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63. Is It Your Fault? (answer inside) · Power Talk with Katelin Power

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[SPEAKER_00]: Welcome to Power Talk with Caitlyn Power.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm Caitlyn, a certified clinical hypnotherapist who helps you clear out the BS of conscious beliefs that have been keeping you from reaching your goals.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I show you how to upgrade your identity into the most confident, the filled you that you were always meant to be.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So if you're ready to stop playing small and joint transformative conversations around mindset, manifestation, business, wellness, and here from the eighth girls that are out there living their dream lives, I'm so excited to have you here.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Let's get started.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Hi, friend and welcome back to Power Talk.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This one is going to be short and sweet into the point because if you haven't gone through this yet, I can almost guarantee that you will go through this and what's really cool is now you'll be prepped for it in the way that I was not.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So you'll be able to get through this more powerfully and faster than I ever did.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This is kind of a right of passage for high frequency beings and those of us who in this lifetime figure out, oh, I'm the equal that has the divine right to create.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm this gorgeous soul that is, yes, having a human, human experience in this human body, but I actually control my fields and my fields are the instruction manual to all people events circumstances around me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: in that manual, or if you want to think about it like a script, I actually can kind of see it around me in the golden script as if it is written by the Golden Quill.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And so every person, whether they know it or not, and most people do not know it, are reading off of you like a book and acting out like a script of how they are playing their role in your life.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And you are doing the same for them.
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[SPEAKER_00]: and often you guys come together like this perfect puzzle piece of if you are someone who knows that you are valued, that you have immense value, you often will find a friend and a partner and a boss and a co-worker that actually show you that you are immensely valued to them.
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[SPEAKER_00]: They value you and they make that known to you because they are responding to your fields.
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[SPEAKER_00]: someone that needs to bring others lower to make themselves feel higher, they're actually secure enough to show you that they value you and you become a match because you know you have immense value and they have the confidence and the security to show someone that they are valued so you come together and are this gorgeous puzzle piece and as we can see that there's
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[SPEAKER_00]: And that this is all fixable, changeable.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Don't worry, it's all malleable if you find yourself right now in a situation where like, oh, I am not being shown.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm valued.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm actually being shown that I'm an afterthought or not, I thought at all.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This is all changeable.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Stick around.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You'll have no problem doing this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It just takes the right tools in order to do this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So if you are not new here, then you know that you are responsible for what you create in your life.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So every event circumstance opportunity person how they're treating you is all a result of what you have written into your electromagnetic field.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This is science.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You can look it up.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I call it your manifestation field because it's where everything manifests from.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So that just is an easy way for our
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[SPEAKER_00]: these universal truths of the universe that we live in and know what's going on so that we're able to create what we want to faster because we've digested these God who is source truths of how the universe was created faster and deeper and it all clicks and lands so that we actually can live it out and not just hear information in one ear and out the other.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I like to paint things
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[SPEAKER_00]: So that they make sense.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's like, let's take something that feels really complex and busy and chaotic and make it simple and streamlined and clear as to what you are supposed to be doing to create what you want to as the it girl that has the right because you are God's daughter is the way I look at it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You have that divine right to create because you come from the creator of all things.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Now we know this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We know that we're responsible for my fields.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I would almost say just to make it again very clear in the level one and if I had to explain this to myself, if I had to be the guide to myself, my own higher self of me human
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[SPEAKER_00]: take this responsibility for everything that you've created, whether good or bad, your perception of good or bad, you created it all, because often in the beginning of understanding these source truths, we will take on the stuff that is good that happened of this friend that came into our life, this great grade that we got,
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[SPEAKER_00]: this opportunity for at a job or to have a great roommate and live in a clean, safe place.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We go, oh, you know, I created all those things.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I got that great great.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm the one that earned that money.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm the one who is a great friend and so my friend is great and where we live, I take care of my things so everything is clean and whatever.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But the second that we have a neighbor or move in next door, that is pure chaos.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I at one point in my life.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Through my fields, I had this really great happy apartment.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I loved my apartment in LA.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And then during circumstances that happened, it was during the whole pandemic time.
