Latest / The Delicious Culture with Jon Francois / Rhinoceros Was Delicious w/ Ian Walls
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- 0:00Hey, delishies, grab a plate and feast on the
- 0:02delicious culture. I'm your host, John Francois.
- 0:04We are feasting on food, pop culture and lifestyle
- 0:06with actor and content creator. I feel like I
- 0:09should add like video game enthusiast on the
- 0:11list too, right? That feels accurate. Video game
- 0:15enthusiast, a minor league crocheter. Throw whatever
- 0:20you want on there. A man of many talents, Ian
- 0:24Walls, who I had the pleasure of recently performing
- 0:26with in a Vermont stage production of Rhinoceros.
- 0:32I was gonna ask. I mean, that sigh, that awe,
- 0:37that tells you all you need to know about the
- 0:39experience that we both went through, which was...
- 0:42Uh, which was, was, it was, it was fun. It was
- 0:44fulfilling. It was, it was, uh, exhausting. It
- 0:48was sometimes brutal. Like it was just all things
- 0:51wrapped up into one. Absolutely. They were like,
- 0:53I'm so happy with the final product that we got
- 0:56out there. And like the group of people we got
- 0:58to work with yourself, all the other actors,
- 1:01designers, cast crew, incredible people. I think
- 1:04we put together just this phenomenal piece of
- 1:06work. It was definitely, um, rough getting there.
- 1:10Uh, You know, as often is. Oh, yeah, yeah. That
- 1:16is that is an understatement. And, you know,
- 1:18the funny thing is, is that, like, I don't know,
- 1:20like, how long have you been doing theater? Oh,
- 1:22I've been doing theater. since I don't remember
- 1:27how old I was, but I was in daycare. So that's
- 1:31what I recall. We did my little after school
- 1:34daycare program when I was in kindergarten. I
- 1:37think we had a sort of theater club there because
- 1:40my school didn't have one. And I got on as soon
- 1:44as I could. I remember my first line on stage
- 1:47ever was little five, six year old me. I was
- 1:52the fairy godfather. And I said, I ain't putting
- 1:55on no wings, and that's final. And from then
- 1:59on, I was just the godfather. The fairy godfather,
- 2:02what was the name of the play? That was, I believe
- 2:05that was Twinderella. Oh. OK, yeah, because when
- 2:08you said fairy godfather instead of godmother,
- 2:11I was thinking like, oh, is this like some kind
- 2:12of Cinderella alternative? It absolutely was.
- 2:17Twinderella, so this is twins who... both become
- 2:21Cinderella or they're fighting to become the
- 2:23ultimate Cinderella. What's the show about? I
- 2:25remember exactly two things from that show. One.
- 2:31Had to pretend to be the godfather and little
- 2:34little six -year -old me had never seen the godfather
- 2:37movies Yeah, so I just talked like this the whole
- 2:40time and that I think that that's that's what
- 2:43I thought the godfather was And the other thing
- 2:47I remember was there was in fact a fairy godmother
- 2:51for the other twin Okay, she actually got stuff
- 2:56done. Gotcha. So Okay, so one Cinderella twin
- 2:59had a fairy godmother and they were the more
- 3:02active productive team They got they made sure
- 3:05they were getting to the journey of the glass
- 3:08slipper or whatever the hell it is Exactly, and
- 3:10then the other ones were just kind of slacking
- 3:11and eating potato chips and whatever I'm over
- 3:13here just sounding a little bit like a six -year
- 3:16-old Gilbert Gottfried I was getting Gilbert
- 3:20Gottfried. I was also getting like 1930s black
- 3:22and white movie gangster there. Oh yeah, absolutely.
- 3:26Maybe I had something to go with the Godfather
- 3:28there. It sounds nothing like Marlon Brando's
- 3:32Godfather. It sounds absolutely nothing like
- 3:34Marlon Brando. Yeah. Cause he like basically
- 3:37stuffed cotton balls in his mouth. I don't know
- 3:39if I could do a good impression. I've seen it
- 3:40a couple of times, but it's like you hold your
- 3:44jaw and it's like, yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I also did
- 3:52a terrible one right there. Yeah. Trusting a
- 3:56Godfather reference to five or six year olds
- 3:59for a play is just wild. Wild choice. Wild choice.
- 4:04That is a prime example of how adults, when they're
- 4:08directing high school or kindergarten or whatever
- 4:10plays, they will only know what they know, which
- 4:14is their reference point. And they think, oh
- 4:16my God, this is hilarious. This is great. This
- 4:18is going to get us through the patience involved
- 4:22in teaching kids. how to perform and making sure
- 4:24they behave, but what they don't forget is kids
- 4:27are just performing this and probably in the
- 4:28back of their mind they're just like, what? What's
- 4:31happening? What am I saying? Oh my God. I feel
- 4:34like it's sort of like those jokes that they
- 4:36sneak into like a Disney movie where it's like,
- 4:39oh, this is for the parents. You guys have brought
- 4:43your kids here. You're sitting through this movie.
- 4:46Let's just give you a wink, wink, nudge, nudge.
- 4:48Yeah, yeah. And you know what? In a way, that
- 4:50could be the best kind of content. Like a SpongeBob,
- 4:53for instance. What I loved about SpongeBob SquarePants
- 4:55growing up was that there was something that
- 4:58the kids could enjoy, and then there was stuff
- 5:00that the teenagers and adults could enjoy. Um,
- 5:04I, I, you know, if you can find that perfect
- 5:07family friendly kit product where everybody can
- 5:09enjoy it and nobody gets lost in the mix, it's
- 5:11kind of a tricky thing, but, but it, it, if it,
- 5:14if it's able to be produced, it can work. Absolutely.
- 5:17I look at Spongebob. I'm like, when I was a little
- 5:21kid watching Spongebob, did I know who Nosferatu
- 5:24was? I don't even remember that reference. What
- 5:27episode was that? It was the, um, it was the
- 5:30hash slinging slasher. Uh, where, where there's
- 5:34the, where Squidward starts telling these like
- 5:36haunting ghost stories to spook SpongeBob about
- 5:39this like slasher murderer going around with
- 5:42a spatula. Uh, and then it starts to get all
- 5:46too real and Squidward starts getting scared
- 5:48by it too. And then eventually they figure out,
- 5:51oh, it's all, it's all just been like either
- 5:53pranks or random happenstance. And they start
- 5:57explaining away everything that's happened through
- 5:58the episode, except for the flickering lights.
- 6:01the Krusty Krab, and they're like, wait a minute,
- 6:04but who was flicking on and off the lights? And
- 6:07then it flips over to a picture of old timey
- 6:10Nosferatu from the old black and white movie,
- 6:13just flicking on the light switch and off. And
- 6:15Spongebob is like, Nosferatu. God, isn't it so
- 6:22great to watch that years later and be like,
- 6:23oh my God, I get what they were doing. Oh, that's
- 6:27so great. Spongebob Rewatches is really something
- 6:31that I've been thinking about, but I don't know
- 6:33if it's on a streaming service somewhere where
- 6:35you can get like 25, 26 years worth of episodes.
- 6:39Right. That's the tough thing too, with like
- 6:42some streaming stuff, it's hard to figure out
- 6:44if it'll be a continuous sort of series of all
- 6:47the episodes, especially if it's been running
- 6:50longer and longer. Like there's no one single
- 6:53streaming service you can get to watch all of,
- 6:56say, Pokemon, you know? You gotta go to like
- 6:5835 different, you gotta go to your like Paramount
- 7:00Plus and your Hulu, you gotta get your separate
- 7:03Toonami account, you gotta get your Crunchyroll.
- 7:06Oh my god, it's so, so, so, so - But to backtrack,
- 7:12I know we were getting into an interesting conversation
- 7:14there. I think the original question was, when
- 7:16did you start doing theater? Oh, yeah. So like
- 7:19roughly five or six years old, and you're how
- 7:21old now? I am currently 29 years old. OK, all
- 7:25right. So like 25 years or so. I started doing
- 7:28theater in high school. I'm 34 now, so that's
- 7:32like 20 years. OK, all right. And what I've learned
- 7:35through on and off of doing theater for 20 years
- 7:38is that dysfunction, that's going to happen.
- 7:42Like people are not going to have their shit
- 7:44together during rehearsals in some shape or form,
- 7:46whether it be like someone's blanking out. on
- 7:48lines or set pieces are not done on time. The
- 7:53last dress rehearsal before opening night is
- 7:56just no indication that we are ready. I've accepted
- 8:00that and then magically everything comes together
- 8:04by opening night. And Rhinoceros, because this
- 8:11was my... first professional theater experience
- 8:15where it was within such a limited amount of
- 8:18time, I think usually I do like two or three
- 8:23months of rehearsal and then like... a shortened
- 8:26five, six final performance period in front of
- 8:29the audience. With Rhinoceros, it was just three
- 8:31weeks of rehearsal. And then we performed the
- 8:34show in front of an audience for three weeks.
- 8:37And it's funny that this show was selected to
- 8:41be trusted with such a short rehearsal process.
- 8:43Yeah. Because as you know, I mean, for the audience,
- 8:46we'll just give some background information if
- 8:48you don't know. It's an absurdist play by Eugene.
- 8:52It's Ionesco. It's pronounced Ionesco, right?
- 8:54Yeah, that's how I've been pronouncing it. Okay,
- 8:56okay. So it's about, like, the inhabitants of
- 8:58a small town. They gradually transform into rhinoceroses,
- 9:02with the exception of our lead character, Beringey,
- 9:05played by the wonderful Jordan Gullickson. And
- 9:08he's the sole human that's resisting this conformity
- 9:11of everybody just transforming as rhinoceroses.
- 9:13And it was, I believe it came out in the late
- 9:1550s. It was a response to the sort of, like,
- 9:19blind get -in -line allegiance conformity of,
- 9:21like, Nazism and fascism. going on around World
- 9:25War II. And our director, Christina, decided
- 9:28to put this on for today because it is very relevant
- 9:30to today because we arguably have a presidential
- 9:34administration that seems to love doing things
- 9:36that equate to fascism. So yeah, when you have
- 9:39a play like this and it's absurdism, it's God,
- 9:44the dialogue is so dense and very fast moving.
- 9:49And we were incorporating all sorts of choreography
- 9:51from rhino transformations to... rhino dance
- 9:54that represented a nightmare that barren gay
- 9:56was having of turning into a rhinoceros and being
- 9:58surrounded by them like to try to get all that
- 10:01down in a period of just three weeks was Something
- 10:06how would you describe it? It was it's it is
- 10:11I will I will say what I've said to several people
- 10:13It's easily the most lines I've ever had to memorize.
