Latest / The OneCry Podcast / #153 The Presence Centered Life (5 - Our Greatest Need / God’s Greatest Desire)
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- 0:00His presence is what we most need, and some of us know that,
- 0:06but listen to this, our presence is what God most desires.
- 0:12Welcome to the One Cry Podcast, a nationwide call for spiritual awakening.
- 0:19The goal, accelerating the movement of God through sharing revival truth, stories, and reports.
- 0:28Well, hey, welcome back to the OneCry podcast. I'm Kyle Reno with Bill Eliff.
- 0:34And, man, we've been in a phenomenal series, really, on the essential presence of God.
- 0:40And, bro, last week just blew my mind, to be honest with you.
- 0:44Well, you know, we were talking last week out of Exodus 32 and 33.
- 0:51We're going to be there today to finish this story, really.
- 0:55But it's such a picture to us, Kyle, of God's intent and desire.
- 1:03One of the statements that we made last week is that God has this desire.
- 1:12God desires an unbroken, real, daily, personal relationship with us,
- 1:20but we've got to cooperate with Him. It's not going to happen without our cooperation. Right.
- 1:24And here's the second part of the statement, and that is his presence is what we most need.
- 1:30And we some of us know that. But listen to this.
- 1:34Our presence is what God most desires.
- 1:39I mean, this is one of the things we're trying to say in this series is you
- 1:43just read the Bible from Genesis to Revelation.
- 1:47Revelation in God over and over again through symbols, through places,
- 1:53through covenants, through people, through sending his son,
- 1:58through sending his spirit, through the promise of heaven, he wants to be with us.
- 2:04And we don't believe that. We believe the lie of the enemy, that he could care
- 2:09less about us and that we're not good enough to be with him,
- 2:13which we're not, except through Christ.
- 2:16And so he wants that, but the problem is, and this is what we saw last time, Kyle,
- 2:23is that like they did in Mount Sinai.
- 2:30God had led the people out with just amazing care and tenderness and precision and carefulness.
- 2:41And he goes up to the top of the mountain with Moses to write this down, saying, I'm your God.
- 2:47I'm the one who did this. Don't leave me. And down at the foot of the mountain,
- 2:53they had quickly chosen substitutes for the presence of God.
- 3:00And that's what we do. We just do it over and over again like they did.
- 3:08And the tragedy of this, Kyle, is we were made for more. Yeah.
- 3:14I mean, we were just made for more than messing around with with the world's
- 3:21gods and trying to find substitutes everywhere else.
- 3:25Well, it makes me think, as you hear him saying this, you know,
- 3:29you see this all across Scripture and you see it.
- 3:31John 14 through 16, one of the greatest discourses ever.
- 3:35You know, I think Jesus is teaching us the Christian life. And then John 17,
- 3:40his high priestly prayer is that what?
- 3:42That we would be one, that we would experience the presence of God, that we're not God.
- 3:50We don't get that seat at the table, but that we would know him and that he
- 3:56would, and this is his prayer, that he would sanctify us in truth.
- 4:00Because he knows that we rebel against that. We rebel against that nearness.
- 4:04Like there's this tendency inside of us, though we were made for more,
- 4:08that we will quickly settle for less. And that's what you see in Exodus 34.
- 4:13Yeah, a bad trade, like you said last week. I mean, it's just such a bad trade.
- 4:18And I was mentioning last week, I know when I...
- 4:24Lose the conscious awareness of his presence.
- 4:28I know when that happens. I get out of sync. I get irritable. I start blaming people.
- 4:33It's everybody else's fault. It's my time. It's my schedule. It's that and the other.
- 4:38And I hurt people, you know, and I was made for more than that.
- 4:44And I will tell you something else. God deserves more than that.
- 4:48Exactly right. He just deserves more than that. He wants our presence.
- 4:55So, Kyle, the greatest
- 4:58tragedy when we start turning away from God and slipping away to get substitutes
- 5:08for the presence of God is not just the harm of the gods that we choose.
- 5:16It's the loss of the presence of God that we experience and all that comes with
- 5:24that. So how do we return?
- 5:25And that's what we want to talk about today.
- 5:28So if you have a Bible, you can pick that up with us in Psalm 32 and 33.
- 5:37And this was astounding to me, Kyle, as I studied this just recently.
- 5:43Secondly, the return to God's presence happened by humble, repentant prayer.
- 5:53Now, what's fascinating in Psalm 32 and Psalm 33 is that there were three prayers
- 6:00that were right at the forefront of the return to God's presence with God's people.
- 6:07And there were critical prayers and the kind of prayers we need to pray.
- 6:13First of all, there's a prayer for mercy.
- 6:18So Moses is up on the mountain. The people are down there committing adultery
- 6:25and immorality and all kinds of junk, running, trying to find a substitute for the presence of God.
