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90 Day: The Single Life Season 5, Episode 3: “The Art of the Situationship” · Vanity Farah with Chris Farah

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  Speaker 1: Hello everyone, My name is Chris Fair.
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  Speaker 2: Welcome to Vanity Fair with Chris, and today we'll be
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  Speaker 2: talking about ninety Days The Single Life, Season five, episode three.
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  Speaker 2: It's called the Art of the situationship. How is the
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  Speaker 2: situation from Jersey Shore and pop culture knowledge? I think
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  Speaker 2: Snooky unfortunately got diagnosed with cervical cancer. I literally read
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  Speaker 2: that yesterday and I was like, oh my god, Snooky,
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  Speaker 2: I can't believe it. My heart literally goes off for her.
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  Speaker 2: I mean, we're all of a generation and I can't
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  Speaker 2: believe that. But I'm sure she'll be fine. I really
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  Speaker 2: feel good about Snooky, and thank you Snooky for everything
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  Speaker 2: you gave us, including all the Jersey Shower cast like
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  Speaker 2: the situation. However, Hi, how are you? What's happening? My goodness?
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  Speaker 1: Gracious?
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  Speaker 2: So many pop culture things on the docket, obviously the
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  Speaker 2: Olympics and America's Next Top Model doc, which I've talked
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  Speaker 2: about in a couple of other recaps that I've watch
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  Speaker 2: and I can't wait to obviously do Recap four, as
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  Speaker 2: well as Love is Blind, as well as not any
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  Speaker 2: fiance is so much happening, of course, this is the
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  Speaker 2: single Life. Like I said, and then before the ninety
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  Speaker 2: Days is happening as well. How are you all. I
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  Speaker 2: hope you're doing good. Goodness gracious. We are in Pisce season,
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  Speaker 2: and that is my season. It is the season of me.
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  Speaker 2: My season is also Maddie's season if you are a
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  Speaker 2: Reality Gays fan, and so tis the season of us
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  Speaker 2: where we get into our birthday season. And I'm super
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  Speaker 2: excited because it's been kind of a slow start to
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  Speaker 2: the year, but I think that once I get past
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  Speaker 2: this next two weeks, it's going to be a full
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  Speaker 2: rush into twenty twenty six. At the same time, I
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  Speaker 2: really appreciate you listening, So if you're here right now,
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  Speaker 2: thank you so much for spending time with me, for
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  Speaker 2: listening to my episodes. I really have such a warmth
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  Speaker 2: in my heart, like a immense amount of gratitude for
• 2:02
  Speaker 2: the people who've reached out and given me comments and
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  Speaker 2: write me things. Of course, leave me reviews, of course,
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  Speaker 2: But like the journey of talking about things and connecting
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  Speaker 2: with people and transitioning from different platforms or different podcast themes,
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  Speaker 2: it's not you know, it's it's really like a journey.
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  Speaker 1: I haven't been on.
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  Speaker 2: It's I guess I don't want use word journey too much.
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  Speaker 2: It's a frontier, Honey, It's a frontier for me. So
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  Speaker 2: to have any support along the way, I truly can
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  Speaker 2: feel in my heart.
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  Speaker 1: And you know, it's hard.
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  Speaker 2: It's hard to support people in this day and age,
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  Speaker 2: and it's a weird, weird world out there. So the
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  Speaker 2: amount of love I get from people who enjoy talking
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  Speaker 2: about dumb things on this podcast is so lovely, Like
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  Speaker 2: I'm so grateful for it.
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  Speaker 1: So just know, just know it.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, let's get in, let's have fun, all right, Honey
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  Speaker 2: and Julia and Liz. It has been raining in La
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  Speaker 2: So it was funny to watch this because I was like,
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  Speaker 2: oh god, it looks familiar. It's now raining, honey where
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  Speaker 2: they are in the dr And because of that, Sophie,
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  Speaker 2: who has gone on her like little mini date with
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  Speaker 2: Pedro where I didn't go that well, is now not
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  Speaker 2: able to go out at night.
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  Speaker 1: As I said, it's raining.
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  Speaker 2: So Julia comes over in their robes in their hotel rooms,
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  Speaker 2: knock knocked, Did you order stripper?
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  Speaker 1: You know? No, that they did order room service.
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  Speaker 2: I don't think there's anything else in God's green Earth
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  Speaker 2: that I love more than a hotel room. With a
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  Speaker 2: friend and a robe and room service.
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  Speaker 1: No, that's it. I mean, that's fine.
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  Speaker 2: It's like, that's why I'm fine in this world not
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  Speaker 2: having been married or have kids, because for some reason
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  Speaker 2: I have experienced that. In fact, I'm kind of doing
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  Speaker 2: that right in this very moment. I'm not in a robe.
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  Speaker 2: But spoiler alert, since I just brought it up, I'm
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  Speaker 2: currently in Carmel, Carmel by the Sea. Some friends of
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  Speaker 2: mine in the next room, lifelong friends that I'm enjoying
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  Speaker 2: a full.
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  Speaker 1: Girl's weekend with.
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  Speaker 2: And technically there are you know or not, like not
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  Speaker 2: all sitting in robes right now. I'm dressed, but there's
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  Speaker 2: a fireplace over there, and there's like a bunch of
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  Speaker 2: food in the other room. I mean, it's it is ideal.
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  Speaker 2: It is like everything you'd want. I mean, just an
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  Speaker 2: easy environment where you don't have to host anyone because
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  Speaker 2: you're all being hosted by a hotel and there's just
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  Speaker 2: food there.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, and you didn't cook the food. I mean, my.
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  Speaker 2: God, yeah, I just I literally salivated at the idea
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  Speaker 2: and experience of just like girl time on a bed
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  Speaker 2: with robes.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, And I'm just.
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  Speaker 2: Like talking about fun things you know, Julia and Sophie
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  Speaker 2: have a genuine friendship, a genuine relationship.
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  Speaker 1: It's palpable. You can always tell, Isn't it so funny?
