• 18:40
  aren't
• 18:40
  spent
• 18:40
  in
• 18:40
  a
• 18:41
  negative
• 18:41
  way.
• 18:42
  Yeah,
• 18:42
  I
• 18:42
  just
• 18:43
  listened
• 18:43
  to
• 18:43
  it
• 18:43
  last
• 18:44
  night
• 18:44
  actually,
• 18:44
  while
• 18:44
  I
• 18:45
  was
• 18:45
  working.
• 18:45
  Sam,
• 18:46
  you
• 18:46
  did
• 18:46
  a
• 18:46
  great
• 18:46
  job
• 18:47
  by
• 18:47
  the
• 18:47
  way.
• 18:47
  Thanks.
• 18:48
  And
• 18:49
  yeah,
• 18:49
  you
• 18:49
  really
• 18:49
  did.
• 18:50
  And
• 18:50
  she
• 18:50
  is
• 18:51
  so
• 18:51
  funny.
• 18:52
  She
• 18:52
  is
• 18:52
  hilarious.
• 18:53
  She's.
• 18:54
  Yeah,
• 18:54
  she
• 18:54
  has
• 18:54
  such
• 18:54
  a
• 18:54
  great
• 18:55
  sense
• 18:55
  of
• 18:55
  humor.
• 18:55
  It
• 18:56
  kind
• 18:56
  of
• 18:56
  made
• 18:56
  me
• 18:57
  think.
• 18:57
  I'm
• 18:57
  gonna
• 18:58
  do
• 18:58
  her
• 18:58
  techniques.
• 18:59
  I'm
• 18:59
  gonna
• 18:59
  sit
• 19:00
  down
• 19:00
  and.
• 19:00
  And
• 19:01
  the
• 19:01
  funny
• 19:01
  thing
• 19:01
  is
• 19:02
  I
• 19:02
  feel
• 19:02
  like
• 19:02
  I'm
• 19:02
  in
• 19:02
  a
• 19:03
  great
• 19:03
  place.
• 19:03
  I
• 19:03
  don't
• 19:04
  need
• 19:04
  to
• 19:04
  forgive
• 19:04
  anybody,
• 19:05
  but
• 19:05
  I
• 19:05
  feel
• 19:05
  like
• 19:06
  we
• 19:07
  all
• 19:07
  do
• 19:07
  there.
• 19:08
  It's
• 19:08
  always
• 19:08
  there.
• 19:09
  There's
• 19:09
  just,
• 19:09
  you
• 19:09
  know,
• 19:10
  if
• 19:10
  we
• 19:10
  think
• 19:10
  we
• 19:10
  don't.
• 19:11
  So
• 19:12
  I'm
• 19:12
  gonna
• 19:12
  sit
• 19:12
  down,
• 19:12
  I'm
• 19:12
  gonna
• 19:13
  make
• 19:13
  a
• 19:13
  list
• 19:13
  and
• 19:13
  I'm
• 19:14
  gonna
• 19:14
  so
• 19:14
  listen
• 19:15
  to
• 19:15
  the
• 19:15
  episode
• 19:16
  and
• 19:16
  you.
• 19:23
  Today
• 19:23
  we
• 19:23
  have
• 19:24
  with
• 19:24
  us
• 19:24
  Catherine
• 19:25
  Giovanni.
• 19:26
  She's
• 19:26
  an
• 19:26
  award
• 19:27
  winning
• 19:27
  author,
• 19:28
  a
• 19:28
  international
• 19:29
  speaker,
• 19:30
  a
• 19:30
  transformation
• 19:31
  mentor,
• 19:32
  and
• 19:32
  a
• 19:32
  past
• 19:32
  life
• 19:33
  intuitive.
• 19:34
  And
• 19:34
  we
• 19:34
  are
• 19:34
  here
• 19:35
  to
• 19:35
  talk
• 19:35
  about
• 19:36
  forgiveness.
• 19:37
  But
• 19:37
  I
• 19:37
  also
• 19:37
  have
• 19:37
  a
• 19:38
  lot
• 19:38
  of
• 19:38
  other
• 19:38
  things
• 19:38
  to
• 19:39
  talk
• 19:39
  about
• 19:39
  too,
• 19:41
  so
• 19:41
  welcome.
• 19:42
  Thank
• 19:42
  you
• 19:42
  so
• 19:43
  much
• 19:43
  for
• 19:43
  having
• 19:43
  me.
• 19:43
  I
• 19:44
  appreciate
• 19:44
  it.
• 19:44
  Yes.
• 19:45
  Oh,
• 19:45
  and
• 19:45
  I
• 19:45
  should
• 19:46
  mention
• 19:46
  that
• 19:46
  Melissa
• 19:47
  wanted
• 19:47
  to
• 19:47
  be
• 19:47
  here
• 19:47
  with
• 19:47
  us
• 19:48
  for
• 19:48
  this
• 19:48
  conversation,
• 19:49
  but
• 19:49
  she
• 19:49
  had
• 19:49
  an
• 19:49
  awesome
• 19:50
  opportunity
• 19:51
  come
• 19:51
  up
• 19:51
  for
• 19:51
  her
• 19:52
  quilting
• 19:52
  business,
• 19:53
  so
• 19:53
  I
• 19:54
  told
• 19:54
  her
• 19:54
  to
• 19:54
  absolutely,
• 19:55
  absolutely
• 19:55
  do
• 19:55
  that.
• 19:55
  And
• 19:56
  so
• 19:56
  hopefully
• 19:57
  it
• 19:57
  can
• 19:57
  be
• 19:57
  just
• 19:57
  as
• 19:58
  fun
• 19:58
  without
• 19:58
  her.
• 19:59
  No
• 20:00
  worries.
• 20:01
  But,
• 20:01
  yeah.
• 20:02
  So
• 20:02
  thanks
• 20:02
  for
• 20:02
  being
• 20:02
  here.
• 20:03
  Well,
• 20:03
  there
• 20:03
  is
• 20:04
  so
• 20:04
  much
• 20:04
  to
• 20:04
  go.
• 20:05
  First
• 20:05
  of
• 20:05
  all,
• 20:06
  Giovanni,
• 20:07
  love
• 20:07
  that
• 20:07
  I'm
• 20:08
  the
• 20:08
  whitest
• 20:08
  Italian
• 20:09
  ever.
• 20:13
  Yes.
• 20:14
  You
• 20:14
  know,
• 20:14
  I'm.
• 20:15
  I'm.
• 20:15
  I'm
• 20:16
  actually
• 20:16
  not
• 20:16
  Italian
• 20:17
  by
• 20:17
  birth.
• 20:17
  I'm
• 20:17
  Italian
• 20:18
  by
• 20:18
  marriage.
• 20:19
  Yeah.
• 20:20
  As
• 20:20
  I
• 20:20
  said.
• 20:20
  As
• 20:20
  I
• 20:21
  said
• 20:21
  before,
• 20:21
  you
• 20:21
  hit
• 20:22
  record,
• 20:22
  some
• 20:22
  people
• 20:23
  marry
• 20:23
  for
• 20:23
  money,
• 20:23
  some
• 20:24
  people
• 20:24
  marry
• 20:24
  for
• 20:24
  food.
• 20:25
  I
• 20:25
  married
• 20:26
  for
• 20:26
  food.
• 20:26
  We
• 20:26
  will
• 20:26
  never
• 20:27
  starve.
• 20:27
  The
• 20:28
  man
• 20:28
  is
• 20:28
  a
• 20:28
  phenomenal
• 20:29
  cook.
• 20:30
  I
• 20:30
  do
• 20:31
  cook.
• 20:31
  I
• 20:32
  haven't
• 20:32
  killed
• 20:32
  anybody
• 20:33
  lately,
• 20:33
  so.
• 20:34
  But
• 20:34
  there's
• 20:34
  probably
• 20:35
  a
• 20:35
  reason
• 20:35
  you
• 20:35
  want
• 20:35
  him
• 20:36
  in
• 20:36
  the
• 20:36
  kitchen
• 20:36
  and
• 20:36
  not
• 20:37
  me.
• 20:37
  Like,
• 20:38
  you
• 20:38
  really
• 20:38
  want
• 20:38
  him
• 20:39
  in
• 20:39
  the
• 20:39
  kitchen.
• 20:40
  Same.
• 20:41
  I
• 20:42
  don't
• 20:42
  know
• 20:42
  what
• 20:43
  episodes
• 20:43
  you
• 20:44
  may
• 20:44
  have
• 20:44
  heard
• 20:44
  from
• 20:44
  us,
• 20:44
  but
• 20:45
  I'm
• 20:45
  really
• 20:45
  good
• 20:46
  at
• 20:46
  catching
• 20:46
  things
• 20:46
  on
• 20:46
  fire,
• 20:47
  so
• 20:47
  the
• 20:48
  kids
• 20:48
  prefer
• 20:48
  if
• 20:49
  I'm
• 20:49
  not
• 20:49
  in
• 20:49
  the
• 20:49
  kitchen,
• 20:50
  so
• 20:50
  works
• 20:50
  for
• 20:50
  me.
• 20:51
  I
• 20:52
  cook
• 20:52
  my
• 20:52
  recipe.
• 20:53
  So
• 20:53
  if
• 20:53
  I
• 20:53
  have
• 20:53
  a
• 20:53
  recipe
• 20:54
  in
• 20:54
  front
• 20:54
  of
• 20:54
  me,
• 20:55
  I'm
• 20:55
  good.
• 20:56
  And
• 20:56
  I
• 20:56
  love
• 20:56
  to
• 20:56
  bake.
• 20:57
  So
• 20:57
  I
• 20:58
  do
• 20:58
  the
• 20:58
  desserts.
• 20:58
  He
• 20:59
  does
• 20:59
  everything
• 20:59
  else.
• 21:00
  So
• 21:00
  we're
• 21:00
  a
• 21:00
  match
• 21:00
  made
• 21:00
  in
• 21:01
  heaven.
• 21:01
  No,
• 21:01
  you
• 21:02
  see,
• 21:02
  Toxic
• 21:03
  trait.
• 21:03
  I
• 21:04
  forget
• 21:04
  to
• 21:04
  read
• 21:05
  the
• 21:05
  instructions.
• 21:05
  I
• 21:06
  look
• 21:06
  at
• 21:06
  the
• 21:06
  ingredients,
• 21:07
  and
• 21:07
  then
• 21:07
  I
• 21:07
  just
• 21:07
  throw
• 21:08
  shit
• 21:08
  together
• 21:08
  and
• 21:09
  hope
• 21:09
  for
• 21:09
  the
• 21:09
  best.
• 21:09
  And
• 21:10
  then
• 21:10
  I
• 21:11
  read
• 21:11
  the
• 21:11
  instructions.
• 21:12
  I
• 21:12
  go,
• 21:12
  oh,
• 21:13
  no,
• 21:14
  I
• 21:14
  did
• 21:14
  that
• 21:14
  wrong.
• 21:14
  I've
• 21:15
  done
• 21:15
  that.
• 21:18
  But
• 21:19
  okay,
• 21:21
  so
• 21:21
  I
• 21:21
  think
• 21:22
  you
• 21:22
  just
• 21:22
  mentioned
• 21:22
  that
• 21:23
  you
• 21:23
  have
• 21:24
  a
• 21:24
  book
• 21:24
  that
• 21:24
  just
• 21:25
  got
• 21:25
  published,
• 21:25
  and.
• 21:26
  And
• 21:26
  you
• 21:27
  have
• 21:27
  a
• 21:28
  class
• 21:28
  that
• 21:28
  is
• 21:28
  going
• 21:29
  live.
• 21:29
  So
• 21:29
  let's
• 21:29
  talk
• 21:30
  about
• 21:30
  that
• 21:30
  first.
• 21:31
  Yeah.
• 21:32
  The.
• 21:32
  The
• 21:33
  ultimate
• 21:33
  path
• 21:33
  to
• 21:34
  forgiveness,
• 21:34
  unlocking
• 21:35
  your
• 21:35
  power,
• 21:35
  came
• 21:35
  out
• 21:36
  last
• 21:36
  year,
• 21:36
  I
• 21:37
  believe,
• 21:37
  and
• 21:38
  it
• 21:38
  is
• 21:39
  an
• 21:39
  actual
• 21:40
  system
• 21:41
  on
• 21:42
  how
• 21:42
  to
• 21:42
  forgive.
• 21:43
  And
• 21:43
  my
• 21:43
  class
• 21:43
  comes
• 21:44
  out
• 21:44
  on
• 21:44
  Wednesday.
• 21:45
  But
• 21:46
  everybody
• 21:47
  tells
• 21:47
  us
• 21:47
  to
• 21:48
  forgive.
• 21:48
  Your
• 21:49
  teacher,
• 21:50
  your
• 21:50
  pastor,
• 21:51
  your.
• 21:51
  Everybody.
• 21:52
  Everybody.
• 21:53
  Okay,
• 21:54
  how.
• 21:55
  How.
• 21:56
  What
• 21:56
  do
• 21:57
  I.
• 21:57
  Just
• 21:57
  say
• 21:57
  the
• 21:57
  word
• 21:58
  and
• 21:58
  hope
• 21:58
  something
• 21:58
  sticks?
• 21:59
  How
• 21:59
  do
• 21:59
  you
• 22:00
  forgive?
• 22:00
  But
• 22:01
  also,
• 22:01
  it's
• 22:01
  like,
• 22:02
  more
• 22:02
  is.
• 22:03
  What
• 22:03
  if
• 22:03
  I
• 22:03
  don't
• 22:03
  want
• 22:04
  to?
• 22:04
  Exactly.
• 22:06
  Then
• 22:07
  what
• 22:07
  do
• 22:07
  you
• 22:07
  do?
• 22:08
  So
• 22:08
  I've
• 22:08
  come
• 22:09
  up
• 22:09
  with
• 22:09
  an
• 22:09
  exact
• 22:10
  system
• 22:11
  on
• 22:11
  how
• 22:11
  to
• 22:12
  forgive
• 22:12
  people,
• 22:12
  including
• 22:13
  that
• 22:13
  person
• 22:14
  you
• 22:14
  swore
• 22:14
  you'd
• 22:15
  never
• 22:15
  forgive
• 22:15
  for
• 22:15
  the
• 22:16
  rest
• 22:16
  of
• 22:16
  your
• 22:16
  life
• 22:16
  that
• 22:16
  you're
• 22:17
  holding
• 22:17
  on
• 22:17
  to.
• 22:18
  I
• 22:18
  have.
• 22:19
  I
• 22:19
  have
• 22:19
  a
• 22:19
  way
• 22:19
  to
• 22:19
  forgive
• 22:20
  those
• 22:20
  people,
• 22:20
  too.
• 22:22
  So
• 22:23
  anything,
• 22:24
  like,
• 22:24
  even
• 22:24
  if
• 22:25
  it
• 22:25
  is
• 22:25
  something
• 22:26
  that
• 22:26
  you
• 22:26
  don't
• 22:27
  want
• 22:27
  to
• 22:27
  forgive,
• 22:27
  because
• 22:27
  it
• 22:28
  just
• 22:28
  feels,
• 22:28
  like,
• 22:28
  absolutely
• 22:29
  unforgivable.
• 22:30
  Right.
• 22:31
  So
• 22:31
  on
• 22:31
  a
• 22:31
  10
• 22:32
  scale,
• 22:32
  with
• 22:33
  10
• 22:33
  being
• 22:33
  an
• 22:33
  unforgivable
• 22:34
  dumpster
• 22:35
  fire.
• 22:35
  Right.
• 22:36
  And
• 22:36
  one
• 22:37
  being
• 22:37
  the
• 22:37
  easiest
• 22:38
  person
• 22:38
  in
• 22:38
  the
• 22:39
  world
• 22:39
  to
• 22:39
  forgive.
• 22:40
  Every
• 22:40
  single
• 22:41
  person
• 22:41
  listening
• 22:42
  to
• 22:42
  this
• 22:42
  broadcast,
• 22:43
  10
• 22:43
  out
• 22:43
  of
• 22:43
  10
• 22:44
  of
• 22:44
  you
• 22:44
  are
• 22:44
  thinking
• 22:45
  of
• 22:45
  their
• 22:45
  number
• 22:45
  10
• 22:46
  person,
• 22:46
  and
• 22:47
  that's
• 22:47
  completely
• 22:48
  reasonable
• 22:48
  because
• 22:49
  they're
• 22:49
  the
• 22:49
  ones
• 22:49
  that
• 22:50
  your
• 22:50
  world.
• 22:51
  But
• 22:51
  you
• 22:51
  don't
• 22:52
  have
• 22:52
  to
• 22:52
  forgive
• 22:52
  the
• 22:53
  unforgivable.
• 22:55
  Why?
• 22:55
  Because
• 22:56
  there's
• 22:56
  a
• 22:56
  lot
• 22:56
  of
• 22:56
  people.
• 22:57
  Places
• 22:57
  and
• 22:57
  things.
• 22:57
  I
• 22:58
  did
• 22:58
  say
• 22:58
  places
• 22:59
  and
• 22:59
  things.
• 22:59
  Please
• 22:59
  don't.
• 23:00
  Don't
• 23:00
  click
• 23:00
  off
• 23:01
  to
• 23:01
  another
• 23:01
  podcast.
• 23:02
  Stay
• 23:02
  with
• 23:02
  me.
• 23:03
  That
• 23:03
  you
• 23:03
  can
• 23:03
  forgive
• 23:04
  before
• 23:04
  you
• 23:05
  even
• 23:05
  get
• 23:05
  to
• 23:06
  that
• 23:06
  dumpster
• 23:07
  fire
• 23:07
  of
• 23:07
  a
• 23:07
  person.
• 23:08
  There's
• 23:08
  a
• 23:08
  lot
• 23:09
  of
• 23:09
  other.
• 23:09
  There's
• 23:09
  a
• 23:10
  lot
• 23:10
  of
• 23:10
  other
• 23:10
  roads
• 23:11
  we
• 23:11
  go
• 23:11
  down
• 23:11
  before
• 23:11
  we
• 23:11
  even
• 23:12
  get
• 23:12
  there
• 23:12
  that
• 23:12
  we
• 23:12
  do
• 23:13
  those
• 23:13
  last.
• 23:13
  You're
• 23:14
  talking
• 23:14
  about,
• 23:14
  like,
• 23:14
  a
• 23:14
  buildup
• 23:15
  of
• 23:15
  forgiveness,
• 23:16
  like
• 23:16
  you're
• 23:16
  starting
• 23:16
  small.
• 23:17
  Forgiveness.
• 23:17
  Your
• 23:17
  number
• 23:18
  10
• 23:18
  unforgivable
• 23:20
  person.
• 23:21
  The
• 23:21
  person
• 23:22
  when
• 23:22
  you're.
• 23:23
  When
• 23:23
  you're
• 23:23
  writing
• 23:23
  a
• 23:24
  list
• 23:24
  and
• 23:24
  you
• 23:24
  say,
• 23:25
  well,
• 23:25
  who
• 23:25
  do
• 23:25
  I
• 23:25
  have
• 23:25
  to
• 23:26
  forgive?
• 23:26
  The
• 23:26
  top
• 23:27
  three
• 23:27
  names
• 23:27
  that
• 23:27
  come
• 23:27
  out
• 23:28
  if
• 23:28
  you
• 23:28
  write
• 23:28
  down
• 23:28
  in
• 23:29
  those
• 23:29
  papers,
• 23:29
  they're
• 23:29
  usually
• 23:30
  a
• 23:30
  10.
• 23:31
  Okay.
• 23:31
  They
• 23:32
  might
• 23:32
  be
• 23:32
  your
• 23:32
  parents.
• 23:32
  They
• 23:33
  might
• 23:33
  be
• 23:33
  your
• 23:33
  ex.
• 23:34
  They
• 23:34
  might
• 23:34
  be.
• 23:35
  They
• 23:35
  could
• 23:35
  be
• 23:35
  anybody.
• 23:36
  They
• 23:36
  could
• 23:36
  be
• 23:36
  the
• 23:36
  bully
• 23:37
  in
• 23:37
  school.
• 23:37
  They
• 23:37
  could
• 23:38
  be
• 23:38
  the
• 23:38
  person
• 23:38
  who
• 23:38
  attacked
• 23:39
  you
• 23:39
  in
• 23:39
  the
• 23:39
  park.
• 23:39
  It's
• 23:40
  that.
• 23:40
  We
• 23:40
  all
• 23:40
  have
• 23:41
  those.
• 23:41
  Unforgivable.
• 23:43
  I'm
• 23:43
  never
• 23:43
  going
• 23:43
  to
• 23:43
  forgive
• 23:44
  that
• 23:44
  person.
• 23:44
  My
• 23:45
  father.
• 23:45
  Yeah,
• 23:45
  I
• 23:46
  got
• 23:46
  you.
• 23:47
  We
• 23:48
  can
• 23:48
  put
• 23:48
  mine
• 23:48
  on
• 23:48
  the
• 23:49
  list,
• 23:49
  too.
• 23:49
  Is
• 23:49
  that,
• 23:50
  like,
• 23:50
  the
• 23:50
  hardest
• 23:50
  thing
• 23:50
  that
• 23:50
  you've
• 23:51
  had
• 23:51
  to
• 23:51
  forgive?
• 23:52
  Or
• 23:52
  have
• 23:52
  you?
• 23:53
  Yeah,
• 23:53
  my
• 23:53
  dad
• 23:53
  was
• 23:53
  one
• 23:54
  of
• 23:54
  the
• 23:54
  hardest
• 23:54
  people.
• 23:54
  Now
• 23:55
  I've
• 23:55
  actually
• 23:55
  forgiven
• 23:56
  him.
• 23:56
  But
• 23:56
  this
• 23:57
  is
• 23:57
  a
• 23:57
  marathon,
• 23:57
  not
• 23:58
  a
• 23:58
  sprint.
• 23:58
  And
• 23:59
  there's
• 23:59
  some.
• 23:59
  There's
• 24:00
  some
• 24:00
  things
• 24:00
  about
• 24:00
  forgiveness
• 24:01
  that's
• 24:02
  just.
• 24:02
  Everybody
• 24:02
  says
• 24:03
  it's
• 24:03
  just
• 24:03
  plain
• 24:04
  wrong.
• 24:04
  There's
• 24:04
  some
• 24:04
  falsehoods
• 24:05
  out
• 24:05
  there,
• 24:05
  so
• 24:06
  let
• 24:06
  me
• 24:06
  go
• 24:06
  through
• 24:06
  a
• 24:06
  few
• 24:06
  of
• 24:07
  them.
• 24:07
  Yeah.
• 24:07
  Just
• 24:08
  because
• 24:08
  I
• 24:08
  forgive
• 24:09
  you
• 24:10
  doesn't
• 24:10
  mean
• 24:11
  I
• 24:11
  want
• 24:11
  a
• 24:11
  relationship
• 24:12
  with
• 24:12
  you.
• 24:13
  Honestly,
• 24:13
  I
• 24:14
  probably
• 24:14
  don't.
• 24:14
  I
• 24:14
  probably
• 24:15
  have
• 24:15
  boundaries
• 24:15
  in
• 24:15
  space
• 24:16
  in
• 24:16
  place.
• 24:17
  Yeah.
• 24:18
  Just
• 24:18
  because
• 24:18
  I
• 24:18
  forgive
• 24:19
  you,
• 24:19
  this
• 24:19
  is
• 24:19
  the
• 24:20
  big
• 24:20
  one.
• 24:20
  This
• 24:20
  is
• 24:20
  what
• 24:20
  10
• 24:21
  out
• 24:21
  of
• 24:21
  10
• 24:21
  people
• 24:21
  believe,
• 24:22
  and
• 24:22
  it's
• 24:22
  absolutely
• 24:23
  wrong.
• 24:23
  Just
• 24:24
  because
• 24:24
  I
• 24:24
  forgive
• 24:25
  you
• 24:25
  doesn't
• 24:26
  mean
• 24:26
  I'm
• 24:27
  all
• 24:27
  of
• 24:27
  a
• 24:27
  sudden
• 24:27
  giving
• 24:27
  you
• 24:28
  a
• 24:28
  pass.
• 24:28
  It
• 24:28
  doesn't
• 24:29
  mean
• 24:29
  I'm
• 24:29
  weak.
• 24:29
  It
• 24:30
  doesn't
• 24:30
  mean
• 24:30
  I'm
• 24:30
  giving
• 24:31
  in
• 24:31
  and
• 24:31
  saying,
• 24:31
  okay,
• 24:32
  after
• 24:32
  all
• 24:32
  these
• 24:32
  years,
• 24:33
  you
• 24:33
  were
• 24:33
  right
• 24:33
  and
• 24:33
  I
• 24:34
  was
• 24:34
  wrong.
• 24:34
  That's
• 24:34
  not
• 24:35
  what
• 24:35
  it
• 24:35
  means.
• 24:36
  Forgiveness
• 24:36
  is
• 24:37
  selfish.
• 24:37
  You
• 24:38
  do
• 24:38
  it
• 24:38
  for
• 24:38
  you.
• 24:39
  Forgiveness,
• 24:40
  the
• 24:40
  formal
• 24:40
  definition
• 24:41
  for
• 24:41
  me,
• 24:42
  says,
• 24:42
  I
• 24:43
  want
• 24:43
  you
• 24:43
  out
• 24:43
  of
• 24:43
  my
• 24:43
  head.
• 24:45
  That's
• 24:45
  it.
• 24:46
  I
• 24:46
  don't
• 24:46
  want
• 24:46
  to
• 24:47
  think
• 24:47
  about
• 24:47
  you.
• 24:47
  I
• 24:48
  don't
• 24:48
  want
• 24:48
  to
• 24:48
  dream
• 24:48
  about
• 24:48
  you.
• 24:49
  I
• 24:49
  don't
• 24:49
  want
• 24:49
  to
• 24:49
  go
• 24:49
  into
• 24:50
  a
• 24:50
  bakery
• 24:50
  and
• 24:50
  smell
• 24:51
  an
• 24:51
  apple
• 24:51
  pie.
• 24:51
  And
• 24:52
  I'm
• 24:52
  angry
• 24:53
  at
• 24:53
  my
• 24:53
  mother,
• 24:53
  and
• 24:53
  all
• 24:53
  of
• 24:54
  a
• 24:54
  sudden
• 24:54
  I'm
• 24:54
  thinking
• 24:54
  of
• 24:54
  my
• 24:55
  mom.
• 24:55
  I
• 24:55
  want
• 24:55
  the
• 24:55
  triggers
• 24:56
  to
• 24:56
  stop.
• 24:57
  I
• 24:58
  want
• 24:58
  my
• 24:58
  life
• 24:58
  back.
• 24:59
  That's
• 24:59
  what
• 25:00
  forgiveness
• 25:00
  means.
• 25:01
  It.
• 25:01
  You
• 25:01
  don't
• 25:01
  have
• 25:02
  to
• 25:02
  reach
• 25:02
  out
• 25:02
  to
• 25:02
  these
• 25:02
  people.
• 25:03
  It's
• 25:03
  not
• 25:03
  like
• 25:03
  AA
• 25:04
  and
• 25:04
  recovery
• 25:05
  programs.
• 25:05
  I've
• 25:05
  been
• 25:05
  sober
• 25:06
  for
• 25:06
  35
• 25:06
  years.
• 25:07
  And
• 25:07
  when
• 25:07
  you
• 25:08
  first
• 25:08
  go
• 25:08
  into.
• 25:09
  You
• 25:09
  know,
• 25:10
  when
• 25:10
  you
• 25:10
  first
• 25:10
  start
• 25:11
  recovery,
• 25:11
  they
• 25:11
  want
• 25:12
  you
• 25:12
  to
• 25:12
  make
• 25:12
  amends.
• 25:14
  Okay.
• 25:15
  I
• 25:15
  was
• 25:16
  really
• 25:16
  a
• 25:16
  very
• 25:16
  shy
• 25:17
  person,
• 25:18
  and
• 25:18
  I
• 25:18
  come
• 25:18
  from
• 25:19
  a
• 25:19
  very
• 25:20
  dysfunctional
• 25:20
  house
• 25:21
  filled
• 25:21
  with
• 25:21
  alcoholism.
• 25:22
  I
• 25:22
  tried.
• 25:22
  I
• 25:23
  got
• 25:23
  bullied
• 25:23
  in
• 25:23
  school.
• 25:25
  I
• 25:25
  tried
• 25:25
  to
• 25:26
  commit
• 25:26
  suicide
• 25:27
  in
• 25:27
  the
• 25:27
  eighth
• 25:27
  grade
• 25:28
  because
• 25:28
  of
• 25:28
  all
• 25:28
  these
• 25:29
  things.
• 25:30
  And
• 25:30
  eventually
• 25:33
  that's
• 25:33
  probably
• 25:33
  why
• 25:34
  I'm
• 25:34
  a
• 25:34
  forgiveness
• 25:35
  coach,
• 25:35
  because
• 25:35
  the
• 25:35
  universe,
• 25:36
  which
• 25:36
  has
• 25:36
  a
• 25:36
  really
• 25:36
  good
• 25:37
  sense
• 25:37
  of
• 25:37
  humor,
• 25:37
  by
• 25:38
  the
• 25:38
  way,
• 25:38
  has
• 25:39
  gifted
• 25:39
  me
• 25:39
  with
• 25:40
  more
• 25:40
  than
• 25:40
  enough
• 25:40
  things
• 25:41
  to
• 25:41
  forgive.
• 25:42
  So
• 25:42
  there's
• 25:42
  a
• 25:43
  lot
• 25:43
  of
• 25:43
  water
• 25:43
  under
• 25:44
  the
• 25:44
  bridge.
• 25:45
  But,
• 25:45
  you
• 25:46
  know,
• 25:46
  I
• 25:46
  just
• 25:46
  kind
• 25:46
  of
• 25:46
  bumbled
• 25:47
  through
• 25:47
  life.
• 25:48
  And
• 25:48
  then
• 25:48
  my
• 25:48
  mother.
• 25:49
  My
• 25:49
  mother,
• 25:50
  in
• 25:50
  a
• 25:50
  drunken
• 25:51
  stupor,
• 25:51
  fell
• 25:51
  down
• 25:51
  a
• 25:51
  flight
• 25:52
  of
• 25:52
  stairs,
• 25:52
  broke
• 25:52
  her
• 25:53
  hip,
• 25:53
  and
• 25:53
  ended
• 25:53
  up
• 25:53
  in
• 25:53
  the
• 25:53
  hospital.
• 25:54
  Even
• 25:55
  my
• 25:55
  mother
• 25:55
  couldn't
• 25:56
  get
• 25:56
  a
• 25:56
  gin
• 25:56
  and
• 25:56
  tonic
• 25:57
  in
• 25:57
  the
• 25:57
  hospital,
• 26:00
  so
• 26:00
  she
• 26:00
  dried
• 26:00
  out.
• 26:01
  We
• 26:01
  sent
• 26:01
  her
• 26:01
  to
• 26:01
  rehab,
• 26:02
  and
• 26:02
  we
• 26:02
  spent
• 26:03
  the
• 26:03
  next
• 26:03
  three
• 26:03
  years
• 26:03
  closer
• 26:04
  than
• 26:04
  sisters.
• 26:05
  We
• 26:05
  were
• 26:05
  tight.
• 26:06
  We
• 26:06
  forgave
• 26:06
  each
• 26:07
  other.
• 26:07
  We
• 26:07
  had
• 26:07
  long
• 26:07
  talks.
• 26:08
  We.
• 26:09
  We
• 26:09
  practically
• 26:09
  finished
• 26:10
  each
• 26:10
  other's
• 26:10
  sentences.
