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MARIO - Sock It To Me Cake · Eating While Broke

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  Speaker 1: Hey, guys, welcome to another episode of Eating Wild Broke.
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  Speaker 1: I'm your host, Coleen Wit and today we have a
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  Speaker 1: very special guest. I was super excited the second the
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  Speaker 1: second I heard your name. I was like, Yo, everybody
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  Speaker 1: like whatever day he wants all crew, We're just making
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  Speaker 1: it happen around your date. So today we have special
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  Speaker 1: guests Mario in the building.
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  Speaker 2: What's up? What's up? Mario?
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  Speaker 1: You don't need a bio or an explanation. Like you
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  Speaker 1: hear the name Mario, you already know who it is.
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  Speaker 2: Mario. Yes, I'm excited about this.
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  Speaker 1: So what are you making us eat today on Eating wildber.
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  Speaker 3: Look, usually this is something you would eat after your
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  Speaker 3: a big meal, your dinner or whatever.
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  Speaker 2: But I wanted to do something a little different. I've
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  Speaker 2: seen some of your shows, which I love your show
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  Speaker 2: by the way, thank it's a very moving show, is
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  Speaker 2: very raw. I love that. Today let me give you
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  Speaker 2: that sucker tuning up. You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: I've never even heard of socket to me, and it's
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  Speaker 1: really spelled socket to me, Yeah crazy, and it's I
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  Speaker 1: never heard of it. And then I was like the
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  Speaker 1: second I saw socket to me, Cake, I said, huh
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  Speaker 1: and I said, let me google this. Yeah, and it
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  Speaker 1: does exist, guys, it is.
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  Speaker 2: It is Google. It's a real thing.
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  Speaker 3: A lot of people don't know about it. In fact,
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  Speaker 3: I was a kid when my grandmother used to make it.
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  Speaker 3: And the fondest memories I have of soccer to me,
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  Speaker 3: cake is fighting with my cousins over who's going to
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  Speaker 3: get the bowl that had the last bit of battery.
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  Speaker 2: Okay, and these right here, yes.
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  Speaker 3: Like these, these could get you a black eye mouth
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  Speaker 3: because the way she used to mix the battery and
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  Speaker 3: get the whole it's just for so I don't know
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  Speaker 3: if it's gonna turn like that today. But I don't
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  Speaker 3: have her little special lists, she said.
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  Speaker 2: But she did. She tell me some seat why you.
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  Speaker 1: Know, just so you know a little side story, because
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  Speaker 1: I am familiar with the blender tools. We all licked
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  Speaker 1: them in our household too, especially don't let like chocolate
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  Speaker 1: chip cookie though, don't forget it. But I saw on
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  Speaker 1: these day actually have the new ones where it's like
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  Speaker 1: not metal, it's like flat, so you can really get
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  Speaker 1: a good lick, you can really, And we so this
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  Speaker 1: right here, these actually used to be Remember the old
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  Speaker 1: was that with just the lastick and it's rubber.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, and we used to go in there and we
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  Speaker 2: used to go crazy.
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  Speaker 3: So anyway, soccer tomic cake is like and she used
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  Speaker 3: to make upside down pineapple cake, but that's a more popular, right,
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  Speaker 3: But this is like, was my favorite dessert that she
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  Speaker 3: would make. So I figured I would share here today
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  Speaker 3: since the show is so raw and open.
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  Speaker 1: And then, yeah, so what are the ingredients for the cake?
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  Speaker 2: Ingredients?
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  Speaker 3: We all know if we got the cake batter here,
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  Speaker 3: we have eggs oil, sugar sold cream.
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  Speaker 2: That's kind of like, why are you putting sour cream?
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  Speaker 2: And I was like, what I said, the same thing.
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  Speaker 3: I'm like, it's crazy chemistry, some water, and over here
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  Speaker 3: we have some cinnamons and pecans, some it's figgas butter,
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  Speaker 3: and then we're going to.
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  Speaker 1: Be a milkyke mixed. So side note, you guys don't know.
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  Speaker 1: You guys weren't here obviously, but every time Mario was
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  Speaker 1: looking at the cinnamon, he was like questioning it a
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  Speaker 1: little bit, and I was trying to get I was
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  Speaker 1: trying to get him to lick it.
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  Speaker 3: I was like, cinnamon mixed up with and it's crazy
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  Speaker 3: because this is the brow sugar.
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  Speaker 2: Obviously, is bigger grains. I had to smell it.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, all right, all right, so let's get to making.
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  Speaker 1: So I'm gonna be your helper. So if you want,
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  Speaker 1: we can either walk you through your wars, because I
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  Speaker 1: see you have two different bowls.
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  Speaker 3: So you're going to do that bowl over there, okay,
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  Speaker 3: and I'm gonna do this, then you're going to do.
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  Speaker 2: It's not really any specific order. You just want to make.
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  Speaker 2: The The most important thing is once you get the better,
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  Speaker 2: everything in the better is that you beat it up.
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  Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
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  Speaker 1: As long as you can okay, as long as you
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  Speaker 1: can like well, as long as it's like really smooth.
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  Speaker 3: You shouldn't see too many bubbles and like you know
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  Speaker 3: what I'm saying. So I'm really bad at cracking eggs.
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  Speaker 3: Ain't gonna lie to you.
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  Speaker 1: I cracked.
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  Speaker 2: But if you want you want to do that, I'm
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  Speaker 2: gonna trying to try to hurry.
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  Speaker 1: Bad at cracking an egg. I'm gonna tell you a
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  Speaker 1: secret if you If you mess up, I'll tell you
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  Speaker 1: what I think the secret is to crack in an egg.
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  Speaker 2: Do you want to tell you before so they won't
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  Speaker 2: waste no eggs?
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  Speaker 1: No, I want to see you doing all right?
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  Speaker 2: Cool, that's okay, it's perfect. A wait, do you have
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  Speaker 2: to put it in here? All right, I'm resting.
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  Speaker 1: Awesome that you seem like a g Okay, let's see
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  Speaker 1: your next crack.
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  Speaker 2: Let's see if it was just a good one.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, you're good, no egg shell so far.
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  Speaker 2: Probably because I'm not hesitating. I'm just going for it.
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  Speaker 1: Yo, you're you're okay, you may be a professional.
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  Speaker 2: Wait what's that right there?
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  Speaker 1: That's a baby on pine?
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  Speaker 2: Where is that that little black piece?
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  Speaker 1: It's fine, it's just it's just we'll survive.
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  Speaker 2: Let's go for it, all right. Cool that you did it.
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  Speaker 1: Fantastic job cracking eggs. Just for you guys listening, My
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  Speaker 1: secrets of cracking an egg is exactly how he did it.
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  Speaker 1: The harder you crack it, the better it cracks.
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  Speaker 3: It was telepathy for sure, because I usually don't go
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  Speaker 3: like that just made me crazy.
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  Speaker 1: Okay, So we got the eggs over the oil. Now, okay,
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  Speaker 1: all right, this is this.
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  Speaker 3: Is already like we already put the right the measurements
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  Speaker 3: and we ain't just guessing, and then we got the
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  Speaker 3: white sugar.
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  Speaker 2: But it's crazy because like most people who can cook that.
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  Speaker 2: I know. They don't even do measurements. They go off
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  Speaker 2: of in state. That's how you go.
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  Speaker 1: But I think that's most black people though. Right, Okay,
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  Speaker 1: we got no you may there's a rubber one on
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  Speaker 1: the other side. So now we got the sour cream.
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  Speaker 1: Now I've never seen.
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  Speaker 2: I used to love looking at this what we used
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  Speaker 2: to crazy?
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  Speaker 1: Now I have never seen sour cream going a cake.
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  Speaker 1: So when I heard the ingredients, I t.
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  Speaker 2: Of what the sour cream will be used for? Is
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  Speaker 2: it compted consistency?
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  Speaker 1: Is exporter textra makes it like all moist and nice? Okay, okay,
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  Speaker 1: trust me. I did research because I was like, socker
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  Speaker 1: to me. Then I called some friends, like sour cream
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  Speaker 1: and cake, you should they didn't make a mistake, and
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  Speaker 1: she's like, no, girl, it makes it all so nice.
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  Speaker 2: Okay. Being a chef probably really makes you understand chemistry better.
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  Speaker 1: I feel like I'm going to go on this side now.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah it sure, wait, I gotta put this water in
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  Speaker 2: here for oh yeah water?
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  Speaker 1: All right, So there's all the ingredients for the sucking
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  Speaker 1: to me cake. Now before Mario starts blending and us
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  Speaker 1: having to send you to uh, it's a commercial because
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  Speaker 1: no listener is gonna want to hear that blend. So
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  Speaker 1: now I'm gonna to do so Soccer to me, has
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  Speaker 1: it is interesting because what I had noticed you can
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  Speaker 1: explain this, but it has like pecans.
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  Speaker 2: And cinnamon, got pecan cinnamon inside. So what you get
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  Speaker 2: with it?
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  Speaker 3: You get this sweet, doughey yet still crunchy texture when
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  Speaker 3: you write into it.
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  Speaker 2: Right.
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  Speaker 3: I personally like to eat mine and drink it with
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  Speaker 3: almond milk, which is why.
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  Speaker 1: Yeah, we're both we're both drinking almond milk.
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  Speaker 3: But it's warm and it's it's amazing. You want to
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  Speaker 3: eat it warm. You can eat it cold, but you
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  Speaker 3: definitely want to eat it warm. Yes, just put the Yeah, put.
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  Speaker 1: The cinnamon right, So cinnamon in the cake mix. We
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  Speaker 1: have some brown sugar in the cake mix. We have
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  Speaker 1: pecans in the cake and then we got.
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  Speaker 2: To mix it.
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  Speaker 1: Right, yet do we really put this to sugar? Okay,
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  Speaker 1: we're gonna do it.
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  Speaker 2: I'm following you.
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  Speaker 3: That's again, that's the helps the Okay, we mix it.
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  Speaker 3: And so what happens is we're gonna mix this first. Okay,
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  Speaker 3: we're gonna put that inside.
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  Speaker 1: Mario, Well, just finished blending the cake mix. It's officially done,
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  Speaker 1: and now I made the topic. Well if this isn't
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  Speaker 1: the top, and this is like the side of the.
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  Speaker 2: Cake in between the cake.
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  Speaker 3: I can't remember exactly how that part works because I
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  Speaker 3: was always waiting.
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  Speaker 2: For the batter, the batter booth.
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  Speaker 1: Yes, let's get our little pants. I think I did
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  Speaker 1: have butter, but I don't have the We'll just do
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  Speaker 1: a kind of ghetto spread it over. I melted it
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  Speaker 1: on the oven by accident, so we're gonna spread it.
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  Speaker 1: We got our little pants. I'm so excited to to
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  Speaker 1: try the cake. But I'm also so excited to hear
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  Speaker 1: Mario being broke at some point and Mario being the
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  Speaker 1: superstar that we know.
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  Speaker 3: All right, cool, let me do this real quick because
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  Speaker 3: it was a little scalpy in there. Okay, that's cool.
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  Speaker 2: I'm gonna.
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  Speaker 1: We got it, all right, So here we go. We
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  Speaker 1: pour the battering. Can we test it? Can we? Are
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  Speaker 1: we allowed to lick the little sticks?
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  Speaker 2: This is yours like an ice cream. It's like your
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  Speaker 2: little cake.
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  Speaker 1: Col Yes, here we go, chairs here all right, let's see.
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  Speaker 2: See this is why we used to go crazy. You say,
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  Speaker 2: you get it, you get it.
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  Speaker 1: I have had a siblings. Okay, this is what we
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  Speaker 1: do siblings.
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  Speaker 3: I got four sisters and three brothers. But that's on
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  Speaker 3: my father's side. But I did grow up with most
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  Speaker 3: of my ass and uncles and all my little cousins.
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  Speaker 3: It was like eighteen of us living in the house.
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  Speaker 1: I ate this.
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  Speaker 2: This isn't deserved by itself.
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  Speaker 1: Crazy the better it is fantastic. All right, So are
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  Speaker 1: you getting in it?
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  Speaker 2: I like it?
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  Speaker 1: I like I like how you go bring Okay, so
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  Speaker 1: pour your some. I guess you're pouring some of it
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  Speaker 1: into like half of the batter.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah, you gotta fill it up halfway. Oh wow, there
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  Speaker 2: you go.
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  Speaker 3: We make that ship it and we left this battery
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  Speaker 3: here so that we can just we can see the
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  Speaker 3: part of the experience. Like, yes, when I was a kid,
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  Speaker 3: like we would literally argue over who was going to
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  Speaker 3: get the batter, right, yeah, because it's like.
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  Speaker 1: Well while we while we tried this batter. I want
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  Speaker 1: to know a little bit more about you.
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  Speaker 2: What do you what do you want to know? Where
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  Speaker 2: would you? Like?
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  Speaker 1: I want the story to start all with the batter,
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  Speaker 1: So what was going on at the time, like when
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  Speaker 1: you were fighting over cake batter? Like who were you
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  Speaker 1: living with I want to know the whole backstory.
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  Speaker 2: Well, we moved around quite a few times. When I
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  Speaker 2: was younger. We grew up in Emison Village. What state
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  Speaker 2: is that, I said, West Baltimore.