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  Speaker 2: It's interesting how easy it could you can feel relationships
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  Speaker 2: by people, platonic romantic friendships, okay, whatever, it is like vibes, chemistry,
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  Speaker 2: like they're obviously friends, so obviously yes. I said, they're
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  Speaker 2: just gonna chill out because the power is down, you know,
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  Speaker 2: and Julie is gonna like feel Sophie's implants that are
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  Speaker 2: brand new, and Julie's like they're so hard, and Sophie's like, no,
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  Speaker 2: they're not hard, they're just squishy. And Julia is like,
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  Speaker 2: that's not squishy. So interesting. I don't think I've okay,
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  Speaker 2: this is true. Okay, you know what, I've never cupt us. Okay,
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  Speaker 2: I've never cuket a silicone breast implant. I've never cupt Sorry,
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  Speaker 2: I've never cuket a breast with an implant in it,
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  Speaker 2: and I cuppt.
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  Speaker 1: I mean, I've never felt an implant in a boob
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  Speaker 1: on someone's body. Like that happens a lot.
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  Speaker 2: I think, like in TV show is someone's like can
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  Speaker 2: I feel them or whatever? And for how immodest I am.
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  Speaker 2: I just I've never done it, like I've never felt
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  Speaker 2: I've never asked or no one's ever offered.
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  Speaker 1: But the truth is, I don't know if I want to.
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  Speaker 1: I don't know.
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  Speaker 2: I have like you know, no body shaving, so like, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: if you have implants, got blessed. I have never no
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  Speaker 2: one's offered me that to feel. I don't know what
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  Speaker 2: the feeling would be like. But I felt those bags
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  Speaker 2: outside of a body, So it isn't like you know,
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  Speaker 2: the little silicon bags or saline or whatever, you know,
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  Speaker 2: whatever they are. Yeah, So this is where Sophie regales
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  Speaker 2: to Julia what Pedro said Liz told him, which is
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  Speaker 2: that Sophie is like, yes, I was cringed out by Pedro,
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  Speaker 2: and yes I'm not over robbed.
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  Speaker 1: We all know that.
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  Speaker 2: And yes, like I don't really know if I want
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  Speaker 2: to be in a relationship. I just want to like
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  Speaker 2: see things out and have fun here. But that's not
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  Speaker 2: what Liz said Julia. Liz had told Pedro like that
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  Speaker 2: he shouldn't trust me, that I'm still healing and that
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  Speaker 2: I was like not into all he did with the
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  Speaker 2: candle in a car candle in a car and that
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  Speaker 2: he has to like really take a step back and stop.
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  Speaker 1: That's not what she said.
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  Speaker 2: But Julia is like, that'sh crazy that she would say
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  Speaker 2: that's not our place, and again, that's not what she said.
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  Speaker 1: And I guess that this is all weird to me
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  Speaker 1: because you know, I.
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  Speaker 2: Don't generally feel like a lot of chemistry from Sophie
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  Speaker 2: and Liz So, and I obviously do feel that with
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  Speaker 2: Julian Liz So. I don't want there to be like
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  Speaker 2: three girls when it's trip and now two girls against
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  Speaker 2: one because of all this like weird third hand knowledge
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  Speaker 2: from some stupid boy. Like if Sophie has invited two
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  Speaker 2: girls to go on her like weird man vacation and
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  Speaker 2: is going to ruin it by like man drama, then
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  Speaker 2: Sophie isn't it, Like no, either you're about it or
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  Speaker 2: you're not. And if you're not about Pedro, then don't
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  Speaker 2: give a fuck about what he said or don't give
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  Speaker 2: a fuck about how he feels like then just be
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  Speaker 2: here with your girls and don't like pit one against
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  Speaker 2: each other, not at a hotel when you're in robes
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  Speaker 2: like this. I hate it, obviously. And meanwhile, Liz is
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  Speaker 2: like living her best fucking life. Liz is like, I'm
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  Speaker 2: enjoying myself now, Liz. Unfortunately, at first it's like I
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  Speaker 2: met Villa and I just want to, like, you know,
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  Speaker 2: have fun and we I'll never see him again.
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  Speaker 1: And then that's a little like.
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  Speaker 2: You knows Passport's sistory of her, and so Villa is
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  Speaker 2: like a super cool guy. And so they end up
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  Speaker 2: going surfing and they're both wearing like Neon shirts, and
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  Speaker 2: she'd never surfed before, and she's like into it and
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  Speaker 2: he's like, yeah, the vibes are good, the energy's good.
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  Speaker 1: And now she's kind of like, you know what, I'm
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  Speaker 1: really into him.
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  Speaker 2: So Liz is like living her best life. Meanwhile, like Patty,
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  Speaker 2: Sophie is happening. I wonder, so the surfing must have
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  Speaker 2: happened at the same time to me as ours? Is
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  Speaker 2: it the next day after the rain? Or was surfing
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  Speaker 2: happening as the same time as the Sophie Pedro thing?
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  Speaker 2: So basically, Sophie, as I said, tells Julia all this
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  Speaker 2: and it is like yeah, and I also, what's that Pedro?
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  Speaker 2: And he hasn't messaged me back yet, And this is
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  Speaker 2: where it gets real messy. She basically is like, yeah,
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  Speaker 2: he read it. He didn't message me. I get my
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  Speaker 2: voice out. He didn't message me. And the act of
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  Speaker 2: the fact that he's not messaging her back when he
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  Speaker 2: had like so diligently answered back previously.
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  Speaker 1: Now makes her into him. And now she's like now
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  Speaker 1: I want him to, which I mean is just like
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  Speaker 1: so toxic. Ugh, I mean, I don't, Okay.
