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MONDAY MORNING MOTIVATION W/ QUEEN ANGELA 12/9/24 · DA CREW Podcast

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Speaker 2: Good evening, Good evening, good evening. Welcome to another episode tonight.
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Speaker 2: I want to talk to you guys about new beginnings,
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Speaker 2: starting o prayer. It may look different for some people
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Speaker 2: on what what your new beginning looks like for you.
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Speaker 2: But before we get started, I want to go to
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Speaker 2: the Lord in prayer. So Heavenly Father, thank you for
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Speaker 2: your new beginnings and unwavering provisions. I trust that your
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Speaker 2: peace will watch over me as I step into new beginnings.
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Speaker 2: I thank you for everything that I've endured, everything that
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Speaker 2: I've conquered, everything that I will conquer, And Jesus, I
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Speaker 2: pray Amen without further ado. My side kick Nodge is
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Speaker 2: with me tonight. Nodgic Scott, ma'am where you at.
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Speaker 3: Here? I am black Kick?
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Speaker 2: How you doing, ma'am?
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Speaker 3: I'm doing, wealth Wed How are you? So listen.
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Speaker 2: Everybody that my son just got a promotion, my nephew,
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Speaker 2: Praise God, and we will be moving to uh Georgia.
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Speaker 4: Yes, I'm.
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Speaker 2: Uh uh Georgia. Peach up in the bed boy. But
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Speaker 2: new beginnings. For me, it's kind of crazy how it happens,
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Speaker 2: because every so often I get a new something, you
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Speaker 2: know what I'm saying, So like you know, at birth,
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Speaker 2: you you get life. Yeah, we've had struggles, and not
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Speaker 2: to say that other people haven't, but we even struggles exactly,
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Speaker 2: you know, having surgeries as newborn babies and ultimately being adopted. Yeah,
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Speaker 2: and well going to a foster home starts the new beginning. Yeah, yeah,
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Speaker 2: being adopted, which leads into an mm hmm.
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Speaker 5: Yeah.
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Speaker 2: And you know, for for for me, I had my
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Speaker 2: son at sixteen, had t as to what to do
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Speaker 2: with this beautiful little brown baby. But new beginnings. And
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Speaker 2: I've had some great people in my life too, help
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Speaker 2: shape and mold the man that he yeah, just bought
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Speaker 2: his first house before thirty, just got a promotion, like
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Speaker 2: started from the bottom.
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Speaker 3: And yeah, yeah, for.
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Speaker 2: Me, that's something I never envisioned for myself. With everything
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Speaker 2: that I've gone through, the vision for myself has always
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Speaker 2: just to make it to the next day, because you know,
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Speaker 2: we don't know what it looks like. Oh wow. But
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Speaker 2: to be able to be in a place to watch
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Speaker 2: God's greatest gift birth something new for himself, not only
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Speaker 2: for himself, but his family is something just like it's
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Speaker 2: one of those things that like there's no words for it,
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Speaker 2: and proud would be an understatement. Yeah, definitely, just knowing
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Speaker 2: that he kept his head down, he kept his beliefs,
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Speaker 2: and he did what he needed to do. And I
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Speaker 2: say that to say, with the whole new beginnings thing,
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Speaker 2: we all can have a new beginning if we choose
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Speaker 2: toat no matter what it looks like, and you know
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Speaker 2: who it may affect or whatever. Thank you, Thank you, Snek.
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Speaker 2: But this year has also been a place of another
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Speaker 2: new beginning. I left a twenty two year marriage in July.
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Speaker 2: It will be five months tomorrow, and you know, I'm
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Speaker 2: beginning to understand what Travida was talking about when she said,
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Speaker 2: you know that you got to go through it and
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Speaker 2: be in your own space and let the Lord cover
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Speaker 2: you in the way that he chooses to cover you.
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Speaker 2: And you know, and in any situation where there's doubt,
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Speaker 2: I have always, like Leana done God, because you know,
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Speaker 2: I'm telling you the other night that I have discernment
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Speaker 2: like spots messed from.
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Speaker 4: One hundred yards exactly.
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Speaker 2: And in this new season of my life. I am
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Speaker 2: actually doing what I'm told to do with that discerning spirit,
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Speaker 2: because oftentimes I will feel something, I'm like, it'll be
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Speaker 2: all right, and then that leads me ten years down
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Speaker 2: the road, still dealing with it'll be all right. You know,
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Speaker 2: your your new beginnings are sometimes scary.
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Speaker 4: Who are you telling?
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Speaker 5: Mind?
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Speaker 4: Started last year and.
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Speaker 2: That's what I wanted to talk to you about. You know,
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Speaker 2: you know everything that we go through living with hydrocephalis
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Speaker 2: and spin offit for the you now living on your own,
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Speaker 2: in your own space, can sleep and do whatever when
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Speaker 2: you choose to. God still working with you on them naps.
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Speaker 3: But after twenty years, like you said, after twenty.
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Speaker 6: Years of marriage, I almost made it to twenty one years,
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Speaker 6: and God said that's it. And I didn't know why
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Speaker 6: he said that's it till.
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Speaker 3: This year when I found out my shot was broken, right,
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Speaker 3: I was like, whoa God? Seriously?
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Speaker 6: And during that type of situation, most people, some can
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Speaker 6: live in a certain way, a certain certain time with it.
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Speaker 6: But when my dung surgeon found that out, he was like, oh, no,
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Speaker 6: we need to fix this asap, right, And I was like, yeah,
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Speaker 6: we do because breaking so yeah, new beginners, I was
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Speaker 6: not expecting to be out of my marriage on my
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Speaker 6: own and then have to have a brain surgery the
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Speaker 6: next summer. Who's respecting that that all happened all in
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Speaker 6: all in school. So yeah, but I am so happy
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Speaker 6: for you, girl. I am so so happy for you
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Speaker 6: when I tell you I'm trying to go to Georgia too.
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Speaker 3: Hello, Father, put it.
