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Diamonds in the Rough: You Filmed with Who?! · Two Ts In A Pod with Teddi Mellencamp and Tamra Judge

• 0:12
  Speaker 1: Hi, guys, Welcome to another episode of Diamonds in the Rep.
• 0:17
  Speaker 2: Hey babe, Hey, I don't even know what to say
• 0:21
  Speaker 2: other than it's been rough.
• 0:22
  Speaker 1: Could our name be any more fitting than it is?
• 0:26
  Speaker 2: Can how many times I've thought about this? This is like,
• 0:29
  Speaker 2: could our name be any more fitting?
• 0:31
  Speaker 1: I mean it, I can tell you this, Like even
• 0:34
  Speaker 1: in my worst of times, I was like, I really
• 0:37
  Speaker 1: missed doing the pod with Erica okod And they're like,
• 0:41
  Speaker 1: you need to wait a second, Like you have a
• 0:44
  Speaker 1: like you your brain is swelling right now, You're on
• 0:48
  Speaker 1: a ton of salt pills and pred in the zone
• 0:51
  Speaker 1: and you're still in the ICU, which I like didn't
• 0:55
  Speaker 1: really comprehend it. I'm like, what we could do it
• 0:58
  Speaker 1: from here, Let's bring the mics in.
• 1:00
  Speaker 2: Oh no, I heard, I heard. I heard you were
• 1:02
  Speaker 2: ready to work from the ICU. And they were like no, no, no, no, no.
• 1:05
  Speaker 2: You know I was in New York when we were
• 1:07
  Speaker 2: doing the pod and then you left this really heartbreaking
• 1:13
  Speaker 2: voice note that you had a migraine, you can't walk
• 1:16
  Speaker 2: and you can't see. But this guy's like this wasn't
• 1:20
  Speaker 2: like hey I have a headache. This was like a
• 1:22
  Speaker 2: voice that I had never heard come out of your mouth,
• 1:25
  Speaker 2: and it just sounded like you were in a ton
• 1:28
  Speaker 2: of pain. And then everything happened after that, but it
• 1:32
  Speaker 2: you know, obviously, I started thinking back, like how long
• 1:37
  Speaker 2: have you and I been sitting across from each other?
• 1:39
  Speaker 2: And did I miss something? I know that sounds so crazy,
• 1:42
  Speaker 2: but I kept saying. I kept replaying in my mind,
• 1:47
  Speaker 2: looking like going through every detail. Her hands weren't chake, Like,
• 1:51
  Speaker 2: did I miss something? Like how could you sit here
• 1:54
  Speaker 2: with me for months and be so clear and then
• 1:57
  Speaker 2: the next day, hey, I'm in the hospital. I've never
• 2:01
  Speaker 2: been going on for six months to a year exactly.
• 2:03
  Speaker 2: That's what I kept thinking, Like, we've been doing this
• 2:05
  Speaker 2: pod like when I stood in for a tamar for
• 2:08
  Speaker 2: like the and now this emon's in the roof, We've
• 2:10
  Speaker 2: been doing it for like six seven months. That means
• 2:12
  Speaker 2: that whole time they were growing and you showed zero
• 2:16
  Speaker 2: fucking signs of it, well at least to me while
• 2:19
  Speaker 2: I was here. I don't know what happens, you know,
• 2:21
  Speaker 2: outside but in front of me two feet away from me,
• 2:25
  Speaker 2: and yes, you're going through separation and all of that
• 2:27
  Speaker 2: other stuff, which but there was never any type of
• 2:30
  Speaker 2: thing that I was like, huh, that's interesting, or wow,
• 2:33
  Speaker 2: is Teddy? Is there something? I would say nothing, But.
• 2:35
  Speaker 1: I'm not like more a complainer type. But I definitely
• 2:38
  Speaker 1: had felt headaches for a very very long time.
• 2:42
  Speaker 2: Did you think they were normal or were they just bad?
• 2:44
  Speaker 2: And you chalked it up to stress?
• 2:45
  Speaker 1: I chalked it up to stress, and I would take
• 2:48
  Speaker 1: one thousand like leaves or motrons, and I was just
• 2:52
  Speaker 1: trying to kind of figure it out. And then where
• 2:55
  Speaker 1: it got really bad that day was when I was
• 2:59
  Speaker 1: with Tamraknew and so anyways, so I go to the
• 3:14
  Speaker 1: horse show. I'm leaky the first day upset. I asked
• 3:17
  Speaker 1: the doctor. He says, I can ride. Then I speak
• 3:20
  Speaker 1: to a friend of mine and she said, you know,
• 3:22
  Speaker 1: my mom's had this and she hasn't wanted to leave
• 3:26
  Speaker 1: the house for seven months. And that's when I was like,
• 3:29
  Speaker 1: you know, I got to take care of my mental health.
• 3:31
  Speaker 1: I want to ride, I want to see my friend,
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  Speaker 1: I want to do some I mean, I'm only podcasting
• 3:36
  Speaker 1: twice a week now, where every day like every day,
• 3:40
  Speaker 1: multiple shows and it'll switch, it'll go back, but like
• 3:43
  Speaker 1: we're taking everything slow because well because because there's you know,
• 3:49
  Speaker 1: it's better to It's better to come back when.
• 3:52
  Speaker 2: Well, I think you can, you don't. You also don't
• 3:54
  Speaker 2: need to be tired. You're already fighting, you know what
• 3:56
  Speaker 2: I mean? So your podcast is should be fun and light.
• 3:59
  Speaker 2: Does that make sense? Like something that you enjoyed doing it?
• 4:01
  Speaker 1: Yeah? So I have been fighting and doing the best
• 4:05
  Speaker 1: that I can, and some days I feel shitty and
• 4:07
  Speaker 1: some days I can't. I don't, but the kids are good,
• 4:10
  Speaker 1: life is good, So I'm pretty happy. How does it
• 4:15
  Speaker 1: feel to be back in La?
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  Speaker 2: I was happy to come home.
• 4:18
  Speaker 1: You're ready?
• 4:19
  Speaker 2: Yeah? It was nice to go, and it's always nice
• 4:21
  Speaker 2: to come home. I love going. I had a great
• 4:25
  Speaker 2: time while I was on Broadway. Thank you to everybody
• 4:26
  Speaker 2: that came to the shows. But I was happy to
• 4:28
  Speaker 2: come home. Yeah.
• 4:30
  Speaker 1: Okay, so this is a big topic besides R h
• 4:36
  Speaker 1: OBH and Broadway. You've oh yeah, I forgot what you
• 4:42
  Speaker 1: filmed with Denise I did. It's weird you didn't mention
• 4:46
  Speaker 1: that in any of the six to seven months we
• 4:48
  Speaker 1: were potting.