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  Speaker 2: I feel bad for Sophie because of Sophie's mom and
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  Speaker 2: I love Sophie's voice, right Like, I think that Sophie's
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  Speaker 2: voice is like really soft and beautiful, and I like
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  Speaker 2: her accent, and I think that Sophie's really pretty, and
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  Speaker 2: I feel like she's insecure and it makes me sad
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  Speaker 2: for her. I don't hate Sophie, but at the same time,
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  Speaker 2: I don't want her to do mean girl shitty things
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  Speaker 2: where she's like she does operate from a place of
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  Speaker 2: only male attention and male validation. She can't be like
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  Speaker 2: pinning her friends against each other like I said, and
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  Speaker 2: can't also be like and now I'm gonna be all
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  Speaker 2: over Pedro, who was showed me attention and then I
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  Speaker 2: told him I didn't want to and now he's not
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  Speaker 2: And now I'm gonna like be like pick me, pick me.
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  Speaker 2: It's too much like you if you're gonna be sitting
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  Speaker 2: there judging how things look like you literally how you
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  Speaker 2: look on screen and then you know, changing that, but
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  Speaker 2: also how Pedro's like courtship of you looks. You also
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  Speaker 2: have to consider how your actions look towards other people,
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  Speaker 2: like how you It's not a good look what she's doing,
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  Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying. It's literally her behavior is not
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  Speaker 2: a good look. She has to like go and get
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  Speaker 2: some plast surgery for the way that she maneuvers and
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  Speaker 2: treats people. Liz didn't throw you into the bus, and
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  Speaker 2: Liz like is living her best life. And Liz is
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  Speaker 2: like doing what you should be doing, which is just
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  Speaker 2: enjoying and being present in the moment.
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  Speaker 1: That's why she has good vibes, That's why she has
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  Speaker 1: good energy.
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  Speaker 2: You know, And you know, I don't know, but I yeah,
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  Speaker 2: I also want the best for Sophie because I feel
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  Speaker 2: like Sophie had a shitty situation with Claire. So it's
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  Speaker 2: like I don't want I want Sophie to like enjoy
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  Speaker 2: her life and like, you know, enjoy the body and
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  Speaker 2: enjoy the face that she has, and enjoy that she's
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  Speaker 2: so beautiful, like you know, just like love her life
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  Speaker 2: with Pedro or just not, or just like you know,
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  Speaker 2: be having fun with her friends or not. You know,
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  Speaker 2: like you choose joy, is what I'm saying. Okay, that's it,
• 10:42
  Speaker 2: all right, you're here. Okay, So Vanya, Vanya's back, honey.
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  Speaker 2: And I'll tell you one thing about Vanya. She loves makeup,
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  Speaker 2: loves putting on I mean jewels and makeup.
• 10:52
  Speaker 1: Honey, has it get tweezers.
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  Speaker 2: It has to dip rhinestones and eyelash glue and then
• 10:58
  Speaker 2: put them on her face. You know what I'm saying,
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  Speaker 2: like to pull of its like Little Starry Sky. It's
• 11:01
  Speaker 2: like oor Ian right here. You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 2: She's a spectacle girl, you know. And I appreciate this
• 11:07
  Speaker 2: because I'm a showgirl tor too. And she's like, yeah,
• 11:09
  Speaker 2: I have many different jobs. I am a medical sales
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  Speaker 2: device lady, and I'm also a vegan baker and I'm
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  Speaker 2: also a belly dancer. I love all this for her.
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  Speaker 2: I wonder what her vegan baking is like. She never
• 11:20
  Speaker 2: I feel like she doesn't talk about the baking as
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  Speaker 2: much Okay, First, she also doesn't talk about the medical sales.
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  Speaker 2: How often does she do medical sales? Has she dated
• 11:28
  Speaker 2: a lot of doctors? Does she sell her vegan baking treats,
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  Speaker 2: does she like go to a pharmer's market or does
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  Speaker 2: she just like she just bakes? And also like what
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  Speaker 2: is her favorite thing to bake? And does she adorn
• 11:39
  Speaker 2: cupcakes the ways that she adorns her face with rhinestones?
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  Speaker 2: Like you know, is she like, I mean, give us
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  Speaker 2: more because obviously they love the fact that she's a
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  Speaker 2: belly dancer.
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  Speaker 1: Now do I love that? Okay? But it's not that
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  Speaker 1: I don't.
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  Speaker 2: It's just that it's hard sometimes when we like talk
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  Speaker 2: about cultural dances, and you know, I'm Syrian Lemonese, so
• 11:58
  Speaker 2: you know, there's been Instagram posts of Vanya being like
• 12:01
  Speaker 2: I'm going to teach big Ed how to belly dance,
• 12:03
  Speaker 2: and like her like, you know, teaching him how to
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  Speaker 2: do it, and I feel wildly protective of it, and
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  Speaker 2: I'm like, that's not for him, and I'm gonna take
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  Speaker 2: away from you. I don't mean to be like she
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  Speaker 2: appropriated my dance culture or whatever, because I will say
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  Speaker 2: that I appreciate when there are a lot of non
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  Speaker 2: Arabs right belly dancers that are wildly good. You know,
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  Speaker 2: a lot of Eastern European women love belly dancing and
• 12:30
  Speaker 2: by the way, love other culture dances. Like Eastern European
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  Speaker 2: dancers are very good at like solsa there. You know
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  Speaker 2: they're doing out there, they're doing the dances. They're very
• 12:36
  Speaker 2: good at a strong strong, good at movements. So and
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  Speaker 2: I you know, if you look, if you are really
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  Speaker 2: good at it, you're better at than me.
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  Speaker 1: You know, God bless you can really underlate those those
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  Speaker 1: those tummy muscles.
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  Speaker 2: Sure, but you don't like you wield the power for
• 12:51
  Speaker 2: evil and Big Ed's evil. You can't wield my belly dancing,
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  Speaker 2: my oriental dance. You can use that word, that's how
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  Speaker 2: you do that word. It's great good, can use that's
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  Speaker 2: the phrase. I mean, come for me if you want.
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  Speaker 2: That's it's a weird way saying it. Yeah, I just
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  Speaker 2: it makes me uncomfortable. I it's fine. I mean, at
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  Speaker 2: the same time, though, what am I gonna do?
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  Speaker 1: It's fine.
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  Speaker 2: She's not the only blonde belly dancer, like you know
• 13:15
  Speaker 2: broad in at a hookah bar slash kebab house. You know,
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  Speaker 2: between the hours of like seven thirty and nine for
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  Speaker 2: like a little show and you know, get some people dancing.
