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ROR 134: Hate Mail · Red Onion Randy - Life in a Supermax Prison

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  Speaker 1: Hello, this is a pre bay call for us and
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  Speaker 1: make it the Pritian Department of Corrections read a new
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  Speaker 1: state prison to accept this call for US zero. This
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  Speaker 1: is Randall Bob. I'm currently serving one thousand, two hundred
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  Speaker 1: and fourteen years for capital murder and right on your
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  Speaker 1: state person in state of Virginia in the Usay. This
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  Speaker 1: is my podcast, Right on your Random and I hope
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  Speaker 1: you enjoy listening to me today.
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  Speaker 2: This is Randall Bob. I'm currently serving.
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  Speaker 3: One thy two hundred and fourteen years for capital to
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  Speaker 3: murder and on arbery and Keen Mountain Correctional Center in Oakwood, Virginia.
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  Speaker 2: This is my podcast, Right on your Randy. I have
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  Speaker 2: a toll free number if you would like to call.
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  Speaker 3: You know, leave a message, encouragement, ask a question, whatever.
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  Speaker 2: It may be. The number is one eight eight five
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  Speaker 2: two four one nine three two.
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  Speaker 3: That's in the United States. Anyone outside of.
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  Speaker 2: The US simply put a plus in front of the
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  Speaker 2: one and it's the exact same number. Hope to hear
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  Speaker 2: from me.
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  Speaker 3: Today's episode is going to be in response to some
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  Speaker 3: hate mail. Normally, whenever I get hate mail, I just
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  Speaker 3: laugh at it.
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  Speaker 1: You know.
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  Speaker 3: Sometimes I'll simply nod my head A great man. I mean,
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  Speaker 3: what else can I say when somebody writes in and
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  Speaker 3: you know, says say, look, let's not forget this guy
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  Speaker 3: as a murderer. You know, let's not forget that this
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  Speaker 3: guy has done some violence stuff in his past. You know, Okay,
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  Speaker 3: I can respect that that. There's nothing wrong with that.
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  Speaker 3: You're simply stating facts. You know, hard to get upset.
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  Speaker 3: And then you know, you have some that writes in
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  Speaker 3: and you know, blah blah blah whatever. It's It's irrelevant
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  Speaker 3: to me. Most of it. I just I find funny. Though.
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  Speaker 3: There's one one guy who rode into my website after Nicole,
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  Speaker 3: you know, did her episode and everything, and he's throwing
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  Speaker 3: shade and talking about her. So this one's for you,
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  Speaker 3: hoss mm hmm.
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  Speaker 2: Ever since my fiancee Nicole recorded her episode and it
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  Speaker 2: went out on the air and everything and people listen
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  Speaker 2: to it, I've been getting some I've been getting some
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  Speaker 2: flat you know, for falling in love with uh what's
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  Speaker 2: an ex poem star? And yeah, granted, when we first
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  Speaker 2: started talking, she was still doing porns. She was finishing
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  Speaker 2: finishing up her last contract. I don't understand why people
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  Speaker 2: care so much about who I choose to give my
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  Speaker 2: love to, who I choose to give my heart to.
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  Speaker 2: You know, at the end of the day, y'all don't
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  Speaker 2: know her Like God do y'all got a little fifteen
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  Speaker 2: twenty minute blip on a podcast. I have spent countless
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  Speaker 2: hours talking to her on the phone. Most of the
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  Speaker 2: money I get actually goes towards talking to her on
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  Speaker 2: the phone. I get video business with her. Three times
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  Speaker 2: a week. We talk, we communicate. I see past the exterior.
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  Speaker 2: I see past her past. I don't care about her past.
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  Speaker 2: I know the woman she is. I know her dreams.
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  Speaker 2: Her dream is to be a chef of some type.
