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I need to be Christlike, Trust God, Take Control, Patience, Find Peace, Stop Hate and Anger By Brett Keane · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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  My family creates music art and books.
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  Links are in the description. Hello, ladies and gentlemen, my
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  name is Brett Keen from God TV radio.
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  I hope you're all having a blessed day out there.
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  Today we're going to talk about Myself wanting to make changes.
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  I do not want to go into this New Year doing some of the
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  things I've done in the past on YouTube.
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  As many of you know I've had bad experiences with atheists in the
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  past. I used to be an atheist myself
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  and I felt like I was betrayed. I felt like people have lied
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  about me. I feel like people have started
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  trouble with me. I feel like people.
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  Went over the line with me but the mistake that I made was I
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  continued to hold the entire atheist Community responsible
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  for just a couple handfuls of atheist who have anti social
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  disorders. You know the type of people were
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  when you want to try to talk to them are you try to invite
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  someone to a discussion and they call you a piece of shed or a
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  piece of garbage or nothing like that are insults you as a person
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  and Well, there's been a couple times where some of these
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  comments and some of these things that people say or videos
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  that I have witnessed whenever I'm looking to see if anybody's
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  made video responses to me, or if I've got some kind of comment
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  with the link going to a video where I'm wanting to see.
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  If anyone wants to actually engage in a discussion, usually
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  a theological discussion or discussion on science, I really
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  Enjoy. Opening these live rooms and
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  having talks with not only religious people but
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  non-believers especially whenever the non-believers as
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  well as religious people are being respectful and they're
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  being considerate of my feelings lately.
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  Whenever I've been doing my live rooms, I've been really enjoying
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  myself. I remember in the past, I was
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  open up public rooms and I would allow everybody to come in and I
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  was getting trolled away. Lat.
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  I was getting porn bombed. I had people who would get up on
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  video pretend as though they were going to be cool.
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  And then they would call me a racist slur or some kind of
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  name. And it would irritate me because
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  I knew that once a person did something like that on video, I
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  had to remove the video edit it go through all kinds of
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  aggravation in order to clean up the broadcast.
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  Or leave it up and take a risk of getting flagged or reported
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  probably by the same. People who deliberately broke
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  Community guidelines in terms of service in the first place just
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  because they wanted to be ignorant.
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  But the problem is with myself, at least as I've allowed myself
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  to one, person sets me off who happens to be an atheist
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  community. And then I end up basically
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  dumping on all non-believers, generalizing them broad brushing
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  them and I and the last couple live rooms I've done.
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  I hung out with a guy called atheist, mr.
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  Jones 1972. And I you theist agnostic by the
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  name of Aden and they've been nothing but respectful.
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  Nothing but considerate and decent.
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  And we've had really, really enlightening, fun conversations.
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  And the past my chat rooms were not very fun for me.
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  I got a lot of people who wanted to do drama on my broadcast on
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  both sides of the aisle non-believers walls religious.
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  But I said no to that, I have decided to not.
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  Let certain people coming to my rooms and take control over.
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  What is actually happening on my channel?
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  I've been feeling a lot better as many of, you know, I have
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  depression issues but I've been really happy with my life.
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  I've been really content with how my children are doing.
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  I've been married for 25 years and me and my wife have a Awful.
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  Wonderful relationship. We both have health issues.
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  We're trying to work out, my brother's got some health issues
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  yet. He's trying to struggle through,
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  trying to make different projects with other.
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  Musicians, out there. He's got this idea where he
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  wants his name to be known by people.
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  He wants to know that whenever he passes from this world, that
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  he won't be forgotten. And it's really important to
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  him, that he feels like music is an extension of himself and he
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  really wants to be able to produce and and put something
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  beautiful out there that can move people.
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  I just really need to make some changes.
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  I can't. And it's not just my issues that
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  I have put on atheist unfairly, but it's also religious people.
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  There's been some religious people where they get under my
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  skin and then I find myself praying to God and saying, God,
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  why am I running into these negative people who claim to
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  hold the same name and labels myself?
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  And I know better, I know that whenever I read the Bible it
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  says there's going to be many out there who claim to come and
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  the name of God and will be false.
