Latest / Booked On Rock with Eric Senich / Warren Zanes: Author Of 'Deliver Me from Nowhere: The Making of Bruce Springsteen's Nebraska' [REPLAY OF EPISODE 133]
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- 0:00Speaker 1: We're totally bumming rock and roll.
- 0:04Speaker 2: I think I'll leave you. You're reading little hands this,
- 0:06Speaker 2: It's time.
- 0:06Speaker 1: To rock and roll. Roll up week I totally booked.
- 0:15Speaker 1: Welcome back to book don Rock. This weekend, as you
- 0:17Speaker 1: may know, is the debut of the film Springsteen Delivered
- 0:21Speaker 1: Me from Nowhere, starring Jeremy Allen White as Bruce Springsteen.
- 0:25Speaker 1: The film is based on a book written by Warren
- 0:27Speaker 1: Zanes called Deliver Me from Nowhere. The Making of Bruce
- 0:30Speaker 1: Springsteen's Nebraska, a phenomenal book. Warren was on the podcast
- 0:34Speaker 1: back in twenty twenty three when the book came out,
- 0:37Speaker 1: so I thought i'd replay the episode for you as
- 0:39Speaker 1: you get ready to check out the film this weekend.
- 0:43Speaker 1: So here it is, going back to episode one thirty
- 0:46Speaker 1: three for author Warren Zanes. Warren, welcome to the podcast.
- 0:51Speaker 2: Thank you so much.
- 0:52Speaker 1: When did you first hear Nebraska and what was your reaction?
- 0:55Speaker 2: I first heard it when it came out. You know,
- 0:58Speaker 2: we were we were already among the converted, and you
- 1:04Speaker 2: know that probably I'm the youngest of three, so there
- 1:07Speaker 2: was the trickle down effect from you know, music that
- 1:12Speaker 2: both my brother brought into the house and my mother
- 1:16Speaker 2: already had. She had a good record collection that included,
- 1:22Speaker 2: you know, everything from Aretha Franklin to Pete Seeger, Josh White,
- 1:27Speaker 2: the Band, the Stones, Van Morris, and my uncle listened
- 1:33Speaker 2: to oldies radio, so we got our Chuck Berry, our
- 1:36Speaker 2: Buddy Holly, Little Richard, and so my brother was set
- 1:40Speaker 2: up to be able to identify Bruce as something good
- 1:44Speaker 2: in the world. And I was the younger brother that
- 1:47Speaker 2: it was all filtering down.
- 1:49Speaker 1: To my older brothers.
- 1:52Speaker 2: Yeah, it's when I teach, I teach it, m yu.
- 1:55Speaker 2: And you know, with my students, it's either parents or
- 2:00Speaker 2: siblings who are the determining factor that give you know,
- 2:05Speaker 2: in my classes, give them a huge advantage if they
- 2:08Speaker 2: they've kind of gotten that transmission. But while the end
- 2:11Speaker 2: is in the East Street Shuffle were we were on
- 2:14Speaker 2: board in a complete way by that time. And then,
- 2:19Speaker 2: as I mentioned in the book, when my brother was
- 2:21Speaker 2: in had conquered high school in New Hampshire, he covered
- 2:26Speaker 2: his school books with the Time and newsweek covers when
- 2:31Speaker 2: Bruce was at his big media week as a young man.
- 2:37Speaker 2: So by the time Nebraska comes, we're we're just waiting
- 2:41Speaker 2: with open arms.
- 2:42Speaker 1: So not surprised at what you heard.
- 2:44Speaker 2: Then, I don't really believe anybody who says they weren't surprised. So, yes,
- 2:49Speaker 2: we were surprised, but we were committed. And I think
- 2:53Speaker 2: this describes the majority of you know, Bruce fans. We
- 2:56Speaker 2: were committed enough to this guy to go, we'll follow you.
- 3:00Speaker 2: We don't know where you're taking us, but we will
- 3:03Speaker 2: follow you.
- 3:04Speaker 1: Bruce told you that without Nebraska, there's no Born in
- 3:06Speaker 1: the USA. What did he mean by.
- 3:08Speaker 2: That, Well, there, the two albums come into the world
- 3:12Speaker 2: at the same time, and then it's just a matter
- 3:16Speaker 2: of kind of differentiating between them. But he had two
- 3:21Speaker 2: thirds of Born in the USA in the can before
- 3:26Speaker 2: Nebraska was officially released, So it's not that you know,
- 3:31Speaker 2: when we go into a record store, we see everything
- 3:34Speaker 2: kind of sequential terms. You know, there's the fourth record,
- 3:38Speaker 2: there's the fifth record. But behind the scenes it's much
- 3:42Speaker 2: sloppier for many artists. But the incredible thing to me
- 3:47Speaker 2: is that he had the strength of Born in the
- 3:50Speaker 2: USA right there, but he had some personal need to
- 3:56Speaker 2: follow Nebraska through and he did it despite what it
- 4:01Speaker 2: would mean for his career trajectory because he was on
- 4:04Speaker 2: this upward movement and Nebraska, you know, both in terms
- 4:10Speaker 2: of the marketplace and just spiritually it went way downward.
- 4:15Speaker 1: And credit you go to John Landau, Bruce's manager and producer, right,
- 4:19Speaker 1: because he supported Bruce.
- 4:20Speaker 2: I don't know if you know that that book mentioned
- 4:23Speaker 2: on the Hill. To me, it's like the worst part
- 4:27Speaker 2: of the art commerce dichotomy. You know, the label guys,
- 4:31Speaker 2: the managers, they're kind of the bad guys. They're only
- 4:34Speaker 2: in it for the money. They're ruining the art. And
- 4:38Speaker 2: it's just sometimes that dichotomy holds true, but often it's
- 4:46Speaker 2: way too simplistic. And in the case of John Landau, look,
- 4:51Speaker 2: he stood by an artist who was making one of
- 4:54Speaker 2: the strangest career moves in the history of popular music.
- 4:59Speaker 2: You know, we've had he had muddy, unfinished, very dark records,
- 5:04Speaker 2: but not from artists who just had their first number
- 5:07Speaker 2: one album. It's just not what anyone would expect, from
- 5:13Speaker 2: the fans, to the label, to the management. And John
- 5:17Speaker 2: Landau was right there supporting his artist.
- 5:20Speaker 1: And when he heard the songs, he was a little
- 5:22Speaker 1: concerned for Bruce, right.
- 5:24Speaker 2: Yeah, when he first heard the songs his response was
- 5:27Speaker 2: you know is what he told me was that he
- 5:29Speaker 2: was quote concerned on a friendship level. So he was
- 5:34Speaker 2: hearing something happening with the songwriter, but he was seeing
- 5:39Speaker 2: some kind of trouble with the man. And then after
- 5:43Speaker 2: Nebraska was released and Bruce took that trip west that
- 5:49Speaker 2: he talks about in his memoir, it was Landau who said,
- 5:53Speaker 2: you need professional help. So he's been He's like, you know,
- 5:57Speaker 2: I talk about John Landau's time in the book like
- 6:01Speaker 2: he knew when it was time to be a friend.