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  Speaker 3: Okay, my mother was pregnant with me. She lived closer
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  Speaker 3: to the projects, and then she moved around a lot.
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  Speaker 3: And then when I was about I would say, ages
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  Speaker 3: like four to five, I was living with my grandmother.
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  Speaker 3: There was like eighteen of us living in a water
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  Speaker 3: household between the eighties and like six and.
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  Speaker 2: Ten years old.
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  Speaker 1: Was your mom a single mom?
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  Speaker 2: Yeah? She was. She was.
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  Speaker 3: I saw my dad like once when I was younger,
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  Speaker 3: and then as I guess time went on, it just
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  Speaker 3: got more dissing than this.
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  Speaker 2: But we're cloling down, But damn, mama was a singlema.
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  Speaker 3: But I was like, we had one of those families
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  Speaker 3: where everybody was raised by everybody, you know, so and so,
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  Speaker 3: whoever was at the house was who's watching the kids.
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  Speaker 2: But we had a lot of freedom.
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  Speaker 3: As kids because our parents were all like this is
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  Speaker 3: we're talking about the eighties and nineties.
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  Speaker 2: Right, So our parents.
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  Speaker 3: Were all like living their lives and kind of just
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  Speaker 3: in the streets. Really, it was just it wasn't It
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  Speaker 3: wasn't something that we knew to be abnormal. Yeah, to
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  Speaker 3: be over your friend's house and your parents not know
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  Speaker 3: where you are, or to be out until ten eleven
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  Speaker 3: and no one's calling to see where you are.
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  Speaker 1: So was your family primarily all in that city?
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  Speaker 2: Yeah? Okay, okay, yes.
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  Speaker 1: Because I know, like for me, like I have family
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  Speaker 1: in you know, Chicago, Kelly, I'm from New York, but
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  Speaker 1: like you know, different, So we didn't grow up like
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  Speaker 1: a lot of people in one house. But you're saying
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  Speaker 1: like eighteen people were in a house.
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  Speaker 2: And it's like it, but it was. It was like
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  Speaker 2: a revolving door.
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  Speaker 3: Because again, I mean, I guess the closest thing I
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  Speaker 3: could say is like you remember that scene to Minnie
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  Speaker 3: Society when came first wake up in the house and
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  Speaker 3: the party going on, the music's play.
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  Speaker 2: That's like what I was, like, Saint God out it
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  Speaker 2: was normal? Wow, I feel me So Yeah.
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  Speaker 1: So just to fashion, you started in the industry at
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  Speaker 1: what age.
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  Speaker 3: I was, Well, I would say I started at over
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  Speaker 3: You know, my first concert was in my liberal you
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  Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, with my grandmother and my aunts
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  Speaker 3: and my uncles and I was a kid that was
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  Speaker 3: always singing everybody's birthday parties, right, So my mother would
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  Speaker 3: make once she saw at four years old that I
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  Speaker 3: had a talent or passion for music, she kept music
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  Speaker 3: around me. She brought me this mic that tuned into
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  Speaker 3: the radio when I was around four or five Christmas,
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  Speaker 3: and I literally would wake up every morning and miss
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  Speaker 3: Max Socks and me singing and tuning into the radio,
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  Speaker 3: like trying to mimic everything. That's how it became I
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  Speaker 3: think of good singing because I would try to mimic
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  Speaker 3: everything I heard, from boys, some men, to you know Joe,
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  Speaker 3: to the older music. My grandmother used to play Whitney Houston,
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  Speaker 3: anything that had melody to it.
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  Speaker 2: I would try to sing.
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  Speaker 1: So your family in totality, like did they embrace it?
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  Speaker 1: And were you the only singer in the family or
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  Speaker 1: were there like other symbls like well, I could try
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  Speaker 1: and compete.
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  Speaker 3: I guess my mother was right. She played a piano
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  Speaker 3: and she also just had a great ear form. She
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  Speaker 3: also sang. On my father's side, he sang, but at
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  Speaker 3: the time I didn't know that, and I think it
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  Speaker 3: was just my family just had a lot of soul
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  Speaker 3: and I went to church and was singing church every
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  Speaker 3: Sunday from the ages of eight until I moved away
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  Speaker 3: from Baltimore. So I had a lot of soul around me.
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  Speaker 3: I had a lot of soulful people. I mean, my
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  Speaker 3: grandmother cooked a lot. Like it was just very much.
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  Speaker 3: So like throughout the week, you know, family members like
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  Speaker 3: coming over, like everybody want to hear me sing.
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  Speaker 2: If it was a birthday, I'm singing at the birthday party. Okay.
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  Speaker 3: So it became a thing where I got my confidence
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  Speaker 3: because of my family, and my support came from there.
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  Speaker 2: My first talent show was.
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  Speaker 3: Elementary school and we were in a group and we
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  Speaker 3: sung I want to say, it was standard ray or
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  Speaker 3: I Make Love to You by Boys Cemen. And after
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  Speaker 3: that performance was a day I knew that I wanted
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  Speaker 3: to do music.
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  Speaker 1: Was that because of the crowd's reaction or what that was? That?
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  Speaker 2: Right? It was the crowd's reaction.
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  Speaker 3: But as a kid, like you're going to school with
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  Speaker 3: kids that like don't like you, you know what a kid,
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  Speaker 3: you go through a lot all of these things where
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  Speaker 3: it's like you have a weird you know, relationships with
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  Speaker 3: each other socially.
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  Speaker 2: And then I do that and it's like everybody likes you.
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  Speaker 1: Were you kind of bullied before, but it was just
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  Speaker 1: it was just like everyone.
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  Speaker 2: I was never really bullied. I was.
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  Speaker 3: I got in a lot of fights, but I wasn't
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  Speaker 3: bullied as a kid. I was just like I mean,
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  Speaker 3: I grew up in a household where we was always
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  Speaker 3: fighting with each other.
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  Speaker 2: Clearly.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, my older cousins like we would like come on,
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  Speaker 3: like you know what I'm saying, Like they was beating
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  Speaker 3: us up, and we was always so it was outside.
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  Speaker 2: I was like, all right, we're ready.
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  Speaker 1: But you do the talent show and you see a
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  Speaker 1: shift in your classmates right away? Or do you just
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  Speaker 1: see a shift at the show.
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  Speaker 3: I see a shift as everybody teachers, classmates, the whole school, Okay, Right.
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  Speaker 3: As a kid, I was so I was very exposed
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  Speaker 3: to so much, so I knew how to read human
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  Speaker 3: behavior at a young age. So I saw the shift.
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  Speaker 3: And as a kid, you're thinking about a better life,
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  Speaker 3: like or like you're thinking about how.
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  Speaker 2: To be the coolest in the school.
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  Speaker 3: So it's like it automatically shot me from being this
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  Speaker 3: little fat, chubby kid who could.
• 15:31
  Speaker 2: Say I was a fat kid.
• 15:32
  Speaker 1: I would never think that.
• 15:34
  Speaker 2: This battle I'll say that, celebrate them, I would Shelby
• 15:40
  Speaker 2: kid like she can pull it up in kid, I
• 15:46
  Speaker 2: didn't know that, you know what I'm saying. So like
• 15:48
  Speaker 2: as a fam you blow the roof off, go crazy, Okay.
• 15:52
  Speaker 3: And then my grandmother was right there in the first
• 15:54
  Speaker 3: A lot of it was seeing her, her excitement and
• 15:56
  Speaker 3: happiness for me, you know what I'm saying, Like having
• 15:58
  Speaker 3: heard there and my mom named there, like they were
• 16:01
  Speaker 3: like my biggest supporters as a kid, and like helping
• 16:05
  Speaker 3: me instore that confidence. Okay, Okay, So by the time
• 16:07
  Speaker 3: I got to talent shows. I'm gonna tell you about
• 16:10
  Speaker 3: this more later when we get to like the age
• 16:12
  Speaker 3: of like eleven, But like by the time I got there,
• 16:15
  Speaker 3: I had.
• 16:15
  Speaker 2: A lot a lot of confidence in myself that I
• 16:17
  Speaker 2: didn't had.
• 16:17
  Speaker 1: Before by the time because because of all the talented.
• 16:22
  Speaker 3: Party and the talent the family event like those, Because
• 16:26
  Speaker 3: singing in front of your family is hard. Yeah, Like
• 16:29
  Speaker 3: singing in front of people who you love and know
• 16:31
  Speaker 3: is like sometimes more difficult than singing in front of strangers.
• 16:35
  Speaker 1: Yeah, when I was a kid, I was fun. Fact,
• 16:39
  Speaker 1: nobody's gonna really know this except for my family. But
• 16:41
  Speaker 1: my family we had like a family band, someone like
• 16:44
  Speaker 1: the Jackson's. My mom was like worse than Joe Jackson,
• 16:47
  Speaker 1: except first she didn't get the Michael Jackson results right. Anyways,
• 16:52
  Speaker 1: one of the things I remember is the damn where
• 16:56
  Speaker 1: was I going with this?
• 16:59
  Speaker 2: Oh?
• 16:59
  Speaker 1: One of the things I realized as a childhood performer
• 17:02
  Speaker 1: was that it was always harder for me to perform
• 17:04
  Speaker 1: in front of one person. But if I had like
• 17:06
  Speaker 1: a hundred people or two hundred people, five hundred people,
• 17:09
  Speaker 1: a thousand killed it.
• 17:11
  Speaker 2: Wow.
• 17:11
  Speaker 1: But like if you put one person in front of me,
• 17:14
  Speaker 1: couldn't do it. And so so I think it's interesting
• 17:18
  Speaker 1: that you saying that in front of your family.
• 17:20
  Speaker 3: You were cool in front of my family. Now I
• 17:22
  Speaker 3: was saying in front of my family at one point
• 17:24
  Speaker 3: it was like nerve wrecking to like like grow knowing
• 17:29
  Speaker 3: that I had to get right, but singing that on
• 17:32
  Speaker 3: the spot at birthday parties and doing that type. So
• 17:34
  Speaker 3: now come on in here and when they're playing and
• 17:38
  Speaker 3: doing pillow fighting, little outside having a rock fight, and
• 17:41
  Speaker 3: then you get called in to sing a heavy birth
• 17:44
  Speaker 3: and you know, so it's like those types of things
• 17:46
  Speaker 3: help to build my coffee.
• 17:47
  Speaker 1: Okay, I see what you're saying, Okay, so you go
• 17:50
  Speaker 1: from being on the spot now your groom. You're slowly
• 17:53
  Speaker 1: morphing into the superstar because you start. The reason why
• 17:57
  Speaker 1: I keep bringing this up is because you were so
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: young when you started, and I want to see like
• 18:04
  Speaker 1: how it happened, Like what exactly happened, and how that translate.
• 18:11
  Speaker 3: Milestones in my younger life that led to being seen
• 18:15
  Speaker 3: by the right people. The molestone as what we're talking
• 18:19
  Speaker 3: about before the elementary school talent show. That talent show
• 18:22
  Speaker 3: was a milestone because the first time that it went
• 18:25
  Speaker 3: from everybody in my family knowing this kid has talent,
• 18:28
  Speaker 3: to my peers and the school I went to every day,
• 18:33
  Speaker 3: people now knowing like, oh, you know, just this is
• 18:35
  Speaker 3: not just a talent show.
• 18:36
  Speaker 2: We got dressed. I was in a group. We got
• 18:38
  Speaker 2: dressed for guys.
• 18:40
  Speaker 3: Matter of fact, I was in the group with Monique Sudden.
• 18:44
  Speaker 3: Monique from Baltimore, the comedian Wow put us because we
• 18:49
  Speaker 3: used to live down the street. She put us in
• 18:52
  Speaker 3: a group and we rehearsed in her basement everything and.
• 18:55
  Speaker 1: Was Monique as big as she was at the at
• 18:58
  Speaker 1: the time.
• 18:59
  Speaker 3: Wow, She wasn't unique yet, sure she was on her
• 19:02
  Speaker 3: like she And so that was a milestone because it
• 19:06
  Speaker 3: was now like, oh, oh, we gotta put this, we
• 19:09
  Speaker 3: gotta get help, we gotta you know what I'm saying.
• 19:11
  Speaker 2: So then after that.
• 19:12
  Speaker 3: I think I wanna said it was like elementary school,
• 19:14
  Speaker 3: old year, elementary school.
• 19:15
  Speaker 2: I was like like five to ten, right, I don't
• 19:18
  Speaker 2: know or whatever.
• 19:21
  Speaker 3: Anyway that age and from that point on it became
• 19:24
  Speaker 3: more of like a duty in the job because now
• 19:26
  Speaker 3: it's like, okay, practicing, well, I got out of the
• 19:30
  Speaker 3: group I'm talking about. Like with my mom, it was like,
• 19:32
  Speaker 3: this is it. This is the thing that's going to
• 19:35
  Speaker 3: keep my baby from turning into our other you know,
• 19:39
  Speaker 3: her cousins and jail and streets and six or seven.
• 19:42
  Speaker 1: Your mom in that decision worse.