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  Speaker 2: I wasn't allowed m hm, teddy whatever.
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  Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure you told me about some other things
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  Speaker 1: that you're not allowed to tell me.
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  Speaker 2: So, oh, dide. Come on, Wow, you know what I
• 5:03
  Speaker 2: was like, I know.
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  Speaker 1: That dirty dog. Didn't mention one little peep. Guess what
• 5:09
  Speaker 1: I'm doing on Thursday?
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  Speaker 2: Well, I wasn't allowed to talk about.
• 5:14
  Speaker 1: She had laryng ngidas. She couldn't tell me I haven't.
• 5:18
  Speaker 2: I mean, I thought it was nineteen ninety nine, you
• 5:20
  Speaker 2: know what. So there you go, that's going to be
• 5:22
  Speaker 2: your new thing nineteen ninety nine.
• 5:24
  Speaker 1: Well, I did hear the show is good and apparently
• 5:27
  Speaker 1: news to me, me and Denise are no longer in
• 5:31
  Speaker 1: a feud because she was reaching out to me. I
• 5:33
  Speaker 1: didn't know she was, but Kyle told me. I got
• 5:36
  Speaker 1: to give a shout out to Sutton. I don't know
• 5:38
  Speaker 1: if you're getting along with her or not. You don't
• 5:39
  Speaker 1: have to answer.
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  Speaker 2: I know she reached out to Kyle right away too.
• 5:42
  Speaker 1: But she gave me two excellent recommendations nice and that
• 5:47
  Speaker 1: has changed the course of how I've been feeling. So
• 5:50
  Speaker 1: I'm very grateful to Sutton for that. I did appreciate
• 5:53
  Speaker 1: the help, So thank you, Sutton. I can tell you
• 5:56
  Speaker 1: it was crickets from Garcel. Didn't hear one peep, not
• 6:00
  Speaker 1: one person told me that they were checking in through
• 6:04
  Speaker 1: any sort of interwebs either, but not to be shocked.
• 6:10
  Speaker 1: And then we got to get into Chrissy Teagan, she said,
• 6:13
  Speaker 1: and watch what Happens Live that you, Erica are her
• 6:17
  Speaker 1: most desired Bravo love to have on a panel at
• 6:20
  Speaker 1: Bravo Con, that she would want to monitor you.
• 6:25
  Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, we've never met, but we have messaged
• 6:30
  Speaker 2: each other on Instagram and stuff like that. I think
• 6:34
  Speaker 2: that Chrissy is, you know, Chrissy somebody, that's her personality.
• 6:39
  Speaker 2: What you see, what you get.
• 6:40
  Speaker 1: She made the press because she said she responded to
• 6:44
  Speaker 1: hateful comments on Instagram, saying, honestly, like what happened to
• 6:47
  Speaker 1: just thinking things? Remember thinking things like you'd go through
• 6:51
  Speaker 1: a magazine you'd be like, oh that person looks like shit.
• 6:54
  Speaker 1: Oh I would never have that haircut. Those teeth suck
• 6:56
  Speaker 1: like we all used to do it, but.
• 6:59
  Speaker 2: You can't or say it. Yeah, oh like It's it's
• 7:03
  Speaker 2: one thing to have that inner monologue, but if you
• 7:07
  Speaker 2: let it out, either speaking or writing it down, that's
• 7:11
  Speaker 2: where you get in trouble. Yeah, well especially now that's
• 7:14
  Speaker 2: my point.
• 7:15
  Speaker 1: Did you sign up yet for the for the apps?
• 7:18
  Speaker 2: Okay, so.
• 7:20
  Speaker 1: Before you got sick, I thought we were handling.
• 7:23
  Speaker 2: This well, we were, but god has been five weeks.
• 7:26
  Speaker 1: I have been out of the Runnings for five weeks.
• 7:29
  Speaker 2: Hold on nothing, no.
• 7:31
  Speaker 1: Girl, hold on, I'm doing shit.
• 7:34
  Speaker 2: I know we're talking. We're worried about you. Fuck my
• 7:38
  Speaker 2: dating life. I just I got I made it all
• 7:41
  Speaker 2: the way on the profile to Hinge, but I didn't
• 7:44
  Speaker 2: remember when I called you and I said the pictures
• 7:47
  Speaker 2: And I said, you probably don't know if you remember this.
• 7:48
  Speaker 2: I said, what pictures do I upload? And You're like,
• 7:51
  Speaker 2: you know what, Eric, could just be yourself because you
• 7:54
  Speaker 2: had told me that you had uploaded a series of
• 7:57
  Speaker 2: pictures and that Hinge had given you as to which
• 8:00
  Speaker 2: ones it thinks would do best for your profile. And
• 8:03
  Speaker 2: we had this discussion and I said to you know what,
• 8:05
  Speaker 2: I just don't have anything other than what I am,
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  Speaker 2: which is this, and and you were like, you know what,
• 8:12
  Speaker 2: Then that's exactly what you said. You haven't done it,
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  Speaker 2: no I have it, which means maybe I'm not taking
• 8:18
  Speaker 2: it that seriously.
• 8:20
  Speaker 1: Maybe you already are hooking up with someone that you
• 8:22
  Speaker 1: haven't told me. No.
• 8:26
  Speaker 2: If that were the case, if I was getting dicked
• 8:28
  Speaker 2: down really good, I would have told you. But it. Also,
• 8:31
  Speaker 2: I haven't seen you, and maybe you have more important
• 8:34
  Speaker 2: things on your mind other than my no dicka appointments.
• 8:37
  Speaker 1: Listen, I love a dick appointment. I love to talk
• 8:40
  Speaker 1: about it.
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  Speaker 2: Well, I don't have anything to currently brag about right now,
• 8:44
  Speaker 2: but I'm gonna go get some. Well I've got nothing.
• 8:47
  Speaker 1: What I've got some real doozies for you.
• 8:49
  Speaker 2: Wait, you've had some disappointments. I'm not going.
• 8:53
  Speaker 1: To say I've had some dick appointments, but I'm going
• 8:55
  Speaker 1: to say that I've had some real crazy shit happened
• 8:59
  Speaker 1: while I was in hospital. Uh huh, Okay, so what
• 9:05
  Speaker 1: I'm gonna make up? The person's name. I think I
• 9:07
  Speaker 1: talked about him before. I don't know. I was all
• 9:10
  Speaker 1: tumored up then, but I was super tumored up. But
• 9:16
  Speaker 1: I had gone on probably four or five days with them.
• 9:19
  Speaker 1: I saw him.
