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What You Get Shot With? · Blind But Now I See

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  Speaker 1: Back at it for another episode of The Blonde and
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  Speaker 1: I Sea Show. We are your hosts. I'm the ficial
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  Speaker 1: Blonde Stuffer.
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  Speaker 2: And I'm Hot Wills for real, for real, and Happy
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  Speaker 2: New Years everybody.
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  Speaker 1: We're back. We're gonna be more consistent now. We ain't
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  Speaker 1: gonna take breaks. We're gonna stay on top of our.
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  Speaker 2: Job because we know y'all be needing us.
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  Speaker 1: Y'all be wanting us, y'all love us. We already disabled heroes.
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  Speaker 1: But this episode we talk about.
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  Speaker 2: We're basically gonna talk about different things we thought about
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  Speaker 2: our own disabilities and each other's disabilities.
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  Speaker 1: Aka. Frenchie, just want to be an asshole today.
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  Speaker 2: Before we got it, before we got disabled. No, this
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  Speaker 2: is honestly because so many people want to access these
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  Speaker 2: things you have to understand, but they don't feel comfortable.
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  Speaker 2: So maybe us sharing what we thought before we became
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  Speaker 2: these wades.
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  Speaker 1: I ain't gonna lie. I know it ain't. This ain't
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  Speaker 1: my disability. But I always thought people in wheelchair had
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  Speaker 1: flat asses, straight out the gate, always sitting down.
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  Speaker 2: So let my ass was flat long before the chair.
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  Speaker 1: I always thought they had flat asses.
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, no, it's girls, it's girls. In the fucking
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  Speaker 2: chair and they got the wagon they dragon like that
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  Speaker 2: ship and that like that, Like it really just depends
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  Speaker 2: on your body type. Like I'm naturally a more petite person,
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  Speaker 2: so I'm like skin skinny, like slim, slim, jowing. So
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  Speaker 2: it's like I never had no ass and when I was,
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  Speaker 2: when I just got an ass, I had got shot
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  Speaker 2: and I lost it, damn because yea, I got tities
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  Speaker 2: and asses. I got shot so young, so my puberty say,
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  Speaker 2: you know, I just got it and it was like,
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  Speaker 2: oh I woke up my tities. I lost so much
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  Speaker 2: waiting in trauma. Yeah, but it's okay that you brought
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  Speaker 2: that up, because, like I said, this episode is about
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  Speaker 2: us thinking about speaking.
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  Speaker 1: About what we thought. This is a wheel chair, damn.
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  Speaker 2: But why would that even be a thought? Because to me,
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  Speaker 2: to be honest, if I'm being honest, and I noticed
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  Speaker 2: my starting, I didn't even there were young people in
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  Speaker 2: the chair until I got injured, you know what I'm saying. Like,
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  Speaker 2: and the ones that did, I thought they were like,
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  Speaker 2: you know, it was a little on other side of this.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know' cancer.
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  Speaker 2: We can't get canceled. We only laughed at my back
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  Speaker 2: but no, for real, I didn't realize that they were
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  Speaker 2: younger people in Whielchirs old joke, so sad like I
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  Speaker 2: didn't understand. I didn't know. I didn't know that how
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  Speaker 2: important the spinal cord was until my injury, you know
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  Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Like, it's just certain things I didn't
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  Speaker 2: I was so ignorant to the fact until you get
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  Speaker 2: in the situation.
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  Speaker 1: A lot of stuff he wasn't taught about either, though,
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  Speaker 1: So it's like, but who the fuck.
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  Speaker 2: That I would have got?
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  Speaker 1: Shut?
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  Speaker 2: Yo, it was people. Eleven people got shot when I
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  Speaker 2: got shot, so it was ten other people the worst.
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  Speaker 2: So these motherfuckers getting shot in their legs. So I'm
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  Speaker 2: hearing like I'm fifteen, So I'm like, yeah, I'm in
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  Speaker 2: the bed lay. You know, nobody told me, Like I
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  Speaker 2: never had that moment where a doctor came in like, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: you're never gonna walk again. You get what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 2: I never had that moment. And when I did have
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  Speaker 2: that moment, it was like way past that, you know
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  Speaker 2: what I'm saying. So the motherfuckers is getting shot in
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  Speaker 2: their legs, hopping over fences and shit, I got shot
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  Speaker 2: in my back, I said, wait, well I'm not moving.
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  Speaker 2: You get what I'm saying. So when I hear these
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  Speaker 2: motherfuckers is up and walking, when I'm next, telling everybody
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  Speaker 2: in the hospital, I'm next, I'm good. I'm just like, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: my spine just got a heal. And I didn't understand
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  Speaker 2: how intricate, how important spin is, how important, how any
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  Speaker 2: of that one little thing goes wrong and you could
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  Speaker 2: lose feeling, sensation, movement because there's people that stroke out.
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  Speaker 1: And it spain is sensitive. It's so kicked in my
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  Speaker 1: spine and my whole body just went numb. Yeah that's
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  Speaker 1: when I got when I got shot, I got kicked
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  Speaker 1: in my spine. That's only that's the way they got
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  Speaker 1: me down.
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  Speaker 2: So they kicked you in the shot you I ran and.
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  Speaker 1: Nigger like fucking street fight to kick me, and my
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  Speaker 1: whole body just shut down. That's how I know higher
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  Speaker 1: than important I spain it is damn After that shit,
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  Speaker 1: I'm like, what the fuck a kick? Imagine?
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  Speaker 2: Imagine what a bullet did to me. So I'm just
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  Speaker 2: sitting there like a bullet like and then it's just
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  Speaker 2: like the whole realization of like that you got shot
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  Speaker 2: and I'm not serious enough to get shot. You know,
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  Speaker 2: it's serious people out there that deserve to get shot.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not serious enough. I was too childish. I'm sitting
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  Speaker 2: in the hospital, like what a wheelchair? I told them, niggas,
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  Speaker 2: I say, get this shit out of here. I'm not
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  Speaker 2: picking out no fucking wheelchair today. I'm walking out of here.
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  Speaker 2: I'm telling everybody in.
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  Speaker 1: The hospital the same way with me.
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  Speaker 2: I'm telling everybody. I was so fucking confused. I'm like,
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  Speaker 2: how do this not how people end up in wheelchairs?
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  Speaker 2: So basically, I really did not understand that you could
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  Speaker 2: end up in a wheelchair from anything other than being
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  Speaker 2: born that way. I thought that the people that was
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  Speaker 2: that way was born that way, and the people that
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  Speaker 2: ended up in them when they was older, obviously they
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  Speaker 2: broke their legs or something like that. I did not
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  Speaker 2: know your back controlled.
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  Speaker 1: I ain't no getting shot equal you blind, like you
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  Speaker 1: both on the same but I met with me.
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  Speaker 2: I could have guessed that one, though, I just would have.
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  Speaker 2: I could have guessed that one because it's like the head,
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  Speaker 2: like the head, the optic nerves and all that.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, but I head, I hear dad, I didn't hear blind.
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  Speaker 1: Like I'm like y'all went through just one, just went
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  Speaker 1: through one, just off the back. You got a strong
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  Speaker 1: neck that was head hard headed hard.
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  Speaker 2: But he was rubbing the back though. But so what
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  Speaker 2: did you think, like, how did you think people became blind?
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  Speaker 1: Because I think I thought I thought I thought people
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  Speaker 1: was bomb blinde. So I've seen Ray Charles and I'm like,
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  Speaker 1: I have medical reasons like people bomb blind like you have. Yeah,
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  Speaker 1: I seen before you ever looked at a blond person
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  Speaker 1: just walking? It's like, like, what the hell are they
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  Speaker 1: looking at it? It's crazy to sound and say that, though,
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  Speaker 1: but they just be smelling. I had like they know
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  Speaker 1: what they're.
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  Speaker 2: Going, Like I never thought that, Like I where I was,
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  Speaker 2: Like even when I was walking and everything was the same.
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  Speaker 2: I never looked down at people with disabilities. So it's
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  Speaker 2: like I was a person somebody in a wheelchair in
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  Speaker 2: on the bus, I'm getting up, take the seat, you
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  Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. I see somebody, but I never
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  Speaker 2: looked down. So when I've seen a blond person, I mean,
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  Speaker 2: I don't really think I knew any blonde people.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know blond people. I don't think shit with
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  Speaker 1: the community. I don't know no blond people. Nobody. Nobody
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  Speaker 1: could never tell me. I've seen man of being blind.
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  Speaker 2: I've seen blind people in passing.
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  Speaker 1: I didn't not really. Now more people are becoming blind
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  Speaker 1: and coming to me for advice.
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  Speaker 2: But it's not because it's it's the population has been there.
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  Speaker 2: It's just now we have social media. Because even before
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  Speaker 2: I was injured, they know other people in chairs. I
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  Speaker 2: didn't know it was other people in chairs. I just
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  Speaker 2: thought it was just me. I'm like, yeah, it's me.
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  Speaker 1: It's bad. Now it's communities out there. It's a whole blonde.
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  Speaker 2: Community, so it is they are out there, no, and
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  Speaker 2: they be commented on my ship. They know. But that's
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  Speaker 2: how you know. We're a lot of people are ignorant
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  Speaker 2: because we were ignorant to these things before I was
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  Speaker 2: really animation. So I'm not too mad when people come
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  Speaker 2: and ask me stupid as questions as long as like
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  Speaker 2: it's not a bad day for me, I'll humor you.
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  Speaker 2: Everybody thinks people in wheelchairs can't feel their their pussies
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  Speaker 2: and their ass.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, I learned that from you. I learned that from you.
