Latest / Pst T.D Jakes -The POTTER'S HOUSE / GOD IS MOVING BEFORE YOU CAN SEE THE CHANGE _ Bishop T.D. Jakes
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Way of giving it back to you, but I want
- 0:03Speaker 1: you to understand he doesn't always give it back to
- 0:05Speaker 1: you through the same person you gave it to. I
- 0:11Speaker 1: know this from experience. I've gone places to preach and
- 0:15Speaker 1: the check bounced or the offering wasn't any good or
- 0:18Speaker 1: it was a bad check or the account was closed.
- 0:21Speaker 1: But yeah, yeah, 50 years I've had everything happen. But
- 0:26Speaker 1: somewhere along the way in a grocery store, in a
- 0:28Speaker 1: department store, somebody will walk up to me and say,
- 0:31Speaker 1: the Lord laid on my heart to sow this into
- 0:33Speaker 1: your hand. Because you can't beat God's giving. God will
- 0:37Speaker 1: find a way to get a blessing to you, even
- 0:39Speaker 1: if he has to use your enemy. God will use
- 0:42Speaker 1: your enemy to bless you. Are you with me? And
- 0:47Speaker 1: she said unto her husband, behold now I perceive that
- 0:50Speaker 1: this is a holy man of God which passes by
- 0:54Speaker 1: us continually. That means he was always eating over her house.
- 0:58Speaker 1: Like the good reverend on soul food. He was always
- 1:04Speaker 1: coming over. She was always feeding him. He never asked her.
- 1:09Speaker 1: She just did it. She was a great woman. Great
- 1:13Speaker 1: people do great things. Because they have a great capacity.
- 1:18Speaker 1: Because they are thoughtful. God gives them capacity to live
- 1:23Speaker 1: up to their thoughtfulness. Y'all didn't get that. That went
- 1:30Speaker 1: over your head. They're thoughtful. Some people are not thoughtful.
- 1:35Speaker 1: You have to ask them. And some people you got
- 1:37Speaker 1: to beg them. And some of them after you beg
- 1:40Speaker 1: them they still ain't going to give you nothing. But
- 1:43Speaker 1: there are people that are just thoughtful. And it's not
- 1:45Speaker 1: always about money. It can be about running bath water.
- 1:49Speaker 1: It can be taking your car to wash it. Just
- 1:52Speaker 1: some people, they're just going to give you something whether
- 1:54Speaker 1: you ask for it or not. Anybody like that, wave
- 1:58Speaker 1: your hand. Yeah, yeah. And if you're like that, you
- 2:03Speaker 1: have somebody in your family that's always telling you you're crazy.
- 2:09Speaker 1: They're using you. They're making a fool out of you.
- 2:11Speaker 1: It don't take all that. And what they're doing is
- 2:14Speaker 1: talking you out of your blessing. Because as you bless
- 2:19Speaker 1: other people, God will bless you. Fat is, let me
- 2:23Speaker 1: tell you what fat is. Let me explain what fat
- 2:25Speaker 1: was to me this way. When you fill your car
- 2:28Speaker 1: tank up full of gas and the tank is full
- 2:31Speaker 1: of gas and now it's spilling out, that's what fat is.
- 2:35Speaker 1: All that your body didn't use, it spills out. See,
- 2:40Speaker 1: this is overflow. So when God says a liberal soul
- 2:44Speaker 1: should be made fat, God says, I'm going to give
- 2:47Speaker 1: you more than enough. You're going to have overflow. You're
- 2:50Speaker 1: going to have gas running out into the street, all
- 2:53Speaker 1: in your tires, all everywhere. The liberal soul should be
- 2:56Speaker 1: made fat. Why is he going to make you fat?
- 2:58Speaker 1: Because he knows that you're going to keep giving. You're
- 3:01Speaker 1: going to keep sowing. You're going to keep planting. You're
- 3:04Speaker 1: going to keep giving of yourself, of your time, of
- 3:07Speaker 1: your personality. Some of you can't even give a smile.
- 3:11Speaker 1: You're sitting up in church looking just as mean as
- 3:14Speaker 1: a jump yard dog. But when you're a giver, you
- 3:20Speaker 1: light up the room when you walk in the room.
- 3:22Speaker 1: Now she says, let us make a little chamber, I
- 3:26Speaker 1: pray thee, on the wall and let us set for
- 3:29Speaker 1: him there a bed and a table and a stool
- 3:33Speaker 1: and a candlestick. Look at her designing a room, building
- 3:37Speaker 1: a room. He ain't ask her for no room. And
- 3:40Speaker 1: it shall be when he cometh to us that he
- 3:42Speaker 1: shall turn in thither. Instead of being tired of him
- 3:46Speaker 1: coming over, she wants to make it comfortable for him
- 3:49Speaker 1: to come more. Wonder if you've made it comfortable for
- 3:53Speaker 1: Jesus to come over. Wonder if you've made a room
- 3:58Speaker 1: for him. Wonder if there's space in your life to
- 4:03Speaker 1: have a devotional and have a relationship with Christ. Wonder
- 4:07Speaker 1: if you have a bed. and a table, and candlesticks,
- 4:11Speaker 1: and a chair, and you've decorated it in such a
- 4:14Speaker 1: way that he doesn't have to break in because the
- 4:17Speaker 1: Holy Spirit is a gentleman. He won't break in. He'll
- 4:20Speaker 1: come in, but he won't break in. You have to
- 4:23Speaker 1: invite him in. You have to be intentional about it.
- 4:27Speaker 1: You can be evil if you want to, but if
- 4:29Speaker 1: you decide not to be evil, you can be intentional
- 4:32Speaker 1: about it and start worshiping. And if you really start worshiping,
- 4:35Speaker 1: you will find out you cannot be evil and worship
- 4:39Speaker 1: at the same time to save your life. You can't
- 4:41Speaker 1: do it. You can be mad when you start. You
- 4:44Speaker 1: can be mad because somebody came in, your ex-husband came in,
- 4:47Speaker 1: and he's sitting on the back row with his new wife.
- 4:49Speaker 1: and you got an attitude, and then the service gets good,
- 4:53Speaker 1: and the Holy Spirit just washes all away, all that
- 4:55Speaker 1: just comes away from you. Are you following what I'm saying?
- 4:59Speaker 1: And it fell on a day that he came dither,
- 5:01Speaker 1: and he turned into the chamber, and he lay there.
- 5:06Speaker 1: And he said to Gehazi, his servant, call this Shunammite.
- 5:11Speaker 1: And when he had called her, she stood before him.
- 5:15Speaker 1: And he said unto him, Say now unto her, behold,
- 5:18Speaker 1: thou has been careful for us. You have given care
- 5:21Speaker 1: to me. With all this care, what is to be
- 5:25Speaker 1: done for thee? This is, I love this word. I love, love,
- 5:29Speaker 1: love this word. I think this explains so much of
- 5:33Speaker 1: the Bible is reciprocity. In every relationship, there ought to
- 5:39Speaker 1: be reciprocity. Paul said, if I give you my spiritual things,
- 5:45Speaker 1: should you not give me your carnal things? There ought
- 5:48Speaker 1: to be reciprocity. If I'm kind to you, you ought
- 5:51Speaker 1: to be kind to me. If I'm loving to you,
- 5:53Speaker 1: you ought to be loving to me. It might not
- 5:55Speaker 1: be the same way. It might not be the same thing.
- 5:58Speaker 1: It might not be the same amount. I had a
- 6:01Speaker 1: friend of mine gave me something for my birthday that
- 6:04Speaker 1: I just couldn't believe it. I just couldn't even believe it.
- 6:07Speaker 1: It was several years ago, but I just could not
- 6:09Speaker 1: believe that I would receive a gift like that. When
- 6:12Speaker 1: his birthday came around, I couldn't give him what he
- 6:15Speaker 1: gave me because I don't have that kind of money.
- 6:17Speaker 1: But to the limit that I could go, I went
- 6:20Speaker 1: to the very limit. and found him a watch. It
- 6:23Speaker 1: was the last one in the world, and I had
- 6:25Speaker 1: his name engraved into it and brought it up there
- 6:27Speaker 1: and gave it to him because I believe in reciprocity.
- 6:30Speaker 1: I'm not just going to suck up the blessing and say, oh,
- 6:33Speaker 1: you're just nice. You're just so nice. Oh, you're so nice.
- 6:37Speaker 1: You're so nice. You don't ever do nothing. Cook dinner,
- 6:40Speaker 1: make squash, make some cornbread, bake a cake, get some
- 6:44Speaker 1: cookies out, do something so that you have reciprocity. That's
- 6:47Speaker 1: what the Bible said. As long as the earth will remain,
- 6:50Speaker 1: it's in the book of Genesis chapter 8, there will
- 6:53Speaker 1: be a seed. Time and harvest. Harvest is reciprocity to
- 6:58Speaker 1: seed time. There will be day and night. There will
- 7:01Speaker 1: be winter and summer. These things are consistent. Whether you're
- 7:06Speaker 1: saved or unsaved or holy or unholy, they're consistent. Reciprocity.
- 7:12Speaker 1: You ought to be convicted if somebody keeps being nice
- 7:16Speaker 1: to you and you don't do nothing. It ought to
- 7:20Speaker 1: bother you. It ought to bother you. It ought to
- 7:23Speaker 1: disturb you. That you don't do nothing back? You ought
- 7:27Speaker 1: to wash dishes sometime. You ought to cook sometime. Every
- 7:32Speaker 1: now and then when my wife is cooking a lot,
- 7:34Speaker 1: I'll come in and beat her and lay out something
- 7:37Speaker 1: and cook for her and just have something done. Just
- 7:39Speaker 1: to say you ain't got to always cook. Be standing
- 7:42Speaker 1: over no stove cooking. Yes, reciprocity. You ought to do something.
- 7:47Speaker 1: Are you hearing what I'm saying? So this woman had reciprocity.
- 7:50Speaker 1: Say now unto her, behold, the prophet says, behold, thou
- 7:53Speaker 1: has been careful for us with all this care. What
- 7:56Speaker 1: is to be done for thee? Wouldst thou be spoken
- 7:59Speaker 1: for to the king or to the captain of the host?
- 8:02Speaker 1: And she answered, I dwell amongst my own people. She bad,
- 8:06Speaker 1: she bad. She said, I don't need nothing. You don't
- 8:09Speaker 1: need to introduce me to the king or none of
- 8:11Speaker 1: that kind of stuff. She said, I'm satisfied to dwell
- 8:14Speaker 1: amongst my own people. So she definitely wasn't using him.
- 8:19Speaker 1: When he offered her an opportunity to enter into his
- 8:23Speaker 1: favor with the king, she said, I'm cool. I'm happy
- 8:29Speaker 1: to be amongst my own people. And he said, what
- 8:31Speaker 1: then is to be done for her? Look, he won't
- 8:33Speaker 1: let her say no. He won't let her say no.
- 8:37Speaker 1: What then is to be done for her? And Gehazi answered, verily,
- 8:42Speaker 1: she have no child. She didn't say nothing about the child. Gehazi,
- 8:46Speaker 1: who was Elijah's servant, says she has no child and
- 8:51Speaker 1: her husband is old. So this is something she couldn't
- 8:55Speaker 1: do for herself. I'm not going to explain that, but anyway.
