Latest / Cats & Pudding with Jennifer Dilandro / Money Birdette - Life, Love, and OnlyFans
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- 0:30Speaker 1: This is the Cats in Pudding Podcast, a melting pot
- 0:35Speaker 1: of pudding. And now here's Jim. Good afternoon everybody, and
- 0:40Speaker 1: welcome to Kats and Pudding. And today I have a
- 0:43Speaker 1: wonderful guest. It is my friend, my client. I could
- 0:48Speaker 1: tell you. You could tell people of my client told you mind,
- 0:50Speaker 1: well you want social media anyway, that doesn't matter. Her
- 0:55Speaker 1: stage is your stage name or is it your only
- 0:58Speaker 1: fans name? I don't know how a boy this it's.
- 0:59Speaker 3: My me, Burdett money Birdette.
- 1:02Speaker 1: Yeah, what does that mean, Dara? Because I know you
- 1:04Speaker 1: I don't Yeah, I.
- 1:05Speaker 3: Mean everybody calls me Dara. But also like my Instagram
- 1:08Speaker 3: name is money Burdette. So there's a famous lingerie brand
- 1:12Speaker 3: called Honey Burdett. It's really expensive, like for five hundred
- 1:16Speaker 3: dollars launderie sets. So a friend of mine made a
- 1:19Speaker 3: joke after I lost my flower bomb page. Remember my
- 1:21Speaker 3: old flour bomb page Instagram deleted. So after I lost that,
- 1:25Speaker 3: I always used to shoot in the Honeybirdette brand. So
- 1:28Speaker 3: a friend of mine made a joke and called me
- 1:29Speaker 3: money Burdette because it's so I was like, this is
- 1:32Speaker 3: a great name for the industry that I do a
- 1:34Speaker 3: lot of us in the industry now like what the
- 1:36Speaker 3: lingerie brand is. So that's just I ran with it.
- 1:38Speaker 1: Do you do they do they sponsor you? The brands?
- 1:42Speaker 1: Do you do collabse with them?
- 1:43Speaker 3: They don't really sponsor many people. I noticed that. I
- 1:46Speaker 3: think that they. I think Playboy actually brought them out
- 1:49Speaker 3: and they maybe work with like certain agencies and sid stuff,
- 1:52Speaker 3: But they never sent me anything personal. So I buy
- 1:54Speaker 3: it off myself.
- 1:56Speaker 1: Do you would you work with all the lingerie brands.
- 1:58Speaker 3: I work with? Whoever will send me thing? If I
- 2:00Speaker 3: like it, you'll wear it. I'll wear it, especially if
- 2:03Speaker 3: I'm buying it, and I'll reach out to the brand
- 2:04Speaker 3: for a collab. Sometimes I'll say, I'll shoot in your
- 2:06Speaker 3: stuff if you want to send it to me for free,
- 2:08Speaker 3: And a lot of them do.
- 2:09Speaker 1: I'm sure a lot of them reach out to you though, too, right,
- 2:12Speaker 1: is there like the certain brands that so as far
- 2:15Speaker 1: as like OnlyFans models, Like what do you what is
- 2:18Speaker 1: like this?
- 2:19Speaker 2: Oh?
- 2:19Speaker 1: I always want to know what's the is it? Is
- 2:21Speaker 1: it only fans model? Is it only fans performer?
- 2:25Speaker 3: What is it? It's just only fans model, only fans creator.
- 2:30Speaker 3: That's really the two I think influence. I wouldn't even
- 2:34Speaker 3: call it an only fans influencer, which is then only
- 2:36Speaker 3: fans model. So we get called a lot.
- 2:39Speaker 1: And there's a certain brands that you guys just use
- 2:43Speaker 1: all the time for your like your shoots. I guess
- 2:46Speaker 1: you call them shoot so no, no, so your your escapades.
- 2:53Speaker 3: So usually happens is the only fans back in Like,
- 2:55Speaker 3: let's go back to twenty eighteen. When I first started
- 2:57Speaker 3: the site, I was still a nurse. I did not
- 2:59Speaker 3: have any nudes or any like boudoir photos on there.
- 3:02Speaker 3: It was mostly like Instagram modeling. Yeah, I was nick
- 3:06Speaker 3: u nurse for thirteen years. Yeah. So back in the day,
- 3:09Speaker 3: I was too scared to post any like nudity or
- 3:12Speaker 3: anything even like a tasteful nude on there. So it
- 3:14Speaker 3: was just originally it was supposed to be called OnlyFans
- 3:17Speaker 3: was just for extra content. It wasn't supposed to be
- 3:20Speaker 3: this like paywall site where you sold nude content on it,
- 3:24Speaker 3: like people could be a chef, you could have your
- 3:26Speaker 3: own podcast on it, and people still do stuff like that.
- 3:28Speaker 3: Right now, there's a watch OnlyFans TV brand where they're
- 3:31Speaker 3: on the Apple Store and it's everything safe for work content.
- 3:33Speaker 3: So I'm starting my only my OFTV page actually goes
- 3:37Speaker 3: live today. It's plants, so plant care gardening, Like that's
- 3:40Speaker 3: gonna be my brand on there, and everything's just safe
- 3:42Speaker 3: for work. So but the but OnlyFans, I guess during
- 3:47Speaker 3: COVID a lot of people just went wild with it.
- 3:50Speaker 3: It was like yolo, Yeah, So we just went a
- 3:54Speaker 3: little while. And then when I left nursing, that's when
- 3:56Speaker 3: I kind of like was like, Okay, I'm gonna make
- 3:58Speaker 3: this money. And it was making really good money as
- 4:00Speaker 3: a nurse, and I figured I could just probably focus
- 4:04Speaker 3: and make a lot more money if I left, And
- 4:06Speaker 3: of course I did, and it's been a great decision
- 4:09Speaker 3: for me.
- 4:10Speaker 1: What is so as far as your let's say, career
- 4:14Speaker 1: on OnlyFans, how do you I know that you do
- 4:18Speaker 1: that you do certain content? Is it basically just pictures
- 4:22Speaker 1: now or is it now more that you're doing real
- 4:25Speaker 1: content now? Low? I probably I've never discussed this with that,
- 4:28Speaker 1: so I'm gonna say I have to say it. I'm
- 4:29Speaker 1: gonna say it on my podcast because I saved it far.
- 4:32Speaker 1: I know you do other things. I've never watched it.
- 4:35Speaker 1: I'm not gonna watch And I just curious, when did
- 4:39Speaker 1: that happen that you transferred over to the print into
- 4:43Speaker 1: the Now are we gonna call it porn or we're gonna.
- 4:45Speaker 3: Yeah, it's like adult sex work basically, Like I never
- 4:48Speaker 3: sold It was all, like I said, regular content until
- 4:52Speaker 3: about COVID times and then everyone was home, everyone was
- 4:55Speaker 3: getting their stimulus checks. I would just be like counting
- 4:58Speaker 3: money every day. Like I remember one month I made
- 4:59Speaker 3: like seventy thousand dollars. So I was like, you know what,
- 5:03Speaker 3: I can't make this as a nurse, and I'm going
- 5:05Speaker 3: to be working for another thirty three years as a nurse,
- 5:07Speaker 3: paycheck to paycheck New York City, single, my apartment, and
- 5:10Speaker 3: I kind of just like, you know what, I'm taking
- 5:12Speaker 3: this opportunity to make as much as I can. And
- 5:14Speaker 3: it just started like solo content and then it kind
- 5:16Speaker 3: of escalated. You kind of get into this like hole
- 5:18Speaker 3: of Okay, I want to make more money, and then
- 5:20Speaker 3: you can't go back once you start selling that content.
- 5:23Speaker 3: The followers want that content, yes, so you kind of
- 5:26Speaker 3: and I just kept like when I was in relationships,
- 5:29Speaker 3: like I'm monogamous, I have dated guys that are not
- 5:32Speaker 3: performers on the site, I want nothing to do with it,
- 5:35Speaker 3: and I just you know, interact with my fans in
- 5:36Speaker 3: a different way on there. But when I'm single, I
- 5:38Speaker 3: kind of go, you know, full throttle and I have
- 5:42Speaker 3: fun with it.
- 5:43Speaker 1: I so what kind of So now, how does that work? Is?
- 5:46Speaker 1: Are you allowed to be? Cause it's so funny. The
- 5:49Speaker 1: first time I ever heard of OnlyFans, I was at
- 5:52Speaker 1: I was at Mama and I was my my friend
- 5:57Speaker 1: had hit one of his clients day with my friend
- 5:59Speaker 1: Johnny Don and it was also my publicist. He had
- 6:03Speaker 1: a person they worked with and he was like, oh
- 6:05Speaker 1: my god, he's he's making so much money on this page,
- 6:08Speaker 1: and he was telling me about princes. Oh my god, no,
- 6:10Speaker 1: not proud, no, not him on the kid. Yeah, and
- 6:14Speaker 1: he was making all this money and he said, oh
- 6:16Speaker 1: my god, you got to see this page. I'm like, well,
- 6:18Speaker 1: what is it? They said, it's it's pictures and people
- 6:20Speaker 1: post nudes on it and blah blah blah. So now
- 6:22Speaker 1: I guess it morphed into doing actual long videos and
- 6:26Speaker 1: now you can and it doesn't matter, no holds bard
- 6:29Speaker 1: you could do whatever you want.
- 6:31Speaker 3: You can't do whatever you want on there. Everything's like
- 6:33Speaker 3: there's like, you know, you have to fill out forms,
- 6:35Speaker 3: you have to like in what I do, Like in
- 6:38Speaker 3: the industry, I do, like it's like I'll go get
- 6:40Speaker 3: an STD test, it's only good for seven to fourteen days.
- 6:43Speaker 3: The people I work with, like I don't want to
- 6:45Speaker 3: work with just like a regular person like a friend.