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  Speaker 1: I'm glad I can be a teacher and everybody that's
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  Speaker 1: blind don't step in ship even because I didn't step
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  Speaker 1: in ship yet. Yo, I just think that you got
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  Speaker 1: the most ignorant. Yeah, because no, Lie. At first I
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  Speaker 1: came to my mind is like, I'm a step in ship.
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  Speaker 1: Oh fuck, no, I can't.
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  Speaker 2: I'll be nervous beause imagine you put your stick in
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  Speaker 2: the ship first.
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  Speaker 1: Fuck the steak my sneakers. But that's what I'll be worrying,
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  Speaker 1: you know, on the summer day, when your feet starts sliding.
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, nah, what if you put your stick in
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  Speaker 2: this ship.
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  Speaker 1: I don't. I don't care about the stick, the steak.
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  Speaker 1: It's my sneakers.
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  Speaker 2: But imagine you put the stick in the ship. Don't know,
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  Speaker 2: and then you hold up and folded into.
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  Speaker 1: I don't touch the ball though I touched the ball.
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  Speaker 2: Do you clean your stick?
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  Speaker 1: No?
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  Speaker 2: He is a dirty stick.
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  Speaker 1: Mother, my stick. Don't touch my house though.
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  Speaker 2: You navigate through the house just regular.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, used to stick to get through the house. Okay,
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  Speaker 1: all right. To be honest, you don't know the only
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  Speaker 1: time I used the stick is when I come to
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  Speaker 1: the studio. I don't use the stick for that now.
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  Speaker 2: Lie, Wow, he's using his He's explooding his own disability exploit.
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  Speaker 1: Likes alright. One time I tried to call myself, like,
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  Speaker 1: all right, let me use the stick. My brother like,
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  Speaker 1: come on, brother, you take it that long, bro, fold
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  Speaker 1: that ship up. Let's go. I'm like, all you fold
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  Speaker 1: it up and hold on like nigga, like, you take
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  Speaker 1: it too long, nigga, let's go rather than.
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  Speaker 2: That used to be your Yeah, see you not he said,
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  Speaker 2: come on, nigga, He.
• 8:43
  Speaker 1: Yeah, they don't. Don't have no sympathy on me.
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  Speaker 2: And I mean, you're not supposed to. You're not supposed to.
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  Speaker 2: And I would have thought that people should have had
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  Speaker 2: sympathy towards people in wheelchairs. Tell a motherfucker like me
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  Speaker 2: ended up in one. Yeah, I'm an asshole.
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  Speaker 1: Trying to get away with a lot of ship. Like
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  Speaker 1: one day a Christmas, no Thanksgiving, he dropped me off home.
• 9:00
  Speaker 1: I say, yo, bro, you can't go get the car
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  Speaker 1: and bring it in front of the building. He like, no,
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  Speaker 1: he not roach to disabled with that. Let's go. But
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  Speaker 1: I have my drink in my hand and my food.
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  Speaker 1: He dragging me. I said, yo, bro, your leg's too long.
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  Speaker 1: You're dragging me.
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  Speaker 2: Bro, Nigga said, I know.
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  Speaker 1: He did not care by the time I got to
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  Speaker 1: the car, he had no drinking my cup. I was
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  Speaker 1: so pistol yo yo. He kept saying, Nigga, I gotta go,
• 9:19
  Speaker 1: Let's go. I'm like, yo, bro, but damn, Nigga, I'm.
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  Speaker 2: But let's talk about because now I'm about to cry,
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  Speaker 2: because let's talk about how important that is though, to
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  Speaker 2: have people that don't treat you differently when you have
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  Speaker 2: an injury, when you have an injury like this, because
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  Speaker 2: everybody be like like I hear people be more upset
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  Speaker 2: and more more sensitive for me than all disabled and
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  Speaker 2: it's like, I'm not like that. My family, they didn't
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  Speaker 2: play that shit.
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  Speaker 1: My dad.
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  Speaker 2: I told him I couldn't laugh. He came and put
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  Speaker 2: our favorite funny movie because I had so many broken
• 9:45
  Speaker 2: bones because my whole ripcakee shattered damn from the bullet.
• 9:48
  Speaker 2: So I had all my broken bone.
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  Speaker 1: Soul literally fucked you a bag.
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  Speaker 2: I couldn't breathe. Shit, Nigga, listen that shit what you
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  Speaker 2: gotta shot with? Nigga, If I tell you, I'm gonna
• 9:57
  Speaker 2: be embarrassed because there's some little shit shit all the
• 10:04
  Speaker 2: nights because I travel, and that's what it did. So
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  Speaker 2: it went in it never came out. The bullet is
• 10:14
  Speaker 2: still in. You gotta say you got here with the
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  Speaker 2: full fast and when he got down listen, got sound
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  Speaker 2: gang the gang like shit you're saying rim shadow like.
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  Speaker 1: At least letting an a k oh ten thirty two
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  Speaker 1: a little bit bigger than what the ship you got
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  Speaker 1: hit with.
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  Speaker 2: But we need to be grateful for when we got
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  Speaker 2: hit with.
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  Speaker 1: No because he's no.
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  Speaker 2: Because I hate telling you. The only people that got
• 10:42
  Speaker 2: shot understand what we're talking about, right with a little
• 10:47
  Speaker 2: gun that is mad embarrassing because niggas be like when
• 10:49
  Speaker 2: they pull out, when somebody pull out a little dude,
• 10:51
  Speaker 2: dudees you from Texas, Man, what the fuck this nigga
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  Speaker 2: about to do with that little lass?
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  Speaker 1: Ship away for you hurt yourself? Bro? Like ship really
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  Speaker 1: you get hit with that ship? You liked?
• 11:01
  Speaker 2: Du just hardly kill people. They just they really injure you.
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  Speaker 2: When I fucking when I fucking found out all this shit,
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  Speaker 2: I'm broken up. Like literally, my dad comes in the hospital.
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  Speaker 2: He puts on it's some movie called fifty First Dates,
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  Speaker 2: and me and my dad be like corny white movies
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  Speaker 2: and ship and he put that shit on, and this
• 11:19
  Speaker 2: is something I've been laughing at since I was a kid,
• 11:20
  Speaker 2: so you know I'm a laugh at it. Yo, Why
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  Speaker 2: I'm sitting there laughing and crying, like crying because I'm
• 11:25
  Speaker 2: in physical pain and laughing because he was like, I
• 11:28
  Speaker 2: don't give a fuck up tough enough, That's what the
• 11:30
  Speaker 2: fuck my dad's sake, because my dad always say like
• 11:32
  Speaker 2: I had I had a first son, I'm his first child,
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  Speaker 2: so he'd be like, I'm my son in.
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  Speaker 1: The spirit like that.
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  Speaker 2: So I personally I'm grateful for him doing that. It
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  Speaker 2: made my ship heil up quicker. Actually, I'm like.
• 11:44
  Speaker 1: You really do need that, because you need my sister
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  Speaker 1: that you're doing the podcast with. I'm like, Yo, what
• 11:49
  Speaker 1: a garbage at she will not take the plate, she
• 11:51
  Speaker 1: might fail. You get closer and getting closer I had
• 11:54
  Speaker 1: to do lift it up, and I'm like, yo, what
• 11:55
  Speaker 1: the fuck? Like, Yo, just take the plate? All this
• 11:57
  Speaker 1: time you need to set up and wasted or like
• 12:00
  Speaker 1: they don't We don't hold I fight them, we don't
• 12:02
  Speaker 1: hold back nothing all you just that. And the third
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  Speaker 1: my brother like then you lucky you blonde, I'll fuck
• 12:07
  Speaker 1: you up. I'm like you think so my mother would
• 12:09
  Speaker 1: be like, nah, I don't think you still beat them
• 12:11
  Speaker 1: t I'm like, see that it's going in the bathroom,
• 12:12
  Speaker 1: Then why I'm going the bathroom? Nigga, you got the advantage,
• 12:15
  Speaker 1: and I'm like, well, let's go in the bathroom. But
• 12:17
  Speaker 1: we don't hold no weight. They tripped me. I got
• 12:19
  Speaker 1: on the own. I got on the hubble board.
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  Speaker 2: Man, you got on the the I would pay millions
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  Speaker 2: of dollars that I don't even have.
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  Speaker 1: Don't call you. I'm gonna look at the video. It was.
• 12:30
  Speaker 2: I was blonde.
• 12:32
  Speaker 1: It was a video. Really ride that show? Did you
• 12:35
  Speaker 1: was on the hubble board? That ship spent me one
• 12:38
  Speaker 1: way the huffleboard. I was stuck between the chair and
• 12:41
  Speaker 1: the table. Oh, I was fucked up. My mother called me,
• 12:44
  Speaker 1: what the fuck is y'all doing? Y'all gonna kill them?
• 12:46
  Speaker 2: You think that's no nigga. I rode a hoverboard in
• 12:48
  Speaker 2: a wheelchair. They made me. I leaned through it, my sister,
• 12:54
  Speaker 2: but I got it for Christmas years ago, and I
• 12:57
  Speaker 2: leaned for with yo. That ship dragged me out the
• 13:00
  Speaker 2: and I was just sliding on the floor.
• 13:02
  Speaker 1: But you gotta let you gotta live life though this
• 13:04
  Speaker 1: disabled life. Like if you don't live life it really
• 13:07
  Speaker 1: can take you down. Like I stood at the edge
• 13:10
  Speaker 1: of the pool. My brother pushed me in there, and
• 13:12
  Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm a fuck. He like, yo, yo, blonde.
• 13:15
  Speaker 1: I can swim right, but he when he pushed me,
• 13:18
  Speaker 1: I'm trying to grab the air. Everything said. I'm sure
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  Speaker 1: I hit the floor, I hit the I hit the water.