• 26:11
  And
• 26:11
  then
• 26:12
  she
• 26:12
  got
• 26:12
  cancer
• 26:13
  and
• 26:13
  died.
• 26:14
  And
• 26:14
  I
• 26:14
  eventually
• 26:15
  got
• 26:15
  breast
• 26:15
  cancer
• 26:16
  myself.
• 26:16
  I'm
• 26:16
  13
• 26:17
  years
• 26:17
  cancer
• 26:18
  free.
• 26:19
  Told
• 26:19
  you
• 26:19
  there's
• 26:20
  a
• 26:20
  lot
• 26:20
  of
• 26:20
  water
• 26:20
  under
• 26:20
  the
• 26:20
  bridge.
• 26:21
  But
• 26:21
  when
• 26:22
  she
• 26:22
  died,
• 26:22
  everybody
• 26:23
  in
• 26:23
  their
• 26:23
  life
• 26:23
  has
• 26:23
  a
• 26:24
  flashpoint.
• 26:24
  It's
• 26:25
  that
• 26:25
  one
• 26:25
  moment
• 26:26
  you
• 26:26
  can
• 26:26
  look
• 26:26
  back
• 26:27
  with
• 26:27
  2020
• 26:28
  hindsight
• 26:28
  and
• 26:28
  said,
• 26:29
  that's
• 26:29
  when
• 26:29
  my
• 26:29
  life
• 26:29
  changed.
• 26:30
  Everybody
• 26:31
  goes
• 26:31
  through
• 26:31
  it.
• 26:32
  And
• 26:32
  that's
• 26:32
  when
• 26:32
  my
• 26:32
  life
• 26:33
  changed.
• 26:33
  Because
• 26:33
  I
• 26:34
  realized
• 26:34
  intuitively
• 26:35
  that
• 26:35
  if
• 26:35
  I
• 26:35
  didn't
• 26:36
  quit
• 26:36
  drinking
• 26:36
  and
• 26:36
  clean
• 26:37
  up
• 26:37
  my
• 26:37
  act,
• 26:38
  I
• 26:38
  was
• 26:39
  going
• 26:39
  to
• 26:39
  die,
• 26:39
  too.
• 26:40
  So
• 26:40
  I
• 26:40
  quit
• 26:40
  drinking
• 26:41
  was
• 26:41
  the
• 26:41
  only
• 26:41
  New
• 26:41
  Year's
• 26:42
  resolution
• 26:42
  I
• 26:42
  ever
• 26:43
  kept.
• 26:43
  And
• 26:44
  I.
• 26:45
  When
• 26:45
  you.
• 26:46
  This
• 26:47
  was
• 26:47
  in
• 26:47
  the
• 26:47
  9th.
• 26:47
  This
• 26:48
  was.
• 26:48
  Never
• 26:48
  mind
• 26:49
  what
• 26:49
  year
• 26:49
  it
• 26:49
  was.
• 26:49
  It
• 26:50
  was
• 26:50
  in
• 26:50
  the
• 26:50
  last
• 26:50
  century,
• 26:52
  and
• 26:52
  it
• 26:53
  was
• 26:53
  before
• 26:53
  computers,
• 26:54
  so
• 26:54
  that's
• 26:54
  how
• 26:54
  old
• 26:54
  I
• 26:55
  am.
• 26:56
  And
• 26:56
  if
• 26:56
  I
• 26:56
  could
• 26:57
  have
• 26:57
  texted
• 26:57
  these
• 26:58
  people,
• 26:58
  it
• 26:58
  would
• 26:58
  have
• 26:59
  been
• 26:59
  brilliant.
• 26:59
  I
• 26:59
  would
• 27:00
  have
• 27:00
  loved
• 27:00
  that.
• 27:00
  But
• 27:01
  no,
• 27:01
  you're
• 27:01
  supposed
• 27:01
  to
• 27:01
  make
• 27:01
  events.
• 27:02
  So
• 27:02
  I
• 27:02
  had
• 27:02
  two
• 27:03
  choices.
• 27:03
  I
• 27:03
  could
• 27:03
  either
• 27:04
  call
• 27:04
  them
• 27:04
  up
• 27:04
  on
• 27:04
  the
• 27:04
  phone,
• 27:05
  which
• 27:05
  was
• 27:05
  horrific,
• 27:06
  because
• 27:06
  you
• 27:06
  know
• 27:06
  they're
• 27:06
  going
• 27:06
  to
• 27:06
  yell
• 27:07
  at
• 27:07
  you,
• 27:07
  or
• 27:08
  which
• 27:08
  was
• 27:08
  worse.
• 27:09
  You
• 27:09
  have
• 27:09
  to
• 27:09
  see
• 27:09
  them
• 27:09
  in
• 27:10
  person,
• 27:10
  see
• 27:10
  the
• 27:10
  whites
• 27:11
  of
• 27:11
  their
• 27:11
  eyes.
• 27:12
  I
• 27:12
  didn't
• 27:12
  want
• 27:12
  to
• 27:12
  do
• 27:13
  either.
• 27:13
  So
• 27:14
  I
• 27:14
  decided
• 27:14
  to
• 27:15
  forgive
• 27:15
  people
• 27:15
  in
• 27:16
  the
• 27:16
  quiet
• 27:16
  of
• 27:16
  my
• 27:17
  own
• 27:17
  apartment
• 27:18
  and
• 27:18
  not
• 27:18
  tell
• 27:18
  anybody,
• 27:19
  which
• 27:19
  is
• 27:20
  one
• 27:20
  of
• 27:20
  the
• 27:21
  first
• 27:21
  steps
• 27:21
  to
• 27:21
  my
• 27:22
  system.
• 27:23
  And
• 27:23
  you
• 27:23
  don't
• 27:24
  have
• 27:24
  to
• 27:24
  tell
• 27:24
  anybody.
• 27:25
  You
• 27:25
  can
• 27:25
  do
• 27:25
  it
• 27:25
  in
• 27:26
  the
• 27:26
  quiet
• 27:26
  of
• 27:26
  your
• 27:26
  own
• 27:27
  apartment.
• 27:27
  You
• 27:27
  don't
• 27:27
  have
• 27:28
  to
• 27:28
  tell
• 27:28
  anybody.
• 27:29
  You
• 27:29
  don't
• 27:29
  have
• 27:29
  to
• 27:29
  reach
• 27:29
  out
• 27:30
  and
• 27:30
  talk
• 27:30
  to
• 27:30
  them.
• 27:30
  You
• 27:31
  forgive
• 27:31
  for
• 27:31
  you.
• 27:32
  It's
• 27:32
  selfish.
• 27:33
  You
• 27:33
  don't
• 27:33
  forgive
• 27:34
  for
• 27:34
  them.
• 27:34
  They
• 27:35
  don't.
• 27:35
  They're
• 27:35
  not
• 27:35
  even
• 27:35
  thinking
• 27:36
  about
• 27:36
  you
• 27:36
  could
• 27:37
  be
• 27:37
  your
• 27:37
  ex
• 27:37
  boyfriend,
• 27:38
  and
• 27:38
  they're,
• 27:38
  you
• 27:38
  know,
• 27:38
  they're
• 27:39
  off,
• 27:39
  they're
• 27:39
  dating
• 27:39
  again.
• 27:40
  They're
• 27:40
  having
• 27:40
  fun.
• 27:41
  And
• 27:41
  you're
• 27:41
  the
• 27:42
  one
• 27:42
  sitting
• 27:42
  in
• 27:42
  your
• 27:42
  kitchen
• 27:43
  with,
• 27:44
  you
• 27:44
  know,
• 27:44
  with
• 27:44
  a
• 27:44
  pint
• 27:45
  of
• 27:45
  Ben
• 27:45
  and
• 27:45
  Jerry's
• 27:46
  ice
• 27:46
  cream,
• 27:46
  crying
• 27:47
  your
• 27:47
  eyes
• 27:47
  out,
• 27:48
  wanting
• 27:48
  them
• 27:48
  to
• 27:48
  be
• 27:49
  miserable.
• 27:49
  They're
• 27:50
  not
• 27:50
  miserable.
• 27:50
  They're
• 27:51
  not
• 27:51
  even
• 27:51
  thinking
• 27:51
  about
• 27:51
  you,
• 27:52
  but
• 27:52
  you're
• 27:52
  miserable.
• 27:53
  Buddha
• 27:54
  said,
• 27:55
  you
• 27:56
  know,
• 27:56
  Buddha
• 27:56
  said
• 27:57
  anger
• 27:57
  is.
• 27:58
  Is.
• 27:58
  Is
• 27:59
  like
• 27:59
  drinking
• 27:59
  poison
• 28:00
  and
• 28:00
  hoping
• 28:00
  the
• 28:01
  other
• 28:01
  person
• 28:01
  dies.
• 28:02
  And
• 28:02
  that's
• 28:03
  what
• 28:03
  we're
• 28:03
  all
• 28:03
  doing.
• 28:04
  So
• 28:04
  the
• 28:04
  trick
• 28:05
  to
• 28:05
  forgiveness
• 28:05
  is
• 28:06
  to
• 28:06
  forgive
• 28:06
  for
• 28:06
  you.
• 28:07
  It's
• 28:07
  selfish.
• 28:07
  You
• 28:08
  don't
• 28:08
  forgive
• 28:08
  for
• 28:08
  them
• 28:08
  because
• 28:08
  they
• 28:09
  don't
• 28:09
  care.
• 28:09
  You
• 28:09
  forgive
• 28:10
  for
• 28:10
  you
• 28:10
  to
• 28:10
  get
• 28:10
  it
• 28:11
  out
• 28:11
  of
• 28:11
  your
• 28:11
  system
• 28:12
  so
• 28:12
  you
• 28:12
  can
• 28:12
  be
• 28:12
  the
• 28:13
  person
• 28:13
  that
• 28:13
  you
• 28:13
  want
• 28:13
  to
• 28:13
  be.
• 28:15
  Yeah,
• 28:16
  I
• 28:17
  heard
• 28:17
  you
• 28:17
  say
• 28:18
  two
• 28:18
  things.
• 28:18
  So
• 28:19
  I
• 28:19
  heard
• 28:19
  you
• 28:19
  say
• 28:20
  that
• 28:21
  one
• 28:21
  of
• 28:21
  the
• 28:21
  things
• 28:22
  that
• 28:22
  kind
• 28:22
  of
• 28:22
  started
• 28:22
  this
• 28:23
  was
• 28:23
  going
• 28:24
  through
• 28:24
  AA
• 28:25
  and
• 28:25
  having
• 28:25
  to
• 28:25
  make
• 28:26
  amends.
• 28:26
  How
• 28:26
  does
• 28:27
  making
• 28:27
  amends
• 28:28
  differ
• 28:28
  from
• 28:29
  forgiveness?
• 28:29
  Because
• 28:30
  it
• 28:30
  sounds
• 28:30
  like
• 28:31
  the
• 28:31
  people
• 28:31
  that
• 28:31
  you
• 28:32
  needed
• 28:32
  to
• 28:32
  make
• 28:32
  amends
• 28:33
  with
• 28:33
  are
• 28:33
  the
• 28:33
  ones
• 28:33
  that
• 28:33
  maybe
• 28:34
  needed
• 28:35
  to
• 28:35
  do
• 28:35
  the
• 28:35
  forgiving,
• 28:36
  or
• 28:37
  are
• 28:37
  they
• 28:38
  kind
• 28:38
  of.
• 28:38
  The
• 28:38
  same
• 28:38
  when
• 28:39
  it.
• 28:39
  When
• 28:40
  you.
• 28:40
  For.
• 28:40
  When
• 28:40
  you're
• 28:41
  forgiving
• 28:41
  for
• 28:41
  you
• 28:42
  so
• 28:42
  you
• 28:42
  can
• 28:42
  get
• 28:42
  them
• 28:43
  out
• 28:43
  of
• 28:43
  your
• 28:43
  head.
• 28:44
  If
• 28:44
  you've
• 28:44
  gone
• 28:44
  through
• 28:44
  recovery
• 28:45
  and
• 28:45
  you've
• 28:45
  hurt
• 28:45
  a
• 28:46
  bunch
• 28:46
  of
• 28:46
  people
• 28:46
  and
• 28:46
  you
• 28:47
  feel
• 28:47
  very
• 28:47
  strongly
• 28:48
  that
• 28:48
  you
• 28:48
  need
• 28:48
  to
• 28:48
  reach
• 28:48
  out
• 28:49
  to
• 28:49
  your
• 28:49
  mother
• 28:49
  or
• 28:49
  your
• 28:49
  boyfriend
• 28:50
  or
• 28:50
  whoever
• 28:50
  and
• 28:50
  say,
• 28:50
  listen,
• 28:51
  you
• 28:51
  know,
• 28:51
  face
• 28:52
  to
• 28:52
  face.
• 28:52
  I'm
• 28:52
  sorry.
• 28:53
  I
• 28:53
  shouldn't
• 28:53
  have
• 28:53
  done
• 28:53
  that.
• 28:54
  Do
• 28:54
  it.
• 28:54
  100%.
• 28:55
  Do
• 28:55
  it.
• 28:56
  This
• 28:56
  is
• 28:56
  a
• 28:57
  very
• 28:57
  personal
• 28:58
  system,
• 28:58
  but
• 28:59
  in
• 28:59
  my
• 28:59
  case,
• 29:00
  I
• 29:00
  was
• 29:01
  a
• 29:01
  very
• 29:01
  shy
• 29:02
  person,
• 29:02
  and
• 29:02
  I
• 29:03
  just.
• 29:03
  I
• 29:04
  wanted
• 29:04
  to.
• 29:04
  I
• 29:04
  wanted
• 29:05
  to
• 29:05
  forgive
• 29:05
  a
• 29:05
  bunch
• 29:06
  of
• 29:06
  people,
• 29:07
  but
• 29:07
  I
• 29:08
  didn't
• 29:08
  want
• 29:08
  to.
• 29:08
  You
• 29:08
  know,
• 29:09
  a
• 29:09
  lot
• 29:09
  of
• 29:09
  the
• 29:09
  people
• 29:09
  on
• 29:10
  my
• 29:10
  list
• 29:10
  were
• 29:10
  dead,
• 29:11
  you
• 29:11
  know,
• 29:11
  so
• 29:12
  some
• 29:12
  of,
• 29:12
  you
• 29:12
  know,
• 29:12
  you
• 29:13
  think
• 29:13
  that
• 29:13
  they,
• 29:13
  you
• 29:14
  know,
• 29:14
  you
• 29:14
  think
• 29:14
  the
• 29:15
  train
• 29:15
  has
• 29:15
  left
• 29:15
  the
• 29:16
  station.
• 29:16
  You
• 29:17
  could
• 29:17
  forgive
• 29:17
  dead
• 29:17
  people
• 29:18
  in
• 29:18
  my
• 29:18
  system
• 29:18
  because
• 29:19
  if
• 29:19
  they're
• 29:19
  Alive
• 29:20
  and
• 29:20
  well
• 29:20
  in
• 29:20
  your
• 29:20
  head.
• 29:21
  It
• 29:21
  doesn't
• 29:22
  matter
• 29:22
  where
• 29:22
  they
• 29:22
  are
• 29:22
  or.
• 29:23
  Or
• 29:23
  not.
• 29:23
  Because
• 29:24
  they're
• 29:24
  living
• 29:24
  in
• 29:24
  my
• 29:25
  head.
• 29:25
  That
• 29:25
  makes
• 29:25
  sense.
• 29:26
  You
• 29:26
  never
• 29:27
  got
• 29:27
  closure
• 29:27
  with
• 29:28
  this
• 29:28
  person.
• 29:29
  Okay,
• 29:29
  here's
• 29:29
  your
• 29:30
  chance.
• 29:30
  I
• 29:30
  don't
• 29:31
  care
• 29:31
  if
• 29:31
  they're
• 29:31
  dead.
• 29:31
  Here's
• 29:32
  your
• 29:32
  chance
• 29:32
  to
• 29:33
  get
• 29:33
  closure.
• 29:33
  This.
• 29:34
  My
• 29:34
  forgiveness
• 29:35
  system
• 29:35
  is
• 29:35
  100%
• 29:37
  for
• 29:37
  you.
• 29:38
  100%
• 29:39
  for
• 29:39
  you.
• 29:41
  And
• 29:41
  it's
• 29:41
  a
• 29:41
  one.
• 29:42
  One
• 29:43
  size
• 29:43
  fits
• 29:43
  all.
• 29:46
  Sort
• 29:47
  of.
• 29:48
  Let
• 29:48
  me
• 29:48
  tell
• 29:48
  you.
• 29:48
  Let
• 29:48
  me
• 29:48
  go
• 29:49
  say
• 29:49
  that.
• 29:49
  Let
• 29:49
  me
• 29:50
  go
• 29:50
  give
• 29:50
  it
• 29:50
  to
• 29:51
  us.
• 29:51
  Okay.
• 29:52
  I'm
• 29:52
  gonna.
• 29:52
  And
• 29:53
  you're
• 29:53
  getting
• 29:53
  the
• 29:53
  benefit
• 29:55
  of.
• 29:56
  I
• 29:56
  have
• 29:56
  a
• 29:56
  second
• 29:57
  book
• 29:57
  on
• 29:57
  forgiveness
• 29:58
  coming
• 29:58
  out.
• 29:59
  And
• 30:00
  my.
• 30:01
  My.
• 30:01
  My
• 30:01
  class
• 30:02
  that's
• 30:03
  coming
• 30:03
  out
• 30:03
  on
• 30:03
  Wednesday
• 30:03
  is
• 30:04
  actually
• 30:04
  teaching
• 30:05
  even
• 30:05
  more
• 30:05
  so.
• 30:05
  But
• 30:06
  I'm
• 30:06
  going
• 30:06
  to.
• 30:06
  I'm
• 30:06
  going
• 30:06
  to
• 30:06
  talk
• 30:07
  to
• 30:07
  you
• 30:07
  about
• 30:07
  it
• 30:07
  right
• 30:07
  now.
• 30:08
  So
• 30:08
  you're
• 30:09
  going
• 30:09
  to
• 30:09
  learn
• 30:09
  how
• 30:10
  to
• 30:10
  forgive
• 30:10
  other
• 30:11
  people,
• 30:12
  right?
• 30:13
  Then
• 30:13
  you're
• 30:13
  going
• 30:13
  to
• 30:14
  learn
• 30:14
  how
• 30:14
  to
• 30:14
  forgive
• 30:14
  yourself.
• 30:16
  That
• 30:16
  was
• 30:16
  a
• 30:16
  question.
• 30:18
  And
• 30:18
  then
• 30:18
  you're
• 30:18
  going
• 30:19
  to
• 30:19
  learn
• 30:19
  how
• 30:19
  to
• 30:19
  forgive
• 30:19
  money.
• 30:21
  Stay
• 30:22
  with
• 30:22
  me.
• 30:23
  Okay.
• 30:24
  And
• 30:24
  we're
• 30:24
  going
• 30:24
  to
• 30:24
  learn
• 30:25
  how
• 30:25
  to
• 30:25
  forgive
• 30:25
  the
• 30:25
  unforgivable.
• 30:27
  So
• 30:27
  buckle.
• 30:28
  And
• 30:28
  I
• 30:28
  think
• 30:28
  I
• 30:29
  can
• 30:29
  do
• 30:29
  this
• 30:29
  in
• 30:29
  the
• 30:30
  time
• 30:30
  slot
• 30:30
  you've
• 30:30
  given
• 30:31
  me.
• 30:31
  Pretty
• 30:31
  sure
• 30:31
  I
• 30:32
  can.
• 30:33
  So
• 30:33
  what
• 30:33
  I
• 30:33
  want
• 30:34
  everybody
• 30:34
  to
• 30:34
  do
• 30:35
  is
• 30:35
  I
• 30:35
  really
• 30:35
  want
• 30:36
  them
• 30:36
  to
• 30:36
  be
• 30:36
  alone
• 30:37
  in
• 30:37
  a
• 30:37
  room.
• 30:38
  And
• 30:38
  I
• 30:38
  want
• 30:38
  you
• 30:38
  to
• 30:38
  turn
• 30:39
  your
• 30:39
  cell
• 30:39
  phone
• 30:39
  off.
• 30:40
  And
• 30:40
  I
• 30:40
  know
• 30:40
  that's
• 30:41
  making
• 30:41
  people
• 30:41
  twitch.
• 30:41
  And
• 30:42
  if
• 30:42
  it's
• 30:42
  making
• 30:42
  you
• 30:42
  twitch
• 30:43
  because
• 30:43
  you
• 30:43
  just
• 30:43
  can't
• 30:44
  turn
• 30:44
  your
• 30:44
  phone
• 30:45
  off,
• 30:45
  then
• 30:45
  at
• 30:45
  least
• 30:45
  put
• 30:45
  it.
• 30:46
  Put
• 30:46
  it
• 30:46
  on.
• 30:46
  Silence.
• 30:47
  So
• 30:47
  hear
• 30:47
  it.
• 30:48
  Because
• 30:48
  if
• 30:48
  it
• 30:48
  dances
• 30:48
  on
• 30:48
  your
• 30:49
  desk,
• 30:49
  you're
• 30:49
  going
• 30:49
  to
• 30:49
  want
• 30:50
  to
• 30:50
  see
• 30:50
  who
• 30:50
  it
• 30:50
  is.
• 30:50
  And
• 30:50
  I
• 30:50
  really
• 30:51
  want
• 30:51
  you
• 30:51
  alone
• 30:51
  and
• 30:51
  focused.
• 30:52
  Then
• 30:53
  I
• 30:53
  want
• 30:53
  you
• 30:53
  to
• 30:53
  take
• 30:53
  a
• 30:54
  piece
• 30:54
  of
• 30:54
  paper
• 30:54
  and
• 30:54
  a
• 30:54
  pen
• 30:55
  or
• 30:55
  your
• 30:55
  phone.
• 30:55
  I
• 30:56
  really
• 30:56
  don't
• 30:56
  care.
• 30:57
  And
• 30:57
  I
• 30:58
  want
• 30:58
  you
• 30:58
  to
• 30:58
  write
• 30:58
  a
• 30:59
  list
• 31:00
  of
• 31:01
  all
• 31:01
  the
• 31:01
  people
• 31:01
  you
• 31:01
  think
• 31:02
  you
• 31:02
  need
• 31:02
  to
• 31:02
  forgive.
• 31:03
  All
• 31:03
  of
• 31:03
  them.
• 31:04
  Your
• 31:04
  first
• 31:04
  three
• 31:05
  people
• 31:05
  on
• 31:05
  the
• 31:05
  list
• 31:06
  are
• 31:06
  probably
• 31:06
  going
• 31:06
  to
• 31:06
  be
• 31:06
  the
• 31:07
  people
• 31:07
  you're
• 31:07
  most
• 31:07
  angry
• 31:08
  at.
• 31:08
  Could
• 31:08
  be
• 31:08
  your
• 31:09
  ex.
• 31:09
  It
• 31:09
  could
• 31:09
  be
• 31:10
  your
• 31:10
  sibling.
• 31:11
  It
• 31:11
  could
• 31:11
  be.
• 31:12
  It
• 31:12
  could
• 31:12
  be
• 31:13
  your
• 31:13
  parents.
• 31:13
  Family
• 31:14
  really
• 31:14
  messes
• 31:14
  you
• 31:15
  up.
• 31:15
  Right?
• 31:17
  And
• 31:17
  then
• 31:17
  I
• 31:18
  want
• 31:18
  you
• 31:18
  to
• 31:18
  keep
• 31:18
  going.
• 31:19
  I
• 31:19
  want
• 31:19
  you
• 31:19
  to
• 31:20
  write
• 31:20
  a
• 31:20
  list
• 31:20
  from
• 31:21
  everybody
• 31:21
  from
• 31:21
  the
• 31:22
  time
• 31:22
  you
• 31:22
  were
• 31:23
  playing
• 31:23
  in
• 31:23
  the
• 31:23
  sand
• 31:24
  in
• 31:24
  the.
• 31:24
  In
• 31:24
  the
• 31:25
  park
• 31:25
  to
• 31:25
  present
• 31:26
  day.
• 31:27
  That
• 31:27
  kid
• 31:27
  in
• 31:27
  high
• 31:28
  school
• 31:28
  who
• 31:28
  still.
• 31:29
  Who.
• 31:29
  Who
• 31:29
  wore
• 31:30
  your
• 31:30
  sweater
• 31:30
  and
• 31:30
  stained
• 31:31
  it
• 31:31
  and
• 31:31
  ruined
• 31:31
  it.
• 31:32
  Put
• 31:32
  that
• 31:32
  kid's
• 31:32
  name
• 31:33
  down.
• 31:33
  The
• 31:33
  person
• 31:34
  who
• 31:34
  cut
• 31:34
  you
• 31:34
  off
• 31:35
  on
• 31:35
  I95
• 31:36
  south
• 31:36
  yesterday,
• 31:37
  and
• 31:37
  you
• 31:37
  got
• 31:37
  a
• 31:37
  little
• 31:37
  road
• 31:37
  rage.
• 31:38
  Write
• 31:38
  that
• 31:38
  person
• 31:39
  down.
• 31:39
  The
• 31:40
  person
• 31:40
  who
• 31:41
  was
• 31:41
  right
• 31:41
  in
• 31:42
  the
• 31:42
  Middle
• 31:42
  of
• 31:42
  the
• 31:42
  grocery
• 31:43
  aisle.
• 31:43
  You
• 31:44
  wanted
• 31:44
  to
• 31:44
  get
• 31:44
  around.
• 31:45
  They
• 31:45
  were
• 31:45
  152
• 31:46
  years
• 31:46
  old.
• 31:47
  You
• 31:47
  couldn't
• 31:47
  get
• 31:47
  around.
• 31:48
  You
• 31:48
  were
• 31:48
  in
• 31:48
  a
• 31:49
  rush.
• 31:49
  It
• 31:49
  was
• 31:49
  on
• 31:49
  aisle
• 31:50
  four
• 31:50
  of
• 31:50
  the
• 31:50
  grocery
• 31:50
  store.
• 31:51
  Write
• 31:51
  that
• 31:51
  lady
• 31:51
  down.
• 31:52
  You
• 31:52
  can
• 31:53
  forgive
• 31:53
  her.
• 31:53
  Come
• 31:53
  on.
• 31:54
  She
• 31:54
  was
• 31:54
  152
• 31:55
  years
• 31:55
  old.
• 31:56
  Come
• 31:56
  on.
• 31:56
  You
• 31:56
  could
• 31:56
  forgive
• 31:56
  that
• 31:57
  person.
• 31:58
  The
• 31:58
  person
• 31:58
  who
• 31:59
  stole
• 31:59
  your
• 31:59
  sandwich
• 32:00
  yesterday
• 32:01
  at
• 32:01
  work,
• 32:02
  in
• 32:02
  the
• 32:02
  lunchroom,
• 32:03
  out
• 32:03
  of
• 32:04
  the
• 32:04
  refrigerator,
• 32:04
  and
• 32:04
  your
• 32:05
  name
• 32:05
  is
• 32:05
  on
• 32:05
  it.
• 32:05
  It's
• 32:06
  always
• 32:06
  on
• 32:06
  it.
• 32:06
  Yeah.
• 32:07
  Hot
• 32:08
  sauce
• 32:08
  in
• 32:08
  it.
• 32:08
  Tomorrow,
• 32:09
  forgive
• 32:10
  that
• 32:10
  person.
• 32:12
  Yeah.
• 32:13
  Yeah.
• 32:14
  So
• 32:14
  I
• 32:14
  want
• 32:15
  you
• 32:15
  to
• 32:15
  write
• 32:15
  all
• 32:15
  of
• 32:16
  these
• 32:16
  people
• 32:16
  down
• 32:16
  on
• 32:17
  a
• 32:17
  list.
• 32:17
  One
• 32:17
  big
• 32:18
  beefy
• 32:18
  list.
• 32:19
  And
• 32:19
  then
• 32:20
  I
• 32:20
  want
• 32:20
  you
• 32:20
  to
• 32:20
  rate
• 32:21
  them
• 32:21
  from
• 32:21
  1
• 32:21
  to
• 32:21
  10,
• 32:22
  one
• 32:23
  being
• 32:23
  super
• 32:23
  easy
• 32:24
  and
• 32:24
  10
• 32:25
  being
• 32:25
  unforgivable.
• 32:26
  I'm
• 32:27
  never
• 32:27
  going
• 32:27
  to
• 32:27
  forgive
• 32:27
  them.
• 32:29
  And
• 32:29
  then
• 32:29
  I
• 32:29
  want
• 32:29
  you
• 32:30
  to
• 32:30
  start
• 32:30
  with
• 32:31
  the
• 32:31
  easy
• 32:31
  ones
• 32:32
  and
• 32:32
  work
• 32:32
  your
• 32:33
  way
• 32:33
  up.
• 32:34
  So
• 32:34
  what
• 32:34
  you're
• 32:34
  going
• 32:34
  to
• 32:34
  do
• 32:35
  is
• 32:35
  you're
• 32:35
  going
• 32:35
  to
• 32:35
  be
• 32:35
  alone
• 32:35
  in
• 32:35
  a
• 32:36
  room,
• 32:36
  under
• 32:36
  a
• 32:36
  tree,
• 32:37
  on
• 32:37
  your
• 32:37
  bed.
• 32:38
  I
• 32:38
  don't
• 32:38
  care
• 32:38
  where
• 32:38
  you
• 32:38
  are.
• 32:39
  But
• 32:39
  I
• 32:39
  really
• 32:39
  want
• 32:39
  all
• 32:39
  humans
• 32:40
  out
• 32:40
  of
• 32:40
  the
• 32:40
  room,
• 32:40
  especially
• 32:41
  little
• 32:41
  humans.
• 32:42
  The
• 32:42
  dog
• 32:42
  can
• 32:42
  be
• 32:43
  in
• 32:43
  there
• 32:43
  if
• 32:43
  it
• 32:43
  can
• 32:43
  be
• 32:43
  quiet.
• 32:45
  And
• 32:45
  I
• 32:45
  want
• 32:46
  you
• 32:46
  to
• 32:47
  sit
• 32:47
  in
• 32:47
  your
• 32:47
  bed
• 32:48
  or
• 32:48
  in
• 32:48
  your
• 32:48
  chair.
• 32:48
  And
• 32:48
  I
• 32:49
  want
• 32:49
  you
• 32:49
  to
• 32:49
  imagine
• 32:50
  the.
• 32:50
  Take
• 32:50
  the
• 32:50
  first
• 32:51
  person
• 32:51
  on
• 32:51
  the
• 32:51
  list,
• 32:52
  the
• 32:52
  one
• 32:52
  you
• 32:53
  labeled
• 32:53
  a
• 32:53
  number
• 32:53
  one,
• 32:54
  let's
• 32:54
  say
• 32:54
  the
• 32:54
  person
• 32:55
  in
• 32:55
  high
• 32:55
  school.
• 32:55
  Right.
• 32:56
  Who
• 32:56
  stained
• 32:57
  your
• 32:57
  sweater,
• 32:57
  whatever.
• 32:58
  And
• 32:58
  I
• 32:59
  want
• 32:59
  you
• 32:59
  to
• 33:00
  imagine
• 33:01
  that
• 33:01
  high
• 33:01
  school
• 33:02
  person
• 33:02
  is
• 33:02
  standing
• 33:03
  in
• 33:03
  front
• 33:03
  of
• 33:03
  you,
• 33:04
  not
• 33:04
  the
• 33:04
  adult.
