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Can People Sound Ugly? · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: Back at it for another episode of the Blah Blahnah
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  Speaker 3: And I know one thing I didn't see fob C note.
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  Speaker 1: I be homegoing over and over because I'm like, I can't.
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  Speaker 1: I gotta get this fobi out of my head. But
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  Speaker 3: And it's it's summertime. It's the summertime because I there's
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  Speaker 3: definitely sixty degrees when I left the crib this morning.
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  Speaker 1: Yo, and my son got to wear a tuxi suit
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  Speaker 1: to you. But congratulations though Dallas shout outs man high school.
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  Speaker 2: Here he come. You think you think you listened to
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  Speaker 2: this podcast?
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  Speaker 1: Oh him, Tyana, that was my biggest supporters, biggest supporters
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  Speaker 1: when it comes to the podcast a hard she she was.
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  Speaker 2: Like, oh, you said such and such, and I'm like, why.
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  Speaker 3: Are you listening to it?
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  Speaker 1: It's like now I'd be like, damn, I gotta be
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  Speaker 1: mindful what I say and all that. But I'm like no,
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  Speaker 1: because after that, I want them to know the real
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  Speaker 1: me and the serious me. And I I said that,
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  Speaker 1: but I'm your parent. You gotta we gotta do this
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  Speaker 1: and that, so you know, we get off that. But
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  Speaker 1: growing up, you was a reader.
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  Speaker 3: Not much I read. I was reading though I was
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  Speaker 3: reading books. I was reading, but you had to. That
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  Speaker 3: was actually one of the coolest things about Like they
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  Speaker 3: do the book fair. They did the book fair when
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  Speaker 3: he was in school.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, they did the book fair. But I'll never a
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  Speaker 2: book reader. No.
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  Speaker 3: I like, I liked the whole idea of going to
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  Speaker 3: like the book fair and picking out the certain kind
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  Speaker 3: of books. But what was fucked up though, is like
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  Speaker 3: you will select all these books, but I could never
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  Speaker 3: afford none of them. So I was just like, yes,
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  Speaker 3: I don't know, maybe I'm traumatized, but yeah, I.
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  Speaker 1: Fuck with books though. But guess what we about to
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  Speaker 1: make reading cool again? We're about to make reading fun again?
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  Speaker 1: If this podcast is sponsored by Serious Pens Publishing poll,
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  Speaker 1: what's up, freedom runners? I'm telling you that book is
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  Speaker 1: something mean seven grading up? Were making reading cool again,
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  Speaker 1: were making reading fun again.
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  Speaker 3: I think I think I'm open that book. I might
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  Speaker 3: see it can read again, you know, because I don't
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  Speaker 3: know if you got it in audio, so I might.
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  Speaker 3: I'm skimming through.
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  Speaker 1: I feel my eyes jumping because you know, it's good
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  Speaker 1: knowledge in it.
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  Speaker 2: If you got an audio, that would be great. Yo.
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  Speaker 2: Well what they got to be looking forward to in
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  Speaker 2: that book? Let me see?
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  Speaker 3: So picking up the book right now. And first of all,
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  Speaker 3: the graphics on the book is really really really dug.
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  Speaker 3: You could tell they really took their time.
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  Speaker 2: With Oh yeah, he do he like just talking to him.
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  Speaker 2: He passionate him.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, it's intentional, you know. We a good product is
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  Speaker 3: a good product. You know when somebody is intentional and
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  Speaker 3: they really put they best into something that comes across
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  Speaker 3: like I'm holding it now.
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  Speaker 2: It looks nice, look rushed. The process. The art is great.
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  Speaker 3: It's like a plantation on the right, and then this
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  Speaker 3: looks like tom square on the left, and then it's
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  Speaker 3: a man in the middle, and then he's running. It
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  Speaker 3: seems to be like through a different dimension or he's
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  Speaker 3: he's running super fast. So either way, the illustration is fire.
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  Speaker 3: In the back of the book, I guess it's like
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  Speaker 3: a brief synopsis of what the book is going to
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  Speaker 3: be about. So Dante, I think that's name d U
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  Speaker 3: A N T E. I think that's Dante today. We're
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  Speaker 3: gonna say Dante today. So Dante Elliott is adjusting to
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  Speaker 3: his new life. Smiles have been hard to come by,
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  Speaker 3: and he is weighed down by the loss of his parents.
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  Speaker 3: The past few years have left him feeling defeated. Changing
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  Speaker 3: the form of a new school, great teachers and great
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  Speaker 3: friends has uplifted his spirits. All he wants to be
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  Speaker 3: is an ordinary teenage boy at all with a mysterious
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  Speaker 3: light at the end of a tunnel, a light that
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  Speaker 3: will take him to the eighteen sixties, a life and
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  Speaker 3: time he has only learned about in his history class.
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  Speaker 3: He will make new friends and powerful enemies. Dante Elliott
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  Speaker 3: is clueless about his destiny, superpowers, and why it's happening.
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  Speaker 3: If he survives what's to come, the truth will set
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  Speaker 3: him on an unforgettable journey through time and across continents,
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  Speaker 3: meeting kids just like him. And then this is even
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  Speaker 3: a super dope graphic on the back too.
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  Speaker 2: This is great. Y'all listen if you go ahead seven
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  Speaker 2: grating up.
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  Speaker 1: Shout out to you, Paul, like, get the book www
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  Speaker 1: dot serious pens Publishing dot com.
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  Speaker 2: That book so quality.
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  Speaker 1: You never know, Paul blamin Ize c that line between
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  Speaker 1: c Note and Chris might be under your book publishing.
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  Speaker 2: I don't know.
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  Speaker 1: We know your people's got to give. With my people,
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  Speaker 1: we might cross some numbers.
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  Speaker 2: We might get it going.
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  Speaker 3: Chapter thirteen is bullets, women and uniforms.
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  Speaker 2: That's something shit. That's all just shout out to you.
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  Speaker 2: I appreciate you for making a good product. Bro.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, definitely no, and we're gonna push that order a book,
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  Speaker 1: order two or the three you got four kids, don't share.
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  Speaker 3: A book, Get each one of them a book.
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  Speaker 2: Have have a book club in your house because.
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  Speaker 3: They need to.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean what happened to her family's reading with
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  Speaker 2: each other them?
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  Speaker 1: I mean, oh, just buy a couple of books and
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  Speaker 1: get a couple of your friends to come over, and
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  Speaker 1: y'all just go over. Y'all read the paragraphs, paragraphs. No
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  Speaker 1: good knowledge and from the qualities of what you just read, ship,
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  Speaker 1: I might have to go home and research it on
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  Speaker 1: audio audibley and see if I could know see what
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  Speaker 1: that book.
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  Speaker 2: Is really you? Did your family ever read together?
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  Speaker 3: My mother back in the other crazy think about it?
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  Speaker 1: My mother did me, my sister and my mother like
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  Speaker 1: my mother used to buy books that was that grabs
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  Speaker 1: my attention?
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  Speaker 2: I was I had a short attentions. Man.
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  Speaker 1: I was never a book on reading, but my writing
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  Speaker 1: was crazy. So she used to buy get books like
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  Speaker 1: True to the Game, The Coldest Winter Ever, and we
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  Speaker 1: also say sold Yeah that's hard, Yeah, Midnight and all
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  Speaker 1: that Do or Die like street novels. And we used
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  Speaker 1: to be in the house like fourteen fifteen, and she'd
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  Speaker 1: read the page and then she had passed it to me.
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  Speaker 2: I gotta read a page.
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  Speaker 1: Then my sister read the page, and then we just
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  Speaker 1: going and then once that paragraph over, cool, we're gonna
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  Speaker 1: do another one tomorrow. Like That's how my mother was.
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  Speaker 1: Like my mother was big on that, like she but
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  Speaker 1: it ain't go long because I hated reading.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, my dad used to read stories to me and
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  Speaker 3: my sister and that was I think my mom too.
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  Speaker 3: But I think that was some of my favorite times
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  Speaker 3: as a kid, you know what I mean, because I
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  Speaker 3: don't know something about like your paaring reading to you.
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  Speaker 3: It's a different form of intimacy, but it make you
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  Speaker 3: feel safe, It make it make you feel it's like
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  Speaker 3: a level of a warmness coming over It's a warmness
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  Speaker 3: that come over you. And it's a level of experience
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  Speaker 3: that kids should not be robbed of today, especially the
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  Speaker 3: replace basement shouldn't be the motherfucking iPad and ship like
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  Speaker 3: that respectfully, because like technology, iPad is raising our kids.
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  Speaker 3: I pass reading our kids.
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  Speaker 2: Let me tell you something.
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  Speaker 3: I don't have kids yet, so maybe some people not
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  Speaker 3: gonna really give a how I feel about this, but
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  Speaker 3: iPad will not be raising.
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  Speaker 2: My child and rightfully so shit, it will not.
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  Speaker 3: It would not happen rightfully, It just would not because
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  Speaker 3: something I do know with parents that take technology, take
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  Speaker 3: a phone and they put it right into their kids
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  Speaker 3: face and they be and they don't got to be bothered.
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  Speaker 3: But it's like, what are you doing in the in
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  Speaker 3: the process of that, Like, understand, raising the kid means
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  Speaker 3: you have to be intentional.
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  Speaker 2: Hands on as as a parent.
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  Speaker 3: You deserve time to self and to get yourself right,
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  Speaker 3: get yourself centered, be a little selfish with yourself. But understand,
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  Speaker 3: like whatever you do to get time for yourself, it's
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  Speaker 3: okay as long as they don't come to as long
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  Speaker 3: as they don't come at the child's expense. Because I
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  Speaker 3: feel like you putting like the phone and the iPad,
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  Speaker 3: Like what is that really teaching that nigga?
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  Speaker 2: Like you nothing at all? Like what is that teaching
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  Speaker 2: that nigga nothing at all? Fucking his little brain up early?
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  Speaker 1: So let's change the narrative. Get pull book read to
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  Speaker 1: your kids. That's the first step. And we're gonna start
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  Speaker 1: this episode.
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  Speaker 3: So we're gonna start this episode. You know, I got questions.
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  Speaker 3: I always got questions.
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  Speaker 2: Before we even get into that.
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  Speaker 1: Shout out to men mental health warness man, Oh for sure,
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  Speaker 1: let's geta wolf. Was on a panel two weeks ago.
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  Speaker 1: I was, I mean, doing like spreading the word of
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  Speaker 1: mental health. Man, what is shaking the grounds?
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  Speaker 2: He out here moving and grooving this interesting.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, man, Yo, I'm gonna be in August August. You're
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  Speaker 3: going to that. I'm gonna be in La in August.
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  Speaker 3: Got got flown coming back from the band. Happy birthday again,
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  Speaker 3: thank you it's still your birthday and said your birthday.
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  Speaker 2: Nigga'm about to buy me a twelve hundred dollars bicycle.
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  Speaker 3: Nigga, you deserve it. Yeah, I deserve it. Thank you, bro,
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  Speaker 3: you deserve it.
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  Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie. You be working the hardest breaking
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  Speaker 2: producer I know. I don't know what Nigga is working
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  Speaker 2: harder than me. Ain't gonna nobody.
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  Speaker 1: I ain't gonna lie. That's why I was blinding out.
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  Speaker 1: See got the good one. I'm just saying what we
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  Speaker 1: had to give you your flowers though.
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  Speaker 2: The smell them though, Thank you bro. What we got
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  Speaker 2: today though?
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  Speaker 3: All right, So I got some questions, you know what
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  Speaker 3: I mean. I was at It's a spot. See the
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  Speaker 3: thing about New Yorkers, they don't be knowing about the
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  Speaker 3: fucking spots because niggas just stay on their block and
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  Speaker 3: they don't go nowhere. And I get as comfortable, but understand,
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  Speaker 3: like you can't grow in comfortability. Just know that got
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  Speaker 3: to expand you got expand. So as I was expanding,
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  Speaker 3: I had walked. You know, the studio is like in
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  Speaker 3: kind of like Chinatown, so close to the water, you
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  Speaker 3: know what I mean. So I walked to Willimsburg Bridge
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  Speaker 3: and uh got to Williamsburg and then I walked to
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  Speaker 3: a spot called Charlotte Beach, right by one of my
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  Speaker 3: favorite vegan Mexican restaurants. The aesthetics in there is super far.
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  Speaker 3: It's very attractive in there. But right down the street
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  Speaker 3: from uh oh, the restaurants called Haha or it's like
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  Speaker 3: in Spanish, just like it's j A j A j
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  Speaker 3: a Haja Mexicano or whatever. But right down the block,
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  Speaker 3: literally right down the block from there, it's a spot
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  Speaker 3: near the water. It's kind of adjacent a Domino Park
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  Speaker 3: for people that know about Domino Park, but it's a
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  Speaker 3: spot called Charlotte Beach. And Charlotte Beach is like this
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  Speaker 3: little sliver that they cut off where it's like they
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  Speaker 3: put sand at the edge. So they put some big
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  Speaker 3: ass like tree logs that are no longer trees, lay
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  Speaker 3: them down. People can come and sit down, put feed
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  Speaker 3: in sand water right there, and then you get to
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  Speaker 3: see it was like that beach beach, little fear, you
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  Speaker 3: know what I mean. It's like a little sliver of
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  Speaker 3: an escape or whatever. And then you see Manhattan right there,
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  Speaker 3: you know what I mean, And it's nice. It's nice.
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  Speaker 3: And so this is where I went because I knew
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  Speaker 3: we needed to come up with some questions. So I
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  Speaker 3: went there and I sat down. I was like, man,
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  Speaker 3: what's some shit I want to ask me? And whenever
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  Speaker 3: I asked questions, I always want to get to know
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  Speaker 3: you a little bit better. And enough you're helping the
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  Speaker 3: world out, get to know me a little bit better.
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  Speaker 2: That's my plan.
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  Speaker 3: Bro.
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  Speaker 1: A lot of people were scared to ask the questions,
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  Speaker 1: so when you ask them, they be damn. I wanted
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  Speaker 1: to ask that, but I was scared to how you
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  Speaker 1: might feel about it. Yeah, and it's like I'm open book.
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  Speaker 1: It's best to ask me. Like I tell people, it's
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  Speaker 1: best to ask me these questions so you gonna know
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  Speaker 1: and you can understand instead of messing up with the
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  Speaker 1: next blond person.
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  Speaker 3: And speaking about the next blond person like when I
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  Speaker 3: ask these questions, I try to think, so I try
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  Speaker 3: to think about questions like I'm righting a fucking fire
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  Speaker 3: ass double entendree or something like that. I'm trying to
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  Speaker 3: get two for one every time, you know what I mean. Like,
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  Speaker 3: I want the hey, you be hitting too. I want
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  Speaker 3: the audience who just like casual people that's listening, to
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  Speaker 3: be like, oh yeah, because I would want to know
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  Speaker 3: how a blond person feels about this or how they
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  Speaker 3: feel in these type of situations. But they also for
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  Speaker 3: the people that are also blind or other people who
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  Speaker 3: are disabled, I want them to be like, damn, like
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  Speaker 3: niggas really do be going through show?
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  Speaker 2: So that being my attention, you know what I mean?
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  Speaker 2: You be hitting it on the nose though, So.
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  Speaker 3: One question I want to ask you. These are all
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  Speaker 3: over the place. I ain't really like structure these, but
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  Speaker 3: we just we're gonna vibe with it, right this this
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  Speaker 3: is our best work. When we all over the place,
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  Speaker 3: we're gonna vibe with it. So let me ask you this.
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  Speaker 3: Do you take it as a compliment when people say
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  Speaker 3: you don't look blind.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I take that as a compliment.
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  Speaker 2: I feel good. When people say you don't look blind,
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  Speaker 2: you feel good.
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  Speaker 3: I feel good.
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  Speaker 2: And then I reverse the question, what do a blond
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  Speaker 2: person look like? I've heard you say that before.
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  Speaker 1: I always asking, like people like that you blind, Yo,
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  Speaker 1: you don't look you don't look at what do what
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  Speaker 1: do the blind person look like?
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  Speaker 2: Damn bro? I even heard somebody say, damn brother, you
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  Speaker 2: too cool to be blind. Not that's the crazy one.
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  Speaker 2: I said, I'm too cool. You ain't never heard of
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  Speaker 2: right y'alls, bitch. But then they's like you look at
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  Speaker 2: they I ain't gonna hold you.
