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DA CREW PODCAST SEASON 1_ EPISODE #128_HOST LATONYA MICHELLE LITTLEJOHN (1) · DA CREW Podcast

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  Monday and fourth Friday of each Monthy this is she that you don't want to
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  miss. Every Welcome, Welcome, Welcome, Welcome, Come on he and
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  everyone, and welcome to another episode of delay but not denied. This is
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  episode one twenty eight and is show seventeen. For me tonight, I will
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  be speaking with missus Brandy Williams. Before I bring her up, we have
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  to go to God in prayer. Heavenly Father would come to you right now
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  asking you to be in the midst of this conversation. Right now, Lord
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  God, let it touch who it needs to touch. Let it bleed over
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  the people who need to hear it the most. In Jesus name, I
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  pray a man. Domestic violence is is violence committed by someone in a victim's
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  domestic circle. This includes partners and ex partners, immediate family members, other
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  relatives, and family friends. The term domestic violence is used when there is
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  a close relationship between the offender and the victim. If you know someone or
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  you yourself are going through domestic violence and need help, please reach out.
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  One eight hundred seven ninety nine seven two three three. So before I bring
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  her up, I would just like to put out there if you have any
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  small children, you may not want them to uh partake in this conversation tonight,
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  so parental advisory is enforced. Miss Williams, are you there, I'm
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  what telling you how are you. I'm I'm okay, I'm okay. I'm
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  getting battery at each day. God is God is carrying me through this and
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  I wouldn't be able to without. Before we get started, you shared with
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  me a little bit of the background if you would, would you please,
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  for the audience and anybody watching, tell us why you're here tonight. Well,
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  I'm here tonight to share my story on your podcast, just in the
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  to bring awareness and prevention of domestic violence. I lost my twenty three year
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  old pregnant daughter, Keiana and my two year old granddaughter Marianna. The day
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  that we found them was September thirteenth of twenty twenty. And lost my son.
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  I'm not sure what just happened. Hopefully we can get her back up
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  momentarily. Miss Williams, are you still there? I can't hear you.
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  Yes, I'm here, okay, And so I don't know which conversation you
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  want to have first, if you want to talk about your son or your
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  daughters, So whichever you would like to speak on first. The floys yours?
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  Thank you little telling you well, I'm star with my son. He
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  was my first born, my only son. He was an amazing person had
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  a heart that just a beautiful heart. He he didn't have any problems with
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  people in the streets. He got along with everybody. And my son,
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  he he was He was just the best son that any mother would want.
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  He was respectful. He he made sure that that I was okay. He
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  helped out with his siblings. He he had a daughter. She was four
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  years old when he was murdered, and he had two on the way.
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  He was murdered June second, twenty thirteen by his so called best friends in
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  this middle school over seven hundred dollars. My son was stabbed. They had
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  a fight in the bathroom Necker Trip and my son was walking out and the
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  guy was been hiring a couple of people behind my son. He reached over
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  them and stabbed him in the neck and the juggler and he collapsed and he
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  lost sixty percent of his uh blah blah volume more than two minutes. I
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  so when came when of his friends came to my house, and that told
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  me he was in a fight. I never thought that he would be gone.
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  You know. We went to the closest hospital and they said no,
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  he wasn't there. The other hospital we went to well, we got there,
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  there were security guards and they said they were all lockdown, we couldn't
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  come through, and so I told them, I said, well, I
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  know my son is here and I'm coming through. And so me and my
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  husband walked up to the reception area. I asked the lady, is the
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  Mario Lea here? And she looked at me like I was speaking a foreign
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  language. So I walked back to the where the emergency rooms. Oh no,
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  looks like we lost miss Williams. Hopefully we can get her log back
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  in momentarily, and she's sharing her story of losing not only her son,
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  but her daughter and her granddaughter. So bear with us as we try to
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  get her back up and so she can share with you guys her story.
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  I don't know what happened, but so I was walking back to the emergency
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  room and two officers met me as I was going getting close, and they
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  asked us. He said, are you Numarrio Lee parents? And we say
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  yes, and he looked but he didn't see anything. And I said,
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  well, words my son. I want to see him, and until I
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  started walking back there, and he I said, is he in surgery or
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  what? Because he wasn't saying anything, and then he said, I'm sorry,
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  Yes, Vario deceased. And when he said he said my son was
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  deceased, it it really didn't. I don't know if it was disbelief or
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  I I just ran back there, tried to run back there to see him
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  because I said I need to see him. I need to see him.