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  Speaker 2: Wait, is this the guy that you once knew before? No, okay,
• 9:23
  Speaker 2: so we're talking a different guy. Okay. That was a
• 9:25
  Speaker 2: one and done right, Okay, right, but he was nice
• 9:28
  Speaker 2: and he reached out. But it's just not for you.
• 9:30
  Speaker 2: I remember that, Okay. I don't know about this dude.
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  Speaker 1: Okay. So this was one where I made my assistant
• 9:35
  Speaker 1: go with me to the restaurant just to make sure.
• 9:37
  Speaker 2: He were and you met him on the hinge.
• 9:38
  Speaker 1: I met him on the hinge. He was great, he
• 9:41
  Speaker 1: was funny, he was nice. I met his friends. We
• 9:43
  Speaker 1: hung out four or five times. The last time I
• 9:45
  Speaker 1: saw him was two days before hospitalization tumor time. I
• 9:52
  Speaker 1: remember saying, I had just gotten back from the super Bowl,
• 9:55
  Speaker 1: where I was filming with camera for none other than
• 10:00
  Speaker 1: Coffee Mate. Then I come home, We meet up with
• 10:07
  Speaker 1: him and friends. We watched the super Bowl. I'm like,
• 10:09
  Speaker 1: I don't feel like going out.
• 10:11
  Speaker 2: Okay, I'm just following along the timeline.
• 10:13
  Speaker 1: Okay, okay, So I worked the day of the super Bowl.
• 10:16
  Speaker 1: Can I just say.
• 10:17
  Speaker 2: Fucking what the fuck is this?
• 10:20
  Speaker 1: But you have to remember at this point, I was nesting,
• 10:22
  Speaker 1: so I couldn't come home and stay at my house.
• 10:24
  Speaker 2: Is this happening? Like, are we having this conversation?
• 10:26
  Speaker 1: Oh, you have no idea, whats coming? You have no
• 10:33
  Speaker 1: fucking idea?
• 10:34
  Speaker 2: So we're at this You're at his place watching the
• 10:37
  Speaker 2: super Bowl with some friends.
• 10:38
  Speaker 1: Yes, because the day before and the day before that
• 10:42
  Speaker 1: were the two days we worked the super Bowl. But
• 10:44
  Speaker 1: Tam and I were like, we want to get the
• 10:45
  Speaker 1: fuck out of here before the super Bowl starts, before
• 10:47
  Speaker 1: it gets on. The six am flight went over. You
• 10:50
  Speaker 1: know how did cheese played? Hung out with the friends
• 10:53
  Speaker 1: and whatever. It's a nice time. I don't think you
• 10:57
  Speaker 1: know anything of it. It's neither here nor there. Like
• 10:59
  Speaker 1: I'm like, he's a cute guy. This is fun. Then
• 11:04
  Speaker 1: I come home nesting right nest, it's my turn to
• 11:09
  Speaker 1: be here, to be here, so Edwin leaves. I come home,
• 11:13
  Speaker 1: I start, I have to I film the pod, and
• 11:16
  Speaker 1: then the next day happens and I call. At first,
• 11:20
  Speaker 1: I called my friend Val and I'm like, hey, can
• 11:23
  Speaker 1: you take me to the hospital. I think I'm dying.
• 11:26
  Speaker 1: Something's wrong with me. And she's like, shoot, honey, I'm
• 11:29
  Speaker 1: already at the hospital with our friend who's getting a necklift.
• 11:33
  Speaker 2: Only in this town you may be dying. But I'm here,
• 11:36
  Speaker 2: maybe sitting our friend with the necklift.
• 11:40
  Speaker 1: So I had to call Edwin. I'm like, hey, Edwin,
• 11:44
  Speaker 1: I'm like, I think something's really wrong with me. I
• 11:48
  Speaker 1: can't walk and I had to just cancel the pod
• 11:50
  Speaker 1: and I never flake on work and I can't see,
• 11:54
  Speaker 1: and he's like, okay, I'll take you. So he takes
• 11:59
  Speaker 1: me to the emergent Sea room. Whatever, we find out
• 12:03
  Speaker 1: all about the tumors. Needless to say, I forget about
• 12:07
  Speaker 1: Bob or whatever.
• 12:08
  Speaker 2: Whatever the hell your guy, the super Bowl guy, the.
• 12:10
  Speaker 1: Super Bowl Bob, I forgot about him. Then everybody takes
• 12:14
  Speaker 1: my phone away because they know how I get on. Well,
• 12:16
  Speaker 1: I'll post on social media's or I'll call people, I'll
• 12:19
  Speaker 1: do whatever. So the phone's been away for like five days.
• 12:23
  Speaker 1: I was apparently supposed to see.
• 12:24
  Speaker 2: Bob Jen, Oh, that's safe whatever.
• 12:29
  Speaker 1: So anyway, Jen is monitoring my phone calls and my
• 12:33
  Speaker 1: messages and whatever, and I was supposed to see Bob
• 12:37
  Speaker 1: let's claim on Thursday. Well, I go into the hospital
• 12:40
  Speaker 1: on Tuesday. Around Saturday. Jen's like, Bob's called a good
• 12:47
  Speaker 1: amount of times. We might need to what's going on.
• 12:52
  Speaker 1: And I'm like, okay, you can tell him. So Jen
• 12:57
  Speaker 1: just calls and she's like, hey, Bob, it's Jen. You
• 12:59
  Speaker 1: know I just wanted to you know that.
• 13:00
  Speaker 2: Now at this point, no one, like not even online,
• 13:04
  Speaker 2: no one knew you were in the hospital at this point.
• 13:06
  Speaker 1: At this point, I think some people had seen online.
• 13:09
  Speaker 1: I don't know that Bob is someone that would probably
• 13:12
  Speaker 1: be readily checking.
• 13:14
  Speaker 2: The I wish this was liquor because I am really this.
• 13:17
  Speaker 1: Story you're gonna it's a long one, but it's gonna
• 13:20
  Speaker 1: be worth going. So anyway, She's like, Hi, Bob, it's
• 13:25
  Speaker 1: Teddy's friend Jen. I just wanted to let you know
• 13:28
  Speaker 1: she has multiple brain tumors and they've just removed them
• 13:33
  Speaker 1: and that's why she hasn't called you.
• 13:34
  Speaker 2: Back, or well, that's an excuse, you know.
• 13:37
  Speaker 1: And I mean, and if you have eyes in the
• 13:40
  Speaker 1: World Wide Web, you could probably find this out for yourself.
