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Soul Shattered to Master Of Manifesting, Terrie Christine · Skirts Up!

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  I
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  kept
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  hearing
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  the
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  N
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  O
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  word,
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  but
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  in
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  my
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  head
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  I
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  was
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  repeating
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  K,
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  N
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  o
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  W.
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  So
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  I
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  wasn't
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  allowing
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  myself
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  as
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  a
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  child
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  to
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  be
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  put
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  off
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  by
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  that
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  N
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  O
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  word.
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  I
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  was
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  saying
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  to
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  myself,
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  I
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  can
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  figure
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  this
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  out.
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  I'm
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  going
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  to
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  get
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  it.
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  And
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  then
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  I
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  would
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  just
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  sit
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  in
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  my
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  room
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  and
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  visualize
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  that
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  I
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  could
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  have
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  a
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  new
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  pair
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  of
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  pants
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  or
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  a
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  new
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  dress
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  and
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  a
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  neighbor
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  would
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  give
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  it
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  to
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  me,
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  or
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  the
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  church
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  family
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  gave
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  it
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  to
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  me,
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  or
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  I
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  got
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  so
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  many
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  things
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  that
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  I
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  mom
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  started
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  telling
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  people,
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  stop
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  giving
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  it
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  to
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  me.
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  Hey,
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  you.
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  You're
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  tuned
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  in
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  to
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  the
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  Skirts
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  up
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  show
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  with
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  Samantha
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  and
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  Melissa.
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  Join
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  our
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  mission
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  to
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  normalize
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  failure,
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  but
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  still
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  uncover
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  the
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  positives
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  at
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  every
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  twist
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  and
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  turn.
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  Skirts
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  up,
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  but
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  keep
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  your
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  panties
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  on.
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  What's
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  up?
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  Skirts
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  up
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  squad
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  it
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  is.
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  Samantha
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  and
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  Melissa.
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  Welcome
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  back
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  to
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  season
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  Season
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  three.
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  What?
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  Episode
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  one
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  Season
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  three.
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  I
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  think
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  so.
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  I
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  know,
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  it's
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  amazing.
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  It's
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  so
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  fun.
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  You
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  know,
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  we
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  have
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  grown
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  so
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  much
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  and
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  I
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  just
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  love
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  that
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  there
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  is
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  like
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  a.
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  There's
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  like
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  a
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  reason
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  and
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  there's
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  like
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  a
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  path
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  and
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  a
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  purpose
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  and
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  a
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  direction
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  and
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  it's
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  just
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  grown
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  into
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  this
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  whole
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  thing.
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  It
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  has
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  been
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  amazing
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  and
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  I'm
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  so
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  happy
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  to
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  be
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  on
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  this
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  journey.
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  Maybe
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  we
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  do
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  a
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  little
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  life
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  catch.
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  Up
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  instead
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  of
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  a
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  fail.
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  Yeah.
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  Yeah.
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  We
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  were
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  just
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  on
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  break.
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  Yep.
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  So
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  spring
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  break.
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  Just
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  kidding,
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  Melissa.
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  It's
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  not
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  even
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  spring
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  break
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  yet.
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  Catch
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  up.
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  What
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  did
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  we
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  do
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  on
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  our
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  break?
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  We
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  recorded
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  a
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  fuck
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  ton.
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  Yeah,
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  we
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  did.
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  I
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  don't
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  know
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  if
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  you
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  saw
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  our.
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  Our
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  lineup
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  of
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  guests
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  for
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  this
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  season,
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  but
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  we
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  met
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  with
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  all
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  of
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  them
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  on
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  our
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  break.
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  We
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  even
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  traveled
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  to
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  one.
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  We
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  went
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  to
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  dc.
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  I
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  feel
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  like
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  we
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  traveled
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  more
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  than
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  dc
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  but
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  maybe
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  we
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  didn'
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  it.
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  We
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  imagined
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  that
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  we
• 2:02
  wanted
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  to.
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  Yeah,
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  I
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  guess
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  maybe
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  why
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  I
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  feel
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  it
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  that
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  way
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  is
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  that
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  we
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  did
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  do
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  like
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  some
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  in
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  person.
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  We
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  did.
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  You
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  had
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  to
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  go
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  to
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  Atlanta.
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  I
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  missed
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  that
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  one.
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  And
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  then
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  we
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  both
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  went
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  to
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  the
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  yoga.
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  Oh,
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  that's
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  true.
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  Okay.
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  So
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  we
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  did
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  some
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  out
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  and
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  about.
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  We
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  did,
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  yeah.
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  Which
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  was
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  like
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  one
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  of
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  your
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  original,
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  like.
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  Oh,
• 2:19
  I
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  really
• 2:19
  wanted
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  to
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  do
• 2:20
  that.
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  So
• 2:21
  that's
• 2:21
  been
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  nice.
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  It
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  was
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  awesome.
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  So,
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  yeah,
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  we
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  definitely
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  went
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  to
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  a
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  goat
• 2:25
  yoga
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  farm
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  that's
• 2:26
  going
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  to
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  be
• 2:26
  coming
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  up
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  in
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  May.
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  In
• 2:28
  May.
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  Oh,
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  yeah.
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  Sam
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  is
• 2:30
  so
• 2:30
  good.
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  She's
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  got
• 2:31
  the
• 2:31
  whole
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  thing
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  planned
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  out
• 2:32
  for
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  you
• 2:33
  guys.
• 2:33
  It's
• 2:33
  gonna
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  be
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  awesome.
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  Which
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  makes
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  it
• 2:36
  great
• 2:36
  because
• 2:36
  then
• 2:36
  you
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  really
• 2:37
  can
• 2:37
  know
• 2:38
  what
• 2:38
  is
• 2:38
  coming,
• 2:39
  who
• 2:39
  is
• 2:39
  coming,
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  and
• 2:40
  so
• 2:40
  you
• 2:40
  can
• 2:40
  mark
• 2:40
  your
• 2:41
  calendars
• 2:41
  for
• 2:42
  the
• 2:42
  one
• 2:42
  episode
• 2:43
  or
• 2:44
  you
• 2:44
  know,
• 2:44
  hopefully
• 2:44
  all
• 2:44
  of
• 2:44
  them
• 2:44
  that
• 2:45
  you
• 2:45
  really
• 2:45
  want
• 2:45
  to
• 2:45
  hear.
• 2:46
  Yeah.
• 2:46
  What
• 2:47
  is
• 2:47
  coming?
• 2:47
  Who
• 2:47
  is
• 2:47
  coming?
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  Come
• 2:48
  with
• 2:48
  us.
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  That
• 2:49
  sounded
• 2:50
  wildly
• 2:50
  inappropriate,
• 2:51
  Melissa.
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  Oh,
• 2:52
  I
• 2:52
  didn't
• 2:52
  mean
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  that
• 2:53
  kind,
• 2:54
  but,
• 2:54
  you
• 2:54
  know.
• 2:55
  Well,
• 2:55
  guys,
• 2:55
  we're
• 2:55
  back.
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  So.
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  So,
• 2:58
  yeah,
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  what.
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  Tell
• 3:00
  us,
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  what
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  did
• 3:01
  you
• 3:01
  do
• 3:01
  on
• 3:01
  your
• 3:01
  break
• 3:03
  besides
• 3:04
  the
• 3:04
  recording,
• 3:04
  like,
• 3:04
  when
• 3:04
  it
• 3:05
  was
• 3:05
  just
• 3:05
  you
• 3:05
  and
• 3:05
  your
• 3:06
  family?
• 3:06
  My
• 3:06
  free
• 3:07
  time.
• 3:08
  So
• 3:08
  we
• 3:09
  took.
• 3:09
  I
• 3:09
  had
• 3:10
  never
• 3:10
  been
• 3:10
  on
• 3:10
  a
• 3:10
  cruise
• 3:10
  before,
• 3:11
  and
• 3:11
  we
• 3:11
  decided
• 3:11
  to
• 3:11
  book
• 3:11
  a
• 3:12
  cruise.
• 3:12
  We
• 3:12
  took
• 3:13
  the
• 3:13
  big
• 3:13
  kids.
• 3:13
  We
• 3:14
  left
• 3:14
  the
• 3:14
  baby
• 3:14
  at
• 3:14
  home
• 3:15
  since
• 3:16
  it
• 3:16
  was
• 3:16
  my
• 3:16
  first
• 3:16
  one,
• 3:16
  so
• 3:17
  that
• 3:17
  I
• 3:17
  can
• 3:17
  enjoy
• 3:17
  it
• 3:17
  too.
• 3:18
  The.
• 3:19
  So
• 3:20
  the
• 3:20
  crew
• 3:20
  stopped
• 3:21
  at
• 3:22
  Grand
• 3:23
  Turk.
• 3:23
  Never
• 3:23
  mind.
• 3:25
  And
• 3:25
  Dominican
• 3:26
  Republic.
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  And
• 3:28
  Grand
• 3:29
  Turk
• 3:29
  was
• 3:30
  awesome
• 3:31
  because
• 3:31
  the
• 3:31
  kids,
• 3:31
  like,
• 3:31
  really
• 3:32
  got
• 3:32
  to
• 3:32
  experience
• 3:32
  what
• 3:33
  we
• 3:33
  usually
• 3:34
  experience
• 3:34
  when
• 3:34
  we
• 3:34
  go
• 3:34
  out
• 3:35
  of
• 3:35
  town,
• 3:35
  as
• 3:35
  opposed
• 3:36
  to
• 3:36
  just,
• 3:36
  you
• 3:36
  know,
• 3:37
  being
• 3:37
  in
• 3:37
  a
• 3:37
  tourist,
• 3:38
  Touristy
• 3:38
  area.
• 3:39
  We
• 3:39
  were
• 3:39
  able
• 3:39
  to
• 3:39
  get
• 3:40
  off
• 3:40
  the
• 3:40
  ship
• 3:40
  and
• 3:40
  we
• 3:40
  immediately
• 3:41
  got
• 3:41
  a
• 3:42
  golf
• 3:42
  cart
• 3:42
  and
• 3:43
  we
• 3:43
  just
• 3:43
  went
• 3:43
  the
• 3:43
  total
• 3:43
  opposite
• 3:44
  of
• 3:44
  all
• 3:44
  the
• 3:44
  touristy
• 3:45
  stuff.
• 3:46
  And
• 3:46
  we
• 3:46
  showed
• 3:46
  the
• 3:47
  kids,
• 3:47
  like,
• 3:47
  what
• 3:47
  life
• 3:48
  is
• 3:48
  like
• 3:48
  on.
• 3:49
  On
• 3:49
  a
• 3:49
  different
• 3:49
  island
• 3:50
  in
• 3:50
  a
• 3:50
  different
• 3:50
  side
• 3:50
  of
• 3:51
  the
• 3:51
  world.
• 3:51
  And
• 3:51
  not
• 3:51
  different
• 3:52
  side
• 3:52
  of
• 3:52
  the
• 3:52
  world,
• 3:52
  this
• 3:52
  being
• 3:52
  dramatic.
• 3:53
  But
• 3:54
  that
• 3:54
  was
• 3:55
  really
• 3:55
  cool
• 3:55
  because
• 3:56
  we
• 3:56
  took
• 3:56
  them
• 3:56
  to
• 3:56
  an
• 3:56
  isolated
• 3:57
  beach
• 3:57
  where,
• 3:58
  you
• 3:58
  know,
• 3:58
  tourists
• 3:58
  don't
• 3:58
  go.
• 4:00
  And
• 4:00
  per
• 4:00
  usual
• 4:01
  when
• 4:01
  Simon
• 4:01
  and
• 4:01
  I
• 4:01
  do
• 4:01
  this,
• 4:02
  we
• 4:02
  ran
• 4:02
  into
• 4:02
  a
• 4:02
  local.
• 4:03
  He
• 4:03
  was
• 4:03
  out
• 4:03
  spear
• 4:04
  fishing.
• 4:05
  What?
• 4:05
  Yeah.
• 4:06
  And
• 4:06
  so.
• 4:07
  And
• 4:07
  he
• 4:07
  was
• 4:07
  so
• 4:07
  nice.
• 4:08
  He
• 4:08
  just
• 4:08
  came
• 4:08
  over
• 4:09
  and
• 4:09
  talked
• 4:09
  to
• 4:09
  us
• 4:09
  and
• 4:09
  the
• 4:10
  kids
• 4:10
  and
• 4:10
  he
• 4:10
  was
• 4:10
  like,
• 4:10
  yeah,
• 4:11
  I'm
• 4:11
  spearfishing
• 4:12
  for
• 4:12
  my
• 4:12
  dinner.
• 4:12
  Like,
• 4:13
  this
• 4:13
  is
• 4:13
  how
• 4:13
  I.
• 4:14
  How
• 4:14
  I
• 4:14
  catch,
• 4:14
  how
• 4:15
  I
• 4:15
  get
• 4:15
  my
• 4:15
  food.
• 4:16
  And
• 4:16
  then
• 4:16
  he
• 4:17
  was
• 4:17
  like,
• 4:18
  have
• 4:18
  you
• 4:18
  guys
• 4:18
  seen
• 4:18
  a
• 4:18
  conch
• 4:19
  before?
• 4:19
  And
• 4:19
  he
• 4:19
  dove
• 4:20
  down
• 4:20
  into
• 4:21
  like,
• 4:21
  the
• 4:21
  middle
• 4:21
  of
• 4:21
  this,
• 4:22
  like,
• 4:22
  canal
• 4:23
  that
• 4:23
  we
• 4:23
  were
• 4:24
  in
• 4:24
  channel.
• 4:24
  And
• 4:25
  literally
• 4:26
  brought
• 4:26
  up
• 4:26
  an
• 4:26
  armful
• 4:26
  of
• 4:27
  these
• 4:27
  giant
• 4:27
  conchs.
• 4:27
  And
• 4:28
  he
• 4:28
  goes,
• 4:28
  these
• 4:28
  ones
• 4:28
  are
• 4:29
  alive.
• 4:29
  And
• 4:29
  you
• 4:29
  can
• 4:29
  see.
• 4:30
  And
• 4:30
  he
• 4:30
  was
• 4:30
  like.
• 4:30
  And
• 4:30
  there's
• 4:30
  so
• 4:30
  many
• 4:30
  different.
• 4:31
  Like,
• 4:31
  you
• 4:31
  could
• 4:31
  eat
• 4:31
  them
• 4:31
  right
• 4:32
  now.
• 4:32
  And
• 4:32
  I
• 4:32
  was
• 4:32
  like,
• 4:32
  we're
• 4:33
  not
• 4:33
  going
• 4:33
  to
• 4:33
  eat
• 4:33
  that
• 4:33
  right
• 4:33
  now.
• 4:34
  We're
• 4:34
  not
• 4:34
  going
• 4:34
  to
• 4:34
  do
• 4:34
  that.
• 4:34
  Right?
• 4:35
  Like
• 4:35
  raw.
• 4:35
  Yeah,
• 4:36
  like
• 4:36
  live,
• 4:37
  like,
• 4:37
  just.
• 4:37
  I
• 4:37
  guess
• 4:37
  there's
• 4:38
  a
• 4:38
  way
• 4:38
  to
• 4:38
  like,
• 4:38
  crack
• 4:38
  it
• 4:39
  out
• 4:39
  while
• 4:40
  it's
• 4:40
  alive
• 4:40
  and
• 4:40
  eat
• 4:41
  it
• 4:41
  raw.
• 4:41
  And
• 4:42
  I
• 4:42
  was
• 4:42
  like,
• 4:42
  yeah,
• 4:42
  we're
• 4:42
  good.
• 4:43
  We'll
• 4:43
  pass
• 4:43
  on
• 4:44
  that.
• 4:44
  But
• 4:44
  it
• 4:44
  was
• 4:44
  so
• 4:44
  cool
• 4:44
  that
• 4:45
  he,
• 4:45
  you
• 4:45
  know,
• 4:46
  brought
• 4:46
  it
• 4:46
  up.
• 4:46
  The
• 4:46
  kids
• 4:46
  could
• 4:47
  see
• 4:47
  that
• 4:47
  because
• 4:47
  on
• 4:48
  this
• 4:48
  beach,
• 4:49
  like,
• 4:49
  it's
• 4:49
  not.
• 4:50
  I
• 4:50
  don't.
• 4:50
  It's
• 4:50
  not
• 4:51
  written
• 4:51
  on
• 4:51
  anything
• 4:51
  that
• 4:52
  we
• 4:52
  saw
• 4:52
  material
• 4:52
  wise.
• 4:53
  But
• 4:53
  like,
• 4:54
  that
• 4:54
  beach,
• 4:56
  like,
• 4:56
  conks
• 4:57
  conjugate.
• 4:58
  I
• 4:59
  did
• 4:59
  conjugate.
• 5:00
  Conjugate,
• 5:01
  conjugate.
• 5:01
  Is
• 5:01
  that
• 5:01
  where
• 5:02
  they
• 5:02
  go
• 5:02
  and
• 5:02
  make
• 5:02
  their
• 5:02
  babies?
• 5:04
  Sure.
• 5:06
  Congregate.
• 5:07
  Congregate.
• 5:08
  You
• 5:09
  know
• 5:09
  what
• 5:09
  I
• 5:09
  mean?
• 5:10
  So
• 5:10
  they're.
• 5:11
  Their
• 5:11
  conjugal
• 5:11
  visits
• 5:12
  are
• 5:13
  planned
• 5:13
  for
• 5:15
  now.
• 5:15
  You
• 5:15
  see,
• 5:16
  it's
• 5:16
  for
• 5:16
  the.
• 5:16
  It's.
• 5:17
  It's
• 5:18
  for
• 5:18
  the
• 5:18
  meme
• 5:18
  cops.
• 5:19
  Oh,
• 5:19
  okay,
• 5:19
  okay,
• 5:20
  okay.
• 5:20
  The
• 5:21
  ones
• 5:21
  that
• 5:21
  pinch
• 5:21
  you.
• 5:23
  Yeah.
• 5:23
  But
• 5:23
  there's
• 5:23
  like
• 5:24
  whole
• 5:24
  empty
• 5:25
  conch
• 5:25
  shells
• 5:26
  all
• 5:26
  over
• 5:26
  that
• 5:26
  beach
• 5:26
  and
• 5:27
  like
• 5:27
  whole
• 5:27
  shells
• 5:28
  all
• 5:28
  over
• 5:28
  that
• 5:28
  beach.
• 5:29
  And
• 5:29
  we
• 5:30
  weren't
• 5:30
  expecting
• 5:30
  that.
• 5:30
  Like,
• 5:31
  I.
• 5:31
  Okay,
• 5:31
  I
• 5:31
  actually
• 5:32
  will
• 5:32
  tell
• 5:32
  you,
• 5:32
  I
• 5:32
  didn't
• 5:32
  even
• 5:33
  know
• 5:33
  that
• 5:33
  a
• 5:33
  conch
• 5:33
  was
• 5:33
  an
• 5:34
  actual
• 5:34
  creature.
• 5:34
  I
• 5:34
  literally
• 5:35
  just
• 5:35
  thought
• 5:35
  it
• 5:35
  was
• 5:35
  a
• 5:35
  kind
• 5:35
  of
• 5:35
  a
• 5:36
  shell.
• 5:37
  That's
• 5:37
  how
• 5:38
  naive
• 5:38
  I
• 5:38
  was.
• 5:39
  I
• 5:39
  want
• 5:39
  to
• 5:39
  say
• 5:40
  I
• 5:41
  at
• 5:41
  one
• 5:42
  point
• 5:42
  thought
• 5:42
  that,
• 5:42
  but
• 5:43
  when
• 5:43
  Simon
• 5:44
  and
• 5:44
  I
• 5:44
  went
• 5:44
  to
• 5:44
  Roatan,
• 5:44
  I
• 5:45
  saw
• 5:45
  a
• 5:45
  live
• 5:45
  one.
• 5:46
  We
• 5:46
  thought
• 5:46
  it
• 5:46
  was
• 5:47
  a
• 5:47
  shell,
• 5:47
  and
• 5:47
  we
• 5:47
  learned
• 5:48
  very
• 5:48
  quickly
• 5:48
  when
• 5:48
  we
• 5:48
  took
• 5:49
  it
• 5:49
  to
• 5:49
  the
• 5:49
  room
• 5:49
  that
• 5:49
  it
• 5:49
  was
• 5:49
  an
• 5:50
  animal.
• 5:50
  Oh,
• 5:50
  no.
• 5:51
  So
• 5:52
  wait,
• 5:52
  are
• 5:52
  they
• 5:52
  like
• 5:52
  little
• 5:53
  crabs
• 5:53
  or
• 5:53
  whatever?
• 5:53
  Yeah,
• 5:53
  they
• 5:53
  look
• 5:54
  like
• 5:54
  crabs.
• 5:55
  Yeah.
• 5:55
  And
• 5:55
  they
• 5:55
  live
• 5:55
  in
• 5:55
  these
• 5:56
  giant
• 5:56
  conch
• 5:56
  shells.
• 5:57
  The
• 5:57
  other
• 5:57
  thing
• 5:58
  that
• 5:58
  was
• 5:58
  so
• 5:58
  cool
• 5:58
  is
• 5:58
  when
• 5:59
  we
• 5:59
  started
• 5:59
  walking
• 6:00
  down
• 6:00
  the
• 6:00
  beach,
• 6:01
  I
• 6:01
  did
• 6:01
  not
• 6:02
  expect
• 6:03
  or
• 6:03
  know
• 6:04
  that
• 6:04
  we
• 6:04
  had
• 6:04
  the
• 6:05
  chance
• 6:05
  of
• 6:05
  seeing
• 6:05
  flamingos.
• 6:06
  And
• 6:06
  so
• 6:07
  we're
• 6:07
  walking
• 6:07
  along
• 6:07
  the
• 6:07
  beach
• 6:08
  in
• 6:08
  this
• 6:08
  flock
• 6:09
  of
• 6:09
  flamingos
• 6:10
  land
• 6:10
  in
• 6:10
  the
• 6:10
  water,
• 6:11
  like
• 6:12
  several
• 6:13
  feet
• 6:13
  in
• 6:14
  front
• 6:14
  of
• 6:14
  us.
• 6:14
  Yes.
• 6:15
  And
• 6:15
  Emelia
• 6:16
  was
• 6:16
  just
• 6:16
  in
• 6:17
  awe.
• 6:17
  Do
• 6:17
  you
• 6:18
  have
• 6:18
  a
• 6:18
  picture?
• 6:18
  Because
• 6:18
  my
• 6:19
  d.
• 6:19
  Our
• 6:19
  number
• 6:19
  one
• 6:19
  fan,
• 6:20
  loves
• 6:21
  flamingos.
• 6:21
  I
• 6:21
  do.
• 6:22
  And
• 6:22
  actually
• 6:22
  there's
• 6:23
  two
• 6:23
  photos
• 6:23
  of
• 6:23
  the
• 6:24
  flamingos
• 6:24
  that
• 6:24
  I
• 6:24
  got
• 6:25
  and
• 6:25
  they're
• 6:26
  out
• 6:27
  focus.
• 6:27
  But
• 6:28
  it
• 6:28
  just.
• 6:28
  It
• 6:28
  makes
• 6:29
  me
• 6:29
  want
• 6:29
  to
• 6:29
  paint.
• 6:30
  Like,
• 6:30
  they
• 6:30
  just
• 6:30
  look
• 6:30
  so
• 6:30
  magical
• 6:31
  and
• 6:31
  so
• 6:31
  beautiful
• 6:32
  and
• 6:32
  it
• 6:32
  makes
• 6:32
  me
• 6:32
  just
• 6:32
  want
• 6:32
  to
• 6:32
  get
• 6:32
  a
• 6:33
  paintbrush
• 6:33
  and
• 6:33
  start,
• 6:33
  like,
• 6:34
  water
• 6:34
  painting.
• 6:34
  Wow.
• 6:35
  Yeah.
• 6:35
  I
• 6:36
  love
• 6:36
  it.
• 6:36
  I
• 6:36
  want
• 6:36
  to
• 6:37
  see
• 6:37
  that
• 6:37
  painting.
• 6:38
  I.
• 6:39
  No
• 6:39
  one
• 6:39
  wants
• 6:40
  to
• 6:40
  see
• 6:40
  the
• 6:40
  painting,
• 6:40
  but
• 6:40
  I
• 6:41
  will
• 6:41
  share
• 6:41
  the
• 6:41
  photo
• 6:42
  and
• 6:42
  you
• 6:42
  guys
• 6:42
  can
• 6:42
  see
• 6:42
  that.
• 6:43
  And
• 6:44
  then
• 6:44
  we
• 6:44
  stopped
• 6:44
  at
• 6:44
  Dominican
• 6:45
  Republic
• 6:45
  where
• 6:46
  we
• 6:46
  got
• 6:46
  the
• 6:46
  kids
• 6:47
  to
• 6:47
  swim
• 6:47
  with
• 6:47
  dolphins.
• 6:48
  That's
• 6:48
  amazing.
• 6:49
  Yeah,
• 6:49
  I've
• 6:49
  never
• 6:50
  done
• 6:50
  that
• 6:50
  either.
• 6:50
  I.
• 6:52
  It
• 6:52
  was
• 6:52
  really
• 6:52
  cool.
• 6:53
  I
• 6:53
  know
• 6:53
  a
• 6:53
  lot
• 6:53
  of
• 6:54
  people
• 6:54
  wait,
• 6:54
  you
• 6:55
  know,
• 6:55
  a
• 6:55
  long,
• 6:56
  long
• 6:56
  time
• 6:56
  to
• 6:56
  get
• 6:56
  to
• 6:57
  see
• 6:57
  dolphins
• 6:57
  and
• 6:57
  swim
• 6:58
  dolphins.
• 6:58
  I
• 6:59
  hadn't
• 6:59
  seen
• 6:59
  the
• 6:59
  13
• 7:00
  year
• 7:00
  old,
• 7:00
  like,
• 7:01
  smile
• 7:01
  that
• 7:01
  big.
• 7:02
  He
• 7:02
  was
• 7:02
  cheese.
• 7:02
  It.
• 7:03
  Loved
• 7:04
  it.
• 7:04
  He
• 7:04
  was
• 7:04
  hugging
• 7:04
  the
• 7:05
  dolphins
• 7:05
  and
• 7:05
  it
• 7:05
  was
• 7:06
  kissing
• 7:06
  him.
• 7:06
  Oh,
• 7:07
  that's
• 7:07
  so
• 7:07
  sweet.
• 7:08
  Yeah,
• 7:08
  he
• 7:09
  loved
• 7:09
  it.
• 7:10
  But
• 7:11
  yeah,
• 7:11
  so.
• 7:12
  And
• 7:12
  I
• 7:12
  also
• 7:12
  started
• 7:13
  a
• 7:13
  new
• 7:13
  study.
• 7:14
  I
• 7:14
  started
• 7:14
  studying
• 7:15
  rtt.
• 7:16
  Ooh,
• 7:17
  I'm
• 7:17
  so
• 7:17
  excited.
• 7:19
  Which
• 7:19
  you
• 7:19
  guys
• 7:20
  on
• 7:20
  me.
• 7:22
  We
• 7:22
  probably
• 7:23
  can't
• 7:23
  say
• 7:23
  that
• 7:23
  in
• 7:23
  the
• 7:23
  public.
• 7:24
  Oh,
• 7:24
  I
• 7:24
  don't
• 7:24
  know.
• 7:24
  Aren't
• 7:25
  you
• 7:25
  have.
• 7:25
  Don't
• 7:25
  you
• 7:25
  have
• 7:26
  to
• 7:26
  get
• 7:26
  people
• 7:26
  to
• 7:26
  practice
• 7:27
  on?
• 7:27
  I
• 7:27
  don't
• 7:27
  know.
• 7:27
  I'm
• 7:28
  not
• 7:28
  there
• 7:28
  yet.
• 7:28
  Not
• 7:28
  friends.
• 7:28
  Okay.
• 7:29
  And
• 7:29
  you
• 7:29
  guys
• 7:29
  haven't
• 7:30
  got
• 7:30
  the
• 7:30
  ethical.
• 7:30
  And
• 7:31
  you
• 7:31
  guys
• 7:31
  haven't
• 7:31
  heard
• 7:31
  of
• 7:31
  this
• 7:32
  episode
• 7:32
  yet
• 7:32
  of
• 7:32
  where
• 7:33
  this
• 7:34
  came
• 7:34
  from
• 7:35
  that
• 7:35
  I
• 7:35
  decided,
• 7:36
  like,
• 7:36
  oh,
• 7:36
  I'm
• 7:36
  gonna
• 7:37
  study
• 7:37
  this,
• 7:37
  and
• 7:37
  this
• 7:38
  is
• 7:38
  gonna
• 7:38
  be
• 7:38
  a
• 7:38
  career
• 7:39
  path
• 7:39
  that
• 7:39
  I
• 7:39
  think
• 7:39
  I'm
• 7:39
  gonna
• 7:40
  humor
• 7:40
  that
• 7:40
  also
• 7:41
  comes
• 7:41
  out
• 7:41
  in
• 7:41
  May.
• 7:42
  So.
• 7:42
  That
• 7:43
  is
• 7:43
  amazing.
• 7:44
  Yeah.
• 7:45
  Exciting.
• 7:46
  I'm
• 7:46
  so
• 7:46
  proud
• 7:47
  of
• 7:47
  you.
• 7:47
  Thank
• 7:47
  you.
• 7:48
  Wow.
• 7:49
  So
• 7:49
  my
• 7:49
  life
• 7:50
  isn't
• 7:50
  as
• 7:50
  exciting
• 7:51
  in
• 7:51
  that
• 7:51
  way,
• 7:51
  but
• 7:51
  it's.
• 7:52
  Oh,
• 7:52
  it's
• 7:52
  exciting.
• 7:52
  It's
• 7:53
  had
• 7:53
  a
• 7:53
  lot
• 7:53
  of
• 7:53
  ups
• 7:54
  and
• 7:55
  upendedness.
• 7:56
  I
• 7:56
  guess
• 7:56
  you
• 7:56
  could
• 7:56
  say.
• 7:58
  Things
• 7:58
  in
• 7:58
  my
• 7:58
  life
• 7:58
  are
• 7:59
  changing
• 7:59
  right
• 7:59
  now.
• 8:00
  I
• 8:00
  would
• 8:00
  say
• 8:01
  I'm
• 8:01
  going
• 8:01
  through
• 8:02
  the
• 8:02
  process
• 8:02
  of
• 8:03
  a
• 8:04
  divorce.
• 8:05
  I
• 8:06
  don't
• 8:06
  really
• 8:06
  have
• 8:06
  much
• 8:07
  to
• 8:07
  say
• 8:07
  about
• 8:07
  it
• 8:07
  for
• 8:08
  now,
• 8:08
  but
• 8:09
  we'll
• 8:09
  probably
• 8:09
  talk
• 8:09
  about
• 8:10
  it
• 8:10
  later.
• 8:11
  It's
• 8:11
  all
• 8:11
  pretty
• 8:11
  kind
• 8:12
  of.
• 8:12
  Kind
• 8:12
  of
• 8:12
  tender
• 8:13
  and
• 8:13
  fresh,
• 8:13
  but,
• 8:14
  you
• 8:14
  know,
• 8:16
  doesn't
• 8:16
  make
• 8:16
  you
• 8:16
  a
• 8:17
  failure
• 8:18
  at
• 8:18
  life.
• 8:19
  It
• 8:19
  doesn't
• 8:20
  sometimes
• 8:21
  try
• 8:21
  to
• 8:21
  tell
• 8:21
  myself
• 8:22
  that.
• 8:22
  Better
• 8:22
  for
• 8:23
  your
• 8:23
  health.
• 8:24
  Insane.
• 8:25
  Just
• 8:25
  like
• 8:25
  we
• 8:25
  learned
• 8:26
  in
• 8:26
  an
• 8:26
  interview
• 8:27
  that
• 8:27
  we
• 8:27
  had,
• 8:27
  like,
• 8:28
  not
• 8:28
  too
• 8:28
  long
• 8:28
  ago
• 8:29
  where,
• 8:30
  I
• 8:30
  mean,
• 8:30
  the
• 8:30
  example
• 8:31
  was,
• 8:31
  like,
• 8:31
  staying
• 8:32
  together.
• 8:32
  Just
• 8:32
  because
• 8:32
  you
• 8:33
  have
• 8:33
  kids
• 8:33
  doesn't
• 8:34
  mean
• 8:34
  it's,
• 8:34
  like,
• 8:34
  a
• 8:34
  healthy
• 8:35
  relationship.
• 8:35
  And,
• 8:35
  like,
• 8:36
  just
• 8:36
  staying
• 8:36
  because
• 8:37
  you
• 8:37
  feel
• 8:37
  like,
• 8:38
  oh,
• 8:38
  we're
• 8:38
  married.
• 8:39
  That's
• 8:39
  not
• 8:39
  healthy.
• 8:40
  No,
• 8:40
  you're
• 8:40
  right.
• 8:41
  You're
• 8:41
  right.
• 8:42
  So,
• 8:43
  yeah,
• 8:43
  there's
• 8:43
  just
• 8:44
  been
• 8:44
  a
• 8:44
  lot
• 8:44
  of
• 8:45
  things
• 8:45
  going
• 8:45
  on.
• 8:46
  I
• 8:46
  did
• 8:46
  get
• 8:46
  my
• 8:46
  car
• 8:46
  totaled.
• 8:47
  I
• 8:47
  think
• 8:47
  you
• 8:47
  probably
• 8:48
  heard
• 8:48
  about
• 8:48
  that
• 8:49
  because
• 8:49
  it
• 8:49
  did
• 8:49
  happen
• 8:50
  near
• 8:50
  the
• 8:50
  end
• 8:50
  of
• 8:50
  last
• 8:51
  season
• 8:53
  because.
• 8:54
  Oh,
• 8:54
  yeah.
• 8:54
  Oh.
• 8:55
  Actually,
• 8:55
  it
• 8:55
  kind
• 8:55
  of
• 8:55
  happened
• 8:56
  in
• 8:56
  the
• 8:56
  middle
• 8:56
  of
• 8:56
  recording
• 8:57
  for
• 8:57
  this
• 8:57
  season.
• 8:58
  Yeah.
• 8:59
  So
• 8:59
  if
• 8:59
  you
• 8:59
  missed
• 8:59
  the
• 8:59
  vital
• 9:00
  episode.
• 9:00
  That
• 9:00
  is
• 9:01
  where
• 9:01
  that
• 9:02
  episode
• 9:02
  was
• 9:03
  amazing.
• 9:04
  And
• 9:04
  I'm
• 9:04
  so
• 9:04
  mad
• 9:05
  at
• 9:05
  myself
• 9:05
  because
• 9:05
  I
• 9:06
  wish
• 9:06
  I
• 9:06
  still
• 9:07
  can,
• 9:07
  I
• 9:07
  guess,
• 9:07
  go
• 9:08
  onto
• 9:08
  our
• 9:08
  Facebook
• 9:08
  page
• 9:09
  and
• 9:09
  be
• 9:09
  like,
• 9:09
  whoa.
• 9:10
  If
• 9:10
  you
• 9:10
  guys
• 9:10
  didn't
• 9:11
  hear
• 9:11
  my
• 9:12
  one
• 9:12
  and
• 9:12
  only
• 9:12
  amazing
• 9:13
  co
• 9:13
  host
• 9:13
  interviewing
• 9:14
  Vital.
• 9:15
  Like,
• 9:16
  that
• 9:16
  was
• 9:16
  such
• 9:16
  a
• 9:16
  good
• 9:17
  episode.
• 9:18
  She
• 9:18
  made
• 9:18
  it
• 9:18
  amazing.
• 9:19
  Oh,
• 9:19
  you
• 9:19
  both
• 9:20
  did.
• 9:20
  It
• 9:20
  was
• 9:20
  awesome.
• 9:21
  So,
• 9:21
  yeah.
• 9:21
  But
• 9:22
  I
• 9:22
  think
• 9:22
  because
• 9:23
  of
• 9:23
  that,
• 9:23
  I.
• 9:24
  Of
• 9:24
  the
• 9:24
  car
• 9:24
  being
• 9:24
  totaled,
• 9:25
  I
• 9:25
  had
• 9:25
  to
• 9:25
  miss
• 9:25
  that
• 9:25
  episode.
• 9:25
  I
• 9:26
  was
• 9:26
  so
• 9:26
  upset.
• 9:27
  But
• 9:27
  it
• 9:27
  couldn't
• 9:28
  have
• 9:28
  been
• 9:28
  done
• 9:28
  better.
• 9:29
  And
• 9:29
  you
• 9:29
  guys
• 9:30
  were
• 9:30
  safe
• 9:30
  and
• 9:30
  you
• 9:30
  have
• 9:30
  a
• 9:31
  new
• 9:31
  car.
• 9:31
  Yep.
• 9:32
  Have
• 9:32
  a
• 9:32
  new
• 9:32
  car,
• 9:33
  have
• 9:33
  a
• 9:33
  new
• 9:33
  life.
• 9:35
  Working
• 9:36
  on
• 9:36
  that,
• 9:36
  but
• 9:36
  I'm
• 9:37
  excited.
• 9:37
  I'm
• 9:37
  excited.
• 9:38
  Well,
• 9:38
  thank
• 9:38
  you.
• 9:38
  I
• 9:38
  think
• 9:38
  it's
• 9:39
  been
• 9:39
  a
• 9:39
  long
• 9:39
  time
• 9:40
  coming.
• 9:40
  I
• 9:40
  probably
• 9:41
  shouldn't
• 9:41
  say
• 9:41
  that,
• 9:41
  but
• 9:42
  it's.
• 9:43
  It's
• 9:43
  been
• 9:43
  a
• 9:44
  long
• 9:44
  time
• 9:45
  Coming.
• 9:46
  I
• 9:47
  just
• 9:47
  didn't
• 9:47
  want
• 9:47
  to
• 9:47
  admit
• 9:48
  it.
• 9:48
  Yeah.
• 9:49
  So.
• 9:49
  Well,
• 9:50
  yeah.
• 9:50
  I'm
• 9:51
  excited
• 9:51
  to
• 9:51
  see
• 9:51
  what
• 9:51
  comes
• 9:52
  for
• 9:52
  you
• 9:52
  next.
• 9:53
  And
• 9:53
  we're
• 9:54
  all
• 9:54
  here
• 9:54
  to
• 9:54
  support
• 9:55
  you.
• 9:55
  I
• 9:55
  know.
• 9:56
  And
• 9:56
  that's
• 9:56
  where
• 9:56
  I
• 9:56
  have
• 9:56
  to
• 9:56
  admit,
• 9:57
  like,
• 9:58
  there's
• 9:58
  not
• 9:58
  a
• 9:58
  single
• 9:59
  part
• 9:59
  of
• 9:59
  me
• 9:59
  that
• 10:00
  feels.
• 10:00
  Hasn't
• 10:01
  felt
• 10:01
  love
• 10:01
  from
• 10:03
  sometimes
• 10:04
  just
• 10:04
  new
• 10:04
  people
• 10:05
  every
• 10:05
  day.