• 33:05
  I
• 33:05
  want
• 33:06
  you
• 33:06
  to
• 33:06
  imagine
• 33:06
  that
• 33:07
  the
• 33:07
  kid
• 33:07
  from
• 33:08
  high
• 33:08
  school
• 33:09
  is
• 33:09
  standing
• 33:09
  in
• 33:09
  front
• 33:10
  of
• 33:10
  you.
• 33:11
  And
• 33:11
  if
• 33:11
  you
• 33:11
  are
• 33:12
  one
• 33:12
  of
• 33:12
  these
• 33:12
  people
• 33:12
  that
• 33:13
  can't
• 33:13
  imagine
• 33:13
  these
• 33:14
  things
• 33:14
  in
• 33:14
  your
• 33:14
  mind,
• 33:15
  put
• 33:15
  a
• 33:15
  chair
• 33:16
  in
• 33:16
  front
• 33:16
  of
• 33:16
  you
• 33:16
  and
• 33:17
  talk
• 33:17
  to
• 33:17
  the
• 33:17
  chair.
• 33:18
  You
• 33:18
  could
• 33:18
  even
• 33:19
  put
• 33:19
  the
• 33:19
  person's
• 33:19
  name
• 33:20
  on
• 33:20
  the.
• 33:20
  On
• 33:20
  the
• 33:20
  chair
• 33:21
  if
• 33:21
  you
• 33:21
  want
• 33:21
  to.
• 33:22
  Right.
• 33:23
  Or
• 33:23
  your
• 33:23
  old
• 33:23
  high
• 33:23
  school
• 33:24
  yearbook,
• 33:24
  really,
• 33:25
  if
• 33:25
  you
• 33:25
  need
• 33:25
  a
• 33:25
  prop.
• 33:26
  And
• 33:26
  then
• 33:27
  talk
• 33:27
  to
• 33:27
  the
• 33:27
  chair,
• 33:28
  because
• 33:28
  this
• 33:29
  is
• 33:29
  a
• 33:29
  level
• 33:29
  one
• 33:30
  person.
• 33:30
  It's
• 33:31
  easy
• 33:31
  peasy.
• 33:32
  You
• 33:32
  probably
• 33:33
  won't
• 33:33
  have
• 33:33
  a
• 33:33
  lot
• 33:33
  to
• 33:34
  say
• 33:34
  because
• 33:35
  it's
• 33:35
  level
• 33:35
  one.
• 33:35
  It's
• 33:36
  an
• 33:36
  easily
• 33:36
  tossable
• 33:37
  person.
• 33:37
  Right?
• 33:38
  So
• 33:38
  say
• 33:38
  whatever
• 33:39
  it
• 33:39
  is
• 33:39
  you
• 33:39
  want
• 33:39
  to
• 33:39
  say.
• 33:40
  Then
• 33:40
  I
• 33:40
  want
• 33:40
  you
• 33:40
  to
• 33:41
  put
• 33:41
  your
• 33:41
  hand
• 33:41
  in
• 33:41
  your
• 33:41
  heart.
• 33:42
  And
• 33:42
  you
• 33:42
  really
• 33:43
  only
• 33:43
  do
• 33:43
  that
• 33:44
  for
• 33:44
  you,
• 33:44
  because
• 33:45
  the
• 33:45
  words
• 33:45
  really
• 33:46
  don't
• 33:46
  matter.
• 33:46
  It's
• 33:47
  the
• 33:47
  energy
• 33:48
  behind
• 33:48
  the
• 33:48
  words
• 33:49
  that
• 33:49
  makes
• 33:50
  the
• 33:50
  most
• 33:50
  difference.
• 33:52
  And
• 33:53
  I'm
• 33:53
  going
• 33:53
  to
• 33:53
  give
• 33:53
  you
• 33:53
  the
• 33:53
  mantra.
• 33:54
  But
• 33:54
  in
• 33:54
  the
• 33:54
  mantra
• 33:55
  is
• 33:55
  the
• 33:55
  secret
• 33:56
  sauce
• 33:57
  to
• 33:57
  the
• 33:57
  whole
• 33:57
  thing.
• 33:58
  I
• 33:58
  had
• 33:58
  so
• 33:58
  many
• 33:59
  people
• 33:59
  looking
• 33:59
  at
• 34:00
  me
• 34:00
  and
• 34:00
  saying,
• 34:00
  you
• 34:00
  know,
• 34:01
  Catherine,
• 34:02
  I
• 34:02
  did
• 34:02
  the
• 34:02
  work.
• 34:03
  I
• 34:03
  did
• 34:04
  forgive
• 34:04
  them,
• 34:05
  but
• 34:05
  they're
• 34:05
  not
• 34:06
  staying
• 34:06
  forgiven.
• 34:07
  I
• 34:07
  saw
• 34:07
  them
• 34:08
  at
• 34:08
  a
• 34:08
  party
• 34:08
  recently
• 34:10
  and
• 34:10
  I
• 34:10
  got
• 34:11
  mad
• 34:11
  again
• 34:11
  and
• 34:11
  all
• 34:12
  the
• 34:12
  memories
• 34:12
  came
• 34:13
  back
• 34:13
  again
• 34:13
  and
• 34:13
  it
• 34:14
  took
• 34:14
  me
• 34:14
  two
• 34:14
  days
• 34:14
  to
• 34:15
  calm
• 34:15
  down.
• 34:16
  What
• 34:16
  happened?
• 34:17
  It
• 34:17
  was
• 34:17
  a
• 34:17
  trigger.
• 34:18
  How
• 34:18
  do
• 34:18
  you
• 34:18
  get
• 34:18
  rid
• 34:18
  of
• 34:18
  the
• 34:18
  triggers?
• 34:19
  They're
• 34:19
  not
• 34:20
  staying
• 34:20
  forgiven
• 34:20
  because
• 34:21
  you
• 34:21
  didn't
• 34:21
  forgive
• 34:21
  the
• 34:21
  energy.
• 34:24
  So
• 34:24
  this
• 34:24
  is
• 34:25
  turning
• 34:25
  into
• 34:25
  energy
• 34:25
  work.
• 34:27
  Well,
• 34:28
  yeah.
• 34:28
  Everything
• 34:29
  on
• 34:29
  our
• 34:29
  planet,
• 34:29
  science
• 34:30
  has
• 34:30
  proven
• 34:30
  that
• 34:31
  everything
• 34:31
  on
• 34:31
  our
• 34:31
  planet,
• 34:32
  including
• 34:32
  the
• 34:32
  little
• 34:32
  silver
• 34:33
  microphone
• 34:33
  I'm
• 34:33
  talking
• 34:34
  into,
• 34:34
  has
• 34:34
  an
• 34:34
  energy
• 34:35
  field
• 34:35
  around
• 34:35
  it.
• 34:36
  And
• 34:36
  when
• 34:36
  you
• 34:36
  get
• 34:36
  angry,
• 34:37
  everybody,
• 34:38
  nobody
• 34:38
  thinks
• 34:39
  these
• 34:39
  things
• 34:39
  but
• 34:39
  me.
• 34:39
  I'm
• 34:40
  the
• 34:40
  only
• 34:40
  hairpin
• 34:40
  that
• 34:40
  thinks
• 34:41
  these
• 34:41
  things.
• 34:41
  But
• 34:41
  when
• 34:41
  you
• 34:42
  get
• 34:42
  angry,
• 34:43
  you
• 34:43
  assume
• 34:44
  it
• 34:44
  leaves
• 34:44
  your
• 34:44
  mouth
• 34:45
  and
• 34:45
  dissipates
• 34:45
  into
• 34:46
  the
• 34:46
  universe.
• 34:47
  And
• 34:48
  10
• 34:48
  out
• 34:48
  of
• 34:48
  10
• 34:49
  people
• 34:49
  don't
• 34:49
  even
• 34:49
  think
• 34:49
  about
• 34:50
  it.
• 34:50
  They're
• 34:50
  just
• 34:50
  angry.
• 34:51
  Well,
• 34:51
  it
• 34:51
  doesn't
• 34:52
  dissipate,
• 34:52
  dissipate
• 34:53
  into
• 34:53
  the
• 34:54
  universe.
• 34:54
  It
• 34:55
  hangs
• 34:55
  in
• 34:55
  your
• 34:55
  yellow.
• 34:56
  It
• 34:56
  hangs
• 34:56
  in
• 34:56
  your
• 34:56
  energy
• 34:57
  field
• 34:57
  and
• 34:57
  it's
• 34:58
  not
• 34:58
  going
• 34:58
  to
• 34:58
  clear
• 34:59
  until
• 34:59
  you
• 34:59
  clear
• 35:00
  it
• 35:00
  through
• 35:00
  forgiveness.
• 35:01
  So
• 35:01
  you're
• 35:01
  literally
• 35:02
  walking
• 35:02
  around
• 35:02
  in
• 35:03
  a
• 35:03
  cloud.
• 35:05
  You're
• 35:05
  walking
• 35:06
  around
• 35:06
  in
• 35:07
  a
• 35:07
  thunder
• 35:07
  cloud.
• 35:08
  And
• 35:08
  it's
• 35:08
  very
• 35:09
  hard
• 35:09
  to
• 35:09
  see
• 35:09
  things
• 35:10
  when
• 35:10
  you're
• 35:10
  walking
• 35:10
  around
• 35:11
  in
• 35:11
  a
• 35:11
  black
• 35:11
  cloud,
• 35:12
  isn't
• 35:12
  it?
• 35:12
  You
• 35:13
  know,
• 35:13
  your
• 35:13
  dream
• 35:14
  relationship
• 35:14
  might
• 35:15
  have
• 35:15
  just
• 35:15
  walked
• 35:15
  by.
• 35:16
  Well,
• 35:16
  you
• 35:16
  can't
• 35:17
  see
• 35:17
  it
• 35:17
  because
• 35:17
  you're
• 35:18
  so
• 35:18
  focused
• 35:18
  on
• 35:18
  the
• 35:19
  anger.
• 35:19
  You're
• 35:19
  in
• 35:19
  a
• 35:20
  cloud.
• 35:20
  A
• 35:20
  new
• 35:21
  way
• 35:21
  of
• 35:21
  making
• 35:21
  money,
• 35:22
  a
• 35:22
  new
• 35:22
  way
• 35:22
  of
• 35:22
  getting
• 35:22
  healthy.
• 35:23
  You
• 35:23
  missed
• 35:23
  them
• 35:23
  all
• 35:24
  because
• 35:24
  you're
• 35:24
  walking
• 35:25
  around
• 35:25
  in
• 35:25
  a
• 35:25
  cloud.
• 35:26
  It's
• 35:26
  like
• 35:26
  holding
• 35:26
  a
• 35:26
  cup
• 35:27
  in
• 35:27
  front
• 35:27
  of
• 35:27
  you
• 35:27
  and
• 35:27
  saying,
• 35:28
  well,
• 35:28
  you
• 35:29
  know,
• 35:30
  if
• 35:30
  this,
• 35:30
  if
• 35:30
  this
• 35:31
  cup
• 35:31
  represents
• 35:31
  anger
• 35:32
  and
• 35:32
  I'm
• 35:32
  holding
• 35:32
  it
• 35:32
  in
• 35:32
  front
• 35:33
  of
• 35:33
  my
• 35:33
  face,
• 35:33
  well,
• 35:34
  I
• 35:34
  can't
• 35:34
  see
• 35:34
  any,
• 35:35
  anything
• 35:36
  coming
• 35:36
  my
• 35:36
  way
• 35:36
  because
• 35:37
  I'm
• 35:37
  so
• 35:37
  focused
• 35:38
  on
• 35:38
  myself
• 35:38
  and
• 35:39
  the
• 35:39
  anger.
• 35:40
  I'm
• 35:40
  missing
• 35:40
  opportunities.
• 35:41
  And
• 35:42
  that's
• 35:42
  what
• 35:42
  it
• 35:42
  is.
• 35:43
  So
• 35:43
  when
• 35:44
  you,
• 35:44
  when
• 35:44
  you're
• 35:44
  sitting
• 35:44
  alone
• 35:45
  in
• 35:45
  the
• 35:45
  room
• 35:45
  and
• 35:45
  you
• 35:46
  get
• 35:46
  that
• 35:46
  first
• 35:47
  person,
• 35:47
  we'll
• 35:47
  call
• 35:47
  it
• 35:47
  Martha.
• 35:49
  Because
• 35:49
  I
• 35:49
  saved
• 35:49
  the
• 35:49
  name
• 35:50
  Karen's
• 35:50
  for
• 35:50
  the
• 35:50
  number
• 35:51
  10,
• 35:51
  right?
• 35:52
  Of
• 35:53
  course.
• 35:53
  And
• 35:53
  I
• 35:53
  don't
• 35:53
  know
• 35:53
  any
• 35:54
  Martha's.
• 35:55
  So
• 35:55
  you
• 35:56
  want
• 35:56
  to
• 35:56
  forgive
• 35:56
  Martha.
• 35:57
  So
• 35:57
  you
• 35:57
  put
• 35:57
  your
• 35:58
  hand
• 35:58
  in
• 35:58
  your,
• 35:58
  on
• 35:58
  your
• 35:59
  heart
• 35:59
  and
• 35:59
  you
• 35:59
  say,
• 36:00
  I
• 36:00
  completely
• 36:00
  forgive
• 36:01
  Martha.
• 36:01
  I
• 36:02
  forgive
• 36:02
  the
• 36:02
  energy
• 36:03
  around
• 36:03
  Martha.
• 36:04
  I
• 36:04
  completely
• 36:04
  forgive
• 36:05
  myself.
• 36:06
  I
• 36:06
  forgive
• 36:06
  the
• 36:06
  energy
• 36:07
  around
• 36:07
  myself.
• 36:08
  I
• 36:08
  completely
• 36:09
  forgive
• 36:09
  the
• 36:09
  energy
• 36:09
  around
• 36:10
  our
• 36:10
  relationship.
• 36:11
  And
• 36:11
  so
• 36:11
  it
• 36:11
  is
• 36:12
  amen.
• 36:12
  End
• 36:12
  it
• 36:13
  any
• 36:13
  way
• 36:13
  you
• 36:13
  like.
• 36:14
  Now
• 36:14
  I
• 36:14
  want
• 36:15
  you
• 36:15
  to
• 36:15
  check
• 36:15
  in
• 36:15
  with
• 36:15
  your
• 36:15
  body.
• 36:16
  You
• 36:17
  still
• 36:17
  mad?
• 36:18
  No.
• 36:18
  Cross
• 36:19
  the
• 36:19
  name
• 36:19
  off,
• 36:20
  go
• 36:20
  to
• 36:20
  the
• 36:20
  next
• 36:20
  person
• 36:21
  on
• 36:21
  the
• 36:21
  list.
• 36:22
  Are
• 36:22
  you
• 36:22
  still
• 36:22
  mad?
• 36:23
  Was
• 36:23
  it
• 36:23
  a
• 36:23
  level
• 36:24
  three
• 36:24
  person
• 36:24
  and
• 36:25
  you're
• 36:25
  still
• 36:25
  mad.
• 36:25
  Okay,
• 36:26
  cross
• 36:26
  out
• 36:26
  the
• 36:27
  three,
• 36:27
  put
• 36:27
  a
• 36:28
  two,
• 36:28
  wait
• 36:29
  24
• 36:29
  hours,
• 36:30
  do
• 36:30
  it
• 36:30
  again
• 36:31
  tomorrow
• 36:31
  night.
• 36:33
  What?
• 36:33
  And
• 36:33
  this
• 36:33
  happened
• 36:34
  to
• 36:34
  a
• 36:34
  friend
• 36:34
  of
• 36:34
  mine.
• 36:35
  She
• 36:35
  was
• 36:35
  right
• 36:35
  in
• 36:35
  front
• 36:35
  of
• 36:35
  me.
• 36:36
  I
• 36:36
  was
• 36:36
  watching
• 36:36
  her.
• 36:37
  She.
• 36:37
  I
• 36:37
  mean,
• 36:37
  she
• 36:38
  was
• 36:38
  literally
• 36:38
  right
• 36:38
  in
• 36:38
  front
• 36:39
  of
• 36:39
  me.
• 36:39
  And
• 36:40
  she
• 36:40
  was
• 36:41
  a
• 36:41
  level
• 36:42
  five
• 36:42
  person,
• 36:42
  I
• 36:42
  think.
• 36:43
  And
• 36:43
  she
• 36:43
  made
• 36:44
  that
• 36:44
  first
• 36:44
  pass,
• 36:45
  and
• 36:45
  she
• 36:45
  checked
• 36:46
  in
• 36:46
  with
• 36:46
  her
• 36:46
  body,
• 36:47
  and
• 36:47
  she
• 36:47
  said,
• 36:47
  I'm
• 36:48
  furious.
• 36:49
  I
• 36:49
  said,
• 36:49
  excuse
• 36:50
  me?
• 36:50
  She
• 36:50
  said,
• 36:50
  I'm
• 36:51
  even
• 36:51
  more
• 36:51
  angry
• 36:52
  than
• 36:52
  I
• 36:52
  was
• 36:52
  before.
• 36:54
  Shut
• 36:54
  up.
• 36:55
  To
• 36:55
  a
• 36:55
  10.
• 36:55
  What
• 36:56
  happened?
• 36:57
  There's
• 36:57
  a
• 36:57
  closet
• 36:58
  in
• 36:58
  the
• 36:58
  back
• 36:58
  of
• 36:58
  your
• 36:58
  mind,
• 36:59
  and
• 36:59
  it's
• 37:00
  closed.
• 37:01
  And
• 37:01
  the
• 37:01
  subconscious
• 37:02
  mind,
• 37:02
  it's
• 37:03
  there.
• 37:03
  And
• 37:04
  there's
• 37:04
  a
• 37:04
  movie
• 37:05
  playing
• 37:06
  in
• 37:06
  that
• 37:06
  closet.
• 37:07
  You
• 37:07
  don't
• 37:07
  know
• 37:07
  what's
• 37:07
  there.
• 37:07
  If
• 37:07
  you
• 37:08
  knew
• 37:08
  it
• 37:08
  was
• 37:08
  there,
• 37:08
  you
• 37:08
  would
• 37:08
  turn
• 37:09
  it
• 37:09
  off,
• 37:10
  but
• 37:10
  you
• 37:10
  don't
• 37:10
  know
• 37:10
  it's
• 37:10
  there.
• 37:11
  And
• 37:11
  forgiveness
• 37:11
  is
• 37:12
  an
• 37:12
  onion.
• 37:12
  And
• 37:13
  you
• 37:13
  just
• 37:13
  forgave
• 37:13
  the
• 37:14
  first
• 37:14
  layer.
• 37:15
  And
• 37:15
  your
• 37:15
  brain
• 37:16
  went,
• 37:16
  ooh,
• 37:17
  Samantha's
• 37:18
  ready
• 37:18
  for
• 37:19
  the
• 37:19
  closet.
• 37:19
  And
• 37:19
  it
• 37:20
  unlocks
• 37:20
  the
• 37:20
  door.
• 37:20
  And
• 37:21
  it
• 37:21
  opened
• 37:21
  up
• 37:21
  the
• 37:21
  door
• 37:22
  and
• 37:22
  it
• 37:22
  flooded
• 37:23
  your
• 37:23
  brain
• 37:23
  with
• 37:24
  memories
• 37:24
  you
• 37:24
  didn't
• 37:25
  even
• 37:25
  know
• 37:25
  existed.
• 37:26
  Yup.
• 37:27
  So
• 37:27
  you
• 37:27
  put.
• 37:28
  You
• 37:28
  cross
• 37:28
  out
• 37:28
  the
• 37:29
  three,
• 37:29
  you
• 37:29
  put
• 37:29
  a
• 37:29
  10,
• 37:30
  you
• 37:30
  put
• 37:30
  it
• 37:30
  at
• 37:30
  the
• 37:30
  back
• 37:30
  of
• 37:31
  the
• 37:31
  list,
• 37:31
  and
• 37:31
  you
• 37:31
  keep
• 37:31
  going.
• 37:32
  That's
• 37:33
  the
• 37:33
  basic
• 37:34
  behind
• 37:34
  the
• 37:34
  system.
• 37:35
  I
• 37:35
  want
• 37:35
  you
• 37:35
  to
• 37:35
  do
• 37:35
  it
• 37:36
  before
• 37:36
  you
• 37:36
  go
• 37:36
  to
• 37:36
  sleep
• 37:37
  or
• 37:37
  sometime
• 37:38
  after
• 37:38
  dinner
• 37:38
  with
• 37:38
  an
• 37:39
  eyeshadow
• 37:39
  sleep,
• 37:40
  because
• 37:41
  8
• 37:41
  out
• 37:41
  of
• 37:41
  10
• 37:42
  people
• 37:42
  get
• 37:42
  super
• 37:43
  tired
• 37:43
  when
• 37:43
  they
• 37:43
  do
• 37:44
  this
• 37:44
  work.
• 37:45
  Oh,
• 37:45
  that
• 37:45
  makes
• 37:45
  sense.
• 37:46
  Super
• 37:46
  tired.
• 37:47
  Yeah.
• 37:47
  So
• 37:48
  do
• 37:48
  it
• 37:48
  before
• 37:48
  bed.
• 37:49
  Some
• 37:49
  people.
• 37:49
  I
• 37:50
  don't
• 37:50
  know
• 37:50
  how
• 37:50
  to
• 37:50
  politely.
• 37:51
  Not
• 37:51
  how
• 37:52
  to
• 37:52
  politely
• 37:52
  say
• 37:52
  this.
• 37:53
  You
• 37:53
  might
• 37:53
  be
• 37:53
  in
• 37:53
  the
• 37:54
  bathroom
• 37:54
  for
• 37:54
  a
• 37:54
  few
• 37:55
  minutes.
• 37:57
  You
• 37:57
  did
• 37:58
  not
• 37:58
  eat
• 37:58
  a
• 37:58
  piece
• 37:59
  of
• 37:59
  bad
• 37:59
  fish.
• 38:00
  It's
• 38:01
  your
• 38:01
  body
• 38:01
  trying
• 38:01
  to
• 38:02
  clear
• 38:02
  out,
• 38:04
  purge
• 38:04
  your
• 38:05
  system.
• 38:05
  Now,
• 38:05
  why
• 38:05
  does
• 38:06
  that
• 38:06
  happen?
• 38:08
  There
• 38:08
  was
• 38:08
  a
• 38:08
  study
• 38:09
  done
• 38:09
  in
• 38:09
  Japan
• 38:09
  called
• 38:10
  the
• 38:10
  Japanese
• 38:10
  Water
• 38:11
  Study
• 38:11
  by
• 38:12
  a
• 38:12
  guy
• 38:12
  named
• 38:12
  Masumoto.
• 38:13
  I
• 38:13
  think
• 38:14
  that's
• 38:14
  his
• 38:14
  name.
• 38:14
  I
• 38:14
  always
• 38:14
  get
• 38:14
  his
• 38:15
  name
• 38:15
  wrong.
• 38:15
  Oh,
• 38:15
  Melissa,
• 38:16
  take
• 38:16
  note.
• 38:16
  I
• 38:16
  know
• 38:17
  you'll
• 38:17
  love
• 38:17
  this
• 38:18
  Hasumoto.
• 38:20
  And
• 38:20
  I've
• 38:20
  re.
• 38:20
  I've
• 38:21
  said
• 38:21
  it
• 38:21
  so
• 38:21
  many
• 38:21
  times.
• 38:21
  It
• 38:22
  just.
• 38:22
  It
• 38:22
  does.
• 38:22
  His
• 38:22
  name
• 38:23
  doesn't
• 38:23
  stick
• 38:23
  in
• 38:23
  my
• 38:23
  head
• 38:24
  anyways.
• 38:24
  If
• 38:24
  you
• 38:25
  Google
• 38:25
  the
• 38:25
  first
• 38:25
  pay
• 38:26
  on
• 38:26
  the
• 38:26
  first
• 38:26
  page.
• 38:27
  Japanese
• 38:27
  water
• 38:27
  study.
• 38:28
  I
• 38:28
  pro.
• 38:28
  It's
• 38:28
  right
• 38:28
  there.
• 38:29
  There.
• 38:29
  What
• 38:29
  he
• 38:29
  did
• 38:30
  is
• 38:30
  he
• 38:30
  took
• 38:31
  two
• 38:31
  containers
• 38:32
  of
• 38:32
  water.
• 38:33
  And
• 38:33
  the
• 38:33
  first
• 38:33
  container
• 38:34
  of
• 38:34
  water,
• 38:34
  he
• 38:35
  just
• 38:35
  talked
• 38:35
  to
• 38:36
  it.
• 38:36
  That's
• 38:36
  all
• 38:36
  he
• 38:37
  did.
• 38:37
  He
• 38:37
  spoke
• 38:38
  beautiful
• 38:38
  words
• 38:39
  of
• 38:39
  love
• 38:39
  to
• 38:39
  this
• 38:40
  water.
• 38:41
  The
• 38:41
  most
• 38:41
  beautiful
• 38:42
  things
• 38:42
  you
• 38:42
  can
• 38:42
  say
• 38:42
  to
• 38:43
  a
• 38:43
  human,
• 38:43
  he
• 38:43
  said
• 38:44
  to
• 38:44
  the
• 38:44
  water.
• 38:45
  The
• 38:45
  other
• 38:45
  container
• 38:46
  of
• 38:46
  water.
• 38:47
  Hate
• 38:47
  the
• 38:48
  most
• 38:48
  horrible
• 38:49
  Nasty
• 38:51
  hatred.
• 38:51
  Things
• 38:51
  he
• 38:52
  could.
• 38:52
  You
• 38:52
  could
• 38:52
  say
• 38:52
  to
• 38:53
  a
• 38:53
  human,
• 38:53
  he
• 38:53
  said
• 38:54
  to
• 38:54
  that
• 38:54
  water.
• 38:54
  He
• 38:55
  then
• 38:55
  froze
• 38:55
  the
• 38:55
  water
• 38:56
  and
• 38:56
  he
• 38:56
  put
• 38:56
  it
• 38:56
  under
• 38:56
  a
• 38:56
  microscope.
• 38:58
  The
• 38:58
  water
• 38:59
  he
• 38:59
  spoke
• 38:59
  loved.
• 39:00
  The
• 39:00
  pictures
• 39:00
  are
• 39:00
  phenomenal.
• 39:01
  The
• 39:01
  water
• 39:01
  he
• 39:02
  spoke
• 39:02
  love
• 39:02
  to
• 39:03
  had
• 39:03
  these
• 39:03
  gorgeous
• 39:04
  snowflake
• 39:05
  kind
• 39:05
  of
• 39:05
  transformation.
• 39:06
  These
• 39:07
  crystal
• 39:07
  formations
• 39:08
  that
• 39:08
  are
• 39:08
  just
• 39:08
  gorgeous.
• 39:09
  The
• 39:09
  water
• 39:09
  he
• 39:10
  spoke
• 39:10
  hate
• 39:10
  to
• 39:11
  had
• 39:11
  malformations.
• 39:12
  They
• 39:13
  were
• 39:13
  black
• 39:13
  and
• 39:13
  they
• 39:13
  were
• 39:14
  nasty
• 39:14
  and
• 39:14
  they
• 39:14
  kind
• 39:14
  of
• 39:15
  look
• 39:15
  sick
• 39:15
  and
• 39:15
  diseased.
• 39:17
  Why
• 39:17
  am
• 39:18
  I
• 39:18
  telling
• 39:18
  you
• 39:18
  this?
• 39:19
  Your
• 39:19
  body
• 39:20
  is
• 39:20
  95%
• 39:21
  water,
• 39:21
  give
• 39:21
  or
• 39:22
  take.
• 39:23
  So
• 39:23
  when
• 39:23
  your
• 39:23
  self
• 39:23
  talk
• 39:24
  is
• 39:24
  bad,
• 39:24
  when
• 39:25
  you're
• 39:25
  holding
• 39:25
  on
• 39:26
  to
• 39:26
  anger,
• 39:27
  what
• 39:27
  do
• 39:27
  you
• 39:27
  think
• 39:27
  you're
• 39:28
  doing
• 39:28
  to
• 39:28
  the
• 39:28
  water
• 39:28
  cells
• 39:29
  within
• 39:29
  your
• 39:29
  own
• 39:29
  body?
• 39:30
  You're
• 39:30
  literally
• 39:30
  making
• 39:31
  yourself
• 39:31
  sick
• 39:31
  from
• 39:32
  the
• 39:32
  outside
• 39:32
  in.
• 39:33
  Forgiveness
• 39:34
  is
• 39:34
  going
• 39:34
  to
• 39:35
  change
• 39:36
  all
• 39:36
  of
• 39:36
  those
• 39:36
  water
• 39:36
  cells
• 39:37
  back
• 39:37
  into
• 39:38
  those
• 39:38
  beautiful
• 39:38
  crystalline
• 39:39
  forms.
• 39:40
  But
• 39:40
  the
• 39:40
  dark
• 39:41
  cells
• 39:41
  that
• 39:42
  they
• 39:42
  change,
• 39:43
  they
• 39:43
  gotta
• 39:44
  go
• 39:44
  someplace.
• 39:46
  Your
• 39:46
  body
• 39:46
  has
• 39:46
  to
• 39:46
  purge
• 39:47
  them.
• 39:47
  And
• 39:48
  your
• 39:48
  body
• 39:48
  heals
• 39:48
  itself
• 39:49
  when
• 39:49
  it's
• 39:49
  sleeping.
• 39:50
  So
• 39:50
  that's
• 39:50
  why
• 39:50
  I
• 39:51
  want
• 39:51
  people
• 39:51
  to
• 39:51
  do
• 39:51
  this
• 39:52
  before
• 39:52
  they.
• 39:52
  Before
• 39:53
  they
• 39:53
  go
• 39:53
  to
• 39:53
  bed.
• 39:54
  Never
• 39:54
  do
• 39:54
  more
• 39:55
  than
• 39:55
  10
• 39:55
  a
• 39:55
  night.
• 39:56
  Okay.
• 39:57
  Two
• 39:57
  things.
• 39:58
  One,
• 39:59
  remind
• 40:00
  me,
• 40:00
  are
• 40:00
  we
• 40:00
  verbally
• 40:01
  saying
• 40:01
  these
• 40:01
  things
• 40:01
  or
• 40:01
  can
• 40:02
  we
• 40:02
  say
• 40:02
  these
• 40:02
  things
• 40:02
  in
• 40:02
  our
• 40:02
  head
• 40:03
  when
• 40:03
  we're
• 40:03
  doing
• 40:03
  this?
• 40:04
  I
• 40:04
  usually,
• 40:05
  if
• 40:05
  I'm
• 40:05
  alone
• 40:06
  in
• 40:06
  a
• 40:06
  room,
• 40:06
  I'm
• 40:06
  saying
• 40:06
  it
• 40:07
  out
• 40:07
  loud
• 40:07
  to
• 40:07
  the
• 40:07
  room.
• 40:08
  Okay.
• 40:10
  If
• 40:10
  somebody
• 40:11
  walks
• 40:11
  in
• 40:11
  or
• 40:11
  you
• 40:11
  can't
• 40:12
  be
• 40:12
  alone
• 40:12
  in
• 40:12
  a
• 40:13
  room,
• 40:14
  Go
• 40:14
  outside
• 40:15
  and
• 40:16
  try
• 40:16
  and
• 40:16
  find,
• 40:17
  you
• 40:17
  know,
• 40:17
  a
• 40:17
  tree
• 40:18
  where
• 40:18
  nobody's
• 40:18
  around.