• 19:44
  Speaker 3: She told me, Okay, she said she knew she had
• 19:46
  Speaker 3: to do that because she saw she knew growing up
• 19:49
  Speaker 3: in Bottomore. It it's because of my family history. It
• 19:52
  Speaker 3: was only nobody really did any I was. I'm the
• 19:56
  Speaker 3: first to like really leave the city and do something
• 19:59
  Speaker 3: amazing with this life.
• 20:01
  Speaker 2: Life.
• 20:02
  Speaker 3: Life life changes, like you know generationally, you know. So
• 20:21
  Speaker 3: my mother was actually a she had a scholarship playing
• 20:25
  Speaker 3: tennis in Kaytonsville, and she had an accident.
• 20:28
  Speaker 2: And so it was at the time, and so she
• 20:34
  Speaker 2: just wanted to see me do great things. And I
• 20:36
  Speaker 2: think that music.
• 20:37
  Speaker 3: When she saw that, it was like, okay, so what
• 20:40
  Speaker 3: the that is? You know, practicing talent shows? Oh you're
• 20:44
  Speaker 3: only ten, but you're.
• 20:45
  Speaker 2: You're doing a talent show with sixteen and seventeen year olds.
• 20:47
  Speaker 2: I don't care you're gonna do it. I don't want
• 20:49
  Speaker 2: to do it.
• 20:50
  Speaker 1: Like the other time, it smells like cake, smells like
• 20:54
  Speaker 1: so your mom like, and she she also like provided
• 20:57
  Speaker 1: a level of discipline and structure to your career.
• 21:00
  Speaker 2: Absolutely, it's forehead, all.
• 21:02
  Speaker 1: Right, But did you do you do it the chicken
• 21:05
  Speaker 1: and egg? Did your mom come to you and be like, Okay,
• 21:08
  Speaker 1: you're talented and we're gonna pour all this or were
• 21:11
  Speaker 1: you like, Mom, I really think I can do this?
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: And then she poured it into you.
• 21:14
  Speaker 2: Such a great question. And soon as you asked me that,
• 21:16
  Speaker 2: it took me to the sound way. She took me
• 21:18
  Speaker 2: to a barbershop.
• 21:19
  Speaker 3: And I can't remember how old it was, but as
• 21:22
  Speaker 3: I got older, she started taking me to the barbershop.
• 21:24
  Speaker 2: She used to cut my head and then she started
• 21:26
  Speaker 2: and she.
• 21:27
  Speaker 3: Had me sing for the guys in a barbershop, right,
• 21:30
  Speaker 3: and all of them gave me ten dollars each. So
• 21:32
  Speaker 3: I must have walked out of there with almost two
• 21:34
  Speaker 3: hundred dollars okay, right, And so that's the first time
• 21:37
  Speaker 3: I noticed that I can make money doing it, okay.
• 21:39
  Speaker 3: And I told I remember telling her. I said, my like,
• 21:42
  Speaker 3: this is I can make money singing.
• 21:44
  Speaker 2: She's like, yeah you can.
• 21:46
  Speaker 3: She's like, who's got to work hard, you know, and
• 21:49
  Speaker 3: believe in yourself. And so after that she started putting
• 21:51
  Speaker 3: me in talent shows and I did my first big
• 21:53
  Speaker 3: talent show that got me some recognition was a talent
• 21:57
  Speaker 3: show copa state hop and State College in Baltimore. And
• 22:04
  Speaker 3: I didn't win the show, but Drew Hill was there.
• 22:07
  Speaker 3: It was label Execs there.
• 22:08
  Speaker 2: It was a big thing. It used to happen like
• 22:10
  Speaker 2: once every three four months.
• 22:11
  Speaker 1: Did you know that those type of level of people
• 22:13
  Speaker 1: are going to be there?
• 22:14
  Speaker 2: Okay?
• 22:14
  Speaker 1: So you just came to oh mom, Okay, I didn't know.
• 22:19
  Speaker 1: And I have another question to go back to the
• 22:21
  Speaker 1: barbershop story. Do you think your mom knew that they
• 22:25
  Speaker 1: were going to give you the money or do you
• 22:27
  Speaker 1: think it was a pleasant surprise?
• 22:28
  Speaker 3: For both definitely a pleasant surprise, but she was just
• 22:30
  Speaker 3: bragging like almost us, saying he can he can go
• 22:34
  Speaker 3: right okay. And then she was like saying, so she's
• 22:36
  Speaker 3: always prominent the spot. And I used to hate it
• 22:38
  Speaker 3: because I'm just like I like to prepare my mind
• 22:40
  Speaker 3: for it. She used to make me do it because
• 22:42
  Speaker 3: I think she just she was proud, right, Yeah, I
• 22:44
  Speaker 3: would do that with my child, you know.
• 22:46
  Speaker 2: And and I also thought.
• 22:49
  Speaker 3: I think she just loved music so much as well,
• 22:51
  Speaker 3: so her passion for seeing me do what she loves
• 22:54
  Speaker 3: also was just immediate all that much more important to her.
• 22:59
  Speaker 2: And so now she just maybe and then they were like, hey,
• 23:01
  Speaker 2: little man, look like happened.
• 23:05
  Speaker 1: Just happened now before we go into like the tipping point,
• 23:09
  Speaker 1: I would like to say that the pre tipping point,
• 23:12
  Speaker 1: so just kind of circle back on you and your mom.
• 23:13
  Speaker 1: So it seems like and I could be off. Was
• 23:17
  Speaker 1: this like the music kind of also like this bonding
• 23:20
  Speaker 1: thing that you guys had or was it like it
• 23:22
  Speaker 1: was it became like the little glue between you or
• 23:25
  Speaker 1: do you guys? Did you guys have like an overall
• 23:27
  Speaker 1: well balanced relationship and this was just the toping.
• 23:29
  Speaker 3: Well I would say that our relationship got tighter as
• 23:34
  Speaker 3: I got older because I started to understand the importance
• 23:37
  Speaker 3: of it more as a kid. She was there, but
• 23:41
  Speaker 3: she also wasn't there in a lot of ways because
• 23:46
  Speaker 3: she was suffering from her with her or challenges of life.
• 23:49
  Speaker 2: And so music was definitely.
• 23:53
  Speaker 3: Something I never doubted between It was one thousand per
• 23:56
  Speaker 3: cent of bar we had. She played piano sometimes and
• 23:58
  Speaker 3: I would literally just I coulpays sing To this day,
• 24:01
  Speaker 3: it's something I love to do with producers and writer.
• 24:03
  Speaker 3: It's just because I used to do it with my mother.
• 24:05
  Speaker 3: So it's like a lot of songs start like that.
• 24:07
  Speaker 3: A lot of moments, a lot of great chemistry start
• 24:10
  Speaker 3: like that between creators. Because that's why I feel comfortable
• 24:13
  Speaker 3: breaking the ice. I might not even know how to
• 24:15
  Speaker 3: talk to somebody, we might never get it, but since
• 24:16
  Speaker 3: the music start, you know, and I think she is
• 24:19
  Speaker 3: still that in me of like helping me understand the
• 24:22
  Speaker 3: communication and music. How powerful it was in terms of
• 24:25
  Speaker 3: creating space to understand each other.
• 24:30
  Speaker 2: And there was definitely a glue. It was one percent
• 24:32
  Speaker 2: of glue.
• 24:32
  Speaker 3: She'd always play amazing music and she was one of
• 24:36
  Speaker 3: those people that she took everything when it came to
• 24:41
  Speaker 3: music and picking the right songs at the right time.
• 24:45
  Speaker 3: She just took it really seriously. She was always playing
• 24:48
  Speaker 3: music around out. She always had a car. Fully see,
• 24:51
  Speaker 3: when CDs came out, she had those booklets, you know,
• 24:54
  Speaker 3: those book with the CD just unlimited music, just music,
• 24:58
  Speaker 3: and I would take cart would steal it, honestly out
• 25:01
  Speaker 3: of her car and I would go put it in
• 25:02
  Speaker 3: my carrier machine. And the one I had, you could
• 25:05
  Speaker 3: put the CD in on one side and the cassetteide
• 25:08
  Speaker 3: and courge yourself sack.
• 25:09
  Speaker 2: So I would do that. Wou practice and pant practice.
• 25:12
  Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, so so she So she definitely played a
• 25:16
  Speaker 1: huge role in your music career. So going back to
• 25:20
  Speaker 1: this big performance at this college. So what happens you perform,
• 25:23
  Speaker 1: you get off stage, someone slides your card.
• 25:26
  Speaker 3: Let's before we even get there, Okay, all right, putting
• 25:30
  Speaker 3: you in this talent show. This conversation we happened putting
• 25:32
  Speaker 3: in this talent show. You know at the time, I
• 25:37
  Speaker 3: want to say, she was trying to go back to
• 25:39
  Speaker 3: college at the time, so she would we would leave
• 25:41
  Speaker 3: school and then go audition for stuff. She would always
• 25:43
  Speaker 3: try to get me in these things and shows and plays,
• 25:47
  Speaker 3: and we go to this audition and we meet this
• 25:49
  Speaker 3: guy who's running the talent show and I was the
• 25:52
  Speaker 3: youngest person on the show besides his niece.
• 25:54
  Speaker 2: How old were you would you say at this time?
• 25:56
  Speaker 2: It had to be like ten eleven.
• 25:58
  Speaker 3: Yeah, maybe too. And we get there and it's a
• 26:04
  Speaker 3: long line of people, right, so we're walking past. Little
• 26:07
  Speaker 3: do I know this is the audition line. It's the
• 26:10
  Speaker 3: audition line. But everybody I know. I don't see any kids.
• 26:14
  Speaker 2: I see groups.
• 26:15
  Speaker 3: I see guys out there dancing and they popping and stuff.
• 26:19
  Speaker 3: I see girls out there. I see all types of stuff.
• 26:22
  Speaker 3: And so we get inside and we're just waiting inside.
• 26:25
  Speaker 3: So we sat inside and he came in.
• 26:27
  Speaker 2: I went in.
• 26:28
  Speaker 3: No, I sat inside and there was somebody in there singing,
• 26:31
  Speaker 3: going crazy. She was singing like Whitney Houston or some
• 26:36
  Speaker 3: crazy incredible I heard it through the door.
• 26:40
  Speaker 1: Oh my gosh.
• 26:41
  Speaker 3: I'm sitting there the time listen listening to her sing,
• 26:44
  Speaker 3: and I'm like, I'm like, ma, I'm looking at her.
• 26:48
  Speaker 2: She's like, come on, you going to here. I'm like,
• 26:50
  Speaker 2: I don't. I don't want to do it. Started crying.
• 26:52
  Speaker 2: I got scared. She kneeled down. My mother was very
• 26:56
  Speaker 2: she was a capracr so she was very aggressive. And
• 27:00
  Speaker 2: it's like it wasn't even if she told her no,
• 27:02
  Speaker 2: she don't hear no. She don't. I don't think it's
• 27:05
  Speaker 2: possible for her to hear no. It was just impossible.
• 27:07
  Speaker 2: So I like her already, you know what I'm saying.
• 27:09
  Speaker 3: So like she was just one of those that that
• 27:11
  Speaker 3: type of energy, and I was very scared of her.
• 27:17
  Speaker 3: Please okay, please don't make me go in I don't
• 27:22
  Speaker 3: know this.
• 27:22
  Speaker 2: Man, Like, don't make me go ahead and sing if
• 27:24
  Speaker 2: it is bad.
• 27:25
  Speaker 3: And so I went in there and I sang and
• 27:29
  Speaker 3: but yeah he was.
• 27:30
  Speaker 2: He thought it was great whatever, And I got to
• 27:32
  Speaker 2: tell a show. So that's how that starts. Now.
• 27:34
  Speaker 1: Just see in the room when you were singing, like, okay,
• 27:38
  Speaker 1: did you feel extra pressure like you better?
• 27:39
  Speaker 2: Was it was? I was.
• 27:40
  Speaker 3: I left my body at that point. I wouldn't have
• 27:42
  Speaker 3: been able to do what I was just leaving. I
• 27:44
  Speaker 3: gave in, I gave up. I said, look, but I realized,
• 27:47
  Speaker 3: like looking back now, even as I'm telling a story,
• 27:50
  Speaker 3: I realized that everything that she was doing.
• 27:53
  Speaker 2: Was preparing me for these moments.
• 27:56
  Speaker 3: You know, So it came. It got to the point
• 27:57
  Speaker 3: where once I start singing, I.
• 28:00
  Speaker 2: Think I was madic because I know that space.
• 28:03
  Speaker 3: And I think anybody can relate to like having a
• 28:06
  Speaker 3: passion for something, no matter what's going on, when you
• 28:08
  Speaker 3: tap into that energy and you're in that vortex and
• 28:10
  Speaker 3: you're in that moment present, all your fears, everything goes
• 28:14
  Speaker 3: out the window and it's just you and God and
• 28:17
  Speaker 3: you know, And that's what that was. And I think
• 28:19
  Speaker 3: that was like one of the first moments where I
• 28:21
  Speaker 3: realized the power and what she was doing, and yeah,
• 28:26
  Speaker 3: it was powerful.
• 28:26
  Speaker 2: So I did that. And then I think the Talent
• 28:28
  Speaker 2: show was a week later or something.
• 28:30
  Speaker 3: We got got dressed, I put on I had a
• 28:32
  Speaker 3: jeans suit set on with some fake a fake silver chain.