- 10:17Yeah, it's it's dense It's there's I mean every
- 10:22every scene. I don't want to say wordy But it's
- 10:27definitely you know Ionesco was crafting this
- 10:34very precise and specific takedown of the rise
- 10:39of fascism that he had seen around him in Europe
- 10:43and in France just a few years ago, the Nazis
- 10:47had been occupying Paris, you know? And so a
- 10:51lot of the wordiness, I feel like, in the script
- 10:54has come down to like the hyper -specific...
- 10:58stuff that an audience in the 50s in France would
- 11:02have gone crazy for. And that we hear now today
- 11:06are like... Those are also words. Right. Yeah,
- 11:12saying things like religion is the opiate of
- 11:15the people. Exactly. Such beautiful language,
- 11:18but it's also not the way we would typically
- 11:22speak nowadays. So therefore it can be hard to
- 11:24get that dialogue in your veins and your soul
- 11:27within a short three week process. And so much
- 11:31of this play was like... two or three different
- 11:35conversations happening at once. So most of,
- 11:39I don't have to tell you twice, I think the biggest
- 11:41example of it was in that first scene with your
- 11:44character, the logician and the old gentleman
- 11:46having a conversation. Meanwhile, Berger and
- 11:50his friend Jean are having a conversation and
- 11:53you're responding to things that the old gentleman
- 11:57is saying, but your queue line is something that...
- 11:59that a whole other conversation has said, you
- 12:02know? Yeah, absolutely. And again, for our audience,
- 12:05my character, the logician, he was basically
- 12:08this charming politician, intellectual authority
- 12:11figure. He's a satirical representation of how
- 12:15you could just twist logic into something that
- 12:19is very much other than... morally true and morally
- 12:23responsible. Um, and yeah, I think he should
- 12:26like became the symbol of like, oh, if you just
- 12:29follow some, some sort of like narcissistic self
- 12:33-important person's logic blindly without really
- 12:36doing your homework, that could lead to a, a,
- 12:39a dark place because you know, the logician,
- 12:42I, I guess I've I saw him as, oh, this guy just
- 12:47is a charming BSer. He likes to appear to know
- 12:53what he's talking about more so than actually
- 12:55knowing what he's talking about. And your character,
- 13:00explain your character, Dudard? Oh yeah, Dudard.
- 13:02So I am an office colleague of... the lead character,
- 13:06Berenger. And we are, all of us, essentially
- 13:10watching our friends and family, our colleagues
- 13:13turn into rhinoceroses. And while Berenger is
- 13:18sort of secluding himself in fear, this is the
- 13:21worst thing that's ever happened, what's going
- 13:23on? What are we going to do next? How can we
- 13:25stop this? My character, Doudard, is very matter
- 13:29of fact about, well... Yes. People are turning
- 13:33into rhinoceroses, but, you know, that's sort
- 13:36of the way things go. And that's what's happening
- 13:38now, so we can't really change that. We might
- 13:41as well, you know, move with the times. And that
- 13:45eventually warps from, like, I don't agree with
- 13:48the rhinoceroses, but they're here to stay, into,
- 13:52well... Maybe I start to see the rhinoceroses
- 13:56point morphs into well, you shouldn't criticize
- 14:00the Rhinoceroses because they've actually got
- 14:03something going for them. Yeah morphing into
- 14:06I think I want to be a rhinoceros, guys. Exactly.
- 14:11Exactly. That that's sort of a blind allegiance.
- 14:14And meanwhile, the logicians just saying ridiculous
- 14:17shit like, hey, like all cats die. Socrates is
- 14:20dead. Therefore, Socrates is a cat. All dogs
- 14:22have four paws and cats have four paws. Therefore,
- 14:24a dog can be a cat. Like it's just it's it's
- 14:27that kind of language. And speaking of that dialogue,
- 14:29can you just remember like one particular line
- 14:32that you had to say that you just could not get
- 14:35down in rehearsal. It was just so hard to get
- 14:38that in your bones because of how rich and complex
- 14:41it was. Yeah, yeah. Honestly, there's a Doudar
- 14:46monologue in the last scene where he's about
- 14:49to turn into a rhinoceros that was... Thankfully,
- 14:54cut down a significant amount, but it was still
- 14:57kept in the final piece. Let me see, it's a little
- 15:02wordy and dense. It was definitely something
- 15:04I had trouble pinning down. My dear Beringer,
- 15:07one must always make an effort to understand.
- 15:10We must do this because we are, after all, thinking
- 15:13beings. One has to make an effort to understand.
- 15:17One has to keep an open mind that's essential
- 15:20to a scientific mentality. Everything is logical.
- 15:24To understand is to justify. Wow. My head's spun
- 15:30just hearing that. That's it. You get so many
- 15:36pieces like that in this show that like are,
- 15:39that on the one hand seem like word soup, you
- 15:42know? But on the other hand, you are playing
- 15:46the reality of the character. This is a thing
- 15:50that makes sense to them, that has meaning to
- 15:53them. You have to figure out, what am I saying?
- 15:57Why am I saying it? And it, you know, it's absurdism,
- 16:00but it's not like... It's not like Dada or like
- 16:05the theater of cruelty where you're like, and
- 16:08this is this should be a painful experience for
- 16:12you. The audience, you should know that this
- 16:14is not real. It's weird. It's it's wonky. You
- 16:18should feel strange things. It's like it's absurdism,
- 16:22but it's as as one of our cast members, Laura,
- 16:26who is also a dramaturg, put it. It's it's some
- 16:29of the most. It's some of the least absurd absurdism
- 16:34that you'll find, right? Because it is grounded,
- 16:37at least, in character and their wants and needs.
- 16:42And so you get these dense, wordy, absurd monologues
- 16:46and bits of dialogue. But it's the kind of show
- 16:49where you still have to say, well, this, all
- 16:52right, this has to mean something. Yeah, and
- 16:56it certainly did. I mean, it meant enough for
- 16:59some audience members to love it and others to
- 17:05walk out, I think, by intermission. I was not
- 17:09aware of this because I'm definitely not in the
- 17:11show as much as you and Jordan, who plays our
- 17:13lead character Beringey, but it makes sense because
- 17:16this is a show where I can see somebody either
- 17:19not vibing with it because of the dense, rich...
- 17:24dialogue, how fast it moves and how overstimulating
- 17:27it could be with the sighting of the rhinoceros
- 17:29says, Oh, my God, there's a rhinoceros doesn't
- 17:31have one horn does have two horns is Asiatic
- 17:32or African? Like, and then you know, you might
- 17:35have those other people that really know the
- 17:39political message behind it, and how it ties
- 17:42to our current times, and they're just like,
- 17:44meh, no, no, give me, give me Music Man, give
- 17:48me Murder on the Orient Express, which you performed
- 17:50in recently. Another very fun show. Yeah. Like
- 17:57genuinely fun or fun in that it also just was
- 17:59kind of cratering during rehearsal and then just
- 18:01magically came together on opening night. Little
- 18:02column A, little column B. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
- 18:08But, um, yeah, I don't know. Just the magic of
- 18:10theater. It's, uh, it's, it's alive when you
- 18:12see it. And it's also live in the sense of like,
- 18:15Oh, anything could happen. A lighting thing could
- 18:18fall. Someone could blink out on their lines
- 18:19in the moment. Uh, someone could be sick and
- 18:22maybe we have to have a replacement or the show
- 18:23has to be canceled. Like anything can happen.
- 18:26The show must go on. Oh God. I'm still like,
- 18:31To shed my my deep dark secret on audience walkouts.
- 18:36I Love an audience walkout. Yeah, obviously like
- 18:42context is important, you know? I'm not necessarily
- 18:46saying, like, every audience who's like, oh,
- 18:48an audience saw Rent and they were like, oh,
- 18:51they've got gay people, let me leave. But I do
- 18:55love the idea of theater doing something real
- 19:00and visceral to people, eliciting a reaction,
- 19:04and I think a walkout is... Some of the reals
- 19:08it gets, you know, I've I've done shows where
- 19:11your audience members walk out intermission This
- 19:14is this has not been my first time Really? What
- 19:17are they? Can you tell me the other shows and
- 19:19why they might have walked out? Yeah The one
- 19:21that comes to mind for me is it was something
- 19:24I did in college, right? Actually my first show
- 19:26in college. It was Marat Saad Which is another
- 19:31sort of sort of absurdist surreal piece based
- 19:35around the French Revolution and particularly
- 19:38based around an insane asylum where two historical
- 19:43figures, the Marquis de Sade and Jean -Paul Murat,
- 19:49are both held. And the Marquis de Sade essentially
- 19:54puts on one of his characteristically... sadistic
- 19:58pieces of theater for the owners of the Insane
- 20:02Asylum. And so the audience is supposed to be
- 20:06like the people who've been invited to this production
- 20:10within the asylum. It's it's a very it's a very
- 20:17bloody show. I mean it's it doesn't shy away
- 20:19from the French Revolution Heads are rolling.
- 20:23It's a very sexual show. Yeah It definitely it's
- 20:28not like you're like the 45th time a theater
- 20:33has put on Tartuffe in a calendar year It made
- 20:36a lot of people uncomfortable and we had we had
- 20:38walkouts pretty much every show at intermission
- 20:41and One thing I also really enjoyed about that
- 20:44show as far as like causing discomfort in the
- 20:47audience was like, we didn't take a curtain call.
- 20:51We didn't come out to bow. Really? We crawled
- 20:54up into the rafters or down through the trap
- 20:57door at the end of the show after we had beheaded
- 21:01the leaders of the insane asylum or the owners
- 21:05of the asylum. And then we just, we leave the
- 21:09audience with that. Oh my God. With their bodies
- 21:12on stage and just wait for them to leave. It's
- 21:16not great art unless it provokes some kind of
- 21:20like strong emotion such as someone, I don't
- 21:23know, ferociously laughing or ferociously crying
- 21:26or just saying, no, this makes me angry. I don't
- 21:30get this. I'm going to walk out. Like if art
- 21:32can produce emotions like that, then it is doing
- 21:36its job. I don't know. I mean, I've had family
- 21:44and friends come see the show. And they're obviously
- 21:48kind to come, you know, see me and support me
- 21:51and say like, oh, you did a good job and stuff
- 21:53like that. But I could tell like within all that
- 21:56I could tell when someone's coming to see you
- 21:59and they're there for the support and they probably
- 22:03didn't quite get the show that was going on.
- 22:07And that's okay. That is absolutely okay. And
- 22:09speaking of not getting what was going on, I
- 22:11had cousins come to the show. This might've been
- 22:14our final Saturday. matinee and they were like,
- 22:18Oh, I think it's about like addiction and evolution.
- 22:21And I'm like, Okay. Okay. Because, you know,
- 22:25the addiction, because, you know, Berenger being
- 22:27an alcoholic and I guess the rhinoceros made
- 22:31him think of monkeys and Darwin. I don't know.
