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Sorry Stephen Baldwin · Brett Keane and Eve Show

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Yeah. Hey there, Brett, it's the dunce
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responding to your video. I really don't know what to say,
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Brett, other than what the Spirit of the Lord Jesus would
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inspire me to share with you, Brett.
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We all have a choice, brother. We all have free will and in
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this natural existence here on planet Earth, let's just say
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that it is a deception, the experience that we have here in
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this realm. Because the irony, Brett, for me
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is you said some, well, rather unkind things.
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And I'm relatively certain that there would be people that would
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disagree with you particularly about, based on comments I've
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had shared with me, let's say a performance I did in a movie
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called The Usual Suspects. A lot of people think that that
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was pretty good. And the irony is there's a
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brilliant line in the film by the character Verbal Kint,
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played by Kevin Spacey. And he says the greatest trick
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that the devil ever pulled was convincing the world that he
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didn't exist. And there is the deception,
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Brett. And because of that deception,
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God gives us a choice. And that choice is that we can
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know Him or by our own free will choose to not know Him and
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therefore in the future, at some point, Jesus Christ, when he
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returns, Brett, not if, but when, when he returns, he will
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judge those who have chosen to reject God.
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So Brett, regardless of your comments, I'll be praying for
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you brother, because like Jesus, it's my hope that no one would
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perish, not even you. Good luck and God bless.
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Stephen Baldwin recently did a video response towards me and
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whenever. He did, so I have to admit I
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was. A bit surprised.
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I was shocked that a movie star or a ex celebrity would actually
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respond to a guy like me on YouTube.
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If anybody. 'S going to respond to anybody.
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I would expect that it would be towards someone bigger.
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Someone. Who gets?
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More views and all that kind of shit than myself.
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So I was a bit shocked that any movie star would take the time
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out of their busy schedule to do this.
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But as most of you know, Mr. Baldwin actually went on this
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big ass tirade in his video. He was very nice and respectful
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about it. Some of his comments offended a
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few people, didn't offend me whatsoever.
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But there was some things that he said that was a little
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strange and unusual. Like for instance, twice he
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mentioned that Jesus is returning soon.
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Jesus is returning soon. Well, since.
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That video response he's done to me.
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I've went to his. Website I also.
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Found another YouTube channel by him.
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I've also. Looked.
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Through Netflix, my wife and I, we like to watch movies to check
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out some of the other movies that he's done.
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Found out that he did a movie called Biodome with Pauly Shore.
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Found out that he has starred in quite a few different things.
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One that was a bit surprising, that.
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I don't think Christians would approve of.
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They'd probably. Be more.
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Up for the Suspect movie? That he did with all the killing
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and destroying and criminal behavior as opposed to the one
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I'm about to tell you about. He starred in a movie called
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Threesome in which there apparently there were two men,
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one woman, who did exactly as the title suggests.
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That's something that Reverend Phelps would have probably fell
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over and had a fucking stroke from if he watched that
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particular one. But.
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It was a movie, So what can you do?
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Brett Oh, and by the way, the the the threesome movie, I have
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a a joke. You know, in the last nine years
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I've toured around the country and even internationally and
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I've given my quote UN quote testimony about how I came into
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the born again Christian faith and what I refer to a majority
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of my performances in my filmography.
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I, you know, sometimes I in an attempt to be humorous, I refer
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to most of the films I've done as BC, which obviously means
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before Christ, which threesome certainly is in that category,
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but it's still pretty funny. Not recommending it.
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It's BC, but in that fleshly, wicked Sinner kind of way.
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It's funny. OK man, peace out.
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Hello ladies and gentlemen. My name is Brett Keene and you
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were watching, listening to the Brett Keene Show 7:00 PM Central
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Friday. I'll be doing a live show where
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everybody's welcome to come. If you're if you're not sure
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what it is that you actually just watched.
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Back in the day, whenever I was a former atheist, I got to a
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point where I was really popular on YouTube.
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Now a lot of atheists, they adored me.