- 9:00Speaker 1: And he said, call her. And when he had called her,
- 9:03Speaker 1: she stood in the door. And he said, about this season,
- 9:09Speaker 1: according to the time of life, thou shalt embrace a son. Now,
- 9:15Speaker 1: it's hard in the Western culture in the modern time
- 9:19Speaker 1: to explain how important it was to women in the
- 9:22Speaker 1: Bible days to birth a son. But let me take
- 9:26Speaker 1: a stab at it. When you go back to the
- 9:28Speaker 1: third chapter of the book of Genesis, the prophecy goes
- 9:31Speaker 1: out to Eve that the seed of the woman died.
- 9:34Speaker 1: she'll bruise the head of the seed of the serpent,
- 9:37Speaker 1: and the serpent shall bruise his heel. It is the
- 9:40Speaker 1: first messianic prophecy. And it is given to say that
- 9:44Speaker 1: some woman is going to come along. Eve thought it
- 9:46Speaker 1: was her when she had Cain and Abel, and that's
- 9:50Speaker 1: a whole other story. And then finally Seth, she was
- 9:53Speaker 1: hoping she would be the woman that birthed the one
- 9:55Speaker 1: that got back at the serpent for how he tricked her.
- 9:59Speaker 1: But the prophecy was for Mary. Are you hearing what
- 10:04Speaker 1: I'm saying? But all through the Old Testament, you see
- 10:06Speaker 1: women saying something they ain't saying no more. Give me
- 10:09Speaker 1: a child lest I die. Hannah was crying out for
- 10:13Speaker 1: a child. going in the temple moaning for a child.
- 10:17Speaker 1: I don't know when I've seen somebody on the altar
- 10:19Speaker 1: crying for a baby. I've seen some crying because they
- 10:22Speaker 1: had a baby. But you have to understand this is
- 10:26Speaker 1: a cultural dynamic for Hebrew women, okay? And she said, Nay,
- 10:31Speaker 1: my Lord, thou man of God, do not lie unto
- 10:35Speaker 1: thy handmaid. Now she has already called him a holy man.
- 10:39Speaker 1: But when he said that she was going to have
- 10:41Speaker 1: a child, she said, don't lie to me. And this,
- 10:46Speaker 1: the word has struck a nerve. It struck a nerve
- 10:50Speaker 1: because this woman has come to a place that she's
- 10:53Speaker 1: at peace now. She dwells amongst her own people. She's
- 10:58Speaker 1: a Proverbs 31 woman. She has a husband. She's doing good.
- 11:02Speaker 1: She's doing business. She can afford to build a room
- 11:05Speaker 1: onto her house for somebody who comes by occasionally. And
- 11:09Speaker 1: she says, don't wake up my desires. And in spite
- 11:16Speaker 1: of that, the Bible says that a woman conceived and
- 11:19Speaker 1: bear a son at that season that Elijah had said
- 11:23Speaker 1: unto her at that season. Look at your neighbor and say,
- 11:26Speaker 1: you got a season. You got a season to reap.
- 11:33Speaker 1: After having seasons to sow, you're going to have a
- 11:36Speaker 1: season to reap. It started out a season she was
- 11:40Speaker 1: just cooking dinner. And then she had a season where
- 11:43Speaker 1: she was building a house. She had a season she
- 11:46Speaker 1: was decorating for somebody else to live in a part
- 11:50Speaker 1: of the house that she didn't even live in. But
- 11:53Speaker 1: as sure as she had a season to sow, she
- 11:56Speaker 1: had a season to reap. And the Bible said now
- 11:58Speaker 1: she has come into her season. How many of you
- 12:00Speaker 1: feel like you're coming into your seasons? Type on the
- 12:05Speaker 1: line if you're watching on the stream, I'm coming into
- 12:08Speaker 1: my season. Even if you don't feel like it. Even
- 12:11Speaker 1: if you don't see it. Even if the rent-to-own man
- 12:14Speaker 1: came and took your TV out. Just go ahead and
- 12:17Speaker 1: just say it by faith. I'm coming into my season.
- 12:20Speaker 1: Your spirit needs to hear your mouth confess, I'm coming
- 12:24Speaker 1: into my season. It would do so much for your
- 12:27Speaker 1: mood and for your attitude. I'm getting ahead of myself.
- 12:30Speaker 1: but the way you talk to yourself has a lot
- 12:33Speaker 1: to do with how much peace you have and how
- 12:36Speaker 1: much contentment you have. Most of y'all that think that
- 12:39Speaker 1: the devil is after you and the demons are tormenting you,
- 12:42Speaker 1: it ain't the demons. You're doing that to yourself. You're
- 12:45Speaker 1: feeding yourself poison. Oh, what if this happens? Oh, God,
- 12:49Speaker 1: what if this happens? What if the other happens? Then
- 12:51Speaker 1: you tell, I'm scared to death. I'm afraid. I don't
- 12:54Speaker 1: know if I'm going to live long. Mama died when
- 12:56Speaker 1: she was 27. I don't know if I'm going to
- 12:59Speaker 1: make it. And you just feed yourself all that poison
- 13:01Speaker 1: and wonder why you're not happy. But in her own season,
- 13:08Speaker 1: she brought forth. You got a season coming. You got
- 13:16Speaker 1: a season coming. Don't let the devil talk to you
- 13:18Speaker 1: into killing yourself and miss your season. Just because you
- 13:24Speaker 1: had to sow a while before you got to it
- 13:25Speaker 1: didn't mean you wasn't going to get it. You got
- 13:28Speaker 1: a season coming. And when the child was grown, now
- 13:32Speaker 1: look at this, and when the child was grown, it
- 13:35Speaker 1: fell on a day that he went out to his father,
- 13:37Speaker 1: to the reapers, okay? So it's so much difference between
- 13:41Speaker 1: having a grown child and having a little child. It's
- 13:45Speaker 1: altogether different. It's just a whole different experience. You can
- 13:49Speaker 1: say things to your grown children that you couldn't say
- 13:51Speaker 1: when you were a child. And you got to learn.
- 13:53Speaker 1: I'm going to just say this real quick and move on.
- 13:56Speaker 1: You got to learn when to let them go and
- 13:58Speaker 1: be grown. You got to give up your role, your
- 14:03Speaker 1: controlling role as a mother or a father and let
- 14:07Speaker 1: them live their own life whether you like that dress
- 14:10Speaker 1: or not, whether you like that coat or not, whether
- 14:13Speaker 1: you like that job or not. You lived your life,
- 14:15Speaker 1: you made your choices. Even if it's a mistake, sometimes
- 14:19Speaker 1: you got to let them make the mistake. But because
- 14:24Speaker 1: of your need to be who you were, you can't
- 14:27Speaker 1: transform into who you are. Oh, it got quiet, Jesus. Anyway,
- 14:36Speaker 1: he's out there with his father. She sent him out
- 14:38Speaker 1: to the father. It's interesting to note when he was little,
- 14:41Speaker 1: he was with his mama. But when he got older,
- 14:44Speaker 1: he went to be with his father. It's already told
- 14:47Speaker 1: you his father was old, but he's still getting something
- 14:50Speaker 1: from an old man that he can't get from his mother. See,
- 14:54Speaker 1: there's something that you get from an old man that
- 14:57Speaker 1: you can't get from a young one. It's a different
- 15:00Speaker 1: level of reasoning. It's a different level of understanding. It's
- 15:03Speaker 1: a different perspective because they have been where you have
- 15:07Speaker 1: yet to go. You see, but I'm going to say
- 15:10Speaker 1: this and I'm getting myself in all kinds of trouble.
- 15:12Speaker 1: So I hope they don't put this on the internet.
- 15:14Speaker 1: But we got so many young men trying to give
- 15:19Speaker 1: advice to other young men who haven't lived any further
- 15:24Speaker 1: than the young men they're giving advice to. And they're
- 15:27Speaker 1: chief apostle at 19. They got bodyguards and security guards
- 15:34Speaker 1: and briefcases and they're coming in and this is my covering.
- 15:38Speaker 1: This is my spiritual father. Really? Really? You older than
- 15:42Speaker 1: your daddy. And it's nothing wrong because I started out
- 15:47Speaker 1: preaching when I was 19. I love young people. But
- 15:50Speaker 1: for me to teach on marriage. at 19 or 21
- 15:54Speaker 1: would be totally different from me teaching on marriage and
- 15:58Speaker 1: having raised my children. I've learned a whole lot of
- 16:01Speaker 1: things that were theoretical that in reality didn't work out
- 16:05Speaker 1: the way I thought it would work out. Can I
- 16:07Speaker 1: get a witness? Is there a witness in here? I
- 16:10Speaker 1: thought I knew something, but when them kids got through
- 16:13Speaker 1: with me, they took me to school. I now have
- 16:16Speaker 1: a doctorate I have a doctorate degree in what works
- 16:21Speaker 1: and what don't work. But we're losing our fathers. Paul
- 16:29Speaker 1: said we have many teachers, but we only have one father.
- 16:32Speaker 1: And don't fool around and lose your father. Don't let
- 16:34Speaker 1: the enemy cause you to become disconnected with your father.
- 16:38Speaker 1: He don't have to be perfect to be your father.
- 16:41Speaker 1: He still gave birth to you. And he's old. He's old.
- 16:45Speaker 1: And the boy has now a grown man, grown enough
- 16:49Speaker 1: to leave. But he's still with his father. And he
- 16:54Speaker 1: said to his father, maybe something he couldn't have said
- 16:57Speaker 1: to his brother, my head, my head. To be able
- 17:02Speaker 1: to say where it hurts. Did you get that? To
- 17:07Speaker 1: be able to say where it hurts, to be able
- 17:09Speaker 1: to say what's wrong with you, to be able to
- 17:11Speaker 1: confide in somebody who's not going to tell you business. Now,
- 17:15Speaker 1: every old man is not a father. Gray hair don't
- 17:19Speaker 1: necessarily make you wise. It just makes you great. But
- 17:22Speaker 1: if you find a real father, you ought to be
- 17:25Speaker 1: able to say, my head, my head. But today, we
- 17:29Speaker 1: spend so much time trying to prove to our fathers
- 17:31Speaker 1: that we don't need them. That we're not honest with
- 17:37Speaker 1: them to say, my head, my head. Sounds like to
- 17:39Speaker 1: me the boy was having an aneurysm. I don't know.
- 17:42Speaker 1: I'm just throwing in conjecture there. Whatever it was, it
- 17:45Speaker 1: killed him. So it wasn't a headache. It wasn't a nosebleed.
- 17:51Speaker 1: My head, my head. And he said to a lad,
- 17:54Speaker 1: carry him to his mother. And I talked about that Sunday.
- 17:57Speaker 1: About there's certain things that your mother can do that
- 18:00Speaker 1: your father can't do. A woman's instinct over a child.
- 18:04Speaker 1: In fact, I was reading... a periodical that was written
- 18:08Speaker 1: by a physician says that the cells of a baby
- 18:11Speaker 1: never completely leave the mother. The baby leaves, but the
- 18:20Speaker 1: cells of a baby stay inside of the mother so
- 18:25Speaker 1: that when the mother gets sick, part of the defense
- 18:28Speaker 1: that's fighting for her to get well is coming from
- 18:30Speaker 1: the leftover cells of the child. Woo wee. I'm preaching
- 18:38Speaker 1: way better than you shout. And when he had taken
- 18:42Speaker 1: him and brought him to his mother, he set her
- 18:45Speaker 1: on her knees till noon and by noon he died.