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  Speaker 1: I might be the coolest blind nigga that out.
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  Speaker 2: Like in the world.
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  Speaker 1: The way I walk, like my aura, the way I dress,
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  Speaker 1: people like I don't see blonde people dress, the way
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  Speaker 1: you dress. Niggas fuck with you, bro, people like yo,
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  Speaker 1: I see it. They just regular. It's like they don't
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  Speaker 1: want to be noted. They said, when when you come,
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  Speaker 1: it's like you screaming attention. You screaming loud?
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  Speaker 3: What I even saying?
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  Speaker 2: Nothing?
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  Speaker 1: They like people you you gravitate to people like people
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  Speaker 1: got to come and talk to you. Just off the
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  Speaker 1: way you move and the way you walk. They like, yo,
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  Speaker 1: you just smooth as hell. And I'm just like, I don't.
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  Speaker 2: I'm just being me.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm just being me. Like when I first went blind,
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  Speaker 1: they wanted to take the away to iPhone. They wanted
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  Speaker 1: me to take away to close. They let, no, you're
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  Speaker 1: just too expensive.
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  Speaker 2: You got whoa whoa whoa whoa.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, back, this is me because I'm blind. Like, she's like,
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  Speaker 1: how much you be paying on your jeans? And at
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  Speaker 1: the time, mere having to me is how much as
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  Speaker 1: those jeens you got on? I said, he's right here,
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  Speaker 1: I pay two fifty. She said, nah, that's a problem.
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  Speaker 1: I said, what's the problem? Said, you can't be doing
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  Speaker 1: that people when you're a target.
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  Speaker 2: I said, target. Let me be a target. They said.
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  Speaker 1: The way I dress, my phones and everything, I'm a
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  Speaker 1: target for somebody around me.
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  Speaker 2: I don't think you're a target.
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  Speaker 3: I think to me, I'm not a fan of being
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  Speaker 3: flashy because I don't like attention. That's a certain type
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  Speaker 3: of attention I will accept, but unnecessary attention I don't want.
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  Speaker 3: Like I even think like when I get on, I
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  Speaker 3: don't think I'm ever gonna be the type of nigga,
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  Speaker 3: that's gonna be wearing like, but this is not my
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  Speaker 3: tasting joy. It's like bust down super It's like, that's
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  Speaker 3: not me, you know what I mean? Like I got
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  Speaker 3: a little gold on me right now, and that's enough
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  Speaker 3: for you.
• 14:14
  Speaker 2: Cool with it. I'm cool with it, you know what
• 14:15
  Speaker 2: I mean.
• 14:16
  Speaker 1: I could go get the air, I could get the chains.
• 14:19
  Speaker 1: They don't move me no more.
• 14:20
  Speaker 2: They don't move me no more. You know it's about taste.
• 14:22
  Speaker 3: Don't get me wrong.
• 14:22
  Speaker 2: I get on.
• 14:23
  Speaker 1: Oh that blond poppy chain is definitely coming. That shit
• 14:27
  Speaker 1: that that logo, No, it's definitely gonna live is a chain,
• 14:30
  Speaker 1: gonna be crazy that that man, They gonna see that
• 14:33
  Speaker 1: shit shine because know this, I want people to see me.
• 14:36
  Speaker 1: I want people to see me coming whilse. I want
• 14:39
  Speaker 1: people to see me coming. They won't never take their
• 14:41
  Speaker 1: eyes for granted. You're gonna pay attention to everything. You
• 14:45
  Speaker 1: gotta see the details when I walk something that I
• 14:48
  Speaker 1: took for granted.
• 14:49
  Speaker 2: So when people are like, oh, just that, like you're.
• 14:51
  Speaker 1: Gonna really get that, Yeah, I want people to see it.
• 14:53
  Speaker 1: Don't take it for granted. I took it for granted.
• 14:55
  Speaker 1: I do anything just to see the littlest things in
• 14:57
  Speaker 1: the world. So you're gonna see me coming. I think
• 14:59
  Speaker 1: you gonna see it again, broin. So I really do
• 15:03
  Speaker 1: that that would be good.
• 15:04
  Speaker 2: I really do.
• 15:05
  Speaker 3: Like on some genuine you're the first one to say that,
• 15:08
  Speaker 3: some genuine niggas I had.
• 15:09
  Speaker 2: I had an argument on TikTok with somebody said, yeah,
• 15:11
  Speaker 2: you gonna see us. I don't think.
• 15:12
  Speaker 1: So stop saying that you're gonna see this that I said,
• 15:15
  Speaker 1: excuse me, I'm sorry.
• 15:16
  Speaker 3: I haven't stopped saying that. I genuinely think that with
• 15:20
  Speaker 3: the advancement of technology and the things that are being
• 15:25
  Speaker 3: you know, it might not.
• 15:26
  Speaker 2: Who knows what that really means, right, it might not.
• 15:29
  Speaker 2: And the cret thing about it, like I got what
• 15:30
  Speaker 2: I got shot.
• 15:32
  Speaker 1: Only one of my eyes is really damage mm hmm,
• 15:36
  Speaker 1: Like the bullet swerved around the.
• 15:38
  Speaker 2: Eye and hit the next one. Mm hmmm.
• 15:41
  Speaker 1: So it's like closely like the doctor's like, one of
• 15:44
  Speaker 1: my eyes is like the pupils. One is black, the
• 15:48
  Speaker 1: other one is brown. My left eye no, yeah, my
• 15:52
  Speaker 1: left eye is black. My right eye is still brown.
• 15:56
  Speaker 2: And what does that mean? Like the black one is
• 15:58
  Speaker 2: the one that's.
• 15:58
  Speaker 3: Like that's damage damage. Yeah, I still can see light
• 16:02
  Speaker 3: in my left eye, but not in your right eye.
• 16:05
  Speaker 3: I mean in my right.
• 16:06
  Speaker 1: Eye still can see like my left eye nothing really
• 16:11
  Speaker 1: so I can tell when I light in the room
• 16:13
  Speaker 1: coming off and on, and so this light right here
• 16:15
  Speaker 1: is bright than a mother.
• 16:17
  Speaker 2: You can tell that right.
• 16:21
  Speaker 3: Literally it is. It literally is.
• 16:25
  Speaker 1: Sometimes like one time I used to flick it like
• 16:28
  Speaker 1: off and on, off and on and just to see
• 16:30
  Speaker 1: to react to it. At some point that she got
• 16:32
  Speaker 1: me so dizzy. I'm like, I gotta lay my head.
• 16:35
  Speaker 3: Wow, Okay, definitely, I definitely get dizzy light that I'm like, yeah,
• 16:39
  Speaker 3: I gotta lay down. But yeah, I think I think
• 16:41
  Speaker 3: you will see again. I think because the thing is
• 16:44
  Speaker 3: there's a lot of oh brother, Like there's the way
• 16:50
  Speaker 3: the direction that technology is pointing in right now. If
• 16:55
  Speaker 3: it's not virtual reality, if it's not neural link that
• 16:59
  Speaker 3: Elon Hit created, I mean, like I don't know if
• 17:02
  Speaker 3: you know about neural link, but neural link is like
• 17:06
  Speaker 3: it is it's forgive me for my for my ignorance.
• 17:09
  Speaker 3: But what it is is they it's an implant that
• 17:12
  Speaker 3: they put in your brain. Right they already had they
• 17:16
  Speaker 3: had the first I don't have.
• 17:18
  Speaker 1: To hear about that. But I mean thing is, it's
• 17:22
  Speaker 1: like you're fucking with your brain. I don't think I'm
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: doing that.
• 17:27
  Speaker 2: Okay mm hmmm, because.
• 17:28
  Speaker 1: Like the one little, one little thing can take the
• 17:31
  Speaker 1: memory of what I built my kids, my memory, my
• 17:37
  Speaker 1: my childhood is with me and me who I am today.
• 17:39
  Speaker 3: So it's like to put that on the table just
• 17:42
  Speaker 3: to see again.
• 17:43
  Speaker 1: No, I ain't doing it, but I ain't gonna I'm
• 17:46
  Speaker 1: thinking about investing into some metaglasses. Metaglasses, I ain't gonna
• 17:51
  Speaker 1: hold you. My timeline is filled with blind people. I
• 17:54
  Speaker 1: never you know, I never ran across so many blond
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: people in my life.
• 17:59
  Speaker 2: But how about you use the meta glasses.
• 18:01
  Speaker 1: They it's like, it's great. They tell you what's in
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: front of you. Because I'm I'm I'm on TikTok and
• 18:06
  Speaker 1: I'm just watching like blind people use it. Oh really Yeah,
• 18:09
  Speaker 1: they'll tell you what's in front of you. They can
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: read your mail you presently you.
• 18:13
  Speaker 2: Read this, they'll read it to you that. No, you
• 18:15
  Speaker 2: need that, yo, Like what's when I'm looking at I'm like,
• 18:18
  Speaker 2: I'm my dad. No, you need those? How much are they?
• 18:21
  Speaker 2: I don't know?
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: They say a little pricey, But I ain't gonna lie.
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: I'm thinking about I told my little my older sister,
• 18:26
  Speaker 1: she like sting foot. I'm gonna look up the price
• 18:30
  Speaker 1: of hop bottom just to make.
• 18:32
  Speaker 3: You feel like you can see again. I'm gonna buy them.
• 18:36
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I ain't gonna lie. You need those. Yeah, I'm
• 18:39
  Speaker 2: I'm really looking into the meta glasses. You do need those.
• 18:41
  Speaker 2: But real quick, I want to go back on the
• 18:44
  Speaker 2: neural aink thing.
• 18:44
  Speaker 3: So what if, like you know, you got because you
• 18:47
  Speaker 3: can't just be anybody performing that type of surgery, you
• 18:50
  Speaker 3: know what I mean, you gotta be like top of
• 18:51
  Speaker 3: your class. What if they could guarantee you one hundred
• 18:54
  Speaker 3: percent that like nothing will be affected.
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: I'm okay, that's what And then it's like, what's the
• 19:04
  Speaker 1: after effect?
• 19:05
  Speaker 3: Well, let me say so, the first patient that they
• 19:09
  Speaker 3: used it on, he's a paraplegic, meaning he doesn't have
• 19:11
  Speaker 3: legs and he doesn't have arms. But what it allows
• 19:15
  Speaker 3: him to do, and this is just the first, bro,
• 19:17
  Speaker 3: we already know how this technology shit gonna run deep.
• 19:20
  Speaker 3: What it allowed him to do is it allows him
• 19:22
  Speaker 3: to use the Internet with his mind, you know.
• 19:28
  Speaker 2: And it's it's it's initial use.
• 19:32
  Speaker 3: It was created to help people stop having mental diseases
• 19:37
  Speaker 3: or mental like. I wish I had the right, but
• 19:40
  Speaker 3: I hate when I don't got the right words on mic.
• 19:43
  Speaker 3: But like people who have epilepsy, people who deal with
• 19:46
  Speaker 3: like certain things, it is there to mitigate that ship
• 19:50
  Speaker 3: through like electricity, because your brain ain't nothing but a
• 19:53
  Speaker 3: fucking electric ball, That's.
• 19:55
  Speaker 2: All it is, you know what I mean.
• 19:56
  Speaker 3: So imagine if you take like virtual reality, like Apples
• 20:00
  Speaker 3: doing fantastic virtually and it's only gonna get better and
• 20:03
  Speaker 3: better and better.
• 20:05
  Speaker 2: I even seen them. I'm sorry, go.
• 20:06
  Speaker 1: Ahead, shout out to tad GBC. They told me I
• 20:08
  Speaker 1: should be targeted Apple for sponsors. Why not, he said that,
• 20:13
  Speaker 1: They said, because their lines with my brand.
• 20:17
  Speaker 3: I even seen a video of when AI first popped out.
• 20:22
  Speaker 3: They were showing these videos. You knew exactly You knew
• 20:24
  Speaker 3: that it was AI because what it did is it
• 20:27
  Speaker 3: looked like thousands of images in motion at a time.
• 20:32
  Speaker 3: It didn't look like a seamless movie or more seamless video, right.
• 20:38
  Speaker 3: Some what somebody did is somebody put up a side
• 20:40
  Speaker 3: by side of AI two years ago versus AI today,
• 20:44
  Speaker 3: and the AI advanced and that AI two years ago,
• 20:46
  Speaker 3: Like I remember when it looked like that. It was
• 20:48
  Speaker 3: just like it was still amazing though, but it just
• 20:50
  Speaker 3: looked like a like a hundred images flickering all at once.
• 20:53
  Speaker 3: It was it was a it was a video, but
• 20:54
  Speaker 3: it just looked like it looks weird, you know what
• 20:56
  Speaker 3: I mean. And that looks so now it's got that
• 20:59
  Speaker 3: ceiless like it look like a nigga just being a nigga,
• 21:01
  Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. So real, and so I say,
• 21:04
  Speaker 3: you take that, and then you take what Apple doing
• 21:07
  Speaker 3: with virtual reality, and then you take neural link that
• 21:10
  Speaker 3: Elon doing, and then you bring these things together. You
• 21:12
  Speaker 3: can't tell me that you can't bring somebody's vision, you
• 21:16
  Speaker 3: know what I'm saying.
• 21:17
  Speaker 2: But I respect you.
• 21:20
  Speaker 1: It's good because, don't get me wrong, I would love
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: to see like you gonna see it the people around
• 21:25
  Speaker 1: me and everything.
• 21:26
  Speaker 2: But blond Poppy is awesome. Blond Poppy is awesome.
• 21:30
  Speaker 1: Blind stuff is awesome, and it's like I always think
• 21:33
  Speaker 1: about the after effect to it. Don't get me wrong.
• 21:36
  Speaker 1: I'm just talking now.
• 21:38
  Speaker 3: A hundred percent I might lay on that damn table
• 21:42
  Speaker 3: a hundred percent. You guarantee I think I'm laying on
• 21:45
  Speaker 3: that goddamn your vision gonna be like mad a k
• 21:48
  Speaker 3: and shit like what.
• 21:49
  Speaker 2: And I just want soon as it's over and I
• 21:52
  Speaker 2: can open it.
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: I just want my son to be right there. Yeah,
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: I just want my daughter. I just want my nieces
• 21:57
  Speaker 1: and nephew. I don't care about the older people. Just
• 21:59
  Speaker 1: had have my kids around me, and it's like I
• 22:03
  Speaker 1: just want to see them.
• 22:04
  Speaker 3: But you know what's weird though, like you, I don't
• 22:06
  Speaker 3: know if you'll be able to cry though maybe that's
• 22:09
  Speaker 3: like the least of your words by the time you
• 22:10
  Speaker 3: can see, but maybe you won't be able to cry well.
• 22:13
  Speaker 2: With the link with the I don't know, Yeah, I
• 22:16
  Speaker 2: don't know. I still think. I still think I will.
• 22:19
  Speaker 3: You're gonna have like a like a like a third
• 22:21
  Speaker 3: cry on the inside. I could have seen it coming
• 22:24
  Speaker 3: down my eye. Nah, I'm a boohoo, You're gonna boo.
• 22:27
  Speaker 2: Ain't gonna be the water coming in no water, I'm
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: a boooo. Like thirteen years and I'm saying, like I
• 22:35
  Speaker 2: can see y'all.
• 22:36
  Speaker 3: Seeing your son, bro after thirteen years, gonna fuck you up. Listen,
• 22:42
  Speaker 3: It's gonna fuck you up. You know it's crazy. I
• 22:45
  Speaker 3: felt like you're like, who the fuck is this nigga.
• 22:48
  Speaker 1: I feel like me seeing my sister kids are fucking
• 22:51
  Speaker 1: me up more than seeing my son.
• 22:52
  Speaker 2: Huh.
• 22:53
  Speaker 3: Really I never met them.
• 22:56
  Speaker 1: So like before, I used to always hear myself, I
• 22:59
  Speaker 1: can you love somebody that you never met?
• 23:01
  Speaker 3: You met them, you just haven't seen them, but it's
• 23:04
  Speaker 3: like you know them though you did me.
• 23:07
  Speaker 1: I know them, but like when I when I say meet,
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: meaning like had that that physical like not not physical,
• 23:16
  Speaker 1: but the look, Uh, it's like no, Like when I'm
• 23:19
  Speaker 1: talking to them, it's like I'm talking to a perfect stranger.
