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Episode #170: Elevating Your Spiritual Journey through Bold Steps · Tea Time w/Amie & Bev

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Hi, Welcome to tea time with Amy and bev HeLa. Wella good day,
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good day. How are you doing. I'm doing all right on a
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Saturday, I am. On Tuesday, I'm doing all right. Um,
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A lot's going on that's super exciting with classes and stuff coming up, making
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other connections and getting things flowing. That's cool. I don't know what's happening
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with you. I don't know. Well, like we've talked about, we
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have this group coming together, and because it's I'm the one that's setting it
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up, it's amazing what shows up for me. As far as I can
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go, everything's great, everything's wonderful. And then later on that day I
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might get things. So one of the things I got us like why was
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I cussing? Why do I feel why did I feel like it was necessary
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to cuss right? Start questioning it. Well, then the deal is that
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last night I recognized it doesn't matter about the cussing, but it is a
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lower vibrational frequency. It is That's what I'm noticing for me, So when
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I do that, it takes me lower. And then I start to go
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like, why are you doing that? Why are you putting yourself back into
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that space? Again instead of being like, oh gosh, maybe I'll look
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up some other words that might be the opposite of fuck, you know what
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I mean from my perspective, and then so finding different just finding different words
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to express myself instead of using that word. So that's one of the ways.
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But it's also just paying attention to how does it fill in my body?
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Even when I just said it just now, it felt uncomfortable. I
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don't like it. So then it's like, why do I keep doing it?
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It's just like a lot of other things, well me, So we're
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getting together, and so any of any of the areas that my self confidence
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has weakness, which a lot of it does. I mean, it's it's
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it's not as strong as it it will be. It'll be stronger. It's
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even stronger now by going through the stuff and it and my other side of
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me when I experienced any of this stuff that feels like because it's foreign and
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it's unnew and it's not part of my template. So I start second guessing
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everything and questioning things, and questioning things is good and second guessing things aren't
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isn't bad either. It just helps me to learn how to be more tuned
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and turned in and tapped on, turned on. I don't know. I
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I am not Esther or Abraham picked. So I'm just saying that, but
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they have great phrases. But that's one of the things that I've noticed,
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and I don't know about something that you noticed earlier, but it's something that
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I definitely have been experiencing it. It seems to get better and better.
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And I go through this conversation about like whereas this coming from, you know,
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going deeper with inside of myself, and it goes into the fear things,
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it goes into not being accepted. You know, there's all there's these
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little fears to come up, and it's so easy to say, you know
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what, we didn't set up a date for next time, we could probably
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skip it. You know. It's so easy for me to get into that
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space because it's that's because, let's face it, it's comfortable to stay in
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the space that's comfortable, period. And when we start going outside of that
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box, it gets a little bit scary sometimes because now we got these triggers
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that are being enacted, if I believe that's the right terminology to use,
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but it is. It's activating these experiences and it's it's these triggers and I
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really have to set with it and understand it. And this is and I
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know this goes back to childhood. This is not new stuff. It's not
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new at all. Gosh, I have so much stuff that's going on,
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Like I mean, we could leave it right there and then we will touch
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base on the other stuff. If if you've got because you usually have some
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insight, I would with coming to me as a couple of things, is
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based on the language you're using. Is there uh like a judgment around it,
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not from you, but coming from others based on the people that who
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were there. It's just a question and does marriage me if you answer it
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or not. And then the other thing is, like we've talked about,
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when spirit knows it's time for us to to what I call move to the
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next level, then we're put in these uncomfortable situations, right, These these
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situations are like you're either going to learn and grow or you're gonna sit in
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it and steer in it. And so, um, just knowing you know
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some of the people that were there that, um, it's an opportunity based
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on their perspectives and what's coming forward to catapult you in your own healing,
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and it could be for all of us to who attended. It's just what
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we do with the information. But I'm I'm feeling like you were guided to
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do this group. This is for you and all the stuff that's showing up
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by however the messages are being delivered by you know, sharing and and just
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having those conversations. It's stirring that stuff within yourself to really draw out whatever
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is still stagnant. And like you said, you know, I could keep
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doing this, or I could say that's it. I don't want to do
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somewhere, but that's the that's the that's a safe place, that's right,
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the safe place in the you know, history of the traumas, the history
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of the victimhood, the history of the old templates, that's all history.
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And of course when we're stepping forward into a path that we're not that's unknown,
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it is kind of scary because we don't know. But it's learning how
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to change it from scary to embracing it and being excited by it because I
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do undred percent agree with you that it is for me. Does everybody else
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benefit? Oh? Yeah, I saw some stuff and then I had conversations
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afterwards. It was awesome. It was really awesome. I don't I mean,
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it is very possible that I could have picked up on an energy that
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would have been feeling that, which which wouldn't matter either way one way or
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the other because it's really not my stuff. But it's just to feel that
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space. But I think my personal perspective on this is there's something that I'm
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going to be doing that so much more and this is like easier for me
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to take the bites of right this is my this is for my diet right
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now, so that I can change things because I'm evolving right now, and
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this is gentle for me to work through this step when these emotions come up,
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because if it was something big and I was being put on the spotlight,
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I don't know because I'm not there, but I and I always ask
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for my lessons to be with grace and ease, and my guidance to be
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with grace and ease, and my path to be you know, it's just
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with grace and ease, so that I'm being able to embrace it and actually
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digest that. Know that I'm actually eating these things and I'm digesting this so
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I no longer have to carry it with me so it's just it's I just
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find it interesting, but it's that's how I've felt, and it's like I
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said, it's not during, it's not after. I think this didn't even
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show up till the following day, or it might have been that eat.
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I don't know it was around that timeframe, but it was way way after.
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And then the last every single one of them, I've had some emotional
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stuff that's gone on. The first one we did, I think I was
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I didn't feel good for the rest of that day, and the next day
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I was just like totally drained, totally drained. But I'm also realizing,
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and I've done this before, is asking to feel the energies of others,
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but not to take it on. And it's remembering to do that because even
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in my space sometimes it's easy to take it on as soon as you start
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going into that story with them, whether you're whether they're mad and angry and
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you're like, oh, yeah, that's bullshit, you know what I mean,
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whether you're going on with that information or you just kind of order emotional
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and crying and stuff, and a lot of times and it catches me off,
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like it totally catches me off because I'll be working on a person and
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then they'll emotionally have it have a reaction. Sometimes I am affected, sometimes
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i'm not. And what I'm affected it's like immediately I'm crying and it's it's
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not even mine. But I also believe that it helps facilitate the other person
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by helping relieve them of some of that that they're not able to process.
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So again, I don't have to take it on and I can just I
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can look at it and I know, I think there's times that I know
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on a soul level that this is beneficial to help them remove it. On
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other people, it's not beneficial to help facilitate that area, or it would
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just naturally happen because that person needs to do their own work, or they
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need to look at something, or they work on their own belief system.
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And will you go back to you saying, you know, this is a
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way for me to take it in bite sized pieces. This is the up
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level of you maintaining your energy because one on one, you've been doing really
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good with that. Now on the other person's stuff, right now it's a
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group. Now there's multiple, which is a whole another level of how am
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I going to maintain myself. And it's not like showing up like I gotta
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be the strong one. I gotta you know, not show any emotions.