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  And they said you can't see him because it would be friends and connect conemination.
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  Right, So so I sat there and uh, I dropped to my
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  knees and I just oh, I'm in the name of Jesus. And as
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  I was on my knees, my dad walked in. I don't remember calling
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  him, but I must have called him and told him about the fight.
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  And when he came in, I I I just said, I said,
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  Daddy, he's gone. He's gone. And he said, what do you
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  mean, I said, Daddy gone. You killed him. And so my
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  dad called the pastor right away. We sat in a bedtime of his room,
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  waiting for anyone, a doctor, an offer, anyone to talk to
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  us. They caught a cellphone and the picture of my son on the cellphone
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  and wanted me to identify him like that, and my husband said, yo,
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  I would do that, and so we sat there. It was about
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  four in the morning. We sat there until nine. No one ever came
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  out. No one never came up and told us how he died, what
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  happened or anything. No nurses, no doctors, nothing, And so at
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  nine they can't somebody came out and said, well, we're taking him to
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  get our autopsy. And I said I didn't approve that it and they said,
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  well, and the homicide is mandatory. So then the officers and the
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  abbi was there because they had uh, my son of their investigation. He
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  was, you know, living a lifestyle that that you know is is uh,
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  there's no good ending to the lifestyles that he was living. He was
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  he was selling us going back and forth on the highway, and he they
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  started investigating him, and I guess they they said that they were gonna arrest
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  him a week after he died, so we had to you know, uh
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  the Purple Soul packed. There were so many people when it came out and
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  showed there was fact and and you know then I just after everybody left and
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  went home with their lives. I at first I tried to get uh uh
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  account for at a home counsel from me, my girls, but I don't
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  know if they was going ready because every question she actually just broke down crying,
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  and we're not responsible. So I became really depressed. I didn't shower,
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  I didn't eat like I said. I gained ninety pounds within three months.
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  That put so much stress in my heart that I could hear my heart
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  going boom boom, boom boom. But blah, blood pressure was running two
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  forty over one ninety. Wow, none of it. As you said,
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  I don't know how you're standing right now, he said, I know you
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  just buried your son, but your family's gonna bury YouTube. So you know,
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  of course I didn't want to die. I started in the pool walking
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  back and forth because on the land it was too hard for me. I
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  started doing exercise and walking back and forth of just moving my arms. You
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  know. Uh. Changing my diet was a big thing. I put out
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  all sort of and Paul Jump food and you know, I did kind of
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  like the Keeto thin hype protein hype protein diet right and so oh I it
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  took me six months. I lost one hundred and twenty pounds, but my
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  knees were ruined and I had to go to Mayo in Rochester, which is
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  their home base, to get my knees to place U. They usually don't
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  do do it for people until they get fifty. I think I was around
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  forty forty bordon and they knew I wouldn't make it until I was fifty because
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  there was no cartilage. It was just bone around bones, bones, bones
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  first, both both of them. So they gave me a medication and I
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  became addicted to opius. I became addicted in UH and I told my doctor,
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  I said, I think I'm addicted to people this medicine. He said,
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  no, you're depending on it. So I went to a rehabilitation center.
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  I was there for four days with no and I'm I'm thinking it's gonna
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  be a breeze. And all of a sudden, the fourth day, I
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  was sitting in the group and my stomach just flipped and I just that,
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  God damned myself. And after that it was hell, either you know,
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  throwing up or or you know, diarrhea. We could a hospital next door
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  to get ivy for fluids, but I was so dry they could get it.
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  I M it's the worst withdraw you can go through. But you know
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  it's it's you know it should be done, you know, with your doctors,
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  because you know, back then I wasn't on diabetic. Now, back
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  then I wasn't a diabetic, and so if I was, then you know,
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  I could you know, I could get really sick. So I got
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  my surgery. I started to get a lot better. I I started going
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  to a church First Street, evangelically pur and I found that that the what
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  they happy it was because the church that I was going to at first,
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  I just I just no, no, no, I just was it.