- 22:33I don't know. I don't know. There is that element
- 22:35of like, okay, like that's how you interpret
- 22:38it and that can be respected. But at the same
- 22:40time, here's this article that I'm going to share
- 22:43with you that says that it is very much about
- 22:47fascism and Nazism. A picture with the evolution
- 22:51sort of like carcinization where we're all all
- 22:55all crustaceans are eventually becoming crabs
- 22:58and we'll just all mammals are eventually becoming
- 23:01rhinoceroses. Yeah, yeah. So it does. Yeah, it
- 23:05does sort of relate in that sense. But yeah,
- 23:08no, in terms of like, you know, dialogue that
- 23:10was hard to get in my veins. Yeah, I mean, the
- 23:14two moments in act one scene one are a big moment
- 23:16where all the cast is on there. Yeah, the the
- 23:20logician old gentleman convert. and the Sean
- 23:22and Beringet, like just those two different conversations
- 23:25happening. Like, you know, I'm telling the old
- 23:28gentleman about like, oh, if two paws have two
- 23:30cats, how many paws are left to each cat? And
- 23:32then I got to listen for my cue line, which is
- 23:34Beringet saying something different. Like, you
- 23:37know, the laundry is so expensive. It's like,
- 23:40wait, what does expensive laundry have to do
- 23:42with my next cue line having to do with the two
- 23:45paws and the two cats? And it's like, but fortunately
- 23:47with repetition, with the intense rehearsal process,
- 23:50You know, with those long evenings during the
- 23:52weekend weekends, it just gets in your bones.
- 23:55Like, oh yeah. When you say into the picture,
- 23:58I say some shit about logic, meaning justice.
- 24:05And then, yeah, and then the other point later
- 24:07on in Act One, Scene One, and I have to commend
- 24:09you and Laura, who plays Grocer's wife, and Brayden,
- 24:12who played the grocer, and Mark, who played old
- 24:16gentleman, and who am I forgetting in the big
- 24:18logician moment later in Act One, Scene One?
- 24:21There's, Sophia comes on for a brief moment.
- 24:24Who plays the housewife, yeah. Who plays the
- 24:25housewife to come on to introduce you from offstage.
- 24:30He's a logician! Like, yeah. Yeah, and this is
- 24:32the pivotal moment where logician... has, like,
- 24:35absorbed all the talk going on amongst the characters
- 24:38about, like, the rhinoceros that we just saw.
- 24:40Was it a single rhinoceros? Did it have two horns?
- 24:43Did it have one horn? Was it actually two different
- 24:45rhinoceroses with one horn? And me just spewing
- 24:49my logic about what it could mean, but not actually
- 24:51giving a definitive answer, like, oh, it could
- 24:54be a rhinoceros with two horns. It could be two
- 24:55rhinoceroses with two horns, one rhinoceros with
- 24:57one horn. And I got to say thank you for you
- 25:01guys, my, you know, fellow cast. in that moment
- 25:04when I was spewing off all that bullshit, because,
- 25:07you know, Christina, the note was like, let's
- 25:09have it have this very call and response preacher
- 25:13going to church vibe. And I think one of our
- 25:18castmates, Aaliyah, who plays the waitress and
- 25:22Miss Papillon, who's the office manager, she
- 25:25had complimented on how, like, even though, like,
- 25:29there were other parts of the show where we were
- 25:31still trying to kind of figure... out the pace
- 25:32and the flow of things, it seemed like we had
- 25:35that pace solidified fairly quickly, like when
- 25:39it was like Legitian and Old Gentleman and Dudard.
- 25:41Were you Dudard and Essene or were you the other
- 25:43character? I was the, I was the, um, the, the
- 25:47proprietor. The cafe proprietor. Aliyah's terrible
- 25:51boss. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But just, um, yeah, no,
- 25:56just to pace on the rhythm of it was just, it
- 25:58was, it was very fun to work off of just the
- 26:00goofy energy of it was. And I loved, I, there
- 26:03is, there is one moment, especially in that,
- 26:06uh, it was, it was whatever, whatever, uh, Uh,
- 26:10you see, it's one of those like, or it could
- 26:12have been two, one, two rhinoceros. And then,
- 26:15oh, Laura hits you with the, ha ha. And then
- 26:18you, and then you're like, whip around. It's
- 26:22like, boom, boom, boom. It's like, this, this
- 26:24character is so excited to have his soap box.
- 26:27This logician is like, oh, I've been waiting
- 26:30for everybody to listen to me. Yeah, right, right,
- 26:34right. Like, yeah, again, it's just absorbing
- 26:35everything in act one, scene one for a majority
- 26:38of the time. up until that moment where it's
- 26:39like, yes, I'm going to tell you what it is.
- 26:42But really, I think I'm just essentially repeating
- 26:45all the guesses that everybody else has said
- 26:47about what kind of rhinoceros it was. Exactly.
- 26:50And then just saying, ha, I'm a genius. Goodbye,
- 26:52gentlemen. Ha ha. It could be with one horn.
- 26:55It could be with two horns. It could be Asiatic.
- 26:56It could be African. It could be anything. Goodbye,
- 26:59I'm a genius. That's all it was. I always think
- 27:02it's so funny with your exit being on the idea
- 27:07of like, Well, yes, that's all very logical,
- 27:09but it doesn't answer our question. Yes, but
- 27:15like, the problem is correctly posed. It's been
- 27:17put on the floor, and now goodbye, gentlemen.
- 27:19You guys deal with it. Oh, God. It was just so
- 27:24much fun. And yeah, to your point about Laura
- 27:27and the Gorgeous Wife giving me the ha -ha, like
- 27:29that's, again, that's the whole call and response
- 27:30thing. It's like... I wouldn't be able to do
- 27:33whatever the fuck I did, like, had I not had
- 27:35you guys with your energy to bounce off of it.
- 27:38Just like, it's an infectious thing, you know
- 27:40what I mean? And same thing with, like, once
- 27:43we got to show up in front of an audience. Like,
- 27:45there was a lot of times throughout that rehearsal
- 27:46process, through the difficulty of us getting
- 27:48the pacing and the dialogue and the choreography,
- 27:50where I literally thought, like, oh, what would
- 27:53happen if I just left this show and just never
- 27:57came to another rehearsal? Like, it was that
- 28:01tiring. because it was just... When we weren't
- 28:03getting it, and I was coming home at midnight,
- 28:05still had to go to work at five in the next morning,
- 28:07and we pretty much had to give up our weekends,
- 28:10and, you know, it's not quite working, not quite
- 28:12working, and then it gets to a point opening
- 28:14night where we have something, it may not be
- 28:16the perfect thing, but we have something, and
- 28:18then you get that audience response, and it seems
- 28:20like, okay, they're into it, they're into it,
- 28:21and then we become into it, and then we get more
- 28:23into the pace of it all. It's just, yeah, that's
- 28:26theater. That's theater. Theater can make you
- 28:28go, oh, I never want to do this again. Oh, I
- 28:33would do this again in six weeks. I can't tell
- 28:37you how many people I meet in theater who are
- 28:40like, God, why am I doing this again? Yeah. And
- 28:44then I see them in the next show I'm doing, and
- 28:46they're like, why am I doing this again? There's
- 28:50something that draws us back. Did you have that
- 28:53moment with Rhinoceros as well, or were you just
- 28:55like, nah, this is just another? Rhinoceros,
- 28:58I... I absolutely had the feeling of like, is
- 29:03this coming together? Is this, was this worth
- 29:06it? Have we done, are we in a good place? Or
- 29:09is this a disaster? And then we get an audience
- 29:12and I'm like, oh, okay, we're doing this. We're
- 29:15like, we're feeling the energy of the audience.
- 29:18We're feeling each other's energy. this 40 hour
- 29:23work week of rehearsals has paid off and led
- 29:26to something. Yeah. Yeah. And for the audience
- 29:28listening and watching, I mean, our rehearsal
- 29:30schedule and I'm not going to make it as brutal
- 29:33as it sounds because, you know, some people like
- 29:35myself and yourself. I mean, we, we had some
- 29:37nights off and some weekend days where we didn't
- 29:40have to work. But yeah, for the most part in
- 29:42that short three week period, we did what? Tuesday
- 29:44through Fridays, five to 11 PM. And this is after,
- 29:48you know, I'm getting off a 10 to 12 work. day
- 29:51driving for Uber and Lyft. So yeah, that's, that's
- 29:53a long day. And then the weekends are 11 to seven,
- 29:57which is pretty much your entire weekend. So
- 29:59you're just doing this, this very complex show
- 30:02over and over again. And when, you know, you
- 30:05can tell it's not quite there. It's not quite
- 30:07there. We're still lagging on pacing of the,
- 30:10the beginning of act one, scene one, where we
- 30:11spot the rhinoceros sighting. And it's like,
- 30:12Oh my God. Like, and everybody has to jump on,
- 30:14on top of each other in terms of lines. Did you
- 30:16see rhinoceros? Yeah. Well, look at that. We'll
- 30:18look at that. We'll look like we weren't getting
- 30:19the pace. We were getting slow with it. So, yeah,
- 30:22you do that over and over again for three weeks
- 30:24and you get the sense it's not quite working
- 30:26and it does take a number on you. And I just
- 30:29remember thinking in the back of my mind, like,
- 30:31okay, all right, big picture, big picture. It'll
- 30:34all somehow come together opening night. And
- 30:37once that last performance comes, I have the
- 30:41option of not doing theater again. I have the
- 30:44option of not doing this type of show again.
- 30:46This can be my final curtain call. Exactly. But
- 30:51at the end of it all, I said, you know what?
- 30:55I would do a theater production again. Never
- 30:58say never. I mean, I do have certain conditions
- 31:00as to what kind of production I would do next.
- 31:03But yeah, no, I mean, I'm not leaving acting
- 31:06behind. There's a certain infectiousness to it,
- 31:09as you can attest from the productions that you've
- 31:11acted in. Yeah. And honestly, glad to hear you're
- 31:14not, because you are a... stellar performer.
- 31:17Oh, you too, man. I've seen you because I saw
- 31:23you like between Rhinoceros and just the energy
- 31:26I could feel from you because I feel like we've
- 31:28auditioned together before besides Rhinoceros.
- 31:30Yeah. And I can't remember what it was. I was
- 31:34we were at we were at. Clue auditions together.
- 31:37We were. Oh my God. Yeah. We were. Holy crap.
- 31:41For the shovel players. By the way, you also
- 31:43killed it in Clue. I don't know if I've gotten
- 31:45a chance to say that to you, but that was a very
- 31:48fun show to see. Oh, my God. Yeah, yeah. Clue
- 31:50was very different from Minocerous in that. I
- 31:53don't think anybody walked out during Clue. I
- 31:55think it was safe to say that everybody accepted
- 31:58that. Like, oh, yeah, this is a harmless murder
- 32:00mystery board game turned into a play. But yeah,
- 32:04no, that shows so not every night. People loved
- 32:05it because everybody knows Clue. It's familiar
- 32:07IP. But thank you. Thank you. I mean, I had a
- 32:10small part as Mr. Body, the owner of the mansion
- 32:12where the murder mystery happens. But thank you.
