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How do Narcissists test your love · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  What is going on beautiful people?
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  Welcome to another episode of the narcissist Code.
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  I'm your favorite selfaware narcissist, Mr. Lee Hammock
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  better known as mental illness across all social media
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  platforms. This is the first time to see my
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  face and hear my lovely voice. I'm a clinically diagnosed
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  narcissist and I use my platform on social media to raise
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  awareness for NPD, get more people to therapy like myself
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  and also validate the victim, survivors and thrivers or say
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  disorders say toxic people say toxic tricks.
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  Today's episode is going to be about how some narcissist test
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  your love. Before we hop into today's
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  So, so so this thing right here. Y'all so narcissistic people,
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  toxic gas people. How do they like say how do they
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  test your love? One way that a lot of
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  narcissists will test like it's it's going to sound bad.
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  Y'all already know this. One way that they will test your
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  love y'all is that they will absolutely manufacture arguments
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  and break it with you on purpose.
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  They will absolutely come up out of nowhere, treat you horribly
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  because they're paranoid that you're going to leave them
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  because we know a lot of narcissists haven't been any
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  issues. Y'all and this y'all.
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  Let me rewind this real quick. This is in no way, shape or form
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  me trying to make excuses for narcissist behavior.
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  I'm just trying to explain the reason behind some of y'all, the
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  possible reason behind some of it.
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  But yeah, Dave is a lot of Narcisse are paranoid.
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  Thank you. You're going to leave them.
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  They have these abandon me issues so it's just like you're
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  going to always leave me. I need to make sure you're my
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  ride or die. I need to test your love for me.
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  So what did they do? They start an argument out of
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  thin air. Literally they just whip it up.
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  Y'all. You might be having a good day
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  all of a sudden y'all fight or arguing and fussing and fighting
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  you like what the hell happened? You know man, you like what in
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  the what the what what in the world is going on here.
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  You're like you don't know what the hell is going on.
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  Like y'all you are just you are just as confused as a lot of
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  other people. And you're like I said, you just
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  and they they start an argument and they leave or they break up
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  with you and they block you and everything and they expect you
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  to beg them back. They expect you to beg them
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  back. They will leave you on purpose,
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  and they expect you to beg them to come back home.
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  They expect you to send them emails.
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  They expect you to blow their phone up.
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  They expect you to come lay out. They expect you to come back on
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  your hands and knees pleading for them to come back.
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  They expect you to promise to change your behaviors, whatever
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  those behaviors are, y'all. They expect you to tolerate
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  their behaviors. They expect you to go around,
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  create fake phone numbers and reach out to them or reach out
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  to their friends and family. Reach out to your own friends
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  and family. They expect you to chase them.
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  Because if you really cared about me, you would chase me,
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  wouldn't you? Because you really cared about
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  me. You would prove to me that you
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  love me by by going crazy in berserko and begging me to come
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  home. If you really cared about me,
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  you would show up at my house begging and screaming and
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  blowing the horn and screaming and fussing and fighting and
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  refusing to leave, right? If you really cared about me,
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  you would come up to my work. You would blow, blow up the work
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  phone. You would do all of this stuff.
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  Y'all you call my mom, you call myself, You got yo.
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  You would do all of this stuff right here if you love me.
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  That's the mindset of a lot of narcissistic, paranoid
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  abandonment issue. Having people y'all.
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  They test your love because they feel like you're going to leave
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  them. It's weird.
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  It's a weird as mindset to have because you just like, you know,
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  they there's one way that they'll test it.
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  They'll just absolutely manufacture A breakup.
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  But sometimes y'all just to forewarn you.
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  Sometimes when they test your love with these breakups, they
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  expect you to chase them. But they're also giving
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  themselves an excuse to go out here and do what they want to do
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  and what I mean and what do I mean by do what they want to do
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  and probably go out here and cheat on you or go behind your
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  back and do something heinous. You see what I'm saying?
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  But they can blame you for We were broken up.