• 13:43
  Speaker 1: And he's like, okay, whenever I can talk to her,
• 13:46
  Speaker 1: that'd be great. I'm not allowed the phone for another
• 13:48
  Speaker 1: couple of days. Then I get the phone. I called
• 13:51
  Speaker 1: Bob back. We have conversations, but at this point, I'm
• 13:54
  Speaker 1: still not a functioning human. I'm honestly like.
• 13:57
  Speaker 2: I got you. I got you.
• 13:59
  Speaker 1: So then we cut to about a week later. I
• 14:03
  Speaker 1: maybe out of the ICU at this point, Okay, but
• 14:07
  Speaker 1: I'm still with nurses inside of a facility. Yeah, I'm
• 14:10
  Speaker 1: just not in the ICU. Bob sends a text which
• 14:14
  Speaker 1: I couldn't read text at this point. Then Bob is like, hey,
• 14:18
  Speaker 1: do you have a second to have a conversation, and
• 14:20
  Speaker 1: I'm like, sure, I pick up the phone and Bob's like,
• 14:25
  Speaker 1: I just have to ask you a question. I was
• 14:28
  Speaker 1: talking with my mom and we both need to know
• 14:32
  Speaker 1: if you're going to be in a place to have
• 14:33
  Speaker 1: more kids.
• 14:35
  Speaker 2: You're lying?
• 14:36
  Speaker 1: Are you fucking kidding me, Bob, You're lying? No? And
• 14:42
  Speaker 1: I was already in a fucked up place in general,
• 14:44
  Speaker 1: And then I did the worst thing possible.
• 14:46
  Speaker 2: You want to know yes, no.
• 14:48
  Speaker 1: I at least knew better than to say yes.
• 14:50
  Speaker 2: But I cried, Well, that's okay. You're allowed to cry.
• 14:54
  Speaker 2: What's wrong with that? You're a human.
• 14:55
  Speaker 1: I cried because I felt like so bizarre that this
• 14:59
  Speaker 1: was happening.
• 14:59
  Speaker 2: It is, it's bizarre, and you're allowed to cry. That's normal.
• 15:02
  Speaker 2: I would have like, what, Yes, this is not okay.
• 15:06
  Speaker 1: I cried, and I said, you're really hurting my feelings.
• 15:08
  Speaker 1: I don't I don't think now's the time to have
• 15:10
  Speaker 1: this conversation ever.
• 15:12
  Speaker 2: Really like like.
• 15:15
  Speaker 1: We could get into this at another time when maybe
• 15:17
  Speaker 1: I'm healed, but like I'm still in a hot like
• 15:21
  Speaker 1: just so you know, I'm still getting daily fucking innimous.
• 15:25
  Speaker 2: I'm not visual.
• 15:27
  Speaker 1: I just like I am in. I am on steroids,
• 15:33
  Speaker 1: I am on salt pills. I am mean as a
• 15:35
  Speaker 1: fucking snake, I am sweating to death. I am still
• 15:39
  Speaker 1: in the hospital, and Bob thinks this is the time
• 15:42
  Speaker 1: to talk about children.
• 15:43
  Speaker 2: So either way, me and boss, So, how did you
• 15:45
  Speaker 2: wrap that call up?
• 15:46
  Speaker 1: So I don't really know how I wrapped that call
• 15:48
  Speaker 1: up because at that point I wasn't really in a place.
• 15:51
  Speaker 1: But then, don't you worry. I felt the need to
• 15:53
  Speaker 1: wait a little bit him, and then I fucking lost it,
• 15:59
  Speaker 1: like said.
• 15:59
  Speaker 2: Do I I know this woman or do I know
• 16:01
  Speaker 2: that I was I've seen it.
• 16:05
  Speaker 1: I was honestly, I like channeled Renna at her meanest
• 16:09
  Speaker 1: via text. And then he was like, wow, I thought
• 16:12
  Speaker 1: we were okay after our last phone call, and I
• 16:14
  Speaker 1: was like, I wasn't coherent during our last phone call,
• 16:17
  Speaker 1: but I am now, And I was like, really, let
• 16:20
  Speaker 1: him have it, and now we're back to being fine.
• 16:24
  Speaker 1: But we're not gonna go on any more date.
• 16:25
  Speaker 2: I don't. I think maybe we just pause on the dating.
• 16:28
  Speaker 1: For right now. I'm already been on more dates with
• 16:30
  Speaker 1: new people.
• 16:31
  Speaker 2: Know what, I can't get a date?
• 16:32
  Speaker 1: And here you are, Well, I'm on a second date.
• 16:35
  Speaker 1: So I went on a first date and now I'm
• 16:38
  Speaker 1: pre pre the thing, and then I went on a
• 16:43
  Speaker 1: second date yesterday. Actually he's really cute and nice. Fuck
• 16:55
  Speaker 1: do you want to pick? Tell me if I'm right?
• 16:58
  Speaker 2: This is okay? Are you okay?
• 17:01
  Speaker 3: Yes?
• 17:02
  Speaker 2: Did the doctors say you can date? I mean the
• 17:07
  Speaker 2: dog's right, Oh my god, making his.
• 17:11
  Speaker 1: Stupid face in this photo. But he's cute.
• 17:13
  Speaker 2: He is cute. Wait a second, okay, mm hmm, see
• 17:20
  Speaker 2: he's cute. What are his intentions? Do I need to
• 17:22
  Speaker 2: get on the phone with this fool?
• 17:23
  Speaker 1: Well, he didn't know who I was, and he also
• 17:26
  Speaker 1: said the word he goes. I'm confused now that I
• 17:32
  Speaker 1: follow you on Instagram, all these Bravo leabs keep following.
• 17:38
  Speaker 2: He really doesn't know who you doesn't know, thank god.
• 17:43
  Speaker 1: But he's it's weird. He's like so nice that I'm like,
• 17:47
  Speaker 1: then I get panicked. But I have been on two dates.
• 17:51
  Speaker 2: How did they go?
• 17:52
  Speaker 1: They went really well? Because I have to say this
• 17:55
  Speaker 1: is going to sound crazy, but when you're in the
• 17:59
  Speaker 1: hospital and when you're like and everyone has been amazing,
• 18:02
  Speaker 1: like beyond I he showed up. He has been there.
• 18:07
  Speaker 1: He has been an amazing caregiver because that's you know, but uh,
• 18:13
  Speaker 1: I hadn't had like a true hug.
• 18:17
  Speaker 2: Oh wow, you know what I mean? Okay, like friend
• 18:20
  Speaker 2: hugs are very different than Yes, they are very different.
• 18:23
  Speaker 1: And I felt this like weird like sadness. And then
• 18:28
  Speaker 1: also you know when you're like kind of talking to
• 18:29
  Speaker 1: somebody on the phone and you get that little like butterfly.
