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The Narcissist's Obsession with Destroying Your Confidence · Surviving Narcissistic Abuse with Jill Wise

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  SPEAKER_00: Hello everyone, and thank you so much for joining me on my podcast, All About Surviving Narcissistic Abuse.
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  SPEAKER_00: Today, we are going to talk about something that I believe sits at the very heart of narcissistic abuse.
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  SPEAKER_00: Yet many survivors don't fully understand this until much later in their healing journey.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is the narcissist's obsession with destroying your confidence.
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  SPEAKER_00: Now, when I say that, some people might immediately think that sounds extreme.
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  SPEAKER_00: They may think, surely they weren't consciously trying to destroy my confidence.
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  SPEAKER_00: And while every narcissist is a little different, what I can tell you is that one of the most common outcomes of narcissistic abuse is that survivors walk away feeling smaller, weaker, more confused, less confident, and far less connected to themselves than they were before the relationship began.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is not an accident, because confidence is dangerous to a narcissist.
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  SPEAKER_00: Self-trust is dangerous to a narcissist.
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  SPEAKER_00: Independence is dangerous to a narcissist.
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  SPEAKER_00: The more confident you are, the harder you are to manipulate.
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  SPEAKER_00: The more secure you are, the harder you are to control.
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  SPEAKER_00: The more connected you are to your own instincts and perceptions, the harder it becomes for someone to convince you that your reality is wrong.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is exactly why confidence becomes a target.
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  SPEAKER_00: And one of the biggest misconceptions survivors have is believing the narcissist chose them because they were weak.
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  SPEAKER_00: In my experience, that is usually not true at all.
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  SPEAKER_00: In fact, most narcissists are drawn to people who are intelligent, empathetic, successful, attractive, capable, resilient, and very emotionally strong.
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  SPEAKER_00: They are attracted to qualities they secretly admire and envy.
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  SPEAKER_00: But what they admire in the beginning often becomes what they resent later.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because in the beginning, your confidence serves a purpose.
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  SPEAKER_00: It makes them look good.
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  SPEAKER_00: It provides validation.
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  SPEAKER_00: It becomes part of the image they want to project.
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  SPEAKER_00: But once the relationship becomes established, something starts to shift.
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  SPEAKER_00: The very qualities they were attracted to begin threatening them.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your independence becomes a problem.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your self-respect becomes a problem.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your success becomes a problem.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your confidence becomes a problem.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is when survivors begin experiencing the slow erosion of their self-esteem.
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  SPEAKER_00: But it's not through one dramatic event, but through hundreds or even thousands of seemingly small interactions that slowly chip away at their confidence.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because obviously, narcissists don't walk into your life and announce that they intend to destroy your self-worth.
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  SPEAKER_00: What they do is far more subtle and unfortunately far more effective.
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  SPEAKER_00: One of the first ways they begin attacking confidence is through criticism.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I don't necessarily mean like obvious criticism.
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  SPEAKER_00: Many narcissists are much more sophisticated than that.
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  SPEAKER_00: Instead, the criticism often arrives disguised as concern, jokes, observations, or attempts to help you improve yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: There is always something you could be doing better, something you should change, something that isn't quite right about you.
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  SPEAKER_00: And what makes this so confusing is that the criticism is often delivered in a way that sounds reasonable on the surface.
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  SPEAKER_00: So instead of immediately rejecting it, you start considering it.
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  SPEAKER_00: You start wondering if maybe they're right.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe you are too sensitive.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe you are overreacting.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe you could communicate better.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe you are the problem.
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  SPEAKER_00: And once those seeds of doubt get planted, the process has already begun.
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  SPEAKER_00: And over time, those small criticisms start accumulating.
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  SPEAKER_00: Individually, they may not seem significant, but together they create a very powerful message.
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  SPEAKER_00: The message is that who you are right now is somehow inadequate, that there is always something wrong with you that needs to be fixed.
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  SPEAKER_00: And eventually you stop seeing yourself through your own eyes and start seeing yourself through theirs.
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  SPEAKER_00: Another way narcissists attack confidence is through constant comparison.
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  SPEAKER_00: There always seems to be someone who is smarter than you, more attractive than you, more successful than you, more accomplished than you, or somehow just doing life better than you.
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  SPEAKER_00: And these comparisons are very rarely accidental.
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  SPEAKER_00: They are designed to create insecurity.