• 23:22
  Speaker 2: I can't put a face to them. Well, let me
• 23:25
  Speaker 2: ask you this.
• 23:25
  Speaker 3: Even though you can't see people, do you so check
• 23:28
  Speaker 3: this out? When you see somebody, if you see like
• 23:33
  Speaker 3: let's say you see somebody on your block one day
• 23:36
  Speaker 3: and then you see them three weeks from them from
• 23:39
  Speaker 3: that time somewhere else, you recognize them, right. But since
• 23:44
  Speaker 3: you can't rely on your vision, do you? How do
• 23:47
  Speaker 3: you recognize people?
• 23:49
  Speaker 2: Voice? I know that voice? People I know I know
• 23:54
  Speaker 2: who else where you woke up with? Bro? I know
• 23:56
  Speaker 2: your voice. They're like, damn, Bro, that's crazy, Like I
• 23:59
  Speaker 2: know you voice. So it's funny, Like your ears is
• 24:03
  Speaker 2: how you see in a lot of way. It is everywhere.
• 24:05
  Speaker 1: It is my ears. Some some people like their body structure.
• 24:09
  Speaker 1: I know, I'm like, that's old from my block. Well
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: that's I mean, allen from my building. Like I just know,
• 24:17
  Speaker 1: Like when you're dapping them, dap them, bring my mom
• 24:20
  Speaker 1: around you feeling like muscular toll, that's my son. Oh
• 24:25
  Speaker 1: so it's like, but majority I depend on my ears.
• 24:28
  Speaker 1: My ears is my new eyes. And that's how it works.
• 24:33
  Speaker 2: Damn what you be doing to take care of the mirrors, nigga.
• 24:37
  Speaker 3: Terished though I can't I lose my ship. I'm completely
• 24:42
  Speaker 3: going over to stay in the house now, like you
• 24:46
  Speaker 3: can still.
• 24:47
  Speaker 2: See, you can still you're gonna talk you can't hear.
• 24:49
  Speaker 1: Niggas, And then like I'm taking away music from you,
• 24:53
  Speaker 1: taking away podcasts, taking away the song that's like these
• 24:58
  Speaker 1: kids' voices is the soundtrack.
• 25:01
  Speaker 2: Of my life.
• 25:02
  Speaker 1: You take that away from me, you might as well
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: just lock me into a goddamn room.
• 25:06
  Speaker 2: You're gonna have to learn silanguage at that point.
• 25:08
  Speaker 3: But how can I learn silent?
• 25:09
  Speaker 2: But I can't see.
• 25:12
  Speaker 3: Different?
• 25:13
  Speaker 2: How can I learn if I can't see? I'm all
• 25:16
  Speaker 2: fucked up. Oh, and the like ignorance because you're right.
• 25:21
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna see I can't write ship down because like you,
• 25:25
  Speaker 3: you can say it back ship. I'm all messed up.
• 25:30
  Speaker 2: I'm all messed up.
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: It's that you just took away everything silent that oh shit,
• 25:39
  Speaker 1: take away everything?
• 25:41
  Speaker 2: Oh shit?
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: It that of that I had to be an interested podcast.
• 25:49
  Speaker 2: Oh shit different.
• 25:53
  Speaker 3: So my see this, I could this could get dark.
• 25:56
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna just leave it alone. But I got other
• 25:57
  Speaker 3: questions that I was like, wait a minute.
• 25:59
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean, fucking fun. We ain't gonna
• 26:01
  Speaker 2: go down the road.
• 26:01
  Speaker 3: I got a real ignorant question to ask you stuff. Bro,
• 26:08
  Speaker 3: forgive me, y'all, this is bro. What you ever go
• 26:11
  Speaker 3: on a blonde date?
• 26:13
  Speaker 2: Yo? Oh?
• 26:13
  Speaker 3: Me?
• 26:14
  Speaker 1: And you're not friends on Facebook? Oh we're not friends
• 26:17
  Speaker 1: on You're gonna take you What my post was?
• 26:19
  Speaker 3: I said I need someone to help me look for
• 26:24
  Speaker 3: a blind woman. No no, I said I need someone
• 26:27
  Speaker 3: to help me find a blind a blond mommy. So
• 26:31
  Speaker 3: we could go on a blond date.
• 26:32
  Speaker 2: That would be fine.
• 26:33
  Speaker 1: And somebody come in and say, attack my mother, rochuck,
• 26:37
  Speaker 1: can you please take your son phone away from him?
• 26:40
  Speaker 1: Because they're like, yo, you looking for a blond mommy
• 26:43
  Speaker 1: to go on a blind date.
• 26:44
  Speaker 3: I'm like, yeah, it going on a blond day. What
• 26:46
  Speaker 3: does she live in, like Wisconsin or some ship? Hey,
• 26:50
  Speaker 3: y'all just communicate. We can communicate.
• 26:53
  Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie, Bronna.
• 26:54
  Speaker 1: You have to have a third will in the between,
• 26:57
  Speaker 1: because what if she come out here, we try to
• 26:59
  Speaker 1: meet up, just be missing each other.
• 27:02
  Speaker 2: No, what you mean, will will? No, Well that'll work,
• 27:05
  Speaker 2: you know what?
• 27:06
  Speaker 3: The reason the reason why that'll really work for you
• 27:09
  Speaker 3: because I'm sure like as a woman, because as a woman,
• 27:13
  Speaker 3: she knows that there's a chance that she could get
• 27:16
  Speaker 3: with a guy who don't care, right, you know what
• 27:18
  Speaker 3: I mean, Like he's not blind, right, you.
• 27:19
  Speaker 2: Know, because she's attractive. She's attractive.
• 27:22
  Speaker 3: However, I think one thing that's really worked for your
• 27:25
  Speaker 3: case is the thing that worked for all men's case,
• 27:27
  Speaker 3: is that you're an ambitious man. You got your hands
• 27:30
  Speaker 3: on something productive all the time, you know what I mean.
• 27:34
  Speaker 3: You're building things, You're creating things, you working on things.
• 27:36
  Speaker 3: You're literally a maniac, bro you literally like always thinking
• 27:39
  Speaker 3: about ideas, how to get to the next point, Like insane,
• 27:42
  Speaker 3: you know what I mean.
• 27:43
  Speaker 2: That's coming from a crazy person, you know. So I
• 27:46
  Speaker 2: think a blind woman because I feel I feel like
• 27:49
  Speaker 2: you being blind not gonna be enough for her to
• 27:52
  Speaker 2: be like, yeah, let me this nigga might be the
• 27:54
  Speaker 2: love of my life. But once you realize, like, oh,
• 27:56
  Speaker 2: he's like a real he's a dope individual too, and
• 28:00
  Speaker 2: he understands me. It's my world.
• 28:03
  Speaker 1: I gotta get the prenum. Ready the prena hold on
• 28:06
  Speaker 1: waite ready?
• 28:07
  Speaker 2: Wait? What means you might say, Lord take me now?
• 28:11
  Speaker 3: Ain't gonna lie. I'm gonna try to get you. I'm
• 28:13
  Speaker 3: gonna try to make that happen for you. Yeah, like
• 28:16
  Speaker 3: I'm gonna trying to make that happen for you. A
• 28:17
  Speaker 3: blonde day. You know.
• 28:18
  Speaker 1: You know what's crazy? Though I could, I could. I
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: be on TikTok and I fall in love with voices.
• 28:24
  Speaker 3: Full of love of voices, beautiful voices.
• 28:27
  Speaker 2: What kind of voices you like? I can't describe it,
• 28:30
  Speaker 2: but you can't. You can think about it them sexy voices,
• 28:34
  Speaker 2: like do you like the voices? Like do you like voices?
• 28:37
  Speaker 2: Soft tone voice?
• 28:39
  Speaker 1: And it's just like like they voice just vibrates my ears.
• 28:43
  Speaker 1: It's just like I said, Damn, she sounds good.
• 28:46
  Speaker 2: Vibrate your ears. This nigga freaky isiga Yo.
• 28:49
  Speaker 1: I'm like, damn, she sounds good, yo. Like I'm listening
• 28:55
  Speaker 1: to her. She's there was another blond woman and I'm like, damn.
• 28:58
  Speaker 2: She got a beautiful voice.
• 29:00
  Speaker 1: I want to know how she looks, but I ain't
• 29:02
  Speaker 1: ask somebody, do you know how the blind woman look
• 29:04
  Speaker 1: I just like, I just use my mad.
• 29:06
  Speaker 2: We said you don't care too. Yeah.
• 29:08
  Speaker 3: Yeah, well, thank you for answering that very ignorant ask question.
• 29:14
  Speaker 3: Next thing I want to ask you is, since you've
• 29:16
  Speaker 3: been blind? Oh this kind of is right on, right on.
• 29:21
  Speaker 3: It goes with the last question. But excuse me, jesus,
• 29:25
  Speaker 3: since you've been blind, is there a sound you can't
• 29:27
  Speaker 3: stand to hear or listen to since.
• 29:30
  Speaker 2: I've been blind a sound? I can't. I can't. I
• 29:36
  Speaker 2: can't say that.
• 29:37
  Speaker 1: Okay, Well, when somebody rub their feet against carpet, I
• 29:40
  Speaker 1: hate that ship. What do you mean like when somebody
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: got bid feet and they just going back and forth
• 29:46
  Speaker 1: on the floor with carpit.
• 29:48
  Speaker 2: Look they dragging their feet. They're not really picking their
• 29:50
  Speaker 2: feet up.
• 29:50
  Speaker 3: That sound blows my mom. What is it about it?
• 29:55
  Speaker 3: It just it it hurts my ears?
• 29:59
  Speaker 2: Really the carpet, Yeah.
• 30:01
  Speaker 1: Somebody rubbing a feedback and forth on the carpet. I
• 30:04
  Speaker 1: hate that sound. I'm like, yo, pick your feet up.
• 30:09
  Speaker 1: I hate it and something. I mean they do it
• 30:12
  Speaker 1: on purpose sometimes just to get me mad. It's like, yo,
• 30:15
  Speaker 1: pick your feet up, Like what are you doing?
• 30:17
  Speaker 3: What?
• 30:18
  Speaker 2: You don't like the way that sounds?
• 30:19
  Speaker 3: Like?
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: I hate I hate the feet rub carb.
• 30:22
  Speaker 3: It For me, it's the chalk, the nails against the
• 30:25
  Speaker 3: choco board. Well, you've been thinking about it now, sending
• 30:27
  Speaker 3: chairs down my spine.
• 30:28
  Speaker 1: Actually, but see, I ain't never been around the setting
• 30:31
  Speaker 1: when chalk was used or something blind.
• 30:34
  Speaker 2: What's not even about that?
• 30:35
  Speaker 3: Like, like literally I'm getting chills right now, bro, that's
• 30:37
  Speaker 3: how powerful I hate. I hate the sound. Even in school,
• 30:41
  Speaker 3: I hate when the teacher used to call me on
• 30:42
  Speaker 3: the board they use it.
• 30:43
  Speaker 2: Or even styrofoam. Bro, I'm getting chairs right now.
• 30:45
  Speaker 3: That's like like the like the styrofoam, getting chills right now.
• 30:53
  Speaker 3: That's how crazy. The mind is so incredible. I'm thinking
• 30:56
  Speaker 3: about it. Like sometimes if I.
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: Think about a marker, like a marker, I hate the sign.
• 31:00
  Speaker 2: Of a marker.
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: What the fuck do you mean? What do you mean
• 31:02
  Speaker 1: when the marker writing on paper? I hate the sign
• 31:05
  Speaker 1: of that, like.
• 31:06
  Speaker 2: On paper or on the dry race board.
• 31:08
  Speaker 1: Not on paper. I could deal with the dry race board.
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: I could even write one the dry razor bo with
• 31:12
  Speaker 1: the walker, but on paper. Yeah, hate that ship. Why
• 31:19
  Speaker 1: I'm trying them sounds as sensitive to my ears?
• 31:21
  Speaker 3: Was it?
• 31:22
  Speaker 2: Were you always like that?
• 31:23
  Speaker 3: Or was it?
• 31:23
  Speaker 2: These things kind of developed a little bit since.
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: It been like that, Like but I could bear it before,
• 31:28
  Speaker 1: but now I literally hate it. And I just thought
• 31:31
  Speaker 1: about that because my sister had to write a note. Uh,
• 31:34
  Speaker 1: she had to write on the callboard when we switched
• 31:36
  Speaker 1: the party in ten minutes and she was doing it,
• 31:40
  Speaker 1: writing it fast.
• 31:40
  Speaker 3: I had to move away from it.
• 31:41
  Speaker 2: I'm like, yo, you heard me.
• 31:44
  Speaker 1: I just hate that sound.
• 31:45
  Speaker 2: What's your favorite thing to smell?
• 31:49
  Speaker 1: My favorite thing to smell? I don't got no favorite thing.
• 31:54
  Speaker 2: That's the nigga.
• 31:55
  Speaker 3: You got something nigga you like smelling? Some collar greens
• 31:58
  Speaker 3: and that catfish nigga you like smelling. See look at you.
• 32:01
  Speaker 3: You's know what I'm saying.
• 32:02
  Speaker 2: Like, I love the smell of collar. You gotta think
• 32:04
  Speaker 2: about that ship.
• 32:05
  Speaker 1: Bring chicken, that pot roast. I let to smell of
• 32:09
  Speaker 1: barbecue like burgers.
• 32:13
  Speaker 3: I let to smell firewood and during the wintertime anything
• 32:17
  Speaker 3: like that.
• 32:18
  Speaker 2: Nah, that's you. That ain't me. I ain't walking in
• 32:21
  Speaker 2: the fire.
• 32:23
  Speaker 1: I like I like to smell of dove soap. Okay,
• 32:26
  Speaker 1: like dove soap, the beauty ball. Love that smell.
• 32:29
  Speaker 2: It makes you feel good.
• 32:30
  Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like I would like I letterally wash up
• 32:33
  Speaker 1: and instead of like drying off with the tower, I
• 32:35
  Speaker 1: air drown to have that smell stuck on me.
• 32:38
  Speaker 3: Your air drawn. Yeah, how the fuck see now that's
• 32:40
  Speaker 3: some psychotic shit to me. How the fuck are you
• 32:42
  Speaker 3: gonna air drawing? Your whole body was just wet.
• 32:44
  Speaker 2: Are you a drying Yeah?
• 32:46
  Speaker 1: You get out her started taking the tow and drying off.
• 32:49
  Speaker 1: You just come out. You just sit just like that
• 32:51
  Speaker 1: edge just dry you.
• 32:53
  Speaker 2: But it's steamy, and the steamy in the shower.
• 32:55
  Speaker 1: I come out the shower, I mean I come out
• 32:57
  Speaker 1: the bathroom and you in your room. Just sat in
• 32:59
  Speaker 1: my room and just you just wet. What just Sullner
• 33:03
  Speaker 1: fan Just oh hell, that sounds like hell to me.
• 33:08
  Speaker 2: I feel good. That sounds like hell. I feel good.
• 33:10
  Speaker 3: Like when I get out the shower, I'm so sensitive
• 33:14
  Speaker 3: to the temperature because in the shower. The temperature is beautiful,
• 33:17
  Speaker 3: it's lovely, but I'm so sensitive to hopping out the
• 33:20
  Speaker 3: shower and then the temperature feeling like that, that coolness
• 33:23
  Speaker 3: from the rest of the house. What.
• 33:25
  Speaker 2: I love the cold though. I love the cold. You.
• 33:28
  Speaker 3: Oh you did tell me you ain't like summer and
• 33:29
  Speaker 3: ship You're a different type of nigga when your birthday again, Yeah,
• 33:35
  Speaker 3: you're a different type of nigga.
• 33:36
  Speaker 2: I love the cold, you know.
• 33:37
  Speaker 1: So I can come out the shower and turn the
• 33:39
  Speaker 1: iggoditional and just edge just hit me, no, sir, feel good.
• 33:45
  Speaker 2: I can't.
• 33:45
  Speaker 1: I can't do the heat.
• 33:47
  Speaker 2: Mm hmm. I can't do that.
• 33:48
  Speaker 3: Being I jump out the bathroom, I'm like, I got
• 33:50
  Speaker 3: to open it. Damn, I'm gonna pass out in his heat. Nigga,
• 33:54
  Speaker 3: I keep the shower running before while I'm getting out,
• 33:58
  Speaker 3: just for that steam, just for the heat. So I
• 34:00
  Speaker 3: literally I hop out the shower, I dry off. I
• 34:04
  Speaker 3: hop out the shower, I dry off, and then when
• 34:06
  Speaker 3: I'm finally done with the heat, then I turned the
• 34:09
  Speaker 3: shower off.