- 32:14I appreciate that. I totally forgot that you
- 32:16were there because I remember. I was seeing you
- 32:18at rhinoceros auditions and I'm like, yeah, I
- 32:20keep seeing this guy when I'm doing like local
- 32:22theater auditions. Who are you? And it's nice
- 32:25to see, it's nice to see because, you know, as
- 32:27you know, in white ass Vermont, it can be hard
- 32:30to find fellow people of color in these experiences.
- 32:33Seriously, yeah. Like, even going from my high
- 32:36school years in much more diverse Connecticut,
- 32:39like I was still like the only black person that
- 32:40was regularly involved in my theater department.
- 32:42So when I see fellow people of color get involved
- 32:44in this, it's like, yes! I'm not a weirdo. I
- 32:47was so spoiled as a kid. I grew up in Milwaukee,
- 32:51Wisconsin, going to Milwaukee public schools.
- 32:53It was a predominantly black school system. So
- 32:57by extension, all of the theater that I did as
- 33:01a kid was like, all my youth theater was predominantly
- 33:04black, was very diverse. And like I got out to
- 33:08Vermont and started doing theater at the University
- 33:10of Vermont. And I'm like, that's... I've never
- 33:14seen this many white people in a theater. It
- 33:18could be a shock to the system for sure. My experience
- 33:20like growing up in Connecticut was odd because
- 33:22like... Again take high school where I started
- 33:25theater I would just go to my English class or
- 33:28science class whatever like the diversity is
- 33:30all there There's no problem seeing blacks and
- 33:33Hispanics and Asians everywhere But then when
- 33:36I got it into the the black box theater for either
- 33:39an acting class or theater production It was
- 33:41just like oh, okay, like I guess I'm just the
- 33:44only person of color who just likes performing
- 33:47because Stereotypically like the people of color
- 33:50that I would take classes with or whatever like
- 33:52they just kind of go to class and maybe hang
- 33:55out at the basketball court or listen to music.
- 33:58Like they just didn't have the same interest
- 33:59that I had. And it was so much so that I remember
- 34:02we did a production of To Kill a Mockingbird.
- 34:04I played Tom Robinson. I was a shoo -in because
- 34:06again, one of the very few people of color to
- 34:08be cast. But no, literally, I just remember the
- 34:10other people of color that were in the show.
- 34:11They just had to like actually like out, like
- 34:14they had to search around the school. Like, hey,
- 34:16random person in this English class or whatever.
- 34:19Like, do you want to be involved in this production?
- 34:21Because it's... really weird, given the subject
- 34:24matter of To Kill a Mockingbird, which is very
- 34:25much in the Jim Crow South era to not have any
- 34:28other black people besides Tom Robinson. I won't
- 34:34go too much into detail so as not to besmirch
- 34:37the names of any Vermont theater makers, but
- 34:40I've been involved in processes where, in multiple
- 34:44places, where that process of casting has been
- 34:48very difficult when people of color are required
- 34:52for a production and... where I felt like the
- 34:56producers as well don't necessarily go out of
- 34:59their way initially to try and ensure that people
- 35:03of color show up to auditions. They're just like,
- 35:06well, you know, every other audition we have,
- 35:09people show up and we've been able to cast from
- 35:11that. So why should we expect this to be any
- 35:12different? Well, because... Because I'm one of
- 35:16three black people who's gonna show up to your
- 35:19audition. You have to understand if you're gonna
- 35:23put on shows that require... people of color,
- 35:28if you're going to put on shows about race, where
- 35:30a character's race is very integral to that role,
- 35:33you have to be prepared to cast that. And you
- 35:36have to be prepared to know what it means to
- 35:39cast that in your community. And if it's going
- 35:42to be a challenge to cast that in your community,
- 35:44and when you are a white theater maker in Vermont,
- 35:48it's often going to be difficult to cast that
- 35:50in your community. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And
- 35:53maybe it's... sort of speaks volumes. I mean,
- 35:57automatically, I'm thinking of when Vermont Stage
- 35:59last year, when I first joined the company as
- 36:01a front of house staff member, they did a production
- 36:04of Primary Trust, which was a very beautiful
- 36:06show to see, really tackles, you know, mental
- 36:09health and, you know, pollucinating alcoholism,
- 36:13just great subject matter. And Mark, who played
- 36:15Old Gentleman in our rhinoceros show, he was
- 36:18in Primary Trust. And was he the only white person
- 36:21in that show? Because it was a pretty small cast
- 36:22and I think everybody else was a person of color.
- 36:24Yeah. Yeah. But, um, but aside from Mark, I think
- 36:29everybody else was from New York. Yeah. Yeah.
- 36:31Like, there was, like... Was, was Delante Keys
- 36:34in that production? Yeah. Uh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 36:36That sounds like a name that's familiar. Maybe
- 36:37he's local to Vermont. Delante is, is local.
- 36:40Or at least has been local. I don't know when,
- 36:43when they moved here, but... but has been local
- 36:47for at least a year or two. Gotcha. Gotcha. And
- 36:50I know has done some work with Between the Willows,
- 36:52directed our production of White that just ran
- 36:55at the same time as Rhinoceros. Yeah. And Between
- 36:59the Willows, that's, I believe, the theater company
- 37:01at the north end of Burlington, Vermont that
- 37:03you're board president of. Yes, indeed. Yep.
- 37:04Yep. Yep. Busy. Busy. Between Rhinoceros and
- 37:08running a theater company as a board president,
- 37:12how do you make the time and energy, I wonder?
- 37:14Uh, well, the, so my secret is I don't, uh, and
- 37:18I, and I just deal with the repercussions. I,
- 37:23I am constantly, I feel like I am, I am constantly
- 37:27committed. Maybe some might say over committed,
- 37:31but I, but I'm going to say. healthily saturated
- 37:35with commitment to theater productions. So is
- 37:39that like, would that make up your full -time
- 37:42work? Because I was thinking, again, of the intense
- 37:44rehearsal process of Rhinoceros. We have the
- 37:46performances, you're board president for Between
- 37:47the Willows, so you're, you know, supervising
- 37:50and making sure the productions are going well.
- 37:52And I remember, like, the Rhinoceros cast party,
- 37:55we couldn't see you, unfortunately, because you
- 37:57had to deal with the striking of the set, the
- 37:59taking down of the set for the recent production
- 38:01of White with your company between... willows
- 38:03and and I even like at the beginning of rhinoceros
- 38:06I was just like wait Ian was just in Murder on
- 38:09the Orient Express, which was like the show before
- 38:10the last show. And like just that narrow amount
- 38:15of time to get the dialogue in your system as
- 38:18much as you can. Because as you know, like we
- 38:20get cast in these shows months in advance. And
- 38:22then once rehearsal starts day one, you have
- 38:24to be off book as much as possible. Fast turnaround
- 38:26on that script. I guess my question is like,
- 38:29is theater like, is it a majority? Is that a
- 38:32majority of your work or do you have like other
- 38:34side jobs? Like, how do you make time? I wish
- 38:37theater could be a majority of my work. I am
- 38:39a software developer. There have been points
- 38:41in my life where I've been primarily employed
- 38:44by theater. Pre -COVID, I was doing theater full
- 38:47-time. I was a techie. I was an electrician,
- 38:51AV. I was a lighting designer, actor, all that
- 38:54jazz. And all of my contracts sort of amalgamated
- 38:59into a rough full -time in theater. Yeah. Since
- 39:03COVID, I just haven't been able to get back to
- 39:08that point. I'd love to. It is also just a little
- 39:13hard to go from a salary job back into contracting
- 39:20out to theaters all the time. to find full -time
- 39:25theater jobs. I would love to quit being a software
- 39:28developer. I would love to do theater full -time.
- 39:30And I feel like I put in enough hours for theater
- 39:34to be a full -time job, but there's just the
- 39:37unfortunate thing about Vermont and Burlington,
- 39:41Vermont. I love... the theater community here.
- 39:43I love the arts community. There's like no shortage
- 39:46of ways to get involved. Productions are happening
- 39:49everywhere. There's theater companies. It's a
- 39:53community that feels interconnected. It's really
- 39:56beautiful. I love it. There's not really much
- 39:59of an opportunity to for like a full time in
- 40:05theater arts here. I was thinking about this.
- 40:08I think because I don't know the entire Burlington
- 40:11area, what you want to call it, like a small
- 40:13area can have like 40, 50, 60 thousand something
- 40:17people, whatever. It's a it's a small city, essentially.
- 40:21And, you know, we have Essex community players,
- 40:24Shelburne players, which had the production of
- 40:26Clue that I was in. And then we have Vermont
- 40:28Stage, we have Vermont Repertory Theater, which
- 40:31mostly does like classical stuff. And then we
- 40:34have Lyric Theater, which does the musicals.
- 40:38I think Vermont Stage isn't the only one that
- 40:42pays out of all the theaters that I've mentioned.
- 40:45And even though it thankfully does pay, Lea,
- 40:48like you said, I mean, if you're going to work
- 40:50full -time for that company, you're going to
- 40:54be doing administrative work. You're going to
- 40:55be maybe an office assistant of some kind. But
- 40:58yeah, I mean, the next closest thing to full
- 41:01-time is getting involved in a show, which for
- 41:04six weeks is essentially, yeah, it can be a full
- 41:07-time job. with all the time dedicated to rehearsals
- 41:09and performances. The rehearsal block for a Vermont
- 41:15stage show is 40 hours a week. And thankfully,
- 41:18most of the time, everybody's not going to be
- 41:21individually called for that. But I mean, I know,
- 41:24I'm pretty sure Jordan was called to every single
- 41:27rehearsal, you know? Yeah. The man never left
- 41:32stage for more than five seconds. Didn't Jordan
- 41:35direct your production of Murder on the Orient
- 41:36Express? Yeah. Yeah, so he was there every single
- 41:40rehearsal. I was thinking that a whole time,
- 41:43like once Rhinoceros was casted back in November.
- 41:45When did you do Murder on the Order Express?
- 41:47Oh, gosh. We closed and then I had about a month
- 41:53off before we started rehearsal for Rhinoceros.
- 41:58So did you guys do it late last year or early
- 42:00this year, Murder on the Order Express? early
- 42:05this year. Okay, okay. Because when I was officially
- 42:08like announced the Rhinoceros cast and I saw
- 42:10Jordan's name on there, I was just like, wait,
- 42:12you recently directed Murder. I was told that
- 42:17that that was a struggle to put together, but
- 42:20it did come together and looked like audiences
- 42:23came out to see it and loved it. So that's wonderful.