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  Speaker 1: I feel like I'm drowning. He like, Nigga, just stand up,
• 13:27
  Speaker 1: it's only four feet the baby I said that say, boy,
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  Speaker 1: I'm gonna kill you. Bro My mom like that's not funny.
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  Speaker 1: I like, my mother is sensitive to me, like being blinding. Ship.
• 13:36
  Speaker 1: But the rest of them whole, no punches with none
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  Speaker 1: of that. My family. I didn't got it.
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  Speaker 2: I didn't got into arguments with my family. That's why
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  Speaker 2: you got shot, you know too. And I'd be sitting
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  Speaker 2: there like then. But that's the ship. Like that is
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  Speaker 2: honestly makes like strong. Don't treat me different because I'm
• 13:55
  Speaker 2: in a chair. Don't treat him different because he'm blind.
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  Speaker 2: It's you know, my brother, like Nigga, I knock your
• 14:00
  Speaker 2: lights out. I'm like, it's out already, brot. I've had
• 14:05
  Speaker 2: I've had and I thought people couldn't have fights and
• 14:06
  Speaker 2: with you, I've had I've had fights. I read that
• 14:09
  Speaker 2: I've had fights in this in a hotel since but
• 14:13
  Speaker 2: it's happened, and I'm not proud of it. But like
• 14:16
  Speaker 2: I said, I've been in this chair for so long.
• 14:17
  Speaker 2: This year makes fifteen years, so to be officially fourteen,
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  Speaker 2: I've had fifteen years walking and fifteen years rolling.
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  Speaker 1: So you leading the race.
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  Speaker 2: It shut the fuck be in.
• 14:24
  Speaker 1: The race this fourteen fifteen for you? You lead the race.
• 14:28
  Speaker 1: At least I ain't thirty five. I'll be thirty six
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  Speaker 1: this year.
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  Speaker 2: Listening, and I'll be thirty. Ye, I'm a baby thing.
• 14:35
  Speaker 1: This is when everything's gonna start hurting.
• 14:37
  Speaker 2: The shit already started hurting. I'm sitting at sleeping, I'm like,
• 14:40
  Speaker 2: oh my nag. I'm telling everybody, but no all Joe
• 14:42
  Speaker 2: suicide number one. Let me just be clear. The first
• 14:45
  Speaker 2: thing that everybody thought, I didn't know people in whiel
• 14:47
  Speaker 2: chair had sex. I didn't.
• 14:49
  Speaker 1: I didn't think that.
• 14:50
  Speaker 2: You didn't think it through right. I didn't even think
• 14:53
  Speaker 2: that people in wheelchairs enjoyed sex. And that's why so
• 14:56
  Speaker 2: many people probably coming to be in They're like, do
• 14:58
  Speaker 2: you have this? But let's be clear, do I was like,
• 15:00
  Speaker 2: a bitch, don't get well. I don't because I'm celebrate
• 15:03
  Speaker 2: right now. But like you know, y'all get what I'm saying.
• 15:06
  Speaker 1: And I'm like, can't blind dude. Blonde people know how
• 15:09
  Speaker 1: to wash theyselves good and everything, Like you want to
• 15:12
  Speaker 1: see if you got soap all over your body.
• 15:14
  Speaker 2: I mean, after seeing Ray Charles, I've seen it. I
• 15:17
  Speaker 2: didn't really have no questions about blonde people because I've
• 15:19
  Speaker 2: seen Ray Charles and I'm like, man, this nigga got babies,
• 15:22
  Speaker 2: he got motherfucking cocaine.
• 15:24
  Speaker 1: Yeah. But but even where Ray Charles is like, oh
• 15:27
  Speaker 1: you ain't that nigga, Ray Charles. That's why I call
• 15:31
  Speaker 1: myself the hod Ray Charles. I was the hood Ray Charles.
• 15:34
  Speaker 2: Don't you got to do some drugs before you get
• 15:36
  Speaker 2: to that level. We got to hit some real drugs.
• 15:40
  Speaker 2: I don't know what I had. He's like, nah, you
• 15:43
  Speaker 2: ain't he you know how to do all that? Ship
• 15:45
  Speaker 2: Like I am not doing none of that.
• 15:46
  Speaker 1: I don't know. I can't.
• 15:48
  Speaker 2: But the way he was, that's my question. Money undre
• 15:51
  Speaker 2: of money.
• 15:52
  Speaker 1: A hundred dollar bill is sticking in all all the bells.
• 15:55
  Speaker 2: Oh so he's a money corner saw all.
• 15:59
  Speaker 1: The dollar bells like that the cheapest piece of money
• 16:01
  Speaker 1: that they really So.
• 16:03
  Speaker 2: Do you tell people to pay you in singles? Is?
• 16:05
  Speaker 2: I know Raychel's did that? So what do you do?
• 16:08
  Speaker 1: So you just I never had a situation where I
• 16:11
  Speaker 1: was by myself with money, okay, So it was like
• 16:13
  Speaker 1: people like, yo, these are the twenties. That's this. I
• 16:15
  Speaker 1: count my money like I cool. I'm around people that
• 16:17
  Speaker 1: I trust, but like the delivery man and all that,
• 16:20
  Speaker 1: they don't be knowing I'm blonde. So it's like my
• 16:22
  Speaker 1: presence is like, nigga, don't play with me, give me.
• 16:24
  Speaker 2: I couldn't tell you're blonde if I was like, because
• 16:26
  Speaker 2: you know, blond people usually have like a look. But
• 16:28
  Speaker 2: you I just think you're lazy.
• 16:30
  Speaker 1: Chinese people, the Chinese and they deliver the ship. Wait,
• 16:32
  Speaker 1: fuck you lazy? Like no, you gotta see these because.
• 16:39
  Speaker 2: I got on brown like it looks like too little hot.
• 16:45
  Speaker 1: Yea to swims and ship. Yeah, like the Chinese man,
• 16:49
  Speaker 1: they be giving me my money and I'm like, I said,
• 16:51
  Speaker 1: there here like no tip, no tip, give me my money.
• 16:54
  Speaker 1: Let me give you the tip. Niggas said, give me
• 16:55
  Speaker 1: my money.
• 16:57
  Speaker 2: Chinese niggas.
• 16:57
  Speaker 1: You blind baby, they they getting over.
• 17:00
  Speaker 2: They taking that bread. But so so that was something
• 17:04
  Speaker 2: you had to When did you get comfortable with dealing
• 17:06
  Speaker 2: with your own money and stuff like that with your
• 17:08
  Speaker 2: vision From.
• 17:09
  Speaker 1: When I first got shot, I didn't trust nobody who
• 17:11
  Speaker 1: with my money. Still I'm like, yeah, we cool. But
• 17:15
  Speaker 1: like my mother and number used to try to like
• 17:17
  Speaker 1: fold We're gonna fold the hundreds this way, We're gonna
• 17:20
  Speaker 1: fold the twenties this way. We're gonna I'm like, yo,
• 17:22
  Speaker 1: just give me all my money, just put it in there.
• 17:23
  Speaker 1: It's cool, like I figure it out. But then I
• 17:25
  Speaker 1: started just filling the money in and learn I can
• 17:27
  Speaker 1: tell a different texture. And then like on one hundred
• 17:29
  Speaker 1: dollar bill, if you like scratch it, you could fill
• 17:32
  Speaker 1: a coat that little. You could feel a cold with
• 17:35
  Speaker 1: your present' like that's a hundred, Like you can't trick
• 17:37
  Speaker 1: me on it.
• 17:38
  Speaker 2: So can you feel like the like because you know
• 17:40
  Speaker 2: how you can feel the paper on the money, can
• 17:42
  Speaker 2: you feel like do you feel for the numbers on
• 17:44
  Speaker 2: the paper.
• 17:44
  Speaker 1: You could do it. But the money got to be crispy,
• 17:46
  Speaker 1: and the money wanting there going down, It's like you fucked,
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: like it's over if it's going down this like you fucked.
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: But if it's crispy, I know. Wow.
• 17:55
  Speaker 2: So what about what coins quarters?
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: Because you're feel I know, like a quarter up you
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: could just feel the ridges around it. Like one time
• 18:05
  Speaker 1: my money got mixed up with like what's that ship
• 18:08
  Speaker 1: called chuck E Cheese money? Oh, I was so fucking
• 18:11
  Speaker 1: fun shit in the house. I ain't know what it was,
• 18:13
  Speaker 1: chuck E Cheese coin or a real quarter. Yeah, I
• 18:18
  Speaker 1: was frustrated, yo, but yeah that ship that ship had
• 18:22
  Speaker 1: you should have me fucked up y'all. And then it's
• 18:25
  Speaker 1: like everything you step in, you think you step in
• 18:27
  Speaker 1: and ship like leaves and all that. I'm like, oh man,
• 18:29
  Speaker 1: please don't tell me.
• 18:31
  Speaker 2: So with as far as money, so to the people
• 18:34
  Speaker 2: that are blind that are newly plying, you would tell
• 18:36
  Speaker 2: them to just first have someone you could trust.
• 18:39
  Speaker 1: Yeah, but it's apps out here that we could download
• 18:41
  Speaker 1: that you canna put the money. You can put the
• 18:43
  Speaker 1: money in front of and it'll tell you what it is.
• 18:45
  Speaker 2: Nice. It's so much new technology. What is the new?
• 18:48
  Speaker 1: What is like you? I don't use No, I don't
• 18:52
  Speaker 1: use technology. I just said I'm about to start using
• 18:56
  Speaker 1: the features that's on the iPhone I'm gonna test it out. Yeah,
• 18:59
  Speaker 1: but it's a no. You though, that's because that right, right,
• 19:04
  Speaker 1: you got to keep double double tap and all that ship.