• 28:38
  Speaker 3: She cut my hair at that time. I actually still
• 28:40
  Speaker 3: got pictures somewhere. I gotta find it.
• 28:42
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna say I got and we go to the
• 28:45
  Speaker 2: Talent show. I do this show.
• 28:48
  Speaker 3: I kill it, you know, And then her his niece
• 28:54
  Speaker 3: ended up winning, but I think he gave it to
• 28:56
  Speaker 3: it for the but it was a moment that I'll
• 28:59
  Speaker 3: just never forget.
• 29:00
  Speaker 2: I was backstage.
• 29:01
  Speaker 3: I was mad, I was frustrated at a loss and
• 29:03
  Speaker 3: then like Drew Hill came in there, Cisco came in,
• 29:06
  Speaker 3: there was like solo man, Jazz came in there, is
• 29:09
  Speaker 3: it was it was fire and it was like.
• 29:11
  Speaker 1: Yeah and they yeah, they was there and so it
• 29:17
  Speaker 1: was fire.
• 29:17
  Speaker 2: That was fire.
• 29:18
  Speaker 1: So then what happens after that?
• 29:19
  Speaker 3: So after that, my mother meets a agent slash manager
• 29:27
  Speaker 3: at the time, and they connect. It's like, yeah, I
• 29:30
  Speaker 3: think your son has talent, but this is stuff that
• 29:31
  Speaker 3: she's telling me, and yeah. They just stayed connected over
• 29:35
  Speaker 3: the years and years later he reached out to her
• 29:38
  Speaker 3: to put me in a group.
• 29:40
  Speaker 2: Years later, Wow, two years ago and two or three
• 29:45
  Speaker 2: years when.
• 29:45
  Speaker 1: You were doing solo at this time, I was just solo.
• 29:48
  Speaker 2: I was a solo artist.
• 29:49
  Speaker 3: I was singing in church. Mind you do all of this,
• 29:51
  Speaker 3: I'm singing in church. I'm like all of that, right,
• 29:53
  Speaker 3: And so.
• 29:55
  Speaker 2: I tried a group. Things that don't work out, and
• 29:58
  Speaker 2: then I ended up moving.
• 30:00
  Speaker 3: In New Jersey when I was like thirteen fourteen that
• 30:03
  Speaker 3: freshman year.
• 30:04
  Speaker 1: And high school and these are like, these cities aren't
• 30:08
  Speaker 1: like I would say, I would for lack of better word,
• 30:13
  Speaker 1: these aren't These are rough cities. Baltimore, but Jersey.
• 30:16
  Speaker 2: Also Jersey, where I lived, that wasn't it was it.
• 30:19
  Speaker 3: It was some of the kids that went to the
• 30:22
  Speaker 3: school I went to came from rough areas, so that's whay.
• 30:25
  Speaker 3: A lot of crazy stuff was going on like when
• 30:27
  Speaker 3: I got there. But like the Bregen County wasn't like
• 30:30
  Speaker 3: a super rough place, but it was.
• 30:33
  Speaker 2: It was.
• 30:33
  Speaker 3: It was spots, you feel me, like certain gangs or
• 30:36
  Speaker 3: certain culs. But it was nothing like I've never I've
• 30:39
  Speaker 3: never in my life been anywhere is as crazy as Baltimore.
• 30:42
  Speaker 1: Se And do you still go back to used to
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: go back time.
• 30:45
  Speaker 2: And time from time time, not a lot, but from
• 30:47
  Speaker 2: time to time.
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: So you and your mom just solo dolo to Jersey.
• 30:51
  Speaker 2: Well, I went, She said me, by myself. What do
• 30:54
  Speaker 2: you mean by yourself?
• 30:56
  Speaker 1: Just wait, I here's a plane ticket, by I mean,
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: here's let me.
• 30:59
  Speaker 2: I'm skipping something. I'm not.
• 31:01
  Speaker 3: Let me not do that because I'm let me go back.
• 31:03
  Speaker 3: All right, cool, fuck it, we're gonna go.
• 31:05
  Speaker 1: Now, we're gonna get by the way, yeah, you already
• 31:09
  Speaker 1: know we're gonna go over time. I saw, I saw
• 31:11
  Speaker 1: the mark.
• 31:12
  Speaker 2: We're going on get some cake.
• 31:14
  Speaker 3: So during this time, my family was falling a part
• 31:19
  Speaker 3: a lot, you know a lot of things where people
• 31:21
  Speaker 3: are getting older and things were changing.
• 31:23
  Speaker 2: It was a lot going on.
• 31:24
  Speaker 3: And I kind of got misplaced in that because when
• 31:29
  Speaker 3: my grandmother passed when I was twelve years old, that
• 31:31
  Speaker 3: took a lot out of me. That that changed my life,
• 31:33
  Speaker 3: That changed my perspective of everything I thought love was
• 31:37
  Speaker 3: life was.
• 31:38
  Speaker 2: My grandmother worked three jobs to take care of the family.
• 31:44
  Speaker 3: My great grandmother lived with us, her mother, And so
• 31:49
  Speaker 3: I watched my grandmother work tirelessly.
• 31:53
  Speaker 2: And take care of the.
• 31:54
  Speaker 3: Family while going through her own issues and sugar I
• 31:59
  Speaker 3: be like, I watched her kind of like deteriorate in
• 32:01
  Speaker 3: front of me because of stress and just life and
• 32:04
  Speaker 3: bad eating habits and you know, all of the things
• 32:07
  Speaker 3: that a lot of our grandmothers and uncle's didn't care
• 32:11
  Speaker 3: her worry about the time. Like if I knew what
• 32:14
  Speaker 3: I knew now about health and like the importance of
• 32:17
  Speaker 3: the frequency of your body and taking care of yourself
• 32:19
  Speaker 3: and the right fools out, would have been able to
• 32:21
  Speaker 3: save my grandmother for sure.
• 32:23
  Speaker 2: And I think about that so much, and I'm like.
• 32:25
  Speaker 1: Would you say she passed young? The word grandma her
• 32:31
  Speaker 1: late faifty ye does young?
• 32:35
  Speaker 3: And so that took a toll on my family. My
• 32:39
  Speaker 3: family kind of fell apart after that. You know, even
• 32:41
  Speaker 3: though we had our issues that every it was a
• 32:43
  Speaker 3: lot of toxic, crazy stuff going on.
• 32:45
  Speaker 2: We're still family. But she was like the bat. She
• 32:49
  Speaker 2: was themself. You know.
• 32:50
  Speaker 3: She was the one that everybody would call when they
• 32:53
  Speaker 3: had issues, if they needed money, if they needed whatever,
• 32:55
  Speaker 3: like you know, So when that happened, it it changed.
• 33:02
  Speaker 3: It made me numb as a kid, I was.
• 33:04
  Speaker 2: I was. She was. She was like my mom, Like
• 33:06
  Speaker 2: she was like really my mom.
• 33:09
  Speaker 1: To assay, when you say it made you numb, so
• 33:11
  Speaker 1: that means that you were like avoiding your feelings.
• 33:14
  Speaker 2: It made me that time to life.
• 33:16
  Speaker 3: It made me numb to like expectations, It made me
• 33:20
  Speaker 3: numb to anything, like there was no more light in
• 33:23
  Speaker 3: my life. I felt like she was my life, you
• 33:26
  Speaker 3: know what I mean? Like I was, I seen so
• 33:28
  Speaker 3: many crazy things. I've seen people overdose in our house.
• 33:31
  Speaker 3: I've seen police was raising our house every other weekend,
• 33:34
  Speaker 3: like stee feeling like.
• 33:35
  Speaker 2: I grew up like that, and it was like.
• 33:40
  Speaker 3: She was the She just made life seeing like everything
• 33:43
  Speaker 3: was gonna be okay.
• 33:45
  Speaker 2: It was like.
• 33:45
  Speaker 1: That that her passing made you numb. But then you
• 33:48
  Speaker 1: just name like other things that were like some some
• 33:52
  Speaker 1: most people like myself would be like that was super
• 33:55
  Speaker 1: level trauma, regular regular.
• 33:58
  Speaker 3: All of that was regular, you know what I'm saying, Like,
• 34:00
  Speaker 3: all of that to me was was a regularized seek.
• 34:03
  Speaker 2: Since I can remember, I was seeing things stuff like that.
• 34:05
  Speaker 2: You feel me.
• 34:06
  Speaker 3: My my uncle got killed when I was like four
• 34:09
  Speaker 3: or five years old. My mother's brother, like he was like,
• 34:13
  Speaker 3: you know, somebody in our family that everybody looked up to.
• 34:16
  Speaker 2: He got shot twice. You know, I remember being.
• 34:19
  Speaker 1: A kid, and so you were like you were knew
• 34:22
  Speaker 1: to death, you weren't new to overdose, you weren't new
• 34:25
  Speaker 1: to crime. But then your grandma passes and that because
• 34:29
  Speaker 1: to me, to.
• 34:30
  Speaker 2: Me, she was like I'd never seen my grandmother cry.
• 34:34
  Speaker 3: I never except way in church, like you know when
• 34:37
  Speaker 3: she was praising the Lord, like I never seen her.
• 34:41
  Speaker 3: I never seen her fail or give up or or
• 34:45
  Speaker 3: she never wanted anybody to see her in pain. So
• 34:49
  Speaker 3: when she started getting sick and I started seeing that
• 34:52
  Speaker 3: part of her manifest I was just like, wait, what
• 34:57
  Speaker 3: is life like?
• 34:58
  Speaker 2: What is this? What's really going on?
• 35:00
  Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, so anyway, where she passed,
• 35:03
  Speaker 3: fell fell apart, and it was kind of like I
• 35:06
  Speaker 3: was a free agent.
• 35:07
  Speaker 2: It was like I was living with friends. I was
• 35:10
  Speaker 2: here's your mom.
• 35:11
  Speaker 1: What was going on with your mom?
• 35:12
  Speaker 3: Though at the time, I can't tell you exactly what
• 35:14
  Speaker 3: was going on where because I don't know, but I
• 35:16
  Speaker 3: know that she.
• 35:16
  Speaker 2: Was so you're her relationship.
• 35:19
  Speaker 1: She would like bob in and out your life, but
• 35:21
  Speaker 1: your grandma was your staple. That's that's what I'm getting.
• 35:24
  Speaker 2: One thousand percent. Okay, Okay, I'm not good at telling
• 35:27
  Speaker 2: this story.
• 35:28
  Speaker 1: No, No, you're doing a great job. I'm just because
• 35:31
  Speaker 1: it's so crazy, Like I love hearing your story, like, yeah,
• 35:33
  Speaker 1: this is.
• 35:35
  Speaker 2: And it's true. I'm not gonna lie. It's my truth.
• 35:39
  Speaker 3: Is the reason why I am the way I am today,
• 35:41
  Speaker 3: why i'm you know, still here even in this game,
• 35:44
  Speaker 3: and and just.
• 35:46
  Speaker 2: Like focusing on living up no matter how hard things get.
• 35:49
  Speaker 1: Like so, but you know you're in my opinion, like
• 35:53
  Speaker 1: the entertainment business has got to be one of the
• 35:56
  Speaker 1: hardest industries, especially in I'm going to say especially in
• 35:59
  Speaker 1: your position, because when you hit the I would say
• 36:03
  Speaker 1: you break the class ceiling right in an industry. That's like,
• 36:07
  Speaker 1: you know, constantly like okay, being pitched. Okay, what's the new,
• 36:11
  Speaker 1: what's the new, what's the new, what's the news.
• 36:13
  Speaker 2: I feel like it's helping me. Everything in life is alchemy. Alchemy, Okay, yeah.
• 36:18
  Speaker 3: I mean when you're dealing with when you're dealing with
• 36:21
  Speaker 3: something that has to do with giving people an expression
• 36:25
  Speaker 3: or an experience to have, it's all energy and it's
• 36:27
  Speaker 3: all ugly.
• 36:28
  Speaker 2: And that's how I've looked at it.
• 36:29
  Speaker 3: I'll save for the past six or seven years of
• 36:32
  Speaker 3: my life, like, Okay, how do I balance out all
• 36:35
  Speaker 3: these Are we burning that?
• 36:37
  Speaker 2: No? You're not burning it?
• 36:38
  Speaker 1: I don't think so.
• 36:39
  Speaker 2: Should we check though? We should check it real quick.
• 36:41
  Speaker 1: Really, it's only been like twenty minutes.
• 36:43
  Speaker 2: Is it all right? Cool? Fat?
• 36:45
  Speaker 1: It smells like it just smells good. But you know
• 36:47
  Speaker 1: what it smells. Okay, you know that's all. Pause for
• 36:52
  Speaker 1: a second and just check it out. Mario was like, yo,
• 36:56
  Speaker 1: I smell it burning and I was like.
• 36:57
  Speaker 2: No, it's not the first time. He was like, no,
• 36:59
  Speaker 2: it's good.
• 37:00
  Speaker 1: It's definitely it definitely burns. Because this is what happens
• 37:03
  Speaker 1: when Coleen tries to be a backwards chef. So col
• 37:07
  Speaker 1: we did burn it, but before we get coked, we're
• 37:09
  Speaker 1: gonna try it.