• 10:05
  People
• 10:06
  that
• 10:06
  I
• 10:06
  know
• 10:06
  are
• 10:06
  in
• 10:06
  my
• 10:07
  life
• 10:07
  and
• 10:07
  I
• 10:07
  know
• 10:07
  love
• 10:07
  me,
• 10:08
  but
• 10:08
  people
• 10:08
  are
• 10:08
  just
• 10:09
  coming
• 10:09
  out
• 10:09
  of
• 10:09
  the
• 10:09
  woodworks.
• 10:10
  So
• 10:11
  I'm
• 10:11
  very
• 10:11
  grateful
• 10:12
  to
• 10:12
  everyone.
• 10:13
  Good.
• 10:13
  Yeah.
• 10:14
  Did
• 10:15
  you
• 10:15
  guys
• 10:15
  notice
• 10:15
  the
• 10:16
  album
• 10:16
  change
• 10:17
  and
• 10:17
  our
• 10:17
  new
• 10:18
  logo?
• 10:18
  It's
• 10:19
  so
• 10:19
  pretty.
• 10:20
  I
• 10:20
  hope
• 10:20
  you
• 10:21
  guys
• 10:21
  love
• 10:21
  it
• 10:22
  and
• 10:22
  we
• 10:23
  really
• 10:23
  will
• 10:24
  post
• 10:24
  a
• 10:24
  post.
• 10:25
  Post
• 10:25
  a
• 10:25
  post.
• 10:26
  Okay.
• 10:27
  That
• 10:27
  was
• 10:28
  maybe
• 10:28
  okay.
• 10:30
  She's
• 10:30
  like,
• 10:30
  maybe
• 10:31
  it
• 10:31
  wasn't
• 10:31
  as
• 10:31
  funny
• 10:31
  as
• 10:31
  I
• 10:32
  thought.
• 10:32
  No,
• 10:32
  it
• 10:32
  was
• 10:33
  great.
• 10:33
  I
• 10:34
  didn't
• 10:34
  intentionally
• 10:35
  say
• 10:35
  that.
• 10:35
  It
• 10:35
  just
• 10:35
  came
• 10:35
  out
• 10:36
  and
• 10:36
  I
• 10:36
  was
• 10:36
  like,
• 10:36
  whoa,
• 10:36
  is
• 10:37
  that.
• 10:37
  That
• 10:37
  sounds
• 10:37
  stupid.
• 10:38
  But
• 10:39
  maybe
• 10:39
  I
• 10:39
  will
• 10:40
  make
• 10:40
  a.
• 10:42
  Our
• 10:42
  cover
• 10:43
  change.
• 10:43
  But
• 10:44
  if
• 10:44
  you
• 10:44
  look
• 10:45
  at
• 10:45
  it,
• 10:45
  I
• 10:46
  wonder
• 10:46
  if
• 10:46
  you
• 10:46
  guys
• 10:46
  picked
• 10:47
  up
• 10:47
  on
• 10:47
  the
• 10:47
  hidden
• 10:47
  images
• 10:48
  in
• 10:48
  it.
• 10:48
  A
• 10:48
  lot
• 10:48
  of
• 10:48
  hidden
• 10:49
  meanings
• 10:49
  and
• 10:50
  with
• 10:50
  the
• 10:50
  meanings.
• 10:50
  Correct.
• 10:51
  And
• 10:51
  I'm
• 10:52
  wondering,
• 10:52
  we're
• 10:52
  wondering
• 10:53
  if
• 10:53
  you
• 10:53
  guys
• 10:53
  can
• 10:54
  kind
• 10:54
  of
• 10:54
  pinpoint
• 10:55
  all
• 10:55
  the
• 10:55
  hidden
• 10:55
  images
• 10:56
  and
• 10:56
  what
• 10:56
  they
• 10:57
  might
• 10:57
  mean.
• 10:57
  Yeah.
• 10:58
  Because
• 10:58
  there
• 10:59
  is
• 10:59
  a
• 10:59
  purpose.
• 10:59
  Yeah.
• 11:00
  Actually.
• 11:00
  So
• 11:00
  I'm
• 11:01
  just
• 11:01
  gonna
• 11:01
  say
• 11:01
  Sam
• 11:02
  designed
• 11:02
  it
• 11:02
  and
• 11:02
  it
• 11:02
  is
• 11:03
  beautiful.
• 11:03
  Oh,
• 11:04
  I
• 11:04
  love
• 11:04
  it.
• 11:04
  I
• 11:04
  feel
• 11:05
  like
• 11:05
  it's
• 11:05
  perfect.
• 11:05
  It
• 11:06
  took
• 11:06
  lots
• 11:06
  of
• 11:07
  anger
• 11:07
  and
• 11:07
  trial
• 11:08
  and
• 11:08
  error
• 11:08
  and
• 11:08
  frustration.
• 11:09
  Well.
• 11:10
  And
• 11:10
  I
• 11:10
  feel
• 11:10
  like
• 11:11
  it's
• 11:11
  still
• 11:11
  Lottie.
• 11:12
  Like
• 11:12
  it's
• 11:12
  still
• 11:12
  our
• 11:12
  girl.
• 11:13
  Right.
• 11:13
  And
• 11:13
  it's
• 11:13
  us.
• 11:14
  It's
• 11:14
  everything.
• 11:14
  I
• 11:14
  feel
• 11:15
  like
• 11:15
  it
• 11:15
  makes
• 11:15
  her
• 11:15
  real.
• 11:16
  Exactly.
• 11:17
  Yeah.
• 11:18
  And
• 11:18
  just
• 11:18
  like
• 11:18
  the
• 11:18
  expression
• 11:19
  on
• 11:19
  her
• 11:19
  face,
• 11:19
  like
• 11:19
  you
• 11:20
  feel
• 11:20
  that
• 11:20
  expression.
• 11:21
  Mischievous
• 11:21
  and
• 11:21
  curious,
• 11:22
  but
• 11:22
  also
• 11:23
  like
• 11:23
  loving
• 11:24
  life.
• 11:24
  Yes.
• 11:25
  Like
• 11:26
  non
• 11:26
  judgmental,
• 11:27
  just
• 11:27
  pure.
• 11:28
  And
• 11:28
  it's
• 11:29
  so
• 11:29
  weird
• 11:29
  that
• 11:29
  you
• 11:29
  get
• 11:29
  that
• 11:30
  out
• 11:30
  of
• 11:30
  the
• 11:30
  image.
• 11:30
  I'm
• 11:31
  proud
• 11:31
  of
• 11:31
  it.
• 11:31
  Yeah,
• 11:32
  I
• 11:32
  love
• 11:32
  it
• 11:32
  so
• 11:32
  much.
• 11:34
  As
• 11:34
  you
• 11:34
  heard,
• 11:35
  we
• 11:35
  have
• 11:35
  already
• 11:36
  pre
• 11:36
  recorded
• 11:37
  pretty
• 11:37
  much
• 11:37
  all
• 11:38
  of
• 11:38
  this
• 11:38
  season.
• 11:39
  But
• 11:39
  it
• 11:39
  is
• 11:40
  time
• 11:40
  for
• 11:40
  you
• 11:41
  to
• 11:41
  listen
• 11:42
  to
• 11:42
  what
• 11:42
  we
• 11:42
  have
• 11:42
  for
• 11:43
  you
• 11:43
  today.
• 11:44
  And
• 11:44
  that
• 11:44
  is
• 11:45
  Terri
• 11:45
  Christine.
• 11:46
  She
• 11:46
  has
• 11:47
  many,
• 11:47
  many
• 11:47
  titles
• 11:48
  and
• 11:48
  many,
• 11:48
  many
• 11:48
  specialties.
• 11:49
  One
• 11:49
  thing
• 11:50
  that
• 11:50
  we
• 11:50
  forgot
• 11:50
  to
• 11:50
  mention
• 11:51
  in
• 11:51
  this
• 11:51
  episode
• 11:52
  that
• 11:52
  you're
• 11:52
  about
• 11:52
  to
• 11:52
  hear
• 11:53
  is
• 11:53
  that
• 11:54
  she
• 11:54
  also
• 11:55
  has
• 11:55
  premiered
• 11:56
  on
• 11:56
  TV.
• 11:57
  She
• 11:57
  has
• 11:58
  been
• 11:58
  on
• 11:58
  love
• 11:58
  and
• 11:58
  marriage
• 11:59
  in
• 11:59
  D.C.
• 11:59
  where
• 11:59
  she
• 12:00
  was
• 12:00
  on
• 12:00
  several
• 12:00
  episodes.
• 12:01
  So
• 12:02
  some
• 12:02
  of
• 12:02
  you
• 12:02
  may
• 12:02
  already
• 12:03
  know
• 12:03
  who
• 12:03
  she
• 12:03
  is.
• 12:04
  Here's
• 12:04
  Terri.
• 12:07
  Today.
• 12:07
  I'm
• 12:07
  really
• 12:08
  excited
• 12:08
  because
• 12:08
  we
• 12:09
  have
• 12:09
  with
• 12:09
  us
• 12:09
  Terri
• 12:10
  Christine.
• 12:11
  She
• 12:11
  is
• 12:12
  an
• 12:12
  intuitive
• 12:13
  energy
• 12:13
  healer,
• 12:14
  also
• 12:14
  a
• 12:14
  motivational
• 12:15
  speaker,
• 12:15
  and
• 12:15
  has
• 12:16
  written
• 12:16
  a
• 12:16
  book
• 12:17
  called
• 12:17
  the
• 12:17
  Secret
• 12:18
  Power
• 12:18
  of
• 12:18
  you
• 12:19
  and
• 12:19
  so
• 12:19
  we're
• 12:20
  really
• 12:20
  excited
• 12:20
  and
• 12:21
  lucky
• 12:21
  to
• 12:21
  have
• 12:21
  you
• 12:21
  with
• 12:21
  us
• 12:21
  today.
• 12:22
  Thank
• 12:22
  you,
• 12:23
  Honor.
• 12:23
  So
• 12:24
  where
• 12:25
  are
• 12:25
  we?
• 12:25
  We
• 12:26
  are.
• 12:26
  Oh,
• 12:26
  my
• 12:26
  God.
• 12:26
  And
• 12:27
  we're
• 12:27
  in
• 12:27
  Washington,
• 12:28
  D.C.
• 12:28
  visiting
• 12:29
  with
• 12:29
  you.
• 12:29
  So
• 12:29
  you're
• 12:30
  actually
• 12:30
  in
• 12:31
  Bethesda,
• 12:32
  Maryland,
• 12:32
  which
• 12:32
  is
• 12:33
  the
• 12:33
  outskirts
• 12:34
  of
• 12:34
  D.C.
• 12:35
  there's
• 12:35
  been.
• 12:35
  One
• 12:36
  other
• 12:36
  trip
• 12:36
  that
• 12:37
  we've
• 12:37
  been
• 12:37
  on,
• 12:37
  and,
• 12:38
  yeah,
• 12:39
  so
• 12:39
  far.
• 12:40
  And
• 12:40
  I
• 12:40
  just
• 12:40
  want
• 12:41
  to
• 12:41
  say,
• 12:41
  like,
• 12:41
  you
• 12:42
  should
• 12:42
  feel
• 12:42
  special
• 12:43
  if
• 12:43
  you
• 12:43
  don't,
• 12:43
  because
• 12:44
  Sam
• 12:44
  saw
• 12:44
  something,
• 12:45
  and
• 12:45
  it
• 12:45
  was
• 12:45
  like,
• 12:45
  we
• 12:45
  have
• 12:46
  to
• 12:46
  meet
• 12:46
  her
• 12:46
  within.
• 12:47
  Like,
• 12:47
  five
• 12:47
  minutes
• 12:47
  of
• 12:47
  our
• 12:48
  conversation,
• 12:48
  wasn't
• 12:48
  it?
• 12:48
  That
• 12:49
  I
• 12:49
  was
• 12:49
  like,
• 12:49
  I'm
• 12:49
  sorry.
• 12:50
  I'm
• 12:50
  trying
• 12:50
  to
• 12:50
  not
• 12:50
  be
• 12:50
  crazy,
• 12:51
  but,
• 12:51
  like,
• 12:52
  I
• 12:52
  think
• 12:52
  we
• 12:52
  need
• 12:52
  to
• 12:53
  come
• 12:53
  to
• 12:53
  you.
• 12:53
  And
• 12:53
  you're
• 12:53
  like,
• 12:54
  oh,
• 12:54
  no,
• 12:54
  that's
• 12:54
  normal.
• 12:56
  Yeah.
• 12:57
  Yeah.
• 12:58
  So
• 12:58
  we're
• 12:58
  really.
• 12:58
  We're
• 12:59
  really
• 12:59
  grateful
• 12:59
  for
• 12:59
  you
• 13:00
  to
• 13:00
  have
• 13:00
  us
• 13:00
  here.
• 13:00
  Oh,
• 13:01
  well,
• 13:01
  thank
• 13:02
  you.
• 13:02
  I'm
• 13:02
  very
• 13:02
  honored
• 13:03
  that
• 13:03
  you
• 13:03
  said
• 13:04
  yes,
• 13:04
  number
• 13:04
  one,
• 13:04
  to
• 13:05
  put
• 13:05
  me
• 13:05
  on
• 13:05
  your
• 13:05
  podcast.
• 13:06
  And
• 13:07
  I'm
• 13:07
  very
• 13:07
  humbled
• 13:08
  to
• 13:08
  be
• 13:08
  a
• 13:08
  part
• 13:08
  of
• 13:09
  your
• 13:09
  success.
• 13:10
  So
• 13:10
  thank
• 13:10
  you.
• 13:11
  Absolutely.
• 13:12
  We
• 13:13
  have
• 13:13
  her
• 13:13
  book,
• 13:13
  the
• 13:14
  Secret
• 13:14
  Power
• 13:14
  of
• 13:14
  you.
• 13:15
  It's
• 13:15
  right
• 13:15
  here.
• 13:16
  And
• 13:16
  honestly,
• 13:17
  I
• 13:17
  think
• 13:17
  we're
• 13:17
  excited
• 13:18
  to
• 13:18
  read
• 13:18
  through
• 13:18
  this.
• 13:19
  What
• 13:19
  started
• 13:20
  or
• 13:20
  what
• 13:20
  stemmed
• 13:20
  this
• 13:20
  book?
• 13:21
  So,
• 13:22
  you
• 13:22
  know,
• 13:23
  when
• 13:23
  I
• 13:23
  first
• 13:23
  started
• 13:24
  moving
• 13:25
  into
• 13:25
  intuitive
• 13:26
  healing,
• 13:27
  I
• 13:28
  actually
• 13:28
  was
• 13:29
  corporate,
• 13:29
  100%
• 13:30
  corporate.
• 13:30
  And
• 13:30
  then
• 13:30
  I
• 13:31
  had
• 13:31
  a
• 13:31
  spiritual
• 13:31
  epiphany
• 13:32
  that
• 13:32
  we
• 13:32
  can
• 13:32
  talk
• 13:32
  about,
• 13:33
  but
• 13:34
  I
• 13:34
  do
• 13:34
  everything
• 13:36
  all
• 13:36
  in.
• 13:37
  And
• 13:38
  so
• 13:38
  when
• 13:38
  I
• 13:39
  realized
• 13:39
  that
• 13:40
  a
• 13:40
  book
• 13:41
  is
• 13:41
  an
• 13:41
  extension
• 13:42
  of
• 13:42
  the
• 13:43
  calling
• 13:43
  card,
• 13:44
  that
• 13:44
  I
• 13:44
  knew
• 13:44
  I
• 13:44
  had
• 13:44
  to
• 13:44
  write
• 13:45
  my
• 13:45
  story.
• 13:46
  And
• 13:46
  also,
• 13:47
  there
• 13:47
  are
• 13:47
  tips
• 13:47
  and
• 13:48
  tricks
• 13:48
  that
• 13:48
  I
• 13:49
  provide
• 13:49
  to
• 13:50
  my
• 13:50
  clients.
• 13:50
  So
• 13:50
  besides
• 13:51
  just
• 13:51
  doing
• 13:51
  a
• 13:52
  session,
• 13:52
  they're
• 13:53
  gonna
• 13:53
  walk
• 13:53
  away
• 13:53
  with
• 13:54
  tangible
• 13:55
  things
• 13:55
  that
• 13:55
  they
• 13:55
  can
• 13:56
  use
• 13:56
  in
• 13:56
  their
• 13:56
  life
• 13:56
  to
• 13:57
  help
• 13:57
  change
• 13:57
  the
• 13:57
  things
• 13:58
  that
• 13:58
  they're
• 13:58
  feeling,
• 13:58
  they're
• 13:58
  struggling
• 13:59
  with.
• 14:00
  And
• 14:00
  I
• 14:00
  put
• 14:00
  a
• 14:00
  lot
• 14:00
  of
• 14:01
  the
• 14:01
  tips
• 14:01
  and
• 14:01
  tricks
• 14:01
  in
• 14:01
  the
• 14:02
  book.
• 14:02
  Oh,
• 14:02
  wow.
• 14:03
  Because
• 14:03
  they're
• 14:03
  really
• 14:04
  simple,
• 14:04
  yet
• 14:04
  very
• 14:05
  profound.
• 14:05
  To
• 14:06
  help
• 14:06
  you,
• 14:06
  I.
• 14:06
  I
• 14:07
  label
• 14:07
  these
• 14:07
  things
• 14:08
  tools
• 14:08
  for
• 14:08
  success.
• 14:09
  So
• 14:10
  that
• 14:10
  book
• 14:10
  is
• 14:10
  a
• 14:10
  tool
• 14:10
  for
• 14:11
  success.
• 14:11
  Wow.
• 14:12
  So
• 14:12
  this
• 14:12
  is
• 14:12
  not
• 14:13
  a
• 14:14
  memoir.
• 14:15
  This
• 14:15
  is
• 14:15
  more
• 14:16
  of
• 14:16
  a
• 14:16
  tool.
• 14:17
  That's
• 14:17
  right.
• 14:18
  So
• 14:18
  it'll
• 14:18
  start
• 14:18
  with
• 14:19
  my
• 14:19
  story
• 14:20
  and
• 14:20
  what
• 14:20
  catapulted
• 14:21
  me.
• 14:22
  And
• 14:22
  then
• 14:22
  also
• 14:23
  it'll
• 14:23
  talk
• 14:23
  about
• 14:24
  certain
• 14:24
  things,
• 14:25
  about,
• 14:25
  you
• 14:26
  know,
• 14:26
  are
• 14:26
  you
• 14:26
  watering
• 14:27
  dead
• 14:27
  flowers?
• 14:28
  Meaning
• 14:28
  staying
• 14:29
  with
• 14:29
  relationships
• 14:30
  that
• 14:30
  no
• 14:31
  longer
• 14:31
  serve
• 14:31
  you
• 14:32
  or,
• 14:32
  you
• 14:33
  know,
• 14:33
  and.
• 14:34
  And
• 14:34
  how
• 14:34
  you
• 14:35
  can
• 14:35
  see
• 14:35
  it
• 14:36
  and
• 14:36
  how
• 14:36
  you
• 14:36
  can
• 14:36
  get
• 14:36
  out
• 14:37
  of
• 14:37
  it.
• 14:37
  Now,
• 14:37
  I
• 14:38
  keep
• 14:38
  laughing
• 14:38
  because
• 14:39
  when
• 14:39
  I
• 14:39
  was
• 14:40
  just
• 14:40
  flipping
• 14:40
  through
• 14:40
  pages,
• 14:41
  and
• 14:41
  the
• 14:41
  first
• 14:41
  thing
• 14:41
  I
• 14:41
  open
• 14:42
  is
• 14:42
  chapter
• 14:43
  six,
• 14:43
  it
• 14:43
  says,
• 14:43
  fearlessness
• 14:44
  releases
• 14:45
  your
• 14:46
  forward
• 14:46
  desires.
• 14:47
  And
• 14:47
  then
• 14:47
  I
• 14:47
  had
• 14:48
  to
• 14:48
  chuckle
• 14:48
  because
• 14:49
  is
• 14:50
  that
• 14:50
  not
• 14:50
  what
• 14:50
  we
• 14:50
  just
• 14:51
  spent
• 14:51
  a
• 14:51
  lot
• 14:51
  of
• 14:52
  time
• 14:52
  talking
• 14:52
  about.
• 14:53
  Yeah.
• 14:54
  So
• 14:54
  I
• 14:54
  thought
• 14:55
  that
• 14:55
  was
• 14:55
  really
• 14:55
  funny.
• 14:56
  Yeah.
• 14:56
  So
• 14:57
  what
• 14:57
  did
• 14:57
  we
• 14:57
  just
• 14:57
  do
• 14:58
  for
• 14:58
  our
• 14:58
  listeners?
• 14:59
  Yeah.
• 15:00
  So
• 15:00
  Terri
• 15:01
  offered
• 15:01
  to
• 15:02
  do
• 15:02
  a
• 15:02
  energy
• 15:04
  healing
• 15:04
  session.
• 15:05
  Yes.
• 15:05
  On
• 15:06
  me.
• 15:06
  Yeah.
• 15:06
  And
• 15:07
  so
• 15:07
  we
• 15:07
  started
• 15:07
  off
• 15:07
  with
• 15:07
  that.
• 15:08
  And
• 15:09
  I
• 15:09
  want
• 15:09
  to
• 15:09
  get
• 15:09
  into
• 15:10
  that.
• 15:10
  But
• 15:11
  for
• 15:11
  those
• 15:11
  who
• 15:11
  haven't
• 15:12
  already
• 15:12
  gotten
• 15:12
  to
• 15:13
  know
• 15:13
  you,
• 15:13
  can
• 15:13
  you
• 15:14
  kind
• 15:14
  of
• 15:14
  introduce
• 15:15
  our
• 15:15
  listeners
• 15:16
  to,
• 15:16
  like,
• 15:16
  your
• 15:16
  whole
• 15:17
  story,
• 15:17
  starting
• 15:18
  from
• 15:18
  your
• 15:19
  accident
• 15:19
  and.
• 15:20
  Okay.
• 15:21
  Yeah,
• 15:21
  if
• 15:21
  we
• 15:21
  can
• 15:21
  go,
• 15:21
  we
• 15:22
  can
• 15:22
  dive
• 15:22
  deep.
• 15:23
  Let's
• 15:23
  do
• 15:23
  it.
• 15:23
  Do
• 15:23
  it.
• 15:24
  It's
• 15:24
  on
• 15:24
  your
• 15:24
  website.
• 15:25
  Yes,
• 15:25
  yes.
• 15:25
  We're
• 15:26
  starting.
• 15:26
  Yes,
• 15:27
  yes.
• 15:27
  So
• 15:29
  when
• 15:29
  I
• 15:29
  was
• 15:29
  eight
• 15:29
  years
• 15:30
  old,
• 15:30
  I
• 15:30
  was
• 15:30
  hit
• 15:30
  by
• 15:30
  a
• 15:30
  car.
• 15:31
  I
• 15:31
  had
• 15:31
  a
• 15:31
  lacerated
• 15:32
  liver.
• 15:33
  Bruce
• 15:33
  Spleen,
• 15:34
  dislocated
• 15:34
  left
• 15:35
  arm,
• 15:36
  and
• 15:36
  I
• 15:36
  broke
• 15:37
  my
• 15:37
  jaw.
• 15:37
  But
• 15:38
  it
• 15:38
  was
• 15:38
  pretty
• 15:39
  serious.
• 15:39
  It
• 15:39
  was
• 15:39
  the
• 15:40
  condyles,
• 15:40
  the
• 15:40
  balls
• 15:41
  that
• 15:41
  actually
• 15:42
  open
• 15:42
  and
• 15:42
  close
• 15:43
  both
• 15:43
  of
• 15:44
  them.
• 15:44
  And
• 15:45
  so
• 15:45
  back
• 15:45
  then.
• 15:47
  I'm
• 15:47
  not
• 15:47
  a
• 15:47
  spring
• 15:48
  chicken.
• 15:48
  I'd
• 15:48
  like
• 15:48
  to
• 15:48
  say
• 15:48
  I'm
• 15:49
  39
• 15:49
  again.
• 15:49
  But
• 15:50
  back
• 15:50
  then
• 15:51
  no
• 15:51
  one
• 15:52
  knew
• 15:52
  what
• 15:52
  they
• 15:52
  could
• 15:53
  do
• 15:53
  for
• 15:53
  me.
• 15:54
  So
• 15:54
  they
• 15:54
  wired
• 15:55
  my
• 15:55
  jaw
• 15:55
  shut,
• 15:56
  and
• 15:56
  then
• 15:56
  it
• 15:57
  was
• 15:57
  frozen
• 15:57
  shut.
• 15:58
  You've
• 15:58
  heard
• 15:58
  frozen
• 15:59
  shoulder.
• 15:59
  Well,
• 15:59
  so
• 15:59
  was
• 16:00
  my
• 16:00
  jaw.
• 16:01
  And
• 16:01
  being
• 16:01
  able
• 16:02
  to
• 16:02
  eat
• 16:02
  with
• 16:02
  a
• 16:02
  spoon,
• 16:03
  the
• 16:03
  spoon,
• 16:03
  the
• 16:04
  curvature
• 16:04
  is
• 16:04
  not
• 16:05
  that
• 16:05
  much.
• 16:05
  I
• 16:05
  could
• 16:05
  not
• 16:06
  get
• 16:06
  it
• 16:06
  into
• 16:06
  my
• 16:06
  mouth.
• 16:07
  So
• 16:08
  I
• 16:08
  lived
• 16:08
  like
• 16:08
  that
• 16:09
  between
• 16:09
  the
• 16:09
  age
• 16:09
  of
• 16:09
  8
• 16:10
  and
• 16:10
  14.
• 16:11
  Wow.
• 16:12
  Yeah,
• 16:13
  just
• 16:13
  like
• 16:13
  that.
• 16:13
  So
• 16:14
  everything
• 16:14
  was
• 16:14
  through
• 16:15
  a
• 16:15
  straw.
• 16:15
  And
• 16:15
  that's
• 16:16
  how
• 16:16
  I
• 16:16
  ate.
• 16:17
  And
• 16:18
  so
• 16:18
  then
• 16:19
  there
• 16:20
  was
• 16:20
  this
• 16:20
  amazing
• 16:21
  couple.
• 16:22
  So
• 16:23
  I'm
• 16:24
  a
• 16:24
  master
• 16:24
  manifester.
• 16:25
  I
• 16:25
  manifest
• 16:26
  ice
• 16:26
  out
• 16:26
  of
• 16:26
  the
• 16:26
  sky.
• 16:27
  And
• 16:28
  my
• 16:28
  brother
• 16:29
  ended
• 16:29
  up
• 16:29
  meeting
• 16:30
  this
• 16:30
  older
• 16:31
  couple,
• 16:31
  almost
• 16:31
  like
• 16:31
  grandparents.
• 16:32
  They
• 16:33
  were
• 16:33
  so
• 16:33
  kind
• 16:33
  and
• 16:34
  sweet
• 16:34
  and
• 16:35
  started
• 16:35
  taking
• 16:35
  my
• 16:35
  brother
• 16:36
  to
• 16:36
  church.
• 16:37
  And
• 16:37
  then
• 16:37
  they
• 16:38
  found
• 16:38
  out
• 16:38
  he
• 16:38
  had
• 16:39
  sisters
• 16:40
  and
• 16:40
  started
• 16:40
  taking
• 16:41
  my
• 16:41
  brother,
• 16:41
  or
• 16:42
  my.
• 16:42
  Excuse
• 16:42
  me,
• 16:42
  my
• 16:42
  sisters,
• 16:44
  myself
• 16:44
  and
• 16:44
  my
• 16:45
  sister
• 16:45
  with
• 16:45
  him
• 16:45
  to
• 16:46
  church.
• 16:47
  And
• 16:47
  then
• 16:47
  over
• 16:48
  time,
• 16:48
  they
• 16:48
  started.
• 16:48
  Started
• 16:49
  learning
• 16:49
  about
• 16:50
  our
• 16:50
  hardships.
• 16:51
  And,
• 16:51
  you
• 16:51
  know,
• 16:51
  we
• 16:52
  were.
• 16:52
  We
• 16:52
  had
• 16:53
  teenage
• 16:53
  parents
• 16:54
  and
• 16:54
  all
• 16:54
  the
• 16:55
  lack
• 16:55
  we
• 16:55
  had,
• 16:56
  it
• 16:56
  was.
• 16:56
  It
• 16:56
  was
• 16:57
  tough.
• 16:57
  It's
• 16:57
  a
• 16:57
  very
• 16:57
  tough
• 16:58
  life.
• 16:58
  And
• 16:59
  so
• 16:59
  when
• 17:00
  they
• 17:00
  found
• 17:00
  out
• 17:00
  that
• 17:00
  I
• 17:01
  had
• 17:01
  this
• 17:01
  car
• 17:01
  accident
• 17:02
  and
• 17:02
  then
• 17:03
  I
• 17:03
  was
• 17:03
  struggling
• 17:04
  to
• 17:04
  eat,
• 17:04
  they
• 17:04
  could
• 17:05
  see
• 17:05
  I
• 17:05
  could
• 17:05
  hardly
• 17:05
  open
• 17:06
  my
• 17:06
  mouth.
• 17:07
  Then
• 17:07
  they
• 17:07
  revealed
• 17:08
  to
• 17:08
  my
• 17:08
  mom
• 17:09
  that
• 17:09
  their
• 17:10
  son
• 17:10
  was
• 17:11
  a
• 17:11
  dentist.
• 17:11
  Oh.
• 17:12
  And
• 17:12
  a
• 17:13
  special
• 17:13
  dentist
• 17:14
  in
• 17:14
  Florida.
• 17:15
  And
• 17:15
  that
• 17:16
  there
• 17:16
  is
• 17:16
  a
• 17:16
  program
• 17:17
  in
• 17:17
  Florida
• 17:18
  for
• 17:18
  children
• 17:19
  that
• 17:19
  have
• 17:20
  severe
• 17:21
  problems
• 17:22
  that
• 17:22
  they
• 17:23
  would
• 17:23
  offer
• 17:24
  the
• 17:24
  surgery,
• 17:24
  the
• 17:25
  treatment
• 17:25
  for
• 17:25
  free.
• 17:26
  Oh,
• 17:26
  wow.
• 17:27
  So
• 17:28
  we
• 17:28
  end
• 17:28
  up
• 17:28
  moving
• 17:28
  to
• 17:29
  Florida.
• 17:29
  Manifested
• 17:30
  that.
• 17:30
  I
• 17:30
  know.
• 17:31
  Did
• 17:31
  you
• 17:31
  manifest
• 17:32
  that
• 17:32
  at
• 17:32
  such
• 17:32
  a
• 17:32
  young
• 17:32
  age?
• 17:33
  Yes,
• 17:33
  I.
• 17:33
  Girl,
• 17:34
  I
• 17:34
  manifested
• 17:34
  some
• 17:35
  of
• 17:35
  the
• 17:35
  moment
• 17:35
  I
• 17:36
  came
• 17:36
  into
• 17:36
  this
• 17:36
  body.
• 17:38
  I
• 17:38
  manifested
• 17:39
  this
• 17:39
  gorgeous
• 17:40
  body
• 17:40
  too.
• 17:42
  Yes,
• 17:43
  and
• 17:44
  so
• 17:44
  I
• 17:44
  ended
• 17:44
  up
• 17:45
  going
• 17:45
  to
• 17:45
  Florida
• 17:45
  and
• 17:46
  having
• 17:46
  the
• 17:46
  surgery
• 17:47
  which
• 17:47
  allowed
• 17:48
  me
• 17:48
  to
• 17:49
  start
• 17:49
  eating
• 17:49
  again.
• 17:50
  They
• 17:50
  actually
• 17:50
  drilled
• 17:52
  two
• 17:52
  plastic
• 17:53
  pieces
• 17:53
  into
• 17:54
  my
• 17:54
  jaw
• 17:54
  to
• 17:55
  lift
• 17:55
  the
• 17:55
  condyles
• 17:56
  so
• 17:56
  that
• 17:56
  I
• 17:56
  could
• 17:57
  actually
• 17:57
  open
• 17:57
  and
• 17:58
  close
• 17:58
  my
• 17:58
  mouth.
• 18:00
  And
• 18:00
  so.
• 18:00
  And
• 18:00
  then
• 18:01
  to
• 18:01
  this
• 18:01
  day,
• 18:01
  I'm
• 18:01
  still
• 18:01
  going
• 18:02
  through
• 18:02
  major
• 18:03
  dental
• 18:03
  work
• 18:04
  because
• 18:05
  my
• 18:05
  jaw
• 18:05
  became
• 18:06
  unaligned.
• 18:07
  And.
• 18:07
  Yeah,
• 18:08
  so
• 18:08
  then
• 18:08
  there,
• 18:08
  you
• 18:09
  know,
• 18:09
  they
• 18:09
  took
• 18:09
  two
• 18:09
  years,
• 18:10
  two
• 18:10
  and
• 18:10
  a
• 18:10
  half
• 18:10
  years
• 18:11
  to
• 18:11
  realign
• 18:11
  it.
• 18:11
  Now
• 18:12
  I'm
• 18:12
  going
• 18:13
  through
• 18:13
  some
• 18:13
  other
• 18:13
  stuff
• 18:14
  right
• 18:14
  now.
• 18:14
  It's
• 18:14
  taken
• 18:14
  about
• 18:15
  four
• 18:15
  years
• 18:16
  to
• 18:16
  get
• 18:16
  me.
• 18:16
  I'm.
• 18:17
  I'm
• 18:17
  very
• 18:17
  special.
• 18:19
  So
• 18:19
  from
• 18:19
  there,
• 18:21
  we
• 18:21
  ended
• 18:21
  up
• 18:21
  living
• 18:22
  in
• 18:22
  Florida
• 18:22
  for
• 18:22
  a
• 18:22
  while.
• 18:23
  And,
• 18:23
  you
• 18:23
  know,
• 18:24
  lots
• 18:24
  of
• 18:24
  things
• 18:25
  that
• 18:25
  children
• 18:26
  shouldn't
• 18:26
  have
• 18:26
  to
• 18:27
  go
• 18:27
  through,
• 18:27
  I
• 18:27
  went
• 18:28
  through
• 18:28
  along
• 18:28
  with
• 18:28
  my
• 18:29
  sister
• 18:29
  and
• 18:29
  brother.
• 18:30
  And
• 18:30
  I
• 18:30
  ended
• 18:30
  up
• 18:31
  coming
• 18:31
  back
• 18:32
  to
• 18:33
  my
• 18:33
  dad
• 18:34
  in
• 18:35
  Maryland,
• 18:35
  in
• 18:36
  Baltimore,
• 18:36
  actually,
• 18:37
  because
• 18:37
  that's
• 18:37
  where
• 18:37
  I'm
• 18:37
  from.
• 18:38
  And
• 18:39
  then
• 18:39
  he
• 18:39
  ended
• 18:39
  up
• 18:40
  remarrying
• 18:40
  and
• 18:40
  then.
• 18:41
  Then
• 18:41
  staying
• 18:41
  with
• 18:41
  them
• 18:42
  and,
• 18:43
  and
• 18:43
  graduating
• 18:44
  high
• 18:44
  school
• 18:45
  and
• 18:45
  then
• 18:46
  deciding
• 18:47
  that
• 18:47
  at
• 18:47
  17,
• 18:48
  out
• 18:48
  of
• 18:48
  high
• 18:48
  school,
• 18:48
  that
• 18:49
  I
• 18:49
  was
• 18:49
  gonna
• 18:49
  live
• 18:49
  on
• 18:49
  my
• 18:49
  own.
• 18:50
  Oh,
• 18:51
  at
• 18:51
  17,
• 18:52
  yes.
• 18:52
  I.
• 18:53
  It's
• 18:53
  like
• 18:53
  emancipation,
• 18:55
  you
• 18:55
  know,
• 18:55
  it
• 18:55
  was.
• 18:55
  More
• 18:56
  about
• 18:57
  that
• 18:57
  there
• 18:57
  were
• 18:58
  so
• 18:58
  many
• 18:58
  rules
• 18:58
  that
• 18:59
  I
• 18:59
  didn't
• 18:59
  want
• 18:59
  to
• 19:00
  have
• 19:00
  to
• 19:01
  abide
• 19:01
  by.
• 19:02
  Meaning,
• 19:02
  you
• 19:03
  know,
• 19:03
  you
• 19:03
  could
• 19:03
  only
• 19:03
  take
• 19:03
  a
• 19:03
  shower
• 19:04
  at
• 19:04
  night,
• 19:04
  you
• 19:05
  could
• 19:05
  only
• 19:05
  be
• 19:05
  on
• 19:05
  the
• 19:05
  phone
• 19:05
  for
• 19:06
  15
• 19:06
  minutes,
• 19:06
  you
• 19:06
  could
• 19:07
  only
• 19:07
  be.
• 19:07
  And
• 19:07
  you
• 19:07
  have
• 19:08
  to
• 19:08
  work
• 19:08
  too.
• 19:08
  And
• 19:08
  I'm
• 19:09
  thinking,
• 19:09
  well,
• 19:09
  if
• 19:09
  I.
• 19:10
  Then
• 19:10
  I'd
• 19:11
  rather
• 19:11
  be
• 19:11
  living
• 19:11
  on
• 19:11
  my
• 19:11
  own
• 19:12
  and
• 19:12
  have
• 19:12
  my
• 19:12
  own
• 19:13
  set
• 19:13
  of
• 19:13
  roles.
• 19:14
  So
• 19:14
  I
• 19:14
  moved
• 19:14
  out
• 19:15
  when
• 19:15
  I
• 19:15
  was
• 19:15
  17.
• 19:17
  And
• 19:18
  so
• 19:18
  my
• 19:19
  family.
• 19:20
  And
• 19:21
  I
• 19:21
  was
• 19:21
  very
• 19:21
  close
• 19:21
  to
• 19:22
  my
• 19:22
  grandparents,
• 19:22
  which
• 19:23
  were
• 19:23
  on
• 19:23
  my
• 19:23
  dad's
• 19:24
  side,
• 19:24
  so
• 19:24
  my
• 19:24
  paternal
• 19:25
  grandparents,
• 19:26
  very
• 19:26
  close
• 19:26
  to
• 19:26
  them.
• 19:27
  But,
• 19:27
  you
• 19:28
  know,
• 19:28
  old
• 19:28
  school,
• 19:28
  that
• 19:29
  if
• 19:29
  you
• 19:29
  want
• 19:29
  to
• 19:29
  buy
• 19:29
  something,
• 19:30
  you
• 19:30
  have
• 19:30
  to
• 19:30
  have
• 19:31
  money
• 19:31
  in
• 19:31
  the
• 19:31
  bank,
• 19:31
  no
• 19:31
  credit
• 19:32
  cards,
• 19:32
  everything
• 19:33
  you
• 19:33
  want
• 19:33
  to
• 19:33
  buy.
• 19:34
  And
• 19:34
  so
• 19:35
  I
• 19:35
  remember
• 19:36
  I
• 19:36
  bought
• 19:37
  a
• 19:38
  brand
• 19:39
  new
• 19:39
  car
• 19:40
  because
• 19:40
  everything
• 19:41
  we
• 19:41
  would
• 19:41
  buy
• 19:41
  used
• 19:42
  up
• 19:42
  until
• 19:43
  a
• 19:43
  certain
• 19:43
  point.