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  Speaker 1: I okay, so sure. A little thing is that she
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  Speaker 1: has a she does like a chandelier number. You know,
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  Speaker 1: it's very sea sandally.
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  Speaker 2: You know. Sometimes people do fire ones, you know, sometimes
• 13:36
  Speaker 2: people do candle ones.
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  Speaker 1: You know, God bless.
• 13:38
  Speaker 2: She has a little fun conversation with her friend who's like,
• 13:42
  Speaker 2: I'll tell you right now, men aren't shit. Men on
• 13:45
  Speaker 2: these dating apps are not it? Some guy was picking
• 13:48
  Speaker 2: his nose. Men are so gross. She's like, oh no,
• 13:50
  Speaker 2: and like it is true. It is true.
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  Speaker 1: It's like, well, here's the thing.
• 13:54
  Speaker 2: I have this friend that I kissed, I made the
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  Speaker 2: first move. His name is Tony. It's a weird, weird backstory.
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  Speaker 2: She's like, he's been my friend for a year and
• 14:01
  Speaker 2: a half. And then she's like, but he's been my
• 14:03
  Speaker 2: best friend for a year and a half. And then
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  Speaker 2: it becomes a story where Tony hired her to dance.
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  Speaker 2: They I guess become friends, but also in that indrom
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  Speaker 2: of them becoming knowing her becoming friends, he gets.
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  Speaker 1: Married to someone else.
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  Speaker 2: That and then they break up okay, and then now
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  Speaker 2: they're hanging out all the time, and she kissed him. Okay,
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  Speaker 2: that's where we are with her and Tony. Okay, obviously
• 14:22
  Speaker 2: get the backstory of her whole you know, I'm not
• 14:24
  Speaker 2: going over the clip shows of how they all got here,
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  Speaker 2: you know, how they got here. She's like, I made
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  Speaker 2: a move, the first move, and I kissed him and
• 14:31
  Speaker 2: then we hear we see Vanya living her like you know,
• 14:34
  Speaker 2: best life, Vanya. One great thing about Vanya is that
• 14:37
  Speaker 2: Vanya is unabashedly Vanya. Like Vanya is you know, like
• 14:41
  Speaker 2: share from clueless in her mind. She's just gonna drive,
• 14:43
  Speaker 2: you know, like a pink suv Mercedes, like you know, Angeline, honey,
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  Speaker 2: you know, and I love this she is.
• 14:50
  Speaker 1: It is some. It is like ten toes down and being.
• 14:52
  Speaker 2: Like this is what I like and I don't give
• 14:55
  Speaker 2: a fuck makes me happy and I think that there.
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  Speaker 1: Is such an importance to that. And would I do it? No,
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  Speaker 1: I'm not going to drive a pink car.
• 15:03
  Speaker 2: But you know, mide v Angeline famous, like I already said,
• 15:06
  Speaker 2: And there's a lot of pink lovers in this world,
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  Speaker 2: like especially in reality shows.
• 15:10
  Speaker 1: Erica Jane, Lisa vander Palm. Pink's the whole thing.
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  Speaker 2: She Yeah, she is a character. She knows it, you know.
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  Speaker 2: And that's why at this age, because I think that
• 15:21
  Speaker 2: Vannie and I are like some of the same age.
• 15:23
  Speaker 2: She's like, I know that I'm eccentric, and you're either
• 15:26
  Speaker 2: going to be intuit or you're not. I'm surprised, I'll
• 15:29
  Speaker 2: be honest, more people aren't. And the thing about Vanya
• 15:32
  Speaker 2: is that I agree. Vanya is very gregarious, very lovely.
• 15:37
  Speaker 2: She's independent, she's beautiful, She's like, you know, she's fun.
• 15:43
  Speaker 2: I wonder if just I wonder what the thing is like,
• 15:47
  Speaker 2: if I wonder if there's like an undercurrent between her
• 15:52
  Speaker 2: or Elise, or you know, of like a need that
• 15:57
  Speaker 2: is somewhat viscerally for other people that makes it hard
• 16:03
  Speaker 2: to connect, or a certain vibe.
• 16:05
  Speaker 1: I don't know.
• 16:07
  Speaker 2: She meets up with Tony and they go to like
• 16:09
  Speaker 2: some carnival. Honey, you know, like there's a roller coaster.
• 16:11
  Speaker 2: He's like, you know, uh, hasn't been on a roller
• 16:14
  Speaker 2: coaster for so long? Or I've never been on a
• 16:16
  Speaker 2: roller he says something like that, where I'm like, all right, buddy,
• 16:18
  Speaker 2: I don't know. Tony's fine. She is like so into Tony.
• 16:22
  Speaker 2: She looks so cute. She's wearing this like gray jumper.
• 16:25
  Speaker 1: Tony's Tony and then she's like, so we kissed and
• 16:33
  Speaker 1: he's like yeah.
• 16:33
  Speaker 2: She's like, so, what do you want to do? And
• 16:36
  Speaker 2: then Tony basically is like nothing.
• 16:38
  Speaker 1: Oh, I don't want to do anything.
• 16:39
  Speaker 2: I want to come in if I if I wanted
• 16:41
  Speaker 2: to do something, I would have. I hate this so much,
• 16:44
  Speaker 2: but there is something too. Okay, let's talk about this.
• 16:47
  Speaker 2: Vanya was it? Vanya and Tony are hanging out. He
• 16:51
  Speaker 2: gets married, so he obviously knows how to like do
• 16:54
  Speaker 2: with something. He knows how to put a ring on it.
• 16:55
  Speaker 1: Literally.
• 16:56
  Speaker 2: Then now he breaks up with his wife. They're hanging out.