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  We remember we broke up. So be careful with these these
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  these relationship tests, y'all these these strength of
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  relationship tests, because they still will go ahead and do what
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  they want to do. They'll test the strength of
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  your relationship while simultaneously getting what
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  they're trying to get what they want from it.
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  Like I'm going to break up with you on purpose to give you.
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  I'm going to break up with you on.
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  I'm going to cause this rift in our relationship.
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  You know what I mean? This one where they tested you.
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  They just outright leave you another way.
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  That they'll test your love. They'll give you the silent
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  treatment for no reason. They'll they'll give you the
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  silent treatment. And they won't leave you.
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  They'll just sit in the house with you.
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  They'll sit in the house with you and ignore the hell out of
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  you and expect you to beg and plead and want them to talk.
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  They want, they want to hear you beg.
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  They want to know how they affect you.
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  Y'all narcissistic people want to know how they affect you with
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  their absence or with their silence.
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  They want to test you like that. They want to test how much you
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  love and how much you. How much are you willing to
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  tolerate? You see what I'm saying?
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  How much are you willing to put up with?
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  That's the mindset that some of narcissists that people have
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  y'all they they, they want to see how much you're willing to
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  tolerate, how much you're willing to put up with because
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  that benefits them. What narcissists, the people,
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  y'all have the mindset of how does this benefit me?
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  And I think a lot of people have to get that, get that into your
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  head. Like that's the mindset of a lot
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  of narcissist people. It's so simplistic.
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  How does this benefit me? They will go silent on you and
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  hope that you are begging and pleading and crying for them to
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  to to talk to you. You see what I'm saying?
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  They'll they'll they'll please, can you please tell me what I
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  did wrong? Can you please tell me what I
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  did wrong? I didn't do anything wrong.
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  You're begging, imply, begging imply.
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  You're begging and pleading to explaining to it.
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  They want you to be saying it's out loud.
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  They want you to beg. They want you to plead.
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  They want this stuff. They want to hear.
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  They want to hear it come from you because that empowers them.
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  And I know that sucks. Yeah, I absolutely.
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  I absolutely understand how much that sucks.
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  I absolutely understand how much that sucks.
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  To hear it. What not.
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  I know that but they will test your love like that.
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  Y'all. They will absolutely test your
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  love by just give you the silence for me.
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  Another way that narcissists test your love y'all is by
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  playing the hypothetical game. I know and I know it sounds
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  stupid as hell because it is. They play hypotheticals.
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  They'll ask you what if situation not y'all.
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  And I'm I'm offended telling you how they test your love with
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  these hypotheticals. But I'm also break break down
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  the meaning behind these hypotheticals afterwards.
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  Like they will test your love by playing this hypothetical game
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  with you By saying Would you love me if I had one leg?
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  Would you love me if I had one foot.
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  Would you love me if I couldn't see Would you love me if I
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  cheated on you? Would you love me if I hit you?
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  Would you love me if I left for one night and didn't pick the
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  phone up? I'm just telling you, y'all,
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  they will do that type of stuff out there.
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  And if you don't answer the hypotheticals with yes, I would
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  love you. Through all of that, they will
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  get mad at you. The Anger Sharks will be
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  swimming in their head. You see what I'm saying?
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  That's what's the movie there from Anger Management with Adam
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  Sandler and Jack Nicholson. Jack Nicholson, Jack Nicholson,
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  the nongolfer. I get them confusing now, but
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  that's how it goes though. Y'all.
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  They will literally play the hypothetical game with you and
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  if you if you respond wrong to these hypotheticals, If you
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  prove that, if you don't say I will love you through all of
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  this. If you don't pass this
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  hypothetical love test, they were starting an argument.
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  They were starting an argument, You'll get y'all.
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  You get fussed and you get fussed and fought with.
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  Over hypotheticals, over hypotheticals.
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  It's craziness and but like I told you, I would explain the
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  hypotheticals afterwards. Sometimes y'all these
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  hypothetical stuff, these hypothetical games, they are
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  actually already doing this stuff.
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  These hypothetical games, they're already if they're
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  playing, if they're asking you these weird ass hypotheticals.