• 18:32
  Speaker 2: Yeah, oh my god, you get the butterflies. So that's
• 18:36
  Speaker 2: live your damn life.
• 18:37
  Speaker 1: So I'll see, I mean, who knows?
• 18:39
  Speaker 2: How about this? How about we just take it day
• 18:41
  Speaker 2: by day.
• 18:42
  Speaker 1: He hasn't asked me to have children yet, so that's
• 18:45
  Speaker 1: we're on the up and up foot bot, Just what
• 18:49
  Speaker 1: do we call this one? What should his name? But
• 18:51
  Speaker 1: now that you've seen his picture, I don't know.
• 18:53
  Speaker 2: Let me think about that. He's in his forties, maybe
• 18:56
  Speaker 2: he's thirty five. Okay, what can you tell me what
• 19:01
  Speaker 2: he does for a living?
• 19:02
  Speaker 1: He does? He works in events? Okay, yeah? Nice? Uh okay,
• 19:12
  Speaker 1: like very kind, like one of those people that's.
• 19:14
  Speaker 2: Really assuring, and I am you respond to that.
• 19:18
  Speaker 1: I apparently respond to that, which is going to get
• 19:19
  Speaker 1: us into our love language.
• 19:21
  Speaker 2: Already did the test?
• 19:22
  Speaker 1: I did the test too, and I'm frightened for what
• 19:24
  Speaker 1: ours mine is embarrassing.
• 19:27
  Speaker 2: No, at this point, nothing is embarrassing. What do you
• 19:30
  Speaker 2: mean it's not? Nothing isn't What do you mean?
• 19:33
  Speaker 1: Daily animals aren't embarrassing.
• 19:35
  Speaker 2: That's my point. After that, where do we go? You're
• 19:38
  Speaker 2: worried about a love language?
• 19:41
  Speaker 1: So, guys, we did the love Languages quiz, which if
• 19:45
  Speaker 1: you haven't taken it, it's pretty great and it does
• 19:49
  Speaker 1: tell you a lot. There are one, two, three, four, five,
• 19:56
  Speaker 1: there's five love languages. Words of affirmation, acts of service,
• 20:00
  Speaker 1: receiving gifts, quality time, physical.
• 20:03
  Speaker 2: Touch, yep. The love language tests a circle, the one
• 20:06
  Speaker 2: that best describes you. Okay, let me ask you this.
• 20:08
  Speaker 1: Oh, so we're gonna do some of it.
• 20:09
  Speaker 2: I'm going to ask you right, So, I'm gonna we're
• 20:12
  Speaker 2: gonna ask the questions and you're gonna answer. I'm gonna
• 20:14
  Speaker 2: ask you these six questions. Are you ready? And then? Okay? Ready?
• 20:17
  Speaker 2: You like to receive notes of affirmation or I like
• 20:20
  Speaker 2: it when you hug me.
• 20:23
  Speaker 1: I like to receive notes of affirmation. Okay, I like.
• 20:26
  Speaker 2: Uh, I'm split on this one. I mean I love
• 20:29
  Speaker 2: hugs and I love I like both. Yeah, I like
• 20:32
  Speaker 2: to receive notes of affirmation, and I like it when
• 20:35
  Speaker 2: you hug me.
• 20:35
  Speaker 1: Yes, I like both, But I like I think notes
• 20:38
  Speaker 1: are planned out in advance.
• 20:40
  Speaker 2: Sure. I like to spend one on one time with you.
• 20:43
  Speaker 2: I feel loved when you give me practical help. Which
• 20:45
  Speaker 2: do you prefer one on one time? Same? Yeah, I
• 20:48
  Speaker 2: like it when you give me gifts. I like taking
• 20:50
  Speaker 2: long walks with you.
• 20:52
  Speaker 1: I like long walks.
• 20:56
  Speaker 2: I think long walks are more valuable because gifts sometimes
• 20:59
  Speaker 2: are given to up things.
• 21:01
  Speaker 1: Yeah, I agree, you know. Yeah.
• 21:03
  Speaker 2: I feel loved when you do things to help me.
• 21:05
  Speaker 2: I feel loved when you hugger touch me.
• 21:07
  Speaker 1: I feel loved when you hugger touch.
• 21:09
  Speaker 2: Me, sae. But I like I like some help to
• 21:11
  Speaker 2: you every now and then.
• 21:12
  Speaker 1: But I don't want to ask for the help. I
• 21:13
  Speaker 1: want you just to do it.
• 21:14
  Speaker 2: Oh No, you don't like to ask for any kind
• 21:17
  Speaker 2: of help ever, never in your life. Never, I've never
• 21:20
  Speaker 2: seen you ask for anything. I feel loved when you
• 21:22
  Speaker 2: hold me in your arms. I feel loved when I
• 21:24
  Speaker 2: receive a gift from you. Between the two of these,
• 21:26
  Speaker 2: I would prefer to be hold me in your arms.
• 21:29
  Speaker 1: Same. I like to go places with you, and I
• 21:31
  Speaker 1: like to hold hands with you. Probably I like to
• 21:35
  Speaker 1: go places and hold hands.
• 21:37
  Speaker 2: I like to do with both of these things. You know.
• 21:39
  Speaker 2: I know that we're supposed to pick which one, but
• 21:41
  Speaker 2: I know that I wrote mine down because I did
• 21:43
  Speaker 2: take this and words of affirmation came out on top
• 21:46
  Speaker 2: for me, and then physical touch me too.
• 21:49
  Speaker 1: But also what I realized about this test, I felt
• 21:51
  Speaker 1: like it was always trying to trick me into saying
• 21:53
  Speaker 1: that I wanted gifts.
• 21:54
  Speaker 2: I don't like that because I think that maybe our
• 21:57
  Speaker 2: culture perceives gifts as like bribes or that you are,
• 22:02
  Speaker 2: you know, given. There's this thing around being given a gift,
• 22:06
  Speaker 2: like what was the intention of the gift?
• 22:09
  Speaker 1: Was that?
• 22:10
  Speaker 2: You know? And that's what I do like gifts, But
• 22:12
  Speaker 2: I think it's the intent of the gift. Does that
• 22:14
  Speaker 2: make sense? Like not an obligatory gift or a shut
• 22:18
  Speaker 2: up gift or I fucked up here some diamonds gift.
• 22:22
  Speaker 1: I mean, and then you end up losing the gift anyway.
• 22:26
  Speaker 2: But I think, tell me about it, tell me about
• 22:31
  Speaker 2: that that.
• 22:31
  Speaker 1: Wasn't it was not an intentional dig But I'm glad
• 22:34
  Speaker 1: it works.
