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My Best Friend Betrayed Me and Tried To Ruin My Life! · The Mental Healness Podcast

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  Cut off one of my best friends that was a narcissist.
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  Oh, crazy isn't it? I'm a narcissist, a diagnosed 1
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  and I had a good friend, a best friend you some might say that
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  was also narcissistic as hell. And that's we're going to talk
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  about today y'all, how I cut off my best friend that was a
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  narcissist. If you're new here, Lee Hammock
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  diagnosed narcissist and welcome to another episode of The
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  Narcissist Code. So boom, welcome back folks,
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  welcome back, welcome back. Yeah, y'all seem to like these
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  story times. The last one did pretty decent
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  about how my how I came home when my wife was gone.
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  Go check that video out if you haven't.
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  But yeah, man, I've also had friends in my life that were
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  highly narcissistic, not diagnosed.
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  I'm the only diagnosed narcissist that I know around,
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  right? The only diagnosed one.
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  There's someone there. Hey, there's the ones around me
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  that are not diagnosed. So I'm not going to use
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  anybody's name in this video. But just to going, I was just
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  call this person Cliff, like Cliff Paul, like CB3 Cliff.
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  So me and Cliff used to work together, right?
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  We worked together. We met through the same industry
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  that we were in. Came really, really close,
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  really, really tight, talked all the time, had business together,
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  did a lot of different things together.
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  Was you know what I mean? I, I would call it a friend
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  bomb, right? We friend bombed each other.
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  We were both new to the industry, both new to this
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  space. So we tried to figure out like,
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  OK, we're cool, let's grow together.
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  Got it. Good.
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  So in this space right here where we're growing together and
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  doing things together, we're both in this industry.
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  We're both selling something, selling something.
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  People live in, right? We're both in this industry, but
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  we're both growing. I'm growing faster right in this
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  industry, I'm growing faster, I'm doing well, I'm helping more
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  people than he is. My face is out there more than
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  his is right. And you know how narcissist mind
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  work. They always feel the need to
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  compete with you in some way shape or form.
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  So I can tell he was compete with me.
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  I can tell they was kind of jealous of the success that I
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  was having. But it's cool right?
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  Sometimes the jealousy, I use jealousy and envy to motivate me
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  more. So if y'all come on my page
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  hating on me, it just makes me want to go harder.
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  You come on here being racist like I can't stand you black.
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  It just made me want to go harder, to ignite that flaming.
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  You make me want to make you angrier.
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  I feed off of envy. I feed off of Ellisy.
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  So you get anger, I feed off of it.
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  I'm like a Sith Lord. Literally, I'm like a Sith Lord.
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  I can feel your anger. Give it to me, right?
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  That's how be feeling, though. I could tell he was jealous
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  right, cool, but it's cool, but even my wife said it's like I
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  could tell he Hey, Cliff is jealous of you, like I know, but
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  it's cool, like we still going to work together.
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  I know he's a narcissist, right? I'm I'm a narcissist.
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  I know that he's also a narcissist, so I think I could
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  handle it, right? I know what narcissists do.
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  I can handle another narcissist, right, Right.
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  Am I right? That's what some people, that's
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  what some people come to me with when I'm doing my 10 ones over
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  zoom. They try to get me to give them
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  more knowledge about narcissists so they can they, they can
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  handle it. Lee, I want to stay in this
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  relationship. I'm I want some advice on how to
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  handle this person because I feel like I feel like if I know
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  more about narcissist, I can handle it better.
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  I can stay with them. I can do typically that doesn't
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  work out right? And it backfired me.
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  That's that's my own look, that's my own narcissistic
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  hubris. I'm a diagnose nurses.
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  I can handle that, right? Wrong.
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  We came back and bit came back and bit me straight in the ass
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  cheeks. But that's cool, right?
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  So as my business grew, I just, you know, his business was his.
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  His business stayed pretty much the same the whole time.
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  As my business started growing bigger, I bought him in as a
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  partner in my business. So we were like literally
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  partners. I like, 'cause I live in a
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  different city. I like, hey, you can, you can
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  help me with people in this city and I can do stuff in this city.
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  We can grow together. We can expand this business.
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  We can have this team, right? So we were having this team
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  together. We were building this, building
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  this business together, doing a lot of doing a lot of different
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  things. Except he was like, yeah, I'm
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  just telling you, he just like a lot of narcissist, he just
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  wanted prestige. He didn't really want the
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  business part of it. He didn't.
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  He just wanted to make it seem like he was busy.
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  He wanted to make it seem like he was doing more than what he
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  was doing. So he would just use me and use
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  my business as a function to just say, hey, look, I'm big
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  time in this industry. And we he would use it to try to
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  get girls. He would just tell people I'm
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  big time in this industry right here.