• 19:06
  Speaker 1: It's just too much like picture texting somebody like T
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: T T H eight Like I don't. I'm like, I
• 19:11
  Speaker 1: don't got the patience for that ship sheerri such Ye,
• 19:15
  Speaker 1: but I said this year, I'm really gonna step into
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: my my blind faith this year.
• 19:20
  Speaker 2: So what about reading Burrow? Is that something you'll be
• 19:22
  Speaker 2: open to?
• 19:23
  Speaker 1: Yeah, but you know I'm open to it. No, I
• 19:27
  Speaker 1: don't know it. I'm open to it, but not for nothing.
• 19:30
  Speaker 1: They were like, bro is really aging out.
• 19:32
  Speaker 2: But I feel I still feel like God forbid if
• 19:36
  Speaker 2: because say technology, we all relied so much solely on it,
• 19:39
  Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying, that's still a dope as
• 19:41
  Speaker 2: skill to have.
• 19:43
  Speaker 1: Like I'm signing up to the Helen Kellen, the commissioner
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: of Helen Keller. Yeah, he name right, that is.
• 19:51
  Speaker 2: But that was deaf and blonde.
• 19:55
  Speaker 1: She was fuck over there. She was fucked up.
• 19:57
  Speaker 2: She was fucked up. But dude, you see her movie
• 19:59
  Speaker 2: where they was teaching how to do that ship. That
• 20:01
  Speaker 2: white bitch wasn't playing with her.
• 20:02
  Speaker 1: I never watched that.
• 20:03
  Speaker 2: You gotta watch that movie, nigga. They could tell you
• 20:07
  Speaker 2: the titles the same way when you go to the
• 20:08
  Speaker 2: movies and they say audio subtitles, nigga. Blind people and
• 20:11
  Speaker 2: deaf people could watch movies.
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: They could, but I don't. Yeah, yeah, your wife is
• 20:16
  Speaker 1: just like, where is life? Even? What is it? Your
• 20:20
  Speaker 1: life is boring? We can still so she could she
• 20:23
  Speaker 1: could just hear.
• 20:24
  Speaker 2: She can't hear.
• 20:25
  Speaker 1: She can't death mute when you when you can't talk.
• 20:31
  Speaker 1: He got on that the fucking first of all.
• 20:33
  Speaker 2: Yeah, his microphone look like a loudspeaker, So this nigga
• 20:36
  Speaker 2: just look loud and wrong, Like.
• 20:41
  Speaker 1: Did she say mute?
• 20:43
  Speaker 2: She could just hey, but no to imagine that, that's
• 20:46
  Speaker 2: like because you can't because you sound. You sound to see.
• 20:50
  Speaker 2: So if I can't see and I have no sound,
• 20:53
  Speaker 2: how the fuck did she? That's why I said she's golded,
• 20:55
  Speaker 2: because that takes like.
• 20:56
  Speaker 1: Uh that that's me, that's real. That's to have.
• 21:00
  Speaker 2: Schools in your name and all that ship. She obviously
• 21:02
  Speaker 2: did something that I'm up next.
• 21:05
  Speaker 1: That's the fact school is about to be in my name.
• 21:06
  Speaker 2: Yeah, amen, claim it in your name, to claim it,
• 21:09
  Speaker 2: but just don't put no death on us. We don't
• 21:11
  Speaker 2: need set I'm up next.
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: We don't need no deafinite not no deafite, wheelchair and blind.
• 21:16
  Speaker 1: That's what we're taking. No other discipine myself, Like, what
• 21:22
  Speaker 1: if like golf of beer like my legs and I
• 21:24
  Speaker 1: gotta get in the whelchair, I'm gonna be fucked up.
• 21:27
  Speaker 2: No, you know what I was thinking when I'm old,
• 21:31
  Speaker 2: How you gonna push yourself because I'm already in a wheelchair?
• 21:33
  Speaker 1: Yeah, well you better get that.
• 21:35
  Speaker 2: No, Yeah, that's what I was thinking. It's like, damn,
• 21:37
  Speaker 2: I don't have to get that ship. But I just
• 21:38
  Speaker 2: got to make sure my husband works out every day
• 21:41
  Speaker 2: so he could lift me up.
• 21:43
  Speaker 3: If what if, like with the advancement of technology and
• 21:46
  Speaker 3: ship like that, they like offer you some type of
• 21:49
  Speaker 3: robotics where it's like.
• 21:50
  Speaker 1: You walk walk, Yeah, what'd you take it?
• 21:53
  Speaker 2: What do you mean?
• 21:54
  Speaker 1: Yeah? I don't know. I mean I just thought about
• 21:55
  Speaker 1: it could be two different.
• 21:56
  Speaker 2: Things, because if it's like if it's something where my
• 21:58
  Speaker 2: body could walk like without the insistance of a machine. Yeah,
• 22:02
  Speaker 2: but like as far as the robotists, the rework program,
• 22:04
  Speaker 2: they have all of those where it could stand you
• 22:06
  Speaker 2: up and you can walk. I've did those those shits
• 22:08
  Speaker 2: are so excruciating, like it's so painful just to do it.
• 22:14
  Speaker 1: Use in like regular life with that rewalk thing.
• 22:17
  Speaker 2: Yeah, people are buying them. You could take them home
• 22:19
  Speaker 2: as long as you can afford it. It's thousands, of course,
• 22:21
  Speaker 2: just like anything is open to the rich and to
• 22:23
  Speaker 2: the poor. They just let us volunteer and we get
• 22:25
  Speaker 2: to trial and error. And I tried to narrate it.
• 22:27
  Speaker 2: I was one of the first people to trial and
• 22:29
  Speaker 2: very shit, like ten ten eleven years. I was a
• 22:32
  Speaker 2: guinea pig. But yeah, you get paid for it though
• 22:33
  Speaker 2: I was in my body literally when your body is
• 22:39
  Speaker 2: not doing something, you know what I'm saying. And that's
• 22:41
  Speaker 2: why we say, if God allows me to walk again,
• 22:43
  Speaker 2: I'm grateful, you know what I mean. But if I
• 22:45
  Speaker 2: can't walk, and God, you just want to flood my
• 22:48
  Speaker 2: life with dollars and just prosperity, I'm okay with because
• 22:52
  Speaker 2: it's just like the only thing that's that's worse than
• 22:54
  Speaker 2: being in a wheelchair is being broken a wheelchair, you
• 22:56
  Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. So it's like with any disability,
• 22:58
  Speaker 2: it's just like the only thing I can I hope
• 23:00
  Speaker 2: for is I hope technology advances. I hope that they
• 23:04
  Speaker 2: find a cure to paralysis. I hope that things do
• 23:07
  Speaker 2: get better in the future. But I can live.
• 23:10
  Speaker 1: I can live.
• 23:11
  Speaker 2: I can live happy like because but I'm but I'm
• 23:16
  Speaker 2: walking in this season is just gratitude. And even before
• 23:19
  Speaker 2: this year or anything started, I always felt like this, like,
• 23:22
  Speaker 2: you know what, well, God put me in this ship
• 23:23
  Speaker 2: to save me. Some people get a casket when they
• 23:25
  Speaker 2: get bullets, you know what I'm saying. So I'm like
• 23:28
  Speaker 2: the ship. I gotta taste this ship. It's gonna be
• 23:30
  Speaker 2: And that's why when we did from the Throne, we
• 23:31
  Speaker 2: like Nadis's thrones, you know what I'm saying. So carry
• 23:34
  Speaker 2: myself like a queen, act like one, and if God
• 23:36
  Speaker 2: want me to walk like one again, then I will.
• 23:38
  Speaker 2: But I don't want I always said, I I don't
• 23:40
  Speaker 2: want to walk stupid. I've been sitting down for a
• 23:44
  Speaker 2: long time. It was this lady when I was walk
• 23:49
  Speaker 2: she had got she had got shot and her back
• 23:51
  Speaker 2: was so like fucked up, you know, like she was
• 23:55
  Speaker 2: walking like but it was like she's leaning forward. You
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: know the people that lean forward like that crackhead walk.
• 24:00
  Speaker 2: And I just I wouldn't want that. I would put
• 24:02
  Speaker 2: back down to stop. I would sit back down because
• 24:05
  Speaker 2: I always told God, once God gave me, and this
• 24:07
  Speaker 2: is this is the problem, and the share this with
• 24:09
  Speaker 2: y'all because when I first I tried, I couldn't feel
• 24:11
  Speaker 2: mad ship. Once I got my pussy back, baby, I
• 24:14
  Speaker 2: stopped working for the other ship.
• 24:16
  Speaker 1: And that's probably the problem.
• 24:17
  Speaker 2: I said, God, you did this with me, and that
• 24:19
  Speaker 2: was that. I just I lived with it, to be honest.
• 24:23
  Speaker 2: But who of course, It's just like if you ask
• 24:26
  Speaker 2: somebody if they want to take a pill and they
• 24:27
  Speaker 2: will walk tomorrow, Hell yeah, sign me up. But I
• 24:29
  Speaker 2: still got the bullet in my back. So everybody thinks like, hey,
• 24:31
  Speaker 2: if you take the bullet out, maybe maybe you'll walk
• 24:34
  Speaker 2: again six seven. But I don't want to take the
• 24:39
  Speaker 2: bullet out and then I lose more more. I'd rather have.
• 24:43
  Speaker 1: That's how you am. It's like, if it ain't broke
• 24:45
  Speaker 1: on fix, I'm blind, y'all. I would have to see.
• 24:48
  Speaker 1: I just took the one out in the back of
• 24:49
  Speaker 1: my head a couple of years ago.
• 24:50
  Speaker 2: How did that go?
• 24:52
  Speaker 1: It was? It was hurting me, so that's why I
• 24:54
  Speaker 1: did it. But you could feel it yeah, it was.