- 6:06Speaker 2: He knew when it was time to be a manager.
- 6:08Speaker 2: And that takes a kind of sophistication that I know
- 6:13Speaker 2: I couldn't do it. If I were a manager. Being
- 6:15Speaker 2: completely honest, I'd say, we definitely are not doing Nebraska.
- 6:21Speaker 2: You know, it's just again, it's such a left turn.
- 6:24Speaker 2: It can't be overstated. God, the way it worked. And
- 6:28Speaker 2: I'll tell you when I first looked at it, I
- 6:32Speaker 2: was I had a suspicion, and my suspicion was this,
- 6:36Speaker 2: it's all strategy. It's all strategy. Because Nebraska gets all
- 6:42Speaker 2: the critics on board, it's a kind of declaration of
- 6:46Speaker 2: this deep authenticity. And then Born in the USA comes
- 6:51Speaker 2: and it's just like, let's go deep into you know
- 6:55Speaker 2: the world, the hits and the commercial bid it and
- 7:00Speaker 2: it's not the case. But it worked out so perfectly.
- 7:05Speaker 2: It was hard not to project strategy in hindsight, but
- 7:10Speaker 2: it wasn't the strategy. It was like one man following
- 7:14Speaker 2: a kind of deep need. There was some place he
- 7:18Speaker 2: had to go that was more important than career considerations,
- 7:23Speaker 2: and in the end it happened to benefit that career.
- 7:27Speaker 1: There is an absence of melody on Nebraska, which was
- 7:30Speaker 1: intentional on Bruce's part. This leads us to a band
- 7:34Speaker 1: called Suicide. Who is Suicide and what influence do they
- 7:37Speaker 1: have on this album?
- 7:39Speaker 2: So Suicide, you know, they get a good amount of
- 7:41Speaker 2: space in the book because you can't understand Nebraska without them.
- 7:47Speaker 2: So Bruce there a duo, drum machine, electronic. It was
- 7:54Speaker 2: really like the father of electronic music. But you know,
- 7:59Speaker 2: for listeners, the song I recommend people go to is
- 8:02Speaker 2: Frankie Teardrop, which is a very long song, around ten minutes,
- 8:09Speaker 2: but it involves a guy coming home from a factory job,
- 8:13Speaker 2: you know, and at that point you're close to some
- 8:15Speaker 2: things we've seen in Springsteen's world. But then he comes home,
- 8:20Speaker 2: murders his wife, murders his child, kills himself, and it's
- 8:27Speaker 2: so dark and so not what you expect of popular music.
- 8:33Speaker 2: And Alan Vega, who's in suicide, he's just on a microphone,
- 8:39Speaker 2: so he's not playing an instrument, but he does the
- 8:41Speaker 2: screams of that moment of infanticide, and it's it's just
- 8:47Speaker 2: you had to kind of strap your seatbelt on just
- 8:50Speaker 2: to listen to this stuff. And Springsteen felt this deep
- 8:54Speaker 2: connection with it. And when he described it to me,
- 8:56Speaker 2: he said his word was he heard it kind of
- 9:00Speaker 2: unforgivingness in suicide and he didn't know that music go
- 9:06Speaker 2: that far out, and so it gave him a kind
- 9:09Speaker 2: of license. And on the song State Trooper, you hear
- 9:12Speaker 2: Springsteen do these screams that are almost like him signing
- 9:17Speaker 2: Alan vegas name to that song. So their presence is
- 9:21Speaker 2: keenly felt, but it's they were the ones who kind
- 9:25Speaker 2: of gave him permission to go that low.
- 9:30Speaker 1: And they didn't have an influence on just that song, right,
- 9:33Speaker 1: it's the whole album.
- 9:34Speaker 2: I think, like musically you hear the most in State Trooper,
- 9:39Speaker 2: but I think it's a cross it's spread across Nebraska
- 9:42Speaker 2: in the sense of these things can happen in popular music,
- 9:49Speaker 2: These things can you know in a way that I
- 9:52Speaker 2: would translate it to mean the whole of life, it's
- 9:57Speaker 2: absolute worst can be there represented in the stories we
- 10:03Speaker 2: tell through song, and you know, the bulk of what
- 10:08Speaker 2: you hear on you know, think back to nineteen eighty two.
- 10:13Speaker 2: Look at the top one hundred. You're gonna see songs
- 10:17Speaker 2: of romance, songs of longing, songs of loss. That's always
- 10:22Speaker 2: in American popular music, taking up the greatest amount of
- 10:27Speaker 2: the kind of geography of it all. But life itself
- 10:31Speaker 2: has these tragedies, It has this desperation, and Springsteen, because
- 10:37Speaker 2: of suicide, says I can bring that into the music.
- 10:42Speaker 1: The complex characters too. You know, bad person can do
- 10:46Speaker 1: good things, a good person can do bad things. It's
- 10:48Speaker 1: not all black and white.
- 10:50Speaker 2: The absence of redemption. You know, there are a lot
- 10:53Speaker 2: of people in Springsteen's songs prior to Nebraska who are
- 10:58Speaker 2: in really hard places. But there's some like sliver of
- 11:04Speaker 2: hope I think, you know he talks about you know,
- 11:07Speaker 2: he mentioned to me like stolen car off the River
- 11:10Speaker 2: that could have been on Nebraska. You can see him
- 11:13Speaker 2: like stepping toward these songs that don't resolve with that
- 11:19Speaker 2: trace of hope. You know, they go into a hopeless place,
- 11:23Speaker 2: which is where we sometimes go in our lives. So
- 11:27Speaker 2: why can't the music go with us?
- 11:30Speaker 1: That's what I think connects the fans so much to
- 11:32Speaker 1: his music. It just feels like there's a little bit
- 11:34Speaker 1: of you in his songs, in his in the characters
- 11:39Speaker 1: that make up his songs. There's just something so deep.
- 11:41Speaker 1: What was it the julia to him when you first
- 11:44Speaker 1: heard his music?
