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There are two versions of you · Afzal's Reset Entropy Podcast

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  SPEAKER_00: There are two versions of you right now, right now itself in the same body.
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  SPEAKER_00: The first is the one where you are born as the real you, the real feeling of your associate, right?
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  SPEAKER_00: Some things which you just feel, which is right, which pops up now and then.
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  SPEAKER_00: Before anything happened to you, before you learned what was safe, what wasn't safe, before you went to your experience journey, before anything, before this whole world scenario, that was the real one you.
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  SPEAKER_00: The second is the one you built, the version you constructed for survival, from learning to things, from understanding people, from seeing the world how it is, from working in day-to-day life, from dealing with people, from being around in with people, being in relationship, being in a family, your particular pain points where you get triggered, where you get emotional, that is the second you.
• 1:44
  SPEAKER_00: Then also we go ahead, do what you want to do, and that anxious inner self who is shouting from within, keep shouting, that is the real one.
• 1:57
  SPEAKER_00: That's why that intuition works when you are calm, because you're operating from that original one of you, and everyone has been blessed blessed with uh intuition.
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  SPEAKER_00: When this outer exterior structure gives too much leverage to that second personality inside or second version of you, not personality to be the version.
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  SPEAKER_00: That time there is an internal conflict between both of you all.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now let's start with who you are first.
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  SPEAKER_00: Watch a very young child before the world has really shaped them, before something that child has seen parents fight, just just normal inner self, what he likes, what she likes, what they love, just the true consciousness.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's it.
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  SPEAKER_00: They feel everything fully, they cry fully, they they laugh fully, they do joy fully.
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  SPEAKER_00: When they are sad, it passes in minutes, and they are curious without fear, they just approach.
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  SPEAKER_00: They they don't mind picking up a mouse in their hand also, they just they will just do anything, they don't perform, they don't manage how they come across, they just are themselves.
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  SPEAKER_00: If they are shy, they are shy, if they are outright, they'll be jumping around everywhere without any knowledge, they'll be dance dancing in the middle of the mall if they have to.
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  SPEAKER_00: And they are just themselves without effort.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's the original identity.
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  SPEAKER_00: Open, feeling, alive, unguarded.
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  SPEAKER_00: Every one of us started there.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's not a nice idea, it is who you actually are, and who you actually were to be honest, and it's important to know that because it means that the real you was never something you have to become.
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  SPEAKER_00: The irony in today's world is that it's something you already were before it got covered in all this mess, pain point, emotions, negativity, and so on and so forth, and so many layers of jacket just to protect yourself, the true child of yours.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, where are we operating from?
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  SPEAKER_00: Of course, the jacket person, not the unbothered child who wants to dance everywhere.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, here what's happened at some point being fully yourself talk being safe, and we all know that.
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  SPEAKER_00: The vulnerable side is difficult to say now.
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  SPEAKER_00: The uh the judgment criteria is everywhere now.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe you're feeling or too much for the people around you at that time.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when you disclose that to anyone, you felt judged, you felt you're coming out as vulnerable, and someone took advantage of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: You want to be safe as a human being.
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  SPEAKER_00: We want to be safe, and maybe you learned that love came with condition in that time, even with parents, even with uh relationships, even with loved ones, even with your friends.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe it felt like a barter system that you have to do something to get that love, you have to be unconditionally giving to do something, be useful to someone, be quiet, be impressive, don't be a burden.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe conflict was dangerous for you, so you learn to disappear.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe you saw that too much fight is happening, especially physical fight around you, and you don't want to be part of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Whatever it was, you did something brilliant, you built a second self, a version that was safe in your specific environment.
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  SPEAKER_00: Think of it like a raincoat, like I said, multiple layers of jackets.
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  SPEAKER_00: When the storm came, you put on a coat to protect yourself, and it worked, it got you through.
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  SPEAKER_00: The problem is the storm passed years ago, and you never took the coat off.
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  SPEAKER_00: So now you live your whole life through it.
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  SPEAKER_00: You feel the rain, but never get to it.
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  SPEAKER_00: You are in the movement, but slightly behind the fucking glass, that is the coat.
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  SPEAKER_00: The formed self is so familiar, you've mistaken it for who you are, who you are supposed to be, who you are meant to be, and everything from there.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is something which takes a toll on you all.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that the whole idea of that is it troubles you externally, it more than that, it troubles you internally.
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  SPEAKER_00: If it's protecting you externally, it just causes a lot of disruption between you and your true self.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I got through this whole problem in myself, and the worst is every client call I take, I see this exact same thing time and time again.
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  SPEAKER_00: When the storm came, you put on a coat to protect yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: Understandable, it got you through understandable.
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  SPEAKER_00: The problem is the storm passed years ago, and you're not ready to take off the coat, you are not ready to live your life wholefully from within because life is happening for you, make it that, life is happening from within you, make it that.
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  SPEAKER_00: You were never ready to get wet from this negative emotions, which is understandable as a human, you would want to protect yourself, but the rainy season has gone, you are in the moment, but slightly behind the glass again.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's so familiar, you've mistaken it for who you are.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's just like let me wear the coat just in case, you know.