- 6:47Speaker 3: I want to work with someone that's in that industry
- 6:48Speaker 3: that's safe and that I feel comfortable with. And it's
- 6:50Speaker 3: like maybe a few people that I know, and I'll
- 6:52Speaker 3: just kind of like, you know, I'm single, and if
- 6:55Speaker 3: I want to hang out with someone and you want
- 6:57Speaker 3: to film it makes some money.
- 6:58Speaker 1: Like it's so we did do you have, so give
- 7:01Speaker 1: me an example. So, so, how let's just say, if
- 7:03Speaker 1: you're doing content this week, you're gonna is there is
- 7:06Speaker 1: there's there's certain I guess some show guys or girls
- 7:08Speaker 1: in the industry that are are professionals, and they will
- 7:13Speaker 1: you'll work with them and you'll just say, let's do
- 7:15Speaker 1: this video together, and you're and they have to they
- 7:19Speaker 1: have to all. So is it like a contract where
- 7:22Speaker 1: everybody has to get make sure they get tested, because
- 7:24Speaker 1: that's what we probably most worries some part of the
- 7:27Speaker 1: whole thing.
- 7:27Speaker 3: Well, yeah, for like, because I'm reaching out to people
- 7:30Speaker 3: that are like in the industry, Like I'm not sure
- 7:32Speaker 3: even the only people that maybe would think that you
- 7:35Speaker 3: might know that's super famous is somebody named Manuel Ferara.
- 7:38Speaker 1: Do you know he is? I think I've seen him
- 7:40Speaker 1: on Instagram.
- 7:41Speaker 3: Like a lot of people know who he is. He's
- 7:43Speaker 3: like super famous, he's been in the industry for like
- 7:44Speaker 3: thirty years. He's like and I can reach out to
- 7:48Speaker 3: people like that, but there's like an industry standard. So
- 7:50Speaker 3: instead of me just filming with anyone I wanted to
- 7:53Speaker 3: reach out to like people like that, Like that's more
- 7:55Speaker 3: beneficial to me, and it's not a big of a deal.
- 7:58Speaker 3: And it's you know, they're very come they may the
- 8:00Speaker 3: very fashionable, they're super professional.
- 8:02Speaker 1: That's there.
- 8:02Speaker 3: A lot of them are married with kids and everything.
- 8:05Speaker 3: Mm hmm. People think that everyone in this industry will
- 8:07Speaker 3: never get married and never families. Majority of them in
- 8:10Speaker 3: relationships are married, and it's very interesting. Even the wife
- 8:13Speaker 3: will like be like their manager there. It's so not
- 8:15Speaker 3: what you think it is. When you get there, it's great.
- 8:18Speaker 3: It's not like, is it uncomfortable sometimes if I'm meeting
- 8:22Speaker 3: you for the first time and like, I don't know
- 8:24Speaker 3: your vibe, I don't know how we're gonna mesh together
- 8:26Speaker 3: when I meet you. But then there's other people where
- 8:28Speaker 3: I'm like, oh, this is great, Like I love this,
- 8:29Speaker 3: I'll do this all the time. Let's hang out.
- 8:31Speaker 1: But I mean, listen this, there's there's only so far
- 8:34Speaker 1: you could go with acting. You really, if you're gonna
- 8:36Speaker 1: have if you're gonna fuck, let's say you. Let's say
- 8:38Speaker 1: it out there, if you're gonna fuck on film.
- 8:39Speaker 3: And I'm getting better at acting, yeah, Justine, so is it?
- 8:43Speaker 1: So I'm just saying I'm sure like women, I'm faking
- 8:46Speaker 1: a lot. We have we faked them, and women have
- 8:48Speaker 1: faked it in their lives, so it's a lot easier
- 8:50Speaker 1: for us than men. And I've done my we've done
- 8:53Speaker 1: oh I'm sure we've all done our own amatur porn
- 8:55Speaker 1: on the side. But it is something you have to
- 8:59Speaker 1: I think you have to have some chemistry with somebody though, too.
- 9:02Speaker 3: It's way better when you do. There are people that
- 9:04Speaker 3: I definitely for sure it can say out of chemistry
- 9:05Speaker 3: with or maybe even like we had a small fling
- 9:07Speaker 3: or like we've dated off camera, like so yeah, but
- 9:11Speaker 3: there's some people where I'm like, oh, it wasn't that great,
- 9:14Speaker 3: and I wouldn't want to film with them again.
- 9:15Speaker 1: Yeah, you know what about So let's just you don't
- 9:18Speaker 1: have to bring up anybody's names, just the case that
- 9:20Speaker 1: they all married. Is there somebody that you've that you
- 9:23Speaker 1: did film with that you're like, oh my god, I
- 9:25Speaker 1: love to have love to do another round.
- 9:27Speaker 3: There's definitely a few people like that I filmed with
- 9:29Speaker 3: that I was like, Wow, this is great, Like the
- 9:31Speaker 3: chemistry is good. And also like I always say, like,
- 9:34Speaker 3: if I date somebody in the industry, I want him
- 9:36Speaker 3: to have like on screen chemistry with somebody else because
- 9:39Speaker 3: if you're doing it to do I want the video
- 9:41Speaker 3: to be good. I want I don't want people to
- 9:42Speaker 3: be like, wow, that was terrible and now you just
- 9:44Speaker 3: did something to do it. So like I think I
- 9:46Speaker 3: could handle a relationship in the industry because you kind
- 9:48Speaker 3: of understand, like there's a fine line between like this
- 9:52Speaker 3: is like your job. Like they would be like I
- 9:54Speaker 3: got to pick up the kids. I got to be
- 9:55Speaker 3: out of here by two, Like it's so funny the way, excuse.
- 9:57Speaker 1: Me, I got to be out Let's get this ball rolling.
- 10:00Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, And I'm like all right, cool, And it's like, honestly,
- 10:03Speaker 3: it's been the easiest thing for my day because I'll
- 10:05Speaker 3: just kind of like travel out to LA or Miami
- 10:08Speaker 3: and then I'll meet up with like a performer and
- 10:10Speaker 3: I'll be like all right, see what one. I'm out
- 10:11Speaker 3: of there in a half hour forty five minutes, and
- 10:14Speaker 3: then I don't have to work it all the rest
- 10:15Speaker 3: of the day. A photo shoot takes me four to
- 10:17Speaker 3: six hours. I'm uncomfortable positions. I get one or two
- 10:20Speaker 3: pictures for Instagram. It's actually been like a lot, like
- 10:23Speaker 3: it's been fun and like a very like ego killing
- 10:26Speaker 3: experience where I'm not like as jealous anymore in a relationship,
- 10:30Speaker 3: and like I kind of understand that, like people have
- 10:32Speaker 3: so many different like almost like kinks are almost like
- 10:36Speaker 3: I don't judge anyone anymore, especially like sexually, because I've
- 10:39Speaker 3: seen it all now and I'm like, oh, okay, maybe
- 10:43Speaker 3: I was a little prude back then, or I was
- 10:44Speaker 3: super crazy, Joe, just like you can't look at a
- 10:46Speaker 3: picture right now, I realize so many things are so
- 10:48Speaker 3: not not a big deal. Yeah, kind of.
- 10:52Speaker 1: Do you think that now maybe you would want to
- 10:54Speaker 1: date somebody in the industry, maybe that would be better
- 10:57Speaker 1: for you. I think I would so that it would
- 10:59Speaker 1: be like you both are doing the same thing. And
- 11:01Speaker 1: it's really like, well, you can't get upset with me,
- 11:03Speaker 1: and I can't get upset with you. We're doing this
- 11:05Speaker 1: for as a job. This is because this is our
- 11:08Speaker 1: job description, and now what we're doing we can be
- 11:11Speaker 1: partners together and build a life together, and this is
- 11:14Speaker 1: separate from it. I mean, let's face you're not going
- 11:16Speaker 1: to do it forever now.
- 11:17Speaker 3: And I also think that, like, while I'm single, I
- 11:19Speaker 3: kind of build my little rolodex of videos because as
- 11:22Speaker 3: the influx of new fans come and find me. I
- 11:25Speaker 3: have that content forever, So I technically maybe could just
- 11:28Speaker 3: make a few videos and that's my content forever to
- 11:30Speaker 3: sell to whatever customer finds me a year from now,
- 11:34Speaker 3: two years from now. Oh and it's not just all that.
- 11:36Speaker 3: Sometimes they want like a different experience on OnlyFans. They'll
- 11:38Speaker 3: want like a girlfriend kind of experience. Maybe they're lonely,
- 11:41Speaker 3: they just want to talk. Yeah, people ask you questions.
- 11:43Speaker 3: I become friends with a lot of people, like if
- 11:46Speaker 3: they've spent money over the years, I'll follow them on Instagram.
- 11:49Speaker 3: Like people send me birthday gifts every year, like plants.
- 11:51Speaker 3: They know who you are and what you like. I
- 11:54Speaker 3: don't know, you know, I don't know. I don't think
- 11:57Speaker 3: it's necessarily Like if I was in that position, I
- 12:00Speaker 3: wouldn't want my significant other subscribing to someone's only fans
- 12:03Speaker 3: and having this like relationship online with them. I'd want
- 12:07Speaker 3: them to be like, all right, are you subscribing to
- 12:09Speaker 3: just watch this and this is what it is? Cool whatever,
- 12:12Speaker 3: But like it's the fine line between the like relationship
- 12:15Speaker 3: where they're talking to you like they're trying to build
- 12:16Speaker 3: something or hang out with you. There's none of that. Yeah,
- 12:19Speaker 3: I'm like, I'm an online fantasy.
- 12:21Speaker 1: That's it.
- 12:22Speaker 3: That's it.
- 12:23Speaker 1: So that's that's where the.