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Speaker 2: Put it in the atmosphere, because crazy thing. The very
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Speaker 2: first time I visited Georgia, I was like, this feels
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Speaker 2: like oh, and God would have it. Deonta would start
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Speaker 2: dating somebody in Georgia and so I love him being
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Speaker 2: apart and then you know, his him praying, you know,
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Speaker 2: if this is meant to be making and.
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Speaker 3: God did that. There we go. It's all in his time,
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Speaker 3: and you know how we do. We gotta, we want to,
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Speaker 3: we want it right now. And God is like, no,
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Speaker 3: you ain't ready for that right now, right, you ain't
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Speaker 3: really do that right now? Yeah, all of his.
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Speaker 2: Time, right, He's not going to give you more than
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Speaker 2: you can handle in your right.
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Speaker 4: Exactly.
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Speaker 2: You know when when Deontae said, mam was moving, you know,
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Speaker 2: my mind frame was like, what where am I going?
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Speaker 4: What am I going to do?
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Speaker 2: And he was like, you're coming with me.
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Speaker 3: You're part of the we, man, you part of the we.
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Speaker 2: He was speaking French. He took French for a little
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Speaker 2: bit something else.
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Speaker 3: But but I love how he loved on you like
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Speaker 3: that is gonna look after his mama.
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Speaker 2: Seriously, I thought he was just speaking of him and
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Speaker 2: his daughter.
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Speaker 3: I know.
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Speaker 4: And so girl.
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Speaker 3: With the guy, I tell you, you know, yeah.
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Speaker 2: People try to play in my face when I had him.
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Speaker 2: You're sixteen, You're a kid. You don't got to raise
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Speaker 2: a child. You don't know you know what he's gonna
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Speaker 2: need and how to bring him up in a way.
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Speaker 2: You know that that is conducive to what God would
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Speaker 2: have him to do. And my prayer the night that
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Speaker 2: I had Downte was God, I know he's not mine,
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Speaker 2: and I know you know you're giving him to me
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Speaker 2: because you trust me with him. But at the end
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Speaker 2: of the day, he's still yours, So just show me
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Speaker 2: what to do to keep him safe, keeping faed and
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Speaker 2: you know it didn't always look good either, but you
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Speaker 2: know we we we grew up together, you know what
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Speaker 2: I'm saying. Then two thousand and two I got married,
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Speaker 2: and standing at that altar, I heard God say this
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Speaker 2: is not gonna work. But me being me because it's me, like, Okay,
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Speaker 2: we're gonna show you. We're gonna make it work.
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Speaker 3: And that free will, now will, that free.
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Speaker 2: Will kicked me in my hind parts.
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Speaker 3: You know.
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Speaker 2: The the love that my husband has for his daughter's
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Speaker 2: mother was the love that I waited for for him
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Speaker 2: to give me. And girl, you know, not not to
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Speaker 2: say anything completely bad about him, because he does have
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Speaker 2: some good characteristic and then you just got to dig
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Speaker 2: and move some stuff out the way to find it.
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Speaker 2: I don't regret my marriage. Twenty two years is a
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Speaker 2: long time to stay in something that's never changing.
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Speaker 3: You know.
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Speaker 2: Like my whole thing is this man's supposed to love
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Speaker 2: me to death. Do us part.
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Speaker 3: And when I.
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Speaker 2: Learned what that meant, mm hmm mean a physical depth.
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Speaker 2: It doesn't mean that to be placed in the ground.
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Speaker 2: It's the depth of the marriage.
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Speaker 4: Yeah, do not resuscitate, you know that part? Yeah, that part. Yeah.
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Speaker 2: In this new season of new beginnings for me, I
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Speaker 2: got a car. I haven't had my license all that long,
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Speaker 2: so I won't sit here and act like I'm a
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Speaker 2: professional driver because I am not drive Miss Daisy.
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Speaker 3: How happen.
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Speaker 2: I'm safe. I was gifted my mother's car, my biological
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Speaker 2: mother her car. She passed in twenty fourteen, and so
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Speaker 2: the car has just been there, you know what I'm saying.
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Speaker 3: And so.
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Speaker 2: I don't know what the conversation my son had with
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Speaker 2: my brother. However, I was sitting here with the blinds open,
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Speaker 2: and I saw the car coming through the parking lot
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Speaker 2: and I was like, oh, and so I done sat
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Speaker 2: in that car. I don't cry, I don't it's been
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Speaker 2: it's been a whirlwind of emotions.
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Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm sure.
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Speaker 3: I'm sure.
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Speaker 2: The whole adoption thing and finding my mom on my
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Speaker 2: own closed adoption, then having to turn around and do
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Speaker 2: DNA tests for my paternal side of the family because
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Speaker 2: they want to believe that and it didn't matter to
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Speaker 2: them that I looked just like them, you know. Then
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Speaker 2: there's the battle.
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Speaker 4: With my health.
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Speaker 2: Being okay with myself in a time where I felt
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Speaker 2: like God was taking everything from me in and out
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Speaker 2: the hospital, different surgeries, them finding a cyst on my
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Speaker 2: and them having to remove all of my teeth because
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Speaker 2: my teeth were about to cause my job break.
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Speaker 3: Mm hmm.
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Speaker 2: You know, never k new hap and teeth was a problem,
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Speaker 2: but you know, it is what it is. I've come
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Speaker 2: to a place in my life where I am not
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Speaker 2: what I look like, you know. I I see me
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Speaker 2: for me and that's that's one thing that I've always
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Speaker 2: had to work on, is seeing me for me, because
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Speaker 2: you know, one of my friends her mom told me
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Speaker 2: her mom was a doctorate doing hair. And I went
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Speaker 2: into the shop one day look in the midst and
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Speaker 2: she said, you have to.
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Speaker 4: Look the part.
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Speaker 2: If if you want you know what you want, you
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Speaker 2: have to look the part. And she was saying that
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Speaker 2: pertain to dating or whatever, and mm hmm. At that
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Speaker 2: point in time, I was like, my husband met me
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Speaker 2: in a r v's uniform, I said, and I was
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Speaker 2: not cute. So I was like, you know that that
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Speaker 2: may be somebody else's appeal, but it's not mine.