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[SPEAKER_00]: There were a lot of changes with people in apartments and a lot of people moved out of apartments.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And then they had to lower the rates of everything else.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And everything was going on.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And this couple that was in a really bad situation with each other moved in and they were doing drugs and X, Y, and Z.
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[SPEAKER_00]: in the police got called to the apartment at least once a week.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So I would often wake up in the middle of the night to banging on the door.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Police opened up across the hall and this apartment that I loved all the sudden.
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[SPEAKER_00]: My nervous system was out of whack all the time because of this couple.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And so a lot of people would go, I'm the victim here.
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[SPEAKER_00]: These two people, these two neighbors across the way are making my life difficult.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm not getting enough sleep and then I'm showing up to work.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I worked from home from my apartment showing up to work tired because I didn't get any sleep.
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[SPEAKER_00]: My nervous system I'm on edge at any second because I'm actually not feeling super safe now walking around my apartment complex and in the halls and whatever because
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[SPEAKER_00]: There's all these things going on that I'm not even really fully sure what's going on, but it doesn't sound good from the sound of the police in the hall all the time.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And the noise that's happening from the apartment and the people below them are also calling the police because of the noise.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And so I feel frazzled, I don't feel at my best self and it's their fault, it's their fault, it's their fault.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And so level one understanding is going, that isn't their fault.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That's your fault, meaning your responsibility for setting up your fields that way.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Is it your fault that they moved into next door?
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[SPEAKER_00]: And they're creating something that feels like an unsafe environment.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Did, is that your fault?
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[SPEAKER_00]: No, of course not.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But the understanding to get us to actually take responsibility for our fields and actually on a human level feel inspired and driven and motivated to learn the neuroscience tools to learn the universal laws to learn the source truths of this universe that we signed up for as a soul before we came into our human body.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Often it takes something drastic like that of like it's your fault to get your booty to move and to get you to go sit down at that computer or turn on that podcast to read that book to understand how these things work.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It often takes something a little drastic and severe to get us to move to make changes to make the changes that.
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[SPEAKER_00]: get us to the places that we're supposed to be on our soul path.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That's why a lot of people find this work and understand their immense innate power as a creator after a rock bottom.
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[SPEAKER_00]: After they got their heart broken, after they're grieving, after they lost their job, after they went bankrupt, it often takes something really big.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It doesn't have to.
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[SPEAKER_00]: how yourself does not care if we get there from a rock bottom or get there from our friend sharing this gorgeous information saying, hey, check out this podcast.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I think you might like this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm really enjoying this and I'd love to talk to you about it because this is really opening things up for me and I'd love to talk with you about it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm going to send you the link if you have time to listen to it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That if that creates the light change where then the friend listens to another episode and then another and then I'm in the course and now I'm learning from the mentor and we get the things the pieces that we needed higher self doesn't care which way but if higher self keeps trying to get you there over and over where humans we don't really make changes.
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[SPEAKER_00]: and less we attach it to one of our highest values and see that that gets us there faster.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That's why these get rich quick things on the internet of you just do this thing and you make all this money or usually these affirmations on TikTok and the love of your life is obsessed with you or whatever is going on.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That's why we fall for these things because we see it attaches it to our high value and because of the world that we live in with quick dopamine hits of you get to you don't like this video you scroll you know like that one you scroll again that sounds speaking to you scroll again that's why we fall for these things and that's why it actually gets us to move it's like okay I'll try out some affirmations for 30 seconds I have 30 seconds
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[SPEAKER_00]: If I have to do 30 minutes or 30 days, I don't know if I have time for that to change my whole life, and that's why it often takes a big thing that rocks us, that it's like we're almost desperate enough to try anything, and then we'll do it then.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And then it's like, okay, I'll sign up for 30 days because I have the time now.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'll actually invest in myself now because
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[SPEAKER_00]: My boyfriend or husband or wife or girlfriend or whatever that I gave all my time and energy to is gone so now I guess I'll give it to myself is like often it goes some way like this we don't need that you can get the life change because you choose to and for a lot of us that have been here in this community for a while we might have had a rock bottom out of time that got us some place that a lot of us actually are so devoted to this work and of
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[SPEAKER_00]: getting to the points on our soul path that we are designed here to do.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's like you have a lot more trust than a lot of people out there in your higher self and in God knowing that okay this might not be the most comfortable thing for me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This might take a lot of time and repetition for me to get this under my belt but I'm willing to do that because you've seen a lot of wins of how higher self has set you up perfectly even when you didn't see it in the moment.