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  SPEAKER_00: Sometimes the comparisons are obvious, and other times they are incredibly subtle.
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  SPEAKER_00: It might be an ex-partner they keep bringing up, a coworker they constantly praise, a sibling they admire, a friend who seems to have all the qualities you supposedly lack, and over time you begin feeling like you are competing in a contest that you never signed up for and can never actually win.
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  SPEAKER_00: And what is so damaging about this dynamic is that it keeps your focus outward instead of inward.
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  SPEAKER_00: Instead of feeling secure in your own value, you begin measuring yourself against everyone around you.
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  SPEAKER_00: You start looking for evidence that you are enough.
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  SPEAKER_00: You start seeking validation, and the more validation you seek, the more vulnerable you become to manipulation.
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  SPEAKER_00: Another incredibly common tactic is minimizing your accomplishments.
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  SPEAKER_00: Have you ever noticed that some people seem incapable of celebrating your success?
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  SPEAKER_00: You achieve something important, and instead of genuine excitement, you get indifferent criticism or inattention back to themselves.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe they change the subject.
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  SPEAKER_00: Or maybe they point out.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe they remind you of something you haven't.
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  SPEAKER_00: Maybe they find a way to make you not even know that you can't get it.
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  SPEAKER_00: Accomplishment are not important.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not impressive.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not worthy of recognition.
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  SPEAKER_00: And over time, many survivors just stop sharing their successes altogether.
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  SPEAKER_00: They learn that good news is often met with negativity.
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  SPEAKER_00: They learn that achievement creates tension instead of connection.
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  SPEAKER_00: And little by little they begin shrinking themselves.
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  SPEAKER_00: Another way narcissists destroy your confidence is by attacking your perceptions of reality.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because you've got to understand confidence is not just about believing in your abilities.
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  SPEAKER_00: Confidence is also about trusting your own mind, trusting your judgment, trusting your instincts, trusting your experiences.
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  SPEAKER_00: And this is where gaslighting becomes so destructive.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because if someone can convince you that your perceptions are inaccurate, your memories are unreliable, and your feelings are invalid, they don't just damage your confidence, they damage your relationship with yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that damage runs so deep, much deeper than many survivors initially realize.
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  SPEAKER_00: You begin second guessing everything.
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  SPEAKER_00: Conversations, decisions, reactions, feelings, memories, you name it, you stop trusting your instincts, you stop trusting your own observations, you stop trusting yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: And once that happens, the narcissist gains enormous influence.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because when you no longer trust yourself, you naturally start looking outside yourself for answers, and that is exactly where they want you.
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  SPEAKER_00: Another area that narcissists frequently target is your appearance.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I want to be very clear here.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is not limited to romantic partners.
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  SPEAKER_00: Narcissistic parents do this, narcissistic siblings do this, narcissistic friends do this, but it is especially common in romantic relationships because appearance is often, you know, really tied closely to self-esteem and self-worth.
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  SPEAKER_00: And what makes this particularly cruel is that many narcissists initially are showering you with compliments.
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  SPEAKER_00: In the beginning, they may tell you how beautiful you are all the time, how attractive you are, how lucky they are to have you.
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  SPEAKER_00: They may seem completely captivated by you.
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  SPEAKER_00: But over time, survivors notice a shift.
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  SPEAKER_00: The compliments become less frequent, the criticisms become more frequent.
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  SPEAKER_00: And suddenly there seems to be something wrong with the very things they once claimed to love about you.
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  SPEAKER_00: So maybe it's your weight, maybe it's your clothing, maybe it's your hair, maybe it's your age, maybe it's a physical feature you've always been insecure about.
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  SPEAKER_00: Whatever it is, they eventually seem to find it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And once they do, they often return to it repeatedly.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not necessarily in obvious ways, though, but in small comments, comparisons, or observations, even jokes that slowly chip away your confidence.
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  SPEAKER_00: And the reason this is so effective is because appearance is personal.
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  SPEAKER_00: Most people already have insecurities.
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  SPEAKER_00: I know I do.
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  SPEAKER_00: Most people already have areas where they feel vulnerable.
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  SPEAKER_00: Narcissists have an uncanny ability to identify those vulnerabilities and press directly on them.
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  SPEAKER_00: And over time, many survivors become increasingly self-conscious, increasingly insecure, and increasingly dependent on external validation.