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I'm not talking about that. It's it's maintaining the energies. They're not absorbing
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it because now they're what was there like ten of us about and that's a
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lot of different energies in one room in a smaller room, and um,
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you know, you're basically the forefront. You're you put this together. It's
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like you're looked at as the person in charge and to hold that space for
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that many people, it's different. It's I and I. You know,
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I can speak from experience because I stepped into teaching classes and you have no
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idea what's ever going to show up? So it's like, how am I
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going to stay centered within myself? How am I going to hold this space
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for these people and maintain my energy? Right? So there's there's a lot
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more energetic responsibility. And I just think that this is this is this is
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your you went from first grade to second grade type thing. It's like and
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um, as you know, as a as a teacher, recognizing that the
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majority of the time is you know, I'm talking earlier when I start teaching
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that when I would feel that emotion come up, first of all had to
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recognize is this me absorbing their energy and getting into that space as well,
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or if they're have an emotional moment, or am I being triggered by my
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own story or so, then I would have to take that information and discern
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it. And if it was my own story, then I would go do
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some of some of my healing and then show up for the next right class.
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And so having that awareness is super important that you know, am I
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being triggered by what they're sharing, because then that's gonna propel me into doing
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more healing with my story myself. So it's not that I show up on
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a well I don't like emotionless. As a teacher, I show up emotionless,
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not that at all. It's just I'm not triggered by what they're bringing
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up. And if I am, now I know I got my own stuff
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to work on. So showing up as a teacher or showing up as a
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group facilitators holding that space, I'm still vulnerable. I still show still share
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stuff, but because I've I've been doing the work on it for a while,
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I don't dip I'm not I'm gonna say, dip into the heavy emotions
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of it, Like I don't sit there and cry and sob in front of
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my class, but I do share my stories. This is what it what
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happened, this is the way I perceived it, this is you know how
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it affected me. This is what I did to heal. So now it
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becomes a space of sharing instead of a space of I'm still in the story
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and what I'm going to say is a victim to my story and being triggered
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by it. So I hope all that makes sense. But I just think
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this as an opportunity for you for the next next expansion of yourself to be
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in a group setting. For sure, there's no doubt. Yeah, I
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mean I and I get everything that you're saying. I would say that,
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Um I do. My question to myself is and I do that, especially
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when I leave the classes. It's my energy, so I specifically ask right
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away. And usually if I when I ask that, if it's mine,
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it will stay there if it's If it's not, I might see the person's
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face, the energy might just completely disappear, the name might come along with
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it. Is. So I do do that for sure. And then of
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course with the group, I don't. I really feel like this is more
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triggering me that I'm having to step out and be seen, and that's not
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always easy. It's not always easy, and it's not really from that space
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because it's everybody that I'm in that group with the group feels comfortable to me.
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I don't feel uncomfortable for it, and it's because to me, it's
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just it's just a people coming together. It's just people coming together, half
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conversation, so to me, there's a bonus. It was an awfo.
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I mean, the group was awesome. But I will go through like certain
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things will start popping up later and it was just like why did you say
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that? Why you know? And it wasn't. That's not from anybody else,
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that's just my stuff. And then again I will bring back the facts.
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For me, it felt it doesn't feel high bibid. It just doesn't.
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It feels like it feels uncomfortable, it feels like it dips, it
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feels it just feel high flying at all. So it's recognizing. Okay,
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So then talking to myself, well, he showed up, he did great,
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and then next time you'll just even do better. It's not it's just
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not even a matter of that, and just even realizing even just when we
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said it a little bit ago, or when I said a little bit ago,
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I didn't like the way it felt. It's got a different energy about
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it. Like think about it when we're when we're out there and we even
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use the F word. It's like a lot of other words they have,
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they have an emotional attachment to them. We use them to express ourselves and
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to express emotions, so that would come up like that, and it's like
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it's not even necessary. So it's just something that didn't feel good. I
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didn't like the way it felt. So what am I going to do about
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it? Well, I'm going to change the words. I'll change the words.
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So I'm not that I swore I do feel good something I've been kind
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of doing, like on Facebook, and it's I think it's all related.
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I want people's stories. I want you to tell me about the good stuff.
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Everybody is so focused on negativity all the time. They're so focused on
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these information that's out there. I'm not denying that the stuff's not going on
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in the world, but we can't create something different by being in that space,
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which goes along with everything that we're saying. If we want to dip
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into that energy, if you want to lock into something and go what do
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they call it, I don't know what going underground or whatever I do.
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I can't slip my mind because it's not part of my conversation anymore. But
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you go down the rabbit hole. You go down the rabbit hole, and
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you start finding all this information, and guess what, all the information,
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depending on where you're looking, is not looking so good. It doesn't feel
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good. But I want people to recognize, just like we've talked about,
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how many times you come home at the end of the day and you say
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all the good things you did instead of all the bad things. And I'm
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getting people like I've gotten a couple of stories. My sisters shared a story
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which totally brought me back to childhood. I've forgotten all about. But she'd
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said, oh gosh, I remember being in the summertime and we were always
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in water, like always in water to try to be cool and off,
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and we were having a blast. We'll be sitting in our dog water dishes,
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you know, those mettled ten things or whatever the hell they're made out
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of, and I would sit, we would sit in those right across from
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each other, splashing around and it's like all crunched up and it splashing around
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and it's just having fun. That's the stuff. It's it's like, I
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have a person I kind of expect her to put a story up, but
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it's like she had gone into a gas station here and she was picking up
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bags of ice. I've told you this, but it's a it's a good
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story, picking up ten bags of ice, blocks of ice to take down
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to the animal shelter because it was hot and they wanted to help cool them
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down. And while she's in line, she's like, I want ten bags
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of you know this block ice, and the guy and she says why she's
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doing it, and the guy behind her says, I'm going to match her,
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and I'll load your truck your vehicle up for you, like winning and
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loaded it all up. These are good stories. These are stories that this
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is the news. This is the news to share because then we create more
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of it instead of being attached to the drama of the news and like,
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oh god, now they're doing this because that constant roller coaster. Because a
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lot of times we get motivated that way. A lot of people do get
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motivated that way. My motivation before it was from anger. Of course,
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you hurt my feelings or whatever, what's going to come up anger, because
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it's all a fear of not being good enough. But it does it.
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It totally activates that and it gets you moving. So I want people to
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start looking at the opposite side, and then I realize it's not about them,
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It's about what's this inner dialogue that I've been having, because it's not
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a very good dialogue all the time. Just like I said, even with
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the F word or any of the words. Yeah, they're just words,
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but how I'm using it or how I'm saying it for me doesn't feel good.
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It doesn't feel correct. So I can continue going down that path and
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still using the word and be like, screw it, I'm just gonna say
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it anyways, I don't give a shit. Or I can be like,
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it doesn't feel good. It's just a simple gauge. It just doesn't feel
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good. Okay, What could I do differently? I can listen more,
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I could find different words, I can meditate, There's a lot of things
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I can do. It feels good exactly, Just like I watched you during
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the group and you're doing. You're scribbling, you know what I mean.
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And I've done that a few times before too, So then I thought,
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well, you gave me permission to remind myself to come home and do that
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again. So I sat with doing that, you know, like a lot
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of them do, and I felt like, all of a sudden, I
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went from my third eye like I was connected to the pin to the ballpoint
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pen, to the pin on the paper, to the paper, like it
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was this whole thing. And then I felt it all the way back into
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my body again, and my third eye felt crazy, and then I started
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having different information coming. It's like all these things that are going on all
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the time showing up for us, and then all we have to do is
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show up. That's it. And I'll tell you I don't normally scribble.