• 40:19
  If
• 40:19
  you
• 40:19
  have
• 40:19
  to
• 40:19
  say
• 40:20
  them
• 40:20
  in
• 40:20
  your
• 40:20
  head,
• 40:20
  say
• 40:21
  them
• 40:21
  in
• 40:21
  your
• 40:21
  head
• 40:21
  because
• 40:21
  I'd
• 40:22
  rather
• 40:22
  you
• 40:22
  did
• 40:22
  that
• 40:22
  than
• 40:22
  nothing
• 40:23
  at
• 40:23
  all.
• 40:23
  But
• 40:23
  I
• 40:24
  literally
• 40:24
  would
• 40:24
  like
• 40:25
  you
• 40:25
  to
• 40:25
  say
• 40:25
  them
• 40:25
  out
• 40:25
  loud
• 40:26
  because
• 40:26
  not
• 40:26
  only
• 40:26
  are
• 40:26
  you
• 40:27
  talking
• 40:27
  it,
• 40:27
  but
• 40:27
  your
• 40:28
  brain
• 40:28
  is
• 40:28
  going
• 40:28
  to
• 40:28
  hear
• 40:28
  it.
• 40:29
  So
• 40:29
  you're
• 40:29
  gonna,
• 40:30
  you're
• 40:30
  gonna
• 40:30
  talk
• 40:30
  it.
• 40:30
  And
• 40:31
  while
• 40:31
  you're
• 40:31
  talking,
• 40:32
  your
• 40:32
  brain
• 40:32
  is
• 40:32
  hearing
• 40:32
  it,
• 40:33
  so
• 40:33
  you're
• 40:33
  getting
• 40:33
  it
• 40:33
  twice.
• 40:34
  That
• 40:34
  makes
• 40:35
  sense.
• 40:36
  That
• 40:36
  makes
• 40:36
  sense.
• 40:36
  It's
• 40:37
  really
• 40:37
  awkward
• 40:37
  for
• 40:37
  me
• 40:37
  to
• 40:38
  like
• 40:38
  say
• 40:38
  things
• 40:38
  like
• 40:38
  that,
• 40:39
  but.
• 40:39
  Yeah,
• 40:40
  but
• 40:40
  you're
• 40:40
  alone
• 40:40
  in
• 40:40
  a
• 40:41
  room.
• 40:41
  Nobody's
• 40:41
  there
• 40:41
  with
• 40:42
  the
• 40:42
  plants.
• 40:43
  I
• 40:43
  know,
• 40:46
  okay.
• 40:46
  Second
• 40:47
  thing.
• 40:47
  I
• 40:48
  know
• 40:48
  that.
• 40:48
  I
• 40:48
  know
• 40:49
  that.
• 40:49
  Yeah.
• 40:51
  What's
• 40:52
  the
• 40:52
  point,
• 40:52
  man?
• 40:54
  I
• 40:54
  know
• 40:54
  the
• 40:55
  walls
• 40:55
  are
• 40:55
  talking.
• 40:58
  Second
• 40:58
  thing
• 40:59
  that
• 40:59
  I
• 40:59
  heard
• 40:59
  you
• 40:59
  say
• 41:00
  just
• 41:00
  a
• 41:00
  second
• 41:00
  ago
• 41:01
  was
• 41:01
  that
• 41:02
  when
• 41:02
  you
• 41:03
  do
• 41:03
  that
• 41:03
  negative
• 41:04
  self
• 41:04
  talk
• 41:05
  that
• 41:05
  you
• 41:05
  know,
• 41:06
  what
• 41:06
  is
• 41:06
  that
• 41:06
  doing
• 41:06
  to
• 41:06
  inside
• 41:07
  your
• 41:07
  body?
• 41:08
  So
• 41:08
  are
• 41:08
  you
• 41:08
  associating
• 41:10
  this
• 41:11
  giving
• 41:11
  forgiveness
• 41:12
  and
• 41:12
  doing
• 41:13
  this
• 41:13
  process
• 41:14
  as
• 41:14
  to
• 41:15
  why
• 41:15
  we
• 41:15
  have
• 41:16
  negative
• 41:16
  self
• 41:16
  talk?
• 41:18
  Sometimes
• 41:19
  anger
• 41:19
  will
• 41:20
  cause
• 41:20
  the
• 41:20
  negative
• 41:20
  self
• 41:21
  talk.
• 41:21
  When
• 41:21
  you're
• 41:21
  a
• 41:22
  kid
• 41:22
  and
• 41:22
  your
• 41:22
  parents
• 41:23
  are
• 41:23
  constantly
• 41:24
  belittling
• 41:24
  you
• 41:25
  and
• 41:25
  saying
• 41:25
  you're
• 41:25
  only
• 41:25
  good.
• 41:26
  You
• 41:26
  should
• 41:26
  just
• 41:26
  get
• 41:26
  married
• 41:27
  and
• 41:27
  have
• 41:27
  babies
• 41:27
  because
• 41:28
  that's
• 41:28
  all
• 41:28
  you're
• 41:29
  good
• 41:29
  for.
• 41:29
  Oh,
• 41:29
  is
• 41:29
  that
• 41:30
  just
• 41:30
  my
• 41:30
  father?
• 41:31
  Oh,
• 41:31
  sorry.
• 41:32
  No.
• 41:35
  But
• 41:35
  you
• 41:35
  know,
• 41:36
  it
• 41:36
  does
• 41:36
  something
• 41:37
  especially
• 41:37
  to
• 41:37
  women.
• 41:38
  We
• 41:38
  have
• 41:38
  this
• 41:38
  worthy
• 41:39
  problem.
• 41:39
  We
• 41:39
  don't
• 41:39
  think
• 41:40
  we're
• 41:40
  worthy
• 41:40
  enough
• 41:41
  because
• 41:41
  we've
• 41:41
  spent
• 41:42
  many
• 41:42
  10,
• 41:43
  20,
• 41:43
  30,
• 41:43
  40
• 41:44
  years
• 41:44
  being
• 41:45
  told
• 41:45
  you're
• 41:45
  not
• 41:45
  good
• 41:45
  enough.
• 41:46
  Will
• 41:46
  eventually
• 41:46
  you
• 41:47
  think
• 41:47
  to
• 41:47
  yourself,
• 41:48
  well,
• 41:48
  if
• 41:49
  everybody
• 41:49
  says
• 41:49
  I'm
• 41:49
  not
• 41:50
  good
• 41:50
  enough,
• 41:50
  I
• 41:51
  might
• 41:51
  as
• 41:51
  well
• 41:51
  just
• 41:51
  show
• 41:52
  them
• 41:52
  and
• 41:52
  become
• 41:52
  that.
• 41:53
  So
• 41:53
  yeah,
• 41:53
  your
• 41:54
  self
• 41:54
  talk
• 41:54
  is
• 41:55
  often
• 41:55
  a
• 41:56
  symptom
• 41:56
  of
• 41:56
  your
• 41:57
  anger.
• 41:57
  And
• 41:58
  the
• 41:58
  stuff
• 41:58
  that
• 41:58
  is
• 41:59
  taught,
• 41:59
  we've
• 42:00
  been
• 42:00
  taught,
• 42:00
  but
• 42:01
  we've
• 42:01
  got
• 42:01
  this.
• 42:02
  This
• 42:02
  forgiveness
• 42:03
  system
• 42:03
  is
• 42:03
  going
• 42:04
  to
• 42:04
  get
• 42:04
  rid
• 42:04
  of
• 42:04
  some
• 42:04
  of
• 42:04
  those
• 42:05
  layers
• 42:05
  and
• 42:05
  you're
• 42:05
  going
• 42:06
  to
• 42:06
  start
• 42:06
  with
• 42:06
  the
• 42:06
  easy
• 42:07
  ones
• 42:07
  and
• 42:07
  you're
• 42:07
  going
• 42:07
  to
• 42:07
  go
• 42:07
  up
• 42:08
  to
• 42:08
  the
• 42:08
  hard
• 42:09
  ones.
• 42:09
  Now
• 42:10
  how
• 42:10
  do
• 42:10
  you
• 42:10
  forgive
• 42:11
  the
• 42:11
  unforgivable?
• 42:13
  The
• 42:13
  big
• 42:13
  question.
• 42:14
  Very
• 42:14
  good
• 42:14
  question.
• 42:16
  We're
• 42:16
  going
• 42:16
  to
• 42:17
  use
• 42:17
  myself
• 42:17
  as
• 42:17
  an
• 42:17
  example,
• 42:18
  okay.
• 42:18
  Because
• 42:19
  it's
• 42:19
  the
• 42:19
  easiest.
• 42:19
  And
• 42:19
  we're
• 42:20
  going
• 42:20
  to
• 42:20
  use
• 42:20
  me
• 42:20
  and
• 42:20
  my
• 42:20
  dad.
• 42:22
  I
• 42:22
  didn't
• 42:22
  want
• 42:23
  to
• 42:23
  forgive
• 42:23
  my
• 42:23
  father.
• 42:24
  Is
• 42:24
  he
• 42:24
  alive?
• 42:25
  No,
• 42:25
  he
• 42:26
  died
• 42:26
  years
• 42:26
  ago.
• 42:26
  So
• 42:27
  I'm
• 42:27
  forgiving
• 42:27
  a
• 42:27
  dead
• 42:28
  person.
• 42:28
  Okay,
• 42:29
  got
• 42:29
  you.
• 42:30
  It
• 42:30
  sounds
• 42:31
  very
• 42:31
  strange
• 42:31
  to
• 42:32
  say
• 42:32
  my
• 42:32
  relationship
• 42:33
  with
• 42:33
  my
• 42:33
  father
• 42:34
  is
• 42:34
  really
• 42:34
  good
• 42:34
  today
• 42:35
  and
• 42:35
  he's
• 42:35
  not
• 42:36
  around.
• 42:36
  But
• 42:36
  I'm
• 42:37
  also
• 42:37
  clairaudient
• 42:37
  and
• 42:38
  clairvoyant
• 42:38
  and
• 42:38
  well,
• 42:39
  I'm
• 42:39
  also
• 42:39
  a
• 42:39
  medium,
• 42:40
  so
• 42:40
  never
• 42:40
  mind.
• 42:40
  That's
• 42:41
  a
• 42:41
  rabbit
• 42:41
  hole
• 42:41
  we
• 42:41
  can
• 42:41
  go
• 42:42
  down
• 42:42
  another
• 42:42
  time.
• 42:43
  But
• 42:44
  dad
• 42:44
  and
• 42:44
  I
• 42:44
  have
• 42:44
  a
• 42:44
  good
• 42:45
  relationship
• 42:45
  now.
• 42:45
  But
• 42:46
  it
• 42:46
  took
• 42:46
  a
• 42:46
  long
• 42:46
  time.
• 42:46
  This
• 42:47
  is
• 42:47
  a
• 42:47
  marathon.
• 42:47
  It
• 42:48
  is
• 42:48
  not
• 42:48
  a
• 42:48
  sprint.
• 42:48
  And
• 42:49
  when
• 42:49
  I
• 42:49
  first
• 42:49
  started.
• 42:50
  This
• 42:50
  was
• 42:50
  years
• 42:50
  ago.
• 42:51
  When
• 42:51
  I
• 42:51
  first
• 42:51
  started
• 42:51
  to
• 42:52
  forgive
• 42:52
  him,
• 42:53
  I
• 42:53
  didn't
• 42:54
  even
• 42:54
  want
• 42:54
  to
• 42:54
  forgive
• 42:55
  him.
• 42:55
  And
• 42:55
  I
• 42:56
  didn't
• 42:56
  even
• 42:56
  want
• 42:56
  to
• 42:56
  forgive
• 42:57
  the
• 42:57
  energy
• 42:58
  around
• 42:58
  the
• 42:58
  man.
• 42:59
  That's
• 42:59
  how
• 42:59
  angry
• 43:00
  I
• 43:00
  was,
• 43:01
  was.
• 43:01
  So
• 43:02
  I
• 43:02
  pulled
• 43:02
  apart
• 43:03
  the
• 43:03
  memory.
• 43:04
  You
• 43:04
  can
• 43:05
  forgive
• 43:05
  anything.
• 43:06
  I
• 43:07
  picked
• 43:07
  a
• 43:07
  memory
• 43:08
  like
• 43:08
  a
• 43:08
  Thanksgiving.
• 43:09
  And
• 43:10
  I
• 43:10
  forgave
• 43:10
  the
• 43:11
  table
• 43:11
  we
• 43:11
  sat
• 43:12
  at.
• 43:12
  I
• 43:12
  am
• 43:12
  not
• 43:13
  kidding.
• 43:13
  I
• 43:13
  forgave
• 43:14
  the
• 43:14
  energy
• 43:14
  around
• 43:15
  the
• 43:15
  table.
• 43:15
  I
• 43:16
  forgave
• 43:16
  the
• 43:16
  chair
• 43:16
  that
• 43:17
  I
• 43:17
  sat
• 43:17
  in,
• 43:17
  the
• 43:17
  energy
• 43:18
  around
• 43:18
  the
• 43:18
  chair.
• 43:19
  I
• 43:19
  forgave
• 43:20
  the
• 43:20
  people
• 43:20
  were
• 43:20
  at
• 43:20
  the
• 43:21
  table,
• 43:21
  the
• 43:21
  energy
• 43:22
  around
• 43:22
  the
• 43:22
  people.
• 43:23
  I
• 43:23
  forgave
• 43:24
  the
• 43:24
  house
• 43:24
  that
• 43:24
  we
• 43:25
  were
• 43:25
  in,
• 43:25
  the
• 43:25
  energy
• 43:26
  around
• 43:26
  the
• 43:26
  house.
• 43:27
  I
• 43:27
  forgave
• 43:28
  the
• 43:28
  town,
• 43:28
  I
• 43:29
  forgave
• 43:29
  the
• 43:29
  state.
• 43:30
  I
• 43:30
  forgave
• 43:30
  the
• 43:31
  date
• 43:31
  on
• 43:31
  the,
• 43:31
  on
• 43:31
  the
• 43:32
  calendar.
• 43:33
  I
• 43:33
  mean,
• 43:33
  I.
• 43:34
  I
• 43:34
  was
• 43:34
  known
• 43:34
  to
• 43:34
  forgive
• 43:35
  1974.
• 43:37
  Why
• 43:37
  did
• 43:37
  I
• 43:38
  forgive
• 43:38
  1974?
• 43:39
  Because
• 43:39
  that's
• 43:39
  the
• 43:39
  year
• 43:40
  I
• 43:40
  tried
• 43:40
  to
• 43:40
  commit
• 43:40
  suicide.
• 43:41
  It
• 43:41
  was
• 43:41
  a
• 43:41
  horrible
• 43:42
  year.
• 43:42
  And
• 43:42
  I
• 43:42
  pulled
• 43:43
  apart
• 43:43
  the
• 43:43
  memory,
• 43:43
  and
• 43:44
  I
• 43:44
  forgave
• 43:44
  the
• 43:44
  bullies
• 43:45
  and
• 43:45
  all
• 43:45
  the
• 43:45
  other
• 43:45
  stuff,
• 43:46
  but
• 43:46
  I
• 43:47
  finally
• 43:47
  also
• 43:47
  forgave
• 43:48
  the
• 43:48
  year.
• 43:48
  So
• 43:49
  you
• 43:49
  pick
• 43:49
  apart
• 43:50
  the
• 43:50
  memory,
• 43:51
  and
• 43:51
  then
• 43:51
  you
• 43:51
  go
• 43:52
  back
• 43:52
  in
• 43:52
  and
• 43:53
  say,
• 43:53
  okay,
• 43:53
  am
• 43:54
  I.
• 43:54
  Am
• 43:54
  I
• 43:54
  able
• 43:55
  to
• 43:55
  forgive
• 43:55
  my
• 43:55
  father?
• 43:56
  No.
• 43:56
  Okay,
• 43:57
  that's
• 43:57
  fine.
• 43:57
  No
• 43:58
  judgment.
• 43:59
  But
• 43:59
  I
• 43:59
  managed
• 44:00
  to
• 44:00
  get
• 44:00
  it
• 44:00
  to
• 44:00
  like
• 44:00
  a
• 44:01
  9.5.
• 44:02
  I
• 44:03
  haven't
• 44:03
  forgiven
• 44:03
  dad
• 44:04
  yet.
• 44:04
  I
• 44:04
  have
• 44:05
  not
• 44:05
  forgiven
• 44:05
  the
• 44:05
  energy
• 44:06
  around
• 44:06
  dad,
• 44:06
  but
• 44:07
  I've
• 44:07
  gotten
• 44:07
  that
• 44:07
  10
• 44:07
  down
• 44:08
  to
• 44:08
  a
• 44:08
  9.5
• 44:09
  by
• 44:09
  pulling
• 44:09
  apart
• 44:10
  the
• 44:10
  memory
• 44:10
  and
• 44:10
  forgiving
• 44:11
  the
• 44:11
  energy
• 44:11
  in
• 44:12
  other
• 44:12
  parts
• 44:12
  of
• 44:12
  the
• 44:12
  memory.
• 44:13
  So
• 44:14
  I
• 44:14
  chose
• 44:14
  another
• 44:14
  memory
• 44:15
  and
• 44:15
  I
• 44:15
  did
• 44:15
  it
• 44:15
  again.
• 44:18
  And
• 44:18
  that's
• 44:19
  how
• 44:19
  you
• 44:19
  get
• 44:19
  these
• 44:19
  people.
• 44:20
  Eventually,
• 44:20
  when
• 44:20
  I
• 44:21
  got.
• 44:21
  When
• 44:21
  I
• 44:21
  got
• 44:21
  it
• 44:22
  down,
• 44:22
  when
• 44:22
  I
• 44:22
  got
• 44:22
  the
• 44:23
  memories
• 44:23
  down
• 44:23
  to.
• 44:24
  I
• 44:24
  was
• 44:24
  able
• 44:24
  to
• 44:24
  get
• 44:25
  it
• 44:25
  down
• 44:25
  to
• 44:25
  a
• 44:25
  nine.
• 44:26
  And
• 44:26
  then
• 44:27
  I
• 44:27
  started
• 44:28
  forgiving
• 44:28
  Dad.
• 44:29
  I
• 44:29
  still
• 44:29
  couldn't
• 44:29
  forgive
• 44:30
  my
• 44:30
  father,
• 44:30
  but
• 44:30
  I
• 44:31
  was
• 44:31
  able
• 44:31
  to
• 44:31
  forgive
• 44:32
  the
• 44:32
  energy
• 44:32
  around
• 44:33
  my
• 44:33
  father
• 44:33
  for
• 44:34
  a
• 44:34
  while.
• 44:35
  So
• 44:36
  you
• 44:36
  understand
• 44:36
  why
• 44:36
  this
• 44:36
  is
• 44:37
  going
• 44:37
  to
• 44:37
  take
• 44:37
  a
• 44:37
  long
• 44:37
  time.
• 44:37
  It
• 44:38
  took
• 44:38
  me
• 44:38
  months
• 44:38
  and
• 44:39
  months
• 44:39
  and
• 44:39
  months
• 44:40
  to
• 44:40
  get
• 44:40
  my
• 44:41
  number
• 44:41
  10
• 44:41
  dad.
• 44:42
  All
• 44:42
  the
• 44:43
  way
• 44:43
  down
• 44:43
  to
• 44:43
  a
• 44:43
  forgivable
• 44:44
  1,
• 44:44
  2,
• 44:44
  or
• 44:45
  3
• 44:45
  where
• 44:45
  I
• 44:45
  could
• 44:45
  finally
• 44:46
  toss.
• 44:46
  It
• 44:46
  took
• 44:47
  a
• 44:47
  long
• 44:47
  time.
• 44:48
  But
• 44:48
  you
• 44:48
  do
• 44:48
  it
• 44:49
  by
• 44:49
  pulling
• 44:49
  apart
• 44:50
  the
• 44:50
  memories.
• 44:50
  You
• 44:50
  can
• 44:50
  forgive
• 44:51
  anything.
• 44:52
  You
• 44:52
  can
• 44:52
  forgive
• 44:53
  the
• 44:53
  table,
• 44:53
  the
• 44:53
  chair,
• 44:54
  the
• 44:54
  bench,
• 44:54
  the
• 44:54
  town,
• 44:55
  the
• 44:55
  park,
• 44:55
  the
• 44:56
  car
• 44:56
  that
• 44:56
  took
• 44:56
  you
• 44:56
  there,
• 44:57
  the
• 44:57
  bar
• 44:57
  where
• 44:57
  you
• 44:57
  are.
• 44:58
  You
• 44:58
  can
• 44:58
  forgive
• 44:58
  anything.
• 44:59
  It's
• 45:00
  all
• 45:00
  forgivable.
• 45:03
  That's
• 45:03
  a
• 45:03
  lot
• 45:03
  to
• 45:03
  digest.
• 45:07
  I
• 45:08
  know.
• 45:08
  And
• 45:09
  sometimes
• 45:11
  your
• 45:11
  own
• 45:11
  name
• 45:12
  is
• 45:12
  your
• 45:12
  number
• 45:12
  10.
• 45:13
  We
• 45:13
  all
• 45:14
  have
• 45:14
  things
• 45:14
  we
• 45:14
  can't
• 45:14
  forgive.
• 45:15
  You
• 45:15
  know,
• 45:15
  we've
• 45:15
  all
• 45:16
  had
• 45:16
  sentences
• 45:16
  that
• 45:17
  come
• 45:17
  out
• 45:17
  of
• 45:17
  words
• 45:18
  that
• 45:18
  have
• 45:18
  come
• 45:18
  out
• 45:18
  of
• 45:18
  our
• 45:18
  mouth.
• 45:19
  And
• 45:19
  you.
• 45:19
  You.
• 45:19
  Once
• 45:20
  it's
• 45:20
  out
• 45:20
  of
• 45:20
  your
• 45:20
  mouth,
• 45:20
  man,
• 45:21
  you
• 45:21
  can't
• 45:21
  get
• 45:21
  it
• 45:22
  back.
• 45:22
  I
• 45:22
  mean,
• 45:22
  it's.
• 45:22
  It's
• 45:23
  gone.
• 45:24
  So
• 45:24
  we
• 45:24
  all
• 45:24
  have
• 45:25
  those
• 45:25
  people
• 45:25
  that
• 45:26
  we
• 45:26
  want
• 45:26
  them
• 45:27
  to
• 45:27
  forgive
• 45:27
  us.
• 45:29
  So
• 45:29
  after
• 45:29
  you
• 45:30
  go
• 45:30
  through
• 45:30
  your
• 45:30
  first
• 45:31
  list,
• 45:32
  I
• 45:32
  want
• 45:32
  you
• 45:32
  to
• 45:32
  do
• 45:32
  a
• 45:33
  second
• 45:33
  one.
• 45:34
  And
• 45:35
  this
• 45:35
  list
• 45:35
  is
• 45:36
  different.
• 45:36
  This
• 45:37
  list
• 45:37
  is
• 45:38
  everybody
• 45:39
  whom
• 45:39
  I
• 45:40
  want
• 45:40
  to
• 45:40
  forgive
• 45:41
  me
• 45:43
  again.
• 45:44
  Your
• 45:44
  top
• 45:45
  three
• 45:45
  are
• 45:46
  probably
• 45:46
  going
• 45:46
  to
• 45:46
  be
• 45:47
  the.
• 45:48
  The
• 45:48
  atom
• 45:48
  bombs
• 45:49
  of
• 45:49
  the
• 45:49
  stuff
• 45:49
  that
• 45:50
  you
• 45:50
  did
• 45:50
  that,
• 45:50
  you
• 45:51
  know,
• 45:51
  the.
• 45:51
  The.
• 45:51
  The.
• 45:52
  The
• 45:52
  Cream
• 45:52
  de
• 45:52
  La
• 45:53
  awful.
• 45:54
  But
• 45:54
  I
• 45:54
  want
• 45:54
  you
• 45:54
  to
• 45:55
  write
• 45:55
  them
• 45:55
  all
• 45:55
  down.
• 45:56
  And
• 45:56
  it
• 45:57
  could
• 45:57
  be
• 45:57
  experiences,
• 45:58
  it
• 45:58
  could
• 45:58
  be
• 45:58
  a
• 45:58
  place.
• 45:59
  I
• 45:59
  wish
• 45:59
  I
• 45:59
  hadn't
• 45:59
  left
• 46:00
  that
• 46:00
  bar.
• 46:00
  I
• 46:00
  wish
• 46:00
  I
• 46:00
  hadn't
• 46:01
  gotten
• 46:01
  to
• 46:01
  that
• 46:01
  concert.
• 46:02
  You
• 46:02
  can
• 46:02
  fight
• 46:03
  Beatles
• 46:03
  concert.
• 46:04
  I
• 46:04
  mean,
• 46:04
  you
• 46:04
  can
• 46:04
  make
• 46:04
  your
• 46:05
  list
• 46:05
  any
• 46:05
  way
• 46:05
  you
• 46:05
  want.
• 46:06
  Then
• 46:06
  I
• 46:06
  rate
• 46:06
  them
• 46:07
  from
• 46:07
  1
• 46:07
  to
• 46:07
  10.
• 46:08
  Start
• 46:08
  with
• 46:08
  the
• 46:08
  ones,
• 46:09
  work
• 46:09
  your
• 46:09
  way
• 46:09
  up
• 46:09
  to
• 46:09
  the
• 46:10
  tens.
• 46:11
  Yeah,
• 46:12
  and
• 46:12
  you
• 46:12
  flip
• 46:12
  the
• 46:13
  language
• 46:13
  a
• 46:13
  little
• 46:13
  bit.
• 46:13
  Instead
• 46:14
  of
• 46:14
  I
• 46:14
  completely
• 46:15
  forgive
• 46:15
  Martha,
• 46:16
  it
• 46:16
  would
• 46:16
  be
• 46:17
  the
• 46:17
  language
• 46:17
  we
• 46:17
  flipped.
• 46:18
  Martha
• 46:18
  completely
• 46:19
  forgives
• 46:19
  me.
• 46:20
  And
• 46:20
  there's
• 46:21
  three
• 46:21
  different
• 46:21
  mantras
• 46:22
  in
• 46:22
  my
• 46:22
  class.
• 46:23
  Not
• 46:23
  in
• 46:23
  the
• 46:23
  book,
• 46:24
  because
• 46:24
  now
• 46:24
  I'm
• 46:24
  teaching
• 46:25
  you
• 46:25
  stuff
• 46:25
  that's
• 46:25
  in
• 46:26
  book
• 46:26
  two.
• 46:26
  But
• 46:26
  it
• 46:26
  is
• 46:26
  in
• 46:27
  the
• 46:27
  class
• 46:27
  that
• 46:27
  I'm
• 46:27
  launching
• 46:28
  Wednesday.
• 46:29
  And
• 46:29
  the
• 46:29
  third
• 46:30
  list,
• 46:31
  if
• 46:31
  you're
• 46:31
  not
• 46:32
  completely.
• 46:32
  If
• 46:33
  your
• 46:33
  brains
• 46:33
  aren't
• 46:34
  completely
• 46:34
  overwhelmed
• 46:35
  by
• 46:35
  this
• 46:35
  point,
• 46:36
  and
• 46:36
  they
• 46:36
  might
• 46:36
  be,
• 46:37
  is
• 46:38
  you
• 46:39
  could
• 46:39
  forgive
• 46:39
  money.
• 46:40
  It's
• 46:40
  just
• 46:40
  energy
• 46:41
  and
• 46:41
  we
• 46:41
  all
• 46:42
  have
• 46:42
  a
• 46:42
  really
• 46:42
  wonky
• 46:43
  relationship
• 46:44
  with
• 46:44
  it.
• 46:44
  It.
• 46:44
  You
• 46:44
  know,
• 46:45
  it's
• 46:45
  like
• 46:45
  the
• 46:45
  people
• 46:45
  who
• 46:45
  say,
• 46:46
  I
• 46:46
  want
• 46:46
  to
• 46:46
  win
• 46:46
  the
• 46:47
  lottery
• 46:47
  and
• 46:47
  I
• 46:47
  want
• 46:47
  to
• 46:48
  be
• 46:48
  the
• 46:48
  wealthiest
• 46:48
  person
• 46:48
  in
• 46:49
  the
• 46:49
  world,
• 46:49
  but
• 46:49
  all.
• 46:50
  All
• 46:50
  wealthy
• 46:51
  people
• 46:51
  are
• 46:51
  bad.
• 46:52
  Okay?
• 46:52
  People,
• 46:53
  you
• 46:53
  just
• 46:53
  cancel
• 46:54
  out
• 46:54
  the
• 46:54
  thought.
• 46:54
  You
• 46:54
  can't
• 46:55
  say
• 46:55
  rich
• 46:55
  people
• 46:55
  are
• 46:56
  bad
• 46:56
  and
• 46:56
  I
• 46:56
  want
• 46:56
  to
• 46:56
  be
• 46:56
  rich
• 46:57
  and
• 46:57
  expect
• 46:57
  the
• 46:57
  universe
• 46:58
  to
• 46:58
  dump
• 46:58
  a
• 46:58
  bunch
• 46:58
  of
• 46:58
  money
• 46:59
  in
• 46:59
  your
• 46:59
  lap.
• 46:59
  It's.
• 46:59
  You're
• 47:00
  canceling
• 47:00
  it
• 47:00
  out.
• 47:01
  Oh,
• 47:01
  I
• 47:01
  love
• 47:01
  that
• 47:01
  you
• 47:02
  said
• 47:02
  that.
• 47:02
  Because
• 47:02
  in
• 47:03
  my
• 47:03
  job,
• 47:03
  I'm
• 47:04
  about
• 47:04
  to
• 47:04
  be
• 47:04
  a
• 47:04
  certified
• 47:05
  RTT
• 47:06
  therapist.
• 47:06
  And
• 47:07
  one
• 47:07
  of
• 47:07
  the
• 47:07
  things
• 47:08
  that
• 47:08
  you
• 47:08
  teach
• 47:08
  people
• 47:09
  is
• 47:09
  that
• 47:09
  you're
• 47:10
  mind
• 47:10
  does
• 47:11
  what
• 47:11
  you
• 47:11
  tell
• 47:11
  it.
• 47:11
  And
• 47:11
  the
• 47:12
  mind
• 47:12
  does
• 47:12
  not
• 47:12
  understand
• 47:13
  conflicting
• 47:13
  beliefs.
• 47:15
  So
• 47:15
  you
• 47:16
  gotta
• 47:16
  figure
• 47:16
  that
• 47:16
  out.
• 47:17
  And
• 47:18
  it's
• 47:18
  also
• 47:18
  your.
• 47:18
  But
• 47:19
  you
• 47:19
  also
• 47:19
  have
• 47:19
  a
• 47:19
  financial
• 47:20
  set
• 47:20
  point.
• 47:21
  You
• 47:21
  know,
• 47:21
  it's
• 47:21
  how
• 47:22
  you
• 47:22
  were
• 47:22
  raised.
• 47:22
  You,
• 47:22
  maybe
• 47:23
  you
• 47:23
  were
• 47:23
  raised
• 47:23
  rich,
• 47:23
  poor,
• 47:24
  middle
• 47:24
  class,
• 47:25
  it
• 47:25
  doesn't
• 47:25
  matter.
• 47:26
  So
• 47:26
  your
• 47:26
  body,
• 47:27
  let's
• 47:27
  say
• 47:27
  you
• 47:27
  were
• 47:28
  raised
• 47:28
  dirt
• 47:29
  poor,
• 47:29
  to
• 47:29
  use
• 47:29
  an
• 47:30
  example,
• 47:30
  because
• 47:31
  it's
• 47:31
  a
• 47:31
  good
• 47:31
  example.