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  So they were so supportive, you know, Okay, I loved the way
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  you know that care for or congregation. Hey, I got involved in women's
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  Bible studies and I learned a lot of things that I didn't know. So
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  I started to get better. Also, the person that that my son the
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  quick try to use say that my son because of his side, he was
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  scared. But but was it something you're going in and out. I can't
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  hear you. Okay. He tried to claim self defense, but everyone that
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  you know, everyone knows that it was a self defense because my son was
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  in the front and he stabbed him from the back, you know, And
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  so you know, I just feel like that jury has the answer to God.
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  They have blood up their hands and they didn't carry anyway because it was
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  black on black crime. There was no no blacks on that jury. So
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  then you know, I my group, my daughter got pregnant. Kianna got
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  pregnant, and she she got pregnant with Marianna, and she was so happy
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  and just her parent herself for to be a great mother, and she was.
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  They were so charismatic and fun to be around. I moved in the
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  same complex as her and we were only three day three like a few houses
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  at the park. M Mayanna came, Oh we we We kept me Marianna
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  almost daily, you know, and my family did. And in Illinois they
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  helped out all a lot. She met this guy. He gotta met this
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  guy. Yeah, I'm not gonna say his name. He's a monster.
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  Well his name is Reynard Carter if anyone wants to look it up. He
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  she met him a snapshot m I met him and I told her, I
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  said there's something about him. And she said, why do you say that.
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  I said, because he can't even look at me. And I I
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  was asking him questions like, you know, where are you from, you
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  know, what do you do? You know, and then I googled him
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  and I found him out some things, and I told my daughter she he
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  became abusive to her. One night she caught us at four o'clock in the
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  morning. We went over there. We were in over there in our night
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  clothes to put him out because he took her keys, her Derek, herd
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  and everything, and so we put him out. And that was on a
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  Friday, it was the fourth July. We can When we came back on
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  that Monday, he was there again. And when they were standing outside doing
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  sparklers, and when Marianna saw us, she tried to run to us and
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  she grabbed her bag because she knows that she's always going over there in Papa's
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  house. But my daughter said, no, you're not going. You always
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  do that when you see them. So I think she thought that probably thought
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  that he wouldn't him her if the baby was around. I don't know,
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  right, yeah, but I was in the hospital for about nine days.
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  When I got out, she came over and she had an impair of sunglasses
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  with her prescription gass up under and I said, why do you have a
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  glass or something like that, and she was like, she shrugged her hit
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  shoulders like, I don't know. Well, I found out that her eyes
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  were blood shot from himself strangling her before I found that out from her her
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  friend, And so I don't know why tell us it was it's so much
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  danger trying to get me climbed on top of her ship to climb into the
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  second floor. What he has stories And every time she would call the police,
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  of course he would run. They really didn't do anything because he Minnesota
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  was supposed to be supervising him. So after that, I don't know why,
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  except for someone told me that, and it's a reliable source that he
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  told her that he was gonna chill us, her parents and her grandparents if
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  she didn't if she didn't go to Minnesota with him. So she went to
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  Minnesota. She called me on a Monday and told me, I'm on the
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  way home. We never talked him before. We always FaceTime, right,
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  And I said, okay. I waited. It takes about forty minutes from
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  where she was at. I waited, and it got dark, and I
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  knew that she wouldn't she doesn't drive in the dark woods. So I started
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  calling her phone. I got no answer. I didn't even know where the
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  it the apartment was that they lived in. So he started texting back like
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  Thursday, and then he put on her snapchat. I just want to be
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  alone and don't want to be bothered, and so he was pretending like he
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  was her. He we don't know exactly what happened. You know, during
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  the murderings. I have to discovery and I read most of it. But
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  we know that when he killed Kiana, he he recorded it and put him
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  face looked like as she took her last breath and he got it. He
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  stepped over her or got in the shower or looked at the mirror brushing his
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  hair, and she had defecated on her itself and he was talking her about
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  that all. Uh Marianna wasn't in the video. U we don't know exactly.
