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- 0:00Get a humans welcome to the safe space for dangerous ideas, who dangerous ideas are a diamond
- 0:08dozen on the interwebs, floating around all over the place, hate speech, bigotry, misinformation,
- 0:14disinformation, but the most dangerous idea of them all perhaps is the idea that we should
- 0:20let those dangerous ideas float around willy nilly without trying to crack down on them
- 0:25fired governments. Andrew Longthall, today's guest, has spent his life fighting for free speech,
- 0:32mostly from the left, mostly in developing countries around southeast Asia, where he's defended
- 0:37dissidents and dissenting opinions from the purview of the state and from being suppressed.
- 0:44And now he's found himself kind of flipped onto the opposite side of politics in many people's
- 0:49minds because he worked with Matt Taibi on five of the Twitter files investigating what was going
- 0:55on inside Twitter when they were essentially cooperating, collaborating with the US government
- 1:01during the pandemic and that era to suppress or kind of secretly blacklist or gray list certain
- 1:09ideas and certain speech. With Michael Schellenberger, Andrew has created something called the Westminster
- 1:16Declaration, which is signed by many many and illustrious sort of heterodox thinker saying that
- 1:22social media companies should not be putting their thumb on the scales of particular ideas,
- 1:26but should allow all ideas to flourish and should have a commitment to the greatest number of ideas
- 1:33in the widest possible sphere. Andrew now runs a digital civil liberties initiative called
- 1:38libernate. He doesn't live in Australia, but he is Australian. He was back in town. He saw me on
- 1:43Q&A on national television arguing with Australia's e-safety commissioner and thought,
- 1:49you know what, we should have a chat and they found it fascinating to dig into exactly where
- 1:54the boundaries of, I don't know, appropriate discourse should be on social media and in real life,
- 2:00enjoy it as much as I did for one and only Andrew Longtop. So where are you based?
- 2:10This is going live. So I've been based in Barcelona and I grew up in Hobart,
- 2:16being was back here, was living in Southeast Asia for like 10 years in the U.S. for four,
- 2:21came back during the pandemic from Bangkok based, then went to Barcelona and have come back on a
- 2:30what's happening in Australia? What is happening in Australia? Yeah, exactly. Well, I'm kind of
- 2:35I'm looking at that. Yeah, I mean, I'm asking you seriously, what is happening in Australia?
- 2:39Well, we're recording, obviously. Australia is very unique, particularly once you kind of go
- 2:49outside and you look back in and you talk to people and the image of Australia internationally
- 2:57has radically shifted post-COVID, I think, where the crocodile Dundee kind of era is well and
- 3:05over the Steve Irwin era like that, that kind of rough and tumble, you know, we can, you know,
- 3:10we can not fragile. Well, the rest of the fragile Australia is kind of over and fragile Australia seems
- 3:18to have well and truly landed. I mean, I suppose it depends who you talk to, but yeah, I'm sure
- 3:23in Tucker Carlson's mind it has the crocodile Dundee is over, but maybe not in the average person
- 3:29wandering around the streets of London. Oh, well, I think that's the contrast where they're going,
- 3:34wait, I don't understand, like what happened during COVID, we would have thought that you would have
- 3:39been the people who would just be like, ah, yeah, no problem. We've got this kind of thing and it'd be
- 3:44more like the Brits or some, you know, slightly more sensitive types to calm and carry on. Yeah,
- 3:51you would have struggled a little bit more. And that obviously leads into the kind of speech question
- 3:58where the same thing seems to have happened where, I mean, obviously, where we were at before
- 4:04was a bad, if we talk about the 1950s, was not a good place. And the question is.
- 4:09Question speech. Not a lot of pandemics, but in terms of free speech was good. I mean,
- 4:18in terms of you're looking at think something like hate speech, obviously, there was a lot of,
- 4:21you know, very coarse rough speech that I think a lot of people would not want to see the return of.