• 47:32
  Okay.
• 47:32
  Well,
• 47:33
  that's
• 47:33
  your
• 47:33
  body
• 47:33
  set
• 47:34
  point.
• 47:34
  The
• 47:34
  devil
• 47:35
  you
• 47:35
  know
• 47:35
  is
• 47:35
  better
• 47:35
  than
• 47:36
  the
• 47:36
  devil
• 47:36
  you
• 47:36
  don't.
• 47:37
  You're
• 47:37
  used
• 47:37
  to
• 47:37
  it.
• 47:38
  You
• 47:38
  know,
• 47:38
  the
• 47:38
  fixes,
• 47:39
  it's.
• 47:39
  It's
• 47:39
  horrible.
• 47:40
  You
• 47:40
  don't
• 47:40
  want
• 47:40
  to
• 47:41
  stay
• 47:41
  there.
• 47:41
  But
• 47:42
  you're
• 47:42
  used
• 47:42
  to
• 47:42
  it.
• 47:42
  Your
• 47:43
  body's
• 47:43
  used
• 47:43
  to
• 47:44
  it.
• 47:44
  So
• 47:44
  when
• 47:44
  you
• 47:44
  start
• 47:45
  to
• 47:45
  change
• 47:45
  and
• 47:46
  you
• 47:46
  start
• 47:46
  to
• 47:46
  make
• 47:47
  more
• 47:47
  money
• 47:47
  and
• 47:47
  you
• 47:48
  start
• 47:48
  to
• 47:48
  do
• 47:48
  new
• 47:49
  things,
• 47:49
  your
• 47:49
  body
• 47:50
  is
• 47:50
  like,
• 47:50
  oh,
• 47:51
  that's
• 47:51
  change.
• 47:52
  I
• 47:52
  don't
• 47:52
  like
• 47:53
  change.
• 47:53
  I
• 47:53
  don't
• 47:53
  know
• 47:54
  what's
• 47:54
  over
• 47:54
  there.
• 47:55
  So
• 47:55
  your
• 47:55
  body's
• 47:55
  going
• 47:55
  to
• 47:55
  bring
• 47:56
  you
• 47:56
  back
• 47:56
  to
• 47:56
  set.
• 47:57
  Yeah.
• 47:57
  Meaning
• 47:58
  the
• 47:58
  money's
• 47:58
  going
• 47:59
  to
• 47:59
  fall
• 47:59
  through
• 47:59
  your
• 47:59
  fingers
• 47:59
  and
• 48:00
  you're
• 48:00
  going
• 48:00
  to
• 48:00
  go
• 48:00
  back
• 48:00
  to
• 48:00
  the
• 48:01
  set
• 48:01
  point.
• 48:01
  So
• 48:02
  what
• 48:02
  do
• 48:02
  you
• 48:02
  do?
• 48:03
  You
• 48:03
  forgive
• 48:03
  it.
• 48:04
  You
• 48:04
  write
• 48:04
  down
• 48:05
  all
• 48:05
  your
• 48:05
  feelings
• 48:06
  about
• 48:06
  money.
• 48:06
  You
• 48:07
  write
• 48:07
  it.
• 48:07
  You
• 48:07
  forgive
• 48:08
  your
• 48:08
  parents
• 48:09
  and
• 48:09
  their
• 48:10
  attitude
• 48:10
  toward
• 48:10
  money.
• 48:11
  You
• 48:11
  forgive
• 48:11
  the
• 48:11
  house
• 48:12
  that
• 48:12
  you
• 48:12
  grew
• 48:12
  up
• 48:12
  in.
• 48:13
  You
• 48:13
  forgive
• 48:13
  your
• 48:14
  first
• 48:14
  apartment.
• 48:15
  Oh,
• 48:15
  mine
• 48:15
  was
• 48:15
  at
• 48:15
  Humdinger.
• 48:16
  Nobody.
• 48:17
  If
• 48:18
  you
• 48:18
  want
• 48:18
  to
• 48:18
  have
• 48:19
  a
• 48:19
  little
• 48:19
  War
• 48:20
  about
• 48:20
  whose
• 48:20
  first
• 48:20
  apartment
• 48:21
  was
• 48:21
  the
• 48:21
  worst.
• 48:23
  I
• 48:23
  win
• 48:23
  10
• 48:24
  out
• 48:24
  of
• 48:24
  10
• 48:24
  times.
• 48:25
  We,
• 48:26
  my
• 48:26
  roommate
• 48:27
  and
• 48:27
  I,
• 48:27
  this
• 48:27
  is
• 48:27
  before
• 48:27
  I
• 48:27
  met
• 48:28
  my
• 48:28
  husband.
• 48:29
  We
• 48:29
  were.
• 48:30
  We
• 48:31
  didn't
• 48:31
  have
• 48:31
  two
• 48:31
  dimes
• 48:32
  to
• 48:32
  scrape
• 48:32
  together,
• 48:32
  so
• 48:33
  my
• 48:33
  first
• 48:33
  apartment
• 48:33
  was
• 48:34
  over
• 48:34
  a
• 48:34
  fish
• 48:34
  market
• 48:35
  in
• 48:35
  New
• 48:35
  York
• 48:35
  City.
• 48:36
  Oh,
• 48:36
  no.
• 48:38
  And
• 48:39
  you
• 48:39
  can
• 48:39
  imagine
• 48:39
  how
• 48:40
  it
• 48:40
  smelled
• 48:41
  in
• 48:41
  the
• 48:41
  summertime
• 48:42
  in
• 48:42
  that
• 48:42
  New
• 48:43
  York
• 48:43
  City
• 48:43
  heat.
• 48:44
  And
• 48:44
  you
• 48:44
  probably
• 48:45
  smelled
• 48:45
  like
• 48:45
  that
• 48:45
  anywhere
• 48:46
  you
• 48:46
  went.
• 48:46
  Oh,
• 48:46
  yeah.
• 48:47
  Be
• 48:47
  like,
• 48:47
  what
• 48:47
  is
• 48:47
  that
• 48:47
  smell?
• 48:48
  We
• 48:49
  spent
• 48:49
  a
• 48:49
  lot
• 48:49
  of
• 48:49
  time
• 48:50
  down
• 48:50
  at
• 48:50
  my
• 48:50
  mother's
• 48:51
  house
• 48:51
  because,
• 48:52
  well,
• 48:53
  we
• 48:53
  lived
• 48:53
  above
• 48:53
  a
• 48:54
  fish
• 48:54
  market,
• 48:54
  so.
• 48:55
  And
• 48:55
  my
• 48:55
  mom
• 48:55
  was
• 48:55
  a
• 48:56
  really
• 48:56
  good
• 48:56
  cook.
• 48:56
  In
• 48:57
  spite
• 48:57
  of
• 48:57
  everything,
• 48:57
  mom
• 48:58
  knew
• 48:58
  how
• 48:58
  to
• 48:58
  cook.
• 48:58
  So
• 48:58
  I'm
• 48:59
  seeing.
• 48:59
  I'm
• 48:59
  seeing
• 49:00
  a
• 49:00
  pattern
• 49:00
  here.
• 49:00
  You
• 49:00
  just
• 49:00
  follow
• 49:01
  food.
• 49:02
  Yeah,
• 49:02
  right,
• 49:03
  Right.
• 49:03
  But
• 49:04
  you
• 49:04
  can
• 49:04
  put
• 49:04
  down,
• 49:05
  you
• 49:05
  know,
• 49:05
  your
• 49:05
  first
• 49:06
  apartment.
• 49:06
  You
• 49:06
  can
• 49:06
  put
• 49:07
  down
• 49:07
  the
• 49:07
  fact
• 49:08
  maybe
• 49:08
  you
• 49:08
  went
• 49:08
  bankrupt,
• 49:09
  maybe
• 49:09
  you
• 49:09
  lost
• 49:10
  a
• 49:10
  job,
• 49:10
  whatever
• 49:11
  it
• 49:11
  is,
• 49:11
  put
• 49:11
  down
• 49:12
  all
• 49:12
  of
• 49:12
  these
• 49:12
  things
• 49:13
  and
• 49:13
  give
• 49:13
  all
• 49:14
  of
• 49:14
  those
• 49:14
  memories
• 49:15
  a
• 49:15
  name.
• 49:16
  You
• 49:16
  know,
• 49:16
  you
• 49:16
  can
• 49:17
  name
• 49:17
  it
• 49:17
  anything
• 49:17
  you
• 49:18
  want.
• 49:18
  Rate
• 49:18
  them
• 49:19
  from
• 49:19
  1
• 49:19
  to
• 49:19
  10,
• 49:19
  start
• 49:20
  with
• 49:20
  the
• 49:20
  ones,
• 49:20
  work
• 49:20
  your
• 49:20
  way
• 49:21
  up
• 49:21
  to
• 49:21
  the
• 49:21
  10.
• 49:22
  What's
• 49:22
  that
• 49:22
  going
• 49:22
  to
• 49:22
  do?
• 49:23
  Doing
• 49:23
  all
• 49:23
  of
• 49:23
  this
• 49:24
  is
• 49:24
  going
• 49:24
  to
• 49:24
  open
• 49:24
  up
• 49:25
  your
• 49:25
  world.
• 49:25
  Forgiveness.
• 49:26
  Energy
• 49:26
  is
• 49:27
  serious,
• 49:28
  serious
• 49:28
  science.
• 49:29
  It's
• 49:29
  like
• 49:29
  the
• 49:29
  law
• 49:30
  of
• 49:30
  gravity,
• 49:30
  and
• 49:31
  it's
• 49:31
  going
• 49:31
  to
• 49:31
  work
• 49:31
  whether
• 49:31
  you
• 49:32
  believe
• 49:32
  it
• 49:32
  in
• 49:32
  or
• 49:32
  not.
• 49:33
  And
• 49:33
  even
• 49:34
  if
• 49:34
  you
• 49:34
  say,
• 49:34
  I
• 49:35
  completely
• 49:35
  forgive
• 49:36
  this
• 49:36
  person,
• 49:36
  you
• 49:37
  look
• 49:37
  at
• 49:37
  me
• 49:37
  and
• 49:37
  say,
• 49:37
  it
• 49:37
  didn't
• 49:38
  work.
• 49:38
  Oh,
• 49:38
  honey.
• 49:39
  Yeah,
• 49:39
  it
• 49:39
  did.
• 49:40
  It
• 49:40
  did
• 49:40
  work.
• 49:41
  But
• 49:43
  you
• 49:43
  just
• 49:43
  got
• 49:44
  rid
• 49:44
  of
• 49:44
  the
• 49:44
  first
• 49:44
  layer.
• 49:45
  There's
• 49:45
  probably
• 49:46
  20
• 49:46
  more
• 49:46
  layers
• 49:47
  underneath
• 49:47
  that.
• 49:47
  That.
• 49:48
  Yeah.
• 49:49
  It's
• 49:49
  gonna
• 49:49
  Change
• 49:49
  your
• 49:50
  life
• 49:50
  100%.
• 49:52
  It's
• 49:52
  interesting
• 49:53
  because
• 49:53
  I.
• 49:54
  We
• 49:54
  have
• 49:55
  said
• 49:55
  this
• 49:55
  before,
• 49:55
  but
• 49:56
  every
• 49:56
  guest
• 49:56
  that
• 49:56
  we
• 49:56
  have
• 49:56
  on
• 49:57
  the
• 49:57
  podcast,
• 49:57
  it's
• 49:57
  like
• 49:57
  they're
• 49:58
  led
• 49:58
  to
• 49:58
  us
• 49:58
  for
• 49:58
  a
• 49:58
  reason.
• 49:59
  And
• 50:01
  what
• 50:01
  we
• 50:01
  find
• 50:02
  is
• 50:02
  that
• 50:02
  little
• 50:02
  bits
• 50:03
  of
• 50:03
  what
• 50:03
  every
• 50:03
  guest
• 50:04
  says,
• 50:04
  it
• 50:04
  just
• 50:05
  kind
• 50:05
  of
• 50:05
  all
• 50:05
  goes
• 50:05
  together.
• 50:06
  And
• 50:06
  it's
• 50:06
  really
• 50:06
  kind
• 50:06
  of
• 50:07
  all
• 50:07
  the
• 50:07
  same
• 50:08
  thing,
• 50:08
  but
• 50:08
  in
• 50:09
  a
• 50:09
  different
• 50:09
  way,
• 50:09
  and
• 50:10
  it's
• 50:10
  the
• 50:10
  same
• 50:10
  belief.
• 50:11
  And
• 50:11
  so
• 50:12
  it's
• 50:12
  really
• 50:12
  fascinating
• 50:12
  to
• 50:13
  hear
• 50:13
  this
• 50:13
  because
• 50:14
  we
• 50:14
  do
• 50:14
  have
• 50:14
  someone
• 50:14
  who
• 50:15
  talks
• 50:15
  about
• 50:15
  this,
• 50:15
  the
• 50:15
  money.
• 50:16
  The
• 50:16
  money
• 50:16
  monster.
• 50:17
  And
• 50:17
  that
• 50:18
  sounds
• 50:18
  exactly
• 50:18
  like
• 50:19
  what
• 50:19
  you're
• 50:19
  doing
• 50:19
  as
• 50:19
  well.
• 50:20
  And
• 50:20
  then
• 50:20
  a
• 50:20
  lot
• 50:20
  of
• 50:20
  what
• 50:21
  you're
• 50:21
  saying
• 50:21
  is
• 50:21
  what
• 50:22
  I
• 50:22
  do
• 50:23
  in
• 50:23
  my
• 50:23
  job,
• 50:24
  and
• 50:25
  it's
• 50:26
  working
• 50:26
  with,
• 50:27
  honestly,
• 50:27
  your
• 50:28
  subconscious,
• 50:28
  because
• 50:29
  that's
• 50:29
  where
• 50:29
  all
• 50:29
  of
• 50:30
  these
• 50:30
  things
• 50:30
  are
• 50:30
  locked
• 50:31
  that
• 50:31
  you
• 50:31
  don't
• 50:31
  realize
• 50:31
  are
• 50:31
  locked.
• 50:32
  Our
• 50:32
  brains
• 50:32
  operate
• 50:33
  off
• 50:33
  of
• 50:34
  only
• 50:35
  10,
• 50:35
  10,
• 50:36
  5%.
• 50:37
  5%
• 50:37
  of
• 50:37
  our
• 50:38
  brain
• 50:38
  is
• 50:38
  our
• 50:38
  conscious
• 50:39
  brain,
• 50:40
  95
• 50:40
  of
• 50:40
  it
• 50:41
  is
• 50:41
  subconscious.
• 50:42
  So
• 50:42
  that's
• 50:42
  why
• 50:43
  we're
• 50:43
  Peeling
• 50:43
  back
• 50:43
  these
• 50:43
  onions
• 50:44
  and
• 50:44
  it's
• 50:44
  taking
• 50:44
  so
• 50:44
  long.
• 50:46
  Well,
• 50:46
  you
• 50:46
  need
• 50:46
  to
• 50:47
  chip
• 50:47
  away
• 50:47
  at
• 50:47
  it,
• 50:48
  you
• 50:48
  know,
• 50:48
  and
• 50:48
  everything
• 50:49
  can.
• 50:49
  Anything
• 50:50
  is
• 50:50
  forgivable.
• 50:51
  You
• 50:51
  know,
• 50:51
  maybe
• 50:51
  you're.
• 50:52
  Maybe
• 50:52
  in
• 50:52
  the
• 50:52
  super
• 50:52
  bowl,
• 50:53
  your
• 50:53
  team
• 50:53
  lost.
• 50:54
  You
• 50:54
  could
• 50:54
  forgive
• 50:54
  the
• 50:55
  team
• 50:55
  if
• 50:56
  that's
• 50:56
  causing
• 50:56
  you
• 50:56
  anger.
• 50:57
  If
• 50:57
  you're
• 50:57
  watching
• 50:58
  CNN
• 50:58
  or
• 50:59
  the
• 50:59
  news
• 50:59
  and
• 50:59
  it
• 51:00
  makes
• 51:00
  you
• 51:00
  angry,
• 51:01
  you
• 51:01
  can
• 51:01
  forgive
• 51:02
  politicians,
• 51:02
  you
• 51:03
  can
• 51:03
  forgive
• 51:03
  the
• 51:03
  news,
• 51:04
  you
• 51:04
  can
• 51:04
  forgive
• 51:04
  all
• 51:04
  this
• 51:05
  stuff.
• 51:05
  What's
• 51:05
  it
• 51:05
  gonna.
• 51:06
  You
• 51:06
  can
• 51:06
  forgive
• 51:06
  the
• 51:06
  war
• 51:07
  in
• 51:07
  the
• 51:07
  Middle
• 51:07
  East.
• 51:07
  What's
• 51:08
  it
• 51:08
  gonna
• 51:08
  do
• 51:08
  for
• 51:08
  the
• 51:08
  war
• 51:09
  in
• 51:09
  the
• 51:09
  Middle
• 51:09
  East?
• 51:09
  Absolutely
• 51:10
  nothing.
• 51:11
  But
• 51:11
  it's
• 51:11
  going
• 51:11
  to
• 51:11
  do
• 51:11
  wonders
• 51:12
  for
• 51:12
  you.
• 51:12
  This
• 51:13
  is.
• 51:13
  And
• 51:13
  let
• 51:14
  me
• 51:14
  tell
• 51:14
  you
• 51:14
  a
• 51:14
  story
• 51:14
  that
• 51:15
  might
• 51:16
  stretch
• 51:16
  people's
• 51:17
  brains
• 51:17
  to
• 51:17
  the
• 51:17
  point
• 51:17
  of
• 51:18
  pain,
• 51:18
  but
• 51:18
  I'm
• 51:19
  going
• 51:19
  to
• 51:19
  do
• 51:19
  it
• 51:19
  anyway.
• 51:20
  Oh,
• 51:20
  good.
• 51:22
  I
• 51:22
  forgave.
• 51:23
  I
• 51:23
  am
• 51:23
  my
• 51:24
  own
• 51:24
  guinea
• 51:24
  pig,
• 51:24
  and
• 51:25
  I
• 51:25
  forgave
• 51:25
  a
• 51:26
  level
• 51:26
  one
• 51:26
  person.
• 51:27
  She
• 51:27
  was
• 51:27
  a
• 51:28
  friend
• 51:28
  that
• 51:28
  I
• 51:29
  went
• 51:29
  to
• 51:29
  school
• 51:29
  with,
• 51:30
  you
• 51:30
  know,
• 51:31
  like
• 51:31
  three,
• 51:31
  four
• 51:31
  decades
• 51:32
  ago.
• 51:32
  That's
• 51:32
  how
• 51:33
  old
• 51:33
  I
• 51:33
  am.
• 51:34
  And
• 51:34
  I
• 51:34
  hadn't
• 51:35
  seen
• 51:35
  or
• 51:35
  heard
• 51:36
  from
• 51:36
  this
• 51:36
  person
• 51:37
  in
• 51:37
  all
• 51:37
  those
• 51:37
  years.
• 51:38
  And
• 51:38
  I
• 51:38
  couldn't.
• 51:39
  We
• 51:39
  were
• 51:39
  really
• 51:39
  tight
• 51:40
  in
• 51:40
  school,
• 51:40
  and
• 51:40
  I
• 51:40
  couldn't
• 51:40
  remember
• 51:41
  what
• 51:41
  we
• 51:41
  were
• 51:42
  angry
• 51:42
  about.
• 51:43
  So
• 51:43
  easy
• 51:43
  peasy,
• 51:44
  right?
• 51:44
  So
• 51:45
  I
• 51:45
  sat
• 51:45
  down
• 51:45
  and
• 51:46
  I
• 51:46
  forgave
• 51:46
  her
• 51:46
  on
• 51:46
  a
• 51:47
  dime.
• 51:47
  Didn't
• 51:47
  need
• 51:48
  to
• 51:48
  talk
• 51:48
  to
• 51:48
  her,
• 51:48
  didn't
• 51:49
  need
• 51:49
  to
• 51:49
  do
• 51:49
  any
• 51:49
  of
• 51:50
  that.
• 51:50
  I
• 51:50
  just
• 51:50
  sat
• 51:51
  down,
• 51:51
  said
• 51:51
  the
• 51:51
  mantra,
• 51:52
  and
• 51:52
  I
• 51:52
  knew
• 51:53
  I'd
• 51:53
  completely
• 51:54
  forgiven
• 51:54
  her.
• 51:54
  It
• 51:54
  was
• 51:54
  the
• 51:54
  easiest
• 51:55
  thing
• 51:55
  in
• 51:55
  the
• 51:55
  world.
• 51:59
  Two
• 51:59
  hours.
• 51:59
  This
• 51:59
  is
• 52:00
  a
• 52:00
  true
• 52:00
  story.
• 52:00
  Two
• 52:01
  hours
• 52:01
  later,
• 52:02
  she
• 52:02
  calls
• 52:02
  me
• 52:03
  up
• 52:03
  on
• 52:03
  the
• 52:03
  phone,
• 52:05
  and
• 52:05
  I
• 52:05
  hadn't
• 52:06
  heard
• 52:06
  from
• 52:06
  her
• 52:06
  in
• 52:06
  decades.
• 52:08
  And
• 52:08
  it's
• 52:08
  a
• 52:08
  good
• 52:08
  thing
• 52:09
  that
• 52:09
  I'm
• 52:09
  retired
• 52:10
  now,
• 52:10
  But
• 52:10
  I
• 52:10
  used
• 52:11
  to
• 52:11
  chain
• 52:12
  four
• 52:12
  or
• 52:12
  five
• 52:12
  star
• 52:13
  customer
• 52:13
  service
• 52:13
  and
• 52:14
  concierge
• 52:14
  around
• 52:15
  the
• 52:15
  world.
• 52:15
  I'm
• 52:15
  a
• 52:15
  concierge
• 52:16
  trainer,
• 52:17
  and
• 52:17
  thank
• 52:18
  God
• 52:18
  I
• 52:18
  was,
• 52:18
  because
• 52:19
  my
• 52:19
  concierge,
• 52:20
  my
• 52:20
  concierge
• 52:21
  Persona
• 52:22
  kicked
• 52:22
  in
• 52:22
  virtually
• 52:23
  immediately.
• 52:23
  And
• 52:24
  I
• 52:24
  masked
• 52:24
  my
• 52:24
  shock
• 52:25
  because
• 52:25
  my
• 52:25
  jaw
• 52:26
  dropped
• 52:26
  to
• 52:26
  the
• 52:27
  floor.
• 52:28
  Couldn't
• 52:28
  believe
• 52:28
  after
• 52:29
  all
• 52:29
  these
• 52:29
  decades,
• 52:30
  she
• 52:30
  called
• 52:30
  me
• 52:30
  on
• 52:30
  that
• 52:30
  day.
• 52:31
  So
• 52:31
  we
• 52:31
  said
• 52:31
  all
• 52:31
  the
• 52:32
  right
• 52:32
  things,
• 52:32
  we
• 52:32
  made
• 52:33
  all
• 52:33
  the
• 52:33
  right
• 52:33
  noises.
• 52:34
  We
• 52:34
  did
• 52:34
  what
• 52:35
  people
• 52:35
  do
• 52:35
  when
• 52:36
  they're
• 52:36
  forgiving
• 52:36
  and
• 52:36
  reminiscing,
• 52:37
  but
• 52:37
  I
• 52:37
  couldn't
• 52:37
  stand
• 52:38
  it.
• 52:38
  And
• 52:39
  I
• 52:39
  said,
• 52:39
  I
• 52:39
  have
• 52:39
  to
• 52:40
  know,
• 52:41
  after
• 52:41
  all
• 52:41
  these
• 52:42
  decades,
• 52:42
  why
• 52:43
  did
• 52:43
  you
• 52:43
  decide
• 52:43
  to
• 52:44
  call
• 52:44
  me
• 52:44
  today
• 52:45
  of
• 52:45
  all
• 52:45
  days?
• 52:46
  She
• 52:46
  said,
• 52:46
  you
• 52:46
  know,
• 52:47
  it's
• 52:47
  the
• 52:47
  damnedest
• 52:47
  thing.
• 52:48
  A
• 52:48
  figurine
• 52:49
  you
• 52:49
  gave
• 52:49
  me
• 52:50
  back
• 52:50
  in
• 52:50
  school
• 52:52
  flew
• 52:52
  off
• 52:52
  my
• 52:53
  shelf,
• 52:54
  landed
• 52:54
  in
• 52:54
  the
• 52:55
  middle
• 52:55
  of
• 52:55
  my
• 52:55
  floor.
• 52:56
  I
• 52:57
  saw
• 52:57
  it
• 52:57
  and
• 52:57
  thought
• 52:58
  maybe
• 52:58
  I
• 52:58
  should
• 52:59
  give
• 52:59
  her
• 52:59
  a
• 52:59
  call.
• 53:01
  And
• 53:02
  when
• 53:02
  it
• 53:02
  flew
• 53:02
  off
• 53:03
  that
• 53:03
  shelf.
• 53:03
  That
• 53:04
  was
• 53:04
  two
• 53:04
  hours
• 53:05
  prior.
• 53:05
  That
• 53:06
  was
• 53:06
  exactly
• 53:06
  when
• 53:06
  I
• 53:07
  was
• 53:07
  saying
• 53:07
  the
• 53:07
  forgiveness
• 53:08
  mantra
• 53:08
  and
• 53:08
  forgiving
• 53:08
  her.
• 53:09
  So
• 53:09
  a
• 53:09
  forgiveness
• 53:10
  energy
• 53:10
  has
• 53:11
  the
• 53:11
  power
• 53:11
  to
• 53:11
  move
• 53:12
  a
• 53:12
  figurine
• 53:12
  700
• 53:13
  miles
• 53:13
  away.
• 53:14
  Can
• 53:14
  you
• 53:14
  imagine
• 53:15
  what
• 53:15
  it's
• 53:15
  going
• 53:15
  to
• 53:15
  do
• 53:15
  to
• 53:16
  your
• 53:16
  life
• 53:16
  and
• 53:16
  your
• 53:16
  body?
• 53:17
  Yeah,
• 53:18
  yeah.
• 53:18
  In
• 53:19
  my
• 53:19
  RTT
• 53:20
  practices,
• 53:20
  I've
• 53:20
  also
• 53:21
  seen
• 53:21
  it
• 53:22
  where
• 53:22
  it's
• 53:22
  like,
• 53:23
  you
• 53:23
  don't
• 53:24
  realize
• 53:24
  that
• 53:24
  there's
• 53:24
  a
• 53:24
  hurter
• 53:25
  that's
• 53:25
  caused,
• 53:25
  you
• 53:26
  know,
• 53:26
  some
• 53:26
  sort
• 53:26
  of
• 53:26
  negative
• 53:27
  belief.
• 53:27
  And
• 53:27
  then
• 53:28
  as
• 53:28
  you
• 53:28
  have
• 53:28
  this
• 53:28
  dialogue
• 53:29
  with
• 53:29
  them,
• 53:30
  just
• 53:30
  like
• 53:30
  you're
• 53:30
  saying
• 53:30
  where
• 53:31
  you're,
• 53:31
  you
• 53:31
  know,
• 53:31
  talking
• 53:32
  to
• 53:32
  that
• 53:32
  herder
• 53:32
  of
• 53:33
  like,
• 53:33
  this
• 53:33
  is
• 53:33
  what
• 53:33
  you
• 53:34
  did,
• 53:34
  this
• 53:34
  is
• 53:35
  what
• 53:35
  it
• 53:35
  did
• 53:36
  to
• 53:36
  me,
• 53:38
  that
• 53:38
  there's
• 53:39
  been
• 53:39
  evidence
• 53:40
  and
• 53:41
  people
• 53:42
  who.
• 53:42
  Then
• 53:42
  those
• 53:43
  people,
• 53:43
  those
• 53:43
  herders
• 53:44
  have
• 53:44
  reached
• 53:44
  out
• 53:44
  to
• 53:44
  them
• 53:45
  and,
• 53:45
  like,
• 53:45
  the
• 53:45
  relationship
• 53:46
  has
• 53:46
  completely
• 53:46
  changed.
• 53:48
  And
• 53:48
  it
• 53:48
  does.
• 53:48
  It
• 53:49
  will.
• 53:49
  It
• 53:49
  will
• 53:50
  Change
• 53:50
  your
• 53:50
  relationships
• 53:51
  100%.
• 53:52
  It
• 53:53
  will,
• 53:53
  it's
• 53:53
  going
• 53:53
  to.
• 53:54
  And
• 53:54
  it
• 53:54
  works.
• 53:54
  Whether
• 53:55
  you
• 53:55
  believe
• 53:55
  it
• 53:55
  or
• 53:55
  not.
• 53:56
  Forgiveness
• 53:56
  energy
• 53:56
  is,
• 53:57
  is,
• 53:57
  is,
• 53:57
  is
• 53:58
  stunning
• 53:59
  now
• 53:59
  because
• 53:59
  they
• 53:59
  do
• 54:00
  my
• 54:00
  own
• 54:00
  exercises.
• 54:01
  When
• 54:01
  I
• 54:01
  did
• 54:01
  this
• 54:02
  exercise,
• 54:02
  because
• 54:02
  I
• 54:02
  did
• 54:03
  this
• 54:03
  exercise,
• 54:03
  I
• 54:04
  am,
• 54:04
  I
• 54:04
  am
• 54:04
  an
• 54:04
  overachiever.
• 54:06
  I
• 54:06
  am
• 54:06
  a
• 54:07
  serial
• 54:07
  entrepreneur.
• 54:08
  I've
• 54:08
  written
• 54:08
  16
• 54:09
  books.
• 54:09
  So,
• 54:10
  yeah,
• 54:10
  I
• 54:10
  wrote
• 54:10
  a
• 54:11
  list
• 54:11
  and
• 54:12
  my
• 54:12
  list
• 54:12
  must
• 54:12
  have
• 54:12
  had
• 54:13
  50
• 54:13
  people.
• 54:13
  I'm
• 54:14
  not
• 54:14
  kidding.
• 54:14
  And
• 54:14
  I
• 54:15
  thought,
• 54:15
  this
• 54:15
  is
• 54:15
  going
• 54:15
  to
• 54:15
  be
• 54:16
  great.
• 54:16
  I'm
• 54:16
  going
• 54:16
  to
• 54:16
  be
• 54:16
  like
• 54:17
  a
• 54:17
  phoenix
• 54:17
  rising
• 54:18
  from
• 54:18
  the
• 54:18
  ashes.
• 54:19
  I'm
• 54:19
  going
• 54:19
  to
• 54:19
  be
• 54:19
  like
• 54:20
  a
• 54:20
  butterfly
• 54:20
  flying
• 54:21
  out
• 54:21
  of
• 54:21
  the
• 54:21
  cocoon.
• 54:22
  I'm
• 54:22
  going
• 54:22
  to
• 54:22
  wake
• 54:22
  up
• 54:22
  tomorrow
• 54:23
  morning
• 54:23
  and
• 54:24
  all
• 54:24
  these
• 54:24
  people
• 54:25
  are
• 54:25
  going
• 54:25
  to
• 54:25
  be
• 54:25
  forgiven
• 54:25
  and
• 54:26
  I'm
• 54:26
  going
• 54:26
  to
• 54:26
  be
• 54:26
  a
• 54:26
  new
• 54:26
  person.
• 54:30
  No,
• 54:31
  the
• 54:32
  universe
• 54:32
  does
• 54:32
  not
• 54:33
  work
• 54:33
  that
• 54:33
  way.