• 19:44
  But
• 19:44
  I
• 19:44
  was
• 19:44
  about
• 19:45
  24
• 19:47
  and
• 19:48
  I
• 19:48
  decided
• 19:48
  I
• 19:48
  didn't
• 19:48
  want
• 19:48
  to
• 19:49
  live
• 19:49
  like
• 19:49
  that
• 19:49
  anymore.
• 19:50
  So
• 19:50
  I
• 19:50
  bought
• 19:50
  a
• 19:50
  brand
• 19:51
  new
• 19:51
  car.
• 19:51
  It
• 19:51
  was
• 19:51
  BMW
• 19:52
  convertible.
• 19:53
  So
• 19:53
  I
• 19:53
  went
• 19:53
  all
• 19:54
  out
• 19:54
  and
• 19:55
  I
• 19:55
  remember
• 19:56
  I
• 19:57
  parked
• 19:57
  it
• 19:57
  on
• 19:57
  the
• 19:57
  side
• 19:57
  of
• 19:57
  my
• 19:58
  grandparents.
• 19:58
  And
• 19:58
  I'm
• 19:58
  trying
• 19:59
  not
• 19:59
  to
• 19:59
  cry
• 19:59
  for
• 19:59
  this
• 19:59
  story
• 20:00
  because
• 20:00
  it's
• 20:00
  just
• 20:01
  gut
• 20:01
  wrenching
• 20:02
  when
• 20:02
  I
• 20:02
  remember
• 20:02
  it.
• 20:03
  But
• 20:03
  I
• 20:03
  parted
• 20:04
  from
• 20:04
  the
• 20:04
  side
• 20:04
  and
• 20:04
  I
• 20:05
  wanted
• 20:05
  to
• 20:05
  share.
• 20:05
  My
• 20:06
  grandfather,
• 20:06
  I
• 20:06
  was
• 20:06
  so
• 20:07
  close
• 20:07
  to
• 20:07
  him.
• 20:08
  Just
• 20:08
  wanted
• 20:08
  to
• 20:08
  show
• 20:09
  you.
• 20:09
  I
• 20:09
  just
• 20:09
  want
• 20:09
  to.
• 20:10
  I
• 20:10
  want
• 20:10
  to
• 20:10
  surprise
• 20:10
  him
• 20:11
  that
• 20:11
  I
• 20:11
  really
• 20:11
  worked
• 20:12
  hard
• 20:12
  and
• 20:12
  got
• 20:12
  this
• 20:13
  car.
• 20:14
  Be
• 20:14
  proud
• 20:14
  of
• 20:14
  me.
• 20:15
  I.
• 20:15
  That's
• 20:15
  what
• 20:16
  I
• 20:16
  Wanted.
• 20:16
  And
• 20:17
  he
• 20:17
  was
• 20:18
  standing
• 20:18
  at
• 20:18
  the
• 20:18
  door,
• 20:18
  and
• 20:18
  he
• 20:18
  goes,
• 20:18
  where's
• 20:19
  your
• 20:19
  car?
• 20:19
  And
• 20:19
  I
• 20:19
  said,
• 20:19
  it's
• 20:20
  right.
• 20:20
  Right
• 20:20
  around
• 20:20
  the
• 20:20
  corner.
• 20:21
  Where?
• 20:21
  Where?
• 20:21
  I
• 20:22
  said,
• 20:22
  come
• 20:22
  with
• 20:22
  me,
• 20:22
  Grandpa.
• 20:23
  So
• 20:23
  we're
• 20:23
  walking
• 20:24
  down
• 20:24
  the
• 20:24
  sidewalk
• 20:25
  and
• 20:25
  he
• 20:25
  goes,
• 20:26
  where's
• 20:26
  your
• 20:26
  car?
• 20:26
  I
• 20:26
  don't
• 20:27
  see
• 20:27
  it.
• 20:27
  And
• 20:27
  I
• 20:28
  said,
• 20:28
  it's
• 20:28
  parked
• 20:28
  under
• 20:28
  the
• 20:29
  tree.
• 20:30
  That's
• 20:30
  my
• 20:30
  BMW.
• 20:32
  And
• 20:32
  he
• 20:32
  looked
• 20:32
  at
• 20:33
  me
• 20:33
  and
• 20:33
  he
• 20:34
  said,
• 20:34
  who
• 20:34
  do
• 20:34
  you
• 20:34
  think
• 20:35
  you
• 20:35
  are?
• 20:37
  It
• 20:38
  was
• 20:38
  gut
• 20:39
  wrenching
• 20:39
  to
• 20:40
  think
• 20:40
  the
• 20:41
  man
• 20:41
  that
• 20:42
  you
• 20:42
  want
• 20:43
  to
• 20:43
  be
• 20:44
  so
• 20:45
  proud
• 20:45
  of,
• 20:46
  you
• 20:47
  said
• 20:47
  that.
• 20:47
  It
• 20:48
  was
• 20:48
  like
• 20:48
  my
• 20:49
  soul
• 20:49
  shattered
• 20:50
  in
• 20:50
  that
• 20:50
  very
• 20:51
  moment.
• 20:52
  In
• 20:52
  that
• 20:52
  very
• 20:53
  moment.
• 20:54
  And
• 20:55
  then
• 20:55
  instead
• 20:56
  of
• 20:56
  it
• 20:56
  dragging
• 20:57
  me
• 20:57
  down,
• 20:58
  it
• 20:58
  catapulted
• 20:59
  me.
• 21:00
  Yeah.
• 21:00
  I
• 21:01
  said,
• 21:01
  oh,
• 21:02
  no.
• 21:03
  So
• 21:03
  I
• 21:03
  bid
• 21:04
  him
• 21:04
  farewell.
• 21:05
  And
• 21:06
  I
• 21:06
  didn't
• 21:06
  talk
• 21:07
  to
• 21:07
  him
• 21:07
  much
• 21:07
  after
• 21:08
  that.
• 21:09
  And
• 21:09
  I
• 21:10
  found
• 21:10
  myself
• 21:10
  always
• 21:11
  working
• 21:11
  two
• 21:11
  jobs.
• 21:12
  Because
• 21:12
  if
• 21:12
  you
• 21:13
  wanna
• 21:13
  buy
• 21:13
  something
• 21:13
  new,
• 21:14
  you
• 21:14
  have
• 21:14
  to
• 21:14
  have
• 21:14
  money
• 21:15
  in
• 21:15
  the
• 21:15
  bank.
• 21:16
  And
• 21:16
  do
• 21:16
  you
• 21:16
  see,
• 21:16
  I'm
• 21:17
  telling
• 21:17
  you
• 21:17
  these
• 21:17
  things
• 21:18
  for
• 21:18
  what
• 21:18
  was
• 21:18
  put
• 21:19
  upon
• 21:19
  me.
• 21:20
  You
• 21:20
  know,
• 21:20
  the
• 21:21
  childhood
• 21:21
  stuff
• 21:22
  of
• 21:22
  you
• 21:22
  gotta
• 21:23
  work
• 21:23
  hard
• 21:23
  until
• 21:23
  you
• 21:24
  bleed,
• 21:24
  you
• 21:25
  know,
• 21:25
  who
• 21:25
  do
• 21:25
  you
• 21:25
  think
• 21:25
  you
• 21:26
  are
• 21:26
  by
• 21:26
  being
• 21:26
  able
• 21:27
  to
• 21:27
  get
• 21:27
  ahead,
• 21:28
  things
• 21:29
  like
• 21:29
  that.
• 21:30
  So
• 21:30
  here
• 21:30
  I
• 21:31
  am,
• 21:32
  still
• 21:32
  living
• 21:33
  all
• 21:33
  of
• 21:33
  those
• 21:33
  things
• 21:34
  that
• 21:34
  were
• 21:34
  put
• 21:34
  upon
• 21:35
  me,
• 21:35
  just
• 21:35
  like
• 21:36
  you
• 21:36
  are,
• 21:37
  just
• 21:37
  like
• 21:37
  all
• 21:37
  the
• 21:37
  listeners,
• 21:38
  living
• 21:39
  what
• 21:39
  was
• 21:39
  put
• 21:39
  upon
• 21:40
  me.
• 21:40
  And
• 21:40
  my
• 21:40
  soul
• 21:41
  was
• 21:41
  saying,
• 21:42
  no,
• 21:42
  why
• 21:43
  does
• 21:43
  it
• 21:43
  have
• 21:43
  to
• 21:43
  be
• 21:44
  like
• 21:44
  this?
• 21:44
  Why
• 21:44
  can't
• 21:45
  it
• 21:45
  be
• 21:45
  different?
• 21:46
  And
• 21:47
  so
• 21:48
  when
• 21:48
  I
• 21:49
  moved
• 21:50
  into,
• 21:50
  you
• 21:51
  know,
• 21:51
  my
• 21:51
  30s,
• 21:52
  I'm
• 21:52
  still
• 21:52
  working
• 21:52
  two
• 21:52
  jobs.
• 21:53
  40s,
• 21:53
  I'm
• 21:53
  still
• 21:53
  working
• 21:54
  two
• 21:54
  Jobs.
• 21:55
  And
• 21:55
  then
• 21:56
  I
• 21:56
  attracted
• 21:57
  the
• 21:57
  father
• 21:57
  of
• 21:57
  my
• 21:58
  children
• 21:58
  and
• 22:00
  things.
• 22:00
  We
• 22:01
  were
• 22:01
  together
• 22:01
  14
• 22:02
  years.
• 22:03
  But
• 22:04
  I
• 22:05
  am
• 22:06
  a
• 22:06
  complete
• 22:06
  giver.
• 22:08
  And
• 22:08
  I
• 22:09
  kept
• 22:09
  giving
• 22:09
  and
• 22:09
  giving
• 22:10
  and
• 22:10
  giving.
• 22:10
  And
• 22:10
  I
• 22:11
  always
• 22:11
  felt
• 22:12
  that
• 22:12
  if
• 22:12
  you
• 22:12
  give,
• 22:12
  you'll
• 22:13
  receive.
• 22:14
  And
• 22:14
  I
• 22:15
  poured
• 22:15
  into
• 22:15
  him,
• 22:15
  poured
• 22:16
  into
• 22:16
  him,
• 22:16
  poured
• 22:17
  into
• 22:17
  him
• 22:17
  endlessly
• 22:19
  thinking
• 22:19
  if
• 22:19
  he
• 22:20
  would
• 22:20
  only
• 22:20
  see
• 22:21
  how
• 22:22
  I
• 22:22
  love
• 22:22
  him
• 22:23
  so
• 22:23
  much,
• 22:23
  he
• 22:23
  would
• 22:24
  only
• 22:24
  know
• 22:25
  that
• 22:25
  it's
• 22:25
  safe
• 22:26
  and,
• 22:26
  you
• 22:26
  know,
• 22:27
  and
• 22:27
  everything
• 22:27
  he
• 22:27
  ever
• 22:28
  wanted
• 22:28
  is
• 22:28
  all
• 22:29
  within
• 22:29
  me.
• 22:29
  And
• 22:29
  then
• 22:30
  when
• 22:30
  we
• 22:30
  had
• 22:30
  two
• 22:30
  children
• 22:31
  together
• 22:31
  and
• 22:32
  it
• 22:32
  didn't
• 22:32
  turn
• 22:33
  into
• 22:34
  that,
• 22:34
  it
• 22:35
  was
• 22:35
  doing
• 22:35
  the
• 22:35
  opposite
• 22:36
  effect.
• 22:37
  So
• 22:37
  the
• 22:37
  more
• 22:38
  I
• 22:38
  gave,
• 22:38
  the
• 22:39
  more
• 22:39
  he
• 22:39
  took.
• 22:40
  And
• 22:41
  so
• 22:41
  then
• 22:42
  it
• 22:42
  became
• 22:43
  where
• 22:43
  he
• 22:43
  was
• 22:43
  controlling
• 22:44
  everything.
• 22:45
  And
• 22:45
  I
• 22:45
  couldn't
• 22:46
  figure
• 22:46
  out
• 22:47
  why
• 22:47
  it
• 22:47
  was
• 22:47
  happening
• 22:48
  to
• 22:49
  the
• 22:49
  point
• 22:49
  where
• 22:49
  right
• 22:50
  before
• 22:50
  I
• 22:50
  left,
• 22:51
  he
• 22:51
  was
• 22:51
  controlling
• 22:52
  what
• 22:52
  I
• 22:52
  wore,
• 22:53
  where
• 22:53
  we
• 22:54
  went.
• 22:54
  It
• 22:55
  was
• 22:55
  pretty
• 22:55
  extreme.
• 22:56
  Wow.
• 22:56
  It
• 22:57
  was
• 22:57
  very
• 22:57
  extreme.
• 22:58
  And
• 22:59
  so
• 23:00
  over
• 23:00
  all
• 23:00
  those
• 23:01
  years
• 23:01
  of
• 23:01
  pouring
• 23:02
  in
• 23:02
  so
• 23:02
  much
• 23:02
  love,
• 23:03
  thinking,
• 23:04
  you
• 23:04
  know,
• 23:05
  what?
• 23:05
  Is
• 23:05
  this
• 23:06
  really
• 23:06
  what
• 23:06
  love
• 23:06
  is
• 23:07
  about?
• 23:07
  Because
• 23:08
  if
• 23:08
  it
• 23:08
  is,
• 23:09
  I'm
• 23:09
  out.
• 23:10
  Yeah,
• 23:10
  I
• 23:10
  don't
• 23:10
  want
• 23:10
  to
• 23:10
  be
• 23:11
  here
• 23:11
  like
• 23:12
  Physically
• 23:12
  don't
• 23:13
  want
• 23:13
  to
• 23:13
  be
• 23:13
  here.
• 23:14
  And
• 23:14
  I
• 23:14
  figured,
• 23:15
  well,
• 23:15
  my
• 23:15
  kids
• 23:15
  are
• 23:16
  going
• 23:16
  to
• 23:16
  be
• 23:16
  okay.
• 23:16
  Their
• 23:17
  dad's
• 23:17
  here.
• 23:18
  I
• 23:18
  don't
• 23:18
  need
• 23:18
  to
• 23:18
  be
• 23:18
  here.
• 23:20
  So
• 23:21
  that
• 23:21
  last
• 23:21
  year
• 23:21
  of
• 23:22
  that
• 23:22
  relationship,
• 23:23
  I
• 23:23
  cried
• 23:23
  every
• 23:24
  night,
• 23:24
  like
• 23:25
  gut
• 23:25
  wrenching
• 23:26
  crying
• 23:27
  to
• 23:27
  the
• 23:28
  point
• 23:28
  where
• 23:28
  my
• 23:29
  12
• 23:29
  year
• 23:29
  old
• 23:30
  Samantha,
• 23:31
  my,
• 23:31
  my
• 23:31
  oldest
• 23:32
  came
• 23:32
  to
• 23:32
  me
• 23:32
  and
• 23:33
  I
• 23:33
  was
• 23:33
  laying
• 23:33
  on
• 23:33
  my
• 23:34
  side
• 23:34
  and
• 23:34
  I
• 23:34
  was
• 23:34
  facing
• 23:35
  the,
• 23:35
  the
• 23:36
  closet
• 23:37
  and
• 23:37
  I
• 23:37
  was
• 23:37
  just,
• 23:38
  oh
• 23:38
  my
• 23:38
  God,
• 23:38
  it
• 23:38
  was
• 23:39
  just
• 23:39
  so
• 23:39
  gut
• 23:39
  wrenching.
• 23:40
  And
• 23:40
  she
• 23:40
  came
• 23:41
  over
• 23:41
  and
• 23:41
  she
• 23:41
  was
• 23:41
  rubbing
• 23:42
  my
• 23:42
  leg
• 23:43
  and
• 23:43
  she
• 23:43
  says,
• 23:44
  mommy,
• 23:44
  don't
• 23:45
  cry
• 23:45
  anymore.
• 23:47
  And
• 23:47
  I'm
• 23:48
  like,
• 23:48
  oh,
• 23:49
  there's
• 23:49
  another
• 23:50
  shatter,
• 23:50
  right?
• 23:51
  Your
• 23:51
  soul
• 23:51
  just
• 23:51
  goes,
• 23:52
  what
• 23:52
  the
• 23:53
  hell?
• 23:54
  Yeah,
• 23:54
  your
• 23:55
  baby.
• 23:56
  It
• 23:56
  was
• 23:56
  my
• 23:57
  firstborn
• 23:58
  consoling
• 23:59
  me,
• 24:00
  trying
• 24:00
  to
• 24:01
  calm
• 24:01
  me
• 24:01
  down.
• 24:01
  And
• 24:02
  I'm
• 24:02
  like.
• 24:03
  And
• 24:04
  I
• 24:04
  was
• 24:04
  so
• 24:04
  confused.
• 24:04
  In
• 24:05
  this
• 24:05
  state
• 24:05
  of
• 24:05
  going,
• 24:06
  she
• 24:07
  shouldn't
• 24:07
  be
• 24:07
  seeing
• 24:07
  me
• 24:07
  like
• 24:08
  this.
• 24:09
  She
• 24:09
  shouldn't
• 24:09
  be
• 24:09
  having
• 24:10
  to
• 24:10
  tell
• 24:10
  her,
• 24:10
  mommy,
• 24:11
  don't
• 24:11
  cry
• 24:11
  anymore.
• 24:12
  This
• 24:13
  is
• 24:13
  like
• 24:13
  the
• 24:13
  worst
• 24:13
  thing
• 24:14
  that
• 24:14
  could
• 24:14
  happen.
• 24:14
  In
• 24:14
  my
• 24:15
  mind
• 24:15
  I
• 24:15
  was
• 24:15
  saying,
• 24:16
  this
• 24:16
  is
• 24:16
  the
• 24:16
  worst
• 24:17
  thing.
• 24:18
  And
• 24:18
  then
• 24:19
  a
• 24:19
  couple
• 24:19
  of
• 24:19
  weeks
• 24:19
  later
• 24:20
  I
• 24:20
  said,
• 24:20
  okay,
• 24:21
  I'm
• 24:21
  done
• 24:21
  now.
• 24:22
  I
• 24:22
  did
• 24:22
  not
• 24:23
  have
• 24:23
  the
• 24:23
  strength
• 24:24
  to
• 24:24
  unalive
• 24:25
  myself,
• 24:26
  but
• 24:26
  I
• 24:26
  felt
• 24:26
  like
• 24:26
  God,
• 24:27
  higher
• 24:27
  self,
• 24:27
  source,
• 24:28
  light,
• 24:28
  whatever
• 24:28
  you
• 24:29
  want
• 24:29
  to
• 24:29
  call
• 24:29
  it.
• 24:29
  I
• 24:30
  felt
• 24:30
  like,
• 24:30
  you
• 24:30
  know,
• 24:30
  God
• 24:31
  could
• 24:31
  do
• 24:31
  this
• 24:31
  for
• 24:31
  me.
• 24:32
  I'm
• 24:32
  in
• 24:32
  so
• 24:32
  much
• 24:33
  agony
• 24:33
  emotionally,
• 24:34
  which
• 24:34
  was
• 24:35
  turning
• 24:35
  into
• 24:35
  physical
• 24:36
  agony.
• 24:36
  I
• 24:37
  was
• 24:37
  ready.
• 24:38
  So
• 24:38
  it
• 24:38
  was
• 24:39
  3am
• 24:39
  I'll
• 24:40
  never
• 24:40
  forget.
• 24:41
  I
• 24:41
  looked
• 24:41
  over
• 24:42
  at
• 24:42
  the
• 24:42
  clock,
• 24:42
  he
• 24:42
  was
• 24:43
  sound
• 24:43
  asleep.
• 24:43
  And
• 24:44
  just
• 24:45
  like
• 24:45
  always,
• 24:45
  I
• 24:45
  was
• 24:45
  tiptoeing
• 24:46
  out,
• 24:46
  didn't
• 24:47
  want
• 24:47
  to
• 24:47
  wake
• 24:47
  him.
• 24:48
  And
• 24:49
  I
• 24:49
  went
• 24:49
  into
• 24:49
  the
• 24:49
  bathroom
• 24:50
  and
• 24:50
  I
• 24:50
  laid
• 24:50
  there
• 24:51
  and
• 24:51
  with
• 24:52
  every
• 24:52
  ounce
• 24:53
  of
• 24:53
  me,
• 24:54
  I
• 24:54
  said,
• 24:55
  God,
• 24:55
  take
• 24:55
  me.
• 24:56
  Just,
• 24:56
  I
• 24:56
  am
• 24:56
  so
• 24:57
  ready.
• 24:58
  Everybody
• 24:58
  is
• 24:58
  going
• 24:59
  to
• 24:59
  be
• 24:59
  okay.
• 25:00
  I'm
• 25:00
  ready.
• 25:01
  And
• 25:02
  within
• 25:02
  that
• 25:03
  space,
• 25:04
  my
• 25:05
  eyes
• 25:05
  were
• 25:05
  closed,
• 25:06
  but
• 25:06
  I
• 25:06
  was
• 25:06
  fully
• 25:06
  awake.
• 25:07
  It
• 25:07
  was
• 25:07
  almost
• 25:07
  like
• 25:08
  a
• 25:08
  form
• 25:08
  of
• 25:08
  lucid
• 25:09
  dreaming.
• 25:10
  And
• 25:11
  as
• 25:11
  I
• 25:11
  was
• 25:12
  like
• 25:12
  wrenching
• 25:13
  like
• 25:14
  every
• 25:14
  ounce
• 25:15
  of
• 25:15
  my
• 25:15
  soul,
• 25:16
  I
• 25:16
  started
• 25:17
  feeling
• 25:17
  this
• 25:17
  sense
• 25:18
  of
• 25:18
  expansion
• 25:19
  like,
• 25:20
  like
• 25:20
  thin.
• 25:21
  And
• 25:22
  I
• 25:22
  started
• 25:22
  feeling
• 25:23
  like
• 25:23
  I
• 25:23
  was
• 25:23
  floating
• 25:24
  again.
• 25:24
  I'm
• 25:24
  wide
• 25:25
  awake,
• 25:25
  eyes
• 25:25
  are
• 25:26
  closed.
• 25:26
  And
• 25:26
  I
• 25:27
  was
• 25:27
  floating
• 25:27
  and
• 25:27
  I'm
• 25:28
  like,
• 25:28
  I
• 25:28
  can
• 25:29
  breathe.
• 25:30
  I
• 25:30
  wasn't
• 25:30
  feeling
• 25:30
  any
• 25:31
  physical
• 25:31
  pain.
• 25:32
  I
• 25:32
  wasn't
• 25:32
  feeling
• 25:32
  any
• 25:33
  emotional
• 25:33
  pain.
• 25:34
  I
• 25:34
  wasn't
• 25:34
  feeling
• 25:34
  anything.
• 25:35
  And
• 25:36
  then,
• 25:36
  you
• 25:37
  know,
• 25:37
  you
• 25:37
  can
• 25:37
  blink
• 25:37
  with
• 25:37
  your
• 25:38
  eyes
• 25:38
  closed.
• 25:38
  I
• 25:38
  was
• 25:38
  blinking,
• 25:39
  blinking.
• 25:40
  And
• 25:41
  as
• 25:41
  I
• 25:41
  was
• 25:41
  blinking,
• 25:42
  all
• 25:42
  of
• 25:42
  a
• 25:43
  sudden,
• 25:43
  like
• 25:43
  stars
• 25:44
  formed
• 25:45
  around
• 25:45
  me.
• 25:46
  I
• 25:46
  was
• 25:46
  literally
• 25:47
  in
• 25:47
  the
• 25:47
  center
• 25:48
  of
• 25:48
  the
• 25:48
  universe.
• 25:49
  I
• 25:49
  could
• 25:49
  touch
• 25:49
  the
• 25:50
  stars,
• 25:50
  they
• 25:50
  were
• 25:50
  so
• 25:51
  close.
• 25:51
  I
• 25:52
  felt
• 25:52
  this
• 25:52
  dampness
• 25:53
  all
• 25:53
  around
• 25:53
  me.
• 25:54
  I
• 25:54
  felt
• 25:54
  fully
• 25:55
  expanded
• 25:56
  and
• 25:56
  free.
• 25:57
  I
• 25:57
  felt
• 25:58
  I'm
• 25:58
  at
• 25:58
  bliss.
• 25:59
  I
• 25:59
  made
• 26:00
  it.
• 26:00
  I
• 26:00
  did
• 26:00
  it.
• 26:01
  I'm
• 26:01
  one.
• 26:02
  I'm
• 26:02
  like,
• 26:02
  oh,
• 26:03
  I
• 26:03
  have
• 26:03
  no
• 26:04
  more
• 26:04
  worries,
• 26:05
  no
• 26:05
  more
• 26:05
  doubt.
• 26:06
  This
• 26:06
  is
• 26:06
  it.
• 26:08
  And
• 26:08
  I
• 26:08
  was
• 26:08
  always,
• 26:09
  like,
• 26:09
  just
• 26:10
  basking
• 26:11
  in
• 26:11
  it.
• 26:11
  You
• 26:12
  could
• 26:12
  say
• 26:12
  it
• 26:12
  was
• 26:12
  seconds.
• 26:13
  It
• 26:13
  felt
• 26:13
  like
• 26:13
  hours
• 26:14
  for
• 26:14
  me.
• 26:15
  I
• 26:15
  heard
• 26:16
  three
• 26:16
  simple
• 26:16
  words.
• 26:18
  Love
• 26:19
  will
• 26:20
  come.
• 26:21
  It
• 26:21
  was
• 26:21
  very
• 26:22
  masculine.
• 26:23
  It
• 26:23
  was
• 26:23
  just
• 26:23
  like
• 26:23
  that.
• 26:24
  And
• 26:24
  it
• 26:24
  vibrated
• 26:25
  like
• 26:25
  I
• 26:25
  was
• 26:26
  in
• 26:26
  the
• 26:26
  center
• 26:26
  of
• 26:27
  a
• 26:27
  speaker.
• 26:27
  It
• 26:27
  was
• 26:28
  all
• 26:28
  around
• 26:28
  me.
• 26:29
  And
• 26:30
  as
• 26:30
  soon
• 26:30
  as
• 26:30
  I
• 26:30
  heard
• 26:32
  was
• 26:32
  like,
• 26:32
  this
• 26:33
  sudden,
• 26:33
  like.
• 26:34
  Like,
• 26:35
  shake,
• 26:35
  right?
• 26:36
  And
• 26:36
  then
• 26:36
  I
• 26:36
  got
• 26:36
  this
• 26:37
  whoosh
• 26:38
  back
• 26:38
  into
• 26:38
  my
• 26:38
  body,
• 26:39
  and
• 26:40
  then
• 26:40
  I'm
• 26:40
  like,
• 26:41
  what?
• 26:41
  What?
• 26:42
  And
• 26:42
  I
• 26:42
  was,
• 26:42
  like,
• 26:42
  shaking,
• 26:43
  girl.
• 26:43
  I
• 26:44
  was
• 26:44
  ladies.
• 26:44
  I
• 26:44
  was
• 26:45
  100%
• 26:45
  corporate.
• 26:46
  None
• 26:47
  of
• 26:47
  this
• 26:47
  was,
• 26:47
  like,
• 26:48
  in
• 26:48
  my
• 26:49
  wheel.
• 26:49
  My.
• 26:50
  What
• 26:50
  do
• 26:50
  they
• 26:50
  call?
• 26:50
  Wheelhouse.
• 26:51
  Wheelhouse.
• 26:52
  Yeah.
• 26:52
  With
• 26:52
  none
• 26:52
  of
• 26:52
  this.
• 26:53
  And
• 26:54
  so
• 26:54
  I
• 26:54
  was
• 26:54
  freaking
• 26:55
  out.
• 26:55
  Like,
• 26:55
  what?
• 26:56
  Going
• 26:56
  crazy
• 26:57
  now.
• 26:57
  I
• 26:58
  felt.
• 26:58
  Yeah.
• 26:59
  And
• 26:59
  I
• 27:00
  stood
• 27:00
  up
• 27:01
  and
• 27:01
  I
• 27:01
  was
• 27:01
  shaking.
• 27:02
  Like
• 27:03
  something
• 27:03
  happened,
• 27:03
  but
• 27:04
  I
• 27:04
  didn't
• 27:04
  know.
• 27:05
  And
• 27:05
  I
• 27:05
  knew.
• 27:06
  I
• 27:06
  heard
• 27:06
  it.
• 27:06
  I
• 27:06
  knew
• 27:07
  what
• 27:07
  happened.
• 27:07
  I
• 27:08
  saw
• 27:08
  it,
• 27:08
  I
• 27:09
  felt
• 27:09
  it.
• 27:10
  And
• 27:10
  I
• 27:10
  crawled
• 27:10
  back
• 27:11
  in
• 27:11
  the
• 27:11
  bed.
• 27:12
  And
• 27:12
  when
• 27:12
  I
• 27:12
  woke
• 27:13
  up,
• 27:13
  I'm
• 27:14
  like.
• 27:14
  I
• 27:15
  felt
• 27:15
  as
• 27:15
  if
• 27:16
  God
• 27:17
  threw
• 27:17
  that
• 27:18
  rope
• 27:18
  into
• 27:18
  the
• 27:19
  hole
• 27:19
  I
• 27:19
  was
• 27:19
  in.
• 27:20
  And
• 27:20
  then
• 27:20
  I
• 27:21
  climbed
• 27:21
  out.
• 27:22
  I
• 27:22
  had
• 27:23
  this
• 27:23
  sense
• 27:23
  of,
• 27:23
  like,
• 27:25
  I,
• 27:26
  as
• 27:26
  an
• 27:26
  energy
• 27:26
  healer,
• 27:27
  don't
• 27:28
  like
• 27:28
  to
• 27:28
  hear
• 27:29
  when
• 27:29
  my
• 27:29
  client
• 27:30
  uses
• 27:30
  the
• 27:30
  word
• 27:31
  hope,
• 27:31
  because
• 27:32
  hope,
• 27:32
  they
• 27:32
  sit
• 27:33
  back
• 27:33
  and
• 27:33
  say,
• 27:34
  all
• 27:34
  right,
• 27:34
  I
• 27:34
  hope
• 27:34
  that
• 27:35
  happens.
• 27:36
  But
• 27:36
  in
• 27:37
  the
• 27:37
  sense
• 27:37
  when
• 27:38
  you
• 27:38
  are
• 27:38
  at
• 27:38
  the
• 27:39
  lowest
• 27:39
  of
• 27:39
  low,
• 27:39
  there's
• 27:40
  nothing
• 27:40
  else
• 27:41
  but
• 27:41
  to
• 27:41
  leave
• 27:41
  a
• 27:42
  physical
• 27:42
  body
• 27:43
  that.
• 27:43
  That
• 27:44
  sense
• 27:44
  of
• 27:44
  hope
• 27:45
  lifts
• 27:45
  you
• 27:46
  out
• 27:46
  of
• 27:46
  that
• 27:47
  dark
• 27:47
  despair
• 27:48
  feeling,
• 27:48
  right?
• 27:49
  And
• 27:49
  I
• 27:49
  said,
• 27:50
  oh,
• 27:50
  my
• 27:50
  gosh,
• 27:51
  I'm
• 27:51
  going
• 27:52
  to
• 27:52
  finally
• 27:52
  get
• 27:53
  what
• 27:53
  I've
• 27:54
  been
• 27:54
  asking
• 27:54
  for
• 27:55
  for
• 27:55
  14
• 27:55
  years
• 27:55
  and
• 27:56
  probably
• 27:56
  all
• 27:56
  my
• 27:56
  life.
• 27:57
  At
• 27:57
  this
• 27:57
  point,
• 27:57
  when
• 27:57
  people
• 27:57
  sit
• 27:58
  back
• 27:58
  and
• 27:58
  say,
• 27:58
  I
• 27:59
  just
• 27:59
  hope
• 27:59
  that'll
• 28:00
  happen,
• 28:00
  they're
• 28:01
  sitting
• 28:01
  back
• 28:02
  expecting
• 28:02
  it
• 28:02
  to
• 28:02
  come
• 28:03
  to
• 28:03
  them,
• 28:04
  right?
• 28:04
  But
• 28:04
  the
• 28:04
  hope
• 28:05
  that
• 28:05
  was
• 28:05
  given
• 28:05
  to
• 28:06
  me
• 28:06
  lifted
• 28:07
  me
• 28:08
  from
• 28:08
  the
• 28:08
  lowest
• 28:09
  of
• 28:09
  low.
• 28:10
  And
• 28:11
  so
• 28:11
  being
• 28:11
  able
• 28:11
  to.
• 28:12
  It's
• 28:12
  worth
• 28:12
  it.
• 28:13
  Yes.
• 28:13
  There's
• 28:14
  something
• 28:14
  worth
• 28:14
  it.
• 28:15
  Yes.
• 28:15
  Yes.
• 28:16
  That
• 28:16
  I'm
• 28:16
  going
• 28:16
  to
• 28:17
  finally
• 28:17
  receive
• 28:18
  what
• 28:19
  I
• 28:19
  felt
• 28:19
  I
• 28:20
  never
• 28:20
  had.
• 28:21
  Love.
• 28:23
  So
• 28:23
  the
• 28:23
  very
• 28:23
  next
• 28:24
  day.
• 28:24
  Now
• 28:25
  I'm
• 28:25
  going
• 28:25
  to
• 28:26
  put
• 28:26
  that
• 28:26
  on
• 28:26
  pause
• 28:26
  because,
• 28:27
  you
• 28:27
  know,
• 28:28
  he
• 28:28
  created
• 28:29
  a
• 28:29
  1950s
• 28:30
  kind
• 28:30
  of
• 28:30
  house.
• 28:31
  I
• 28:31
  had
• 28:31
  to
• 28:32
  have
• 28:32
  the
• 28:32
  food
• 28:32
  on
• 28:32
  the
• 28:32
  table.
• 28:33
  I
• 28:33
  did
• 28:33
  have
• 28:33
  a
• 28:34
  9
• 28:34
  to
• 28:34
  5
• 28:34
  job.
• 28:35
  I
• 28:35
  was
• 28:35
  supposed
• 28:36
  to
• 28:36
  travel
• 28:36
  a
• 28:36
  little
• 28:36
  bit,
• 28:36
  but
• 28:37
  he
• 28:37
  started
• 28:37
  reeling
• 28:37
  that
• 28:38
  in,
• 28:38
  too.
• 28:39
  And
• 28:39
  I
• 28:39
  took
• 28:40
  care
• 28:40
  of
• 28:40
  the
• 28:40
  kids.
• 28:40
  I
• 28:41
  took
• 28:41
  care
• 28:41
  of
• 28:41
  everything
• 28:41
  on
• 28:42
  the
• 28:42
  inside
• 28:42
  of
• 28:42
  the
• 28:42
  house,
• 28:43
  and
• 28:43
  he
• 28:43
  did
• 28:44
  everything
• 28:44
  on
• 28:44
  the
• 28:44
  outside
• 28:44
  of
• 28:44
  the
• 28:45
  house.
• 28:46
  So
• 28:46
  with
• 28:46
  that
• 28:47
  said,
• 28:47
  he
• 28:47
  was
• 28:47
  sitting
• 28:48
  There
• 28:48
  reading
• 28:48
  his
• 28:48
  newspaper,
• 28:49
  having
• 28:49
  his
• 28:49
  cocktail.
• 28:50
  Bring
• 28:50
  me
• 28:51
  this,
• 28:51
  take
• 28:51
  care
• 28:51
  of
• 28:51
  that.
• 28:52
  What's
• 28:52
  for
• 28:52
  dinner?
• 28:53
  As
• 28:53
  he's
• 28:53
  walking
• 28:53
  in
• 28:54
  from
• 28:54
  the
• 28:54
  gym.
• 28:55
  And
• 28:55
  I
• 28:55
  had
• 28:55
  to
• 28:55
  make
• 28:55
  sure
• 28:56
  the
• 28:56
  dinner
• 28:57
  was
• 28:57
  right
• 28:58
  on
• 28:58
  the
• 28:58
  table.
• 28:58
  It
• 28:58
  was
• 28:59
  not
• 28:59
  what
• 29:00
  I
• 29:00
  ever
• 29:01
  thought
• 29:01
  I
• 29:01
  would
• 29:01
  be
• 29:01
  living.
• 29:02
  Yeah.
• 29:03
  And
• 29:03
  my
• 29:03
  soul
• 29:03
  was
• 29:04
  saying,
• 29:04
  I
• 29:04
  hate
• 29:05
  this.
• 29:06
  Yeah.
• 29:07
  But
• 29:07
  my
• 29:07
  love
• 29:08
  for
• 29:08
  him
• 29:08
  was,
• 29:09
  if
• 29:09
  I
• 29:09
  just
• 29:09
  do
• 29:10
  it
• 29:10
  one
• 29:10
  more
• 29:10
  night,
• 29:11
  if
• 29:11
  I
• 29:11
  just
• 29:12
  do
• 29:12
  it
• 29:12
  one
• 29:12
  more
• 29:13
  day,
• 29:13
  he'll
• 29:14
  see
• 29:14
  and
• 29:14
  he'll
• 29:15
  turn
• 29:15
  into
• 29:16
  my
• 29:16
  prince
• 29:16
  Charming.
• 29:17
  Well,
• 29:17
  we
• 29:17
  know
• 29:17
  that
• 29:18
  it
• 29:18
  just
• 29:18
  didn't
• 29:19
  work
• 29:19
  out
• 29:19
  that
• 29:19
  way.
• 29:20
  And
• 29:21
  so
• 29:22
  I
• 29:23
  realized
• 29:24
  that
• 29:24
  I
• 29:24
  needed
• 29:25
  the
• 29:25
  strength
• 29:26
  to
• 29:27
  either
• 29:28
  change
• 29:29
  within
• 29:29
  me,
• 29:31
  which
• 29:31
  then
• 29:31
  allowed
• 29:32
  me
• 29:32
  to
• 29:32
  get
• 29:32
  the
• 29:32
  strength
• 29:33
  to
• 29:33
  leave
• 29:33
  the
• 29:33
  relationship,
• 29:34
  because
• 29:35
  he
• 29:35
  wasn't
• 29:35
  going
• 29:35
  to
• 29:35
  change
• 29:36
  after
• 29:36
  14
• 29:37
  years.
• 29:37
  I
• 29:38
  allowed
• 29:39
  to
• 29:40
  what
• 29:40
  he
• 29:40
  created.
• 29:41
  I
• 29:41
  allowed
• 29:42
  it.
• 29:42
  I
• 29:43
  mean,
• 29:43
  you
• 29:43
  did
• 29:43
  talk
• 29:44
  about
• 29:44
  your
• 29:44
  past,
• 29:45
  though.
• 29:45
  And
• 29:46
  I
• 29:46
  kind
• 29:46
  of
• 29:46
  feel
• 29:46
  like
• 29:46
  you're
• 29:47
  saying,
• 29:47
  yeah,
• 29:47
  I
• 29:47
  allowed
• 29:47
  it.