- 11:46Speaker 2: It was it was the full package, you know, I
- 11:48Speaker 2: think because you know, again in time about my mother's
- 11:51Speaker 2: record collection and the things that were coming into the
- 11:55Speaker 2: house through my brother. Van Morrison was there astraally, you know,
- 12:01Speaker 2: moon Dance, and then we got we went back to
- 12:05Speaker 2: them and we knew that he had done. Here comes
- 12:10Speaker 2: in the Night Glory like, Okay, you know, Van Morrison
- 12:14Speaker 2: is a singer songwriter from rock and roll, and I
- 12:20Speaker 2: think if you're listening to that kind of artist at
- 12:23Speaker 2: that level, you're ready for Bruce Springsteen. And you know,
- 12:27Speaker 2: we loved, we did. We were We were too young
- 12:30Speaker 2: to kind of see Dylan go electric. He was electric
- 12:33Speaker 2: by the time we came out of the womb, and
- 12:36Speaker 2: so ye Dylan progress for that and and but Springsteen
- 12:41Speaker 2: felt like somehow he belonged to us and not to
- 12:45Speaker 2: our mother or our uncle. Right, yes, and that matters.
- 12:49Speaker 1: Bruce. He gives you a great description of what it
- 12:51Speaker 1: was like recording the songs. This is chapter eleven. He
- 12:55Speaker 1: uses a teac one four track recorder. Is that that's
- 13:01Speaker 1: a It looks kind of like what I'm recording my podcast.
- 13:04Speaker 1: I was like a little mix.
- 13:06Speaker 2: I went falling on eBay. I just I found a
- 13:10Speaker 2: broken one. And when I do book events that bring
- 13:12Speaker 2: it with me, just because it's good to make contact
- 13:16Speaker 2: with the material history and to see this thing.
- 13:21Speaker 1: You know, it was ahead of its time at that point, right.
- 13:24Speaker 2: Ahead of its time, and now it looks like just
- 13:26Speaker 2: this artifact of deep funkiness and it's cool for people
- 13:30Speaker 2: to see it. When we did the CBS Sunday Morning Piece,
- 13:35Speaker 2: I brought it out there and you know, it was beautiful.
- 13:39Speaker 2: Bruce kind of put his hands on it, you know,
- 13:42Speaker 2: but both his hands just like feel things like yeah, yeah,
- 13:46Speaker 2: But it's recording on a cassette that you could buy.
- 13:53Speaker 2: You know, at the time, you could go buy them
- 13:55Speaker 2: that cvs and you know, little kids would use them
- 13:59Speaker 2: to tape their voice. Isn't play it back. The difference
- 14:02Speaker 2: with the TC one forty four was that it's for
- 14:05Speaker 2: track recording, and so that was the revolution. It had
- 14:08Speaker 2: been there for a couple of years, been out on
- 14:11Speaker 2: the market for a couple of years, but to put
- 14:14Speaker 2: it really simply, it was the first consumer multi track machine. Now,
- 14:20Speaker 2: multi track recording is a mundane thing. It's on everybody's laptop,
- 14:25Speaker 2: you know, if you choose to do it. But then
- 14:28Speaker 2: it was like, whoa multi track recording? And pretty soon
- 14:34Speaker 2: you see that shift where people are starting to take
- 14:37Speaker 2: it home. And in that respect, Springsteen's move was very
- 14:42Speaker 2: prophetic of what was coming. But he took it home
- 14:46Speaker 2: and it was still cassette recording.
- 14:48Speaker 1: Yeah. Well, also it's where he recorded it too. Where
- 14:51Speaker 1: is this house that he records it in? And it's
- 14:54Speaker 1: just in the bedroom, right Yeah.
- 14:56Speaker 2: Yeah. I mean I'll tell you if I maybe hitting
- 15:00Speaker 2: ahead of things. But when I finished the book, I
- 15:04Speaker 2: sent it to John Landau first, and you know, John
- 15:11Speaker 2: got back and it was you know, we had a
- 15:14Speaker 2: call that was really rich, deep memorable for me, and
- 15:20Speaker 2: you know, at the end he said, so, you know,
- 15:22Speaker 2: I want to send it on to Bruce, but I'm
- 15:25Speaker 2: not going to tell him anything. I'm not going to
- 15:27Speaker 2: tell him how I feel. Let's get a cold read
- 15:30Speaker 2: off of Bruce and he sends it. And then a
- 15:34Speaker 2: couple of days later, I got an email from Bruce
- 15:37Speaker 2: and you know, at the end of it, he said,
- 15:40Speaker 2: how can I help you? And I said, I wrote back,
- 15:44Speaker 2: I can't find this house. You know I'm not I'm
- 15:46Speaker 2: not a great There there Bruce fans who are better
- 15:50Speaker 2: at this kind of research than I am. But it
- 15:52Speaker 2: was you can find a lot of Bruce's homes, couldn't
- 15:55Speaker 2: find this one. And a few days later, Bruce, I
- 16:00Speaker 2: get an undisclosed number on my phone and it's Bruce
- 16:03Speaker 2: calling from the bedroom where he recorded Nebraska. And you know,
- 16:08Speaker 2: he says, Hey, Lauren, it's I'm in the room. We're
- 16:12Speaker 2: forty years ago I made Nebraska and I haven't been
- 16:17Speaker 2: here since. And the guy who rented it to me
- 16:20Speaker 2: still rents it, and he said, I can bring you out.
- 16:23Speaker 2: And so Bruce gave me this last stop in my pilgrimage,
- 16:28Speaker 2: and I'll tell you to be working on a book
- 16:30Speaker 2: over a period of years, and then walk with the
- 16:36Speaker 2: artist into the bedroom where the record was made. Is
- 16:42Speaker 2: as you know, moving an experience as I've had, and
- 16:49Speaker 2: I think, just like I said that Tiac, I wanted
- 16:53Speaker 2: to buy one on eBay just to have the material
- 16:56Speaker 2: history in front of me. Bruce did a few things
- 17:01Speaker 2: along the way, like bringing me to that room. It
- 17:05Speaker 2: really helped me as a writer. Like when you're standing
- 17:08Speaker 2: in the room and there's some history breathing in those
- 17:13Speaker 2: walls and it relates to a project you've been working
- 17:16Speaker 2: on for a couple of years, it just matters. It
- 17:20Speaker 2: does something. And I think he knows that, you know,
- 17:24Speaker 2: he and so he made as much physical contact possible
- 17:29Speaker 2: for me, you know, with the the guitar that he used,
- 17:33Speaker 2: with the portrait of his aunt who you know, died
- 17:38Speaker 2: when she was six. Like he put these things in
- 17:41Speaker 2: front of me, and it's hard to say exactly what
- 17:45Speaker 2: that means to a writing project, but I know it
- 17:47Speaker 2: means something, you know. So when he knew, yeah, he's.
- 17:54Speaker 1: He's really the producer at that point, he's getting the most.
- 17:58Speaker 2: Yeah, that's that's at That's a good way of putting it,
- 18:02Speaker 2: because then you know when we got into the room
- 18:04Speaker 2: that you know, there were a few minutes of like
- 18:07Speaker 2: I probably he probably saw on my feet slightly off
- 18:10Speaker 2: the ground, and after a few minutes of quiet, he
- 18:13Speaker 2: just handed me his cell phone and said, take my picture,
- 18:18Speaker 2: and that pictures in the book. And then he just
- 18:24Speaker 2: started going, Okay, in my bed was here, it was
- 18:27Speaker 2: turned this way, and then I had a wooden table
- 18:31Speaker 2: over there, and he just created a picture. You know.