• 16:59
  Speaker 2: They have a but he's not going to ever like
• 17:02
  Speaker 2: pull a move on her. Why and he doesn't know
• 17:06
  Speaker 2: whether he wants to commit why He's like, oh, it's
• 17:09
  Speaker 2: got a relationship. But it's really like vagnya, did you
• 17:11
  Speaker 2: like Vanya before? You're just saying that you were like
• 17:13
  Speaker 2: hang out, Levonne. You just keep waiting to like see
• 17:15
  Speaker 2: if she'll just have sex with you, but you're not
• 17:17
  Speaker 2: going to even though she says she's selled the cupless.
• 17:19
  Speaker 2: It's so confused. Men are so confusing. Yeah, she does
• 17:23
  Speaker 2: not like his answer, which is a shitty answer. He's like, yeah,
• 17:25
  Speaker 2: I just want to, you know, commit right now. She's like, well,
• 17:29
  Speaker 2: then I'm gonna stop hanging out with you or not hot.
• 17:30
  Speaker 2: I'm not gonna spend every fucking waking moment with some
• 17:32
  Speaker 2: weird platonic friend that like is no goodbye goodbye.
• 17:36
  Speaker 1: He's like, well it's you getting Oh no, sir, not ever,
• 17:38
  Speaker 1: you know? He back like what anyway?
• 17:41
  Speaker 2: No, all right, let's move on. It's weird yet. Because
• 17:46
  Speaker 2: he's like, I don't want you seeing other people. She's like, so,
• 17:49
  Speaker 2: I just don't know. I don't know what his deal is.
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: He's weird. I hate him.
• 17:51
  Speaker 2: So this is why I can't talk about it. I
• 17:54
  Speaker 2: get mad because I'm like, Vanya, why are you fucking
• 17:56
  Speaker 2: with this weirdo?
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: He's weird.
• 17:57
  Speaker 2: He's like gonna be disgusting and be like you, Okay,
• 18:00
  Speaker 2: I don't want you to date anyone, but I won't
• 18:01
  Speaker 2: commit to you. Why would you ever let this person
• 18:04
  Speaker 2: on camera? You should have vetted this person to be like, oh,
• 18:06
  Speaker 2: you're a weird asshole, or you're not gonna even be
• 18:08
  Speaker 2: on camera and be like known as a friend of mine.
• 18:10
  Speaker 1: You've already told the world that you're friends with this person.
• 18:12
  Speaker 1: He's weird.
• 18:14
  Speaker 2: Vanya okay, Colt and Courtney honey, oh my god. It
• 18:18
  Speaker 2: starts with hair, starts with Courtney's sucking out black heads,
• 18:22
  Speaker 2: of like Courtney of sorry, I can't talk, Colt face,
• 18:25
  Speaker 2: and my cousin got this stupid ass machine and I
• 18:27
  Speaker 2: did it and I bruise my whole face. Do not
• 18:31
  Speaker 2: get this black head sucking machine, because you will get
• 18:33
  Speaker 2: a dicka to it and then you will bruise your face. Anyway,
• 18:37
  Speaker 2: she doesn't have to do with him because they're not
• 18:38
  Speaker 2: having sex and he can't do anything but lay in
• 18:40
  Speaker 2: a bed, so she basically is playing like nurse Spa
• 18:42
  Speaker 2: with him, nurse spa baby doll, where she like puts
• 18:45
  Speaker 2: his hair in a headband and puts those like eye
• 18:47
  Speaker 2: jails on him, and he's like and then she wonders
• 18:50
  Speaker 2: why he can't get his dick hard. Well, I don't
• 18:51
  Speaker 2: know when you play baby dolls with him, Courtney, I
• 18:53
  Speaker 2: love you so munch and why I wan't. She was like,
• 18:55
  Speaker 2: get some I don't know, see if you can get
• 18:58
  Speaker 2: some American girl dolls with cold and see if he'll
• 19:00
  Speaker 2: get his dick hard playing American girl dolls in your
• 19:03
  Speaker 2: childhood bed in your parents' house.
• 19:05
  Speaker 1: And maybe the ED will get fixed. I don't know.
• 19:08
  Speaker 1: I don't But at the same time, I don't want
• 19:09
  Speaker 1: them to be together for obvious reasons.
• 19:12
  Speaker 2: Oh my god, men aren't shit for him to like
• 19:15
  Speaker 2: sit in that house, honey. And every day her parents
• 19:17
  Speaker 2: are like, how you feeling there? Cold, and he's like, oh,
• 19:22
  Speaker 2: still in so much pain, pain, pain pain.
• 19:24
  Speaker 1: I'm seeing a light soon soon. Thank you so much
• 19:26
  Speaker 1: for all the money and giving food and plussy you've
• 19:29
  Speaker 1: given me over the years. By you know, just like.
• 19:32
  Speaker 2: I can't stand this, Like I like Courtney, there are
• 19:36
  Speaker 2: this is what it is. I must be in a place.
• 19:39
  Speaker 2: Chris Farah must be in a place. Chris Farah must
• 19:41
  Speaker 2: be in a place where she's seeing it herself. Some
• 19:44
  Speaker 2: elements where she has let boundaries be slipped, and she
• 19:48
  Speaker 2: has felt like maybe she should not be insecure in
• 19:51
  Speaker 2: certain situations. But just like the human insecurity in myself
• 19:56
  Speaker 2: has allowed me to make decisions that don't suit me.
• 20:01
  Speaker 1: It's like I am seeing.
• 20:02
  Speaker 2: That in every woman right now across the ninety day universe,
• 20:07
  Speaker 2: like a last like Laura, like you know, Courtney, where
• 20:11
  Speaker 2: you're like.
• 20:12
  Speaker 1: Why are you doing this, girl? Why? Why would you
• 20:14
  Speaker 1: don't need to doing this with him? Nothing? They have
• 20:17
  Speaker 1: no money, nothing. What is he giving? Not anything?
• 20:20
  Speaker 2: Not only is he not giving anything, he's taking away.
• 20:22
  Speaker 2: Not only is he taking away, he wants to fuck
• 20:23
  Speaker 2: you over. I can't stand this. Colt has the audacity
• 20:26
  Speaker 2: to be talking to some other woman and then be
• 20:28
  Speaker 2: talking about the fact that he's like cheating on her
• 20:30
  Speaker 2: emotionally with some weird dude on FaceTime. Meanwhile, he's like
• 20:34
  Speaker 2: putting his weird ass polyester panties in Courtney's mom's laundry.
