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- 0:00Speaker 1: Chapter 44 Elizabeth had settled it that Mr Darcy would
- 0:07Speaker 1: bring his sister to visit her the very day after
- 0:11Speaker 1: her reaching Pemberley, and was, consequently, resolved not to be
- 0:16Speaker 1: out of sight of the inn the whole of that morning.
- 0:19Speaker 1: But her conclusion was false, for on the very morning
- 0:23Speaker 1: after their own arrival at Lambton, these visitors came. They
- 0:29Speaker 1: had been walking about the place with some of their
- 0:31Speaker 1: new friends, and were just returned to the inn to
- 0:35Speaker 1: dress themselves for dining with the same family, when the
- 0:39Speaker 1: sound of a carriage drew them to a window, and
- 0:43Speaker 1: they saw a gentleman and lady in a curricle driving
- 0:47Speaker 1: up the street. Elizabeth, immediately recognising the livery, guessed what
- 0:53Speaker 1: it meant. and imparted no small degree of surprise to
- 0:58Speaker 1: her relations by acquainting them with the honour which she expected.
- 1:04Speaker 1: Her uncle and aunt were all amazement, and the embarrassment
- 1:09Speaker 1: of her manner as she spoke joined to the circumstance itself,
- 1:14Speaker 1: and many of the circumstances of the preceding day opened
- 1:18Speaker 1: to them a new idea on the business. Nothing had
- 1:23Speaker 1: ever suggested it before. but they now felt that there
- 1:27Speaker 1: was no other way of accounting for such attentions from
- 1:30Speaker 1: such a quarter than by supposing a partiality for their niece.
- 1:35Speaker 1: While these newly-born notions were passing in their heads, the
- 1:41Speaker 1: perturbation of Elizabeth's feelings was every moment increasing. She was
- 1:47Speaker 1: quite amazed at her own discomposure. But, amongst other causes
- 1:53Speaker 1: of disquiet, She dreaded lest the partiality of the brother
- 1:57Speaker 1: should have said too much in her favour, and, more
- 2:01Speaker 1: than commonly anxious to please, she naturally suspected that every
- 2:06Speaker 1: power of pleasing would fail her. She retreated from the window,
- 2:12Speaker 1: fearful of being seen, and as she walked up and
- 2:16Speaker 1: down the room, endeavouring to compose herself, saw such looks
- 2:21Speaker 1: of inquiring surprise in her uncle and aunt has made
- 2:25Speaker 1: everything worse. Miss Darcy and her brother appeared, and this
- 2:30Speaker 1: formidable introduction took place. With astonishment did Elizabeth see that
- 2:37Speaker 1: her new acquaintance was at least as much embarrassed as herself.
- 2:42Speaker 1: Since her being at Lambton, she had heard that Miss
- 2:45Speaker 1: Darcy was exceedingly proud, but the observation of a very
- 2:49Speaker 1: few minutes convinced her that she was only exceedingly shy.
- 2:55Speaker 1: she found it difficult to obtain even a word from
- 2:58Speaker 1: her beyond a monosyllable. Miss Darcy was tall, and on
- 3:03Speaker 1: a larger scale than Elizabeth, and, though little more than sixteen,
- 3:09Speaker 1: her figure was formed, and her appearance womanly and graceful.
- 3:15Speaker 1: She was less handsome than her brother, but there was
- 3:18Speaker 1: sense and good humour in her face, and her manners
- 3:21Speaker 1: were perfectly unassuming and gentle. Elizabeth, who had expected to
- 3:27Speaker 1: find in her as acute and unembarrassed an observer as
- 3:31Speaker 1: ever Mr Darcy had been, was much relieved by discerning
- 3:36Speaker 1: such different feelings. They had not been long together before
- 3:41Speaker 1: Darcy told her that Bingley was also coming to wait
- 3:45Speaker 1: on her, and she had barely time to express her
- 3:49Speaker 1: satisfaction and prepare for such a visitor. when Bingley's quick
- 3:54Speaker 1: step was heard on the stairs, and in a moment
- 3:58Speaker 1: he entered the room. All Elizabeth's anger against him had
- 4:03Speaker 1: been long done away, but had she still felt any,
- 4:08Speaker 1: it could hardly have stood its ground against the unaffected
- 4:11Speaker 1: cordiality with which he expressed himself on seeing her again.