• 29:48
  And
• 29:48
  it's
• 29:48
  true.
• 29:48
  We
• 29:49
  have
• 29:49
  to
• 29:49
  take
• 29:49
  responsibility
• 29:50
  for
• 29:50
  the
• 29:50
  things
• 29:50
  that
• 29:50
  happen
• 29:50
  to
• 29:51
  us,
• 29:51
  I
• 29:51
  think.
• 29:52
  Yes.
• 29:52
  But
• 29:53
  then
• 29:53
  at
• 29:53
  the
• 29:53
  same
• 29:53
  time,
• 29:53
  I.
• 29:54
  I'm
• 29:54
  wondering,
• 29:55
  like,
• 29:55
  how
• 29:56
  much
• 29:56
  can
• 29:56
  you
• 29:56
  say,
• 29:57
  oh,
• 29:57
  it's
• 29:57
  all
• 29:57
  my
• 29:58
  fault,
• 29:58
  but
• 29:58
  really
• 29:59
  there's
• 29:59
  also
• 29:59
  patterns
• 30:00
  that
• 30:00
  you
• 30:00
  were
• 30:01
  reliving
• 30:01
  over
• 30:02
  again.
• 30:02
  Yes,
• 30:02
  but
• 30:03
  I
• 30:03
  didn't
• 30:03
  say
• 30:03
  it
• 30:03
  was
• 30:03
  all
• 30:03
  my
• 30:04
  fault.
• 30:04
  Oh,
• 30:04
  that's
• 30:04
  a
• 30:04
  good
• 30:05
  point.
• 30:05
  That's
• 30:05
  a
• 30:06
  good
• 30:06
  point.
• 30:06
  It's
• 30:07
  probably
• 30:07
  me
• 30:07
  projecting.
• 30:08
  Yes.
• 30:09
  Because
• 30:09
  I
• 30:10
  said
• 30:10
  that
• 30:10
  he
• 30:10
  created
• 30:11
  that
• 30:11
  1950s
• 30:13
  lifestyle,
• 30:14
  but
• 30:15
  I
• 30:15
  allowed
• 30:16
  it,
• 30:17
  so
• 30:18
  it
• 30:18
  was
• 30:18
  an
• 30:18
  equal.
• 30:19
  I
• 30:19
  could
• 30:19
  have
• 30:19
  said,
• 30:20
  no,
• 30:20
  I'm
• 30:21
  not.
• 30:21
  It's
• 30:21
  your
• 30:21
  time
• 30:22
  to
• 30:22
  cook.
• 30:22
  Or
• 30:22
  can
• 30:23
  you
• 30:23
  cook?
• 30:23
  Or
• 30:24
  can,
• 30:24
  you
• 30:24
  know,
• 30:24
  can
• 30:25
  we
• 30:25
  do
• 30:25
  other
• 30:25
  things?
• 30:25
  But
• 30:26
  I
• 30:26
  was
• 30:27
  so
• 30:27
  enthralled
• 30:28
  by
• 30:29
  wanting
• 30:29
  love
• 30:30
  from
• 30:30
  him
• 30:31
  that
• 30:31
  I
• 30:32
  was
• 30:32
  doing
• 30:32
  whatever
• 30:33
  it
• 30:33
  took
• 30:34
  to
• 30:34
  please
• 30:35
  him
• 30:36
  so
• 30:36
  that
• 30:36
  he
• 30:36
  could
• 30:37
  love
• 30:37
  me.
• 30:38
  It
• 30:38
  doesn't
• 30:39
  work
• 30:39
  that
• 30:39
  way,
• 30:40
  my
• 30:40
  friends.
• 30:41
  You
• 30:41
  have
• 30:42
  to
• 30:42
  love
• 30:42
  yourself
• 30:43
  first.
• 30:44
  You
• 30:44
  have
• 30:44
  to.
• 30:45
  And
• 30:45
  within
• 30:46
  that
• 30:46
  you
• 30:47
  set
• 30:47
  boundaries.
• 30:48
  No,
• 30:49
  and
• 30:49
  O
• 30:49
  is
• 30:50
  a
• 30:50
  full
• 30:50
  sentence.
• 30:52
  But
• 30:52
  I
• 30:52
  didn't
• 30:53
  want
• 30:53
  to
• 30:54
  say
• 30:54
  any
• 30:54
  of
• 30:55
  that
• 30:55
  for
• 30:56
  fear
• 30:56
  of
• 30:56
  losing
• 30:57
  something
• 30:58
  I
• 30:58
  wanted
• 30:59
  so
• 30:59
  badly,
• 31:00
  but
• 31:01
  I
• 31:01
  wasn't
• 31:01
  getting
• 31:02
  it.
• 31:02
  Do
• 31:02
  you
• 31:02
  see
• 31:02
  what
• 31:02
  I'm
• 31:03
  saying?
• 31:03
  But
• 31:04
  I
• 31:04
  was
• 31:04
  convincing
• 31:05
  myself
• 31:05
  that
• 31:06
  if
• 31:06
  I
• 31:06
  just
• 31:07
  do
• 31:07
  it
• 31:07
  one
• 31:08
  more
• 31:08
  time,
• 31:08
  one
• 31:09
  more
• 31:09
  day,
• 31:09
  one
• 31:10
  more
• 31:10
  year,
• 31:11
  that
• 31:11
  he
• 31:11
  would
• 31:12
  see
• 31:12
  and
• 31:12
  love
• 31:13
  me.
• 31:13
  And
• 31:13
  it
• 31:13
  only
• 31:13
  got
• 31:14
  worse.
• 31:15
  So
• 31:15
  finally
• 31:16
  I
• 31:16
  got
• 31:16
  the
• 31:16
  strength
• 31:17
  after
• 31:17
  that
• 31:17
  spiritual
• 31:18
  epiphany
• 31:19
  because
• 31:19
  really
• 31:20
  crazy
• 31:20
  things
• 31:20
  were
• 31:20
  happening
• 31:21
  after
• 31:21
  that.
• 31:22
  Like
• 31:22
  off
• 31:23
  the
• 31:23
  chart
• 31:23
  crazy
• 31:24
  things.
• 31:24
  Like,
• 31:24
  I
• 31:25
  would
• 31:25
  go
• 31:25
  to
• 31:25
  a
• 31:25
  store
• 31:25
  and
• 31:26
  this
• 31:26
  was
• 31:26
  before
• 31:26
  I
• 31:26
  left
• 31:27
  him,
• 31:27
  but
• 31:28
  I'd
• 31:28
  go
• 31:28
  to
• 31:28
  a
• 31:28
  store
• 31:28
  and
• 31:29
  people
• 31:29
  would
• 31:29
  walk
• 31:29
  up
• 31:29
  to
• 31:30
  me
• 31:30
  and
• 31:30
  start
• 31:30
  telling
• 31:31
  me
• 31:32
  their
• 31:33
  gut
• 31:33
  wrenching
• 31:34
  stories.
• 31:35
  About
• 31:36
  abuse
• 31:36
  and
• 31:37
  neglect.
• 31:38
  And
• 31:38
  I
• 31:38
  was
• 31:38
  just
• 31:39
  standing
• 31:39
  in
• 31:39
  a
• 31:40
  store,
• 31:40
  someone
• 31:41
  would
• 31:41
  just
• 31:41
  walk
• 31:41
  up
• 31:41
  and
• 31:42
  start
• 31:42
  talking
• 31:42
  to
• 31:43
  me.
• 31:43
  Wow,
• 31:43
  like
• 31:44
  what?
• 31:45
  And
• 31:45
  I
• 31:45
  knew
• 31:46
  after
• 31:47
  reflecting
• 31:48
  from
• 31:48
  that
• 31:49
  over
• 31:49
  all
• 31:49
  these
• 31:49
  years,
• 31:50
  realizing
• 31:51
  that
• 31:51
  God
• 31:52
  was
• 31:52
  showing
• 31:52
  me
• 31:53
  that
• 31:54
  everyone
• 31:54
  has
• 31:55
  stuff
• 31:55
  going
• 31:55
  on,
• 31:56
  you
• 31:56
  just
• 31:57
  don't
• 31:57
  know
• 31:57
  about
• 31:57
  it.
• 31:58
  And
• 31:58
  yours
• 31:59
  may
• 31:59
  not
• 31:59
  have
• 31:59
  been
• 32:00
  as
• 32:00
  bad
• 32:01
  as
• 32:01
  theirs,
• 32:01
  or
• 32:02
  what
• 32:02
  you're
• 32:03
  labeling
• 32:03
  may
• 32:03
  not
• 32:04
  be
• 32:04
  as
• 32:04
  bad
• 32:04
  as
• 32:05
  theirs.
• 32:05
  Yes,
• 32:06
  mine
• 32:06
  was
• 32:06
  pretty
• 32:07
  bad
• 32:07
  to
• 32:07
  the
• 32:07
  point
• 32:07
  where
• 32:08
  I
• 32:08
  almost
• 32:08
  unlodged
• 32:09
  myself.
• 32:10
  But
• 32:11
  it
• 32:12
  showed
• 32:13
  me
• 32:14
  that
• 32:14
  there
• 32:14
  is
• 32:14
  a
• 32:15
  lot
• 32:15
  out
• 32:15
  there
• 32:16
  that
• 32:16
  people
• 32:17
  are
• 32:17
  experiencing,
• 32:18
  and
• 32:18
  I'm
• 32:19
  not
• 32:19
  alone.
• 32:21
  Yes.
• 32:22
  And
• 32:23
  so
• 32:23
  once
• 32:24
  I,
• 32:24
  you
• 32:24
  know,
• 32:24
  those
• 32:25
  crazy
• 32:25
  things
• 32:25
  were
• 32:25
  happening,
• 32:26
  and
• 32:26
  then
• 32:26
  I
• 32:27
  had
• 32:27
  this
• 32:28
  woman
• 32:28
  start
• 32:29
  coming
• 32:29
  to
• 32:29
  me.
• 32:30
  I
• 32:30
  left
• 32:30
  corporate
• 32:30
  for
• 32:31
  a
• 32:31
  minute
• 32:31
  and
• 32:31
  became
• 32:32
  an
• 32:32
  esthetician.
• 32:33
  And
• 32:34
  this
• 32:34
  woman
• 32:34
  just
• 32:34
  appeared,
• 32:35
  and
• 32:35
  she
• 32:35
  wanted
• 32:35
  me
• 32:35
  to
• 32:36
  do
• 32:36
  her
• 32:36
  brows.
• 32:36
  And
• 32:37
  I'll
• 32:37
  never
• 32:37
  forget
• 32:37
  her.
• 32:38
  She's
• 32:39
  so
• 32:40
  amazing.
• 32:41
  And
• 32:42
  at
• 32:42
  first,
• 32:42
  she
• 32:43
  was
• 32:43
  just
• 32:43
  coming
• 32:43
  for
• 32:43
  the
• 32:44
  appointment,
• 32:45
  and
• 32:45
  she
• 32:45
  was
• 32:45
  scheduling
• 32:46
  it
• 32:46
  once
• 32:46
  a
• 32:46
  month.
• 32:46
  And
• 32:47
  by
• 32:47
  the
• 32:47
  third
• 32:47
  or
• 32:47
  fourth
• 32:47
  appointment,
• 32:49
  she
• 32:49
  says,
• 32:49
  you
• 32:50
  know,
• 32:50
  I
• 32:50
  have
• 32:50
  a
• 32:50
  message
• 32:51
  for
• 32:51
  you.
• 32:51
  Would
• 32:51
  you
• 32:52
  let
• 32:52
  them
• 32:53
  tell
• 32:53
  you?
• 32:53
  And
• 32:53
  I
• 32:53
  said,
• 32:54
  them?
• 32:54
  And
• 32:54
  I'm
• 32:55
  looking
• 32:55
  around
• 32:55
  the
• 32:55
  room,
• 32:55
  and
• 32:56
  I'm
• 32:56
  like,
• 32:56
  who's
• 32:57
  them?
• 32:57
  And
• 32:58
  I'm
• 32:58
  like,
• 32:59
  okay,
• 32:59
  whatever.
• 33:00
  And
• 33:01
  she
• 33:01
  sat
• 33:01
  on
• 33:01
  the
• 33:01
  edge
• 33:02
  of
• 33:02
  the
• 33:02
  bed,
• 33:02
  and
• 33:03
  she
• 33:03
  closed
• 33:03
  her
• 33:04
  eyes,
• 33:04
  and
• 33:04
  she
• 33:05
  started
• 33:05
  telling
• 33:06
  me
• 33:06
  these
• 33:07
  stories
• 33:07
  that,
• 33:08
  oh,
• 33:08
  someone
• 33:09
  owes
• 33:09
  you
• 33:09
  money
• 33:09
  and
• 33:10
  they're
• 33:10
  going
• 33:10
  to
• 33:10
  pay
• 33:10
  up
• 33:11
  in
• 33:11
  the
• 33:11
  next
• 33:11
  30
• 33:11
  days.
• 33:12
  And
• 33:13
  when
• 33:13
  your
• 33:13
  childhood.
• 33:14
  I'll
• 33:14
  never
• 33:14
  forget
• 33:15
  that
• 33:15
  one,
• 33:15
  because
• 33:16
  that
• 33:16
  person
• 33:16
  did
• 33:17
  pay
• 33:17
  up
• 33:18
  30
• 33:18
  days.
• 33:18
  It
• 33:19
  was
• 33:19
  my
• 33:19
  dad,
• 33:20
  really.
• 33:20
  He
• 33:21
  owed
• 33:21
  me
• 33:21
  money
• 33:22
  and
• 33:22
  he
• 33:22
  paid
• 33:23
  out.
• 33:23
  She
• 33:23
  didn't
• 33:24
  know.
• 33:24
  She
• 33:24
  didn't
• 33:24
  know
• 33:24
  me.
• 33:24
  Other
• 33:25
  than
• 33:25
  coming
• 33:25
  in.
• 33:25
  I
• 33:25
  was
• 33:26
  doing
• 33:26
  a
• 33:26
  browse,
• 33:26
  and
• 33:26
  we
• 33:26
  weren't
• 33:27
  really
• 33:27
  talking
• 33:28
  personal
• 33:28
  stuff.
• 33:29
  And
• 33:30
  when
• 33:30
  he.
• 33:30
  She
• 33:31
  told
• 33:32
  me
• 33:32
  that
• 33:32
  it
• 33:33
  was
• 33:33
  a
• 33:33
  way.
• 33:34
  Because,
• 33:35
  remember,
• 33:36
  I
• 33:36
  said
• 33:36
  I
• 33:36
  was
• 33:37
  not.
• 33:37
  I
• 33:37
  was
• 33:38
  100%
• 33:38
  corporate.
• 33:39
  I
• 33:39
  was
• 33:39
  not
• 33:39
  in
• 33:39
  the
• 33:39
  spiritual
• 33:40
  realm.
• 33:41
  God
• 33:42
  was
• 33:42
  giving
• 33:42
  these
• 33:43
  messages
• 33:43
  through
• 33:44
  her.
• 33:44
  And
• 33:44
  we
• 33:45
  can
• 33:45
  label
• 33:45
  it
• 33:45
  God,
• 33:45
  but
• 33:46
  I'm
• 33:46
  going
• 33:47
  so
• 33:47
  people
• 33:47
  can
• 33:48
  understand.
• 33:49
  But
• 33:49
  giving
• 33:50
  me
• 33:50
  messages
• 33:51
  so
• 33:51
  that
• 33:52
  I
• 33:52
  can
• 33:52
  let
• 33:52
  go
• 33:53
  of
• 33:53
  any
• 33:53
  feeling
• 33:54
  of
• 33:54
  not
• 33:54
  trusting
• 33:55
  what
• 33:56
  she
• 33:56
  was
• 33:56
  giving
• 33:56
  me,
• 33:57
  these
• 33:58
  messages
• 33:58
  of
• 33:59
  saying,
• 34:00
  something's
• 34:01
  gonna
• 34:01
  happen
• 34:01
  and
• 34:01
  it's
• 34:02
  gonna
• 34:02
  support
• 34:02
  you.
• 34:03
  Oh,
• 34:03
  so,
• 34:03
  like,
• 34:03
  you
• 34:04
  couldn't
• 34:04
  even
• 34:04
  say,
• 34:05
  oh,
• 34:05
  maybe
• 34:06
  that
• 34:06
  was
• 34:06
  the
• 34:06
  universe
• 34:07
  and
• 34:07
  it
• 34:07
  wasn't.
• 34:07
  Maybe
• 34:08
  it
• 34:08
  was
• 34:08
  just
• 34:08
  a
• 34:08
  coincidence.
• 34:09
  I
• 34:09
  don't
• 34:10
  believe
• 34:10
  in
• 34:10
  coincidence.
• 34:10
  Even
• 34:11
  back
• 34:11
  then,
• 34:11
  I
• 34:11
  didn't.
• 34:12
  Oh,
• 34:12
  you
• 34:12
  didn't?
• 34:13
  No,
• 34:13
  no.
• 34:14
  I
• 34:14
  didn't
• 34:14
  believe
• 34:14
  in
• 34:14
  coincidence.
• 34:15
  And
• 34:16
  so
• 34:16
  when,
• 34:17
  you
• 34:17
  know,
• 34:17
  she
• 34:18
  gave
• 34:18
  me
• 34:18
  that
• 34:18
  message,
• 34:18
  and
• 34:19
  I
• 34:19
  said,
• 34:19
  okay,
• 34:19
  well,
• 34:20
  we'll
• 34:20
  see.
• 34:21
  Because
• 34:21
  I.
• 34:21
  I'm
• 34:21
  the
• 34:21
  type
• 34:22
  that
• 34:22
  would
• 34:22
  never
• 34:23
  say
• 34:23
  no.
• 34:23
  I'd
• 34:24
  say,
• 34:24
  okay,
• 34:25
  okay,
• 34:25
  I
• 34:26
  received
• 34:26
  that.
• 34:26
  Let.
• 34:27
  Let's.
• 34:28
  Let
• 34:28
  me
• 34:28
  think
• 34:28
  about
• 34:28
  that.
• 34:29
  And
• 34:29
  I
• 34:30
  would
• 34:30
  put
• 34:30
  it,
• 34:30
  like,
• 34:30
  in
• 34:31
  my
• 34:31
  little
• 34:31
  basket
• 34:32
  to
• 34:32
  hold
• 34:32
  to.
• 34:33
  For
• 34:33
  it
• 34:33
  to
• 34:33
  present,
• 34:34
  right?
• 34:34
  Meaning
• 34:35
  let
• 34:35
  it
• 34:35
  show
• 34:35
  itself.
• 34:37
  And
• 34:37
  then
• 34:37
  when
• 34:38
  my
• 34:38
  dad
• 34:38
  paid
• 34:39
  off
• 34:39
  and
• 34:39
  I
• 34:39
  could
• 34:39
  not
• 34:40
  wait
• 34:40
  for
• 34:40
  her
• 34:40
  to
• 34:40
  come
• 34:41
  back.
• 34:41
  Cause
• 34:41
  you
• 34:41
  remember
• 34:41
  she
• 34:41
  came
• 34:42
  back
• 34:42
  once
• 34:42
  a
• 34:42
  month.
• 34:43
  As
• 34:43
  soon
• 34:44
  as
• 34:44
  she
• 34:44
  walked
• 34:44
  in,
• 34:44
  I
• 34:44
  closed
• 34:45
  the
• 34:45
  door
• 34:45
  and
• 34:45
  I
• 34:45
  said,
• 34:45
  girl,
• 34:49
  thank
• 34:49
  you.
• 34:50
  Like
• 34:50
  what?
• 34:51
  I
• 34:51
  never
• 34:52
  expected
• 34:52
  to
• 34:52
  see
• 34:53
  that
• 34:53
  money.
• 34:53
  Because
• 34:53
  it
• 34:53
  was
• 34:54
  significant,
• 34:55
  right?
• 34:55
  And
• 34:56
  because,
• 34:56
  you
• 34:56
  know
• 34:56
  your
• 34:56
  dad,
• 34:57
  you
• 34:57
  just
• 34:57
  don't
• 34:57
  expect
• 34:57
  to
• 34:58
  see
• 34:58
  it.
• 34:58
  And
• 34:58
  whammo,
• 34:59
  there
• 34:59
  it
• 34:59
  was.
• 35:00
  And
• 35:00
  then
• 35:00
  she
• 35:01
  says,
• 35:01
  we
• 35:01
  have.
• 35:01
  We
• 35:02
  have
• 35:02
  more
• 35:03
  messages
• 35:03
  for
• 35:03
  you.
• 35:05
  And
• 35:06
  so
• 35:06
  the
• 35:06
  more
• 35:07
  she
• 35:07
  started
• 35:07
  giving
• 35:07
  me
• 35:07
  messages
• 35:08
  about,
• 35:09
  you
• 35:09
  know,
• 35:09
  we
• 35:09
  see
• 35:10
  you
• 35:10
  doing
• 35:10
  certain
• 35:11
  things
• 35:11
  and,
• 35:12
  you
• 35:12
  know,
• 35:12
  and
• 35:13
  in
• 35:13
  this
• 35:13
  capacity.
• 35:14
  And
• 35:14
  remember,
• 35:14
  I
• 35:15
  was.
• 35:15
  I
• 35:15
  had
• 35:15
  left
• 35:15
  corporate,
• 35:16
  went
• 35:16
  to
• 35:16
  Esthetician,
• 35:17
  and
• 35:18
  I'm
• 35:18
  like,
• 35:19
  okay,
• 35:20
  okay.
• 35:20
  And
• 35:20
  I
• 35:21
  would
• 35:21
  just
• 35:21
  go,
• 35:21
  okay.
• 35:23
  But
• 35:23
  then
• 35:24
  she
• 35:24
  was
• 35:24
  planting
• 35:25
  these
• 35:25
  little
• 35:26
  seeds,
• 35:27
  and
• 35:27
  then
• 35:27
  I
• 35:27
  just
• 35:28
  went,
• 35:28
  hmm.
• 35:29
  I
• 35:30
  remember
• 35:31
  she
• 35:31
  came
• 35:32
  after
• 35:32
  the
• 35:33
  spiritual
• 35:33
  epiphany.
• 35:34
  She
• 35:34
  came
• 35:34
  after
• 35:35
  when
• 35:35
  all
• 35:35
  these
• 35:35
  people
• 35:36
  were
• 35:36
  coming
• 35:36
  to
• 35:36
  me
• 35:36
  in
• 35:36
  these
• 35:37
  stores
• 35:37
  and
• 35:37
  telling
• 35:38
  me
• 35:38
  these
• 35:38
  stories.
• 35:39
  So
• 35:39
  I
• 35:40
  was
• 35:40
  open
• 35:40
  to
• 35:40
  hear
• 35:41
  what
• 35:41
  was
• 35:41
  happening
• 35:41
  and
• 35:42
  what
• 35:42
  was
• 35:42
  going
• 35:42
  on.
• 35:43
  And
• 35:43
  then
• 35:43
  as
• 35:44
  they
• 35:44
  were
• 35:45
  showing
• 35:45
  itself,
• 35:46
  the
• 35:46
  end
• 35:46
  result
• 35:46
  was
• 35:47
  happening
• 35:47
  with
• 35:47
  what
• 35:48
  she
• 35:48
  was
• 35:48
  telling
• 35:48
  me.
• 35:49
  I
• 35:49
  couldn't
• 35:49
  deny
• 35:50
  that
• 35:51
  that
• 35:51
  was
• 35:52
  like.
• 35:52
  In
• 35:52
  your
• 35:53
  face,
• 35:53
  right?
• 35:55
  So
• 35:56
  what
• 35:56
  I
• 35:56
  realized
• 35:57
  is,
• 35:57
  like,
• 35:57
  you
• 35:58
  know
• 35:58
  what?
• 35:58
  This
• 35:59
  stuff
• 35:59
  is
• 35:59
  making
• 35:59
  sense
• 36:00
  to
• 36:00
  me.
• 36:00
  The
• 36:00
  books
• 36:01
  I
• 36:01
  was
• 36:02
  reading,
• 36:03
  Esther
• 36:03
  Hicks,
• 36:04
  Wayne
• 36:04
  Dyer,
• 36:05
  you
• 36:05
  know,
• 36:06
  I
• 36:07
  call
• 36:07
  them
• 36:08
  the
• 36:08
  masters
• 36:08
  of
• 36:09
  Psychic
• 36:09
  101.
• 36:11
  It
• 36:11
  helps
• 36:11
  you
• 36:12
  understand
• 36:12
  things
• 36:13
  different
• 36:13
  than
• 36:14
  what
• 36:14
  you
• 36:14
  are
• 36:15
  believing
• 36:15
  you're
• 36:16
  experiencing.
• 36:17
  It's
• 36:17
  about
• 36:17
  the
• 36:18
  creation
• 36:18
  inside
• 36:19
  your
• 36:19
  intuition,
• 36:21
  trusting
• 36:21
  things
• 36:22
  that
• 36:22
  you
• 36:22
  can
• 36:22
  manifest.
• 36:23
  Because
• 36:23
  I
• 36:23
  am
• 36:23
  a
• 36:23
  master
• 36:24
  manifester.
• 36:25
  That
• 36:25
  started
• 36:26
  after
• 36:26
  the
• 36:26
  car
• 36:26
  accident
• 36:27
  that
• 36:27
  I
• 36:27
  had.
• 36:28
  And
• 36:28
  I
• 36:28
  didn't
• 36:28
  realize
• 36:29
  that
• 36:29
  I
• 36:30
  was
• 36:30
  a
• 36:30
  master
• 36:30
  manifester.
• 36:31
  But
• 36:32
  remember,
• 36:32
  we
• 36:32
  were,
• 36:33
  you
• 36:33
  know,
• 36:33
  children
• 36:34
  from
• 36:34
  children,
• 36:35
  and
• 36:36
  we
• 36:36
  had
• 36:36
  a
• 36:36
  lot
• 36:36
  of
• 36:36
  lack.
• 36:37
  But
• 36:38
  I
• 36:38
  kept
• 36:38
  hearing
• 36:39
  the
• 36:39
  N
• 36:39
  O
• 36:39
  word,
• 36:40
  but
• 36:41
  in
• 36:41
  my
• 36:41
  head,
• 36:42
  I
• 36:42
  was
• 36:42
  repeating
• 36:43
  K,
• 36:43
  N
• 36:44
  O
• 36:44
  W.
• 36:45
  So
• 36:45
  I
• 36:45
  wasn't
• 36:46
  allowing
• 36:47
  myself
• 36:47
  as
• 36:47
  a
• 36:48
  child
• 36:48
  to
• 36:49
  be
• 36:49
  put
• 36:49
  off
• 36:50
  by
• 36:51
  that
• 36:51
  N
• 36:51
  O
• 36:51
  word.
• 36:53
  I
• 36:53
  was
• 36:53
  saying
• 36:53
  to
• 36:54
  myself,
• 36:55
  I
• 36:55
  can
• 36:55
  figure
• 36:56
  this
• 36:56
  out.
• 36:57
  I'm
• 36:57
  gonna
• 36:57
  get
• 36:57
  it.
• 36:58
  And
• 36:59
  then
• 36:59
  I
• 36:59
  would
• 36:59
  just
• 36:59
  sit
• 36:59
  in
• 36:59
  my
• 37:00
  room
• 37:00
  and
• 37:00
  visualize
• 37:01
  that
• 37:01
  I
• 37:01
  could
• 37:02
  have
• 37:02
  a
• 37:03
  new
• 37:03
  pair
• 37:03
  of
• 37:03
  pants
• 37:04
  or
• 37:04
  a
• 37:04
  new
• 37:05
  dress,
• 37:06
  and
• 37:06
  a
• 37:06
  neighbor
• 37:06
  would
• 37:07
  give
• 37:07
  it
• 37:07
  to
• 37:07
  me.
• 37:08
  Yeah.
• 37:08
  Or
• 37:09
  the
• 37:09
  church
• 37:10
  family
• 37:10
  gave
• 37:11
  it
• 37:11
  to
• 37:11
  me.
• 37:12
  Or,
• 37:13
  you
• 37:13
  know,
• 37:13
  I
• 37:14
  got
• 37:14
  so
• 37:15
  many
• 37:15
  things
• 37:15
  that
• 37:16
  my
• 37:16
  mom
• 37:16
  started
• 37:17
  telling
• 37:17
  people,
• 37:17
  stop
• 37:18
  giving
• 37:18
  it
• 37:18
  to
• 37:18
  me.
• 37:20
  So
• 37:20
  many
• 37:20
  people
• 37:21
  would
• 37:21
  have
• 37:21
  been
• 37:21
  gifted
• 37:22
  those
• 37:23
  things.
• 37:23
  And
• 37:24
  the
• 37:24
  thought
• 37:25
  I.
• 37:25
  I
• 37:26
  wanted
• 37:26
  a
• 37:26
  new
• 37:26
  dress
• 37:27
  or
• 37:27
  I
• 37:27
  wanted
• 37:27
  not
• 37:28
  hand
• 37:28
  me
• 37:28
  downs
• 37:29
  or
• 37:29
  whatnot,
• 37:30
  I
• 37:30
  don't
• 37:30
  know.
• 37:30
  But
• 37:31
  I
• 37:31
  feel
• 37:31
  like
• 37:31
  you
• 37:32
  being
• 37:32
  grateful
• 37:32
  for
• 37:33
  what
• 37:33
  the
• 37:33
  universe
• 37:33
  was
• 37:33
  giving
• 37:34
  you
• 37:34
  and
• 37:34
  actually
• 37:35
  allowing
• 37:35
  yourself
• 37:36
  to
• 37:36
  see
• 37:36
  that
• 37:36
  it
• 37:37
  was
• 37:37
  a
• 37:37
  gift.
• 37:38
  Yeah.
• 37:39
  That
• 37:39
  probably
• 37:40
  made
• 37:40
  your
• 37:40
  manifestational
• 37:41
  powers
• 37:42
  grow
• 37:42
  stronger.
• 37:43
  So
• 37:44
  because
• 37:45
  it's
• 37:45
  not
• 37:45
  a
• 37:45
  coincidence,
• 37:46
  I
• 37:46
  can
• 37:46
  give
• 37:46
  you
• 37:47
  a
• 37:47
  clear
• 37:47
  defined
• 37:48
  one.
• 37:48
  And
• 37:48
  I'll
• 37:48
  never
• 37:49
  forget.
• 37:49
  I
• 37:49
  remember
• 37:50
  it
• 37:50
  so
• 37:51
  clearly.
• 37:51
  It
• 37:52
  was
• 37:52
  my
• 37:52
  dad's
• 37:53
  dad,
• 37:54
  or,
• 37:54
  excuse
• 37:54
  me,
• 37:54
  my
• 37:54
  mom's
• 37:55
  dad,
• 37:56
  my.
• 37:56
  My
• 37:56
  maternal
• 37:57
  grandfather.
• 37:58
  I
• 37:59
  was
• 37:59
  his
• 37:59
  favorite.
• 38:00
  He
• 38:00
  did
• 38:00
  whisper
• 38:01
  that
• 38:01
  to
• 38:01
  me
• 38:02
  when
• 38:02
  I
• 38:02
  was
• 38:02
  little.
• 38:02
  I
• 38:02
  know
• 38:03
  he
• 38:03
  did
• 38:03
  whisper
• 38:03
  that
• 38:03
  to
• 38:04
  me
• 38:04
  one
• 38:05
  day.
• 38:05
  And
• 38:05
  I'm
• 38:05
  like,
• 38:06
  oh,
• 38:06
  Grandpa
• 38:07
  called
• 38:07
  him
• 38:07
  Pop
• 38:07
  Pop.
• 38:10
  He
• 38:10
  used
• 38:10
  to
• 38:10
  take
• 38:11
  me
• 38:11
  to
• 38:11
  Lexington.
• 38:12
  Lexington
• 38:13
  Market
• 38:13
  in
• 38:13
  Baltimore.
• 38:14
  There's
• 38:14
  an
• 38:15
  open
• 38:15
  market
• 38:16
  in
• 38:16
  this
• 38:16
  warehouse.
• 38:17
  And.
• 38:17
  And
• 38:17
  everybody
• 38:18
  would
• 38:18
  go,
• 38:18
  and
• 38:18
  you'd
• 38:18
  buy
• 38:18
  the
• 38:19
  fish.
• 38:19
  Like
• 38:19
  New
• 38:19
  York.
• 38:20
  Like
• 38:20
  Chelsea
• 38:20
  Market.
• 38:21
  The
• 38:21
  fish,
• 38:22
  the
• 38:22
  cheese.
• 38:23
  And,
• 38:23
  you
• 38:23
  know,
• 38:24
  and
• 38:24
  he
• 38:24
  would
• 38:24
  take
• 38:24
  me,
• 38:25
  and
• 38:25
  then
• 38:26
  he
• 38:26
  would,
• 38:26
  like,
• 38:26
  you
• 38:26
  know,
• 38:27
  get
• 38:27
  your
• 38:27
  candy.
• 38:27
  Get
• 38:28
  what
• 38:28
  you
• 38:28
  want.
• 38:29
  And
• 38:29
  I
• 38:29
  remember
• 38:29
  he
• 38:29
  would
• 38:30
  walk
• 38:30
  down
• 38:30
  the
• 38:30
  street
• 38:31
  holding
• 38:31
  my
• 38:31
  hand
• 38:31
  and
• 38:32
  telling
• 38:32
  me
• 38:32
  all
• 38:32
  these
• 38:33
  stories
• 38:34
  from
• 38:34
  his
• 38:34
  childhood,
• 38:35
  you
• 38:35
  know,
• 38:36
  because
• 38:36
  we
• 38:36
  were,
• 38:36
  like,
• 38:36
  buds.
• 38:38
  And
• 38:38
  we
• 38:38
  walked
• 38:39
  into
• 38:40
  Hex.
• 38:41
  All
• 38:41
  these
• 38:41
  stores
• 38:42
  are
• 38:42
  no
• 38:42
  longer
• 38:43
  existing,
• 38:43
  but.
• 38:43
  But
• 38:44
  walked
• 38:44
  into
• 38:44
  Hex,
• 38:45
  and
• 38:46
  at
• 38:46
  the
• 38:46
  time,
• 38:47
  those
• 38:48
  satin
• 38:48
  jackets
• 38:49
  were
• 38:49
  really
• 38:49
  popular.
• 38:50
  They
• 38:51
  were
• 38:51
  like.
• 38:52
  All
• 38:52
  the
• 38:52
  kids
• 38:52
  were
• 38:52
  wearing
• 38:53
  it.
• 38:53
  Well,
• 38:53
  my
• 38:54
  parents
• 38:54
  didn't
• 38:54
  have
• 38:54
  the
• 38:55
  money
• 38:55
  to
• 38:55
  buy
• 38:55
  anything
• 38:56
  for
• 38:56
  us.
• 38:57
  I
• 38:58
  never
• 38:58
  told
• 38:58
  him
• 38:59
  that.
• 38:59
  That's
• 38:59
  what
• 39:00
  I
• 39:00
  was
• 39:00
  dreaming
• 39:00
  of,
• 39:00
  that
• 39:01
  I
• 39:01
  want
• 39:01
  to
• 39:02
  have
• 39:02
  one
• 39:02
  of
• 39:02
  those.
• 39:03
  And
• 39:03
  I
• 39:04
  remember
• 39:04
  walking
• 39:04
  through
• 39:04
  the
• 39:05
  store,
• 39:06
  and,
• 39:06
  you
• 39:06
  know,
• 39:06
  the
• 39:06
  poles,
• 39:07
  they'll
• 39:07
  have
• 39:08
  the
• 39:08
  square
• 39:08
  pole
• 39:09
  in
• 39:09
  the
• 39:09
  middle
• 39:09
  of
• 39:09
  the
• 39:10
  store
• 39:10
  in
• 39:10
  various
• 39:11
  parts
• 39:11
  to
• 39:11
  hold
• 39:11
  up
• 39:12
  the
• 39:12
  ceiling,
• 39:12
  right?
• 39:12
  Yeah.
• 39:13
  Well,
• 39:14
  in
• 39:14
  that
• 39:14
  store,
• 39:15
  they
• 39:15
  were
• 39:15
  hanging
• 39:16
  some
• 39:16
  of
• 39:17
  the
• 39:17
  clothes,
• 39:18
  the
• 39:18
  jackets,
• 39:19
  on
• 39:19
  one
• 39:19
  of
• 39:19
  those
• 39:20
  poles.
• 39:20
  And
• 39:20
  we
• 39:21
  were
• 39:21
  walking
• 39:21
  by,
• 39:21
  and
• 39:22
  I
• 39:22
  looked
• 39:22
  up,
• 39:23
  and
• 39:23
  it
• 39:23
  was
• 39:23
  a
• 39:23
  pink
• 39:24
  satin
• 39:24
  jacket.
• 39:25
  And
• 39:25
  I'm
• 39:25
  like.
• 39:27
  And
• 39:27
  the
• 39:27
  angels
• 39:28
  were
• 39:28
  singing
• 39:28
  when
• 39:28
  I
• 39:29
  was
• 39:29
  looking
• 39:29
  at
• 39:29
  it.
• 39:30
  And
• 39:30
  he
• 39:30
  saw
• 39:30
  me
• 39:31
  looking
• 39:31
  at
• 39:31
  it,
• 39:31
  and
• 39:31
  he
• 39:32
  said,
• 39:32
  do
• 39:33
  you
• 39:33
  want
• 39:33
  that?
• 39:35
  And
• 39:35
  I
• 39:35
  said,
• 39:35
  yep.
• 39:37
  And
• 39:38
  he
• 39:38
  bought
• 39:38
  it
• 39:38
  for
• 39:38
  me.
• 39:39
  And
• 39:39
  my
• 39:39
  mom
• 39:40
  made
• 39:40
  him
• 39:40
  take
• 39:40
  it
• 39:40
  back.
• 39:41
  Oh,
• 39:42
  no.
• 39:43
  Mom
• 39:43
  made
• 39:43
  him
• 39:44
  take
• 39:44
  it
• 39:44
  back
• 39:45
  because
• 39:45
  he
• 39:46
  bought
• 39:46
  it
• 39:46
  from
• 39:46
  me.
• 39:47
  And
• 39:47
  my
• 39:47
  brother
• 39:48
  and
• 39:48
  sister
• 39:48
  didn't
• 39:48
  get
• 39:49
  anything.
• 39:50
  And
• 39:50
  that
• 39:51
  was
• 39:51
  the
• 39:51
  thing,
• 39:51
  because
• 39:52
  I
• 39:52
  was
• 39:52
  manifesting
• 39:53
  all
• 39:53
  of
• 39:54
  these
• 39:54
  things
• 39:54
  I
• 39:54
  never
• 39:55
  told
• 39:55
  him
• 39:55
  I
• 39:55
  wanted.
• 39:55
  I
• 39:56
  just
• 39:56
  looked
• 39:56
  at
• 39:56
  it.
• 39:56
  But
• 39:56
  when
• 39:57
  I
• 39:57
  looked
• 39:57
  at
• 39:57
  it,
• 39:57
  he
• 39:58
  could
• 39:58
  see
• 39:58
  the
• 39:59
  love
• 39:59
  that
• 40:00
  was
• 40:00
  like.