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Speaker 4: I don't feel like I have to.
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Speaker 2: Put on the eyelashes and yeah, you know, all of
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Speaker 2: the aesthetics to to make myself look a certain way,
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Speaker 2: because when you chisel it all down, it's still me.
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Speaker 2: And so you know you're gonna you're gonna get me
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Speaker 2: and you're gonna leave me alone. And I mean, and
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Speaker 2: in this new season of my I am welcoming you know,
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Speaker 2: new beginnings and and being loved holy completely and no
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Speaker 2: matter what that looks like, because God did not place
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Speaker 2: me here to be by myself for elver. So you know,
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Speaker 2: the man that He has for me will find me.
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Speaker 2: I don't have to go looking for him.
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Speaker 4: Exactly exactly.
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Speaker 2: Kurt said he didn't find a wife.
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Speaker 4: So exactly exactly.
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Speaker 5: I'm not, you know, not in a hurry, not rushing
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Speaker 5: in your per Your prayer should be just like my
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Speaker 5: prayer is, is that Lord preparing me for who you're
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Speaker 5: preparing me for preparing.
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Speaker 6: For because yeah, because we don't know. I mean, I'm
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Speaker 6: with you on that same page. I'm praying that my father, I.
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Speaker 3: Know I ain't in this.
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Speaker 4: I'm not gonna be in this by myself.
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Speaker 6: I mean, I know you got somebody out there because
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Speaker 6: I'm a loving person and I need to love to somebody,
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Speaker 6: you know, And so I just believe that. And in
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Speaker 6: this season, God is just because I mean, I have
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Speaker 6: my moments. I'm in the house and by myself, and
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Speaker 6: you know I have my moments. Of course, I'm not
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Speaker 6: gonna lie say I don't because I do. But I
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Speaker 6: know that He's preparing me I know he's preparing me
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Speaker 6: for somebody, and I just got to let him do
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Speaker 6: what he do because if I if I rush it,
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Speaker 6: then it's gonna be a mass. So if I let
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Speaker 6: God do what he gonna do, it's gonna be what
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Speaker 6: God wanted to be, and it's gonna be perfect. Why
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Speaker 6: cause we save a perfect God. We're not perfect, but
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Speaker 6: he's perfect.
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Speaker 3: So everything he does, he lives in perfect order in
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Speaker 3: the perfect time, and so I just gotta trust and
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Speaker 3: believe that that's that's gonna be my my call in too. Like, Okay, Father,
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Speaker 3: I know you got somebody out there. I know you
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Speaker 3: do because listen, I have listen. I don't care. I
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Speaker 3: don't claim to be gorgeous, but I definitely am knew.
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Speaker 6: So I know there's somebody out there that don't have
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Speaker 6: no problem with the wheelchair, don't have no problem with nothing, and.
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Speaker 3: Can love all of me. So that's always my prayer,
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Speaker 3: It's to love all of me.
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Speaker 2: And you know, once you find that, you'll know it
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Speaker 2: like you will have it. I guess exactly exactly nobody.
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Speaker 2: You don't have to, you know, just all of that
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Speaker 2: extra stuff where it just feels like you're fighting to
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Speaker 2: be with somebody and they're pulling opposite direction. So you know,
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Speaker 2: for me, I just tapped out on the tug of war.
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Speaker 2: You got it, you got it. Nothing I can do
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Speaker 2: with it.
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Speaker 6: But that's what he was waiting for. He's waiting for
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Speaker 6: you to tap out. He'd be waiting for us to
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Speaker 6: tap out.
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Speaker 3: He's like, oh, you got this, you got this. Oh
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Speaker 3: you're done? Are you done? We're done? Oh? Okay, we
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Speaker 3: do So I got this, Yes, father, you got it. Okay.
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Speaker 2: Well, typical me would be like, nah, I ain't done.
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Speaker 2: Give me the give me the tiel. Let me wipe
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Speaker 2: my face off and put me in the ring. Coach
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Speaker 2: that come on up out the game.
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Speaker 3: Man down, and so he will sit you down.
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Speaker 2: Absolutely, And I do believe. I do believe that in
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Speaker 2: the place that I am when not listening to God
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Speaker 2: or my inner self. For those who you know, have
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Speaker 2: whatever beliefs they believe in, everything goes haywire when I
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Speaker 2: don't do what I'm called to do, and it gets
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Speaker 2: pretty nasty. And people are always you know, saying and
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Speaker 2: that you know God is not of this, that and
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Speaker 2: the third. But if God is showing you something and
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Speaker 2: you decide to a blind eye to it. Then chaos
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Speaker 2: is definitely going to be in the midst level. So
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Speaker 2: you know, I've.
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Speaker 3: I've battled, We're had children and like you're like you're
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Speaker 3: raising kids.
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Speaker 6: You tell them, don't do this, don't do this, and
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Speaker 6: then they do it. Then it's like, oh, okay, so
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Speaker 6: now you want to learn.
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Speaker 3: Exactly. But he's a loving god, so he loves us
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Speaker 3: that much to want to do that. He loves us.
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Speaker 3: He never gives up on us when we give up
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Speaker 3: on ourselves. And I'm so grateful for that, so grateful.
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Speaker 2: Absolutely, because I mean it could be where He's like,
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Speaker 2: if you don't care about yourself, then I don't care
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Speaker 2: about you either, But you know that that's not who
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Speaker 2: he is.
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Speaker 4: And no, thank you Jesus.
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Speaker 2: He is the god of the second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth,
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Speaker 2: seven chances. And yeah, it's almost like he sits beside
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Speaker 2: you and just waits for you to get it right,
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Speaker 2: like you you know the answer, you need the wrong button,
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Speaker 2: but I don't seeing him with you, and we're gonna
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Speaker 2: work it, and you're gonna so because you know, I've
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Speaker 2: learned to have a relationship with God and talk to
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Speaker 2: God in the way that you know I talk to people. Yeah,
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Speaker 2: it took me forever because I felt crazy talking to myself, like,
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Speaker 2: you know, just hearing hearing you tell me here at
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Speaker 2: Trivia tell me.