- 18:51Speaker 1: And she went up and laid him on the bed
- 18:53Speaker 1: of the man of God and shut the door upon
- 18:56Speaker 1: him and went out. Don't know if I do that
- 18:59Speaker 1: with dead people. She took the dead child. She carried
- 19:04Speaker 1: her dead grown son. Women get strong when it's their kids.
- 19:10Speaker 1: You mess with their kids, they turn into Mighty Mouse.
- 19:14Speaker 1: And she carried him and laid him on the bed.
- 19:17Speaker 1: And I want you to sit down so you don't
- 19:19Speaker 1: get tired. Now, but while you're sitting, remember I'm still standing.
- 19:28Speaker 1: And I'm older than two-thirds of you, so... If you
- 19:31Speaker 1: tired from standing in a few minutes, you ought to
- 19:33Speaker 1: be praying for me and speaking in tongues. Because I'm
- 19:38Speaker 1: going to be standing for a while tonight, okay? And
- 19:41Speaker 1: what I want you to see, this is what I
- 19:43Speaker 1: want you to see that I didn't get to dwell
- 19:45Speaker 1: on Sunday. I want you to see that this woman
- 19:48Speaker 1: was high. favored. That the prophet gave her some, he
- 19:55Speaker 1: did her a favor. He did her a favor she
- 19:58Speaker 1: didn't even ask for. And I want to expose the
- 20:02Speaker 1: misunderstanding we have about favor. Favor. Because we think that
- 20:07Speaker 1: if we are favored or you know how we like
- 20:10Speaker 1: to say, how you doing? I'm blessed and highly favored.
- 20:13Speaker 1: We love to say that. The favor of God is
- 20:17Speaker 1: resting on me. That's how I got that job. That
- 20:20Speaker 1: was the favor of God. But the problem is we
- 20:23Speaker 1: only associate favor with success. Oh, I'm doing so good.
- 20:32Speaker 1: We only associate favor with success. And if you define
- 20:36Speaker 1: favor only through success, then you can't explain what happened
- 20:40Speaker 1: to this woman. Her child grew up and died on
- 20:44Speaker 1: her lap. Her favor died on her lap. But she
- 20:51Speaker 1: was still favored. Life is still going to be life
- 20:55Speaker 1: whether you have favor or not. People are going to
- 20:57Speaker 1: die whether you have favor or not. People are going
- 21:00Speaker 1: to get sick whether you have favor or not. People
- 21:02Speaker 1: are going to leave you whether you got favor or not.
- 21:05Speaker 1: People are going to break your heart whether you got
- 21:06Speaker 1: favor or not. Don't let the devil tell you that
- 21:09Speaker 1: you lost your favor because you lost your friend. Oh,
- 21:15Speaker 1: I'm talking so good tonight. I think I'll dance while
- 21:18Speaker 1: I'm standing up here. Favor is not equated to substance
- 21:23Speaker 1: or wealth or good times or feeling good. You can
- 21:27Speaker 1: go through a bad time and still have favor. Jesus
- 21:31Speaker 1: increased in wisdom and stature and favor with God and
- 21:35Speaker 1: favor with man, but he still got crucified. He was
- 21:40Speaker 1: in the will of God, but he still bled out
- 21:42Speaker 1: on the cross. He bled out because if the blood
- 21:45Speaker 1: would have stayed in, it wouldn't have done us no good.
- 21:47Speaker 1: He bled out for our redemption. He bled out for
- 21:51Speaker 1: our deliverance. He bled out for our salvation. He bled out.
- 21:55Speaker 1: Blind by the mask got healed just in time to
- 21:58Speaker 1: see the blood come out. And the blood came streaming down.
- 22:02Speaker 1: He bled out. Glory to God. He'd been walking around
- 22:05Speaker 1: with all that blood in him, but it didn't redeem
- 22:08Speaker 1: anybody until he bled out. And sometimes you have so
- 22:12Speaker 1: much favor that God will put you in a situation
- 22:14Speaker 1: where you have to bleed out. And it's painful. And
- 22:17Speaker 1: you don't like it. And you're in the Garden of Gethsemane.
- 22:21Speaker 1: And you say, Father, if it be thy will, pass
- 22:23Speaker 1: this bitter cup. That means he didn't want to do it.
- 22:25Speaker 1: He didn't want to do it. He didn't like it.
- 22:27Speaker 1: The Bible said he despised it. It despised the shame
- 22:31Speaker 1: of the cross, but for the joy that was set
- 22:34Speaker 1: before him. He looked beyond the present circumstance to see
- 22:38Speaker 1: what was going to come out of it on the
- 22:40Speaker 1: other side. I'm helping somebody right now. I can feel it.
- 22:43Speaker 1: You're all sitting up soaking in. the temporary circumstance. You're
- 22:48Speaker 1: only going to be on the cross for a little while.
- 22:50Speaker 1: After a while, you're going to rise again and the
- 22:53Speaker 1: cross is going to be empty. Do you hear what
- 22:55Speaker 1: I'm saying to you? I'm talking to somebody. The only
- 23:00Speaker 1: way you can endure a season of pain is to
- 23:03Speaker 1: look beyond it. Don't look at it. Look beyond it.
- 23:07Speaker 1: Look beyond it. Having an expectation. Having a hope inside
- 23:12Speaker 1: of yourself. Keep your hope. If you want to not
- 23:15Speaker 1: bury your dream, you got to keep your vision. For
- 23:19Speaker 1: without a vision, the people perish. I don't care if
- 23:21Speaker 1: you got to get binoculars. I don't care if you
- 23:24Speaker 1: have to get away from negative people and find somebody
- 23:27Speaker 1: that believes in your dream. You need to be around
- 23:30Speaker 1: somebody that is helping you to see beyond. It's still possible.
- 23:35Speaker 1: It can still happen. You might be an old woman, Sarah,
- 23:38Speaker 1: but you can still have a baby. Oh, you don't
- 23:41Speaker 1: hear what I'm saying to you. Rahab, you might be
- 23:43Speaker 1: a hooker, but you might end up in the lineage
- 23:46Speaker 1: of Jesus Christ. They all don't hear what I'm saying
- 23:49Speaker 1: to you. Ruth, I don't care that you weren't idolatrous.
- 23:52Speaker 1: You can change on the road. She wasn't in church.
- 23:55Speaker 1: She wasn't in a service. She wasn't in a ceremony.
- 23:58Speaker 1: But right in the middle of the road, she said,
- 24:01Speaker 1: thy God shall be my God. Thy people shall be
- 24:04Speaker 1: my people. Where thou lodgest, I will lodge. Where thou diest,
- 24:08Speaker 1: I will die. She had a conversion on the move.
- 24:11Speaker 1: She had a conversion while she was walking and she
- 24:14Speaker 1: was converted by a woman that was depressed and discouraged
- 24:18Speaker 1: and didn't even want to go on any further. Y'all
- 24:22Speaker 1: don't hear me. Naomi don't have to be spiritual and
- 24:25Speaker 1: happy to affect Ruth. Your mentor doesn't have to be
- 24:32Speaker 1: perfect to affect you. She was going through a bad time.
- 24:36Speaker 1: Worst time in her life. She want to rename herself.
- 24:39Speaker 1: And all the while, while she's depressed, she's still winning souls. Oh,
- 24:45Speaker 1: y'all don't hear what I'm saying to you. She wasn't
- 24:48Speaker 1: preaching and singing and laying hands and slinging oil on nobody.
- 24:52Speaker 1: She was there, call me Mara, which means bitterness. I
- 24:56Speaker 1: went out full and I came home empty. And while
- 24:58Speaker 1: she was talking all out of her head, she was
- 25:01Speaker 1: still affecting Ruth. Because sometimes your greatest witness is in
- 25:05Speaker 1: your frustration and your test. And your trial. And when
- 25:10Speaker 1: I see you survive hell and high water. And I
- 25:13Speaker 1: see you still going forward. Even though you don't feel
- 25:16Speaker 1: like going forward. Your greatest witness might not come while
- 25:19Speaker 1: you're on the mountain. It might come while you're in
- 25:21Speaker 1: the valley. At your lowest moment. See you're not as
- 25:25Speaker 1: powerful when things are going good. As you are when
- 25:28Speaker 1: all hell is breaking loose. There's something about all hell
- 25:31Speaker 1: breaking loose. That it brings something out of you. Where
- 25:34Speaker 1: people can see you suffer more. And still be consistent.
- 25:37Speaker 1: She was depressed. But she kept on walking. She was angry.
- 25:41Speaker 1: But she kept on walking. She was hurt. But she
- 25:44Speaker 1: kept on walking. I found out a long time ago.
- 25:47Speaker 1: If you keep on walking. You can walk your way
- 25:50Speaker 1: out of anything. If you just keep on walking. You
- 25:53Speaker 1: ain't got to feel like walking. You ain't got to
- 25:55Speaker 1: be excited about walking. You ain't got to be happy
- 25:58Speaker 1: about walking. But if you just keep on the steps
- 26:01Speaker 1: of a good man. Are ordered by the Lord. And
- 26:04Speaker 1: if you just keep on walking in what God ordered,
- 26:07Speaker 1: he didn't ask you to like it. He just told
- 26:10Speaker 1: you to walk it out. I think this is walking
- 26:12Speaker 1: out Wednesday. So we need to walk out some stuff
- 26:16Speaker 1: until people get healed and people get delivered. That's why
- 26:20Speaker 1: the devil hates you now. I learned way more from
- 26:27Speaker 1: my spiritual father in his times of grief. In his
- 26:31Speaker 1: times of loss, in his times of testing and trial,
- 26:35Speaker 1: I learned way more than I did in his times
- 26:37Speaker 1: of success. I watched him suffer. I watched him go
- 26:41Speaker 1: through turmoil. I watched him go through all kinds of stuff.
- 26:45Speaker 1: And I thought, Lord, have mercy at the things I
- 26:47Speaker 1: got to see. Because when you get close enough to
- 26:49Speaker 1: somebody that you can see their wounds, that's what makes
- 26:53Speaker 1: Thomas believe. Oh, y'all don't hear what I'm saying. When
- 26:58Speaker 1: you see their wounds, see, you're trying to see their face,
- 27:01Speaker 1: but you need to see their wounds. Blessed are they
- 27:04Speaker 1: who have not seen, but yet they believe. But Thomas
- 27:07Speaker 1: believed because he saw Jesus' wounds. Jesus didn't hide his
- 27:11Speaker 1: wounds from Thomas. He showed him his wounds because his
- 27:16Speaker 1: wounds was his deed of trust. It was his signature.
- 27:20Speaker 1: It was his authenticity. It was his absolute proof that
- 27:24Speaker 1: he was the same Jesus that was on the cross.
- 27:27Speaker 1: And he said, let me show you my scars, not
- 27:30Speaker 1: my stars. Let me show you my scars. The fact
- 27:34Speaker 1: that I'm still here. I've been wounded. I've been depressed.