• 24:56
  Speaker 1: It was like a bold like bowlting out. Mm hmm.
• 25:00
  Speaker 1: They cut it open, put me to sleep, cut it
• 25:01
  Speaker 1: open to like cleaned it all out and stitched it
• 25:04
  Speaker 1: back up.
• 25:04
  Speaker 2: The last time I did an X ray checking on
• 25:06
  Speaker 2: my bullet is either behind my appendix or my stomach.
• 25:10
  Speaker 2: That God couldn't tell.
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: There's not.
• 25:12
  Speaker 2: I just got because every time my stomach gets too full,
• 25:16
  Speaker 2: it's like it's leaning on it. It's like the it's
• 25:18
  Speaker 2: pressing on a bullet, and then my legs starts a cramp.
• 25:21
  Speaker 2: So it's like if you ever see me, like if
• 25:22
  Speaker 2: I'm on the show and I'm like rubbing my stomach
• 25:24
  Speaker 2: and shit, I'm not pregnant, not on my period.
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: A lot of McDonald's, that's it just helps me get bloated.
• 25:30
  Speaker 2: And yeah, when you eat healthier, it's less leg cramps
• 25:33
  Speaker 2: and all those spasms and stuff like that. So in
• 25:34
  Speaker 2: a wheelchair, it is very important to eat healthy.
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: I see me when I work out, it's just the fragments,
• 25:39
  Speaker 1: like it hurts my un because like the fat is
• 25:41
  Speaker 1: leaning on the fragments, the one on your shoulder to
• 25:44
  Speaker 1: show there my like my face, like sometimes the fragments
• 25:47
  Speaker 1: start moving, I get headaches. I just gotta lay down,
• 25:50
  Speaker 1: Like when the weather changes, that's be the.
• 25:51
  Speaker 2: Worst because you got your your head, so I can't imagine.
• 25:54
  Speaker 1: It's behind both my eyes.
• 25:55
  Speaker 2: Headaches fucking are crazy.
• 25:57
  Speaker 1: Behind both my eyes, Like all this right head is
• 26:00
  Speaker 1: full of fragments and behind the eyes is full of fragments.
• 26:03
  Speaker 1: So like that shit hurts. Like when the weather changes,
• 26:06
  Speaker 1: I just have to lay down for.
• 26:07
  Speaker 2: You know, when the weather come in. That's how I
• 26:08
  Speaker 2: tell you.
• 26:09
  Speaker 1: I hate it about your rain.
• 26:10
  Speaker 2: I know I hate when it's cold. I know when
• 26:12
  Speaker 2: it's about ter rain because my body literally notifies me
• 26:15
  Speaker 2: before my lego spies them out and I won't feel good.
• 26:17
  Speaker 2: So the fact that you have that ship in your
• 26:20
  Speaker 2: fucking head, that's scary. Did the doctor say anything about him?
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: They wanted to remove it, but I didn't let him
• 26:26
  Speaker 1: because like I don't want to try to cutting on
• 26:28
  Speaker 1: my face. Just to which hospital he was in, different hospitals. Oh,
• 26:34
  Speaker 1: when they took their methodists took it out and.
• 26:36
  Speaker 2: Then they just get shot up. Last night.
• 26:38
  Speaker 1: Yeah, the cop killed the guy.
• 26:40
  Speaker 2: Okay, God is ass.
• 26:41
  Speaker 1: You try to try to poke niggas up and shit.
• 26:43
  Speaker 1: So but they they took it out and like the
• 26:48
  Speaker 1: back of my head don't hurt, just like the side
• 26:50
  Speaker 1: of my face, my eyes. Sometimes it's like the fragments
• 26:53
  Speaker 1: be moving to a point I can't open my.
• 26:55
  Speaker 2: Eyes, so it's paying fucking moves.
• 26:57
  Speaker 1: Yeah, the fragment moves. One time I pulled the fragment
• 27:00
  Speaker 1: out of my own like it was like poking through
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: the skin.
• 27:04
  Speaker 2: I'm happy I got shot with that little duce. Dude,
• 27:06
  Speaker 2: how many fragments you got from the thirty two?
• 27:08
  Speaker 1: I got a fragment all my shoulder and behind my
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: eyes and the side of my faces, so like when
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: you do the X rays you can see all of them.
• 27:16
  Speaker 2: And that was just two bullets.
• 27:18
  Speaker 1: I got shot with three bullets.
• 27:19
  Speaker 2: Three bullets two, my boy of fucking no limits soldier.
• 27:24
  Speaker 1: Yah, it's.
• 27:29
  Speaker 3: I'm the rumor the weapon cannot press for It's crazy
• 27:32
  Speaker 3: that a bullet is made out of metal, but then
• 27:35
  Speaker 3: it goes into the body and then it still splits up.
• 27:37
  Speaker 3: Like that's kind of weird when you think when it
• 27:38
  Speaker 3: hits the body, it breaks up pretty much metal though,
• 27:41
  Speaker 3: But it.
• 27:41
  Speaker 1: Depends, and it depends what bullet you got hit with.
• 27:43
  Speaker 1: I got hit with a hollow tip, so they told
• 27:47
  Speaker 1: me if he would have shot me a little further
• 27:50
  Speaker 1: out of the dad because the bullet would have burst
• 27:52
  Speaker 1: inside me. Being that he was over me, the bullet
• 27:56
  Speaker 1: didn't get a chance to it blew up on the
• 27:58
  Speaker 1: way out. So when they I got hit from the
• 28:01
  Speaker 1: right side on his way out, it blow up, and
• 28:04
  Speaker 1: that's when it blew like my opted nerve and all
• 28:06
  Speaker 1: that from my right my left.
• 28:08
  Speaker 2: It's crazy.
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: They were like, if you and then they were like
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: if you got it. If I would have got hit
• 28:13
  Speaker 1: with a non millimeter in the same place, I would
• 28:15
  Speaker 1: have died because the bullet is too big, So.
• 28:18
  Speaker 2: You gotta get them little bullets helped you.
• 28:20
  Speaker 1: I ain't mad.
• 28:21
  Speaker 2: I ain't mad about my little It don't.
• 28:23
  Speaker 1: Matter what size it is. That shit still bursts. If
• 28:27
  Speaker 1: you're a cap gun.
• 28:29
  Speaker 2: I don't play somebody had they gonna die.
• 28:32
  Speaker 1: I ain't man Dillinger everything. I don't play with none
• 28:35
  Speaker 1: of that ship. But I guess I'm grateful, like the
• 28:37
  Speaker 1: people like you want to see y'all would love to
• 28:39
  Speaker 1: see again. I would love to see my son, my
• 28:40
  Speaker 1: nieces and everything else. But to sit on the table
• 28:45
  Speaker 1: and you're telling me that you got to mess with
• 28:47
  Speaker 1: my brain to try to connect that I would never get.
• 28:50
  Speaker 2: Because you're grateful for what. When you're in gratitude, you're
• 28:53
  Speaker 2: grateful I have already.
• 28:55
  Speaker 1: I would never take back or change what I did
• 28:57
  Speaker 1: in life. Everything I did was for a reason for
• 28:59
  Speaker 1: me to while I'm at today. So it's like for
• 29:01
  Speaker 1: me to PLoP up on the table thinking, Okay, I'm
• 29:04
  Speaker 1: gonna see nah, you keep that shit. Oh what about
• 29:08
  Speaker 1: the chip? Nah? I don't want no chip on my brain.
• 29:10
  Speaker 2: Even when when I first got shot, that was my
• 29:13
  Speaker 2: whole focus. I was like, let's get this bullet out.
• 29:14
  Speaker 2: But when I seen the doctors weren't even encouraged to.
• 29:18
  Speaker 2: I always said that, like, if I found a doctor
• 29:20
  Speaker 2: that was enthusiastic, hey, I'm gonna take this out, Like
• 29:23
  Speaker 2: I need somebody with confidence. Now you come to me
• 29:25
  Speaker 2: with confidence, then let's do it. But all the doctor's like,
• 29:27
  Speaker 2: oh no, you should just leave it. You don't want
• 29:29
  Speaker 2: anything to go wrong. And I'm like, let me stop
• 29:34
  Speaker 2: before I just be a part of somebody's mild practicing shit.
• 29:36
  Speaker 1: But know what it is, when you first going through that,
• 29:38
  Speaker 1: you're not thinking about none of that. You just thinking
• 29:39
  Speaker 1: about walking. Cause that's how it was. I went to
• 29:42
  Speaker 1: every doctor. They was like, oh, it's twenty five percent.
• 29:45
  Speaker 1: We can maybe we can help you see, and it's
• 29:47
  Speaker 1: like I'm ready to gamble with that twenty five percent.
• 29:49
  Speaker 2: But then but they're telling you see numbers. I've never
• 29:52
  Speaker 2: got those numbers.
• 29:54
  Speaker 1: Like twenty five. I had thirty five. I'm like, damn,
• 29:56
  Speaker 1: where's the doctor that's gonna say? Mama, like, yo, you really,
• 29:59
  Speaker 1: I say, you give me fifty said, I'm a roller dice,
• 30:01
  Speaker 1: roller dice for fifty percent. But then as time go on,
• 30:05
  Speaker 1: my son graduating, and I want to like it's a
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: possibility I can forget this, They're like, all its short term,
• 30:11
  Speaker 1: short term, lost memory. How do y'all know that? Y'all
• 30:14
  Speaker 1: y'all don't know that she can be long term? And
• 30:16
  Speaker 1: then I don't want to be slobbing either, you feel me?
• 30:18
  Speaker 1: So like whatever y'all fucked me up there? I can see,
• 30:20
  Speaker 1: but I'm slobbing this shit like like brain that, yeah,
• 30:23
  Speaker 1: I can't. I can't afford it. Nah, I'm the king
• 30:26
  Speaker 1: of the doctor.