- 4:17Speaker 1: He inquired, in a friendly though general way, after her family,
- 4:23Speaker 1: and looked and spoke with the same good-humoured ease that
- 4:27Speaker 1: he had ever done. To Mr and Mrs Gardiner he
- 4:31Speaker 1: was scarcely a less interesting personage than to herself. They
- 4:36Speaker 1: had long wished to see him. The whole party before them, indeed,
- 4:42Speaker 1: excited a lively attention. The suspicions which had just arisen
- 4:48Speaker 1: of Mr Darcy and their niece directed their observation towards
- 4:52Speaker 1: each with an earnest, though guarded, inquiry. And they soon
- 4:58Speaker 1: drew from those inquiries the full conviction that one of
- 5:02Speaker 1: them at least knew what it was to love. Of
- 5:07Speaker 1: the ladies' sensations, they remained a little in doubt. But
- 5:12Speaker 1: that the gentleman was overflowing with admiration was evident enough. Elizabeth,
- 5:19Speaker 1: on her side, had much to do. She wanted to
- 5:23Speaker 1: ascertain the feelings of each of her visitors, she wanted
- 5:26Speaker 1: to compose her own, and to make herself agreeable to all.
- 5:31Speaker 1: And in the latter object, where she feared most to fail,
- 5:36Speaker 1: she was most sure of success, for those to whom
- 5:39Speaker 1: she endeavoured to give pleasure were pre-possessed in her favour.
- 5:45Speaker 1: Bingley was ready, Georgiana was eager, and Darcy determined to
- 5:50Speaker 1: be pleased. In seeing Bingley, her thoughts naturally flew to
- 5:56Speaker 1: her sister, and oh, how ardently did she long to
- 6:00Speaker 1: know whether any of his were directed in a like manner.
- 6:04Speaker 1: Sometimes she could fancy that he talked less than on
- 6:08Speaker 1: former occasions, and once or twice pleased herself with the
- 6:12Speaker 1: notion that, as he looked at her, he was trying
- 6:16Speaker 1: to trace a resemblance. But, though this might be imaginary...
- 6:23Speaker 1: She could not be deceived as to his behaviour to
- 6:25Speaker 1: Miss Darcy, who had been set up as a rival
- 6:28Speaker 1: to Jane. No look appeared on either side that spoke
- 6:33Speaker 1: particular regard. Nothing occurred between them that could justify the
- 6:38Speaker 1: hopes of his sister. On this point she was soon satisfied,
- 6:45Speaker 1: and two or three little circumstances occurred ere they parted, which,
- 6:50Speaker 1: in her anxious interpretation, denoted a recollection of Jane, not
- 6:56Speaker 1: untinctured by tenderness, and a wish of saying more that
- 7:00Speaker 1: might lead to the mention of her, had he dared.
- 7:04Speaker 1: He observed to her, at a moment when the others
- 7:07Speaker 1: were talking together, and in a tone which had something
- 7:11Speaker 1: of real regret, that it was a very long time
- 7:16Speaker 1: since he had had the pleasure of seeing her. And
- 7:19Speaker 1: before she could reply, he added, It is above eight months.
- 7:24Speaker 1: We have not met since the 26th of November, when
- 7:28Speaker 1: we were all dancing together at Netherfield. Elizabeth was pleased
- 7:33Speaker 1: to find his memory so exact, and he afterwards took
- 7:37Speaker 1: occasion to ask her, when unattended to by any of
- 7:41Speaker 1: the rest, whether all her sisters were at Longbourn. There
- 7:46Speaker 1: was not much in the question, nor in the preceding remark,
- 7:50Speaker 1: but there was a look and a manner which gave
- 7:53Speaker 1: them meaning. It was not often that she could turn
- 7:57Speaker 1: her eyes on Mr. Darcy himself, but whenever she did
- 8:02Speaker 1: catch a glimpse, she saw an expression of general complacence,
- 8:07Speaker 1: and in all that he said, she heard an accent
- 8:11Speaker 1: so far removed from hauteur or disdain of his companions,
- 8:15Speaker 1: as convinced her that the improvement of manners which she
- 8:19Speaker 1: had yesterday witnessed, however temporary its existence might prove, had
- 8:25Speaker 1: at least outlived one day. When she saw him thus
- 8:31Speaker 1: seeking the acquaintance, and courting the good opinion of people
- 8:35Speaker 1: with whom any intercourse a few months ago would have
- 8:38Speaker 1: been a disgrace. When she saw him thus civil, not
- 8:44Speaker 1: only to herself, but to the very relations whom he
- 8:47Speaker 1: had openly disdained, and recollected, their last lively scene in
- 8:53Speaker 1: Hunsford Parsonage, the difference, the change was so great, and
- 8:59Speaker 1: struck so forcibly on her mind that she could hardly
- 9:03Speaker 1: restrain her astonishment from being visible. Never, even in the
- 9:09Speaker 1: company of his dear friends at Netherfield, or his dignified
- 9:13Speaker 1: relations at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to please.