- 4:26But there also wasn't a lot of free speech. I mean, in the sense that try arguing for communism in
- 4:30Australia or America in the 1950s and see how far that gets you. There's no political ideology
- 4:35that you could argue for today that would be as, that would get you as persecuted as you would have
- 4:40been in the 1950s. Totally. Totally. Totally. I mean, I guess in that sense, I'm thinking about more
- 4:44on the kind of hate speech question that the way people would have spoken about, you know, anyone
- 4:49who's, you know, not straight white that it are, would have been at a level that no one wants to kind
- 4:54of go back back to this. I'm saying there was a kind of correction was was required. The question
- 5:00is, well, when I would, and I would propose that we've over corrected essentially. What does that
- 5:04look like? What's the over correction? The over correction is the cancel culture. The over
- 5:08correction is the safety commissioner kind of kind of from the kind of nanny state trying to
- 5:14police every kind of out of reach of the internet to kind of keep everything safe. I mean,
- 5:21we're the safest society, I think, in Australia. Now, I mean, and I, where I remember people would
- 5:26say that 20 years ago, this is, yeah, whatever. I mean, we've always had a role. We've always,
- 5:31I was these love a rule. We like to pretend that we don't. And that's the thing we love a rule.
- 5:35We love rule. We love rules. We crave them. It's crazy. But do you think that we're more hostile
- 5:41to free speech than the UK? Um, yes. Really? Because because because UK has a really strong pushback.
- 5:54And Australia doesn't. I mean, you could probably name 10, um, you know, podcasts with large
- 6:00audiences in the UK, like that, that talking about these issues. And openly and who would be
- 6:07apart from you, not to blow smoke, but who, I mean, there'd be people on the, on the right,
- 6:11but people in that kind of heterodox space, right? Who is it? Who is there in Australia?
- 6:15We're taking a small, a liberal kind of sort of, you know, center left progressive, but free speech
- 6:20you think. Yeah, there's not a lot. We're a bit lonely. And also the, the, the right here is,
- 6:27I mean, there's some amounts of it that are that are pushing back, but Peter Dutton is not,
- 6:32right? I don't get free speech vibes. No, no, that's true. The right in Australia is more
- 6:36sensorial and, you know, big sea conservative than we have less of the libertarian strain of
- 6:44anti-authoritarian right wingers than the US. Well, I mean, and the e-safety commission
- 6:49or, and the, the, and the original missing disinformation bill were ceded by the liberal party.
- 6:56Well, yeah, they're not party. Yeah, so they're not, they haven't come out of, so maybe the
- 7:00Twitter files is the best place to start here since that's, you know, where, you know, you're
- 7:04sort of claimed to fame in this space. What, can you remind people who aren't very online,
- 7:08like what Twitter was doing pre-Elon Musk and what the Twitter files are? Sure. So what Twitter
- 7:17was doing pre-Elon Musk and, and who knows, in their new Elon Musk era is a, isn't telling
- 7:22Tali another question was, and what the Twitter files discovered, which was essentially him
- 7:27opening the door to a whole bunch of journalists, Matt Teibi, Michael Sheldon-Gurtberger, Barry Weissley,
- 7:32Fang, etc. And I, I worked for about four months with Matt Teibi on this, was a huge amount
- 7:38of collaboration essentially with the security state and, and other government agencies to
- 7:44censor legitimate first amendment protected speech on Twitter. And that sense, what a
- 7:49sense of mean in that context. So, deep platform, so literally take people off the, the platform,
- 7:59like I'll experience it again, you might not agree with all these people, but what they were saying
- 8:04was kind of legitimate, legitimate speech, Martin Kordoff, Harvard epidemiologist, J.
- 8:11Ben Tariya. And these were mostly COVID era discenters from public health. I think the COVID
- 8:16ones are probably the more, more famous one, but you could go through a whole kind of litany of
- 8:19other, other people that were being taken off or being shadow banned essentially being downranked
- 8:26in terms of what, you know, their visibility on the platform so that the content didn't go,
- 8:31didn't go viral. And again, these aren't, I mean, they were fringe people who were doing this
- 8:34was happening too. And it's not to say that only because you're credentialed, you're allowed to
- 8:38speak and if you're un-credentialed, you, you don't. But the fact that they went up to, oh,
- 8:44you know, Professor at Harvard, we can take you down, Professor at Stanford, we can take you down,
- 8:49tells you how kind of large, how the scale of what was going on was. And we can talk about
- 8:56the Hunter Biden laptop as well, now completely confirmed, Mark Zuckerberg just put out a letter saying
- 9:02yeah, we, we suppressed that story and we shouldn't have and it was certainly suppressed on, on Twitter
- 9:08as well. So one of the kind of more famous, well, what should be more famous incidents that
- 9:13happened there was that the Aspen Institute organized a hack and leak tabletop exercise two
- 9:21months before the release of the laptop. What's a hack and leak tabletop exercise? So the hack and
- 9:27leak tabletop exercise was a exercise, the Aspen Digital put together that was basically a response,
- 9:34a day by day plan that they had created to how they would they respond if a Hunter Biden laptop
- 9:40related to the barisma energy company in Ukraine suddenly appeared a few weeks prior to the election.