• 54:34
  I
• 54:34
  actually
• 54:34
  did
• 54:34
  forgive
• 54:35
  many
• 54:35
  people
• 54:35
  on
• 54:36
  the
• 54:36
  list.
• 54:36
  I
• 54:36
  also
• 54:37
  ended
• 54:38
  up
• 54:38
  in
• 54:38
  bed
• 54:38
  for
• 54:39
  the
• 54:39
  next
• 54:39
  three
• 54:39
  days,
• 54:39
  which
• 54:40
  everybody
• 54:41
  thought
• 54:41
  was
• 54:41
  a
• 54:41
  stomach
• 54:41
  flu.
• 54:42
  It
• 54:42
  was
• 54:42
  not
• 54:43
  the
• 54:43
  stomach
• 54:43
  flu.
• 54:43
  It
• 54:43
  is
• 54:44
  what
• 54:44
  I
• 54:44
  call
• 54:44
  energy
• 54:44
  sickness.
• 54:46
  And
• 54:47
  my
• 54:47
  body,
• 54:48
  there
• 54:48
  was
• 54:48
  too
• 54:48
  much
• 54:49
  energy
• 54:49
  to
• 54:49
  get
• 54:49
  rid
• 54:50
  of.
• 54:51
  Even
• 54:51
  with
• 54:51
  me
• 54:51
  sleeping,
• 54:52
  I
• 54:52
  had
• 54:52
  overdone
• 54:53
  it
• 54:53
  and
• 54:53
  my
• 54:54
  body
• 54:54
  literally
• 54:55
  had
• 54:55
  to
• 54:55
  purge
• 54:56
  and
• 54:56
  it
• 54:56
  had.
• 54:56
  It
• 54:57
  had
• 54:57
  to
• 54:57
  put
• 54:57
  me
• 54:57
  in
• 54:58
  bed
• 54:58
  for
• 54:58
  three
• 54:58
  days
• 54:59
  so
• 54:59
  it
• 54:59
  could
• 54:59
  get
• 54:59
  rid
• 55:00
  of
• 55:00
  all
• 55:00
  that
• 55:00
  dark
• 55:00
  energy.
• 55:01
  And
• 55:02
  it's
• 55:02
  called,
• 55:02
  I
• 55:02
  call
• 55:02
  it
• 55:03
  energy
• 55:03
  sickness.
• 55:04
  So
• 55:04
  when
• 55:05
  you're
• 55:05
  doing
• 55:05
  this,
• 55:05
  practice,
• 55:06
  do
• 55:06
  it
• 55:06
  before
• 55:06
  bed
• 55:07
  because
• 55:07
  your
• 55:07
  body
• 55:08
  heals
• 55:08
  itself
• 55:08
  when
• 55:08
  it's
• 55:09
  sleeping.
• 55:09
  We
• 55:09
  all
• 55:09
  know
• 55:10
  this.
• 55:10
  That
• 55:10
  makes
• 55:10
  sense.
• 55:10
  I
• 55:11
  never
• 55:11
  want
• 55:11
  you
• 55:11
  to
• 55:11
  do
• 55:12
  more
• 55:12
  than
• 55:12
  five
• 55:12
  to
• 55:13
  10
• 55:13
  a
• 55:14
  night.
• 55:14
  If
• 55:14
  they're
• 55:15
  a
• 55:15
  live.
• 55:15
  If
• 55:16
  they're
• 55:16
  a
• 55:16
  level
• 55:16
  one
• 55:17
  to
• 55:17
  seven,
• 55:18
  you
• 55:18
  can
• 55:18
  easily
• 55:18
  do
• 55:19
  five
• 55:19
  a
• 55:19
  night,
• 55:19
  no
• 55:20
  problem.
• 55:21
  If
• 55:21
  you're
• 55:21
  doing
• 55:22
  a
• 55:22
  level
• 55:22
  eight,
• 55:22
  nine
• 55:23
  or
• 55:23
  ten
• 55:23
  person,
• 55:24
  one
• 55:24
  A
• 55:24
  night.
• 55:25
  One
• 55:26
  a
• 55:26
  night.
• 55:27
  Because
• 55:27
  I
• 55:28
  don't
• 55:28
  want
• 55:28
  you
• 55:28
  to
• 55:28
  end
• 55:28
  up
• 55:29
  in
• 55:29
  bed
• 55:29
  with
• 55:30
  energy
• 55:30
  sickness.
• 55:30
  And
• 55:31
  this
• 55:31
  is
• 55:31
  why
• 55:31
  it's
• 55:32
  a
• 55:32
  marathon,
• 55:32
  not
• 55:32
  a
• 55:32
  sprint.
• 55:33
  But
• 55:33
  here's
• 55:33
  what's
• 55:34
  going
• 55:34
  to
• 55:34
  happen
• 55:35
  for
• 55:36
  giving
• 55:36
  the
• 55:36
  easy
• 55:37
  ones.
• 55:37
  You're
• 55:37
  going
• 55:37
  to
• 55:38
  start
• 55:38
  to
• 55:38
  feel
• 55:38
  better.
• 55:39
  Coffee
• 55:39
  is
• 55:40
  going
• 55:40
  to
• 55:40
  taste
• 55:40
  better.
• 55:41
  You're
• 55:41
  going
• 55:41
  to
• 55:41
  notice
• 55:42
  things.
• 55:43
  You're
• 55:43
  going
• 55:43
  to
• 55:43
  notice
• 55:43
  opportunities.
• 55:45
  And
• 55:45
  how
• 55:45
  do
• 55:45
  you
• 55:46
  know
• 55:46
  you've
• 55:46
  completely
• 55:47
  forgiven
• 55:47
  them
• 55:49
  when
• 55:49
  you
• 55:50
  don't
• 55:50
  care?
• 55:51
  And
• 55:51
  I'm
• 55:52
  not
• 55:52
  kidding.
• 55:52
  I
• 55:52
  had
• 55:52
  an
• 55:53
  ex
• 55:53
  business.
• 55:53
  I've
• 55:53
  had
• 55:54
  a
• 55:54
  lot
• 55:54
  of
• 55:54
  business
• 55:54
  partners,
• 55:54
  but
• 55:55
  one
• 55:55
  in
• 55:55
  particular
• 55:55
  I
• 55:56
  was
• 55:56
  completely
• 55:56
  mad
• 55:57
  at.
• 55:57
  And
• 55:57
  every
• 55:57
  time
• 55:57
  I
• 55:58
  saw
• 55:58
  her
• 55:58
  name,
• 55:58
  you'd
• 55:58
  have
• 55:59
  to
• 55:59
  peel
• 55:59
  me
• 55:59
  off
• 55:59
  the
• 55:59
  ceiling.
• 56:00
  You
• 56:00
  know
• 56:00
  the
• 56:00
  kind
• 56:00
  of
• 56:01
  person
• 56:01
  is
• 56:01
  I
• 56:01
  met
• 56:01
  and
• 56:02
  I
• 56:02
  remembered
• 56:02
  everything.
• 56:02
  And
• 56:03
  I'd
• 56:03
  sit
• 56:03
  here
• 56:03
  and
• 56:03
  I'd
• 56:04
  stew
• 56:05
  and
• 56:05
  I
• 56:05
  did
• 56:05
  all
• 56:05
  the
• 56:06
  work
• 56:06
  and
• 56:06
  I
• 56:06
  got
• 56:06
  this
• 56:06
  woman
• 56:07
  down
• 56:07
  and
• 56:07
  I
• 56:07
  completely
• 56:08
  forgave
• 56:08
  her.
• 56:08
  Took
• 56:08
  me
• 56:09
  a
• 56:09
  few
• 56:09
  weeks,
• 56:09
  but
• 56:09
  I
• 56:09
  did
• 56:10
  it.
• 56:11
  And
• 56:11
  it
• 56:11
  was
• 56:11
  her
• 56:11
  birthday
• 56:12
  and
• 56:12
  I
• 56:12
  saw
• 56:12
  her
• 56:12
  name
• 56:13
  on
• 56:13
  Facebook
• 56:13
  or
• 56:14
  Instagram
• 56:14
  or
• 56:15
  whatever
• 56:15
  I
• 56:15
  was
• 56:15
  on,
• 56:17
  and
• 56:17
  I
• 56:17
  didn't
• 56:17
  care.
• 56:19
  I'm
• 56:20
  so
• 56:20
  glad
• 56:20
  you
• 56:20
  said
• 56:21
  that.
• 56:21
  We
• 56:21
  all
• 56:21
  have
• 56:21
  that
• 56:22
  myself.
• 56:23
  And
• 56:23
  I
• 56:23
  sat
• 56:24
  here
• 56:24
  and
• 56:24
  I
• 56:24
  thought,
• 56:25
  wait
• 56:25
  a
• 56:25
  minute.
• 56:26
  I
• 56:26
  don't
• 56:27
  care.
• 56:27
  I
• 56:28
  didn't
• 56:28
  call
• 56:28
  her
• 56:28
  a.
• 56:29
  In
• 56:29
  my
• 56:29
  head.
• 56:30
  Exactly.
• 56:31
  Exactly.
• 56:32
  I
• 56:32
  didn't
• 56:32
  care.
• 56:33
  I
• 56:33
  didn't
• 56:33
  care.
• 56:34
  Good,
• 56:34
  I
• 56:34
  didn't
• 56:34
  care
• 56:35
  bad,
• 56:35
  I
• 56:35
  didn't
• 56:36
  care.
• 56:36
  I
• 56:37
  had
• 56:37
  immediately
• 56:38
  thought.
• 56:39
  I
• 56:39
  neutralized
• 56:40
  her.
• 56:40
  I
• 56:40
  don't
• 56:41
  care.
• 56:41
  That's
• 56:42
  joy,
• 56:42
  that's
• 56:43
  peace.
• 56:43
  That's
• 56:44
  freedom.
• 56:44
  You
• 56:45
  don't
• 56:45
  care.
• 56:45
  And
• 56:45
  now
• 56:46
  I
• 56:46
  can
• 56:46
  concentrate
• 56:46
  on
• 56:47
  anything.
• 56:47
  On
• 56:47
  other
• 56:48
  things.
• 56:48
  That's
• 56:49
  what
• 56:49
  you're
• 56:49
  looking
• 56:49
  for.
• 56:49
  You're
• 56:50
  looking
• 56:50
  for
• 56:50
  neutrality.
• 56:51
  Now
• 56:51
  there's
• 56:51
  another
• 56:52
  saying
• 56:52
  out
• 56:52
  there
• 56:52
  that
• 56:52
  everybody.
• 56:53
  Oh,
• 56:53
  you
• 56:53
  can
• 56:53
  forgive
• 56:54
  and
• 56:54
  forget.
• 56:56
  I'm
• 56:56
  originally
• 56:57
  from
• 56:57
  New
• 56:57
  York
• 56:57
  City,
• 56:58
  and
• 56:58
  I
• 56:58
  can
• 56:58
  guarantee
• 56:58
  you
• 56:59
  that.
• 56:59
  And
• 56:59
  I
• 57:00
  can
• 57:00
  speak
• 57:00
  for
• 57:00
  everybody
• 57:01
  in
• 57:01
  New
• 57:01
  York
• 57:02
  right
• 57:02
  now.
• 57:02
  We
• 57:03
  never
• 57:03
  forget.
• 57:04
  Not
• 57:05
  going
• 57:05
  to
• 57:05
  happen.
• 57:06
  None
• 57:06
  of
• 57:06
  us
• 57:06
  will
• 57:06
  forget
• 57:07
  you.
• 57:07
  Just
• 57:07
  not
• 57:07
  going
• 57:08
  to
• 57:08
  happen.
• 57:08
  That's
• 57:08
  New
• 57:09
  Jersey,
• 57:09
  too.
• 57:09
  For
• 57:10
  anybody
• 57:10
  who's
• 57:10
  from
• 57:10
  New
• 57:10
  Jersey
• 57:11
  listening.
• 57:11
  Yeah,
• 57:12
  we
• 57:12
  don't
• 57:12
  forget.
• 57:13
  What
• 57:13
  it
• 57:13
  will
• 57:14
  do
• 57:14
  is
• 57:15
  it's
• 57:15
  you're
• 57:15
  going
• 57:15
  to
• 57:16
  remember
• 57:16
  different
• 57:16
  things.
• 57:17
  I
• 57:18
  can
• 57:18
  look
• 57:18
  back
• 57:18
  at
• 57:19
  my
• 57:19
  childhood
• 57:19
  now,
• 57:20
  and
• 57:21
  instead
• 57:21
  of
• 57:21
  picking
• 57:22
  out
• 57:22
  the
• 57:22
  horrible
• 57:22
  things
• 57:23
  that
• 57:23
  happened
• 57:23
  to
• 57:24
  me,
• 57:24
  I
• 57:24
  actually
• 57:24
  remember
• 57:25
  the
• 57:26
  people
• 57:26
  that
• 57:26
  were
• 57:26
  trying
• 57:27
  to
• 57:27
  help
• 57:27
  that
• 57:27
  kid.
• 57:28
  I
• 57:28
  remember
• 57:29
  the
• 57:29
  dog.
• 57:30
  And
• 57:31
  I
• 57:31
  remember
• 57:32
  I
• 57:32
  loved
• 57:33
  the
• 57:33
  dog.
• 57:33
  And
• 57:33
  I
• 57:34
  remembered
• 57:34
  all
• 57:34
  of
• 57:35
  those
• 57:35
  other
• 57:35
  things.
• 57:35
  The
• 57:36
  teacher
• 57:36
  that
• 57:36
  gave
• 57:36
  me
• 57:36
  a
• 57:37
  helping
• 57:37
  hand,
• 57:37
  the
• 57:37
  friends
• 57:38
  that
• 57:38
  I
• 57:38
  had.
• 57:39
  I
• 57:39
  have
• 57:39
  positive,
• 57:40
  loving
• 57:40
  memories
• 57:41
  now
• 57:41
  that
• 57:41
  have
• 57:41
  replaced
• 57:42
  the
• 57:42
  negative
• 57:42
  ones.
• 57:42
  I
• 57:43
  haven't
• 57:43
  Forgotten
• 57:43
  what
• 57:44
  happened,
• 57:44
  but
• 57:45
  I
• 57:45
  don't
• 57:46
  remember
• 57:46
  it
• 57:46
  as
• 57:46
  much.
• 57:47
  It's
• 57:47
  been
• 57:47
  replaced
• 57:48
  by
• 57:48
  love.
• 57:49
  My
• 57:49
  perspective
• 57:50
  has
• 57:50
  changed.
• 57:52
  That's
• 57:52
  what
• 57:52
  forgiveness
• 57:53
  will
• 57:53
  do
• 57:53
  for
• 57:53
  you.
• 57:55
  Yeah.
• 57:55
  And.
• 57:55
  And
• 57:56
  you're
• 57:56
  right.
• 57:56
  No
• 57:56
  one
• 57:57
  really
• 57:57
  tells
• 57:57
  you
• 57:57
  how,
• 57:58
  so
• 57:58
  this
• 57:58
  is
• 57:59
  super
• 57:59
  helpful
• 58:01
  and.
• 58:01
  Well,
• 58:02
  that's
• 58:02
  stupid.
• 58:02
  They
• 58:02
  say
• 58:03
  you
• 58:03
  need
• 58:03
  to
• 58:03
  forgive.
• 58:04
  Okay.
• 58:05
  Why?
• 58:06
  How?
• 58:08
  What
• 58:08
  if
• 58:08
  I
• 58:08
  don't
• 58:08
  want
• 58:08
  to?
• 58:09
  Nobody
• 58:09
  does
• 58:10
  bring
• 58:10
  that
• 58:10
  down.
• 58:10
  It's
• 58:11
  energy.
• 58:11
  And
• 58:12
  then
• 58:12
  they
• 58:12
  give
• 58:12
  you
• 58:12
  this.
• 58:13
  Oh,
• 58:13
  yeah,
• 58:14
  they
• 58:14
  give
• 58:14
  you
• 58:14
  this
• 58:14
  metaphysical
• 58:15
  mumbo
• 58:15
  jumbo.
• 58:16
  And
• 58:16
  I
• 58:16
  could
• 58:16
  keep
• 58:17
  up
• 58:17
  with
• 58:17
  the
• 58:17
  metaphysical
• 58:18
  as
• 58:18
  much
• 58:18
  as
• 58:18
  anybody
• 58:19
  else,
• 58:19
  but
• 58:19
  it's.
• 58:19
  It's
• 58:19
  still
• 58:20
  not
• 58:20
  helpful.
• 58:20
  And
• 58:21
  don't
• 58:21
  give
• 58:21
  me
• 58:21
  Bible
• 58:22
  verses
• 58:22
  that
• 58:22
  I
• 58:23
  can't
• 58:23
  understand
• 58:23
  because
• 58:24
  they're
• 58:24
  all
• 58:24
  parables
• 58:25
  and
• 58:25
  I
• 58:25
  don't
• 58:25
  get
• 58:25
  it.
• 58:27
  Don't
• 58:27
  quote
• 58:27
  them
• 58:27
  at
• 58:28
  me
• 58:28
  because
• 58:28
  now
• 58:28
  I
• 58:28
  got
• 58:29
  to
• 58:29
  figure
• 58:29
  out
• 58:29
  a
• 58:30
  poem.
• 58:31
  That'S
• 58:31
  not
• 58:32
  helpful
• 58:32
  either.
• 58:33
  I
• 58:33
  need
• 58:33
  a
• 58:34
  tell
• 58:34
  me
• 58:34
  step
• 58:35
  one,
• 58:35
  step
• 58:35
  two,
• 58:36
  step
• 58:36
  three.
• 58:37
  Don't
• 58:37
  just
• 58:37
  throw
• 58:37
  words
• 58:38
  at
• 58:38
  me.
• 58:38
  Well,
• 58:38
  you'll
• 58:38
  feel
• 58:39
  better.
• 58:39
  Well,
• 58:39
  I
• 58:39
  know
• 58:40
  that,
• 58:40
  but
• 58:40
  how
• 58:40
  do
• 58:41
  I
• 58:41
  get
• 58:41
  there?
• 58:41
  I
• 58:41
  mean,
• 58:42
  how
• 58:42
  do
• 58:42
  I
• 58:42
  get
• 58:42
  there?
• 58:43
  This
• 58:43
  is.
• 58:43
  This.
• 58:44
  This
• 58:44
  system
• 58:45
  will
• 58:45
  help
• 58:45
  you
• 58:45
  get
• 58:46
  there.
• 58:47
  And
• 58:47
  being.
• 58:47
  Be
• 58:47
  kind
• 58:47
  to
• 58:48
  yourself.
• 58:48
  If
• 58:48
  you
• 58:48
  could
• 58:48
  never
• 58:49
  give
• 58:49
  to
• 58:49
  the
• 58:49
  people
• 58:49
  you
• 58:50
  label
• 58:50
  at
• 58:50
  8,
• 58:50
  9,
• 58:51
  or
• 58:51
  10,
• 58:51
  that's
• 58:52
  fine.
• 58:52
  Forgive
• 58:53
  yourself,
• 58:53
  forgive
• 58:54
  the
• 58:54
  event
• 58:56
  and
• 58:56
  keep
• 58:56
  going.
• 58:57
  Forgive
• 58:58
  what
• 58:58
  you
• 58:58
  can
• 58:58
  and
• 58:58
  keep
• 58:59
  going.
• 58:59
  If
• 58:59
  you
• 59:00
  never.
• 59:00
  If
• 59:00
  you
• 59:00
  only
• 59:01
  can
• 59:01
  forgive
• 59:01
  the
• 59:01
  people
• 59:02
  you
• 59:02
  label
• 59:02
  between
• 59:02
  a
• 59:03
  one
• 59:03
  and
• 59:03
  a
• 59:03
  seven,
• 59:04
  I'm
• 59:04
  fine
• 59:04
  with
• 59:04
  that.
• 59:05
  Forgive
• 59:06
  what
• 59:06
  you
• 59:06
  can
• 59:06
  and
• 59:07
  keep
• 59:07
  going.
• 59:08
  If
• 59:09
  you
• 59:09
  could
• 59:09
  circle
• 59:09
  back
• 59:10
  later
• 59:10
  and
• 59:10
  forgive
• 59:10
  these
• 59:11
  people,
• 59:11
  there's
• 59:11
  some
• 59:11
  unit.
• 59:12
  You
• 59:12
  and
• 59:12
  I
• 59:12
  both
• 59:12
  know
• 59:13
  there
• 59:13
  are
• 59:13
  some
• 59:13
  unicorn
• 59:14
  people
• 59:14
  on
• 59:14
  this
• 59:15
  planet
• 59:15
  that
• 59:15
  can
• 59:15
  forgive
• 59:16
  them
• 59:16
  this
• 59:16
  stuff
• 59:16
  and
• 59:17
  not
• 59:17
  even.
• 59:17
  Not
• 59:17
  even
• 59:18
  blink.
• 59:19
  I
• 59:19
  have
• 59:19
  not
• 59:19
  met
• 59:20
  one
• 59:20
  yet,
• 59:20
  but
• 59:20
  I
• 59:21
  know
• 59:21
  they're
• 59:21
  out
• 59:21
  there.
• 59:22
  Your
• 59:22
  girl
• 59:22
  here
• 59:23
  is
• 59:23
  not
• 59:23
  that
• 59:23
  person
• 59:24
  I'm
• 59:24
  for.
• 59:24
  I
• 59:24
  feel
• 59:24
  like
• 59:25
  my
• 59:25
  husband
• 59:25
  would
• 59:25
  be
• 59:25
  on
• 59:25
  that
• 59:26
  list
• 59:26
  of
• 59:26
  like,
• 59:27
  oh,
• 59:27
  I
• 59:27
  made
• 59:27
  the
• 59:27
  list.
• 59:28
  We're
• 59:28
  good.
• 59:30
  Oh,
• 59:30
  yeah,
• 59:30
  I
• 59:31
  know.
• 59:31
  I've
• 59:31
  run
• 59:31
  into
• 59:31
  quite
• 59:32
  a
• 59:32
  few
• 59:32
  men
• 59:32
  who
• 59:32
  say
• 59:33
  I
• 59:33
  have
• 59:33
  nobody
• 59:33
  to
• 59:33
  forgive.
• 59:35
  Okay.
• 59:36
  I've
• 59:36
  forgiven
• 59:36
  everybody.
• 59:37
  I
• 59:37
  don't
• 59:37
  hold
• 59:37
  on
• 59:38
  to
• 59:38
  anger.
• 59:39
  I'm
• 59:39
  not
• 59:39
  a
• 59:39
  girl.
• 59:40
  I
• 59:40
  don't
• 59:40
  hold
• 59:40
  on
• 59:41
  to
• 59:41
  grudges.
• 59:42
  Yeah,
• 59:43
  it's
• 59:43
  not
• 59:43
  just
• 59:44
  women.
• 59:44
  And
• 59:44
  these
• 59:45
  are
• 59:45
  the
• 59:45
  same
• 59:45
  people
• 59:45
  who
• 59:46
  are
• 59:46
  watching
• 59:46
  football
• 59:47
  or
• 59:47
  watching
• 59:47
  the
• 59:48
  news
• 59:48
  and
• 59:48
  yelling
• 59:48
  at
• 59:49
  the
• 59:49
  television.
• 59:49
  Okay.
• 59:50
  No,
• 59:50
  you
• 59:50
  don't.
• 59:51
  You.
• 59:51
  You
• 59:51
  don't
• 59:51
  hold
• 59:51
  on
• 59:51
  to
• 59:52
  anger
• 59:52
  at
• 59:52
  all.
• 59:52
  You're
• 59:53
  yelling
• 59:53
  at
• 59:53
  television.
• 59:54
  My
• 59:54
  husband
• 59:55
  one
• 59:55
  time,
• 59:55
  when
• 59:56
  we
• 59:56
  had
• 59:56
  recently
• 59:57
  just
• 59:57
  gotten
• 59:57
  together,
• 59:57
  got
• 59:58
  so
• 59:58
  mad
• 59:59
  because
• 1:00:00
  he.
• 1:00:00
  It
• 1:00:00
  was
• 1:00:00
  this
• 1:00:00
  big,
• 1:00:01
  important
• 1:00:01
  game
• 1:00:01
  for
• 1:00:02
  the
• 1:00:02
  Bears,
• 1:00:02
  and
• 1:00:03
  I
• 1:00:03
  saw
• 1:00:04
  his
• 1:00:05
  team
• 1:00:05
  Miss
• 1:00:06
  this,
• 1:00:06
  like,
• 1:00:07
  winning
• 1:00:07
  field
• 1:00:08
  goal
• 1:00:08
  before
• 1:00:08
  it
• 1:00:09
  happened.
• 1:00:09
  I
• 1:00:09
  go,
• 1:00:09
  oh,
• 1:00:10
  he
• 1:00:10
  missed.
• 1:00:10
  And
• 1:00:10
  he
• 1:00:11
  goes,
• 1:00:11
  what?
• 1:00:11
  What?
• 1:00:11
  And
• 1:00:12
  then
• 1:00:12
  the
• 1:00:12
  guy
• 1:00:12
  missed,
• 1:00:12
  and
• 1:00:12
  he
• 1:00:13
  was.
• 1:00:13
  Was
• 1:00:13
  so
• 1:00:13
  mad.
• 1:00:14
  He
• 1:00:14
  went
• 1:00:14
  and
• 1:00:14
  shaved,
• 1:00:15
  like,
• 1:00:15
  his,
• 1:00:15
  like,
• 1:00:16
  all
• 1:00:16
  of
• 1:00:16
  his
• 1:00:16
  hair,
• 1:00:16
  his
• 1:00:17
  head,
• 1:00:17
  his
• 1:00:17
  beard.
• 1:00:18
  He,
• 1:00:18
  like,
• 1:00:18
  shaved
• 1:00:18
  it
• 1:00:18
  all
• 1:00:19
  off.
• 1:00:19
  And
• 1:00:19
  I
• 1:00:19
  was
• 1:00:19
  like,
• 1:00:19
  oh,
• 1:00:20
  I'm
• 1:00:20
  sorry.
• 1:00:20
  Like,
• 1:00:20
  are
• 1:00:20
  you
• 1:00:21
  mad
• 1:00:21
  that
• 1:00:21
  I,
• 1:00:21
  like,
• 1:00:22
  called
• 1:00:22
  it?
• 1:00:22
  Are
• 1:00:22
  you
• 1:00:23
  mad
• 1:00:23
  that.
• 1:00:25
  I
• 1:00:26
  have.
• 1:00:26
  I
• 1:00:26
  have
• 1:00:27
  a
• 1:00:27
  funny
• 1:00:27
  story
• 1:00:27
  that's
• 1:00:28
  apropos
• 1:00:28
  of
• 1:00:28
  absolutely
• 1:00:29
  nothing,
• 1:00:29
  but
• 1:00:30
  I
• 1:00:30
  grew.
• 1:00:30
  I.
• 1:00:31
  I
• 1:00:31
  grew
• 1:00:32
  up
• 1:00:32
  in
• 1:00:32
  New
• 1:00:32
  York
• 1:00:33
  City,
• 1:00:33
  and
• 1:00:33
  I
• 1:00:33
  went
• 1:00:33
  to
• 1:00:33
  college
• 1:00:34
  in
• 1:00:34
  Chicago,
• 1:00:35
  and
• 1:00:35
  I
• 1:00:35
  graduated
• 1:00:36
  in
• 1:00:36
  1984,
• 1:00:37
  so
• 1:00:37
  everybody
• 1:00:37
  knows
• 1:00:37
  exactly
• 1:00:38
  how
• 1:00:38
  old
• 1:00:38
  Catherine
• 1:00:39
  is.
• 1:00:39
  And
• 1:00:40
  I
• 1:00:40
  became
• 1:00:41
  a
• 1:00:41
  Bears
• 1:00:42
  fan.
• 1:00:42
  And
• 1:00:42
  I'm.
• 1:00:42
  I
• 1:00:43
  don't
• 1:00:43
  follow
• 1:00:43
  football
• 1:00:43
  anymore,
• 1:00:44
  but
• 1:00:44
  my
• 1:00:44
  husband
• 1:00:45
  was
• 1:00:45
  a
• 1:00:45
  49ers
• 1:00:46
  fan.
• 1:00:47
  We
• 1:00:47
  were
• 1:00:47
  at
• 1:00:48
  Hilton
• 1:00:48
  Head
• 1:00:48
  or
• 1:00:48
  someplace.
• 1:00:49
  We're
• 1:00:49
  on
• 1:00:49
  vacation,
• 1:00:50
  and
• 1:00:50
  the
• 1:00:51
  Bears
• 1:00:51
  were
• 1:00:51
  going
• 1:00:52
  to
• 1:00:52
  play
• 1:00:52
  the
• 1:00:52
  49ers,
• 1:00:53
  and
• 1:00:53
  he
• 1:00:53
  started
• 1:00:54
  to
• 1:00:54
  talk
• 1:00:54
  smack.
• 1:00:54
  Don't
• 1:00:55
  talk
• 1:00:55
  smack
• 1:00:55
  to
• 1:00:55
  me.
• 1:00:56
  And
• 1:00:56
  he
• 1:00:56
  looked
• 1:00:57
  at
• 1:00:57
  me,
• 1:00:58
  you
• 1:00:58
  know,
• 1:00:58
  he.
• 1:00:58
  He's.
• 1:00:59
  He's
• 1:00:59
  really
• 1:00:59
  lucky.
• 1:01:00
  I
• 1:01:00
  took
• 1:01:00
  pity
• 1:01:00
  on
• 1:01:00
  him.
• 1:01:01
  He
• 1:01:01
  said,
• 1:01:01
  if
• 1:01:01
  the
• 1:01:01
  Bears
• 1:01:02
  beat
• 1:01:02
  the
• 1:01:02
  49ers,
• 1:01:03
  I
• 1:01:03
  will
• 1:01:03
  buy
• 1:01:04
  you
• 1:01:04
  anything
• 1:01:04
  you
• 1:01:04
  want.
• 1:01:07
  Guess
• 1:01:08
  what
• 1:01:08
  happened?
• 1:01:09
  I
• 1:01:09
  ended
• 1:01:09
  up
• 1:01:10
  with
• 1:01:10
  a
• 1:01:10
  beautiful,
• 1:01:11
  beautiful
• 1:01:12
  Ralph
• 1:01:12
  lan
• 1:01:13
  wallet
• 1:01:13
  that
• 1:01:14
  I
• 1:01:14
  still
• 1:01:14
  carry
• 1:01:14
  to
• 1:01:15
  this
• 1:01:15
  day
• 1:01:15
  because
• 1:01:15
  I've
• 1:01:16
  got
• 1:01:16
  it
• 1:01:16
  at
• 1:01:16
  the
• 1:01:16
  outlet
• 1:01:17
  mall.
• 1:01:17
  And
• 1:01:17
  I
• 1:01:18
  took
• 1:01:18
  super
• 1:01:18
  pity
• 1:01:19
  on
• 1:01:19
  him
• 1:01:19
  because
• 1:01:19
  I
• 1:01:20
  could
• 1:01:20
  have
• 1:01:20
  gotten
• 1:01:20
  everything,
• 1:01:21
  and
• 1:01:21
  he
• 1:01:21
  still.
• 1:01:22
  It
• 1:01:22
  still
• 1:01:22
  stings
• 1:01:22
  him
• 1:01:23
  to
• 1:01:23
  this
• 1:01:23
  day.
• 1:01:23
  Don't
• 1:01:24
  talk
• 1:01:24
  smack
• 1:01:25
  to
• 1:01:25
  me.