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[SPEAKER_00]: God was always having your back and knowing that this might be temporary pain
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[SPEAKER_00]: for a life that you fulfill what you're here to fulfill in this lifetime and have your soul friends, your people that make life, it's like a different level of fulfillment and satisfaction and you might go through challenges that you're like, what is going on?
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[SPEAKER_00]: I can't even imagine God, my hair is self putting me through this, but every time you get to the other side and you're like,
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[SPEAKER_00]: so happy.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I learned every part of that skill.
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[SPEAKER_00]: These qualities that I now have about myself, the unconditional love, like, I would not change a thing.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Do I feel like going through that again?
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[SPEAKER_00]: No.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But what I, if I knew would get me here, yes, I would.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That is where a lot of you are in now, and so it's not really necessary for you to be in that level one thinking anymore that if you are in level one, there's nothing wrong, there's no better or worse of level one.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm just giving one and two because our brain goes okay, I understand that two comes after one.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But there's nothing better or worse for where you're at in your soul path or where this lifetime is for you.
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[SPEAKER_00]: and how your soul is growing.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So there's no comparing me to her, him to her, like, that's not necessary.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But having this marker of like, oh, yeah, I still am in victim mode and a lot of these things.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And the problem with victim mode is, and this doesn't mean that you weren't a victim in situations.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Like, I always say, if, you know,
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[SPEAKER_00]: You know things heavy subjects like I you know you know what we're thinking about these types of things You were the victim in that situation, but we can't continue to be in a victim Identity and this is something we go into a lot in one of my signature courses egg亥 activation
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[SPEAKER_00]: If you want to be powerful and the one that creates your whole life, that has control over your fields, you can't both be a victim in that identity that you live out every single day, and also be the one that's powerful.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's very clear to see that they contradict each other.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So when it's things happened to me that happened to me and that wasn't my fault, that wasn't my fault.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This isn't my responsibility.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm not responsible for how they act.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That's their parents raised them wrong or they need to learn how to treat people and that's not my problem.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That is true that that's not your problem to teach that's not your responsibility to teach.
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[SPEAKER_00]: teach someone how to act, but through your fields, they are acting that way, reflecting that from your field.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So you wrote that out, and now they're reflecting back to like a mirror, what is written in your electromagnetic field.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So it's not about going, I need to sit down with you and teach you how to treat people.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That's not what's happening, but it's going, oh, okay, I felt this way by this person.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And reminder, it's not what they said to you often what people are saying to you is actually how they feel about themselves and they're just projecting, but it's how you felt in that experience, that is where the reflection is of where you can find the root cause that reflection, solve it at the root.
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[SPEAKER_00]: and then get the biggest upgrade for yourself, and that's where magic happens, with what you're creating in life, because how yourself is showing you, hey girl, you've got a hole here, go in, find the root, you're gonna be so happy you did.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm bringing you back to who you are at your true self.
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[SPEAKER_00]: not the one that's programmed by the world and to what the world has told you to be.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We're stripping all that off and that happens through these reflections, which are these golden upgrades.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But often with our human self, we're like, uh, what?
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[SPEAKER_00]: And it feels that way and that's okay.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But then seeing that this is going to be the biggest life upgrade for you and the more that you can see it that way, the faster that you do, the faster you actually shift out of it and are creating the life that you want to
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[SPEAKER_00]: level one to really get this in.
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[SPEAKER_00]: There's these reps you need to do with your brain of that is my responsibility.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That is my responsibility and stop saying like, the things that my vocabulary, I don't, I can't remember in the last two, three years of me going, that's not my fault, that's not my fault.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That doesn't, that doesn't, that's not said anymore because I immediately take responsibility for my part in something.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And intuitively, I can look and see that, but also even if I were to ever have an argument with anyone, I always am going to go in because I know how the source way of communication and I know the way that people think and I know the way that the brain works, I've studied it for many years.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So, and this doesn't mean that I make all perfect, I say always the perfect things, especially when my emotions are happening.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's not that I'm perfect all the time, but I do know what does not work.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I know that being combative and offensive and saying this is your fault, your fault, your fault is never going to get me the result that I want and I know how to get the result that I'm wanting.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Do I always make the perfect move that the perfect time in the perfect moment?
