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- ToShae Germaine: Go legit. He said, you know more than this, cause we better have you. I got my dangers. I go out. But this the life of a gangster. Uh-uh. Believe that I made it this far. Don't let me scar. To my heart. It's hard when you're trying to sing and cut not say the cuss words. Ay. ⁓ And my family and their feelings. I need a million. Can't believe the way I did you. And I'm so misunderstood. If I could, then I would, but I don't get it. I admit it. Hey, cry sometimes. ⁓ whoa. Cry sometimes. ⁓ come on, Rod. Stuy. If I could, then I would, but I don't get it. I admit it. Made me cry sometimes. ⁓ whoa. Come on, right. my I got to start the show. You was right. Great morning. Great morning. Great morning. Great people. Welcome to the message, child. My wrapped and started unwrapping and everything, child. Look like TikTok them froze on the other side of the screen, child. I don't know what they got going on. Y'all, I know how I was going. Hold on, let me see. Child, why TikTok always got to be out of alignment? ⁓ hold on, y'all. Let me let me get TikTok them together because they always got to be special. Hold on. Child, I'm talking about you seen that messed up the whole little intro and everything. Hold on, y'all. Let me get y'all in alignment. ⁓ great morning. Great morning. Great morning. I ain't even finna put a title on here. Let's just even see if the what's a cow gonna work, Lord. They might work out for a minute. Child, TikTok don't never want to just be right. Okay, I'm back. Great morning, Jared. Great morning, Pam. Great morning, Kelly. Great morning. Welcome to the message, y'all. Welcome to the message. I hope you're doing well. I hope you're feeling good. Happy, faith, and flow. Friday. It's Friday in this thing. ⁓ if you are new to the Kingdom Flow community, if you are new to the message, welcome. We so happy and so grateful that you are here. Y'all, I ain't know how I was gonna come in this morning. I'm in my feelings a little bit. I'm in my feelings. And so I had to make myself get myself together. So I got something to share with y'all. ⁓ and I ain't know how I was gonna come in and just kind of share this with y'all. So I say, Well, you know what, Lord, it is what it is. Good morning, Monica. Good morning, honeybone. I say it is what it is. I do have something to share with y'all. ⁓ For this good faith and flow Friday. One thing for certain, two things for sure, and I'ma tell you how the Lord confirmation it. ⁓ the Lord always has a plan. I'ma show I was shuffling, I shuffled the cars this morning, y'all, ⁓ getting ready. And I ain't look at ⁓ I was done. And then hold on, y'all. Look, I felt like I was yelling. I was why am I yelling, Lord? ⁓ Jared says, I'm so grateful for strength and rest because they seven days a week. Child, I told you. Look, I told you, child, them seven days be trying to take you out, Lord. Good morning, Chris Curls. Good morning. It'd be a lot. But guess what? Well, let me just tell child. Can I go ahead? Can we go ahead and get started? Y'all know today is Faith and Flow Friday. So we'll pick up in the book of Leviticus on Monday. Today we just go with the flow. Lord did kind of give me y'all. I feel like my rap is coming up. It's because I was dancing, probably. So hopefully it don't come up. If it does I snatch it off, y'all already know I'm fool. I come through with something real foolish. They like, girl, you a fool. Shout out. Shout out, shot you. Anyway, I'm back. ⁓ child them some days be trying to take you out. Y'all like the live share that is. That's why y'all, it feels like this rap. I'm about to 'Cause I hold on. Wait a minute. Be deep in my spirituals. Cause who who finna be fighting with a With a rap. Ain't my bad. I know it ain't. Well, that yeah, that's a little tight, but okay, I'm back. Child, let me get my glasses in alignment. Babe, who was finna be fighting with that rap all day? No, I'm back. Welcome to the message. You know, I don't care. If you knew, welcome. We so happy, so grateful you were here, child. Let me get my my glasses in alignment, babe. I don't care nothing about that. Y'all cannot, I got to do my hair tomorrow. But anyway, I'm back. ⁓ y'all. Great morning, Sandy. Great morning. I guess I need to go ahead and get it out the way so I can get it out my spirituals. So I can be done with it and finish processing it. I got to go ahead and update y'all. Y'all go ahead, like the lie, share the lie, share the love. Drop something in the chat that you're grateful for. Let's get in the flow of abundance. Chris Curl says. I'm grateful I made it to Friday and the weekend is here. Is man, I got to do my hair today. I got to do my hair tomorrow. We got Faith and Flow that's starting on tomorrow as well. So we'll be meeting live in the Facebook group. Y'all will be getting some additional information as well for that. ⁓ so check if you keep an eye on your email because you're gonna be getting emails for that. Because that starts tomorrow. That starts tomorrow. ⁓ man, where it came from. Let me go ahead and get the hard stuff out the way. Let me go ahead and give y'all the update. Okay. Like the last shit, last shit of love. I done cried about it. I done made peace with it in my spirituals. ⁓ because I know, and this is how the Lord had confirmation it for me on this morning. I shuffled, didn't look at the shuffle, y'all. And then when I happened to, I was dancing, and then I sat down, I was like, let me try, let me go and get ready for work. And when I looked over, it was two cards sticking out. Number one, and it this is after I didn't already set the live up, y'all. I had already named the Lord. Well, the Lord had already named this. ⁓ it's because of your faith. And so when I looked over and I saw this card sticking out, I was like, okay. Then I also saw the proverb, all I saw was Proverbs, and the Lord said, get that one too. And I say, okay. And so I did, and it was Proverbs 3, 5, and 6. And so I'm also going to talk to y'all about some that the the kingdom card of the day that we had on yesterday. Good morning, Mary Ann. Good morning. And so ⁓ the time say three. It ain't three in the morning. That's just what time I had to put. Baby, I promise you, we I promise you. It it ain't gonna, it's gonna be tomorrow evening. But I'm gonna send y'all an email. I did that for the purposes of the 333, the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. But baby, well, I promise you don't look for me at 333. Bars Minth it. Okay. So it's not 3:33 in the morning. We will be meeting in the Facebook group on tomorrow. But more to come on that. I'll send y'all that information because y'all are gonna get y'all assignment. I didn't want you to do it until we got started. So be on the lookout. You'll be receiving an email for that. ⁓ because that is starting tomorrow. And we're doing that on eight eight. I almost waited until eight nine, but since it's eight eight, we got to meet tomorrow. So we'll be meeting tomorrow in the Facebook group for Faith and Flow for Finances. Okay, y'all. So, can we talk about the update? Good morning, Kay. Good morning. The Lord always has a plan and good, bad, upright, left, or down. Thank you for the follow, dearest one. ⁓ the Lord knows what he's doing, right? The Lord knows what he's doing. So let me just give y'all the update because I do have some finality ⁓ about how I have to move forward, what I have to let go of. ⁓ And how I'm just moving on with my life, right? I'm moving on. I've gotten the resolution that I needed. I'm good with what the Lord has decided. and this is in regards to nursing, y'all. I'm good with what the Lord has decided for this. I'm not taking it any further than what I found out yesterday. I'm just gonna go with it because I believe wholeheartedly that God has a plan. Drop that in the chat. God has a plan. And so Gonna get this out the way. And then we're gonna get into the faith and flow Claritifa today. ⁓ so I ended up meeting with the Board of Nursing on yesterday after I got off the call and got some clarification. And like I said, I'm good with what they decided. ⁓ I'm not mad about it. It I think that this entire experience taught me that Number one, if God what God wants, God gets, right? And everything doesn't always work out the way that you want it to work out. But if you just continue to follow God's plan, He will make sure that you get exactly what you need, even if it isn't always, even if you don't always get what you want, right? And even this morning, he in my in my prayer time, he was like, You don't attract what you want, you attract what you are. And so, like I said, I'm resolved. with the decision that they made on yesterday. And ⁓ I didn't even record a video about it because I said this time I'm not even gonna do it. And cause I was like, ⁓ man, I didn't hype this up. And then after the meeting on yesterday I got the clarification that I needed. And so with that being said, ⁓ man, so the board of nursing has after let me let me give a little backstory for the people who may be new to this story. Nine years ago in 2017, I lost my nursing license. It was revoked, right? I was a I was a nurse for 20 years. ⁓ I was an LPN and then I got my RN. And so that was the first 20 years of my life. I got I became a nurse when I was 19. In 2017 I lost my nursing license. It was revoked as a result of addiction to prescription pills. ⁓ I was wilding out, child. I was wilding out. That actually happened in 2013, 2014, but anyway, it caught up with me in 2015 and ended up getting my license revoked in 2017. Okay, cool. So as a result of that, I lost everything, had to go move to California, try to restart my life. I spent eight years in California ⁓ just trying to make it, right? Just trying to make it. Me and my two youngest kids, ⁓ and it was hard. It was hard because I couldn't do anything healthcare related. I couldn't do it, it was like healthcare nursing was all I knew. And so last year, ⁓ in the and as a result of that, I ended up ⁓ homeless, right? Living in my car for two and a half years from 2023 up until last year. and so thank you, dearest one, for the gifts. And so ⁓ last year the Lord sent me back to Alabama so that which is where I lost my license, right? Sent me back to Alabama and put me on a path of attempting to get my nursing license back. And so for the last year, I have been working towards that, working towards trying to get this license back. ⁓ but it was ultimately up to the board to decide to give it back or not. And so after all of this that I've done, On yesterday, I met with the board and they have decided, based upon everything that I've done to reinstate my license. And so I will have my RN license back next month. So I am going back to work as a CNA, ⁓ which I did in this year. I'm going back to work as a CNA. Just as needed until my license flips over. They have to, it has to go before the board, which it will do next month. And so I will be working as a nurse again. I have three years of probation. ⁓ but let me just tell y'all how good God is, right? I could have gotten five years, I only got three. I could have had to do all this individual counseling, all these different stipulations that are would have could have been a requirement. I don't have to do anything more than what I'm already doing right now. There's there was no additional changes. There's nothing added. There's nothing is basically what I've been doing for a year. I just have to continue that for another three years. ⁓ so that's it, y'all. That's it. So what I did Yesterday was I I signed and agreed with the stipulations. It'll go before the board. So maybe towards the middle to end of next month, I will actually be able to work as a registered nurse again. So that's the update. That's the plan. ⁓ I did like I said, I'm going back to work as a CNA in the mean and in-between time for the same place that I was working before. ⁓ so yeah, y'all. Can't nobody tell me God ain't in a restoration season, right? ⁓ on yesterday, I think was the first time that I really just allowed myself to sit down and just cry and just be like, man. ⁓ I ended up telling a friend of mine who knew me, who I've worked with, a nurse that I've worked with for a while, or that I've known since 2015, 2016. And I ended up telling her. And she was just like, ⁓ my gosh, because people really don't know like how much, ⁓ my gosh, that's so tight. How much of a battle this has been. how much the Lord had to take me through, how much he had to teach me. And it it tripped me out on yesterday because after the meeting that I had, y'all, I ended up, I pulled the kingdom. I went walking first because I needed to go to the water, needed to go talk to the Lord. And so then I came back and I pulled the kingdom card of the day and I tell you guys got jokes, y'all. Because no, I can't, yeah, I I know people be like, that can't really now this really be happening for real. Like, thank y'all, thank y'all. This really be happening for real. And so, ⁓ hey me, me. So on yesterday, I I had to laugh because when I pulled the kingdom card of the day, y'all, it ended up being Proverbs 11 and 2. And we had just talked about this. It was the last thing the Lord told me to share before. Good morning, Marianne. If I didn't say that, good morning. Before we got off the message yesterday, which is pride leads to disgrace, but with humility comes wisdom. And I look, I just gotta chill again because this is literally what I have lived. Right. I told y'all yesterday before I pulled this card. that it was pride that got me messed up in the first place, but it's humility that gave and wisdom that said, Hey, let me let me go ahead and go back to work. Let me do everything that I can do to get myself back in alignment. Yes. And I almost called the message that today, Kelly, restoration is real. And so it was it was pride that made me lose it, but it's humility that gave it back. I hope that made sense to somebody. ⁓ Because now I'm a little wiser now, right? I'm a little wiser now. Nine years later, I'm a little wiser than I was then. Good morning, Melvina. Good morning. Good morning, Kiki. Good morning, y'all. ⁓ I'm a little wiser now than I was many moons