• 34:10
  Speaker 2: Me two different people that ship that shit come over.
• 34:14
  Speaker 3: I even step out. No, I can't do that and
• 34:16
  Speaker 3: do that because the cold is too fucking shocking. Have
• 34:20
  Speaker 3: you ever smelled a woman before you even met her,
• 34:23
  Speaker 3: and then when you met her, before she even spoke
• 34:25
  Speaker 3: to you, you knew it was her.
• 34:27
  Speaker 1: Yeah, hell yeah yeah. And that woman tell you how
• 34:30
  Speaker 1: crazy it is right Friday. You know, you came out Friday,
• 34:34
  Speaker 1: when you left, I'm outside. So she said, you know,
• 34:40
  Speaker 1: whatever is moody? I mean what she said, wait before
• 34:43
  Speaker 1: you get me a hug, she sprayed col on perfume more,
• 34:46
  Speaker 1: spray perfume more.
• 34:47
  Speaker 3: So come give me a hug. Now, I want you
• 34:49
  Speaker 3: to smell me. I said, I'm hugging. I said, you
• 34:52
  Speaker 3: smell good. She said, yeah, I did it just for you.
• 34:57
  Speaker 3: And then, you know, the rest is patrion the fact. Indeed,
• 35:01
  Speaker 3: what I say, rest petreo.
• 35:04
  Speaker 1: Just for her to take that initiative to spread yourself
• 35:07
  Speaker 1: for me to smell, I appreciate it.
• 35:08
  Speaker 2: That's dope. I mean, that's care. That's real care.
• 35:12
  Speaker 1: It really is that you wanted me to smell you.
• 35:15
  Speaker 1: And she said, I want you to remember this smell.
• 35:17
  Speaker 1: That's my favorite cool, that's my perfume.
• 35:19
  Speaker 3: That's the type of woman you need. You need a
• 35:22
  Speaker 3: woman who understands like I'm a play to my man's sentence.
• 35:25
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean.
• 35:26
  Speaker 1: It's like some excess that I know, like a certain sense,
• 35:30
  Speaker 1: and I smell it. I think that, I'm I'm like,
• 35:32
  Speaker 1: they must be around or something.
• 35:34
  Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
• 35:35
  Speaker 1: I got an X she loves sweet pea from baffing body.
• 35:40
  Speaker 3: I smell that. I just see her.
• 35:44
  Speaker 2: Mm hmmm, see her in your mind? Mm hmm.
• 35:48
  Speaker 3: When you're talking to people that you're meeting for the
• 35:50
  Speaker 3: first time, do you create an image of them in
• 35:54
  Speaker 3: your mind as you listening to their voice?
• 35:57
  Speaker 2: Mm hmmm.
• 35:59
  Speaker 1: And I do little things like a female when I
• 36:03
  Speaker 1: first meet them. I never shake their hands.
• 36:07
  Speaker 2: Why not? I want to see what your body structure is.
• 36:10
  Speaker 2: You said you never shake their hands.
• 36:12
  Speaker 1: I shake their hand, but then I still bring it down.
• 36:15
  Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't believe in shaking women's head female hands.
• 36:19
  Speaker 2: You said you hugged them.
• 36:21
  Speaker 3: I want to figure your body structure. Every girl not
• 36:23
  Speaker 3: gonna like that, though, Yeah, every girl.
• 36:25
  Speaker 1: But it's not like I'm feeling on them.
• 36:27
  Speaker 2: Of course not. I mean like you be in jail.
• 36:30
  Speaker 2: Of course i'd be on trial with Did you feel me?
• 36:33
  Speaker 2: For sure? I mean, but yeah, like a frillly hugged.
• 36:36
  Speaker 1: Like okay, I feel like I feel like structured. Like
• 36:38
  Speaker 1: now I feel like I'm connecting with you.
• 36:40
  Speaker 3: More because you you you you kind of that's your
• 36:44
  Speaker 3: way of kind of you. You know, you kind of
• 36:46
  Speaker 3: have one step closer to knowing what they actually look like.
• 36:49
  Speaker 1: Now it's like I could put my thoughts my my
• 36:53
  Speaker 1: my imagination of real person is really structured.
• 36:57
  Speaker 2: It's kind of like even man like when I give
• 36:59
  Speaker 2: a pound or I bring it in. Yeah.
• 37:02
  Speaker 3: So now it's like, okay, now you're taking your imagination
• 37:04
  Speaker 3: and you're adding it with some some real information like
• 37:08
  Speaker 3: maybe maybe they look like this, maybe they got here.
• 37:11
  Speaker 1: I'm not I'm not feeling of course. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah,
• 37:16
  Speaker 1: I gotta help my thoughts. So in a weird way,
• 37:20
  Speaker 1: that kind of reminds me of sonar. You know what
• 37:22
  Speaker 1: sonar is? Like how bats you sonar? Or like submarines
• 37:26
  Speaker 1: or dolphins. I don't know if dolphins use it, but
• 37:28
  Speaker 1: like they so sonar is like what like bats use
• 37:33
  Speaker 1: this thing.
• 37:34
  Speaker 3: I'm really about the nerd out right now, But bats
• 37:35
  Speaker 3: use this thing called echo location right where when they flying,
• 37:40
  Speaker 3: they make bounce off the walls so that they can
• 37:43
  Speaker 3: understand where things are. You know what I mean so
• 37:45
  Speaker 3: they don't that they don't rely on their vision. I
• 37:48
  Speaker 3: hear that, but they really that's so fucking cool. First
• 37:50
  Speaker 3: of all, they don't rely on their vision, but they
• 37:52
  Speaker 3: let off these sounds that we don't even fucking hear.
• 37:55
  Speaker 3: But the sound dispersed from where they at and then
• 37:59
  Speaker 3: it bounced off off and then come back to them.
• 38:01
  Speaker 2: So they get an idea of what I heard that
• 38:03
  Speaker 2: on Animal Planet.
• 38:04
  Speaker 3: Yeah, so they get an idea of what it is
• 38:05
  Speaker 3: because they don't actually know what the fuck the thing is,
• 38:08
  Speaker 3: you know what I mean, Like, which is kind of
• 38:10
  Speaker 3: crazy anyway.
• 38:11
  Speaker 2: Now, I'm not gonna go to deep into it. I'm
• 38:12
  Speaker 2: not gonna get deep into yeah for sure. But do
• 38:16
  Speaker 2: you judge?
• 38:16
  Speaker 3: Do you judge people by the sound of their voice?
• 38:22
  Speaker 1: Because there's some female that got some deep voices, some
• 38:25
  Speaker 1: banging bodies personality.
• 38:27
  Speaker 3: Well, I'm just saying it don't matter what what I'm saying,
• 38:30
  Speaker 3: Like if you heard a nigga, like, could you ever
• 38:32
  Speaker 3: listen to a nigga talk and be like, I can't
• 38:34
  Speaker 3: trust this nigga about a Tony's voice?
• 38:38
  Speaker 2: Not for that year? I do? I do? I do
• 38:40
  Speaker 2: judge people with voices? Okay, that's what I'm saying.
• 38:42
  Speaker 1: Some people be like, get that nigga away from me.
• 38:47
  Speaker 1: It's just different, like when you like. One thing I
• 38:51
  Speaker 1: hate when a person do is try to impress me
• 38:54
  Speaker 1: with they war stories.
• 38:55
  Speaker 2: War stories.
• 38:56
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I've been through this and it's now I'm starting
• 39:01
  Speaker 1: to feel like you're just trying to impress me.
• 39:03
  Speaker 2: I don't care about it. Don't impress me, sir.
• 39:06
  Speaker 1: I don't care about that street shit no more, bro,
• 39:08
  Speaker 1: Like I'm all the way after shit. Like, man, it's
• 39:12
  Speaker 1: like I'm on the side walk. Why are you telling
• 39:15
  Speaker 1: me about your wall stories? I hate when people do.
• 39:18
  Speaker 3: That, So tell me about the time. Give me a
• 39:21
  Speaker 3: scenario or like a time where like you if you
• 39:24
  Speaker 3: can remember where you just somebody by their voice.
• 39:27
  Speaker 1: Every week Fridays, my parties.
• 39:30
  Speaker 3: About how to fuck you even hear people in there
• 39:32
  Speaker 3: because it's so fucking loud.
• 39:33
  Speaker 2: You know.
• 39:34
  Speaker 1: It's crazy, though. I throw a party every week Friday, right,
• 39:37
  Speaker 1: But I don't be in a party to be outside outside.
• 39:40
  Speaker 1: I'll be outside too.
• 39:41
  Speaker 2: I stand outside and that's.
• 39:43
  Speaker 1: What I have the most fun at. Yeah, you see
• 39:46
  Speaker 1: you run across different personalities. Yeah, you really getting like
• 39:50
  Speaker 1: I feel outside, You really get to meet that person
• 39:52
  Speaker 1: before they go.
• 39:53
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and you meet everybody before they come in anyway.
• 39:56
  Speaker 1: And it's funny they you know, I get more enjoy
• 40:00
  Speaker 1: outside inside.
• 40:01
  Speaker 2: I understand that I would feel the same way fresh air.
• 40:05
  Speaker 1: So it's like they got to greet you before they
• 40:07
  Speaker 1: walk in. And if that greed, you just meeting somebody
• 40:10
  Speaker 1: and y'all bonding, y'all laughing, y'all joking. Now when they
• 40:13
  Speaker 1: come out, they always gonna remember you because you made them.
• 40:15
  Speaker 2: Like I make the connection with them.
• 40:16
  Speaker 1: So it's like I enjoy being outside better.
• 40:19
  Speaker 2: So when people.
• 40:20
  Speaker 1: See me and they know who I am and they
• 40:22
  Speaker 1: know the story or I got shot this that people,
• 40:26
  Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I know how I feel you, bro, I
• 40:27
  Speaker 1: got shot right here, right here, right here, I'm like, okay, cool,
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: but yeah this that and the third and then I
• 40:33
  Speaker 1: did I.
• 40:34
  Speaker 2: Did, I did?
• 40:34
  Speaker 3: I did this amount of time in jail.
• 40:37
  Speaker 2: Oh I'm from over here, y'all.
• 40:39
  Speaker 1: We used to shoot at this this that I lose interests.
• 40:43
  Speaker 1: I just sit there like mm hm, and everybody don't
• 40:47
  Speaker 1: my face expressions till at all. I don't get what
• 40:50
  Speaker 1: you're saying, bro, right, I don't like miss miss me
• 40:53
  Speaker 1: with that.
• 40:54
  Speaker 2: Bro.
• 40:54
  Speaker 1: Yeah, Like I'm not saying that I got shot. I'm
• 40:57
  Speaker 1: the biggest gangster moving around.
• 40:59
  Speaker 2: Now I had. I'm a little.
• 41:02
  Speaker 1: Body citizen moving out the way. I don't care about
• 41:05
  Speaker 1: none of that gangster mel Gibson door die story crazy.
• 41:10
  Speaker 2: I don't care about it. Have you ever met somebody
• 41:13
  Speaker 2: who sounds ugly?
• 41:16
  Speaker 3: Yeah, like you hear their voice, I'm like out of track.
• 41:20
  Speaker 1: They got a bag of rocks today, mother like, oh damn,
• 41:24
  Speaker 1: And I like, there they don't.
• 41:25
  Speaker 2: Brush their teeth. What's an ugly sounding voice? It's just
• 41:33
  Speaker 2: it's like like they got son in their mouth.
• 41:36
  Speaker 3: It's like like you're talking with a mouthful of ship
• 41:39
  Speaker 3: like and it's like I saund like, why are you
• 41:46
  Speaker 3: playing me for us?
• 41:47
  Speaker 1: You know, I'm like god damn, it's like, what.
• 41:51
  Speaker 2: Do you think that person looks like? Who sounds like that?
• 41:55
  Speaker 2: He ugly?
• 41:57
  Speaker 1: And I ain't gonna I wasn't wrong about it because
• 41:59
  Speaker 1: it they did, like, yeah, some people be talking. I'll
• 42:02
  Speaker 1: be talking with my head dann because I'm like, damn it,
• 42:05
  Speaker 1: like they don't be brushing their teeth, like I don't
• 42:07
  Speaker 1: want that spit to be hitting me another day. So
• 42:10
  Speaker 1: in the club, you talking to me loud and I'm like, dude,
• 42:13
  Speaker 1: I'll be talking.
• 42:14
  Speaker 2: I'm like, damn, like, I hate that. I hate when
• 42:17
  Speaker 2: the nigga be talking they spit hit my lip. I'd
• 42:19
  Speaker 2: be like, oh my god, I'm like, yo, bro, like
• 42:23
  Speaker 2: my DJ shout out to DJ Chris. He's good for that.
• 42:25
  Speaker 2: He's like my bad. I Hey Bro, I feel the
• 42:29
  Speaker 2: spit this lit on my lip. Bro, move back like yo.
• 42:35
  Speaker 1: That pisses me off every time. Every time I'm like, yo, Bro,
• 42:39
  Speaker 1: like you just kissed me.
• 42:40
  Speaker 3: Bro, move back.
• 42:42
  Speaker 1: He's like all right, Oh he gets drunk and he
• 42:45
  Speaker 1: want to grab me and talk to me.
• 42:47
  Speaker 3: I'm like, Yo, come on, that's my face. That's the
• 42:49
  Speaker 3: thing where the motherfucker get drunk. They want to embrace you,
• 42:52
  Speaker 3: arm around your shoulder. Hey bro, we got my nigga
• 42:55
  Speaker 3: back the some water. You just spit on me.
• 42:58
  Speaker 2: Bro, he had my bad My yo, cool on me.
• 43:01
  Speaker 2: Just wipe it off. Nine Bro, No, ain't no, ain't no.
• 43:03
  Speaker 2: Just wipe it off. It's on my skin now. I
• 43:05
  Speaker 2: gotta wash this ship off. Nigga. The life. I live
• 43:08
  Speaker 2: in the clubs. Jesus Christ, I live in the clubs.
• 43:12
  Speaker 3: But yeah, have you ever tried using a day nap?
• 43:17
  Speaker 2: Have ever tried to use it being blind? Yeah, have
• 43:20
  Speaker 2: you ever tried using a day nap?
• 43:22
  Speaker 1: I never tried using the day you got to pay
• 43:24
  Speaker 1: for them things.
• 43:25
  Speaker 2: Not all of them, which ones you don't got to
• 43:28
  Speaker 2: pay for? Facebook?
• 43:29
  Speaker 3: This week tender. Never tried it, That's what I'm saying.
• 43:35
  Speaker 3: Never tried it.
• 43:36
  Speaker 2: That back in the days. I definitely did.
• 43:40
  Speaker 3: What you was using, was on poff, I was on tag.
• 43:47
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I met a lot of girls on Twitter, Facebook.
• 43:51
  Speaker 2: You mention girls on Twitter? You don't strike me as
• 43:53
  Speaker 2: a Twitter type of nigga. What I was on Twitter?
• 43:57
  Speaker 2: What you was doing on Twitter? Patreon, Patriot?
• 44:02
  Speaker 1: I met a lot of girls of Twitter, tag, my space,
• 44:08
  Speaker 1: Oh man skull next? Back in the days, Oh, I
• 44:11
  Speaker 1: was a beast.
• 44:13
  Speaker 2: You had an I m V you what? That's another
• 44:17
  Speaker 2: one another.
• 44:21
  Speaker 3: You know you definitely didn't have an iron view. You
• 44:23
  Speaker 3: don't even strike me as that type of thing. It's
• 44:26
  Speaker 3: some dumb shit. It's like a digital avatar where you
• 44:30
  Speaker 3: create like a virtual version of yourself.
• 44:32
  Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I had that.
• 44:33
  Speaker 3: Yeah.
• 44:34
  Speaker 2: Do you know you said you was in the streets.
• 44:35
  Speaker 2: Ain't no street niggas.
• 44:37
  Speaker 3: I definitely, I definitely didn't do that, But yeah, I
• 44:40
  Speaker 3: definitely was I was on ord like like I was
• 44:43
  Speaker 3: really a social media.
• 44:44
  Speaker 2: Nigga, like.