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And I was even sitting there doing it, thinking why am I doing this
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because this isn't something I too. So now I know, thanks, Well,
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it's it's awesome. It's awesome. And that's what I like if we
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get people getting together like this with like minded conversations, because there's confirmations,
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and that's the thing. It's to be like who hears if they say no?
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It's to be well, gosh, I felt like you were thinking about
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me and you were having a lot of struggle with this, and I felt
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this and then mentioning it to them. What's the worst that could happen?
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Did they say no? And that doesn't mean that you're wrong, not necessarily.
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It means that maybe the words you use don't fit with that person.
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Maybe they're not tuned in yet to understand what you're talking about. Not a
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big deal. It's just to keep going. It's not to be something in
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the past that would have side blinded me, or or would it not to
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be totally off balanced and now it's like, okay, well then what's the
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next information it's going to come in. It's just allowing that information to flow
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and not having a control over it. It doesn't matter how I see it.
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I hear people all the time and they're constantly saying, oh, yeah,
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well I got this message. Did you share it? No? Because
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I've got I was afraid. Gosh, who was I listening to you?
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I was listening to someone yesterday and they said this lady, she's not she
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does not practice as a psychic medium. She was being interviewed. I think
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by Alex maybe Alex Ferrari next level as Soult, but he was talking to
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her and she had said something that she was she had learned how to communicate
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with her father because her father had transitioned. And then during one of the
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communications, this other person came in and as a little boy, and she
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would see certain things that she's like, well, that doesn't make any sense.
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I'm gonna have to have a little Like she's asking her dad like why
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is this person coming in? And he's letting her know because there it's a
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connection. He's connected to her father on the other side, which comes in
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to communicate with her. She's can be connected with this mom of this child
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that had transitioned. So it's like, all how everything just kind of works
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together? And then she he shares her. She she's like, give me
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some more information, and he says something that shows her like these big,
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huge broad stripes, they're like black and yellow or whatever. No clue.
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Well, she's sitting out there, she had doesn't share this information with the
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woman. She's sitting on the bench as they're watching the game, and the
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mom actually came over and sat by her, and she's like, I'm really
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having a hard time. Right now, I'm really having a struggle. She
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said, I was at the graveyard, the grave site, and I'm asking
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my son for signs because I didn't want to know that he's okay, and
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he's there, and does he does he dance with me? Or will I
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don't know something something about dancing. And she says, well, you know,
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it's kind of strange, but I'll tell you that I saw your son
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and he was looked like he was doing like a roundhouse kick. And then
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she's like, oh, yeah, he used to do that. And then
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she says, then he showed me some these broad stripes, you know,
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these really thick stripes on this clothing they had on. And and she's like,
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I don't know anything about that, but just like you said, describbling
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which helped me come in to practice that at home. It helped the mom.
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Now she's her focus is on something else, so it's not on the
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grieving right now. It's possibilities. Gives me goosebumps. She goes home and
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she starts watching this video of him. I don't know if it was a
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Christmas video or something, but with him doing roundhouse kick or whatever and then
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him like being all have every time he opened up a president he come over
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and it was Christmas and he'd come over and give them a kiss and thank
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him and you know, and love them. And then um, at one
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point they were they were dancing together and she's like, oh, we do.
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She got to dance with them again in that with that energy because she
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could feel it. And then she says that, you know, she's watching
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it a little bit longer, and then he comes all the way forward and
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gets right in front of the screen and then she could see these big thick
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stripes and it's like stuff it wasn't. That's how that's like stuff that Susanne
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Gateman would say, that's evidential because it's information that's coming through that's not in
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the moms, you know, their immediate information that we can access. Um,
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like you said, we can access the information of how someone's filling in
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their space. That's like, that's like in there what is it called,
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and it's in their area, but it's in there like vortex. It's it's
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in that space that we have access to, and that's so awesome. But
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that's how these things happen, and that's why it's so very important for us
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to service information and it was awesome that spirit brought her over to sit down
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right next to her and just to like voice how she felt about this,
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not having no clue how it was going to turn out, what information she
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was going to receive. And then now this girl has this feeling like it
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was that was awesome that she had this She got to share in something to
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help uplift somebody else, which is amazing. Yeah, and it's the fact
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that she even listened to that guidance to go sit next to this lady.
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Yeah, right, because that's part of it too. You receive that intuitive
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guidance to go do something, to do something outside of probably a norm for
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you, and you listen, and then a message could come through, a
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conversation could be had, a gift might be given. Like things just happened,
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And that happened not too long ago. I don't remember if I shared
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it on here, but I was at the gym and I typically find dimes
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a lot. I mean I find pennies, but dimes, right, And
24:04
so I went to use this one specific piece of equipment where somebody was on
24:10
it. So I was I went over to to do an ab machine that
24:15
you lay down on with for the lower abs. And typically when I would
24:21
sit up, I would sit up and turn to the left, which is
24:23
towards the front of you know, looking towards the front of the building.
24:26
But something said turned to the right, and when I did, and I
24:30
kind of looked down the machine next to me. There's there's the support leg
24:36
on the bottom on the floor and just like halfway showing side by side was
24:41
a diamond a penny right, And so I could have done anything else,
24:47
knowing that this one machine was being used. I could have done anything else
24:51
in that gym. But I was like, guide it, go, well,
24:53
go do and I don't normally do this particular machine for my lower abs.
24:57
That just I'll do it once in a while. And I was like,
25:03
wow, I'll just go do that whatever. So just listening to those
25:08
things, those little nudges, those little whispers, can turn out to be
25:12
so amazing. Agree, It's like yet so even an example, yesterday,
25:19
I pick up my granddaughter and I always ask her because there's three routes to
25:23
come home. I can come home the back way, I come home the
25:26
highway and go through the mountains. And sometimes she'll say, I want to
25:32
go the highway because it's faster. And then other times she'll be like,
25:34
I'm going to go through the mountains. And yesterday it was raining, so
25:37
I thought when I looked over to the highway, I could see that it
25:41
was getting rained. So I thought, I was like, well, we
25:44
can get to the house faster because I got I was late picking her up.
25:47
I'm like, we can get to the house faster if we go the
25:48
highway. We can go play, and you can get some food. You
25:51
want to eat some snacks, so look, we can hurry up. And
25:53
she's like, I want to go the mountain way and I'm like, yeah,
25:56
but it could be rank, Grandma, I want to go the mountain
25:57
way. I'm like, okay. We went the mountain way. We got
26:02
to see a deer, which was awesome. She got to see the deer.
26:03
I get to see the deers a lot. She got to see it,
26:07
so it was that was exciting. And then we actually missed all of
26:11
that rain, and because sometimes people get a little bit it can it was
26:15
just safer to go that route, and it was beautiful. We got to
26:18
see a deer and we missed all that stuff and got on the highway and
26:21
she was just having a blast and no foot hanging. She took her shoes
26:23
off and her socks off and has her foot like slightly out of the window
26:26
to see if she can catch the water splash enough to hit her feet or
26:30
anything like that. So just playing and having a good time wouldn't have that
26:36
experience if we had gone the other way because I got my mindset over late.
26:40
I want to spend more time with you. Let's sorry, I can
26:41
get going. Even though I'm always saying we're spending time right now. What
26:45
do you mean, We're not wasting time. We're spending time right now,
26:47
I tell them. And then here I was having that experience, yeah,
26:51
which I want to bring up. So we've brought up this book numerous time.