ago. And so I'm I'm always so grateful, y'all, that the Lord allowed has allowed me to share this story with y'all. Most people, when you go through something that you would consider shameful. Or you know, you've had a life experience that you don't really want people to know about. It can make you feel like, man, if people really knew, but the blessing of what the Lord allows me to do is to share this and tell somebody who thinks that they didn't completely mess their life up, lost everything as a result of what you did. You know, and you you can get to sometimes you because it was plenty of times I was beating myself up, and I was just like, Man, I can't believe. As hard as I had to work to become a nurse, being a mama, you know, a teenage mama in college, then a wife and working and going to school, like all the things I had to go through. Like here I am messing up, forfeiting this blessing, right? But then, and even though it's been nine years, now here the Lord is saying, Yeah, but you good, right? So I hope that that is an encouragement to somebody that is just like, man, God really said what he said. You know, when he and we don't always get get it right when we're trying to be obedient. But if God told you something, he had meant that. Like he meant it. And so I kind of been, I think, just kind of going through the motions, right? Because it's one of those things where it's just like I find like I said yesterday, I finally sat down and just was like, man, this really happened. You know, this really happened. I talked to my one of my babies, my oldest girl yesterday, and was she was just like, Man, Ma, she was like, I'm so proud of you because people don't it it for for those people who were just coming in, like this time last year I was homeless. You know what I'm saying? Like this time last year, I didn't I I didn't even I was just getting started with this. I was just like, Okay, the Lord had just given me the instruction. I had just started working. But prior to that, it was two and a half years of living in the car as a result of stuff that I did years ago, in addition to stuff that I did along the way. And so, man, I just pray this encourages somebody to just keep going. Because I promise you the Lord will do what he said he's going to do. And so just FYI for y'all. So of course my schedule, but but let me also, because so moving past that. Can we just talk about how when the Lord says he'll give you back what you lost, he'll he'll give it back multiplied? Because I also want people to understand like it's the the trials of Job is for real. You know, like you you really got to go through some stuff, right? But when the Lord restored not only man, and this is something we're gonna talk about in faith and flow for finance, faith and flow for finances, not only did he restore. He put me in a better position before he even gave me the credentials back. Do you understand? Before I ain't even got it in my hands yet, right? So I hope I can explain this the way the Lord and I have been talking about it. He took he took me to my lowest point, rebuilt me, right? And everything that he has given me thus far. The message, this show, ⁓ the direction that he's taking me in with my businesses, Touche Cosmetics, ⁓ 336 Tarot and Oracle, you name it. All of that happened in the wilderness season. So now, whereas nursing was once my identity, it's no longer my identity. I told the Lord, and remember, we the whole message on yesterday was identity before increase. And I told the Lord on yesterday, I was like, Man, Lord, I'm going back into nursing, but I'm and it's also the shift that happens when the Lord takes you from survival to kingdom. Because he had already, he's already given me stability before he even gave the credentials back. Does this make sense? I'm better and and this is it's I hope like I'm not making this up, y'all. He gave me stability before he even gave me an increase in income. Why? Because of stewardship. Because in homelessness, I learned stewardship better than I ever would have when I had more money. And stu in in homelessness, I met I I started to know him more than I ever would have had I not gone through that situation. And so He g he gave me more income now than I ever had when I was a nurse. I hope that makes sense to somebody. So nursing is just another stream of income. But he had already given me, he's already given me businesses. He sent me to school. He paid for that. He's, you know, so don't ever think that it's it's one of the biggest lessons is. God is your source. That's it. That's all. God is the source. And when you start to really understand that God is your source, when He gives you something, you be like, ⁓ this is just in addition to. This is not even, and even a lesson that I had to learn this year since I've been back, was I was out there getting it. I'm working 12 hour shifts, five, six, seven, eight, twelves in a row. And then when the Lord started saying, mm-mm, you you're doing too much, I had to decrease the amount of time to the come on obedience. When the Lord told me to stop working weekends, I did. Okay, now I'm Monday through, he gave me a Monday through Friday job. I was working Monday through Friday, 12 hour shifts, y'all, 7A to 7P. He was like, Mm-mm, you need to start working eight hour shifts, huh? So he started decreasing my money, but as he decreased my money, he increased my dependence. Does that make sense? To the point where he says, stop working. What? What which they hold on that Lord Daddy, you you just gave me the apartment. And him knowing my biggest fear is to ever go back to homelessness. Because I don't want to go back. Okay. I say, Hold on, Lord. Go back well. What quit what? No, Daddy, no. No. And he say, huh? And so he says, stop working. And so I did back in June. So now I'm back in a state of cause it was another one of those where it's like, do you depend on you or do you depend on me? So from from June until right now, I ain't had nothing. I'm back in a manase season wilderness, right? Lord, I'm sure you're gonna pay the rent. I don't know how you gonna pay it, but thank you for paying it in advance. And it's it's it it was it's so that I could tell people, like when you seek the kingdom. Everything else will be added. Everything. The whole thing. Not a piece. Not a part. When you just keep seeking the kingdom, then the kingdom meets you where you are. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. Because all I didn't had, ⁓ he said, go to school. Okay, Lord. I'm going to school. Keep showing up, giving the message every day. Okay, Lord. When you keep seek when you seek the kingdom first, which is why I've told y'all that my foundational scripture is if of my life is seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, right relationship. I don't always get it right. As evidenced by pride, right? But when you start getting it right and the Lord start blessing, you'll be like, ⁓ I ain't going back. I I can't do that. So I hope. And I I pray. Good morning, KFK. Good morning. That this is an encouragement for somebody. That yes, sometimes your restoration might take years. Sometimes you might be feel like you're in the waiting room. Guess what? I'm back in the waiting room right now. The Lord gave a yes. His answers are yes and amen. Right? He gave a yes, and then he said, Okay, but now you got to wait. You still got to be compliant. You still got to trust in me. Because I told y'all, y'all thought I was playing. I ain't playing. By having to pay this thousand dollars, it's a cost, right? Even still, it's a cost. So I say, okay, Lord, like, good morning, honeywanted. So I hope that this is an encouragement to somebody. I don't have anything to brag on because I'll be like, man, I don't have time. I don't even feel like I know what I'm doing, y'all. I just be trying to do something. I'll be like, okay, Lord, well, it I think this is what you said. I'm pretty sure it's what you said. So I'm gonna go in this direction and I'm gonna just keep moving forward and then I'm gonna go tell the people them that this is what I'm doing. Because if I'm not telling y'all along the way, ⁓ when the Lord releases me to talk about it, right? If you're not telling people how good God is, then how are other people going to be inspired by it? It's a testimony, right? How will people know if because we be so worried about somebody speaking negative? Man, I don't care about what nobody got to say. I'm gonna share how good God is. I don't care. You, I don't care, I don't care, I don't care. You can say what you want to say, because guess what? He ain't stopped blessing me yet. For everybody who would have something to say about the way, about the method that I deliver the message, man, the Lord's still blessing me though. I got to be doing something right in God's eyes. Because otherwise, why is he still giving me the desires of my heart? Why is he still allowing me to come up here and talk to people? Why is because he know he knows the work I'm doing. So this while you got to stand on who you are, stand on your gifts, okay? Even when other people say, ⁓ you can't be working for the Lord, baby, gone on now. Okay? Cause me and God good. Me and the Lord, ⁓ we good. We Gucci. Okay, so I hope that is an again an encouragement to somebody. Y'all, this trying to take me out. I hope that is an encouragement to somebody. Sometimes it feels like you just going, it's like, man, is it ever gonna happen? And here we are nine years, not nine years a slave. Here we are nine years later, nine years after my shame, the Lord said, Okay, you ready now? You ain't gonna mess it. You it's certain things you know you ain't never gonna go, you ain't never gonna do again. You ain't got ⁓ me? No. Uh-uh. I told my baby that last night. I said, baby, it's ⁓ I was like, you couldn't get me to what? Because people really have no idea how much of a fight this has been. ⁓ and the Lord having to get me all the all the way together. So I want to share that with y'all, and we finna get into the clarity on today. So, first things first. Lord did give me scripture this morning, but he didn't give me a whole lot going into it. ⁓ he gave me Galatians, he sh he started showing me the number 326 for a couple of days, but I didn't put it together until this morning. Galatians 3 and 26, for you are all children of God through Christ Jesus. So that was the first thing. He also showed me the number 1810. ⁓ and once again, he's still talking about a suddenly expect the unexpected, quick moving, gaining momentum. So that may be something that's happening as well for many of you. I'ma say us, because baby, I receive it, hunt to one T. I receive it. ⁓ divine flow, spiritual gifts, my sheep know my voice. And then he said again, you don't attract what you want, you attract what you are. ⁓ and whatever you attracting, honey, it's gonna be better than. You expected because God be like that, child. He be doing that's what he be doing. He he be like that. He starts giving us better than what we ask more than what we asked for, right? Ephesians 3 and 20. He works it out to where it's even better ⁓ than you expected it to be. So just be in expectation, child, that he's gonna do it and it's gonna be even better than you thought. Okay. Good morning, y'all. Good morning. Y'all sip your favorite adult beverage. I already showed y'all this. And so, ⁓ but I'm keeping I'm taking them because they was important for somebody to know. So like I said, I shuffled this morning, but then when I finally sat down and be like, okay, and I was doing my last little checks to make sure we were good for the show this morning. I looked over to the to the cards, and Abraham, the star, was sticking out. Mind you, we just had the star on yesterday. That's number one, what made me think about it, but number two. The Lord had already named this, it's because of your faith. And of course, he started. ⁓ he was like, He took me, I think it was Mark 5 and 34, where he was talking about the woman with the issue of blood, where it's just like, okay, she's healed. So that was the first part. That was the first thing. And then I saw it was like both of them. I couldn't see what Proverbs it was, but I just saw the number, the word Proverbs, and the Lord said, Get that one too. And sure enough, it was Proverbs three, five, and six. So the Lord be knowing, you just got to trust and and let him. Make your path straight. So let's do it. Let's get to it. Let's see what we got coming out this morning. 