- 18:35Speaker 2: The room was a lot the same, but he wanted
- 18:37Speaker 2: to give me exactly how it was set up. And
- 18:40Speaker 2: just like a writer can't ask.
- 18:42Speaker 1: For more, the shag rug was still there, wasn't it.
- 18:45Speaker 2: Yeah. I I wanted people to turn their backs so
- 18:50Speaker 2: I could cut a piece of that orange shag give
- 18:53Speaker 2: it to my sons.
- 18:55Speaker 1: Yes, oh man, is it a small house.
- 18:59Speaker 2: Well, it's different than it was because they did some
- 19:02Speaker 2: They put a second story edition and they kind of
- 19:05Speaker 2: blew out the kitchen. So the house you see now
- 19:09Speaker 2: from the front doesn't look the same. But the room
- 19:12Speaker 2: where he made Nebraska, it's not just those orange shag rugs.
- 19:17Speaker 2: It's like mostly intact. So it's this corner as you're
- 19:22Speaker 2: looking at the house, it's the rear left corner looking
- 19:26Speaker 2: out on the reservoir, and it's like it was wow wild.
- 19:33Speaker 1: It's in Colts Neck, right yeah, Yeah, how did it
- 19:36Speaker 1: come about that he chose that house.
- 19:38Speaker 2: It's some of his his road crew were living in
- 19:44Speaker 2: another place rented by the fellow who owns this, So
- 19:48Speaker 2: he's a realtor. He's you know, a man wears a
- 19:51Speaker 2: few different hats. But this was rented for Bruce when
- 19:57Speaker 2: he got kind of not a but I imagine they
- 20:01Speaker 2: were selling the house he had been renting, so somebody
- 20:06Speaker 2: just got him a place so that he could, you know,
- 20:08Speaker 2: in his words, it was an emergency landing at the
- 20:12Speaker 2: end of the river door.
- 20:16Speaker 1: So mansion on the Hill. That's the first song that
- 20:19Speaker 1: came to Bruce, as far as he recalls. There was
- 20:21Speaker 1: a song with that title recorded by Hank Williams from
- 20:24Speaker 1: nineteen forty eight, Fred Rose credited as co writer. Rose's
- 20:30Speaker 1: theme is of a woman leaving the one she truly
- 20:32Speaker 1: loves to marry a man with money. Far from Bruce's version.
- 20:37Speaker 1: His version is absent of judgment.
- 20:39Speaker 2: Yeah. The Hank Williams version is a little bit like
- 20:42Speaker 2: the Eagles Lion Eyes, same theme, and Bruce's is much more.
- 20:49Speaker 2: You know, he he it when he introduced it live.
- 20:52Speaker 2: Sometimes it'd talk about taking drives with his father around freehold,
- 20:59Speaker 2: and he was like, we were like tourists in our
- 21:02Speaker 2: own town, like looking at the big homes, you know,
- 21:05Speaker 2: driving by them. You know, he was young enough that
- 21:08Speaker 2: it kind of filled him with wonder. It didn't give
- 21:11Speaker 2: him a sense of you know, class difference or anything.
- 21:14Speaker 2: It was more how a child would see it and
- 21:18Speaker 2: his mansion on the hill really is it's not about
- 21:21Speaker 2: life's better if you have the mansion, or better if
- 21:24Speaker 2: you don't. You know, as you just said, it's it's
- 21:28Speaker 2: it suspends judgment, and it's more just about a child's wonder.
- 21:34Speaker 2: And you know that that time when you're young enough
- 21:38Speaker 2: and you know, as I say in the book, romance
- 21:41Speaker 2: and class haven't yet organized life, and you're kind of
- 21:47Speaker 2: open in a particular way. And you know that that
- 21:51Speaker 2: point of view in that song brought Bruce to this
- 21:56Speaker 2: young age. That was the same age he was when
- 22:01Speaker 2: he was living with his grandparents, which was, you know,
- 22:06Speaker 2: roughly until he was aged six. And you know, he said,
- 22:11Speaker 2: in different ways, Nebraska is about that time of his
- 22:15Speaker 2: life and that time with his grandparents in that house.
- 22:21Speaker 1: But this is when things go from mystical to dark
- 22:24Speaker 1: and troubled. According to Bruce, the next song is the
- 22:26Speaker 1: title track. It's based on a true story. Can you
- 22:29Speaker 1: talk about the film bad Lands from nineteen seventy three
- 22:33Speaker 1: and the nineteen fifty eight stark Weather murderspree, because that
- 22:37Speaker 1: is a major influence on Bruce.
- 22:39Speaker 2: It's kind of incredible to me still. You know, So
- 22:44Speaker 2: he sees Terrence Malick's bad Lands on TV. You know,
- 22:48Speaker 2: he's spending quite a lot of time alone. Max Weinberg
- 22:53Speaker 2: is quoted in the book is saying, you know, for
- 22:56Speaker 2: a while there, we didn't know where he lived. So
- 22:59Speaker 2: Bruce is kind of cut off from his band after
- 23:03Speaker 2: being you know, very close on tour for over a year.
- 23:08Speaker 2: And he's there watching TV by himself one night and
- 23:12Speaker 2: he sees Terrence Malick's bad Lands and bad Lands is
- 23:16Speaker 2: it's Martin Sheen and Sissy SpaceX their first big feature jobs.
- 23:24Speaker 2: So there're these actors who are having a moment, and
- 23:28Speaker 2: it's Malick's first real it's a warnerber Brothers project, so
- 23:33Speaker 2: it's a significant outing. And the subject is these nineteen
- 23:38Speaker 2: fifty eight serial murders associated with Charles Starkweather and his
- 23:45Speaker 2: you know, accomplice. Whose role is you know, depends on
- 23:48Speaker 2: your interpretation. But caroly Anne Fugate and they killed eleven people,
- 23:55Speaker 2: and Malick makes this film that that kind of drifts
- 23:59Speaker 2: between an account of those killings, and then there's fantasy
- 24:05Speaker 2: in it too, almost like a Swiss family Robinson moment
- 24:10Speaker 2: where stark Weather and if you build this place in
- 24:13Speaker 2: the forest and you're completely untethered from the historical account,
- 24:18Speaker 2: But I feel like what you're really seeing is when
- 24:23Speaker 2: everyday life just rrupts with this pure violence and a
- 24:30Speaker 2: kind of violence that stands beyond reason. You can't explain it.
- 24:37Speaker 2: And I think that's something that Springsteen was connecting to it.