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They practically idolized me. And a lot of atheists even
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envied me because I'd gotten to the point where I went from this
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redneck country boy, raised and born in Saint Louis, moved out
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to the country guy who went from zero to thousands and thousands
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of subscribers. A lot of people believe that at
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this point today had I not had all the issues with being
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banned, shut down, screwed with and all this that I would be in
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the millions and subscriber list.
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Well, because of my notoriety and because of my popularity, I
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started to getting into making videos towards celebrities and
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musicians. And sometimes those celebrities
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and musicians would obviously respond back.
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And the hope at that point was trying to get Stephen Baldwin to
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actually speak to me in real time on a live show and that we
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could have discussions. To be honest with you, at that
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point in time as an atheist, I was looking for popular
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religious people that were influential.
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And the interest at that point was to get them into a live show
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and then basically open their eyes.
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Because at that point I thought that atheism was the truth and
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that religion was a delusion or a mental illness or a problem.
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You know, the usual common thought process that atheists
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have. Anybody that thinks differently
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than them is wrong or they're crazy or they're on drugs or
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there's something wrong with them.
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Well, unfortunately for Mr. Stephen Baldwin, he had had a a
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pretty hardcore past. A lot of actors and actresses,
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they come, not all of them come from a a rich family or things
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are going great for them. Stephen Baldwin's family was
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very dysfunctional. And Stephen Baldwin,
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unfortunately, in his past, I got into alcohol, drugs and the
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ladies and all that kind of stuff.
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But somehow because of his looks and because of his acting
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ability, managed to get into big movies like The Usual Suspect
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with Kevin Spacey and all kinds of other stuff.
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Well, I kind of use psychology and I taunted him along with
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many other actors and musicians. I knew a lot about their past
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because actors and musicians tend to talk about themselves
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and do interviews a lot. So I kind of knew all the
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buttons to push. And I remember going at Stephen
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Baldwin pretty hard, making some videos, and there was something
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in the back of my head that said this guy's never going to
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respond to me, He's never going to talk.
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Same feeling I had whenever I got into it with Roseanne Barr
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and a bunch of other popular people.
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I there was this doubt in me, the skepticism that these people
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were too big, they were too popular to get their attention
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or make them concerned about what some little peon named
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Brett Keane thinks. A lot of people would tell you I
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wasn't the little peon that I had.
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I had become very big, very powerful and very influential
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myself. But I still felt in my heart
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that I wasn't deserving of having these, you know, God like
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people talking to me. But then there was another side
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of me that said, you know, this is what my position and I want
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to be able to go after big time religious leaders.
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So that's what I did. And while I was doing that, I
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was also doing church phone calls and I was arguing with
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priests and pastors and all that kind of stuff.
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And every time I did it, it just made me blow up even more on the
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Internet. Just a brief summary of what
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happened to me. Why I'm not in that same
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position is obviously I stopped being an atheist, and the moment
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I stopped being an atheist I went from being a genius to non
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believers to basically a puddle of shit even lower than that.
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Apparently whenever I no longer labeled myself an atheist, I was
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no longer a value. I had no worth.
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In fact, atheists who looked up to me were now looking down at
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me and mocking me and insulting me just simply because I said I
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was open minded to the idea that God is real.
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The verses in the Bible where it says they hated me so now I will
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hate you really wrung out a lot of things in the Bible became
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clear and true to me whenever I seen the way people behave
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towards me. Once I accepted God, I'd always
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been a friendly person. You could even see in that video
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that was me whenever I was a former atheist.
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Besides going after Stephen Baldwin, you probably notice.
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You're probably wondering where the top of my head is in the
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image and the video. I'm actually wearing a really
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dark Black Hat and the reason why I was is because my hair was
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all gone. Now, I'm not going to go on the
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detail why it is that there was a time for about a year and a
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half where my hair was gone off my head.
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You can, if you want to, you can guess why it is.
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I lost my hair, so I was wearing a hat.
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And at that point in time, I was very irritated.
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I was angry and I was disgusted with the concept of God,
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especially with what I was going through, sickness, health
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problems, all that kind of stuff.
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But the thing that I mostly want to communicate to you all about
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this, the reason why I did this is because one Adam Lohr, my
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friend, he reminded me of this conversation.