1233 is the first card. This was. It was on my it was on my phone yesterday. Your determination is paying off. Stay focused on the goal. Speak your life into existence. I wish I would have written it down. Let me make sure that I didn't. Because I feel like I just wrote this number down because the the Lord gave it to me the other day. Matter of fact, let me just show y'all. Thank I ain't making it up. Look, this was on yesterday, 1233-86. The Lord gave me this number, y'all. I cannot make this up. We had the star card yesterday. The Lord gave me the number 1233 on yesterday. With Luke 10 and 9, I might have said it. I don't even remember. But the Lord gave me that number on yesterday. So he's going to be confirmation in to let you know. Like, hey, keep going. Drop it in the chat. Keep going. Okay, encourage somebody else. And this is also speaking your life into existence. So if the Lord said if you just keep moving in this direction, child, you better know he had minted in him spirituals. This ain't the time where we finna, and it's right when you at the finish line that you be ready to give up, child. You be ready to be like, man, forget. I was talking to my boss yesterday, and I can't, I can say I didn't necessarily get discouraged because I know what God said, but I'm a big part of what I know the Lord allowed me to do in this last part of this season, y'all, was he allowed me to slow down before he speeds up. He speeds things up, right? And so I for who if you're fi if if the Lord is giving you a slowdown season. It almost looked felt some felt a little bit like a delay, if that makes sense. And when my boss said yesterday, she was like discouraged. I was like, yeah, but then when I thought about it, I was just like, no, I wasn't really discouraged. It was more so just felt like it was another delay. But I understand now what I didn't then completely was just like, no, I need to slow you down. And I know that sometimes when the Lord slows you down. And you just like, wait a minute. I felt like I was just picking up speed, child. Like, why why are we slowing down, Lord? It's because He needs you, He needs to give you that rest before you get ready to run. Cause baby, when I tell you the Lord say you finna have some some increase, you finna have it. Okay. So I hope that makes sense to somebody. It's just like, don't be discouraged if the Lord slows you down. It's not a delay. It's so that He can prepare you to speed back up. Okay, here we go. ⁓ now haters gonna. Who got something to say? Side note this say haters gonna hate. Let me tell. Ooh, okay, we got to talk about that too. Can I just tell y'all? I had to get some cuss words out my spiritual zone yesterday. Did I think I finished them off this morning? Cause I be trying to tell folks, please leave me alone. Cause she's still in there. Don't ever get it twisted. I will cuss you, slap the hell out. And then be on the plant. Cause because what you right, I was channeling ancestors on yesterday. I had to cut some folks out in my spirituals. I hope you heard it. Anyway, ⁓ because sometimes people people think they they forget who you who you is. Let me tell what the little children. But I was fin, you think you you heard me. I was fin to pull this scarf all the way off. Cause you're gonna because I'm gonna need we go, we're gonna get it. I'm talking about when I put that right leg back, I got the square up. Baby, it sometimes you got to let people know you ain't no play play. Anyway, I'm back. I said what I said. Don't play with her. Haters gonna hate. Next. Jealousy, envy, monitoring spirits, frenemies, backstabbers. Just know. Good morning, honeywood. Just know everybody ain't finna be happy for you. Because everybody child, they had forgot. I tell that I was my bad. That's what that's not what the T stand for. ⁓ What? I'm back. Cause listen, who what? ⁓ Then I be re I'm talking about Lucille, best friend. Best friend. Everybody ain't finna be happy for this next level that the Lord is taking you to. Okay. The Lord, everybody ain't gonna be happy. Just know it's gonna be some folks, because you understand, man, I hate to talk about this on Faithful Friday, but let's just talk about it. You know it's some folks, some folks that thought you wasn't never gonna come back from what you didn't been through. They didn't really, you know, it's some folks that really thought you was always gonna stay down there. Just because they don't they didn't believe, don't mean that you didn't believe. And it's some folks that thought you weren't gonna come out the pit. You know, we talk about this, and this is them hidden enemies, right? These are people who will be like sneak diss and then trying to make you think that they on your side, but they really not on your side for real. Like they don't want to see you be great. They was good when your con man, they was good when your confidence was low. They were good when you were still trying to, you know, recover from your shame. And you may have been a little bit more humble, you know, and you were like humble to the point where you were almost, what's the word y'all just use? Like, Cowing, cowing, bowing down, and you know, but then the Lord said, Get up, drop that in the chat, get up. The Lord came through and said, What? What you doing? Chin up, chest out, walk like you somebody. Drop it in the chat. I'm somebody. So understand, everybody's not going to be happy for this next level of success that the Lord is bringing you to. Okay. Everybody, it's gonna be some folks, they're gonna smile good. They gonna they gonna talk a good game, but this where your discernment is gonna be like, ⁓ okay, that's what you want. So just be prepared for that. There's gonna be some people, and mind you, this is coming up in the past position. You there are people who are envious because of the fact that you don't quit. There they may have been people who were trying to encourage you to stop. Don't do that. Because they didn't they do you understand that people can some people know who you are, they can see your power and your potential before you do. Anyway, you got to know, baby, everybody ain't on your side. This is why in those seasons when the Lord is elevating you, you got to pray for discernment as well. Lord, reveal people to me, reveal that, reveal their true intentions. And when they show you who they are, you better be in a believing season message. Why? Show up, show out, and shine. I'm telling you right now, it's some folks that's gonna be mad at your light. They're gonna be mad at your relationship with the Lord. And the crazy thing about it is Jesus free. Like you can have the same relationship, you can get the same results. You might be getting different, getting results different about than what I'm getting, because we're not after the same thing. Does that make sense? Like, why would somebody make be mad? And I'm using this as an example. Why would somebody be mad about my about the Lord restoring my nursing license when you ain't never been revoked? Like, baby, you don't want this fight. I prom man, look, you ever been through you ever felt like somebody mad because you successful in some way, shape, form, or fashion, right? You so so you mean to tell me you want to be a hater? Well, I tell you what, sell everything you got. Get rid of everything. How about you go live in a car for two and a half years? Because I had to sacrifice some stuff, and again, I'm just using myself as an example. I don't have this going on in my life. You don't want this struggle, hunty. I promise you don't want what the Lord took me through in the last nine years, even 12, because it's really been 12. Just so I could find my light again. Does that make sense? Because that's all it was. It was a period of darkness before the light came back. I listened to something this morning. Thank y'all so much for the gifts, y'all. Like just so I could because I had to find my light again. It got lost in the shuffle. You understand? So when you start shining in this season, baby, you deserve that. Drop it in the chat. I deserve to shine because you don't understand how long I had to stay in the darkness. I had to find the light. Come on, the light of the world. I had to go look for the Lord. Like, what? Because I was in there, I was struggling. Man, look. So when you keep when you start showing up, this why you ain't we ain't got time to worry about, baby. Who get thee behind me, Satan? Because baby, what's coming for me in this season, you got to know I deserve it. Some other folks might not think it, but baby, listen at me. Yinked. Then walk this man chat listen. Child by what else, Lord? I almost knocked my keyboard off the thing. Let me figure, hold on, let me get my life in alignment. Baby, people don't be knowing what you be dealing with. Now look, thus says the Lord. It's this is crazy, y'all, that we even got this card that this came back in. This is the high priestess. This is Jesus. Come on, the high priest. The Lord's this didn't I just say had to go find the light? Man, look. And it's funny, we had this card last week and we had it when we were literally talking about Aaron. And I laughed about it because I was like, Lord, you keep on showing up in mighty and miraculous ways, right? Here go the Lord, the Lord, right here with the sun card. Completely different deck. It's another sun, another sun in here. But here come the Lord saying, I'm shining, I'm shining. I'm I'm causing you to shine. Does that make sense, man? I hope that makes sense to somebody. This is also a card of discernment and prayer, y'all. But this is the Lord saying, Everything that's happening right now, I decided that this is what I want to happen. You didn't do it on your own, you say, Lord. What where you want what you what to do, Lord? What what would what would you have me do? What do you want me to build? What direction do you want me to go in? Because I keep trying to go in the direction I want to go in and it's just not working out. Lord, what would you have of me? Show me the way to go. So he put you on a path. And you walk that path, why somebody else mad, baby? You got your own path to walk. Who's dealing with this? Cause they're getting on my nervous system. Like, baby, you got to walk your own path because that's your destiny. I'm just gonna keep walking mine. I hope that made sense to somebody. Child a mess. What else, Lord? The fourth road, decision time, direction change, options, free will, opportunity. Because all of us come on, pop a turning point, a change in circumstances. ⁓ now this person, it is, I think it's about perspective. Thank y'all. I think it's about perspective. This person has his hands. So, number one, he has his fingers crossed behind his back, right? There are two paths. Be mindful of counterfeit opportunities. Okay, let me say that. Be mindful of counterfeit opportunities. Sometimes the road that looks like the road you're supposed to take ain't the road you're supposed to take. But how many of us then went down the wrong road? We didn't all made the wrong choice. At some ways, so in some way, shape, form, or fashion, y'all, we have made the wrong turn. Okay. But this is also where your discernment, and this is why the Lord, we have to spend that time with the Lord, reading the word, discussing the word, building relationship with the Lord, because you get better at this. And I hope that makes sense. You get better. At not making the missteps. Because after you'd made enough of ⁓ you just be like, Maybe you move in haste. Maybe you move too quick instead of pausing and saying, wait a minute, Lord, what what would you let let me let me think this out, right? Let me let me see if this cause I don't know. You stop moving so fast. You learn to be still and just be like, okay, let me, let me just, let me pray about this instead. And that's how you stop choosing. the wrong paths. I hope that makes sense. And sometimes you still got to choose the wrong path. Sometimes you choose what you think is the right path that end up being wrong. But the reason you had to go down the wrong path so that you could learn something down there. Does that make sense? So I've come to I like the Lord continues to teach me that even when I feel like I made a mistake, he still meant it for good. Does that make sense to somebody like you, you I'd be like, man, I shouldn't have did that or man I should have did this, that, and the third And then ultimately it teaches you something, and then you know better, you do better. So it never ends up being a mistake. Man, I hope that makes sense because the Lord will teach you something down there. ⁓ so let's clarity that your determination is paying off. Transformation, okay? First, rebirth, endings and beginnings, rebuilding, resistance, trying to tell look, learning for real. You got to learn from your mistakes. People don't want to hear that. If you got it right all the time, why would you need God? Huh? If you got it right all the time, why what would you need God for? Because you would start believing that you know better than God. So you would start, and that's how we be moving until and then something happened and you'd be like, wait a minute, I thought I had it all together. But you and that's why the Lord will tell us quick, like, hey, don't forget me when I get when I take you there, don't forget me. Don't forget how much you prayed. Because it's easy, and this is why we got to keep going back and saying, okay, hold on. Let me let me just check in, make sure I'm still in alignment. God, we good. Because it's easy, y'all, for the enemy to start trying to convince you that you did this on your own. Man, look, I can't do it without God. Drop that in the chat. Chat if God ain't going, I ain't going. Mm-mm. I can't do it without the Lord. I don't care what nobody says. I can't do it. No, I don't know what to do, Lord. Mm-mm. You ye you can't convince me you cannot because it's been too many things that I could not have done if God hadn't been with me. Too many. Too many right now. Lord, I don't know right now how I was able to do this. I don't have a clue. That daddy, you it had it had to be you to get the strength where it came from the Lord. Because honey, let me listen at me. I don't know. How how you stay I don't know. Baby, I ain't got no answers. I say, Lord help, and he did, and that's it. That's all, that's all I got. Man, look. But that's part of the transformation, right? Crazy. We just talked about butterflies earlier this week. So that may be significant for somebody, but it's one of them understanding. It's just saying, I done already told the Lord. I say, Well, Daddy, I'ma go wherever you send me. Wherever, let me can I tell somebody right now that you when I I didn't understand it until just now. When the Lord say I'm sending you on a three year assignment, huh? What wait a minute. Hold on. Who was ready to move? Yeah, I was ready to go. The Lord You ain't going nowhere. Say, well, Lord, I'ma do it if you say do it. But if you ain't going, I ain't going. He said, I'm waiting on you. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Sometimes the Lord just got to remind us, like, dummy, I you're not waiting on me. I'm waiting on you, man. Look. So I hope that made sense. So in the mean and in between time, here we've been back here transforming and stuff, right. ⁓ this is the death of the old self, the identity shift, whatever you want to call it. Okay, like whatever you whatever why? Because you got to die to the old self so that the new self can be reborn. Does that make sense? I hope that makes sense to somebody, baby. The Lord that back here stripping. We've been talking about this for months, a month of Sundays. Be back here stripping old identities because you got that's why we've been talking about this all week. You got to know who you are, you got to let go of that old self. And people don't want to hear that because you, because again, example, all I was was touched a nurse. I ain't know nothing else about myself, but I was a nurse. And now the Lord stripped that whole identity, the whole thing, not a piece, not a part, the whole thing. Because He's going to force you to know who you are for real. A millionaire, a child of God, an entrepreneur, you're more than your job, you're more than your career. And when the Lord get ready, restore you. Let me just tell somebody this. You already gonna be so stable. You already gonna be so financially secure that what the Lord getting ready to give you back is gonna be extra. Man, y'all. The Lord told me that this morning. I had a moment where I was like, Man, I ain't even going back to work for the money. What you say? I said, man. Ain't even going back to work for the money because God supplies all of my needs. He supplied me when I ain't have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out of. This is no bragging. This is me telling somebody right now, every one of my bills is paid until September. Rent, bills, everything. The Lord said, Go to school and everything else will be added. Okay. When the I told y'all when I looked at that paper and them folks said it's a thousand dollar fine that has to be paid within 30 days, I said the Lord will pay it. When I tell you that He will give you stability and then He will give you increase. Man. So this morning I'm in prayer and I say, Man, Lord, I ain't even going back to work because He give do you understand that I have I have to work? I have to work. To get the credentials back, but I don't have to work because to survive, I hope that makes sense to somebody. Because he showed me that I can survive without a job. You survive with God. He will give you income. He will give you something to build, he'll support it, he'll bless it, he'll make sure. Then he'll say, Okay, well, I here, if you want something else, you can have it, huh? But it's not because, and that's what part of the identity shift. He'll remove it to increase your dependence. What else? That's part of the transformation. And I understand it now, even though it hurt me then to have it stripped away. Now, it when I introduce myself, I'm not Touche the nurse. Who are you? Touche the media mogul. I have a talk show and podcast. Because that's not who I am. Man, I hope that makes sense. That's why the Lord make you know he'll he'll give it back. ⁓ You have to let that old identity go. Now y'all, I'm finna be done with the message. If you hold on. This is why I love the Lord. Right. So on yesterday, I said when we got this card, do y'all remember me stopping? Cause I was like, man, y'all, I don't know what I did with these cards. Mind you, I then shuffled the cards. I told y'all to go watch the Virgo message. I was like, y'all, I don't know what I did. With this card. And here come the card straight out the box. I don't even remember putting the cards back in the box of cards. Do you understand? And here go the here you go. And I told y'all when I got this yesterday, I was like, man, y'all, this is the astrology clarity deck. But I had the we got the Psalm 37, 4 through 6 card on the same day that I released the Virgo message that I recorded two weeks ago. And here you come. He said, Cause I said what I said. Here come the Lord. Hey, Daddy, if you just want to show up in the message, just say that message. Because here he comes. Take delight in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit to the Lord, trust in Him, and He will do this. He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn, your vindication. Like the noonday sun. You ain't got to believe me if you don't want to. When I say the Lord say, you finna go out and do a great work in his name. Even greater works will you do? This one of them, y'all, where the Lord finna send you into an assignment and you wherever you going, you going in to take possession of the kingdom for the kingdom. Taking care, hey, wherever your foot go, that belonged to God. Man, I hope that makes sense. Man, the way the Lord just be showing up. I wrote that in my journal this morning. I was like, where did I write this at? I was like, man, I said, man, Lord, it's even better than I could have imagined because the Lord be showing up in ways that He just gonna keep on confirming. He'll he, I don't know who it maybe it's just me. He's gonna keep on confirming. Today, the card that I got for myself, y'all, was the Ace of Cups. And at the bottom of the deck, because I almost because I wrote it in my journal, and I almost called this this is your season of overflow. Do you understand that the Lord is getting ready? It's like that's what this is. That was the whole thing that he just got done talking about. You're stepping into a season where when he gives when he adds, it's overflow message. When he gives it to you, it's overflow. We spend so much time, and maybe thank y'all. May and I'm just the Lord is just making me making this make sense. When you finally understand what an overflow season is, it's when God gives you something and it's just a blessing. It's so you can be a blessing. It's not because you haven't to survive. When you finally, and this is a result of obedience, right? Because you spend years trying to get it right, come back, get it together. Lord, let me make the right decisions. And when you find y'all, it is not until I didn't had and I done said this. There have been times. Where the Lord has blessed me, even when I was in the pit. But I feel like this is my first time experiencing an overflow season where the Lord is blessing me, but it's not because of anything I did. It's because of how good He is. Because all we can do is try to be the best person that we can be. And we're not all. I just told y'all I was I cussed somebody smooth out in the spirituals on yesterday and today, too. My bad Lord, forgive me. He know my heart, but I meant what I said. But it's just like when you have a when you just sit and be like, man, I really ain't got nothing to worry about, Lord. I you it'd be one of them moments, and maybe it's because it's the first time I'm really understanding and recognizing it this is what it is. I promise you it'll keep you walking in obedience. Because what if above everything else, it's peace. You ain't got the Lord say you ain't got to worry about a bill. Them bills paid, the rent paid. You gonna have the money. You gonna live the life you want, deserve, and desire. I'm gonna give you the desires of your heart. Just keep following. Ben, you better pick up your cross. I hope that made sense to somebody. You coming into an overflow season and you got to actually start living in it to understand it. And when you finally recognize that that's the season that you in, man, thank you, Lord. Can we just give God the glory real quick? Thank you, Lord. Because I know I ain't never even experienced it before until right now, today. Man, look. What else, Lord? Like, this is what overflow actually is where you get to do the work that you love to do on multiple levels. All I ever knew was to be a nurse. Lost it, lost it. Here's the Lord restoring it. But in addition to that, he's also allowing me to come. This is the first work that I get to do. This is my primary work. Then I get to make makeup and I get to go be a nurse. I get to do other stuff. I get to travel. I get to do the things that I'm wanting to do. Man, I hope that makes sense. 11th house. This is the house of hopes and wishes and dreams. Man, the Lord finna make somebody's dreams come true. We've been talking about this all week. The whole week the Lord has been talking about dreams to reality, right? This is friendship. This is society. This is wealth, community. All week the Lord has been talking about, man, it's fun, it's some it's finna be it's a blessing season. And everybody blessings gonna look different because we not we may not be moving after the same thing. We don't have the same assignment. So how is the Lord trying to bless you? With your hopes and dreams and wishes and and the things that he has promised you. Man, I hope that made sense to somebody. And it's finna be some folks again. Now we got the we've finna clarity. Let me just say this as well. It's the difference in who you surrounding yourself with. We're getting ready to clear. We're clarity in this haters don't hate. Man, look, thank you, Lord, for surrounding me with people who on the rise themselves. Thank you, Lord, for putting the right people around me and removing the wrong people. You better start praying that kind of stuff. Thank you, Lord, for revealing the people to me who don't have my best intentions at heart. Thank you, Lord, for surrounding me with people who are blessed, just like I'm blessed. Thank you, Lord, for blessing them because I know if you we talked about this yesterday, man, you blessing them. I know my, I know I got next. You better get yourself around some folks who actually want to see you be great. Sometimes that means a separation from family. People don't want to hear that. Sometimes your family can be your biggest haters. Why? Because they they choose not to do nothing with themselves. Love y'all, but it's a true story. Like you can still love your family and they can still feel some type of way. I hope that makes sense. Friends that you thought was gonna be your friends for life, and all of a sudden now that you done found your shine, period. Now that you done found your shine, now they looking at you like, why? Because I'm not diminishing myself anymore? Because for what? Chat. No, I ain't gonna be able to do it. Mm-mm. Be mindful of that. You got to be mindful of people. And it's and we want to, and I'm I've been this person, y'all. I've been naive. I have tried to believe in folks. I wanted to be, I want to give everybody the benefit of the doubt. That's why them snakes, child, got bit 50 lemon times. How many times you got to get bit before you you before you say what you gonna keep telling the snake? No. The snake keeps biting you, you just keep bite right here next. The hell? And now people be like, you ain't got I don't know. I don't have a lot of friends, but I'm good with the few I got. Do you understand that? got to have no whole lot of friends. See, I thought I used to think I needed to be, I wanted to be the center of attention. I didn't understand that that was a there was envy there. No, I I got I only need the few I got. I'm good with my little circle of people that's good with me. No. Baby stop that uh-uh when you gonna stop giving your stop giving your good flesh not the good flesh to let these snakes bite you When they show you a snake, you better believe them. Keep on. You just sitting, man. Look, who need that? Because the Lord already showed you about somebody. Keep on. Don't say nothing when they bite you because He didn't already show you. Next, I breathe in healing. I exhale the painful things that burden my heart. I breathe in trust. I exhale doubt. Okay. Come on, breath of fresh air. For some of y'all, man, that's the what the Lord is getting ready to do. It's almost like you being, come on, Lord, you being around people. Who are actually gonna make your spirit feel alive. What? People who want to see you grow, healthy relationships. Why? Because you've learned to set healthy boundaries. Hard thing to do. Sometimes you the biggest the hard the worst thing to do is to set boundaries with yourself. But you're finna be around some folks that is just like, and that's the difference between whatever this was back here and what's coming in. The communities that you're going to be participating in, the types of friends, like these are not people, you're not going to be dealing with folks. Who are jealous or envious and and still operate in that kind of spirit, baby, because who has time for that? Child, speak life into me. If you ain't on that, we ain't on the same page. Here we go. I'm finna go once again. You ain't got to believe me if y'all want to. You don't. Y'all like the live, share the live, share the love, share the who? The Lord. Didn't we just how many times he got to show? Didn't we say if that if you Lord, if you just want to show up in the message? Just say that. I don't know. Somebody gonna shine with the light of the Lord. If you know, if you know you know him, drop some sons in the chat. Cause when I tell you the Lord is on He's in baby, he don't show out energy today. He he don't show out the sun, the sun, the sun, the sun, the sun, the sun. The sun. Matter of fact, five times. Cause the high priest is out here as well. Listen now. He Got nothing else. I don't even be knowing what to say when the Lord show up like this. This one of them, I mean I'm saying it, I'm setting what I'm saying. This one of them. Show up and show out, Lord. Say that. Show up and show out. I don't think the Lord never did this in a message before. See, this is why I talk about. I told y'all I said this to the more the Lord this morning. I say, Daddy, you when you show up, baby, you show out. You hear that until the Lord really starts showing up like that. For those of you who are new, can I just show y'all? Now y'all see me talking to y'all and reaching over and pulling the cards. Can I show y'all how many cards we got to choose from? Can y'all see this? Do y'all see what I'm pulling these cards out of? This is a whole big old container. Now make it make sense. ⁓ make it make sense. Uh-oh, hold on, y'all. And not the sun just showed up on this little thing, y'all. Y'all think I'm lying. I can't even show y'all. When I tell y'all that the little slide thing that I just had to do for TikTok was a sun. Okay, let me get myself back in alignment. Here come the Lord. Here he come. Here he come. Let me let me just child. I don't even be no honey. Because when he said I showed up, I meant it. Okay. Show up, show out, and shine. This of course is speaking. This is the Jesus card, right? The sun card. That's always the Lord for me. Hey, Ma, that's also my mama and the spirituals, right? That helped, that support. You you got some. You got to know. Funny thing about it is yesterday I told y'all, I say somebody got a granny in the spirituals, baby. The grannies showed up yesterday. Showed up so did my papa. My grandmama showed up again yesterday in another message that I ended up seeing. And it was a message that I had did back in 2023, 2024, but the number 225 came out then. And then this morning, here she comes out again. So I'm telling you right now. This it then the Lord started talking to me about ancestors. Man, do you realize your ancestors was waiting on you? Being chosen is for real. Being chosen is for real. They knew you was gonna have to do it. Okay. And they equipping, helping, and equipping you. If you know, you know, don't come over here with no religiosity in your spirituals. We're not on that, babe. I know where my help comes from. My help comes from the Lord. So when he starts sending his angels, funny thing about it is, I laughed about it. The Lord had me reading Matthew in the New Testament this morning. And It was talking and he had me he literally, man. Let me tell y'all how the Lord. So for some of you, you need to restart the New Testament. We are in Leviticus, okay? We are going to continue to move through Leviticus, but this morning the Lord had me start at Matthew. And I didn't read through the New Testament before, but He had me restart the book of Matthew today. And I I've laughed about it because it was it like the part where Joseph, the angel came to Joseph in a dream. Message the angel came to Joseph in a dream. And I was just like, man, who don't understand that the Lord is sending you divinely and like divine guidance? I was like, how do you how do y'all operate knowing that you like how do you how you move through through life? I'm for real. Now mind you, the Holy Spirit tells us all of that. Cause where would we be without the Holy Spirit, right? But I say, how how you don't know that the Lord got your help right now? Anyway, I hope that makes sense to somebody. Message far away. ⁓ you could move far away, distant places, people, separation, breakup, and then we have met. Let me just remind somebody real quick. Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father but through me. You listen, let me be very clear. You can choose to go however you want to go. But as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord. People find you could find your not nirvana, nirvana. You baby, walk your path. But as for me, I choose Jesus. Can we just drop that in the chat? I I choose Jesus. Yeah. Every day. Yeah. Me because I tried a lot of stuff. I think, yeah, I'm I'm gonna stick with Jesus. I I think he who my god, where would I be without him? Man, because he is the what the way, the truth, the truth, and the life. You ain't got to believe me. You you ain't got to believe that that's who I serve. I'm good with that, babe. I'm just gonna keep serving him anyway, babe. Every everywhere, every which way I can. I'm gonna point, try to point somebody like, hey. I ain't nobody, but but Jesus. ⁓ okay. ⁓ okay. You don't you ain't got no answers. Hey, try this. Try Jesus for real. It works. You ain't got no solutions. Hey, I can't try Jesus. He works. He's a miracle worker. Like, I don't know, because I don't know what else to tell the people near. I don't know, honey. I didn't try everything. I understand me too. And the only thing that worked was the Lord. Faith. Listen now. Hebrews 11 and 1. Now faith. That's why he said this this morning. Before that's why he named this. It's because of your faith. Now, faith is a substance of things hoped for. That's why Abraham is out here, the father of faith. Why? Because you keep believing. And because you keep believing, he keeps working in your life. Man, look, you gotta have faith. You gotta have faith. Okay. I don't know if somebody, thank y'all. I don't know if somebody feels like separated from the Lord. He never left. How can he? You already received the blessing of the Holy Spirit because you accepted Jesus into your life. So when where he went, I don't know. But you know, sometimes when you be in a waiting season or you waiting on something to happen, you be like, the Lord ain't speaking. Sometimes it's the fact it's not that he ain't speaking because how can he not speak? Does that make sense? Maybe I'm the only person who feel like that. The Lord ain't never stopped speaking to me. Like, never. You know, we it we oftentimes we hear where it's just like God ain't speaking, He ain't, He's silent. I don't can't ever recall a day that the Lord has not spoken to me. And that's a true story.com. I can't think of a single day that the Lord ain't said something to me. Now maybe you feel like he's silent because he ain't saying what you want to hear, or he's not giving you the response that you want. It ain't been a single day that I didn't spoke to the Lord and He ain't said something to me. Not not one. Not one. Because how is he not? I don't I don't understand. Maybe it's just me. I just can't. I cannot recall a day where it was just like, ⁓ well, the Lord ain't talking to me today. How? How do people experience that? Like he ain't say nothing at all. To me, that's that's weird. Like I can't imagine a day where the Lord doesn't speak to me. But but maybe that's the relationship that I've built with the Lord. I I talk to God every day. And He talks back every day, in whatever way He needs to let me know, He's there. Every day. Every day I make a decision, I choose something. He's always there. So we be feeling like he's far away, but he never is. I hope that makes sense. Maybe that's why he keeps showing he's showing up so much to confirm some stuff on the message today. Like he never left. Ye anyway, what what else, Lord? Like I don't know. Maybe that maybe that's a way that you can set your relationship up with the Lord. And instead of feeling like, ⁓ he only and I talked about this the other day, instead of feeling like he's he he's not listening. Or he's not there. One th I guess because maybe because I feel like every day he wakes me up, that's how I know he's there. I don't know. Maybe I don't know if that makes sense to anybody but me. Cause, huh? Anyway, heartbroken. Okay, give me a minute. Face your emotions, grieving, suffering, and silence. You you ⁓ that's that's when your spirit names come through and say, and let me say this, because I don't want to say this wrong. Child, I'm just calling you NACNIM. ⁓ said, we just haven't been quiet. enough to hear him or still enough. Can I say, can I say this? I there are times when I feel like I I have to in the morning times, right? I be quiet in here. Because it'd be sometimes you be listening for something, right? You be listening for the Lord. But I also realize that when you maybe and I guess maybe how I'll try to explain this the way that the Lord has shown it to me. Like The Lord is a part of almost every well is a part of every decision, not even almost every decision I make, whether big or small. And there are times when I really have to get still and just be like, okay, speak, Lord, for that servant is listening, because there may be something specific that I feel like I'm listening for. But it's also, it's like just operating through my day. The Lord still be speaking. He's speaking in the leaves. He's speaking in the water. He's speaking in the wind. He's speaking in the butterflies. He's speaking in the songs. He's always talking. Always. Maybe that's just the way that I look at it. Like, cause I see, and I think I said this the other day. I did, because I was talking about a book that I got that my daughter's reading. That I was like, ⁓ I'm gonna read that. You start to see. The Lord in everything. Good morning, sis. Good morning, honeywanted. You start to see the Lord in everything. She was telling me about the book. I say, ⁓ the Lord in there. So sometimes it's all about how you perceive how the Lord is talking to you, speaking to you, right? Because He's always talking. Sometimes it's just to let you know that He's there. It's not always about when are you gonna do it? When are you gonna do it? Because the majority of our conversation shouldn't be, God, do it for me. Do it, do it, do it. And that's why how I I think I have so much peace. Is because I'm not always talking to the Lord and expecting Him to do something. Sometimes it's just like, Man, thank you, Lord. That be my conversation most days. Because once I didn't pray about it, and I didn't, I'm not finna keep going. Why? He already know you need anyway. So it is, it's a relationship. So I say, so it's like, well, listen, man, I I already gave that over. The other second part of that is we ain't going begging, we ain't got to beg God for stuff. If if if it's if his word can confirm it, ⁓ this that hey, hello. It's me again. ⁓ I'm gonna need a little bit of help. Cause see this, what you has said, it was a so how show me the way. What what what I got to do? What's my one percent? Because he's gonna do the 99%. So what's the part I got to do? So you could do the other 99, because he giving me the easy work. I my one percent. ⁓ cool, let me do it. I hope that makes sense. Harmon, listen, listen at me. Harmonious relationships, living peacefully. Man, what. Okay, Lord, this way that I done said this about this. I done gave this to you. Help. I'm done. So most of the conversations I have with the Lord be like, man, dad, I can't even believe this. Man, look like Lord, Lord, when I was cussing yesterday and this morning, I was like, he was just like, you know, you foolish. I know you love me though. But you know I cuss, I cuss you out. Channeling my mama. Nah, I'm talking about all the ancestors. Because they got that language for you. Okay, my sister on here, honey. She got it too. And she'll give it to you worse than me. She got the she really got my mama's mouth anyway. But like most of the time, I just be like, Daddy, can you believe this? Daddy, Daddy, OMG. Like most of my conversations are not Lord, do this, do that, do this, do that. Most of my conversations don't be like that, right? ⁓ most of them are just like, Man, Lord, this is good. Man, Lord, this is just friends, friendship, right? God gives us dreams a size too too big so that we can grow into them. Okay. Some of the Lord has already been telling us like for some of you, this is specif specifically speaking to your faith. Got to be a little bigger. You got to believe in something. I don't care if everybody else around you tell you that you can't do it. You got to be the Lulu Nim about what you're trying to do. You listen for many of us, and I've we've been talking about vision over the past couple of months. The Lord is gonna give you a vision for something, and you're not gonna know how to accomplish it. He's gonna give you a step and a piece at a time. And you're gonna keep moving towards it and it'll be one step. And sometimes them steps take years. Maybe he told you to go to school. Maybe he, maybe, and maybe that's the only assignment. And people don't be willing to hear that because you be like, wait, school, maybe that's the only assignment you have for right now. Maybe the Lord gonna tell you this is what I want you to do for three years, and you accept that assignment. And you don't, but you don't know what else he's gonna give you in that time. Does that make sense? That's going to help you start growing into this dream. I hope that makes sense to somebody. We be sometimes we be mad when the Lord don't because we want the assignment to look the way we want it to look. And sometimes you just got to accept it because you don't know what additional blessings are going to come while the Lord is helping you to grow into this dream. Man, I hope that makes sense. Me, I'll be like, Well, Lord, if you're gonna keep me, you man, when the Lord puts you in a blessing season and stuff just starts showing up. But you he you he made you still for long enough to where you can actually receive it. Cause sometimes you got to be in a certain place in order to make a certain connection. You gotta so you don't, it's all the Lord has shown it to me like connecting flights. Sometimes you got to be right there and be still in that place because there may be ⁓ there may be a a a opportunity, a meeting or something you need to have a year from now. But maybe the Lord needs to establish you where you are. So that you can be prepared to meet, to have this meeting. Cause he knows the end from the beginning. He already knows what's coming way down the line. So maybe you that's why you got to be in that place. You never know. When the Lord, I'm telling you, when the when the Lord starts blessing, maybe the maybe the meet you might be there for one, one significant moment, but that one significant moment is what is gonna open up the biggest door of your life. Message. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. So don't be trying to rush out of all of that to say, don't be trying to rush out of where God has you right now. That be our problem. We the enemy wants us to start getting impatient. He wants us to start because when you start getting impatient, you be like, Man, the Lord ain't saying nothing. You know what? I'ma just, I'm a just, I'm a just something I have learned. I told my baby this yesterday. Something I have learned when God wants it. It just comes, it finds you. You ain't chasing nothing. You ain't, y'all, what God wants you to have, it literally just shows up, and you be like, huh. It can't, huh? That's how you know. Because it ain't no friction, it just shows up when you need an opportunity. I literally had this conversation yesterday. It's just like, okay, Lord, is this what I'm supposed to do? He says, Yes. Okay, so let me do what I'm supposed to do. I to you take one step and then the doors just open. And it's just like everything you need. Ain't no line, no waiting, no delay, no nothing, y'all. It literally just like it be the stuff be happening so so supernatural. Thank y'all be happening so supernatural that other folks be like, Man, I ain't never had I had someone tell me this yesterday. This ain't never worked out like this. Usually, usually it's a delay because somebody ain't here or at work, or somebody who we need an approval from, they not here. Something that needed to happen happened within a matter of a hour. Like, that's how you know God did it. Because it ain't no delay. It literally be like to the foreign. And this will have people who ain't necessarily believers believing because it's just like, How'd that happen? That ain't never happened before. They asking you like, I don't know. God, I ain't do nothing. And then before you know it, everything is just like, yep, that's exactly what I needed. So sometimes the Lord, that's why the Lord will say, hey, be still. Watch me work. Hold my crown. Like, hold my crown. Sometimes that's why you you just got to keep your faith activated. I hope that makes sense to somebody instead of trying to rush through it and let me let me figure it out. God already worked it out. You just need to wait, be be where, be in position. Come on, get in position. You just need to be in position for when the Lord says, Okay, go. Okay. We have oops outside influences, third party ⁓ that's coming in as well. So let me say this to somebody right now. We talked about this on yesterday. We're going to talk about it again. Remember that you were taken to the kingdom, to the environments that the Lord is sending you into the territory. And we we talked about this in Leviticus, what, 18 on yesterday? Remember that you're not trying to take Egypt into your Canaan, right? Don't take Egypt, your old mindset, old patterns, old things. Don't take the old things because that's what the Lord, and if you weren't on the message yesterday, we the Lord explained it this way. He brought you out of Egypt. He introduced you to the kingdom in the wilderness. Now he's you're taking you're to take the kingdom into Canaan. Canaan is not the kingdom. I hope that makes sense. You are taking the kingdom to the Canaan that he's sending you into. Does that make sense? Yesterday the the Lord was showing us about. That in between place that many of us are a lot of that we a lot of us are at right now, where he ⁓ he shows you how he ⁓ Leviticus, right? Where he's showing us how to live with him, how to operate. ⁓ he's introducing us to the laws. We know that Jesus fulfilled the law, but we still are responsible for understanding the laws and the ways to live with the Lord in the land that he's sending us into, in the territories, in the new beginnings, in the jobs, whatever it is, right? So I It it's understanding that the Lord brings you out of Egypt, introduces you to the kingdom so that you can take the kingdom into the land. Not being influenced by your past and not allowing what's in the place that you're going to to influence your present. Does that make sense? I hope that makes sense. Pam just said that's exactly what happened when my car died and I was in the a new car the next day. True story, y'all. Sometimes you just got to be still, right? And be mindful because the enemy's job can is to influence. That's all he can do. He can influence you. He can make you, he wanna make you impatient, want to make you move ahead of time, make you start thinking that it's not gonna happen, it's not gonna come. And then you sometimes you just got to sit there and be like, mm-mm. You it's almost how do I how do I even explain that? You man, you learn to be so trust God so much that it's just like mm mm, because one thing I know because of my travels all over the place. The Lord tells you when to move. He you you will know. You won't gonna know why you know that it's time to go, but it's like, okay, now's the time. Now's what to do. You just, but again, the more you are obedient, the more natural it becomes. You can hear the Lord just like that and be like, ⁓ yeah, that's what to do. Yeah, that's it. Yeah. Some stuff you can answer quickly, some stuff you got to be like, hold on, let me let me pray on it. But the more. It's like obedience becomes a natural response. Hold on, you still you do a spirit check, like, okay, okay, yeah, let me let me do that. And it becomes easier. And I don't know how else to explain that, but the more time, especially when I was out there homeless, y'all, and I didn't know how to, you know, I would be in a place. I remember when the Lord had me in Austin. I ain't know nobody in Austin, but when the Lord said it was time to leave Dallas and go to Austin, I was like, okay, I don't know how I knew. Then when he was like, I was in Austin for two weeks, he was like, It's time to leave Austin, go back to California. Okay, because I had spent I was spending time just waiting. And it was, I can't, I don't know how to explain that. Where it's just, you know. You know the move you're supposed to make. You you know, because it's just like, I gotta go. And you don't even know why you gotta go. You gotta go. You just gotta move. It's like, okay, I gotta do this. Okay, this is, and then if you don't pay attention. The Lord come back and be like Hey, you ain't do what I said do. And then that then the it's like it's a nag, and it's just like, I gotta do this. I gotta do this. I can remember, it's a true story, y'all. When I was first homeless, and this was in 2020, so from 2023 up until the beginning of 2024, I was having to, the way that I was having to take a bath, it was a hoe bath because I didn't have access to nothing, because I didn't know. If you ain't never been homeless, then you don't know how to be homeless. Okay. So this is a true story. I was in Dallas, and every other day I would have to go to find a restroom or something so that I could take a bath. And so I didn't, because I didn't know anything about it, right? So I did that for six months. For six months. That's what I would do. I would the Lord would bless me with enough gas money that I could get. I used to go to this little park and I don't even remember where it's at now. I used to go to this little park that had a a sink that actually had hot water. And I would stand in the bathroom stall, and that's and I would put soap in one bottle and clean water in another bottle. And I would take the soap and put it all over me and bathe real quick. Then I would take the clear water and I'd pour that on me, dry off, go get in the car. I did this for six months, y'all. And then finally, I don't even I had by this time I done came, I left and I had to come back to L I went to LA. And I don't know what it was, but I just kept on hearing. Well, I know what it was. I just kept on hearing, I need to go to the gym. I need to go to the gym. I need to go to the gym. Man, I need a gym membership. I was saying it out loud. I was just like, I I was like, I really want to go to the gym. And I had no idea why I wanted to go to the gym so bad. But I just kept on saying it. And then one day I was sitting and I had my phone and something showed up on my phone. That it was like you can join. Shout out Planet Fitness. You can join Planet Fitness for $10. Y'all, I had $14 to my name. I said, I'm finna join this gym. And I was already walking, but I was like, I'm finna join the gym. And I have $14, but I joined the gym. So end up being in the hood. The gym was in the hood. But I went on to the gym and I I was just like, no, I I just I gotta go to this gym and I didn't even know why I had to go, but I just knew I had to go. Because I, even though I had had a gym membership before, I ain't never took no shower at the gym. But when I went to the gym and I went to the bathroom and I saw the showers right there, I said, My God. Because for them first six months, I didn't have a shower. Man, people don't want to talk about that. Being what? I know. And so I I said, ⁓ my God, I can take a shower. I went outside and I got my s got my bag real quick, threw some stuff in the bag. And that's how I was able to take a shower. But it's something like that where it just wouldn't leave me alone. It was just like, and I'm like, I don't even. And then the Lord said ten dollars. And he made a way. And I was able to get to the gym. And that's and I still have that same gym membership right now. Man, look. So it's it's something like that, where it just won't leave you. And you don't know why. Because it's the Lord trying to tell you, like, listen. Listen to this. So now the Lord don't most times He don't have to keep telling me to do stuff, right? Because I'm listening now. Now it don't take as much for him when because it'll just be like, ⁓ wait a minute, hold on. Because now I'm more in alignment with him. So I still don't know. Sometimes he might have to say it twice. ⁓ every blue, every blue moon, he got to say something three times. Last time I think that was back in December when I was just being hard-headed. But nah, no. Why? Harmonious relationship. I hope that makes sense. People like, how do you be knowing what to do? I just listen for the Lord to tell me. That's it. I just listen for him to tell me. Because he will, right? Because he will. I hope that makes sense. What else, Lord? Matthew, Matthew 7 and 12. So in everything. Do to others what you would have them to do to you. For this sums up the law of the prophets. Let me tell somebody this. I don't know if there's some hatred, animosity, or something. Somebody could have done something to you. Just know this. Vengeance is mine, says the Lord. Okay. This we ain't got we ain't in no get back season. Don't block your own blessings. Okay. Don't block your own blessings trying to get back at somebody else's message. That may not be for everybody, but it's like the Lord is saying, Hey, I can I can handle this better than you can. So don't allow yourself to get caught up in something or trying to get vengeance on something or someone. ⁓ just let the Lord handle it. That felt like a one-off kind of message. ⁓ and just be good to people. So anyway, that's that for that. ⁓ Let the Lord handle it. Okay. I don't know if that it's up. Maybe that's that was for me because I had cut. Well, I didn't cuss, I didn't call and cuss them out. I just customized the spirituals. You reckon they heard it, meant it. Anyway, I'm back. ⁓ independence is the next card to come out. Possessing magical power. ⁓ intuition. Follow your intuition. Okay, follow your intuition. ⁓ this is but again, this is something that has to be developed. And don't I don't know who needs this part of the message, baby. How's somebody gonna tell you what God sounds like? How's somebody gonna tell you what God sounds like to you? This is why you got to spend time with the Lord, spend time in the Word. You got to learn what your intuition sounds like. ⁓ again, that's what this is what we just got done talking about. So I won't spend a lot more time here. It's just like, man, listen, the more time you spend with the Lord, my sheep know my voice. I wrote that this morning. My sheep know my voice. You just you know, you know when it's God, and you you know when it you just know. So I hope that that makes sense to somebody. Can't know because how God sounds to me is not gonna be how it sounds to Pam, or that's not how God sounds I don't know what Pam, I don't know how God sounds to Pam. How would I know that message? So I hope that makes sense to somebody. Start to explore new territory for some of y'all. We've already been doing this this week because we had kingdom travels. For some of y'all, the Lord is getting ready to send you into a new territory. Hello, into a new territory to take possession of it. This could be a new job, a new opportunity, a new relationship, even. ⁓ this could be you just coming out of obscurity. This could be him finally bringing you out the cave. What you doing, Elijah? Okay. Like the Lord be like, What are you doing here? Come on out. It's time to come out because it's gonna be part of your assignment. And so don't be afraid to start exploring. One of the things the Lord has been telling me this week, especially with Kingdom Travels, is if you want something, you need you gonna have to you gonna have to go out and get the thing that you want as well. Do your part. It can be as simple as like the other day, y'all, Wednesday, we went to Provision, right? We went to a coffee shop named Provision. Shout out Provision. ⁓ if you ever in downtown Fair Hope, shout out to Provision Cafe and Coffee Shop. The Lord sent me to Provision. Why? There was purpose in that. You never know what kind of connection you're going to make in the place that God is sending you to. Okay. So for some of you, this may be a I know I'm an extroverted introvert. Okay. I like to be in the house. But when the Lord says, I need you to get outside, don't miss it's it's not that the opportunity won't circle back, but you could miss something that's important for you. And sometimes it's just to teach you that you're ready for something. I hope that makes sense. Sometimes the Lord will make you have you to do something so He can show you that you're ready, even if you have been doubting. Message that you are. He's He's made you ready. So now He's gonna, and we've been talking about this as well, right? Thank you so much for the ⁓ my gosh, thank you so much for the blessing, dearest one. ⁓ may it be returned to you, multiplied. ⁓ man, I tell you, God is good. ⁓ Sometimes you have to look the Lord has to make you know that you're ready for something, right? Because you can start doubting yourself. And sometimes it's it's almost subtle. And it's the Lord letting you know that you're more ready than you think you are. And He has given you everything that you need in order to move forward, in order to do what He's asking you to do. It's where he is letting you. It's like when the when I went to this coffee shop the other day, y'all, the Lord was waiting for me there. And that's why I can tell y'all, it's just like we don't be waiting on God. Sometimes he's waiting on us. He's waiting on us to to finally step into courage and you know, believe in ourselves and not be afraid. And, you know, can I really do this? Can I like is this can I he was already there waiting for me, right? And he's also going to show you that every step you take is still his provision. Man, I hope that makes sense to somebody. It's amazing how the Lord will provide the thing, provide things in ways that you don't expect. And so he's going to be showing many of us that you're ready for what he's calling you into next. I hope that makes sense. Thank y'all for the gifts. There's one I appreciate you. ⁓ he's sending us out. Psalm. 