• 44:46
  Speaker 1: On it, on it crazy.
• 44:49
  Speaker 3: You kind of answered this earlier with the I was
• 44:51
  Speaker 3: saying about the imagination, but just to ask it as
• 44:54
  Speaker 3: a standalone question. Do you ever get your vision back
• 44:58
  Speaker 3: when you're dreaming.
• 45:00
  Speaker 1: I hate dreaming because then my dreams I can see,
• 45:05
  Speaker 1: So it's like it's crazy, like in my dreams, I
• 45:09
  Speaker 1: can see everything clear as day, and then when you
• 45:12
  Speaker 1: wake up, you back to the dog or you know,
• 45:14
  Speaker 1: when you have sleep, like you got the TV or
• 45:17
  Speaker 1: you have sleep or the.
• 45:18
  Speaker 3: Radio and you just hear it.
• 45:19
  Speaker 1: But it's like you're looking at that video you're looking
• 45:21
  Speaker 1: at the news is saying, because you get up and
• 45:24
  Speaker 1: it's like, Yo, it's like you actually seeing it.
• 45:26
  Speaker 2: But then when you get up, you.
• 45:27
  Speaker 3: Can hear the TV, but the vision is not. The
• 45:30
  Speaker 3: vision don't match it. It's almost like you're living in reverse.
• 45:33
  Speaker 3: Like sometimes people go to sleep and they don't dream
• 45:35
  Speaker 3: at all. Right, that's kind of like you're day to
• 45:38
  Speaker 3: day when you're actually moving around in the day, but
• 45:40
  Speaker 3: at night time it's when you actually can see again.
• 45:44
  Speaker 2: Yo, it's so interesting when you're sleeping weird. It's wed
• 45:48
  Speaker 2: it's wed. It's not nice.
• 45:51
  Speaker 3: Push you off it's wet, because then it's like you
• 45:55
  Speaker 3: you can see right, but the pictures is not on point.
• 46:00
  Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
• 46:00
  Speaker 1: Hey, if I can see my son in my dreamer
• 46:02
  Speaker 1: right now, I ain't complaining at all because I know
• 46:05
  Speaker 1: how you look. I'm connecting to you, connecting with you
• 46:08
  Speaker 1: in my dream. I'm having dreams. My son is still
• 46:11
  Speaker 1: to your one years old, so it's like wise I'm
• 46:16
  Speaker 1: reliving dreams with it. I'm just seeing him. The crazy
• 46:19
  Speaker 1: thing about it is like I see him as one
• 46:21
  Speaker 1: years old, but we still talk about today's you're graduating.
• 46:25
  Speaker 2: Mmmm.
• 46:26
  Speaker 1: So it's like the imagination then catch up to the height,
• 46:31
  Speaker 1: the age and everything else. It's still going off of
• 46:34
  Speaker 1: what I know him as.
• 46:35
  Speaker 2: You don't never control you don't never control your dreams,
• 46:39
  Speaker 2: all the ones. That's like evil.
• 46:42
  Speaker 3: Like sometimes you ever like realize you're dreaming, and then
• 46:46
  Speaker 3: you kind of just start kind of like trying to
• 46:48
  Speaker 3: wake up, not trying to wake up, but like you
• 46:51
  Speaker 3: start kind of like engineering the dream. Like I've never
• 46:55
  Speaker 3: been through that. Like sometimes I'm dreaming and then I
• 46:58
  Speaker 3: realize I'm dreaming, and so I kind of start I'm
• 47:02
  Speaker 3: thinking what I'm dreaming and moving how you wanted them,
• 47:05
  Speaker 3: kind of like I don't want to make it seem
• 47:07
  Speaker 3: like I got like control.
• 47:08
  Speaker 2: But I know what you're talking about now.
• 47:10
  Speaker 1: But I have bad dreams when I try to wake
• 47:12
  Speaker 1: up and I'm trying to move and I can't.
• 47:14
  Speaker 2: Move, And I used to have I used to deal
• 47:17
  Speaker 2: with that a lot.
• 47:18
  Speaker 1: Yo, I'll be trying to move and YO, It's like,
• 47:23
  Speaker 1: what the fuck, I can't move, I can't move.
• 47:24
  Speaker 2: I forgot.
• 47:25
  Speaker 1: And then it's like I'm trying to shake. I be
• 47:27
  Speaker 1: trying to shake it, shake it. And then it's like
• 47:29
  Speaker 1: I'll be talking like I'm like I do I'm sleep
• 47:31
  Speaker 1: on the couch. My mom, I know I'm sleep on
• 47:33
  Speaker 1: the couch. I be trying to throw myself off the
• 47:35
  Speaker 1: couch so I could wake up.
• 47:37
  Speaker 3: You you ever heard of astral projecting? Astral projecting is
• 47:44
  Speaker 3: I've never done it, so I'm calling a concept.
• 47:45
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean.
• 47:46
  Speaker 3: But astral projecting is when your spirit leaves your body
• 47:53
  Speaker 3: and then you can you can roam around outside of
• 47:59
  Speaker 3: your body. So like you think about your eyes, right,
• 48:03
  Speaker 3: so you think about like the rapper Joey Badass, right,
• 48:06
  Speaker 3: like Joey badass talks about astra projecting and leaving his
• 48:11
  Speaker 3: body and then just like flying around the city or
• 48:14
  Speaker 3: like going to like London. If he didn't say London,
• 48:21
  Speaker 3: somebody else did. But let's just keep it local, right,
• 48:23
  Speaker 3: leaving your body and then literally flying around the city,
• 48:27
  Speaker 3: just flying. Never witnessed that, and I'll bring that up
• 48:30
  Speaker 3: because he said one way for people to astro project
• 48:36
  Speaker 3: is when you're in that state of sleep where you're
• 48:40
  Speaker 3: conscious but your body's not responding yet. He said, if
• 48:44
  Speaker 3: you don't fight it, if you don't fight it, you
• 48:48
  Speaker 3: just let it, just let it be. Some point after that,
• 48:53
  Speaker 3: your spirit is gonna lift from your body and you're
• 48:55
  Speaker 3: gonna astra project and you'll be looking down at your body.
• 49:01
  Speaker 2: I ain't trying to.
• 49:03
  Speaker 3: I ain't that ship had we having fucked up games
• 49:07
  Speaker 3: like I ain't gonna lie one to dreak my hat.
• 49:09
  Speaker 1: I'm in I'm in the ocean, and I'm swimming with
• 49:12
  Speaker 1: a dolphin. Not a dolphin, I'm swimming with a mermaid.
• 49:16
  Speaker 2: Oh that's not good.
• 49:17
  Speaker 1: And we just swimming and we just having fun and
• 49:20
  Speaker 1: it's like we swimming through the water and she's smiling
• 49:23
  Speaker 1: and she's beautiful and she took me into the middle
• 49:26
  Speaker 1: of the ocean, and the like she just got ugly,
• 49:28
  Speaker 1: and it's.
• 49:29
  Speaker 2: Like she got ugly.
• 49:30
  Speaker 1: She got ugly. Then she started grabbing me and I'm like,
• 49:33
  Speaker 1: what are you doing? Like and she dragging me under
• 49:35
  Speaker 1: the water and it's like I can't breathe. It's like
• 49:38
  Speaker 1: I'm really trying to gash for air and I'm feeling
• 49:40
  Speaker 1: it and she dragging me and I'm trying to shake
• 49:42
  Speaker 1: and she grabbing that and she gets old, like she
• 49:45
  Speaker 1: went from being a nice, beautiful, brown skin queen goddess
• 49:50
  Speaker 1: to that she pulling me in. She's getting darkn and
• 49:52
  Speaker 1: she getting dark, and she getting ugly and ugly. So
• 49:56
  Speaker 1: I kicked on her face and came back up and it's.
• 49:58
  Speaker 2: Like a boat was there. Then I jumped the boat.
• 50:00
  Speaker 2: I woke up.
• 50:02
  Speaker 1: I said, this is a freaky as crazy as a dream.
• 50:05
  Speaker 1: I'm like, what the hell I'm with this mermaid. I'm
• 50:07
  Speaker 1: trying to freaking with hermid she was killed me was real.
• 50:11
  Speaker 2: You know what's crazy about that is people say that
• 50:15
  Speaker 2: mermaids are real, and but they say murmaids are like demons. Though, yeah,
• 50:21
  Speaker 2: I heard that because.
• 50:22
  Speaker 1: Somebody told me older woman told me. If you've got
• 50:26
  Speaker 1: a mermaid in your dream and you don't go with it,
• 50:29
  Speaker 1: don't go with the mermaid. But we were just having fun,
• 50:32
  Speaker 1: like little mermaid under the sea and all that.
• 50:34
  Speaker 2: But you know what's crazy about that though?
• 50:36
  Speaker 3: And that and now that makes me I'm curious because
• 50:40
  Speaker 3: the the folklore of mermaids, right is that like it's
• 50:46
  Speaker 3: men at sea or men near water, and the mermaid
• 50:50
  Speaker 3: is like beautiful enchanting in some type of way.
• 50:54
  Speaker 2: And so you know, the mermaid.
• 50:58
  Speaker 3: Enchant a man into the water, right, not knowing that
• 51:04
  Speaker 3: this is this is like folklore, this is a real thing.
• 51:06
  Speaker 3: But so I'm interested, Like, and dreams are interesting because
• 51:09
  Speaker 3: you might have heard this story before and then it's
• 51:11
  Speaker 3: like it got to your subconscious and that's where the
• 51:14
  Speaker 3: dream came from. But e avenybody, I never heard it
• 51:15
  Speaker 3: to ask that's the dream. Well, that's the crazy part.
• 51:19
  Speaker 2: That's it.
• 51:19
  Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm like, murdermans ain't real, but in that dream,
• 51:24
  Speaker 1: it just felt so real. Like when they take me
• 51:25
  Speaker 1: on the water's like I was losing the oxygen.
• 51:28
  Speaker 2: So that's what they that's what they do.
• 51:29
  Speaker 3: That's the whole, that's the whole, Like mythology about them
• 51:34
  Speaker 3: is that they that's how they kill niggas.
• 51:37
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean.
• 51:37
  Speaker 3: It's like, I'm gonna get your little lusty ass up
• 51:39
  Speaker 3: in here because you don't know I'm using this magic
• 51:42
  Speaker 3: on you.
• 51:43
  Speaker 2: And then you know she almost had me. Mm hmmm.
• 51:48
  Speaker 2: You think that was like a sign? Yeah, stop chasing cat.
• 51:54
  Speaker 2: That was the signally think that's what it was.
• 51:58
  Speaker 1: Yeah, before I shot, my aunt told me you want
• 52:02
  Speaker 1: to die for it? You always out there?
• 52:05
  Speaker 2: I travel for that day. I mean, who didn't. I
• 52:08
  Speaker 2: was a risk taker? Yeah?
• 52:09
  Speaker 3: Who didn't the times I sat there like, man, God,
• 52:14
  Speaker 3: you know where it is.
• 52:15
  Speaker 2: You're gonna protect me.
• 52:16
  Speaker 3: I'm going in these projects?
• 52:18
  Speaker 2: Oh god, I was.
• 52:19
  Speaker 3: I was a rest taker. Now I am risk taking.
• 52:22
  Speaker 2: You know what it is. You're gonna protect me.
• 52:23
  Speaker 1: It's crazy now I can't say that I am a
• 52:27
  Speaker 1: little arrest taker steff.
• 52:29
  Speaker 2: Like, God, you ain't bring me back for three shots
• 52:33
  Speaker 2: to take me away? Now? God?
• 52:36
  Speaker 3: Oh go in there. Y'all lived my life, man, It's
• 52:42
  Speaker 3: like I lived my life. I can't live like being scared.
• 52:45
  Speaker 1: I gotta I gotta go out there and meet new
• 52:46
  Speaker 1: people and try new ence.
• 52:49
  Speaker 2: So real quick. So you don't like dreaming.
• 52:52
  Speaker 3: I don't like dreams, but you can see though it's curzy,
• 52:57
  Speaker 3: Like I don't like dreams, but I ain't gonna be
• 52:59
  Speaker 3: having freaky dreams too.
• 53:00
  Speaker 2: Oh it's crazy crazy, like freaky boy dreams.
• 53:03
  Speaker 3: Yeah, like like you be with Cherokee and now how
• 53:07
  Speaker 3: you know? I'm just asking, yoh man, like we always
• 53:12
  Speaker 3: just had a party, just having fun.
• 53:15
  Speaker 2: Crazy.
• 53:16
  Speaker 1: It's like those dreams. I love those dreams.
• 53:19
  Speaker 2: I'm like, you don't.
• 53:20
  Speaker 1: Yeah, that's great, right, those dreams. I love them dreams.
• 53:22
  Speaker 1: I love those. But the dream that I got my
• 53:26
  Speaker 1: son and the dream that like I'm really.
• 53:28
  Speaker 3: Seeing because your son is still young, right, yeah, but
• 53:31
  Speaker 3: that's what I mean about, Like, and I know this
• 53:34
  Speaker 3: is hard to do. I know this is difficult. I
• 53:36
  Speaker 3: can't imagine how difficult it could be.
• 53:38
  Speaker 2: But like you don't like attempt to apply an older
• 53:43
  Speaker 2: face to him in the dream. I try, Like what
• 53:47
  Speaker 2: really kind of helps me out?
• 53:49
  Speaker 1: Like Like now now they say you look like his mother,
• 53:53
  Speaker 1: I remember how she looks, so it's like, yeah, cool,
• 53:56
  Speaker 1: I just try to put that male face on to it.
• 54:00
  Speaker 3: I bet he looks exactly how you imagine it too.
• 54:03
  Speaker 3: I bet he looks exactly like that.
• 54:05
  Speaker 2: I just put that to it.
• 54:07
  Speaker 3: Then it's like not his voice is deep, So it's
• 54:10
  Speaker 3: that it is bugging me out to its like have
• 54:12
  Speaker 3: you ever.
• 54:12
  Speaker 2: Had somebody explain describe his face to you? No, I don't.
• 54:17
  Speaker 1: I don't be wanting because I don't want to lose
• 54:19
  Speaker 1: who I know I remember. Yeah, I don't want to
• 54:22
  Speaker 1: lose what I remember him. Man, So it's like I
• 54:24
  Speaker 1: don't even bother doing it.
• 54:27
  Speaker 2: So when he's talking to you, what do you see?
• 54:30
  Speaker 2: I still see that one year old. You see a
• 54:32
  Speaker 2: one year old talking to you with the best voice. Voice.
• 54:35
  Speaker 1: You know he's older, But when you're talking to me,
• 54:37
  Speaker 1: I just keep that one year old mind.
• 54:39
  Speaker 2: Is still your baby?
• 54:40
  Speaker 1: Yeah, always, even fifty sixty seven years old, he's still
• 54:44
  Speaker 1: gonna be my baby. But it's like I always keep
• 54:47
  Speaker 1: that and I know, like I know for a fact,
• 54:50
  Speaker 1: this is he not one years old.
• 54:52
  Speaker 2: He's not.
• 54:53
  Speaker 3: Of course, That's what I stick to it though, And
• 54:57
  Speaker 3: I wrung with that. Yeah. Have you ever had a
• 55:03
  Speaker 3: dream that felt like a message from God or the universe?
• 55:09
  Speaker 2: Plenty of dreams from God?
• 55:11
  Speaker 3: Tell me about I when before we It's crazy because
• 55:18
  Speaker 3: before me and you were linked up and I stopped
• 55:21
  Speaker 3: coming to the podcast.
• 55:23
  Speaker 2: Mm hmm. I had it.
• 55:25
  Speaker 1: I had a dream of God really showing me my
• 55:28
  Speaker 1: purpose of Wow, I'm doing the things I'm doing. Then
• 55:33
  Speaker 1: it's like in the dream, he's telling me, I brought
• 55:38
  Speaker 1: you back for what I could have let you go.
• 55:41
  Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
• 55:41
  Speaker 1: And it's crazy. And it's like people like, what do
• 55:44
  Speaker 1: you look like? It's not what he looks like. Is
• 55:46
  Speaker 1: what I'm hearing?
• 55:48
  Speaker 2: You just see it?
• 55:48
  Speaker 1: No, lize like my eyes was lighting up, like the
• 55:51
  Speaker 1: pearly gaze like that McDonald's like the McDonald's golden Arch.