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Speaker 3: You know. I'm like, But he's your he's your friend,
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Speaker 3: he's your father. He loves my.
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Speaker 2: Thought process is he knows my heart, he knows what
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Speaker 2: I'm dealing with.
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Speaker 3: Why I gotta tell him but because he wants to
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Speaker 3: hear you say it, because if you acknowledge it, then
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Speaker 3: he can help you with it.
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Speaker 2: Right, you have to.
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Speaker 3: Acknowledge it sometimes for him to be able to do
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Speaker 3: what he gotta do. It's hard because it's like, father,
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Speaker 3: you already know why Why am I? Why am I famous?
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Speaker 3: Because I need you to tell me. That's what you
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Speaker 3: know that I know?
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Speaker 4: Right, I asked.
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Speaker 2: I asked God for the first time July tenth, God,
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Speaker 2: this is truly, truly, truly not where you want me.
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Speaker 2: Let me leave with my life.
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Speaker 4: Yeah, and he did that, glorious.
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Speaker 2: You know there there are so many people that succumb
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Speaker 2: to domestic violence and he spared me.
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Speaker 3: Thank God, Yeah, oh wow, thank you. M hm.
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Speaker 2: He's buried in the moments where I questioned my work,
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Speaker 2: when I questioned m hm. My whole being like, you know,
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Speaker 2: to to be told as a child that nobody will
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Speaker 2: want you, because if they did, your biological people would
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Speaker 2: have kicked you.
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Speaker 3: You know.
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Speaker 2: Hearing hearing that and carrying that with me has been crazy.
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Speaker 2: And and that's the thing, you know, with my son,
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Speaker 2: when I got married, I left him with my mom
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Speaker 2: and my dad and he stayed with my mama and
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Speaker 2: my daddy for two years. My dad passed. I got
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Speaker 2: married in two thousand and two. My dad passed in
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Speaker 2: two thousand and five.
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Speaker 4: I moved back.
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Speaker 2: Home with my mom for six months, just because I
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Speaker 2: felt like she needed it. You know, we don't have
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Speaker 2: the greatest relationship, and oftentimes I feel like she don't
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Speaker 2: even like me. But I was willing to, you know,
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Speaker 2: do what I needed to do. And at that time,
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Speaker 2: my husband came. He came and stayed, and then they
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Speaker 2: started going back and forth. And I know how he
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Speaker 2: is when he's angry, and so I was never trying
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Speaker 2: to put myself or my mama in a position to
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Speaker 2: be hurt by somebody, and so I told him, I
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Speaker 2: was like, listen, if this is meant to be, you
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Speaker 2: as the man will find us somewhere to go, and
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Speaker 2: he found an apartment and we stayed there for eight years,
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Speaker 2: almost nine And if Walls could talk, if talk again,
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Speaker 2: I don't care. I hate in my heart for that man.
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Speaker 2: I've had some some great times, you know, with him.
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Speaker 2: Every day wasn't bad, But how bad did outweigh our good.
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Speaker 2: So in a way I kind of thank him for
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Speaker 2: the push to the new beginning, because had I not
27:44
Speaker 2: accepted that he's never going to be who I deserve
27:49
Speaker 2: him to be, I still be right now making excuses
27:53
Speaker 2: for X y Z. But God has been showing up
28:01
Speaker 2: and showing me some things lately.
28:04
Speaker 3: But you gotta also realize that you wasn't You may
28:08
Speaker 3: have felt like you was by yourself, but I'm pretty
28:11
Speaker 3: sure anybody and everybody.
28:12
Speaker 4: Who knows you was praying for you.
28:15
Speaker 3: You were covered, you were COVID because why because.
28:19
Speaker 4: We did not want it to be another way, right,
28:23
Speaker 4: We did not want it to be another way.
28:25
Speaker 6: So and we And it's funny that I say it
28:28
Speaker 6: in that way because everything that I've done with my life,
28:33
Speaker 6: my adopted mom practically spoke it over me before I
28:37
Speaker 6: even believed anything about myself. And to see God say, yeah,
28:42
Speaker 6: she's showing you what I already knew I was gonna
28:45
Speaker 6: do for you.
28:46
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying. It was like the only
28:48
Speaker 3: thing I didn't see happening was being an author, and
28:51
Speaker 3: I didn't see that coming down to fight.
28:53
Speaker 6: But that's because I had to meet you, guess ma'am.
28:56
Speaker 6: But yeah, did not see that coming. But but God,
29:02
Speaker 6: so I'm so glad that He covered you because you
29:06
Speaker 6: you don't even know your impact. You don't even know
29:09
Speaker 6: your impact on people on their lives. You will push
29:12
Speaker 6: people to do.
29:13
Speaker 3: Things that they don't even believe they can do. You
29:17
Speaker 3: will push them to do it because that's what God
29:19
Speaker 3: gave you. He gave me that, that place, that drive.
29:23
Speaker 2: God gave me that, and he also gave me Trevita. Trevina,
29:28
Speaker 2: in her own way, will push you to greatness but
29:33
Speaker 2: make you want a smack cut at the same time because.
29:36
Speaker 3: Because he'd be a mama mode you needed a mama.
29:40
Speaker 3: That's her.
29:41
Speaker 2: It's her delivery because sometimes I just be like, can
29:45
Speaker 2: she not talk to me like that? But it's things
29:49
Speaker 2: that I always need to hear.
29:53
Speaker 3: Knew that she was that mama for you.