• 37:11
  Speaker 2: Let's try it.
• 37:11
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna try this, all right.
• 37:14
  Speaker 2: I'm gonna should we should we?
• 37:18
  Speaker 1: Are you gonna try it like that?
• 37:19
  Speaker 2: It's gonna it's gonna be hot.
• 37:21
  Speaker 1: There's more burn. Sorry, guys, I'm gonna try and I'm
• 37:25
  Speaker 1: going to try and put it on the plate, just
• 37:28
  Speaker 1: so you guys could see the inside of it. Is
• 37:31
  Speaker 1: it good?
• 37:31
  Speaker 2: Is it right? Is it okay? That's okay?
• 37:38
  Speaker 1: Is it because I messed with it?
• 37:40
  Speaker 2: Okay? I want to see the inside. Guys.
• 37:44
  Speaker 1: Look it looks like legit. Look at the inside, so.
• 37:49
  Speaker 2: You look cool if you look at it from next.
• 37:50
  Speaker 1: So look, we have the cinnamon in there. The cake
• 37:54
  Speaker 1: probably mad because I burnt his cake. I'm sorry I
• 37:57
  Speaker 1: burnt your cake.
• 37:58
  Speaker 2: I wish I would justin.
• 38:00
  Speaker 1: He was like I smelled.
• 38:01
  Speaker 2: I was like I knew it was going there. I'm like, yeah,
• 38:04
  Speaker 2: it's going there. So I was in the story.
• 38:07
  Speaker 1: So okay, So I'm gonna try this cake. Mario's already
• 38:10
  Speaker 1: digging in.
• 38:12
  Speaker 2: Crazy during even matter. Oh my gosh, I.
• 38:16
  Speaker 1: Don't see why they use this RB. It's super moist.
• 38:19
  Speaker 1: Is yours as good as mine. Hold up, let me
• 38:24
  Speaker 1: show you how gangster I am. Oh my god, this
• 38:29
  Speaker 1: creak is good.
• 38:30
  Speaker 2: All right, you gotta try with the almond milk dough.
• 38:32
  Speaker 3: So get a bite and then like right after they
• 38:34
  Speaker 3: drink some other it's gonna put anything.
• 38:36
  Speaker 1: Wait, I wanted to put some of the batter on it,
• 38:38
  Speaker 1: right because I'm gangster, all right, I know what.
• 38:43
  Speaker 2: Is batter like.
• 38:43
  Speaker 1: But look, it's gonna be like an icing okay here, yeah,
• 38:49
  Speaker 1: really that's what I was saying. If we put the
• 38:50
  Speaker 1: batter on top, that it's gonna take away the breath.
• 38:52
  Speaker 1: Oh is that what you're saying.
• 38:54
  Speaker 3: I was saying that when he came, he's trying, then
• 38:58
  Speaker 3: it would have all right, let's hold on, honest the
• 39:00
  Speaker 3: thing and it wasn't Prasey with the batter already.
• 39:03
  Speaker 2: He ain't eve gotta say that. Don't even say that, Ireny.
• 39:07
  Speaker 1: Tell me that I had wow mm hmm on the milk,
• 39:11
  Speaker 1: my milk, cheers.
• 39:30
  Speaker 2: Chers eat it. Where I broke broken, we ain't broke.
• 39:34
  Speaker 1: But what an amazing combo, you know what. I definitely
• 39:39
  Speaker 1: say the sweetness and almond milk, so the cake turned
• 39:41
  Speaker 1: out absolutely delicious. This took us like fifteen minutes to
• 39:45
  Speaker 1: like prep and make, and if you don't have me
• 39:49
  Speaker 1: in your kitchen, you probably won't burn your cake.
• 39:53
  Speaker 2: It's okay, but we made it work.
• 39:56
  Speaker 1: We put the batter as icing, totally hooked it.
• 39:58
  Speaker 2: Up in and it's still it's still like the tastes.
• 40:01
  Speaker 2: You still get what the you know what I mean?
• 40:02
  Speaker 1: So tom cake, Yeah, it's the cinnamon and the soft missing.
• 40:06
  Speaker 2: There's a certain custard that goes over the top. I
• 40:08
  Speaker 2: think that's what that's to use for mm hmm.
• 40:11
  Speaker 3: It's supposed to actually, it's actually supposed to have that
• 40:14
  Speaker 3: are on the top, but it's supposed to be a
• 40:15
  Speaker 3: different type of like an icing, like an icing.
• 40:18
  Speaker 2: I don't see. My grandma was a wizard in the kitchen. Love.
• 40:22
  Speaker 1: I crazy appreciate your grandma's contribution. So your life, because
• 40:28
  Speaker 1: now I can have Soccer to Me cake for the first.
• 40:30
  Speaker 3: Time, and you could and you could cook it more
• 40:33
  Speaker 3: often and get better at you know what I'm saying,
• 40:34
  Speaker 3: all right, and.
• 40:36
  Speaker 1: You can say that made Soccer to Me cake one
• 40:39
  Speaker 1: time on the show. I gotta drink this.
• 40:43
  Speaker 2: Milk, doesn't it add like the extra?
• 40:46
  Speaker 1: Like I'm surprised the cake isn't sweeter.
• 40:49
  Speaker 2: Honestly, we didn't put a lot of sugar in there,
• 40:52
  Speaker 2: but I thought those cake mixes come with sugar already.
• 40:55
  Speaker 3: I don't know kind of cake missile us because we
• 40:57
  Speaker 3: got the person to go there first. I don't know,
• 40:59
  Speaker 3: but it tastes good like the icent like this makes
• 41:02
  Speaker 3: it feel like it's sweeten than what it is.
• 41:04
  Speaker 2: So I love it.
• 41:05
  Speaker 1: I love it, and batter is going to be my
• 41:06
  Speaker 1: new icing.
• 41:08
  Speaker 2: Moving forward without the brac cake.
• 41:12
  Speaker 1: So your mom sends you to New Jersey after your
• 41:18
  Speaker 1: grandma passes, solo dolo. Now this is where I'm like,
• 41:23
  Speaker 1: where are you going?
• 41:26
  Speaker 2: Right?
• 41:28
  Speaker 3: I mean, familiar with with who she sent me were
• 41:34
  Speaker 3: at the time, and I'm young. But when I tell you, like,
• 41:39
  Speaker 3: I don't think you understand, Like I literally was numb
• 41:42
  Speaker 3: to all of it because the reason why I went
• 41:44
  Speaker 3: is because I was staying in a group home with
• 41:47
  Speaker 3: my best friend because his mom basically ran a group offs.
• 41:50
  Speaker 3: I was just staying there because we could do whatever
• 41:52
  Speaker 3: we were. You feel me, And it was just like
• 41:55
  Speaker 3: I was just I wasn't going to school, I was skipping,
• 41:57
  Speaker 3: so I got in trouble and see what happened. But
• 42:00
  Speaker 3: when the cops were looking for my mom. They like
• 42:04
  Speaker 3: I wasn't with my parents, and so well, we finally
• 42:07
  Speaker 3: caught up where it was like either I had to
• 42:08
  Speaker 3: live with my aunt or and so I ended up moving.
• 42:11
  Speaker 3: I live with my aunt for a little bit, but
• 42:13
  Speaker 3: I just kept I already got a taste of what
• 42:17
  Speaker 3: being outside was like, and so I just liked it, right.
• 42:21
  Speaker 3: I liked my freedom at the time, and there was
• 42:25
  Speaker 3: no one there to leave me down the right path
• 42:29
  Speaker 3: or up the right path, and so from when I
• 42:32
  Speaker 3: got in trouble, but I was like when she didn't
• 42:38
  Speaker 3: want to take on that responsibility and not be able
• 42:41
  Speaker 3: to take care of me, And so that's why that's
• 42:44
  Speaker 3: the real reason I ended up moving.
• 42:45
  Speaker 1: Okay, so you got to taste for the outside. You
• 42:48
  Speaker 1: were having all this freedom. Now were you saying freedom
• 42:51
  Speaker 1: and the sense of because like no curfews. Are you
• 42:54
  Speaker 1: saying that whatever.
• 42:56
  Speaker 2: I wanted to do it as a as a twelve
• 42:58
  Speaker 2: year old kid, Well, that's really young to have that freedom.
• 43:02
  Speaker 3: No, No, wait fourteen, because I was in high school.
• 43:06
  Speaker 1: Okay, but you were still doing music, but you were
• 43:08
  Speaker 1: running the streets.
• 43:08
  Speaker 2: I wasn't doing music at the time. I was I
• 43:10
  Speaker 2: mean I was still singing him, so I was still
• 43:12
  Speaker 2: I still love. Yeah, I wasn't actively. I hadn't been
• 43:16
  Speaker 2: in one studio in my life.
• 43:17
  Speaker 1: Yeah, but you were. You weren't participating in talent shows anymore.
• 43:20
  Speaker 2: Because I was over. In my eyes, that was over.
• 43:24
  Speaker 1: Okay, So you moved to Jersey and you're in a
• 43:27
  Speaker 1: group home that you're group.
• 43:30
  Speaker 3: The group of host thing happened in Baltimore, right, And
• 43:33
  Speaker 3: then when I moved to Jersey, that was like we
• 43:37
  Speaker 3: pretty much getting adopted really because I never went back home.
• 43:40
  Speaker 3: It was supposed to be for a weekend, but I
• 43:42
  Speaker 3: never went back to Baltima, okay, right, and so that's
• 43:46
  Speaker 3: when it turned into put.
• 43:47
  Speaker 2: Him in a group. The group don't work out.
• 43:51
  Speaker 3: Then when I when I was fourteen, I ended up
• 43:53
  Speaker 3: getting signed to J Records, Clive Davis's label.
• 43:57
  Speaker 2: Oh that's how that happened.
• 43:58
  Speaker 1: Okay, so you get signed. I think I didn't tell
• 44:03
  Speaker 1: you before that I taped to Neo and Neo had
• 44:06
  Speaker 1: told me how he had. Now was that the record
• 44:08
  Speaker 1: that Neo that wasn't even nice?
• 44:10
  Speaker 2: It was like I was fifteen at this time. Okay,
• 44:13
  Speaker 2: this was like two thousand and two, two thousand and one, right, okay,
• 44:19
  Speaker 2: I fly to La worked with Warren Campbell.
• 44:25
  Speaker 3: He had this song called Just a Friend that he
• 44:26
  Speaker 3: had recorded on Usher already. They felt like the record
• 44:30
  Speaker 3: was too young for Usher. They went with another record,
• 44:33
  Speaker 3: and I ended up cutting Just a Friend. Shout out
• 44:36
  Speaker 3: to Warren Campbell and Harold Lily and all my family
• 44:39
  Speaker 3: guys that I loved that helped me understand how to
• 44:42
  Speaker 3: tell stories.
• 44:44
  Speaker 2: Musically.
• 44:45
  Speaker 3: We did come on Break my Hair Just a Friend, Like,
• 44:49
  Speaker 3: those are records that I recorded as my first project. Wow,
• 44:53
  Speaker 3: And they were the records that introduced me to the
• 44:55
  Speaker 3: world and I was fifteen years old.
• 44:57
  Speaker 2: Oh wow, Yeah, so all of that happened. Money Run.
• 44:59
  Speaker 2: These peop really knew my story and where I came from. Yeah.
• 45:02
  Speaker 3: So it's like I had to break the ice with
• 45:04
  Speaker 3: them through sessions and stories.
• 45:06
  Speaker 2: And I Bring my Hair came.
• 45:08
  Speaker 3: About like just missing being home getting my hair braided
• 45:10
  Speaker 3: by my little girlfriend I had, Like that was what.
• 45:13
  Speaker 2: That's all I was about.
• 45:14
  Speaker 1: So you get pretty much catapulted overnight. Yeah, and what's
• 45:19
  Speaker 1: going on in your head? Mama made it. What's going on?
• 45:25
  Speaker 1: Are you seeing money or where you seeing money? Like
• 45:28
  Speaker 1: real money at the time, because I know I was
• 45:30
  Speaker 1: a kid.
• 45:30
  Speaker 2: I was. There was a basically like a trust set
• 45:33
  Speaker 2: up for me, but I wasn't.
• 45:35
  Speaker 1: Really you were like touching the money.
• 45:39
  Speaker 2: Yeah, I wasn't. But you were working absolutely, and we
• 45:42
  Speaker 2: were working. I was on promoto, I was touring the world.
• 45:44
  Speaker 2: And where's your mom doing all this? She was still
• 45:47
  Speaker 2: living in Baltimore, and.
• 45:49
  Speaker 1: She knows what's going on. She knows that you're traveling
• 45:51
  Speaker 1: and doing all this.
• 45:53
  Speaker 3: I think my year and my family they knew I
• 45:56
  Speaker 3: was doing my thing, but nobody in my family was involved.
• 45:59
  Speaker 1: Nobody was even trying to reach out at the time.
• 46:06
  Speaker 3: There were a few instances where family members try to
• 46:10
  Speaker 3: reach out, but it was done.
• 46:11
  Speaker 2: It wasn't rockets my mind.
• 46:15
  Speaker 1: Mike, can you give me an example.