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  We don't we think that he had already killed her. He had put
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  on his Facebook that I hate black women and he was known to date mostly
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  white women. Uh Gianna was she wasn't even five guitars. She was so
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  petite. It's so SMU and what when took it puts your heart that they
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  just felt it. Really it it for people to tell me after the fact
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  that this happened. This happened. Well, you could have told me did
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  right, you know, don't tell me now right. There was a family
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  that her baby daddy's sister. Her sisters set up a both for me and
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  without the dudes, pretending like you's key on his parents, and I got
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  the video and everything, and so we waited until we got both of their
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  bodies because we didn't want any problems with the baby daddy, right, And
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  so it was about ten of us around. We called it our speaker and
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  that story. Why would you go on the dudes and day the true our
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  key of his parents and have a goal fund me? He said, I
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  didn't do that. The news did that. So we called the police and
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  we told them to take down. We already had one up. And his
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  families was, you know, so toxic in my daughter's life. They stole
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  from her, they grew grooved her. One of the the daughters dated my
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  son and afterwards she she was trying to have sexual intercourse with my daughter.
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  She was only thirteen or fourteen years old, but she groomed her. She
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  h. They stole from her and he stole her full stemps. They followed
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  her income tax and screwed her up. She old like seventy five hundred dollars
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  and she didn't even rate that in a year. They they let us stay
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  in their place, just to take all her money. She had got a
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  job at the gas station that myself was killed. They gave her fifteen hundred
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  dollars for a department. This family took the money from her. This foundily,
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  this say always says, Oh, she was like a daughter to me.
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  No, if she was a daughter to you, when you seen her
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  in trouble, you would have, you know, reacted yes. And so
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  you know she's even today, like last week, she they sent me messages,
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  they stot me on my social media pages, you know, and just
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  they've just been spot people. She was saying, Uh, polity a crooked
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  face. Uh the RC, I have Bell's posies. I'm from distress,
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  so sometimes you know my face rightly, we get over the side. But
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  you know it doesn't bother me. Uh. And the weirdest thing about it
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  is, I put my my children in a busoleum and their grandmother, their
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  mother and grandmother passed away, and they put her that's to my girls.
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  And you know it's so weird because they're not they're not related to her.
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  Oh, they're no blood relationship with her, and so, you know the
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  problems that I have with them, I thought would be over after my daughter
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  passed away, but they still want to continue to harass me. And you
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  know that the toxic miserable people is So you know what God says, VICH
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  is mine. I believe that and I know that it's true, and so
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  I know that he will have though He will have on this. So are
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  you able to get like a restraining order against these people? Well, I
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  talked to I talked to someone about that, and I thought I would have
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  to go because she lives in Minnesota. I thought I would have to go
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  to Minnesota. She said I could follow it here right Lacrosse. So that
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  has been uh big, you know, that has been a thought. And
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  I saved all the you know, the messages and everything that they said.
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  Her and her daughter said to me, this woman has eight kids and it's
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  fifty something years old. They're talking about fighting. Lady, you know,
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  you should be talking about your your kids that say T scores. You know.
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  So it's just it's just sad. We when we went to court,
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  h we went to every single court dage. The first the first time they
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  called us at eight o'clock in the morning. And after he okay, after
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  he murdered our girls, he went on the rug or some of it that
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  he she didn't know him well. He asked her to go with him.
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  So she went with him, and she said that he started behaving really strange,
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  and so when she got to Chicago, she jumped out at a stoplight.
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  It ran and she went to the hotel. The police and they you
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  know, didn't believe her and didn't do anything. So he had it.
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  Capt had it to South Carolina. He got there with the intendes killing his
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  ex girlfriend and his three children by her. But they had got her,
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  they had got her to safety. They got it and he had to shoot
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  out at the hotel with the police. He was trying to do so suicide
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  by cop and he was he was videotaping this of Facebook live also for everybody
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  to see. I don't know if he wanted to him think that he would
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  was uh Marner or something, but you know, you you're just the eagle
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  demon. And so they shot him three times like in the body shot and
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  he he didn't read this stuffter that come to find out, he had a
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  baby done so. Uh so after the murders, the his family, his
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  his mother was on YouTube and for how we talked about how good her son
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  was and how you know, how he would do anything like this, and
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  and it just was disgusting that she was in denial and didn't she claimed to
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  be a a woman, a guide and a minister, but the way that
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  she was talking was, you know, as if she was like in a
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  court or something. Her brother one of my daughter's Facebook and took pictures of
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  them, of my daughter and my granddaughter and put him unlike au a real
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  and put a song on it. And so I messist them and asked them
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  to tack it down. They never gave us any candoless or said I'm sorry
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  for your loss. I told him, I said, you know your nephew,
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  h it's the devil and God who would take care of him. M
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  He said, well, I don't know what happened to him, but he
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  listen never like this. So again I looked her up and he had charged
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  in Chicago, South Carolina, everywhere. His brother that's a year older than
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  him, looks exactly like him. They could be identical twitters. He was
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  in prison for twenty two years for raping a three year old girls. And
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  so one thing, I'm sorry, what your if my granddaughter was raped or
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  molested? And I talked to the medical examiner and he said, you know,
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  they checked for that and checked to see if he deceived it is air.