• 30:26
  Speaker 2: I don't know. I feel like for some reason, God
• 30:28
  Speaker 2: is putting this on my heart. And don't quote me
• 30:30
  Speaker 2: because I ain't no doctor. I feel like if you
• 30:33
  Speaker 2: was to remove the fragments, fragments on your nerves. I
• 30:37
  Speaker 2: feel like you would be good.
• 30:38
  Speaker 1: The cause is connected disconnected from.
• 30:40
  Speaker 2: The brain, are they or did they tell you that
• 30:45
  Speaker 2: in the cask in and everything is disconnected.
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: It's doctors that wanted to try it.
• 30:49
  Speaker 2: Is there ways to reconnect it?
• 30:51
  Speaker 1: They gotta fuck with my brain. I'm not doing it.
• 30:55
  Speaker 1: Like it's a doctor that I was willing to fly
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: out the country. He sent every thing of how he
• 31:01
  Speaker 1: was going to do it and everything. But it's like, yo,
• 31:03
  Speaker 1: we gotta fuck with your brain. And it's like do
• 31:07
  Speaker 1: I want to gamble with this? And my son? I'm like,
• 31:10
  Speaker 1: I ain't doing it. At that time, I was just
• 31:12
  Speaker 1: I just wanted to see so bad. Yeah. But now man,
• 31:15
  Speaker 1: I'm the king of the dog. I claim this shit.
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: I claim it like somebody. I was talking to somebody
• 31:20
  Speaker 1: this morning and it was like, damn, bro, you got
• 31:23
  Speaker 1: a good life, life perfect like you. Every time I
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: see you, I smell, I said, you just see the smell.
• 31:28
  Speaker 1: But every day I wake up, I'm in pain. Bro,
• 31:30
  Speaker 1: it's a battle. He said, what you're in pain for?
• 31:33
  Speaker 1: Like we'll be hurting the nigga my heart because I
• 31:35
  Speaker 1: can't see my child, bro, So it's not about me singing, bro,
• 31:38
  Speaker 1: it's the pain. Like my son to be fifteen tomorrow. Bro,
• 31:40
  Speaker 1: I see my son when he was one. It's a difference.
• 31:44
  Speaker 1: So he like, damn, I understand that. But I'm like,
• 31:46
  Speaker 1: but every day he shows me like I'm doing. I'm
• 31:49
  Speaker 1: doing the best I could and I'm great. My son
• 31:51
  Speaker 1: came out the other day, he like, can I curse?
• 31:54
  Speaker 1: I'm like, curse for what? He said? Just one curse for?
• 31:57
  Speaker 1: I said, what curse? Where you want to say? He said,
• 31:59
  Speaker 1: They're not fucking with you, but that it made me
• 32:04
  Speaker 1: feel so good. And it's like on New Year's I'm
• 32:07
  Speaker 1: in the club and my little brother like just text me,
• 32:10
  Speaker 1: like to my big brother, they not fucking with you,
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: Like this is not the walk in the park, Like
• 32:15
  Speaker 1: don't never let nobody tell you not that nigga, bro,
• 32:17
  Speaker 1: keep walking, keep stepping you that blond stuff. I never
• 32:20
  Speaker 1: want to hear you down, bro, And I'm in a club.
• 32:22
  Speaker 1: In my eyes to start watering, it's like, damn you.
• 32:27
  Speaker 1: So it's like, why would I arrest that and missing
• 32:29
  Speaker 1: all of this shit? You feel me? Like my brother,
• 32:31
  Speaker 1: he makes sure I'm like I'm I don't miss nothing.
• 32:35
  Speaker 1: He put on that ship. He come over there, YO,
• 32:37
  Speaker 1: give me your hand, Nigga, don't be feeling on me
• 32:39
  Speaker 1: because I well, we don't go like that. And I
• 32:40
  Speaker 1: started laughing, Yo, this was what I got. Phillizepp is
• 32:43
  Speaker 1: on this, phill zips on that, like, I'm not missing nothing.
• 32:46
  Speaker 1: My sister graduated out of college. Soon she got to
• 32:48
  Speaker 1: the plom she came and rubbed my hand across it.
• 32:51
  Speaker 1: I'm like, nah, I'm not missing nothing, honey tripping over
• 32:53
  Speaker 1: now and I'm still here. So like for me to
• 32:56
  Speaker 1: sit on the table and gamble with my my life,
• 32:59
  Speaker 1: my memories.
• 33:00
  Speaker 2: It's just like animals in the wild. When you animals
• 33:04
  Speaker 2: injured in the wild, if they survived, you know what
• 33:06
  Speaker 2: I'm saying, they still adapt to whatever changes they have.
• 33:09
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. They don't just sit there
• 33:11
  Speaker 2: and wait to die. They literally if you've ever seen
• 33:14
  Speaker 2: you you ever killed the roach, and like part of
• 33:16
  Speaker 2: it is still moving and you're like, oh shit, this breakdancing, Yeah,
• 33:19
  Speaker 2: Like this motherfucker is just it's just a fight or flight,
• 33:22
  Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. And when you have that flight,
• 33:24
  Speaker 2: in any situation that anybody puts you in whether it's
• 33:26
  Speaker 2: life or death, whether it's traumatic or it's not, you're
• 33:29
  Speaker 2: gonna win. You know what I'm saying. Succeeded it, And
• 33:31
  Speaker 2: it's it's social Darwinism at its finest, survival of the fittest.
• 33:35
  Speaker 2: There's people that wouldn't be able to move if they
• 33:38
  Speaker 2: were a.
• 33:39
  Speaker 1: Lot of people to survive the disability that they check out.
• 33:43
  Speaker 1: So it's like every day I wake up, I'm going
• 33:47
  Speaker 1: through it, but I thank God giving me another day
• 33:49
  Speaker 1: of strength to really run this race that people are
• 33:52
  Speaker 1: scared to run. Like I don't take nights for granted.
• 33:55
  Speaker 1: My grandmother got dementia, so to sit and just see,
• 33:58
  Speaker 1: like how her memory just is gone. And it's like
• 34:01
  Speaker 1: she keeps saying the same thing over just to remember
• 34:04
  Speaker 1: the little bit that she do. Remember that shit makes
• 34:07
  Speaker 1: me like damn, like my eyes like it's not more
• 34:12
  Speaker 1: pressure than my memory. Your brain is not. Because she
• 34:15
  Speaker 1: she she said the same thing over and over, just
• 34:17
  Speaker 1: to remember that little peace and it's like damn. And
• 34:21
  Speaker 1: it's like I was going to sit on that table
• 34:22
  Speaker 1: just to see, like to lose my memory of the
• 34:25
  Speaker 1: good times we did have, like just because I got
• 34:28
  Speaker 1: shot and lost my sight that's not the only bad
• 34:31
  Speaker 1: thing that happen in life. It's the worst. But man,
• 34:34
  Speaker 1: my life still I got more greatness out of it
• 34:37
  Speaker 1: than I did.
• 34:37
  Speaker 2: Because there's people that there's people that allow the mental
• 34:40
  Speaker 2: to cripple them long before they could become physically crippled.
• 34:43
  Speaker 2: And when you allow your mental to cripple you, you
• 34:45
  Speaker 2: stop yourself from doing anything that might bring you pleasure,
• 34:48
  Speaker 2: might bring you happiness, might one else peace and brain
• 34:52
  Speaker 2: because you're you're a fare of what could go wrong
• 34:55
  Speaker 2: with this one that if you never tried something, then
• 34:57
  Speaker 2: you'll never know. So if you're just sitting at home,
• 35:00
  Speaker 2: you're disabled, and you're just like, well, this could happen,
• 35:03
  Speaker 2: this could go wrong. A thousand things could go wrong,
• 35:05
  Speaker 2: you are right, but a million things could go right
• 35:07
  Speaker 2: at the same time. Every chance, every chance that you
• 35:10
  Speaker 2: don't try, you already failed. Absolutely you have to you
• 35:14
  Speaker 2: have to continue to try, just to live your life.
• 35:16
  Speaker 2: And it shouldn't be a battle to live your life,
• 35:19
  Speaker 2: no matter what people look at you or judge you
• 35:21
  Speaker 2: or anything like that. And me and Se you know,
• 35:23
  Speaker 2: we're on social media. We get positive comments, we get
• 35:26
  Speaker 2: in negative comments everything, and you gotta really laugh at
• 35:30
  Speaker 2: them negatives. Like the first thing somebody gonna say is, oh,
• 35:34
  Speaker 2: bitch in a wheelchair, hole in a wheelchair. News flash, America,
• 35:38
  Speaker 2: I'm in the fucking wheelchair, like I can see it.
• 35:40
  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. It's not offensive to me.
• 35:43
  Speaker 2: You can't call me a bad mom, you can't call
• 35:45
  Speaker 2: me dirty, you can't call me ugly, and you can't
• 35:46
  Speaker 2: call me broke. So I really don't give a fuck.
• 35:48
  Speaker 1: You can't call it whole because you got a man.
• 35:50
  Speaker 2: Yeah, and I ain't fucking a year and five months.