• 46:16
  Speaker 2: I'm about to do. I'm not gonna I'm gonna give.
• 46:18
  Speaker 2: I'm just trying to, like figet it I wanted to
• 46:20
  Speaker 2: give you.
• 46:21
  Speaker 3: So that was an essens where one of my cousins
• 46:24
  Speaker 3: came up to Jersey with my mom and it turned
• 46:29
  Speaker 3: into like some real like yo, let us in or
• 46:33
  Speaker 3: else type.
• 46:34
  Speaker 2: Energy you feel me. They didn't understand the music you
• 46:38
  Speaker 2: feel me, and.
• 46:41
  Speaker 3: That that ended up being whatever I don't know if
• 46:44
  Speaker 3: something like change had happened, but that disappeared, and I
• 46:48
  Speaker 3: kind of was just like go with the riot because
• 46:52
  Speaker 3: I didn't know as a kid what was going on.
• 46:54
  Speaker 3: I didn't understand how things were set up.
• 46:55
  Speaker 1: I was then you probably were trying to like mess
• 46:58
  Speaker 1: it up either, right, I would imagine I was. I
• 47:01
  Speaker 1: was an autopilot still from your grandma, just in life.
• 47:04
  Speaker 3: Yeah, like imagine just like moving around so much and
• 47:07
  Speaker 3: not understanding where you're going and not understanding the purpose
• 47:13
  Speaker 3: behind everything. But I will say this, my grandmother on
• 47:18
  Speaker 3: her deathbed Northwest Hospital, she told me, she said.
• 47:25
  Speaker 2: This journey's gonna get really hard for you.
• 47:27
  Speaker 3: But she said your deskline for greatness in her own words,
• 47:31
  Speaker 3: but she said, your destline for greatness. Never give up.
• 47:33
  Speaker 3: I'm always with you, never give up.
• 47:37
  Speaker 2: And to this day, I.
• 47:39
  Speaker 3: Literally feel her with me everywhere, like it's a thing
• 47:42
  Speaker 3: where it's like no, I've gone through so many teams,
• 47:45
  Speaker 3: so many labels, so many and my own independent.
• 47:48
  Speaker 2: Label now like I do all my own business.
• 47:50
  Speaker 3: Now, I understand the business very well, good like life
• 47:54
  Speaker 3: is good.
• 47:55
  Speaker 2: But getting to this.
• 47:56
  Speaker 3: Point, every point in my life through the the belly
• 48:02
  Speaker 3: of the devil and the belly of the beast. I
• 48:06
  Speaker 3: always felt her walking with me, So I was I
• 48:09
  Speaker 3: never was a fearful kid, like I was never even
• 48:13
  Speaker 3: when I was moving around and I moved it I
• 48:17
  Speaker 3: was alone, but I always felt that with me, So
• 48:19
  Speaker 3: I never was like scared of anything.
• 48:23
  Speaker 2: Never scared.
• 48:23
  Speaker 1: But the fact that you're acknowledging like walking through the
• 48:25
  Speaker 1: belly of the devil, it's gonna make me wonder.
• 48:28
  Speaker 2: The belly of the beast.
• 48:29
  Speaker 1: Sorry, sorry, yeah, the belly of the beast. And now
• 48:32
  Speaker 1: I have to ask, like, can you share an experience
• 48:35
  Speaker 1: of what a belly of the beast walking through that is? Like,
• 48:38
  Speaker 1: can you give me an exact, actual example of like
• 48:40
  Speaker 1: the hardest time.
• 48:41
  Speaker 3: I would say this, when you are a person that
• 48:47
  Speaker 3: goes against the grain and you think for yourself and
• 48:52
  Speaker 3: you don't allow the energies around you to consume you
• 48:57
  Speaker 3: and your soul, then you have to face certain challenges.
• 49:02
  Speaker 3: I mean, it's hard to say exactly what because it's
• 49:05
  Speaker 3: so many different, but it's really like when things are
• 49:10
  Speaker 3: trying to condense your light through pulling access from you,
• 49:16
  Speaker 3: or taking away your voice, blackballing you, or like putting
• 49:23
  Speaker 3: you in a position where it's so much harder for
• 49:25
  Speaker 3: you to get to the next step or you push
• 49:27
  Speaker 3: through anyway. Yeah, but you still also.
• 49:30
  Speaker 2: Keep your composure, your integrity, keep your your your life.
• 49:35
  Speaker 3: You know, there were times where it got really dark
• 49:38
  Speaker 3: for me, you know, after having huge success in stepping
• 49:43
  Speaker 3: away from music because of what I was going through personally,
• 49:45
  Speaker 3: you know, and when I moved back to Boston at
• 49:50
  Speaker 3: eighteen years old, you know, when I was able to
• 49:55
  Speaker 3: have like be an adult and move around on my own.
• 49:57
  Speaker 2: I left Jersey and went back and this left and
• 50:03
  Speaker 2: how how long were you in Baltimore for like four years?
• 50:06
  Speaker 1: And this is when you're in a hiatus or the
• 50:09
  Speaker 1: peace of your career.
• 50:11
  Speaker 3: Let Me Love You came out in two thousands when
• 50:13
  Speaker 3: I was like eighteen years old, So it was like
• 50:15
  Speaker 3: right after that type of energy. But at the time,
• 50:18
  Speaker 3: it was so much going on. There's so many people
• 50:20
  Speaker 3: grabbing and pulling it. It was like and I was
• 50:23
  Speaker 3: having issues with the deal I was. It was like
• 50:25
  Speaker 3: a lot, and I just left and went back to Baltimore.
• 50:28
  Speaker 3: And so when I went back to Baltimore, there's a
• 50:29
  Speaker 3: whole other level of life to face because now you're
• 50:32
  Speaker 3: you're not in my mind, I'm still here, yeah, but
• 50:36
  Speaker 3: everybody else's mind I'm Mario. So I had to face
• 50:40
  Speaker 3: a lot of my own demons. I got to really
• 50:43
  Speaker 3: see who I was, meaning all the things that I escaped,
• 50:49
  Speaker 3: but that was still there, lingering.
• 50:51
  Speaker 2: When I moved back home. It was looking at like this, Can.
• 50:54
  Speaker 1: You give me an actual example, like Mario.
• 50:57
  Speaker 3: Like like where I'm from, But there's a lot of hope.
• 51:01
  Speaker 3: It's taken out of life for a lot of people.
• 51:04
  Speaker 3: You know, people wake up hopeless every day. You know
• 51:07
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying, It's fair even if you live in
• 51:09
  Speaker 3: a nice part of.
• 51:09
  Speaker 2: Baltimore, or like I had a playhouse downtown, like.
• 51:13
  Speaker 3: You five minutes away from things on every block. You
• 51:17
  Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, You five minutes away from getting
• 51:19
  Speaker 3: ribbed or shot or whatever. And I just never know.
• 51:23
  Speaker 3: Because I was from there, I never looked at it
• 51:25
  Speaker 3: like that, like I just was used to that. But
• 51:27
  Speaker 3: I was me living in those spaces, and so I
• 51:29
  Speaker 3: had a lot of energy coming from me from every
• 51:32
  Speaker 3: different angle.
• 51:34
  Speaker 2: While I would go and do a show, fans this.
• 51:37
  Speaker 3: And this and that, I'm going back to Baltimore and
• 51:39
  Speaker 3: so I'm living I saw myself kind of like at
• 51:44
  Speaker 3: eighteen years old, getting into things that Mario shouldn't be
• 51:47
  Speaker 3: getting into, you know what I'm saying, but nobody knows,
• 51:51
  Speaker 3: like what just like dealing with the wrong people, you
• 51:53
  Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, and just like really allow of
• 51:58
  Speaker 3: certain energies to be around me that that I was
• 52:03
  Speaker 3: comfortable with, but that wasn't healthy for me. And so
• 52:05
  Speaker 3: I started my energie shows. My passion for music started
• 52:08
  Speaker 3: doing the like you know, even though I was still
• 52:11
  Speaker 3: putting out music, I wasn't as like it was like
• 52:13
  Speaker 3: autopilot for me. It was like I'm doing this because
• 52:16
  Speaker 3: of the job, not because I love it.
• 52:18
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I was gonna say, I was curious to see
• 52:20
  Speaker 1: if you ended up being like, for lack of a
• 52:22
  Speaker 1: better word, like two personalities because you have this superstardom
• 52:25
  Speaker 1: and then you have Mario that's coming from Baltimore that's
• 52:28
  Speaker 1: dealing with like say family issues or you know, personal
• 52:33
  Speaker 1: definitely trying to deal with that.
• 52:35
  Speaker 2: I would say one hundred percent, one hundred percent right.
• 52:37
  Speaker 1: And are you writing music at the time, like throughout
• 52:40
  Speaker 1: your car or you just singing or not just singing,
• 52:42
  Speaker 1: but like are you because it's to me, it sounds
• 52:45
  Speaker 1: like when you say you went numb, Like, are is
• 52:47
  Speaker 1: there an outlet for you to express your feelings?
• 52:50
  Speaker 3: Because I was in a major label system and it
• 52:53
  Speaker 3: was more just about fighting that next hit.
• 52:55
  Speaker 2: I didn't have a voice really, and so it was like.
• 52:59
  Speaker 3: Any record it I was writing, whatever I was doing
• 53:01
  Speaker 3: that was making me feel it was always like, ah,
• 53:04
  Speaker 3: that's not it okay, and then oh, go work with
• 53:06
  Speaker 3: this writer.
• 53:07
  Speaker 2: It's just like it made me start hating the industry.
• 53:10
  Speaker 1: I kind of like, I was like, it's actually kind
• 53:13
  Speaker 1: of cool to hear you say that, only because you
• 53:15
  Speaker 1: can actually see like your environment still peeking through. Even
• 53:19
  Speaker 1: though like even.
• 53:20
  Speaker 3: Just like I was like Bottimore, just like I was
• 53:23
  Speaker 3: like this like R and B pop kid to everybody,
• 53:27
  Speaker 3: but my real life it was like.
• 53:29
  Speaker 2: Like you're like streets.
• 53:31
  Speaker 3: It was like I was seeing so much crazy shit
• 53:33
  Speaker 3: and it's like but I never really talked about it.
• 53:35
  Speaker 3: I just knew I should because when I first got signed,
• 53:38
  Speaker 3: it's like I got signed by like like the biggest
• 53:41
  Speaker 3: execs to ever live, and so like I learned through
• 53:45
  Speaker 3: artist development how to be perfect, yeah, how to say
• 53:49
  Speaker 3: the right shit interviews, how to be I never really
• 53:52
  Speaker 3: talked about my real life, No one never really knew
• 53:54
  Speaker 3: my real life, you know what I'm saying.
• 53:56
  Speaker 1: So I know as a fan, and you literally look
• 53:58
  Speaker 1: like the perfect cookie cutter, like you know, like you
• 54:03
  Speaker 1: came from this little Cosby household and this.
• 54:06
  Speaker 3: And the and it's crazy because it's like the soul
• 54:10
  Speaker 3: in my voice told a different story. Yeah, but my
• 54:12
  Speaker 3: image was like and it was like when I started
• 54:15
  Speaker 3: to want to be more memes, like, it was always
• 54:18
  Speaker 3: like no, no, And so I just stopped.
• 54:22
  Speaker 2: I just stopped.
• 54:22
  Speaker 3: At a certain point, I just I stopped. I just
• 54:25
  Speaker 3: wanted to live life and be away from everything. And
• 54:28
  Speaker 3: so that's when I'm I moved to Bottomore and that
• 54:31
  Speaker 3: probably the stopping part probably happened between like the ages
• 54:35
  Speaker 3: like twenty three and twenty seven. So I moved to
• 54:39
  Speaker 3: LA and I started a whole other spiritual journey. I
• 54:44
  Speaker 3: went through something that in Baltimore. I went to it
• 54:46
  Speaker 3: through a situation with my mom and it was it
• 54:49
  Speaker 3: came out news but it was obviously it was fixed
• 54:51
  Speaker 3: and all of that stuff, like.
• 54:53
  Speaker 2: And after that, I was like, I'm not letting, I'm not.
• 54:56
  Speaker 3: It was like I would come home and like at
• 54:59
  Speaker 3: the time she had a spot and spot on the
• 55:02
  Speaker 3: spot and I would go over.
• 55:04
  Speaker 2: There sometimes and then be like random niggas and I
• 55:06
  Speaker 2: was like she being in the bathroom doing what she do,
• 55:09
  Speaker 2: Like you know what I'm saying.
• 55:10
  Speaker 3: It got to the point where I started becoming her
• 55:13
  Speaker 3: protector and I was put my life in danger.
• 55:16
  Speaker 2: And it's a lot.
• 55:17
  Speaker 3: It was just it was a lot of things. It
• 55:18
  Speaker 3: was the people I was saying, it was a lot,
• 55:20
  Speaker 3: and I just saw I won't say the devil because
• 55:23
  Speaker 3: I don't believe in that. I believe in causing effect,
• 55:27
  Speaker 3: and I believe in the proximity and circumstances. But these
• 55:30
  Speaker 3: circumstances were causing the frequencies that I was attracting to
• 55:34
  Speaker 3: get closer and closer and closer to the point where
• 55:37
  Speaker 3: I found myself in situations that I couldn't get out
• 55:41
  Speaker 3: of and I was like, I got to get out
• 55:42
  Speaker 3: of here or else I'm not going.