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And I went looking for the old clips of me and Stephen Baldwin.
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And I rewatched it and listened to it.
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And I literally felt like when I was watching this old clip of
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myself. And I've seen some of the old
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clips that atheists have saved of me whenever I was a non
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believer. I don't like that person.
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And I'm talking about who I was. I, I don't like that attitude
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that I had or that desire to try to make people feel like shit or
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try to expose them or burn them or roast them.
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That's not who I was to begin with.
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I started becoming unusual and weird.
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As I became more popular, fame started to get to my head.
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I started to actually, there was a a little bit in me where I was
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starting to feel like I was more important than what I actually
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was. Luckily for me, the atheist,
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whenever I finally turned my life over to Jesus Christ, the
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atheist made it clear to me how little and insignificant I
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actually was to them. That since I was no longer a
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mouthpiece then I was less than shit to them.
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And in a way I have to think them because they helped me get
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through the confusion. Believe it or not, going from
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atheist to religious, going from being a non believer to
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believing in God was not an easy task.
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But the atheists out there, they made it so much easier when they
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started shit talking me and and trying to burn my family and
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everything about me into the ground.
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After all that I had done, after all the kindness, after all the
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respect I'd shown other non believers, it really helped me
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make my transition a lot easier because then I realized that I
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never truly was a part of this fucking herd of cattle.
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I was just something that was being manipulated and used for
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the moment. I was basically a tool.
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And I accept that. I accept.
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That's what I basically came out to beef with.
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These folks accidentally spilled a little bit of my coffee.
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It's rough. My wife is going to be pissed.
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That's not that bad. All right, so the other thing
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too, it's like I said, I didn't like my attitude.
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I didn't. There was a self-awareness going
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on where I didn't like how I was treating people like Stephen
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Baldwin. Instead of saying to someone
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like Stephen, it's good that you changed your life, it's good you
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got off the drugs, it's good you stop drinking and you made
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something of yourself instead. I was insulting him basically
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saying things like he was the least of the Baldwins, that he
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was the the dunce. I basically had said that
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everybody in his family was very successful, but he was like the
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black sheep. I insulted his loved ones, I
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insulted him. And honestly, like a coward, I
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actually thought that he would never even bother with me, that
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it would just be another video where you get a bunch of views
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and you move on to another bullshit video that you do.
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But he responded and I remember looking into his eyes.
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You know, when you look into a Baldwin's eyes or an actor's
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eyes or see something in a movie, you don't ever feel bad
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by criticizing anyone because you feel like you're criticizing
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characters or a film that's make believe or pretend.
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You never really know that you might actually be hurting
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someone whenever you do that. But I mean, I, I guess I should
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have known because I wasn't talking about his characters.
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I was talking about him as a person and his own family.
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And I realized at that point that I had become a really
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ignorant fucking asshole. I had realized that I went from
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making intelligent, thought provoking videos to drama videos
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where I was being mean to people in order to get conversation
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going. And you know what's really
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fucking sad about that? That kind of behavior always
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worked too. It never worked if I just told a
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religious person or an atheist, hey, can you respectfully and
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nicely come on to my show and let's have a conversation.
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It seems like if I intimidated people or I taunted them, that
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work, it's like their pride and their ego couldn't handle it and
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then they would show up for a fight.
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But I never could somehow manage just to get people into the show
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by being nice. Well, there was a time, I
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suppose, when I was doing Stickam where I'd say I'm going
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to open up a chat room. But even then I would follow it
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up with anybody wants to debate me or anybody wants to argue
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with me, That's where I'll be. Bring all your friends, all your
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buddies and shit. I would call everybody out, but
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it never worked. Just simply saying, can you
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please come in? I'd like to socialize with you
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and have a friendly conversation.
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And I guess nobody would have bought it anyway because I was
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in an argumentative mood at that time.
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Not so much anymore. But I really felt bad.
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I really felt bad because Mr. Baldwin was a man who changed
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his life around. He went from a very dark place
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in his life and then he found God and he was basically trying
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to do better in his life. But you can tell when watching
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him do shows or be on TV and do interviews when he's talking
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about Jesus that there is still a vulnerability there.