29:56
Speaker 2: Yeah, and even you, you know, there's times that I'm
29:59
Speaker 2: sitting on the phone with you, and I'm like, father,
30:04
Speaker 2: come come check your daughter, because I know she's not
30:06
Speaker 2: talking to me. Kind of crazy, but because that, yes
30:12
Speaker 2: she is. That dog don't hunt because I sent her
30:16
Speaker 2: to do what she's doing. I say all of that
30:21
Speaker 2: to say, when you surround yourself with positive, like minded people, yeah, exactly,
30:31
Speaker 2: your life goes and flows a whole lot better. You
30:36
Speaker 2: don't have time to sit and miss like you know,
30:42
Speaker 2: battle with abandonment issues and depression and anxiety, and when
30:49
Speaker 2: things aren't in order, it makes me nervous, like I
30:53
Speaker 2: feel all the troops are just gonna fall. And what
30:58
Speaker 2: I've learned is is it's okay. If the chips fall.
31:04
Speaker 2: You know they're they they're not glued together, so it's okay.
31:09
Speaker 2: And being able to thank God in this moment for
31:16
Speaker 2: having a son that actually listened to me as a
31:20
Speaker 2: teenage mom and I told him, listen, we got a plan.
31:26
Speaker 2: I'm gonna walk you to this school every day every day,
31:31
Speaker 2: and you are going to go in there, make some friends, whatever,
31:37
Speaker 2: but do what your teacher told you. And if your
31:41
Speaker 2: teacher called me for anything other than you being sick
31:43
Speaker 2: and or dying, we don't have a problem.
31:47
Speaker 3: Mm hmm.
31:48
Speaker 2: And I never got any you know, cause of you know,
31:55
Speaker 2: him being out of line or anything, till he got
31:57
Speaker 2: to like the fourth grade. But it wasn't him. They
32:01
Speaker 2: put him and him and my first cousin's daughter in
32:07
Speaker 2: the same class.
32:09
Speaker 3: Mm hmmm.
32:10
Speaker 2: You put cousins in the class together, they gonna cut
32:13
Speaker 2: And you know, I think back to my childhood because
32:19
Speaker 2: I'm a talker, so my my my godmother was my
32:23
Speaker 2: second grade teacher. I talked so much. I played musical
32:29
Speaker 2: chairs all around her classroom. This little lady finally was like,
32:35
Speaker 2: you know what I got you? She moved my desk
32:39
Speaker 2: out in the hall. Find find you somebody to talk to.
32:43
Speaker 2: Now shut the door. Why I'm out there talking to
32:46
Speaker 2: the janitor. Mh you told me to find somebody to
32:51
Speaker 2: talk to. He asked me why I'm out here, and
32:54
Speaker 2: I'm explaining to him that you said I talked too much.
32:58
Speaker 3: But then, you know, it's a scenario, because that's what
33:01
Speaker 3: God deals with with us. It's like, oh you do that, No,
33:05
Speaker 3: Oh you want.
33:05
Speaker 6: To do this, Oh, okay, we do this, Okay, but
33:08
Speaker 6: I gotta I gotta tak my hat off to you
33:10
Speaker 6: because you're a great mom.
33:12
Speaker 3: You did what you need to do.
33:14
Speaker 6: Even though you was young at the time, you still
33:16
Speaker 6: did what you needed to do for your child because
33:18
Speaker 6: he would.
33:18
Speaker 3: Not be the man that he is. And that's a
33:21
Speaker 3: good man. Your son is a good man. He does
33:24
Speaker 3: what he needs to do. He's responsible. He gonna take
33:27
Speaker 3: care of his mama. Because most men, I mean not you,
33:32
Speaker 3: very rarely some are good with their mom, but others
33:35
Speaker 3: it's just like, yes, you my mom. Your son gonna
33:38
Speaker 3: make sure he good, his daughter good, his mama good.
33:42
Speaker 3: Then business three and then you know as this girl,
33:45
Speaker 3: of course, but he gonna make sure y'all good. And
33:48
Speaker 3: so you did good at mama. You gotta give yourself
33:51
Speaker 3: credit for.
33:51
Speaker 4: That, regardless of being sixteen d d.
33:55
Speaker 3: You did what you needed to do because most sixteen
33:58
Speaker 3: year olds, most people who are dept don't know what
34:00
Speaker 3: to do with kid. Everybody don't know. You don't. There
34:02
Speaker 3: doesn't come with in this diction. Man, you want to stay,
34:04
Speaker 3: You're gonna do this and do it. It is what
34:07
Speaker 3: it is.
34:08
Speaker 6: But in the situation that you was in, you did
34:12
Speaker 6: what you need to do. For one and then two
34:15
Speaker 6: you didn't you broke the kurk. Why because you didn't
34:18
Speaker 6: tell your son he won't.
34:19
Speaker 3: Gonna be able to get nobody. And da da da
34:21
Speaker 3: da dah.
34:22
Speaker 6: You broke that curt off of him and your and
34:25
Speaker 6: your family, and that's why he's taking care of your mama.
34:28
Speaker 6: And that's why God is doing what he's doing to
34:31
Speaker 6: your son to take care of you. So you got
34:34
Speaker 6: to give yourself some flats on that.
34:36
Speaker 2: People they don't really believe in generational curses, and you
34:41
Speaker 2: know it's out there after finding out, you know, I'm
34:44
Speaker 2: adopted and just looking at the chain of events that
34:48
Speaker 2: happened within my family. You know, my grandma had children
34:54
Speaker 2: that she didn't raise. She didn't put them up for adoption,
34:58
Speaker 2: but being raise them. Just going back as far as
35:07
Speaker 2: my great great grandmother, she was a teenage mom. My
35:12
Speaker 2: teenage mom, Michael grandma, teenage mom. Mm hmm, what's the
35:19
Speaker 2: teenage mom?
35:21
Speaker 4: Yeah, age mom, And.
35:24
Speaker 3: It stopped with me, It stopped with you. That's how
35:28
Speaker 3: I was just getting ready to say, stop with you.
35:31
Speaker 2: Yeah, Hey is four years old and Deonte is twenty.
35:34
Speaker 6: Nine, so exactly, it stopped with you, ma'am. Two curses
35:39
Speaker 6: stopped with you because you did not talk down on
35:42
Speaker 6: your child no parents should do that.