• 22:36
  Speaker 2: It all works out good.
• 22:38
  Speaker 1: But so that's we recommend you guys taking this quiz
• 22:43
  Speaker 1: because I can say that, I wouldn't have thought that
• 22:46
  Speaker 1: my love language is words of affirmation because I'm so
• 22:49
  Speaker 1: awkward getting a compliment.
• 22:51
  Speaker 2: Maybe that's why you you, but maybe that's what I think.
• 22:53
  Speaker 1: There's two different things. Like I think words of affirmation.
• 22:57
  Speaker 1: It doesn't necessarily have to be a compliment. It could
• 22:59
  Speaker 1: be like, I'm very proud of you.
• 23:01
  Speaker 2: Oh, you're doing a great job. I've noticed how hard
• 23:03
  Speaker 2: you've been working. It's really good. Yeah, you know, things
• 23:05
  Speaker 2: like that, Like that is a total like I love
• 23:08
  Speaker 2: the way you've handled yourself in this situation. I really
• 23:10
  Speaker 2: admire your resilience or whatever.
• 23:12
  Speaker 1: And then when you reverse it, like it burns me
• 23:15
  Speaker 1: to the core when someone's like, hey, I think you
• 23:17
  Speaker 1: kind of fucked this up.
• 23:19
  Speaker 2: I don't know that it burns me to the core,
• 23:21
  Speaker 2: but it does bother. It makes me have to take
• 23:24
  Speaker 2: like a step back from myself and look at it
• 23:26
  Speaker 2: objectively and not to get hurt personally. You know, when
• 23:30
  Speaker 2: you look at critiques or something. When I was younger,
• 23:33
  Speaker 2: it was it would hurt personally. But now I think
• 23:36
  Speaker 2: I have a little bit more perspective in being able
• 23:38
  Speaker 2: to say well done, listen to what's being said, step
• 23:42
  Speaker 2: back for a second and see, you know, is there
• 23:45
  Speaker 2: anything here that you agree with that this person is saying,
• 23:48
  Speaker 2: because sometimes people are just nasty. Did you take criticism
• 23:51
  Speaker 2: personally or did you take it constructively? Were you able
• 23:54
  Speaker 2: under your hardest times when you were like writing professionally
• 23:57
  Speaker 2: and writing for clients and stuff like that. Were you
• 23:59
  Speaker 2: able to take coaching? Did you take it to heart
• 24:02
  Speaker 2: and was hurt over it? Was it personal? I guess I.
• 24:04
  Speaker 1: Can say that prior to going in the ring, I
• 24:07
  Speaker 1: could take as much information as you want to get. Okay,
• 24:10
  Speaker 1: like this horse is going to want to dive left,
• 24:13
  Speaker 1: you know, hold it, you know that type of information.
• 24:16
  Speaker 1: When I came out, I needed a second to beat
• 24:20
  Speaker 1: myself up.
• 24:22
  Speaker 2: Oh you're that guy?
• 24:23
  Speaker 1: Uh huh, I'm that guy. I had to beat myself
• 24:25
  Speaker 1: up before I could allow somebody else to give me
• 24:28
  Speaker 1: their Are.
• 24:28
  Speaker 2: You hard on yourself or did you say, damn it,
• 24:30
  Speaker 2: I missed something, because I like, I'll bring it right
• 24:32
  Speaker 2: back to these last forty shows I did on Broadway.
• 24:35
  Speaker 2: I went in with very clear attentions. You know, because
• 24:36
  Speaker 2: anybody that's done shows, you know, you have two people
• 24:39
  Speaker 2: that come to you every time before you go on
• 24:41
  Speaker 2: the ship, before you go on station, and it's you know,
• 24:43
  Speaker 2: the dance captain and the musical director and they come
• 24:46
  Speaker 2: and they go, hey, you were flat here, you were
• 24:48
  Speaker 2: slow here tonight, I'm picking this up. Your hands weren't here.
• 24:50
  Speaker 2: So you have to take those notes every time, yeah,
• 24:52
  Speaker 2: every night. And I was like if I didn't, if
• 24:55
  Speaker 2: I missed a note, I wasn't, like, God damn it.
• 24:57
  Speaker 2: I was like I walked off and I go, I
• 24:59
  Speaker 2: know I missed the note, do you know? Like I know.
• 25:03
  Speaker 1: Sometimes I can do that even now to this day though,
• 25:07
  Speaker 1: like and I see Slate doing it too, and I'm like, shoot,
• 25:10
  Speaker 1: I must have like naturally given this to her.
• 25:12
  Speaker 2: Probably.
• 25:13
  Speaker 1: Yeah, Like it's that like immediate, like we walk out
• 25:17
  Speaker 1: and we need a second, and it's because like we're
• 25:19
  Speaker 1: processing whatever.
• 25:20
  Speaker 2: We did wrong instead of whatever, because you have a
• 25:23
  Speaker 2: choice to process what you did right too.
• 25:25
  Speaker 1: Yeah, but like you know, you're if you're gonna win
• 25:28
  Speaker 1: or lose, do you Yeah, you have a I don't.
• 25:30
  Speaker 1: I don't have a pretty good idea, like I know
• 25:33
  Speaker 1: when I just want a class, Okay, So you have
• 25:36
  Speaker 1: to kind of like walk out of the ring knowing
• 25:38
  Speaker 1: like the best, I'm gonna get us fifth or like
• 25:41
  Speaker 1: that was terrible.
• 25:42
  Speaker 2: Yeah, but also too, I would imagine, you know, anything
• 25:57
  Speaker 2: that you do live, like you could be off the day,
• 26:00
  Speaker 2: the horse could be off that date. Like it all
• 26:01
  Speaker 2: has to come together perfectly, right, I mean you can.
• 26:05
  Speaker 2: I mean it's the same as That's what I'm saying.
• 26:07
  Speaker 2: Any Well, you're in good voice. You're not anything done live.
• 26:11
  Speaker 1: Anything done live and anything done. I don't think there's
• 26:14
  Speaker 1: a ton of sports or music type things that are singular.
• 26:19
  Speaker 2: That's right.
• 26:20
  Speaker 1: So I walk in the ring, I'm by myself.
• 26:22
  Speaker 2: You walk you know on stage, Yeah.
• 26:24
  Speaker 1: Your even if there are other people on stage yours,
• 26:28
  Speaker 1: I still have my job to do, yes, and your
• 26:30
  Speaker 1: voice is going to write.
