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Up All Night: Shoulder Pain, Homeless Hotels, and Finding Perspective · Plausibly Live - The Dave Bowman Show Podcast

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  This is plausibly Live, the official podcast of The Dave
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  Bowman Show. Well, I've been up pretty much
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  all night, got a lot of stories in front of me that I thought
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  would be interesting, but I'm I'm not so convinced that they
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  are anymore. I don't think anybody cares
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  about them but me. I'm sure I do.
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  I got a great story here about a lawsuit that's been filed over
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  homeless issues in Seattle. Remember when we used to stuff
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  homeless people in hotels that we just rented out?
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  Well, now the hotel owners are pissed off because as it turns
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  out, the homeless people trash the hotels and the money that
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  the city gave them isn't enough to fix it, so they want that
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  back. There's another story here about
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  the state of Washington and our IT system that we've spent
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  millions of dollars upon to upgrade and improve, and they've
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  given up. I swear to God, they've given
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  up. They can't get it to work.
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  So there you go. Back in 1988, it would have been
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  the summer of 88, I was moving. My roommate Jimmy and I had
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  decided that the apartment we were in kind of sucked and we
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  wanted a nicer one. We could afford it.
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  And we decided to move. And so we were in the process of
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  moving when I went to pick up a speaker because kids back in
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  those days, we had these giant stereo systems we didn't have
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  when we had headphones, but we didn't wear them all the time.
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  We had this giant speaker system for a stereo system that we had
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  put together. And as I picked up the speaker,
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  I felt a very sharp pain and a tearing sensation in my right
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  shoulder. Now at the time, I knew what it
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  was and it's torn rotator cuff obviously, and I knew that, but
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  I also knew that I didn't really want to say anything to the Navy
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  because they might disqualify me from from things.
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  And so I just did the home remedies for it, you know,
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  painkillers and and rest and the likes of that.
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  And it seemed to get better. But that was followed by years
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  of Navy sports, playing football, basketball, baseball,
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  softball, even a little bit of hockey.
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  And all of that takes its toll on a shoulder that's already,
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  you know, messed up. And over the years, you know, it
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  just did never really completely healed.
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  But, you know, you just learn to live with it.
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  On November 18th, 2018, I was headed down the stairs.
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  It was an important day because we were in the process of buying
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  the Subaru, which we still don't have back, by the way.
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  And my knee buckled and I went down on the stairs and I landed
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  on my right shoulder. I've told you this, I, I landed
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  on my right shoulder, landed very hard on my right shoulder.
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  In fact, hard enough that there was like this bulge in the top
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  of my shoulder that freaked me out.
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  I did hit my head on the floor, but my shoulder was just
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  agonizingly in pain. And so I called Cami at work.
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  So we got to go to the ER So we went to the ER, kept telling
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  them my shoulder hurts. They kept saying, but you hit
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  your head. Yeah, I, I know.
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  And so they did a CAT scan on my head, CT scan, CAT scan.
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  I don't know which one. It's the one that's really
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  simple and easy. This is the circle thing.
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  And and of course it was negative.
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  There's nothing in my head anyway.
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  But they never looked at my shoulder.
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  They didn't even touch my shoulder.
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  They never even said here's something for your shoulder.
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  They anyway, which kicked off seven years of me bitching to my
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  doctor every time I saw him about my shoulder and I couldn't
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  get anybody to look at it. I finally last year, as I said
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  before on what the frock, I grabbed his hand and said feel
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  this. And I put his hand on my
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  shoulder and he said, well that ain't right.
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  So I got to go see the shoulder surgeon and he said, hey, you
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  have some problems here. He sent me to do AMRI, which was
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  an adventure in of itself. I, I, I, I'm not sure why Mr. is
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  kind of freaked me out and I don't like them.
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  This MRI, they told me it was an open MRI machine.
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  They lied it was not, or at least I didn't think it was when
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  I went in there because I didn't have my glasses on and I
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  couldn't see it. So I thought it was not an open
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  MRI machine, as it turns out it was, but I couldn't see it.
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  So anyway, I ended up taking medication to help me calm down,
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  which was probably a mistake because then I had to drive home
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  and I ended up forgetting my wallet.
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  But the MRI clearly showed that number one, obviously I have
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  arthritis in my shoulder at the top of the acro acromiclavicular
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  joint. Like I can say there's stuff it
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  likely developed after the shoulder separation injury.
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  Oh, by the way, I'd also separated.
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  I'd also dislocated my shoulder plan basketball for the Navy at
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  one point. Then it says I also have torn
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  shoulder cartilage in the labrum.
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  There's a tear in the rim of the cartilage inside your shoulder
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  socket, specifically a SLAP tear that's short for superior labrum
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  anterior to posterior, whatever the hell that means.
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  Then I have a partial rotator cuff tear, which of course I
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  knew, and I have tendonitis because, you know, nothing
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  worse. What he said to me, in short,
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  was that there are three main injuries that you can get in the
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  shoulder, and I have all three. So yay me.