- 6:33And God is grieved up on the mountain. And so Moses prays this prayer in chapter
- 6:4032, 11 through 14, and he says, basically, God, don't destroy them.
- 6:46Please don't destroy them.
- 6:48And the Lord changed his mind about that. And then he comes down and Moses is grieved and upset.
- 6:56And he throws down the tablets with the Ten Commandments.
- 7:01He draws a line in the sand and he says, whoever is for God, come over here.
- 7:10And you wonder why he did that. And I think here's the point of that. God.
- 7:15You must make a deliberate choice to come back into God's presence.
- 7:24Now, listen, the presence of God, if I'm a Christian, I have the presence of God all the time.
- 7:30But the problem is I walk away. He didn't walk away.
- 7:34I walk away from him and I lose the conscious awareness of his presence and
- 7:42all that his presence brings, the direction, the deliverance,
- 7:46the daily communion with him.
- 7:48I just lose all of that because I've just kind of walked away and I'm chasing some other God.
- 7:53So he draws this line in the sand and it says to us, you've got to make a deliberate
- 7:59choice to experience again the presence of God.
- 8:06Now, what that means is you can't just listen to a podcast and and suddenly
- 8:12you're back in the flow of his presence and you're aware of him and you're everything's good.
- 8:17There are some things that had to happen. There was some repeating that had
- 8:21to happen. There's some turning that had to happen.
- 8:24There's some praying that had to happen. But he drew the line in the sand.
- 8:28So first was this prayer of mercy. see.
- 8:32Secondly was a prayer for forgiveness.
- 8:36So in verse 31 through 34 of chapter 32, he says, I'm going to go back up and
- 8:44I'm going to ask the Lord, maybe he'll forgive us.
- 8:47And he pleads with him on the basis of the promises of God.
- 8:51And what happens is absolutely fascinating.
- 8:56God says, okay, I'll forgive them.
- 9:00You say, yeah, that's wonderful. How gracious of God. Didn't have to,
- 9:04but he would forgive them.
- 9:06And he goes one step further. He said, I'll send the angel of the Lord with
- 9:10them to take them into the land of Canaan.
- 9:13I'll let them have the promised land and I'll send the angel to help them get
- 9:19there. They say, oh, Oh, that's awesome.
- 9:21And then he says these deadly words, but I'll not go with them.
- 9:29My presence shall not go with them. And when Moses and the people heard that
- 9:34word, it broke their hearts because they knew enough to know that everything
- 9:40comes from the presence of the Lord.
- 9:44It grieved them. Now.
- 9:49When I read that, I thought, you know what?
- 9:54So many, maybe the majority of Christians are living right here. They've been forgiven.
- 10:02God has been merciful to them. He's providing some things for them.
- 10:08They're on their way to the promised land. They're headed to eternity with Christ,
- 10:12but they just don't have the presence of God as their daily experience.
- 10:20And they're missing what life is all about because everything flows from the
- 10:24conscious awareness of his presence.
- 10:29Now, let me just pause right here and before I go a step further and ask you
- 10:35a very important question.
- 10:37Are you forgiven? Has God been merciful to you? Are you on the way to heaven?
- 10:43Has he and his angels of provision, has he provided for you and giving you some
- 10:50daily bread? Yes, yes, yes, yes.
- 10:53But are you experiencing his presence?
- 10:59Are you consciously aware each day you're talking to him?
- 11:06You're listening to him? You're having this daily, personal,
- 11:11intimate relationship with him, which is what we most need and what he most desires.
- 11:17Are you experiencing the presence of God?
- 11:21So, first of all, there was this prayer of mercy and a line drawn indicating they had to take a step.
- 11:31Secondly, there was a prayer of forgiveness and God forgave them.
- 11:34But he said, I'm not going to go with you. And finally, there's a third prayer,
- 11:41and it's a prayer for his presence.
- 11:44And it's found in chapter 33, verses 12 through 17.
- 11:49Now, listen, when the people heard this, that he wasn't going with them, three things happened.
- 11:58Number one, they mourned. They mourned.
- 12:02Now, mourning is a real important part of the spiritual experience.
- 12:10James said, come back to God, draw near to him, he'll draw near to you.
- 12:15And then he said, be miserable and mourn and weep.
- 12:18Jesus said, blessed are the poor in spirit and those who mourn.
- 12:22In other words, a man who sees his spiritual poverty so much that it grieves
- 12:26him, so much that he mourns over his sin.
- 12:30So what happened was you have to see the loss before you grieve it and want
- 12:39the gain of God's presence.
- 12:41And what happened in this moment is they saw this loss of his presence so much
- 12:47that they mourned. They weren't going to go a step further.