- 27:37Speaker 1: I cried myself to sleep, but I'm still here. And
- 27:41Speaker 1: I got favor. Even when it doesn't look like I
- 27:44Speaker 1: got favor, I got favor to be here. I got
- 27:47Speaker 1: favor to still be standing. I got favor to be
- 27:50Speaker 1: in my right mind. Somebody get an ass and settle
- 27:54Speaker 1: the ass because I got somewhere to go. I got
- 27:57Speaker 1: somewhere to go because I'm not going to let the
- 27:59Speaker 1: devil talk me into thinking that I'm cursed. Some of
- 28:02Speaker 1: you have allowed the devil to make you think there's
- 28:05Speaker 1: a curse on your life because you judge favor by
- 28:09Speaker 1: your condition. But you need to judge favor by your position.
- 28:13Speaker 1: Your condition is going to change all the time, but
- 28:16Speaker 1: your position is going to stay the same. I'm still
- 28:19Speaker 1: his child. If I'm broke, I'm his child. If I'm prodigal,
- 28:23Speaker 1: I'm his child. If I'm in the hog pen, I'm
- 28:26Speaker 1: his child. If I'm lonely, I'm his child. If I'm
- 28:30Speaker 1: backed up against the wall, I'm his child. That's why
- 28:32Speaker 1: you got to be careful about doing something to me
- 28:35Speaker 1: because I'm his child. Saul was wrong as rain. But
- 28:38Speaker 1: David said, I'm not going to touch God's anointing. He's
- 28:41Speaker 1: still anointed, even though he's wrong and stubborn. And even
- 28:45Speaker 1: though he tried to kill me, I still respect the
- 28:48Speaker 1: anointing that is on his life. I'm talking about being
- 28:51Speaker 1: favored in a bad situation. Oh God, I hope somebody's
- 28:55Speaker 1: watching on the stream. I hope somebody's hearing what I'm
- 28:59Speaker 1: saying to you. The devil's trying to talk you out
- 29:01Speaker 1: of your favor and make you think that God don't
- 29:04Speaker 1: love you. And you're claiming that you're living up under
- 29:06Speaker 1: a generational curse. You're all under the curse because you
- 29:09Speaker 1: said you were. If you talk the curse, you're going
- 29:13Speaker 1: to live in the curse. But if you talk the blessing,
- 29:15Speaker 1: you're going to live in the blessing. Oh, you're on
- 29:18Speaker 1: a type of a lie. I'm still favored. I might
- 29:21Speaker 1: be in a bad season, but I'm still favored. My
- 29:25Speaker 1: roof might be leaking, but I'm still favored. They may
- 29:28Speaker 1: have repossessed my car, but I'm still favored. Watch me.
- 29:32Speaker 1: I'll get me another car. I'll come back around again.
- 29:36Speaker 1: I'll buy me another house. I'll get myself together. Hallelujah. Hallelujah.
- 29:41Speaker 1: Because the righteous man will fall seven times. But he
- 29:45Speaker 1: keeps on getting up. Glory to God. And just because
- 29:48Speaker 1: you caught me while I was on the ground don't
- 29:51Speaker 1: mean I'm not going to get back up again. Glory
- 29:54Speaker 1: to God. The favor of God is not based on
- 29:57Speaker 1: my condition. It is based on my position. My position
- 30:01Speaker 1: is secure. In him I live. In him I move. Oh,
- 30:06Speaker 1: let me stop. I'm going too far. Let me stop.
- 30:09Speaker 1: Let me pull myself off that text. My God, I'll
- 30:13Speaker 1: start a fight in here right now. You can't tell
- 30:16Speaker 1: me I'm not favored. I've been through too much not
- 30:19Speaker 1: to know that I'm favored. I've suffered too many things
- 30:22Speaker 1: not to know that I'm favored. I've survived too many
- 30:26Speaker 1: things not to know that I'm favored. I'm not perfect,
- 30:28Speaker 1: but I'm favored. I'm not always prayerful, but I'm favored.
- 30:32Speaker 1: I'm not always in God's will, but I'm favored. There's
- 30:36Speaker 1: a favor that rests on me that's different from anybody
- 30:39Speaker 1: else in the world. I ain't jealous of nobody. I
- 30:42Speaker 1: ain't got to go see anybody's king I dwell amongst
- 30:45Speaker 1: my own people. I know who I am. I'm favored.
- 30:49Speaker 1: The woman said I ain't got no child, but I'm
- 30:51Speaker 1: still favored. I don't need nothing. I don't need a thing.
- 30:55Speaker 1: Look at how she saw herself. Look at her self-talk.
- 30:58Speaker 1: Look at how she talked to herself. Well, why are
- 31:01Speaker 1: you talking to yourself some other kind of way? She
- 31:04Speaker 1: could have been complaining. I don't have no child. I
- 31:07Speaker 1: got all of this house and I don't have no child.
- 31:11Speaker 1: She said, I don't need nothing. I don't need to
- 31:13Speaker 1: go to the king. I don't need to borrow your favor.
- 31:16Speaker 1: I don't need your influence. I got my own stuff.
- 31:20Speaker 1: I dwell amongst my own people. I know who I am.
- 31:23Speaker 1: I don't need you to tell me who I am.
- 31:25Speaker 1: I don't need a title. I don't need a license.
- 31:28Speaker 1: I don't need a decree. I don't need you to
- 31:31Speaker 1: believe I'm a preacher. You can say I'm not a
- 31:33Speaker 1: preacher all you want. There are preachers that don't do
- 31:36Speaker 1: nothing but talk about other preachers. You have never heard
- 31:39Speaker 1: me get up in the pulpit and give God's pulpit
- 31:43Speaker 1: over to talking about another preacher Because God didn't call
- 31:46Speaker 1: me to talk about preachers. He called me to talk
- 31:50Speaker 1: about him. And I'm not going to get in God's
- 31:52Speaker 1: holy pulpit and start talking about people. Because the one
- 31:56Speaker 1: you're talking about today, you're going to mess around and
- 31:59Speaker 1: need tomorrow. Lord have mercy. Lord have mercy. Lord have mercy.
- 32:08Speaker 1: Lord have mercy. Don't you feel that favor? The favor
- 32:12Speaker 1: is coming off this stage. It's sliding down into the pews.
- 32:16Speaker 1: It's getting in the aisle. It's coming out of my mouth.
- 32:21Speaker 1: It's coming out of my spirit. It's coming out of
- 32:23Speaker 1: my body. I don't have to have no help. I
- 32:26Speaker 1: don't necessarily have to have no organ. The favor isn't
- 32:29Speaker 1: coming out of the drums. It's coming out of me.
- 32:32Speaker 1: I had favor in the storefront. I had favor when
- 32:35Speaker 1: I didn't have money. I had favor when I had
- 32:38Speaker 1: to hitch a ride to teach Bible class. But when
- 32:41Speaker 1: I got to the class, I still had favor. Didn't
- 32:44Speaker 1: I have favor? Didn't I have favor? Long time ago,
- 32:48Speaker 1: long time ago, on food stamps I had favor. Back
- 32:52Speaker 1: against the wall I had favor. Favor don't have nothing
- 32:55Speaker 1: to do with your bank account. Favor has something to
- 32:58Speaker 1: do with your soul account. I got favor. Favor, you
- 33:02Speaker 1: can't see it. and this is how you this is
- 33:16Speaker 1: how you're going to walk it out you're going to
- 33:18Speaker 1: walk in your favor you're going to walk in your
- 33:21Speaker 1: favor but you're going to understand that your favor does
- 33:24Speaker 1: not exempt you from life people are going to hurt
- 33:32Speaker 1: you the fact that the boy died doesn't take away
- 33:36Speaker 1: from the fact that God gave her the boy It
- 33:40Speaker 1: wasn't a mistake. He died. Excuse me. He was grown,
- 33:48Speaker 1: but he died. He lived a long life. Devil, you
- 33:52Speaker 1: ain't going to get this. I'm going to keep on going.
- 33:55Speaker 1: If I have to sneeze every sentence, I'm going to
- 33:57Speaker 1: keep on going. He still had faith up. She got
- 34:01Speaker 1: to see him grow up. She got to see him
- 34:04Speaker 1: turn into a grown man. He didn't die till he
- 34:07Speaker 1: was grown. Still it's favor from God. There is always
- 34:12Speaker 1: something to be thankful for. There's always something to be
- 34:16Speaker 1: grateful for. You have to choose what you're going to
- 34:18Speaker 1: look at. It's the way you tell your story to
- 34:21Speaker 1: yourself that's making you sick, that's making you mad, that's
- 34:26Speaker 1: making you frustrated. I can take the same story and
- 34:29Speaker 1: spin it around and show you God. We could be
- 34:33Speaker 1: at hell's kitchen and I'll still show you God. You
- 34:36Speaker 1: can make your bed in hell and I'll still show
- 34:39Speaker 1: you God. You can be sick with leukemia and I'll
- 34:42Speaker 1: still show you God. You can be blind and can't
- 34:46Speaker 1: see and I'll still show you God. Blind Bartimaeus couldn't
- 34:50Speaker 1: see a thing, but he heard Jesus was passing by.
- 34:54Speaker 1: I thank God for good ears. My eyes might be bad,
- 34:57Speaker 1: but my ears are still good. And faith comes by hearing,
- 35:01Speaker 1: and hearing by the word of God. I'm not supposed
- 35:04Speaker 1: to walk by sight. It depends on what you say
- 35:07Speaker 1: to yourself, what you get. Tell your neighbor, I got favor.
- 35:12Speaker 1: I still got favor. I might be in a bad season,
- 35:15Speaker 1: but I got favor. I may be knocked down to
- 35:18Speaker 1: my knees, but I got favor. I may have to
- 35:20Speaker 1: crawl across the floor, but I got favor. I may
- 35:24Speaker 1: be lied on, but I still got favor. I may
- 35:27Speaker 1: be in the hog pen, but I still got favor.
- 35:30Speaker 1: The prodigal son had enough favor to know he could
- 35:33Speaker 1: still go back home. He'd been with the harlots. He
- 35:36Speaker 1: had spent all his money. He was broke. He had
- 35:39Speaker 1: disgraced his father. But he said, I will arise and
- 35:42Speaker 1: go to my father's house. He never for a moment
- 35:45Speaker 1: thought his father wouldn't take him back because he knew
- 35:49Speaker 1: even in his mess, he was still his son. He said,
- 35:53Speaker 1: I'm no more worthy. To be called our son. But
- 35:56Speaker 1: I'm still your son. Make me a hired servant. I'm
- 35:59Speaker 1: coming home. It was favor that brought him back home.
- 36:03Speaker 1: It was favor that brought him to his senses. It
- 36:06Speaker 1: was favor that stopped him from eating with the swine.
- 36:09Speaker 1: It was favor that caused him to survive. Enough to
- 36:11Speaker 1: get back to his father's house. It was favor that
- 36:14Speaker 1: made them kill the fatty calf. And you know why
- 36:16Speaker 1: they killed the fatty calf? Because without the shedding of blood.
- 36:20Speaker 1: There is no remission of sins. It wasn't that they
- 36:23Speaker 1: killed a calf just so they could throw a party.
- 36:26Speaker 1: Something had to die so something could live. I heard
- 36:30Speaker 1: the father say, this my son that was dead is
- 36:33Speaker 1: alive again. And the sacrifice came when they killed the
- 36:42Speaker 1: fatted calf. That calf died that the son might live.