- 24:42Speaker 2: But he just says he saw this film and somehow
- 24:47Speaker 2: the story of these killings reminded him of his childhood,
- 24:52Speaker 2: which is just a really on paper, a wild statement,
- 24:59Speaker 2: and it's not a one for one correspondence. You know,
- 25:02Speaker 2: there's something he only he like saw that connection. But
- 25:08Speaker 2: you know he's so he helps me, you know, in
- 25:10Speaker 2: his interviews, he helped me to make the connections. But
- 25:14Speaker 2: the interesting thing that happens is he watches it, he
- 25:18Speaker 2: wakes up thinking about it still and goes to the
- 25:22Speaker 2: library to look for books on the Starkweather killings, and
- 25:27Speaker 2: he finds the book Carol, written by Nannette Beaver and
- 25:31Speaker 2: two other authors, and the Neette Beaver was working in
- 25:35Speaker 2: the Omaha television and radio station that first reported the
- 25:40Speaker 2: serial murders. And he reads this book and then he
- 25:45Speaker 2: calls that Omaha television station and the Nett Beaver's still
- 25:50Speaker 2: working there, so, you know, at that time, it's what
- 25:53Speaker 2: nineteen eighty one, it's been since nineteen fifty eight, and
- 25:58Speaker 2: she's still there, and he gets her on the phone,
- 26:01Speaker 2: and you know, I said to Springsteen, like, what were
- 26:05Speaker 2: you up to? Like what was what were you doing?
- 26:09Speaker 2: And he said, well, you know, I research my songs
- 26:14Speaker 2: in a number of cases like that. That's not that
- 26:17Speaker 2: odd for me. But I was onto something else, and
- 26:22Speaker 2: I'm you know, I'm not entirely sure what I was doing.
- 26:25Speaker 2: But he felt like, you know, he needed to get
- 26:28Speaker 2: this right, and when Nebraska came, he saw it as
- 26:33Speaker 2: this this kind of entry point into the album as
- 26:38Speaker 2: a whole, like Mansion on the Hill could have led
- 26:41Speaker 2: to a number of different albums, but Nebraska, that song
- 26:46Speaker 2: led to this album.
- 26:48Speaker 1: And that opening line about the girl twirling the baton,
- 26:51Speaker 1: that's actually from the movie, right, that's a scene with
- 26:54Speaker 1: Sissy's basic.
- 26:55Speaker 2: That comes from the movie, and it was just by
- 26:58Speaker 2: chance that Terrence Malick, I don't know where they were,
- 27:02Speaker 2: but there was a baton and she started twirling it,
- 27:04Speaker 2: and he didn't know she could twirl a baton, and
- 27:09Speaker 2: he just kind of sewed the thing into the narrative
- 27:14Speaker 2: through line of the movie. So it has nothing to
- 27:16Speaker 2: do with Carolyne Fugate. It only has to do with
- 27:20Speaker 2: bad Lands. But you know, Springsteen migrated it in and
- 27:25Speaker 2: I feel like that's he exposes his source materials in
- 27:30Speaker 2: really interesting ways. That's one of them.
- 27:35Speaker 1: Warren Zane's is here to talk about his brand new book,
- 27:37Speaker 1: Deliver Me from Nowhere, the making of Bruce Springsteen's Nebraska,
- 27:41Speaker 1: which is out now. One thing I noticed about the
- 27:43Speaker 1: book is it's not a track by track analysis.
- 27:46Speaker 2: I don't I don't do a kind of song by song,
- 27:50Speaker 2: you know.
- 27:50Speaker 3: I maybe that's the songwriter part of me that I
- 27:56Speaker 3: feel like that's a you gotta not go too far
- 28:00Speaker 3: into the listener's business.
- 28:03Speaker 2: And so I don't do a song by song. So
- 28:06Speaker 2: I feel like you can read my book and there's
- 28:08Speaker 2: still all the mystery you want. I left intact with
- 28:13Speaker 2: Nebraska but I think sometimes if his childhood when he
- 28:18Speaker 2: was living in his grandparents' home was kind of the
- 28:21Speaker 2: personal source material that he was drawing on. You can't
- 28:26Speaker 2: find easy one to one correspondences in the stories, but
- 28:30Speaker 2: I feel it's that part of his childhood is the
- 28:34Speaker 2: engine that fuels these stories. But the characters in those
- 28:39Speaker 2: stories don't derive directly from his childhood. These are stories
- 28:44Speaker 2: he's telling the thing I felt with Nebraska, and I
- 28:48Speaker 2: felt this pretty early on when I got it, you know,
- 28:51Speaker 2: I picked it up in eighty two and I brought
- 28:53Speaker 2: it back to boarding school. But he's telling really really
- 28:59Speaker 2: complax stories with a new level of economy. So like
- 29:06Speaker 2: highway Patrolment, to me, is still a wonder in terms
- 29:12Speaker 2: of the sophistication of just the narrative strategies. There. You
- 29:17Speaker 2: know those two brothers, you know, both of them dancing
- 29:21Speaker 2: with the same woman, and then the you know, the
- 29:24Speaker 2: brother who's a policeman letting the other brother go. Though
- 29:28Speaker 2: as a policeman representing the law, he should be bringing
- 29:32Speaker 2: his brother in, but as a brother he lets him go.
- 29:36Speaker 2: That's such a complex move because he's both because he
- 29:40Speaker 2: loves that brother, he's letting him go free. At the
- 29:44Speaker 2: same time he's getting his brother out of his life.
- 29:47Speaker 2: It's it's not some neat you know, story of love
- 29:51Speaker 2: between brothers. It's like, you can't be in my life anymore.
- 29:55Speaker 2: And I feel like man to get all that done
- 29:59Speaker 2: in a three or whatever minute song is a writer
- 30:04Speaker 2: working at the height of his powers.
- 30:07Speaker 1: One track that I always find interesting lyrically is Reason
- 30:10Speaker 1: to Believe. Is Bruce making a statement or is he
- 30:14Speaker 1: asking how do you find a reason to believe when
- 30:17Speaker 1: all this stuff goes wrong in life? Or is it
- 30:19Speaker 1: that he himself is saying you got to find a
- 30:22Speaker 1: reason to believe? Like he's encouraging the listener.
- 30:25Speaker 2: I mean, you said to me, I don't see how
- 30:27Speaker 2: anybody finds anything hopeful in that song, he said. I
- 30:31Speaker 2: guess it's just the density of that title takes people
- 30:36Speaker 2: down that road. But I see no reason for it.
- 30:39Speaker 2: But he's he's seen this effect take place in his
- 30:44Speaker 2: career at many times where people they see the title,
- 30:48Speaker 2: you know, whether it's you know, Born in the USA
- 30:51Speaker 2: or Hungry Heart Like, they see the titles, they feel
- 30:56Speaker 2: the song and they misinterpret it look hungry heart like.