• 40:01
  And
• 40:02
  he's
• 40:02
  like,
• 40:02
  you
• 40:02
  can
• 40:02
  have
• 40:03
  that.
• 40:04
  But
• 40:04
  it
• 40:04
  was
• 40:04
  a
• 40:05
  way.
• 40:05
  I
• 40:05
  mean,
• 40:05
  Come
• 40:06
  on.
• 40:06
  My
• 40:06
  friends
• 40:07
  walking
• 40:07
  in
• 40:07
  that
• 40:08
  store,
• 40:08
  seeing
• 40:09
  that
• 40:09
  jacket
• 40:09
  right
• 40:10
  there,
• 40:10
  that's
• 40:11
  called
• 40:11
  manifesting.
• 40:12
  That
• 40:12
  is
• 40:12
  not
• 40:12
  called
• 40:13
  a
• 40:13
  coincidence.
• 40:14
  And
• 40:14
  I
• 40:14
  manifested
• 40:15
  that.
• 40:15
  But
• 40:16
  then
• 40:17
  it
• 40:17
  came
• 40:17
  down
• 40:17
  to
• 40:17
  my
• 40:17
  mom
• 40:18
  saying,
• 40:18
  no.
• 40:19
  And
• 40:20
  hearing
• 40:21
  that
• 40:21
  multiple
• 40:21
  times,
• 40:22
  I'm
• 40:23
  like,
• 40:23
  no.
• 40:24
  This
• 40:24
  catapulted
• 40:25
  me
• 40:25
  to
• 40:25
  know.
• 40:26
  I'll
• 40:26
  figure
• 40:26
  it
• 40:27
  out.
• 40:27
  I'll
• 40:27
  get
• 40:27
  it
• 40:27
  myself.
• 40:28
  I'll
• 40:29
  do
• 40:29
  it.
• 40:29
  I
• 40:29
  will
• 40:30
  have
• 40:30
  everything
• 40:31
  I
• 40:31
  want
• 40:31
  and
• 40:31
  more.
• 40:32
  I
• 40:32
  do
• 40:32
  not
• 40:32
  care
• 40:32
  what
• 40:33
  anyone
• 40:33
  says.
• 40:33
  And
• 40:34
  that's
• 40:34
  why
• 40:34
  I
• 40:34
  was
• 40:34
  able
• 40:34
  to
• 40:34
  get
• 40:35
  the
• 40:35
  car.
• 40:36
  And
• 40:36
  then
• 40:36
  hearing
• 40:36
  my
• 40:37
  grandfather
• 40:37
  telling
• 40:37
  me,
• 40:38
  who
• 40:38
  do
• 40:38
  you
• 40:38
  think
• 40:38
  you
• 40:39
  are?
• 40:39
  And
• 40:40
  I'm
• 40:40
  like,
• 40:40
  what?
• 40:41
  And
• 40:41
  then
• 40:41
  I'm
• 40:41
  like,
• 40:42
  nope,
• 40:42
  that's
• 40:42
  another
• 40:43
  one
• 40:43
  I'm
• 40:43
  gonna
• 40:43
  jump
• 40:44
  over.
• 40:44
  That's
• 40:44
  another
• 40:44
  hurdle.
• 40:45
  And
• 40:45
  I
• 40:45
  kept
• 40:45
  jumping
• 40:46
  over
• 40:46
  hurdles
• 40:47
  and
• 40:47
  kept
• 40:47
  moving
• 40:48
  forward
• 40:49
  until,
• 40:49
  you
• 40:49
  know,
• 40:49
  I
• 40:50
  got
• 40:50
  to
• 40:50
  the
• 40:50
  spiritual
• 40:51
  epiphany.
• 40:52
  But
• 40:52
  when
• 40:52
  I
• 40:53
  realized
• 40:53
  that
• 40:55
  after
• 40:55
  starting
• 40:56
  to
• 40:56
  read
• 40:56
  all
• 40:56
  those
• 40:56
  books,
• 40:57
  remember,
• 40:57
  I
• 40:57
  didn't
• 40:57
  have
• 40:57
  a
• 40:58
  lot
• 40:58
  of
• 40:58
  time.
• 40:58
  I
• 40:58
  was
• 40:58
  taking
• 40:59
  care
• 40:59
  of
• 40:59
  the
• 40:59
  kids,
• 40:59
  my
• 41:00
  job,
• 41:00
  him,
• 41:01
  everything.
• 41:02
  And
• 41:02
  then
• 41:02
  going
• 41:03
  to
• 41:03
  the
• 41:03
  bookstore
• 41:03
  after
• 41:04
  the
• 41:04
  day
• 41:04
  after
• 41:05
  that
• 41:05
  spiritual
• 41:06
  epiphany
• 41:06
  and
• 41:06
  then
• 41:07
  pulling
• 41:07
  those
• 41:08
  authors,
• 41:08
  I
• 41:09
  said,
• 41:09
  you
• 41:09
  know,
• 41:09
  Esther
• 41:10
  Hicks,
• 41:10
  Wayne
• 41:10
  Dyer,
• 41:11
  Eckhart
• 41:11
  Tolle,
• 41:12
  and
• 41:12
  going,
• 41:13
  who
• 41:13
  are
• 41:13
  these
• 41:13
  people?
• 41:14
  And
• 41:14
  then
• 41:14
  I
• 41:15
  was
• 41:15
  looking
• 41:15
  at
• 41:15
  these
• 41:16
  books.
• 41:16
  No
• 41:17
  joke.
• 41:17
  I
• 41:18
  would
• 41:18
  open
• 41:18
  two
• 41:18
  at
• 41:18
  a
• 41:19
  time
• 41:19
  and
• 41:19
  go,
• 41:19
  that
• 41:19
  makes
• 41:20
  sense.
• 41:20
  That
• 41:20
  makes
• 41:20
  sense.
• 41:21
  Oh,
• 41:21
  my
• 41:21
  God.
• 41:21
  It's
• 41:22
  almost
• 41:22
  like
• 41:22
  I
• 41:22
  became
• 41:23
  a
• 41:23
  speed
• 41:23
  reader.
• 41:23
  I
• 41:24
  don't
• 41:24
  even
• 41:24
  know.
• 41:24
  It's
• 41:24
  like
• 41:25
  something
• 41:25
  happened
• 41:25
  to
• 41:25
  me,
• 41:26
  and
• 41:27
  the
• 41:28
  more
• 41:28
  I
• 41:28
  read,
• 41:28
  the
• 41:29
  more
• 41:29
  it
• 41:30
  made
• 41:30
  sense.
• 41:31
  And
• 41:32
  my
• 41:32
  friends.
• 41:32
  The
• 41:33
  truth
• 41:33
  makes
• 41:34
  sense.
• 41:35
  Yeah.
• 41:36
  So
• 41:36
  when
• 41:36
  I
• 41:36
  was
• 41:36
  realizing
• 41:37
  this
• 41:37
  is
• 41:37
  really
• 41:37
  making
• 41:38
  sense
• 41:38
  to
• 41:39
  me,
• 41:39
  and
• 41:40
  then
• 41:40
  I
• 41:40
  was
• 41:40
  just
• 41:40
  owning
• 41:41
  the
• 41:41
  fact
• 41:41
  that,
• 41:42
  wow,
• 41:42
  you
• 41:42
  can
• 41:43
  think
• 41:43
  things
• 41:43
  and
• 41:43
  make
• 41:44
  it
• 41:44
  happen.
• 41:44
  I've
• 41:44
  been
• 41:44
  doing
• 41:45
  that
• 41:45
  for
• 41:45
  a
• 41:45
  long
• 41:45
  time.
• 41:45
  I
• 41:46
  didn't
• 41:46
  realize
• 41:46
  I
• 41:46
  was
• 41:46
  manifesting
• 41:47
  things.
• 41:48
  You
• 41:48
  can,
• 41:48
  you
• 41:49
  know,
• 41:49
  wish
• 41:49
  for
• 41:49
  things,
• 41:50
  but
• 41:50
  it's
• 41:50
  more
• 41:50
  than
• 41:51
  wishing.
• 41:51
  It's
• 41:51
  the
• 41:51
  gratitude.
• 41:52
  I
• 41:52
  mean,
• 41:52
  this
• 41:52
  is
• 41:53
  a
• 41:53
  lifestyle.
• 41:53
  The
• 41:53
  gratitude,
• 41:54
  the
• 41:55
  trusting,
• 41:56
  the
• 41:56
  k
• 41:57
  n
• 41:57
  o
• 41:57
  w
• 41:57
  ing.
• 41:58
  I
• 41:58
  was
• 41:58
  already
• 41:59
  setting
• 42:00
  myself
• 42:00
  up
• 42:01
  to
• 42:01
  be
• 42:01
  where
• 42:02
  I
• 42:02
  am
• 42:02
  with
• 42:03
  the
• 42:03
  decisions
• 42:03
  and
• 42:04
  the
• 42:04
  actions
• 42:04
  as
• 42:04
  a
• 42:05
  child
• 42:05
  and
• 42:06
  k
• 42:06
  n
• 42:07
  o
• 42:07
  w
• 42:07
  ing
• 42:08
  it.
• 42:08
  Right?
• 42:08
  Yeah.
• 42:09
  The
• 42:09
  truth
• 42:10
  is
• 42:10
  just
• 42:11
  trying
• 42:11
  to
• 42:11
  be
• 42:12
  happy
• 42:13
  with
• 42:13
  me,
• 42:14
  loving
• 42:14
  me.
• 42:15
  And
• 42:16
  so
• 42:16
  the
• 42:16
  more
• 42:16
  I
• 42:17
  started
• 42:18
  realizing,
• 42:19
  reading
• 42:19
  those
• 42:19
  books,
• 42:19
  I
• 42:19
  said,
• 42:20
  man,
• 42:20
  what's
• 42:21
  this
• 42:21
  Reiki?
• 42:21
  You
• 42:22
  know,
• 42:22
  what's
• 42:22
  this
• 42:22
  energy
• 42:22
  weight
• 42:23
  you
• 42:24
  do?
• 42:24
  Reiki?
• 42:24
  Yeah.
• 42:24
  How
• 42:25
  do
• 42:25
  I
• 42:25
  not
• 42:25
  know
• 42:25
  that?
• 42:26
  I
• 42:26
  don't
• 42:26
  think
• 42:26
  I
• 42:26
  knew
• 42:26
  that.
• 42:28
  Well,
• 42:28
  I'm
• 42:28
  only
• 42:29
  level
• 42:29
  2,
• 42:29
  but.
• 42:30
  So
• 42:31
  Reiki.
• 42:32
  Well,
• 42:33
  any
• 42:33
  form
• 42:34
  of
• 42:34
  energy
• 42:34
  work,
• 42:35
  I
• 42:35
  call
• 42:35
  a
• 42:35
  lily
• 42:35
  pad.
• 42:36
  Anything
• 42:37
  you
• 42:37
  do,
• 42:37
  actually,
• 42:37
  you
• 42:38
  step
• 42:38
  into
• 42:38
  something
• 42:38
  It's
• 42:39
  a
• 42:39
  lily
• 42:39
  pad.
• 42:40
  What
• 42:40
  do
• 42:40
  frogs
• 42:40
  do?
• 42:41
  They
• 42:41
  sit
• 42:41
  on
• 42:41
  the
• 42:41
  lily
• 42:42
  pad,
• 42:43
  basking
• 42:43
  in
• 42:44
  the
• 42:44
  sun,
• 42:44
  eating
• 42:44
  the
• 42:45
  little
• 42:45
  crickets
• 42:45
  and
• 42:45
  things
• 42:46
  that
• 42:46
  fly
• 42:46
  by.
• 42:46
  And
• 42:47
  when
• 42:47
  they're
• 42:47
  done,
• 42:47
  they
• 42:48
  jump
• 42:48
  to
• 42:48
  another
• 42:48
  lily
• 42:49
  pad
• 42:49
  right
• 42:50
  when
• 42:50
  they're
• 42:50
  done.
• 42:51
  It's
• 42:51
  the
• 42:52
  same
• 42:52
  thing
• 42:52
  with
• 42:52
  the
• 42:52
  things
• 42:53
  that
• 42:53
  we
• 42:53
  do.
• 42:54
  So
• 42:54
  I
• 42:54
  started
• 42:55
  with
• 42:55
  Reiki
• 42:56
  because
• 42:56
  I'm
• 42:57
  like,
• 42:57
  I
• 42:57
  don't
• 42:57
  know
• 42:57
  this
• 42:57
  energy
• 42:58
  work,
• 42:58
  and,
• 42:59
  you
• 42:59
  know,
• 42:59
  let
• 42:59
  me
• 43:00
  do
• 43:00
  it
• 43:00
  on
• 43:00
  me.
• 43:01
  Then
• 43:01
  somebody
• 43:02
  did
• 43:02
  it
• 43:02
  on
• 43:03
  me,
• 43:03
  and
• 43:03
  I'm
• 43:03
  like,
• 43:03
  oh,
• 43:04
  my
• 43:04
  gosh,
• 43:04
  what
• 43:04
  was
• 43:05
  that
• 43:05
  all
• 43:05
  about?
• 43:06
  And
• 43:07
  I
• 43:07
  remember
• 43:09
  at
• 43:09
  nih,
• 43:10
  which
• 43:10
  is
• 43:10
  not
• 43:10
  too
• 43:11
  far
• 43:11
  from
• 43:11
  here,
• 43:12
  it's
• 43:12
  very
• 43:12
  close,
• 43:13
  actually,
• 43:13
  they
• 43:14
  had
• 43:14
  a
• 43:15
  department.
• 43:16
  They
• 43:16
  weren't
• 43:16
  telling
• 43:17
  the
• 43:17
  public,
• 43:17
  but
• 43:17
  they
• 43:18
  had
• 43:18
  a
• 43:18
  department
• 43:19
  about
• 43:20
  energy
• 43:21
  work,
• 43:21
  and
• 43:22
  they
• 43:22
  were
• 43:22
  allowing
• 43:23
  these
• 43:23
  providers
• 43:24
  to
• 43:24
  work
• 43:24
  on
• 43:25
  people
• 43:25
  and
• 43:26
  to
• 43:26
  see
• 43:26
  and
• 43:26
  investigate
• 43:27
  what
• 43:28
  this
• 43:28
  energy
• 43:29
  work,
• 43:29
  this
• 43:29
  Reiki,
• 43:30
  is
• 43:30
  about.
• 43:31
  Are
• 43:31
  these
• 43:31
  scientists
• 43:32
  or
• 43:33
  is
• 43:34
  NIH
• 43:34
  a
• 43:34
  hospital?
• 43:35
  National
• 43:36
  institute.
• 43:36
  Nih.
• 43:37
  National
• 43:38
  Institute
• 43:39
  of
• 43:39
  Health.
• 43:39
  Yeah.
• 43:40
  Okay,
• 43:40
  okay,
• 43:41
  yeah.
• 43:41
  Where
• 43:41
  they
• 43:41
  were
• 43:41
  studying.
• 43:42
  Studying
• 43:43
  research
• 43:43
  and
• 43:43
  all
• 43:44
  that.
• 43:44
  Well,
• 43:44
  they
• 43:44
  had
• 43:44
  a
• 43:44
  whole
• 43:45
  department.
• 43:46
  And
• 43:47
  again,
• 43:47
  I
• 43:47
  didn't
• 43:47
  even
• 43:48
  know
• 43:48
  that.
• 43:49
  Most
• 43:49
  of
• 43:49
  the
• 43:49
  public
• 43:50
  didn't.
• 43:50
  I
• 43:50
  don't
• 43:50
  even
• 43:50
  think
• 43:50
  any
• 43:50
  of
• 43:51
  the
• 43:51
  public
• 43:51
  knew
• 43:51
  about
• 43:52
  this
• 43:53
  pocket.
• 43:53
  And
• 43:53
  this
• 43:53
  is
• 43:54
  a
• 43:54
  fact.
• 43:54
  So
• 43:54
  if
• 43:54
  anybody
• 43:55
  wants
• 43:55
  to
• 43:55
  research
• 43:55
  it,
• 43:56
  this
• 43:56
  is
• 43:56
  a
• 43:56
  fact.
• 43:57
  Because
• 43:58
  I
• 43:58
  ended
• 43:58
  up.
• 43:59
  Don't
• 43:59
  ask
• 44:00
  me
• 44:00
  how
• 44:00
  I
• 44:00
  found
• 44:00
  the
• 44:00
  Reiki
• 44:01
  master.
• 44:02
  I
• 44:03
  don't
• 44:03
  even
• 44:03
  recall.
• 44:04
  I
• 44:04
  just
• 44:04
  manifested
• 44:05
  her.
• 44:06
  She
• 44:06
  was
• 44:06
  the
• 44:06
  department
• 44:07
  head,
• 44:07
  so
• 44:08
  I
• 44:08
  know
• 44:08
  that
• 44:08
  this
• 44:08
  is
• 44:09
  a
• 44:09
  fact.
• 44:09
  When
• 44:10
  she
• 44:10
  came
• 44:10
  and
• 44:10
  told
• 44:11
  me
• 44:11
  about
• 44:11
  it,
• 44:11
  and
• 44:11
  I
• 44:11
  said,
• 44:12
  huh?
• 44:12
  What?
• 44:13
  I
• 44:13
  got
• 44:13
  an
• 44:13
  attunement
• 44:14
  for
• 44:14
  level
• 44:14
  one
• 44:15
  and
• 44:15
  two,
• 44:15
  and
• 44:15
  I.
• 44:16
  I
• 44:16
  decided
• 44:16
  not
• 44:16
  to
• 44:16
  go
• 44:16
  to
• 44:17
  three.
• 44:17
  And
• 44:17
  so
• 44:18
  when
• 44:19
  I
• 44:19
  started
• 44:20
  as
• 44:20
  the
• 44:21
  esthetician,
• 44:22
  I
• 44:23
  had
• 44:23
  already
• 44:23
  had
• 44:23
  the
• 44:23
  attunement,
• 44:24
  so
• 44:25
  I
• 44:25
  started
• 44:26
  telling
• 44:26
  my
• 44:26
  clients,
• 44:26
  can
• 44:27
  I
• 44:27
  play
• 44:28
  quote
• 44:28
  unquote
• 44:28
  with
• 44:29
  you?
• 44:29
  Will
• 44:29
  you
• 44:29
  allow
• 44:30
  me?
• 44:30
  Yes,
• 44:30
  yes,
• 44:31
  yes.
• 44:31
  Whatever
• 44:31
  you
• 44:31
  want
• 44:31
  to
• 44:31
  do.
• 44:32
  I
• 44:32
  said,
• 44:32
  oh,
• 44:32
  I'm
• 44:32
  doing
• 44:32
  this
• 44:33
  kind
• 44:33
  of
• 44:33
  thing
• 44:33
  called
• 44:33
  Reiki.
• 44:34
  Oh,
• 44:34
  what's
• 44:35
  that?
• 44:35
  I
• 44:35
  don't
• 44:35
  know,
• 44:35
  but
• 44:35
  I'm
• 44:35
  just
• 44:35
  going
• 44:35
  to
• 44:36
  play
• 44:36
  with
• 44:36
  you.
• 44:37
  Let
• 44:37
  me
• 44:37
  tell
• 44:37
  you
• 44:37
  ladies,
• 44:38
  when
• 44:39
  I
• 44:39
  would
• 44:39
  work
• 44:39
  with
• 44:40
  them,
• 44:40
  every
• 44:41
  single
• 44:42
  person,
• 44:42
  what
• 44:43
  are
• 44:43
  you
• 44:43
  doing?
• 44:43
  I
• 44:43
  can
• 44:43
  feel
• 44:43
  it.
• 44:44
  What's
• 44:44
  going
• 44:45
  on?
• 44:45
  I
• 44:45
  can
• 44:45
  feel
• 44:45
  it.
• 44:46
  I
• 44:46
  said,
• 44:47
  okay,
• 44:47
  we're
• 44:47
  just
• 44:47
  doing
• 44:48
  magic,
• 44:48
  right?
• 44:49
  And
• 44:50
  so
• 44:51
  what
• 44:51
  I've
• 44:51
  realized
• 44:52
  over
• 44:52
  time
• 44:53
  is
• 44:54
  that
• 44:54
  the
• 44:54
  first
• 44:55
  question
• 44:55
  was,
• 44:56
  what
• 44:56
  are
• 44:56
  you
• 44:56
  doing?
• 44:57
  What's
• 44:58
  going
• 44:58
  on?
• 44:59
  And
• 45:00
  I
• 45:00
  felt
• 45:00
  there
• 45:00
  was
• 45:01
  more
• 45:01
  to
• 45:01
  this
• 45:01
  whole
• 45:02
  thing,
• 45:03
  because
• 45:04
  the
• 45:04
  practice
• 45:05
  of
• 45:05
  Reiki
• 45:06
  is
• 45:06
  that
• 45:06
  you're
• 45:07
  just
• 45:07
  the
• 45:07
  conduit.
• 45:08
  The
• 45:08
  energy
• 45:08
  comes
• 45:09
  through
• 45:09
  you,
• 45:10
  goes
• 45:10
  to
• 45:11
  the
• 45:11
  client,
• 45:11
  wherever
• 45:12
  it's
• 45:12
  Going
• 45:12
  to
• 45:12
  heal
• 45:13
  you.
• 45:14
  Hug.
• 45:14
  And
• 45:14
  they
• 45:15
  go
• 45:15
  on
• 45:15
  their
• 45:15
  merry
• 45:15
  way.
• 45:16
  That's
• 45:17
  the
• 45:17
  protocol
• 45:18
  now.
• 45:18
  Over
• 45:18
  all
• 45:19
  these
• 45:19
  years,
• 45:19
  they're
• 45:19
  really
• 45:19
  big
• 45:20
  at
• 45:20
  all.
• 45:20
  Changed
• 45:21
  it.
• 45:21
  Stay
• 45:22
  away.
• 45:22
  It's
• 45:22
  just.
• 45:23
  You're
• 45:23
  just.
• 45:23
  It's
• 45:23
  just
• 45:24
  going
• 45:24
  through
• 45:24
  you.
• 45:25
  That's
• 45:25
  right.
• 45:25
  But
• 45:25
  over
• 45:26
  time,
• 45:26
  people
• 45:26
  have
• 45:27
  changed
• 45:27
  it,
• 45:28
  you
• 45:28
  know,
• 45:28
  And
• 45:29
  I.
• 45:30
  I
• 45:30
  said,
• 45:31
  that's
• 45:31
  a
• 45:31
  protocol.
• 45:31
  That's
• 45:32
  what
• 45:32
  you've
• 45:32
  learned.
• 45:32
  Great.
• 45:33
  But
• 45:34
  when
• 45:34
  I
• 45:34
  started
• 45:34
  realizing,
• 45:35
  I
• 45:36
  said,
• 45:36
  there's
• 45:36
  more
• 45:36
  to
• 45:36
  this.
• 45:37
  So
• 45:37
  I
• 45:37
  started
• 45:38
  breathing
• 45:38
  a
• 45:38
  certain
• 45:38
  way.
• 45:39
  As
• 45:39
  I've
• 45:39
  worked
• 45:39
  with
• 45:39
  you,
• 45:40
  I
• 45:40
  was
• 45:40
  breathing
• 45:40
  a
• 45:40
  certain
• 45:41
  way
• 45:41
  when
• 45:42
  I
• 45:42
  first
• 45:42
  started.
• 45:43
  I'd
• 45:43
  say,
• 45:43
  if
• 45:43
  I
• 45:44
  breathe
• 45:44
  in,
• 45:45
  I
• 45:45
  can
• 45:45
  breathe
• 45:46
  the
• 45:46
  energy
• 45:46
  into
• 45:47
  me.
• 45:47
  If
• 45:47
  I
• 45:47
  breathe
• 45:47
  out,
• 45:48
  I
• 45:48
  can
• 45:48
  put
• 45:48
  it
• 45:49
  where
• 45:49
  I
• 45:49
  want
• 45:49
  it
• 45:49
  to
• 45:50
  go.
• 45:50
  So
• 45:51
  I
• 45:51
  started
• 45:51
  saying
• 45:52
  that
• 45:52
  to
• 45:52
  myself.
• 45:54
  And
• 45:54
  so
• 45:54
  I
• 45:54
  started
• 45:55
  creating
• 45:56
  my
• 45:56
  own
• 45:56
  modality
• 45:57
  where
• 45:57
  I
• 45:57
  could
• 45:58
  actually
• 45:59
  maneuver
• 45:59
  the
• 46:00
  energy
• 46:00
  and
• 46:00
  place
• 46:01
  it
• 46:01
  where
• 46:01
  I
• 46:02
  want
• 46:02
  it
• 46:02
  to
• 46:02
  go.
• 46:03
  And
• 46:03
  then
• 46:04
  more
• 46:04
  people
• 46:04
  are
• 46:04
  like,
• 46:04
  I
• 46:05
  can
• 46:05
  really
• 46:05
  feel
• 46:05
  it.
• 46:05
  Where
• 46:05
  are
• 46:05
  you
• 46:06
  going?
• 46:06
  And
• 46:06
  I
• 46:06
  say,
• 46:06
  oh,
• 46:06
  I'm
• 46:07
  putting
• 46:07
  it
• 46:07
  right
• 46:07
  here
• 46:08
  or
• 46:08
  on
• 46:08
  your
• 46:08
  shoulder.
• 46:09
  And
• 46:09
  oh,
• 46:09
  my
• 46:09
  God,
• 46:09
  I'm
• 46:10
  feeling
• 46:10
  heat.
• 46:10
  And
• 46:11
  people
• 46:11
  would
• 46:11
  tell
• 46:11
  me
• 46:12
  these
• 46:12
  things.
• 46:13
  And
• 46:13
  so
• 46:14
  over
• 46:14
  time,
• 46:15
  you
• 46:15
  know,
• 46:15
  I
• 46:15
  was
• 46:15
  practicing
• 46:16
  with
• 46:16
  them,
• 46:17
  but
• 46:17
  then
• 46:17
  I'm
• 46:18
  like,
• 46:18
  okay,
• 46:19
  I
• 46:19
  need
• 46:19
  to
• 46:20
  develop
• 46:20
  more.
• 46:21
  I
• 46:21
  always
• 46:22
  believe
• 46:22
  that
• 46:22
  if
• 46:23
  you're
• 46:23
  in
• 46:24
  the
• 46:24
  space,
• 46:24
  because
• 46:24
  there'll
• 46:24
  be
• 46:25
  listeners
• 46:25
  that,
• 46:25
  oh,
• 46:25
  I
• 46:26
  do
• 46:26
  Reiki
• 46:26
  or
• 46:26
  I
• 46:27
  do
• 46:27
  energy
• 46:27
  work,
• 46:28
  but
• 46:28
  you
• 46:28
  have
• 46:29
  to
• 46:29
  have
• 46:29
  a
• 46:30
  baseline
• 46:31
  of
• 46:31
  what
• 46:31
  you're
• 46:32
  doing,
• 46:32
  or
• 46:33
  you'll
• 46:33
  be
• 46:33
  all
• 46:33
  over
• 46:33
  the
• 46:33
  place.
• 46:35
  So
• 46:35
  I
• 46:35
  took
• 46:35
  an
• 46:36
  intuitive
• 46:36
  development
• 46:37
  course
• 46:37
  that
• 46:37
  lasted
• 46:38
  a
• 46:38
  year,
• 46:39
  and
• 46:39
  we
• 46:39
  were
• 46:39
  meeting
• 46:40
  every
• 46:40
  week.
• 46:41
  And
• 46:41
  so
• 46:41
  I
• 46:42
  was
• 46:42
  able
• 46:42
  to
• 46:42
  develop
• 46:43
  some
• 46:44
  of
• 46:44
  the
• 46:44
  things
• 46:44
  that
• 46:44
  I
• 46:45
  was
• 46:45
  figuring
• 46:45
  out
• 46:46
  on
• 46:46
  my
• 46:46
  own
• 46:47
  about
• 46:47
  this
• 46:47
  manipulation
• 46:48
  or
• 46:48
  maneuvering
• 46:49
  of
• 46:50
  energy
• 46:50
  where
• 46:51
  I
• 46:51
  can
• 46:51
  put
• 46:51
  it
• 46:52
  all
• 46:52
  for
• 46:52
  the
• 46:53
  best
• 46:53
  and
• 46:53
  highest
• 46:53
  good.
• 46:54
  All
• 46:54
  for
• 46:55
  the
• 46:55
  best
• 46:55
  and
• 46:55
  highest
• 46:56
  good.
• 46:56
  I
• 46:56
  had
• 46:56
  to
• 46:57
  repeat
• 46:57
  that
• 46:58
  because
• 46:58
  when.
• 46:58
  When
• 46:59
  someone
• 46:59
  hears
• 47:00
  that
• 47:00
  word
• 47:00
  that
• 47:00
  I
• 47:00
  said,
• 47:01
  manipulation,
• 47:02
  immediately
• 47:03
  people
• 47:03
  think
• 47:03
  that's
• 47:04
  negative.
• 47:05
  So
• 47:05
  I'm
• 47:05
  like,
• 47:06
  no,
• 47:06
  I
• 47:06
  am
• 47:07
  maneuvering.
• 47:08
  I
• 47:08
  am
• 47:08
  placing
• 47:09
  it
• 47:09
  that
• 47:10
  energy
• 47:11
  where
• 47:11
  it's.
• 47:12
  I
• 47:12
  know
• 47:13
  it
• 47:13
  needs
• 47:13
  to
• 47:14
  be.
• 47:14
  And
• 47:15
  that
• 47:15
  K
• 47:15
  N
• 47:15
  O
• 47:16
  W.
• 47:16
  Remember,
• 47:16
  I
• 47:16
  started
• 47:17
  training
• 47:17
  myself
• 47:18
  when
• 47:18
  I
• 47:18
  was
• 47:19
  little
• 47:20
  so
• 47:20
  that
• 47:21
  again,
• 47:21
  intuitively
• 47:22
  living
• 47:23
  and
• 47:23
  flipping
• 47:24
  how
• 47:24
  I
• 47:25
  saw
• 47:25
  it
• 47:25
  and
• 47:26
  already
• 47:26
  placing
• 47:27
  myself
• 47:28
  to
• 47:28
  be
• 47:29
  the
• 47:29
  master
• 47:30
  of
• 47:30
  maneuvering
• 47:31
  energy
• 47:31
  and
• 47:31
  not
• 47:32
  knowing
• 47:32
  it.
• 47:33
  Right?
• 47:34
  And
• 47:34
  so
• 47:34
  then
• 47:35
  I
• 47:35
  said,
• 47:35
  okay,
• 47:36
  let
• 47:36
  me
• 47:37
  maneuver
• 47:37
  it.
• 47:37
  Let
• 47:37
  me
• 47:38
  place
• 47:38
  it
• 47:38
  where
• 47:38
  I
• 47:38
  want
• 47:39
  to
• 47:39
  be.
• 47:39
  And
• 47:40
  then
• 47:40
  what
• 47:40
  I
• 47:40
  was
• 47:41
  finding
• 47:41
  is
• 47:41
  that
• 47:42
  people
• 47:42
  would
• 47:42
  say,
• 47:42
  oh,
• 47:43
  my
• 47:43
  gosh,
• 47:43
  I
• 47:43
  had
• 47:43
  a
• 47:43
  pain
• 47:44
  in
• 47:44
  my
• 47:44
  shoulder.
• 47:44
  And
• 47:45
  how
• 47:45
  did
• 47:45
  you
• 47:45
  know
• 47:45
  I
• 47:45
  don't
• 47:46
  have
• 47:46
  it
• 47:46
  anymore?
• 47:47
  And
• 47:47
  I
• 47:47
  had
• 47:48
  back
• 47:48
  pain
• 47:48
  and
• 47:49
  look,
• 47:49
  I
• 47:49
  can
• 47:49
  get
• 47:49
  up
• 47:49
  and
• 47:50
  touch
• 47:50
  my
• 47:50
  toes.
• 47:51
  And
• 47:51
  I
• 47:52
  started
• 47:52
  seeing
• 47:53
  that
• 47:53
  and
• 47:54
  they
• 47:54
  were
• 47:54
  experiencing
• 47:56
  that.
• 47:57
  And
• 47:57
  so
• 47:57
  over
• 47:58
  time,
• 47:58
  I
• 47:59
  started
• 47:59
  asking
• 48:00
  God,
• 48:01
  because,
• 48:01
  you
• 48:02
  know,
• 48:02
  that's
• 48:02
  my
• 48:02
  connection.
• 48:03
  We're
• 48:03
  like
• 48:04
  peanut
• 48:04
  butter
• 48:04
  and
• 48:04
  jelly.
• 48:05
  That
• 48:06
  I
• 48:06
  said,
• 48:06
  I
• 48:06
  want
• 48:06
  to
• 48:07
  be
• 48:07
  more
• 48:07
  precise.
• 48:08
  Show
• 48:09
  me,
• 48:09
  give
• 48:09
  me
• 48:09
  ideas.
• 48:10
  Let
• 48:10
  me
• 48:10
  know
• 48:11
  when
• 48:12
  I'm
• 48:12
  on
• 48:12
  top
• 48:12
  of
• 48:12
  something,
• 48:13
  meaning
• 48:13
  a
• 48:13
  limiting
• 48:14
  belief
• 48:14
  or
• 48:14
  somebody
• 48:15
  is
• 48:15
  struggling,
• 48:15
  something.
• 48:16
  Tell
• 48:17
  me
• 48:17
  and
• 48:17
  show
• 48:18
  me
• 48:19
  that
• 48:19
  I'm
• 48:19
  on
• 48:19
  top
• 48:20
  of
• 48:20
  it.
• 48:20
  Because
• 48:20
  that's.
• 48:20
  That's
• 48:20
  what
• 48:21
  was
• 48:21
  just
• 48:21
  at
• 48:21
  the
• 48:21
  beginning
• 48:21
  of
• 48:21
  my
• 48:22
  practice.
• 48:23
  And
• 48:23
  then
• 48:24
  what
• 48:25
  I
• 48:25
  started
• 48:25
  seeing,
• 48:26
  a
• 48:26
  pattern
• 48:27
  is
• 48:28
  a
• 48:28
  feeling
• 48:28
  that
• 48:29
  I
• 48:29
  was
• 48:29
  just
• 48:30
  gifted
• 48:31
  the
• 48:31
  most
• 48:32
  wonderful
• 48:32
  birthday
• 48:33
  or
• 48:33
  Christmas
• 48:33
  present.
• 48:34
  Like,
• 48:34
  ah.
• 48:35
  And
• 48:36
  I
• 48:36
  think
• 48:36
  I
• 48:36
  said
• 48:36
  in
• 48:36
  your
• 48:37
  session,
• 48:37
  I'm
• 48:37
  on
• 48:37
  top
• 48:38
  of
• 48:38
  it,
• 48:38
  or
• 48:38
  I
• 48:38
  feel
• 48:38
  it,
• 48:39
  or
• 48:39
  I,
• 48:39
  you
• 48:39
  know,
• 48:40
  and
• 48:40
  I
• 48:40
  know
• 48:40
  I'm
• 48:40
  on.
• 48:41
  I'm
• 48:41
  like,
• 48:41
  I
• 48:41
  can
• 48:41
  feel
• 48:42
  it.
• 48:42
  And
• 48:43
  so
• 48:43
  once
• 48:43
  I
• 48:43
  realized
• 48:44
  that
• 48:44
  that
• 48:44
  was
• 48:44
  a
• 48:44
  pattern
• 48:45
  of
• 48:45
  feeling,
• 48:45
  I
• 48:45
  said,
• 48:46
  now
• 48:47
  I'm
• 48:47
  on
• 48:47
  top
• 48:48
  of
• 48:48
  exactly
• 48:49
  what's
• 48:49
  going
• 48:49
  on.
• 48:50
  And
• 48:51
  then
• 48:51
  through
• 48:51
  the
• 48:51
  intuitive
• 48:52
  development
• 48:52
  course,
• 48:53
  I
• 48:53
  was
• 48:53
  able
• 48:53
  to
• 48:54
  strengthen
• 48:55
  my
• 48:55
  clairaudience,
• 48:56
  my
• 48:56
  voyance,
• 48:57
  and
• 48:57
  my
• 48:57
  sentience.
• 48:58
  Those
• 48:58
  are
• 48:58
  the
• 48:59
  three
• 48:59
  strongest
• 49:00
  ones
• 49:00
  that
• 49:00
  are
• 49:00
  really
• 49:01
  good
• 49:01
  when
• 49:01
  you're
• 49:02
  doing
• 49:02
  energy
• 49:02
  work
• 49:03
  because
• 49:03
  people
• 49:04
  want,
• 49:04
  first
• 49:05
  of
• 49:05
  all,
• 49:05
  they
• 49:05
  want
• 49:05
  to
• 49:05
  be
• 49:05
  able
• 49:05
  to
• 49:06
  see
• 49:06
  it.
• 49:07
  So
• 49:07
  when
• 49:07
  you're
• 49:07
  seeing
• 49:08
  something
• 49:08
  in
• 49:09
  your
• 49:09
  head,
• 49:09
  your
• 49:10
  mind's
• 49:10
  eye,
• 49:10
  right,
• 49:10
  the
• 49:11
  voyance
• 49:12
  that
• 49:12
  you're
• 49:13
  describing
• 49:13
  it,
• 49:14
  they're
• 49:14
  getting
• 49:14
  a
• 49:14
  picture
• 49:15
  as
• 49:15
  well.
• 49:16
  When
• 49:17
  you're
• 49:17
  hearing
• 49:17
  conversations,
• 49:18
  that's
• 49:19
  a
• 49:19
  clear
• 49:19
  audience.
• 49:20
  Then
• 49:20
  you're
• 49:21
  giving
• 49:21
  them
• 49:21
  confirmation
• 49:22
  that,
• 49:22
  oh,
• 49:23
  I
• 49:23
  just
• 49:23
  heard
• 49:24
  and
• 49:24
  whatever
• 49:25
  it
• 49:25
  is
• 49:25
  I'm
• 49:25
  sharing.
• 49:26
  And
• 49:26
  they're
• 49:26
  like,
• 49:26
  oh,
• 49:26
  how'd
• 49:27
  you
• 49:27
  know?
• 49:27
  I
• 49:28
  think
• 49:28
  you
• 49:28
  rolled
• 49:28
  your
• 49:28
  eyes
• 49:29
  a
• 49:29
  couple
• 49:29
  times
• 49:29
  when
• 49:30
  I
• 49:30
  was
• 49:30
  right
• 49:30
  on
• 49:31
  what
• 49:31
  rolling
• 49:31
  means.
• 49:31
  Ah,
• 49:32
  how'd
• 49:32
  she
• 49:32
  know
• 49:33
  that
• 49:34
  I
• 49:34
  shared?