• 20:39
  Speaker 2: That is uncomfortable looking underwear. They are shiny, that's not
• 20:42
  Speaker 2: even underwhere you'd ever want to wear.
• 20:44
  Speaker 1: It's just help?
• 20:46
  Speaker 2: What am I?
• 20:47
  Speaker 1: Okay? Help? Help?
• 20:48
  Speaker 2: Is this what you're looking at? And are you like
• 20:51
  Speaker 2: as triggered or are you like no, Chris, this is
• 20:53
  Speaker 2: where you're projecting your own situations because Courtney is like
• 20:57
  Speaker 2: somewhat I think, obsessed with the idea that Colt makes
• 21:02
  Speaker 2: her feel safe and or okay and or accepted like
• 21:09
  Speaker 2: either because Colt is not physically attractive and or because
• 21:13
  Speaker 2: Colt is on nine to any fiance and therefore understands
• 21:16
  Speaker 2: like some weird, microcosmical world in which Courtney does too,
• 21:19
  Speaker 2: because they're both reality stars on the show together and
• 21:21
  Speaker 2: we're not hunt for love. And also because maybe Colt
• 21:25
  Speaker 2: has I think, truly an intelligent, engaging personality that can
• 21:29
  Speaker 2: be witty when he wants. Somehow those three things came
• 21:33
  Speaker 2: together in a way that Courtney got like a trauma
• 21:35
  Speaker 2: bond to this person, is like I gotta take care
• 21:37
  Speaker 2: of this person. And even though she feels that he's
• 21:41
  Speaker 2: like not super sexual and they don't have like those
• 21:45
  Speaker 2: kind of vibes, they kind of have like best friend vibes,
• 21:48
  Speaker 2: she's like emotionally tred herself to him. And maybe it's
• 21:51
  Speaker 2: the same as like the elist, where like you just
• 21:53
  Speaker 2: want a companion to just having said that it happened,
• 21:57
  Speaker 2: you know, because like Courtney is living in the home
• 22:00
  Speaker 2: with her parents that have been married for a long
• 22:01
  Speaker 2: time that look very similar, that are playing golf all
• 22:03
  Speaker 2: the time, that are also like why aren't you doing
• 22:05
  Speaker 2: the things we did? You know, like, and I think
• 22:07
  Speaker 2: that at some point there's a certain pressure of like,
• 22:10
  Speaker 2: all right, well, I guess I just okay, so just
• 22:12
  Speaker 2: find someone and be best friends with them.
• 22:15
  Speaker 1: That's what it is. Just find some okay, find someone that.
• 22:18
  Speaker 2: I can have conversations with that like there's a witty
• 22:21
  Speaker 2: banter back and forth and just BFF with them. And
• 22:25
  Speaker 2: that's what it is, right, Okay, you know, maybe that's
• 22:28
  Speaker 2: what she saw, but she has to assume that her
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: dad brought more to the table than cold God. So
• 22:35
  Speaker 2: after that, you know, obviously her mom comes in and
• 22:38
  Speaker 2: is like lights out, and we're like, why why why
• 22:41
  Speaker 2: is there curfew in that whole house? I understand sure,
• 22:44
  Speaker 2: like keeping the thermostat at a thing, but like, is
• 22:47
  Speaker 2: lights out because the electric built could may use candles?
• 22:51
  Speaker 1: Like you know what it is.
• 22:52
  Speaker 2: So then Colts books a hotel room and we're like,
• 22:56
  Speaker 2: with what money? But okay, God bless, maybe just to
• 22:58
  Speaker 2: show money. Fine, and they pop these and they like
• 23:01
  Speaker 2: so they are drinking the sham champagne. We're like supposed
• 23:03
  Speaker 2: to think they're going to have sex. We don't know
• 23:04
  Speaker 2: if they're gonna, you know, really get it in. And
• 23:06
  Speaker 2: Courtney kind of is like, you're gonna.
• 23:07
  Speaker 1: Pa all this money for a hotel room just so
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: I can look at it.
• 23:10
  Speaker 2: She describes her sex later as scissoring, like I'm so
• 23:13
  Speaker 2: happy that they are so open about the sex details,
• 23:16
  Speaker 2: like I really am, thank you so much. Like I
• 23:18
  Speaker 2: think that there's a certain bravery and a courageousness also
• 23:20
  Speaker 2: like a visceral knowledge of what they have to do
• 23:22
  Speaker 2: to be on reality shows, which is just like give
• 23:24
  Speaker 2: us the goods, and they certainly do. It gets confusing
• 23:27
  Speaker 2: because we know that they go to bed and we're like,
• 23:29
  Speaker 2: what's gonna happen the next morning?
• 23:31
  Speaker 1: We don't really see.
• 23:31
  Speaker 2: It's like the next day, like then they are suddenly
• 23:33
  Speaker 2: like hanging out with our friends and we kind of
• 23:35
  Speaker 2: get this, like well, sex was like not really it.
• 23:37
  Speaker 2: We just kind of like getting scissored. We're like, okay,
• 23:40
  Speaker 2: you know, we don't know exactly what. We know that
• 23:42
  Speaker 2: he can't get it hard and obviously penetrate.
• 23:44
  Speaker 1: We know that already. It's unfortunate.
• 23:46
  Speaker 2: But at the same time, it's because he really is
• 23:49
  Speaker 2: into Brazilian ladies with dark features and like you know,
• 23:53
  Speaker 2: like passionate personalities. At the same time, she's like, you
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: don't make me feel sexy and hot because I am
• 23:59
  Speaker 2: sucking blackheads out of you and like washing your buttthole,
• 24:02
  Speaker 2: So like that, what is it?
• 24:03
  Speaker 1: You know?