- 31:01Speaker 2: Hungry Heart is like a guy's leaving his family forever,
- 31:06Speaker 2: right first two lines.
- 31:08Speaker 1: There's a quote in the book I want to ask
- 31:10Speaker 1: you about. It's from author D. C. Beard, and you
- 31:13Speaker 1: use it to start chapter eight. It's from eighteen eighty two,
- 31:16Speaker 1: and the quote is, there will frequently occur gaps in
- 31:19Speaker 1: the long winter evenings that are hard to fill up satisfactorily.
- 31:22Speaker 1: Hours when tired of reading or study, a boy does
- 31:26Speaker 1: not know what to do. How did you come up
- 31:28Speaker 1: with that quote and what led you to using it
- 31:30Speaker 1: for the book.
- 31:31Speaker 2: That might be my favorite epigraph in the whole book,
- 31:36Speaker 2: because that's from the American Boy's Handy Book. And Beard
- 31:42Speaker 2: played some role in the origin story of the Boy Scouts.
- 31:47Speaker 2: But I just I just one of the musicians I
- 31:50Speaker 2: was doing a book event with. I just bought that
- 31:53Speaker 2: book for him because he pointed to that same epigraph,
- 31:56Speaker 2: and I said, that's from the American Boy's Handy Book.
- 31:59Speaker 2: I used to look at that thing when I was
- 32:02Speaker 2: growing up. I have my brother's old copy and I
- 32:06Speaker 2: still do. But it was all about different things that
- 32:09Speaker 2: you could do, like you could make your own boat,
- 32:11Speaker 2: learn how to build a fire without matches, you know,
- 32:15Speaker 2: learn how to make a trap for rabbits, you know,
- 32:19Speaker 2: with all this stuff. And I would pore over this
- 32:22Speaker 2: book and I really wanted to build one of these boats.
- 32:27Speaker 2: And I just go out into our barn, you know,
- 32:30Speaker 2: looking for like, can I use this? Can I use this?
- 32:33Speaker 2: Like I never got to a boat, but this book
- 32:37Speaker 2: just filled my imagination. And that quote, it was personal
- 32:43Speaker 2: that I wanted it in there, but it also felt
- 32:46Speaker 2: like just an interesting way to describe Bruce Springsteen there
- 32:51Speaker 2: in his rental and Colt Snack, not knowing what to
- 32:55Speaker 2: do with this free time, and he goes into Nebraska.
- 33:01Speaker 1: Yeah. I love that. It's such a great quote.
- 33:03Speaker 2: You can still get the American Boys Handy Book. It's
- 33:07Speaker 2: like it's just these you know, reproductions. Mine was a reproduction.
- 33:11Speaker 2: Obviously I'm not I'm all, but I'm not over one hundred.
- 33:16Speaker 1: Yes. Well, this book also answers the question I always
- 33:19Speaker 1: wondered if Bruce wanted to use the original Born in
- 33:22Speaker 1: the USA for Nebraska, and he says he did, he wished,
- 33:26Speaker 1: he decided to. There was also a moment when Bruce
- 33:29Speaker 1: considered making it a double album, one side of songs
- 33:33Speaker 1: that sounded like what Born in the USA would sound like,
- 33:37Speaker 1: and then the other side tracks that make up Nebraska.
- 33:40Speaker 1: How come that didn't happen?
- 33:42Speaker 2: I mean, I speculate, and you know, before this book
- 33:47Speaker 2: went to publication, you know, as I said, already Bruce
- 33:51Speaker 2: read it, and so he had a chance to say,
- 33:54Speaker 2: I know, actually, no, that's not right. But I did
- 33:57Speaker 2: my own speculation. And when you've just on a double album,
- 34:02Speaker 2: you don't want to do one again. Double albums are
- 34:06Speaker 2: often a solution to a problem, not an idea in
- 34:11Speaker 2: and of themselves. So and there's there's more labor, there's
- 34:16Speaker 2: more of a challenge to create cohesion. I think that's
- 34:21Speaker 2: why we celebrate double albums like Exile on Main Street, which, man,
- 34:26Speaker 2: it really works, but I think it's hard to make
- 34:30Speaker 2: it work. Having just done it with the River, that
- 34:34Speaker 2: was not what he wanted to go through again.
- 34:37Speaker 1: Another problem Bruce didn't see coming was getting the mixes
- 34:40Speaker 1: from the tape onto vinyl.
- 34:42Speaker 2: You were all you know once he you know, they
- 34:45Speaker 2: try to look Nebraska is the only official release of
- 34:51Speaker 2: Bruce Springsteen's that was recorded without him realizing it was
- 34:57Speaker 2: going to be an official release. So there which you're
- 35:00Speaker 2: hearing as an artist who's thinking they're making demos. So
- 35:04Speaker 2: leaving mistakes in and continuing on, you know, not quite
- 35:09Speaker 2: comfortable with the lyrics. You know, they get jammed in
- 35:12Speaker 2: and places, not worrying as much about perfect pitch, tempo, a.
- 35:18Speaker 1: Little overmodulation at times.
- 35:20Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like it's it's flawed, beautifully flawed. We need
- 35:26Speaker 2: more flaws if you ask me. And this this is
- 35:30Speaker 2: a testament to that. But they finally get to this
- 35:33Speaker 2: point they try to re record it, Bruce solo, Bruce
- 35:37Speaker 2: with the band, and he feels it's not working. So
- 35:41Speaker 2: that day comes when he makes that decision, let's put
- 35:46Speaker 2: put the cassette out, Let's put this what's on this cassette,
- 35:50Speaker 2: let's put this out as the official release. And the
- 35:55Speaker 2: thought is okay, And it's a whole nother set of
- 35:59Speaker 2: problems because of tape speeds, because the signal wasn't enough
- 36:06Speaker 2: for them to be able to master with they were
- 36:09Speaker 2: getting feedback, i mean distortion in the masters, and it
- 36:15Speaker 2: took four mastering facilities to finally get something that could
- 36:21Speaker 2: become a vinyl record. So it was this odyssey where
- 36:27Speaker 2: these you know, this music that had become attached to
- 36:31Speaker 2: just struggled to find its way into the world.
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- 37:08Speaker 1: com and click on my Deals. After Nebraska was released,
- 37:12Speaker 1: Bruce went on a road trip that he told you
- 37:14Speaker 1: was an epiphany of its own, which he never really
- 37:16Speaker 1: came back from. What was it about that trip that
- 37:19Speaker 1: affected Bruce so much?