- 36:46Speaker 1: And he kept on walking. And that's what you got
- 36:48Speaker 1: to do. You got to keep on walking. When you
- 36:51Speaker 1: feel good, when you don't feel good, you got to
- 36:53Speaker 1: keep on walking. Hallelujah. This is walking out Wednesday. Somebody
- 36:57Speaker 1: ought to take a little walk and let the devil
- 37:00Speaker 1: know I'm going to keep on walking. If the kids
- 37:02Speaker 1: don't call, if the car don't start, If I have
- 37:06Speaker 1: to move in the garage, I'm going to keep on walking.
- 37:10Speaker 1: If I have to get a part-time job, if I
- 37:12Speaker 1: have to flip hamburgers, I'm going to keep on walking.
- 37:16Speaker 1: I got favor, favor in my hands, favor in my feet.
- 37:20Speaker 1: I got favor all over me. I said I got
- 37:33Speaker 1: favor all over me. Somebody give me 30 seconds of
- 37:36Speaker 1: crazy praise. Crazy. No, no, crazy praise. This is what
- 37:57Speaker 1: I'm wanting you to see. This is what I'm wanting
- 38:00Speaker 1: you to get out of the text. That just because
- 38:02Speaker 1: you have favor doesn't mean that your life always goes right.
- 38:06Speaker 1: Doesn't mean that you win every battle. Doesn't mean that
- 38:09Speaker 1: everybody believes in you and everybody receives you. They hated Jesus.
- 38:14Speaker 1: They conspired against him. They tried to make his life
- 38:17Speaker 1: a living hell, but he kept on walking. They despised him.
- 38:22Speaker 1: They called him Beelzebub. They said he was a wine giver,
- 38:26Speaker 1: but he kept on healing the sick and raising the dead.
- 38:30Speaker 1: You think the victory is to change somebody's mind about you.
- 38:33Speaker 1: Let them think whatever they want to think. Let them
- 38:36Speaker 1: say whatever they want to say. If you got the
- 38:38Speaker 1: favor of God, that's something you can't take from me.
- 38:41Speaker 1: God has anointed me to do this and come hell
- 38:45Speaker 1: or high water. If I get ready to do this,
- 38:48Speaker 1: can't nobody stop me. If I get ready, I Get ready.
- 38:54Speaker 1: If I decide to open my mouth, the power of God,
- 39:00Speaker 1: the power, the power. Now, I want you to sit down,
- 39:21Speaker 1: sit down, sit down. I'm just talking to you. I'm
- 39:23Speaker 1: supposed to be teaching. But I got this little preach
- 39:25Speaker 1: on me right now. I'm trying to calm it down,
- 39:28Speaker 1: but I got you. Bye-bye. but I feel some stirring
- 39:32Speaker 1: up in my belly. God Almighty. Hallelujah. Are there any
- 39:37Speaker 1: Mormons in the house? What would you do if your
- 39:48Speaker 1: child died on your lap? Died right on your lap.
- 40:00Speaker 1: And even then, she took him up and laid him
- 40:02Speaker 1: in the bed. She didn't bury him. She didn't plan
- 40:07Speaker 1: no funeral. She laid him in the bed and got
- 40:11Speaker 1: on an ass that said, slack not thy biddy. And
- 40:14Speaker 1: I told you donkeys don't even move fast. She must
- 40:17Speaker 1: have been kicking the donkey. Because when I'm after something,
- 40:26Speaker 1: don't get in my way. I said, when I'm after something,
- 40:29Speaker 1: don't get in my way. If I decide I'm going
- 40:32Speaker 1: after something, you better move. You better do stuff you
- 40:35Speaker 1: don't normally do. If you're going to stick with me,
- 40:37Speaker 1: you got to move. I don't care what your nature is.
- 40:41Speaker 1: I don't care what your mood is. If you're going
- 40:43Speaker 1: to be with me, you got to go. Because I'm
- 40:46Speaker 1: going somewhere. The favor of God is on me. Come
- 40:50Speaker 1: hell or high water. If I tell you... Now look
- 40:58Speaker 1: at this. She went to the man of God. The
- 41:03Speaker 1: prophet said God had hid it from me. So you
- 41:07Speaker 1: can be a true prophet and still not see everything.
- 41:15Speaker 1: You can be a prophet of God and God hide
- 41:18Speaker 1: certain things from you. God is not going to explain
- 41:22Speaker 1: himself to you. He is not going to show you everything.
- 41:25Speaker 1: Some things are going to catch you off guard. even
- 41:28Speaker 1: though you're a prophet. Prophet enough to speak the child
- 41:32Speaker 1: into existence, but not prophet enough to see that he
- 41:36Speaker 1: was dead. Are you hearing the oxymoron between the two things?
- 41:43Speaker 1: Because when I'm on, I'm on. But when I'm off,
- 41:46Speaker 1: I'm just a person. And the Lord has hid it
- 41:50Speaker 1: from me. And then he says, Gehazi, take my rod.
- 41:56Speaker 1: And go, you mean I have walked, I have rode
- 41:59Speaker 1: all the way up here on the back of a
- 42:01Speaker 1: donkey to see you and you sent your servant? You
- 42:09Speaker 1: didn't come yourself? I came to see you. When I
- 42:12Speaker 1: saw your servant, I said, it is well. Which as
- 42:16Speaker 1: you know, I didn't come here to talk to none
- 42:19Speaker 1: of your minions. I went back to the source. Sometimes
- 42:24Speaker 1: you got to go back to the source. You can't
- 42:27Speaker 1: go to the armor bearer. You got to go to
- 42:29Speaker 1: the source, the one who said it in the first place.
- 42:33Speaker 1: And when she made it to the one who said
- 42:34Speaker 1: it in the first place, he sent the servant with
- 42:38Speaker 1: his rod and he failed. Can you imagine what the
- 42:45Speaker 1: devil said to her? Where are you failing now? The
- 42:53Speaker 1: rod must not have no power in it. It didn't work.
- 42:57Speaker 1: Gehazi came back and told Elisha, I tried it, it
- 43:00Speaker 1: didn't work. Boy still dead. Time is passing. He then
- 43:06Speaker 1: got hard and cold. He's stiff. Rigor mortis has set in.
- 43:13Speaker 1: But his mama still believe it. You went through a bankruptcy,
- 43:18Speaker 1: but you still believe it. Somebody living in the house
- 43:22Speaker 1: got repossessed, but you still believe it. You hear what
- 43:26Speaker 1: I'm talking about? You still believe and that's what I'm
- 43:28Speaker 1: talking about. That's how you walk it out. You walk
- 43:32Speaker 1: it out by faith. You walk it out by believing God. Yes,
- 43:38Speaker 1: there are going to be voices that come up in
- 43:40Speaker 1: your head and say you are a fool. Yes, there
- 43:43Speaker 1: are going to be voices that come up in your
- 43:45Speaker 1: head and challenge your faith and say it didn't work.
- 43:49Speaker 1: You've been feeding this prophet. You built a room for
- 43:51Speaker 1: this prophet and it didn't work. That word will leap
- 43:56Speaker 1: over top of the fact that the prophet spoke the
- 43:58Speaker 1: boy into existence. It will leap over top of the
- 44:01Speaker 1: fact that the boy lived to be a grown man.
- 44:04Speaker 1: And it will, see, you got to understand something. You
- 44:08Speaker 1: can do 10 things right and do one thing wrong
- 44:11Speaker 1: and people will forget everything you did right and throw
- 44:14Speaker 1: it away over one thing they heard. Don't you count
- 44:20Speaker 1: on flesh. Because they'll say Hosanna today and crucify him
- 44:25Speaker 1: in the morning. They will change on you in a minute.
- 44:28Speaker 1: Leave you standing by yourself. Of course she had voices saying,
- 44:33Speaker 1: look at this. But Elijah said, I'm going myself. And
- 44:39Speaker 1: Elijah didn't even use his rod. He got on top
- 44:42Speaker 1: of the corpse. The corpse, a deteriorating corpse. has so
- 44:50Speaker 1: much fungus and bacteria on it that they used to
- 44:56Speaker 1: tie people to corpses as punishment for murder until the
- 45:02Speaker 1: infection from the corpse died into the murderer and killed him.
- 45:08Speaker 1: And Elijah laid on top of something that should have
- 45:10Speaker 1: killed him. But because he was stronger than the bacteria.
- 45:15Speaker 1: He was stronger than the fungus. He was stronger than
- 45:18Speaker 1: the molecules. He was stronger than the infection. He was
- 45:22Speaker 1: stronger than the disease. Either he was going to get
- 45:26Speaker 1: cold like the corpse or the corpse was going to
- 45:28Speaker 1: get warm like him. And that's why I can walk
- 45:31Speaker 1: with the ungodly. Because I know who I am. And
- 45:34Speaker 1: I'm going to have more influence over you than you
- 45:37Speaker 1: have on me. I'm not going to get cold because
- 45:40Speaker 1: you cold. I don't have to hide from you. I
- 45:43Speaker 1: don't have to practice witchcraft because you a witch. I
- 45:46Speaker 1: can walk right through the witches. You can get your
- 45:49Speaker 1: roots out and I'll get mine out because I got
- 45:52Speaker 1: the root of Jesse and I got the seed of
- 45:54Speaker 1: Abraham and I got the power of the living God.
- 45:57Speaker 1: I ain't scared of you. And so the Bible takes
- 46:08Speaker 1: the time to tell you that the flesh of the
- 46:11Speaker 1: boy waxed warm because it is implying that it was cold.
- 46:18Speaker 1: That means when Elijah laid on him, he was cold.
- 46:21Speaker 1: And if you ever touch a dead body, you know
- 46:23Speaker 1: what I'm talking about. He's cold. If the body is cold,
- 46:26Speaker 1: he's also stiff. There's no movement. There's no action. There's
- 46:30Speaker 1: no noise. There's no leaping of the hands. There's no
- 46:33Speaker 1: jumping of the feet. There's certainly no sneezing. But he
- 46:41Speaker 1: progressively got better. Nobody knew he was warming up but Elijah.
- 46:51Speaker 1: Because you can't see temperature. And the Bible said, I
- 46:57Speaker 1: don't need to be up here tonight, y'all. I'm sorry.
- 47:02Speaker 1: I'm messing up to walk it out on Wednesday. The
- 47:06Speaker 1: Bible said that he started sneezing. That was an outer
- 47:11Speaker 1: sign of an interchange. The Watson warm was just a
- 47:16Speaker 1: secret between the prophet and the body. And nobody knew
- 47:19Speaker 1: that the temperature was changing. There are some of you,
- 47:22Speaker 1: your circumstance still looks the same. But you can feel
- 47:26Speaker 1: a change in the temperature. You can feel a change
- 47:29Speaker 1: in the temperature. And I came to serve notice on
- 47:31Speaker 1: you that you're not wrong about it. It may not
- 47:35Speaker 1: move yet. It may not make any noise yet. But
- 47:38Speaker 1: if you feel it getting warm, believe what you feel.
- 47:42Speaker 1: The power Bible said the flesh of the boy waxed
- 47:47Speaker 1: warmer and the prophet just kept on laying there after
- 47:51Speaker 1: a while he sneezed and he sneezed seven times and
- 48:05Speaker 1: on the seventh time which is the number of completion
- 48:08Speaker 1: it was over but what I want you to see
- 48:12Speaker 1: It's not the promise. It's the process. How hard the
- 48:19Speaker 1: process was. The process had disappointment in it. The process
- 48:24Speaker 1: had failure in it. The process had disillusionment in it.