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  Speaker 2: She's great. I mean, she is an amazing cook, as
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  Speaker 2: a matter of In fact, I will have her send
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  Speaker 2: pictures to my new editor and have him post them
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  Speaker 2: on our platform somewhere so y'all can see the caliber
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  Speaker 2: of chef that she is. So she has other dreams,
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  Speaker 2: y'all judge her because she did. Poor cook gives a fuck.
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  Speaker 3: I don't.
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  Speaker 2: I mean, we sit here and we throw stones, and
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  Speaker 2: we constantly forget we live in glasshouses. We constantly forget
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  Speaker 2: that we're made of flesh. We're made of tissue and sells,
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  Speaker 2: not steeling stone. Stop judging other people, especially when you
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  Speaker 2: don't know her passion. You don't know what led her
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  Speaker 2: to making the choices that she was forced to make,
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  Speaker 2: And a lot of it was forced on her. It's
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  Speaker 2: so easy to get caught up than something and see
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  Speaker 2: no way out of it, to have no hope, to
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  Speaker 2: lose hope. Why do you think when I first came
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  Speaker 2: to prison, I was slitting deos throats when they kissed
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  Speaker 2: me off, or he done something they shouldn't have done.
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  Speaker 2: Why do you think I was constantly fighting? I am
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  Speaker 2: who I am people. I make no apologies for it.
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  Speaker 2: I just do my best to live a better life.
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  Speaker 2: Y'all have accepted that of me. Y'all have accepted the
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  Speaker 2: fact that I'm no longer the person I used to be,
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  Speaker 2: that I no longer make the stupid ass choices and
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  Speaker 2: decisions that I used to do. But yet, because my
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  Speaker 2: wife did poorn for some reason, y'all are unwilling to
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  Speaker 2: forgive her. At the end of the day, the choices
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  Speaker 2: that she made hurt herself. They damned near crushed her completely,
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  Speaker 2: They damned here broke her completely. She came across my
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  Speaker 2: podcast and it was divine intervention. Because this is something
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  Speaker 2: that most people don't know about me. When I first
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  Speaker 2: started talking to God, way back in the day, I
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  Speaker 2: used to listen to an evangelical preacher named, uh what
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  Speaker 2: was his damn name? He's a black preacher from Joey
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  Speaker 2: Kreflo Dollard, that's his name. Sorry, I remember one of
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  Speaker 2: his episodes he was he was talking to the single
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  Speaker 2: females in the crowd and he kind of chose one
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  Speaker 2: of them out and it was like, would you like,
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  Speaker 2: would you like a husband, would like to be in
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  Speaker 2: a relationship? Oh yes, pastor, oh absolutely, Oh, Praise the Lord.
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  Speaker 2: Hand went up in there. This is a black church
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  Speaker 2: proper trying to do it a little bit of justice. Now.
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  Speaker 2: He's like, okay, good, look, there's nothing wrong with that.
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  Speaker 2: So how do you pray? She's like, oh, I just prayed, Lord,
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  Speaker 2: send me my husband, send me a man. And said, okay,
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  Speaker 2: don't you think that's pretty stupid of you? And she
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  Speaker 2: looked a little shocked. What do you mean? And he said, well,
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  Speaker 2: first of all, would you like that man to have
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  Speaker 2: a job? She said, oh, God, yes, And he said,
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  Speaker 2: don't you think you should ask the Lord for a
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  Speaker 2: man with a job, What about him being kind, generous, loving, loyal, faithful,
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  Speaker 2: Like I mean, would you like all these things and
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  Speaker 2: a man? Would you like him to have self respect
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  Speaker 2: and respect for others? And she was like, oh God, yes.
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  Speaker 2: Then he said, why ain't you praying and asking God
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  Speaker 2: for He said, stay away from the hole what he
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  Speaker 2: looks like to say, Let God deal with that, because
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  Speaker 2: God's never going to give you somebody think you don't
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  Speaker 2: find attractive, because it's just it ain't gonna work.
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  Speaker 3: People.