- 12:25Speaker 3: Line is drawn. The second you talk about anything like
- 12:27Speaker 3: other than that, I'm like this, I give them a
- 12:29Speaker 3: reality check. Hey, this is this is online fantasy. Like
- 12:34Speaker 3: that's it, Like there's no way we're going to be
- 12:35Speaker 3: friends in real life. I've had friends that have subscribed
- 12:39Speaker 3: and then gotten like super inappropriate, and I'm just like, no,
- 12:42Speaker 3: we're never hanging out again, Like you know that, right.
- 12:44Speaker 1: Like anybody I know, I'll.
- 12:48Speaker 3: Tell you what camera maybe I.
- 12:50Speaker 1: Bet you I could think of one person.
- 12:52Speaker 3: I don't know.
- 12:55Speaker 1: Now, I've never watched Anavia videos.
- 12:58Speaker 3: I wouldn't want you to feel I don't be on
- 13:02Speaker 3: there so I.
- 13:03Speaker 1: Would feel like, honestly, I feel like I was I
- 13:06Speaker 1: raped if I did it, because it's looking at my trial.
- 13:09Speaker 3: I don't want my friends on there.
- 13:11Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't have an only fans page.
- 13:12Speaker 3: I didn't come to me and my friends tell me stuff.
- 13:15Speaker 3: I'm like, don't go on there.
- 13:16Speaker 1: It's weird. I've never been on OnlyFans ever on my own.
- 13:19Speaker 1: It's only as as somebody has maybe shown me something
- 13:22Speaker 1: only fans, but I've never.
- 13:24Speaker 3: Actually not really, you're not the target audience, not trying
- 13:27Speaker 3: to talx gen like my videos are not for her.
- 13:31Speaker 3: Well I hope, so, I hope you know, yeah, it's
- 13:35Speaker 3: for like you know.
- 13:36Speaker 1: It's for your online fantasy. Yes, old women.
- 13:40Speaker 3: Sometimes the majority of people on there, like, let's be real,
- 13:43Speaker 3: like it's I don't even think that a lot of
- 13:45Speaker 3: male creators on there can make money off females because
- 13:47Speaker 3: there's not really a lot of female Like it's usually
- 13:49Speaker 3: like the straight females or gay men that are making
- 13:52Speaker 3: money on there. It's really hard for the straight male
- 13:54Speaker 3: to go on there and make money because your audience
- 13:56Speaker 3: isn't really the females. We typically don't spend money on that.
- 14:00Speaker 3: We don't because we're like, we don't need to know,
- 14:01Speaker 3: we don't, we don't.
- 14:02Speaker 1: Need to, we don't need to. Well literally don't pigs.
- 14:05Speaker 1: Let's talk about that. I mean, but now I shouldn't
- 14:08Speaker 1: have said that's what they like. That's me. I don't.
- 14:11Speaker 1: I don't find porn sexy. Like I like my fiance, well,
- 14:16Speaker 1: I don't know what we're gonna call him right now
- 14:18Speaker 1: at this point, but he was is big into porn,
- 14:22Speaker 1: and I'm like, I just don't get it for myself,
- 14:24Speaker 1: Like I think it's more I liked us filming together
- 14:28Speaker 1: when we ever did it. I don't want to be
- 14:29Speaker 1: too too personal, but I liked us doing a video
- 14:33Speaker 1: and watching that of us together. That would turn me
- 14:36Speaker 1: on more then that. I just to me, I just
- 14:38Speaker 1: feel like it's fake.
- 14:39Speaker 3: Like you watch like real the real porn companies. Like
- 14:42Speaker 3: that's why people like only fans, I think, because it's
- 14:44Speaker 3: more amateur. It's like like even the the actual so
- 14:47Speaker 3: it's not like that.
- 14:48Speaker 1: It's not like that whole like you know, lives lesbian
- 14:52Speaker 1: and everybody's hot when they were.
- 14:54Speaker 3: It's so that's so like that set. Like let's say
- 14:57Speaker 3: a real porn company hires somebody that is so crazy.
- 15:00Speaker 3: It's like there's like fifty people. It's a set. Yeah,
- 15:04Speaker 3: it's like you get lunch, you're there for eight to
- 15:05Speaker 3: twelve hours. There's scripts there, set, there's so much things
- 15:08Speaker 3: that go on and then they make a little video
- 15:10Speaker 3: maybe it's an hour long, the actual video, and there's
- 15:12Speaker 3: so much that goes into it, and there's so many
- 15:13Speaker 3: people there and it's so not intimate, right, But like
- 15:16Speaker 3: that's why I think that a lot of the adult
- 15:19Speaker 3: corn stars now are kind of like doing their own thing.
- 15:21Speaker 3: Like that's why they're opening up to working with certain people,
- 15:24Speaker 3: and like I can hit up somebody like Kieren Lee,
- 15:26Speaker 3: he's super famous, Manuel Jason Love like all these other people,
- 15:30Speaker 3: and I can say, hey, you want to do this
- 15:31Speaker 3: because it's more amateur and the fans, I think, want
- 15:33Speaker 3: to see that aspect of their life because they're so
- 15:35Speaker 3: used to seeing the fake life.
- 15:37Speaker 1: Right the fake on said Hi, Rocklanders or whatever.
- 15:40Speaker 3: It is like back of the day when you have
- 15:42Speaker 3: to like remember if there's an actual documentary out now
- 15:45Speaker 3: on Netflix. It's called Super Sex about Rock with Safreddi. Yeah,
- 15:48Speaker 3: like one of I used to I remember I knew
- 15:50Speaker 3: who he was years and years ago, and like they
- 15:52Speaker 3: would go sit in the theater and watch this.
- 15:54Speaker 1: Yes, that was Did you ever watch the movie Boogie Nights?
- 15:58Speaker 1: That's how it was. Is that Dirk Dark that's my
- 16:03Speaker 1: favorite name, and Jeremy Irons Listen, he is not attractive.
- 16:10Speaker 1: He did, and that's people went and loved him because
- 16:14Speaker 1: he's not even know how to funk.
- 16:15Speaker 3: That's why they watched and watching a movie theater with strangers.
- 16:18Speaker 3: I found that very fascinating.
- 16:20Speaker 1: It's but it's it's it's it's it's very it's very
- 16:23Speaker 1: perverted and everyone yeah, yeah, yes, well that's how you know,
- 16:28Speaker 1: you know, you know, Pebe Harmon, he got he got
- 16:30Speaker 1: in trouble for for public public?
- 16:33Speaker 3: But did he go to one of those shows and.
- 16:34Speaker 1: That's where he was in a movie theater?
- 16:36Speaker 3: Isn't that wasn't that allowed?
- 16:38Speaker 1: That's not allowed now that those were underground? Didn't he
- 16:42Speaker 1: get in trouble for the public exposed? But then how
- 16:47Speaker 1: come he got in trouble?
- 16:48Speaker 3: Might get in trouble then, yeah, but you're a regular teacher.
- 16:54Speaker 3: Doctors willowed to be in there.
- 16:56Speaker 1: He was put in the news and everybody knew he
- 16:59Speaker 1: was in there. He was perverting a guy who was
- 17:02Speaker 1: it was a children's yea, you know her heart like
- 17:06Speaker 1: that was him. And then he's in there pulling whack
- 17:08Speaker 1: and his whack and his willy and in a freaking
- 17:11Speaker 1: theater with probably sperm stains every where.
- 17:14Speaker 3: God he was.
- 17:15Speaker 1: Yeah, so it kind of brought his finally kicked him
- 17:17Speaker 1: off brands pretty bad. It was pretty bad. We don't
- 17:21Speaker 1: want that.
- 17:22Speaker 3: I want to bring that back. I'm gonna host weekly videos.
- 17:27Speaker 1: If he wants to do contact with you, Tara.
- 17:32Speaker 3: Seey Herman, if you're out there.
- 17:33Speaker 1: If you're out there, Buddy Burnet, Buddy Burnet wants you.
- 17:39Speaker 1: But let me can I ask you, so you're not
- 17:41Speaker 1: around a buck? Would you do regular porn? Would you
- 17:44Speaker 1: go work for a company and do like acting?
- 17:47Speaker 3: And I thought about it, like, because.
- 17:49Speaker 1: It's gotta be fun. At least you feel like you're
- 17:51Speaker 1: creating something that's that's forever and it's a whole movie.
- 17:54Speaker 3: Honestly, it's It was just everything I do is like
- 17:56Speaker 3: a calculated move to promote myself. So if I wanted
- 17:59Speaker 3: to be on there for a million follower Instagram page,
- 18:01Speaker 3: I thought it was going to bring me my own
- 18:03Speaker 3: personal fan base. Because so I own all the videos
- 18:07Speaker 3: I make with whoever I made it with. It's not
- 18:09Speaker 3: like you can go put it on the internet for free.
- 18:10Speaker 3: There's piracy, But I hire a DMCA. We go we
- 18:13Speaker 3: remove these videos from the internet if they get leaked
- 18:15Speaker 3: and stuff. But for something like that, like to go
- 18:17Speaker 3: on a peign website, you you get paid a very
- 18:21Speaker 3: small amount of money and they own it and they
- 18:23Speaker 3: make money off you forever, and then it's out there
- 18:25Speaker 3: for free. So I don't know if i'd want to
- 18:26Speaker 3: do that, do you know what I'm saying, Like, you
- 18:28Speaker 3: still can't.
- 18:28Speaker 1: So you couldn't make a deal with them, though you
- 18:31Speaker 1: owned it and you could put.
- 18:32Speaker 3: Royalties possibly, But I'm not. I'm not like I just
- 18:35Speaker 3: started kind of like collaborating. Like last year I was
- 18:38Speaker 3: in a relationship, kind of seeing someone on and off,
- 18:40Speaker 3: like and I kind of just gotten so frustrated with men.
- 18:44Speaker 3: I'm like thirty nine years old, I'm single. Everyone's like,
- 18:46Speaker 3: when are you going to settle down? I'm like, at
- 18:49Speaker 3: the settle down store, we go and buy the guy
- 18:51Speaker 3: like where, I'm just sorry, I'm thirty nine, I've never
- 18:53Speaker 3: met a guy, I've never had kids. It didn't happen.