• 49:35
  You
• 49:35
  said
• 49:35
  we
• 49:35
  just
• 49:35
  had
• 49:35
  a
• 49:36
  conversation
• 49:36
  about
• 49:36
  that
• 49:37
  because
• 49:37
  I
• 49:37
  was
• 49:38
  picking
• 49:38
  it
• 49:38
  up
• 49:38
  in
• 49:38
  your
• 49:39
  energy
• 49:39
  field.
• 49:40
  So
• 49:41
  I
• 49:41
  heard
• 49:41
  it
• 49:41
  or
• 49:41
  I
• 49:41
  felt
• 49:42
  it,
• 49:42
  right.
• 49:43
  And
• 49:43
  that
• 49:43
  clairsentian
• 49:44
  is
• 49:44
  just
• 49:45
  K
• 49:46
  N
• 49:46
  o
• 49:46
  W.
• 49:47
  And
• 49:47
  I
• 49:47
  had
• 49:47
  already
• 49:48
  placed
• 49:48
  myself
• 49:48
  to
• 49:48
  supersize
• 49:49
  into
• 49:50
  that
• 49:50
  as
• 49:51
  a
• 49:51
  child.
• 49:52
  So
• 49:52
  utilizing
• 49:53
  just
• 49:53
  the
• 49:53
  three
• 49:54
  clairs,
• 49:54
  or
• 49:54
  our
• 49:54
  six.
• 49:55
  But
• 49:55
  those
• 49:55
  three
• 49:55
  strongest
• 49:56
  ones
• 49:57
  are
• 49:57
  the
• 49:59
  masterpiece
• 50:00
  of
• 50:01
  being
• 50:01
  able
• 50:02
  to
• 50:02
  help
• 50:02
  people
• 50:03
  in
• 50:03
  a
• 50:03
  profound
• 50:04
  way.
• 50:04
  I'm
• 50:04
  giving
• 50:05
  them
• 50:05
  a
• 50:05
  description,
• 50:06
  I'm
• 50:06
  telling
• 50:06
  them
• 50:06
  what
• 50:07
  I'm
• 50:07
  hearing.
• 50:07
  And
• 50:08
  that.
• 50:08
  That
• 50:09
  knowing,
• 50:09
  no
• 50:10
  matter
• 50:10
  what
• 50:10
  you
• 50:10
  say,
• 50:11
  I
• 50:11
  know
• 50:11
  I'm
• 50:11
  on
• 50:11
  top
• 50:12
  of
• 50:12
  it,
• 50:13
  even
• 50:13
  if
• 50:13
  I
• 50:13
  have
• 50:13
  to
• 50:14
  explain
• 50:14
  it
• 50:14
  a
• 50:14
  different
• 50:14
  way
• 50:15
  of
• 50:15
  whatever
• 50:16
  it
• 50:16
  is
• 50:16
  I'm
• 50:16
  picking
• 50:16
  up.
• 50:17
  Yeah,
• 50:18
  yeah,
• 50:18
  yeah.
• 50:19
  I
• 50:20
  didn't
• 50:20
  know
• 50:20
  what
• 50:20
  to
• 50:21
  expect
• 50:21
  before
• 50:22
  we
• 50:22
  started
• 50:23
  doing
• 50:23
  the
• 50:24
  healing
• 50:24
  session.
• 50:25
  Now
• 50:25
  what
• 50:26
  is
• 50:26
  the
• 50:26
  difference
• 50:26
  of
• 50:27
  this
• 50:27
  between
• 50:27
  what
• 50:28
  you're
• 50:28
  doing
• 50:28
  and
• 50:28
  Reiki?
• 50:30
  So
• 50:31
  I
• 50:32
  am
• 50:32
  more
• 50:32
  involved
• 50:34
  where,
• 50:34
  you
• 50:35
  know,
• 50:35
  with
• 50:35
  Reiki,
• 50:35
  as
• 50:35
  I
• 50:36
  stated
• 50:36
  protocol,
• 50:37
  you
• 50:37
  just
• 50:37
  stand
• 50:37
  there,
• 50:38
  quiet,
• 50:39
  hug
• 50:39
  goodbye.
• 50:40
  Okay.
• 50:41
  I
• 50:42
  manipulate
• 50:43
  or
• 50:44
  maneuver
• 50:45
  the
• 50:45
  energy
• 50:45
  where
• 50:46
  I
• 50:46
  want
• 50:47
  it
• 50:47
  to
• 50:47
  go.
• 50:47
  And
• 50:48
  when
• 50:48
  you
• 50:48
  say
• 50:48
  that,
• 50:49
  are
• 50:49
  you
• 50:49
  saying,
• 50:50
  I'm
• 50:50
  feeling
• 50:51
  anger?
• 50:51
  Let
• 50:51
  me
• 50:52
  pull
• 50:52
  that
• 50:52
  out
• 50:53
  and
• 50:53
  then
• 50:53
  just
• 50:54
  flick
• 50:54
  it,
• 50:55
  like,
• 50:55
  into
• 50:55
  the
• 50:55
  universe.
• 50:56
  There
• 50:56
  you
• 50:56
  go.
• 50:56
  Or
• 50:57
  like.
• 50:57
  Like
• 50:57
  I
• 50:58
  anger.
• 50:58
  And
• 50:58
  you
• 50:58
  went
• 50:58
  right
• 50:59
  to
• 50:59
  your
• 50:59
  heart.
• 50:59
  So
• 50:59
  anger
• 51:00
  can
• 51:00
  be
• 51:00
  in
• 51:00
  your
• 51:00
  heart
• 51:01
  or
• 51:01
  in
• 51:01
  your
• 51:01
  solar
• 51:01
  plexus,
• 51:02
  which
• 51:02
  is
• 51:02
  your
• 51:02
  stomach.
• 51:03
  And
• 51:03
  people
• 51:04
  can
• 51:04
  hold
• 51:04
  anger
• 51:04
  in
• 51:05
  their
• 51:05
  heart
• 51:05
  when
• 51:05
  they've
• 51:05
  had
• 51:06
  parental
• 51:07
  challenges.
• 51:09
  And
• 51:09
  so,
• 51:10
  you
• 51:10
  know,
• 51:10
  I.
• 51:10
  I
• 51:11
  automatically
• 51:12
  start
• 51:12
  with
• 51:12
  putting
• 51:13
  one
• 51:13
  hand
• 51:13
  on
• 51:13
  the
• 51:13
  heart
• 51:13
  and
• 51:14
  the
• 51:14
  other
• 51:14
  on
• 51:14
  the
• 51:14
  stomach
• 51:15
  so
• 51:15
  that
• 51:15
  I
• 51:15
  can
• 51:15
  find
• 51:16
  the
• 51:16
  connection
• 51:16
  to
• 51:17
  the
• 51:17
  fears
• 51:17
  and
• 51:18
  the
• 51:18
  love
• 51:18
  and
• 51:19
  what's
• 51:19
  going
• 51:19
  on.
• 51:20
  Right.
• 51:21
  That's
• 51:21
  the
• 51:21
  reason
• 51:21
  why
• 51:22
  I
• 51:22
  start
• 51:22
  when
• 51:22
  I'm
• 51:22
  physically
• 51:23
  with
• 51:23
  a
• 51:23
  client,
• 51:24
  I
• 51:24
  do
• 51:24
  remote
• 51:25
  work,
• 51:25
  and
• 51:25
  it's
• 51:25
  slightly
• 51:26
  different.
• 51:26
  It's
• 51:26
  more
• 51:27
  talking,
• 51:27
  but
• 51:28
  as
• 51:28
  I
• 51:28
  close
• 51:28
  my
• 51:29
  eyes,
• 51:29
  like
• 51:29
  I
• 51:30
  did
• 51:30
  in
• 51:30
  the
• 51:30
  room,
• 51:30
  most
• 51:30
  of
• 51:31
  the
• 51:31
  time
• 51:31
  my
• 51:31
  eyes
• 51:31
  were
• 51:31
  closed,
• 51:32
  but
• 51:32
  I
• 51:32
  can
• 51:33
  pick
• 51:33
  things
• 51:33
  up
• 51:34
  remotely.
• 51:35
  But
• 51:35
  the
• 51:35
  face
• 51:35
  to
• 51:36
  face,
• 51:36
  I
• 51:36
  like
• 51:36
  to
• 51:36
  see
• 51:37
  people,
• 51:37
  especially
• 51:38
  when
• 51:38
  they're
• 51:38
  local.
• 51:38
  And
• 51:39
  if
• 51:39
  they're
• 51:39
  not,
• 51:39
  I've
• 51:39
  had
• 51:39
  many,
• 51:40
  many
• 51:40
  people
• 51:40
  fly
• 51:40
  to
• 51:41
  see
• 51:41
  me,
• 51:42
  but
• 51:42
  then
• 51:42
  if
• 51:42
  they
• 51:42
  have
• 51:42
  physical
• 51:43
  stuff,
• 51:44
  then
• 51:44
  I
• 51:44
  can
• 51:44
  go
• 51:44
  right
• 51:45
  to
• 51:45
  shifting
• 51:45
  it
• 51:46
  out.
• 51:47
  So,
• 51:47
  like,
• 51:48
  I
• 51:48
  start
• 51:48
  with
• 51:49
  the,
• 51:49
  as
• 51:49
  I
• 51:49
  said,
• 51:49
  the
• 51:50
  stomach
• 51:50
  and
• 51:50
  the
• 51:50
  heart,
• 51:51
  and
• 51:51
  then
• 51:52
  source
• 51:53
  just
• 51:53
  guides
• 51:53
  me.
• 51:54
  I'll
• 51:54
  see,
• 51:54
  you
• 51:55
  know,
• 51:55
  go
• 51:55
  to
• 51:55
  the
• 51:55
  shoulders
• 51:55
  or
• 51:56
  all
• 51:56
  here,
• 51:56
  go
• 51:56
  to
• 51:56
  the
• 51:56
  head,
• 51:57
  and
• 51:57
  I'll
• 51:58
  just
• 51:58
  go
• 51:58
  to
• 51:58
  wherever
• 51:59
  I'm
• 51:59
  guided
• 52:00
  to.
• 52:00
  Okay.
• 52:01
  That
• 52:01
  was
• 52:01
  one
• 52:01
  of
• 52:01
  my
• 52:01
  questions.
• 52:02
  It's
• 52:02
  because,
• 52:03
  like,
• 52:03
  with
• 52:03
  Melissa,
• 52:04
  you
• 52:04
  went
• 52:04
  to
• 52:04
  different
• 52:04
  parts
• 52:05
  of
• 52:05
  the
• 52:05
  body
• 52:05
  and
• 52:06
  not
• 52:06
  with
• 52:06
  me.
• 52:07
  And
• 52:08
  you
• 52:08
  did
• 52:08
  actually
• 52:09
  also
• 52:09
  start
• 52:10
  in
• 52:10
  a
• 52:10
  different
• 52:10
  position.
• 52:11
  So
• 52:11
  I
• 52:11
  wasn't
• 52:12
  sure,
• 52:12
  like,
• 52:12
  if
• 52:13
  that
• 52:13
  was
• 52:14
  like,
• 52:14
  oh,
• 52:14
  I'm
• 52:14
  called
• 52:15
  to
• 52:15
  start
• 52:15
  here.
• 52:15
  I'm
• 52:16
  called
• 52:16
  to
• 52:16
  go
• 52:16
  here.
• 52:17
  Or,
• 52:18
  like,
• 52:18
  what?
• 52:19
  She
• 52:19
  did
• 52:19
  go
• 52:19
  to
• 52:20
  lots
• 52:20
  of
• 52:20
  parts
• 52:20
  on
• 52:20
  your
• 52:20
  body.
• 52:21
  She
• 52:21
  did
• 52:22
  your
• 52:22
  hip.
• 52:22
  I
• 52:22
  remember
• 52:23
  the
• 52:23
  hip.
• 52:23
  Stomach,
• 52:24
  your
• 52:24
  throat,
• 52:25
  your
• 52:25
  head.
• 52:26
  Yes.
• 52:26
  Occipital.
• 52:27
  Yep.
• 52:28
  She
• 52:28
  went
• 52:28
  to
• 52:28
  your
• 52:28
  feet,
• 52:29
  though.
• 52:29
  She
• 52:29
  did
• 52:29
  go
• 52:29
  to
• 52:30
  my
• 52:30
  feet.
• 52:30
  And
• 52:30
  so
• 52:30
  I
• 52:30
  was
• 52:30
  like,
• 52:31
  you
• 52:31
  were.
• 52:31
  A
• 52:31
  little
• 52:31
  bit
• 52:31
  like,
• 52:31
  what
• 52:32
  about
• 52:32
  my
• 52:32
  feet?
• 52:32
  My
• 52:32
  feet
• 52:33
  are
• 52:33
  cute.
• 52:34
  I
• 52:34
  mean,
• 52:35
  it
• 52:35
  was
• 52:35
  feeling,
• 52:35
  like,
• 52:35
  a
• 52:35
  pretty
• 52:36
  good
• 52:36
  massage
• 52:36
  on
• 52:37
  my
• 52:37
  neck.
• 52:37
  So,
• 52:37
  like,
• 52:38
  yeah,
• 52:38
  you
• 52:38
  could
• 52:38
  have,
• 52:38
  like,
• 52:38
  rubbed
• 52:39
  my
• 52:39
  feet
• 52:39
  just
• 52:39
  a
• 52:39
  little
• 52:39
  bit.
• 52:40
  But
• 52:40
  it
• 52:40
  was
• 52:41
  nice.
• 52:44
  The
• 52:44
  feeder
• 52:45
  about,
• 52:45
  like,
• 52:46
  moving
• 52:46
  forward,
• 52:47
  and
• 52:47
  I
• 52:47
  felt
• 52:47
  you
• 52:47
  needed
• 52:48
  some
• 52:48
  grounding
• 52:49
  because
• 52:49
  the
• 52:49
  more
• 52:49
  we
• 52:49
  were
• 52:49
  talking
• 52:50
  about
• 52:50
  some
• 52:50
  things.
• 52:51
  Yeah.
• 52:51
  Thank
• 52:51
  you.
• 52:52
  Yeah.
• 52:53
  So
• 52:53
  I
• 52:53
  was
• 52:53
  guided
• 52:54
  to
• 52:54
  go
• 52:54
  to
• 52:54
  your
• 52:54
  feet.
• 52:55
  And
• 52:55
  you
• 52:55
  know,
• 52:55
  when
• 52:56
  we
• 52:56
  were
• 52:56
  filming,
• 52:56
  I'm
• 52:56
  like,
• 52:56
  oh,
• 52:56
  I'm
• 52:57
  out
• 52:57
  of
• 52:57
  the,
• 52:57
  out
• 52:58
  of
• 52:58
  the
• 52:58
  screen.
• 52:58
  But
• 52:58
  I
• 52:59
  needed
• 52:59
  to.
• 53:00
  And
• 53:00
  remember,
• 53:01
  you
• 53:01
  lifted
• 53:01
  your
• 53:01
  feet
• 53:01
  for
• 53:02
  me
• 53:02
  and
• 53:02
  I
• 53:02
  said,
• 53:02
  no,
• 53:02
  no,
• 53:03
  you
• 53:03
  don't
• 53:03
  have
• 53:03
  to
• 53:03
  do
• 53:03
  that
• 53:03
  for
• 53:04
  me.
• 53:04
  You're
• 53:04
  such
• 53:04
  a
• 53:05
  giver,
• 53:05
  I
• 53:06
  can
• 53:06
  take
• 53:06
  care
• 53:06
  of
• 53:06
  it.
• 53:07
  And
• 53:07
  what's
• 53:07
  so
• 53:07
  funny
• 53:08
  is
• 53:08
  that's
• 53:08
  the
• 53:08
  exact
• 53:09
  story
• 53:09
  for
• 53:10
  yourself
• 53:10
  that
• 53:10
  you
• 53:10
  were
• 53:11
  sharing.
• 53:11
  And
• 53:11
  so
• 53:12
  when
• 53:12
  as
• 53:13
  you
• 53:13
  were
• 53:13
  talking
• 53:13
  to
• 53:13
  us
• 53:14
  just
• 53:14
  now,
• 53:14
  it
• 53:15
  was
• 53:15
  making
• 53:15
  me
• 53:15
  think
• 53:16
  like,
• 53:16
  oh,
• 53:16
  this
• 53:17
  is
• 53:17
  like
• 53:17
  the
• 53:18
  exact
• 53:18
  challenge
• 53:19
  that
• 53:19
  you
• 53:20
  have
• 53:20
  had
• 53:20
  in
• 53:21
  your
• 53:21
  life.
• 53:22
  So
• 53:22
  how
• 53:23
  do
• 53:23
  you
• 53:23
  know?
• 53:24
  How
• 53:24
  can
• 53:24
  you
• 53:25
  put
• 53:25
  your
• 53:26
  own
• 53:26
  feelings
• 53:26
  and
• 53:27
  your
• 53:27
  own
• 53:27
  experience
• 53:27
  aside?
• 53:28
  I
• 53:28
  love
• 53:29
  that.
• 53:29
  That's
• 53:29
  amazing.
• 53:29
  I
• 53:30
  love.
• 53:30
  That's
• 53:30
  an
• 53:30
  excellent
• 53:31
  question.
• 53:32
  Because
• 53:33
  first
• 53:33
  off,
• 53:34
  I
• 53:34
  separate
• 53:35
  myself
• 53:35
  and
• 53:36
  become
• 53:36
  just
• 53:37
  the
• 53:39
  participant
• 53:39
  watching,
• 53:41
  right?
• 53:42
  Even
• 53:42
  though
• 53:42
  my
• 53:43
  physical
• 53:43
  body
• 53:43
  with
• 53:44
  my
• 53:44
  hands
• 53:45
  are
• 53:45
  doing
• 53:45
  it.
• 53:46
  I
• 53:46
  don't
• 53:46
  own
• 53:47
  your
• 53:47
  stuff.
• 53:48
  I
• 53:48
  was
• 53:48
  hoping
• 53:49
  that's
• 53:49
  the.
• 53:49
  What
• 53:49
  you
• 53:49
  would
• 53:49
  say,
• 53:50
  I
• 53:50
  don't
• 53:50
  own
• 53:51
  any
• 53:51
  of
• 53:51
  it
• 53:52
  because
• 53:52
  if
• 53:52
  I
• 53:53
  did,
• 53:53
  it
• 53:53
  would
• 53:53
  take
• 53:53
  me
• 53:53
  down.
• 53:54
  You
• 53:55
  know,
• 53:55
  at
• 53:55
  the
• 53:55
  very
• 53:55
  beginning,
• 53:56
  I
• 53:56
  love
• 53:56
  this
• 53:56
  story.
• 53:56
  At
• 53:57
  the
• 53:57
  very
• 53:57
  beginning,
• 53:57
  I
• 53:58
  was
• 53:58
  spending
• 53:59
  20
• 53:59
  hours
• 54:00
  on
• 54:00
  a
• 54:00
  psychic
• 54:01
  website
• 54:01
  for
• 54:02
  five
• 54:02
  years
• 54:02
  and
• 54:03
  raising
• 54:03
  two
• 54:03
  children
• 54:04
  on
• 54:04
  my
• 54:04
  own.
• 54:05
  A
• 54:05
  40
• 54:06
  hour
• 54:06
  job,
• 54:06
  plus
• 54:07
  another
• 54:07
  20
• 54:07
  hours
• 54:08
  a
• 54:08
  week
• 54:08
  to
• 54:09
  be
• 54:09
  on
• 54:09
  an
• 54:09
  advisor
• 54:10
  on
• 54:10
  a
• 54:10
  psychic
• 54:11
  website.
• 54:12
  But
• 54:12
  I
• 54:13
  was
• 54:13
  doing
• 54:13
  it.
• 54:13
  It
• 54:13
  was
• 54:13
  the
• 54:14
  playbox.
• 54:14
  It
• 54:14
  was
• 54:15
  a
• 54:15
  sandbox
• 54:16
  to
• 54:16
  play
• 54:16
  in
• 54:17
  if
• 54:17
  I
• 54:17
  wanted
• 54:17
  to
• 54:17
  expand
• 54:18
  and
• 54:18
  grow
• 54:19
  and
• 54:19
  be
• 54:19
  able
• 54:19
  to
• 54:19
  play
• 54:20
  with
• 54:20
  people
• 54:20
  that
• 54:20
  I,
• 54:20
  I
• 54:21
  didn't
• 54:21
  know.
• 54:22
  Right.
• 54:22
  And
• 54:23
  so
• 54:24
  I
• 54:24
  remember
• 54:25
  this
• 54:25
  one
• 54:25
  woman
• 54:26
  came
• 54:26
  to
• 54:26
  me
• 54:26
  and
• 54:26
  she
• 54:27
  said,
• 54:27
  okay,
• 54:28
  I
• 54:28
  want
• 54:28
  you
• 54:28
  to
• 54:29
  heal
• 54:30
  me.
• 54:30
  My
• 54:31
  son,
• 54:31
  my
• 54:31
  daughter,
• 54:32
  my
• 54:32
  dog,
• 54:32
  my
• 54:33
  boyfriend,
• 54:33
  my
• 54:33
  husband.
• 54:35
  That's
• 54:35
  what
• 54:35
  she
• 54:35
  said.
• 54:36
  My
• 54:36
  boyfriend
• 54:36
  and
• 54:36
  husband.
• 54:37
  Oh
• 54:37
  no,
• 54:38
  I
• 54:38
  didn't
• 54:38
  even
• 54:38
  catch
• 54:39
  that.
• 54:39
  I
• 54:39
  was
• 54:39
  just
• 54:39
  like,
• 54:40
  oh,
• 54:41
  yes,
• 54:41
  she
• 54:41
  told
• 54:42
  me
• 54:42
  that
• 54:42
  didn't.
• 54:43
  And
• 54:43
  I
• 54:43
  said,
• 54:44
  okay,
• 54:45
  so
• 54:45
  I'm
• 54:45
  all
• 54:46
  in.
• 54:46
  And
• 54:46
  I'm
• 54:47
  like,
• 54:47
  you
• 54:47
  know,
• 54:48
  it's
• 54:48
  all
• 54:48
  remote
• 54:48
  work.
• 54:49
  I'm
• 54:49
  closing
• 54:49
  my
• 54:49
  eyes
• 54:50
  and
• 54:50
  I'm
• 54:50
  visualizing.
• 54:50
  And
• 54:51
  I'm
• 54:51
  like,
• 54:51
  okay,
• 54:51
  you're
• 54:51
  the
• 54:51
  husband.
• 54:52
  Now
• 54:52
  you're
• 54:52
  boyfriend.
• 54:52
  Now
• 54:53
  you're
• 54:53
  this,
• 54:53
  now
• 54:53
  you're
• 54:53
  that.
• 54:54
  And
• 54:54
  by
• 54:54
  the
• 54:55
  time
• 54:55
  I
• 54:55
  got
• 54:55
  to
• 54:55
  the
• 54:55
  dog,
• 54:56
  it
• 54:56
  was
• 54:56
  like
• 54:56
  an
• 54:56
  hour
• 54:57
  later.
• 54:58
  I
• 54:58
  was
• 54:58
  so
• 54:58
  sick
• 54:58
  to
• 54:59
  my
• 54:59
  stomach.
• 55:00
  I
• 55:00
  was
• 55:00
  dizzy
• 55:01
  and
• 55:01
  sick
• 55:01
  to
• 55:01
  my
• 55:01
  stomach.
• 55:02
  And
• 55:02
  I
• 55:02
  said,
• 55:02
  okay,
• 55:02
  we're
• 55:03
  done
• 55:03
  now,
• 55:03
  gotta
• 55:03
  go.
• 55:04
  I
• 55:04
  went
• 55:04
  in
• 55:04
  the
• 55:05
  bathroom
• 55:05
  and
• 55:05
  I
• 55:05
  was
• 55:05
  hugging
• 55:06
  the
• 55:06
  toilet.
• 55:06
  And
• 55:07
  I
• 55:07
  said,
• 55:07
  I'm
• 55:07
  gonna
• 55:07
  throw
• 55:08
  up.
• 55:08
  I'm
• 55:08
  like,
• 55:09
  why?
• 55:09
  What
• 55:09
  is
• 55:10
  going
• 55:10
  on?
• 55:11
  And
• 55:11
  I
• 55:11
  went
• 55:11
  back
• 55:11
  to
• 55:12
  my
• 55:12
  mentor
• 55:13
  and
• 55:13
  I
• 55:14
  said,
• 55:15
  what?
• 55:16
  I
• 55:17
  wanted
• 55:17
  her
• 55:17
  healing
• 55:19
  more
• 55:19
  than
• 55:19
  she
• 55:20
  did.
• 55:21
  I
• 55:22
  took
• 55:22
  it
• 55:22
  on.
• 55:23
  I
• 55:23
  took
• 55:24
  on
• 55:24
  wanting
• 55:25
  it
• 55:25
  more
• 55:26
  than
• 55:26
  she.
• 55:27
  And
• 55:27
  so
• 55:27
  once,
• 55:27
  and
• 55:28
  thank
• 55:28
  goodness,
• 55:28
  that
• 55:28
  was
• 55:28
  at
• 55:29
  the
• 55:29
  very
• 55:29
  beginning
• 55:30
  of
• 55:31
  learning
• 55:31
  this
• 55:32
  work.
• 55:32
  And
• 55:33
  I
• 55:33
  said,
• 55:34
  I
• 55:34
  understand
• 55:35
  now.
• 55:36
  So
• 55:36
  now
• 55:38
  I
• 55:38
  don't
• 55:38
  go
• 55:38
  in
• 55:39
  insensitive
• 55:40
  and.
• 55:40
  Cause
• 55:41
  I
• 55:41
  am
• 55:41
  all
• 55:42
  in
• 55:42
  for
• 55:42
  you.
• 55:43
  I
• 55:43
  want
• 55:44
  you
• 55:44
  to
• 55:44
  be
• 55:44
  empowered
• 55:45
  and
• 55:45
  to
• 55:45
  receive
• 55:46
  all
• 55:46
  the
• 55:46
  things
• 55:47
  your
• 55:47
  heart
• 55:47
  is
• 55:48
  singing
• 55:48
  to.
• 55:48
  Right.
• 55:49
  I
• 55:49
  want
• 55:50
  that
• 55:50
  for
• 55:50
  you,
• 55:51
  but
• 55:51
  I
• 55:51
  will
• 55:51
  never
• 55:52
  want
• 55:52
  it
• 55:52
  more
• 55:53
  than
• 55:53
  you.
• 55:53
  Yeah.
• 55:54
  And
• 55:54
  so
• 55:55
  now
• 55:55
  when
• 55:55
  I
• 55:55
  go
• 55:56
  in,
• 55:56
  I'm
• 55:56
  hearing
• 55:57
  the
• 55:57
  stories,
• 55:57
  and
• 55:57
  sometimes
• 55:58
  I'll
• 55:58
  cry
• 55:58
  with
• 55:59
  you
• 55:59
  and,
• 55:59
  you
• 55:59
  know,
• 56:00
  I'll
• 56:00
  see
• 56:00
  an
• 56:00
  amazing
• 56:01
  breakthrough
• 56:01
  physical.
• 56:02
  And
• 56:02
  I'm
• 56:02
  crying
• 56:03
  with
• 56:03
  my
• 56:03
  clients
• 56:03
  too.
• 56:04
  Yes,
• 56:04
  yes,
• 56:05
  I'm
• 56:05
  all
• 56:05
  in.
• 56:05
  I
• 56:06
  feel
• 56:06
  it,
• 56:07
  but
• 56:07
  I
• 56:07
  also
• 56:07
  don't
• 56:08
  own
• 56:08
  it.
• 56:09
  And
• 56:09
  so
• 56:10
  now
• 56:10
  I
• 56:10
  don't
• 56:10
  get
• 56:10
  taken
• 56:11
  down.
• 56:11
  I
• 56:11
  don't
• 56:11
  get
• 56:12
  dizzy.
• 56:12
  I
• 56:12
  don't.
• 56:13
  Now
• 56:13
  every
• 56:13
  once
• 56:13
  in
• 56:13
  a
• 56:13
  while,
• 56:13
  I
• 56:14
  call
• 56:14
  the
• 56:14
  work
• 56:15
  I
• 56:15
  do.
• 56:15
  I
• 56:16
  take
• 56:16
  my
• 56:16
  baby
• 56:17
  toe
• 56:17
  and
• 56:17
  touch
• 56:18
  the
• 56:18
  pool
• 56:19
  of
• 56:19
  water,
• 56:20
  but
• 56:20
  I'm
• 56:20
  allowing
• 56:21
  my
• 56:21
  physical
• 56:21
  body
• 56:22
  to
• 56:22
  show
• 56:23
  me
• 56:23
  and
• 56:23
  tell
• 56:23
  me
• 56:24
  what's
• 56:24
  going
• 56:24
  on,
• 56:25
  just
• 56:26
  so
• 56:26
  I
• 56:26
  can
• 56:26
  understand
• 56:27
  quickly.
• 56:28
  I
• 56:29
  don't
• 56:29
  sit
• 56:29
  in
• 56:29
  it
• 56:29
  so
• 56:30
  that
• 56:30
  I
• 56:30
  can
• 56:30
  get
• 56:30
  nauseous
• 56:31
  and
• 56:31
  dizzy.
• 56:32
  So
• 56:32
  if
• 56:32
  I
• 56:33
  do
• 56:33
  get
• 56:33
  dizzy,
• 56:33
  it
• 56:34
  gets
• 56:34
  instantaneous
• 56:36
  and
• 56:36
  it
• 56:36
  stops
• 56:37
  and
• 56:38
  you
• 56:38
  are
• 56:38
  too
• 56:38
  much
• 56:39
  into
• 56:39
  your
• 56:39
  head.
• 56:39
  I
• 56:40
  am
• 56:40
  like,
• 56:40
  dizzy.
• 56:41
  Oh,
• 56:41
  no
• 56:41
  way.
• 56:41
  And
• 56:42
  that's
• 56:42
  somebody
• 56:42
  who's
• 56:43
  constantly
• 56:44
  in
• 56:44
  their
• 56:45
  head.
• 56:45
  So
• 56:46
  my.
• 56:46
  My
• 56:47
  body
• 56:47
  will
• 56:47
  help
• 56:48
  me
• 56:48
  understand
• 56:49
  with
• 56:49
  what
• 56:49
  I'm
• 56:49
  picking
• 56:50
  up,
• 56:50
  but
• 56:51
  it's
• 56:51
  just
• 56:51
  so
• 56:52
  slight
• 56:52
  and
• 56:52
  it's
• 56:52
  very
• 56:53
  quick,
• 56:53
  and
• 56:53
  it's
• 56:54
  interpretations
• 56:55
  besides
• 56:56
  what
• 56:56
  I'm
• 56:56
  seeing
• 56:57
  and
• 56:57
  hearing
• 56:57
  and
• 56:58
  knowing.
• 56:59
  So
• 56:59
  I
• 56:59
  take
• 56:59
  it
• 57:00
  one
• 57:00
  step
• 57:00
  further.
• 57:01
  So
• 57:01
  to
• 57:01
  answer
• 57:01
  your
• 57:02
  question,
• 57:02
  the
• 57:02
  difference
• 57:02
  between
• 57:03
  Reiki
• 57:04
  is
• 57:04
  that
• 57:04
  I
• 57:05
  felt
• 57:05
  it
• 57:05
  was
• 57:06
  too
• 57:06
  simple.
• 57:07
  I
• 57:07
  actually
• 57:08
  do
• 57:08
  too.
• 57:09
  Yes.
• 57:09
  Because
• 57:10
  people
• 57:11
  want
• 57:12
  more.
• 57:12
  They
• 57:13
  want
• 57:13
  to
• 57:13
  know,
• 57:14
  what
• 57:14
  are
• 57:14
  you
• 57:15
  seeing?
• 57:15
  Because
• 57:15
  I
• 57:16
  asked
• 57:16
  you,
• 57:16
  do
• 57:16
  you
• 57:16
  have
• 57:17
  any
• 57:17
  final
• 57:17
  questions?
• 57:18
  People
• 57:18
  will
• 57:18
  want
• 57:18
  to
• 57:19
  know,
• 57:19
  what'd
• 57:19
  you
• 57:19
  see?
• 57:19
  What
• 57:20
  more
• 57:20
  do
• 57:20
  you
• 57:20
  have
• 57:20
  for
• 57:20
  me?
• 57:21
  What's
• 57:21
  my
• 57:21
  future?
• 57:22
  Because
• 57:22
  remember,
• 57:23
  I
• 57:23
  spent
• 57:23
  five
• 57:23
  years
• 57:23
  on
• 57:23
  the
• 57:24
  psychic
• 57:24
  website.
• 57:24
  The
• 57:25
  strongest
• 57:25
  probability
• 57:26
  in
• 57:26
  your
• 57:26
  energy
• 57:27
  field.
• 57:28
  And
• 57:28
  so
• 57:28
  with
• 57:29
  them
• 57:29
  wanting
• 57:30
  more,
• 57:30
  Reiki
• 57:31
  wasn't
• 57:32
  giving
• 57:32
  up.
• 57:32
  Wait,
• 57:32
  sorry,
• 57:32
  what
• 57:33
  does
• 57:33
  that
• 57:33
  mean?
• 57:33
  What
• 57:34
  is
• 57:34
  the
• 57:34
  strongest
• 57:34
  probability
• 57:35
  in
• 57:35
  your
• 57:35
  meaning,
• 57:35
  energy
• 57:35
  fields?
• 57:36
  Psychic
• 57:37
  work
• 57:37
  is
• 57:37
  the
• 57:37
  strongest
• 57:38
  probability
• 57:39
  of
• 57:39
  what's
• 57:40
  in
• 57:40
  your
• 57:40
  energy
• 57:40
  field.
• 57:41
  Okay,
• 57:41
  so
• 57:42
  that's
• 57:42
  the
• 57:42
  future.
• 57:43
  Psychic
• 57:43
  work
• 57:43
  is
• 57:43
  future,
• 57:45
  current
• 57:45
  and
• 57:45
  future,
• 57:46
  but
• 57:46
  most
• 57:46
  of
• 57:46
  the
• 57:46
  time,
• 57:47
  future.
• 57:47
  Yes.
• 57:48
  And
• 57:48
  so
• 57:49
  with
• 57:49
  Reiki,
• 57:50
  people
• 57:51
  want
• 57:52
  more
• 57:53
  than
• 57:53
  just
• 57:54
  hug,
• 57:54
  and
• 57:55
  they
• 57:55
  want
• 57:55
  to
• 57:55
  know
• 57:56
  what
• 57:56
  happened.
• 57:57
  So
• 57:58
  once
• 57:58
  I
• 57:58
  realized
• 57:58
  or
• 57:59
  what
• 57:59
  are
• 57:59
  you
• 57:59
  doing?
• 57:59
  What
• 58:00
  are
• 58:00
  you
• 58:00
  seeing?
• 58:01
  They
• 58:01
  want
• 58:01
  to
• 58:02
  take
• 58:02
  home
• 58:03
  something
• 58:03
  that
• 58:04
  says,
• 58:05
  I
• 58:05
  Didn't
• 58:05
  see
• 58:05
  that
• 58:06
  coming.
• 58:06
  I
• 58:07
  didn't
• 58:07
  know
• 58:07
  that.
• 58:07
  I
• 58:07
  think
• 58:08
  you
• 58:08
  even
• 58:08
  said
• 58:08
  I
• 58:09
  didn't.
• 58:09
  Whatever
• 58:10
  you
• 58:10
  were
• 58:10
  saying,
• 58:10
  you
• 58:10
  didn't
• 58:11
  put
• 58:11
  it
• 58:11
  together
• 58:12
  or
• 58:12
  something.
• 58:12
  Yes.
• 58:14
  Yes.
• 58:14
  I
• 58:15
  forgot.
• 58:15
  Yeah.
• 58:15
  I
• 58:15
  forgot
• 58:16
  exactly
• 58:16
  how
• 58:16
  you
• 58:16
  said
• 58:16
  it.
• 58:17
  But
• 58:17
  I
• 58:17
  hear
• 58:18
  that
• 58:18
  all
• 58:18
  the
• 58:18
  time,
• 58:19
  that
• 58:19
  I
• 58:19
  didn't
• 58:20
  see
• 58:20
  that
• 58:20
  coming
• 58:20
  or
• 58:21
  I
• 58:21
  didn't
• 58:21
  know,
• 58:21
  or.
• 58:21
  Oh,
• 58:22
  now
• 58:22
  I
• 58:22
  know
• 58:23
  why.
• 58:23
  Right.
• 58:24
  Yeah.
• 58:24
  I
• 58:24
  didn't
• 58:24
  think
• 58:24
  of
• 58:24
  that
• 58:25
  that
• 58:25
  way
• 58:26
  because
• 58:26
  I'm
• 58:27
  going
• 58:27
  right
• 58:28
  to
• 58:28
  the
• 58:29
  core
• 58:29
  of
• 58:29
  your
• 58:30
  subconscious.
• 58:30
  Subconscious.
• 58:31
  You
• 58:31
  don't
• 58:31
  remember.
• 58:32
  Yeah.
• 58:32
  Because
• 58:33
  we're
• 58:33
  living
• 58:33
  consciously
• 58:34
  here.
• 58:34
  But
• 58:35
  I'm
• 58:35
  picking
• 58:35
  up
• 58:36
  the
• 58:36
  stories
• 58:37
  embedded
• 58:38
  from
• 58:38
  childhood
• 58:39
  that
• 58:39
  are
• 58:40
  keeping
• 58:40
  you
• 58:41
  from
• 58:42
  whatever
• 58:43
  it
• 58:43
  is
• 58:43
  that
• 58:44
  you
• 58:44
  feel
• 58:44
  like
• 58:44
  you're
• 58:44
  struggling
• 58:45
  with.
• 58:46
  So
• 58:46
  I'm
• 58:47
  the
• 58:47
  person
• 58:47
  who
• 58:47
  puts
• 58:48
  the
• 58:48
  pieces
• 58:48
  of
• 58:48
  your
• 58:49
  puzzle
• 58:49
  together
• 58:49
  and
• 58:50
  then
• 58:50
  can
• 58:50
  shift
• 58:50
  it
• 58:51
  so
• 58:51
  you'll
• 58:52
  feel
• 58:52
  more
• 58:52
  enlightened.
• 58:53
  You'll
• 58:54
  feel
• 58:54
  that
• 58:54
  it's
• 58:55
  not
• 58:55
  bothering
• 58:55
  you
• 58:56
  anymore,
• 58:57
  you
• 58:57
  know,
• 58:57
  and
• 58:58
  that
• 58:58
  these
• 58:58
  coincidences
• 59:00
  are
• 59:00
  happening
• 59:01
  because
• 59:01
  they're
• 59:01
  not
• 59:01
  a
• 59:02
  coincidence.
• 59:02
  Right.
• 59:03
  Yeah.
• 59:04
  Yeah.
• 59:04
  You
• 59:04
  mentioned
• 59:05
  that
• 59:05
  when
• 59:06
  you
• 59:06
  were
• 59:06
  playing
• 59:06
  with
• 59:06
  clients
• 59:07
  that
• 59:07
  they
• 59:07
  would
• 59:08
  be
• 59:08
  like,
• 59:08
  oh,
• 59:08
  I
• 59:08
  can
• 59:08
  feel
• 59:08
  that.