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  And would it work? Yeah, it work.
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  It works on like little bitsy people that like, oh, you really
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  being an injury. And yeah, it would work for him
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  sometimes, right. But as time continued to grow,
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  I, we had, we had bought another business together and I realized
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  how much how lazy he was and how he just wanted the prestige of
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  being a business owner. He just wanted to tell people
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  that he was a business owner. So I had to do most of the work
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  in our businesses. So I sold one of the business.
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  I'm like, look, I'm out of here so you can have this business.
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  I don't even want it anymore because you're not doing any
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  work. This is costing me more than
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  it's making me. You could have it.
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  I'll walk away. So we both sold their business
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  together and our relationship became with straining, right as,
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  as, as the bigger I got, the more our relationship is
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  strained, right? Because at first he was already
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  established in a different industry.
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  He had, he had, you know, he had like 6 figures saved up, I
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  guess, right? He was doing pretty busy that
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  nice call. I was struggling.
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  I was new. I had quit a warehouse job to do
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  this new business, but no, no savings.
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  So I'm, I'm new, I'm scrounging by, I have gas money to go show
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  certain things, right? I'm struggling.
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  So he would buy me drinks. He would be he, he was, he was
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  so used to being the big dog. But as I grew, I could tell that
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  he didn't like it because I wasn't he wasn't the big dog
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  anymore. One moment, 1 main moment that
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  happened in this in this situation right here, we're at a
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  bar, his favorite bar, and he's normally used to paying for the
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  drinks, right? I had made a couple sales.
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  I was good. I was up and coming.
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  He the tab came, I said I got it.
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  He was like, oh, you big money there.
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  Big money. OK, all right, all right, big
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  money. Got it.
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  I can tell they rubbed in the wrong way, but cool.
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  I'm I want sometimes I want to rub it the wrong way.
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  I know you think you're better than me because you had more
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  money. So I just like, look, I got it.
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  I'm coming up. You ain't got I'm coming up now,
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  Right? I'm coming up.
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  I'm coming up and he didn't like that my wife said it too.
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  But y'all can see a common theme is my wife did not like this
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  person she wanted. She was cool with him because I
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  liked him because we were cool and it was my business partner,
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  but she did nothing necessarily like him at all.
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  Good. She got a good eye for that
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  right? Oh so it's time went alone.
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  I started getting bigger on social media.
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  This is when the this is when the big RIP happened right here
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  y'all I started getting bigger on social media mental illness
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  began right COVID happened I started a TikTok account while I
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  was just doing comedy stuff it's called it's my TikTok is called
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  I am Lee hammock check it out. It's just funny stuff right it's
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  on YouTube and Instagram as well.
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  I am Lee hammock, that's the hash, that's the attack.
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  So I'm doing that right, building this business building
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  my TikTok account COVID happens, I start I started the mental
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  illness account in May of 2020, mental illness starts taking
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  off. Y'all know y'all thought this is
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  what you're watching to know you're watching mental illness
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  right now right, so my status is growing in the social media
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  realm. We go to hit.
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  We will go to his favorite bar and people will recognize me.
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  I mean, the first time it happened, we were sitting at a
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  bar by the have some lunch after a sale, right after a closing of
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  source, right? And some girls are sitting
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  beside us, right? And they kept they looked at me,
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  they looked at their phone. And then my partner was like,
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  man, Cliff was like, man, they looking at you.
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  I'm like, oh, I don't know. And then she said one of the
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  girls said, Hey, is this you? And she showed me one of my
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  videos. I'm like, oh, yeah, that's me.
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  They started screaming. Oh my God, this is you real?
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  I'm like, you know, I mean, yeah, it's me.
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  I'm joking. I was like, yeah, it's me.
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  I just like they said I would have made anybody from TikTok in
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  real life. That's cool.
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  They asked him. They asked my my friend, my
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  partner, right? They said, are you famous on
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  TikTok too? He said, no, I'm famous in real
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  life. Buzzkill.
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  I'm not trying to flirt. Anyway, it was like a buzzkill.
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  They took off, right? They put it, OK, have a good day
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  and ran away. He told his girlfriend later
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  that those two girls were little girls that came up to me.
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  He tried to like out he had a girlfriend and she was like 2425
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  years old. Those girls were about the same
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  age. He called them little girls
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  because how giddy they were when they saw.
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  I was like, I'm like, they're the same age as her.
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  They. So is she a little girl?
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  You know what I'm saying? It was.
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  It was so it was so much hate. Yeah, it was so.