- 18:55Speaker 3: So now I'm going to live my life and have fun.
- 18:58Speaker 3: And you know, I don't have sex in my regular life.
- 19:00Speaker 3: Like that's the other thing where people don't understand. I'm like,
- 19:02Speaker 3: I'm really not dating anyone in New York City. It's
- 19:04Speaker 3: so hard to do. It's so hard to find a
- 19:07Speaker 3: guy here. Yeah, you know, And I don't really go
- 19:09Speaker 3: out and ate a lot. I'm not in that. I'm
- 19:11Speaker 3: in a weird age group where I don't want to
- 19:13Speaker 3: hang out with the twenty year olds even though I
- 19:14Speaker 3: look young, people think I'm younger. I hate it. I
- 19:17Speaker 3: don't want and then where am I? God, everything's so
- 19:20Speaker 3: expensive in New York too, to go out, Like my
- 19:22Speaker 3: night out costs like ridiculous amount of money too, to
- 19:25Speaker 3: go out and meet people, Like dating is a job
- 19:27Speaker 3: you have to like it is, consistently go out.
- 19:30Speaker 1: I feel bad for you. I feel bad for your generations,
- 19:32Speaker 1: like the ones behind it, because it's hard to meet
- 19:35Speaker 1: people because and then you don't want to go on
- 19:36Speaker 1: these sites. No, you're like tender and and big what
- 19:40Speaker 1: is it an hinge? And all this all this stuff
- 19:42Speaker 1: like I don't.
- 19:43Speaker 3: Want to go on them. I'm just kind of over it,
- 19:44Speaker 3: Like come to a point where you're like, my life
- 19:47Speaker 3: is so good on my own and I'm so like happy,
- 19:49Speaker 3: And people really truly think that you need to be
- 19:50Speaker 3: with someone to be happy. It's not the truth because
- 19:53Speaker 3: relationships for me have not made me happy. They've kind
- 19:56Speaker 3: of just like set me.
- 19:56Speaker 1: I bet the right person yet that's what it is.
- 19:58Speaker 3: But I'm saying like, if I ever do, I'm sure
- 20:00Speaker 3: that I'd be like, wow, maybe I would change. Like
- 20:02Speaker 3: people ask me, what would you do if you had kids,
- 20:05Speaker 3: I wouldn't be on if I want to be a
- 20:06Speaker 3: stay at home mom, Like if I met the right guy,
- 20:08Speaker 3: I'm like, you have to take me out of whatever
- 20:10Speaker 3: I'm doing right now, and I want to be that
- 20:11Speaker 3: stay at home mom that has has a kid and
- 20:15Speaker 3: I'm making apple sauce a home and I'm playing with
- 20:17Speaker 3: the kid, like I don't want to work, like you know, I.
- 20:19Speaker 1: Want to be with that for your family once when
- 20:21Speaker 1: this is over, this is over for.
- 20:23Speaker 3: You, and that's not over, then that's it. Like I
- 20:25Speaker 3: don't know, I don't think about the future. Everyone's like,
- 20:28Speaker 3: worry about the future. No, I live in the today.
- 20:30Speaker 3: I don't think about the past. And I'm just having
- 20:32Speaker 3: fun with my life here because like I don't want
- 20:35Speaker 3: to think about when I'm dead. I don't want to
- 20:36Speaker 3: think about the repercussions. Oh what if you do this now,
- 20:40Speaker 3: someone's not going to marry you. I don't really care, right,
- 20:43Speaker 3: you know what I mean?
- 20:43Speaker 1: Because gotta love me for me, not for what. Everybody
- 20:47Speaker 1: has a past, just yours is more open about it.
- 20:50Speaker 1: And you're doing it for your job. It's not like
- 20:53Speaker 1: you're doing it. It's not like you were doing it
- 20:55Speaker 1: and you were getting paid, that would that would be worse.
- 20:58Speaker 1: Imagine if no, then that's like a nip Like, come on,
- 21:03Speaker 1: that is a nip phone. Now you know what I'm saying.
- 21:05Speaker 1: But I'm saying you're doing it and you're getting again.
- 21:07Speaker 1: But not that I'm saying that it's it's for everybody.
- 21:12Speaker 3: I don't think it's for everyone. And I say this
- 21:14Speaker 3: all the time, like a lot of my friends just
- 21:16Speaker 3: assume that people go on OnlyFans and it's just this
- 21:18Speaker 3: cash cow. It is not. You know how you have
- 21:20Speaker 3: to grow social media following. You have to know how
- 21:22Speaker 3: to market yourself. You have to know how to drive
- 21:24Speaker 3: fans to the site because there's no explore page. It
- 21:28Speaker 3: comes from somewhere else. So if so people literally sign
- 21:31Speaker 3: up and I'm like, you'll grow zero followers because there's
- 21:33Speaker 3: no way that no one's gonna find you. It's not
- 21:36Speaker 3: like that. So, like I said, and I tell my friends,
- 21:38Speaker 3: I'm like, if you have a real job or you don't,
- 21:41Speaker 3: it's I'm gonna be honest. You're not gonna make money.
- 21:45Speaker 3: You're not doing photo shoots, you're not putting the money,
- 21:47Speaker 3: you're not doing reals, you're not traveling you're not you
- 21:50Speaker 3: don't have you don't do anything, so you're gonna go
- 21:51Speaker 3: on there and make no money and embarrass yourself. And
- 21:53Speaker 3: I tell people like the harsh reality of it, like
- 21:56Speaker 3: I'm doing what I'm doing because I know I can
- 21:57Speaker 3: make money, you know you kind of I guess in
- 22:00Speaker 3: a way in a sense where people say, like you'll
- 22:02Speaker 3: sell your soul to do it. It's like, yeah, I've
- 22:04Speaker 3: thought about I don't care about the repercussions of it.
- 22:07Speaker 1: You know, you've come to peace with that, basically, come to.
- 22:10Speaker 3: Peace with it. And I'm having I'm like in the
- 22:12Speaker 3: best mental state I've ever been. Like also, like I
- 22:15Speaker 3: think about some of the studies where women that don't
- 22:17Speaker 3: have sex, Like like I said, I don't date somebody,
- 22:19Speaker 3: so I'll go for like months to years sometimes with
- 22:22Speaker 3: I've been having sex. That's not healthy either in a
- 22:24Speaker 3: woman's life.
- 22:25Speaker 1: No, it's not.
- 22:26Speaker 3: Actually feel better mentally when I'm actually having sex, Like
- 22:29Speaker 3: I don't just have sex with anyone. Like I also
- 22:31Speaker 3: still like you get a vibe about a person, maybe
- 22:34Speaker 3: even after the first.
- 22:35Speaker 1: Time, I like, uh, I'm not doing this again, and.
- 22:37Speaker 3: Then some people I feel great. I was like, Wow,
- 22:38Speaker 3: it's a great experience. You're a really great person, like
- 22:41Speaker 3: you know, like and I'm sure there's tons of relationships
- 22:45Speaker 3: that happen within the industry, and there's tons of creators
- 22:46Speaker 3: that go in and out. And you know, if I'm
- 22:48Speaker 3: in a relationship, like I said, I'm not on the
- 22:50Speaker 3: site doing that. I have a backlog of content that's
- 22:52Speaker 3: just me and my fans will be like your fans
- 22:55Speaker 3: will be there for you no matter what you're doing.
- 22:57Speaker 1: What, So, what happens when you when you when you
- 23:00Speaker 1: when when you're on set, when you say that you
- 23:02Speaker 1: first meet somebody and you know you're going to do
- 23:04Speaker 1: this scene with them, How does how does it work?
- 23:05Speaker 1: What do you do? Guys? Like, let's try each other,
- 23:09Speaker 1: let's go make out, let me grab your bulls. I mean,
- 23:12Speaker 1: I don't know, how does it? Like? What happens? Like
- 23:14Speaker 1: I need to know? Don't be embarrassed under It's hilarious.
- 23:17Speaker 1: You have no you will never be embarrassed because you
- 23:19Speaker 1: have shown everything so you cannot.
- 23:21Speaker 3: I'm not embarrassed. But it's just so funny that like,
- 23:23Speaker 3: because a lot of people don't know what goes on
- 23:25Speaker 3: when you're walking and it's still awkward for me. Because
- 23:28Speaker 3: I've only just like, I haven't really filmed with that
- 23:30Speaker 3: many people. Sometimes I get so nervous and I'm shaking
- 23:33Speaker 3: because I'm just like meeting you and I don't know you,
- 23:35Speaker 3: and it's awkward or like a lot of things go
- 23:37Speaker 3: through my mind. I'm like, do my body look great today? Like?
- 23:39Speaker 3: Is am I going to be? Like there's a lot
- 23:41Speaker 3: of things that go through your mind as a woman anyway,
- 23:43Speaker 3: even when you're like going to sleep with someone for
- 23:44Speaker 3: the first time, right, of course, those things go through
- 23:47Speaker 3: my mind.
- 23:48Speaker 1: And I get a lot of people sleep with people
- 23:49Speaker 1: the first time and they're inebriated and they don't really
- 23:52Speaker 1: do right.
- 23:52Speaker 3: So do you take a shot at the quila? Sometimes
- 23:55Speaker 3: before I even likefore I leave my apartment.
- 23:57Speaker 1: Do they do you? Do you have you the first
- 23:59Speaker 1: couple times you did it wore you a little tipsy
- 24:02Speaker 1: to get yourself to do because I would probably feel
- 24:04Speaker 1: like I would have to do that.