26:55
Everybody. It's awesome and and I want to say this is so useful.
27:02
It's not for me. I've been using it for myself forever. And
27:04
if if someone asked me something or someone was having a problem with like,
27:07
hey, we could look at in the book. I'll send you of the
27:08
information when it shows up, so that way they can do their own work
27:11
on it. But it's also beneficial for us to look at this when we
27:15
have someone else, a loved one, that's having some of these experiences,
27:18
and then we have an idea where are they coming from? And then we
27:22
can approach them and help them to heal by asking spirit, asking our souls
27:26
to connect without soul and asking how we can be of assistance, how can
27:30
we help them with this where is it coming from? And then be able
27:33
to give them some information or just to even have a better understanding for you
27:37
know, for yourself and recognizing where it's coming from on their path and not
27:41
having a judgment about it, but being like, oh, okay, this
27:44
is what's going on. My daughter had taken my grandson into the dentist and
27:49
she said, they said that he's got like six cavities. Well they showed
27:53
up on the x rays, but you can't visibly see him in their in
27:57
his mouth. And I said, well, I think he's missing something.
28:00
What was coming through yesterday was that he needs to add which I just trusted
28:06
he needs to have more calcium. But I also suggested to my daughter to
28:11
look at the book. But I suggested to her find out exactly what teeth
28:15
are made of. Because something's missing in his diet. You can add it
28:18
to his diet with foods, so not having to do it with anything else.
28:22
But then I looked at the book and I looked up cavities, and
28:26
I found it interesting because one of my daughters had had to had cavities when
28:33
they were younger. So the thing that it says is self neglect, anger,
28:38
resisting forgiveness of those who have hurt you, too serious about life,
28:42
carrying shame, critical of self and others, stubbornness, aggression, wanting things
28:48
your own way, lacking sweetness, inspiration, and gentleness. Now I could
28:52
process that a few different ways. I could say, oh, yeah,
28:56
my grandson being at his age, he has a big understanding of a lot
28:59
of stuff. Not my daughter when she was going through her cavities five or
29:03
six round Colton's age was experiencing similar stuff. And we end up getting the
29:10
teeth fixed. What you know, we had them worked on. They were
29:12
baby teeth, but it was so it wouldn't carry on to the other teeth.
29:17
But the thing is, it's not to go and fix it. For
29:18
me, it was to dig deeper. Now I actually have a better understanding
29:22
of my daughter and my grandson because I decided to look at this from what
29:26
they were carrying from their ages. My perspective is it wasn't theirs that they
29:32
were carrying, It was somebody else as they were carrying. This is what
29:34
they grew up in, This is what their tools were at the time.
29:38
Am I going to beat myself up about this? No? But I can
29:41
do and be better from here on out and I can help them in that
29:48
way. Does it solve the problem good? I don't know yet. Just
29:52
came to a realization just this morning, but that I just wanted to bring
29:56
this book forward again because it is so beneficial when we look up when you
30:00
have kids, and you have partners, and you have everything else, and
30:03
they've got these signs that they were born under, and you look up what
30:07
is their sign through Chinese astrology? What is there sign through Celtic astrology?
30:12
Like looking up this information because all this information supplies information about that person and
30:18
you have a better understanding about how they operate. I can use capricorns as
30:22
an instance because my son in law and my grandson are both capricorns. So
30:27
they're about structure. I mean, there are certain things that they're about.
30:30
They're about their word, they're about in their words or literals. Not everybody
30:34
has used their words literals so there's like so much information that I gain and
30:38
now I know how to operate from in that space and to help them even
30:41
grow and they help me growings. At the same time, it's easier to
30:45
be in service and think that you're helping the other person, but you don't.
30:48
You really are helping yourself when you're doing these things. Yeah, and
30:53
so for anybody listening just to the audio, Bev's referring to the secret language
30:59
of your body by in a seagal, there you go, there you go.
31:06
Yes, I agree. We can take that book, we can look
31:10
at it what other people are going through, and it it's another tool to
31:18
help someone be more compassionate. That's what I find, Like I can be
31:25
compassionate toward what the book is referencing and having an understanding of what the other
31:30
person is experiencing. It's almost like confirmation too, right. Oh yeah.
31:37
The thing is is that that I can utilize that information for myself as an
31:44
understanding for what somebody else is going through. The other side of that is
31:51
because I've read these things to people, like I'll either read it to them
31:56
and then and sometimes they're just I can see it, I can feel it
32:01
within them. But they don't see it or feel it within themselves because of
32:07
denial, because of not wanting to acknowledge it, because we do that too.
32:15
I do want to acknowledge it because then if I acknowledge it now I
32:16
gotta do something about it or not. But you know, we don't want
32:21
to. I don't want to go there. And so if they're in that
32:30
space of not seeing it for themselves or knowing it for themselves, the seed
32:36
has been planted. And like you said, it's not for me to fix
32:39
it. It's not for me to say you need to do this, you
32:43
need to hire me. No, it's about their journey. And however they
32:49
take the information and whatever they do with it. Now, what might happen
32:52
because the seed has been planted. Then later they may be you know,
32:58
triggered in another way, and then the information becomes relevant. Then they understand
33:06
it's the seed, right and so um, but I definitely know when I
33:10
when I read, especially of other people's possible um emotional status, having that
33:22
understanding and awareness that brings so much more love into my heart. So I
33:29
expressed that towards them right to be comforting, guiding, soothing, empathetic,
33:35
whatever it is that shows up in that moment. Yeah, because something Sometimes
33:42
there's been times that I have There's no way I could have tuned in.
33:45
There's no way. I don't at that time where I was coming from,
33:47
I was oblivious and I would not have had an understanding. And of course
33:52
that would trick all my triggers if someone would have came in and start saying,
33:55
well, you know what's going on, You're just angry and blah blah.
33:59
Well, at that time, I don't what do you mean I'm angry?
34:02
You know, I don't know how I want to respond to you,
34:07
because I would have had enough awareness to even pay attention to how I was
34:09
even responding or how I was feeling in that moment. Yeah. So it
34:15
is interesting and it does help us to love them more because we just see
34:19
that they're just another child of God that's having their own experience and sometimes that
34:24
process. When I share with them the information from that book, it gives
34:30
them a permission to finally like a release, like, Oh, Amy's hearing
34:37
it, Amy's getting it, Amy's seeing me, Amy is having an understanding,
34:42
and I feel safe. I feel comfortable with her and sharing my story
34:47
or whatever I might be going through. So it's giving them an opportunity to
34:52
be seen and heard, because what do we do. We just feel like
34:57
we're alone in our story. We're loan, nobody's gonna get it or or
35:01
people are going to judge me or criticize me. Last person to be judging
35:07
anybody. So I'm just saying, like, nope, I hear you,
35:15
and it's it's It's another form of practice too, because if you're working on
35:19
someone, you might it might give you some understandings about some of the emotions
35:22
that you're picking up on that person. Not saying that it's one hundred percent
35:24
accurate, but I'm just saying you can check in with it. I know
35:28
it's outside of ourselves because we can find the information from within. We can
35:30
actually go into the person's information with permission. And I don't always ask someone
35:37
verbally with that person, but I will ask them from a soul level if
35:39
I have permission to go in because I don't want to be invasive or go
35:43
where I'm You know that it's not okay for me to go just blindly thinking
35:47
I'm fixing somebody. You know, I know how to fix it. I
35:50
can go in there and fix it. But it's not just doing it without
35:52
asking for permission. So like I said, I'll ask for permission. I
35:57
will ask their soul for permission, and then I go with my responses.