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  He was a hater. He was a hater.
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  But I liked it because it fueled me.
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  I'm telling you it fueled me and right, sometimes we have a
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  narcissistic friend, they get fueled off of things like this,
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  right? So I continue to get bigger on
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  social media, right? His girlfriend follows me on
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  social media. I told he started telling his
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  girlfriend to follow me on social media.
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  I said, bro, I looked him in his face right beside her.
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  I was like, look, if you want your relationship to last, you
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  don't want her to follow me on social media because you know
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  what I talk about? He was like, oh, she's cool man.
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  And that relationship of course, didn't last.
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  She started seeing my videos, She started sending him my
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  videos saying this is what you do, duh.
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  You're a narcissist, right? They broke up.
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  He goes to this, he starts spiraling out of control.
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  My social media starts growing. I'm starting to get, I'm
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  starting to do, I'm starting to do meetups in real life.
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  People more, more and more people recognizing me.
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  Like I'm doing a lot of different things online.
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  I'm becoming more popular in the area, people I'm doing news
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  interviews, I'm doing stuff like that in the in our office,
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  people will talk asking me about social media stuff.
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  I could tell it was eating him away, eating away at him.
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  So y'all know my online community is super important to
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  me, right? It's extremely important to me.
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  I'm super protective of the people who follow me because I
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  know most people who follow me on mental illness have been in
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  some type of toxic relationship, that toxic relationship dynamic
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  or, or a victim of domestic violence or something like that,
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  right? So I'm keep that very close to
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  my heart. He follows though.
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  He followed those pages. I'm like, OK, cool, I you, I
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  know who you are. Just don't talk to anybody on my
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  platform. So I've had a couple of
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  workshops where I do a couple of these in person meetups.
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  One woman, we'll call her Chris, right?
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  Chris came to one of my workshops in Texas, she came to
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  one of my workshops in North Carolina, 2 workshop and I and
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  I've done a one-on-one coaching call with her, right?
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  So I've, I've know her, I know her whole story.
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  I know I've seen videos that she sent me when she's screaming and
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  crying, reactive abuse, domestic violence situations, right?
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  So I know her story, I know she's a victim one day, one day,
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  y'all after meeting this woman twice.
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  So this is like 2023 now, right after the I've done 2 workshop.
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  I met this woman twice, does workshops with her, whatever.
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  One day she sends me a message. She says what's up with Cliff?
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  I'm like wait what? I'm like how do you even know
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  Cliff what's going on? She's like, oh he messaged me
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  and we're cool right now. Just like I don't know, he's
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  friends. He seems he seems nice.
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  I called her, I said look, don't talk to him.
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  He's a narcissist. I told her straight up, I don't
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  talk to him. He's a narcissist.
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  And I told him. I said hey bro, don't talk to
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  anybody off my platform. And there's so many women out
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  there who who you can talk to. Not these.
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  These are my peoples. Don't fuck with them.
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  I've literally told him this. I got messages, leave them
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  alone. Did he listen?
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  I thought he did. So couple days ago by I get
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  another message from her. She was like things are getting
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  things are getting steamier with with Cliff.
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  I was like what are you talking about why y'all still talking?
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  I said why y'all still talking and she was like oh he told me.
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  He told me that you said it was OK for us to talk.
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  I called you and told you not to talk to him.
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  What are we talking about? That's why I checked him again.
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  I said bruh, leave her alone. He said man she wants me.
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  She won't keep messaging me. She want me to fly to where
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  she's at and hashtag with her and do the duh and she I don't
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  know man, she does this, she does that.
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  I said bruh, just leave them alone.
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  Let's leave her alone. That's it, that's it.
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  Few more days go by, right? I get a message again from her,
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  found out that she's still talking to him.
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  I was like, she, I, I told my wife I was like, you know what?
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  I'm, I'm going to block both of them because they're not
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  listening. Because I told my friend, I
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  said, Cliff, if this blows up in my face and like you treat her
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  horribly, she's going to come online and say, hey, Lee's
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  platform is for predators. Predators pick off people on his
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  platform. One of his friends in real life,
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  because they have, he has pictures of him up on his social
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  media. This is his real friend.
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  This is his business partner. He treated me horribly.
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  I trusted him because this is Lee's friend.
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  I told him that. I said, Cliff, leave them.
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  Leave people on my platform alone.
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  Don't talk to them because it's going to blow up.
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  It's going to ruin my life because I'm trying to build
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  something big here. All right, man, I got you.
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  So when she told me that they were still talking, I blocked
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  her and I blocked him. And me and him have business
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  together. We are partners.
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  We had a lot of stuff together. I blocked him immediately.