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  And he said, OK, let's, let's see about surgery.
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  Now this was at a time last year when things were not going
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  particularly well with my other issues and my A1C was just
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  slightly out of out of zone, but the trend was headed out of
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  zone. And so he wouldn't do the
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  surgery because my A1C was too high.
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  It was 8.1 and he wanted it under 8.
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  So Long story short, well, shorter anyway.
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  Not that you care, but I'm up at, you know, 1:00 in the
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  morning, so this is my time, right?
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  Anyway, I things got a little out of control.
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  My medication got messed up and things got really wild with my
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  A1C. They went from 88 to almost 9
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  something and my endocrinologist ended up putting me on the
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  insulin pump, the the Dexcom monitoring system, which has
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  been helpful for the most part. And it's now my A1C is now back
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  under 7. And so he said, Yep, come on in
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  and let's look at you and we'll schedule it.
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  Now that is that appointment is scheduled for later in
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  September. And of course at that point then
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  we will look at the a ones. I'm sure who's going to want to
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  do an A1C test and that A1C test will show that it's under 7.
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  And at that point surgery will be scheduled.
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  Now, when will that surgery occur?
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  I don't know if it's anything like my knee surgery it took, I
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  went in there on January 2nd to start the process and the
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  surgery was on April 12th. But that required a little bit.
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  We, we hadn't done some of the preliminary work.
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  So there were other things that had to be done, examinations and
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  tests and that kind of stuff that probably won't have to be
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  done here. So I mean, it could be, it could
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  be very soon in September, it could be into October, maybe
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  even November has to be before December because otherwise my
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  insurance will roll over to next year and I'll get screwed on it.
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  So, but let let me put it this way.
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  If they can't schedule it before December, I will not get it done
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  because we can't afford it. But as long as it's scheduled
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  before December, we've met our deductible.
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  So everything will be good to go, assuming my A1C is in range
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  and I'm assuming that it is surgery gets scheduled from that
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  point. It's five weeks of my arm, my
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  shoulder being completely immobilized.
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  And this is what he said. It is completely immobilized.
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  You will not move it at all. And that I got to be honest with
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  you kind of freaks me out. It it kind of bugs me because,
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  well, I'm right-handed. And if you're a dude, just think
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  about all the things you use your dominant hand for.
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  I mean, and I'm not even trying to be weird, I'm just telling
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  you I do hold my coffee cup in my left hand yes, but I write
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  with my right hand. I got a pen in my right hand
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  right now. I, I type predominantly, you
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  know, I use both hands obviously, but when I'm doing
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  numbers and stuff, I use my right hand.
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  When I'm doing mouse work, it's with the right hand.
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  It's, you know, I tie my shoes with my right hand.
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  I drive with a lot of my right hand.
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  I cook with my right hand. In addition to things that I
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  don't even want to get into that make me kind of oogie when I
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  think about all these things that I'm not going to be able to
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  do because you can't move your right arm And it, it shouldn't
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  bother me, but it does. My brother, who is my brother?
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  OK, my brother. The, the, the point of what I'm
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  going to tell you is my brother is trying to really encourage me
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  on this. He's what he said was you'll
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  find out who really loves you when you when you go through
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  this. But because he's been through
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  it, he texts me the other day. I swear to God, this is Tuesday
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  or Wednesday. He texts me and the text, it has
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  pictures in it of minor League Baseball uniforms.
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  He lives in Maine and he sends me a text of pictures of, let's
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  see, the Worcester Red Sox, Worcester Red Sox and somebody
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  else. I don't I whoever they were
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  playing and he was interested because the the Worcester Red
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  Sox uniforms basically look exactly like the Boston Red Sox
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  uniforms except they say Worcester on them instead of
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  Boston. And he wanted to know when this
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  when this trend started. And I swear to God I'm reading
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  this stuff and he says I'm watching a AAA game between the
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  Jacksonville Jumbo shrimps and the Worcester Red Sox because I
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  had ATV with Live Channels in the hospital.
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  And I'm now watching the Cleveland Tampa Bay game and I
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  swear the uniforms look 90% identical.
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  The venue is bigger and the cameras are superior.
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  But fashion wise, it's, it's the same now.
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  Hopefully you caught what I caught at all that discussion,
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  which was why the hell are you in the hospital?
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  Oh, keep in mind this is Wednesday.
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  Oh, by the way, I had a heart attack on Saturday.
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  I've been in the hospital since Saturday.
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  So here's my brother laying in the bed in the hospital after a
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  heart attack. And he ended up with a a new
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  stent. He did not require bypass, which
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  is which is good, right? But he was not feeling 100%.