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[SPEAKER_00]: No, because I'm human and I learn like everyone else.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But I often know what the right thing is to say, or do I always choose it?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Maybe not.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But I know what not to do.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I'm with repetition.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I rarely go into falling into my emotions of the moment.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I usually can get to at least not doing the thing that's going to make something blow up.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I will be the first to assume responsibility for whatever my part is in it like whatever part I can find to show the other person that I care for if I didn't care for the other person I'm not going to go through all this but meaning to show that person I care for that I were a team in this we're not enemies in this and I am happy to make this a team effort to get to the resolution.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So
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[SPEAKER_00]: Even in a small instance like that, I still am looking for what my responsibility is and what was created in the situation that was created I will always take my responsibility part of that even if I'm like this person is on a ride with their emotions maybe I'm only responsible for 0.87% I will take responsibility for that 0.87% and I will be the first to do so
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[SPEAKER_00]: most of the time.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We can see now how it's important to get us out of victim mode and to get us into the identity of the overall.
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[SPEAKER_00]: The person who controls their fields and therefore actually has say in what occurs in her life.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's not this happened to me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This happened to me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I can't believe that happened to me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's going this happened and what's even better is this happened for me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This actually made me better.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I might not be able to see it right now.
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[SPEAKER_00]: but I trust that this did make me better in this actually happened for me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So now when we're rocking at this level, we've now graduated into the next part and why we are here today.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And the rest of this is just going to be simple, potent information that I want you to read, listen to, let it land, especially if you're a client of mine, a member in any of my courses.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This is going to be a next level thing for you.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And the reason
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[SPEAKER_00]: that had a similar iteration of things recently in sessions that that is a huge indicator of like, okay, this means going to course or podcasts or the membership this has to go somewhere because here is an upgrade that I'm seeing.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's like a through line.
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[SPEAKER_00]: If it even ran through one of my clients, but especially to I want to make sure to address this so that we can all get an upgrade from it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: two of my clients and myself not long ago, like within six months ago, I was feeling this way.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So this often happens where I go through something and higher selves know, like when you're going to go through something and whatever.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So I will get prepped of not only for me, but also the clients I'm here to help.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I often will go through something and then my clients will go through it, whether it's a month later or three years later, it's often something that I've recently gone through.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I remember exactly what the right clicks and changes in brain rewiring were essential to get me soaring from it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Not something that we feel a lot of weight around, but something of like, oh, I'm so glad that happened.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That just made me better.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And now I've just made my life better as a result.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Two of my clients were feeling now that they've taken full responsibility, they've been in this work for a minute, they're doing incredible with their fields, but each of them had a reflection that they would not have chosen if you will, you wouldn't have decided to create that in.
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[SPEAKER_00]: in your fields, and I obviously keep everything anonymous, so I'm not even in touch what it was even close to being for either of them, which they obviously were very different from each other, but they had this reflection pop up that they both were upset about, like a lot of human emotion.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And again, I just went through this last year where I had high high emotions around what I had created in this reflection that came up.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I'm like, what is it?
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[SPEAKER_00]: And with this, when we have high emotions and then we realize that we create everything in our fields and we created this thing, we often especially the type of people that are here.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We have the biggest hearts that we want to be at our best and we want the people around us better best.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And so it can really hurt to know that we created that thing that we're living out.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And it's like we have
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[SPEAKER_00]: this compassion and love for ourselves that we're even going through this thing because it's painful and it's upsetting of this reflection that we created through our fields and then we get hard on ourselves and if you're not new here being hard on ourselves and critical of ourselves is the worst thing we can do to ourselves because that actually will result in a reflection of other people being critical of us, critiquing us, our work,
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[SPEAKER_00]: It can be excess weight can happen with being critical building up over time and so it's really important that when we start criticizing ourselves to make sure that you address it with yourself or with a mentor and see that you are making that habit and start
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[SPEAKER_00]: Interrupting pattern interrupting that habit that thought pattern of critiquing critiquing ourselves and instead going into what I'm teaching you now, which would be that next level of a level two if you will of understanding these reflections in seeing that I am responsible for my fields I did create this reflection that is not something I'm enjoying on a human level and I also get to ask myself.