• 55:56
  Speaker 3: Hold on, hold on, let's let's because let's let's get
• 55:58
  Speaker 3: this proper context talking about when you were dying. No,
• 56:02
  Speaker 3: I'm talking about my dream in your dream, okay, that's
• 56:05
  Speaker 3: actually what I want to get to next.
• 56:06
  Speaker 1: Go ahead in your dream, okay, golden arch. And he's
• 56:09
  Speaker 1: something saying like because I felt my podcast wasn't going away,
• 56:14
  Speaker 1: so I was like, I'm just stopped. But it's like,
• 56:17
  Speaker 1: what I sent you here for to get that message across.
• 56:21
  Speaker 1: You're not getting your message across. You just send in
• 56:23
  Speaker 1: that room, you're going backwards. I could have let you
• 56:25
  Speaker 1: just go. I got up I'm like, damn that shit.
• 56:28
  Speaker 1: Shit's bugging me out. Then like I'm moving through housing
• 56:31
  Speaker 1: and then like I'm scrolling on TikTok or on Instagram reels,
• 56:35
  Speaker 1: and then I heard a message saying, oh, don't give up.
• 56:39
  Speaker 1: You got to keep pushing even when you think people
• 56:41
  Speaker 1: not listening or watching. They is got to keep pushing.
• 56:44
  Speaker 1: I said, damn, this is a sign.
• 56:46
  Speaker 2: Wait talking about you were scrolling through TikTok. You said
• 56:49
  Speaker 2: in the dream, nah, Like.
• 56:51
  Speaker 1: The dream told me like I have a message. I
• 56:53
  Speaker 1: was supposed to deliver the message by me not going
• 56:56
  Speaker 1: to the podcast, and shit, I'm holding back on the message.
• 56:59
  Speaker 2: Right, What is I'm here for?
• 57:01
  Speaker 1: If I if I bought like he pretty much I
• 57:03
  Speaker 1: brought you back to be the budes and you ignoring it.
• 57:08
  Speaker 1: You like you you disobeying me. But then I get
• 57:12
  Speaker 1: up and I'm scrolling on TikTok and like that's just
• 57:15
  Speaker 1: a dream. And then it's like, don't give up even
• 57:18
  Speaker 1: when the people, even when you think people not listening
• 57:20
  Speaker 1: and watching they is. I sat down, I'm like, damn,
• 57:25
  Speaker 1: all right, cool. I went through day and I had
• 57:29
  Speaker 1: another dream again. It's like he's beating it into my head.
• 57:33
  Speaker 1: I got out, said let me go, let me book
• 57:35
  Speaker 1: this fucking studio. Time I came back, And once I
• 57:38
  Speaker 1: came back, it's like, now I'm like, hey, God just
• 57:42
  Speaker 1: really fugged me because I was in a club. I'm drinking.
• 57:47
  Speaker 1: I'm not thinking about no podcasts, just having fun. Now,
• 57:50
  Speaker 1: I'm not thinking about going dedicating myself to a studio
• 57:53
  Speaker 1: every week.
• 57:54
  Speaker 2: But it's like, how is.
• 57:55
  Speaker 1: Your message getting across? If you were in a club
• 57:57
  Speaker 1: like they not, you're not helping nobody out. You You
• 58:01
  Speaker 1: pretty much doing the devil's work too. So then now
• 58:04
  Speaker 1: it's like, all right, cool. Now it's like I start,
• 58:08
  Speaker 1: I'm booking time. Now I'm like I don't know what
• 58:11
  Speaker 1: direction I'm going in, but let me just go. As
• 58:13
  Speaker 1: time goes, like all right, cool, Then remember I never
• 58:18
  Speaker 1: booked you as a producer, and I was booking producers
• 58:21
  Speaker 1: but not really using producers as producers. So then I'm like,
• 58:27
  Speaker 1: I like how you're working and everything. And then it's
• 58:29
  Speaker 1: like when I walked out, you ran. Now you introduce yourselves.
• 58:32
  Speaker 1: It's like, maybe this is a beginning, this is a sign.
• 58:35
  Speaker 1: As time started going, then it's like, damn, let me
• 58:38
  Speaker 1: ask him. I see how Joy was working with bullying
• 58:42
  Speaker 1: the beasts. I see how editing was working with horrible decisions,
• 58:45
  Speaker 1: like I need one of those. So now it's like
• 58:48
  Speaker 1: I'm taking it more serious. It's like what I gotta do, alright, cool,
• 58:52
  Speaker 1: kept asking, you, kept asking because it just felt.
• 58:53
  Speaker 2: Like it was just so right.
• 58:55
  Speaker 1: So then when you hit me up and they be
• 58:58
  Speaker 1: locked in, then I start seeing like the message is
• 59:02
  Speaker 1: starting to be pushed even more because now if people
• 59:04
  Speaker 1: understand what I'm going through, and then it's like people,
• 59:09
  Speaker 1: I'm giving people a voice to talk and say they
• 59:11
  Speaker 1: went through the same thing. Like now, some days I
• 59:14
  Speaker 1: go back to old contents just to look at like
• 59:16
  Speaker 1: just to look at the comments to really let me
• 59:21
  Speaker 1: know this is what I'm I'm really doing God's work,
• 59:25
  Speaker 1: because then it's like I'm coming there. I'm drunk, we
• 59:27
  Speaker 1: can't focus. We're doing ten minute episodes with a whole hour.
• 59:30
  Speaker 1: You're like, yoh, maybe you need to cut back there drinking.
• 59:33
  Speaker 1: I don't feel like I feel like that it came
• 59:35
  Speaker 1: from a good place. But then it's like it's God
• 59:37
  Speaker 1: work saying like nah, I could say it from a dream,
• 59:43
  Speaker 1: but I'm gonna give you the voice to tell them too.
• 59:46
  Speaker 1: Now I cut back with the drinking. Now I start
• 59:49
  Speaker 1: taking this serious. I start coming in focus. Now Now
• 59:53
  Speaker 1: it's like I'm not doing the devil's work. The devil
• 59:56
  Speaker 1: wanted me to drink, being a club, chasing women, doing
• 59:59
  Speaker 1: all that and keeping my message inside. Now my messages
• 1:00:02
  Speaker 1: out to the world. I woke the streets and people. Yo, damn, bro,
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 1: I've seen that podcast. I ain't gonnae that shit deep.
• 1:00:08
  Speaker 1: I'm going through that. I'm feeling that. So it's like, God,
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 1: I got your message, and once I got that, you
• 1:00:16
  Speaker 1: stopped coming to my dreams. So now I was like,
• 1:00:19
  Speaker 1: all right, cool, I know what I was here for.
• 1:00:22
  Speaker 2: I feel like when you was on your sister's podcast,
• 1:00:28
  Speaker 2: you hinted at something I thought was really interesting, and.
• 1:00:32
  Speaker 1: I've seen I've seen that. I crushed over to the
• 1:00:34
  Speaker 1: other side. Yeah, yeah, I did.
• 1:00:36
  Speaker 2: Can you can you explain that a little bit?
• 1:00:38
  Speaker 1: It's like, you know, when people like they see the
• 1:00:40
  Speaker 1: other side. I thought it was always thought it was bullshit.
• 1:00:42
  Speaker 2: So give me like scenario and then give me a situation,
• 1:00:45
  Speaker 2: like give me experience, like so scenario you in the
• 1:00:49
  Speaker 2: back of the ambulance.
• 1:00:51
  Speaker 3: No, when I seen it, I was on the floor.
• 1:00:54
  Speaker 3: This is when I was on the floor when I
• 1:00:55
  Speaker 3: first got shot. So you had just got shot. Hm,
• 1:00:58
  Speaker 3: you got shot. I'm fighting.
• 1:01:02
  Speaker 1: Then it's like my body was getting heavy, I'm getting weaker,
• 1:01:05
  Speaker 1: I'm getting tired. I laid down. It started raining on me.
• 1:01:10
  Speaker 1: I closed my eyes.
• 1:01:11
  Speaker 2: That day in New York City. One thing that's gonna
• 1:01:13
  Speaker 2: do is gonna rain on your ass.
• 1:01:15
  Speaker 1: When it rains, it polls. Close my eyes, closed my eyes.
• 1:01:20
  Speaker 1: I just she's straight dark. But then it's like I
• 1:01:25
  Speaker 1: see my best friend I got killed a year before
• 1:01:28
  Speaker 1: I got shot, and I'm just looking and I'm like
• 1:01:33
  Speaker 1: he dancing there, but he got to glow around him.
• 1:01:37
  Speaker 1: I'm like, what the hell. Then I see a wheelchair.
• 1:01:40
  Speaker 1: Nobody in a wheelchair. I'm like, what the fuck is
• 1:01:42
  Speaker 1: going on? If my little cousin died she was in
• 1:01:46
  Speaker 1: a wheelchair. She's not in a wheel chair. She's walking,
• 1:01:49
  Speaker 1: she's running. I'm just like, yo, it's just it's just
• 1:01:53
  Speaker 1: bugging me out. And I'm just like, wait, what the
• 1:01:55
  Speaker 1: fuck is going on? And then I look and then
• 1:01:58
  Speaker 1: I just see my grandfather. He just down and he
• 1:02:01
  Speaker 1: got to glow around him, and it's like his normal
• 1:02:05
  Speaker 1: uniform that he's wearing sitting down and he get up
• 1:02:09
  Speaker 1: and he comes and he's like, what are you doing
• 1:02:11
  Speaker 1: up here? And I'm like huh. He like, it ain't
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 1: your time. I don't I don't want no company. I
• 1:02:18
  Speaker 1: don't want you up here. Get your ass back down there.
• 1:02:22
  Speaker 1: And then when he said that, I opened my eyes
• 1:02:25
  Speaker 1: and my front was shaking me, slapping me, telling me
• 1:02:27
  Speaker 1: to get up. How long I was out I don't know.
• 1:02:31
  Speaker 1: You don't know, I don't know. Probably was like two
• 1:02:34
  Speaker 1: point five milliseconds. Bro oh crazy, But you didn't spend
• 1:02:38
  Speaker 1: like ten minutes in the other's dimension.
• 1:02:40
  Speaker 3: No Christian about it. It was long.
• 1:02:42
  Speaker 1: It had to be longer than that because when I
• 1:02:44
  Speaker 1: got shot, nobody know where I was at. It was
• 1:02:46
  Speaker 1: it was hard to recognize when I'm at. The crazy
• 1:02:47
  Speaker 1: thing about it is somebody somebody would date. That just
• 1:02:51
  Speaker 1: so happened. The party I was coming out, it was over.
• 1:02:55
  Speaker 1: Everybody leaving. They see me on the floor, they recognized
• 1:02:58
  Speaker 1: with the clothes I had on, just laying there, and
• 1:03:02
  Speaker 1: then that's when they're like, I see no and the
• 1:03:06
  Speaker 1: same person I was going back for a random And
• 1:03:08
  Speaker 1: that's when even shaking me and all that, I had
• 1:03:10
  Speaker 1: to be on that floor for a couple of minutes.
• 1:03:13
  Speaker 2: I had to.
• 1:03:15
  Speaker 1: Before anybody did any helping, helping me in anything.
• 1:03:21
  Speaker 2: Let me ask you this randomness.
• 1:03:22
  Speaker 3: Fuck, do you think anybody ever lied to you about
• 1:03:26
  Speaker 3: what they look like?
• 1:03:29
  Speaker 2: Like?
• 1:03:29
  Speaker 1: Tell me this is how they looked. Yeah, he did.
• 1:03:36
  Speaker 1: Females definitely, females live. But then it's like, there's not
• 1:03:39
  Speaker 1: so much longer you could do. When I got people
• 1:03:40
  Speaker 1: around me like Brott now she fights said.
• 1:03:45
  Speaker 3: That, Nah, bro, it ain't it?
• 1:03:46
  Speaker 2: Ain't it? Like? All right, this is so cool? Cool?
• 1:03:52
  Speaker 2: I like you.
• 1:03:53
  Speaker 1: They're like, yo, bro, one person told me, don't get
• 1:03:58
  Speaker 1: food by the voices.
• 1:03:59
  Speaker 2: Bro, don't get food with the voices. The voice is
• 1:04:02
  Speaker 2: a trick you.
• 1:04:03
  Speaker 3: So I'm like, I get it.
• 1:04:05
  Speaker 2: Yeah, we learned that in high school.
• 1:04:07
  Speaker 3: Can sure you be signing a real good on the
• 1:04:08
  Speaker 3: pune that you meet and be like, U, yo, it's
• 1:04:11
  Speaker 3: not what I not what I.
• 1:04:12
  Speaker 2: Was looking for. I'm like, damn, I forgot a have
• 1:04:16
  Speaker 2: something to do. Yeah, I was a no good nigga
• 1:04:21
  Speaker 2: back in the days. Man, Yeah, cleaned up Now though
• 1:04:24
  Speaker 2: I cleaned up. What's sure? I cleaned up big time.
• 1:04:28
  Speaker 1: It's like I cherished how people feel I ain't trying
• 1:04:32
  Speaker 1: to tear nobody down. I build you up, even if
• 1:04:35
  Speaker 1: I don't see you in that light. Now we could
• 1:04:37
  Speaker 1: be the best of friends. Like before I straight ghost
• 1:04:41
  Speaker 1: you straight ghosts.
• 1:04:43
  Speaker 2: I had a problem with ghosting once upon a time.
• 1:04:45
  Speaker 1: Yeah, so it's like now just you know, I try
• 1:04:49
  Speaker 1: to be straightforward and I'm not looking for the relationship.
• 1:04:52
  Speaker 1: I'm not this, I'm not you know. We go from there,
• 1:04:55
  Speaker 1: we wound up just being friends.
• 1:04:59
  Speaker 2: How do you about women.
• 1:05:03
  Speaker 3: Fetishizing fetishizing you? How do you feel about women fetishizing
• 1:05:07
  Speaker 3: you because you're blind?
• 1:05:09
  Speaker 1: Really truly, I'm gonna fetish to certain people. Some people
• 1:05:15
  Speaker 1: are scared of adult.
• 1:05:18
  Speaker 2: It's like that with people are like, all right, oh
• 1:05:25
  Speaker 2: that's a note.
• 1:05:25
  Speaker 1: That's what I've been hearing about, sitting on my lap,
• 1:05:28
  Speaker 1: bouncing up and down, doing it all. But then when
• 1:05:32
  Speaker 1: I get up, because you know, I don't if I
• 1:05:33
  Speaker 1: wasn't walking, when them stick or none of that, and
• 1:05:36
  Speaker 1: they were like, why you gotta hold onto this, that
• 1:05:37
  Speaker 1: and the third, and it's like he can't.
• 1:05:39
  Speaker 2: See now they start moving. Funny.
• 1:05:43
  Speaker 1: Now you don't want to bounce on me no more.
• 1:05:44
  Speaker 1: Now you want to treat me like I'm your best friend.
• 1:05:47
  Speaker 2: Mmmm. Funny, that's that's weird, bro.
• 1:05:51
  Speaker 1: I didn't counter a whole bunch of weird women in
• 1:05:53
  Speaker 1: my life to applycess this all. Let me step back
• 1:05:56
  Speaker 1: from this dating shit. Let me step back from these
• 1:05:58
  Speaker 1: females made nine. It's not even get focused on some
• 1:06:02
  Speaker 1: other ship. It just made me feel uncomfortable.
• 1:06:04
  Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
• 1:06:05
  Speaker 1: It's like, it made me feel like it ain't made
• 1:06:07
  Speaker 1: for me to find someone that can love me.
• 1:06:10
  Speaker 2: Being an adult, you're gonna find someone. Oh not, No,
• 1:06:12
  Speaker 2: down she they love me. Someone I hugged.
• 1:06:18
  Speaker 1: I came in and no, lie after you laugh. I
• 1:06:21
  Speaker 1: was outside talking to my sister. Then I'm talking to
• 1:06:24
  Speaker 1: my man. You know, he's going through something with his mother.
• 1:06:26
  Speaker 1: She's definitely gonna pull through a cashtro I promise you that.
• 1:06:29
  Speaker 1: And then we walked back in the club and she's like,
• 1:06:32
  Speaker 1: what else she doing. I gave her a hug and
• 1:06:34
  Speaker 1: she started laughing. I'm like, what you were laughing at?
• 1:06:36
  Speaker 1: She said, Yo, I still get nervous when I hug you.