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  SPEAKER_00: Another tactic narcissists use is creating dependency on their approval.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I think this is something most survivors fail to recognize while they're inside the relationship because it happens so gradually.
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  SPEAKER_00: At first, you you probably really value their opinion, and of course, that's normal.
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  SPEAKER_00: Healthy relationships involve caring about what the other person thinks.
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  SPEAKER_00: But with narcissists, something different begins to happen.
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  SPEAKER_00: Their approval starts to feel disproportionately important.
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  SPEAKER_00: Their praise can feel euphoric.
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  SPEAKER_00: Their criticisms can feel devastating.
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  SPEAKER_00: Their moods begin determining your emotional state.
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  SPEAKER_00: And before you realize it, you are no longer evaluating yourself based on your own values and beliefs.
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  SPEAKER_00: You are evaluating yourself based on their reactions.
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  SPEAKER_00: If they are happy with you, you feel okay.
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  SPEAKER_00: If they are disappointed in you, you feel anxious.
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  SPEAKER_00: If they are angry with you, you can feel just completely panicked.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your entire sense of self-worth starts becoming tied to someone else's approval.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is an incredibly dangerous place to be psychologically.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because once your self-esteem becomes dependent on another person's validation, they gain tremendous power over you.
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  SPEAKER_00: They become the gatekeeper of your confidence, essentially.
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  SPEAKER_00: And narcissists rarely ever use that power responsibly.
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  SPEAKER_00: Another thing narcissists do, and this is a big one, is isolate you from people who genuinely love and support you.
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  SPEAKER_00: And this is one of the most overlooked attacks on confidence because survivors usually don't realize what's happening till much later.
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  SPEAKER_00: The people who truly know you, the people who love you, encourage you, believe in you are a threat to the narcissist's influence.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because those people remind you of who you are, they reinforce your strengths, they validate your experiences, they help you stay connected to reality.
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  SPEAKER_00: And narcissists don't like competing voices.
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  SPEAKER_00: So they may criticize your friends, they may create conflict within your family, they may make you feel guilty for spending time with other people.
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  SPEAKER_00: They may convince you that others don't really care about you, or they may create so much drama that maintaining outside relationships simply becomes too exhausting.
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  SPEAKER_00: And once those supportive relationships begin disappearing, something very significant starts to happen.
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  SPEAKER_00: You lose important mirrors that reflect your value back to you.
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  SPEAKER_00: The narcissist's voice becomes louder because there are fewer healthy voices available to counterbalance it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is when many survivors become increasingly dependent on the narcissist's version of reality.
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  SPEAKER_00: Another thing I see all the time is narcissists rewriting your strengths as flaws.
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  SPEAKER_00: And this is a fascinating dynamic because many of the qualities that initially attracted them to you eventually become the targets.
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  SPEAKER_00: So your kindness becomes weakness, your confidence becomes arrogance, your independence becomes selfishness, your intelligence becomes intimidation, your success becomes something they resent.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your empathy becomes something they exploit.
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  SPEAKER_00: And what begins happening is the qualities you once felt proud of start feeling problematic.
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  SPEAKER_00: You begin questioning aspects of yourself that were never actually problems to begin with.
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  SPEAKER_00: And this creates enormous internal confusion because you no longer know what parts of yourself you should be and you should embrace and what parts of yourself should be suppressed.
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  SPEAKER_00: So many survivors just start shrinking themselves.
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  SPEAKER_00: They become quieter, smaller, less expressive, less authentic.
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  SPEAKER_00: Not because those changes are healthy, but because they are trying to avoid conflict.
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  SPEAKER_00: And one of the most heartbreaking things about narcissistic abuse is watching capable, vibrant, confident people slowly disappear.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because confidence isn't usually destroyed overnight.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's eroded gradually.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's a death by a thousand cuts.
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  SPEAKER_00: It's the criticism, the comparisons, the invalidation, the gaslighting, the subtle put downs, the lack of support, the manipulation, the emotional punishment, the constant message that who you are is somehow not enough.
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  SPEAKER_00: And eventually many survivors reach a point where they no longer recognize themselves.
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  SPEAKER_00: They remember who they used to be, they remember being more confident, more decisive, more optimistic, more spontaneous, more trusting, but that version of them feels very distant, almost like a stranger.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is where narcissistic abuse becomes particularly devastating because it doesn't just affect your emotions, it affects your identity.