- 48:29Speaker 1: The process had disappointment in it. But she kept on walking.
- 48:35Speaker 1: Just because you didn't get what you want the way
- 48:37Speaker 1: you envisioned it when you thought it was going to
- 48:40Speaker 1: come out a certain way doesn't mean it's not going
- 48:42Speaker 1: to happen. God is teaching you to be tough. God
- 48:45Speaker 1: is teaching you to be relentless. God is teaching you. See,
- 48:48Speaker 1: having the baby was easy. She didn't have to work
- 48:50Speaker 1: to have the baby. It was fun having the baby.
- 48:53Speaker 1: She didn't have to believe God to have the baby.
- 48:56Speaker 1: The prophet just spoke it and said about this time
- 48:58Speaker 1: next year the baby's going to come. Nothing was required
- 49:01Speaker 1: of her to birth the baby except to push. But
- 49:06Speaker 1: when he died, the work moved from the prophet to
- 49:10Speaker 1: the woman. And the woman had to believe God in
- 49:15Speaker 1: the face of failure. I wish I was preaching to
- 49:20Speaker 1: somebody that's standing in the face of failure. I hope
- 49:24Speaker 1: somebody's online that's standing in the face of failure. God's
- 49:28Speaker 1: got you online. Tonight is your night. He's got you
- 49:31Speaker 1: listening at this word to let you know that you're
- 49:34Speaker 1: in the process. You're not in the promise yet, but
- 49:37Speaker 1: you're in the process. You learn more about God in
- 49:40Speaker 1: the process than you do in the promise. God will
- 49:43Speaker 1: take care of the promise all by himself, but the
- 49:46Speaker 1: process is for your edification. The process is for your anointing.
- 49:50Speaker 1: The process is for your strength. The process is to
- 49:53Speaker 1: make you tenacious. The process is raising you. He's maturing you.
- 49:58Speaker 1: He's fathering you. He's mothering you. He's adopting you. Hallelujah.
- 50:03Speaker 1: The Bible said that the whole earth will groan and
- 50:06Speaker 1: prevail in pain waiting for the adoption to wit. The
- 50:10Speaker 1: whole process was in turmoil and we're living in a
- 50:14Speaker 1: world that's bubbling right now. It's in turmoil right now.
- 50:19Speaker 1: It's rocking and reeling right now. Everything is shaking right now. See,
- 50:23Speaker 1: I was at Katrina. It wasn't the rain or the
- 50:26Speaker 1: wind that killed the people in Katrina. It was when
- 50:30Speaker 1: the levees broke. When the foundations start cracking, that's when
- 50:34Speaker 1: the water got bad and people started drowning in the
- 50:38Speaker 1: water and the alligators and the snakes started moving through
- 50:41Speaker 1: the water. And I'm watching our foundations crack. Our foundations
- 50:46Speaker 1: are cracking. Our foundations are cracking. And a thousand may
- 50:49Speaker 1: fall at my right side and ten thousand may fall
- 50:52Speaker 1: on my left side. But I refuse to lay down
- 50:55Speaker 1: and tell myself that I got to be one of them.
- 50:58Speaker 1: There might be somebody that go, but it ain't got
- 51:00Speaker 1: to be me. Because greater is he that is in
- 51:04Speaker 1: me than he that's in the world. Clap your hands
- 51:07Speaker 1: and praise him. Give me one of them questions. Before
- 51:19Speaker 1: I have a fit up here and roll down this aisle.
- 51:23Speaker 1: and start dancing in the middle of the aisle. Because
- 51:27Speaker 1: I feel an unction in here. I feel a power
- 51:30Speaker 1: in here. I feel a flow in here. I feel
- 51:33Speaker 1: a divine move of God in here. Come on, shout yes, somebody.
- 51:39Speaker 1: Shout yes! Shout yes! Shout yes! Here's the question. I
- 51:55Speaker 1: love this question. Because of the trauma that happened in
- 51:58Speaker 1: my past, how can I ever see myself as worthy
- 52:03Speaker 1: of God's oil? Sweetheart, let me tell you something. If
- 52:08Speaker 1: you didn't have no trauma in your past, you still
- 52:11Speaker 1: wouldn't be worthy of God's oil. God does not give
- 52:16Speaker 1: us his oil because we are worthy. The woman had
- 52:21Speaker 1: the alabaster box and and it was filled with spignard,
- 52:26Speaker 1: which is a fine Indian perfume. The alabaster box was
- 52:31Speaker 1: designed for the richest of ointments because it held the
- 52:35Speaker 1: smell on the inside. The oil is in the container,
- 52:41Speaker 1: and the container is wrapped around the oil. And in
- 52:44Speaker 1: spite of how strong the oil was, it never changed
- 52:48Speaker 1: the container. Y'all don't hear what I'm saying. That's going
- 52:54Speaker 1: to hit you tomorrow morning. We have this treasure in
- 52:58Speaker 1: earthen vessels that the excellency may be of God and
- 53:02Speaker 1: not of us. I don't care how anointed you get,
- 53:06Speaker 1: your flesh is still flesh. You don't believe it, just
- 53:09Speaker 1: stop bathing. You don't believe it, just don't put on deodorant.
- 53:14Speaker 1: Don't brush your teeth in the morning. Your flesh is
- 53:17Speaker 1: still flesh. Anointed, bad breath-spelling, musty-armed flesh. But it's still
- 53:26Speaker 1: got oil in there. And I can still cast out
- 53:30Speaker 1: a devil with bad breath. Because one thing don't have
- 53:33Speaker 1: nothing to do with the other. That that is alabaster
- 53:36Speaker 1: is alabaster. And that that is sphignard is sphignard. And
- 53:40Speaker 1: don't get confused. The problem with the church is we
- 53:42Speaker 1: think that if we have the sphignard long enough, it
- 53:46Speaker 1: will change the alabaster. But it won't. The woman broke
- 53:51Speaker 1: the alabaster. And it shattered on the floor. And the
- 53:56Speaker 1: sphignard changed the whole room. But it didn't change the alabaster.
- 54:05Speaker 1: We have this treasure in earthen vessels, but having the
- 54:09Speaker 1: treasure in earthen vessels does not change the vessel. But
- 54:14Speaker 1: when he shall appear, mortality shall put on immortality. All
- 54:20Speaker 1: this Holy Ghost I got on the inside is not
- 54:23Speaker 1: going to change my mortal body. Oh, but when he appears,
- 54:28Speaker 1: it's going to change everything. And when it does change it,
- 54:31Speaker 1: it's not going to be because I'm worthy. So the
- 54:36Speaker 1: devil is trying to convince you that the trauma is
- 54:39Speaker 1: stronger than grace. So what I want you to understand
- 54:44Speaker 1: is God said, my strength is made perfect in your weakness.
- 54:49Speaker 1: When you are weak, then am I strong. So I
- 54:53Speaker 1: want you to let go of the idol of your
- 54:56Speaker 1: trauma because you have made your trauma a God in
- 55:01Speaker 1: your life. And you are saying, how can I receive
- 55:06Speaker 1: the oil when I had the trauma of my past
- 55:09Speaker 1: as if the trauma was stronger than the triumphant? And
- 55:16Speaker 1: by the way, everybody in here had trauma in their past.
- 55:22Speaker 1: Everybody in here, me first, I'm first one in line.
- 55:26Speaker 1: Paul said, I'm chiefest amongst sinners. And we're not here
- 55:30Speaker 1: because we are worthy of of God's soul. I'm not
- 55:34Speaker 1: preaching because I'm worthy to preach the gospel. In fact,
- 55:38Speaker 1: I told God when he called me, I said, you
- 55:40Speaker 1: sure ain't getting nothing. I said, you sure? You sure
- 55:46Speaker 1: about this? Let's talk about this because this don't make sense.
- 55:51Speaker 1: You must have been talking to one of my neighbors
- 55:54Speaker 1: because I know you ain't talking to me because I
- 56:00Speaker 1: had no plans of doing this I'd have opened up
- 56:04Speaker 1: a club before I'd have done this. Look, look, this
- 56:09Speaker 1: is not a good idea. But God, who is rich
- 56:16Speaker 1: in mercy, wherein he hath loved us, hath chosen us.
- 56:22Speaker 1: Are there any chosen people in here? You're chosen people.
- 56:27Speaker 1: You're chosen, and it has nothing to do with your worthiness. Now,
- 56:32Speaker 1: you may have to hear this over and over again
- 56:36Speaker 1: to treat your trauma. To treat your trauma, you have
- 56:43Speaker 1: to say this until it gets in your mouth. My
- 56:46Speaker 1: mouth is not strong enough to heal your trauma. Because
- 56:51Speaker 1: your trauma will not lose its grip until your mouth
- 56:55Speaker 1: starts confessing with your mouth the Lord Jesus. When you
- 56:59Speaker 1: start confessing with your mouth the Lord Jesus more than
- 57:03Speaker 1: you confess the past trauma, the trauma will have to
- 57:08Speaker 1: let you go. And it's going to be gradual. It's
- 57:11Speaker 1: going to wax warm. It ain't going to be red hot.
- 57:15Speaker 1: It's going to wax warm. Every birthday it's going to
- 57:17Speaker 1: get a little warmer. Where are my real people at?
- 57:28Speaker 1: All the real people know how long it takes you
- 57:31Speaker 1: to get past your past. And you still working on it.
- 57:35Speaker 1: Because every now and then something triggers you and you
- 57:38Speaker 1: snap back to where you were. Can we be real?
- 57:40Speaker 1: Can we be real in here? Can we be real
- 57:42Speaker 1: in here? This is what gets me in trouble. Because
- 57:45Speaker 1: some of these churches try to pass themselves off as
- 57:48Speaker 1: something they are not. There are no perfect churches. And
- 57:56Speaker 1: if you find one and go in there, then it's
- 57:58Speaker 1: not going to be perfect. And you let people stand
- 58:07Speaker 1: up and tell you stuff that's completely contrary to the scriptures.
- 58:11Speaker 1: When the scriptures say there is none good but the Father,
- 58:15Speaker 1: none righteous, no not one. Amen. And you let them
- 58:18Speaker 1: get up and parade around in suits and tell you
- 58:20Speaker 1: how righteous they are and how righteous their church is
- 58:23Speaker 1: and everybody dancing and shouting and you feeling all bad.
- 58:28Speaker 1: Don't let the dance fool you. It's still feet of clay.
- 58:38Speaker 1: We see through a glass darkly, but then face to face.
- 58:42Speaker 1: Next question, why is it that oftentimes God doesn't give
- 58:45Speaker 1: us the details of the promise that he has for us?
- 58:49Speaker 1: The death of her son in the story. Well, Lord. Now,
- 58:58Speaker 1: let's play this back. Let's play this back and let's
- 59:01Speaker 1: rewrite the text because we rewrite history anyway. So let's
- 59:05Speaker 1: rewrite the text to go along with your thesis story.