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  I said I told my wife. She's like, yeah, that's the
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  best thing to do. I block Chris, right?
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  She goes crazy not being crazy. She started messaging people who
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  know me online, some of my online friends messaging them
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  saying Lee blocked me because he couldn't control me anymore.
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  His narcissism came out of him. He doesn't want it.
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  He he, I'm just another victim of his.
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  He told me he would never block me and treat me horribly.
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  But look at what he did to me. He blocked me and one of my
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  friends messaged me. He's like, hey man, Chris is
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  messaging me going crazy saying you doing something you've done
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  her wrong, you've done her dirty.
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  I said bro. I told him the story.
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  I said bro and Ben Taylor all motivation.
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  I said, bro, he, she, I like, I told her, I told him the story.
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  He's oh man, it's messed up. I said, and he was kind of being
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  the intermediary, like the middleman.
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  I said, have her send you the screenshots of whatever he said
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  to her and I'll unblock her and I'll talk to her.
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  He sent me the screenshots shot between Chris and Cliff.
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  So he sends me the screenshot between Chris and Cliff, right.
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  And this is heartbreaking. I don't even lie to you.
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  It broke my heart. So I'm looking at the
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  screenshots. Chris, who is a victim of
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  narcissistic abuse, domestic violence, just horrible
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  relationships, right? Just a horrible upbringing, is
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  messaging Cliff saying, hey, why doesn't Lee want us talking
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  anymore? Lee told us not to talk.
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  Why doesn't he want us talking? You know what this man's
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  response was? You know what he responded to
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  her with? You'll never guess what he said.
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  This man said maybe, and I quote maybe he's cheating on his wife
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  and he sees you giving me all this attention and he wants you
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  instead. Yo, he told this woman this that
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  I've known in real life, he'd never met her.
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  This is an online thing that I was cheating on my wife and I
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  wanted her because he she wanted him.
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  I was jealous of him. What?
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  Man, that broke my damn heart, man.
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  I was like, bro, come on, come on.
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  What the hell is that? What is this you?
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  So I screenshot that, right? I screenshot that message and I
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  sent it to him. I'm blocking to send it to him.
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  I said, why are you sending this woman messages like this?
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  You know? His response was, oh man, she's
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  crazy, man. She's crazy.
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  I'm going and going, I'm going and block her, man.
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  That's just over and done with. I I've not said one word to him
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  since and that's been 2023. I've been 2 1/2 years.
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  That was the last time I ever spoke to.
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  I went to my room, I went to my, my office, severed the
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  partnership ended that I like I'm never working again.
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  How can I trust this person like he can't.
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  He told some strange woman that I was cheating on my this is not
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  strange to me that I he told her I was cheating on my wife and
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  and I wanted her. What I was like, bro, I I
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  showed, I showed my wife the message.
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  I like, look at this. I like, look at this man saying,
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  and she knew immediately I'm not cheating.
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  But she said if she shares that message to somebody and because
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  you cut her off, they're going to take you cheating there.
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  It's going to ruin you. I was like, I got to go do
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  damage control. I got like, this is years ago.
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  Yeah. I'm like, man, I broke my heart.
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  Like, bro, what are you doing? You know, I ain't talked to him
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  since because I can't trust him. Why would I talk?
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  Why would they have you in my life at all?
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  You can't be trusted around victims of domestic violence
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  because you try to. You try to.
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  You're a predator. And you can't be trusted around
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  me because you, you make lies up.
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  You try to throw me under the bus with some ass that you not
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  going to get. You ain't even seen it before.
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  You haven't even met her. You going to throw me under the
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  bus? Who's been built?
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  Who's been building with you? Who's giving you business?
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  I like bro, what the heck? That betrayal was real, y'all,
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  it was super real, and that's not even the work.
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  That's not even one of the worst messages he sent.
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  I went to the whole conversation.
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  She she sent me his whole conversation from beginning to
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  end, and it was just the worst thing I've ever seen.
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  They first he started following her sending her messages.
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  Oh yeah, I'm Lee leave my homeboys, my brothers, my
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  business partner. I love his kids.
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  He told this woman he told this woman he would die for my kids.
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  He's I would die for his kids. He knows that what you would die
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  for my kids, but you lying about me cheating and shit like that,
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  because you want that. I want her, huh?
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  And so she's she was like, oh, Lee's a great friend too.
• 17:40
  He's a friend to me as well. He's like, well, now you got to
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  he said Cliff. Cliff told Chris that she has
• 17:47
  another brother now. He said, well, you have another
• 17:49
  brother now because he's just like my brother.
• 17:52
  It went from net for being brothers and talking about
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  business to a few messages later.