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  Speaker 2: Let's just face it ain't gonna work. So God is
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  Speaker 2: going to give you someone that you find truly and
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  Speaker 2: sexually attractive. Focus on the personality and the character and
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  Speaker 2: these different things that you want. Don't worry about the
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  Speaker 2: physical appearance. And that struck a chord with me. And
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  Speaker 2: even though I know longer you know watchcraftlow Dollar and
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  Speaker 2: some of these other preachers, you know, I'm now with
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  Speaker 2: the Philadelphia Church of God. I asked God. I said, Lord, look,
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  Speaker 2: I want one or two things. I either want a
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  Speaker 2: stone cold virgin it's never done nothing, or I want
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  Speaker 2: an ex porn star. I don't want anyone in between.
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  Speaker 2: This is the thing, I know everything about my wife's past.
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  Speaker 2: We've had those conversations. I know everything about Nicole Pastors
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  Speaker 2: and there's nothing in there that bothers me in the slightest.
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  Speaker 2: So why should I be worried? What is there about
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  Speaker 2: her past that should cause me in any type of concern.
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  Speaker 2: At the end of the day, this is my heart,
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  Speaker 2: not yours. So for you to sit there and write
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  Speaker 2: hate mail taking shots at her, bruh, you dead ass wrong.
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  Speaker 2: Stop being petty. Stop hiding behind your keyboard, because we
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  Speaker 2: both know for a fact you wouldn't dare disrespect her
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  Speaker 2: that way in front of me. Not that I would
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  Speaker 2: do anything over words, not unless you really really cross
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  Speaker 2: the line, but we both know you wouldn't do it,
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  Speaker 2: So don't do it behind a keyboard. When I say
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  Speaker 2: the woman was up front, and she was up front
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  Speaker 2: from the gear. Her very first email to me, she
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  Speaker 2: told me what time it was. I didn't care then,
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  Speaker 2: I don't care now because at the end of the day,
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  Speaker 2: I got what I asked God for, and man, did
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  Speaker 2: God show up and gives me better than I ever
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  Speaker 2: a hope.
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  Speaker 1: Can dare for.
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  Speaker 2: Go on hate? Brother? Because out of the two of us,
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  Speaker 2: only you're miserable. I'm not. I'm loving life for I
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  Speaker 2: love this woman. This woman makes me happy. She puts
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  Speaker 2: a smile on my face. I've never smiled so much
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  Speaker 2: of my damn life as I have in the last
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  Speaker 2: two years. Oh yeah, By the way, we've been together
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  Speaker 2: for two years a little over. It's not like I
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  Speaker 2: saw a picture of her. I'm like, oh man, I'm
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  Speaker 2: in love. No talked, and we talked, and we talked.
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  Speaker 2: What I can't wrap my mind around is you say
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  Speaker 2: I deserve to be in prison for falling in love
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  Speaker 2: with a woman. Capital murder, armed robbery, guncharges, being ease,
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  Speaker 2: you know whooping people's ass. Like, yeah, I deserve to
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  Speaker 2: be in prison for that. I can understand that. I
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  Speaker 2: can respect you for hating me for that. Hell hot,
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  Speaker 2: I kind of hate myself for that. But I deserve
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  Speaker 2: to be in prison. And I can go myself for
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  Speaker 2: falling in love with a woman, falling star or not,
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  Speaker 2: I deserve to be in prison for that. I guess
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  Speaker 2: it's true what they say, hurt people, hurt other people.
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  Speaker 3: You have one minute remaining, Start thinking for yourself. Stop
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  Speaker 3: allowing your inadequacies to hold you back in life. Send
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  Speaker 3: you hate mail. Broh. You could say you stop listening
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  Speaker 3: to my podcast, but you and I both know you're
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  Speaker 3: still listening to the podcast because she wanted me to
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  Speaker 3: respond to you. You got your response, and take care
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  Speaker 3: of halls, and you stay safe, and I'm gonna go
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  Speaker 3: home and I'm gonna have an incredible life with my wife.
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  Speaker 3: Thank you for using GTL