• 26:32
  Speaker 2: You the leader. Yeah, And so I would imagine this
• 26:36
  Speaker 2: is what I always thought was wild, is how do
• 26:39
  Speaker 2: you I know that you can communicate with animals? And
• 26:41
  Speaker 2: I believe that I'm a big animal person, but that's
• 26:45
  Speaker 2: a big animal. Horses a bit in controlling those you know,
• 26:49
  Speaker 2: that movements of that horse, that that's a real skill.
• 26:52
  Speaker 2: Well I think that's because they get moody too.
• 26:54
  Speaker 1: Yeah. I think that's why it was so important for
• 26:56
  Speaker 1: me to go back. So when I first went back,
• 26:58
  Speaker 1: I went on a horse that I'd never shown. There's
• 27:00
  Speaker 1: this nice gal named Tiffany that rides at the barn
• 27:03
  Speaker 1: I'm at and she can't ride on Saturdays, and she's like,
• 27:07
  Speaker 1: we ride my horses and it's jumping. It was jumping
• 27:10
  Speaker 1: significantly smaller than what I jump on totally, and so
• 27:14
  Speaker 1: I went and did it and I felt comfortable and
• 27:16
  Speaker 1: I was like okay. So then the next week I
• 27:19
  Speaker 1: looked at my trainers John and Peter and I'm like, hey, guys,
• 27:21
  Speaker 1: can I please show Toad this week? And they're like, Teddy, yeah,
• 27:25
  Speaker 1: and I'm like he's my baby, like I know, like
• 27:29
  Speaker 1: we know each other.
• 27:30
  Speaker 2: Yeah, You've always said that you have a connection with
• 27:31
  Speaker 2: this sord like I.
• 27:32
  Speaker 1: Know if it's not going to be safe, and I'll
• 27:35
  Speaker 1: tell you, guys, like I promise you, I can feel it,
• 27:38
  Speaker 1: and I could, Like day one, I felt on top
• 27:41
  Speaker 1: of the world, and day two I was like there
• 27:43
  Speaker 1: was a moment where I was like shit, yeah, and
• 27:46
  Speaker 1: then I was like, okay, change it up a little bit.
• 27:49
  Speaker 1: And then I looked at them and I'm like, okay,
• 27:50
  Speaker 1: I am fine. I am fine, Like, but I know
• 27:54
  Speaker 1: myself well enough, I think at this point, after all
• 27:56
  Speaker 1: this stuff, when to pull the plug?
• 27:59
  Speaker 2: Good? Good, When keep that in the forefront. You know,
• 28:03
  Speaker 2: you don't want to do anything that puts you at.
• 28:06
  Speaker 1: Risk sense, yeah, And I think you know this too,
• 28:09
  Speaker 1: Like sometimes the power of no is more important than
• 28:11
  Speaker 1: the power of yes.
• 28:12
  Speaker 2: It's really true.
• 28:13
  Speaker 1: Yeah, Like we want to say yes to everything, and
• 28:15
  Speaker 1: then we say yes and then you're like.
• 28:17
  Speaker 2: Uh, well, also too, you have to discern which yes is,
• 28:22
  Speaker 2: you know, like what what which ones? Because I love
• 28:26
  Speaker 2: to do everything, but then sometimes I'm like, this is
• 28:29
  Speaker 2: not this is too much, and then you and then
• 28:32
  Speaker 2: I don't give performance yeah or yeah, or I don't
• 28:35
  Speaker 2: when I over book myself or I oh I am tired,
• 28:39
  Speaker 2: or then I become crabby and I don't give my
• 28:41
  Speaker 2: best work, and then people aren't left with a good
• 28:44
  Speaker 2: taste in their mouth about you.
• 28:46
  Speaker 1: Know, it does more harm than good, it really does.
• 28:49
  Speaker 2: I think so.
• 28:51
  Speaker 1: But either way, I've really missed you.
• 28:54
  Speaker 2: I missed you too. I'm so happy to see you.
• 28:57
  Speaker 2: And I mean, my God, Teddy Jesus Christ.
• 28:59
  Speaker 1: I mean, what the fact that that all happened while
• 29:03
  Speaker 1: we were just you were just doing Broadway and I
• 29:06
  Speaker 1: was just trying to mind my own business. Slang in
• 29:08
  Speaker 1: coffee mate.
• 29:10
  Speaker 2: But you know the coffee mate worked out?
• 29:12
  Speaker 1: You know what it did?
• 29:14
  Speaker 2: Is it? How is business like this? What has been
• 29:18
  Speaker 2: the response if you don't mind asking, obviously tell me
• 29:20
  Speaker 2: shut up? But what's been the response? Like? I know everybody, well,
• 29:25
  Speaker 2: you have a lot of people that love you. But
• 29:28
  Speaker 2: what's business like?
• 29:29
  Speaker 1: I mean I have to say like business is good?
• 29:33
  Speaker 1: Everything is good with business? Uh, the pod, it's been
• 29:36
  Speaker 1: weird because I'm so behind on shows now right, Like
• 29:40
  Speaker 1: I don't even know what to give you a shit
• 29:41
  Speaker 1: about at this point. I'm so behind, so I need
• 29:44
  Speaker 1: to catch up on all those for to teas and
• 29:46
  Speaker 1: a pod. But I would say all in all, things
• 29:49
  Speaker 1: are like coming back together. Things are coming back together
• 29:52
  Speaker 1: with the kids, with life. Everything is starting to smooth
• 29:56
  Speaker 1: itself out versus when I was an a to be here, Yes,
• 30:01
  Speaker 1: and I just felt so far removed and it made
• 30:04
  Speaker 1: me feel yucky. Yeah, So I mean everything everything's good
• 30:11
  Speaker 1: like and I'm just taking it slow and I'm in
• 30:13
  Speaker 1: immune therapy and what is okay? So immunotherapy. I'm not
• 30:19
  Speaker 1: a doctor, clearly, I know you guys think, but you
• 30:21
  Speaker 1: are a patient.
• 30:22
  Speaker 2: Oh, you can speak about it.
• 30:24
  Speaker 1: The seleb sense of voice that he yawns during I
• 30:29
  Speaker 1: almost died. Who you I'm sorry, you know you're sending
• 30:33
  Speaker 1: this voice note. You yawned, Delete it, start over, But
• 30:36
  Speaker 1: he sends a voice note, and he goes, I just
• 30:38
  Speaker 1: want to make sure you're all. You seem very smart,
• 30:41
  Speaker 1: and I was like anyone that you and also nobody
• 30:45
  Speaker 1: in the history of the world of anyone has ever
• 30:48
  Speaker 1: said you seem very smart.
• 30:50
  Speaker 2: Yes they have. Don't don't let who Well, I think
• 30:54
  Speaker 2: you're smart smart?
• 30:56
  Speaker 1: Would you look on the World Wide Web and be
• 30:58
  Speaker 1: like that's smart.