• 1:06:39
  Speaker 1: I said, why are you nervous? She said, I don't know.
• 1:06:41
  Speaker 1: You just make me nervous. I said, damn, I got
• 1:06:44
  Speaker 1: that effect. I felt good when she said that I
• 1:06:47
  Speaker 1: make you nervous. Then another girl like, yo, your hugs
• 1:06:50
  Speaker 1: is so walk up and like it's passionate them like
• 1:06:54
  Speaker 1: I just hugged you.
• 1:06:55
  Speaker 2: M h. It's like, now get my just dudes's intention.
• 1:06:59
  Speaker 2: That's what they now.
• 1:07:00
  Speaker 1: I'm getting my just dudes. I feel good. Before I
• 1:07:04
  Speaker 1: felt like shit. I was hotting from everything. I felt
• 1:07:07
  Speaker 1: like a girl couldn't love me being an adult. M
• 1:07:10
  Speaker 1: But the ones that couldn't do it and did what
• 1:07:13
  Speaker 1: they did feel sorry for you.
• 1:07:15
  Speaker 3: And I watched my success. Yeah she gonna look real
• 1:07:18
  Speaker 3: nice in a minute. Oh it's nice now, but it's
• 1:07:21
  Speaker 3: nice now. Ye crazy. They try to come back, trying
• 1:07:25
  Speaker 3: to come back. I'm I grew to a beautiful person.
• 1:07:32
  Speaker 3: I was nasty, like one time I got shot. A
• 1:07:36
  Speaker 3: lot of girls start moving funny towards me.
• 1:07:38
  Speaker 1: I'm in the club. We popped bottles. A girl came like, oh,
• 1:07:43
  Speaker 1: can I get a drink? I should go to the ball,
• 1:07:46
  Speaker 1: said now I want some of your drink. I gave
• 1:07:49
  Speaker 1: it a bottle and walked away.
• 1:07:51
  Speaker 2: She said no, I.
• 1:07:51
  Speaker 1: Don't want your bottle. I said, nah, I don't want
• 1:07:53
  Speaker 1: not that. I don't want nothing after you, You're not
• 1:07:57
  Speaker 1: worth me picking they're not worth me holding that bottle
• 1:07:59
  Speaker 1: and getting after even to you and walked off, and
• 1:08:03
  Speaker 1: she was like, yo, I still had the same number
• 1:08:06
  Speaker 1: I left, she called she while you're acting like that, this, that,
• 1:08:09
  Speaker 1: and the third. I said the same reason why you
• 1:08:10
  Speaker 1: act through act When I got shot, I don't want
• 1:08:14
  Speaker 1: I don't even want to socialize myself with you. Shid
• 1:08:18
  Speaker 1: damn that that hurts. Yeah, it hurts when you did
• 1:08:20
  Speaker 1: what you did too.
• 1:08:21
  Speaker 2: Yeah, real talk hurts. It's new for.
• 1:08:24
  Speaker 1: Everybody, but you should have stuck around to see whatever
• 1:08:28
  Speaker 1: it really was before you started just distancing yourself.
• 1:08:31
  Speaker 2: Some people not to this day. You gotta respect that too.
• 1:08:34
  Speaker 2: You gotta respect that.
• 1:08:35
  Speaker 1: It's people to this day. Some women to this day,
• 1:08:37
  Speaker 1: no lie, they caught me. I give my shirt off
• 1:08:39
  Speaker 1: my back to them. It never switched up on me.
• 1:08:43
  Speaker 1: Everything never switched up. THO love me And to this day,
• 1:08:47
  Speaker 1: like never switched up. They had a shirt off my back.
• 1:08:51
  Speaker 1: And some girls is like, I'm not even gonna say
• 1:08:55
  Speaker 1: what I want to say. I wouldn't even spit on
• 1:08:58
  Speaker 1: them if they was on fire, probably, And that's that's
• 1:09:02
  Speaker 1: mean and crue to say.
• 1:09:03
  Speaker 2: But it's like.
• 1:09:07
  Speaker 1: The girl like oh, what you're trying to do? Make
• 1:09:11
  Speaker 1: me your seeing a dog?
• 1:09:13
  Speaker 2: Whoa, I'm like, that's crazy to me talking to you.
• 1:09:17
  Speaker 3: I was talking to you shot so me you want
• 1:09:19
  Speaker 3: to talk to you?
• 1:09:20
  Speaker 2: That's actually crazy seeing dot Yeah, that's actually crazy. It's like,
• 1:09:24
  Speaker 2: that's crazy crazy.
• 1:09:25
  Speaker 1: I got left the restaurants like so it's like I
• 1:09:30
  Speaker 1: don't have been doing it all man.
• 1:09:31
  Speaker 2: Trusting believe she got her comments already.
• 1:09:33
  Speaker 1: Yeah, oh what tom'son? Yeah, trust believe I'm good now.
• 1:09:38
  Speaker 1: People are You won't be hurt by you. You won't
• 1:09:39
  Speaker 1: be scared now because I'm not going to go into
• 1:09:41
  Speaker 1: a new relationship or I'm not gonna go to a
• 1:09:44
  Speaker 1: new person thinking that they're gonna do this to me.
• 1:09:46
  Speaker 1: If they do, alright, cool, it's not yo. They did
• 1:09:49
  Speaker 1: it again. Yeah, and laugh about it. And I'm coming
• 1:09:52
  Speaker 1: a podcast. You gonna talk about it.
• 1:09:53
  Speaker 2: And talk about it.
• 1:09:53
  Speaker 1: Yeah, you're gonna run up these numbers and people gonna
• 1:09:57
  Speaker 1: comment and then we now we ain't.
• 1:09:58
  Speaker 3: Gonna drop your addy.
• 1:09:59
  Speaker 2: I'm big, bigger than that.
• 1:10:00
  Speaker 3: I ain't gonna drop yetty, ain't you ain't gonna drop
• 1:10:03
  Speaker 3: the low now. I ain't gonna drop the low on
• 1:10:04
  Speaker 3: the man. They're not worth it. Man, I'm giving them
• 1:10:06
  Speaker 3: too much cloud.
• 1:10:07
  Speaker 2: Well, listen, man, those are my questions.
• 1:10:10
  Speaker 3: Yeah, see been real good episode, man, good episode where
• 1:10:15
  Speaker 3: they find you at Man. You can find me at
• 1:10:17
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• 1:10:21
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• 1:10:27
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• 1:10:30
  Speaker 2: We talk about all types of shit. Man. We're just
• 1:10:32
  Speaker 2: trying to gems on there. I'll be trying to man dropped.
• 1:10:36
  Speaker 2: I mean checking out that mother one you drop? Yeah,
• 1:10:39
  Speaker 2: what you think, I ain't gone a lot.
• 1:10:42
  Speaker 1: When you when you really think about it, it makes
• 1:10:45
  Speaker 1: you want to go. It makes you give grace to
• 1:10:47
  Speaker 1: your mother.
• 1:10:47
  Speaker 2: Yeah, you got to bro.
• 1:10:48
  Speaker 1: It makes you like a lot of things that my
• 1:10:50
  Speaker 1: mother did in life said and I never got it
• 1:10:55
  Speaker 1: until now that I'm older. Yeah, And it was like
• 1:10:57
  Speaker 1: she was just preparing me for the world. My mother
• 1:11:01
  Speaker 1: used to say mean shit to us, right and they're
• 1:11:02
  Speaker 1: like wow, she said, I'm preparing you. She said, I'm
• 1:11:05
  Speaker 1: saying this because when you're going the word, people gonna
• 1:11:08
  Speaker 1: say eating more crazy shit to you. I'm just preparing
• 1:11:12
  Speaker 1: you for the word that you won't crack and I'm like, damn,
• 1:11:15
  Speaker 1: why are you doing that? I don't want that? And
• 1:11:17
  Speaker 1: my mom we was reading True to the Game at fourteen.
• 1:11:20
  Speaker 1: True to the Game is about sex, just that mad
• 1:11:23
  Speaker 1: drugs and everything. She was preparing us for the world. Yeah,
• 1:11:26
  Speaker 1: like my mother, another sugarcoat that had hit nothing from us.
• 1:11:29
  Speaker 2: Yeah.
• 1:11:31
  Speaker 1: Now that I'm older, now I traveish herm that like
• 1:11:34
  Speaker 1: me and my mother we argue to light.
• 1:11:36
  Speaker 2: We beef the light.
• 1:11:37
  Speaker 1: Of course, now that I am at the age I
• 1:11:39
  Speaker 1: am and who I am now and my mother sit
• 1:11:41
  Speaker 1: and talk every day.
• 1:11:42
  Speaker 2: That's my best friend. Yeah.
• 1:11:44
  Speaker 3: That that that respect, Like, you know, one thing, one
• 1:11:48
  Speaker 3: thing I can't respect is somebody who don't respect their
• 1:11:51
  Speaker 3: parents outside of if your parents is like a monster, cool,
• 1:11:55
  Speaker 3: get it understood. But one thing, one thing that had
• 1:11:58
  Speaker 3: pissed me off or make me lose respect for a motherfuckers,
• 1:12:02
  Speaker 3: respect your parents. If you disrespect your parents around me.
• 1:12:04
  Speaker 2: My mother, you only got one fother because I'm.
• 1:12:07
  Speaker 3: Like, so we just gonna act like motherfucker and wash
• 1:12:11
  Speaker 3: your ass and take care of you. And then it's like,
• 1:12:14
  Speaker 3: you know, sometimes people go through things, life be hard.
• 1:12:16
  Speaker 3: They didn't get all the fucking toys on Christmas that
• 1:12:19
  Speaker 3: they wanted.
• 1:12:20
  Speaker 2: Now, you gotta really understand.
• 1:12:21
  Speaker 1: Did you open the door to peek in that room
• 1:12:23
  Speaker 1: and see your mother cry because she could.
• 1:12:25
  Speaker 2: Because you don't, because you don't know. Did you see
• 1:12:28
  Speaker 2: that struggle? Like I've seen the struggle with my mother.
• 1:12:30
  Speaker 2: Parents behind this.
• 1:12:31
  Speaker 3: Different My mother got four kids. Me and Baranda seen
• 1:12:34
  Speaker 3: the struggle.
• 1:12:35
  Speaker 2: Nothing to that.
• 1:12:37
  Speaker 1: They got a good man. Me and Barna wentrough the
• 1:12:39
  Speaker 1: struggle with my mother.
• 1:12:40
  Speaker 3: And she made it. She made it look good. We
• 1:12:42
  Speaker 3: never went without.
• 1:12:44
  Speaker 1: My mother used to go shopping and have three different
• 1:12:47
  Speaker 1: cereals on top of that figerator.
• 1:12:49
  Speaker 2: So I like this something. Baranda like the son. She
• 1:12:51
  Speaker 2: liked the son. She made it.
• 1:12:53
  Speaker 3: She made it.
• 1:12:56
  Speaker 1: We came home, we had we had dinner.
• 1:12:58
  Speaker 2: That's real.
• 1:12:59
  Speaker 3: Fun came.
• 1:13:00
  Speaker 1: Don't get that homework done, take that uniform off, fold
• 1:13:03
  Speaker 1: it up, hang it up.
• 1:13:05
  Speaker 2: Like people don't realize, Like I.
• 1:13:07
  Speaker 3: Cherished my mother way more now.
• 1:13:09
  Speaker 1: Yeah, then it's like back in the days, it's like, oh,
• 1:13:12
  Speaker 1: she's just trying to kill my fun.
• 1:13:14
  Speaker 3: She tried to like that.
• 1:13:16
  Speaker 2: Like that's generally how I feel. But when I really.
• 1:13:19
  Speaker 1: Now that I'm older and I have a child, I
• 1:13:21
  Speaker 1: understand what my mother tried to prepare me for genuine one.
• 1:13:25
  Speaker 2: I appreciate my mother now.
• 1:13:27
  Speaker 3: Man shout out to mom. Man, I know it's like
• 1:13:30
  Speaker 3: Father's Day was just passed.
• 1:13:31
  Speaker 1: Real ship, but not for nothing like pep, pep. I
• 1:13:35
  Speaker 1: give grace right, my father wasn't the best. I don't
• 1:13:39
  Speaker 1: disrespect that, man though I don't. I texted my Father's Day,
• 1:13:44
  Speaker 1: Happy Father's Day. Takes back your Happy father Day to
• 1:13:48
  Speaker 1: you too. I love you, I text back, I love
• 1:13:50
  Speaker 1: you too. Dawn wasn't in my life, my whole life.
• 1:13:54
  Speaker 1: But what gives me the right to disrespect you? I
• 1:13:56
  Speaker 1: don't know what you've been through, So I'm not gonna
• 1:13:59
  Speaker 1: still give you to respect as that man that you are.
• 1:14:05
  Speaker 1: Whether you raised me, whether you taught me how to
• 1:14:08
  Speaker 1: be a man, none of that.
• 1:14:09
  Speaker 2: My mom has taught me that.
• 1:14:10
  Speaker 3: My mom's got all hands on me being a man.
• 1:14:12
  Speaker 1: But I'm still gonna give that grace and I'm still
• 1:14:14
  Speaker 1: gonna give that respect. My step pops give him that grades,
• 1:14:17
  Speaker 1: give them the respect like people at that.
• 1:14:20
  Speaker 2: That's my father.
• 1:14:22
  Speaker 1: Why he taught me how to shoot that basketball, He
• 1:14:24
  Speaker 1: told me how to do it, all that shit. So
• 1:14:25
  Speaker 1: it's like, I'm not gonna take away the credit that
• 1:14:27
  Speaker 1: you put into me. I give him more respect to
• 1:14:32
  Speaker 1: because you took a load off my mother. My mother
• 1:14:36
  Speaker 1: was struggling with two kids making it work. You scooped
• 1:14:40
  Speaker 1: in and you became that superman. Now she can breathe
• 1:14:45
  Speaker 1: and rest it. And now you you took the initiative
• 1:14:49
  Speaker 1: to be more hands on with us, to like show
• 1:14:51
  Speaker 1: us different things that my mother didn't have the time
• 1:14:53
  Speaker 1: to do it because she had to work. She had
• 1:14:55
  Speaker 1: to make sure she got food on the table, close
• 1:14:57
  Speaker 1: on our back and everything else. So I never forget that. Yeah,
• 1:15:00
  Speaker 1: you can't gotta get grace. And that's why I like
• 1:15:02
  Speaker 1: about your podcast because no matter what topic it is,
• 1:15:06
  Speaker 1: I can always relate to it different topics.
• 1:15:08
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm like, nah, it.
• 1:15:10
  Speaker 1: Makes you really look at life different, like, yeah, I
• 1:15:12
  Speaker 1: gotta gotta I gotta get grace.
• 1:15:15
  Speaker 2: Yeah, it's important, bro, It's gonna.
• 1:15:17
  Speaker 1: Be I mean, like I said, like we said in
• 1:15:21
  Speaker 1: the beginning, yep, twenty years from now, it's gonna be
• 1:15:23
  Speaker 1: somebody that look at clip and be like.
• 1:15:26
  Speaker 2: Damn, And I'm proud I gotta meet this man.
• 1:15:28
  Speaker 3: I'm really proud of that. And even though like it's
• 1:15:30
  Speaker 3: a slow burn, you know these pots. Sometimes gotta just
• 1:15:35
  Speaker 3: trust the process. The thing is is like I plan
• 1:15:38
  Speaker 3: on being alive ten years from now, right, that's my plan.
• 1:15:41
  Speaker 2: Hopefully God feels the same. You're gonna be allive forty
• 1:15:44
  Speaker 2: years from now, bro.
• 1:15:45
  Speaker 3: And within twenty thirty forty years right though it feels
• 1:15:49
  Speaker 3: like it's slow now, but what's slow now compared to
• 1:15:52
  Speaker 3: ten years later, where it's like everything's gonna be clicking
• 1:15:56
  Speaker 3: and flowing by that time. And so you gotta you
• 1:15:59
  Speaker 3: gotta ain't big in this life. You can't think small,
• 1:16:02
  Speaker 3: you know, thinking smallst thinking like oh it's not happening
• 1:16:05
  Speaker 3: fast enough right now.
• 1:16:06
  Speaker 2: But it's like, but my nigga, Like you can't get
• 1:16:08
  Speaker 2: tricked over the numbers.