• 24:03
  Speaker 2: I don't know what you expect from me. Her friends
• 24:06
  Speaker 2: hate him, obviously recognize that he's not shit. He also
• 24:09
  Speaker 2: doesn't recognize how bad the look is like he and
• 24:12
  Speaker 2: that's why he has the ability, I guess, to cheat
• 24:15
  Speaker 2: or he's a narcissist because he's already taking so much
• 24:18
  Speaker 2: and he doesn't understand how that he should be like
• 24:21
  Speaker 2: groveling for everything.
• 24:22
  Speaker 1: But her friends are like, what are you doing? Are
• 24:24
  Speaker 1: you using her?
• 24:25
  Speaker 2: And he's like nope, and they're like, are you talking
• 24:27
  Speaker 2: tonyone else? He's like, no, lives to them, lives to
• 24:29
  Speaker 2: their face. I'm going they take ski shots at the bar.
• 24:31
  Speaker 2: He's also was interested that, like he's meeting her friends
• 24:34
  Speaker 2: for the first time. I was interested by that because
• 24:36
  Speaker 2: like they've been dating for a minute. Okay, honey, let's
• 24:41
  Speaker 2: end on a low note, on a brown note, gino
• 24:45
  Speaker 2: an Natalie, I just don't understand how she's possibly back.
• 24:49
  Speaker 2: So I'm just going to have to like shelf how
• 24:51
  Speaker 2: how much I hate the disbelief of why she would
• 24:53
  Speaker 2: allow this. Okay, And again same similar theme of like
• 24:56
  Speaker 2: what is this world? And are there men? Okay, So
• 25:00
  Speaker 2: Gina is back in her apartment okay, and we really
• 25:03
  Speaker 2: get the shot back in and that she is dressed
• 25:05
  Speaker 2: to the nines and she has a Gucci again, like
• 25:08
  Speaker 2: I said, bag, and he comes in with a backpack,
• 25:11
  Speaker 2: and so you can really see the disparity of like
• 25:13
  Speaker 2: why these people should never be together.
• 25:18
  Speaker 3: Gino's like I did it. I had worked my Geno
• 25:21
  Speaker 3: magic with lots of texts and calls and did my
• 25:25
  Speaker 3: Geno charm.
• 25:27
  Speaker 1: To get her.
• 25:28
  Speaker 2: And you're like, right then and there, I want to go,
• 25:30
  Speaker 2: get me a confessional with Natalie producers and ask her
• 25:33
  Speaker 2: right away, what's the Gino charm? What was it, Natalie
• 25:36
  Speaker 2: that really worked? What part of Gino made you come
• 25:40
  Speaker 2: back for more humiliation on the like on the show?
• 25:43
  Speaker 1: Just please? So then she puts them in her bed
• 25:47
  Speaker 1: and it's a massage bed.
• 25:48
  Speaker 2: She has an old, old lady bed, which I find
• 25:50
  Speaker 2: with that I really want old lady bed. I don't
• 25:52
  Speaker 2: want a massage bed, but I do want an adjustable bed.
• 25:55
  Speaker 1: Mostly so much, mostly so much for my legs.
• 25:59
  Speaker 2: I want an adjustable that because I can't lay flat
• 26:02
  Speaker 2: it hurts my lower back.
• 26:04
  Speaker 1: No, he loves it or whatever. And so then at.
• 26:08
  Speaker 2: Night it's like the theme of this is like you're
• 26:12
  Speaker 2: my best friend, spa night instead of like someone I
• 26:16
  Speaker 2: want to fuck, you know how, Corney obviously put the
• 26:18
  Speaker 2: eyemask on. Natalie comes in with heart pajamas, very Valentine's
• 26:22
  Speaker 2: Day appropriate, and a master blaster.
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: Oh my god.
• 26:25
  Speaker 2: First of all, who here knows a master blaster? Who
• 26:27
  Speaker 2: here knows a master blaster? Who hears in the Facebook
• 26:29
  Speaker 2: group of about master blasters? Okay, this is so funny
• 26:32
  Speaker 2: and I want to talk about this. Okay, a master
• 26:35
  Speaker 2: blaster is this woman's like this one woman who's like
• 26:38
  Speaker 2: a guru like made these like fashion blasters and you're
• 26:40
  Speaker 2: supposed to like use it all over your body like
• 26:42
  Speaker 2: this weird like rolling pin with all these like weird knobs,
• 26:45
  Speaker 2: and the thought of it is like a breaks down
• 26:47
  Speaker 2: the fash fashia in your body and like a cellu
• 26:50
  Speaker 2: light and so things. Lymph shit gets moved around and
• 26:53
  Speaker 2: it like keeps your body taught.
• 26:55
  Speaker 1: I don't even understand.
• 26:56
  Speaker 2: It's like some thing okay, but okay, but it has
• 26:59
  Speaker 2: a whole following Okay that exists. There's all these ones,
• 27:03
  Speaker 2: like for your face, they're all the branded master blasters.
• 27:06
  Speaker 2: So she comes out with a master blaster and.
• 27:08
  Speaker 3: Then Gino's like, ah, she wants to use her massage
• 27:11
  Speaker 3: till I six till he's on me.
• 27:12
  Speaker 1: And it's like the opposite of that. It's not a
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: massage toy.