• 1:01:25
  Man,
• 1:01:26
  oh,
• 1:01:27
  man,
• 1:01:27
  I
• 1:01:28
  love
• 1:01:28
  that.
• 1:01:29
  That
• 1:01:29
  is
• 1:01:29
  awesome.
• 1:01:30
  I
• 1:01:31
  want
• 1:01:31
  it
• 1:01:31
  as
• 1:01:31
  a
• 1:01:31
  story
• 1:01:32
  behind
• 1:01:32
  it.
• 1:01:34
  What?
• 1:01:35
  That's
• 1:01:35
  the
• 1:01:35
  story
• 1:01:35
  behind
• 1:01:36
  my
• 1:01:36
  wallet.
• 1:01:36
  Whenever
• 1:01:36
  I
• 1:01:37
  take
• 1:01:37
  it
• 1:01:37
  out,
• 1:01:37
  I
• 1:01:37
  think
• 1:01:37
  of.
• 1:01:38
  I
• 1:01:38
  think
• 1:01:38
  of
• 1:01:38
  the
• 1:01:38
  bear
• 1:01:39
  and
• 1:01:39
  49ers
• 1:01:39
  gang.
• 1:01:40
  Thank
• 1:01:40
  you,
• 1:01:41
  Bears.
• 1:01:41
  That
• 1:01:41
  is
• 1:01:42
  like
• 1:01:42
  giving
• 1:01:42
  the
• 1:01:43
  thankful.
• 1:01:44
  Just
• 1:01:44
  don't
• 1:01:45
  do
• 1:01:45
  that
• 1:01:45
  on
• 1:01:45
  them
• 1:01:45
  now.
• 1:01:45
  Don't
• 1:01:46
  bank
• 1:01:46
  on
• 1:01:46
  them
• 1:01:46
  now,
• 1:01:46
  because.
• 1:01:47
  No,
• 1:01:47
  no,
• 1:01:48
  it's
• 1:01:48
  not
• 1:01:48
  easy
• 1:01:48
  being
• 1:01:49
  a
• 1:01:49
  Bears
• 1:01:49
  fan.
• 1:01:51
  It's
• 1:01:51
  not
• 1:01:51
  easy
• 1:01:52
  being
• 1:01:52
  a
• 1:01:52
  Dallas
• 1:01:52
  fan
• 1:01:53
  either.
• 1:01:54
  Okay.
• 1:01:55
  One
• 1:01:55
  of
• 1:01:55
  the
• 1:01:55
  burning
• 1:01:55
  things
• 1:01:56
  on
• 1:01:56
  my
• 1:01:56
  list
• 1:01:56
  is
• 1:01:56
  the
• 1:01:57
  past
• 1:01:57
  life.
• 1:01:57
  Intuitive.
• 1:01:58
  Yes.
• 1:01:59
  Is
• 1:01:59
  that
• 1:02:00
  something
• 1:02:00
  that
• 1:02:00
  you
• 1:02:00
  still
• 1:02:00
  do
• 1:02:01
  or
• 1:02:01
  like,
• 1:02:01
  does
• 1:02:01
  that
• 1:02:01
  have.
• 1:02:02
  Absolutely.
• 1:02:02
  I
• 1:02:02
  do
• 1:02:02
  now.
• 1:02:03
  All
• 1:02:03
  the
• 1:02:03
  time.
• 1:02:03
  Every
• 1:02:04
  day.
• 1:02:04
  See?
• 1:02:05
  Ten
• 1:02:05
  at
• 1:02:06
  a
• 1:02:06
  time.
• 1:02:06
  I
• 1:02:06
  wrote
• 1:02:06
  another
• 1:02:07
  book,
• 1:02:07
  of
• 1:02:07
  course
• 1:02:07
  I
• 1:02:08
  did,
• 1:02:08
  called
• 1:02:08
  the
• 1:02:08
  little
• 1:02:09
  burn
• 1:02:09
  in
• 1:02:09
  your
• 1:02:09
  shoulder,
• 1:02:10
  because.
• 1:02:10
  Of
• 1:02:10
  course
• 1:02:10
  I
• 1:02:10
  did.
• 1:02:11
  And
• 1:02:12
  it's
• 1:02:12
  a
• 1:02:12
  tiny
• 1:02:12
  little
• 1:02:13
  book
• 1:02:13
  that
• 1:02:13
  teaches
• 1:02:13
  you
• 1:02:13
  how
• 1:02:14
  to
• 1:02:14
  tap
• 1:02:14
  into
• 1:02:14
  your
• 1:02:14
  intuition
• 1:02:15
  because
• 1:02:15
  10
• 1:02:16
  out
• 1:02:16
  of
• 1:02:16
  10
• 1:02:16
  people
• 1:02:16
  are
• 1:02:17
  intuitive.
• 1:02:17
  Notice
• 1:02:18
  I
• 1:02:18
  don't
• 1:02:18
  say
• 1:02:18
  the
• 1:02:18
  word
• 1:02:19
  psychic
• 1:02:19
  because
• 1:02:19
  it's
• 1:02:19
  a
• 1:02:19
  personal
• 1:02:20
  choice
• 1:02:20
  of
• 1:02:20
  mine.
• 1:02:21
  I
• 1:02:21
  don't
• 1:02:21
  like
• 1:02:21
  the
• 1:02:21
  word.
• 1:02:22
  I
• 1:02:22
  think
• 1:02:23
  it's.
• 1:02:23
  I
• 1:02:23
  think
• 1:02:23
  there's
• 1:02:24
  a
• 1:02:24
  lot
• 1:02:24
  of
• 1:02:24
  bad
• 1:02:24
  juju
• 1:02:25
  and
• 1:02:25
  a
• 1:02:25
  lot
• 1:02:25
  of
• 1:02:26
  bad
• 1:02:26
  Things
• 1:02:26
  associated
• 1:02:27
  with
• 1:02:27
  that
• 1:02:28
  word.
• 1:02:29
  So
• 1:02:29
  everybody's
• 1:02:29
  intuitive.
• 1:02:30
  You
• 1:02:30
  either
• 1:02:30
  see
• 1:02:30
  it,
• 1:02:31
  feel
• 1:02:31
  it,
• 1:02:31
  know
• 1:02:31
  it,
• 1:02:31
  or
• 1:02:31
  you
• 1:02:32
  just
• 1:02:32
  sense
• 1:02:32
  it.
• 1:02:33
  Everybody.
• 1:02:34
  Yeah.
• 1:02:35
  And
• 1:02:35
  everybody
• 1:02:36
  says,
• 1:02:36
  I
• 1:02:36
  knew
• 1:02:36
  I
• 1:02:36
  shouldn't
• 1:02:37
  have
• 1:02:37
  done
• 1:02:37
  that.
• 1:02:39
  That's
• 1:02:39
  the
• 1:02:39
  little
• 1:02:39
  bird
• 1:02:40
  in
• 1:02:40
  your
• 1:02:40
  shoulder
• 1:02:41
  giving
• 1:02:41
  you
• 1:02:41
  warning.
• 1:02:43
  I
• 1:02:43
  was
• 1:02:43
  born
• 1:02:43
  clairaudient,
• 1:02:44
  which
• 1:02:44
  means
• 1:02:45
  I
• 1:02:45
  hear
• 1:02:45
  things
• 1:02:45
  in
• 1:02:45
  my
• 1:02:46
  mind.
• 1:02:46
  I
• 1:02:46
  hear
• 1:02:46
  voices
• 1:02:47
  in
• 1:02:47
  my
• 1:02:47
  head.
• 1:02:48
  I've
• 1:02:48
  been
• 1:02:48
  hearing
• 1:02:49
  them
• 1:02:49
  since
• 1:02:49
  I
• 1:02:49
  was
• 1:02:49
  a
• 1:02:49
  kid.
• 1:02:51
  Some.
• 1:02:51
  I
• 1:02:51
  am
• 1:02:51
  also
• 1:02:52
  clairvoyant,
• 1:02:52
  which
• 1:02:53
  means
• 1:02:53
  I
• 1:02:53
  see
• 1:02:53
  things.
• 1:02:53
  Now,
• 1:02:54
  it
• 1:02:54
  doesn't
• 1:02:54
  mean
• 1:02:54
  I'm
• 1:02:55
  going
• 1:02:55
  to
• 1:02:55
  see
• 1:02:55
  a
• 1:02:55
  good.
• 1:02:56
  What
• 1:02:57
  it
• 1:02:57
  means
• 1:02:57
  is
• 1:02:57
  that
• 1:02:57
  I
• 1:02:57
  see
• 1:02:58
  the
• 1:02:58
  answer.
• 1:02:58
  I
• 1:02:59
  see
• 1:02:59
  it
• 1:02:59
  in
• 1:02:59
  people.
• 1:03:00
  I
• 1:03:00
  see
• 1:03:00
  it
• 1:03:00
  in.
• 1:03:01
  In
• 1:03:01
  the
• 1:03:01
  written
• 1:03:01
  word.
• 1:03:02
  I
• 1:03:02
  see
• 1:03:02
  it
• 1:03:02
  in
• 1:03:02
  movies.
• 1:03:03
  I.
• 1:03:03
  I
• 1:03:04
  just.
• 1:03:04
  I
• 1:03:04
  notice
• 1:03:05
  things.
• 1:03:05
  Then
• 1:03:06
  you've
• 1:03:06
  got
• 1:03:06
  the
• 1:03:06
  clairsension
• 1:03:07
  people
• 1:03:07
  who
• 1:03:08
  feel
• 1:03:08
  their
• 1:03:08
  way
• 1:03:08
  through
• 1:03:09
  life,
• 1:03:09
  and
• 1:03:09
  they
• 1:03:09
  feel
• 1:03:10
  it.
• 1:03:10
  And
• 1:03:10
  then
• 1:03:10
  you
• 1:03:11
  got
• 1:03:11
  the
• 1:03:11
  clear,
• 1:03:11
  cognizant
• 1:03:12
  people
• 1:03:12
  who
• 1:03:12
  just
• 1:03:13
  know
• 1:03:13
  it.
• 1:03:13
  One
• 1:03:13
  minute
• 1:03:13
  they
• 1:03:14
  don't
• 1:03:14
  know
• 1:03:14
  it,
• 1:03:14
  and
• 1:03:14
  the
• 1:03:14
  next
• 1:03:14
  minute
• 1:03:15
  they
• 1:03:15
  do.
• 1:03:16
  Everybody
• 1:03:16
  listening
• 1:03:17
  does
• 1:03:17
  one
• 1:03:17
  of
• 1:03:17
  those
• 1:03:18
  four
• 1:03:18
  ways.
• 1:03:18
  And
• 1:03:19
  there
• 1:03:19
  are
• 1:03:19
  a
• 1:03:19
  bunch
• 1:03:19
  of
• 1:03:19
  empaths
• 1:03:20
  out
• 1:03:20
  there
• 1:03:20
  that
• 1:03:21
  go
• 1:03:21
  into.
• 1:03:21
  I'm
• 1:03:21
  also
• 1:03:21
  empathic.
• 1:03:22
  And
• 1:03:22
  that
• 1:03:22
  means
• 1:03:22
  you
• 1:03:23
  go
• 1:03:23
  into
• 1:03:23
  a
• 1:03:23
  room
• 1:03:23
  and
• 1:03:23
  it
• 1:03:23
  feels
• 1:03:24
  off.
• 1:03:25
  That's.
• 1:03:25
  You
• 1:03:26
  shake
• 1:03:26
  somebody's
• 1:03:27
  hand
• 1:03:27
  and
• 1:03:28
  you
• 1:03:28
  just
• 1:03:29
  know.
• 1:03:29
  I
• 1:03:30
  mean,
• 1:03:31
  you
• 1:03:31
  just
• 1:03:31
  know
• 1:03:32
  something's
• 1:03:32
  wrong.
• 1:03:33
  So
• 1:03:34
  those
• 1:03:34
  are
• 1:03:34
  the
• 1:03:34
  empaths.
• 1:03:36
  And
• 1:03:37
  as
• 1:03:37
  I.
• 1:03:38
  I
• 1:03:38
  stayed
• 1:03:38
  in
• 1:03:38
  the
• 1:03:38
  closet
• 1:03:39
  for
• 1:03:39
  over
• 1:03:39
  40
• 1:03:40
  years
• 1:03:40
  because
• 1:03:40
  as
• 1:03:41
  I
• 1:03:41
  was
• 1:03:41
  saying
• 1:03:41
  to
• 1:03:41
  you
• 1:03:41
  before
• 1:03:41
  you
• 1:03:42
  hit
• 1:03:42
  record,
• 1:03:44
  back
• 1:03:44
  in
• 1:03:44
  those
• 1:03:44
  days,
• 1:03:45
  in
• 1:03:45
  the
• 1:03:45
  1970s,
• 1:03:46
  if
• 1:03:46
  I
• 1:03:47
  exhibited
• 1:03:48
  even
• 1:03:48
  an
• 1:03:48
  ounce
• 1:03:48
  of
• 1:03:49
  intuition,
• 1:03:50
  they'd
• 1:03:50
  slap
• 1:03:50
  it.
• 1:03:50
  You're
• 1:03:50
  crazy
• 1:03:51
  as
• 1:03:51
  a
• 1:03:51
  bedbug,
• 1:03:51
  sticker
• 1:03:52
  across
• 1:03:52
  your
• 1:03:52
  forehead,
• 1:03:53
  give
• 1:03:53
  you
• 1:03:53
  meds
• 1:03:53
  and
• 1:03:53
  put
• 1:03:54
  you
• 1:03:54
  in
• 1:03:54
  the
• 1:03:54
  mental
• 1:03:54
  institution.
• 1:03:55
  And
• 1:03:55
  I
• 1:03:56
  was
• 1:03:56
  bullied,
• 1:03:56
  horribly
• 1:03:57
  bullied
• 1:03:57
  in
• 1:03:57
  school
• 1:03:58
  because
• 1:03:58
  I
• 1:03:58
  was
• 1:03:58
  different.
• 1:03:59
  And
• 1:03:59
  I
• 1:03:59
  learned
• 1:04:00
  very
• 1:04:00
  quickly
• 1:04:01
  that
• 1:04:01
  I
• 1:04:01
  was
• 1:04:02
  the
• 1:04:02
  only
• 1:04:02
  one
• 1:04:02
  hearing
• 1:04:02
  voices
• 1:04:03
  in
• 1:04:03
  my
• 1:04:03
  head.
• 1:04:04
  I
• 1:04:04
  didn't
• 1:04:04
  tell
• 1:04:04
  my
• 1:04:05
  parents.
• 1:04:05
  I
• 1:04:05
  didn't
• 1:04:05
  tell
• 1:04:06
  my
• 1:04:06
  brother
• 1:04:06
  because
• 1:04:07
  they
• 1:04:07
  knew
• 1:04:07
  they
• 1:04:07
  would
• 1:04:07
  think
• 1:04:07
  I
• 1:04:08
  was
• 1:04:08
  crazy.
• 1:04:08
  You're
• 1:04:08
  hearing
• 1:04:09
  voices.
• 1:04:09
  Here's
• 1:04:09
  some
• 1:04:09
  meds.
• 1:04:11
  No.
• 1:04:11
  So
• 1:04:11
  I
• 1:04:11
  kept
• 1:04:12
  it
• 1:04:12
  to
• 1:04:12
  myself.
• 1:04:13
  And
• 1:04:13
  I
• 1:04:13
  got.
• 1:04:13
  Over
• 1:04:14
  the
• 1:04:14
  years,
• 1:04:14
  I
• 1:04:14
  got
• 1:04:14
  really
• 1:04:15
  good
• 1:04:15
  at
• 1:04:15
  giving
• 1:04:15
  people
• 1:04:16
  readings.
• 1:04:16
  And
• 1:04:16
  you
• 1:04:16
  wouldn't
• 1:04:17
  know
• 1:04:17
  it
• 1:04:17
  because
• 1:04:17
  I
• 1:04:17
  would
• 1:04:17
  flip
• 1:04:18
  the
• 1:04:18
  language.
• 1:04:18
  I
• 1:04:18
  would
• 1:04:18
  look
• 1:04:19
  at
• 1:04:19
  you
• 1:04:19
  and
• 1:04:19
  say,
• 1:04:20
  have
• 1:04:20
  you
• 1:04:20
  ever
• 1:04:20
  thought
• 1:04:21
  about,
• 1:04:22
  you
• 1:04:22
  know,
• 1:04:22
  who
• 1:04:22
  I
• 1:04:23
  think
• 1:04:23
  would
• 1:04:23
  be
• 1:04:23
  great
• 1:04:23
  for
• 1:04:23
  you?
• 1:04:25
  And
• 1:04:25
  then
• 1:04:25
  I
• 1:04:25
  would
• 1:04:25
  hit
• 1:04:25
  them
• 1:04:25
  with
• 1:04:25
  the
• 1:04:26
  message.
• 1:04:26
  Message
• 1:04:26
  I
• 1:04:26
  was
• 1:04:26
  getting.
• 1:04:27
  So
• 1:04:29
  fast
• 1:04:29
  forward
• 1:04:29
  a
• 1:04:29
  bunch
• 1:04:30
  of
• 1:04:30
  years.
• 1:04:31
  I'm
• 1:04:31
  in
• 1:04:31
  my
• 1:04:31
  60s
• 1:04:32
  now,
• 1:04:33
  and
• 1:04:33
  about
• 1:04:34
  three,
• 1:04:35
  four
• 1:04:35
  years
• 1:04:35
  ago,
• 1:04:37
  a
• 1:04:37
  client
• 1:04:37
  of
• 1:04:37
  mine
• 1:04:38
  called
• 1:04:38
  me
• 1:04:38
  up,
• 1:04:38
  and
• 1:04:39
  he
• 1:04:39
  was
• 1:04:39
  a
• 1:04:39
  cop,
• 1:04:40
  and
• 1:04:40
  he
• 1:04:41
  was
• 1:04:41
  having
• 1:04:41
  trouble
• 1:04:41
  sleeping.
• 1:04:43
  And
• 1:04:43
  he
• 1:04:43
  said,
• 1:04:44
  I've
• 1:04:44
  tried
• 1:04:45
  hypnosis.
• 1:04:45
  I've
• 1:04:46
  tried
• 1:04:46
  meds,
• 1:04:47
  I've
• 1:04:47
  tried
• 1:04:47
  the
• 1:04:47
  sleep
• 1:04:48
  apps.
• 1:04:48
  I've
• 1:04:49
  tried
• 1:04:49
  everything.
• 1:04:51
  I
• 1:04:51
  can't
• 1:04:51
  sleep.
• 1:04:52
  He's
• 1:04:52
  a
• 1:04:52
  cop.
• 1:04:53
  You
• 1:04:53
  need
• 1:04:53
  to
• 1:04:53
  sleep
• 1:04:53
  if
• 1:04:53
  you're
• 1:04:54
  in
• 1:04:54
  the.
• 1:04:54
  If
• 1:04:54
  you're
• 1:04:54
  a
• 1:04:54
  law
• 1:04:54
  enforcement.
• 1:04:55
  He
• 1:04:56
  said,
• 1:04:56
  I'll
• 1:04:56
  do
• 1:04:57
  anything
• 1:04:57
  you
• 1:04:57
  tell
• 1:04:57
  me.
• 1:04:58
  I
• 1:04:58
  don't
• 1:04:58
  care
• 1:04:58
  what
• 1:04:58
  you
• 1:04:59
  tell
• 1:04:59
  me
• 1:04:59
  to
• 1:04:59
  do,
• 1:04:59
  I
• 1:05:00
  will
• 1:05:00
  do
• 1:05:00
  it.
• 1:05:01
  And
• 1:05:01
  all
• 1:05:01
  of
• 1:05:01
  a
• 1:05:01
  sudden
• 1:05:01
  I
• 1:05:02
  got
• 1:05:02
  this
• 1:05:02
  vision
• 1:05:02
  in
• 1:05:03
  my
• 1:05:03
  head
• 1:05:03
  of
• 1:05:03
  this
• 1:05:03
  sheriff
• 1:05:04
  who
• 1:05:04
  was
• 1:05:04
  sleeping
• 1:05:05
  with
• 1:05:05
  his
• 1:05:05
  wife
• 1:05:05
  in
• 1:05:06
  a
• 1:05:06
  town.
• 1:05:06
  And
• 1:05:07
  I
• 1:05:07
  watched.
• 1:05:07
  It
• 1:05:07
  was
• 1:05:08
  like
• 1:05:08
  a
• 1:05:08
  movie
• 1:05:08
  playing
• 1:05:08
  in
• 1:05:09
  my
• 1:05:09
  head.
• 1:05:09
  And
• 1:05:09
  I
• 1:05:09
  watched
• 1:05:10
  as
• 1:05:10
  his.
• 1:05:10
  As
• 1:05:10
  his
• 1:05:11
  wife
• 1:05:11
  smothered
• 1:05:11
  with
• 1:05:12
  him
• 1:05:12
  a
• 1:05:12
  pillow
• 1:05:12
  and
• 1:05:12
  killed
• 1:05:13
  him.
• 1:05:14
  I'd
• 1:05:15
  have
• 1:05:15
  trouble
• 1:05:15
  sleeping
• 1:05:16
  too
• 1:05:16
  if
• 1:05:16
  somebody
• 1:05:16
  smothered
• 1:05:17
  me
• 1:05:17
  with
• 1:05:17
  a
• 1:05:17
  pillow.
• 1:05:18
  Right.
• 1:05:19
  And
• 1:05:20
  once
• 1:05:20
  we.
• 1:05:21
  Once
• 1:05:21
  I
• 1:05:22
  revealed
• 1:05:22
  that
• 1:05:22
  life
• 1:05:23
  to
• 1:05:23
  him,
• 1:05:23
  we
• 1:05:23
  did
• 1:05:24
  the
• 1:05:24
  forgiveness.
• 1:05:24
  I
• 1:05:25
  had
• 1:05:25
  him
• 1:05:25
  forgive
• 1:05:25
  every
• 1:05:26
  aspect
• 1:05:26
  of
• 1:05:27
  this
• 1:05:27
  memory.
• 1:05:28
  He
• 1:05:29
  started
• 1:05:29
  to
• 1:05:29
  sleep
• 1:05:30
  through
• 1:05:30
  the
• 1:05:30
  night
• 1:05:30
  and
• 1:05:30
  he
• 1:05:30
  started
• 1:05:31
  to
• 1:05:31
  date
• 1:05:31
  again.
• 1:05:32
  Oh.
• 1:05:34
  Sometimes
• 1:05:34
  in
• 1:05:35
  past
• 1:05:35
  lives,
• 1:05:35
  if
• 1:05:36
  it's
• 1:05:36
  something
• 1:05:36
  very
• 1:05:36
  traumatic,
• 1:05:38
  as
• 1:05:38
  I
• 1:05:39
  said,
• 1:05:39
  it
• 1:05:39
  comes
• 1:05:40
  out
• 1:05:40
  your
• 1:05:40
  mouth
• 1:05:40
  and
• 1:05:40
  it
• 1:05:41
  follows
• 1:05:41
  your
• 1:05:41
  energy
• 1:05:41
  field.
• 1:05:42
  Well,
• 1:05:42
  it's
• 1:05:42
  even
• 1:05:42
  more
• 1:05:43
  insipid
• 1:05:44
  than
• 1:05:44
  that.
• 1:05:45
  It
• 1:05:45
  can
• 1:05:45
  fought.
• 1:05:46
  This
• 1:05:46
  stuff
• 1:05:46
  can
• 1:05:46
  follow
• 1:05:46
  you
• 1:05:47
  from
• 1:05:47
  life
• 1:05:47
  to
• 1:05:47
  life.
• 1:05:47
  To
• 1:05:48
  life.
• 1:05:48
  So
• 1:05:48
  if
• 1:05:48
  you
• 1:05:48
  are
• 1:05:48
  scared
• 1:05:49
  of
• 1:05:49
  heights,
• 1:05:50
  if
• 1:05:51
  you
• 1:05:51
  are
• 1:05:51
  scared
• 1:05:51
  of
• 1:05:51
  fire
• 1:05:52
  and
• 1:05:52
  you
• 1:05:52
  know,
• 1:05:52
  you've
• 1:05:53
  got
• 1:05:53
  this
• 1:05:53
  vision
• 1:05:53
  that
• 1:05:53
  somebody's,
• 1:05:54
  you
• 1:05:54
  know,
• 1:05:54
  you
• 1:05:54
  don't
• 1:05:55
  want
• 1:05:55
  to
• 1:05:55
  burn
• 1:05:55
  your
• 1:05:55
  house
• 1:05:55
  down,
• 1:05:56
  you
• 1:05:56
  probably
• 1:05:56
  died
• 1:05:57
  in
• 1:05:57
  a
• 1:05:57
  highest
• 1:05:57
  house
• 1:05:57
  fire
• 1:05:58
  in
• 1:05:58
  another
• 1:05:59
  life.
• 1:05:59
  That's
• 1:05:59
  what
• 1:05:59
  I
• 1:05:59
  said.
• 1:06:00
  True.
• 1:06:02
  You
• 1:06:02
  know,
• 1:06:02
  if
• 1:06:02
  you
• 1:06:02
  can't
• 1:06:02
  sleep,
• 1:06:03
  there
• 1:06:03
  might
• 1:06:03
  be
• 1:06:03
  a
• 1:06:04
  reason
• 1:06:04
  or
• 1:06:04
  a
• 1:06:04
  past
• 1:06:05
  life
• 1:06:05
  reason
• 1:06:05
  why
• 1:06:06
  you
• 1:06:06
  can't
• 1:06:06
  sleep.
• 1:06:08
  And
• 1:06:08
  what
• 1:06:09
  the
• 1:06:09
  angels
• 1:06:09
  do
• 1:06:10
  for
• 1:06:10
  me
• 1:06:10
  is
• 1:06:10
  they
• 1:06:11
  will,
• 1:06:11
  they
• 1:06:11
  will
• 1:06:12
  tell
• 1:06:12
  me
• 1:06:12
  the
• 1:06:12
  past
• 1:06:13
  life
• 1:06:13
  that
• 1:06:13
  is
• 1:06:13
  tripping
• 1:06:14
  you
• 1:06:14
  up
• 1:06:14
  the.
• 1:06:14
  The
• 1:06:15
  most
• 1:06:15
  in
• 1:06:15
  this
• 1:06:15
  lifetime.
• 1:06:18
  I
• 1:06:18
  had
• 1:06:18
  two
• 1:06:19
  friends
• 1:06:19
  of
• 1:06:19
  mine
• 1:06:20
  and
• 1:06:21
  I
• 1:06:22
  introduced
• 1:06:22
  them.
• 1:06:23
  Hated
• 1:06:23
  each
• 1:06:24
  other
• 1:06:24
  on
• 1:06:24
  site.
• 1:06:25
  On
• 1:06:25
  site.
• 1:06:26
  And
• 1:06:26
  I
• 1:06:26
  don't
• 1:06:27
  mean
• 1:06:27
  just
• 1:06:27
  hate
• 1:06:27
  hate.
• 1:06:28
  I
• 1:06:28
  mean
• 1:06:29
  absolutely
• 1:06:30
  hated
• 1:06:30
  each
• 1:06:30
  other
• 1:06:31
  on
• 1:06:31
  site.
• 1:06:31
  They
• 1:06:32
  pretty
• 1:06:32
  much
• 1:06:32
  didn't
• 1:06:33
  do
• 1:06:33
  anything
• 1:06:33
  except
• 1:06:34
  shake
• 1:06:34
  hands.
• 1:06:34
  And
• 1:06:35
  that's.
• 1:06:35
  That's
• 1:06:36
  it.
• 1:06:36
  And
• 1:06:36
  it
• 1:06:37
  was
• 1:06:37
  just
• 1:06:37
  patrolic.
• 1:06:38
  It
• 1:06:38
  was
• 1:06:38
  awful.
• 1:06:39
  And
• 1:06:39
  I
• 1:06:39
  got
• 1:06:39
  a
• 1:06:40
  past
• 1:06:40
  life
• 1:06:40
  hit
• 1:06:41
  that
• 1:06:41
  the
• 1:06:42
  one
• 1:06:42
  friend
• 1:06:43
  in
• 1:06:43
  a
• 1:06:43
  past
• 1:06:44
  life
• 1:06:45
  was
• 1:06:45
  in
• 1:06:45
  the
• 1:06:45
  military
• 1:06:46
  and
• 1:06:46
  had
• 1:06:46
  killed
• 1:06:47
  my
• 1:06:47
  other
• 1:06:47
  friend's
• 1:06:48
  family.
• 1:06:48
  Everybody
• 1:06:49
  in
• 1:06:49
  her
• 1:06:49
  family.
• 1:06:51
  And
• 1:06:51
  obviously
• 1:06:52
  she
• 1:06:52
  was
• 1:06:52
  holding
• 1:06:52
  a
• 1:06:53
  little
• 1:06:53
  bit
• 1:06:53
  of
• 1:06:53
  a
• 1:06:53
  grudge.
• 1:06:54
  Yeah.
• 1:06:55
  So
• 1:06:55
  I
• 1:06:55
  had
• 1:06:55
  to
• 1:06:56
  work
• 1:06:56
  with
• 1:06:56
  both
• 1:06:56
  of
• 1:06:56
  them
• 1:06:56
  individually
• 1:06:57
  to
• 1:06:57
  get
• 1:06:57
  them
• 1:06:58
  to
• 1:06:58
  forgive
• 1:06:58
  that
• 1:06:58
  lifetime.
• 1:06:59
  And
• 1:06:59
  they
• 1:06:59
  still
• 1:06:59
  don't
• 1:07:00
  talk
• 1:07:00
  to
• 1:07:00
  each
• 1:07:00
  other,
• 1:07:00
  but
• 1:07:01
  at
• 1:07:01
  least
• 1:07:01
  they're
• 1:07:01
  not
• 1:07:02
  jumping
• 1:07:02
  at
• 1:07:02
  the
• 1:07:03
  bit.
• 1:07:03
  Interesting.
• 1:07:05
  There's
• 1:07:05
  more
• 1:07:06
  to
• 1:07:06
  life
• 1:07:06
  than
• 1:07:07
  what
• 1:07:07
  you've
• 1:07:07
  been
• 1:07:07
  taught.
• 1:07:08
  There's
• 1:07:08
  more
• 1:07:08
  to
• 1:07:09
  life
• 1:07:09
  than
• 1:07:09
  what
• 1:07:09
  you've.
• 1:07:10
  You've
• 1:07:10
  been
• 1:07:10
  taught
• 1:07:10
  in
• 1:07:11
  school
• 1:07:11
  and
• 1:07:11
  what
• 1:07:11
  people
• 1:07:12
  are
• 1:07:12
  telling
• 1:07:12
  you.
• 1:07:13
  There's
• 1:07:13
  a.
• 1:07:14
  The
• 1:07:14
  more
• 1:07:14
  I
• 1:07:14
  learn,
• 1:07:15
  the
• 1:07:15
  more
• 1:07:15
  I
• 1:07:15
  realize
• 1:07:16
  I
• 1:07:16
  have
• 1:07:16
  to
• 1:07:16
  learn.
• 1:07:17
  But
• 1:07:17
  past
• 1:07:17
  lives
• 1:07:18
  are
• 1:07:18
  real
• 1:07:19
  and
• 1:07:19
  they
• 1:07:19
  could
• 1:07:19
  affect
• 1:07:20
  you
• 1:07:20
  in
• 1:07:20
  this
• 1:07:20
  lifetime.