- 9:47So at this, this exercise was in New York Times, the Washington Post, CNN, people from Stanford,
- 9:54anti-disinformation organizations like first draft, Twitter, Facebook, and essentially have a
- 10:00day by day game plan where they say, what, what will we do if this happens? And then what happens?
- 10:05They specify that it was a Hunter Biden laptop. Yes, Hunter Biden. That sounds like bullshit.
- 10:11That sounds like no, no, no, no, so you can look it up. You're saying that before the Hunter Biden
- 10:15laptop was found, we're not found release because it was found in 2019 when it was taken to the FBI.
- 10:22Right. Okay. So the FBI knew about this, but the New York Post story didn't come out till two
- 10:27months afterwards. Right. So the suggestion was that someone from the FBI had leaked to somebody that
- 10:33this thing existed and they used it as a. And then they coordinated. So this, so this was a
- 10:38Twitter file that Michael Schellenberg put out. Right. The first tweet on that Twitter file is 100
- 10:42million impressions. So a huge sway of, I guess, probably red or red-pilled America knows about
- 10:49this story, but this is not made into the mainstream at all. It might be because Vivian Schiller,
- 10:55who is the head of Aspen Digital, happens to be on the Scott Trust, which is the entity that
- 11:00owns the Guardian. Right. But the Guardian isn't going to influence what the New York Times
- 11:06knows. No, but so the point being that the people who kind of one of the reasons the Twitter
- 11:11files didn't kind of take off I would argue in the kind of left or progressive media space was that
- 11:17the argument was not just the collaboration with the security state. It was that all of these
- 11:22anti-disinformation organizations and academic institutions were involved in acting as proxies
- 11:29between the government and big tech to censor. And so my kind of credentials, so to speak in
- 11:36terms of working on the Twitter files, was that I had, I ran an NGO, a freedom of expression
- 11:42NGO that worked in Asia for, I worked there from 18 years, it continues on. And we did a
- 11:48little bit of anti-disinformation work, but we also essentially did a lot of digital free expression
- 11:53work. And so when people came and said, oh, we fake news, law and Malaysia, fake news, law and
- 11:58Singapore, like we would work with local campaigners who are saying, no, no, that's probably just
- 12:02the government trying to crack down on dissenting opinion. And then there was this switch to like,
- 12:07oh, no, actually, we do need the government to take more control of what's happening on the internet
- 12:13because there's a lot of very, very dangerous things happening out there. And I would argue that
- 12:18there are, but the biggest sources of missing disinformation are governments and big business.
- 12:23And that's who you should be keeping your eye on. That's a true statement over the grand
- 12:28arc of human history. It may not be a true statement at any given point in time.
- 12:32Well, in terms of volume, maybe the case that in the United States in 2020 and 2021 at the
- 12:39heart of a pandemic, the main source of misinformation is not the government, but is
- 12:43podcasters or something. Well, that would be the, that would be the argument. You could,
- 12:48you can watch innumerable video compilations of say, uh, government officials saying the vaccine
- 12:53will stop transmission, right? Now we know that wasn't true. That was that was that that that
- 12:58was misinformation. Yeah, I mean, that was that turned out to be untrue, but isn't there a
- 13:02difference between information that you have reason to believe since generally vaccines for
- 13:07respiratory viruses do impede transmission. That's true. That's true. That is true. It impedes
- 13:15stops. So this, this, you know, but I was literally claims that it would stop transmission.
- 13:20We're getting in the weeds about this. No, the official line was never that it would stop transmission.