36:00
My responses, I could hear it yes or no. I could feel a
36:04
vibration in my third epery yes, or I could feel a tugging or a
36:07
pulling on the left side of my face to let me know that's a no.
36:12
Or my head will actually make a nod forward or a turn like it's
36:15
gonna say no. So it's just however it comes in. It depends on
36:17
where I'm at, how connected I am at that moment, how much am
36:22
I having an awareness to it, what other activities are going on that's maybe
36:24
distracted me because sometimes that happens and I might just get the forehead or you
36:30
know, instead of the full shake of the head or the yes. But
36:32
we do get lots of information that way. That being said, we all
36:37
can do this. I'm listening to a gal that I think she's phenomenal,
36:43
she's amazing, and I'm at the gym with her yesterday and she says,
36:45
oh, yeah, well, me and and my kids were we went to
36:49
Vegas. My daughter says, okay, Mom, pick a number, and
36:52
she's like, oh, are we doing this right now? And she tells
36:58
her daughter, Okay, I want you to pick a number between one and
37:01
ten, and I want you to bring it into your third eye area.
37:05
I want you to see that. Focus on that. And then she says,
37:07
opens up her eyes and she says the number five. Oh my god,
37:10
Mom, how'd you do that? She says, we all can do
37:14
this? And I told her, I said, you know, it's crazy
37:15
that you brought that up, which again, it's not crazy because it was
37:20
for me. Now she's saying it, but it's for me. It's practice
37:23
because I have the book and it says you can pull out a deck of
37:27
cards. You can practice with suits, like what suit are you picking up?
37:30
Don't just guess, like, hold on to it and really connect in
37:32
with that card and see what you get. You can do the same thing
37:35
with crayons for colors, or swatches of material, or playing with numbers across
37:40
from someone. You can do numbers, you could do you know, letters.
37:44
There's there's a lot of things that you can't do in that space.
37:47
You can find ways to do it by yourself, but it's great to do
37:50
with another partner, like maybe for half an hour, no more than a
37:52
half an hour. Each person gets that opportunity to flex that muscle, because
37:58
that's all that it is, and it's helping us get tuned in more to
38:00
be able to have all this information, to be able to share it.
38:02
It's beneficial for ourselves, for our own healing, it's beneficial for those around
38:07
us the insights that come in. And just like that story I was talking
38:10
about with the mom, with the lady that doesn't practice as a psychic medium,
38:15
psychic medium, but I believe that she would be amazing. She's giving
38:20
out information to this mom just like that, just sharing that information because we
38:24
all can do this. And how much it changed her after that, she
38:28
was no longer realizing that she was the victim or sad and missing and all
38:31
this other stuff. She realized that she has the dance and she could watch
38:37
it over and over and over again to experience the feeling of that. She
38:39
realized that that he's you know, around, he's alive and well does not
38:45
in the physical body, and he's sharing information with her, and it totally
38:49
changed her. It uplifted her, It shifted her life just by those words,
38:52
just by trusting ourselves that the information that's coming through and just sharing it
38:58
however it came through. It doesn't make sense to us half the time.
39:00
It won't make sex sense to us because it wasn't our experience. It was
39:04
another person's experience. So how is that going to make sense? So it's
39:08
it's it's interesting. I find it interesting. There was a person that I
39:13
told to like, I know that her grandmother had passed away. I saw
39:15
this woman. She was a thin woman. I saw red, short hair
39:19
or like hair up and I asked her and she says, I don't think
39:22
I've ever seen red. Well I didn't. I don't care. I just
39:24
know what I saw. I'm just really, all I'm doing is relaying exactly
39:28
what I see, and it's not even having so I don't have to have
39:30
an attachment to it. So that's easy if we want to go back to
39:32
the beginning of the conversation. One on ones are easy with that because then
39:37
you could just move move through with it. But then you have a bunch
39:40
of different energies and different energies that are working through stuff too. It was
39:45
really, it was really awesome. I got such insight from my during that
39:52
meeting such insight because my sister and one of my daughters was there. My
39:54
other daughter couldn't make it. But it was just awesome because it was it
39:58
was so the way we can talk to each other is just from a neutral
40:02
space and getting information and asking questions that we had never asked each other before.
40:07
So it's just it was it was. It was awesome again. Yeah
40:13
it was for me, but I mean it's also for everybody else too,
40:15
because it's just like my friends sharing the story about doing that with her daughters,
40:20
She's just sharing it and her telling her kids, you can you can
40:23
do this. Anybody can do this. It's just practicing. And it was
40:27
just a reminder to me, just like just like scribbling on the paper was
40:30
a reminder to me to go back home and do that reconnect again. It's
40:35
it's a reminder, go do it again, do it again. So I
40:37
did it again and and it was interesting. So it was fun. Well
40:44
on that too, is UM people UM receiving this information. So me just
40:52
sitting there because I was I was, what foot four feet away from you?
40:57
Is UM acknowledging. So when those messages are being delivered or that guidance
41:05
is being delivered and whatever way it comes through because we never know, right,
41:09
but you being present, you acknowledging huh, Amy sitting there scribbling,
41:16
what is that? Why am I seeing this? What is that telling me?
41:20
Are you already knew? You already had a connection with it and it
41:22
was just a reminder for you. And so when we're asking for helping guidance
41:29
that information that those answers can come from any direction, at any time,
41:34
in any form, are we going to be willing to acknowledge those messages and
41:43
do something with it, so you know, similar to working with the client,
41:47
is I may already feel and know have a knowingness, energetic from energy,
41:55
from intuition, what's going on with this person? Because that's what you
42:00
were just saying. We can have we can already tune into this. We
42:04
can already know without even having the book. So I could say it to
42:08
them and they could be like, M what right, whatever? But when
42:15
I pulled the book out and say, okay, well, let's see what
42:16
in a Seagal's book says about it? Yeah, And I opened it up
42:22
and I read them these words about emotional attachment that could be the probable cause
42:27
of whatever's going on in their body. It's just a different way the message
42:32
was delivered. And again, are they still going to be in denial about
42:38
I would say ten out of ten times I will tell them something and it's
42:44
like, h I pulled the book out, and the books confirming what I'm
42:49
saying. It's like, so I'll tell him, I'll flat out tell him.
42:54
You already heard the message once. Now you're hearing it twice. Now
43:00
it's being confirmed validated. What are you going to do with it? And
43:05
even at that point, it's their choice what they do with it. They
43:07
could still push it, push all that stuff down into the body and keep
43:12
going and going about life, or they could start doing their own personal work,
43:17
trans transformative work, whatever they want to do. So it's it's very
43:23
interesting as humans because our ego, right, I'm not saying the ego is
43:29
a bad thing, but the ego butts in and says, you don't want
43:31
to deal with that, you don't want to go back to that story,
43:35
you don't want to feel those emotions because it's protecting us, right, it's
43:38
protection protection and and really on the other side of that healing process is freedom.
43:47
There's there's peace, there's so much positivity when we go through that the
43:55
healing process of what our story has been and create a new story and a
44:02
lot of the stuff in our story that we've been caring for so long.
44:07
It's about perspective because you also, through this group conversation the other day,
44:15
is there was a conversation that came up and you're like, oh, your
44:22
daughter or your sister had a different perspective than what you were processing. You're
44:25
like, oh, I didn't see it that way, thank you for sharing
44:28
that with me. So perspective plays a huge role in that perspective is based
44:34
on well, when you're a little kid, you're seeing through the eyes of
44:37
a little kid, and you're processing it the way you were seeing it at
44:40
that time, and it was probably not even what was actually going on.