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  He's something awesome. I want you.
• 18:00
  I need you predatory shit. She's trauma dumping because
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  she's the type of she's trauma dumping.
• 18:08
  She's a broken person. She was broken right?
• 18:10
  She's trauma dumping. He's weaponized.
• 18:12
  He's trauma dumping, weaponizing his stuff that happened to him.
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  Top of he needs her. He wants her.
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  I'm like bro, come on man. You know what the crazy thing
• 18:23
  is? I'm not even mad at dude no
• 18:24
  more. I was broken hearted.
• 18:25
  The betrayal was crazy and I went no contact.
• 18:28
  Y'all see I'm like 2 1/2 years no contact now.
• 18:31
  No, I'm I'm three years now. It'd be three years in like in
• 18:34
  February, but it's like the betrayal is crazy.
• 18:38
  But I still like, I still got love for the dude I like no hard
• 18:41
  feelings. I just can't be around you.
• 18:44
  I got love for you. I can love you from a distance.
• 18:46
  I don't wish bad on you. I love you.
• 18:48
  And that's like, that's it, that's it.
• 18:52
  I like I got love for you, but I can't be around you because I
• 18:56
  can't trust you. You're not trust me.
• 18:57
  You go you if you're willing to lie to this person that you've
• 19:00
  never met online for her to send you some nudes or have some
• 19:04
  phone sex or something like that.
• 19:05
  If you're willing to lie to a person online about me you've
• 19:10
  never met, you'll definitely lie in real life for some ass.
• 19:13
  You'll definitely make some shit up in real life for some ass
• 19:15
  because you, you, you have you weak, you're weak, you lustful,
• 19:20
  right? You're way too lustful.
• 19:21
  You're way too weak. You can't be around me.
• 19:23
  Wow, how? That's crazy.
• 19:27
  You know what I mean? You know, So I had to cut them
• 19:31
  off. It's been 2 1/2 years, almost
• 19:32
  three years. And like I said, do I, If I ever
• 19:34
  run into him again, I was just like, man, he can't believe you
• 19:36
  did it. No, I'll shake his hand.
• 19:38
  Love you, bro. I just can't be around you.
• 19:41
  I can't trust you. Why can't I be around people
• 19:43
  that I can't trust? My wife definitely don't trust
• 19:45
  you. So if I try to be friends with
• 19:46
  you again, I would restrain my relationship with my wife.
• 19:49
  For what could be down the future of me to regret it right
• 19:52
  now, man, I got love for you. If you ever watch this video, I
• 19:54
  got love for you bro I do. I love you.
• 19:56
  I absolutely do love you. I just can't trust you, just
• 19:59
  can't be around you. This is the way it is.
• 20:01
  You did that. I didn't do anything.
• 20:02
  All I did was grow right. You could have grown with me.
• 20:06
  You refuse to grow with me. Try to stop the growth.
• 20:07
  That's crazy. Try to dig up my man.
• 20:09
  Try to man. Try to dig up my roots.
• 20:12
  We were trying to grow together in the same pot.
• 20:14
  So we were trying to grow together in the same pot.
• 20:18
  Man, try to dig up my roots and throw me out the pie.
• 20:21
  That's crazy man. Anyways, y'all, if you have a
• 20:23
  friend like that in your life, they feel like you, feel like
• 20:25
  it's jealous of you. They're trying to hold you back.
• 20:27
  That will ruin your life at any minute.
• 20:28
  It's OK to create some distance with that friend.
• 20:32
  It's OK to push that friend away and love them from a distance.
• 20:34
  It's OK to talk to that friend less because they would talk to
• 20:37
  you less as the opportunity presented to yourself.
• 20:39
  They would throw you under the bus as the opportunity presented
• 20:41
  to yourself. They would ruin your life as the
• 20:43
  opportunity presented to yourself.
• 20:45
  You know what I'm saying? It's important, it's important
• 20:47
  to understand it's OK to choose you.
• 20:49
  It's absolutely OK to choose you.
• 20:50
  Y'all. Anyways, if y'all like these
• 20:52
  stories in my real life or, or what I got coming up next is two
• 20:55
  people have sent me their stories in to
• 20:57
  mentalillness85@gmail.com and I'm about to use their stories
• 21:02
  to tell the story time just like this.
• 21:03
  Not the any, not any of the animations, just straight from
• 21:06
  me to you. Story time just like that,
• 21:08
  telling their stories just like it, just like I just told you
• 21:10
  mine because I I got stories for Dave.
• 21:12
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• 21:14
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• 21:16
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• 21:19
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• 21:24
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• 21:28
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