- 24:05Speaker 3: So yeah, sometimes I do, Like I'll take a little drink,
- 24:07Speaker 3: Like I'm not going to show up and drink with
- 24:09Speaker 3: someone cause it's kind of inappropriate. Like I'll maybe have
- 24:11Speaker 3: a drink before I leave, like and go because I'm
- 24:13Speaker 3: not going to bring a bottle because you don't know
- 24:14Speaker 3: how this person is. I'm not going to introduce liquor
- 24:16Speaker 3: into you, right, you know what if to handle his
- 24:19Speaker 3: liquor or like, So it's it's just, you know, there's
- 24:23Speaker 3: there's performers that I have. Second I see them, we're
- 24:27Speaker 3: like all over each others if we were like, you know,
- 24:29Speaker 3: couldn't keep my hands off you. And then there's other
- 24:31Speaker 3: people where I'm like, hey, like an operad and I
- 24:34Speaker 3: don't know, And you know.
- 24:36Speaker 1: Do you have a favorite person that you have worked with?
- 24:38Speaker 1: A few?
- 24:39Speaker 3: Like, there's definitely a few anyone that used to be
- 24:41Speaker 3: working with more than once. It's because of like I
- 24:44Speaker 3: enjoyed it and I want to work with them again.
- 24:46Speaker 1: I saw a guy that you took a picture with
- 24:47Speaker 1: on your Instagram page. Was that one of the performances.
- 24:50Speaker 3: There's so many.
- 24:50Speaker 1: I was like a guy with a white T shirt
- 24:52Speaker 1: on I saw you took a picture in him, and
- 24:55Speaker 1: then there was another guy. I don't know if they
- 24:56Speaker 1: would I have.
- 24:57Speaker 3: So I do try to, Like if I'm I want
- 24:59Speaker 3: to moted on my Instagram as safely as possible, so
- 25:02Speaker 3: I will will take like a regular photo because what's
- 25:04Speaker 3: the point of doing this. If I can't.
- 25:06Speaker 1: Drag them to the only fans, make like.
- 25:08Speaker 3: A TikTok reel or something so that that one guy
- 25:11Speaker 3: I think is Manuel is the one that's been in
- 25:13Speaker 3: the industry for like almost thirty years, like a famous
- 25:16Speaker 3: he's like a vet. Yeah, like everyone, a lot of
- 25:18Speaker 3: people know him. He is such a huge fan base.
- 25:20Speaker 3: They're like actually like cold like fans of his. How
- 25:23Speaker 3: old is he forty eight? Yeah? And he's He's amazing.
- 25:28Speaker 3: He's super nice, like great guy. I love working with him.
- 25:30Speaker 3: Other guy I worked with recently, I'm trying to think
- 25:32Speaker 3: of who's on my page, like Pinned is j mac Okay.
- 25:35Speaker 3: I worked with him twice. He's really awesome. I think
- 25:39Speaker 3: he's my age.
- 25:39Speaker 1: Yes, I think because one guy I look older.
- 25:42Speaker 3: That's probably Manuel.
- 25:43Speaker 1: He looked a little old salt and.
- 25:44Speaker 3: Pepper yeah yeah.
- 25:46Speaker 1: And then there was another guy that's that looked like
- 25:48Speaker 1: your age.
- 25:49Speaker 3: Yeah. There's even people that are younger than me. It's
- 25:51Speaker 3: like everyone has their own thing. Like I think the
- 25:53Speaker 3: youngest guy was like twenty. I didn't even know.
- 25:56Speaker 1: Wow.
- 25:56Speaker 3: I was like with the ID because we stange ideas
- 25:59Speaker 3: and I'm like, oh my god, you're twenty.
- 26:02Speaker 1: Never is that how it?
- 26:03Speaker 3: So?
- 26:04Speaker 1: What's the difference with older I mean.
- 26:06Speaker 3: Older men have honestly, they have more experience, the better.
- 26:09Speaker 3: There's some of these guys where you're like whoa, like
- 26:12Speaker 3: slow down, body, No, I'm just like, you're gonna ruin
- 26:15Speaker 3: me for sex with the regular people. I'm gonna think
- 26:17Speaker 3: it again, Like Jesus, I guess the age thing? Does
- 26:26Speaker 3: you know?
- 26:26Speaker 1: So do you enjoy working with rather with the older men?
- 26:30Speaker 3: Then they kind of do it because for my taste
- 26:33Speaker 3: in men has changed over the years. I do not
- 26:35Speaker 3: enjoy the twenty even thirty year old men anymore. I'm
- 26:38Speaker 3: so over it as soon as I find out you're
- 26:40Speaker 3: in your twenties, goodbye.
- 26:42Speaker 1: Maybe Like I don't know me, I can't, I could never.
- 26:46Speaker 1: For me, I don't find younger men attract I don't.
- 26:48Speaker 1: I don't.
- 26:49Speaker 3: I really don't know.
- 26:50Speaker 1: I don't find I think that anybody. I think I
- 26:53Speaker 1: think that As far as being with somebody, I just
- 26:56Speaker 1: don't want to be with somebody younger than.
- 26:57Speaker 3: I want someone my own age, an older, a little older.
- 27:01Speaker 1: I don't want one hundred years older. But you know,
- 27:03Speaker 1: ten years is good. But when you have a gap.
- 27:06Speaker 3: To you, I would date somebody ten years older.
- 27:08Speaker 1: Yeah. To me, I would date somebody ten.
- 27:10Speaker 3: Years they'd be like forty nine.
- 27:12Speaker 1: Yeah, you know. I want somebody with life. I want
- 27:15Speaker 1: to be with somebody with life experience. I don't want
- 27:16Speaker 1: to be with somebody that I have to raise, you know.
- 27:18Speaker 1: And I'm saying I don't care how much.
- 27:20Speaker 3: Even the early thirties, I don't done it.
- 27:22Speaker 1: Anybody under forty is retarded. I'm sorry. I know that
- 27:27Speaker 1: that's something that I shouldn't say, not politically correct, but
- 27:29Speaker 1: they're retarded. They really are. I don't care how mature
- 27:33Speaker 1: they say they are. They are not mature. There is
- 27:36Speaker 1: nobody in this day and age that is mature at
- 27:39Speaker 1: twenty eight years old. I am very sorry.
- 27:41Speaker 3: No I'm not.
- 27:43Speaker 1: They're not the twenty eight year old or the twenty
- 27:45Speaker 1: four year old or of when I was giving. Even
- 27:47Speaker 1: when I was a kid, I was I was immature,
- 27:49Speaker 1: you know, but I still had a house when I
- 27:51Speaker 1: was twenty seven years old. I had three kids by
- 27:53Speaker 1: the time I was two kids. But I told I
- 27:56Speaker 1: was twenty eight years old. It's different. But if you
- 27:59Speaker 1: don't have that life experience, it's you're just it's it's
- 28:02Speaker 1: just not for me. So I mean, I'm glad that
- 28:05Speaker 1: you have because we've had this discussion in the past
- 28:08Speaker 1: with you too, that you've had younger. I mean, you're
- 28:10Speaker 1: a beautiful woman and you're a beautiful girl. You want
- 28:12Speaker 1: somebody who is going to be who is going to
- 28:15Speaker 1: be you know, you have a mature relationship with otherwise
- 28:17Speaker 1: I think that would also cause more friction. Yeah, eventually,
- 28:23Speaker 1: it's always going to be a problem. In the beginning,
- 28:25Speaker 1: it might be you know, gum drops and rainbows, but
- 28:28Speaker 1: at some point, you know it's gonna crumble.
- 28:30Speaker 3: Yeah, I would so, like because I know you're my
- 28:34Speaker 3: You're like my because we said, I said, you're like,
- 28:37Speaker 3: I'm your client, but you're like seriously like my mom.
- 28:40Speaker 3: Like I've known you for so long, you know what
- 28:42Speaker 3: I mean. I don't know how long.
- 28:43Speaker 1: It's been, like at least it's about ten And we
- 28:47Speaker 1: got introduce by Maria. By Maria, yeah, and that was
- 28:51Speaker 1: not going to be ten at least ten years.
- 28:52Speaker 3: And I went to like only one other person that's
- 28:54Speaker 3: ever touched my face. I think I got like lip
- 28:57Speaker 3: filler one time I tried it and then just and
- 29:00Speaker 3: it was like you should go to gen yep. And
- 29:01Speaker 3: then you've been doing my lips for yours, but like
- 29:03Speaker 3: I barely you barely even have to touch them up.
- 29:05Speaker 3: We do a little botox once in a while. People
- 29:07Speaker 3: always ask me, there's no way you had other stuff done.
- 29:10Speaker 3: I'm like, no, gender, sit on the lip she's got.
- 29:14Speaker 1: You have beautiful skin, your beautiful girl. You you don't need.
- 29:18Speaker 1: She doesn't need much.
- 29:19Speaker 3: And you never judged me by only fans because I
- 29:21Speaker 3: know you know I did it.
- 29:22Speaker 1: No, But you know, like I said, I never want
- 29:25Speaker 1: I never really wanted to know what you did.
- 29:27Speaker 3: Like you know what, I never wanted to ask, because
- 29:29Speaker 3: I'm sure what happens if one of your kids is
- 29:31Speaker 3: on a foul.
- 29:33Speaker 1: Would I be upset? I mean I would probably My
- 29:37Speaker 1: initial reaction is to be really really upset. But if
- 29:41Speaker 1: what am I going to do, if you're going to
- 29:42Speaker 1: do it, I mean I'm not gonna I mean, what
- 29:44Speaker 1: can I do at that point? And say, you know what,
- 29:46Speaker 1: please be safe, make sure you you know, make sure
- 29:49Speaker 1: that everybody's tested, Make sure you know that that's would
- 29:52Speaker 1: be my only only worry, that would be my only worries.
- 29:55Speaker 3: There's a small handful of us that do like the
- 29:58Speaker 3: er at this level on there, a lot of people
- 30:00Speaker 3: don't like everyone associates the site with such a bad
- 30:03Speaker 3: negative reputation, and there's people that just post regular photos
- 30:06Speaker 3: on there, like photo shoots. That's how I started off.