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[SPEAKER_00]: did I create this intentionally or unintentionally?
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[SPEAKER_00]: We know that through agroactivation, through fountain of youth, through the membership, you are creating what you want to create.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You are intentionally creating something.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I teach you how to do this, that you're clear intention.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I teach you how to start getting the ingredients, that bake that cake, if you will, that energetic cake of what you want to be living out.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This is how I've created
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[SPEAKER_00]: intentionally.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But we are manifesting at all times, creating at all times whether we mean to or not, meaning with intention or accidentally creating something that we didn't create with intention.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So when something happens and you have this reflection of something you really don't want to be experiencing, you get to go Caitlin.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Did I create that intentionally or unintentionally?
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[SPEAKER_00]: And if the answer is unintentionally, we still are taking responsibility of our fields to go and go, okay, great, there's goals under here.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Let's find the root cause.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Let's do the opposite program in this absolute goal.
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[SPEAKER_00]: To the level of me experiencing this thing that I didn't want to experience, now I'm gonna get the same level of upgrade the other way in my fields in every area of light.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm taking a responsibility over creating now what I want to intentionally create, but I don't have to blame and shame and it's my fault.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's my fault critiquing myself over something I unintentionally created.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I didn't mean to create that.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I didn't sit down and create a blueprint.
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[SPEAKER_00]: of this experience that I just had and intended to do that.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So I get to give myself unconditional love that I love myself when I create things that I love experiencing and when I create things that I don't love experiencing.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I love myself in all.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I don't critique when I create something that I don't love.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And then be proud of myself only when I create things I love.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm proud of myself always because also I want to say with my clients, them bringing these reflections to a session, booking the mentorship with me, booking the session with me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That is the most incredible self-love that they're showing of I didn't want experiences instead of
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[SPEAKER_00]: going in on myself of critiquing myself and they both explained to me that they felt very hard on themselves about what they had created and obviously were highly emotional about it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That is the best thing they could have done is share that with someone that is going to mentor and guide them through to what they want to be creating and set of sitting there and just going in on yourself and then creating reflections of being critical.
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[SPEAKER_00]: When the upgrade was here all along and lucky you, lucky all of us because it's coming from higher self, we get to hear this upgrade all together and again this was something I just went through this myself of going keep learning your the teacher and you just created this and like my emotions were rocked this is actually what I
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[SPEAKER_00]: ended up being the creation of the source dev emotion process because I was so out of whack emotionally and I didn't realize that the emotions that were there, like I realized them when they bubbled up, but I didn't know that they were there building.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So now I have something that regularly in the best way processes and runs my emotions correctly so that this doesn't get to the point.
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[SPEAKER_00]: that I'm bubbling up, exploding with emotion, and on top of the reflection, and now going, you know, as a someone who teaches this, how did I get to this place of this happening, and me being highly emotional of it, and now we can see fast-forwarding, you know, whatever that was six, seven months ago.
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[SPEAKER_00]: that now we have this gorgeous process.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I've upgraded my life in every way because of it and everyone in Fountain of Youth also benefits from having this tool now as well.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So we see this was a gorgeous thing that all along had a plan, but that didn't keep human Caitlyn from going what is happening with this and that is really where this started to land of
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[SPEAKER_00]: Caitlin, did you create this intentionally or unintentionally unintentionally?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Okay, then why are you hammering yourself down over something that you did not sit down and try to create?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Do you love yourself unconditionally?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Yes, well, you know, I'm like human killing.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Yes, I tried to.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I every day put effort into loving myself unconditionally.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Okay, well, here's a condition.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You created this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You have high emotions around it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This is a condition that you promise to love yourself unconditionally and you're wavering on your love and being proud of yourself and praising yourself because you didn't like this outcome of what you wrote into your field.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Is that unconditional love?
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[SPEAKER_00]: No, that's conditional love.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Okay, so can I love myself unconditionally for something I didn't intend to create?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Yes, can I get the gold from what was under here in this reflection?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Yes.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Can I let this upgrade my life, can I let God and higher self show me how this is going to be the best thing for me for everyone I'm here to help in this lifetime?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Yes, this is how we get to it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's just some it growing is what I call it it growing is like having these conversations with yourself and walking your brain through this of a lot of this you already know now if you've been around here for a while, then in the course has been in the membership you know these things, but we have to implement.