• 30:59
  Speaker 2: Yes, I've watched you express articulate yourself. I know you're smart.
• 31:03
  Speaker 2: Everybody knows you're smart.
• 31:04
  Speaker 1: I don't think this random celebrity, well.
• 31:06
  Speaker 2: I don't know who this is, but you'll tell me what.
• 31:09
  Speaker 1: Then he said, I just want to make sure that
• 31:13
  Speaker 1: you're following the Eastern medicine and the holistic route as well.
• 31:18
  Speaker 1: I just want to make sure that you let me
• 31:21
  Speaker 1: get through the cancers, and then I'm gonna take advice
• 31:26
  Speaker 1: I don't then I'll get some macipunctre.
• 31:29
  Speaker 2: Like I really fucking don't know what Eastern medicine. Let
• 31:34
  Speaker 2: me get this going over here with the radiation human.
• 31:37
  Speaker 1: But let me zip over again some psychedelics.
• 31:39
  Speaker 2: I don't know what you're talking about. Oh my gosh,
• 31:43
  Speaker 2: the fucking mushrooms while you're on these ship. What we're
• 31:48
  Speaker 2: gonna get about it.
• 31:50
  Speaker 3: I was just ceased, and I know you don't sat
• 31:54
  Speaker 3: so sorry.
• 31:55
  Speaker 1: That was an accident, just just like the losing of
• 31:59
  Speaker 1: the jewel. He was accidental. You know, sometimes you can't
• 32:04
  Speaker 1: do it all. But I I a lot of fucking
• 32:07
  Speaker 1: people are crazy because a lot of people have been
• 32:09
  Speaker 1: texting me advice on my cancers. Normally, when people post
• 32:13
  Speaker 1: a photo of me, the comments aren't great towards me, right,
• 32:19
  Speaker 1: but apparently post survival, yeah, people have really picked up
• 32:24
  Speaker 1: the niceness. Because I was like, holy mother, I've never
• 32:28
  Speaker 1: seen such a thing. I'm not even getting attacked right now.
• 32:32
  Speaker 1: And then shep called me goes, I'm confused. The last
• 32:35
  Speaker 1: time I posted a photo, they really let.
• 32:37
  Speaker 2: You have and I was like, well, things are very
• 32:39
  Speaker 2: serious right now with you. And so you know, people
• 32:43
  Speaker 2: have pulled back on something that they would be, you know,
• 32:46
  Speaker 2: tempted to send, which is why we shouldn't really be
• 32:49
  Speaker 2: sending a whole lot of those anyway.
• 32:51
  Speaker 1: Because you never know, somebody could have been tumored for
• 32:54
  Speaker 1: a year and that's why they've been pissing you off.
• 32:56
  Speaker 1: Like I could now use this as an excuse for everything.
• 32:59
  Speaker 2: I would.
• 33:01
  Speaker 3: I would you no, sorry, No, I wouldn't say anything
• 33:07
  Speaker 3: you don't sorry, No, I would just say, you know
• 33:10
  Speaker 3: how listen, you can say and do whatever you want
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  Speaker 3: in my eyes, because you have a pass in my book.
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  Speaker 2: I'll be honest with you. People, we don't know what
• 33:22
  Speaker 2: to do in this situation, none of us, like we
• 33:25
  Speaker 2: were all number one caught off guard. I'm just gonna
• 33:27
  Speaker 2: speak for everybody, and I'm not going to name names,
• 33:29
  Speaker 2: but here's the thing. You were healthy and then you
• 33:34
  Speaker 2: were really ill, and it went from you know, she's
• 33:38
  Speaker 2: good to she's really bad, and I think people were
• 33:41
  Speaker 2: thrown off. People don't know how to respond right now
• 33:45
  Speaker 2: to you. And I think, you know, like we're laughing
• 33:49
  Speaker 2: and we're bringing levity to this situation. But a lot
• 33:51
  Speaker 2: of people sometimes people get very afraid during times like this.
• 33:56
  Speaker 2: They don't know what to say, They feel hesitant to
• 33:59
  Speaker 2: reach out to you or you know. So I'm not
• 34:02
  Speaker 2: making excuses for them, but I am saying, like just
• 34:06
  Speaker 2: sometimes people don't know what to do.
• 34:08
  Speaker 1: And I'm telling you this. If you feel hesitant to
• 34:10
  Speaker 1: reach out to me, that means we're not that close.
• 34:12
  Speaker 1: Don't reach out because I don't need I don't like
• 34:15
  Speaker 1: a lot of messages. Okay, I'm just saying.
• 34:19
  Speaker 2: Well, well, that deletes about five people. I was gonna tell.
• 34:21
  Speaker 1: You, well, that's probably good because I doubt I wanted
• 34:25
  Speaker 1: to talk to them.
• 34:25
  Speaker 2: Oh my gosh.
• 34:28
  Speaker 1: All right, guys, thanks for tuning in to another episode
• 34:32
  Speaker 1: of Diamonds in the Rough.
• 34:34
  Speaker 2: I was gonna say, and I'm not the one that listen.
• 34:38
  Speaker 1: You can't even be tumored. I still got four laugh
• 34:42
  Speaker 1: I almost said to teas in a pod, but I
• 34:44
  Speaker 1: caught myself because I'm what is it that you used
• 34:46
  Speaker 1: to always say?
• 34:47
  Speaker 2: I don't know. I'm a show girl. I'm a showman.
• 34:50
  Speaker 1: I'm a showman, and I remember shit you do remember
• 34:53
  Speaker 1: true professional?
• 34:54
  Speaker 2: Can I tell you something? I love you and I'm
• 34:55
  Speaker 2: proud of you.
• 34:56
  Speaker 1: Thank you, I really am. Thank you. Hopefully next week
• 34:59
  Speaker 1: I seem even sharper.
• 35:01
  Speaker 2: You're pretty good. I'm gonna tell you something. You're right there.
• 35:03
  Speaker 2: Don't don't beat yourself up over it.
• 35:05
  Speaker 1: I mean it was a little bit of upsetting that
• 35:07
  Speaker 1: I'm like, fucking Erica is coming over. I know she's
• 35:09
  Speaker 1: gonna be dressed up, and I don't get into any
• 35:11
  Speaker 1: of my clothes.
• 35:12
  Speaker 2: I don't either put on some weight myself.
• 35:14
  Speaker 1: No, yeah, I can really tell a tip in it.
• 35:17
  Speaker 1: All right, guys, thanks for tuning in. We'll be back
• 35:19
  Speaker 1: next week.
• 35:19
  Speaker 2: I love you, Teddy, Joe love you.