44:46
It's like these stories we've conjured up and then we got to become adults and
44:51
we're still living through those stories the prode that most likely aren't even true.
45:00
So would you lead right into the next place, So that from that conversation,
45:07
part of the conversation was my daughter had said my perspective from when the
45:12
kids were grown up, as Jim and I would argue or there was some
45:15
stuff. You know, there were stuff going on. Stories, right,
45:17
we tell stories and then we look back. One of the shockers for me,
45:22
shocker was after a Jim had transitioned. I had started going through the
45:28
pictures and realized we had a lot of half times. And I didn't didn't
45:31
see it that way because somehow I was trying to be this positive person.
45:36
I thought it was being a positive person, but at the same time I
45:38
had all this energy towards things that I thought were wrong, that these things
45:44
were bad. Right again, to go back to a story, like wanting
45:46
to hear people tell good stories, it's the same thing going back to that,
45:51
and then I haven't a perspective of it, like, oh, I
45:54
remember being at work and getting phone calls from both the husband and from the
45:59
daughter, like they be fighting, and I like, I'm working at a
46:00
jail, I'm a detention officer. At that time, I don't I can't
46:05
come home and to deal with this right now, you guys are gonna have
46:07
to figure it out. But that they were this fighting and stuff going on,
46:12
and then a lot about stuff I would kind of get connected to then
46:14
my stories, right, I honestly don't even I have to go all the
46:17
way back to the beginning, and then am I really even going to have
46:21
a clear perspective on that because of the stories that have been told so much.
46:24
Then my daughter says, well, my relationship with my partner is this
46:30
way, and I and I expect have expectations, which you know, having
46:32
expectations a lot of times leads to us being let down because there's people are
46:38
not going to jump through the hoops that you want them to jump through,
46:42
and they can't read your mind to understand what your expectations are. But she
46:45
told me, I always saw that you you guys work together, you guys
46:51
cleaning the house together. You guys always cooked dinner together, and if you
46:53
didn't cook it together, one would make it one night and next would make
46:57
it the next night. One was doing We would always work together and do
47:00
everything. It wasn't that one person was doing something and the other one wasn't.
47:05
There was always that partnership and we would we would always have lots of
47:08
deep conversations. We would go out and sit in the garage and have these
47:12
deep conversations. But didn't remember all this stuff until I started hearing her perspective.
47:15
Now I haven't heard her sister's perspective on it. She again, I
47:20
can go back to the cavities she was born from me when I was a
47:23
very angry person. Honestly, am I saying that she's angry? No?
47:28
But am I saying that she could have harbored anger inside of her even as
47:31
that child? Yes, Yes, because she was harboring my anger. Again,
47:36
I go back to and what's hitting me is I go back to the
47:37
conversation of sometimes I know when I'm working on someone that I will take whatever
47:45
they have in their energy and I will dispose of it, or I will
47:49
I say dispose of it, I will change it. I will send it
47:52
to God's divine light to be sent back to where it needs to go to
47:54
once it's been cleanse cleared, and healed. And then I'm not saying that
48:00
she's going to have that same perspective. She might have a different perspective from
48:02
all that because she came from a different perspective. She came from a person
48:07
that was angry, unsure herself, pushing against the whole world. She came
48:12
from that energy. Is it for me to fix? Well, A lot
48:15
of stuff I can fix from withinside of myself and that can have a ripple
48:21
effect on my whole family and everybody that's around us, the whole universe,
48:23
everybody. It's just like us talking about these good stories. It changes the
48:28
It changes the momentum of everything. It changes all the everything's bad too,
48:34
everything's there's some good possibilities out there, and then there's like things are great.
48:37
I'm listening to conversations yesterday. I don't know this world's bad and it's
48:40
like, where are you looking? Where are you looking? Because I see
48:45
so much beauty in the world. I really do, right, but I
48:49
don't spend my focus on those other areas. But does that mean that I've
48:52
got it all figured out? Noah, doesn't. Because I just told you
48:54
there's a lot of things that I still have with inside of me, and
48:58
I don't know they're there until something triggers it to break it forward. And
49:01
then now I'm like, holy crap, that's there. That's interesting. I
49:06
got a lot. I'm learning a lot about myself and it's a good thing.
49:09
It's not something to beat yourself up about. It's just an awareness.
49:13
Yeah. Yeah, Because I mean even I've had a perspective about my relationship
49:19
for a while, and it has been stemmed. It has been the story
49:24
has been created from my childhood story of abandonment. And when when my husband
49:31
decides to leave in the morning to go to work and then he doesn't come
49:37
home till nine ten o'clock at night because he's decided to go after work to
49:40
go hang out with his buddies and do whatever they're going to do, that
49:45
abandonment issue is triggered. If a friend, you know, I have a
49:51
friend for a while and then there's no communication, that abandonment issue is triggered.
49:58
Right, You could just get triggered in so many different ways. And
50:01
I had I had this this just a week or so ago, was still
50:09
the abandonment is an issue. So I'm just gonna say, Universe, what
50:14
the fuck right aren't Why aren't I over this yet? I've done so much
50:19
healing, And when you're abandoned, it means that they're aware of you,
50:28
but they're putting you on the back burner, they're putting you aside, They're
50:31
they're ignoring you, they're not wanting anything to do with you. So when
50:37
in questioning or contemplating this story about about abandonment, it dropped in because I
50:46
was finally in a space to receive this message its informations meaning dropped in from
50:52
spirit, from source, my higher self, God, whoever was the information
50:59
dropped in, And it said he puts you first every single day when he
51:02
gets up to go to work, because he's our main income earner right now,
51:08
he puts you first every single day, first thing in the morning.
51:15
And I'm like, whoa, that was such great information And then what does
51:23
that do for me? So it softens me? It more of an understanding
51:30
about myself, more an understanding about the relationship, Like there's so much that's
51:36
affected and cares it if he doesn't. If he decides to go to something
51:43
else after work, that's that's his choice and it's his life, doesn't That
51:47
has nothing to do with he's abandoning me. It has nothing to do with
51:52
that story. I was putting the attachment to it. So um yeah,
51:58
totally freeing. I love it. Those are big, Those are big when
52:05
when those kind of things come up, it's huge, huge because we've been
52:09
telling a story for so long. You know what I mean to ourselves and
52:12
we haven't. We have an idea of it, but I couldn't see that.
52:16
I couldn't receive that information if I'm sifting in the pain of the abandonment,
52:22
No, because you have then it's you have to be well, you
52:24
don't have to be for me what I've been doing lately. I'm like,
52:28
okay, there it is blaring, it's yelling, it's right in my face.
52:31
What's a solution, because I because a lot of times I don't know
52:35
what to do with that information. I don't, but it's asking, right,
52:39
Yeah, And this was this was you know, I had left the
52:44
house, I had gone to do some errands whatever I was doing, and
52:47
I was driving home and it just popped up. Okay, was my attachment
52:52
to abandonment? What is right? And I just started doing that while I
52:57
was driving, So I wasn't sitting at home. I wasn't wallowing in my
53:00
pain. I was just it. The topic came up and in my head
53:05
and I was like, okay, let's inquire about this. And I driving
53:09
into I was pulling into my driveway and it came in. He put you
53:14
first every single morning when he gets up to go to work. What That
53:24
was a cool answer, Universe. That was a cool answer, and that
53:28
it is cool because and it's something that you wouldn't have came up with.