• 27:15
  Speaker 2: It does not feel good like it's not you know,
• 27:17
  Speaker 2: it's not supposed to be like a faara gun, and
• 27:19
  Speaker 2: it's certainly not a sex toy, even though it looks
• 27:22
  Speaker 2: that way. It's uncomfortable. It's you know, I bought all
• 27:27
  Speaker 2: this is so shitty. I'm gonna be honest, this is
• 27:30
  Speaker 2: so this is where talking about Geno. I'm gonna give
• 27:34
  Speaker 2: Gino grace. Gino has frugleness for sure, right I told
• 27:37
  Speaker 2: you you know Gena has frugleness. He's very cheap, as
• 27:39
  Speaker 2: I've said, and I have made fun of him this
• 27:41
  Speaker 2: whole time. But on the other side of the spectrum,
• 27:43
  Speaker 2: I have done a lot of bullshit buying over the
• 27:46
  Speaker 2: time of my life. And about yeah, like six years ago,
• 27:50
  Speaker 2: I got into that Master Blaster Facebook group, and I
• 27:52
  Speaker 2: swear to God that there are someone there are women
• 27:55
  Speaker 2: because it's I think it's a woman's thing, like there
• 27:57
  Speaker 2: are ones listening to the podcast right now, being like Chris, Yes,
• 28:00
  Speaker 2: I know the Master Blaster. I gott in that Facebook
• 28:02
  Speaker 2: group and there was a fucking Black Friday sale and
• 28:04
  Speaker 2: I bought all of the bastard Blasters. It was like
• 28:06
  Speaker 2: the big one, the flump of your face, like, Okay,
• 28:07
  Speaker 2: I'm so sorry. I'm mad at myself and just bringing
• 28:10
  Speaker 2: up because like it's not the only impulse by that
• 28:12
  Speaker 2: I bought because someone promised me gold. You know what
• 28:14
  Speaker 2: I'm saying that like whatever snosa you like. I just
• 28:17
  Speaker 2: like when I saw it, it was like, oh.
• 28:19
  Speaker 1: My god, I've never used any of them.
• 28:23
  Speaker 2: They are in my bathroom, those stupid ass rolling pins
• 28:27
  Speaker 2: with the knobs on them.
• 28:28
  Speaker 1: I'm like, it was like triggering me.
• 28:30
  Speaker 2: To see you, like, oh my god, it was Master Blast.
• 28:35
  Speaker 1: I still have them. Okay, so listen to me, and
• 28:37
  Speaker 1: I need this. I need this from you. This is
• 28:39
  Speaker 1: how I'm ending the podcast. Well, there'll be other ends.
• 28:42
  Speaker 2: If you are someone who's ever used a Master Blaster
• 28:44
  Speaker 2: or you think they work, you need to get at me.
• 28:47
  Speaker 2: You need to go onto any of the following social
• 28:49
  Speaker 2: media's I will say and be like, Chris, go back
• 28:51
  Speaker 2: and use it. You you'll get into it because if
• 28:53
  Speaker 2: I remember correctly, you go through a period where you
• 28:55
  Speaker 2: have to like cruise your whole fucking body first and
• 28:58
  Speaker 2: then somehow it works that up to that.
• 29:00
  Speaker 1: It's like when you learn pole dancing. There's all these like.
• 29:03
  Speaker 2: Beauty things you have to go through like a period
• 29:05
  Speaker 2: of turmoil and you come out the other side, you know,
• 29:07
  Speaker 2: like I'm the age, like you know where everyone's supposed
• 29:09
  Speaker 2: to use like a little bit of trent on their face,
• 29:11
  Speaker 2: like retinaal you know, like you know, like prescription reddn
• 29:14
  Speaker 2: A whatever, you're supposed to do a thin layer and
• 29:16
  Speaker 2: you like go through a process where like you know,
• 29:17
  Speaker 2: you're dry off and then like after that your skin's
• 29:20
  Speaker 2: supposed to look like baby but every morning, I don't
• 29:22
  Speaker 2: know anyway, same thing. If I'm supposed to use a
• 29:24
  Speaker 2: master blaster, please tell me, and this is how you
• 29:26
  Speaker 2: tell me. Go to my social media's. I'm at Chris
• 29:28
  Speaker 2: el Farah on Instagram, at Chris al Fara on TikTok Honey,
• 29:32
  Speaker 2: I'm a Patreon You're welcome to join get the visuals
• 29:35
  Speaker 2: before anyone else of Vanity Farah Patreon, Chris Fara substack,
• 29:41
  Speaker 2: Chris Farrah Facebook group Vanity Farrah.
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: That's a great way to get at me. Also like
• 29:46
  Speaker 1: Chris Farah on Facebook. All of those things and tell
• 29:49
  Speaker 1: me if I'm got to use a master blaster.
• 29:51
  Speaker 2: Also tell me if like there is a just overwhelming
• 29:54
  Speaker 2: theme of insecure women doing the most when they should
• 29:58
  Speaker 2: be doing less.
• 29:59
  Speaker 1: And also is that because as I'm seeing myself in them?
• 30:01
  Speaker 2: Okay, That's all I have to say, except also thank
• 30:04
  Speaker 2: you for being here again.
• 30:06
  Speaker 1: A lot of things coming up in the docket, and
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: so I appreciate.
• 30:11
  Speaker 2: You, know, just like you, Sharon, you like and you're
• 30:15
  Speaker 2: given five stars when you can, Well, you're going to
• 30:18
  Speaker 2: give two breaths and then.
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: We're going to be on our merry way. Honeys.
• 30:23
  Speaker 2: Al Right, baby booze rehearsal breath out, real breath and
• 30:28
  Speaker 2: or just two tries or just in this moment, two
• 30:33
  Speaker 2: valiant efforts and then a minute.
• 30:35
  Speaker 1: The podcast is fun.
• 30:36
  Speaker 2: You can go into a full meditation and try more,
• 30:39
  Speaker 2: or try it later, or try at night, or just
• 30:43
  Speaker 2: not give yourself any pressure. This world is just moving through.
• 30:48
  Speaker 2: You could just be an observer looking down labeling things
• 30:51
  Speaker 2: you see. These are thoughts, Those are thoughts.
• 30:53
  Speaker 1: This is a breath.
• 30:54
  Speaker 2: That's a breath, that's a sound. That's how I feel
• 30:57
  Speaker 2: interesting and like a cloud in the sky, I do
• 31:02
  Speaker 2: pass and a new cloud will be there, or maybe
• 31:06
  Speaker 2: you'll have a cloud free day.
• 31:09
  Speaker 1: Probably not, thoughts happen. All right, put your feet on
• 31:12
  Speaker 1: the ground. Let's do this. Want more. Thank you for
• 31:17
  Speaker 1: being here, all right, my loves.
• 31:21
  Speaker 2: Take care of yourselves and one another. Stand it for
• 31:23
  Speaker 2: way you believe and make art. I'll talk to you later.
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