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  I know that. You know, September thirteenth was not that they that
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  they were murdered. They were murdered. The Freedoho thinks that they were.
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  It was a week uh prior, so that would have been that the last
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  day that I talked to her. Wow, because of the way that they're
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  the conditions of her body. When when we got everybody's back, something I
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  felt like the Holy Spirit told me not to go down and look at him.
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  So my husband, my father, and my daughter went down there.
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  They immediately ran back up, ran outside and was Baba D said, that's
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  not them, that's not them. And so my daughter, my oldest daughter,
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  Brianna, she was gonna do her makeup, but it was too hard
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  for her mentally, so we found somebody else to do her makeup, and
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  Brianna bought her a beautiful dress. Brianna loved Mackey Mouse, so we got
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  her a peek of white Nickey Mouse dress and my baby was so uh you
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  know her arms for all couple cut up from the autopsy. And my sister
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  Sabrina, she she was a big it had a big party on Brianna his
• 42:15
  life. She came up and she did Brianna's hair. Oh, I don't
• 42:24
  know how I mean. I at the funeral, I don't everything that I
• 42:35
  planned, all the sons that I picked, I don't remember anything. I
• 42:39
  passed out and my doctor said, when you're the trauma is so bad that
• 42:52
  your body goes into a fight or flight ball. Right, So so they
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  got a will cheer to the outside and back and uh then I went back
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  here. I said, right, it's in front of the casket. Get
• 43:10
  passed out. And so the criminal director at close it. I wouldn't him
• 43:24
  both up. Let's look, I can't hear you. I tried to pick
• 43:43
  up Banna, but you know she was before we important and just hardness and
• 43:50
  stalls and so after that, I U, I don't know. I went
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  to it, met with the officials in Minnesota. I met with the elected
• 44:15
  the district attorney, the chief district attorney, and the assistant district attorney.
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  Uh. They told me that they wanted him to die in prison. And
• 44:32
  I agreed with that, and so I thought we were on the same page.
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  M But as time progressed, you know, I heard things like e
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  court like uh. One of them said, well, we're in the process
• 44:57
  of making the deal. And so I asked them, I said, when
• 45:01
  you making a deal with her in our backs, you know, without even
• 45:07
  considering how we feel. And so he said, oh, you must just
• 45:15
  heard me. Oh, I heard you. And so they kept coming here,
• 45:22
  meeting on us, and at the rats sent I told them, I
• 45:27
  said, you know, how would you how would you how about this case
• 45:32
  go if they were white? I said, it would go totally to the
• 45:38
  right. I said, so, you know, first they have to in
• 45:46
  the state of Resola. They have to come to me with all the all
• 45:53
  the offers that he offered the monster. So he asked me for twenty twenty
• 46:02
  seven years, and I said no. Then he asked me for thirty three
• 46:09
  years. I said no. And then he asked me for forty years.
• 46:15
  I said no, I said, and they asked me, what would I
• 46:21
  agreed to? What I said, ahot three years. So he agreed to
• 46:29
  take uh the ninety ninety nine years thirty three years for each life my daughter
• 46:36
  the upward baby and Mariana. And when he got up up in court,
• 46:43
  he tried to say awful things about my daughter that weren't true. He the
• 46:54
  Marianna Dad, you know, I'm so upset that he he jumped for bitches
• 47:04
  to try to get damn But of course the guards were surrounding him right and
• 47:09
  protecting him, and he do this. So then he tried to the next
• 47:17
  week, he tried to play like he didn't understand to play and he wanted
• 47:23
  to you know, take it back. And so the jells have to evaluate
• 47:30
  that. She decided that the plast got to stand. Then he said that
• 47:38
  he was coursed by his attorneys. So they have to go on attorneyes had
• 47:45
  like a many trial, they have to they have to go understand and you
• 47:57
  know, when you have confidential records, all those records were open and had
• 48:04
  to be had to be if you know, talked about, and the lawyers
• 48:15
  could have possibly lost their license and if they was found to be uh,
• 48:22
  you know true. So uh they found that at the start he had another
• 48:28
  lawyer and at the sime, uh they that the lawyers did not do anything.