- 42:26And I don't know, just to go from that, the big
- 42:29project that is being a director in such a six
- 42:31week, intense period of time to bearing gay,
- 42:35which is like, yeah, I mean, you look at the
- 42:37script and it's 99 .9 % bearing gay. And just
- 42:42that whole, what seems like three or four pages
- 42:45of monologue that he has at the end of the show.
- 42:47Oh yeah, the last four pages of that script are
- 42:51just Jordan talking. I was like, Oh my God. I
- 42:55mean, yes, again, to be fair, the show was casted
- 42:57in November. So from November through start of
- 43:00rehearsals in April, like, you know, we had time
- 43:02to memorize, but I mean, God, even, even with
- 43:06that amount of time for that. of a role, especially
- 43:09just coming off of directing a show like Murder,
- 43:11I just, I was like, Jordan, how are you, what?
- 43:14How are you still alive? And he's pretty nonstop.
- 43:19I mean, right before Murder, I also did Christmas
- 43:22Carol with him out in Middlebury with Middlebury
- 43:25Acting Company, and he was Scrooge. So again,
- 43:29he was a huge role on stage, almost... consistently
- 43:34throughout the entire show. Lines, lines, lines,
- 43:37lines, lines, goes into this huge project immediately
- 43:41afterwards of directing this large scale show,
- 43:45Murder on the Orient Express. Immediately after
- 43:48that, just straight into Rhinoceros more lines,
- 43:51lines, lines, lines, lines. He, Jordan impresses
- 43:55me so much. Just incredible actor. I can't, I
- 43:58don't know how he does what he does. Yeah. He's
- 44:02a machine. He's... It's coffee. It's coffee.
- 44:05At any chance I got, like, I saw him drinking
- 44:07coffee. And just him, you know, being like, oh
- 44:11yeah, I'm a night owl. I'm wired up. I'm ready
- 44:12to go. Like, I would mention, I have like a quarter
- 44:15of what Jordan has. And I'm just like, oh, fuck.
- 44:18Two show days. Because, you know, we had those
- 44:21Saturdays where we had to do both a matinee and
- 44:23an evening show. And I'm just like, because it's
- 44:25a big show to do two times in one day. And Jordan's
- 44:28just like, no, man. I actually like two show
- 44:30days. It just gets me wired. It gets me going.
- 44:32It gets me ready to go. Like, if I had to do
- 44:34what you had to do, uh, for two shows in one
- 44:37day, um, I would be a corpse. I would probably
- 44:41call out on the Sunday matinee and personally
- 44:42request an understudy. I'm, I'm exhausted doing
- 44:46what I have to do in a two show day. And that's
- 44:49not nearly what, what Jordan has to do. I mean,
- 44:53it's, it's just, it's so impressive. Yeah. Seriously,
- 44:59props to him and props to us. Props to us for
- 45:01taking on that show. You know, I would say one
- 45:04of the, probably the last thing that I'll close
- 45:08out this conversation with, because I realize
- 45:10we've already been talking for nearly an hour
- 45:12about right now. And there's like three questions
- 45:14that I need to ask you. But we'll get to it.
- 45:17The cast party was interesting. Not only was
- 45:19it really fun, but I remember, I think it was
- 45:23Laura, like I was in conversation with Laura
- 45:25and Sophia. and Aaliyah, and we were talking
- 45:29about our feelings now that the show is over.
- 45:32And I was expressing how I always have this weird
- 45:35melancholy at the end of a theater production
- 45:38because... You know, especially with this one
- 45:40where it was just like six weeks of like full
- 45:42time job, like intensity, you're exhausted, you're
- 45:46irritated, you're, you're, you're finding some
- 45:48hope and, you know, and then the performances
- 45:50go on and you find the thrill that the audiences
- 45:52that are finding in the show. And then it's all
- 45:54just done. Like it's, it's a weird feeling. It's,
- 45:59it's like, oh, wow. Like week one, I was. really
- 46:04just antsy and anxious about the time that I
- 46:07will have completed this and say that I accomplished
- 46:09this and it can move on and now that it's over,
- 46:12it's just like, huh. God, that's, it's strange.
- 46:15It's strange to just go back to normal life after,
- 46:17after a process like that. So, and I remember
- 46:19Laura following it up with like, you know what?
- 46:21We could have probably done like another week
- 46:23or so, because didn't you feel like toward like
- 46:25the last few performances, we were just finding
- 46:28our groove. Like we were hitting our stride.
- 46:31Yeah. Yeah. So maybe there's, there's the, that's
- 46:34a little bit of my melon colleague, just this
- 46:35idea of like, Oh, wow. Like, you know, just as
- 46:37we were like finding our stride, it's done, you
- 46:40know? Cause I think maybe, let's say roughly
- 46:43the first week was still trying to figure out
- 46:45what the show was. That tends to be the case
- 46:49with my experience with Vermont stage shows is
- 46:53you're sort of like that first week. You're sort
- 46:55of getting your footing. You've just been introduced
- 46:57to the set. maybe a few rehearsals ago. Yep.
- 47:02And so everything hasn't quite come together
- 47:05like a well -oiled machine. Yep. But by that
- 47:08second week, that third week, you're starting
- 47:10to feel, wow, wow, we're getting this. Yeah.
- 47:14And then it's over. It's gone. But no, but nonetheless,
- 47:18it was a great experience. And what feeling have
- 47:21you had? I mean, is it just largely relief on
- 47:24your end or have you had sort of that same like,
- 47:26wow, like that was an experience and now it's
- 47:28just done? You know, I get the feeling that I
- 47:31get after most theater, which is like... I just
- 47:34miss spending time with all these people. Yeah,
- 47:36same. I miss hanging out. I miss performing with
- 47:40y 'all. I mean, and now I'm just, I'm like, I'm
- 47:43always in my downtime. I'm like itching to get
- 47:46to my next production. Yeah. Oh, and I feel similar
- 47:52-ly -ish. I'm still trying to process it, but
- 47:55like, no, I mean, I have this podcast, which
- 47:57I want to, you know, devote a lot of creative
- 47:59energy to, and I do Uber and Lyft driving to
- 48:03pay the bills, so there's a lot of energy between
- 48:05those two things. But yeah, no, there is just
- 48:09something about like, you find your groove just
- 48:11as a theater production is closing, and then
- 48:13it closes, and then it's just like, oh, man,
- 48:15that felt good, and I would like to see if I
- 48:17could do that. again, even if it means going
- 48:22through the rehearsal process. And I figured
- 48:25it out. I figured it out. I mean, I don't know
- 48:27how you feel, but for me, the more I do theater,
- 48:30the more... the more... that I get with the rehearsal
- 48:38process. Like, I sort of have this internal diva
- 48:42attitude of just like, all right, yes, we have
- 48:45to rehearse it. Yes, that's essential to... Having
- 48:47something to put in front of the audience, but
- 48:50I'm not a big fan of let's like run through this
- 48:55scene or this act like two or three times in
- 48:58one rehearsal. Like I just feel like that's the
- 48:59easiest way to take the freshness, take the spontaneity,
- 49:04take the glow out of the material. You can burn
- 49:07out on especially material like like rhinoceros,
- 49:11dense stuff. You can burn out on that so fast
- 49:15if you're running it over and over and over again.
- 49:18Yeah. Yeah. And, and it was, I think that exhaustion
- 49:21with the repetition. of how many times you had
- 49:22to run through certain things was like part of
- 49:25like why I was kind of holding back in rehearsals
- 49:27because for me it's just like no I want to like
- 49:29save a lot of the energy for the audience because
- 49:33they're the ones that are gonna deserve it needed
- 49:35and then I get it I'm a diva too I'm like get
- 49:38me in front of an audience put me on my stage
- 49:43Exactly. The rehearsals are just, uh, how I feel
- 49:46about theater at this point is just the rehearsals
- 49:47are sort of this like, I don't know, this foot
- 49:50fungus that I have to deal with to get to the
- 49:53beautiful body sculpture that is putting this
- 49:55in front of an audience. Well, this was a great
- 50:01time, Jordan. I know we are like 53 minutes into
- 50:04our hour time. I apologize. But we're not going
- 50:08to go because I need to know these three questions
- 50:11that I ask every single guest to get to know
- 50:13them better. What is a delicious meal that you've
- 50:18had lately? Yeah, OK. I've been getting madly
- 50:20into different kinds of dumplings and crafting
- 50:25different kinds of dumplings. I'll say the best,
- 50:27I love a shrimp shumai. and the best I've had
- 50:31them in town, at least, are at East West Cafe.
- 50:36I love those. Like, there's something about the
- 50:39consistency of the shrimp and the steaming of
- 50:43the shumai wrapper. I'm just like, I could eat
- 50:45a dozen of those. And I'm like, where's my seconds?
- 50:49Where's some more? I, in my journey of dumpling
- 50:52making, have... I've mastered your basic pork
- 50:56dumpling. I feel like that's easy. That's easy
- 50:59money. That's a nice little relaxing, it takes
- 51:03a while, but it's a nice little relaxing process,
- 51:06fold in the dumpling, yada yada. I have recently
- 51:11been trying to master the pork shumai, crafting
- 51:15them, to challenge East West Cafe. I don't know
- 51:21what it is. I'm like, I can't get the consistency
- 51:25right sometimes, or like the rappers are too
- 51:28soggy, or like I just, I can't. get it right
- 51:32at home. And so anytime that I've, I recently
- 51:35have tried to craft them at home and been disappointed
- 51:37in my work. I've just gone to East West in order
- 51:40to batch there to remind me, God, I love these
- 51:43things. I can, I can do this. I could get there.
- 51:46Look, these restaurants, they make food in a
- 51:48specific way where there is basically saying
- 51:50to us, yeah, no, the only way you're going to
- 51:53eat this is through us. You're going to pay us.
- 51:56That's it. You try to make this at home. It's
- 51:58not going to be the same. So just fess up and
- 52:00pay. Okay, we are the professionals here. Okay.
- 52:04Oh, that's oh, that's cute Oh you you you baked
- 52:06a lot of bread in the pandemic. That's sweet.