- 12:52Secondly, though, they didn't just mourn. They repented. The Bible says that
- 12:56they stripped themselves of all their ornaments that they had fashioned and
- 13:01taken up to celebrate and party around the golden calf.
- 13:05I kind of think of like Mardi Gras, you know, and all this garish kind of stuff
- 13:10that they were looking to as a substitute for God.
- 13:14Suddenly, that was repulsive to them. They didn't want those gods that they'd
- 13:21chosen, and they just took them all off. That's repentance.
- 13:26That's a change of mind. I mean, that's a guy that is chasing some god in the world.
- 13:31Maybe it's power or reputation or popularity or immorality, and he gets so sick
- 13:41of it that he mourns, and he's willing to lay it down.
- 13:46So they mourned, and they repented, and then they prayed.
- 13:52And basically, what Moses said is, God, we've got to have you.
- 13:58We've got to have your favor. We've got to have your ways. We don't want our ways.
- 14:04We need your ways. And God said in verse 14, my presence shall go with you and I will give you rest.
- 14:17His presence brings peace, rest, everything they needed.
- 14:21Moses said, if your presence doesn't go with us, don't lead us up from here.
- 14:27For how can it be known that I have found favor in your sight, I and your people?
- 14:31Is it not you're going up with us so that we, I and your people,
- 14:36may be distinguished from all the other people who are upon the face of the earth?
- 14:41And God said, I will do this thing of which you have spoken,
- 14:45for you found favor in my sight.
- 14:49Now, this is an amazing statement, and I just have seen this, and it's so important.
- 14:59You can't experience God's presence if you won't talk to him.
- 15:07You can't experience God's presence if you won't cry out to him.
- 15:13What is this humble, repentant prayer? prayer. The essence of any relationship is talking.
- 15:21Kyle, I thought about this last week.
- 15:25If you and I didn't know each other, which would be sad, but let's say we didn't
- 15:31know each other at all, and you were here in Little Rock, and we said,
- 15:35we've got to go to Chattanooga, and it's a 10-hour trip.
- 15:39We got a car, and we drove for 10 hours. We went through Memphis. us.
- 15:44We went through Jackson. We went through Nashville. We went all the way to Chattanooga.
- 15:49And we didn't say a single word to each other.
- 15:53And we got out of the car in Chattanooga, didn't even say goodbye, and we walked away.
- 16:00Well, number one, it'd be the most bizarre thing that had ever happened in our lives.
- 16:06But number two, we wouldn't know each other any better than when we started. Right.
- 16:14If we got in that car and we started talking in 10 hours, we'd be best buds by the end of it.
- 16:22Right. Because the essence of a relationship is talking.
- 16:26Right. How can you say I have a relationship with God if you don't talk to him,
- 16:34if you don't listen to him through the word of God and prayer,
- 16:38if you're not communing with him?
- 16:40So the foundation for his intimate presence is prayer.
- 16:48And the secret to his unceasing presence is unceasing prayer. Yeah.
- 16:58So if you want to experience the conscious awareness of Christ,
- 17:02you've got to talk to him.
- 17:04And I'm sure for all of us, it usually begins with a humble,
- 17:10mourning, repentant cry for mercy, forgiveness,
- 17:17and a return to his presence.
- 17:20And here's the interesting thing.
- 17:23He's waiting.
- 17:26He's just waiting. Because.
- 17:31His presence is our greatest need, and our presence with Him is His greatest desire.
- 17:41Man, so rich, Bill. I'm going to say something that might catch our listener
- 17:47different when you hear it first, but there are things that God's attracted to.
- 17:51And he is attracted to these things found in scripture of this humble,
- 17:58repentant heartfelt prayer that God moves toward he meets that prayer,
- 18:05like the beauty of this and God sees this perfectly he meets that prayer with
- 18:10manifest presence he meets it,
- 18:14that's it, that's real I see that, I know the motive behind that,
- 18:19they're turning They're learning. They're trusting. They want me.
- 18:22And the Lord just lavishly gives himself.
- 18:25You know, I think that let Moses get to a place in his leadership.
- 18:29I think about pastors and leaders.
- 18:31The Moses get to a place in his leadership where he could genuinely say,
- 18:36I think, Lord, I want to be able to genuinely say this. I mean,
- 18:40Lord, there's just nothing that makes us different but your presence.
- 18:46There's nothing like that. That's the thing that distinguishes us from every
- 18:49other sect of humanity, every other religious belief system.
- 18:54They might have theology.
- 18:57They might have different practices. They have their own belief system.
- 19:03But the thing that makes us us is you.
- 19:07That's right. Because you can't fake the manifest presence of God.
- 19:15And, you know, Kyle, this is why you take an old boy who's just a mess.