- 13:24Rachel Maddow and people like that said like the vaccine will stop with you, right? And that was,
- 13:30yes, that was basically misinformation because that was an exaggeration of the official
- 13:33position. But the official position was always like that it's going to, I mean, it doesn't even stop
- 13:39you from dying, but vaccines, most vaccines don't completely. But the, the official, I mean,
- 13:45Joe, but I was saying pandemic of the unvaccinated, right? Which is largely true, epidemiologically.
- 13:52I mean, yeah, it didn't turn out to be true at all, I think. I mean, I have a plenty of people
- 13:56who had a proportion of people who died three, four times. Yeah, we have to go and look at some,
- 14:01but the point here was more about the transmission, right? So that there was an error. We're not safe
- 14:08to everyone safe. No, there's an issue with scale here, right? So I mean, my point, my claim was
- 14:14that in 2020 and 2021, it may have been the case that the greatest threat of misinformation was not
- 14:20from the government. You can't then just point to a few things that the government got wrong in
- 14:25the chaos of a, of a, of a brand new pandemic. And then say that that means that the government's
- 14:31misinformation was worse than the misinformation that was coming out of, well, I wouldn't, I
- 14:36wouldn't stand or Bret Weinstein's man. Well, I would, well, you would have to do a pretty
- 14:41huge study to kind of work out, which was more, I guess more generally, my claim would still be that
- 14:47the people who have the most power are not, you know, podcaster with half a million, 200,000,
- 14:52occasionally 10 million followers. It's the government that has the absolute biggest platform.
- 14:57And this has been a shift in in that kind of digital free expression space where the focus used
- 15:04to be kind of, you know, up like who, who has the most power in this situation? Who's got the
- 15:09most capacity to misinform? I mean, the idea that suddenly politicians were kind of bearers of
- 15:14the truth and that we should essentially go, well, we'll trust those guys and let's make sure we
- 15:19get these kind of little podcasters out there. That was, that, that was a big change, I think. And
- 15:24that it's not to say that there aren't people spreading misinformation, but I think the big
- 15:29players are, you should focus on the people with, with the absolute most, most power and not go around
- 15:35kind of finding the kind of tiny infractions. And so I'll give you an example of what happened in
- 15:40in Australia in that regard. So the Department of Homeland Affairs set up a kind of table in
- 15:45in its extremism and social cohesion division. So this Department of Homeland Affairs is essentially
- 15:52our Department of Homeland Security. You could say if you want to map it. And they were flagging to
- 15:59Twitter, people with as few as 20 followers and saying this person we think has violated your
- 16:05terms of service and their content should be taken down. And I see this was someone who said
- 16:10that we're a doctor suggested maybe steroids could be useful in treating, which I think actually
- 16:17did it not being part of the protocol. But the point is, what's our kind of intelligent services
- 16:25doing following people with 20 followers and flagging that content to Twitter? Surely there are
- 16:31more important things that they should be doing. So that's my point. The point is that the focus,
- 16:36I mean, I won't make an argument of like exactly the quantity of terabytes and terabytes of
- 16:43misinformation flowing in all different directions. But that kind of cultural shift changed where
- 16:49a kind of I think skepticism of government and people in authority, a healthy skepticism got
- 16:57pause at a moment that maybe it shouldn't have been pause and it should have just kept on.
- 17:02We should have maintained our general level of skepticism. I mean, look what's got
- 17:05Morrison did with like appointing himself to all these ministers. This was the prime minister at
- 17:10time during the pandemic who decided to anoint himself secretly the treasury secretary,
- 17:17the secretary of state. And we should have been paying attention to that.
- 17:22So can you just clarify for us the risk of getting of talking in generalities instead of specifics?
- 17:28Is there another category of thing that we should think about in terms of your concerns about
- 17:34censorship here in addition to COVID? And like what are some other things that people were being
- 17:39punished or de-platformed or shadow banned for? There was obviously trans stuff as well.
- 17:44There were people saying like women aren't men or something or men aren't women or something like
- 17:49that and they'd get accounts. Well, funnily enough, it doesn't go both ways in the taboo,
- 17:54does it? That's as much. You don't see people marching with signs that say trans men are, sorry,
- 18:01trans women are men. It's only when women have to put up with trans women
- 18:09being part of their group. Well, because I guess it's considered more. Yeah.