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  Will be Hypocrites, will sell me out will hurt me, just as quick
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  as a demon from hell would yet I keep questioning God even though
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  the answers are right there in his word, I don't know if it's
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  forgetfulness ignorance or just sometimes I don't want to agree
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  with what's already being told, or right?
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  What's right there? On the paper.
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  Telling me how I ought to behave myself and the past.
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  I've also made excuses for not following one of the major
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  tenets of Christianity following, a major teaching of
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  Jesus Christ. To love thy enemy.
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  I keep forgetting whenever dealing with non-believers even
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  the ones who are cruel to me at times that no matter what I'm
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  supposed to turn the other cheek, I am supposed to Love My
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  Enemy. I am supposed to love those who
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  attack me and realize that they don't know any better.
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  That sometimes they don't even know what they're doing.
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  Sometimes they have urges inside of them that they can't even
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  control and I need to remember that.
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  I also need to remember that whenever I'm on the internet.
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  There's no telling what kind of problems someone may have that I
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  find myself interacting with I just need to learn how to have
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  more patience. I need to learn how to have more
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  endurance. I need to follow what I preach.
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  If I'm going to tell people that believing in God can actually
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  bring peace in their life and make them content, then I need
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  to show it and not just talk about it too many times.
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  Someone can say something ignored or a said I mean to me
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  and I decide, I've even both said in the past that if you
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  throw mud in my eye I'm going to do it to you.
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  If you're mean to me, then I'll be mean right back.
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  Well, that's the Bible calls that fighting fire with fire,
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  fighting evil with evil. And I've been putting myself in
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  this position over and over again, where I'm simply
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  behaving. No better than the people who
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  are being cruel. Cruel and unfair to me.
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  And it needs to stop. I just turned 45 years old.
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  And I cannot be behaving like a child or a teenager or like some
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  crazy person on the internet who's lost their damn mind and
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  just decides to dump on anybody out there.
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  I need to try to take better control over my depression.
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  And I've been really really working at it.
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  I've also been really, really putting a lot of effort in the
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  trying to deal with my agoraphobia.
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  The most the best I can. I have forced myself to go into
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  locations and areas even though I have a great deal of anxiety,
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  I told myself With God, Anything is Possible.
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  And I find more and more that I'm able to go out further.
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  I'm able to go out further distances.
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  I'm able to actually, sometimes be able to go out on the highway
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  where it was once a serious problem for me.
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  Hmm. I feel a lot of things changing
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  for me for the positive. I feel like, I've worked out a
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  lot of rage and anger that I've had in my past.
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  And I think what's been helping me is writing my autobiography,
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  I'm 400 Pages then also writing the sequel to afterlife
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  simulation. Doing my little therapy sessions
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  on YouTube, where I talk about my problems instead of keeping
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  it in its unusual. I don't know how to explain
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  this, but whenever I do these videos, where I talk about my
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  feelings and about things that bother me, it almost feels like
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  I'm taking this Darkness out of me and just Getting rid of it.
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  Maybe that's one of the reasons why people have such a positive
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  result or outcome when they get their appeal.
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  Of course, I don't have Healthcare.
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  So I can't afford to go talk to a professional.
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  So I'm kind of just working it out on my own, I've noticed all
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  my life, whether it has to do with education, learning, or
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  being able to teach myself how to do, whether its web,
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  designing graphic, design, or any.
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  Creative Outlets, I've had to learn everything on my own.
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  Never had the money to be able to afford trainers or Tutors or
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  any of that kind of stuff. Everything I pretty much know
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  is, is self-taught. I need to acknowledge the good
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  things about myself and try not to hate on myself for some of
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  the negativity as well. I need to take control over my
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  life more. I've accomplished a lot of
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  things. I've done some great things in
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  my life that I'm really proud of.
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  But there's other things I have regrets about but the only way
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  I'm going to be able to deal with these regrets and deal with
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  these. Anger issues that from time to
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  time, haunt me. I just have to figure out a way
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  to deal with it. And I think that I have found
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  some Outlets to be able to help. For now Arne is someone talks
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  nasty or terrible to me or says something that gets my blood
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  pressure going. I'm just going to ignore them
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  and pretend as though they never said a word I'm not going to let
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  someone drag me down into their concept of hell.
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  I need to be better than that. I need to be.
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  More christ-like. God bless.
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