35:45
Speaker 2: I had so many people saying, you know, you're a kid,
35:50
Speaker 2: You've got this ability, you need to go on ahead.
35:52
Speaker 2: And first it was the abortion.
35:55
Speaker 5: Thing, and.
35:57
Speaker 3: Mm hmm, that was a lie.
36:00
Speaker 2: I don't knock anybody that has to do what they
36:02
Speaker 2: feel is best for them.
36:04
Speaker 4: But yeah, but that ain't.
36:09
Speaker 2: Option.
36:09
Speaker 3: Now.
36:09
Speaker 2: I was like, I'm not about to because i know
36:15
Speaker 2: child labor couldn't be great. So I'm like, I'm not
36:18
Speaker 2: about to lay in here and push and tug and
36:22
Speaker 2: go through all of this to give it away. What
36:26
Speaker 2: nop Nope, couldn't do it.
36:28
Speaker 3: Yeah, and then.
36:32
Speaker 2: See him be born February fourteenth, nineteen ninety five, Tuesday night,
36:40
Speaker 2: eight o six pm, them brown eyes looking at me.
36:44
Speaker 2: He came out with his eyes open. I knew then
36:49
Speaker 2: that his life was going to be amazing.
36:55
Speaker 3: But that was also that was also a guy's gift
36:57
Speaker 3: to you. He was loving on you that time.
36:59
Speaker 2: Today I was on my grandma's birthday.
37:03
Speaker 3: That's what I'm saying. That was love on your.
37:08
Speaker 2: Supposed to be induced the next day and m hm
37:13
Speaker 2: and said now he said we are going and get
37:17
Speaker 2: him on.
37:19
Speaker 4: Exactly.
37:21
Speaker 2: So yeah, you had enough and he's had enough, So
37:24
Speaker 2: let's get this party.
37:25
Speaker 4: Started exactly exactly.
37:29
Speaker 2: I'm I'm grateful that guy has kept me. He's kept
37:35
Speaker 2: me through a lot of stuff.
37:41
Speaker 3: Oh man.
37:43
Speaker 2: There's been mental abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, childhood trauma, rape,
37:57
Speaker 2: middle station and and being a teenage mom and then
38:05
Speaker 2: getting married and dealing with domestic violence because I was
38:10
Speaker 2: that chick that looked at everybody like it ain't that deep.
38:14
Speaker 2: You can get out, you can leave, You ain't got
38:16
Speaker 2: to stay, you ain't got to let nobody do you like?
38:21
Speaker 2: And that's probably the common thing to say for everybody
38:25
Speaker 2: that has never walked a mile in somebody's shoes.
38:28
Speaker 6: Yeah.
38:29
Speaker 2: Yeah, And I just promised God that if you let
38:34
Speaker 2: me get out with my life, I'm not looking back.
38:36
Speaker 2: I'll be his friend from some way beyond them.
38:41
Speaker 4: But yeah, go back, And I haven't.
38:45
Speaker 2: I haven't even thought about going back, Like it doesn't
38:49
Speaker 2: cross my mind. I can actually say I don't miss.
38:55
Speaker 3: Him, like I mean, that's about to give you. God
39:00
Speaker 3: is about to give you the best love you've ever had,
39:03
Speaker 3: and you that's what most definitely most definitely you know.
39:11
Speaker 2: So while some people that go through separation and divorce,
39:15
Speaker 2: they they mourn the marriage or you know, the situation.
39:21
Speaker 2: And but I choose to look at it from another standpoint.
39:27
Speaker 2: You know how the word says that people are to
39:32
Speaker 2: cry and mourn when life comes into the world, and rejoice. Eve,
39:37
Speaker 2: I rejoice my way through all of this on somebody's behalf.
39:44
Speaker 2: Somebody didn't get to.
39:46
Speaker 3: Yeah, I have that have.
39:52
Speaker 2: Succumbed to domestic violence. I had a cousin in particular,
39:57
Speaker 2: that went to church one night for revival. On her
40:04
Speaker 2: way out of the church, she was murdered on the
40:07
Speaker 2: church lawn and all because the dude, her husband, he
40:14
Speaker 2: thought that she was with another man, watched her walk
40:18
Speaker 2: out the church with nobody.
40:21
Speaker 3: But you know, yeah, I'm just sayingful, you got out
40:28
Speaker 3: and you good.
40:29
Speaker 2: You great.
40:30
Speaker 6: You know what I'm saying. You you're getting You're getting
40:32
Speaker 6: yourself together, you know what I'm saying, Because it still,
40:35
Speaker 6: like you said, it's still some mental abuse. I mean,
40:38
Speaker 6: and sometimes to be told, the mental takes longer to
40:42
Speaker 6: hell from than the physical, because I mean, yeah, exactly,
40:49
Speaker 6: it's the internal wounds that got up heal.
40:51
Speaker 2: Right, Yeah, And that's one thing I will say, you know,
40:55
Speaker 2: as far as the domestic violence goes. He never hit
40:58
Speaker 2: me in my face to leave marks. He didn't. He
41:03
Speaker 2: didn't want anybody to know what now down the whole
41:09
Speaker 2: ball game, but just being able to look him in
41:17
Speaker 2: his face and tell him, you know, you have a mother,
41:25
Speaker 2: you have a daughter, you have a sister, and you
41:29
Speaker 2: have me. Did you want any of them to go
41:35
Speaker 2: through what you do to me?
41:38
Speaker 4: Mm hmm.
41:39
Speaker 2: So the physical stop, but then here comes the mental,
41:46
Speaker 2: the mental and the verbal. H Because of my spinal
41:52
Speaker 2: diff I have low iron and I had to have
42:00
Speaker 2: an emergency surgery because my cycle came on and stayed.
42:05
Speaker 3: Yeah.
42:06
Speaker 4: Yeah, I felt like the.