- 52:09That's cute Yeah, tell that to my Michelin star
- 52:14Exactly. Exactly. Yeah, no east West Cafe I've
- 52:17never had had food there, but I've you know picked
- 52:20up a quite a bit of door -to -ash deliveries
- 52:21And and have used their bathroom for free when
- 52:24they have allowed me so good memories good memories
- 52:28My favorite restaurant in in Burlington, right
- 52:32like I If I were looking out my window right
- 52:36now, I could see it from my house. Oh my God,
- 52:39what a world of difference. So you live right
- 52:42there in downtown Burlington, right? Yeah, I'm
- 52:45right here. I'm technically on Church Street,
- 52:47but not on the marketplace, off to where it becomes
- 52:50residential. Yeah. And here I am up North and
- 52:53rich for an hour away. And I'm just like, well,
- 52:55you know, if I squint, maybe I could see some
- 52:57part of church. You've been making that commute
- 53:00this whole time. Well, yeah, yeah. I mean, because
- 53:02I already work in the Burlington area anyway,
- 53:04as an Uber and Lyft driver. So this this was
- 53:08this was nothing. I mean, if I was going to be
- 53:10involved in anything theater, it would make sense
- 53:12to do it in the Burlington area where I could
- 53:14just sign off of work, go to rehearsals and then
- 53:16I'll just make my usual drive back home. But
- 53:19yeah, no, no. Great thing about Vermont coming.
- 53:21from more traffic heavy areas like Philly and
- 53:24Connecticut and upstate New York is that the
- 53:27minimal traffic makes a difference. I would definitely
- 53:29not do an hour commute back and forth if I was
- 53:33living in, say, Connecticut, but Vermont because
- 53:35they make my life easy. You have barely any cars
- 53:41interrupting your flow, with the exception of
- 53:43this wonderful time of year that we like to call
- 53:45construction season. Yes, indeed. But yeah, no,
- 53:50no. I mean, just the easy drives and the fact
- 53:53that I can very much pay my bills with the amount
- 53:56of people that need Uber and Lyft rides in Burlington.
- 53:58It just, it all works out for me. So, yeah. The
- 54:03lift just piece of pop culture, Ian. This is
- 54:06a TV show, movie, book, podcast, anything. You
- 54:09had mentioned something that really stuck with
- 54:12my childhood heart. You are watching Batman,
- 54:15the animated series. Yes, I am. Yes, I am. I
- 54:19was at, I caught like a couple of reruns here
- 54:23and there when I was a kid, but I never really
- 54:26devoted sat down and went through it. Um, and
- 54:30I'm, I. have been taken by a recent hyper -fixation
- 54:35on everything DC Comics. When I was a kid, I
- 54:39was like, people would be like, oh, are you Marvel
- 54:41or DC? I'd be like, fuck, I'm to Marvel. What
- 54:44are you, are you crazy? I'm to Marvel all the
- 54:48way, all day, every day. And as I've aged, I
- 54:52feel like I've really floated over to DC. As
- 54:56a kid, I watched Spider -Man the animated series
- 54:59all the way through. Many multiple times since
- 55:02then, I've watched it, streamed it all the way
- 55:04through. But getting into Batman the animated
- 55:08series, I'm like, oh, this is kind of like a
- 55:13lot of the things that Spider -Man the animated
- 55:16series did, but earlier and better. Yeah. Yeah.
- 55:21Really? And maybe I've seen like little glimpses
- 55:23of Spider -Man the animated series. I haven't
- 55:25gotten into it too much. I'm definitely more
- 55:27familiar with like the Tobey Maguire Spider -Man
- 55:29movies of the 2000s. And then you had the Andrew
- 55:31Garfield movies. So in a movie sense, more recently
- 55:35in the past 20 years is where I'm more familiar
- 55:37with Spider -Man, more so than like the comics
- 55:39and like the animated TV series. I mean, Batman,
- 55:42the animated series, any sort of like Juilliard
- 55:45dramatization -esque quality that you see in
- 55:51animated shows, especially of the superhero kind,
- 55:54you go right back to Batman. Batman is pretty
- 55:57much what started it all. Because I think prior
- 56:00to Batman the Animated Series, any superhero
- 56:03representation on TV was more on the campy side.
- 56:08Like, I think literally the last TV representation
- 56:11before Batman the Animated Series came out in
- 56:1392 was, wasn't it the Adam West like live action
- 56:16Batman from like the 60s? I think so, yeah. Yeah,
- 56:19and that was live -action can't be like boom
- 56:21-boom like the little thought bubbles that came
- 56:23out like it was yeah, it was that and Batman
- 56:30in the anime series They just did something where
- 56:32like much like what we're talking about with
- 56:34spongebob in terms of the the comedy They said
- 56:37like alright. Yeah, we're gonna put this on Fox
- 56:40kids kids will be able to watch it but we're
- 56:42gonna handle the the dialogue the characters
- 56:46we're gonna handle it in such a prestige, mature
- 56:50matter that adults like you and I are going to
- 56:53be looking back on this show and just be like,
- 56:55wow, that is really fucking good. I go back to
- 56:59that show and I look at like I look at I look
- 57:01at. Like as a kid, I was like, oh, you know,
- 57:05the Dark Knight and stuff was coming out and
- 57:06I was like, oh, Batman's this like edgy dark.
- 57:10Break all your bones. Swear to me. Kind of character.
- 57:14But I look back at Batman, the animated series
- 57:17and like Yes, the Batman, the Dark Knight is
- 57:21a figure that strikes fear in the hearts of criminals.
- 57:24But he's also, I mean, he's a compassionate figure
- 57:28too. I mean, you look at like, you look at the,
- 57:32I feel like it happened multiple times of like
- 57:35enemies of his that were either... sort of children
- 57:39or were like or worse like I think of that like
- 57:43that character that was sort of just like trapped
- 57:45in the the child actress's body Okay, and I'm
- 57:50like the way that the way that he handles them
- 57:52with like so much care and and like yeah He's
- 57:56not here to break your bones. You're going through
- 57:58some rough stuff I forget what the villain is.
- 58:05We're sort of at the end of the episode. She's
- 58:09sitting on the swing, and he just sits there
- 58:11with her. Oh, man. I don't know. Yeah, I know,
- 58:14because I have the four -volume DVD set back
- 58:18at my mom's place in Connecticut still. There
- 58:22were, I mean, there probably were like less than
- 58:24100 episodes of that show, because I think it
- 58:25ran from like 92 to 95 on Fox Kids and then Kids
- 58:29WB. And, you know, we talk about Batman the Animated
- 58:34Series. I don't remember the episode you're talking
- 58:36about. Like, I'm thinking it like, oh, is he
- 58:37talking about Poison Ivy? But like one of the
- 58:39first things that I thought about was the introduction
- 58:42to Mr. Freeze, like that episode. Yes. Yeah,
- 58:45and and I feel like I could be wrong on this
- 58:48but I feel like previous versions Because they
- 58:51didn't like Arnold Schwarzenegger played. Mr.
- 58:52Freeze. Yeah Yeah, and one of those live -action
- 58:55Batman movies from like the 90s. Okay, so like
- 58:58Arnold and Robin. Yeah, Robin and Robin with
- 59:00George was that the George Clooney one where
- 59:02I think George Clooney Yeah, so yeah, it's honor
- 59:05Schwarzenegger. Like he's gonna play it up. He's
- 59:07gonna be campy. He's gonna be outrageous but
- 59:10Batman the NBA series like I almost wanted to
- 59:12cry at the Mr. Freeze episode because they got
- 59:14into his origin story and you see this guy who
- 59:19is mourning like the death of his wife. And he
- 59:22has like sort of this nutcracker statue thing
- 59:25of her and this silver ball thing, you know,
- 59:28Nara, my Nara, like, and he's in a jail cell.
- 59:31Like, I just remember moments like that. And
- 59:33yeah, obviously if it turns into Mr. Freeze,
- 59:35he does the villainous stuff. But what really
- 59:37stuck with me was the origin story of like this
- 59:40guy who is mourning and decides to process that
- 59:44in an unhealthy way. And. It made me feel like
- 59:49how I never felt I would with a supervillain,
- 59:51which is just like, oh my God, like, I feel for
- 59:55you. I, you know, yeah, you, you ended up doing
- 59:57something wrong. I mean, yes, you're responsible
- 1:00:00for those actions, but it probably didn't have
- 1:00:02to happen that way. If I don't know, your wife
- 1:00:04are still alive or maybe, you know, your parents
- 1:00:06loved you more as a child. Um, yeah. And I just
- 1:00:10think about like from Joaquin Phoenix is the
- 1:00:12Joker, like them diving into the whole mental
- 1:00:15health shit. Arguably led to him being the Joker
- 1:00:18stuff like that that we get in our superheroes
- 1:00:20nowadays It's like I think it points back to
- 1:00:22Batman in the animated series, which is all Batman.
- 1:00:24Yeah, absolutely I mean there's so there was
- 1:00:26this like there was this I feel like so many
- 1:00:31villains from comic books especially like these
- 1:00:36classic prestige older villains from 50s, 60s,
- 1:00:40whatnot. There was this theme of like some tragic
- 1:00:43accident and then they went insane and became
- 1:00:47villains. I look at like every other Spider -Man
- 1:00:51supervillain is like, and then they became insane.
- 1:00:55And what I love about Batman the Animated Series
- 1:01:00to sort of go back to what you're talking about,
- 1:01:03like these... It really delves into how these
- 1:01:06are like broken people. Yeah! These are human
- 1:01:12beings who have had some great tragedy befall
- 1:01:18them. And of course you have some characters
- 1:01:20like your Mark Hamill Joker where you're just
- 1:01:25supposed to engage with him as a bad guy. There's
- 1:01:29very little sort of redemption or sort of like...
- 1:01:32You know, like, oh, you learn to love him and
- 1:01:36his background and his backstory with that character.
- 1:01:39But you look at other characters. I mean, you
- 1:01:40look at the way that the animated show handled
- 1:01:44Harley Quinn, which also I think the animated
- 1:01:47show may have invented that character. Yes, they
- 1:01:49did. They did. I totally forgot about that. Yeah,
- 1:01:52yeah. It's easy to think that Harley Quinn was
- 1:01:54just another one that came from the comics, but
- 1:01:55no. You want to talk about how impactful that
- 1:01:58show has been. I mean, Harley Quinn... At least
- 1:02:01recently has been one of the bigger games in
- 1:02:05in the like pop culture Surrounding DC Comics,
- 1:02:09you know has had a series of Suicide Squad movies
- 1:02:13at our own TV show. I mean is also in a, I still
- 1:02:19have to finish this. I started it and I haven't
- 1:02:23gotten through it. The Suicide Squad anime, the
- 1:02:26Suicide Squad Isekai anime. Okay. All right.
- 1:02:29I'm not familiar with that one. Okay. It's an
- 1:02:32interesting one. They get, are you familiar with
- 1:02:35the Isekai genre of anime? No, no, no. Tell me
- 1:02:38more about that. Yeah, it's it is a very, very
- 1:02:41popular genre of anime where essentially something
- 1:02:46happens to a person, a character, usually living
- 1:02:49in our world or a similar normal world to ours.