- 30:11Speaker 1: I just kept you in that bracket. I didn't want
- 30:14Speaker 1: to put you out of that bracket, but I.
- 30:15Speaker 3: Wasn't doing that. Like like I said, I kind of
- 30:17Speaker 3: made this like decision this year after I've just been
- 30:20Speaker 3: like three relationships were always like I held back. I'm like,
- 30:24Speaker 3: you know, maybe I want to be careful about what
- 30:27Speaker 3: I do on there in case I ever want to
- 30:29Speaker 3: delete it and if I ever end up in a relationship.
- 30:32Speaker 3: And then I'm just at this age where I'm like, okay,
- 30:34Speaker 3: you know what I don't want to care about like
- 30:38Speaker 3: if I get married one day or have kids. I'm
- 30:39Speaker 3: almost at the age where I can't even have kids,
- 30:41Speaker 3: to be real, I'm almost forty, so like you could,
- 30:44Speaker 3: I could still have a kid, but I'm tired.
- 30:47Speaker 1: But I would. I think you would be a great
- 30:49Speaker 1: I would be I know, I am.
- 30:51Speaker 3: I could tell you I'd be a great mom.
- 30:53Speaker 1: No, I think you would too, and you have a
- 30:55Speaker 1: great mom.
- 30:56Speaker 3: I have a great mom. I love my brother's kids.
- 30:58Speaker 1: Like, look, I know you always talk about it. Yeah,
- 31:00Speaker 1: what does I know? Mom doesn't know? Does she have
- 31:03Speaker 1: any clue whatsoever?
- 31:04Speaker 3: Honestly, she might, I don't know, Like she she's always
- 31:07Speaker 3: she knows a shooting launder and bathing suits. But I
- 31:10Speaker 3: think she would be pissed. And we just don't talk
- 31:12Speaker 3: about it because you know how they're very like old school. Yes,
- 31:15Speaker 3: I can't even go to a baby I can't even
- 31:16Speaker 3: wear a bathing suit to the beach. I have to
- 31:18Speaker 3: literally put on a full like onesie thing like I do,
- 31:22Speaker 3: and I do, and I respect them, and you know,
- 31:24Speaker 3: you know when people can handle certain things, like I'll
- 31:26Speaker 3: talk about certain things with certain people, and I'm like,
- 31:28Speaker 3: I'm not trying to make anyone uncomfortable about what I do.
- 31:31Speaker 1: I don't.
- 31:32Speaker 3: I think anyone that does a doun't work like that
- 31:34Speaker 3: is like, I'm going to talk about it if you're
- 31:36Speaker 3: open to talking about it. Yeah, But the people that
- 31:39Speaker 3: are embarrassed by like my family, we would never I
- 31:41Speaker 3: would never sit there and have a conversation my mom.
- 31:44Speaker 3: My mom actually might she's been asked me.
- 31:48Speaker 1: Upset, but I don't.
- 31:49Speaker 3: I think it'd be more embarrassing to talk about it
- 31:51Speaker 3: with her.
- 31:52Speaker 1: I think that your mom would probably she'd want to know,
- 31:56Speaker 1: like what she'd want to know, and she'd rather know
- 31:59Speaker 1: than not know. That's probably what it would be.
- 32:01Speaker 3: Like.
- 32:01Speaker 1: I would rather know for my kids than not No,
- 32:04Speaker 1: Like I said, my initial reaction would probably be wanting
- 32:07Speaker 1: to kill them and then and then my other reaction
- 32:10Speaker 1: would be, well, if I can't stop you, you're an adult.
- 32:13Speaker 1: What am I going to do? If I have a
- 32:14Speaker 1: daughter who's thirty nine years old, what am I going
- 32:16Speaker 1: to do? Tell her she can't do it? You're an adult?
- 32:18Speaker 3: Yeah, when I've been doing it bad as many years.
- 32:20Speaker 3: I don't know what i'd like my mom. They know
- 32:23Speaker 3: I have like a fan like, oh yeah, I make
- 32:24Speaker 3: money through to Instagram subscriptions this night. But like, I'm
- 32:27Speaker 3: also blessed where I have a family that's very sheltered
- 32:30Speaker 3: social media wise.
- 32:32Speaker 1: Thank god.
- 32:33Speaker 3: They have no idea.
- 32:34Speaker 1: How honestly, if your uncle was on only fans, the
- 32:36Speaker 1: only way he would know, let's say, let's say go
- 32:37Speaker 1: off and bid.
- 32:38Speaker 3: I caught my brother trying to subscribe once because he
- 32:40Speaker 3: didn't know what it was. I made it free and
- 32:43Speaker 3: I'm online, It's like six in the morning and I'm
- 32:45Speaker 3: just looking through something and I see Tom Goods pop up,
- 32:48Speaker 3: and I'm like, is this a weird fan with like
- 32:50Speaker 3: a weird name? And I just block and I message him,
- 32:53Speaker 3: like what are you doing? He's like, it's a lexus.
- 32:55Speaker 3: She wanted to know what was on there. I said,
- 32:56Speaker 3: I'll tell you what's on there. Don't you know guys
- 32:58Speaker 3: would burn out of your skull if you look at it?
- 33:01Speaker 1: Did you know what is it?
- 33:02Speaker 3: Yeah? He's like, buy my kids ship, so I might
- 33:05Speaker 3: always buy them extra s up.
- 33:08Speaker 1: If it was me doing it, I think I'd be
- 33:10Speaker 1: more embarrassed with my with my brothers than my mother
- 33:14Speaker 1: and father.
- 33:14Speaker 3: I don't think they knew what it was.
- 33:15Speaker 1: My father would kill me because we weren't allowed out.
- 33:17Speaker 1: My sister had to be home at ten o'clock and
- 33:19Speaker 1: she was she was She was only allowed to leave
- 33:21Speaker 1: the house when she was married. So basically that's what happened.
- 33:23Speaker 1: So if my father was alive, would never happen. My
- 33:27Speaker 1: mother would probably be throwing holy water on me if
- 33:29Speaker 1: I did it, because she would be totally saying no
- 33:31Speaker 1: venus and going to church.
- 33:32Speaker 3: Then I know my mom still does novenas for me
- 33:35Speaker 3: to get married.
- 33:37Speaker 1: Would you know what they haven't. I don't think you're
- 33:40Speaker 1: still might because you haven't met the right person yet.
- 33:42Speaker 3: And I'm sure I will one day Like that, like
- 33:45Speaker 3: thunderbolt of love hasn't hit me, Like I could truly
- 33:48Speaker 3: say that, I've never been in love and you don't
- 33:50Speaker 3: know what you're gonna do, because people do, like they
- 33:52Speaker 3: change their lives when they love someone. Maybe I would
- 33:55Speaker 3: someone be.
- 33:56Speaker 1: But after at that point you might be done with
- 33:58Speaker 1: this and say, I'm double sure. I'm gotta that as
- 34:00Speaker 1: long as he's.
- 34:00Speaker 3: A millionaire you know, wants to like support my life.
- 34:04Speaker 3: Any millionaires out there, I'm single, somebody who is. It
- 34:10Speaker 3: doesn't have to be No, I'm joking.
- 34:11Speaker 1: I wouldn't know.
- 34:12Speaker 3: I don't know, Like money has never been like the
- 34:14Speaker 3: not for me.
- 34:14Speaker 1: I go after. But as long as somebody is willing
- 34:17Speaker 1: to support you and take care of you, of you
- 34:18Speaker 1: and your family, and especially if you had a kid,
- 34:21Speaker 1: like you want to be able to stay on with
- 34:23Speaker 1: your children. Yes, and that's not a lot to ask.
- 34:25Speaker 3: I would love that. I think that would be the
- 34:27Speaker 3: best like job in the world. Like I wouldn't even care.
- 34:28Speaker 3: If we weren't rich, I'd be like this is I
- 34:30Speaker 3: love hanging out with my niece and nephew and at
- 34:32Speaker 3: the best time.
- 34:33Speaker 1: You know, you want a simple life.
- 34:35Speaker 3: You want a simple life.
- 34:36Speaker 1: Because you've led this life now, which is pretty it's
- 34:39Speaker 1: a crazy life, crazy, fun, glamorous. You know now it's
- 34:43Speaker 1: really like now it's more, No, it's it's still it's
- 34:48Speaker 1: you know, intense.
- 34:48Speaker 3: And that's the cool thing about building a brand, like
- 34:50Speaker 3: your Instagram followers, what you've built will always be like
- 34:53Speaker 3: you'll you'll be able to monetize that, like you can
- 34:56Speaker 3: change with it, like you can always sell a product
- 34:58Speaker 3: to the people that you've built, Like so social media,
- 35:01Speaker 3: that following will be with me forever. So I could
- 35:03Speaker 3: still have a job and promote different things. Like it
- 35:06Speaker 3: doesn't just need to die because Mike I left OnlyFans.
- 35:09Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying.
- 35:10Speaker 1: You can you couldn't maybe do like an oil, you know,
- 35:14Speaker 1: you could do something a sex a sex toy, a loop. Yeah,
- 35:18Speaker 1: this is this is Darren's Loube. You know, whatever, you
- 35:20Speaker 1: can do it. But seriously, but these are things you
- 35:23Speaker 1: can monetarize on Dara, and you could do all that
- 35:25Speaker 1: and it could be something because I mean, let's be honest,
- 35:28Speaker 1: you're not gonna want.
- 35:29Speaker 3: To do this forever like I thought it would be
- 35:31Speaker 3: a nurse forever. Yeah, I really did. And then I
- 35:34Speaker 3: got so burnt out after how the you know, I
- 35:36Speaker 3: had a crazy lived in a I've had a crazy
- 35:38Speaker 3: life as a softball player Division one I went play?