• 35:52
  Speaker 1: Hello cell it he clock that sea. But you gotta
• 35:56
  Speaker 1: gotta stop counting yourself out before y'all even get into
• 35:58
  Speaker 1: the race. I ain't gonna lie. But and you got
• 36:01
  Speaker 1: to surround yourself around good people like I surround I
• 36:03
  Speaker 1: got the too, like two people that would start off
• 36:07
  Speaker 1: as friends and became family, and that's you and wealth,
• 36:10
  Speaker 1: Like I go to your page and get motivation, like
• 36:12
  Speaker 1: I said, this year, I'm like, damn, I got to
• 36:14
  Speaker 1: really start tapping into my my blond world like yeah,
• 36:18
  Speaker 1: like I'm going to the lighthouse. I want to see it,
• 36:21
  Speaker 1: like I never I said, I ain't want no joab,
• 36:23
  Speaker 1: but I just want to work, just to see how
• 36:24
  Speaker 1: it feels the work being same. Like I'm gonna start
• 36:27
  Speaker 1: taking classes to type and everything. I want to be
• 36:29
  Speaker 1: more independent than what I am now, So I like,
• 36:32
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna take that. I'm like this shit, I'm taking
• 36:34
  Speaker 1: that leap, and I'm really embracing my disability, like I'm
• 36:40
  Speaker 1: taking the power of it back. Wealth Man Wolf talk
• 36:44
  Speaker 1: all the time, and I just get motivation. Wolf sent
• 36:46
  Speaker 1: me like you told me to listen to a podcast,
• 36:48
  Speaker 1: and I listened to this shit. It's like I gotta
• 36:50
  Speaker 1: listen to it a second time because it's so powerful
• 36:52
  Speaker 1: and motivation. I'm like, damn, Like the thing that was
• 36:56
  Speaker 1: stopping me in my life was disciplined, a discipline. Now
• 37:01
  Speaker 1: I sat down, I said, I got to be more disciplined.
• 37:03
  Speaker 2: I definitely discipline as far as that. I definitely need
• 37:07
  Speaker 2: to work on being more disciplined as well. I mean,
• 37:09
  Speaker 2: but I'm pretty good with discipline. It's just it's always
• 37:12
  Speaker 2: on me, those things like where you think you guys
• 37:14
  Speaker 2: always on me, those own things like I don't I'm
• 37:16
  Speaker 2: not having sex, I don't want to drink like that.
• 37:19
  Speaker 2: I fucking start. I smoked a little bit over that
• 37:22
  Speaker 2: little break, but I'm going back to Quintin again. But
• 37:26
  Speaker 2: I smoked a little bit, But I'm going back to
• 37:28
  Speaker 2: Quintin guys. But realistically, though, it's just everything is just
• 37:33
  Speaker 2: about you, how you feel within yourself. Don't allow anybody
• 37:37
  Speaker 2: else's projections to rebel absolutely, and then now you're sending it,
• 37:40
  Speaker 2: feel less about yourself. Listen, we don't know how much
• 37:43
  Speaker 2: time we guarantee here. We don't know how much tim
• 37:47
  Speaker 2: that the next person has.
• 37:49
  Speaker 1: All timing right now, be kind.
• 37:52
  Speaker 2: And be courageous. It's like a Disney Channel movie. I
• 37:54
  Speaker 2: forgot which movie I heard that from. I think it
• 37:56
  Speaker 2: was Cinderella, but it was like, be kind and be
• 37:58
  Speaker 2: courageous always because you have to be.
• 38:01
  Speaker 1: You have to be sometimes you gotta encourage yourself when
• 38:03
  Speaker 1: you wake up. Every day I wake up, I say,
• 38:05
  Speaker 1: I am Him, like nobody's fucking with me. Iron him
• 38:09
  Speaker 1: when I talk, even when I talk to my friends,
• 38:11
  Speaker 1: like I talk like I popped my ship. I don't
• 38:13
  Speaker 1: give fuck how much money y'all got in your pockets,
• 38:15
  Speaker 1: But the way I talk, I make them feel little
• 38:18
  Speaker 1: than me to a point they're like, I ain't gonna lie, bro,
• 38:20
  Speaker 1: you motivate me. I call you just to talk to you,
• 38:22
  Speaker 1: just to motivate.
• 38:23
  Speaker 2: That's another thing to assume. People assume that people with
• 38:26
  Speaker 2: disabilities don't have confidence, like we're supposed to like down,
• 38:30
  Speaker 2: we're supposed to be feeble, and we shouldn't feel outspoken
• 38:33
  Speaker 2: and we shouldn't and to settle. No, we can't do that.
• 38:36
  Speaker 2: Some of us just naturally get attention. We don't have
• 38:38
  Speaker 2: to go out looking for it. And if you have
• 38:40
  Speaker 2: a strong personality, that's not gonna change whether you can see,
• 38:43
  Speaker 2: whether you can stand and whether you can't. So they're
• 38:45
  Speaker 2: gonna have it.
• 38:46
  Speaker 1: If you're k new man, be that shit.
• 38:49
  Speaker 2: I just thought that people in the wheelchairs. What I
• 38:52
  Speaker 2: really thought about people in the wool ches was that
• 38:54
  Speaker 2: it was little annoying when they got on the bus.
• 38:56
  Speaker 1: And I still because they stopped the bus.
• 38:58
  Speaker 2: Espally, I realized it's the bust job because I do
• 39:01
  Speaker 2: everything by myself, Like I know how to lift up,
• 39:03
  Speaker 2: but that's I know how to do all that. So
• 39:05
  Speaker 2: it's like the older people getting the bust and they
• 39:07
  Speaker 2: up for the young ones. Even I'm getting off the
• 39:09
  Speaker 2: bus other day, that lady was like one of the ladies.
• 39:10
  Speaker 1: She was like she independent.
• 39:11
  Speaker 2: I like people like.
• 39:14
  Speaker 1: Pop it up there. I'm like, oh my god, and
• 39:18
  Speaker 1: the damn should I say this? Go ahead? I lost
• 39:23
  Speaker 1: up now much. I used to think I like people
• 39:27
  Speaker 1: in wheel chairs, like they draws are soggy and ship
• 39:30
  Speaker 1: like sitting down the day.
• 39:33
  Speaker 2: That's that's if somebody is if somebody is wearing a
• 39:36
  Speaker 2: pamper and there in continent just being on them.
• 39:39
  Speaker 1: Guys, damn, they got something soggy ass, I've got no
• 39:43
  Speaker 1: draws on? Oh, draws on? This is your podcast over?
• 39:50
  Speaker 2: Its warm and fresh podcast over like my eo soltion
• 39:56
  Speaker 2: yo moist.
• 39:59
  Speaker 1: Oh my god, a man now he ain't cooling yet,
• 40:02
  Speaker 1: he can't? You know what?
• 40:03
  Speaker 2: You know we're working, you know, not up please mann.
• 40:08
  Speaker 2: I just thought that blind people peel on the floor
• 40:10
  Speaker 2: when they used the bathroom.
• 40:12
  Speaker 1: Yoh, I did too. I did too?
• 40:14
  Speaker 2: Did you peel on the floor a couple of.
• 40:15
  Speaker 1: Times when I first started. I ain't gonna lie. I
• 40:17
  Speaker 1: just sit down. I don't fall over like when I
• 40:21
  Speaker 1: used to people house. I didn't want to pee on
• 40:22
  Speaker 1: the floor another day ship, So it was like, yeah,
• 40:25
  Speaker 1: like squat and push it down because I ain't want
• 40:28
  Speaker 1: to peel on nobody flowing ship you feel, I ain't
• 40:31
  Speaker 1: want to peel on nobody flowing ship you feel me.
• 40:33
  Speaker 1: So it's like damn And just like the other day,
• 40:37
  Speaker 1: I'm in there cooking, right. So my cousin like, yo, Chris, no,
• 40:40
  Speaker 1: fuck it, forget it. My cousin Sean, I said, well,
• 40:43
  Speaker 1: he could say, you know, you cook it with the
• 40:45
  Speaker 1: lights on? Right? I said, bro, can I see it?
• 40:47
  Speaker 1: He's gonna say, you absolutely right, and mind my business.
• 40:50
  Speaker 2: Ain't the lights on?
• 40:53
  Speaker 1: He bad? He felt back and he said, yo, bro,
• 40:55
  Speaker 1: you know you matter of fact, forget it. I said,
• 40:58
  Speaker 1: what cook it with the lights? And he like, yeah,
• 41:00
  Speaker 1: matter of fact, I ain't gonna fuck with you. I
• 41:02
  Speaker 1: was tried some chicken in friends arounds.
• 41:04
  Speaker 2: So how do you the season? And I can't see
• 41:07
  Speaker 2: the season and you just eyeboil it. How do you
• 41:10
  Speaker 2: know what you're seasoning with?
• 41:11
  Speaker 1: I got a Philly Yeah, I just I know my
• 41:14
  Speaker 1: season and like the way the bottle fill. So what
• 41:19
  Speaker 1: got onion? Garlic? I got no complete seasoning? I got
• 41:27
  Speaker 1: slapped your mama.
• 41:28
  Speaker 2: Okay, you got to slap your mama. What else you got?
• 41:31
  Speaker 2: You got that tony cherries? No, No, that creole seasoning.
• 41:35
  Speaker 1: I don't need no creole You got the nigga and
• 41:39
  Speaker 1: I season it with yeah, that should be bosting too,
• 41:43
  Speaker 1: or the A one sauce. When I cooked spaghetti up,
• 41:45
  Speaker 1: put their little one a little yeah, little her niggas certified.
• 41:52
  Speaker 1: You don't put a lot by accident with some blond ship.
• 41:57
  Speaker 2: Season it.
• 41:58
  Speaker 1: Put a little A one in you cook it. I
• 42:00
  Speaker 1: guarantee you I taste that. I let you taste that ship.
• 42:02
  Speaker 1: Yah like na, this is the truth. It's the truth.
• 42:05
  Speaker 1: I guarantee you. Hell, Dad ass called four to five
• 42:11
  Speaker 1: people and they're like nine ship not these women. They
• 42:14
  Speaker 1: can't been in jail.