- 18:15Yeah. I mean, I'm also mass and bone density and size can't be something.
- 18:19Yes, that's right. But I mean, I also think that the most extreme, highly ideological trans
- 18:25activists know that it's easy that women will put up with it more than men would because if they
- 18:31kept on banging on about how trans women are, sorry, about how trans men are men,
- 18:36a lot of bloats would be like, I mean, not really. Whereas women are nicer and go,
- 18:42oh, okay, we're supposed to accept biological males as part of our group. I also think
- 18:45that trans men, who's five foot five, who goes into a bathroom and there's a bunch of bloats
- 18:51who are like six foot, they're not particularly going, oh, this is going to be true.
- 18:55That's true. This could potentially be something here. So in addition to so there's trans,
- 19:00there's covert, is there anything else you want to throw on the table that you thought went
- 19:04crazy over the past five years in terms of getting people in control?
- 19:06I mean, there are ones that I don't have as much expertise as obviously if you go from
- 19:10friends, you don't just so kind of go gender and LGBT more broadly. Ukraine, Russia,
- 19:18gate would be one of the, some of the other ones, but I see that you mentioned.
- 19:23And the laptop would be another one. But I mean, again, if you look at the, you know,
- 19:27what did Mark Zuckerberg think he had to make a statement about what's interesting,
- 19:30why do you think he had to make a statement? And so this was a letter that he put out that
- 19:34essentially said, my bad, we did sensor on COVID when we shouldn't have, we did, we did suppress
- 19:41the Honda buying laptop, we shouldn't have done that. So he sees that as the kind of two big ones.
- 19:46But I mean, in Australia, it's been the, the kind of a safety. I think the missing
- 19:53disinformation stuff, well, particularly with the, with the state of the current
- 19:58Albanese government being quite fragile, seemingly they seem to have put that on the back burner
- 20:03and they seem to be putting more their eggs in the e-safety basket. So, and the thing there was,
- 20:08you know, that the footage of this stabbing in Western Sydney was obviously horrific. I would
- 20:14have actually quite like the non-auto play and here's some unpleasant content. Do you want to,
- 20:21are you sure you want to watch this? I think that would have been, would have been good.
- 20:25But her essentially going out and saying, actually, you know what, I can make you take this down,
- 20:31not just in Australia, I can make you take it down in the whole world. Like, I think that was
- 20:38a kind of a grievous act. This was an attempt by the Australian regulator, the e-safety commissioner,
- 20:43who Elon Musk calls our censorship commissar to require Twitter to, because Twitter complied right
- 20:50to take it down geo-blocked in Australia. She tried to say it should be a global take down,
- 20:56Twitter took it a court, Twitter won, and yeah, Australia obviously has no right to dictate that
- 21:02the entire world, the entire world's, what the entire world can see on Twitter. But isn't that
- 21:08sort of evidence that, I mean, it was our, of course, it was our justice system that gave,
- 21:11that handed that to Twitter, doesn't that sort of reassure you? Well, no, because why,
- 21:16why does the e-safety commissioner think that that's a good idea to begin with? So the fact that
- 21:21there's someone in that position who already thinks that that is within her remit, I'm going to
- 21:26try this, I think I can tell you, and imagine if that had happened in Germany or the US or any
- 21:31other country and said, actually, you know, we can, our country can tell your country what your
- 21:36citizens can and cannot see. So the fact that there's someone in that position who seems to have
- 21:41maybe there's a, maybe there's a kind of vendetta each way going, I don't know, but they
- 21:46seems to be a lot of ill feeling between both and mask and seems to be gotten, have gotten two
- 21:51personal, both in both directions. And I think someone in that level of position needs to be
- 21:59quite neutral in the way and quite clinical in the way that they're dealing with this stuff,
- 22:03because I think what has happened is a lot of people in Australia have, or she's gotten a lot of
- 22:08blowback essentially, and a lot of trust in institutions, which we're already lacking,
- 22:15has grown further because of that kind of overreach, and she also did some overreach as well on
- 22:21the gender question as well. So when you say that, when you're sort of trying to figure out why the
- 22:27left wasn't more agitated by things like the Twitter files and by stuff like government interference
- 22:33in social media companies, I suspect that it has something to do with the fact that we're still
- 22:39trying to figure out how social media companies should be dealing with misinformation and disinformation,
- 22:44and it's not entirely clear that the government should not be a player in this conversation at all.