• 1:16:09
  Speaker 3: But this moment right now, it's such a such a
• 1:16:12
  Speaker 3: small blimp in time in comparison to the ten years
• 1:16:16
  Speaker 3: that you're going to be living.
• 1:16:17
  Speaker 2: And seeing it like about a ten year mark.
• 1:16:19
  Speaker 3: I want to look back and I want these videos
• 1:16:22
  Speaker 3: to still be in circulation because they still matter.
• 1:16:26
  Speaker 2: You can't get tricked over the numbers.
• 1:16:29
  Speaker 1: I was one of those like why ain't get enough viewers?
• 1:16:33
  Speaker 1: Like why ain't enough downloads? I was getting tricked over
• 1:16:36
  Speaker 1: the numbers.
• 1:16:36
  Speaker 2: And sometimes now now right now.
• 1:16:40
  Speaker 1: I don't get tricked over the numbers, got the saying say,
• 1:16:43
  Speaker 1: is God just he just he trying to see if
• 1:16:47
  Speaker 1: I'm that one.
• 1:16:48
  Speaker 2: You just building, you just added to the catalog.
• 1:16:49
  Speaker 1: He just he's just trying to see if I'm that one.
• 1:16:52
  Speaker 1: How dedicated he is he going there and see that
• 1:16:56
  Speaker 1: one view?
• 1:16:56
  Speaker 3: Is he still gonna go back to that that that
• 1:16:58
  Speaker 3: that podcast next week?
• 1:17:00
  Speaker 1: The record you just want to see And it's just
• 1:17:03
  Speaker 1: like I'm still going now you're going in.
• 1:17:07
  Speaker 3: I'm smilling. I'm not tripping over nothing.
• 1:17:10
  Speaker 1: Why because it gave me that one person I watched
• 1:17:12
  Speaker 1: that that be like, Yo, you changed my life.
• 1:17:14
  Speaker 3: And I'm proud of you too, man for real, Like
• 1:17:16
  Speaker 3: you've really been consistent in the studio. You've been staying
• 1:17:19
  Speaker 3: at it, bro, You've been coming through, You've been giving
• 1:17:21
  Speaker 3: your best.
• 1:17:22
  Speaker 2: You know what I mean. You ain't been.
• 1:17:23
  Speaker 1: Fucking around vacation and all that. You've really been locking
• 1:17:26
  Speaker 1: in doing the work. I'm proud of you, man, for real,
• 1:17:29
  Speaker 1: You proud of each other.
• 1:17:30
  Speaker 3: Man.
• 1:17:30
  Speaker 2: What do you want to tell the people when you
• 1:17:32
  Speaker 2: before you sign.
• 1:17:32
  Speaker 3: Off, Let's go back to that clip. Be the layload
• 1:17:37
  Speaker 3: of your own life like you you you you have
• 1:17:42
  Speaker 3: maintenance you that meaness worker in your your your life,
• 1:17:48
  Speaker 3: like you know what's good for you, you know what's not
• 1:17:50
  Speaker 3: good for you. You know what you got to get away from.
• 1:17:54
  Speaker 3: You know you dealing with this, this tenant can cause
• 1:17:58
  Speaker 3: you ten twenty thirty years of your life.
• 1:18:01
  Speaker 2: Gotta change the narrative.
• 1:18:02
  Speaker 1: You gotta be more smarter, don't fall under prayer pressure,
• 1:18:06
  Speaker 1: and don't be scared to be reaching out for help.
• 1:18:09
  Speaker 2: Mental health. This is men mental health awareness. Men.
• 1:18:11
  Speaker 1: We gotta start tapping into our other side. You gotta
• 1:18:15
  Speaker 1: start letting our women know what's bothering us. We can't
• 1:18:18
  Speaker 1: be this rock solid person. It's like I was talking
• 1:18:22
  Speaker 1: to a therapist and she's like, you know, it's okay
• 1:18:26
  Speaker 1: to cry, Like it's okay, it's okay to tap into
• 1:18:29
  Speaker 1: your feline side, like your soft aside. I'm like, yo,
• 1:18:32
  Speaker 1: you you're absolutely right, because I don't hold back it
• 1:18:35
  Speaker 1: no more.
• 1:18:36
  Speaker 3: But I want to cry. I cry sometimes I cry
• 1:18:38
  Speaker 3: for no reason.
• 1:18:38
  Speaker 1: It feel good, it's necessary, it feel good something When
• 1:18:41
  Speaker 1: you cry, it's not a bad thing. You just cleanser
• 1:18:43
  Speaker 1: in your body, your skin. You cleansering the pain and everything.
• 1:18:48
  Speaker 1: Like when you cleansing your When you cry, you cleansering
• 1:18:51
  Speaker 1: your life. It's just giving you more room to keep
• 1:18:54
  Speaker 1: moving forward, that's all. And don't don't be blind to
• 1:18:59
  Speaker 1: the world. I made sure that vision is is still working.
• 1:19:05
  Speaker 1: That's why I told a lot No, I ain't gonna lie.
• 1:19:08
  Speaker 1: I dropped a crazy bar and I really like, damn.
• 1:19:11
  Speaker 1: Just did the podcast where Kelly was named Kelly did
• 1:19:15
  Speaker 1: the podcast and I said something. I'm like, Damn, I
• 1:19:18
  Speaker 1: really said that, because after the interview was going on,
• 1:19:21
  Speaker 1: I'm still thinking about Damn.
• 1:19:22
  Speaker 2: I really said that.
• 1:19:23
  Speaker 1: I said, I my mom was blond, like my mom
• 1:19:28
  Speaker 1: was blind, so I couldn't see my vision. And it's like, Damn,
• 1:19:32
  Speaker 1: I really said that. I really wrote blind all over myself.
• 1:19:38
  Speaker 1: It was it was impossible for my vision to see.
• 1:19:42
  Speaker 1: Not no more. I'm not blond. I got vision. And
• 1:19:46
  Speaker 1: once people realize that and notice that, like because a
• 1:19:50
  Speaker 1: lot of people like put themselves in blind places, blind spots, relationships,
• 1:20:02
  Speaker 1: jobs like you stop you blond.
• 1:20:04
  Speaker 2: Wow, Like I.
• 1:20:06
  Speaker 1: Got people that I talked to to this day. I'm like, yo, bro,
• 1:20:08
  Speaker 1: stop being blind and then you just try to make
• 1:20:11
  Speaker 1: me blind with you. Nah, I don't want you to
• 1:20:13
  Speaker 1: be blonde with me because I don't think you can
• 1:20:15
  Speaker 1: handle this world that I'm living in.
• 1:20:18
  Speaker 2: And stay away from the dark. Bro.
• 1:20:19
  Speaker 1: But you don't gotta live like this. You samething, You
• 1:20:22
  Speaker 1: complain it, this, that and the third. Sometime you gotta
• 1:20:24
  Speaker 1: really let people see reality. You complaining. I'm like, yo, Bro,
• 1:20:27
  Speaker 1: you complaining about the y'all win. People are hit dying
• 1:20:29
  Speaker 1: to get in your position.
• 1:20:31
  Speaker 2: Be grateful, wake up to market all be gone. Be grateful.
• 1:20:36
  Speaker 2: So we're leaving people in that know, Man, be the
• 1:20:37
  Speaker 2: landlord of your life.
• 1:20:39
  Speaker 1: Man, make sure you you you take that house, that
• 1:20:42
  Speaker 1: foundation that you moving and do the world with. Make
• 1:20:46
  Speaker 1: sure you you know you give good maintenance to it.
• 1:20:50
  Speaker 1: Your body is your everything, Your mind is your everything.
• 1:20:52
  Speaker 3: Yeah, y'all, make sure y'all listen to the to the
• 1:20:55
  Speaker 3: Kelly Copp New York podcast. Man, man may be double
• 1:20:58
  Speaker 3: check and make sure bro, shit is exact. Let me
• 1:21:01
  Speaker 3: get the exact same name because man to get into
• 1:21:04
  Speaker 3: you ain't gonna lie.
• 1:21:05
  Speaker 2: Bro, you cooked up on that episode because I'm thinking
• 1:21:07
  Speaker 2: you had rolled out the new, the new, the new,
• 1:21:10
  Speaker 2: uh the the how do you say the saying? The
• 1:21:14
  Speaker 2: fucking the mantra of the bloc podcast. You had wrote
• 1:21:18
  Speaker 2: it out. I can't remember it for life, but I
• 1:21:21
  Speaker 2: know you wrote that motherfucker out though I went crazy
• 1:21:24
  Speaker 2: off it. I ain't even gonna lie. I went crazy
• 1:21:26
  Speaker 2: on it.
• 1:21:26
  Speaker 3: You did, yo, like we all blondete us? Yeah, blonde
• 1:21:30
  Speaker 3: step and then what's the mantra? Bro, you don't wait
• 1:21:32
  Speaker 3: to see me just move? When you wrote the whole out,
• 1:21:36
  Speaker 3: I was.
• 1:21:36
  Speaker 2: Like, Oh, this nigga think you hard on man, This
• 1:21:39
  Speaker 2: nigga think he hard harder than me.
• 1:21:42
  Speaker 1: Man.
• 1:21:42
  Speaker 2: That's how I'm saying. I can't.
• 1:21:44
  Speaker 1: I can't. Yes, I stamped that whole podcast, man, Yeah
• 1:21:48
  Speaker 1: you did. I stamped it.
• 1:21:49
  Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie. Yeah. I had that man in
• 1:21:51
  Speaker 2: here crying. Yeah me bigger. I was standing there crying
• 1:21:54
  Speaker 2: back there. I was like, bron, I heard the star before.
• 1:21:56
  Speaker 1: Yo, I'm telling you, and every time people always say yeah,
• 1:22:00
  Speaker 1: time you tell the story out here sign know.
• 1:22:02
  Speaker 3: It's the New Yorkers podcast by New York City Cop
• 1:22:06
  Speaker 3: New York City Cop on Instagram. Man, my niggas, look,
• 1:22:09
  Speaker 3: were on your podcast now so we can talk out
• 1:22:11
  Speaker 3: we really need to.
• 1:22:12
  Speaker 2: That's the fact.
• 1:22:12
  Speaker 3: My nigga, Kelly, cool ass white dude, cool ass white dude,
• 1:22:17
  Speaker 3: as I'm doing the NSV.
• 1:22:18
  Speaker 2: I'm like, whoa, whoa. You know, I'm not going to
• 1:22:21
  Speaker 2: strip myself completely from b being me.
• 1:22:24
  Speaker 3: But I'm giving people that I'm giving. I'm gonna give
• 1:22:27
  Speaker 3: him that clean version.
• 1:22:27
  Speaker 2: You did good too. I wanted to let you know
• 1:22:29
  Speaker 2: you did good. You did good.
• 1:22:31
  Speaker 3: I could tell you fully understood that the mission, the
• 1:22:35
  Speaker 3: mission and the climbate of what was going on, and
• 1:22:38
  Speaker 3: you came through and you did exactly every like because
• 1:22:41
  Speaker 3: I don't hurt you tell the story so many times,
• 1:22:43
  Speaker 3: so like, I see where you you know, you.
• 1:22:45
  Speaker 2: Kept it short certain areas. For sure. I gave it details.
• 1:22:48
  Speaker 2: You know I didn't. I didn't get deep into the
• 1:22:50
  Speaker 2: details because then it would have been like you just
• 1:22:52
  Speaker 2: get you just gave just to that podcast that we
• 1:22:54
  Speaker 2: want to release right now. But I gave enough to
• 1:22:57
  Speaker 2: touch the people to sit and say.
• 1:22:58
  Speaker 3: Okay, yeah, damn, I can imagine what was going on.
• 1:23:02
  Speaker 2: Nigga was crying off of the ship that you said, Like, Nigga,
• 1:23:04
  Speaker 2: don't you imagine if I gave you the Patreon version?
• 1:23:07
  Speaker 3: Yo, shit man, you know you know you made it
• 1:23:11
  Speaker 3: when you got that. You got the white man on
• 1:23:12
  Speaker 3: the couch crying here I made it so Ray too
• 1:23:17
  Speaker 3: about do a part two? He might like, come on,
• 1:23:20
  Speaker 3: I inspired him. He was doing odio and he told
• 1:23:22
  Speaker 3: about he was thinking about doing the video. You did
• 1:23:25
  Speaker 3: say that? Listen New York City Cop. That's his instagram
• 1:23:29
  Speaker 3: New York City ko Pp. Not like cop because you know,
• 1:23:33
  Speaker 3: we don't fuck with the We don't fuck with the pigs.
• 1:23:36
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
• 1:23:37
  Speaker 3: But yeah, my MANO was just on this show. Had
• 1:23:40
  Speaker 3: a great fucking collaboration. It was beautiful and man, listen,
• 1:23:47
  Speaker 3: this is I.
• 1:23:47
  Speaker 1: Ain't gonna lie. I did my thing on that. I
• 1:23:49
  Speaker 1: had to pat myself in the bag of it. Like
• 1:23:51
  Speaker 1: we even went celebrated after that, l A, come on, man,
• 1:23:54
  Speaker 1: we want to get some burgers. And it's like as
• 1:23:57
  Speaker 1: And it's crazy because as I was getting dressed, I'm like,
• 1:24:00
  Speaker 1: what should I wear?
• 1:24:02
  Speaker 2: I don't want it to come off too.
• 1:24:03
  Speaker 3: Hoodish this that, but I'm like, man, I'm going as myself.
• 1:24:09
  Speaker 1: You are, bro, let me put this need more black businesses.
• 1:24:12
  Speaker 1: And when I was in the cap, I said that
• 1:24:14
  Speaker 1: I just really.
• 1:24:15
  Speaker 2: Put this shirt on you. I said, ship did.
• 1:24:18
  Speaker 1: But then when I got there, he said, yo, that's
• 1:24:19
  Speaker 1: a cool shirt. They recognized like, I'm not to take
• 1:24:22
  Speaker 1: nothing away from the podcast. I'm just being myself said,
• 1:24:25
  Speaker 1: delivering respectful. I'm not gonna curse on it because you
• 1:24:28
  Speaker 1: don't get over.
• 1:24:29
  Speaker 2: But yeah, we're gonna do this.
• 1:24:30
  Speaker 3: We're gonna lock it in and honestly, and it went
• 1:24:32
  Speaker 3: crazy and honestly like this podcast is like you gave
• 1:24:36
  Speaker 3: them a dose of realness.
• 1:24:37
  Speaker 2: That that's not part of their world. It's not it's
• 1:24:40
  Speaker 2: not part of.
• 1:24:41
  Speaker 1: Their world, bro, because they were stopping and trying to
• 1:24:43
  Speaker 1: figure out what's.
• 1:24:44
  Speaker 2: Gonna be next to ask me, and then you heard
• 1:24:46
  Speaker 2: me saying not just let them talk, let them let
• 1:24:48
  Speaker 2: them talk, let them talk. Man. I don't think they.
• 1:24:51
  Speaker 3: I don't think they they they couldn't prepare for that.
• 1:24:54
  Speaker 3: I don't think that that's how they wanted it to go.
• 1:24:56
  Speaker 3: I think it, but I think once they got it though,
• 1:24:58
  Speaker 3: they was very happy with that.
• 1:25:00
  Speaker 1: Talk about he like, damn, there's more questions I want
• 1:25:02
  Speaker 1: to ask this and the third damn, I ain't thinking
• 1:25:04
  Speaker 1: of that.
• 1:25:04
  Speaker 3: Damn.
• 1:25:06
  Speaker 2: It's always part because you can't deny the realness.
• 1:25:08
  Speaker 1: It's part two. You know what I'm saying, no fabricated story.
• 1:25:11
  Speaker 1: This is who I am.
• 1:25:12
  Speaker 2: And you can't. You can't.
• 1:25:14
  Speaker 3: You can't deny the realness of the story. Like once
• 1:25:16
  Speaker 3: the story was going, how it was? Yeah, what's the
• 1:25:19
  Speaker 3: story was going?
• 1:25:20
  Speaker 2: How it was? You gotta love it, you know what
• 1:25:22
  Speaker 2: I'm saying. But listen, I'm trying, y'all.
• 1:25:27
  Speaker 3: I know, I don't know what time it is that
• 1:25:28
  Speaker 3: y'all listening to this ship, but it's late over here.
• 1:25:31
  Speaker 1: Grinding, fucking grinding, another episode the blond Bnaci Podcast.
• 1:25:37
  Speaker 2: But we out of here, dude,