• 59:09
  I
• 59:09
  can
• 59:09
  feel
• 59:09
  that.
• 59:09
  And
• 59:09
  I
• 59:10
  remember
• 59:10
  there
• 59:10
  were
• 59:10
  a
• 59:11
  few
• 59:11
  times,
• 59:11
  like,
• 59:11
  you
• 59:12
  might
• 59:12
  have
• 59:12
  been,
• 59:12
  like,
• 59:12
  holding
• 59:13
  my
• 59:13
  hand
• 59:13
  or
• 59:13
  something.
• 59:14
  And
• 59:14
  then,
• 59:15
  like,
• 59:16
  a
• 59:16
  few
• 59:16
  minutes
• 59:17
  later,
• 59:17
  I
• 59:17
  would
• 59:17
  feel,
• 59:18
  like,
• 59:18
  heat,
• 59:19
  like,
• 59:19
  behind
• 59:19
  my
• 59:20
  shoulder
• 59:20
  or
• 59:20
  something,
• 59:20
  and
• 59:20
  I'm
• 59:21
  like,
• 59:21
  oh,
• 59:21
  okay,
• 59:21
  that's
• 59:22
  weird.
• 59:22
  Or
• 59:22
  maybe
• 59:22
  I.
• 59:23
  Yeah.
• 59:23
  And
• 59:24
  so
• 59:24
  there
• 59:24
  was,
• 59:24
  like,
• 59:24
  several
• 59:25
  of
• 59:25
  those.
• 59:25
  Oh,
• 59:25
  you're
• 59:26
  sharing
• 59:26
  it
• 59:26
  now.
• 59:27
  I'm
• 59:27
  sharing
• 59:27
  it.
• 59:28
  You
• 59:28
  didn't
• 59:28
  share
• 59:28
  it
• 59:28
  on
• 59:28
  the
• 59:29
  table.
• 59:31
  I
• 59:31
  mean,
• 59:31
  was
• 59:32
  it
• 59:32
  obvious
• 59:32
  which
• 59:32
  one
• 59:33
  of
• 59:33
  us
• 59:33
  is
• 59:33
  more?
• 59:35
  No,
• 59:35
  no,
• 59:35
  it's
• 59:36
  all
• 59:36
  good.
• 59:36
  She's
• 59:36
  a
• 59:37
  processor.
• 59:37
  We
• 59:37
  know.
• 59:38
  Right.
• 59:39
  Thank
• 59:39
  you
• 59:39
  for
• 59:40
  sharing
• 59:40
  it
• 59:40
  now.
• 59:40
  So.
• 59:41
  Yeah.
• 59:41
  So
• 59:41
  what's
• 59:42
  happening
• 59:42
  is.
• 59:42
  Yes.
• 59:43
  Shoulders
• 59:43
  are.
• 59:44
  I
• 59:44
  guess
• 59:44
  I
• 59:44
  didn't
• 59:44
  know
• 59:45
  that
• 59:45
  that
• 59:45
  was,
• 59:45
  like,
• 59:45
  something
• 59:46
  to
• 59:46
  feel
• 59:46
  until
• 59:47
  you
• 59:47
  were
• 59:47
  describing,
• 59:48
  like,
• 59:48
  oh,
• 59:48
  when
• 59:48
  I'm
• 59:49
  doing
• 59:49
  this,
• 59:49
  people
• 59:49
  were
• 59:49
  saying,
• 59:50
  I'm
• 59:50
  feeling
• 59:50
  this
• 59:50
  or
• 59:50
  feeling
• 59:51
  that.
• 59:51
  So
• 59:51
  I.
• 59:52
  I
• 59:52
  guess
• 59:52
  I
• 59:52
  just
• 59:52
  maybe
• 59:53
  thought,
• 59:53
  oh,
• 59:53
  she's
• 59:53
  pushing
• 59:53
  a
• 59:54
  pressure
• 59:54
  point.
• 59:54
  And,
• 59:54
  you
• 59:55
  know,
• 59:55
  I
• 59:56
  thank
• 59:56
  you
• 59:56
  for
• 59:57
  stepping
• 59:57
  into
• 59:57
  something
• 59:58
  unknown
• 59:59
  to
• 59:59
  you.
• 1:00:00
  Right.
• 1:00:00
  Yeah.
• 1:00:00
  And
• 1:00:01
  I
• 1:00:01
  kept
• 1:00:01
  saying
• 1:00:01
  to
• 1:00:01
  you,
• 1:00:02
  you
• 1:00:02
  taught.
• 1:00:02
  You're
• 1:00:02
  responding
• 1:00:04
  with,
• 1:00:05
  like,
• 1:00:05
  someone
• 1:00:05
  who's
• 1:00:06
  never
• 1:00:06
  worked
• 1:00:06
  in
• 1:00:06
  energy
• 1:00:07
  work
• 1:00:07
  before.
• 1:00:08
  And
• 1:00:08
  that's
• 1:00:09
  okay
• 1:00:10
  because
• 1:00:10
  you're
• 1:00:11
  a
• 1:00:11
  person
• 1:00:11
  who
• 1:00:11
  labels
• 1:00:12
  everything
• 1:00:12
  as
• 1:00:12
  a
• 1:00:12
  coincidence
• 1:00:13
  or,
• 1:00:14
  you
• 1:00:14
  know,
• 1:00:14
  I
• 1:00:14
  gotta
• 1:00:15
  think
• 1:00:15
  it
• 1:00:15
  out
• 1:00:15
  or
• 1:00:15
  process
• 1:00:16
  it
• 1:00:16
  out
• 1:00:16
  when
• 1:00:16
  you
• 1:00:17
  don't
• 1:00:17
  have
• 1:00:17
  to.
• 1:00:17
  I
• 1:00:17
  have
• 1:00:17
  to
• 1:00:18
  find
• 1:00:18
  the
• 1:00:18
  truth.
• 1:00:18
  Like
• 1:00:19
  the
• 1:00:19
  fact.
• 1:00:19
  Like.
• 1:00:20
  Yes,
• 1:00:21
  but
• 1:00:21
  I
• 1:00:21
  tell
• 1:00:22
  people
• 1:00:23
  that
• 1:00:23
  I
• 1:00:24
  am
• 1:00:24
  not
• 1:00:25
  the
• 1:00:25
  book
• 1:00:26
  of
• 1:00:26
  science.
• 1:00:27
  I'm
• 1:00:28
  not,
• 1:00:28
  but
• 1:00:29
  I
• 1:00:29
  am
• 1:00:29
  the
• 1:00:29
  end
• 1:00:30
  result
• 1:00:30
  of
• 1:00:30
  what
• 1:00:31
  you're
• 1:00:31
  Looking
• 1:00:31
  for.
• 1:00:33
  So
• 1:00:33
  would
• 1:00:33
  you
• 1:00:34
  rather
• 1:00:35
  sit
• 1:00:35
  there
• 1:00:36
  and
• 1:00:36
  say,
• 1:00:36
  I
• 1:00:37
  need
• 1:00:37
  to
• 1:00:37
  know
• 1:00:37
  why
• 1:00:37
  that
• 1:00:38
  happened,
• 1:00:39
  or
• 1:00:39
  would
• 1:00:39
  you
• 1:00:39
  rather
• 1:00:40
  say,
• 1:00:41
  thank
• 1:00:41
  you,
• 1:00:41
  Terri?
• 1:00:41
  I'm
• 1:00:42
  grateful
• 1:00:42
  that
• 1:00:42
  it
• 1:00:42
  did
• 1:00:42
  happen
• 1:00:43
  as
• 1:00:44
  an
• 1:00:44
  adult.
• 1:00:45
  We
• 1:00:45
  now
• 1:00:46
  have
• 1:00:46
  lived
• 1:00:46
  these
• 1:00:47
  experiences
• 1:00:48
  that
• 1:00:48
  we
• 1:00:48
  remember
• 1:00:49
  as
• 1:00:49
  a
• 1:00:49
  child,
• 1:00:50
  and
• 1:00:50
  now
• 1:00:51
  we
• 1:00:51
  have
• 1:00:51
  longevity
• 1:00:52
  of
• 1:00:52
  what
• 1:00:53
  responsibility
• 1:00:54
  is,
• 1:00:54
  what
• 1:00:55
  value
• 1:00:55
  is,
• 1:00:56
  the
• 1:00:56
  bills
• 1:00:56
  we
• 1:00:57
  have
• 1:00:57
  to
• 1:00:57
  pay,
• 1:00:58
  what
• 1:00:58
  we
• 1:00:59
  want
• 1:00:59
  to
• 1:00:59
  say,
• 1:01:00
  not
• 1:01:00
  to
• 1:01:00
  say.
• 1:01:00
  We
• 1:01:00
  don't
• 1:01:01
  want
• 1:01:01
  to
• 1:01:01
  hurt
• 1:01:01
  people's
• 1:01:01
  feelings.
• 1:01:02
  No,
• 1:01:03
  not
• 1:01:03
  as
• 1:01:03
  a
• 1:01:03
  child.
• 1:01:05
  As
• 1:01:05
  I
• 1:01:05
  stated
• 1:01:06
  when
• 1:01:06
  you
• 1:01:06
  were
• 1:01:07
  laying
• 1:01:07
  on
• 1:01:07
  the
• 1:01:07
  bed,
• 1:01:08
  the
• 1:01:08
  child
• 1:01:08
  is
• 1:01:08
  seeing
• 1:01:09
  things
• 1:01:09
  for
• 1:01:09
  the
• 1:01:09
  first
• 1:01:10
  time.
• 1:01:11
  Then
• 1:01:12
  when
• 1:01:12
  you're
• 1:01:12
  hearing,
• 1:01:12
  we
• 1:01:13
  have
• 1:01:13
  to
• 1:01:13
  lie
• 1:01:13
  to
• 1:01:13
  dad.
• 1:01:14
  What?
• 1:01:15
  We
• 1:01:16
  have
• 1:01:16
  to
• 1:01:16
  lie
• 1:01:16
  to
• 1:01:16
  dad.
• 1:01:17
  Oh,
• 1:01:18
  man.
• 1:01:19
  Well,
• 1:01:19
  we
• 1:01:19
  got
• 1:01:19
  to
• 1:01:20
  lie
• 1:01:20
  to
• 1:01:20
  dad.
• 1:01:20
  How
• 1:01:21
  am
• 1:01:21
  I
• 1:01:21
  going
• 1:01:21
  to
• 1:01:21
  do
• 1:01:21
  that?
• 1:01:22
  Right.
• 1:01:23
  Because.
• 1:01:23
  And
• 1:01:23
  that's
• 1:01:24
  the
• 1:01:24
  first
• 1:01:24
  time
• 1:01:24
  you
• 1:01:24
  heard
• 1:01:25
  it.
• 1:01:25
  You've
• 1:01:25
  heard
• 1:01:25
  it
• 1:01:25
  multiple
• 1:01:26
  times.
• 1:01:26
  But
• 1:01:27
  then
• 1:01:27
  you're
• 1:01:27
  like,
• 1:01:27
  whoa.
• 1:01:28
  A
• 1:01:28
  child
• 1:01:29
  has
• 1:01:29
  to
• 1:01:29
  now
• 1:01:29
  make
• 1:01:29
  a
• 1:01:30
  decision.
• 1:01:31
  I
• 1:01:31
  don't
• 1:01:31
  really
• 1:01:31
  want
• 1:01:31
  to
• 1:01:32
  lie.
• 1:01:32
  I
• 1:01:32
  was
• 1:01:32
  told
• 1:01:32
  never
• 1:01:33
  to
• 1:01:33
  lie,
• 1:01:33
  but
• 1:01:33
  now
• 1:01:34
  my
• 1:01:34
  mom
• 1:01:34
  is
• 1:01:34
  telling
• 1:01:34
  me
• 1:01:34
  that's
• 1:01:35
  a
• 1:01:35
  lie.
• 1:01:35
  And
• 1:01:35
  lie
• 1:01:36
  to
• 1:01:36
  dad.
• 1:01:36
  All
• 1:01:37
  right.
• 1:01:37
  I'm
• 1:01:37
  a
• 1:01:37
  lie
• 1:01:37
  to
• 1:01:37
  dad
• 1:01:38
  because
• 1:01:39
  my.
• 1:01:39
  My,
• 1:01:39
  you
• 1:01:39
  know,
• 1:01:39
  mom's
• 1:01:40
  protector.
• 1:01:40
  I'm
• 1:01:41
  a
• 1:01:41
  lie
• 1:01:41
  to
• 1:01:41
  dad.
• 1:01:42
  But
• 1:01:42
  then
• 1:01:43
  all
• 1:01:43
  these
• 1:01:43
  other
• 1:01:43
  things.
• 1:01:44
  Dad's
• 1:01:44
  this
• 1:01:44
  and
• 1:01:45
  Dad's
• 1:01:45
  that.
• 1:01:45
  And
• 1:01:46
  so
• 1:01:46
  now
• 1:01:46
  you're
• 1:01:46
  getting
• 1:01:47
  this
• 1:01:47
  perception
• 1:01:47
  that
• 1:01:48
  dad
• 1:01:48
  is
• 1:01:48
  all
• 1:01:48
  these
• 1:01:48
  things,
• 1:01:49
  and
• 1:01:50
  then
• 1:01:50
  it's
• 1:01:50
  your
• 1:01:51
  whatever
• 1:01:51
  mom
• 1:01:52
  is
• 1:01:52
  saying,
• 1:01:52
  and
• 1:01:52
  then
• 1:01:53
  whatever
• 1:01:53
  however
• 1:01:53
  dad
• 1:01:54
  is
• 1:01:54
  acting
• 1:01:55
  that's
• 1:01:55
  like,
• 1:01:55
  oh,
• 1:01:56
  proof
• 1:01:56
  that
• 1:01:56
  what
• 1:01:56
  mom
• 1:01:57
  is
• 1:01:57
  saying
• 1:01:57
  is
• 1:01:57
  proof
• 1:01:58
  that
• 1:01:58
  what
• 1:01:58
  dad.
• 1:01:59
  Now
• 1:01:59
  I
• 1:01:59
  really
• 1:01:59
  have
• 1:02:00
  to
• 1:02:00
  lie.
• 1:02:00
  Now
• 1:02:00
  I
• 1:02:01
  really
• 1:02:01
  have
• 1:02:01
  to
• 1:02:01
  separate.
• 1:02:02
  Now
• 1:02:02
  I
• 1:02:02
  really
• 1:02:02
  have
• 1:02:03
  to
• 1:02:03
  he
• 1:02:03
  backs.
• 1:02:03
  Up
• 1:02:04
  and
• 1:02:04
  validate
• 1:02:05
  everything
• 1:02:05
  that
• 1:02:06
  she
• 1:02:06
  was
• 1:02:06
  teaching.
• 1:02:07
  Right?
• 1:02:07
  Yeah.
• 1:02:08
  Yeah.
• 1:02:08
  So
• 1:02:08
  they're
• 1:02:08
  both
• 1:02:09
  a
• 1:02:10
  perception
• 1:02:10
  of
• 1:02:10
  burden.
• 1:02:11
  I
• 1:02:11
  was
• 1:02:12
  on
• 1:02:12
  the
• 1:02:12
  dad's
• 1:02:12
  shoulder
• 1:02:13
  when
• 1:02:14
  you
• 1:02:14
  got
• 1:02:14
  the
• 1:02:14
  feeling
• 1:02:15
  from
• 1:02:15
  the
• 1:02:15
  mom.
• 1:02:16
  It's
• 1:02:16
  perfect.
• 1:02:19
  Okay,
• 1:02:20
  I'm
• 1:02:20
  feeling
• 1:02:20
  something
• 1:02:21
  again,
• 1:02:21
  but
• 1:02:21
  I
• 1:02:22
  just.
• 1:02:22
  I'm
• 1:02:23
  not
• 1:02:23
  clicking.
• 1:02:25
  It's
• 1:02:25
  in
• 1:02:25
  your
• 1:02:25
  head.
• 1:02:26
  That's
• 1:02:26
  not
• 1:02:26
  clicking
• 1:02:27
  because
• 1:02:27
  your
• 1:02:27
  body
• 1:02:27
  is
• 1:02:28
  responding
• 1:02:28
  and
• 1:02:29
  saying.
• 1:02:29
  Yes,
• 1:02:30
  explain.
• 1:02:31
  Maybe
• 1:02:31
  you're
• 1:02:32
  not.
• 1:02:32
  So
• 1:02:33
  when
• 1:02:33
  you're
• 1:02:33
  saying,
• 1:02:33
  because
• 1:02:33
  I'm
• 1:02:34
  not
• 1:02:34
  100%
• 1:02:34
  sure
• 1:02:34
  I
• 1:02:35
  get
• 1:02:35
  it.
• 1:02:35
  And
• 1:02:35
  maybe
• 1:02:35
  this
• 1:02:35
  is
• 1:02:35
  where
• 1:02:36
  you're.
• 1:02:36
  Okay,
• 1:02:36
  okay.
• 1:02:37
  When
• 1:02:37
  you're
• 1:02:38
  saying
• 1:02:38
  that,
• 1:02:39
  when
• 1:02:39
  you.
• 1:02:41
  Wait,
• 1:02:42
  say
• 1:02:42
  that
• 1:02:42
  last
• 1:02:43
  line
• 1:02:43
  again.
• 1:02:43
  It
• 1:02:44
  was
• 1:02:44
  the
• 1:02:44
  perception
• 1:02:45
  of
• 1:02:45
  burden
• 1:02:45
  lifted
• 1:02:46
  from
• 1:02:46
  your.
• 1:02:46
  That's
• 1:02:46
  what
• 1:02:47
  shifted
• 1:02:47
  on
• 1:02:47
  the
• 1:02:47
  mom's
• 1:02:48
  side
• 1:02:48
  when.
• 1:02:48
  What
• 1:02:49
  happened?
• 1:02:49
  When
• 1:02:49
  I
• 1:02:49
  was
• 1:02:49
  working
• 1:02:50
  on
• 1:02:50
  the
• 1:02:50
  dad's
• 1:02:50
  shoulder.
• 1:02:52
  So
• 1:02:52
  on
• 1:02:52
  the
• 1:02:52
  right
• 1:02:53
  side
• 1:02:53
  is
• 1:02:53
  dad
• 1:02:54
  perception
• 1:02:55
  of
• 1:02:55
  burden.
• 1:02:55
  So
• 1:02:56
  we
• 1:02:56
  were
• 1:02:56
  working
• 1:02:56
  on
• 1:02:57
  dad
• 1:02:57
  was.
• 1:02:58
  Project
• 1:02:58
  it
• 1:02:59
  as
• 1:02:59
  a
• 1:02:59
  big
• 1:02:59
  burden.
• 1:03:00
  You
• 1:03:00
  have
• 1:03:00
  to
• 1:03:01
  lie.
• 1:03:01
  You
• 1:03:01
  have
• 1:03:01
  to.
• 1:03:02
  Whatever
• 1:03:02
  the
• 1:03:02
  listing
• 1:03:02
  that
• 1:03:03
  all
• 1:03:03
  the
• 1:03:03
  things
• 1:03:03
  your
• 1:03:03
  mother
• 1:03:04
  Told
• 1:03:04
  you
• 1:03:04
  to
• 1:03:04
  do
• 1:03:05
  because
• 1:03:05
  of
• 1:03:06
  dad.
• 1:03:06
  Because
• 1:03:07
  of
• 1:03:07
  dad
• 1:03:08
  is
• 1:03:08
  a
• 1:03:08
  burden.
• 1:03:08
  Okay.
• 1:03:09
  Okay.
• 1:03:10
  And
• 1:03:10
  I
• 1:03:10
  was
• 1:03:10
  working
• 1:03:11
  on
• 1:03:11
  your
• 1:03:11
  dad's
• 1:03:11
  side,
• 1:03:12
  but
• 1:03:12
  your
• 1:03:13
  mom
• 1:03:13
  created
• 1:03:15
  that
• 1:03:15
  perception
• 1:03:16
  of
• 1:03:16
  burden
• 1:03:16
  through
• 1:03:17
  what
• 1:03:17
  she
• 1:03:17
  was
• 1:03:17
  saying.
• 1:03:19
  So
• 1:03:19
  as
• 1:03:19
  a
• 1:03:19
  child,
• 1:03:20
  you're
• 1:03:20
  going
• 1:03:20
  to
• 1:03:20
  get
• 1:03:21
  both
• 1:03:21
  of
• 1:03:22
  that
• 1:03:22
  feeling.
• 1:03:23
  Because
• 1:03:24
  mom,
• 1:03:25
  you're
• 1:03:25
  telling
• 1:03:25
  us
• 1:03:25
  to
• 1:03:25
  lie.
• 1:03:26
  Okay.
• 1:03:27
  And
• 1:03:27
  then
• 1:03:27
  over
• 1:03:28
  time,
• 1:03:28
  dad
• 1:03:29
  showing
• 1:03:29
  why
• 1:03:30
  your
• 1:03:30
  mom
• 1:03:30
  was
• 1:03:30
  saying
• 1:03:30
  you
• 1:03:31
  have
• 1:03:31
  to
• 1:03:31
  lie.
• 1:03:32
  Right.
• 1:03:33
  But
• 1:03:34
  a
• 1:03:34
  block
• 1:03:35
  is
• 1:03:35
  created
• 1:03:35
  in
• 1:03:36
  the
• 1:03:36
  first
• 1:03:36
  incident,
• 1:03:37
  not.
• 1:03:38
  And
• 1:03:38
  sometimes
• 1:03:39
  multiple.
• 1:03:39
  But
• 1:03:40
  in
• 1:03:40
  your
• 1:03:40
  case,
• 1:03:40
  the
• 1:03:41
  first
• 1:03:41
  incident.
• 1:03:42
  So
• 1:03:43
  through
• 1:03:44
  mom's
• 1:03:45
  perception
• 1:03:45
  of
• 1:03:46
  burden,
• 1:03:47
  dad
• 1:03:48
  is
• 1:03:49
  also
• 1:03:49
  a
• 1:03:49
  burden.
• 1:03:51
  So
• 1:03:51
  then
• 1:03:51
  now,
• 1:03:52
  because
• 1:03:52
  dad
• 1:03:52
  is
• 1:03:53
  proven
• 1:03:53
  that
• 1:03:54
  he's
• 1:03:54
  a
• 1:03:54
  burden,
• 1:03:55
  I
• 1:03:55
  was
• 1:03:55
  working
• 1:03:56
  through
• 1:03:57
  the
• 1:03:57
  dad's
• 1:03:57
  shoulder.
• 1:03:58
  Right.
• 1:03:58
  The
• 1:03:59
  right
• 1:03:59
  side.
• 1:04:00
  To
• 1:04:00
  allow
• 1:04:01
  you
• 1:04:01
  to
• 1:04:01
  release
• 1:04:02
  the
• 1:04:03
  mom
• 1:04:03
  burden.
• 1:04:04
  Okay.
• 1:04:05
  Whether
• 1:04:05
  it
• 1:04:06
  was
• 1:04:06
  big
• 1:04:06
  or
• 1:04:07
  small
• 1:04:07
  was
• 1:04:08
  getting
• 1:04:08
  released.
• 1:04:09
  Yes.
• 1:04:09
  And
• 1:04:09
  it's.
• 1:04:10
  Everything
• 1:04:10
  is.
• 1:04:10
  Maybe
• 1:04:11
  it
• 1:04:11
  was
• 1:04:11
  easier
• 1:04:12
  to
• 1:04:12
  release
• 1:04:12
  the
• 1:04:12
  mom
• 1:04:13
  burden.
• 1:04:13
  Is
• 1:04:13
  that
• 1:04:14
  a
• 1:04:14
  possibility?
• 1:04:14
  Why?
• 1:04:15
  Yeah,
• 1:04:16
  because
• 1:04:16
  you
• 1:04:16
  let
• 1:04:16
  go
• 1:04:17
  of
• 1:04:17
  that
• 1:04:17
  first.
• 1:04:17
  The
• 1:04:18
  ripe
• 1:04:18
  fruit
• 1:04:19
  is
• 1:04:19
  things
• 1:04:19
  that
• 1:04:20
  you're
• 1:04:20
  gonna
• 1:04:20
  feel
• 1:04:20
  really
• 1:04:21
  eas,
• 1:04:21
  because
• 1:04:22
  it's
• 1:04:22
  right
• 1:04:22
  on
• 1:04:22
  the
• 1:04:23
  surface.
• 1:04:24
  Now,
• 1:04:24
  the
• 1:04:24
  other
• 1:04:24
  thing,
• 1:04:25
  one
• 1:04:25
  of
• 1:04:25
  the
• 1:04:25
  things
• 1:04:25
  that
• 1:04:25
  I
• 1:04:25
  want
• 1:04:25
  to
• 1:04:25
  work
• 1:04:26
  on,
• 1:04:26
  I.
• 1:04:27
  I
• 1:04:27
  do
• 1:04:27
  hear
• 1:04:28
  things
• 1:04:28
  and
• 1:04:28
  know
• 1:04:29
  things
• 1:04:29
  sometimes.
• 1:04:29
  And
• 1:04:30
  so,
• 1:04:30
  like,
• 1:04:30
  I
• 1:04:30
  need
• 1:04:30
  to
• 1:04:30
  fine
• 1:04:30
  tune
• 1:04:31
  it
• 1:04:31
  because
• 1:04:31
  I
• 1:04:31
  don't
• 1:04:31
  know
• 1:04:31
  what
• 1:04:31
  I'm
• 1:04:31
  doing.
• 1:04:32
  Baseline,
• 1:04:33
  Baseline.
• 1:04:33
  And
• 1:04:34
  one
• 1:04:34
  of
• 1:04:34
  the.
• 1:04:34
  So
• 1:04:34
  that
• 1:04:35
  happened
• 1:04:35
  during
• 1:04:35
  your
• 1:04:36
  guys
• 1:04:36
  session,
• 1:04:37
  there
• 1:04:37
  was
• 1:04:37
  like
• 1:04:37
  two
• 1:04:37
  times
• 1:04:38
  that
• 1:04:38
  I
• 1:04:38
  can
• 1:04:38
  think
• 1:04:38
  off
• 1:04:38
  right
• 1:04:38
  off
• 1:04:39
  the
• 1:04:39
  top
• 1:04:39
  of
• 1:04:39
  my
• 1:04:39
  bat.
• 1:04:41
  One
• 1:04:41
  of
• 1:04:41
  them
• 1:04:41
  was,
• 1:04:42
  of
• 1:04:42
  course
• 1:04:42
  I
• 1:04:42
  heard
• 1:04:42
  you.
• 1:04:43
  Like,
• 1:04:43
  I
• 1:04:43
  want
• 1:04:43
  to
• 1:04:43
  be
• 1:04:43
  under
• 1:04:44
  the
• 1:04:44
  blanket.
• 1:04:44
  So
• 1:04:44
  just
• 1:04:44
  go
• 1:04:45
  in
• 1:04:45
  the
• 1:04:45
  blanket.
• 1:04:45
  Yeah.
• 1:04:46
  Oh,
• 1:04:46
  yeah.
• 1:04:46
  So
• 1:04:46
  let's
• 1:04:47
  call
• 1:04:47
  the
• 1:04:47
  listeners
• 1:04:48
  that.
• 1:04:50
  She
• 1:04:50
  basically
• 1:04:51
  just
• 1:04:51
  read
• 1:04:51
  my
• 1:04:51
  mind
• 1:04:52
  and
• 1:04:52
  realized
• 1:04:53
  that,
• 1:04:53
  no,
• 1:04:53
  you
• 1:04:53
  really
• 1:04:54
  want
• 1:04:54
  this.
• 1:04:54
  And
• 1:04:54
  I
• 1:04:54
  was
• 1:04:55
  like,
• 1:04:55
  don't
• 1:04:55
  tell
• 1:04:55
  me
• 1:04:55
  what
• 1:04:56
  I
• 1:04:56
  want.
• 1:04:56
  But
• 1:04:56
  she
• 1:04:56
  was
• 1:04:56
  right.
• 1:04:58
  Now,
• 1:04:59
  the
• 1:04:59
  second
• 1:05:00
  time
• 1:05:00
  that
• 1:05:00
  really
• 1:05:00
  stood
• 1:05:01
  out
• 1:05:01
  is
• 1:05:02
  she
• 1:05:02
  was.
• 1:05:04
  And
• 1:05:04
  I'm
• 1:05:04
  only
• 1:05:04
  talking
• 1:05:05
  about
• 1:05:05
  this
• 1:05:05
  because
• 1:05:05
  you
• 1:05:06
  have
• 1:05:06
  already
• 1:05:06
  revealed
• 1:05:06
  this
• 1:05:07
  in
• 1:05:07
  another
• 1:05:07
  episode.
• 1:05:08
  So
• 1:05:08
  she
• 1:05:08
  was
• 1:05:08
  working
• 1:05:08
  on
• 1:05:09
  the
• 1:05:09
  uterus,
• 1:05:10
  and
• 1:05:10
  she
• 1:05:10
  was
• 1:05:10
  talking
• 1:05:11
  about,
• 1:05:13
  you're
• 1:05:13
  having
• 1:05:13
  a
• 1:05:13
  hard
• 1:05:14
  time
• 1:05:14
  with
• 1:05:14
  babies.
• 1:05:14
  And
• 1:05:15
  you
• 1:05:15
  were
• 1:05:15
  like,
• 1:05:15
  yes,
• 1:05:15
  I've
• 1:05:15
  had
• 1:05:16
  miscarriages.
• 1:05:17
  And
• 1:05:17
  what
• 1:05:18
  was
• 1:05:18
  interesting
• 1:05:19
  is
• 1:05:20
  that
• 1:05:20
  she
• 1:05:20
  was
• 1:05:21
  on
• 1:05:23
  the
• 1:05:23
  right
• 1:05:24
  side.
• 1:05:24
  Okay.
• 1:05:25
  So
• 1:05:25
  male
• 1:05:25
  side.
• 1:05:26
  And
• 1:05:27
  she
• 1:05:28
  said
• 1:05:28
  that
• 1:05:28
  that
• 1:05:29
  was
• 1:05:29
  your
• 1:05:29
  strong
• 1:05:29
  side,
• 1:05:29
  your
• 1:05:30
  dominant
• 1:05:30
  side.
• 1:05:31
  What
• 1:05:31
  we've
• 1:05:31
  learned
• 1:05:32
  from
• 1:05:32
  another
• 1:05:32
  conversation
• 1:05:33
  with
• 1:05:33
  another
• 1:05:34
  psychic
• 1:05:35
  medium
• 1:05:35
  was
• 1:05:36
  that
• 1:05:36
  the
• 1:05:36
  twins
• 1:05:37
  were
• 1:05:37
  boys.
• 1:05:38
  And
• 1:05:38
  so
• 1:05:39
  it
• 1:05:39
  really,
• 1:05:39
  like,
• 1:05:40
  it
• 1:05:40
  sent
• 1:05:40
  these,
• 1:05:40
  like,
• 1:05:40
  chills
• 1:05:41
  up
• 1:05:41
  my,
• 1:05:41
  like,
• 1:05:41
  right
• 1:05:41
  arm.
• 1:05:42
  Because
• 1:05:42
  I
• 1:05:42
  was
• 1:05:42
  like,
• 1:05:43
  like,
• 1:05:43
  whoa,
• 1:05:44
  the
• 1:05:44
  right
• 1:05:44
  side's
• 1:05:44
  stronger.
• 1:05:45
  And
• 1:05:45
  they
• 1:05:45
  were
• 1:05:45
  boys.
• 1:05:46
  There
• 1:05:46
  was
• 1:05:46
  a
• 1:05:46
  boy,
• 1:05:47
  but.
• 1:05:47
  Oh,
• 1:05:48
  I
• 1:05:48
  thought
• 1:05:48
  they
• 1:05:48
  were
• 1:05:48
  both
• 1:05:48
  boys.
• 1:05:49
  That's
• 1:05:49
  okay.
• 1:05:50
  That's
• 1:05:51
  interesting.
• 1:05:51
  Yeah.
• 1:05:52
  I
• 1:05:52
  hadn't
• 1:05:52
  thought
• 1:05:52
  of
• 1:05:52
  that
• 1:05:52
  yet?
• 1:05:52
  I
• 1:05:53
  don't
• 1:05:53
  know.
• 1:05:53
  It
• 1:05:53
  just
• 1:05:53
  made
• 1:05:53
  me
• 1:05:53
  think
• 1:05:54
  of
• 1:05:54
  that
• 1:05:54
  because
• 1:05:54
  you
• 1:05:54
  guys
• 1:05:54
  were
• 1:05:55
  talking
• 1:05:55
  about
• 1:05:55
  the
• 1:05:55
  babies
• 1:05:56
  and
• 1:05:56
  then
• 1:05:57
  the
• 1:05:58
  male
• 1:05:58
  side
• 1:05:58
  being
• 1:05:58
  stronger.
• 1:05:59
  I
• 1:05:59
  was
• 1:05:59
  like,
• 1:05:59
  oh,
• 1:06:00
  they
• 1:06:00
  were.
• 1:06:00
  They
• 1:06:00
  were
• 1:06:00
  boys.
• 1:06:01
  But
• 1:06:01
  that's
• 1:06:01
  right.
• 1:06:02
  You're
• 1:06:02
  right.
• 1:06:02
  It
• 1:06:02
  was
• 1:06:02
  a
• 1:06:02
  boy
• 1:06:03
  and
• 1:06:03
  a
• 1:06:03
  girl.
• 1:06:04
  But
• 1:06:04
  it
• 1:06:04
  meant.
• 1:06:05
  But.
• 1:06:05
  But
• 1:06:05
  the
• 1:06:06
  fact
• 1:06:06
  that
• 1:06:06
  like,
• 1:06:07
  that
• 1:06:07
  she.
• 1:06:07
  Did
• 1:06:08
  say
• 1:06:08
  the
• 1:06:08
  boy
• 1:06:08
  side
• 1:06:09
  was
• 1:06:09
  stronger,
• 1:06:09
  the
• 1:06:09
  boy
• 1:06:10
  soul
• 1:06:10
  was
• 1:06:10
  stronger.
• 1:06:11
  She
• 1:06:11
  was
• 1:06:11
  getting
• 1:06:11
  a
• 1:06:12
  stronger
• 1:06:12
  him.
• 1:06:12
  You're
• 1:06:13
  correct.
• 1:06:13
  Yeah.
• 1:06:13
  I
• 1:06:13
  was
• 1:06:14
  gonna
• 1:06:14
  say
• 1:06:14
  the
• 1:06:14
  fact
• 1:06:14
  that
• 1:06:14
  even
• 1:06:15
  thought
• 1:06:15
  that
• 1:06:15
  in
• 1:06:15
  there,
• 1:06:15
  it
• 1:06:16
  must
• 1:06:16
  kind
• 1:06:16
  of
• 1:06:17
  have
• 1:06:17
  meant
• 1:06:17
  something.
• 1:06:18
  So
• 1:06:18
  I'm
• 1:06:18
  just
• 1:06:18
  kind
• 1:06:18
  of
• 1:06:18
  thinking
• 1:06:19
  to
• 1:06:19
  ponder
• 1:06:19
  on
• 1:06:19
  that.
• 1:06:20
  But
• 1:06:20
  I
• 1:06:20
  think
• 1:06:20
  it's
• 1:06:21
  also
• 1:06:21
  because
• 1:06:21
  like
• 1:06:22
  we
• 1:06:22
  talked
• 1:06:22
  about
• 1:06:22
  before
• 1:06:23
  we
• 1:06:23
  came
• 1:06:23
  out
• 1:06:23
  here
• 1:06:23
  to
• 1:06:23
  record
• 1:06:24
  is,
• 1:06:25
  hey,
• 1:06:25
  Melissa,
• 1:06:26
  you
• 1:06:26
  know,
• 1:06:26
  I'm
• 1:06:26
  not
• 1:06:26
  going
• 1:06:26
  to
• 1:06:26
  remember
• 1:06:27
  shit
• 1:06:27
  about
• 1:06:27
  what
• 1:06:28
  happened
• 1:06:28
  in
• 1:06:28
  my
• 1:06:29
  recording,
• 1:06:29
  but
• 1:06:29
  I
• 1:06:29
  know
• 1:06:30
  it
• 1:06:30
  happened
• 1:06:30
  in
• 1:06:30
  yours.
• 1:06:31
  And
• 1:06:31
  I'm
• 1:06:31
  sitting
• 1:06:31
  there
• 1:06:31
  like,
• 1:06:31
  I
• 1:06:32
  wish
• 1:06:32
  I
• 1:06:32
  had
• 1:06:32
  popcorn.
• 1:06:33
  Great.
• 1:06:34
  And
• 1:06:34
  Terri
• 1:06:34
  was
• 1:06:35
  so,
• 1:06:35
  like
• 1:06:35
  animated
• 1:06:36
  and
• 1:06:37
  like,
• 1:06:37
  just
• 1:06:37
  made
• 1:06:37
  it
• 1:06:38
  so
• 1:06:38
  funny.
• 1:06:38
  And
• 1:06:38
  then
• 1:06:39
  there
• 1:06:40
  were
• 1:06:40
  many
• 1:06:41
  times
• 1:06:41
  where
• 1:06:41
  I
• 1:06:41
  was
• 1:06:42
  like,
• 1:06:42
  oh
• 1:06:42
  my
• 1:06:42
  God,
• 1:06:42
  I
• 1:06:42
  just
• 1:06:42
  wish
• 1:06:43
  I
• 1:06:43
  had
• 1:06:43
  popcorn.
• 1:06:43
  And
• 1:06:43
  then
• 1:06:44
  at
• 1:06:44
  the
• 1:06:44
  end
• 1:06:44
  I
• 1:06:44
  was
• 1:06:44
  like,
• 1:06:44
  wait,
• 1:06:45
  you
• 1:06:45
  can't.
• 1:06:45
  You
• 1:06:46
  gotta
• 1:06:46
  go
• 1:06:46
  back
• 1:06:46
  and
• 1:06:47
  you
• 1:06:47
  gotta
• 1:06:47
  explain
• 1:06:48
  that
• 1:06:48
  story
• 1:06:48
  that
• 1:06:49
  you
• 1:06:49
  said.
• 1:06:49
  Nevermind.
• 1:06:50
  Too.
• 1:06:51
  Which
• 1:06:51
  one
• 1:06:52
  it
• 1:06:53
  was.
• 1:06:53
  We
• 1:06:54
  were
• 1:06:54
  wondering.
• 1:06:55
  There
• 1:06:55
  was
• 1:06:55
  a
• 1:06:55
  person
• 1:06:56
  that
• 1:06:56
  she
• 1:06:56
  was
• 1:06:56
  feeling
• 1:06:57
  energy
• 1:06:57
  from
• 1:06:57
  you
• 1:06:58
  off
• 1:06:58
  of.
• 1:06:58
  And
• 1:06:59
  she
• 1:06:59
  goes,
• 1:06:59
  well,
• 1:07:00
  I
• 1:07:00
  could
• 1:07:00
  tell
• 1:07:00
  you
• 1:07:00
  why.