• 1:07:22
  I
• 1:07:22
  really
• 1:07:23
  fascinated
• 1:07:23
  in
• 1:07:23
  past
• 1:07:24
  lives,
• 1:07:24
  so
• 1:07:24
  that's
• 1:07:24
  really
• 1:07:25
  cool
• 1:07:25
  to
• 1:07:25
  hear.
• 1:07:27
  Yeah.
• 1:07:29
  You.
• 1:07:29
  I
• 1:07:29
  don't
• 1:07:29
  know
• 1:07:29
  if
• 1:07:29
  you
• 1:07:30
  remember
• 1:07:30
  this.
• 1:07:31
  In
• 1:07:31
  our
• 1:07:32
  little
• 1:07:33
  conversation
• 1:07:33
  that
• 1:07:33
  we
• 1:07:34
  had
• 1:07:34
  before
• 1:07:34
  this,
• 1:07:35
  when
• 1:07:35
  we
• 1:07:36
  did
• 1:07:36
  the
• 1:07:36
  pre
• 1:07:36
  recording
• 1:07:37
  conversation,
• 1:07:38
  you.
• 1:07:39
  You
• 1:07:39
  like
• 1:07:39
  paused
• 1:07:40
  and
• 1:07:40
  stopped
• 1:07:40
  talking
• 1:07:41
  and
• 1:07:41
  for
• 1:07:41
  a
• 1:07:42
  minute
• 1:07:42
  and
• 1:07:42
  then
• 1:07:42
  you
• 1:07:42
  were
• 1:07:42
  like,
• 1:07:43
  I
• 1:07:43
  just
• 1:07:43
  have
• 1:07:44
  to
• 1:07:44
  tell
• 1:07:44
  you
• 1:07:44
  how
• 1:07:44
  like,
• 1:07:45
  intuitive
• 1:07:45
  you
• 1:07:45
  really
• 1:07:46
  are
• 1:07:46
  and
• 1:07:46
  you
• 1:07:46
  like,
• 1:07:46
  question
• 1:07:47
  yourself.
• 1:07:47
  And
• 1:07:48
  I
• 1:07:48
  was
• 1:07:48
  like,
• 1:07:50
  yeah,
• 1:07:50
  okay.
• 1:07:52
  Huh.
• 1:07:53
  You
• 1:07:53
  are
• 1:07:53
  very
• 1:07:53
  intuitive.
• 1:07:54
  Oh,
• 1:07:55
  you're
• 1:07:55
  picking
• 1:07:55
  up
• 1:07:55
  on
• 1:07:56
  that
• 1:07:56
  again.
• 1:07:57
  Oh,
• 1:07:57
  yeah,
• 1:07:57
  I've
• 1:07:58
  been
• 1:07:58
  picking
• 1:07:58
  up
• 1:07:58
  on
• 1:07:58
  it
• 1:07:59
  and
• 1:07:59
  all
• 1:07:59
  that
• 1:07:59
  in
• 1:07:59
  the
• 1:07:59
  whole
• 1:07:59
  time.
• 1:08:00
  You're
• 1:08:00
  very
• 1:08:00
  intuitive
• 1:08:01
  and
• 1:08:01
  one
• 1:08:01
  of
• 1:08:02
  the
• 1:08:02
  reasons
• 1:08:02
  you
• 1:08:02
  were
• 1:08:02
  to
• 1:08:03
  intuitive
• 1:08:03
  is
• 1:08:04
  because
• 1:08:04
  you
• 1:08:04
  were.
• 1:08:04
  You're
• 1:08:05
  a.
• 1:08:06
  You
• 1:08:06
  don't
• 1:08:06
  mind
• 1:08:06
  being
• 1:08:06
  a
• 1:08:06
  guinea
• 1:08:07
  pig.
• 1:08:07
  I
• 1:08:07
  can't
• 1:08:07
  help
• 1:08:07
  myself.
• 1:08:08
  You
• 1:08:08
  could
• 1:08:08
  turn
• 1:08:08
  the
• 1:08:08
  recording
• 1:08:09
  off
• 1:08:09
  if
• 1:08:09
  you
• 1:08:09
  want.
• 1:08:09
  Oh,
• 1:08:10
  no,
• 1:08:10
  I
• 1:08:10
  love
• 1:08:10
  it.
• 1:08:10
  I'm
• 1:08:11
  here
• 1:08:11
  for.
• 1:08:11
  You
• 1:08:11
  were.
• 1:08:13
  I
• 1:08:13
  want
• 1:08:13
  to
• 1:08:13
  say
• 1:08:13
  you
• 1:08:13
  were
• 1:08:14
  a
• 1:08:14
  shaman
• 1:08:14
  in
• 1:08:14
  the
• 1:08:15
  past
• 1:08:15
  life,
• 1:08:15
  but
• 1:08:15
  that's
• 1:08:16
  not
• 1:08:16
  quite
• 1:08:16
  right.
• 1:08:17
  I
• 1:08:17
  want
• 1:08:17
  to
• 1:08:17
  say
• 1:08:17
  what.
• 1:08:18
  You
• 1:08:18
  were
• 1:08:18
  very
• 1:08:18
  spiritual.
• 1:08:23
  I
• 1:08:23
  want
• 1:08:24
  to
• 1:08:24
  say
• 1:08:24
  shaman,
• 1:08:24
  witch
• 1:08:25
  doctor.
• 1:08:26
  It's.
• 1:08:27
  I'm
• 1:08:27
  having.
• 1:08:27
  I'm
• 1:08:28
  having
• 1:08:28
  trouble
• 1:08:28
  with
• 1:08:28
  the
• 1:08:29
  word,
• 1:08:29
  to
• 1:08:29
  be
• 1:08:29
  quite
• 1:08:30
  honest
• 1:08:30
  with
• 1:08:30
  you.
• 1:08:30
  But
• 1:08:30
  you
• 1:08:30
  were
• 1:08:31
  in
• 1:08:31
  a
• 1:08:31
  tribe.
• 1:08:31
  It
• 1:08:32
  was
• 1:08:32
  like,
• 1:08:33
  I
• 1:08:33
  want
• 1:08:33
  to
• 1:08:33
  say
• 1:08:33
  American
• 1:08:34
  Indian
• 1:08:34
  tribe,
• 1:08:35
  and
• 1:08:35
  you
• 1:08:35
  were
• 1:08:36
  the
• 1:08:36
  chief
• 1:08:36
  medical
• 1:08:38
  top
• 1:08:38
  dog.
• 1:08:39
  And
• 1:08:39
  you
• 1:08:39
  knew
• 1:08:40
  your
• 1:08:40
  stuff.
• 1:08:40
  You
• 1:08:41
  were
• 1:08:41
  very
• 1:08:41
  intuitive.
• 1:08:42
  You
• 1:08:42
  knew
• 1:08:42
  the
• 1:08:43
  herbs.
• 1:08:43
  People
• 1:08:44
  would
• 1:08:44
  come
• 1:08:44
  to
• 1:08:44
  you
• 1:08:45
  from
• 1:08:45
  all
• 1:08:45
  over,
• 1:08:45
  fellow
• 1:08:46
  tribes
• 1:08:46
  to
• 1:08:46
  get
• 1:08:47
  them
• 1:08:47
  to
• 1:08:47
  heal.
• 1:08:47
  You
• 1:08:47
  did
• 1:08:48
  energy
• 1:08:48
  work.
• 1:08:49
  You
• 1:08:49
  knew
• 1:08:49
  the
• 1:08:50
  herbs
• 1:08:50
  to
• 1:08:50
  give
• 1:08:50
  them,
• 1:08:51
  and
• 1:08:52
  you
• 1:08:52
  got
• 1:08:52
  very
• 1:08:52
  powerful.
• 1:08:53
  And
• 1:08:53
  the
• 1:08:54
  only
• 1:08:54
  reason
• 1:08:54
  you
• 1:08:55
  got
• 1:08:55
  killed
• 1:08:56
  is
• 1:08:56
  because
• 1:08:57
  the
• 1:08:57
  chief
• 1:08:57
  of
• 1:08:58
  that
• 1:08:58
  particular
• 1:08:58
  clan,
• 1:09:01
  he
• 1:09:01
  just
• 1:09:01
  got
• 1:09:01
  it
• 1:09:02
  into
• 1:09:02
  his
• 1:09:02
  head
• 1:09:02
  that
• 1:09:02
  you
• 1:09:03
  wanted
• 1:09:03
  his
• 1:09:03
  job.
• 1:09:03
  He
• 1:09:03
  didn't.
• 1:09:04
  You
• 1:09:04
  just
• 1:09:04
  wanted
• 1:09:04
  to
• 1:09:04
  heal
• 1:09:05
  people.
• 1:09:05
  But
• 1:09:05
  he.
• 1:09:06
  He
• 1:09:06
  just
• 1:09:06
  got.
• 1:09:06
  He
• 1:09:07
  got
• 1:09:07
  jealous
• 1:09:08
  that
• 1:09:08
  everybody
• 1:09:08
  was
• 1:09:09
  going
• 1:09:09
  to
• 1:09:09
  you
• 1:09:09
  and
• 1:09:09
  not
• 1:09:09
  to
• 1:09:09
  him.
• 1:09:10
  So
• 1:09:10
  he
• 1:09:10
  killed
• 1:09:10
  you,
• 1:09:10
  threw
• 1:09:11
  you
• 1:09:11
  off
• 1:09:11
  a
• 1:09:11
  cliff.
• 1:09:12
  Sorry.
• 1:09:13
  Fascinating.
• 1:09:14
  Okay.
• 1:09:14
  I
• 1:09:14
  know
• 1:09:14
  I
• 1:09:15
  actually
• 1:09:15
  haven't
• 1:09:15
  told
• 1:09:16
  anyone,
• 1:09:16
  but
• 1:09:16
  I
• 1:09:16
  think
• 1:09:16
  maybe
• 1:09:17
  my
• 1:09:17
  husband
• 1:09:19
  that
• 1:09:19
  I
• 1:09:19
  started
• 1:09:20
  getting
• 1:09:20
  obsessed
• 1:09:21
  with,
• 1:09:21
  like
• 1:09:21
  the
• 1:09:21
  weeds
• 1:09:21
  that
• 1:09:22
  have
• 1:09:22
  popped
• 1:09:22
  up
• 1:09:23
  in
• 1:09:23
  my
• 1:09:23
  yard
• 1:09:24
  and
• 1:09:24
  around
• 1:09:24
  the
• 1:09:24
  yard,
• 1:09:24
  and
• 1:09:24
  I
• 1:09:25
  started
• 1:09:25
  looking
• 1:09:25
  them
• 1:09:25
  up
• 1:09:25
  and.
• 1:09:26
  And
• 1:09:26
  I'm
• 1:09:26
  like,
• 1:09:26
  oh,
• 1:09:27
  these
• 1:09:27
  have
• 1:09:27
  healing,
• 1:09:28
  you
• 1:09:28
  know,
• 1:09:28
  properties.
• 1:09:29
  And
• 1:09:29
  Medicine
• 1:09:30
  man.
• 1:09:31
  Medicine
• 1:09:31
  man,
• 1:09:31
  shaman.
• 1:09:32
  I.
• 1:09:32
  I'm
• 1:09:33
  not.
• 1:09:33
  I'm
• 1:09:33
  having
• 1:09:33
  trouble
• 1:09:34
  with
• 1:09:34
  what
• 1:09:34
  the
• 1:09:34
  exact
• 1:09:35
  word
• 1:09:35
  was,
• 1:09:35
  but
• 1:09:35
  let's
• 1:09:36
  just
• 1:09:36
  call
• 1:09:36
  it
• 1:09:36
  medicine
• 1:09:36
  man.
• 1:09:37
  And
• 1:09:37
  you
• 1:09:38
  had.
• 1:09:40
  Oh,
• 1:09:40
  good
• 1:09:40
  for
• 1:09:41
  you.
• 1:09:41
  You
• 1:09:41
  had
• 1:09:42
  two
• 1:09:42
  wives
• 1:09:42
  and
• 1:09:43
  a
• 1:09:43
  bunch
• 1:09:43
  of
• 1:09:43
  kids.
• 1:09:44
  Wait,
• 1:09:44
  was
• 1:09:45
  I
• 1:09:45
  a
• 1:09:45
  guy
• 1:09:45
  or
• 1:09:45
  a
• 1:09:45
  girl?
• 1:09:46
  You
• 1:09:46
  were
• 1:09:46
  a
• 1:09:46
  guy.
• 1:09:48
  You
• 1:09:48
  had
• 1:09:49
  two
• 1:09:49
  wives
• 1:09:49
  and
• 1:09:49
  a
• 1:09:49
  bunch
• 1:09:50
  of
• 1:09:50
  kids.
• 1:09:51
  And
• 1:09:51
  I
• 1:09:51
  see
• 1:09:51
  people
• 1:09:52
  coming
• 1:09:52
  in
• 1:09:52
  and
• 1:09:52
  out
• 1:09:53
  of
• 1:09:53
  your.
• 1:09:53
  Your
• 1:09:53
  hut.
• 1:09:54
  It
• 1:09:54
  wasn't
• 1:09:54
  a
• 1:09:54
  teepee.
• 1:09:54
  It
• 1:09:54
  was
• 1:09:55
  a
• 1:09:55
  hut.
• 1:09:55
  I
• 1:09:55
  mean,
• 1:09:55
  just
• 1:09:56
  constant
• 1:09:56
  stream
• 1:09:57
  of
• 1:09:57
  people.
• 1:09:58
  You
• 1:09:58
  died
• 1:09:58
  very
• 1:09:59
  young
• 1:09:59
  because
• 1:09:59
  I
• 1:09:59
  just
• 1:10:00
  think
• 1:10:00
  it
• 1:10:00
  was
• 1:10:00
  stress
• 1:10:00
  and
• 1:10:01
  it
• 1:10:01
  was
• 1:10:01
  all
• 1:10:01
  the
• 1:10:01
  work.
• 1:10:01
  You
• 1:10:02
  did
• 1:10:02
  not
• 1:10:02
  live
• 1:10:02
  to
• 1:10:02
  a
• 1:10:03
  very
• 1:10:03
  old
• 1:10:03
  age.
• 1:10:03
  I'm
• 1:10:03
  not
• 1:10:04
  surprised,
• 1:10:04
  because
• 1:10:04
  you
• 1:10:05
  were
• 1:10:05
  all
• 1:10:05
  about
• 1:10:05
  the
• 1:10:05
  work
• 1:10:05
  and
• 1:10:05
  you
• 1:10:06
  didn't
• 1:10:06
  take
• 1:10:06
  care
• 1:10:06
  of
• 1:10:06
  yourself.
• 1:10:08
  Okay,
• 1:10:10
  so
• 1:10:10
  does
• 1:10:11
  any
• 1:10:11
  of
• 1:10:11
  that
• 1:10:11
  negativity
• 1:10:12
  follow
• 1:10:12
  me
• 1:10:12
  right
• 1:10:12
  now?
• 1:10:14
  I
• 1:10:14
  think
• 1:10:14
  not
• 1:10:15
  all
• 1:10:15
  the
• 1:10:15
  negativity
• 1:10:16
  from
• 1:10:16
  lifetime
• 1:10:16
  will
• 1:10:17
  follow
• 1:10:17
  you
• 1:10:17
  in
• 1:10:17
  this
• 1:10:17
  particular
• 1:10:18
  lifetime.
• 1:10:19
  The.
• 1:10:19
  The
• 1:10:20
  medicine
• 1:10:20
  man
• 1:10:20
  is.
• 1:10:21
  Is
• 1:10:21
  following
• 1:10:21
  you
• 1:10:21
  be.
• 1:10:22
  And
• 1:10:22
  the
• 1:10:22
  intuition
• 1:10:23
  is
• 1:10:23
  following
• 1:10:23
  you
• 1:10:24
  because
• 1:10:24
  you
• 1:10:24
  were
• 1:10:24
  really
• 1:10:24
  intuitive
• 1:10:25
  and
• 1:10:25
  you
• 1:10:25
  learned
• 1:10:26
  all
• 1:10:26
  that
• 1:10:26
  stuff
• 1:10:26
  in
• 1:10:27
  that
• 1:10:27
  lifetime.
• 1:10:27
  And
• 1:10:28
  it's.
• 1:10:28
  The
• 1:10:28
  reason
• 1:10:29
  it's
• 1:10:29
  being
• 1:10:29
  revealed
• 1:10:30
  to
• 1:10:30
  you
• 1:10:30
  now
• 1:10:30
  is
• 1:10:31
  because
• 1:10:32
  this
• 1:10:32
  is
• 1:10:32
  one
• 1:10:32
  of
• 1:10:32
  the
• 1:10:33
  paths
• 1:10:33
  you
• 1:10:33
  can
• 1:10:33
  take.
• 1:10:34
  This
• 1:10:34
  is
• 1:10:34
  one
• 1:10:34
  of
• 1:10:35
  the
• 1:10:35
  things
• 1:10:35
  you
• 1:10:36
  can
• 1:10:36
  take.
• 1:10:36
  Your.
• 1:10:36
  Heal,
• 1:10:37
  your
• 1:10:37
  health.
• 1:10:39
  You
• 1:10:39
  are
• 1:10:39
  here
• 1:10:39
  to
• 1:10:40
  heal
• 1:10:40
  people
• 1:10:41
  through
• 1:10:42
  the.
• 1:10:42
  Through
• 1:10:43
  the
• 1:10:43
  spoken
• 1:10:43
  word,
• 1:10:43
  through
• 1:10:44
  your
• 1:10:44
  podcast,
• 1:10:44
  through
• 1:10:45
  your
• 1:10:45
  appearances.
• 1:10:45
  You're
• 1:10:46
  here.
• 1:10:46
  You're
• 1:10:46
  here
• 1:10:46
  to
• 1:10:47
  heal
• 1:10:47
  because
• 1:10:47
  that's
• 1:10:47
  what
• 1:10:47
  you
• 1:10:48
  did
• 1:10:48
  in
• 1:10:48
  that
• 1:10:48
  lifetime,
• 1:10:49
  and
• 1:10:49
  that's
• 1:10:49
  what
• 1:10:49
  you're
• 1:10:49
  here
• 1:10:49
  to
• 1:10:49
  do
• 1:10:50
  in
• 1:10:50
  this
• 1:10:50
  one.
• 1:10:50
  Down.
• 1:10:50
  You're
• 1:10:51
  just
• 1:10:51
  doing
• 1:10:51
  it
• 1:10:51
  a
• 1:10:51
  little
• 1:10:51
  bit
• 1:10:51
  differently.
• 1:10:52
  Yeah,
• 1:10:53
  that's
• 1:10:54
  really
• 1:10:54
  cool.
• 1:10:55
  Same
• 1:10:55
  church,
• 1:10:56
  different
• 1:10:56
  pew.
• 1:10:57
  Yes,
• 1:10:58
  I
• 1:10:58
  say
• 1:10:58
  that
• 1:10:58
  all
• 1:10:58
  the
• 1:10:58
  time.
• 1:10:59
  Like,
• 1:10:59
  we
• 1:10:59
  all
• 1:10:59
  have,
• 1:11:00
  like,
• 1:11:00
  the
• 1:11:00
  same
• 1:11:00
  belief,
• 1:11:01
  essentially,
• 1:11:02
  but
• 1:11:02
  it's
• 1:11:02
  just.
• 1:11:04
  We've
• 1:11:04
  all
• 1:11:04
  been.
• 1:11:05
  We've
• 1:11:05
  all
• 1:11:05
  been.
• 1:11:06
  We've
• 1:11:06
  all
• 1:11:06
  been
• 1:11:06
  male,
• 1:11:06
  we've
• 1:11:07
  all
• 1:11:07
  been
• 1:11:07
  female.
• 1:11:07
  We've
• 1:11:08
  all
• 1:11:08
  been
• 1:11:08
  good,
• 1:11:08
  we've
• 1:11:08
  all
• 1:11:09
  been
• 1:11:09
  bad.
• 1:11:09
  One,
• 1:11:10
  you
• 1:11:10
  know,
• 1:11:11
  one
• 1:11:11
  lifetime,
• 1:11:12
  you
• 1:11:12
  come
• 1:11:12
  as.
• 1:11:12
  As
• 1:11:12
  a
• 1:11:13
  murderer.
• 1:11:13
  The
• 1:11:13
  next
• 1:11:13
  lifetime,
• 1:11:14
  you're
• 1:11:14
  going
• 1:11:14
  to
• 1:11:14
  come
• 1:11:14
  in
• 1:11:14
  as
• 1:11:15
  the
• 1:11:15
  victim.
• 1:11:15
  Do
• 1:11:15
  you
• 1:11:15
  think
• 1:11:15
  that
• 1:11:15
  you
• 1:11:16
  just.
• 1:11:16
  That's
• 1:11:16
  how
• 1:11:16
  it
• 1:11:16
  works.
• 1:11:17
  Do
• 1:11:17
  you
• 1:11:17
  think
• 1:11:18
  that
• 1:11:18
  you
• 1:11:18
  choose
• 1:11:18
  to
• 1:11:19
  live
• 1:11:19
  this
• 1:11:19
  life
• 1:11:19
  as
• 1:11:20
  a
• 1:11:20
  murder,
• 1:11:20
  or
• 1:11:20
  do
• 1:11:21
  you
• 1:11:21
  think
• 1:11:22
  that's
• 1:11:22
  just
• 1:11:23
  kind
• 1:11:23
  of.
• 1:11:23
  I
• 1:11:23
  think
• 1:11:23
  you
• 1:11:23
  choose
• 1:11:24
  it
• 1:11:24
  because
• 1:11:24
  you're
• 1:11:24
  trying
• 1:11:25
  to
• 1:11:25
  learn
• 1:11:25
  a
• 1:11:25
  specific
• 1:11:26
  something
• 1:11:26
  or
• 1:11:27
  you're
• 1:11:27
  doing
• 1:11:27
  it
• 1:11:27
  so
• 1:11:28
  somebody
• 1:11:28
  else
• 1:11:28
  can
• 1:11:29
  learn
• 1:11:29
  something.
• 1:11:30
  There
• 1:11:31
  is
• 1:11:31
  a
• 1:11:31
  really
• 1:11:32
  great
• 1:11:32
  book.
• 1:11:32
  It's
• 1:11:33
  billed
• 1:11:33
  as
• 1:11:33
  a
• 1:11:33
  children's
• 1:11:34
  book,
• 1:11:34
  but
• 1:11:34
  it
• 1:11:34
  is
• 1:11:35
  not
• 1:11:35
  a
• 1:11:35
  children's
• 1:11:36
  book.
• 1:11:36
  And
• 1:11:36
  it's
• 1:11:37
  called
• 1:11:37
  the
• 1:11:37
  Little
• 1:11:37
  Soul
• 1:11:37
  of
• 1:11:38
  the
• 1:11:38
  sun
• 1:11:38
  by
• 1:11:38
  Neale
• 1:11:39
  Donald
• 1:11:39
  Walsh.
• 1:11:39
  If
• 1:11:40
  you've
• 1:11:40
  never
• 1:11:40
  read
• 1:11:41
  that
• 1:11:41
  book,
• 1:11:41
  go
• 1:11:41
  out
• 1:11:42
  and
• 1:11:42
  buy
• 1:11:42
  it.
• 1:11:43
  It's
• 1:11:43
  a
• 1:11:43
  children's
• 1:11:43
  book.
• 1:11:44
  They.
• 1:11:44
  The
• 1:11:44
  pictures
• 1:11:44
  are
• 1:11:44
  gorgeous,
• 1:11:45
  but
• 1:11:46
  it
• 1:11:46
  explains
• 1:11:46
  about
• 1:11:47
  souls
• 1:11:47
  and
• 1:11:47
  why
• 1:11:48
  they
• 1:11:48
  come
• 1:11:48
  down
• 1:11:48
  to
• 1:11:48
  earth.
• 1:11:49
  And
• 1:11:49
  it's
• 1:11:49
  absolutely
• 1:11:50
  brilliant
• 1:11:51
  by
• 1:11:51
  Neil
• 1:11:51
  Donald
• 1:11:51
  Walsh.
• 1:11:52
  And
• 1:11:52
  it's
• 1:11:52
  a
• 1:11:52
  children's
• 1:11:53
  book
• 1:11:53
  called
• 1:11:53
  the
• 1:11:53
  Little
• 1:11:53
  Soul
• 1:11:54
  in
• 1:11:54
  the
• 1:11:54
  Sun.
• 1:11:55
  Absolutely.
• 1:11:56
  Just
• 1:11:56
  brilliant.
• 1:11:57
  Interesting.
• 1:12:00
  Well,
• 1:12:00
  I
• 1:12:00
  feel
• 1:12:00
  like
• 1:12:00
  I
• 1:12:01
  could
• 1:12:01
  keep
• 1:12:01
  you
• 1:12:01
  for
• 1:12:01
  hours,
• 1:12:02
  and
• 1:12:02
  I
• 1:12:02
  could
• 1:12:03
  keep
• 1:12:03
  talking,
• 1:12:03
  because
• 1:12:04
  I
• 1:12:04
  just
• 1:12:04
  want
• 1:12:04
  to
• 1:12:04
  be
• 1:12:04
  your
• 1:12:05
  best
• 1:12:05
  friend.
• 1:12:05
  And
• 1:12:05
  we
• 1:12:06
  have
• 1:12:06
  got
• 1:12:06
  to
• 1:12:06
  stay
• 1:12:06
  in
• 1:12:07
  touch,
• 1:12:08
  because
• 1:12:09
  just
• 1:12:09
  like
• 1:12:09
  the
• 1:12:09
  first
• 1:12:10
  conversation
• 1:12:10
  we
• 1:12:10
  have,
• 1:12:10
  I'm
• 1:12:11
  like,
• 1:12:11
  man,
• 1:12:11
  I
• 1:12:11
  just
• 1:12:12
  want
• 1:12:12
  to
• 1:12:12
  know
• 1:12:12
  more.
• 1:12:14
  More
• 1:12:14
  I
• 1:12:15
  learn,
• 1:12:15
  the
• 1:12:15
  more
• 1:12:15
  I
• 1:12:15
  realize
• 1:12:16
  I
• 1:12:16
  have
• 1:12:16
  to
• 1:12:16
  learn
• 1:12:17
  to
• 1:12:17
  be
• 1:12:17
  honest.
• 1:12:17
  There's
• 1:12:18
  so
• 1:12:18
  much
• 1:12:18
  more
• 1:12:18
  out
• 1:12:18
  there
• 1:12:19
  that
• 1:12:19
  I
• 1:12:19
  don't
• 1:12:19
  know
• 1:12:19
  that
• 1:12:20
  I'm.
• 1:12:20
  That
• 1:12:20
  I'm
• 1:12:20
  looking
• 1:12:21
  to
• 1:12:21
  learn
• 1:12:21
  myself.
• 1:12:22
  Yeah.
• 1:12:22
  But,
• 1:12:23
  you
• 1:12:23
  know,
• 1:12:23
  it's
• 1:12:23
  just.
• 1:12:23
  It's.
• 1:12:24
  It's
• 1:12:25
  just.
• 1:12:25
  It's
• 1:12:26
  my.
• 1:12:26
  My
• 1:12:26
  job
• 1:12:26
  is
• 1:12:27
  to
• 1:12:27
  open
• 1:12:27
  people's
• 1:12:28
  minds
• 1:12:28
  to
• 1:12:28
  the
• 1:12:29
  possibility
• 1:12:29
  that
• 1:12:29
  there's
• 1:12:30
  other
• 1:12:30
  ways
• 1:12:30
  of
• 1:12:30
  healing,
• 1:12:31
  there's
• 1:12:31
  other
• 1:12:31
  ways
• 1:12:32
  to
• 1:12:32
  do
• 1:12:32
  this.
• 1:12:32
  And
• 1:12:33
  all
• 1:12:33
  that
• 1:12:33
  hate
• 1:12:34
  and
• 1:12:34
  all
• 1:12:34
  that
• 1:12:35
  anger
• 1:12:35
  that
• 1:12:36
  you're
• 1:12:36
  storing
• 1:12:36
  in
• 1:12:36
  front
• 1:12:37
  of
• 1:12:37
  your
• 1:12:37
  body,
• 1:12:37
  Well,
• 1:12:37
  I.
• 1:12:38
  Spinning
• 1:12:38
  the
• 1:12:38
  stories.
• 1:12:39
  Funny.
• 1:12:39
  Yeah,
• 1:12:39
  you
• 1:12:39
  are.
• 1:12:40
  But
• 1:12:40
  you're
• 1:12:40
  still
• 1:12:40
  staying
• 1:12:41
  telling
• 1:12:41
  the
• 1:12:41
  story.
• 1:12:41
  So
• 1:12:42
  if
• 1:12:42
  you
• 1:12:42
  lose
• 1:12:42
  all
• 1:12:42
  of
• 1:12:43
  that
• 1:12:43
  anger,
• 1:12:44
  it's
• 1:12:44
  going
• 1:12:45
  to
• 1:12:45
  allow
• 1:12:45
  you
• 1:12:45
  to
• 1:12:46
  move
• 1:12:46
  forward
• 1:12:46
  faster
• 1:12:47
  and
• 1:12:47
  become
• 1:12:48
  the
• 1:12:48
  actual
• 1:12:48
  person
• 1:12:49
  you
• 1:12:49
  came
• 1:12:49
  down
• 1:12:49
  here
• 1:12:50
  to
• 1:12:50
  be.
• 1:12:50
  The
• 1:12:50
  only
• 1:12:51
  reason
• 1:12:51
  you're
• 1:12:51
  not
• 1:12:51
  that
• 1:12:52
  person
• 1:12:52
  is
• 1:12:52
  because
• 1:12:52
  anger
• 1:12:53
  acts
• 1:12:53
  like
• 1:12:54
  a
• 1:12:54
  shield.
• 1:12:54
  And
• 1:12:55
  you're
• 1:12:55
  blocking
• 1:12:56
  your
• 1:12:56
  forward
• 1:12:56
  motion.
• 1:12:57
  You're
• 1:12:57
  blocking
• 1:12:58
  your
• 1:12:58
  prosperity.
• 1:12:59
  You're
• 1:13:00
  blocking
• 1:13:00
  your
• 1:13:00
  happiness
• 1:13:01
  and
• 1:13:01
  your
• 1:13:01
  joy,
• 1:13:02
  and
• 1:13:03
  that's
• 1:13:03
  what
• 1:13:03
  the
• 1:13:03
  anger
• 1:13:04
  is
• 1:13:04
  doing.
• 1:13:04
  It's
• 1:13:04
  acting
• 1:13:04
  like
• 1:13:04
  a
• 1:13:05
  shield.
• 1:13:06
  I
• 1:13:06
  love
• 1:13:06
  this.
• 1:13:07
  Thank
• 1:13:07
  you
• 1:13:07
  so
• 1:13:07
  much
• 1:13:07
  for
• 1:13:07
  sharing
• 1:13:08
  all
• 1:13:08
  this.
• 1:13:09
  My
• 1:13:09
  pleasure.
• 1:13:10
  Did
• 1:13:10
  you
• 1:13:11
  like
• 1:13:11
  the
• 1:13:11
  episode
• 1:13:11
  that
• 1:13:12
  you
• 1:13:12
  heard
• 1:13:12
  today?
• 1:13:13
  Great.
• 1:13:13
  Share
• 1:13:14
  it
• 1:13:14
  with
• 1:13:14
  a
• 1:13:14
  friend.
• 1:13:15
  And
• 1:13:15
  don't
• 1:13:15
  forget
• 1:13:16
  to
• 1:13:16
  rate
• 1:13:16
  and
• 1:13:17
  review.