• 55:43
  Speaker 2: To make it. I can't. I had to leave Baltimore. Yeah,
• 55:47
  Speaker 2: But it was everything. Everything.
• 55:50
  Speaker 3: It was my comfort zone because it's what I knew
• 55:54
  Speaker 3: is where I felt comfortable, and.
• 55:57
  Speaker 1: It was kind of like a place where you could
• 55:58
  Speaker 1: kind of be yourself right without that.
• 56:03
  Speaker 3: But it was also it also hurt me in my
• 56:06
  Speaker 3: career at that time, because I wasn't moving around with
• 56:09
  Speaker 3: other artists and my peers and doing certain days because.
• 56:11
  Speaker 2: I just I just didn't. I felt I just felt
• 56:15
  Speaker 2: that felt like it wasn't real. It wasn't for me.
• 56:17
  Speaker 1: So how are you surviving financially?
• 56:19
  Speaker 2: Though?
• 56:20
  Speaker 1: Are you like living off?
• 56:23
  Speaker 2: The money was good?
• 56:24
  Speaker 1: Okay?
• 56:24
  Speaker 3: Like I was doing shows, I was still you feel
• 56:27
  Speaker 3: me like the money was good.
• 56:29
  Speaker 1: So you decide to up and leave too, and you
• 56:32
  Speaker 1: choose of all places, you choose l A. Yeah, okay,
• 56:36
  Speaker 1: I have one in LA when I came.
• 56:38
  Speaker 2: Yeah, l A. The weather. No, it's not even that,
• 56:43
  Speaker 2: It's like, it's about what you built for. I really
• 56:46
  Speaker 2: believe that.
• 56:47
  Speaker 3: It's like if you if you understand no better, nowhere
• 56:51
  Speaker 3: in the world is safe from your r dements. You
• 56:54
  Speaker 3: can go to Bali or go somewhere. You still got
• 56:56
  Speaker 3: to face your ship, you can't.
• 56:58
  Speaker 2: You know.
• 56:59
  Speaker 3: And I think like places you go which just highlight
• 57:02
  Speaker 3: things even more, yeah, and hwh like and make you
• 57:06
  Speaker 3: become more of a alchemist in your own life. And
• 57:09
  Speaker 3: for me, because I had practiced so much in Baltimore,
• 57:13
  Speaker 3: moving to LA wasn't enoughing I'm moving to LA at
• 57:15
  Speaker 3: twenty four, and I'm.
• 57:16
  Speaker 2: Like, oh no, bro, I'm good. I don't want no coke.
• 57:20
  Speaker 3: Oh no, I don't do that type of show. I
• 57:21
  Speaker 3: see this shit, giring got everything. I already seen this shit.
• 57:24
  Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, that fact. I might be able to make
• 57:26
  Speaker 3: some money off here, Like, but I ain't go ahead,
• 57:28
  Speaker 3: like you feel me?
• 57:29
  Speaker 2: But I didn't go that, Yeah, like I ain't you
• 57:31
  Speaker 2: feel me?
• 57:32
  Speaker 1: So so now you're in LA. You're you're in LA.
• 57:35
  Speaker 1: Are you signed to a label? You're doing independent? What
• 57:38
  Speaker 1: are you doing?
• 57:39
  Speaker 2: I'm still sign? No, I'm still signed at this time.
• 57:42
  Speaker 2: I'm still sign.
• 57:43
  Speaker 3: But I just wasn't actively going to the studio and
• 57:47
  Speaker 3: I just was living my life doing whatever I wanted.
• 57:49
  Speaker 3: I was on another jerny. I was on I was
• 57:52
  Speaker 3: in a whole other space, you understand. Like I'm seeing
• 57:54
  Speaker 3: a different side of life than anybody news.
• 57:56
  Speaker 2: I'm like all.
• 57:58
  Speaker 3: The people that in my life. My I got friends
• 58:01
  Speaker 3: coming in and out of jail. I'm feeling exited. I'm
• 58:03
  Speaker 3: putting like it's like it's a lot going on, like
• 58:06
  Speaker 3: other family rbers around me like it was. But I'm
• 58:09
  Speaker 3: also seeing like the music side of things. So it's
• 58:12
  Speaker 3: like I'm in the middle somewhere like who am I?
• 58:15
  Speaker 2: Yeah? Who are you?
• 58:17
  Speaker 1: Well, I think because you're on two different extremes, you
• 58:19
  Speaker 1: have two completely different extremes of life kind of pulling
• 58:23
  Speaker 1: at you right exactly so. But the one that looks
• 58:25
  Speaker 1: good is telling you to kind of be fake.
• 58:27
  Speaker 3: And then the one, that one that is beneficial for
• 58:31
  Speaker 3: my finances and for maybe my opportunities in life, is
• 58:35
  Speaker 3: telling me You're gonna have to you know, you have
• 58:40
  Speaker 3: to to not be fakers there, but but be but
• 58:43
  Speaker 3: sacrifice your your truth.
• 58:46
  Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I would say that, And I'm gonna be
• 58:47
  Speaker 2: honest with you.
• 58:48
  Speaker 1: Sometimes your fucking truth is not pretty, yeah, And sometimes
• 58:51
  Speaker 1: you gotta face your truth in.
• 58:53
  Speaker 3: Order to get to your destiny and your higher self.
• 58:56
  Speaker 3: And that's what I had. And so when I when
• 58:58
  Speaker 3: I'm facing my truth, was also me not staying in
• 59:02
  Speaker 3: a place where I felt like, though I'm comfortable hearing
• 59:05
  Speaker 3: my family artists, it's taken from me. It's going to
• 59:09
  Speaker 3: destroy me, it's going to kill me. Yeah, I had
• 59:12
  Speaker 3: to leave. And so when I made that decision to leave,
• 59:16
  Speaker 3: it was final. It was no like hesitance. It was
• 59:19
  Speaker 3: like I'm out on this date. I'm leaving and So
• 59:22
  Speaker 3: when I left, moved to La and you know, I
• 59:28
  Speaker 3: had a new team and management and all that stuff,
• 59:30
  Speaker 3: but I was still finding myself. I was still fighting
• 59:32
  Speaker 3: min and I did like I did a couple of
• 59:34
  Speaker 3: movies and then I started, I start, I became a mystic.
• 59:41
  Speaker 3: So I started practicing, Like what's a mystic?
• 59:44
  Speaker 2: So during that time.
• 59:45
  Speaker 3: Of between fourteen and eighteen, I practiced Islam because it's
• 59:47
  Speaker 3: the family move was Muslim. So I practiced Islam for
• 59:50
  Speaker 3: four years, four and a half years, sooni, And after
• 59:54
  Speaker 3: that I started studying just different religions. I grew up
• 59:56
  Speaker 3: in a very Christian household, you know, Pentecostal was like,
• 1:00:01
  Speaker 3: you know, all of that soul.
• 1:00:04
  Speaker 2: But because I started seeing.
• 1:00:05
  Speaker 3: So much, I wanted to understand why people chose trauma
• 1:00:12
  Speaker 3: and why people chose to torture themselves, you know, because
• 1:00:17
  Speaker 3: that's what I saw growing up, Like why why?
• 1:00:20
  Speaker 2: And what is the other side look like? What does
• 1:00:22
  Speaker 2: death look like? What is death? What is the devil?
• 1:00:24
  Speaker 2: What is what is evil? What's like? What's what is
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 2: this ship?
• 1:00:27
  Speaker 1: Yeah?
• 1:00:28
  Speaker 2: Yeah, And so I started diving in.
• 1:00:31
  Speaker 3: I would go to this I would go to this
• 1:00:34
  Speaker 3: library called the melly Phall Philosophical Research Center.
• 1:00:38
  Speaker 2: And he had all types of book Melly P. Hall
• 1:00:39
  Speaker 2: it was.
• 1:00:40
  Speaker 3: He was a he was amazing, but he was also
• 1:00:43
  Speaker 3: a really good show and someone who shared a lot
• 1:00:46
  Speaker 3: of knowledge before he died on all types of things
• 1:00:48
  Speaker 3: in life.
• 1:00:49
  Speaker 2: And you know, I'm not one of those people who
• 1:00:51
  Speaker 2: are big.
• 1:00:52
  Speaker 3: Onto cult, but I do study the knowledge and study
• 1:00:56
  Speaker 3: things to understand where it had come from. A lot
• 1:00:58
  Speaker 3: of our a lot of these calls come from ancient
• 1:01:03
  Speaker 3: Egypt and all these other places that were way before
• 1:01:07
  Speaker 3: the relations that were created to control humanity or created right.
• 1:01:10
  Speaker 3: So in understanding that, I became a mystic right like
• 1:01:14
  Speaker 3: the likes of Prince and so we study everything to
• 1:01:19
  Speaker 3: understand that it's all one right.
• 1:01:21
  Speaker 2: So once I did that, it just.
• 1:01:24
  Speaker 3: Gave me a certain level of liberation and freedom that
• 1:01:27
  Speaker 3: I never felt in my life because I had something
• 1:01:29
  Speaker 3: that I understood why humans were imperfect, and I understood
• 1:01:34
  Speaker 3: why the journey is yours to take and why your
• 1:01:39
  Speaker 3: decisions and the proximity to your three sixty is so
• 1:01:43
  Speaker 3: important to what's going to happen in your life immediately
• 1:01:48
  Speaker 3: based upon also the decisions you make. And so when
• 1:01:50
  Speaker 3: I started practicing these things and then also taking detoxes
• 1:01:55
  Speaker 3: and like really practicing alchemy within myself. It immediately changed
• 1:02:01
  Speaker 3: my mindset and I was able to start being happier, right,
• 1:02:05
  Speaker 3: And I used to be very miserable and depressed and
• 1:02:09
  Speaker 3: I didn't understand a lot of things.
• 1:02:10
  Speaker 1: Can you just give me a definition of alchemy? I'm sorry,
• 1:02:14
  Speaker 1: said it like three times online.
• 1:02:16
  Speaker 2: In my opinion, I don't.
• 1:02:18
  Speaker 3: In my opinion, alchemy is a practice of putting different resources.
• 1:02:32
  Speaker 3: You can use alchemy in anything. Everything is alchomy. Food
• 1:02:34
  Speaker 3: is alchemy because you're taking different minerals and i'm sorry,
• 1:02:37
  Speaker 3: different ingredients and putting together to create something cause and effect.
• 1:02:42
  Speaker 3: So alchemy is causing effect of movement and physics and
• 1:02:49
  Speaker 3: all these different things into one.
• 1:02:51
  Speaker 2: Right, and then we are alchemy. Right.
• 1:02:53
  Speaker 3: The relationships is alchemy, Like how does the alchemy of
• 1:02:55
  Speaker 3: your relationship work? You can also change it at any moment,
• 1:02:58
  Speaker 3: So it is your will of intention that creates the
• 1:03:02
  Speaker 3: actual outcome, right, based upon a course of decisions and actions, search,
• 1:03:08
  Speaker 3: so forth, and so on.
• 1:03:09
  Speaker 1: I'm just curious, like whenever I see someone I guess
• 1:03:13
  Speaker 1: seek truth, I have to wonder, like there had to
• 1:03:16
  Speaker 1: have been some some for lack of better word tipping point.
• 1:03:19
  Speaker 1: That's not the words a lot of points that I
• 1:03:22
  Speaker 1: there was something that had you literally take a deep
• 1:03:25
  Speaker 1: dive though there had to been something that it was
• 1:03:28
  Speaker 1: just like a culmination, like.
• 1:03:29
  Speaker 2: A combination of everything.
• 1:03:32
  Speaker 3: And I mean all of this happened before my mom
• 1:03:34
  Speaker 3: even passed, Like I became an alcoeme a mystic way
• 1:03:37
  Speaker 3: before my mom passed. But like I would say, seeing
• 1:03:41
  Speaker 3: her on her deathbed and having an overdose, you know
• 1:03:44
  Speaker 3: what I'm saying. When I was seventeen years old, I
• 1:03:47
  Speaker 3: was in Europe performance away and I came back to
• 1:03:49
  Speaker 3: this and they asked me.
• 1:03:50
  Speaker 2: To do I want to pull the plug? And I
• 1:03:52
  Speaker 2: told her and she was in a vestable for two months. Wow.
• 1:03:56
  Speaker 3: Seeing my grandmother pass away, seeing one of my friends
• 1:03:59
  Speaker 3: get killed, seeing other friends get life in jail for
• 1:04:01
  Speaker 3: killing people, like just so many things that being in
• 1:04:04
  Speaker 3: the music industry and all of the ups and downs
• 1:04:06
  Speaker 3: of it, and like understanding all of that, Like all
• 1:04:10
  Speaker 3: of these things made me dive deeper and to also
• 1:04:13
  Speaker 3: get to know different types of people.
• 1:04:14
  Speaker 2: When I moved to LA, I met a lot of.