• 1:07:01
  Oh.
• 1:07:01
  Or
• 1:07:01
  what's
• 1:07:02
  going
• 1:07:02
  on.
• 1:07:03
  And
• 1:07:03
  then
• 1:07:03
  I
• 1:07:03
  was
• 1:07:03
  like.
• 1:07:03
  And
• 1:07:03
  then
• 1:07:04
  she
• 1:07:04
  left
• 1:07:04
  it.
• 1:07:04
  And
• 1:07:04
  I
• 1:07:04
  was
• 1:07:04
  like,
• 1:07:05
  I.
• 1:07:06
  I
• 1:07:06
  also.
• 1:07:06
  Was
• 1:07:07
  thinking
• 1:07:07
  like
• 1:07:08
  three
• 1:07:08
  quarters
• 1:07:08
  of
• 1:07:08
  the
• 1:07:08
  way
• 1:07:09
  through
• 1:07:09
  the
• 1:07:09
  session
• 1:07:09
  when
• 1:07:09
  we
• 1:07:09
  weren't
• 1:07:10
  talking
• 1:07:10
  about
• 1:07:10
  that
• 1:07:10
  anymore,
• 1:07:10
  I
• 1:07:11
  was
• 1:07:11
  like,
• 1:07:11
  is
• 1:07:11
  she
• 1:07:11
  gonna
• 1:07:12
  tell
• 1:07:12
  me
• 1:07:12
  the
• 1:07:12
  thing
• 1:07:12
  that
• 1:07:13
  she
• 1:07:13
  felt?
• 1:07:14
  And
• 1:07:14
  then
• 1:07:14
  I
• 1:07:14
  forgot
• 1:07:15
  about
• 1:07:15
  it.
• 1:07:15
  It.
• 1:07:16
  And
• 1:07:16
  so
• 1:07:16
  I
• 1:07:16
  was.
• 1:07:16
  Oh,
• 1:07:17
  I
• 1:07:17
  wasn't
• 1:07:17
  gonna
• 1:07:17
  forget.
• 1:07:18
  Oh,
• 1:07:18
  yeah,
• 1:07:18
  you
• 1:07:19
  didn't.
• 1:07:19
  No,
• 1:07:20
  I
• 1:07:20
  was
• 1:07:20
  waiting.
• 1:07:21
  This
• 1:07:21
  whole
• 1:07:21
  thing,
• 1:07:21
  like,
• 1:07:21
  please
• 1:07:21
  tell
• 1:07:22
  me.
• 1:07:22
  I
• 1:07:22
  need
• 1:07:23
  my.
• 1:07:23
  Like
• 1:07:23
  if
• 1:07:23
  I
• 1:07:24
  could
• 1:07:24
  have
• 1:07:24
  a
• 1:07:24
  secret
• 1:07:24
  power,
• 1:07:25
  I
• 1:07:25
  would
• 1:07:25
  want
• 1:07:25
  omniscience.
• 1:07:26
  Omniscience.
• 1:07:27
  Is
• 1:07:27
  that
• 1:07:27
  the
• 1:07:27
  word?
• 1:07:28
  Omniscience?
• 1:07:29
  Do
• 1:07:29
  you
• 1:07:29
  say?
• 1:07:29
  I
• 1:07:30
  say.
• 1:07:30
  I
• 1:07:30
  don't
• 1:07:30
  say
• 1:07:30
  this,
• 1:07:31
  but
• 1:07:31
  do
• 1:07:31
  you.
• 1:07:32
  I
• 1:07:32
  don't
• 1:07:32
  know.
• 1:07:33
  Since
• 1:07:33
  omniscient.
• 1:07:34
  Me,
• 1:07:34
  I
• 1:07:34
  want
• 1:07:35
  to
• 1:07:35
  be
• 1:07:35
  omniscient.
• 1:07:35
  She
• 1:07:35
  wants
• 1:07:36
  to
• 1:07:36
  know
• 1:07:36
  all
• 1:07:36
  things.
• 1:07:36
  I
• 1:07:36
  want
• 1:07:37
  to
• 1:07:37
  know
• 1:07:37
  the
• 1:07:37
  answer
• 1:07:37
  to
• 1:07:37
  all
• 1:07:38
  things.
• 1:07:38
  Yeah.
• 1:07:38
  All
• 1:07:39
  things
• 1:07:39
  possible.
• 1:07:39
  Need
• 1:07:40
  the
• 1:07:40
  answer
• 1:07:40
  and
• 1:07:40
  the
• 1:07:40
  truth
• 1:07:41
  to
• 1:07:41
  all
• 1:07:41
  things.
• 1:07:41
  Things.
• 1:07:42
  Yes.
• 1:07:43
  Somebody
• 1:07:44
  like
• 1:07:44
  me.
• 1:07:48
  Can
• 1:07:49
  you
• 1:07:50
  recall
• 1:07:50
  what
• 1:07:51
  the
• 1:07:51
  grandest
• 1:07:51
  message
• 1:07:52
  was
• 1:07:52
  from
• 1:07:52
  each
• 1:07:53
  of
• 1:07:53
  us
• 1:07:53
  when
• 1:07:54
  you
• 1:07:54
  were
• 1:07:54
  doing
• 1:07:54
  our
• 1:07:54
  reading?
• 1:07:55
  Just
• 1:07:55
  to
• 1:07:55
  kind
• 1:07:55
  of
• 1:07:55
  close
• 1:07:56
  out?
• 1:07:56
  Because
• 1:07:57
  I
• 1:07:57
  know
• 1:07:57
  that,
• 1:07:58
  like
• 1:07:59
  I
• 1:07:59
  said,
• 1:07:59
  it's
• 1:07:59
  so
• 1:08:00
  hard
• 1:08:00
  for
• 1:08:00
  me
• 1:08:00
  to
• 1:08:00
  remember
• 1:08:01
  before
• 1:08:01
  I
• 1:08:01
  go
• 1:08:02
  back
• 1:08:02
  in.
• 1:08:03
  Yeah.
• 1:08:03
  And
• 1:08:03
  keep
• 1:08:03
  in
• 1:08:03
  mind,
• 1:08:04
  I'm
• 1:08:04
  the
• 1:08:04
  Messenger.
• 1:08:04
  So
• 1:08:05
  I
• 1:08:05
  don't
• 1:08:05
  own
• 1:08:05
  a
• 1:08:05
  lot
• 1:08:05
  of
• 1:08:06
  stuff,
• 1:08:06
  but.
• 1:08:06
  Okay,
• 1:08:07
  so
• 1:08:07
  it
• 1:08:07
  goes
• 1:08:07
  in
• 1:08:07
  and
• 1:08:07
  goes
• 1:08:07
  out.
• 1:08:08
  Give
• 1:08:08
  me
• 1:08:08
  a
• 1:08:08
  second.
• 1:08:09
  Cause
• 1:08:10
  there
• 1:08:10
  was
• 1:08:10
  very
• 1:08:10
  profound
• 1:08:11
  for
• 1:08:11
  you.
• 1:08:11
  Melissa,
• 1:08:12
  Let
• 1:08:12
  me
• 1:08:12
  start.
• 1:08:12
  So
• 1:08:12
  yours
• 1:08:13
  was
• 1:08:13
  about
• 1:08:13
  life.
• 1:08:14
  And
• 1:08:14
  I
• 1:08:14
  was.
• 1:08:15
  I
• 1:08:15
  can
• 1:08:15
  see
• 1:08:15
  through
• 1:08:16
  the
• 1:08:16
  body.
• 1:08:16
  I
• 1:08:17
  can
• 1:08:17
  see
• 1:08:17
  organs.
• 1:08:18
  And
• 1:08:18
  then
• 1:08:18
  I
• 1:08:18
  was
• 1:08:18
  attracted
• 1:08:19
  right.
• 1:08:19
  To
• 1:08:19
  your
• 1:08:20
  uterus.
• 1:08:20
  Okay.
• 1:08:21
  And
• 1:08:21
  that's
• 1:08:21
  when
• 1:08:21
  I
• 1:08:22
  was
• 1:08:22
  saying,
• 1:08:23
  okay,
• 1:08:23
  I
• 1:08:23
  can
• 1:08:23
  see
• 1:08:24
  something
• 1:08:24
  going
• 1:08:24
  on
• 1:08:24
  with
• 1:08:25
  your
• 1:08:25
  uterus.
• 1:08:25
  And
• 1:08:25
  then
• 1:08:26
  you
• 1:08:26
  shared
• 1:08:27
  your.
• 1:08:28
  Your
• 1:08:28
  history
• 1:08:29
  of
• 1:08:29
  child.
• 1:08:30
  Childbearing.
• 1:08:30
  Right.
• 1:08:31
  And
• 1:08:31
  I'm
• 1:08:31
  sorry
• 1:08:32
  that
• 1:08:32
  you're
• 1:08:32
  going
• 1:08:32
  through
• 1:08:32
  that.
• 1:08:32
  Thank
• 1:08:33
  you.
• 1:08:33
  You're
• 1:08:34
  welcome.
• 1:08:34
  So.
• 1:08:35
  So
• 1:08:35
  when
• 1:08:36
  I
• 1:08:36
  picked
• 1:08:36
  that
• 1:08:36
  up
• 1:08:37
  and
• 1:08:37
  I
• 1:08:37
  was
• 1:08:38
  saying
• 1:08:38
  that
• 1:08:38
  this
• 1:08:38
  side
• 1:08:38
  is
• 1:08:39
  weak
• 1:08:39
  and
• 1:08:39
  the
• 1:08:39
  other
• 1:08:39
  side.
• 1:08:39
  I'm
• 1:08:40
  just
• 1:08:40
  kind
• 1:08:40
  of
• 1:08:41
  paraphrasing.
• 1:08:42
  So.
• 1:08:43
  And
• 1:08:43
  I
• 1:08:44
  said,
• 1:08:44
  this
• 1:08:44
  is
• 1:08:44
  about
• 1:08:44
  your
• 1:08:45
  life
• 1:08:45
  where
• 1:08:46
  you
• 1:08:46
  did.
• 1:08:47
  Yes.
• 1:08:47
  And
• 1:08:47
  I
• 1:08:47
  was
• 1:08:48
  saying
• 1:08:48
  parts
• 1:08:49
  of
• 1:08:49
  your
• 1:08:49
  life.
• 1:08:49
  Half
• 1:08:50
  of
• 1:08:50
  your
• 1:08:50
  life
• 1:08:50
  feel
• 1:08:51
  strong.
• 1:08:51
  The
• 1:08:52
  other
• 1:08:52
  part
• 1:08:52
  is
• 1:08:53
  very
• 1:08:53
  weak.
• 1:08:54
  Right.
• 1:08:56
  How
• 1:08:57
  can
• 1:08:57
  I
• 1:08:57
  strengthen
• 1:08:58
  that
• 1:08:58
  other
• 1:08:58
  part?
• 1:08:58
  I
• 1:08:58
  told
• 1:08:58
  you.
• 1:08:59
  See,
• 1:08:59
  I
• 1:09:00
  gotta
• 1:09:00
  watch
• 1:09:00
  the
• 1:09:00
  video
• 1:09:00
  again.
• 1:09:02
  She
• 1:09:02
  did
• 1:09:03
  tell
• 1:09:03
  you.
• 1:09:03
  I
• 1:09:03
  did
• 1:09:03
  tell
• 1:09:03
  you.
• 1:09:04
  You.
• 1:09:04
  Yeah.
• 1:09:06
  To
• 1:09:06
  follow
• 1:09:07
  my
• 1:09:08
  dirt.
• 1:09:09
  My
• 1:09:09
  feet.
• 1:09:11
  There
• 1:09:11
  was
• 1:09:11
  that
• 1:09:11
  too.
• 1:09:12
  Silly
• 1:09:12
  feet
• 1:09:13
  in
• 1:09:13
  my
• 1:09:13
  silly
• 1:09:13
  hips.
• 1:09:14
  You
• 1:09:14
  know
• 1:09:15
  what?
• 1:09:15
  Maybe
• 1:09:15
  you
• 1:09:15
  should
• 1:09:15
  go
• 1:09:15
  back
• 1:09:15
  and
• 1:09:16
  watch
• 1:09:16
  it.
• 1:09:16
  I
• 1:09:16
  will
• 1:09:16
  be
• 1:09:16
  well.
• 1:09:16
  But
• 1:09:17
  I
• 1:09:17
  did
• 1:09:17
  tell
• 1:09:17
  you.
• 1:09:17
  Okay.
• 1:09:18
  Thank
• 1:09:18
  you.
• 1:09:18
  That's
• 1:09:19
  okay.
• 1:09:19
  Thank
• 1:09:19
  you.
• 1:09:20
  And
• 1:09:20
  so
• 1:09:20
  for
• 1:09:21
  you,
• 1:09:22
  yours
• 1:09:22
  was
• 1:09:23
  about
• 1:09:24
  you're
• 1:09:24
  in
• 1:09:25
  your
• 1:09:25
  head
• 1:09:25
  and
• 1:09:26
  trusting,
• 1:09:27
  but
• 1:09:28
  trusting
• 1:09:29
  that
• 1:09:29
  it's
• 1:09:29
  more
• 1:09:30
  than
• 1:09:30
  just
• 1:09:31
  what
• 1:09:31
  you're
• 1:09:32
  seeing.
• 1:09:33
  Yours
• 1:09:34
  was
• 1:09:34
  so
• 1:09:34
  profound.
• 1:09:35
  And
• 1:09:35
  I
• 1:09:35
  said,
• 1:09:35
  you
• 1:09:36
  have
• 1:09:36
  to
• 1:09:36
  change
• 1:09:37
  how
• 1:09:38
  you
• 1:09:38
  are
• 1:09:39
  living
• 1:09:40
  life.
• 1:09:41
  It's
• 1:09:41
  a
• 1:09:41
  lifestyle
• 1:09:43
  because
• 1:09:44
  you're
• 1:09:45
  living
• 1:09:46
  in
• 1:09:47
  the
• 1:09:47
  survival
• 1:09:48
  mode,
• 1:09:48
  not
• 1:09:49
  the
• 1:09:49
  thriving
• 1:09:49
  mode.
• 1:09:50
  I
• 1:09:50
  feel
• 1:09:50
  like
• 1:09:50
  I'm
• 1:09:50
  surviving,
• 1:09:51
  like
• 1:09:51
  I'm
• 1:09:51
  getting
• 1:09:52
  out
• 1:09:52
  of
• 1:09:52
  survival
• 1:09:52
  mode.
• 1:09:53
  Like
• 1:09:53
  I
• 1:09:53
  actually
• 1:09:54
  feel
• 1:09:54
  like
• 1:09:54
  I'm
• 1:09:55
  still
• 1:09:55
  so
• 1:09:55
  much
• 1:09:55
  better.
• 1:09:56
  I
• 1:09:57
  will
• 1:09:57
  say
• 1:09:58
  she
• 1:09:58
  has
• 1:09:58
  changed
• 1:09:59
  a
• 1:09:59
  lot
• 1:09:59
  over
• 1:10:00
  this
• 1:10:00
  past
• 1:10:00
  year.
• 1:10:01
  It.
• 1:10:01
  It.
• 1:10:02
  Okay.
• 1:10:02
  And
• 1:10:02
  so
• 1:10:02
  when
• 1:10:03
  I
• 1:10:03
  talk,
• 1:10:03
  she
• 1:10:03
  wants
• 1:10:03
  some
• 1:10:03
  validation.
• 1:10:09
  When
• 1:10:09
  I
• 1:10:10
  say
• 1:10:10
  this,
• 1:10:10
  it's
• 1:10:10
  from
• 1:10:11
  the
• 1:10:11
  subconscious
• 1:10:11
  space.
• 1:10:12
  Okay.
• 1:10:13
  What
• 1:10:13
  you're
• 1:10:13
  saying
• 1:10:14
  is
• 1:10:14
  from
• 1:10:14
  the
• 1:10:14
  conscious
• 1:10:15
  space.
• 1:10:16
  Okay.
• 1:10:18
  When
• 1:10:18
  I'm
• 1:10:18
  talking,
• 1:10:19
  I'm
• 1:10:20
  talking
• 1:10:20
  about
• 1:10:20
  what's
• 1:10:21
  inside
• 1:10:22
  your
• 1:10:22
  blueprint
• 1:10:23
  of
• 1:10:23
  what's
• 1:10:24
  going
• 1:10:24
  to
• 1:10:24
  be
• 1:10:24
  triggered.
• 1:10:25
  And
• 1:10:25
  coming
• 1:10:25
  up.
• 1:10:26
  Okay.
• 1:10:27
  The
• 1:10:27
  childhood
• 1:10:28
  stuff,
• 1:10:28
  things
• 1:10:28
  you're
• 1:10:29
  still
• 1:10:29
  holding
• 1:10:29
  onto.
• 1:10:30
  Right.
• 1:10:30
  I
• 1:10:31
  picked
• 1:10:31
  up
• 1:10:31
  a
• 1:10:31
  lot
• 1:10:31
  of
• 1:10:31
  stuff
• 1:10:32
  about
• 1:10:32
  your
• 1:10:32
  dad
• 1:10:32
  and
• 1:10:32
  your
• 1:10:33
  shoulder.
• 1:10:33
  And
• 1:10:33
  I
• 1:10:34
  said
• 1:10:34
  I
• 1:10:34
  had
• 1:10:34
  to.
• 1:10:34
  I
• 1:10:34
  feel
• 1:10:35
  like
• 1:10:35
  it
• 1:10:35
  was
• 1:10:35
  a
• 1:10:35
  big
• 1:10:36
  ball.
• 1:10:37
  Right.
• 1:10:38
  And
• 1:10:38
  so
• 1:10:39
  for
• 1:10:39
  you,
• 1:10:41
  you
• 1:10:41
  are
• 1:10:41
  seeing
• 1:10:42
  right
• 1:10:42
  now
• 1:10:43
  how
• 1:10:43
  you've
• 1:10:43
  worked
• 1:10:43
  on
• 1:10:44
  yourself
• 1:10:44
  and
• 1:10:45
  how
• 1:10:45
  far
• 1:10:45
  you've
• 1:10:45
  come,
• 1:10:46
  but
• 1:10:47
  you
• 1:10:47
  still
• 1:10:47
  have
• 1:10:48
  much
• 1:10:48
  more
• 1:10:48
  to
• 1:10:49
  accomplish.
• 1:10:50
  So
• 1:10:50
  when
• 1:10:50
  I
• 1:10:51
  say
• 1:10:51
  that
• 1:10:51
  you
• 1:10:51
  had
• 1:10:52
  to
• 1:10:52
  change
• 1:10:52
  your
• 1:10:52
  lifestyle,
• 1:10:54
  it's
• 1:10:54
  about
• 1:10:54
  how
• 1:10:55
  you
• 1:10:55
  think.
• 1:10:55
  Stop
• 1:10:56
  over
• 1:10:56
  processing,
• 1:10:57
  get
• 1:10:57
  out
• 1:10:57
  of
• 1:10:57
  your
• 1:10:57
  head.
• 1:10:58
  Trusting
• 1:11:00
  from
• 1:11:00
  the
• 1:11:00
  heart
• 1:11:01
  to
• 1:11:01
  the
• 1:11:01
  stomach
• 1:11:02
  versus
• 1:11:03
  trying
• 1:11:03
  to
• 1:11:03
  trust
• 1:11:04
  through
• 1:11:04
  processing
• 1:11:05
  in
• 1:11:05
  your
• 1:11:05
  head.
• 1:11:06
  That's
• 1:11:06
  not
• 1:11:06
  how
• 1:11:07
  we
• 1:11:07
  live.
• 1:11:07
  The
• 1:11:07
  head
• 1:11:07
  is
• 1:11:08
  going
• 1:11:08
  to
• 1:11:08
  talk
• 1:11:08
  you
• 1:11:08
  way
• 1:11:09
  out
• 1:11:09
  of
• 1:11:09
  half
• 1:11:09
  the
• 1:11:09
  things
• 1:11:10
  that
• 1:11:10
  you
• 1:11:10
  need
• 1:11:10
  to
• 1:11:11
  trust
• 1:11:11
  in
• 1:11:12
  the
• 1:11:12
  heart
• 1:11:13
  and
• 1:11:13
  in
• 1:11:13
  the
• 1:11:13
  solar
• 1:11:13
  plexus,
• 1:11:14
  the
• 1:11:14
  stomach,
• 1:11:14
  the
• 1:11:15
  portal
• 1:11:15
  of
• 1:11:15
  emotions.
• 1:11:17
  That's
• 1:11:17
  where
• 1:11:18
  you
• 1:11:18
  have
• 1:11:18
  so
• 1:11:19
  far
• 1:11:19
  to
• 1:11:19
  go.
• 1:11:19
  No,
• 1:11:20
  it's
• 1:11:20
  not.
• 1:11:21
  And
• 1:11:21
  you
• 1:11:21
  even
• 1:11:21
  said
• 1:11:22
  at
• 1:11:22
  one
• 1:11:22
  point,
• 1:11:22
  I'm
• 1:11:23
  broke.
• 1:11:23
  And
• 1:11:23
  I
• 1:11:23
  said,
• 1:11:23
  no,
• 1:11:23
  you're
• 1:11:24
  not.
• 1:11:24
  No,
• 1:11:25
  you're
• 1:11:25
  not.
• 1:11:25
  That
• 1:11:25
  made
• 1:11:25
  me
• 1:11:25
  so
• 1:11:26
  sad.
• 1:11:26
  And
• 1:11:26
  I
• 1:11:26
  was
• 1:11:27
  so.
• 1:11:27
  And
• 1:11:28
  I
• 1:11:28
  could
• 1:11:28
  feel
• 1:11:28
  the
• 1:11:28
  love
• 1:11:28
  from
• 1:11:29
  you
• 1:11:29
  immediately,
• 1:11:29
  by
• 1:11:30
  the
• 1:11:30
  way.
• 1:11:30
  I
• 1:11:31
  forgot
• 1:11:31
  about
• 1:11:31
  that
• 1:11:31
  until
• 1:11:32
  just
• 1:11:32
  now
• 1:11:33
  that
• 1:11:33
  you
• 1:11:34
  said
• 1:11:34
  that.
• 1:11:34
  No,
• 1:11:35
  I
• 1:11:35
  didn't
• 1:11:35
  see
• 1:11:35
  that
• 1:11:35
  at
• 1:11:36
  all.
• 1:11:36
  But
• 1:11:36
  she
• 1:11:37
  was
• 1:11:37
  just
• 1:11:37
  like,
• 1:11:38
  sweetie.
• 1:11:39
  And
• 1:11:39
  like.
• 1:11:39
  Yeah,
• 1:11:40
  it
• 1:11:40
  made
• 1:11:40
  me
• 1:11:40
  want
• 1:11:41
  to
• 1:11:41
  cry.
• 1:11:42
  Yeah.
• 1:11:43
  Because
• 1:11:44
  when
• 1:11:44
  I
• 1:11:44
  look
• 1:11:45
  at
• 1:11:45
  that
• 1:11:45
  as
• 1:11:45
  negative
• 1:11:46
  talk,
• 1:11:46
  self
• 1:11:46
  sabotage
• 1:11:47
  towards
• 1:11:48
  self.
• 1:11:49
  Not
• 1:11:49
  the
• 1:11:49
  first
• 1:11:49
  time
• 1:11:49
  I've
• 1:11:50
  heard
• 1:11:50
  that.
• 1:11:50
  Well,
• 1:11:51
  when
• 1:11:51
  you're
• 1:11:51
  saying
• 1:11:52
  I
• 1:11:52
  am,
• 1:11:52
  you're
• 1:11:53
  owning
• 1:11:53
  it.
• 1:11:54
  So
• 1:11:54
  now
• 1:11:55
  you're
• 1:11:55
  in
• 1:11:55
  there
• 1:11:56
  saying,
• 1:11:56
  I
• 1:11:57
  am
• 1:11:57
  broken.
• 1:11:58
  You're
• 1:11:58
  telling
• 1:11:58
  God
• 1:11:59
  I
• 1:11:59
  am
• 1:11:59
  broken.
• 1:11:59
  And
• 1:12:00
  God
• 1:12:00
  was
• 1:12:01
  going
• 1:12:01
  to
• 1:12:01
  say,
• 1:12:01
  well,
• 1:12:01
  let
• 1:12:01
  me
• 1:12:02
  show
• 1:12:02
  you
• 1:12:02
  what
• 1:12:02
  that
• 1:12:02
  looks
• 1:12:03
  like.
• 1:12:03
  So
• 1:12:04
  you're
• 1:12:04
  going
• 1:12:04
  to
• 1:12:04
  break
• 1:12:04
  a
• 1:12:04
  toe,
• 1:12:05
  a
• 1:12:05
  foot,
• 1:12:05
  an
• 1:12:05
  arm.
• 1:12:06
  So
• 1:12:07
  we
• 1:12:07
  don't
• 1:12:07
  want
• 1:12:07
  that.
• 1:12:07
  Delete,
• 1:12:08
  delete,
• 1:12:08
  delete.
• 1:12:09
  We
• 1:12:09
  don't.
• 1:12:10
  And
• 1:12:10
  so
• 1:12:10
  that's
• 1:12:10
  why
• 1:12:11
  I
• 1:12:11
  shifted
• 1:12:12
  it.
• 1:12:12
  Oh,
• 1:12:12
  no,
• 1:12:12
  hold
• 1:12:12
  on,
• 1:12:13
  babes.
• 1:12:13
  Because
• 1:12:13
  that's
• 1:12:13
  not
• 1:12:14
  who
• 1:12:14
  you
• 1:12:14
  are,
• 1:12:14
  that
• 1:12:14
  you
• 1:12:15
  are
• 1:12:15
  not.
• 1:12:16
  And
• 1:12:16
  I
• 1:12:16
  was
• 1:12:16
  making
• 1:12:17
  it
• 1:12:17
  very
• 1:12:17
  clear
• 1:12:17
  through
• 1:12:18
  a
• 1:12:18
  loving
• 1:12:19
  way
• 1:12:20
  and
• 1:12:21
  hearing
• 1:12:21
  everything
• 1:12:21
  you're
• 1:12:22
  saying,
• 1:12:22
  how
• 1:12:22
  you're
• 1:12:22
  breathing,
• 1:12:23
  how
• 1:12:23
  you're
• 1:12:23
  responding.
• 1:12:24
  I
• 1:12:24
  do
• 1:12:24
  remember
• 1:12:24
  that
• 1:12:25
  your
• 1:12:25
  third
• 1:12:26
  eye.
• 1:12:26
  Getting
• 1:12:27
  it
• 1:12:27
  to
• 1:12:27
  come
• 1:12:28
  alive.
• 1:12:30
  It
• 1:12:30
  was
• 1:12:30
  so
• 1:12:30
  fun
• 1:12:31
  working
• 1:12:31
  with
• 1:12:31
  you.
• 1:12:31
  I
• 1:12:32
  really
• 1:12:32
  enjoyed
• 1:12:32
  it.
• 1:12:33
  It
• 1:12:33
  was
• 1:12:33
  amazing.
• 1:12:34
  And
• 1:12:34
  honestly,
• 1:12:35
  again,
• 1:12:35
  I
• 1:12:36
  have
• 1:12:36
  to
• 1:12:36
  rewatch
• 1:12:36
  the
• 1:12:36
  video,
• 1:12:37
  but
• 1:12:37
  I
• 1:12:37
  had
• 1:12:38
  so
• 1:12:38
  much
• 1:12:38
  more
• 1:12:39
  fun
• 1:12:39
  watching
• 1:12:43
  her
• 1:12:43
  work
• 1:12:43
  on
• 1:12:43
  you.
• 1:12:45
  Anything
• 1:12:45
  else
• 1:12:45
  you
• 1:12:45
  want
• 1:12:46
  to
• 1:12:46
  share
• 1:12:46
  with
• 1:12:46
  us
• 1:12:46
  before
• 1:12:47
  we
• 1:12:47
  close?
• 1:12:47
  Oh,
• 1:12:48
  yeah.
• 1:12:48
  What's
• 1:12:48
  the
• 1:12:48
  biggest
• 1:12:48
  thing
• 1:12:48
  you
• 1:12:49
  want
• 1:12:49
  our
• 1:12:49
  listeners
• 1:12:50
  to
• 1:12:50
  know?
• 1:12:51
  You
• 1:12:51
  know,
• 1:12:52
  to
• 1:12:52
  be
• 1:12:52
  open,
• 1:12:53
  open
• 1:12:53
  to
• 1:12:53
  be
• 1:12:54
  receiving
• 1:12:55
  that
• 1:12:55
  things
• 1:12:55
  may
• 1:12:56
  sound
• 1:12:56
  a
• 1:12:56
  little
• 1:12:57
  bit
• 1:12:57
  different
• 1:12:58
  but
• 1:12:59
  can
• 1:12:59
  be
• 1:12:59
  very
• 1:12:59
  profound
• 1:13:00
  as
• 1:13:00
  well.
• 1:13:01
  As
• 1:13:01
  you
• 1:13:01
  ladies
• 1:13:02
  were
• 1:13:02
  able
• 1:13:02
  to
• 1:13:02
  experience
• 1:13:03
  that.
• 1:13:03
  Some
• 1:13:04
  of
• 1:13:04
  the
• 1:13:04
  things
• 1:13:04
  that.
• 1:13:04
  How
• 1:13:05
  would
• 1:13:05
  I
• 1:13:05
  know?
• 1:13:05
  I
• 1:13:06
  never
• 1:13:06
  met
• 1:13:06
  you
• 1:13:06
  before
• 1:13:07
  until
• 1:13:07
  we
• 1:13:07
  came
• 1:13:07
  together
• 1:13:08
  today.
• 1:13:08
  Because
• 1:13:09
  I
• 1:13:09
  don't
• 1:13:09
  want
• 1:13:09
  to
• 1:13:09
  know
• 1:13:10
  anything
• 1:13:10
  about
• 1:13:10
  anyone
• 1:13:10
  when
• 1:13:11
  you
• 1:13:11
  come
• 1:13:11
  because
• 1:13:11
  I
• 1:13:12
  want
• 1:13:12
  to
• 1:13:12
  show
• 1:13:12
  how
• 1:13:12
  accurate
• 1:13:13
  and
• 1:13:14
  profound
• 1:13:14
  this
• 1:13:15
  work
• 1:13:15
  is.
• 1:13:15
  And
• 1:13:16
  if
• 1:13:16
  you're
• 1:13:16
  struggling,
• 1:13:17
  don't
• 1:13:18
  continue
• 1:13:18
  to
• 1:13:18
  struggle.
• 1:13:19
  You
• 1:13:20
  know,
• 1:13:20
  if
• 1:13:20
  you're
• 1:13:20
  going
• 1:13:21
  through
• 1:13:21
  your
• 1:13:21
  traditional
• 1:13:22
  methods
• 1:13:22
  of
• 1:13:23
  a
• 1:13:23
  general
• 1:13:24
  practitioner
• 1:13:24
  or
• 1:13:25
  a
• 1:13:25
  homeopathic
• 1:13:25
  doctor
• 1:13:26
  or
• 1:13:27
  something
• 1:13:27
  like
• 1:13:27
  that
• 1:13:28
  sound,
• 1:13:28
  bowl,
• 1:13:28
  healing,
• 1:13:29
  breath,
• 1:13:29
  work,
• 1:13:30
  energy
• 1:13:30
  healing.
• 1:13:31
  There
• 1:13:31
  are,
• 1:13:32
  you
• 1:13:32
  know,
• 1:13:32
  we
• 1:13:32
  are
• 1:13:32
  all
• 1:13:33
  energy.
• 1:13:34
  So
• 1:13:34
  to
• 1:13:35
  try
• 1:13:35
  something
• 1:13:36
  that
• 1:13:36
  you
• 1:13:36
  haven't
• 1:13:36
  tried
• 1:13:37
  before
• 1:13:37
  may
• 1:13:38
  be
• 1:13:38
  the
• 1:13:38
  most
• 1:13:38
  profound
• 1:13:39
  result
• 1:13:40
  you
• 1:13:40
  get.
• 1:13:41
  So
• 1:13:41
  opening
• 1:13:42
  up
• 1:13:43
  to
• 1:13:43
  trying
• 1:13:44
  something
• 1:13:44
  different
• 1:13:45
  to
• 1:13:45
  try
• 1:13:46
  to
• 1:13:46
  alleviate
• 1:13:47
  yourself
• 1:13:47
  out
• 1:13:47
  of
• 1:13:48
  your
• 1:13:48
  torment,
• 1:13:48
  your
• 1:13:48
  struggle,
• 1:13:49
  your
• 1:13:49
  pain,
• 1:13:49
  your
• 1:13:49
  resentment,
• 1:13:50
  and
• 1:13:51
  know
• 1:13:51
  that
• 1:13:52
  there
• 1:13:52
  are
• 1:13:52
  answers
• 1:13:53
  out
• 1:13:53
  here,
• 1:13:53
  but
• 1:13:54
  to
• 1:13:54
  be
• 1:13:54
  very
• 1:13:54
  open
• 1:13:55
  to
• 1:13:55
  receive
• 1:13:55
  them.
• 1:13:57
  And
• 1:13:58
  I
• 1:13:58
  want
• 1:13:58
  to
• 1:13:58
  thank
• 1:13:58
  you
• 1:13:58
  again
• 1:13:58
  for
• 1:13:59
  sharing
• 1:13:59
  that
• 1:13:59
  very
• 1:14:00
  vulnerable
• 1:14:00
  and
• 1:14:01
  personal
• 1:14:01
  story
• 1:14:02
  with
• 1:14:02
  all
• 1:14:03
  of
• 1:14:03
  us.
• 1:14:03
  I
• 1:14:03
  think
• 1:14:04
  it
• 1:14:04
  really
• 1:14:05
  helps
• 1:14:05
  us
• 1:14:05
  understand
• 1:14:07
  how
• 1:14:09
  much
• 1:14:10
  adversity
• 1:14:11
  you
• 1:14:11
  really
• 1:14:11
  had
• 1:14:12
  to
• 1:14:12
  overcome
• 1:14:13
  to
• 1:14:13
  become
• 1:14:14
  who
• 1:14:14
  and
• 1:14:14
  what
• 1:14:15
  you
• 1:14:15
  are
• 1:14:15
  today.
• 1:14:16
  Yeah.
• 1:14:16
  And
• 1:14:17
  everyone
• 1:14:17
  can.
• 1:14:18
  That's
• 1:14:18
  why
• 1:14:18
  I
• 1:14:19
  do
• 1:14:19
  love.
• 1:14:19
  That's
• 1:14:20
  what
• 1:14:20
  I
• 1:14:20
  thought
• 1:14:20
  about
• 1:14:21
  when
• 1:14:21
  you
• 1:14:21
  were
• 1:14:21
  sharing
• 1:14:21
  it.
• 1:14:21
  I
• 1:14:21
  was
• 1:14:22
  like,
• 1:14:22
  I'm
• 1:14:22
  so
• 1:14:22
  glad
• 1:14:22
  she's
• 1:14:23
  sharing
• 1:14:23
  this
• 1:14:23
  because
• 1:14:24
  I
• 1:14:24
  feel
• 1:14:24
  like
• 1:14:25
  people
• 1:14:25
  need
• 1:14:25
  to
• 1:14:25
  know
• 1:14:25
  that
• 1:14:26
  they
• 1:14:27
  can
• 1:14:27
  too.
• 1:14:27
  Yes,
• 1:14:28
  everyone
• 1:14:28
  can.
• 1:14:29
  Yeah.
• 1:14:30
  But
• 1:14:30
  I
• 1:14:30
  had
• 1:14:31
  to
• 1:14:31
  dive
• 1:14:31
  deep,
• 1:14:32
  forgive
• 1:14:32
  the
• 1:14:33
  man
• 1:14:33
  that
• 1:14:34
  I
• 1:14:34
  thought
• 1:14:34
  was
• 1:14:34
  the.
• 1:14:35
  The
• 1:14:36
  my
• 1:14:36
  God,
• 1:14:37
  you
• 1:14:37
  know,
• 1:14:38
  and
• 1:14:38
  my
• 1:14:38
  granddad
• 1:14:39
  was
• 1:14:39
  that
• 1:14:39
  person.
• 1:14:40
  And
• 1:14:41
  to
• 1:14:41
  have
• 1:14:41
  those
• 1:14:42
  words
• 1:14:42
  spoken,
• 1:14:43
  that
• 1:14:43
  was
• 1:14:44
  soul
• 1:14:44
  shattering.
• 1:14:45
  Yeah.
• 1:14:46
  And
• 1:14:46
  there
• 1:14:46
  are
• 1:14:46
  people
• 1:14:47
  out
• 1:14:47
  there,
• 1:14:48
  many,
• 1:14:48
  many,
• 1:14:49
  many
• 1:14:49
  that
• 1:14:50
  have
• 1:14:50
  had
• 1:14:50
  soul
• 1:14:51
  shattering
• 1:14:51
  experiences
• 1:14:52
  and
• 1:14:53
  are
• 1:14:53
  still
• 1:14:53
  living
• 1:14:53
  with
• 1:14:54
  the
• 1:14:54
  resentment,
• 1:14:54
  the
• 1:14:55
  pain,
• 1:14:55
  the
• 1:14:55
  hurt.
• 1:14:56
  And
• 1:14:56
  it
• 1:14:56
  doesn't
• 1:14:56
  have
• 1:14:57
  to
• 1:14:57
  be
• 1:14:57
  that
• 1:14:57
  way.
• 1:14:58
  Thank
• 1:14:58
  you.
• 1:14:58
  Yeah,
• 1:14:59
  thank
• 1:14:59
  you.
• 1:14:59
  So
• 1:15:00
  nice
• 1:15:00
  to
• 1:15:00
  meet
• 1:15:00
  you
• 1:15:01
  and
• 1:15:01
  be
• 1:15:01
  in
• 1:15:01
  your
• 1:15:02
  space.
• 1:15:02
  It's
• 1:15:02
  beautiful.
• 1:15:02
  Beautiful.
• 1:15:03
  Yes.
• 1:15:03
  I'm
• 1:15:04
  so
• 1:15:04
  glad
• 1:15:04
  you
• 1:15:04
  came.
• 1:15:05
  I
• 1:15:05
  love
• 1:15:05
  this.
• 1:15:05
  I
• 1:15:06
  love
• 1:15:06
  my
• 1:15:06
  little
• 1:15:06
  sanctuary.
• 1:15:07
  Did
• 1:15:07
  you
• 1:15:07
  like
• 1:15:07
  the
• 1:15:07
  episode
• 1:15:08
  that
• 1:15:08
  you
• 1:15:08
  heard
• 1:15:08
  today?
• 1:15:09
  Great.
• 1:15:10
  Share
• 1:15:10
  it
• 1:15:10
  with
• 1:15:11
  a
• 1:15:11
  friend
• 1:15:11
  and
• 1:15:11
  don't
• 1:15:12
  forget
• 1:15:12
  to
• 1:15:12
  rate
• 1:15:13
  and
• 1:15:13
  review
• 1:15:28
  it.