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  SPEAKER_00: What if it rains, what if it rains, what that fear of what if, even though now you know the season also is not there of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: The fear of what if doesn't let you take that coat off, doesn't let you take that car armor off.
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  SPEAKER_00: What does it cost you?
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  SPEAKER_00: I'll tell you what it biggest cost is energy to maintain that to carry that heavy coat of protection.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's like an armor, it's heavy as fuck, and if you're carrying it, it is definitely going to be fucking irritating.
• 8:44
  SPEAKER_00: The free self is the real you holding a constructed unit version around you every time, every time triggers with that emotions of that negativity of the everything is also piled up with that disconnection second.
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  SPEAKER_00: People meet you, your code version, your different self altogether.
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  SPEAKER_00: That's why you know I'll give you an example here.
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  SPEAKER_00: Many people who go into a relationship get to know each other really after three months.
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  SPEAKER_00: Before that, it's just honeymoon phase weather like her laughing around with that, all of that whole scenario.
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  SPEAKER_00: Right after three months is when you see the real tension come in because the real identity starts coming out because we become comfortable and start removing that codes off, and quite persistently, this something or the other will keep repeating in your life quietly, firmly, and the worst part is feeling this isn't a problem, you know.
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  SPEAKER_00: You have you are actually very true to feel any of it, it is that original self that is underneath that takes a big hit, that wants to come out, but we are being suppressing it time and time again, and that is also getting conditioned by all of this.
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  SPEAKER_00: It it is making you don't, it's not worth it, the world is not safe out there, you just saving it, saving it, saving it.
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  SPEAKER_00: But remember that original element is the true consciousness element that can change your life fully.
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  SPEAKER_00: Managing how you come across, saying you're fine every time when someone asks you, shrinking to keep that peace, don't fix it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Just just notice all of that.
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  SPEAKER_00: That is the fucking quote.
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  SPEAKER_00: And remember, I want people to connect to their true consciousness.
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  SPEAKER_00: This true consciousness is the ultimate key to their own life.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's not for me, it's not for everyone, it's for themselves.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I hate to say this, but because this is not happening, a lot of people are suffering.
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  SPEAKER_00: Just just look around yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: Anytime.
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  SPEAKER_00: See how people act.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know everything about something or the other.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know someone is doing this, act, someone is doing this and that, and you know how you are feeling at the moment at times, is the exact same thing they are also feeling at times.
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  SPEAKER_00: No human being has been put here to suffer, to be honest.
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  SPEAKER_00: Everyone has been put for some measure or the other.
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  SPEAKER_00: But if they are not connecting to themselves, how will be how will they be able to do anything that will take them forward in life?
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  SPEAKER_00: It's as simple as that.
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  SPEAKER_00: The emotions you feel at your lowest is the same emotion any of these people around you will be feeling right now.
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  SPEAKER_00: So why can't we if if if the comparison is so similar, why can't we understand each other?
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  SPEAKER_00: And if we can understand each other, what is the necessity of this coat to be honest?
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  SPEAKER_00: It's just because everyone is wearing an armor, we also should start wearing an armor and roam around with it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And you know the biggest hack here is the trigger points where it everything starts.
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  SPEAKER_00: If this trigger points have been pulled out of the whole game, there is no need for quote most of the time.
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  SPEAKER_00: First, second, better thing than that.
• 12:46
  SPEAKER_00: Why is the trigger happening?
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  SPEAKER_00: Has anyone analyzed it?
• 12:50
  SPEAKER_00: If you have analysed it, quote because you know the awareness part of it, but still, awareness is not going to let you come out of it peacefully and feel safe.
• 13:01
  SPEAKER_00: We all know it.
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  SPEAKER_00: But working upon it will definitely do.
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  SPEAKER_00: So the work I do isn't about becoming someone better, it's just becoming you again, removing that unnecessary layer, removing that unnecessary frustrating energy to put into behaving like that, put into operating like that.
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  SPEAKER_00: Let your free self be there.
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  SPEAKER_00: You know the kind of ideas you have, the kind of intuition you have when you're true self.
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  SPEAKER_00: Just think about it.
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  SPEAKER_00: You already can feel it right now in your gut.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if this video has found you, this is for a reason, this is for a change for sure.
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  SPEAKER_00: That needs to be there within you.
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  SPEAKER_00: If you feel that you need a jump from here to go ahead and break this layer off, it's too much now.
• 13:56
  SPEAKER_00: I'm going to put down the link.
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  SPEAKER_00: Go there.
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  SPEAKER_00: There's a free video there.
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  SPEAKER_00: You can skip the video also.
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  SPEAKER_00: I don't give a fuck about that.
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  SPEAKER_00: The moral criteria is register there.
• 14:10
  SPEAKER_00: Come on on one-on-one call with me.
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  SPEAKER_00: We need to analyze this and let's take it forward from there because you don't have to stay stuck in the same pattern, the same life, the same feeling ever again.
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  SPEAKER_00: We have to come out of it.
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  SPEAKER_00: We have to elevate the true consciousness back again.
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  SPEAKER_00: Until then, break the loop, reset your reality.
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  SPEAKER_00: Thank you.