- 1:02:54Something happens to them and they find themselves
- 1:02:56transported to fantasy or magical or or strange
- 1:03:03world. And it's it's it's. so big in anime, like
- 1:03:09ones that come to mind are like Sword Art Online,
- 1:03:12where the character finds themselves teleported
- 1:03:14into a video game and have no way, no idea how
- 1:03:17to get out, you know? Right, right, right. Um,
- 1:03:20and they made... An anime of the Suicide Squad
- 1:03:24called the Suicide Squad Isekai, where essentially
- 1:03:28they send the Suicide Squad into... Amanda Waller,
- 1:03:32the head of Argus, the sort of Nick Fury equivalent
- 1:03:36of DC, sends the Suicide Squad into this... anime
- 1:03:41isekai world, this magical fantasy world. Like,
- 1:03:44they rip open this portal to a magical fantasy
- 1:03:47world and send the Suicide Squad in to do what
- 1:03:49they do. That is awesome. I'd definitely have
- 1:03:52to dive into that. Yeah. Yeah, no, Harley Quinn,
- 1:03:54like, from Batman, the animated series, and then
- 1:03:56they incorporated her into the comic universe.
- 1:03:59And then, I believe Lady Gaga played Harley Quinn
- 1:04:02recently. Oh, yes. Yeah, in the newer Joker movie.
- 1:04:06I didn't see that. Yeah, the Joker, Fualiado,
- 1:04:08which was a sequel that was not received as well.
- 1:04:10Well, that's the first movie. But yeah, no, Harley
- 1:04:13Quinn has just been, has gone from, oh, there's
- 1:04:16that quirky Joker's assistant in that animated
- 1:04:18show, Batman, to just now, you know, a character
- 1:04:22who could definitely hold her own. So that is,
- 1:04:24that is very, very, very interesting. Yeah, no,
- 1:04:27going back to Batman the animated series, I mean,
- 1:04:29it used to be a tradition every year at Christmas
- 1:04:32time, my brother and I would watch the Christmas
- 1:04:34with a Joker episode. Like we would just. on,
- 1:04:37and maybe was it Batman, the series that started
- 1:04:40that famous song, uh, uh, jingle bells, Batman
- 1:04:43smells, Robin lady. I feel like they did because
- 1:04:48where else would you get that from the comics?
- 1:04:50I don't think would be reciting that to you.
- 1:04:52Yeah. I don't know. I love, and I, I love, I
- 1:04:56love about. feel like Batman the animated series
- 1:04:59was and and the showrunner Bruce Tim has like
- 1:05:01talked about this it's like it was it was story
- 1:05:04first you know like we were crafting like a narrative
- 1:05:08we're crafting a story we're crafting a piece
- 1:05:10of art and and you know out of that DC and Hasbro
- 1:05:16can take what they want and make the toys and
- 1:05:18sell sell whatnot you know and you look at the
- 1:05:21quotes from sorry to keep bringing up Spider
- 1:05:24-Man the animated series. No, no, no, you're
- 1:05:25fine. You're fine. No, it makes sense. Quotes
- 1:05:27from John Semper Jr., who was the first of all,
- 1:05:30I could talk at length about John Semper Jr.
- 1:05:32He was a black showrunner in the 90s for the
- 1:05:36Spider -Man TV show. And that was crazy unheard
- 1:05:39of. Marvel trusted him with a lot of authority.
- 1:05:42Yeah. But at the same time, the point of the
- 1:05:44quote I'm getting to is the authority he wasn't
- 1:05:46trusted with, which was he talks at length about
- 1:05:49how, yeah, they sort of Marvel sort of told us
- 1:05:53what like the toy companies wanted to make as
- 1:05:55toys and then made us make TV show episodes around
- 1:06:01that so like he like he would get pulled into
- 1:06:04into Creative meetings and they would like show
- 1:06:07him the action figure that they want to sell
- 1:06:10for the spider slayer Robot and they're like
- 1:06:14so so put that in an episode. Yeah Yeah, you
- 1:06:17know what and and going back to the DC Marvel
- 1:06:19of it all I could get why you were into Marvel
- 1:06:23before you became more of a DC hat and and please
- 1:06:26please tell me why you switched be because my
- 1:06:29theory of it is, you can tell me if I'm wrong,
- 1:06:32Marvel has such a deep bench of imagination when
- 1:06:36it comes to their superheroes, and I feel like
- 1:06:38the quantity is much bigger. Like, people think
- 1:06:41of DC, they think, oh, Superman, Batman, Wonder
- 1:06:44Woman, Flash, like, essentially the Justice League.
- 1:06:48Yeah. Marvel, it's just like, oh my God, like
- 1:06:51where do you start? Iron Man, Ant -Man, the Hulk.
- 1:06:55I mean, just like these varied Spider -Man, just
- 1:06:59like these, Stan Lee did something right when
- 1:07:01he just had a hand in creating. these very, I
- 1:07:06don't know, eccentric, quirky, unique ideas for
- 1:07:09superheroes. Like, I feel like it was a little
- 1:07:11bit more straightforward on the DC end. Like,
- 1:07:13oh yeah, here's the man that has all the superpowers,
- 1:07:16Superman. Here's the man that likes to be at
- 1:07:18night, Batman. And then with Marvel, it's like,
- 1:07:21who would think of creating, oh, Ant -Man. Oh,
- 1:07:25this guy that turns green and becomes muscular
- 1:07:28when he's angry, the Incredible Hulk. I mean,
- 1:07:31am I wrong? Is that why Marvel? It absolutely,
- 1:07:35I mean like Marvel had, Marvel sort of came in
- 1:07:40as almost the, I don't want to call them the
- 1:07:42new kid on the block, but sort of the way that
- 1:07:45they made their name I feel like was being like,
- 1:07:49Stanley comes in and starts doing things that...
- 1:07:52you wouldn't traditionally see in the superhero
- 1:07:55genre of comic books. Like, I think, again, to
- 1:07:58go back to Spider -Man, man, maybe I should have
- 1:08:00said Spider -Man was my pop culture. I go back
- 1:08:05to Spider -Man and I'm like, what propelled that
- 1:08:09to its success was that no one had ever seen,
- 1:08:13like, a teenage... character super he was like
- 1:08:18he was a he was a nerdy teen kid who was who
- 1:08:22was a superhero and like that's that's the kind
- 1:08:25of character that if anything was maybe reserved
- 1:08:28for like a sidekick role uh that's like that's
- 1:08:32like a robin or an aqua lad but spider -man comes
- 1:08:37out and who who would have thunk it all of these
- 1:08:43young nerdy kids who had been consuming this
- 1:08:49content of like 30, 40 year old strong male super
- 1:08:54characters see this young nerdy kid as a superhero
- 1:08:58and they decide, Whoa, I love that. I'm going
- 1:09:02to buy that. Cause that could be me. That could
- 1:09:06be me. That's I'm seeing me in this character.
- 1:09:09And to talk to it a little bit about where the
- 1:09:13difference lies, I do think, yeah, there is this
- 1:09:18breadth of Marvel content. But I do feel like
- 1:09:24DC has some depth on their characters and depth
- 1:09:29on their stories in the way that sometimes it
- 1:09:31feels like Marvel hasn't. And that's, I think,
- 1:09:35what I've grown to appreciate more over over
- 1:09:39the years. Aside from Spider -Man, who I could
- 1:09:43tell you every plot point from the last 80 years
- 1:09:48about, some of the other characters are more,
- 1:09:55I don't want to say shallower, but more... There's...
- 1:10:01There's this feeling of comic bookiness from
- 1:10:04Marvel characters and and I feel like like I
- 1:10:08to go back to Batman the animated series There's
- 1:10:11this feeling of depth to this character of Batman,
- 1:10:14you know, like when I was a kid I thought about
- 1:10:16Superman is like this. Oh, he's like he's kind
- 1:10:19of like a boring like oh do good superhero I've
- 1:10:24sort of grown to appreciate the stories that
- 1:10:27have been told over the years of Superman being
- 1:10:31this stranger in a strange land. This person
- 1:10:37who comes to a world that could so easily hate
- 1:10:42and fear him. And yet he's become this symbol
- 1:10:46of justice, this symbol of strength to them.
- 1:10:51the way that he always has to sort of watch himself
- 1:10:55to make sure he's not becoming this monster that
- 1:10:59a character like Lex Luthor thinks he is, you
- 1:11:03know? I've seen analysis of Superman where it's
- 1:11:07been related to like the immigration story, you
- 1:11:09know what I mean? Like just this feeling of coming
- 1:11:11into, like you said, this strange place that's
- 1:11:13not your home planet, your home territory, trying
- 1:11:17to figure out how you fit in the alter ego, Clark
- 1:11:21Kent Superman, like him being insecure and not
- 1:11:23sure if people are going to accept him as he
- 1:11:25really is. But along the way, like still being
- 1:11:28well intentioned and doing good and all that
- 1:11:31stuff. So yeah, there's a lot of that. And then
- 1:11:34Batman. I mean, certainly a big theme is unresolved
- 1:11:37trauma. Yeah. Unresolved trauma. And then as
- 1:11:42time goes on, passing that down through the generations,
- 1:11:46right? You talk about the Bat Fam, you talk about
- 1:11:48the Robins, you talk about the other sidekicks
- 1:11:52he's had, the Bat Girls. I forgot about that.
- 1:11:54Yeah. Because Bruce Wayne, obviously we know
- 1:11:57the backstory of Bruce Wayne. His parents just
- 1:12:00get murdered in cold blood by... Take your pick.
- 1:12:05It depends on what part of the comic universe
- 1:12:07you're reading. One part, it could have like,
- 1:12:09oh, it was the Joker, the person who becomes
- 1:12:11the Joker that kills his parents. It's an unidentified
- 1:12:13assassin. Like it's just, it's all over the place.
- 1:12:16But regardless, Bruce Wayne, his parents get
- 1:12:18murdered in cold bloody when he's a kid. And
- 1:12:20that leads him to just have this lifelong grudge
- 1:12:23of revenge for anything having to do with evil
- 1:12:26in Gotham city. And yeah, I forgot. Like he sort
- 1:12:31of passed that down to like most well -known
- 1:12:33sidekick Robin, Dick Grayson, whose parents also
- 1:12:37died. Now, Batman, the animated series, they
- 1:12:39had, I think it's, is it the same all across
- 1:12:43from the comic books to where, like, Dick Grayson's
- 1:12:45parents, they die in, like, sort of this sort
- 1:12:47of aerobatic accident? Like, they're on a...
- 1:12:49Yeah, that's, I think that's generally pretty
- 1:12:50consistent. It's, they're the flying Grayson's,
- 1:12:54and there's some kind of accident in the air
- 1:12:58that kills them. What, you know... They're back
- 1:13:01and forth, I think, in some continuities on whether
- 1:13:04that was just an accident or whether it was like
- 1:13:07a mob hit or something. Right, right. But it's
- 1:13:09pretty it's pretty consistent. They're up in
- 1:13:11the air. Something happens. Orphan Dick Grayson.