- 35:43Speaker 3: Was it natal icy U nurse in Brooklyn?
- 35:45Speaker 1: Like, does anybody from the hospital know?
- 35:48Speaker 3: What?
- 35:48Speaker 1: Did they? Did they have a catchub? Would you have
- 35:49Speaker 1: a catch that one on your page?
- 35:51Speaker 2: No?
- 35:51Speaker 3: Like back when I was nurse, I think one person
- 35:54Speaker 3: maybe knew about my Instagram, but it was like my
- 35:57Speaker 3: friends and I didn't post anything crazy at the time.
- 36:00Speaker 3: So it's kind of like, you know, I don't care
- 36:02Speaker 3: now no one follows this the new page, you know,
- 36:04Speaker 3: but it's out there now, so I don't care because
- 36:06Speaker 3: I'm not a nurse anymore. Nurse. Well, I'm a nurse.
- 36:08Speaker 3: It's still my license.
- 36:09Speaker 1: But yeah, you know, keep that up just the case.
- 36:11Speaker 3: I always I always renew it every four years or
- 36:13Speaker 3: whatever it is you do to But you're a nurse.
- 36:15Speaker 1: You have to hear doctor. I have to now, but that,
- 36:18Speaker 1: but yeah, I have to. I still have to update
- 36:20Speaker 1: all my licenses.
- 36:21Speaker 3: You're still you still have an URN, and I still.
- 36:23Speaker 1: Have I'm an r N, my my a m P,
- 36:26Speaker 1: and then the doctorate. I don't have to update because
- 36:28Speaker 1: technically it's not a license, it's just a degree. So
- 36:31Speaker 1: now that's as long as I have my A m P.
- 36:33Speaker 1: That's just attached to it. But yeah, you have to.
- 36:36Speaker 1: I would keep up with it. I still keep up
- 36:38Speaker 1: with you know, with certain like certifications. I'm probably never
- 36:41Speaker 1: going to use them again, but I just felt like
- 36:43Speaker 1: I got went. I went through all that time to
- 36:45Speaker 1: get them. I'm not gonna I'm not gonna let them fall.
- 36:47Speaker 3: You never know, like what the future holds.
- 36:49Speaker 1: So you're like, something happens.
- 36:50Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what I mean, Like, who knows what I was?
- 36:52Speaker 1: If I look off a bid, I lose them. I
- 36:54Speaker 1: can't use my right hand to do intraction. How you
- 36:56Speaker 1: be a nursed right, But I'm saying, let's just say
- 36:59Speaker 1: I can't do certain injections, But yet I could still
- 37:02Speaker 1: do administration in a hospital. Yeah, no, exactly, still work
- 37:06Speaker 1: as an administrator. I could still do that. Even if
- 37:08Speaker 1: I can't work at the bed side. You know, I
- 37:10Speaker 1: could still do certain things. So certain things I do
- 37:12Speaker 1: want to keep you know, abreast of and make sure
- 37:15Speaker 1: that I have my certifications. It's important to do that.
- 37:20Speaker 1: So how what do you see your next? What do
- 37:22Speaker 1: you see your next? Are you going to do? Okay,
- 37:25Speaker 1: so let me ask this. I'm gonna be really my
- 37:27Speaker 1: last question. Are you going to do more than one
- 37:29Speaker 1: person at one time? I guess that I can't believe it.
- 37:34Speaker 3: I mean maybe, like I haven't. I've always been like,
- 37:38Speaker 3: you know what, this is like my one life, like
- 37:41Speaker 3: I'm single and these two beautiful, gorgeous men.
- 37:44Speaker 1: Maybe and what about women?
- 37:46Speaker 3: I don't like women.
- 37:47Speaker 1: Yeah, no, you just can't fake it either.
- 37:49Speaker 3: I'd have to, Like I'm probably I would probably it
- 37:51Speaker 3: would be a money decision like anything I do in
- 37:54Speaker 3: that sense, like that's for money, you know, Like okay, cool,
- 37:57Speaker 3: maybe if like Angela White, she's like super famous, it's
- 37:59Speaker 3: like want to do something with you, I'd be like, okay,
- 38:01Speaker 3: you would do that? Yeah, Like I'll figure it out,
- 38:03Speaker 3: but I'm not just gonna go do something that. But
- 38:07Speaker 3: like I never say never anymore because I said I
- 38:08Speaker 3: would never do any of these things for years.
- 38:11Speaker 1: So it's kind of like it would be like situational, situational,
- 38:15Speaker 1: and an opportunity.
- 38:16Speaker 3: And an opportunity arises that I want to do. Yeah,
- 38:18Speaker 3: I'll probably do it.
- 38:19Speaker 1: That's cool.
- 38:20Speaker 3: I mean, listen, it's not my thing.
- 38:23Speaker 1: No, that's not your thing. No, I listen. Even on
- 38:26Speaker 1: most most porn stars, they're not.
- 38:29Speaker 3: They're not even into half the people there into it's
- 38:31Speaker 3: a job.
- 38:32Speaker 1: And there's I there are gay porn stars that are
- 38:34Speaker 1: straight that are no.
- 38:35Speaker 3: I was just talking about that earlier. Yeah, like people
- 38:37Speaker 3: arrived be like, oh my god, I didn't even know
- 38:39Speaker 3: that you were do gay porn too nearby.
- 38:42Speaker 1: They get paid for it, you know, they're like, you
- 38:44Speaker 1: know what, They're gonna do it if it's safe, and
- 38:47Speaker 1: they you know, they have.
- 38:48Speaker 3: An STD test they got tested the day before. I'm like, cool.
- 38:51Speaker 1: Do you have to get certain insurance with certain people
- 38:53Speaker 1: you work for, like as far as like like like
- 38:56Speaker 1: like risk insurance or anything? God forbid? You think so,
- 38:59Speaker 1: because I would think.
- 39:00Speaker 3: That there's one guy that actually ensured his penis for
- 39:02Speaker 3: a million dollars Karen Lee. He's like one of the
- 39:04Speaker 3: most famous porn starists.
- 39:06Speaker 1: Do you want to work with him?
- 39:08Speaker 3: We were supposed to be had to cancel, but yeah,
- 39:09Speaker 3: I would work then, Yeah, for sure.
- 39:11Speaker 1: So you definitely want to get to go go work
- 39:13Speaker 1: with the more.
- 39:14Speaker 3: I'm not just gonna work with anyone, but that's good.
- 39:18Speaker 3: Also I want to you know, put I don't yeah, no,
- 39:21Speaker 3: not just anyone, like I have to. It has to
- 39:23Speaker 3: make sense, Like I don't care. I mean unless you're
- 39:26Speaker 3: really hot and I maybe you can have a small folling.
- 39:31Speaker 1: Maybe do that one behind closed doors, see see if they.
- 39:34Speaker 3: Want to make There's like such a weird thing in
- 39:35Speaker 3: the industry between like on camera and off camera sex.
- 39:38Speaker 3: People are like do it off camera because like it's
- 39:40Speaker 3: like such a weird, like inappropriate thing. Or I'm like,
- 39:43Speaker 3: are we allowed to do something off camera if we
- 39:45Speaker 3: liked it on camera? It's such a weird thing. Like
- 39:47Speaker 3: I don't know how to navigate that chemistry.
- 39:50Speaker 1: Yeah, it's happened with everybody. No, no, no, did you
- 39:54Speaker 1: ever have sex first before you went on camera? Before
- 39:57Speaker 1: did you have like try to say, hey, come on,
- 39:58Speaker 1: I have with the and then we can see what's
- 40:01Speaker 1: gonna work.
- 40:02Speaker 3: I feel both. Like the way I even got into
- 40:04Speaker 3: it was like my old manager we were just friends
- 40:07Speaker 3: for years and he had a girlfriend for years and
- 40:09Speaker 3: We never did anything inappropriate. We're just coworkers, but there
- 40:12Speaker 3: was tension there. And then when we were both single,
- 40:15Speaker 3: we were like, why shouldn't we not do it? And
- 40:18Speaker 3: here are both performers on here And the first time
- 40:20Speaker 3: I was so nervous because like it was such a
- 40:22Speaker 3: good friend of mine that he like came over off camera. Yeah,
- 40:25Speaker 3: I was like I was freaking out. I was like,
- 40:27Speaker 3: I don't know what to do right now, Like I'm
- 40:29Speaker 3: so nervous. I don't know what's gonna happen.
- 40:32Speaker 1: And then and then they did with him on camera
- 40:34Speaker 1: after that, do you guy, what do you would you say?
- 40:38Speaker 1: Do you just say fuck or sacks? So what do
- 40:40Speaker 1: you say? Like what's the terminology of your old turbinality?
- 40:42Speaker 3: We're just doing a scene like, oh, hey, would you
- 40:44Speaker 3: like to collab? Like if I'm reaching out to someone.
- 40:47Speaker 3: So that's basically that's the women have all the power,
- 40:49Speaker 3: Like the men can ask us, but the women.
- 40:51Speaker 1: Are like gestures and the genre and you know the burbage.
- 40:55Speaker 1: So that's what you say, you want to.
- 40:56Speaker 3: Send the egg plant emogi.
- 40:57Speaker 1: So if I tell someone I want to collab that
- 40:59Speaker 1: we're we're gonna have sex on felt I can't even
- 41:05Speaker 1: in this conversation, but I'm glad I'm having this conversation.
- 41:09Speaker 3: It's such like a weird thing. It's like a taboo
- 41:10Speaker 3: thing until like you're actually in it, and I'm like,
- 41:12Speaker 3: this isn't even what I thought it would be. Like
- 41:14Speaker 3: it's fun like some of it and I'm like, damn,
- 41:16Speaker 3: like cool, like it's fun, like I could like look
- 41:19Speaker 3: at them through the and I'm like, oh, you're hot, Hey,
- 41:21Speaker 3: would you like to go lab? It's like a s
- 41:26Speaker 3: because like in real life women could probably do that anyway,
- 41:28Speaker 3: like hey, WANDU So.