53:30
It wasn't just something that came to you that you just figured out it was.
53:35
It was dropped in it into you. That information was given to you.
53:38
Yeah, and because you could understand the perspective maybe when you were angry
53:43
before, you've been like whatever, you know what I mean, because you've
53:45
gone through so much changes and you've done so much internal I don't want to
53:51
say work out. I want to use a different word, like so much
53:52
internal clearing, clearing, looking at everything, like just awareness. So there's
54:00
so many other things that are going on in that moment. Yeah, and
54:06
but but but the awesome thing is too just to We've going to have figured
54:08
out that it was abandoned in the first place. That's awesome. Yeah,
54:15
And I just want the audience to know that, like, you gotta be
54:19
in a space of ask the questions. We've been talking about this for how
54:22
long? At least two years. I've been doing our videos for three over
54:27
three years, so at least two years. Almost every single week we bring
54:30
up the idea you gotta ask, right, you gotta ask for help,
54:32
you gotta ask the universe, you gotta ask somebody for help. And U
54:39
and be curious about yourself. Why is this abandonment issue still showing up?
54:50
What is it that's that's triggering me? What is it? Right? And
54:53
just keep asking these questions and bam the information comes and it comes with such
55:00
subtlety. Right, there's nobody there to yah at me. He bought your
55:06
firestarvery No, it was he put you first every single morning. Yeah,
55:10
so gentle, that was so cool. So with that, UM, I
55:20
know of somebody who has um a drinking struggle with drinking alcohol, heart alcohol,
55:30
has been in rehab. Nobody you know, or anybody that probably listening
55:37
at the moment would know. UM a lot of a lot of internal anguish
55:43
over his lifetime. And he has been asked, do you want to talk
55:47
about it? Have you seen a counselor have you, you know, taken
55:52
any steps to to share what's going on within you and about your your life.
55:59
He's like, no, that's for me to know and nobody else.
56:02
And he just checked himself into rehab again. And first of all, that's
56:07
awesome. Somebody's taking the steps to recognize I do need help and taking that
56:13
step because it's focused on the alcohol and just knowing what I know about what
56:21
I do. When you got those layers of pain and stories within your body
56:29
and you're just keep pushing them down and not wanting to let them out,
56:34
let them be released. From my perspective, in my opinion, my thought
56:40
process is, but it's not the alcohol. If he has this remedy with
56:45
the alcohol, it's going to be something else, something else that's going to
56:50
be used, some other substantion, yeah, distraction or substance. It's going
56:58
to be used to keep that put the band aid over the pain. And
57:06
I just want people to hear that because this is what leads to substance abuse.
57:09
It also leads to suicide, is when you're trying to put the band
57:15
aid on the pain and just keep pushing it down in the body. It's
57:19
still living in the body and the energy is still there. So again I've
57:23
said this before, whether it's a life coach, coach like what I there's
57:30
so many different titles of coaches, a counselor therapy, whatever it might be.
57:36
Have somebody you feel safe with to have these conversations to move that energy
57:39
out of the body because you're here for a reason at such a time as
57:45
this. I know it's not always easy, but it could be it could
57:51
get easier. But we gotta move or shift the energy that you've been storing
57:55
in the body for so long, and that includes your thoughts. Because whatever
58:00
stories you're storing in your body, you're hot, you're still hot, you're
58:04
still thinking about them, you're still processing them. It's the the idea that
58:08
the situation happened once I was molested, Right, whether it was once or
58:15
ten times or twenty times, it's a very low number compared to the one
58:20
hundred thousand times I've relived it. Okay, so we don't have to relive
58:24
it because when we move that energy, when we when we have a way
58:29
to express the story or express the pain or talk about it, then it's
58:35
shifting that from internally to externally and um, you start to have relief in
58:42
the body. So take the steps that you need that it feels good to
58:45
you to move that, move that from your body and get it out.
58:52
Yeah, because that you you really really can. You You lose your power
58:58
by doing all that stuff. It's like feeding yourself poison. You're feeding yourself
59:00
poison in your body wants to regurgitate it once you get rid of it,
59:04
because it's not beneficial, it's not helping, and they're like, Nope,
59:07
we got to keep it in nor shove it down. I don't want to
59:08
feel much. And I understand I say it like that because I there's a
59:13
lot of things that I didn't want to feel. But I didn't even have
59:15
an awareness that I was trying to avoid feeling these things. I didn't have
59:19
an awareness that by ex excessively cleaning or doing things all the time was just
59:23
distracting me from being able to sit with myself and to deal with whatever is
59:28
going on within the here. And it's not a punishment. It's very relieving,
59:31
it's very freeing. It's very Those stories that are inside of you have
59:37
so much power until you start letting them out, and then you realize they
59:40
don't have any power at all, and then you become neutral. I have
59:44
become neutral with a lot of things that I've worked my way through, and
59:47
now that i've I'm on the other side of it. I can see that
59:51
I'm neutral about it. I don't It's like telling someone else's story. I
59:54
don't have a feeling about it. I'm not for or against it. I
59:58
don't have any energy that's going one way or the other. There's no nothing
1:00:01
holding onto it anymore. I think, like one of the things we said,
1:00:05
we're always trying to grasp for something new, but we can't grasp for
1:00:07
something new when our hands are closed in like fists because we're holding onto the
1:00:10
past. We're holding on the things that can't allow us to grow. You
1:00:15
don't grow from it. I mean you can, you can grow from that,
1:00:17
but you can't if you're feeding yourself that information over and over and over
1:00:21
again. Those stories, those feelings, the emotions, all of it.
1:00:24
You've given yourself poison and you're just trying to keep it inside that body,
1:00:29
and it does. Over time. What happens is it breaks it down.
1:00:32
And it doesn't break it down for a punishment. It breaks it down and
1:00:35
say, hey, look at me. I'm this little kid right here.
1:00:37
I need to be seen. I need to be heard, and it's not
1:00:39
by everybody else. I need to be seen and heard by you internally.
1:00:46
And I just I just want to bring up because I see this on Facebook
1:00:52
and I have to pause every time I see it and just take a breath
1:00:57
because people post on their fuck cancer. Oh yeah, well, I personally
1:01:05
have to say I just have to take a pause and breathe when I see
1:01:07
it, because first of all, even though that person's your friend or your
1:01:13
relative, you really don't know what's going on inside, meaning mentally, fit
1:01:15
in emotionally, you don't because people can put a mask on their face like
1:01:20
yeah, I'm good, but into because I did it for so many years,
1:01:22
but internally just be an absolute mess. And so first of all,
1:01:29
you don't know their story. You don't know their internal story. There are
1:01:32
all their life experiences you don't know that you didn't. You weren't with them
1:01:37
twenty four seven, and even if you were, you would have a different
1:01:39
perspective of what happened than what they had and how they processed it. So,
1:01:45
and I think somebody asked Abraham Hicks about this, about about you know
1:01:51
why people get cancered, and it's it's just another indicator of what we have
1:01:57
going on inside. Every person on the planet has it, well, majority
1:02:02
of people have the cancer cell in their body. But that's like a little
1:02:08
button. That's how is it going to be triggered to make it activated,
1:02:15
to start developing in the body to where it starts consuming the body? And
1:02:22
so the so if we were to embrace it, because then once we understand
1:02:30
that and we grabbed in his Seagull's book The Secret Language of your Body and
1:02:34
read about what cancer the emotional attachments of cancer, and have that compassion of
1:02:40
Oh, I have an understanding of what this person might be going through or
1:02:45
might be processing within themselves that I didn't. I didn't have that awareness before.