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[SPEAKER_00]: we have to meet the challenges advanced through the challenges with the upgrades.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We can't just go, yeah, I learned that that's nice, but now here's the challenge, and now I'm going to revert back to old past patterns and critiquing myself of why I'm wrong for this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This happened to me, this isn't my fault.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Or going, this is all my fault.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I can't believe I created this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This is horrible.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I did something wrong.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm missing everything.
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[SPEAKER_00]: How could you do this, Caitlyn?
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's going, okay, I'm taking responsibility over the situation.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I did not like creating this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I don't want to create this again.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So let's go in.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Let's get the gold.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Let's trust in myself and God that there's a plan here that is better than the one that I thought, like I obviously didn't plan this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So this has to be better.
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[SPEAKER_00]: go in, love myself in a way, and a condition I've never loved myself through.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Show myself, I'm unconditionally loving myself, praising myself for taking the tools that I know I have, and actually using them in real life.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This is real life manifestation, creation.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's not only praising yourself when life is going well.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You're making the money.
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[SPEAKER_00]: The friends, everyone is loving on you.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Everything's going great.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's going when things are looking hairy.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Can I love myself when things are hairy just as much as I love on things or smooth?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Can I love myself when I created something that is not what I wanted?
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[SPEAKER_00]: As much as when I praised myself when it's like great job the money or the job promotion or the opportunities can I give myself that praise?
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[SPEAKER_00]: even when things are looking bleak.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Let's use an example real quick and this is actually a different one than the one I shared with my mentorship client and I almost want to go back and really listen to that session because I remember that example was so good and it was from higher self so I don't remember it when I channel I often don't remember much.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Because it didn't actually come from me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm just the translator.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So I'm wondering.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I might actually go back listen to that and do a part two of this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We'll see.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We'll see if I feel like this lands fully and we're ready to move on to something else.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Then we'll do that too.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm just going to into it next podcast episode of what will be best, but this one.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I really like to.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I feel like this is a really wonderful part of it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And then I'll just go back and revisit and see if we want to add on the other one.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This example that's coming through now is if you had a child, it doesn't matter if you want children, if you have children or if you don't have children, it doesn't matter if they're a baby or if they're 27 years old, just picture an imaginary child that is yours.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It can even be your pet if you wanted to because you love that pet more than anything, it doesn't matter.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But just in this imagination, this little child that is adorable, we love more than anything.
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[SPEAKER_00]: this child tries really hard on their math test.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You see them studying.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You see them working at it and they go in, take the math test, they come home and they got a D on their math test and they're in tears and they're like mom or dad whoever's listening to this whoever you would be.
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[SPEAKER_00]: They were like, I got a D and you know, you saw them studying their little heart out, you saw them trying.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And you just see that obviously this subject, math, might not be their strongest subject right now.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And that's okay.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Are you going to punish that child, put them in the room or they can't see their friends or their color time gets taken away or whatever the punishment would be?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Would you punish them if you knew it's not the instance of like they didn't study they didn't try you knew that little kid gave everything to that test and they got a D on their math test and they came home and tears so upset because they tried and gave it their all and it still wasn't enough as how they feel.
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[SPEAKER_00]: No, you wouldn't.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You most likely would sit down with that child or hire a tutor because you see that they gave it their all and they didn't intentionally try to get the D. They actually intentionally tried to get an A.
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[SPEAKER_00]: and you are going to go in and help them with love and praise them for giving the effort there, praising them, for showing you the math test, not hiding it and going, look what I got, you praise them for going to get support.
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[SPEAKER_00]: In the same way that if you created something and you feel it's not the truth,
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[SPEAKER_00]: your higher self and your soul are probably thriving with your de on your math test with that reflection they're going oh she's getting the biggest upgrade this is going to change her life forever more she's going to look back so happy she got her de on this math test which higher self and soul probably are looking at it like an A because of everything you're going to get from this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: When you feel like you're coming home into yours, remember this is just an illustration so that we understand and are brain understands.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That when we come home crying, feeling like we got a D on that map test, meaning someone treated you some way.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You had a financial upsetting moment.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You had a moment at work that did not go the way that you wanted.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You had a breakup or an argument.