• 48:35
  And and so the next thing he did was say that he was in
• 48:44
  said, and so he had UH forensic e demitary of that UH evaluated him.
• 48:55
  He had three. The second one said that he was the most dangerous
• 49:02
  person that he's ever came in contact with, and if he's a lot of
• 49:08
  out, he will kill again it. The first one said that he has
• 49:16
  no rewards, no compassion, and he's a danger to everybody around him.
• 49:24
  The third one said that if if he was to be light out today,
• 49:35
  he would just he would just kill. I think he. I don't know,
• 49:42
  I think he. I don't know what. What could we go through
• 49:49
  somebody's head and to actually hurt you know, a baby? You know,
• 49:57
  it was just I can't I can't leave it. Uh. Oh, oh
• 50:07
  my god. She was well, she was so precious. Yeah, she
• 50:15
  was so sweet. Oh my god. But daughter let her heart of gold.
• 50:27
  They didn't know evil like that. M hmm. I'm so glad that
• 50:36
  my children were staying. They grew up at the church up and I know
• 50:45
  where they are. Definitely my friendly. We are at the end of our
• 50:54
  time. If there is anything on your heart that you would like to say
• 51:01
  to the family of the person who took your children, what would you like
• 51:07
  to say to them? I would like to say that, Dad, Uh,
• 51:25
  I don't I I want to hurt, get hurt, but h I
• 51:36
  kilt right now. And that's understandable. You've gone through what would take down
• 51:49
  most people and you're still standing. So moving forward, how can we help
• 51:55
  you continue to keep your children this legacy alive? Well, uh, my
• 52:05
  goals is the advocate for other other women and children, especially black women and
• 52:16
  children. Body three women are affected by the most grads and the It could
• 52:24
  be more than that, but it's an apidemic that affects all indo graphics,
• 52:31
  all people, walks of life. And you know when people say that it's
• 52:40
  not their business, what if it was your sister or your mother, Well
• 52:47
  right, you don't want to do I want to help women and children that
• 52:57
  it breed or where it is to domestic violence victims. M M, share
• 53:07
  my story. H it know that mid my girls did not die enough.
• 53:17
  Miss Angela, the the creative mastermind behind the Crew podcast and all of these
• 53:25
  podcasts up under her, including mine, would like to say something to you.
• 53:31
  Did you do Angela? Angela, we can't hear you. Are you
• 53:47
  muted? M I'm not sure what's going on, but we can't hear her.
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  Angela, are you there? Okay, she's not so I plan to
• 54:15
  bring you back if you don't mind, just to keep in touch with you.
• 54:22
  There's anything that we can do to help you again, to see your
• 54:29
  children's legacy live and that they're you know, they're they're depths are not in
• 54:36
  vain. So anything that I can do, please feel free to reach out
• 54:40
  to me. I'm here, you know, East coast, right, Yes,
• 54:52
  yes, I am in I'm I'm actually in South Carolina. Oh are
• 54:57
  you? Yes, ma'am. We're spreading out a little bit of here and
• 55:01
  there, and but we all came together for the purpose of allowing people to
• 55:09
  share their stories and things of that nature. So I thank you for spending
• 55:16
  time with me tonight. Thank you for having me, and I would would
• 55:22
  be loved to be cut back again. Yes, ma'am, miss Angela,
• 55:27
  are you ready? I don't know why it's not letting her say anything,
• 55:37
  but this has been delayed, but not denied. Where you may be delayed,
• 55:45
  but what God has for you will never be denied unto you until next
• 55:49
  time. I thank you all for joining us. God bless you and good
• 55:52
  night. Agree amend jos hm hm I heard you did yo