- 9:18Speaker 1: so free from self-consequence or unbending reserve as now, when
- 9:24Speaker 1: no importance could result from the success of his endeavours,
- 9:28Speaker 1: and when even the acquaintance of those to whom his
- 9:32Speaker 1: attentions were addressed would draw down the ridicule and censure
- 9:37Speaker 1: of the ladies both of Netherfield and Rosings. Their visitors
- 9:43Speaker 1: stayed with them above half an hour, And when they
- 9:47Speaker 1: arose to depart, Mr. Darcy called on his sister to
- 9:52Speaker 1: join him in expressing their wish of seeing Mr. and Mrs.
- 9:56Speaker 1: Gardiner and Miss Bennet to dinner at Pemberley before they
- 10:01Speaker 1: left the country. Miss Darcy, though with a diffidence which
- 10:06Speaker 1: marked her little in the habit of giving invitations, readily obeyed.
- 10:12Speaker 1: Mrs Gardiner looked at her niece, desirous of knowing how she,
- 10:17Speaker 1: whom the invitation most concerned, felt disposed as to its acceptance,
- 10:23Speaker 1: but Elizabeth had turned away her head. Presuming, however, that
- 10:28Speaker 1: this studied avoidance spoke rather a momentary embarrassment than any
- 10:33Speaker 1: dislike of the proposal, and seeing in her husband, who
- 10:37Speaker 1: was fond of society, a perfect willingness to accept it,
- 10:42Speaker 1: she ventured to engage for her attendance, and the day
- 10:46Speaker 1: after the next was fixed on Bingley expressed great pleasure
- 10:52Speaker 1: in the certainty of seeing Elizabeth again, having still a
- 10:56Speaker 1: great deal to say to her, and many inquiries to
- 10:59Speaker 1: make after all their Hertfordshire friends. Elizabeth, construing all this
- 11:05Speaker 1: into a wish of hearing her speak of her sister,
- 11:09Speaker 1: was pleased, and on this account, as well as some others,
- 11:14Speaker 1: found herself, when their visitors left them, capable of considering
- 11:19Speaker 1: the last half hour with some satisfaction, though while it
- 11:24Speaker 1: was passing, the enjoyment of it had been little. Eager
- 11:29Speaker 1: to be alone, and fearful of inquiries or hints from
- 11:32Speaker 1: her uncle and aunt, she stayed with them only long
- 11:36Speaker 1: enough to hear their favourable opinion of Bingley, and then
- 11:41Speaker 1: hurried away to dress. But she had no reason to
- 11:46Speaker 1: fear Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner's curiosity. It was not their
- 11:51Speaker 1: wish to force her communication. It was evident that she
- 11:55Speaker 1: was much better acquainted with Mr. Darcy than they had
- 11:59Speaker 1: before any idea of. It was evident that he was
- 12:03Speaker 1: very much in love with her. They saw much to interest,
- 12:08Speaker 1: but nothing to justify inquiry. Of Mr. Darcy... It was
- 12:15Speaker 1: now a matter of anxiety to think well, and, as
- 12:20Speaker 1: far as their acquaintance reached, there was no fault to find.