- 19:22He's just a mess. He's immoral. He's godless. He's a horrible husband and dad.
- 19:29And something happens. He comes to the end of himself,
- 19:32and he mourns and grieves his condition, is ready to just throw it all down
- 19:38like the prodigal son, And he cries out and he and he receives the Lord.
- 19:44And suddenly he's just full of the presence of God.
- 19:49And I mean, everywhere it goes, there's a presence of God. And the Pharisees
- 19:53among us want to say, well, you got to cross this T and not this I.
- 20:00And the father says, no, bring out the best robe and the ring and kill the fatted calf.
- 20:07Because I just this is all I wanted. I just wanted him to come home.
- 20:11I wanted his presence. I wanted him here in the house with me,
- 20:14living with me and talking to me.
- 20:17And he's waiting to do that all the time.
- 20:22There's a wonderful book called Enjoying Intimacy with God by J. Oswald Sanders.
- 20:29And he says in that book, each of the disciples was as close to Jesus as he
- 20:34chose to be, for the Son of God had no favorites.
- 20:37With him, there's no caprice or favoritism.
- 20:40Their relationship with him was the result of their own choice,
- 20:44conscious or unconscious.
- 20:46And then he says this, it's a sobering thought that we too are as close to Christ
- 20:52as we really choose to be.
- 20:55It would seem that admission to the inner circle of deepening intimacy with
- 21:00God is the outcome of deep desire.
- 21:03Only those who count such intimacy a prize worth sacrificing everything else
- 21:10for are likely to attain it.
- 21:13If other intimacies are more desirable to us, we will not gain entry to that inner circle.
- 21:19And then this final thought, the place on Jesus' breast is still vacant and
- 21:25open to any who are willing to pay the price of deepening intimacy.
- 21:31We are now and we will be in the future only as intimate with God as we really choose to be.
- 21:41Wow. What a statement. What a, honestly, Chambers. Who was that?
- 21:48Oswald Sanders, you said?
- 21:49Yeah, Sanders, which is every generation. Like that's what I love about redemptive history.
- 21:57You know, God raises up people that see these truths and want to share it.
- 22:02And I just I would say to our listeners today, you know, Bill has been on this
- 22:07journey with the Lord and seeing this non-negotiable desire for the presence
- 22:13of God that changes a human and can change human history.
- 22:16You know, and I was born again in an atmosphere like that and discipled by men and women.
- 22:22And the thought of, and I know him as much as I truly desire.
- 22:28And there's just so much more. There's so much more to beckon us to believe
- 22:33and then rightly position ourselves in ways that are attractive to God.
- 22:38So, Bill, why don't you just help us, man?
- 22:41You led this thought these last two weeks.
- 22:44Help us pray it in. and get in the
- 22:46right position and to believe for it yeah let's let's
- 22:50pray together and i want to invite you to
- 22:53pray because i i can't pray this for you i can pray for me so as we as we begin
- 23:02in just a moment of prayer here i wonder if you have chosen some substitute gods little g.
- 23:13For his presence, would you just repent of that?
- 23:17Would you mourn that?
- 23:20Would you ask for the Lord's mercy and for his forgiveness?
- 23:31Be specific with him.
- 23:35Lord, I've chosen this over you. I've wanted TV and video games more than I want your presence.
- 23:46I've wanted my immorality more than I want your presence.
- 23:54And just would you be willing to just take off the ornaments,
- 24:00Just strip yourself of the ornaments, and that's going to take some deliberate choices.
- 24:10And would you right now just cry out, Oh, Lord, let me experience and be consciously
- 24:19aware of your presence right now.
- 24:28Wash over me with your presence thrill me with your presence overwhelm me with your presence,
- 24:40and Lord teach me how to walk in your presence.
- 24:51So, Father, we thank you for the fact that you're waiting.
- 24:56The place on Jesus' breast is still open to those who will count it a prize
- 25:05worth sacrificing everything for.
- 25:09And I pray that you'd take us there and help us learn how to live there.
- 25:16For our good and for your delight and for your glory.
- 25:24And we give ourselves afresh to you in Jesus' precious name. Amen.
- 25:31Amen. Well, Bill, this has been the last two weeks. Fantastic.
- 25:35And I'm excited to stay in this vein. So I want to encourage our listeners,
- 25:40if you've been impacted by it, share it with somebody.
- 25:42Let somebody know about it and spend some time. And this is not just to fill
- 25:46our minds with more information, but to help foster more intimacy with God.
- 25:50And so, man, go on a walk with the Lord today. I mean, like,
- 25:54find you a chair somewhere and walk into His presence and talk.
- 25:58Y'all have a conversation and share that conversation even with somebody else.
- 26:03We're honored to have a few minutes of your time.
- 26:05Music.