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  SPEAKER_00: You start forgetting who you are outside the relationship.
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  SPEAKER_00: You start forgetting what you enjoy.
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  SPEAKER_00: You start forgetting what you believe.
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  SPEAKER_00: You start forgetting what you want.
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  SPEAKER_00: And instead of living your life according to your own values, you find yourself living in a reaction to the narcissist's needs, moods, and criticisms.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is exactly why so many survivors describe feeling like a shell of themselves.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because the person they became inside the relationship was often built around survival instead of authenticity.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if we're being completely honest, one of the reasons narcissists are so obsessed with destroying confidence is because confidence is something they secretly envy.
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  SPEAKER_00: This is one of the greatest ironies of narcissistic abuse.
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  SPEAKER_00: The narcissist will appear incredibly confident, maybe, on the surface.
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  SPEAKER_00: They may even seem arrogant, self-assured, superior, or completely convinced of their own importance.
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  SPEAKER_00: But underneath that grandiose exterior is usually something very different.
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  SPEAKER_00: Underneath it is a fragile sense of self that requires constant validation and reinforcement from the outside world.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is why genuine confidence is so threatening to them.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because genuine confidence doesn't need constant approval.
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  SPEAKER_00: Genuine confidence comes from within.
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  SPEAKER_00: So when they encounter someone who possesses authentic self-confidence, oh my God, it can trigger profound feelings of envy and inadequacy.
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  SPEAKER_00: Many survivors do not realize that some of the qualities the narcissists attacked most aggressively were often the very qualities they secretly admired and envied.
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  SPEAKER_00: Your confidence, your optimism, your kindness, your resilience, your ability to connect with others, your integrity, your authenticity.
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  SPEAKER_00: These qualities often remind the narcissist of exactly what they are lacking internally.
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  SPEAKER_00: And instead of being inspired by those qualities, they feel threatened by them.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is why survivors notice something very interesting when they begin healing.
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  SPEAKER_00: The healthier they become, the more uncomfortable the narcissist becomes.
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  SPEAKER_00: The stronger they become, the more resistance they encounter.
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  SPEAKER_00: The more confidence they regain, the more pushback they experience.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because confidence is one of the first signs that the narcissist is losing influence over you.
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  SPEAKER_00: When you are confident, you start setting boundaries.
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  SPEAKER_00: When you are confident, you start trusting your instincts.
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  SPEAKER_00: When you are confident, you stop seeking permission to exist.
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  SPEAKER_00: When you are confident, manipulation becomes much less effective.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is why many narcissists become especially agitated when they sense their victim beginning to wake up.
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  SPEAKER_00: Suddenly, the person who used to second guess everything is speaking up.
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  SPEAKER_00: The person who used to tolerate poor treatment is saying no.
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  SPEAKER_00: The person who used to constantly seek approval is becoming self-directed.
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  SPEAKER_00: And to the narcissists, that feels like a threat to their control because it literally is.
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  SPEAKER_00: Narcissists want their victims to believe that they are incompetent to navigate their life without their direction and involvement.
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  SPEAKER_00: They want to get you completely dependent on gaining their approval.
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  SPEAKER_00: And they know very well that when you start displaying more confidence in your own judgment, perceptions, and beliefs.
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  SPEAKER_00: Beliefs, completely independent of them, oh that it terrifies them.
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  SPEAKER_00: One thing I have observed repeatedly in my work is that many survivors mistakenly believe healing means rebuilding self-esteem.
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  SPEAKER_00: And while self-esteem is certainly important, I actually think something even more important has to happen.
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  SPEAKER_00: Survivors must rebuild self-trust.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because confidence is not about believing you are perfect.
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  SPEAKER_00: Confidence is about trusting yourself, trusting your judgment, trusting your perceptions, trusting your instincts, trusting your ability to make decisions and handle challenges.
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  SPEAKER_00: And narcissistic abuse systematically attacks every one of those things.
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  SPEAKER_00: Many survivors leave these relationships feeling incapable of making even the simple decisions.
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  SPEAKER_00: They second guess everything, they question every instinct, they seek reassurance constantly.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that makes perfect sense when you consider what they have been through.
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  SPEAKER_00: They have spent months or even years being told directly or indirectly that their reality cannot be trusted.