- 59:10Speaker 1: okay great woman of God who has been a blessing
- 59:14Speaker 1: to my prophet over and over again and built him
- 59:16Speaker 1: a room I am going to give you a child
- 59:20Speaker 1: and he is going to grow up and die in
- 59:23Speaker 1: your lap She couldn't handle the truth. Every time the
- 59:42Speaker 1: boy took a nap, she'd be in the room saying,
- 59:44Speaker 1: you breathing? God gives you what you can handle. God,
- 59:56Speaker 1: it's not God's job to let you in on details
- 1:00:00Speaker 1: because if you're going to walk by faith, faith don't
- 1:00:03Speaker 1: give you details. Abraham said, me and the lad are
- 1:00:07Speaker 1: going yonder to worship, and we will come back again.
- 1:00:11Speaker 1: But he didn't know how. He was going to stab
- 1:00:14Speaker 1: that boy. He raised his knife to stab his son,
- 1:00:19Speaker 1: expecting God to raise him up. God was going to
- 1:00:23Speaker 1: raise up a son, but it wasn't Abraham's son. God
- 1:00:31Speaker 1: never told Abram that he had a ram in the
- 1:00:34Speaker 1: thicket until Abram had raised his hand to kill his son.
- 1:00:40Speaker 1: And then when he raised his hand, God said, now
- 1:00:42Speaker 1: I know. See, I couldn't find out if I'd have
- 1:00:46Speaker 1: given you all the details because you would have known
- 1:00:48Speaker 1: this was just a dress rehearsal. But I wanted you
- 1:00:52Speaker 1: to walk all the way up on the hill fully
- 1:00:54Speaker 1: persuaded that you were going to offer him up as
- 1:00:57Speaker 1: a burnt offering. A burnt offering, not just a slain offering.
- 1:01:01Speaker 1: But a burnt offering was where all the blood drained
- 1:01:04Speaker 1: down into a pan and the flesh was set on fire.
- 1:01:07Speaker 1: And it was his son. Can you imagine? I would
- 1:01:16Speaker 1: act like I was deaf. I'd say, what you say?
- 1:01:22Speaker 1: What you say? I can't hear like I used to hear.
- 1:01:25Speaker 1: What you say? You want me to raise a knife
- 1:01:29Speaker 1: and slay my son and let the pan catch his
- 1:01:33Speaker 1: blood and then take the wood? Daddy, I see the knife. Daddy,
- 1:01:38Speaker 1: I see the wood. The knife represents his judgment. The
- 1:01:42Speaker 1: wood represents the cross. That's why Isaac had to carry
- 1:01:50Speaker 1: the wood. because he's acting out how Jesus is going
- 1:01:54Speaker 1: to carry the cross. Y'all don't hear what I'm saying
- 1:01:57Speaker 1: to you? Do you hear what I'm saying to you?
- 1:02:00Speaker 1: And he's carrying the wood, and he said, Daddy, I
- 1:02:02Speaker 1: see the knife, and I see the wood, but I
- 1:02:05Speaker 1: don't see the sacrifice. But what he didn't know is
- 1:02:09Speaker 1: that right over his shoulder, God had a ram tied.
- 1:02:16Speaker 1: What God got for you is tied. Amen. What God
- 1:02:21Speaker 1: got for you is tied in the thicket. And you're
- 1:02:24Speaker 1: not supposed to see it right now. Or you wouldn't
- 1:02:27Speaker 1: need faith. For faith is the substance of things hoped
- 1:02:33Speaker 1: for and the evidence of things not seen. I'm going
- 1:02:36Speaker 1: to do one more. How do you maintain faith when
- 1:02:39Speaker 1: evidence contradicts the promise? It's supposed to. That's why you
- 1:02:44Speaker 1: got faith. If the evidence agreed with the promise... If
- 1:02:51Speaker 1: a man, let me put it to you the way
- 1:02:52Speaker 1: scripture says, if a man sees that which he hopes for,
- 1:02:55Speaker 1: why does he yet hope for it? It wouldn't be
- 1:03:01Speaker 1: silly for me to be standing up here saying, I
- 1:03:03Speaker 1: believe God to let me walk. Because I can walk. Now,
- 1:03:09Speaker 1: if I was paralyzed from the waist down, now the
- 1:03:13Speaker 1: evidence is defying the faith and the faith becomes the
- 1:03:18Speaker 1: substance of of the thing that I hope for. But
- 1:03:21Speaker 1: if I see that which I hope for, why would
- 1:03:24Speaker 1: I yet hope for it? So God doesn't always show
- 1:03:30Speaker 1: you everything to perfect your faith. So you don't ruin things.
- 1:03:39Speaker 1: So you don't meddle with things. I was praying for
- 1:03:42Speaker 1: one of my children one time. I was praying because
- 1:03:43Speaker 1: they were going through something and I didn't want them
- 1:03:46Speaker 1: to go through nothing. And I was praying And I
- 1:03:48Speaker 1: was praying. It was hard. It wasn't no little something.
- 1:03:50Speaker 1: It was a big old something. And God said to me,
- 1:03:54Speaker 1: when are you going to learn that I know how
- 1:03:55Speaker 1: to raise your children better than you? When are you
- 1:04:01Speaker 1: going to learn that I'm better at being a father
- 1:04:05Speaker 1: than you? No, I'm not going to tell you how
- 1:04:12Speaker 1: I'm going to do it. I'm not going to tell
- 1:04:13Speaker 1: you when I'm going to do it. I'm not going
- 1:04:15Speaker 1: to tell you how long you got to wait. I'm
- 1:04:16Speaker 1: not going to tell you what you got to go through.
- 1:04:20Speaker 1: I mean for you to suffer with it. I mean
- 1:04:23Speaker 1: for you to sweat till drops of blood come out.
- 1:04:27Speaker 1: I mean for you to rock them in your arms
- 1:04:29Speaker 1: and hold them. Because I'm bonding you through the trouble.
- 1:04:34Speaker 1: I'm shaping you through the trouble. I'm perfecting you through
- 1:04:37Speaker 1: the trouble. I'm using the trouble to bless you. And
- 1:04:45Speaker 1: if I did it like you want me to do it,
- 1:04:47Speaker 1: you want me to do it like instant grits. Now,
- 1:04:50Speaker 1: most of you young people, that's all y'all know is
- 1:04:52Speaker 1: instant grits. But these old folks know how long you
- 1:04:55Speaker 1: had to cook them old grits. You had to put
- 1:04:58Speaker 1: them grits on low, and you had to wait a
- 1:05:01Speaker 1: long time before they bubbled. And you had to get
- 1:05:03Speaker 1: them ripe and put a little cream in them, a
- 1:05:06Speaker 1: little carnation milk in it. And let it bubble up.
- 1:05:09Speaker 1: Come on, talk to me, somebody. And drop a little
- 1:05:11Speaker 1: butter over it and a little salt water. And let
- 1:05:14Speaker 1: it stir up. And you have to stand there like
- 1:05:15Speaker 1: your grandmama and stir it. And you remember how her
- 1:05:18Speaker 1: arm was all fat and it'd be stirring up them grits?
- 1:05:21Speaker 1: Come on, somebody. Come on. See, you used to instant grits.
- 1:05:25Speaker 1: There is no instant Jesus. Because it is the journey
- 1:05:35Speaker 1: that defines it. When I walked up Del Rosa up
- 1:05:40Speaker 1: the cobblestone streets of Jerusalem and imagined in my mind
- 1:05:45Speaker 1: that I'm walking on the same bricks that Jesus walked up.
- 1:05:50Speaker 1: And I noticed that God didn't just put him on
- 1:05:53Speaker 1: the cross. He let him walk it out. With the
- 1:05:58Speaker 1: wood on his back so heavy that it bent him over.
- 1:06:03Speaker 1: And then touched Simon of Cyrene to help him lift
- 1:06:07Speaker 1: up the cross. Because Simon was there for that one moment.
- 1:06:14Speaker 1: For that one moment. And God will raise you up
- 1:06:18Speaker 1: for one moment. One moment. He will put you up
- 1:06:26Speaker 1: for one moment. He will put you in a position
- 1:06:30Speaker 1: to change somebody's life. He raised you up and put
- 1:06:33Speaker 1: you in that position to do one thing. Other people
- 1:06:38Speaker 1: he's going to use for many years. Some people he's
- 1:06:41Speaker 1: going to use for a moment. One man's on the
- 1:06:43Speaker 1: cross and God used him for one moment to say,
- 1:06:48Speaker 1: remember me when you get to the kingdom. Remember me
- 1:06:55Speaker 1: doesn't mean I think you got Alzheimer's. Remember me. As
- 1:07:08Speaker 1: often as you do this, do this in remembrance of me.
- 1:07:13Speaker 1: So he had one loaf of bread. And last supper,
- 1:07:16Speaker 1: I got to quit. He had one loaf of bread.
- 1:07:18Speaker 1: I don't have to quit. So he had one loaf
- 1:07:23Speaker 1: of bread. Say I had one loaf of bread. And
- 1:07:24Speaker 1: I give you a piece. I give you a piece.
- 1:07:26Speaker 1: Give you a piece. Give you a piece. Give you
- 1:07:29Speaker 1: a piece. Give you a piece. Give you a piece.
- 1:07:30Speaker 1: You a piece. And you a piece. And I say,
- 1:07:33Speaker 1: remember me. Then all y'all got to come together. Come on,
- 1:07:41Speaker 1: come on, come on, come on, come on, come on.
- 1:07:44Speaker 1: That's how you remember him. You remember him because there
- 1:07:50Speaker 1: are many members in the body. Come on, somebody. Many
- 1:07:54Speaker 1: members in one body. How can the foot say to
- 1:07:57Speaker 1: the head, I have no need of him? That lets
- 1:07:59Speaker 1: you know what God means when God says, remember. Are
- 1:08:06Speaker 1: you hearing what I'm saying? Bow your heads, let me
- 1:08:09Speaker 1: pray for you. You're watching online, bow your heads. I
- 1:08:11Speaker 1: want to pray for you. I want to pray for
- 1:08:13Speaker 1: you because God has said some serious things to you.
- 1:08:16Speaker 1: I hope you took some notes. Not just of what
- 1:08:19Speaker 1: I said, but of things that God said to you
- 1:08:22Speaker 1: about what I said. He spoke to specific situations that
- 1:08:26Speaker 1: are going on in your life right now. And he's
- 1:08:29Speaker 1: telling you not to bury your dreams. And now, tonight,
- 1:08:33Speaker 1: he's telling you how. He's telling you how to put
- 1:08:36Speaker 1: the bread back together. He's showing you how not to
- 1:08:41Speaker 1: let discouragement deter your destination. He's giving you the courage
- 1:08:48Speaker 1: to fight on. Though the vision tarry, wait for it. Father,
- 1:08:54Speaker 1: as we bow our heads tonight, oh God, we bow
- 1:09:00Speaker 1: our heads in an uncertain world, at a crazy time,
- 1:09:06Speaker 1: when the world is in turmoil, chaos is everywhere. We
- 1:09:11Speaker 1: bow our heads at a time that our government has
- 1:09:14Speaker 1: shut down. We bow our heads at a time that
- 1:09:18Speaker 1: thousands of people don't have a job. We bow our
- 1:09:24Speaker 1: heads at a time that hatred is rising up like
- 1:09:28Speaker 1: the rain and peaking in our neighborhoods. We bow our
- 1:09:34Speaker 1: heads at a time that the riverbed is dry and
- 1:09:39Speaker 1: there is no water there. We bow our heads at
- 1:09:43Speaker 1: a time that we can't sleep all the way through
- 1:09:46Speaker 1: the night without trouble waking us up and troubling our spirits,
- 1:09:52Speaker 1: for we know not whether the levish will hold. We
- 1:09:58Speaker 1: don't know if the dam will break. We don't know
- 1:10:01Speaker 1: if we will be swimming with alligators or waiting on rooftops.