- 37:21Speaker 2: This was really the doorway that Bruce's inadvertently cut in
- 37:28Speaker 2: the wall for me to walk through to write this book,
- 37:31Speaker 2: because it's in his memoir. You know, I was reading
- 37:34Speaker 2: the memoir and Nebraska goes by really pretty quickly, and
- 37:40Speaker 2: then there's right after meaning in the memoir it goes
- 37:43Speaker 2: by pretty quickly, and then there's this road trip West,
- 37:47Speaker 2: which is like the centerpiece of his memoir, and he
- 37:51Speaker 2: talks about having a kind of mental breakdown and needing
- 37:56Speaker 2: to get real therapeutic help. And it happens on this
- 38:02Speaker 2: trip west after Nebraska. And by the time, you know,
- 38:06Speaker 2: he's driving west to go to the first home that
- 38:10Speaker 2: he ever purchased for himself, and it's in Los Angeles,
- 38:14Speaker 2: you know, overlooking Hollywood. You know, before he gets there,
- 38:19Speaker 2: he has this experience that you know, he describes beautifully
- 38:24Speaker 2: and tragically in his memoir. And I just felt like, Wow,
- 38:32Speaker 2: I see a connection between what he went into that
- 38:37Speaker 2: moment in his childhood, at time in his childhood that
- 38:41Speaker 2: he went into, what it shook up inside of him,
- 38:46Speaker 2: and then this breakdown and this gap between Nebraska and
- 38:52Speaker 2: born in the USA, where Bruce is kind of somewhere else.
- 38:58Speaker 2: I just felt like something happened that helps us to
- 39:05Speaker 2: understand Nebraska. And that was you know, that was his
- 39:11Speaker 2: memoir that gave me, really it gave me license to
- 39:16Speaker 2: go deeper. And then the interviews with Bruce were without them,
- 39:22Speaker 2: no book. He's the spine of this book in every way.
- 39:28Speaker 1: He really felt like he was on the outside looking in.
- 39:31Speaker 2: Yeah, he's feeling radical detachment, just radical detachment and disconnection
- 39:39Speaker 2: from people who are living these simple lives, you know,
- 39:44Speaker 2: raising families, having jobs, and he's recognizing that he can
- 39:49Speaker 2: only observe that. And I think he says that I
- 39:52Speaker 2: was an observer, and you know, it's there's a crisis
- 39:58Speaker 2: there like this, a guy who comes from a family
- 40:02Speaker 2: and wants to have one, and he's going to have to.
- 40:06Speaker 2: You know, it's very hard to I've never experienced it,
- 40:11Speaker 2: but I've been around people who, you know, because of
- 40:15Speaker 2: their success as songwriters, recording artists and performers, their lives
- 40:22Speaker 2: have changed dramatically, you know, and often it's from you know,
- 40:27Speaker 2: rock and roll, a lot of people from lower on
- 40:29Speaker 2: than class ladder who become famous for their contributions to
- 40:35Speaker 2: this story and their lives start to look nothing like
- 40:40Speaker 2: what they come from. And I think that dislocation is
- 40:45Speaker 2: really hard to do, you know. I say that as
- 40:49Speaker 2: an as an observer, and I think he was coming
- 40:52Speaker 2: up against some of that, and I think he was
- 40:55Speaker 2: also coming up against some kind of unpros asked childhood
- 41:01Speaker 2: trauma and it and it slammed into him. But I
- 41:06Speaker 2: feel like making peace with the idea of success comes
- 41:11Speaker 2: after Nebraska, after the road trip, and that's where the
- 41:15Speaker 2: Elvis section in the book to Me is really important.
- 41:20Speaker 1: Ronnie van Zenz said, it's it's not it's not me
- 41:23Speaker 1: that changed, it's the people around me that changed. Yeah,
- 41:27Speaker 1: they thought I changed, You changed, you know.
- 41:30Speaker 2: Yeah, it's becomes very hard too. I mean, look, you'll
- 41:34Speaker 2: see people. I remember talking to Tom Petty about like
- 41:40Speaker 2: a party after a show that the Heartbreakers had, and
- 41:45Speaker 2: he felt like the other guys in the band didn't
- 41:48Speaker 2: want him to be at this party like they and
- 41:51Speaker 2: he was talking about how much it hurt, and he's like,
- 41:55Speaker 2: if I went to this party that everybody was going to,
- 41:58Speaker 2: there would only be one Tom Petty and they would
- 42:00Speaker 2: just be Heartbreakers second I came into the room. So
- 42:05Speaker 2: being Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers kind of put a
- 42:08Speaker 2: wedge between this guy and his childhood friends. But it
- 42:14Speaker 2: was the only way it was going to go down.
- 42:16Speaker 2: So people have lots of experiences like that. If they
- 42:20Speaker 2: experience that type of success, it's hard to know if
- 42:26Speaker 2: what somebody's telling you is how they really feel, or
- 42:30Speaker 2: are they telling you because they feel You want to
- 42:33Speaker 2: hear that, and you navigate that stuff constantly, you know,
- 42:38Speaker 2: like Dylan has been a little you know, you hear
- 42:42Speaker 2: it in the song. It's a little more impatient with that,
- 42:46Speaker 2: you know, like why can't you just be yourself around me?
- 42:49Speaker 2: But I like the Ronnie van sand quote.
- 42:52Speaker 1: There's an amazing moment in the book when you brought
- 42:54Speaker 1: up Homer's Odyssey to Bruce, and this really got his attention.
- 42:59Speaker 2: I well, I love the Odyssey. I think Homer's Odyssey
- 43:05Speaker 2: is maybe still the best self help book available because
- 43:12Speaker 2: Odysseus goes through every kind of trial and what he's doing.
- 43:16Speaker 2: It's like it's the end of the Trojan War and
- 43:19Speaker 2: he's trying to get home, and he goes through various temptations,
- 43:25Speaker 2: you know, various like physical challenges, you know, all of
- 43:30Speaker 2: the you know, de vices, gluttony, all the things that
- 43:34Speaker 2: could keep a man from being the man he wants
- 43:37Speaker 2: to be. Odysseus faces them all and it takes him
- 43:41Speaker 2: a long time to get back home. Not to labor this,
- 43:46Speaker 2: but the story really starts when Odysseus uses his cunning
- 43:53Speaker 2: to get out of the cave of the cyclops Polyphemus,
- 43:58Speaker 2: and he tells Polypemous is like keeping him captive with
- 44:02Speaker 2: his men in his cave and wants to kill him
- 44:05Speaker 2: and eat him and Odysseus. When Polyphemous asks him who
- 44:09Speaker 2: he is, Odysseus says, I am nobody, And then they
- 44:14Speaker 2: get the psyclops drunk and they gage out his eye
- 44:18Speaker 2: and escape, And when the other cyclops are going, who
- 44:22Speaker 2: did this to you, Polypemous says, nobody did it? Nobody
- 44:28Speaker 2: did it. You know that was Odysseus's cunning. So everybody's like,
- 44:32Speaker 2: what the hell's he talking about? Nobody did it? But
- 44:35Speaker 2: then Odysseus can't help himself. As he's escaped Polypemous and
- 44:42Speaker 2: he's getting back onto his boats, he declares, who did it?