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  SPEAKER_00: And this is why healing often feels so strange in the beginning.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because you are not simply recovering from a relationship, you are rebuilding an entire relationship with yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: You are learning to trust your perceptions again.
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  SPEAKER_00: You are learning to trust your emotions again.
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  SPEAKER_00: You are learning to trust your instincts again.
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  SPEAKER_00: You are learning to trust your judgment again.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that process takes time.
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  SPEAKER_00: One of the biggest milestones in recovery occurs when the survivor stops asking, What would they think about this, and starts asking, What do I think about this?
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  SPEAKER_00: And that may sound simple, but it's actually a really profound shift because narcissistic abuse conditions people to constantly look outside of themselves for answers.
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  SPEAKER_00: Healing involves gradually bringing that authority back where it belongs, inside of yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: And I think this is where many survivors begin rediscovering pieces of themselves that they thought were gone forever.
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  SPEAKER_00: They start reconnecting with interests they abandoned.
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  SPEAKER_00: Um, they start pursuing goals they gave up on.
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  SPEAKER_00: They start rebuilding friendships, they start expressing opinions more freely, they start taking up space again.
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  SPEAKER_00: And perhaps most importantly, they stop apologizing for existing because confidence is not arrogance, confidence is not superiority, confidence is not believing you are better than anyone else.
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  SPEAKER_00: Confidence is simply knowing your worth and refusing to negotiate it.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is exactly what narcissists spend so much time trying to dismantle.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because a confident person is difficult to manipulate, a confidence person is difficult to intimidate, a confident person is difficult to control, a confident person recognizes red flags much sooner.
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  SPEAKER_00: A confidence person trusts their instincts, and a confident person eventually walks away from situations that no longer serve them.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that is precisely why confidence becomes such a target in narcissistic abuse.
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  SPEAKER_00: So if you are listening to this today and you feel like your confidence has been shattered, I want you to understand something.
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  SPEAKER_00: The fact that your confidence was damaged does not mean it is gone forever.
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  SPEAKER_00: The person you were before the abuse is not gone.
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  SPEAKER_00: The qualities that made you strong are not gone.
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  SPEAKER_00: The parts of yourself that you lost touch with are not gone.
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  SPEAKER_00: They have simply been buried underneath fear, confusion, self-doubt, trauma, and lots of conditioning.
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  SPEAKER_00: And healing is the process of uncovering them again.
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  SPEAKER_00: Little by little, day by day, boundary by boundary, decision by decision.
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  SPEAKER_00: You slowly begin coming back to yourself.
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  SPEAKER_00: And when that happens, something remarkable occurs.
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  SPEAKER_00: You stop seeing yourself through the narcissist's eyes.
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  SPEAKER_00: You stop defining yourself by their criticisms, their projections, their accusations, and their distortions.
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  SPEAKER_00: You begin seeing yourself clearly again, and that clarity changes everything.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because once you truly see yourself clearly, manipulation loses its power.
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  SPEAKER_00: Gaslighting loses its power, control loses its power, fear loses its power, and that is where real freedom begins.
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  SPEAKER_00: So in closing, if you recognize yourself in this episode, I want you to remember that the narcissist's greatest success was never convincing you that they were special, it was convincing you that you were not.
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  SPEAKER_00: It was convincing you to doubt yourself, question yourself, minimize yourself, and disconnect from your own value.
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  SPEAKER_00: And that was never the truth.
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  SPEAKER_00: The truth is that many narcissists target confident, capable, empathetic, intelligent people precisely because those qualities are valuable.
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  SPEAKER_00: And while they may spend years trying to convince you otherwise, their behavior says something very different.
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  SPEAKER_00: It reveals exactly how powerful those qualities truly are.
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  SPEAKER_00: And healing begins when you stop looking to the narcissist for validation and start reconnecting with your own truth.
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  SPEAKER_00: It begins when you stop measuring yourself through their distorted lens and start seeing yourself clearly again.
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  SPEAKER_00: Because confidence is not something they gave you and it is not something they can take away permanently.
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  SPEAKER_00: It has always belonged to you.
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  SPEAKER_00: And if this episode resonated with you and you're trying to better understand narcissistic abuse or trauma bonds or complex PTSD or your own healing journey, I do work with clients privately, and I also have additional resources available to support your recovery.
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  SPEAKER_00: You can find information about my private coaching recovery course and private community on my website at www.jillwise.com, linked in the description.