- 1:13:15Yeah. And then, yeah, and, you know, and Jason
- 1:13:19Todd comes on to replace him. Jason Todd gets
- 1:13:23straight up beat to death with a crowbar by the
- 1:13:27Joker, which, by the way, by a vote of DC fans.
- 1:13:33They polled, Robin gets kidnapped. The comics
- 1:13:37polled their audience and they're like, does
- 1:13:40Robin survive? Does he not? And the audience,
- 1:13:45we, not we because I wasn't reading comic books
- 1:13:48in the 80s or whenever that came out. But the
- 1:13:54comic book audience was like, yeah. kill that
- 1:13:57kid. Yeah, I guess they just had a hate for Jason
- 1:13:59Todd. I don't know. I remember reading that specific
- 1:14:02comic where he gets beat to death by the Joker,
- 1:14:04middle school, high school, whatever. And I think
- 1:14:06even then I was just like, Oh my God, this is
- 1:14:09this is a lot. What are we doing here? Oh, my
- 1:14:14God. But Dick Grayson never returns to become
- 1:14:16Robin. He becomes Nightwing, and... Yes. Yeah.
- 1:14:19That's also... I'm so interested in where the
- 1:14:22various Robins go after their Robinhood. Dick
- 1:14:25Grayson goes on to be Nightwing in Bloodhaven.
- 1:14:30Jason Todd comes back from the dead with the
- 1:14:33Lazarus Pit. Becomes the red hood this this the
- 1:14:38the character who runs around avenging crime
- 1:14:40with guns Batman's one rule And I don't I guess
- 1:14:47I guess Tim Drake also goes on to be something
- 1:14:50else. I feel bad for Tim Drake. I feel like Dick
- 1:14:58Grayson is so definitive. He's the first. Everybody
- 1:15:01loves him. He's there. Jason Todd has this very
- 1:15:04iconic arc of his death in the comics and his
- 1:15:09resurrection as the Red Hood. You pass Tim Drake
- 1:15:12onto Damian Wayne and you're like, wow, Bruce
- 1:15:15Wayne's actual son raised as an assassin by Taliyah
- 1:15:20al Ghul. Oh, my lord. And you come back to Tim
- 1:15:25Drake and you're like, well, he's not Robin anymore,
- 1:15:28but he's not really, I think in the comics now
- 1:15:30he's like Red Robin or something. I feel I wish
- 1:15:35he'd gotten a little more definitive because
- 1:15:37I do like I do like the concept of his character
- 1:15:40of like of the of the Robins, you know Dick Grayson
- 1:15:45was the best Robin. Jason Todd was the most brutal
- 1:15:51fighter. Tim Drake was the best detective representing
- 1:15:56that sort of edge of Batman. He becomes Robin
- 1:16:00because he discovers who Batman is. Jason Todd
- 1:16:05ironically went out the same way he fought. He
- 1:16:09went out the same way. He died doing what he
- 1:16:13loved. Wasn't Tim Drake, wasn't he the Robin
- 1:16:16in the, remember the Teen Titans cartoon on Cartoon
- 1:16:18Network? Like back in the, wasn't that Tim Drake?
- 1:16:22Yes. They never really defined who that was.
- 1:16:27It's the only, I think, I think they get, yeah,
- 1:16:29they never really defined who it was. It seemed
- 1:16:31like it could have been Tim Drake or it could
- 1:16:33have been Dick Grayson. It didn't fit, it was,
- 1:16:36it was pre Damien Wayne. Okay. And it didn't
- 1:16:41feel like a Jason Todd. Damien Wayne sounds so
- 1:16:44close to Damien Wayans. Every time. Oh my God.
- 1:16:50Imagine that Google search just getting Bruce
- 1:16:53Wayne's son and a member of the Wayans family
- 1:16:55confused. Uh, boy. Oh yeah. One last note about
- 1:16:59death, because there's just so much to be found
- 1:17:00in Batman, the animated series. Uh, the episode
- 1:17:02where we get, who's, who's two faces are alter
- 1:17:04ego? Harvey? Oh, Harvey Dent. Yes. Yeah, Harvey
- 1:17:07Dent. District attorney Harvey Dent. Oh God.
- 1:17:10The moment when, uh, Harvey falls into the pit
- 1:17:12of chemicals or whatever and gets poisoned and
- 1:17:15then Bruce is, is it, was he, was he as Bruce
- 1:17:18or was he as Batman in that moment? I forgot.
- 1:17:20I think maybe as Batman. Yeah, I think so. Maybe
- 1:17:23either way. Speaking to the humanity and the
- 1:17:26depth and the emotional pull that show has, I
- 1:17:28just remember that moment where the camera closes
- 1:17:31in on Bruce slash Batman's face and he's like,
- 1:17:34Harvey, no. Like it was a really deep, emotional,
- 1:17:41heavy read from Kevin Conroy who voiced Batman.
- 1:17:44Um, I just, yeah, moments like that. I just,
- 1:17:46I remember, I mean, I obviously can't do it as
- 1:17:48well as he did, but like. I don't know, man.
- 1:17:53The sort of... subtle, calm, confident, emotional
- 1:17:59depth that Kevin Conroy gave Bruce and Batman.
- 1:18:03My brother and I, we went to one of those comic
- 1:18:06book conventions at the Mohegan Sun Casino in
- 1:18:08Connecticut, and he was there. He was at one
- 1:18:11of his tables signing stuff for people. And I
- 1:18:14took like a sneaky, illegal picture of Kevin
- 1:18:16Conroy, but I didn't want to pay like the 50
- 1:18:17bucks for it. Yeah, no, it's just the gravitas
- 1:18:22that he gave Bruce Wayne and Batman and just
- 1:18:24the bizarreness that he's not here with us anymore.
- 1:18:26It's just like, yeah, it's insane. I mean, I
- 1:18:30love you talk about Bruce Hamill, Mark Hamill,
- 1:18:34Joker and Mark Hamill essentially being quoted
- 1:18:37as saying, hey, I'll Joker as long as Kevin Conroy
- 1:18:42is Batman. Oh, God. It's great. It's great. Because,
- 1:18:45you know, I don't know. I think Kevin could have
- 1:18:48really like amped it up with the, I don't know,
- 1:18:51with the darkness of Batman, kind of like what
- 1:18:54Christian Bale did, like that kind of thing.
- 1:18:58um or just weird to me exactly exactly but no
- 1:19:02he just made it very subtle and moving like with
- 1:19:05Bruce Wayne i just remember it being like oh
- 1:19:07hey how you doing like it's just like this very
- 1:19:09intimate like charming subtle guy and then with
- 1:19:12Batman it was the same thing like like he just
- 1:19:15lowered the voice just a little bit And I don't
- 1:19:17know, did something like Alfred. Like he just,
- 1:19:21I don't know, just a slight turn of the dial
- 1:19:24from Bruce Wayne to Batman without playing it
- 1:19:26too much. That's what I remember from Kevin Conroy's
- 1:19:29performance. It was just, it was magical. Truly
- 1:19:31incredible to see and he is missed as a performer,
- 1:19:37truly. What's a delicious thing that happened
- 1:19:40in your life lately, Ian? delicious thing that
- 1:19:44happened in my life lately. Oh, I'll talk about
- 1:19:49this. I'm so very happy to be getting into crochet.
- 1:19:57And it was, I think that my boyfriend sort of
- 1:20:00tried to get me into crochet a little while ago
- 1:20:01and it didn't really stick, but what did get
- 1:20:03me was doing rhinoceros. We had little crochet
- 1:20:09stitching sessions backstage in the... I was
- 1:20:12going to ask what crochet was, but it's a sort
- 1:20:15of... Yeah, it's the textile thing. It's like
- 1:20:20knitting, but you do it with that one little
- 1:20:22hooked tool. And it is what me and Max and Sophia
- 1:20:27were doing backstage, pretty much every break
- 1:20:31we had during the run of the show. And that,
- 1:20:35like, that seriously, I... I think, like... Doing
- 1:20:40something with my hands like that is very it's
- 1:20:43very satisfying. It's very like fulfilling. It's
- 1:20:45very like And then like getting to see something
- 1:20:48start as almost nothing and and build out into
- 1:20:51what it's finally gonna be I'm just rapping at
- 1:20:54my final prod or not my final my first real big
- 1:20:58crocheted project in the other room It's a little
- 1:21:02it's it's a tiny little stuffed animal ladybug
- 1:21:05I just getting into crochet has been so fun and
- 1:21:11so beautiful, and I can't wait to do it more,
- 1:21:14and I'm so thankful for the cast of Rhinoceros
- 1:21:17that kind of re -sparks that flame for me recently.
- 1:21:20I love that. Yeah, yeah. Hearing about an activity
- 1:21:23like Crochet and seeing it done, because I have
- 1:21:26a friend, Elizabeth, who also does something
- 1:21:27like that, it just always seems like a very peaceful...
- 1:21:31uh, thought provoking activity. I liken it to
- 1:21:35like when people do like crossword puzzles, you
- 1:21:37know what I mean? Like there's just something
- 1:21:39where it's like, you can settle down and have
- 1:21:43some sort of active therapy by, by doing, by
- 1:21:47doing an activity like that. Like it gets your
- 1:21:49brain going, but it's also, there's, there's
- 1:21:51a relaxing quality to it where if you had a bad
- 1:21:55day or if you had a frantic day and you need
- 1:21:57some quiet, but you also just need to keep going.
- 1:22:00in your mind and your brain and whatnot. It just
- 1:22:03seems like crocheting, crossword puzzles, like
- 1:22:05those kind of activities. It seems like those
- 1:22:07kind of fit that. Yeah, I can definitely just
- 1:22:09like quietly zone in, just like... Yeah. Stitch,
- 1:22:13stitch, stitch, stitch, stitch. I love that,
- 1:22:15I love that. It's like a form of meditation,
- 1:22:16I think. Yeah. Yeah, I agree. Oh my God, that's
- 1:22:20great. Well, Ian, this was a great, great time.
- 1:22:23For anybody who wants to follow you and what
- 1:22:26you're doing, give us the socials website, anything
- 1:22:28you want to promote. Yeah, you can follow me,
- 1:22:30wowitsian, wow underscore its underscore Ian,
- 1:22:35mostly on TikTok. I post elsewhere very infrequently.
- 1:22:40But that's where you can find me. You can find
- 1:22:42me on another podcast slash live stream over
- 1:22:47on Lan - Light Adventures. We do a pre -recorded
- 1:22:50podcast as well as a live stream of some TTRPGs,
- 1:22:55tabletop role -playing games like Dungeons and
- 1:22:57Dragons. That stream on... I love that. Great.
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