42:09
Speaker 2: Lady in the Bible, you know that just wanted to
42:11
Speaker 2: touch the hymn, and no matter what that looked like
42:17
Speaker 2: for me, I was able to reach across and and
42:22
Speaker 2: get it done. But having a husband to say that
42:29
Speaker 2: he believed that I was making up half the stuff
42:34
Speaker 2: that I was going through. He said that nobody could
42:41
Speaker 2: just be in pain that way all the time. So
42:45
Speaker 2: I'm like, you're not inside my body, you can't tell
42:48
Speaker 2: me how my inner work has worked? Oh well, and
42:55
Speaker 2: exactly it wasn't until May twenty fifteen that he realized
43:01
Speaker 2: that I could have bled to death. I was he
43:05
Speaker 2: and my son went on a convention with our church.
43:11
Speaker 2: When they got back, I was in the hospital and
43:16
Speaker 2: preparing for surgery. I had to ask have a DNC
43:24
Speaker 2: done where they go in and scrape the womb, this, that,
43:27
Speaker 2: and the third they had done that it didn't do anything,
43:31
Speaker 2: or I could have a hysterectum. And the doctor said,
43:37
Speaker 2: you know, if you have this done, you may not
43:39
Speaker 2: make it through. Okay, Well, one, I ain't promoting fear.
43:46
Speaker 2: You're not about to scare me because I know whose
43:49
Speaker 2: I am and you know what he does for. So
43:55
Speaker 2: you know we we need to go on in here
43:57
Speaker 2: and get this together. Chop chop.
44:01
Speaker 3: Exactly.
44:02
Speaker 2: So uh when they got when they got there, being married,
44:12
Speaker 2: doctors tend to reach out to your spouse about certain issues.
44:16
Speaker 2: And this man like, I know, you're not about to
44:21
Speaker 2: ask this man do he want me to have his surgery?
44:23
Speaker 2: Because I don't care about his opinion, just my life.
44:29
Speaker 2: My life, whether I live or die, will not be
44:32
Speaker 2: based off of what comes out of his mouth.
44:36
Speaker 4: Exactly.
44:37
Speaker 2: He didn't want me to have the surgery done. My
44:39
Speaker 2: mother in law didn't want me to have the surgery done.
44:42
Speaker 2: Here I am nine years later here because I had
44:50
Speaker 2: it done and exactly when I needed to trust that
44:56
Speaker 2: God to see me through and he heel me from
45:00
Speaker 2: the inside because it has been a world wining befoonery around. Yeah,
45:11
Speaker 2: and just being able to make it through and being
45:17
Speaker 2: a teel somebody. Hey, you know, regardless of what it
45:21
Speaker 2: looks like, stay in the fight. You don't give up
45:25
Speaker 2: on yourself. I was there before. I've tried to commit
45:28
Speaker 2: suicide because I let what was said to me about
45:32
Speaker 2: nobody want to get to me, and I was like,
45:37
Speaker 2: I don't nobody want me to. They're not gonna miss
45:39
Speaker 2: me if I'm gone. But then I thought about what
45:42
Speaker 2: it would do to my son mentally, Yeah, already don't talk,
45:47
Speaker 2: so you know he would be carrying that. Yeah, he
45:52
Speaker 2: would have been bottled, had that bob, and it would
45:55
Speaker 2: have added you know, thinking that that's not what. I
46:01
Speaker 2: would never do anything that's going to make his life
46:05
Speaker 2: harder than it has to be just by him being
46:07
Speaker 2: a black man, because life is already life and for
46:12
Speaker 2: him as a young black man, and I will never
46:17
Speaker 2: add to that. So I got myself together. I thought,
46:24
Speaker 2: counselor because black people for some reason are told that,
46:30
Speaker 2: you know, we can't do counselor you know them people
46:32
Speaker 2: don't hear they don't you know, they hear you, but
46:36
Speaker 2: they getting paid to hear you. And it's not that
46:39
Speaker 2: sometimes you Yeah, sometimes you just need have a space
46:44
Speaker 2: to get it out. Once you get it, stop holding
46:49
Speaker 2: on to it and suppressing it, you can see it.
46:51
Speaker 4: For what it is and you can move forward.
46:56
Speaker 3: Yeah, we can move forward with it.
46:58
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, you know this move is happening quicker than
47:04
Speaker 2: I thought it was gonna happen. So you know, I'm
47:07
Speaker 2: calling people. I'm crying and hooping and hollering.
47:10
Speaker 3: Like I'm about girl.
47:12
Speaker 6: What's my specture for twenty twenty four and it's nine thirteen?
47:18
Speaker 3: Uh huh, you better things?
47:20
Speaker 4: What happened things, what happened for you?
47:22
Speaker 3: So quickly make your head spend. That's what he said.
47:25
Speaker 3: He got blessings upon blessing. Listen, don't play, don't say
47:29
Speaker 3: with God. If he gonna do it, he gonna do it,
47:30
Speaker 3: and it's gonna be quick.
47:34
Speaker 2: For twenty twenty four, I can honestly say my new
47:39
Speaker 2: beginning is health came to play and I couldn't be grateful, thankful,
47:49
Speaker 2: and just.
47:51
Speaker 3: I got somebody to visit on vacation.
47:54
Speaker 2: Right, you guys somewhere to come hop it out. But
47:59
Speaker 2: until I until I moved, Yeah, until you moved to Georgia.
48:05
Speaker 2: But yeah, girl, I can talk. I'm at a place
48:11
Speaker 2: now where I can talk about the goodness of God
48:13
Speaker 2: to my face turned.
48:14
Speaker 4: Blue, but well, what we do.
48:18
Speaker 2: And just being able to actually step into a situation
48:27
Speaker 2: where you can look at God and said, Okay, you
48:30
Speaker 2: did that for.
48:31
Speaker 3: Them, and you doing it for me.
48:34
Speaker 2: Really okay? But you know, you know, sometimes we see
48:39
Speaker 2: people get stuff and like, you know, why is why?