- 12:25Speaker 1: They could not be untouched by his politeness, and had
- 12:28Speaker 1: they drawn his character from their own feelings and his
- 12:31Speaker 1: servant's report, without any reference to any other account, the
- 12:37Speaker 1: circle in Hertfordshire to which he was known would not
- 12:41Speaker 1: have recognised it for Mr Darcy. There was now an interest, however,
- 12:47Speaker 1: in believing the housekeeper, and they soon became sensible that
- 12:52Speaker 1: the authority of a servant, who had known him since
- 12:56Speaker 1: he was four years old, and whose own manners indicated respectability,
- 13:02Speaker 1: was not to be hastily rejected. Neither had anything occurred
- 13:07Speaker 1: in the intelligence of their Lambton friends that could materially
- 13:11Speaker 1: lessen its weight. They had nothing to accuse him of
- 13:16Speaker 1: but pride. Pride he probably had, and if not, it
- 13:22Speaker 1: would certainly be imputed by the inhabitants of a small
- 13:25Speaker 1: market town where the family did not visit. It was acknowledged, however,
- 13:32Speaker 1: that he was a liberal man and did much good
- 13:35Speaker 1: among the poor. With respect to Wickham, the travellers soon
- 13:41Speaker 1: found that he was not held there in much estimation
- 13:45Speaker 1: for though the chief of his concerns with the son
- 13:47Speaker 1: of his patron were imperfectly understood, it was yet a
- 13:52Speaker 1: well-known fact that, on his quitting Derbyshire, he had left
- 13:57Speaker 1: many debts behind him, which Mr. Darcy afterwards discharged. As
- 14:04Speaker 1: for Elizabeth, her thoughts were at Pemberley this evening more
- 14:08Speaker 1: than the last, and the evening, though as it passed
- 14:13Speaker 1: it seemed long, was not long enough to determine her
- 14:17Speaker 1: feelings towards one in that mansion, and she lay awake
- 14:21Speaker 1: two whole hours, endeavouring to make them out. She certainly
- 14:26Speaker 1: did not hate him. No, hatred had vanished long ago,
- 14:31Speaker 1: and she had almost as long been ashamed of ever
- 14:34Speaker 1: feeling a dislike against him that could be so called.
- 14:40Speaker 1: The respect created by the conviction of his valuable qualities,
- 14:45Speaker 1: though at first unwillingly admitted, had for some time ceased
- 14:50Speaker 1: to be repugnant to her feelings, and it was now
- 14:54Speaker 1: heightened into somewhat of a friendlier nature, by the testimony
- 14:58Speaker 1: so highly in his favour, and bringing forward his disposition
- 15:03Speaker 1: in so amiable a light, which yesterday had produced. but
- 15:09Speaker 1: above all, above respect and esteem, there was a motive
- 15:14Speaker 1: within her of goodwill which could not be overlooked. It
- 15:19Speaker 1: was gratitude. Gratitude not merely for having once loved her,
- 15:25Speaker 1: but for loving her still well enough to forgive all
- 15:28Speaker 1: the petulance and acrimony of her manner in rejecting him,
- 15:32Speaker 1: and all the unjust accusations accompanying her rejection. He who,
- 15:38Speaker 1: she had been persuaded, would avoid her as his greatest enemy, seemed,
- 15:44Speaker 1: on this accidental meeting, most eager to preserve the acquaintance,
- 15:50Speaker 1: and without any indelicate display of regard, or any peculiarity
- 15:55Speaker 1: of manner, where their two selves only were concerned, was
- 15:59Speaker 1: soliciting the good opinion of her friends, and bent on
- 16:03Speaker 1: making her known to his sister. Such a change in
- 16:08Speaker 1: a man of so much pride excited not only astonishment
- 16:12Speaker 1: but gratitude, for to love, ardent love, it must be attributed,
- 16:17Speaker 1: and as such, its impression on her was of a
- 16:20Speaker 1: sort to be encouraged as by no means unpleasing, though
- 16:24Speaker 1: it could not be exactly defined. She respected, she esteemed,
- 16:31Speaker 1: she was grateful to him, she felt a real interest
- 16:34Speaker 1: in his welfare. and she only wanted to know how
- 16:38Speaker 1: far she wished that welfare to depend upon herself, and
- 16:43Speaker 1: how far it would be for the happiness of both,
- 16:46Speaker 1: that she should employ the power, which her fancy told
- 16:50Speaker 1: her she still possessed, of bringing on the renewal of
- 16:54Speaker 1: his addresses. It had been settled in the evening, between
- 16:59Speaker 1: the aunt and niece, that such a striking civility as
- 17:03Speaker 1: Miss Darcy's in coming to them on the very day
- 17:06Speaker 1: of her arrival at Pemberley, for she had reached it
- 17:10Speaker 1: only to a late breakfast, ought to be imitated, though
- 17:14Speaker 1: it could not be equalled, by some exertion of politeness
- 17:18Speaker 1: on their side, and, consequently, that it would be highly
- 17:23Speaker 1: expedient to wait on her at Pemberley the following morning.
- 17:28Speaker 1: They were, therefore, to go. Elizabeth was pleased. though when
- 17:34Speaker 1: she asked herself the reason, she had very little to
- 17:37Speaker 1: say in reply. Mr Gardiner left them soon after breakfast.
- 17:44Speaker 1: The fishing scheme had been renewed the day before, and
- 17:48Speaker 1: a positive engagement made of his meeting some of the
- 17:51Speaker 1: gentlemen at Pemberley by noon.