1:02:50
All as I know is they have cancer and they're gonna die. Well,
1:02:53
we're all gonna die. We're all going to leave the planet. Where
1:02:55
it's just a matter of how, how, what, what motive transfer rotation
1:03:00
are we taking to get to the other side. So when somebody has a
1:03:07
diagnosis, it's it's there's more going on than just the diagnosis. You were
1:03:14
saying that, Oh, go ahead, oh I as saying, And it's
1:03:16
up to the individual what they do with it. If they feel like they
1:03:20
have a life, life ending sentence, that's it that they're they're not going
1:03:24
to stay. If if they want to live life and create memories the best
1:03:31
they can while with the time that they have left, they're going to do
1:03:36
that. If they want to change their eating habits and look into anything and
1:03:38
everything that will help them to be here, longer they're going to do that.
1:03:42
So it's like we don't have any control on how they receive their diagnosis
1:03:45
and what they do with it. What we can do is love them through
1:03:50
it. What we can do is help create those memories with them and so
1:03:53
that we have those memories to clear up any discord you might have with that
1:03:58
person, and so that there's no regret or guilt once they transition. So
1:04:04
any diagnosis gives us the opportunity to do good things hundred percent. And if
1:04:15
you realize cancer is nothing more than just a messenger. Yeah, that's all
1:04:18
it is. It's an insight if someone so chooses to take a look at
1:04:25
what's going on, it's it's an opportunity. But like you said, I
1:04:29
have been around, I have personal you know, personally not for me,
1:04:31
but for my mom or you know that had had transition because of cancer,
1:04:36
and I know that once that, once that she got that like, that's
1:04:42
it, this is it. You're stage three, you're or stage four whatever.
1:04:46
The final thing is um the final frontier, so not final, but
1:04:53
whatever it was her, it was her way out. It was like,
1:04:56
okay, this is it. I'm I'm taking this path now and I think
1:04:59
we do have, and I've heard others say that we have many exit points
1:05:02
that we have, and on a soul level, I think a lot of
1:05:04
times we know and then some of those things aren't meant for us to fight
1:05:06
against. Some of those things are just too Maybe we had an intention to
1:05:13
heal ourselves within before we transitioned, so that we could have a better connection
1:05:16
once we are transitioned, so we can be more beneficial to all those that
1:05:19
are still here in the physical body, and to be a guide and to
1:05:23
be helpful and stuff like that. So it's all there's always opportunities for through
1:05:27
healing and stuff. Sometimes that healing, when you go through that feeling,
1:05:30
it's just a matter where did it all stem from. It doesn't mean that
1:05:33
it healed the body. It just means that it healed, healed the traumas
1:05:38
that killed the mind, that healed a lot of the other stuff, and
1:05:42
it was their time to go anyways. So, like I said, it's
1:05:45
just a messenger. Don't shoot the messenger. A messengers coming in to help
1:05:48
give you information like insight of what's going on within yourself if you want to
1:05:54
look at it right. That's the same thing. And the drinking before.
1:05:57
I've gained such a different perspective on a lot of that. I don't again,
1:06:01
just like with the custing, I don't with the With the drinking,
1:06:04
it just doesn't. It doesn't serve me. There was a time that it
1:06:09
did serve me from the place that I was at. Now, if I
1:06:12
have a drink, it just doesn't resonate with me. It's not it's just
1:06:15
not my thing. It doesn't do anything for me from that space. If
1:06:18
anything, I feel like it drops my level down, my frequency. I
1:06:24
feel like I dip again, Just like for me again with the cussing.
1:06:27
I don't know what my path is. My soul knows of my path is,
1:06:30
and maybe I do in some ways, and I just don't. I'm
1:06:32
not figuring it out or I just don't believe it. So I mean,
1:06:36
who knows. But it's just to go on the path anyways and just lead
1:06:40
yourself down. We've got all these breadcrumbs, they're everywhere, Like we've put
1:06:44
so much information out there for us, and we're talking about the little things
1:06:46
that we're talking about. Now, these little we overhear a conversation and they
1:06:50
say something I was listening to blend of Walmack's new book, and I was
1:06:56
listening to that and she's talking about the old woman and the old man and
1:06:59
how controlled things it's and really basically it's old beliefs. I'm still listening to
1:07:03
the book. Well then I got a message from someone else. Hey,
1:07:05
listen to Busy if you talk to yourself these words, and they start talking
1:07:10
about the old man, the old man beliefs, and it's like holy smokes.
1:07:13
Like we always say this stuff. You can't make this stuff up.
1:07:15
It shows up, but it's like it's showing up to give you confirmation.
1:07:19
It's confirmation that you're going in the right direction. What does that mean?
1:07:23
Even delve into it, See what that means to you. Delve into it
1:07:27
with inside of yourself. Go into meditation. It was so awesome the other
1:07:30
day. And I know you brought this up too, that someone was saying,
1:07:32
Oh, I just can't meditate. I just struggle with it. And
1:07:35
it's immediately you've heard what she was saying, and you waited till she finished,
1:07:40
and then you told her. You know, basically, it's a mind
1:07:43
dump. Get it. Have a notebook next to you the whole time.
1:07:45
Everybody that's listening. I know that Amy's brought this up before, but we're
1:07:48
bringing it up again because it's I know that someone's listening, that we'll hear
1:07:51
it. And it's time quit using the excuses that you can't do something,
1:07:57
and when you can do something, when you can turn around and you can
1:07:59
start. Have your notebook, candy, and every single thought that comes into
1:08:01
your head, write it down, write it down, and then now it
1:08:04
doesn't have to be there to remind you to do anything, or to feed
1:08:09
you the old story, any of this stuff. And recognizing a lot of
1:08:12
these thoughts, asking yourself, is it's true, like a lot of the
1:08:15
things that we tell ourselves, it's not nice again, how do you know?
1:08:19
You know by how it feels. Just like for me, it wasn't
1:08:24
so much that it was the cuss words or anything like that. It was
1:08:26
just me to pay attention to this gauge that I'm in right now, and
1:08:30
how does it feel? I noticed, I noticed how it felt, and
1:08:32
it was awesome. It's awesome because it gives me insight and it's like,
1:08:38
oh wait a minute, I don't have to do that anymore. I can
1:08:41
do something totally different and then it will feel better. Every single time.
1:08:45
It's amazing to me. I say that all the time, probably every freaking
1:08:47
week, probably everyday, numerous times, but it is. It's absolutely amazing
1:08:51
when you start playing with it. All right, So you heard it from
1:08:58
bad and go play with yourself. No, I'm just going to see watch
1:09:03
the worst. Sometimes you're funny. Feeling can be fun too, just saying
1:09:12
we could have a sense of humor. We have to be serious. It's
1:09:15
better that way. It's better that way, and he can receive so much
1:09:17
more information. Again, it's awesome. All right, my friends, there
1:09:24
was a lot today. I hope you had something out of it, and
1:09:27
I hope that you can think of somebody who could get something out of this,
1:09:30
and if you do, please share us with you with them. Um,
1:09:34
And I think that's it. Thanks for hanging out with us. Yeah,
1:09:41
make a maginbal week, take care of We'll see you next week. By