37 and 11, but the meek will inherit the land and enjoy peace and prosperity. Once again, territory. Okay. I don't know what the Lord is sending you. We talked about the spheres. What was it called? The spheres of influence a couple of weeks ago. Many of you are getting ready to operate in different spheres of influence. And it's something that may be completely foreign to you, but it's why the Lord had you. To go through this testing and this training that you've had to go and go through. He's bringing up this faraway car because we didn't even clarity it or I didn't see I didn't understand why where it was fitting in. But it's almost like the transition also that's happening is going from famine to feast. Thank y'all, from famine to feast, right? ⁓ whereas it it's it's like the the trans part of the transformation and the transition that's happening for many of us, because I received this, right? Is where things have fell dry. ⁓ the barren, it's like you're gonna start to experience growth, but it starts within first. And so you start to you become internally wealthy and you start to see wealth all around you. I hope that makes sense. ⁓ you become peaceful within and you start to radiate peace, and peace starts to surround you as well. So you may be going into a chaotic place, but you're take you're bringing the peace of God with you. Does that make sense? You it's almost like the way he they're showing this to me is that. Whatever you're you're gonna be radiating this. So this is also why the Lord has to strengthen you. Cause some of you being empathic, right? You pick up on stuff that other people are putting out, what they're emitting, you're picking up on. So this is why the Lord will also send you into a season where He strengthens you so that when you start having to deal with these outside influences, you're not overwhelmed. Does that make sense? I hope that makes sense to somebody. ⁓ But all of this begins on the inside. Transformation begins within. It begins with what? This man, because how many of us came to the Lord broken, right? How many of us found the Lord when we were in our lowest place, the lowest mindset? We were in the low, like we were dealing with the worst problems. Hey, Cleveland, good morning, honey oney. You was you were broken. But man, when he comes in and does this healing and repairs your heart, this is listen, it ain't nothing like. The Lord's healing. I hope that made sense to somebody. ⁓ man, the way you won't you won't leave the same way you came. I hope that makes sense to somebody. And thank God for God. Thank God for God that I didn't I'm not leaving the same way that I came. Okay. Three of Pentacles, ⁓ networking, community. This is partnerships, collaborations. Some of you again, now we're down here because we almost done. Let me show y'all what we're clarity and. This is this is people, right? And we already talked about this, but this feels a little different. We're not talking about the haters. This is speaking more to like opportunities, everything that look good ain't good. Okay. You're an attractive energy. So You're going to understand you attract good and bad. There be this is why there's importance, thank y'all, importance with discernment. Because you have to be able to discern Who's here? How do I say that? For real, and who's here for reason? Insofar as opportunistic people, for many, man, for many of you, the Lord is getting ready to make you wealthy because you've already become internally wealthy. But this can come in the form of resources. And so this is also because he's talking about the fingers crossed behind the back and this three of pentacles. It's like some people are gonna come in and want to learn, but some people are gonna want to come in and capitalize because they see that God is doing something in and with and through you. So this is where you got to ask the Lord for real. Like Lord, who sent them and what they who who sent them, what you want? Ask the Lord to reveal because you're gonna have people who are going to try to come in and capitalize off of you, your gifts. ⁓ Be looking for personal gain, okay? And allow people to reveal themselves. You don't have this is why the Lord will teach you about boundaries. Because you ain't got to let everybody get close to you. That's why the Lord sends us through that season. You ain't got to let everybody get close to you because everybody is some people are just like, ⁓ yeah, I can see the Lord doing something. How can I get in on that? That's what I just heard. A mess. How can I get in on that? So be mindful. Of folks, and I mean this respectfully, but be mindful of folks who come out the woodwork and all of a sudden they they got they believe in you. Where you was when I was down there in this pit, though. Like, and I'm not saying that everyone knew who comes in right now is opportunistic, but Pray about it, right? ⁓ because everybody ain't on that type of time, but it's it's it's where the Lord is. If the Lord tells you if so if you feel some of your spirituals, then trust that. Okay. Trust it because there are a lot of people who are gonna want to work with you. ⁓ there are a lot of people who are going to, again, they're going to want a part be to be a part of what God is doing in your life right now. Because now people are getting ready to believe. Does that make sense? Whatever, thank y'all. Whatever the Lord is getting ready to do in your life, it's going to make people who previously doubted believe. So they didn't believe then, they believe now. And that's cool, but just be mindful that they're only wanting to believe because they want to know what you can do for them. Does that make I hope that that okay. I hope that makes sense. So that's counterfeit relationships, opportunities that benefit someone else more than it benefits you. Yes, we have an assignment to be a blessing to other people, but we ain't gonna be no dummy. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. ⁓ it's got to be mutually beneficial. Okay. I hope that makes sense to somebody. ⁓ accomplishment, soul tribe. ⁓ for some of you, you got your people with you. Okay, you got you got you got your people with you. Okay, the people who meant to be with you then probably been with you for a minute. Okay. So just know that. Resolution, it's in the cards. Positive outcome from challenging situation. Restoration. I'm done. That's it. That's all. ⁓ restoration, okay, breakthrough and freedom is the last art to come in. So so for some of you, again, this could be an answer that the Lord is getting ready to give you. And you're finally gonna have some resolution. Thank you, Lord. I receive that because you finally have the resolution, the answer that you've been looking for. And again, it feels like after all of this that you've had to go through in the middle, what comes of what happens? You find you find the the Lord call you, you answer. Now here you are. And him, the Lord being at the center of everything, all of this, everything else is just like, man, listen, that's that's ancillary. You know what I'm saying? ⁓ that's ancillary. It's just like, man, the Lord has already worked this out. It's ⁓ this the Lord, I I know y'all can't see the way this is, but when I tell you that Jesus is at the center of this, I I have that that's it. That's all. I don't make sure that you're continuing to invest in that relationship and that partnership because all even if you have all these opportunities, whatever, all of this stuff that's all on the outside, the most the most important thing that's coming up in this message is the Lord. That's it. That's all. That's the message. Make sure that you are maintaining that relationship. If you've been getting up, spending time with the Lord every all day, every day before, you need to make sure that that's the consistent thing in your life. Just because you're about to get busy don't mean that that's the thing. That should not be the thing that you sacrifice. Yes, you're getting ready to get new work, but that's why the Lord will establish that relationship and that commitment to it. before anything else. Maintain that relationship because you're gonna need it. Okay. You're gonna need it. You're gonna need it for where the Lord is taking you. You're gonna need him more than ever. Because for many, thank y'all, because for many of us, and I say us on this part, well I can't even say us because I already know what I'm getting into. But for many of you, ⁓ you going into something that you have no idea about. You ain't never did it before. So this is it's gonna be one of those moments where you need the Lord more than ever because you're getting ready to face new experiences. You're getting ready to be in situations you ain't never been in before. So you're gonna have to take, you're gonna have to have the Lord with you because that's why He'll teach us to operate with Him. I feel like that's why He's talking so much about the Holy Spirit today, is because you got to learn how to move with God. Cause otherwise that that's how the enemy will come in and be like, I th I think. I think I can pull it on them because he's subtle. He's subtle. So you need God more than ever where he's sending you, whatever the territory is or the land, the environment, the job, the relationship, whatever. So the enemy can't pull it on you. I hope that makes sense to somebody, baby. You so I I don't I can't speak for nobody else. But I ain't going if God ain't there. That's just it. So make that your standard, right? Make the kingdom. We talked about that yesterday. The kingdom is the standard. And so don't settle. Don't settle if it ⁓ that ain't if that ain't kingdom, that ain't that ain't it. ⁓ No. If that ain't what God said, no, I don't want it. ⁓ so you got to know, okay. Look, Kelly said it's just been me, God, and the ancestors. Period. Spirit them on my side. Okay, on my side. So that's it. That's all. That's the message. Lord, I hope this helps somebody. man, y'all. Life is finna get busy. Life is finna get busy. But a put but I have a while. I have a little while until next month. Man, I tell you, man, God is good. Cause the way He'll set things up is where He's it's almost like, ⁓ that's what I didn't say earlier. The Lord finna give somebody a preview. Thank y'all. That's what I was getting ready to talk about with provision. The Lord finna give somebody a preview of his provision. I have talked about this multiple times. They bringing it back. So I got to tell you because I didn't say it. When I tell you the Lord is gonna give you a preview, He's going to send you into an environment. He's going to allow you to experience something, right? And it may look not Romans 8 and 28. He's going to allow you to experience it. And it doesn't mean that you're immediately going to experience it the next day, right? Or that your life is going to immediately change into that. But think it not strange when the Lord starts putting you in environments. That maybe at one point one point you didn't feel like you would fit into, or maybe it's what you wanted, but you weren't, it's like immersing yourself in a culture because your standards are changing. Does that make that I say that right? Your standards are changing. So what the Lord will do is He'll put you in new places and spaces that align with the new kingdom standards that you have. He's going to give you a preview. And who's to say when he's going to actually permanently put you there? He's going to give you a preview of what's coming next by allowing you to experience it so that you can begin start to cultivate a mindset that accepts it. Does that make sense? That's how you manifest, right? It's prayer in motion. You pray and then you but you if you've never, how do I say that? Man, this I'm gonna use money because it's the easiest example. If you have never held $10,000, if you have never had that much money in your hand, it's easy to say what you would do with $10,000 until you get $10,000. So the Lord will bless you with $10,000 so He can see what you're gonna do with it. But until you can you can talk a good game, but until you actually have it to know what you're gonna do with it. It can it saying and doing are two completely different things. And so it's like the Lord will say, Okay, he'll give you ten thousand dollars. So he can see how you're going to steward it. It's like him giving you a car or an apartment. If you can't take care of what he already gives you, then how you gonna take care of an a a bigger blessing? I hope that makes sense. So he'll give you a preview of something. So he can see how you gonna manage it. Cause that's all it's about is management and stewardship. How you gonna do if I give you this, how you gonna do with it? You could tell you, you may have been a person who like, Lord, if you, you know, if you give me $10,000, I'ma I'ma pay my tithes and then you get the money and then you you gonna find something else to do with it. No, I'm gonna pay God first. Why? Because that was probably the promise that you made to the Lord. Lord, if you bless me with this, I'ma make sure that I bless somebody else. Don't be that person and block your blessings. Don't be that person to say, Yeah, Lord, that's what I'm gonna do. And then when the Lord gives it to you, you find something else to do with the Lord's money. He don't need your money. It's a test to see, it's a test a money test. People like how you get more money, child, you got to manage what the Lord already gave you. I don't care if it's five dollars. You got to be a good steward with them five dollars. And you may have five dollars for five weeks, but you better good do good with that five dollars. And the more the Lord knows he can trust you with money, the more he's gonna bless you with. Man, look, until you learn it, you'll you'll stay, you'll stay robbing Peter to PayPal. You keep keep what? What you mean? You yeah, you need to bless somebody. Open the flow of abundance. Man, look. You bet ⁓ I okay. I'm gonna do is tell you, you ain't got to believe me if you don't want to, but I promise you the Lord opened some doors because of generosity. He yeah I daddy, I ain't need much got it to do. One thing about me, if you if somebody tell me they're hungry, my one of what, huh? Eat, yeah, huh? Even if I ain't got it to do. Why? Because I done been hungry. It's like the Lord, that's