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  Sometimes this is a weird way of confessing to you of what
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  they're actually doing and they want to know what would happen
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  if they got caught. They're prepping you.
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  Sometimes the hypotheticals are prepping you just in case.
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  Like, so if you, let's say what would you leave me if I cheated
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  on you And you say yes and they get angry at you and then they
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  talk you out of you and you just like now you know what?
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  Maybe we can work out the cheating.
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  So maybe, maybe we can work out the cheating.
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  So guess what happens. Y'all If you actually catch them
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  cheating, they're going to play on this hypothetical.
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  Remember, you said you wouldn't leave me if I caught you if you
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  caught me cheating, right? Or was that a lie?
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  Now as you see now how it's your fault, Now how you're the enemy,
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  now how they are the victim. Because you told me,
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  hypothetically, that you wouldn't leave me if I cheated
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  on you. You see what I'm saying?
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  They'll put it into your head that somehow, in some way, shape
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  or form, it's your fault. You mean you're not a ride or
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  die. You said you wouldn't leave me,
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  but you did. That's the mindset they will
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  play the the hypothetical game and sometimes a weird way of
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  narcissistic people confessing to you of what they're actually
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  already doing to you. Because I just tell people the
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  hypotheticals could be the truth, but it's also just a way
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  of them testing what they can get away with.
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  You know, they're testing your love, your your your loyalty or
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  whatever, whatever you call it, loyalty test and stuff like
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  that. You know, they do this type of
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  stuff, y'all and you know, they do this type of stuff to see
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  what they can get away with to test your love as well.
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  You know what I mean? So yeah, they'll do this type of
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  stuff, Y'all. And in a final way that some
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  narcissistic people will test your love is by creating fake
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  accounts. Y'all it's it's the yeah, a lot
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  of times it's the paranoia that kicks in.
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  A paranoid wild narcissist, A paranoid wild wild minded,
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  narcissistic person will absolutely test your love by
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  creating fake accounts, fake phone numbers and texting you or
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  just trying to do stuff like that.
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  I know people like y'all, if you're doing this to your
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  narcissistic partner, we very weary.
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  But you're saying narcissist people will do this in order to
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  try to test you, to see what you do, see what you're doing, and
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  they'll create fake accounts, fake phone numbers, whatever,
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  and or have their friends or family members message you just
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  to test you. And another, the reason and
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  behind this y'all is because a lot of times narcissistic people
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  themselves are already doing this stuff.
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  They're already doing stuff to test your love.
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  They're already the stuff that they're testing you with.
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  They're already doing it. Y'all.
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  They're already guilty of doing this stuff, so they feel like
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  they're they're they they are projecting their guilt onto you.
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  And sometimes they're looking for reasons to justify what
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  they're already doing. They're looking for reasons to
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  justify what they're already doing.
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  They're looking for reasons to justify the mindset and the
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  mentality of it all. So if you're dealing with a
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  narcissistic person, it has this very uniquely different mindset.
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  Just be prepared because this is the type of stuff they're going
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  to be doing. Y'all they're going to mess with
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  your mind. They're going to play with your
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  heart. They're going to test your love
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  in different ways to see how much you can put, to see how
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  much you put away with, put up, put up with and also see how
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  much they can get away with. They're just telling people if
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  you don't want to play the narcissist games, don't play the
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  narcissist games. Don't do that.
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  Y'all because it's much the longer you play, the more they
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  think you're okay with it. The more times you the more the
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  more willing you are to play these toxic narcissistic games
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  or testing the past the past failed love test, the more
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  they'll keep doing the same thing over and over again.
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  Y'all this is just the mindset of a lot of narcissists and talk
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  to people. This is not all narcissists.
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  And just because you do one or two of these things y'all does
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  not make you a narcissist. Y'all.
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  You know what I'm saying? Because you do one or couple of
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  these things, it's other behaviors that matter.
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  It's an accumulation of a lot of different behaviors.
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  Anyway, y'all I got to hop off here.
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