• 1:04:15
  Speaker 3: Different people, like people in the industry. I knew people
• 1:04:18
  Speaker 3: with the spiritual communities. I knew people that were healers,
• 1:04:20
  Speaker 3: I knew people that work. There's a melting pot out here,
• 1:04:23
  Speaker 3: you know, how it is, right, And I think this
• 1:04:25
  Speaker 3: is a space because of where it lays. You know,
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  Speaker 3: it's also a testing ground. It's a space where both
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  Speaker 3: light and dark meets and you will find what you
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  Speaker 3: need to work on and work through, you know, here
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  Speaker 3: in a lot of ways, because there's a lot of
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  Speaker 3: open It's a lot of open minds here, and sometimes
• 1:04:47
  Speaker 3: open minds don't have limits, and so you can literally.
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  Speaker 2: Dive into whatever frequency you want to dive into.
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  Speaker 1: So now with your career, the way, where where can
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  Speaker 1: we Where are you taking us?
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  Speaker 2: Real man? That's that's where are you taking us? Jude?
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  Speaker 1: I have a feeling that if you're doing press and
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  Speaker 1: you're doing you're definitely taking us something.
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  Speaker 3: Right now, I'm really just trying to tap people into
• 1:05:14
  Speaker 3: my frequency, like like you know, I don't like doing
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  Speaker 3: interviews within just anybody, you know, Yeah, you know, But
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  Speaker 3: I would say in my in my personal I'll say
• 1:05:27
  Speaker 3: that my life is like multi dimensional, most of all
• 1:05:33
  Speaker 3: lives are. But I'm saying speaking for myself, and so
• 1:05:36
  Speaker 3: now where I'm taking myself.
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  Speaker 2: Is I've been focusing more on business.
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  Speaker 3: I've been focusing more on, uh, being more social in
• 1:05:44
  Speaker 3: my business relationships and like pulling things together and just
• 1:05:47
  Speaker 3: being a boss and also being a creative but mixing
• 1:05:51
  Speaker 3: those two together and finding the stride like like you know,
• 1:05:55
  Speaker 3: long distance runners, like finding a marathon where you're like
• 1:05:57
  Speaker 3: in a stride and things are going in.
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  Speaker 2: The direction of your will intentions.
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  Speaker 3: So that's what I've been focusing on in that part
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  Speaker 3: of my life, bringing the right you know, people together,
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  Speaker 3: reaching out, working with more of my peers, and just
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  Speaker 3: like opening up more in that way.
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  Speaker 2: Because for a minute, I.
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  Speaker 3: Was just like I'm just doing everything in all hours
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  Speaker 3: is but it's like nah, Like it's a blessing to
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  Speaker 3: be able to work with other artists and do other things.
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  Speaker 3: So like in that space where I feel like God
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  Speaker 3: and Source wants me to go is really international affairs
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  Speaker 3: that have to do with and working on a lot
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  Speaker 3: of great then with the advancement of our community and
• 1:06:39
  Speaker 3: investment of us, but are really high levels. And I'm
• 1:06:45
  Speaker 3: a very creative person. I'm a generator, so I like
• 1:06:49
  Speaker 3: to generate ideas and actually see them manifests. So we
• 1:06:53
  Speaker 3: talk about museums, we talk about hotels, we talk about schools,
• 1:06:57
  Speaker 3: we talk about and all these different things.
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  Speaker 2: You know that I'm working with a great group of.
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  Speaker 3: People in Ghana and the Middle East, and you know,
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  Speaker 3: all these things are gonna help where I'm from.
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  Speaker 2: You know, as you know, we live in America.
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  Speaker 3: So this system here is is it's kind of stuck
• 1:07:16
  Speaker 3: because we've already it could get better. However, there's just
• 1:07:24
  Speaker 3: there's just there's so many systems that would have to
• 1:07:29
  Speaker 3: be reset. We don't know exactly how it's want to
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  Speaker 3: be reset, but I do think it is going to
• 1:07:34
  Speaker 3: be reset. But I just want to be in front
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  Speaker 3: of it. And so it's like on a spiritual level,
• 1:07:38
  Speaker 3: I've been told to put certain things in place. So
• 1:07:41
  Speaker 3: that's where I'm going and it'll show. I'm gonna share
• 1:07:44
  Speaker 3: a lot about what I'm doing. But musically, that's a
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  Speaker 3: passion of mine. I'll always do music, But my real
• 1:07:49
  Speaker 3: passion is, i would say biospiritual studies and spirit psychology.
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  Speaker 2: I'm not a passions.
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  Speaker 1: I'm super interested.
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  Speaker 3: Yeah, So I'm dimin as a spaces to find out
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  Speaker 3: how to kind of merge those into like music and
• 1:08:15
  Speaker 3: other experiences. That's where I'm and that I mean, I
• 1:08:18
  Speaker 3: think that a lot of people are reading more or
• 1:08:20
  Speaker 3: listen to podcasts more and like just really trying to
• 1:08:23
  Speaker 3: understand their purpose more.
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  Speaker 2: And by me living my previous and.
• 1:08:28
  Speaker 3: Also share my story more, I feel like it's gonna
• 1:08:31
  Speaker 3: do what it needs to do if guy's gonna use me.
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  Speaker 1: However, I feel like, yeah, I kind of used to
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  Speaker 1: have the when I for me, I feel like I
• 1:08:41
  Speaker 1: kind of am a little different when it comes to
• 1:08:43
  Speaker 1: like I'm an entrepreneur by by nature, but I used
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  Speaker 1: to always be the type that like to make other
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  Speaker 1: field people feel comfortable. I put my light under the table,
• 1:08:53
  Speaker 1: and I remember even in scripture they say, like, you know,
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  Speaker 1: put your light on top of the table. By you
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  Speaker 1: doing that, you let other people and to be more
• 1:09:01
  Speaker 1: comfortable to let their life shine.
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  Speaker 2: What do you feel like light is? My darkness is not?
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  Speaker 1: No, that was real slick, That was like no.
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  Speaker 2: Where light is like light is because it's like okay,
• 1:09:14
  Speaker 2: well you say push everything.
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  Speaker 3: I feel like sometimes I feel like light is a
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  Speaker 3: combination of everything because.
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  Speaker 2: It's like in order for you to be the light,
• 1:09:28
  Speaker 2: you also have to be honest. You have to be
• 1:09:30
  Speaker 2: true to yourself. Right, So.
• 1:09:34
  Speaker 3: You don't always choose your experiences in life. You don't
• 1:09:36
  Speaker 3: choose Sometimes they say, oh, you choose your prayers. But
• 1:09:39
  Speaker 3: even with that being said, you still have to go
• 1:09:42
  Speaker 3: through the actual maze of healing and of going through
• 1:09:45
  Speaker 3: the drama and then healing whatever it is. So that darkness,
• 1:09:49
  Speaker 3: as you would call it, is really just contrast. It
• 1:09:51
  Speaker 3: might pain, yeah, it's contrast, right, And so all of
• 1:09:55
  Speaker 3: it kind of like, I'm not saying.
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  Speaker 2: That there'sn't a difference between light and dark.
• 1:09:59
  Speaker 3: I'm just saying that it's kind of it's a combination
• 1:10:01
  Speaker 3: of both. And when you show up in your truth
• 1:10:05
  Speaker 3: without judgment, it then feels so much like love, because
• 1:10:10
  Speaker 3: non judgment towards yourself is love, right, And then that
• 1:10:12
  Speaker 3: in itself feels like light because it feels like welcoming.
• 1:10:16
  Speaker 3: It feels like the way yeah life feels like the way.
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  Speaker 2: Yeah right, I agree.
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  Speaker 1: I will say I mean we'll cut and probably have
• 1:10:26
  Speaker 1: to talk off book camera, but I will say this,
• 1:10:30
  Speaker 1: I think I'm getting old. I'm getting older, and I'm
• 1:10:34
  Speaker 1: starting to discover that finding your truth has got to
• 1:10:37
  Speaker 1: be one of the hardest things you can do. And
• 1:10:40
  Speaker 1: I say that because sometimes we believe our truths is
• 1:10:42
  Speaker 1: a some of our actions, and I believe that sometimes
• 1:10:45
  Speaker 1: some of your actions can be just a autopilot response
• 1:10:49
  Speaker 1: from our previous experiences.
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  Speaker 2: So like you if you.
• 1:10:53
  Speaker 1: Oh you got it, Okay, I don't need know like
• 1:10:55
  Speaker 1: Rick's but yeah, that's how I honestly feel like the
• 1:10:57
  Speaker 1: more I get older, the more I'm like, what is
• 1:10:59
  Speaker 1: my truth truth? You know, because I'm a wild ball,
• 1:11:03
  Speaker 1: like a wild card. But at the same time, it's
• 1:11:05
  Speaker 1: like like when I look at other people, I'm like,
• 1:11:08
  Speaker 1: is that who you are?
• 1:11:09
  Speaker 2: Or is that just some of your experiences?
• 1:11:12
  Speaker 1: Like, you know, like real conversations and lo, I love
• 1:11:16
  Speaker 1: that because I'm all for this. Yeah, I love these
• 1:11:19
  Speaker 1: types of conversations.
• 1:11:21
  Speaker 2: I never to I never get to have these conversations.
• 1:11:24
  Speaker 3: By the way, this is amazing because it's important, and
• 1:11:26
  Speaker 3: I think it's really important for us to start having
• 1:11:28
  Speaker 3: you know, there's a lot of great people out here
• 1:11:30
  Speaker 3: like having, you know, high level conversations like nineteen Keys
• 1:11:34
  Speaker 3: who say, like, you know, and these it's the time
• 1:11:37
  Speaker 3: for that, right, It's the time for evolution. It's the
• 1:11:40
  Speaker 3: time for taking charge in your own life so that
• 1:11:43
  Speaker 3: those people that are supposed to be on that journey
• 1:11:45
  Speaker 3: with you. Y'all team up and y'all create, Like we're
• 1:11:48
  Speaker 3: all pro creating, whether good or bad whatever, you know
• 1:11:53
  Speaker 3: you we coexist in a world full of contrasts, and
• 1:11:56
  Speaker 3: so at the end of the day, we got to
• 1:11:58
  Speaker 3: find our tribe.
• 1:11:59
  Speaker 2: That's the main goal. Music is great, entertainment is great.
• 1:12:02
  Speaker 2: All of that shit is amazing. We love. It's magic, right,
• 1:12:05
  Speaker 2: because we come with ideas.
• 1:12:06
  Speaker 3: We're going to the studio. I was at a studio
• 1:12:08
  Speaker 3: to six in the morning. We go in here, we
• 1:12:10
  Speaker 3: create these ideas. Sometimes I create from spaces that are
• 1:12:14
  Speaker 3: very conscious and aware, and sometimes I just create from
• 1:12:16
  Speaker 3: whatever energy I'm feeling.
• 1:12:18
  Speaker 2: But when I listen back, I can tell which wit
• 1:12:20
  Speaker 2: is what?
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  Speaker 3: Right, Yeah, And so that's don't don't fall in love
• 1:12:23
  Speaker 3: with your creation so much so that you feel like
• 1:12:26
  Speaker 3: that's who you are.
• 1:12:27
  Speaker 2: That's a fragment of who you are saying. And so
• 1:12:31
  Speaker 2: that's what I had to learn.
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  Speaker 3: Also, it's like, I don't have to be attached to
• 1:12:34
  Speaker 3: what people feel like is rio, So if I stay attested,
• 1:12:37
  Speaker 3: it's probably gonna make me depressed because how can I
• 1:12:39
  Speaker 3: have a grow like that? Right Exactly, So, I even
• 1:12:42
  Speaker 3: in relationships or in friendships.
• 1:12:44
  Speaker 2: I try not to fall in love with my creations.
• 1:12:46
  Speaker 3: I try to experience it, try to perform it at
• 1:12:49
  Speaker 3: the highest level. I can understand why it's there, and
• 1:12:52
  Speaker 3: then from there I can decide, Okay, does this go
• 1:12:55
  Speaker 3: with me?
• 1:12:55
  Speaker 2: And how far?
• 1:12:57
  Speaker 1: I feel like we're a twin twin Solis in that
• 1:13:02
  Speaker 1: like I I feel like one hundred percent agree with you.
• 1:13:05
  Speaker 1: So family, So we're gonna have to close out this episode.
• 1:13:12
  Speaker 1: Is there where can people like keep up with you?
• 1:13:15
  Speaker 1: Catch you? Are you on Instagram? So we could catch
• 1:13:21
  Speaker 1: you at it at.
• 1:13:22
  Speaker 3: Mario at Mario Worldwide and Mario world I don't know
• 1:13:25
  Speaker 3: when this is coming out, but I'm doing Drainville Festive.
• 1:13:27
  Speaker 2: You're in the North Carolina. If you're flying out for that,
• 1:13:29
  Speaker 2: you want to hit some good R and B. And
• 1:13:31
  Speaker 2: I'm being touring.
• 1:13:32
  Speaker 3: I got a new project coming out, a new single
• 1:13:34
  Speaker 3: out right now called You to Me features Todd Dolla.
• 1:13:37
  Speaker 2: Another summer smash coming out soon. And yeah, music is
• 1:13:41
  Speaker 2: a passion of mine. So I ain't never going nowhere,
• 1:13:43
  Speaker 2: but thank you for this.
• 1:13:44
  Speaker 1: This is thank you for coming on eating while broke,
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• 1:14:03
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