- 44:45Speaker 2: He goes, it is I the Great Odysseus, so kind
- 44:51Speaker 2: of like ego Hubris makes him state his place as
- 44:57Speaker 2: the hero with that kind of cunning. Now, Polyphemus, who
- 45:03Speaker 2: he really just fucked up pretty good, is the son
- 45:07Speaker 2: of Poseidon. And Poseidon hears Odysseus say this and goes, wow,
- 45:13Speaker 2: you just gouged out the eye of my son and
- 45:17Speaker 2: you will pay now. And so it's Poseidon, because what
- 45:22Speaker 2: Odysseus did to his son, who keeps Odysseus from getting home.
- 45:26Speaker 2: So when Odysseus goes through all these trials and when
- 45:30Speaker 2: he finally gets home, his home is he's been gone
- 45:34Speaker 2: so long. They're all these suitors who want to take
- 45:37Speaker 2: his home and take his wife Penelope, and so his
- 45:41Speaker 2: son is there, but the house is filled with these suitors.
- 45:45Speaker 2: If Odysseus walked in by himself, those guys would just
- 45:48Speaker 2: kill Odysseus off. So he decides to come in as
- 45:54Speaker 2: a beggar, so he gets another chance to be nobody.
- 46:00Speaker 2: He's disguised as a beggar. The suitors just they're like
- 46:04Speaker 2: throwing scraps to him, and he doesn't let his ego
- 46:09Speaker 2: overcome him. He returns to being a hero by being
- 46:14Speaker 2: capable of being nobody. And you know, it's as a
- 46:19Speaker 2: beggar that he comes back to his family and to
- 46:24Speaker 2: his home and kills off these suitors. But had he
- 46:28Speaker 2: done the same thing where he says it is I
- 46:31Speaker 2: the Great Odysseus, he would have been killed. So he's
- 46:34Speaker 2: learned the lesson of being anonymous. Now that story stuck
- 46:44Speaker 2: with me. It was in my head. I'm like, Nebraska
- 46:49Speaker 2: is Springsteen being anonymous? He's being nobody and born in
- 46:56Speaker 2: the USA is the return of the to his home.
- 47:02Speaker 2: But to be that hero, I'm born in the USA,
- 47:06Speaker 2: he had to first be able to be just a beggar.
- 47:12Speaker 2: You know, you don't see him on the record cover,
- 47:15Speaker 2: you don't hear him in perfect fidelity. You know, you
- 47:18Speaker 2: don't hear all the trappings of the heroic rock star.
- 47:23Speaker 2: I was like, this, this maps on to Springsteen's story
- 47:29Speaker 2: right then, So I knew it was like a bold move,
- 47:34Speaker 2: Like when you're doing an interview, you're not supposed to
- 47:37Speaker 2: tell stories to the person you're interviewing. But I was
- 47:42Speaker 2: so convinced that I had something that was at least
- 47:47Speaker 2: worth a thought that I found the shortest version of
- 47:50Speaker 2: it that I could do. Your version was just longer.
- 47:54Speaker 2: But I gave it to Springsteen in that moment when
- 47:57Speaker 2: I'm telling him and I look up and he says,
- 47:59Speaker 2: go on. He's with me, and you know, for me
- 48:03Speaker 2: in what I do, it's one of the greatest moments
- 48:06Speaker 2: in my career as a writer. When he said to me,
- 48:12Speaker 2: go on. It was such a validation that this story
- 48:18Speaker 2: did map on. And there's something crucial about moments in
- 48:24Speaker 2: our lives where we need to be nobody, Like there
- 48:30Speaker 2: are times my biggest regrets in life, like I still am,
- 48:37Speaker 2: like dealing with some heartache that has been with me
- 48:42Speaker 2: for years. And if I could go back in time,
- 48:46Speaker 2: it would be to go back, like six years ago
- 48:52Speaker 2: to be nobody. And I needed to be nobody. And
- 48:56Speaker 2: I don't need to give you the details, but I'll
- 48:59Speaker 2: just say that's what was That's what I needed to
- 49:03Speaker 2: do as a man, and I was not the man
- 49:07Speaker 2: I wanted to be. My ego intruded, and so I
- 49:15Speaker 2: came into the The Nebraska project with this personal story
- 49:20Speaker 2: underneath it, with a kind of heartbreak, and I you know,
- 49:26Speaker 2: these long term projects are funny, like you learn from
- 49:29Speaker 2: them and if you go into them honestly, you can
- 49:35Speaker 2: heal a little bit. But I needed to. There's the
- 49:40Speaker 2: satisfaction of connecting Homer's odyssey to this moment in Springsteen's
- 49:45Speaker 2: career and a story of kind of humility and anonymity.
- 49:51Speaker 2: And then there's another layer beneath it where it's like
- 49:55Speaker 2: I'm learning because I'm I've been learning from Bruce Springsteen
- 49:58Speaker 2: since I was a pre teen, and I'm learning from
- 50:01Speaker 2: him again because he's confirming something that I saw in
- 50:05Speaker 2: Homer's Odyssey. Sometimes a man doesn't need to be the
- 50:11Speaker 2: big man. Sometimes a man needs to be the quietest
- 50:15Speaker 2: person in the room, let other people work their stuff out,
- 50:21Speaker 2: you know. And so that if I were to pick
- 50:27Speaker 2: my moment where the book is crackling more than any
- 50:34Speaker 2: other moment, that's the one for me as a writer.
- 50:39Speaker 2: I've been really lucky in my life and getting to
- 50:44Speaker 2: work with people who I've learned a tremendous amount from,
- 50:48Speaker 2: you know. And that's that's you know, Tom Petty, that's
- 50:54Speaker 2: you know, Jerry Wexler, That's I've been helping Garth Brooks
- 50:59Speaker 2: with the series of books. I've learned a ton from him. Bruce,
- 51:05Speaker 2: the way he showed up for this project, the level
- 51:10Speaker 2: of vulnerability and humility and curiosity and generosity, it's like
- 51:20Speaker 2: it's wild, you know. So again, no Bruce, no book.
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- 52:05Speaker 1: the show. Deliver Me from Nowhere, The making of Bruce
- 52:09Speaker 1: Springsteen's Nebraska. It is out now through Crown Publishing, available
- 52:13Speaker 1: wherever books are sold. Where can people find you online?
- 52:16Speaker 2: Warren, I got a website. My older son just redid
- 52:22Speaker 2: my website for me. He did it in like a night,
- 52:27Speaker 2: and my contacts on there, and you know, I'd love
- 52:29Speaker 2: to hear from people who've read the book. That's one
- 52:34Speaker 2: of the.
- 52:34Speaker 1: Treats Lawren Zan's. This was great.
- 52:37Speaker 2: Thank you so much. That's it's in the books.