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  He's still not paying weight. It's like, yeah, you'll you'll
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  find out who really loves you when you when you get this done,
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  which of course, Cami really does, but and she's a nurse, but
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  it just bugs me. So anyway, I got that on my
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  brother having a heart attack because I'm not telling anybody
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  because he wants to talk about baseball uniforms.
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  It's like when sounds like something I would do, but but
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  there you go. So anyways, five weeks of
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  immobilization and that's going to affect a lot of what I do by
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  now, you know, I do. Is it 5 podcasts, this one, the
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  Dave Bowman show, what the frock Dave does history, Bill Nick
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  live and here's the here's the thing.
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  So I got 50 and patrol reports 6 now.
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  So I got 6 podcasts going right down there.
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  They all require various degrees of work, various degrees of
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  activity. Some of them, yes, are primarily
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  AI generated, but I still have to do things to make that
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  happen. It doesn't, you know, I don't
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  just say to the computer, computer generated podcast.
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  It's not how it works, which it was, but it's not the they
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  require works and so and and some require more work than
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  others. All of them require editing.
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  All of them require, you know, my input, my control, because
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  I'm a control freak and I'm not just going to put out something
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  that's, you know, fake, completely fake.
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  It's even when you hear, you know, Lena and, and, and Graham
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  doing the, the patrol reports by it's my words, I'm the one
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  writing that they're just reading the script to you.
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  So it's, it's not that big of a deal.
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  But it does take time to do all that stuff.
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  So five weeks of immobilization is going to make that
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  extraordinarily difficult. It's going to make it
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  extraordinarily slow, if I can do it at all.
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  Now I am working on systems to try to make that easier.
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  I, I did buy new laptop to, to, to help with this because it's a
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  smaller, it's a smaller laptop, it's a 13 inch laptop.
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  And here's the weird thing. If you know me well, and some of
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  you do, but if you know me well, you know that I have long been
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  APC guy, personal computer guy, IBMI have been an IBMPC guy
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  since they were invented. OK.
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  Long before there were 280 sixes and 380 sixes and 480 sixes, I
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  was using, I was programming in DOS.
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  In fact, I remember when Apple and IBM both used DOS and then
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  Apple went in their own little direction and that's when I
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  stayed with DOS because I became in that era, I was a pretty
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  heavy DOS programmer. I knew how to do it.
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  Of course, they they moved on. I was telling Ben the other day
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  I didn't go to Windows 3.1 until August of 1995, couple of months
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  after Windows 95 came out. And the only reason I went to it
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  was because there was a feature in Excel that I wanted the tabs
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  and I couldn't get it in the DOS version anymore.
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  So Long story short, I've been APC guy all my life.
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  That said, I have an iPad. I've had an iPad for years.
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  I've used iPhone for nigh on to 15 years.
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  I like the iPhone. I love my iPad.
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  In fact, I got rid of my Kindle because the iPad will do
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  everything the Kindle does and do it better and, and far
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  better. I mean, even even in so far as
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  reading goes, it's better on the iPad than it is on the Kindle.
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  So I, I, I, I do like my I devices, but I've always been
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  reticent to go to the, to the MacBook computer because I don't
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  know, it just seems weird to me. So last year I bought a, a used
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  MacBook just to play with, just to get used to it.
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  And I, I felt like I got good enough at it.
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  It was a very old one, by the way.
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  I got good enough at it that I, I have invested in a new one to
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  try and make this stuff flow easier so that now I can do it.
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  I can put some of the same apps that are on my phone on that on
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  the, on the on the iPad and start to work.
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  There's a bug flying around my microphone.
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  Sorry, and, and, and start working that stuff.
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  And from there it's much lighter, obviously, and much
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  smaller than my, my desktop. So maybe I'll be able to use it
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  a little bit easier left-handed. I am practicing that.
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  I'm practicing doing left-handed things.
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  I know that I can program a mouse to be inverted, but I
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  haven't done it yet. So I'm, I'm debating on on doing
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  that anytime soon. So Long story short, surgery is
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  coming. I don't know when I will keep
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  doing what I'm doing for as long as I can and that includes Bill
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  Mick live and Liberty 250. But there's going to come a
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  point in the next few months where I'm going to have to take
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  some time off. Even even if I can do it, I'm
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  going to have to take some time off because obviously I'm going
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  to be limited as to what I can and can't do for a little while
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  anyway. I'm sure that like most things,
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  you know, I'll get up to speed. I'll want to I'll want to do
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  some things and obviously I will do them as best I can, but in
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  the meantime, that's what's going to happen.
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  So not that anybody cares about the homeless issues, but they
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  are suing the I don't know why I think that story's so funny.
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  I just do that story just knocks my socks off.
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  I who didn't see that coming, right, that they were going to
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  sue over that the, the homeless, the the hotel owners were going
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  to sue. That's just more tax money down
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  the drain. So anyway, that's all I got for
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  today because I've been up since 1:00 this morning.
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  So I'm going back to bed because I'm tired.
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  I'll talk to you later.