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And unfortunately, as a former atheist, I attacked the
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vulnerabilities. You can see where I went after
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some of the sins of his past, and I went after his movies
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where they couldn't even closely be described as Christian videos
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or movies. Other people, I think wouldn't
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care. I personally think that a lot of
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atheists out there, they don't care if they would have hurt Mr.
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Baldwin or hurt his career in some kind of way, or if they
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would have caused him to fall back in the darkness.
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But I did. I did.
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I remember when talking to some religious people face to face or
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talking to people on the phone, I could tell by in their voice
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as well as the eyes of a person that some people were actually
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afraid. And I actually made a lot of
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people feel very uncomfortable. And that's something I never
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wanted to do. I'm, I'm a Missouri boy where I
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just wanted people to enjoy hanging out with me.
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Just, you know, be able to chill, have a cold one, have
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some BBQ. But social media does some
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fucked up shit to your head. Ladies and gentlemen, the
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Internet makes you feel more important than what you actually
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are. And sometimes you start saying
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things and doing things that you normally wouldn't do in real
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life for whatever reason to pump yourself up and make yourself
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look bad ass, I guess. And also in a way, the Internet
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is a place for people to take out anger where they necessarily
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couldn't do it anywhere else at that time.
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I remember feeling very sick and unhealthy and very angry at the
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world. And I would just, I don't know,
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it's like my atheism just drew me towards people that I thought
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were vulnerable and and weak and went at them.
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And you know what's really odd? Even whenever I was a non
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believer, I remember when I first started doing YouTube, my
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intention wasn't to try to destroy people or do that kind
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of shit. I'd always had this weird idea
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in my head that I would like to have the power and the ability
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to be able to help people and do something good, make friends,
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socialize, and if I can help people with their problems, do
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it. Unfortunately, I became an
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asshole the bigger I got and that's one of the reasons why.
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And people get very confused about this, why I say I'm glad
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I'm where I'm at now. I wish I could be doing a little
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bit better, a a tad bit better, but I wish I still had some, the
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kind at least half the amount of influence so I'd be able to help
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people easier. Because it seems like the more
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influential you are, the more somebody's going to listen to
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your message or what you're saying.
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But I mean, let's face it, I put myself in that position.
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But I guess in the end, what I want to say in this video is
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anyone, including Stephen Baldwin, that I ever hurt.
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Even though my voice was calm, I didn't scream or yell at him.
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I still said some pretty damn bigoted things, some things that
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were rough, and I hope that if he ever sees me talking again,
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if he's kept track of me or gets around to seeing this video, I
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hope he realizes that. From the bottom of my heart, I
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apologize for doing that to him. It wasn't so much him that I was
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going after, it was his religion, it was his beliefs.
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They offended me at the time and in order to attack his religion
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I suppose at the time I thought it was a good idea to attack him
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personally. What a shitty way to do things,
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right? So if he ever sees us, I hope he
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knows that I feel like absolute shit for behaving that way and I
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still think about it from time to time.
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And hopefully, after all this is said and done, he will continue
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to grow as a person, and I too will grow as a person and become
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better and continue to restrain myself from being such like
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that. That's one thing I learned about
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myself too, that I don't like. Let me tell you another thing I
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don't like about myself. Although I desire to do good and
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I have this light about me where I want to help people and I want
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to love people. I also know because of the way I
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was raised and because of my life, I also have this talent,
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this ability that if somebody pushes me hard enough, I know
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that I can tear somebody down to pieces.
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I know that I can be very destructive.
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I know that I can go from being the Jedi to Anakin Skywalker and
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completely burn everything in my path.
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And that's not something that person should be proud of.
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That you have the power of the dark side as well as the power
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of the light. You know that you basically you
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have the ability to take the Force out of balance.
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I don't like knowing that about myself.
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I don't like knowing that although there's a good person
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inside me, there's also someone capable of such destruction.
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I've learned a lot over the years, ladies and gentlemen,
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I've learned a lot. You lose some, you win some, and
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all that. What a fascinating life I have
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lived. All right, I hope you guys found
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the video interesting. This is just a acknowledgement
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as well as a very, very late apology.