- 41:29Speaker 1: You absolutely and they don't get paid for it. Well prostitutes,
- 41:33Speaker 1: but that's that's it. But that's not legal.
- 41:36Speaker 3: That's not legal.
- 41:37Speaker 1: Let me actually question would you have did you have
- 41:40Speaker 1: to do two scenes in one day with two different men?
- 41:43Speaker 1: How was that did you feel?
- 41:46Speaker 3: Did you feel like no, like I felt like whatever.
- 41:49Speaker 3: I was like, all right, cool, I want to get
- 41:51Speaker 3: this done and get get it done in one day.
- 41:54Speaker 3: So I did that one in the morning, one in
- 41:56Speaker 3: the evening. I don't really do that. I didn't want
- 41:57Speaker 3: one time because I don't want to get so like
- 42:00Speaker 3: I try to spread it out. It's not like because
- 42:01Speaker 3: there's no creators in New York. The problem with New
- 42:03Speaker 3: York is it's really hard to get tested because I
- 42:05Speaker 3: have to come into Manhattan because the way it works
- 42:08Speaker 3: is just like a talent testing site. Oh so you
- 42:10Speaker 3: have to go to specific perce yes not through insurance,
- 42:12Speaker 3: and you have to get different swabs done, like they're
- 42:14Speaker 3: very thorough.
- 42:16Speaker 1: And so this is a particular organization that do yes.
- 42:19Speaker 3: It keeps you say, there's three of them, two or
- 42:20Speaker 3: three of them. It is like clear there's talent testing.
- 42:22Speaker 3: So I'll come into Manhattan, I'll have my results sometimes
- 42:25Speaker 3: that night, super fast. So they keep the industry safe.
- 42:28Speaker 3: And then they'll also tell people if there's like something
- 42:30Speaker 3: that's like maybe there's like a STD that was an outbreak,
- 42:33Speaker 3: like just maybe they'll even do like I see them
- 42:35Speaker 3: do once or twice, like a halt on filming, telling
- 42:38Speaker 3: everyone like hey, gonery is going around, like don't film right, yeah,
- 42:41Speaker 3: wait till it's gone, so I mean, and then the
- 42:46Speaker 3: test is like two hundred and fifty or two hundred
- 42:48Speaker 3: and sixty five bucks. Then there's a drawing fee, so
- 42:51Speaker 3: you have to you know, expense that.
- 42:54Speaker 1: And that's every time you all go that Yeah, what
- 42:57Speaker 1: is it done the day before? Or I try to
- 42:59Speaker 1: do it as like that week.
- 43:00Speaker 3: Like let's say I'm traveling and I want to film,
- 43:02Speaker 3: I'm like, all right, I'm just gonna get my test.
- 43:03Speaker 3: No one films without that test. You can't you look
- 43:06Speaker 3: at someone like they were crazy if they try to.
- 43:07Speaker 1: Show up, I would would you? Would you?
- 43:09Speaker 3: And I make them sign into it in front of me.
- 43:10Speaker 3: So it's not like people have faked tests because they
- 43:14Speaker 3: don't want to go get the test probably or they
- 43:16Speaker 3: don't want to name on it. Yeah, you make sure
- 43:19Speaker 3: that happened before. So you're like, like, you know, you're sure.
- 43:23Speaker 1: What about HIV testing? They should? They do it and
- 43:26Speaker 1: they get it back now really full panel it's called yeah,
- 43:32Speaker 1: but never used to come back.
- 43:33Speaker 3: I mean blood you're in it would swap your throat
- 43:36Speaker 3: and they swam butt.
- 43:37Speaker 1: No, but you're right, it was. It was. It was
- 43:38Speaker 1: a dable because I want the nail and.
- 43:40Speaker 3: It depends because like they'll ship it like from here
- 43:43Speaker 3: to Miami. So I probably get it the next day,
- 43:44Speaker 3: but if you're in Miami you get it. You get
- 43:46Speaker 3: the same day.
- 43:47Speaker 1: Yeah, because when we were in the hospital, we would
- 43:49Speaker 1: have to do because I worked on labor its every
- 43:50Speaker 1: and we would do all the you know, happatitis HV.
- 43:54Speaker 1: We could get it back and one we would get
- 43:57Speaker 1: it back in one day. Yeah, sometimes sometimes it's two days.
- 44:00Speaker 1: Just depends on I guess the lambs and now the
- 44:02Speaker 1: test of bet are. But I'm glad that that at
- 44:05Speaker 1: least that is part of it.
- 44:06Speaker 3: I don't even want to sleep with someone that's like
- 44:08Speaker 3: a regular civilian.
- 44:09Speaker 1: I want to think everybody should do that now anyway
- 44:12Speaker 1: before listen, let me see your planel right now.
- 44:14Speaker 3: And it's cool because like I think that anyone. Technically,
- 44:16Speaker 3: I'm not sure if it's just for people that are
- 44:18Speaker 3: actually like talent creators, Like they ask you for your
- 44:20Speaker 3: like socials, they have your picture, they know, like your
- 44:23Speaker 3: little profile, and then like.
- 44:28Speaker 1: I'm not sure.
- 44:29Speaker 3: I wonder if like a civilian could walk in there
- 44:31Speaker 3: and get a talent test, probably as long as you
- 44:33Speaker 3: just signed up for their site. And it's like because
- 44:35Speaker 3: insurance would cover, but you know, there's no way my
- 44:39Speaker 3: doctor would be like yeah, every every two weeks, come
- 44:42Speaker 3: in here. I'm like, no, it makes no sense, you
- 44:44Speaker 3: know what I mean.
- 44:45Speaker 1: So, like so it's insurance is not covering that every
- 44:48Speaker 1: two weeks.
- 44:49Speaker 3: No, they would want to, and I think that would
- 44:51Speaker 3: be even more money out of pocket than what I pay. Yeah,
- 44:53Speaker 3: it's probably ridiculous.
- 44:54Speaker 1: They'd probably give you a big, big after that. Yeah,
- 44:57Speaker 1: definitely for sure. Well, I will always listen when I
- 45:00Speaker 1: hear that. That makes me feel better that I know
- 45:02Speaker 1: you're being safe in that way. And I but I
- 45:04Speaker 1: knew you wouldn't would not be safe. So we actually
- 45:08Speaker 1: got the elephant out of the room between me and
- 45:10Speaker 1: Dara because I know, I said, I never saw or anything,
- 45:14Speaker 1: and I don't think I ever would want to, just because,
- 45:16Speaker 1: like I said, you have my like my door.
- 45:18Speaker 3: I don't want my friends spend and my friends I
- 45:19Speaker 3: don't watch. I really don't want you guys go.
- 45:21Speaker 1: I don't want to. I don't want to know.
- 45:23Speaker 3: What to say when people are like, oh, I'm like,
- 45:25Speaker 3: oh no.
- 45:26Speaker 1: I wouldn't want to. First of all, I would feel
- 45:28Speaker 1: like it's evading your privacy.
- 45:29Speaker 3: With the girls in the industry, like we'll send like
- 45:31Speaker 3: me and my friends will joke, make jokes and stuff
- 45:33Speaker 3: and like send pictures or ugly memes of each other
- 45:36Speaker 3: and shit like from a video, funny stuff or whatever.
- 45:39Speaker 3: But like people that aren't in the industry, if you're
- 45:41Speaker 3: like a guy friend of mine, or just don't make
- 45:44Speaker 3: it awkward. I'd rather not know, Like you don't need
- 45:47Speaker 3: to tell me.
- 45:48Speaker 1: Just if you saw it, then don't say nothing. So
- 45:50Speaker 1: I'll just keep it on the wraps and.
- 45:52Speaker 3: I don't need to know. I don't need to be
- 45:53Speaker 3: notified or no.
- 45:55Speaker 1: One needs to tell me. I know it's there, you
- 45:56Speaker 1: don't have to tell me. We know it's out there.
- 45:59Speaker 1: You don't have to say it.
- 46:00Speaker 3: And you're like a fan, and it turns into like
- 46:02Speaker 3: being overly creepy.
- 46:03Speaker 1: It's kind where it is.
- 46:06Speaker 3: If I know you personally and you're just like constantly talking,
- 46:09Speaker 3: I'm like, okay, just try.
- 46:12Speaker 1: To keep away from that. You too. Well, I'm glad.
- 46:15Speaker 1: I'm glad I got to talk to you about this
- 46:18Speaker 1: because I've been I've been wanting to talk to you
- 46:20Speaker 1: about Everyone.
- 46:21Speaker 3: Wants to talk to me about this, but I don't
- 46:23Speaker 3: have questions questions, And that's the first thing I say.
- 46:26Speaker 3: I don't care. I'm super open with them, super whatever.
- 46:29Speaker 1: Well, I'm I'm glad that we have finally had the
- 46:32Speaker 1: conversation and we talked about it on my show, which
- 46:35Speaker 1: is great and I hope we'll get some good, good
- 46:37Speaker 1: results and hits from this, which will be great. So everybody,
- 46:41Speaker 1: please watch me on YouTube so you can see my
- 46:43Speaker 1: friend Dara on the show and watch the full episode
- 46:48Speaker 1: and hit that subscribe button. And you can also find
- 46:51Speaker 1: us on Apple and on Spotify, and thank you Darrol.
- 46:54Speaker 1: Please and tell them where they could find you.
- 46:56Speaker 3: You guys can find me on Instagram at Moneybirdett and
- 47:00Speaker 3: Twitter and everywhere else dot com and only fans across
- 47:04Speaker 3: the board. It's the same name, so.
- 47:06Speaker 1: And you don't have to tell me if you look
- 47:07Speaker 1: for her, because I don't want to know.
- 47:09Speaker 3: Don't tell her anything.
- 47:12Speaker 1: I'm a great day, everybody,