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[SPEAKER_00]: When you come home, sobbing with tears, streaming down your face with the deon the math test.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Instead of going, you're so stupid or you did this, you must have done something wrong.
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[SPEAKER_00]: How could you have done this?
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[SPEAKER_00]: You've been working at this so hard.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You've been doing this work for months now or for years now.
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[SPEAKER_00]: How is this happening that you get a deon this test?
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[SPEAKER_00]: I want you to remember this, I want you to remember that little kid with a little backpack on coming home crying and you're going to go, no, this person is being open with me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: They are being vulnerable with me, meaning you to you.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You're saying, I didn't like this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This feels awful.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I didn't like this experience and bring awareness, but there's a whole here.
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[SPEAKER_00]: There's something there's gold under this and all I need to do is bring attention to it to fill it so I can intentionally
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[SPEAKER_00]: manifest in A on this paper.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I did not intentionally get a D. I actually intended the opposite.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I intended a really great grade on this reflection, whatever this was, this relationship, this work assignment, this financial thing.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You're doing all the things and you need to go, did I intentionally create this or unintentionally?
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[SPEAKER_00]: unintentionally, okay, is there support here that I can get either from a friend, from a mentor, from a podcast, from a book, where from myself,
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[SPEAKER_00]: of knowing maybe there's a tool you already have and it just hasn't been implemented fully yet.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And so now you can bring this in.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This is like, oh, an opportunity to get a rep in, like a rep in the gym, often a lot of these things.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We need to change the thought patterns.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We need to change the actions.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Choose new actions that are in line with your soul path.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Instead of the ones that have not gotten you anywhere, we need to continue the reps of the new you,
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[SPEAKER_00]: You are core self.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Again, not the one that has all the programming of you should do this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Society has me to do this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: My family told me to do this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: My friends are doing this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So I should probably do that too.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's all that off.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And going, no, I'm choosing what's best for me on a soul level.
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[SPEAKER_00]: of knowing that that's going to require new actions, new thought patterns, and if a reflection took months or years or decades to build up the old way, whether that is financial debt, excess weight, a relationship pattern of having
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[SPEAKER_00]: people not treat you well.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I had our relationship pattern in work, meaning with bosses, where it was boss after boss, like, very not healthy behavior and communication.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And that's a pattern I created.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So if it took all that time of this built up, this built up, this built up, this built up, we can expect that it's going to take some reps in to do the opposite.
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[SPEAKER_00]: of thought pattern.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Okay, I'm going to critique myself again.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Let's go into supporting myself, praising myself for seeing that I didn't intentionally create that reflection.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So I don't need to go my fault, my fault, the way that level one, it actually served us to do that because in level one, we were used to maybe victimhood or just going that happened to me, that happened to me,
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[SPEAKER_00]: victimhood, but they did that.
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[SPEAKER_00]: They did that.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And I was just in the crossfire of that.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That was their behavior.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That was their problem.
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[SPEAKER_00]: They don't know how to treat people.
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[SPEAKER_00]: This industry sucks in the way that they treat people as X, Y, and Z.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That is true.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Meaning that is the evidence experience that you've seen.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But that doesn't need to keep being true for you because as long as you change the script, have your actions aligned with them.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Have your contradicting actions for what you want to create, be deleted out, phased out, and then put in new actions that go with what you want to create, have the thought patterns, the beliefs, the 95% of your subconscious mind, the beliefs that are rooted in to your processing, to your programming.
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[SPEAKER_00]: everything in line, this is where this all happens, and this takes reps.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's not going to be, oh, I had eight months of getting down on myself.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So in two weeks, I'm going to have it all resolved with just doing this for two weeks that get rich fast up the affirmations on YouTube.
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[SPEAKER_00]: See this 15 times in a row, twirl around and your Prince Charming will be in front of your face.