48:44
Speaker 2: Why are they so blessed? And they're getting this and
48:46
Speaker 2: they're getting it, but we don't know what type of
48:48
Speaker 2: hell they had to go through to get it or
48:52
Speaker 2: or you know, or how many times I had to
48:55
Speaker 2: go without food trying to maintain.
48:59
Speaker 4: Exactly.
49:01
Speaker 2: I say all that to say, new beginnings are very
49:08
Speaker 2: much a real thing and they can be the best
49:12
Speaker 2: parts of your life.
49:14
Speaker 3: You know.
49:16
Speaker 6: And the name of your show and your book, yeah, Delayed,
49:20
Speaker 6: that's on your life, man, that's on your life, and.
49:24
Speaker 3: That's on your life.
49:25
Speaker 2: It's funny that you say that, because I was getting
49:28
Speaker 2: ready to say that a lot of people feel at
49:34
Speaker 2: a certain age you're too old to start over, you're
49:38
Speaker 2: too old to you're too old to go back to school.
49:41
Speaker 2: You're too old. But as long as God provides you
49:46
Speaker 2: with the wake up call every morning, it's not hard.
49:50
Speaker 2: It's over. So you two be what he.
49:56
Speaker 4: Called you to be, like exactly exactly, to.
50:00
Speaker 2: To go and be a bank tiller at sixty five,
50:05
Speaker 2: go be the business bank tiller.
50:06
Speaker 4: You could possibly be exactly exactly.
50:09
Speaker 2: Because there's a reason he placed you where he placed you.
50:13
Speaker 2: And yeah, his timing is always great.
50:16
Speaker 4: So if I'm.
50:19
Speaker 2: Four, then so be it.
50:23
Speaker 4: You know, at that point, he's gonna he's gonna give
50:26
Speaker 4: your happy. He's gonna give you happy. So that's all.
50:29
Speaker 3: That's all that we are acting right now that you
50:33
Speaker 3: deserve to be happy and.
50:36
Speaker 5: Of mine.
50:37
Speaker 2: All I ever wanted was the piece that surpasses all
50:40
Speaker 2: understand it, and I finally got it. Amazing. But girl,
50:50
Speaker 2: it's about about that time, about the time I would
50:55
Speaker 2: like to thank you for jumping on last minute to
50:59
Speaker 2: come and talk to me.
51:01
Speaker 3: Yeah, I love you. You know that.
51:04
Speaker 4: You know you know that over you know that we.
51:07
Speaker 2: Had no clue what we were talking about tonight.
51:10
Speaker 4: Oh God, but God, and yeah.
51:18
Speaker 2: Because that's what it is getting I.
51:21
Speaker 6: Mean both of them, and it's perfect that we're both
51:23
Speaker 6: doing it because why because we both havn't the same
51:27
Speaker 6: situation so to speak. We both gotten up our marriage
51:30
Speaker 6: and we're both trying to get this get a.
51:33
Speaker 3: New pudding right. So it was perfect. It was perfect,
51:38
Speaker 3: you know.
51:38
Speaker 2: God, Yeah, do it hurt, do it scared, but just
51:42
Speaker 2: do it.
51:44
Speaker 4: Yeah, just do it.
51:45
Speaker 3: Do it.
51:46
Speaker 2: Yeah, That's what I'm doing.
51:47
Speaker 3: So mm hmm.
51:49
Speaker 2: You for loving me enough to uh get yourself back
51:55
Speaker 2: together to to come do this podcast. I'll say it
51:58
Speaker 2: that way. Yeah, and just miss Angela, I appreciate you,
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Speaker 2: just for you. It can buy me and ride with
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Speaker 2: me because this year has been one that I would
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Speaker 2: not want to relive ever, ever, ever again. But I
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Speaker 2: will with my chin up and my chest out if
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Speaker 2: I have to. But yeah, I'm grateful for my podcast
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Speaker 2: sisters that text me and call me and check on me.
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Speaker 2: Black Diamond, I love her, I love her, Patrice, Trevita.
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Speaker 2: It's so many people that I'm connected to outside of
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Speaker 2: like even me and Angela we talked Thanksgiving. Had a
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Speaker 2: blast just sitting on the phone talking. You know, posts
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Speaker 2: I need to hear from you, you know, and so
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Speaker 2: I picked up my phone. I'm not doing anything. Let
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Speaker 2: me go ahead and call my girlfriend.
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Speaker 3: So we got to know how to bring your tribe together.
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Speaker 6: And that's the way we struggle with sometimes as women
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Speaker 6: is it's always some type of former competition, and we
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Speaker 6: don't have.
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Speaker 4: To compete with each other.
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Speaker 3: We should be here to love, encourage and push each
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Speaker 3: other to be the best that we can be. And
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Speaker 3: then you cheer your sister on why because you know
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Speaker 3: yours if it ain't now.
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Speaker 2: Right right, yeah, film until yours come exactly, I will
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Speaker 2: always move like I this this world, this life is
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Speaker 2: bigger than me and.
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Speaker 3: Bigger than all of us.
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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's greater when everybody come together and celebrate one another,
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Speaker 2: tearing each other.
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Speaker 4: Down and exactly exactly.
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Speaker 2: Things that God is really trying to put together.
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Speaker 3: So yeah, I'm gonna go.
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Speaker 2: I'm gonna go, but I just wanted to say that
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Speaker 2: one more time for the people in back the nose
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Speaker 2: bleed they back there. I always in my show saying
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Speaker 2: you know what's denied to you, Well, what's delayed to
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Speaker 2: you is never or should I say not always something
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Speaker 2: being denied to you. You just gotta wait on Guy's
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Speaker 2: timing delayed, n His timing is perfect and it won't
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Speaker 2: in any other time anyway. So why not just sitting
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Speaker 2: basking whatever it is that He places before you, and
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Speaker 2: let let it do what it do. You know, keep
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Speaker 2: your eyes open, keep your ears open, keep your heart
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Speaker 2: tender and pure, and you know, let God do the rest.
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Speaker 2: And so with that I bid you all ado, I
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Speaker 2: thank y'all for coming out. God bless you. Toodnight h