- 22:49Oh, you know, I would say the government has a role, but it's like, so it's where the boundaries
- 22:55are. So I'm not a 100% absolutist at all. It's like where is the boundary, but also what
- 23:01happened to the left. So I mean, my background again was like 20 years working on digital free
- 23:06expression in the progressive space again, like we were working with progressives constantly pushing
- 23:13back on government attempts to overreach into digital free expression, and that was the bread and
- 23:20butter of like hundreds of thousands of kind of, you know, people on the NGO payroll essentially,
- 23:26and then the switch started happening essentially Trump, and then people were like, well,
- 23:33maybe the internet's a bit too dangerous and look what happened. We had free speech and now this
- 23:39dangerous guy has gotten in power. Maybe free speech isn't actually so good. Maybe free speech
- 23:46doesn't work for us as progressive. Let me just unpack free speech there, right? Because then
- 23:50what you're talking about is not, I think we get confused when we don't differentiate between
- 23:55free speech, like the public square, allowing people to express any idea they want to in the public
- 24:01square versus allowing social media companies and people on social media to deploy algorithms in
- 24:11any way that is going to confront us with whatever reactionary or aggressive bullshit
- 24:19they choose to and us interpreting that as the same thing as allowing a public square, like the
- 24:27the amplification and extremification mechanism of social media algorithms that are being
- 24:33intentionally designed by people to capture our attention the way that slot machines do.
- 24:39Is that the same thing? Is that synonymous with free speech?
- 24:43But also, I would say, Twitter, once Twitter, once X, Twitter was completely left leaning,
- 24:52right? So it was, if its algorithms were working in that way, it was not working in a pro-Trump
- 24:57kind of capacity. No, it was two things, pre-Elon. It was both a left leaning cohort of people who
- 25:04thought they knew better than everybody else when they were willing, when they were intentionally
- 25:09analyzing content and trying to willfully deprioritize things and ban people and make actual
- 25:16editorial decisions, right? As an editorial entity, it was a progressive entity. But the algorithm,
- 25:22the mindless, brainless, amplification machine was agnostic to left or right. But what it did do was
- 25:30select for extreme content, content that arouses you, content that reinforces things that you already
- 25:35believe, content that demonizes things that you don't believe, content that gets you to spend more
- 25:40time on the site, that gets you to like, to share, to comment, right? And that does benefit
- 25:47demagogues, trumps. But also far right, the far left. And the far left, far left series.
- 25:52It's totally agnostic, but you can understand it. Whatever gets you going. Whatever gets you going,
- 25:56right? And so it is a chaos machine. Yeah. And then so it's both things, right? So I can understand
- 26:03that the, the left whilst maybe whilst they may have been in control of Twitter editorially,
- 26:07may also have been terrified by what the algorithm was doing to society.
- 26:11Yeah. And I'm also not a fan of Big Tech more, more broadly to kind of like put that a bit more
- 26:17front front and center. My work for the past 20 years or running that that NGO was like building
- 26:22open source tools to so people had open non commercial platforms to distribute content outside
- 26:29of those algorithms and without having to essentially go onto these quasi monopolies. And so
- 26:34I think part of the problem is that we're fighting over half a dozen platforms that are trying to
- 26:38be everything to everyone. Well, too, really. Yeah. But and yes, half a dozen is probably generous.
- 26:44Yeah. And so and that doesn't work. Like you cannot be everything to everyone. And I think we'd
- 26:50need to kind of eat kind of much more diverse ecosystem of hundreds of different platforms.
- 26:56So how do you connect that with your anti-sensorship sensibility? Like I want to understand how your
- 27:01anti-sensorship sensibility shows up in the space of a whole of mirrors that's deranged by the
- 27:08algorithm inside Twitter. Like what are we supposed to do about that as a society and a culture
- 27:12and a demos and a government that would satisfy you? Well, I mean, one is to have people who are
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