• 42:15
  Speaker 2: Then women go to jails, especially women from but they
• 42:18
  Speaker 2: do no jump what like Queen's what you come to
• 42:23
  Speaker 2: Queens Davana, Queens? You heard Okay, you heard Eddie Murphy.
• 42:28
  Speaker 1: The Kings are setting people.
• 42:29
  Speaker 2: You heard Murphy.
• 42:31
  Speaker 1: Please come to Queens Savanna, Queen Please, it's dark cloud
• 42:35
  Speaker 1: and Queens.
• 42:35
  Speaker 2: You're going to Queen's tonight.
• 42:36
  Speaker 1: Shut up?
• 42:37
  Speaker 2: Make it a bad day.
• 42:38
  Speaker 1: And Car and I get in a call from the club.
• 42:42
  Speaker 2: Queens is the mirror. Nothing goes on out there. We're
• 42:45
  Speaker 2: very boogie looking. Where are you about to go tonight?
• 42:48
  Speaker 2: Top of the top what top of the top see
• 42:51
  Speaker 2: over there.
• 42:51
  Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, they don't even what.
• 42:53
  Speaker 2: We don't even play that. You're not even they what
• 42:57
  Speaker 2: about girl?
• 42:58
  Speaker 1: Don't play?
• 42:58
  Speaker 2: What?
• 42:59
  Speaker 1: Don't play?
• 42:59
  Speaker 2: What the play that? Don't play? What from queens?
• 43:02
  Speaker 1: They're gonna talk about that. I changed my life, So
• 43:03
  Speaker 1: we ain't gonna talk about that.
• 43:04
  Speaker 2: But well I wasn't even talking like that because I
• 43:07
  Speaker 2: actually respect your relationship.
• 43:09
  Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, every h I changed my life. I
• 43:13
  Speaker 1: changed my life. But yeah, like blind people, I thought
• 43:16
  Speaker 1: people on floor like a damn. If I'm in a public.
• 43:19
  Speaker 2: Place, anybody, I probably thought it because I ain't touching
• 43:25
  Speaker 2: that the total, you know, like you can't see it. Yeah,
• 43:28
  Speaker 2: it's nasty thing.
• 43:29
  Speaker 3: I'm put my hand explore, explain that. What do you
• 43:32
  Speaker 3: mean you pee on the floor in the public Like one.
• 43:34
  Speaker 1: I'm not lifting up the toilet and I'm not touching it.
• 43:36
  Speaker 1: So when I'm in there and now I'm feeling good,
• 43:38
  Speaker 1: it's just he and if I don't hit the water,
• 43:43
  Speaker 1: like if I don' hit the water to pee in
• 43:44
  Speaker 1: the water and just likes.
• 43:46
  Speaker 2: So happy we got separate bathroom from this field, I.
• 43:49
  Speaker 1: Would have been made. I know, they got to stay
• 43:52
  Speaker 1: in the bathroom.
• 43:52
  Speaker 2: Got different bathrooms.
• 43:54
  Speaker 1: You never used the bathroom. I ain't never seen you
• 43:55
  Speaker 1: use the bathroom here.
• 43:56
  Speaker 3: Like never, Yeah I did. I've never seen until you
• 43:59
  Speaker 3: walk me to the room when we was in here
• 44:02
  Speaker 3: with Billy. Okay, that was that was that one time though,
• 44:05
  Speaker 3: So that's why you don't be going to the bathroom.
• 44:07
  Speaker 1: Oh no, it's a stand up store. I'm good, So
• 44:10
  Speaker 1: I don't got away about that. It's a stand up.
• 44:14
  Speaker 1: He was in the hotel when we went, telling me
• 44:15
  Speaker 1: to let you get that one off. Let me let
• 44:16
  Speaker 1: you get that on off. He was in the hotel.
• 44:18
  Speaker 1: Of line was the bathroom. The bathroom was cleaned, so
• 44:22
  Speaker 1: was it was? It all over the floor, Timmy, I
• 44:25
  Speaker 1: lifted up and pee. I know how to pee. I
• 44:27
  Speaker 1: know how to pee. I've been pe time to my house.
• 44:29
  Speaker 1: He don't use the bathroom. Mely been in your house twice,
• 44:32
  Speaker 1: and it wasn't a long period of time. It wasn't
• 44:35
  Speaker 1: a long period of time to be that's he was
• 44:37
  Speaker 1: in my house.
• 44:38
  Speaker 2: I don't have to pee.
• 44:39
  Speaker 1: I don't got it. I don't be having to peek
• 44:41
  Speaker 1: at least three hours. Hey, let me let me ask
• 44:43
  Speaker 1: you something.
• 44:45
  Speaker 3: Because one thing I learned about my good brother here
• 44:47
  Speaker 3: is he's very peculiar about his food. You just said
• 44:50
  Speaker 3: story peculiar about his food. So we was at the
• 44:53
  Speaker 3: should go no not. We was at the airport and
• 44:54
  Speaker 3: the nigga ordered takers. But he told the nigga he
• 44:56
  Speaker 3: only wanted the tortilla and chicken. He don't want nothing else.
• 45:00
  Speaker 3: He was like, he don't want no onions. He don't
• 45:02
  Speaker 3: want no no herbs, no saucer, no, no cheese. You
• 45:07
  Speaker 3: don't even want cheese. And I'm like, why are you
• 45:09
  Speaker 3: like this?
• 45:10
  Speaker 2: What did you ordered a tortilla with chicken?
• 45:13
  Speaker 1: Yeah it was flavor too.
• 45:15
  Speaker 2: Why did you not want none of the other stuff?
• 45:17
  Speaker 1: Because I don't like all that stuff? Are you at
• 45:23
  Speaker 1: basic likes to I'm basic, your fucking kid, I'm basic.
• 45:33
  Speaker 1: I'm just basic with it. That's what it is.
• 45:35
  Speaker 2: That's beyond basic because I eat basic. But I'm gonna
• 45:39
  Speaker 2: have cheese. I'm gonna have a little onion. I'm gonna
• 45:42
  Speaker 2: have some fucking I don't wanta verde.
• 45:44
  Speaker 1: You know, I say, put Piko, the guy on the
• 45:47
  Speaker 1: I with the you know they don't like them either.
• 45:52
  Speaker 2: I don't eat walk on my tacos, but I'll eat
• 45:55
  Speaker 2: your tacos.
• 45:56
  Speaker 1: That's for you my tacos, you know.
• 45:59
  Speaker 2: But that's how I am. I'm very I'm particular about
• 46:01
  Speaker 2: how I eat, but I'm not that particular.
• 46:02
  Speaker 1: And then and then being blind too. I don't be
• 46:06
  Speaker 1: one to try ship. I'm a person that, like I
• 46:09
  Speaker 1: used to see, I love sometimes.
• 46:13
  Speaker 2: But you never have that didn't look good that was
• 46:15
  Speaker 2: really good. No, I've had food that didn't look at
• 46:18
  Speaker 2: that was really good. Because I've had food that looks
• 46:20
  Speaker 2: good that wasn't good at all. Bro, I never you
• 46:23
  Speaker 2: never had that.
• 46:23
  Speaker 1: I should don't be smelling good to you. Bro, you're
• 46:26
  Speaker 1: lying like this sometimes your your nose. Bro, I don't
• 46:31
  Speaker 1: like irons the way it smelled though, I don't like icens.
• 46:34
  Speaker 1: You don't like the way it smelled. I don't. You're
• 46:35
  Speaker 1: lying just no way. My mother cooks. They cooked my
• 46:39
  Speaker 1: ship separate. They don't want I don't want the onions
• 46:42
  Speaker 1: and know us I'd be having my own little pan.
• 46:46
  Speaker 1: I would have put lie like, Okay, this is Chris
• 46:51
  Speaker 1: met and this is when they cooked spaghetti. This is
• 46:55
  Speaker 1: spaghetti with the onions and green peppers, and this spaghetti
• 46:58
  Speaker 1: spaghetti without.
• 47:00
  Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't cook, I promised you before Jesus, bro,
• 47:04
  Speaker 3: you are missing out brother, and I can't wait till
• 47:06
  Speaker 3: you realize.
• 47:07
  Speaker 2: Food without onions and peppers is so it's like, I
• 47:09
  Speaker 2: feel like everything.
• 47:12
  Speaker 1: Two thirty something. I ain't missing a God, I was.
• 47:15
  Speaker 2: Gonna say it. Don't look like you felt peculiar assing ship.
• 47:19
  Speaker 1: He definitely eats eating good.
• 47:21
  Speaker 2: You missing no mail?
• 47:23
  Speaker 1: Ain't missing no mail, he said, he told that, But she.
• 47:26
  Speaker 2: Said, you've She said, because I was hungry. He said,
• 47:29
  Speaker 2: you've eaten enough for the last four years. You know, got.
• 47:34
  Speaker 1: I ain't missing all that thing?
• 47:36
  Speaker 2: Butt to what I know.
• 47:38
  Speaker 1: Like even chicken with the bone. I can't do chicken
• 47:41
  Speaker 1: with the bone, all right, dang the child, Okay, he
• 47:43
  Speaker 1: wants me like the veins and all that on the chicken.
• 47:48
  Speaker 2: Nose out so we could discuss your life.
• 47:50
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• 47:51
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• 48:02
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• 48:03
  Speaker 2: Review, talk to us about.
• 48:05
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• 48:09
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• 48:10
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• 48:11
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• 48:13
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• 48:15
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• 48:16
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• 48:17
  Speaker 2: To say, you don't have to be disabled. We don't discriminate.
• 48:19
  Speaker 1: We don't discriminate. You got something to talk about, you know,
• 48:22
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• 48:22
  Speaker 2: Us at either blind but now I see FOBC note
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• 48:29
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• 48:30
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• 48:33
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