- 1:10:04Speaker 1: We don't know. We bow our heads. We bow our
- 1:10:10Speaker 1: heads to say you're bigger than us. You're greater than us.
- 1:10:14Speaker 1: You're stronger than us. You got more power than us.
- 1:10:16Speaker 1: You see stuff we don't see. We bow our heads
- 1:10:20Speaker 1: because we brought our little staff down there and it
- 1:10:22Speaker 1: didn't work. This is a job for you. In my marriage,
- 1:10:30Speaker 1: in my home, in my body, in my own mind,
- 1:10:38Speaker 1: this is a job for you. We bow our heads
- 1:10:43Speaker 1: like children and ask you simple stuff like, show me
- 1:10:46Speaker 1: how to think right. Help my thinking to get right.
- 1:10:53Speaker 1: Some of us have inherited the thinking of our parents
- 1:10:57Speaker 1: and our ancestors. We've adopted worry and we don't know
- 1:11:02Speaker 1: where it came from. But we're going to divorce it tonight.
- 1:11:07Speaker 1: We're going to dismember it tonight. And we're going to
- 1:11:11Speaker 1: practice thinking on whatsoever things are lovely and are of
- 1:11:18Speaker 1: good report. If there be any virtue, if there be
- 1:11:23Speaker 1: any praise, help us to think on this thing. I'm
- 1:11:27Speaker 1: asking you to be my therapist. Would you please be
- 1:11:34Speaker 1: our counselor? Be our master physician. We all dressed up.
- 1:11:41Speaker 1: We don't want nobody to know we're sick. We don't
- 1:11:45Speaker 1: want them to know that we're cold and stiff. That
- 1:11:49Speaker 1: the love of many has waxed cold. That we've become indifferent.
- 1:11:56Speaker 1: That we are not passionate about you like we used
- 1:11:58Speaker 1: to be. And we miss the fire we used to have.
- 1:12:04Speaker 1: That made us come to church. That made us rush
- 1:12:08Speaker 1: out of the car to get in the house of
- 1:12:11Speaker 1: God to preach your name. We want to walk through
- 1:12:15Speaker 1: the house talking to you like you live with us.
- 1:12:20Speaker 1: We open ourselves up to be reshaped because we have
- 1:12:25Speaker 1: been marred in the hand of the potter. We're in
- 1:12:29Speaker 1: your hands, but we're cracked in your hands. Make us
- 1:12:34Speaker 1: again another vessel that seems good to the potter to
- 1:12:38Speaker 1: make it. We thank you tonight because all around this room,
- 1:12:44Speaker 1: like seeds planted in Mama's garden, there are dreams. all
- 1:12:50Speaker 1: around this room. Dreams that have died in our life.
- 1:13:00Speaker 1: Dreams that have embarrassed us in front of our friends.
- 1:13:04Speaker 1: Dreams that have brought shame and guilt and turmoil. Dreams
- 1:13:11Speaker 1: that we have not planted, that we have not trusted
- 1:13:15Speaker 1: you with. But you spoke to us And told us
- 1:13:19Speaker 1: don't bury our dream. You never said don't plant it.
- 1:13:24Speaker 1: You just said don't bury it. Tonight. Let the seeds
- 1:13:30Speaker 1: push their way up through the sod. Until a green
- 1:13:35Speaker 1: leaf appears out of the dirt. The dirt will still
- 1:13:38Speaker 1: be the dirt. But you will use it to feed
- 1:13:40Speaker 1: the leaf. And neither one will change colors. But both
- 1:13:45Speaker 1: of them are necessary in order for the fruit to come.
- 1:13:49Speaker 1: So I'm going to bloom right where I'm planted. I'm
- 1:13:51Speaker 1: going to stand right where I am and bloom right
- 1:13:56Speaker 1: in this spot. I thank you God for the sweeping
- 1:14:02Speaker 1: away of dark spirits, depressing spirits, antagonizing spirits. We spent
- 1:14:13Speaker 1: more time thinking about what might happen than we spent
- 1:14:16Speaker 1: thinking about you. We repent of making idols out of trauma.
- 1:14:27Speaker 1: We spent more time looking up what could happen than
- 1:14:32Speaker 1: we have spent looking for you. But I want to
- 1:14:39Speaker 1: come back to you. Because in thy presence there is
- 1:14:44Speaker 1: fullness of joy. And at thy right hand there are
- 1:14:47Speaker 1: pleasures forevermore. And the things that used to give me
- 1:14:51Speaker 1: pleasure don't give me pleasure like they used to. So
- 1:14:55Speaker 1: I'm running back to you. I'm running back to you
- 1:15:01Speaker 1: for the joy I could not find anywhere else. I
- 1:15:06Speaker 1: pray right now that a spirit of repentance would fall
- 1:15:11Speaker 1: on this room until you become the ultimate priority in
- 1:15:15Speaker 1: our lives and not the newspaper and not the news.
- 1:15:20Speaker 1: not the times and not that problem child and not
- 1:15:24Speaker 1: that thing we have spent our time that we should
- 1:15:27Speaker 1: have been praising you talking about stuff that distracted us
- 1:15:34Speaker 1: and then we wondered why we had no peace let
- 1:15:38Speaker 1: peace emerge let it come in because when your peace
- 1:15:43Speaker 1: comes in my creativity is loose my innovation is loose
- 1:15:49Speaker 1: When your peace comes in, my power and my authority
- 1:15:53Speaker 1: is loosed. When your peace comes in, it blocks the witches.
- 1:15:59Speaker 1: It shuts down the warlocks. It destroys the curse. Let
- 1:16:05Speaker 1: curses be broken in this room tonight. Let curses be
- 1:16:10Speaker 1: broken online tonight. Let them be broken in people's living room,
- 1:16:14Speaker 1: in people's house. on their couch, on their bed, in
- 1:16:18Speaker 1: the dining room table right there. Let the curse be broken. Tonight,
- 1:16:24Speaker 1: tonight I make a commitment. I will not bury my dream.
- 1:16:30Speaker 1: I shall not die, but live and declare the works
- 1:16:35Speaker 1: of the Lord. Now, Lord, while we are praying, while
- 1:16:40Speaker 1: we are yet praying, most of the time, We just
- 1:16:45Speaker 1: reach in and grab something and give it to you.
- 1:16:53Speaker 1: We just do it. But while we are praying, we
- 1:17:00Speaker 1: want to give an acceptable offering in your sight. The
- 1:17:06Speaker 1: kind of offering that makes our baby sneeze. The kind
- 1:17:12Speaker 1: of offering that wakes up our peace and joy. The
- 1:17:16Speaker 1: kind of offering that will give us a good night's
- 1:17:18Speaker 1: sleep tonight. The kind of offering that will cause you
- 1:17:23Speaker 1: to show us the ram in the bush. There's a
- 1:17:27Speaker 1: ram right behind us. But until we lift our hands
- 1:17:33Speaker 1: to offer that that is most meaningful to us, we
- 1:17:38Speaker 1: will not receive that which is most meaningful to you.
- 1:17:43Speaker 1: And so I think tonight I don't give carelessly or
- 1:17:48Speaker 1: indifference but with intentionality I sow tonight and Holy Ghost
- 1:17:57Speaker 1: I promise you whatever you say give whatever you ask
- 1:18:04Speaker 1: of me whatever you speak in my spirit whatever you
- 1:18:11Speaker 1: stir in my soul I will plant that tonight like
- 1:18:15Speaker 1: it ain't nothing because it is not worthy to be
- 1:18:19Speaker 1: compared to what you mean to me in Jesus name
- 1:18:27Speaker 1: amen now priesthood that's who you are you're a royal
- 1:18:40Speaker 1: priest you're a holy nation you are kings and priests
- 1:18:45Speaker 1: under God What say ye? whatever the Holy Spirit spoke
- 1:18:51Speaker 1: to you whether you're online whether you're miles away whether
- 1:18:55Speaker 1: you have a different currency whether you're in a different
- 1:18:58Speaker 1: time zone it matters not show hell you are a
- 1:19:03Speaker 1: priest of God and give him an offering according to
- 1:19:09Speaker 1: his excellent greatness. I need not give you a figure
- 1:19:16Speaker 1: because if you prayed with me tonight from a sincere place,
- 1:19:20Speaker 1: the Holy Spirit is going to challenge your faith. You
- 1:19:22Speaker 1: can't get this kind of word and not have your
- 1:19:25Speaker 1: faith challenged. There are some things that money cannot buy.
- 1:19:37Speaker 1: But I pray as I give you what I have,
- 1:19:40Speaker 1: that you'll give me what you have. And together, this
- 1:19:46Speaker 1: service will be successful. Not because the bishop taught, but
- 1:19:52Speaker 1: because the priesthood obeyed. Let the spirit of obedience rest
- 1:19:57Speaker 1: in this house. As I sow my seed unto the
- 1:20:04Speaker 1: king of kings. And the Lord of Lords. And do
- 1:20:07Speaker 1: it with a smile. For God blesses the cheerful giver.
- 1:20:13Speaker 1: The PMTs are in the aisle. Preach to his stand
- 1:20:18Speaker 1: and wave your sacrifice before the king. Wave it before him.
- 1:20:27Speaker 1: Because God has been talking business to us tonight. God
- 1:20:32Speaker 1: has done some big stuff. He's healed some deep stuff.
- 1:20:35Speaker 1: He's moved some stuff that we've been struggling with a
- 1:20:37Speaker 1: long time. And as we wave the seed before you,
- 1:20:42Speaker 1: we call it done. We call it done. I refuse
- 1:20:49Speaker 1: to walk out of this door being the same person
- 1:20:52Speaker 1: I was when I came in. Not after hearing this word.
- 1:20:57Speaker 1: Not tonight. I will not dismember your message with my
- 1:21:04Speaker 1: carnality Sow it now. Pass your seed. If you got
- 1:21:12Speaker 1: a seed all the way to the left, you online,
- 1:21:16Speaker 1: you have an opportunity to walk to the top of
- 1:21:20Speaker 1: the mountain and give your offering to God. This is
- 1:21:28Speaker 1: not about YouTube and Facebook and Instagram. This is about
- 1:21:32Speaker 1: your walk with God and where you stand with God
- 1:21:38Speaker 1: This is your covenant with God. So do it as
- 1:21:43Speaker 1: doing it unto the Lord. You that are holding those
- 1:21:49Speaker 1: seats in your hands, stand with a praise that makes
- 1:21:54Speaker 1: hell nervous. PMTs, Serve the people of God. You've got
- 1:22:11Speaker 1: a few minutes left on air. Don't let this one
- 1:22:15Speaker 1: pass you by. Tonight was a special night. It had
- 1:22:20Speaker 1: your name on it. It had your name on it.
- 1:22:25Speaker 1: It read your mail tonight.