the that your heart posture. Like man, I ain't finna let nobody be hungry now. Cause I done been hungry. My stomach didn't touch my back before. So you want to know how to start opening the flow of abundance? Be a blessing. Stop acting like it belonged to you. It actually belongs to the Lord. But He'll test you to see is it mine or is it yours? Is it, is it, is it, is it you, is it this yours or is it mine? ⁓ okay. When you be like, nah, cause understanding. Baby, I ain't got to worry about it. Because if I give, then that means the Lord's gonna give it back because we have access to spiritual abundance, and abundance is spiritual. Wealth is wealth is spiritual. And it don't come all at one time. It's something that you build, right? So if the Lord says, Well, you stingy, you you don't even much want to help nobody. Huh? He's gonna, ⁓ no, I'm gonna let you get just what you got. I just heard a scripture, it's just like. No, you you getting just you that that's already your portion. How do you get a bigger portion? Give some of your portion away. Man, look, that's how you start inheriting stuff. And we know that in all things, God works for the good of though of those who love him who have been called according to his purpose. Child, you ain't got the answer if you don't want to. I'm answering. How come, Lord? Here I come. That's it. That's all. I'm talking about what it is. Kingdom principles. It's it's different over here. It's different in the kingdom. Now you do. Good morning, gifted. You have to be a cheerful giver. And sometimes you be like, Man, man, I've heard people say because then let me say, let me be clear. Cause somebody be like, Well, she said, just be giving, don't be no dummy. Okay, don't be no fool about it. I done been a fool. Understand me. Okay, I done been a fool and gave. When the Lord be done blessed me and I be, I was so it was almost like a religious spirit, right? ⁓ careful. It was a religious spirit where it's just like the Lord, I was homeless now. I'm giving, and I've said this before, I was giving to my detriment. And the Lord never said, Do that. Get you got to make sure that you are taken care of too. Because if you give everything away, then that means. It's almost like testing the Lord. Thank y'all. And that's the that's the lesson he had to teach me. It was testing the Lord. Because and I didn't understand it until ⁓ a time later, where it was just like, Well, how am I, how am I testing you, Lord? He was like, Because if I just blessed you because you just got done needing something to eat, I just blessed you and you just give it all away. And now you're right back in the position of needing a blessing instead of. Managing it well. I hope that makes sense to somebody. And I didn't understand it because I was so a religious spirit. I was like, the Lord gonna bless me. He was like, fool, I just did. And I understand because you do it with good intentions, but it literally be like, so you it the way he it was like double working God, right? Where it's just like, so you just wanted to see, would I bless you again? Because you bless somebody else, that's foolish. Be responsible. It's be it's management. Take give, take care of yourself, and that's it. Don't give, don't give to where it's just like now you back in the same bind that the Lord just blessed you to come out of. I hope that makes sense to somebody. Cause, honey, I put myself in that position a lot of times. And it's just like you, yes, you want to help, but sometimes the best help you can give is to yourself if the Lord just gave you help. I hope that makes sense. ⁓ don't get yourself messed up trying to be such a such a blessing just to what to say what? No, because that's like it's almost prideful. It was just like, well, I I blessed somebody, so I know the Lord gonna bless me. Fool, I just blessed you. Why don't you that management? The Lord had to teach you about managing your money, okay, and and not being foolish and making wiser choices. Anyway, I hope that made sense to somebody. Give when you give because it yes, it helps. Give. And it ain't always money. Sometimes it's time, energy, attention, tea. Sometimes you get give. It helps. That's it. That's all. Y'all go be great and amazing, do great and amazing things. We will be back in the book of Leviticus on Monday, 6 a.m. Central Standard Time. ⁓ I got some y'all. I really don't have no what to do with myself, Lord. Because I ain't got school for a couple of weeks. I guess I could go ahead and do my hair if I felt like it. I don't know how I feel about that. ⁓ thank y'all so much for the likes, the shares, the comments, the subscribes, the love, the energy. I'm so truly, truly grateful. Thank y'all for the blessings as well. I'm grateful for that. ⁓ we on the road to look, we're on the road to restoration, y'all. We are on the road to restoration. ⁓ Sandy said, wait a minute, let me put Sandy on the screen. Sandy said. Let's see. I received this message from my whole heart. I have definitely walked down that road. Do not give to your detriment. I'm talking about what? Don't do it, honey one. And don't do it. Okay, don't do it. ⁓ y'all, man. Is it I I told the Lord this, I didn't know how I was gonna come on here and talk, talk about my nursing license and just man, that road to restoration. I'm so grateful for it. ⁓ I'm so grateful for it. But I was just like, Man, Lord. If you ever had a dream that it just felt like was just hope deferred, like just never was gonna come to fruition. And then for the Lord to finally say yes, even though you got to wait a little bit longer, but then the Lord actually say yes, it just be like. Man, man. So ⁓ man, y'all. It's it's a blessing. It's a blessing. Don't worry about it. You just I have your email. Just send me a message. I'll send you an email. ⁓ don't just send me a message, Sandy. You'll be in you'll be in Faith and Flow for Finances on tomorrow. ⁓ I got that's what I have to work on today as well. But anyway, it's just like, man, like I I'm I told the Lord even, I was like, Daddy, I don't even like who am I to try to teach somebody because it's not me. This is not a financial class. Let me just say that. It is a stewardship class. It is me being able to share some things that I've done because it's been a work in progress. This is start this started when I was homeless, y'all. People think I'm like, man, I'm talking about from rebuilding my credit. to credit cards, you name it. Cause again, the Lord allowed me to start from nothing. I'm talking about I didn't have two nickels to rub together, nothing. Okay. And in the course of what seemed, you know, from going to having income to absolute rock bottom, to having to, and I'm still in a rebuilding, right? So I don't, and that's I think that's the blessing that the Lord has given me is where I'm still rebuilding. I don't have it. All together, okay. I just know that I have it together up until this point. And when the Lord told me to do Faith and Flow for Finances, I was like, Lord, I what? Like, who am I? He said it's not about money, it's about stewardship. And some people don't understand that that has to come before increase, right? And so it's amazing how this next level of restoration happened. before Faith and Flow for Finances. But I can tell y'all that I sold this seed many, many moons ago, right? So it's not about money. I named it Faith and Flow for Finances because ultimately that's what people have the most trouble with, right? But ⁓ it's just like man, if I can't do nothing else, I can started from the bottom, now we here. Right? It's stewardship. And I think if people can start to wrap their mind around, it's not about making more money. It's about being in service. It's about the assignment that the Lord gives you. And and nobody showed me how to steward. It's things that I've been having to learn along the way. And so as a result of that, the Lord's in a He's still in a blessing season. And some blessings come quicker than others, but they still come. Good morning, Lisa. Good morning. So I hope that makes sense. ⁓ and I don't even know if it's something I'ma do again. It's whatever the Lord say. He said, do this one. Okay, Lord. And it just so happens to fall at the time when ⁓ how Google go correct your name. Do what now? so it's just it's just man, y'all. God is good like that. He'll get in that me. Daddy, who who's supposed to be doing that? He was like, Who else to teach somebody how to steward or to share stewardship principles than someone who I've taught personally how to steward? No mentors, no, hey, do this. It was me and Jesus in the car. Like, what to do, Lord? And now here we are. And so I'm grateful for that opportunity. And I don't know again if I'm gonna be doing this over again. I don't know, honey, because I'm gonna have so much on my plate till I, Lord, please don't add nothing else. Hold on, I'm not ready. For like the next three years, it feels like I'm completely booked for the next three years. So, but I'm grateful. I'm grateful because I prayed for it, right? But anyway, it's stewardship. And when you and the Lord, you show the Lord you can manage some well, that's how you start to receive increase. Okay. Y'all go be great and amazing, do great and amazing things. ⁓ hydrate your soul, drink your water, say your gratitude, have a fantastic and an amazing day. In purpose, on purpose. I will see y'all on Monday. Faith and Flow, I will see y'all tomorrow. Be on the lookout for in your email. I will be sending out emails today ⁓ with an assignment because y'all got something that y'all have to do. And yes, I have to do it too, even now. Why? Because I'm going into new financial territory as well. ⁓ I'm I man, look, the way the the way the Lord is setting stuff up is like having more than you've had to manage before. Okay. having more than you've had to manage. So I will see y'all on Monday. Y'all go have a fantastic weekend. Okay. I will see y'all on Monday. Love y'all. I'm talking about booked and busy. You remember when we used to talk about that, Sandy? Booked and busy. Babe, I ain't got time. I I literally, I was y'all, I was planning out my weekends and my my planner and I was like, man, I I think and I just got something else that got added to my Saturday coming up. I think on the 22nd. Like y'all, I ain't got no time. Like I'm on a I'm on a schedule for real. Like, no. Yeah, I ain't ⁓ I can't ⁓ I don't think I have a weekend. I have I have something, I have a trip coming up next. Is it next week or week after that? This month, I got a trip coming up in October. Like y'all, so be mindful. What you pray for, you he the Lord just might give it to you, He just might give you what you pray for. ⁓ and that's why the Lord started kingdom travels because we taking the message, the message is on the move. The message is on the move, so don't think it not strange when you start seeing me in some different locations. Because the Lord said, Nah, we we go and take the kingdom to the people. So He's He's got me going to a few places coming up here pretty soon. So ⁓ and all of this was before he even gave the increase. Man, look, you think is that's why he had me at provision on on Wednesday, y'all, because the the king we taking the kingdom to the people and inviting the people into the kingdom in different locations. Like we he said, yeah, I know he's I know you can do it in the studio, but nah, we on the move. And so when he told me that last weekend, I say, Okay, Lord, it wasn't because he didn't think I could do it, he needed me to know that I could. So he sent me outside. I said, okay, Lord, here I come. So booked and busy, when when the Lord finally gives you that lifestyle, you're gonna be like, huh? Hold on. School, work, business, family, that's balance. And I don't even know if you ever gonna completely have balance, but this is why the Lord gets your schedule together and be like, this is a commitment. My my children know I be in the bed with the chickens, honey. Most of the time I be in the bed before the sun. We outside. We outside. That's what I called the message the other day. We outside, y'all. We outside for real. We're gonna we outside for kingdom travels. And so we did that episode on Wednesday. And it really was just an introduction. I even told the Lord, y'all, I because this is my second show. Can I just tell somebody that I need you to start living the life that you how you see yourself? This is my second show that I'll be producing. The message is the first show, right? Because you got to see yourself as high as who you are versus or who you are like who you want to become, right? You better start talking to yourself and treating yourself like you already that. Drop it in the chat. I am. What? I am. So when the Lord introduced Kingdom Travels last weekend, I say, ⁓ I get to produce another show. Because why? Just saying. You better know who you are. I am. Mm-hmm. I'm that. I am. And guess what? You may not even know exactly what it is, but I am. I yeah, because why would the Lord be giving me another show? Hmm. Better start talking to yourself real good. Start seeing yourself the way the Lord sees you, child. It'll start changing some stuff in your life. It's like, ⁓ okay. You start introducing yourself different. You you you get new business cars that introduce the new you, the new identity. Come on, Lord. You're not just a cosmetics company. You ch Business 101. I see y'all on Monday. Y'all go great and amazing. Do great and amazing things, babe. You better see yourself the way the Lord see you. I do. And He knows it too. He be like, You He'd be like, You just be doing too much. Do mint it because I know, baby. The who touche becoming look, messed up chat. Y'all seen it. Don't worry about it. Don't believe me. Just watch. The Lord just He just getting started. He just getting started. I will see y'all on tomorrow on Monday. I love y'all in real life. Faith and Flow, Deuces. I will see y'all on tomorrow. Love y'all. Thank y'all. Bye y'all. Child, you better believe in yourself the way the Lord believes in you. Cause what? I do. Message. I love y'all in real life. I will see y'all on. Come on, your own perks, period. I don't even know what that is. Bye y'all. Love y'all. Thank you, Lord.