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[SPEAKER_00]: These are the things that we've been programmed.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So when it doesn't take that fast, meaning if it takes longer than that, we think we did something wrong.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And then here we are, critiquing ourselves again.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I did something wrong.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's all my fault.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I did this, it's my responsibility.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It is normal and natural for you to have to put reps in to create new habits, new beliefs, and new life.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It is normal and it is natural.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So give yourself some grace.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Give yourself unconditional love and be proud of yourself and every step forward.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Knowing it's all worth it, even when it feels like it doesn't, trust me, I've been there too.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Not feeling like it's worth it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: How am I going to get through this?
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[SPEAKER_00]: When I ended up being without one of you, I was crawling out of what felt like rock bottom for me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Was it actually rock bottom?
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[SPEAKER_00]: No.
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[SPEAKER_00]: today have so many things in my life that we're going so well yes, but emotionally of those mental reflections that I was getting, it's really hard when your mental doesn't feel like when you don't feel like yourself and when your mental feels off,
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[SPEAKER_00]: after being a really happy person to not feel like that, feels very jarring, it feels like you're clawing out of a hole is how it felt for me.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Was it a short period when we look back in this game of things?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Yes, to that matter to my human, that was crawling along the muck in the moment.
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[SPEAKER_00]: No.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But when we have these tools, this is what gets us out faster and what would have gotten me hear faster, what have been to see in this took me time along that way of seeing Caitlyn.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I didn't intentionally create this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So I can let myself off the hook if you will, meaning you're not like I still take responsibility.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I will until my last breath of knowing that I create my fields.
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[SPEAKER_00]: But I don't have to shame and blame and guilt myself for creating something that I did not
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[SPEAKER_00]: mean to create.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Do I take responsibility for the creation?
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[SPEAKER_00]: Yes, but do I need to shout out myself internally for trying to go back to when I created it, which we like that's not something is that's helpful, right?
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[SPEAKER_00]: That's not useful to the brain to go.
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[SPEAKER_00]: You did that go back and undo it when the brain's like, that's not possible for me to do.
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[SPEAKER_00]: What is actually useful on helpful to the brain and the brain does want to be useful on helpful is going, okay.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I didn't intentionally create that.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I did create it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So let's take responsibility for what has been created without the guilt, the shame, the blame that that's my fault.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I did it wrong.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I did something again and going there's gold here.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I'm going to take the gold so that I can create what I want to create and know that me advancing through this challenge in this way.
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[SPEAKER_00]: actually just collapsed time for me moving forward to the next thing.
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[SPEAKER_00]: We get into these cycles in these paths when we go into the old patterns and then higher self has to give us more instances opportunities for us to advance through in the new way of being, meaning your core self without all the critiquing and the shaming and the blaming and the not being proud, not unconditionally loving yourself.
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[SPEAKER_00]: It's like, okay, she needs another opportunity.
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[SPEAKER_00]: to unconditionally love herself, so let's give her some conditions in which she normally wouldn't love herself and praise herself through it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: So we can see how this we get their slower than we could when we advance through go.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Oh, I see what's happening here.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Amazing moving through it.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Let me know how this episode lands for you if you can share it with someone that you feel would be fun to talk about with this.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Someone that would be a buddy through this work that you can talk to when you're feeling low, when you're critiquing yourself or what you're creating, and someone that likes this kind of stuff that would be interested in creating their life,
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[SPEAKER_00]: on their own terms, actually writing that golden quill into their manifestation field.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And as a result having all events, circumstances, people, money, all of it, respond to what you've written, please send them this episode.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I would be so happy if you did that in every time you tell me that you shared the membership with your friends.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I have
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[SPEAKER_00]: families that are in there like multi generations of family, their mom is in there, their aunts in there, their sisters in there, they're all in there doing the work together.
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[SPEAKER_00]: That is the most special thing I can ever say.
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[SPEAKER_00]: And thank you for doing that.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Thank you for being here.
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[SPEAKER_00]: Thank you for sharing these source truth and doing this work together because
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[SPEAKER_00]: When we rise, we all rise together and that's the coolest thing about this and what's the coolest thing about these creation tools and learning them in this lifetime to create a life that you love.
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[SPEAKER_00]: I will see you back here in two, two days.
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[SPEAKER_00]: There's a new drop in the membership if you haven't checked it out yet and you have a new hypnosis that I'm testing right now coming at you soon.
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[SPEAKER_00]: See you there.