Latest / Murder Files Unsealed / Lindsay Clancy’s Ex Relives Horrific Moment Finding His Kids Dead
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- 0:00Speaker 1: Um, so usually when you think about a home, you
- 0:03Speaker 1: expect this baseline of, I guess, absolute predictability, right?
- 0:08Speaker 2: Yeah, definitely.
- 0:08Speaker 1: It's like, it functions almost like gravity. You walk through
- 0:11Speaker 1: the front door, you, you know, you drop your keys
- 0:14Speaker 1: in the exact same spot on that entryway table. Right.
- 0:17Speaker 2: The little bowl or whatever you have.
- 0:18Speaker 1: Exactly. And you hear the, I don't know, the low
- 0:22Speaker 1: cyclical hum of the refrigerator in the kitchen and your
- 0:26Speaker 1: brain just sort of It powers down. You enter the
- 0:28Speaker 1: state of cognitive rest.
- 0:30Speaker 2: Well, and that cognitive rest is actually a recognized psychological phenomenon.
- 0:35Speaker 2: I mean, that is exactly why we consider our homes
- 0:38Speaker 2: to be our sanctuary.
- 0:39Speaker 1: Right.
- 0:40Speaker 2: We rely entirely on the physical and the auditory geography
- 0:44Speaker 2: of our own space to just feel grounded because, you know,
- 0:47Speaker 2: the human brain is constantly scanning for threats. But in
- 0:50Speaker 2: a familiar domestic environment, the amygdala, which is the brain's
- 0:53Speaker 2: threat detection center, It essentially goes into standby mode.
- 0:57Speaker 1: So it's not looking for danger anymore.
- 0:58Speaker 2: Right, exactly. You don't have to consciously map the room
- 1:01Speaker 2: every time you walk in your living room. Your spatial
- 1:02Speaker 2: memory just does the work for you.
- 1:04Speaker 1: But, you know, if you step into the world of
- 1:06Speaker 1: forensic testimony and like sudden trauma, that safe space is
- 1:11Speaker 1: just completely inverted. That cognitive rest shatters entirely.
- 1:15Speaker 2: Yeah, it vanishes.
- 1:16Speaker 1: And today we are going to be immersing you in
- 1:19Speaker 1: a primary source document for this deep dive. It's an
- 1:23Speaker 1: excerpted court transcript from a deeply, deeply tragic trial.
- 1:27Speaker 2: It is incredibly heavy material.
- 1:28Speaker 1: It really is. So just to prepare you, we are
- 1:31Speaker 1: examining the verbatim testimony of a father detailing the exact
- 1:35Speaker 1: events of January 24, 2023. This is the day he
- 1:39Speaker 1: returned home from work to an absolutely unimaginable scene involving
- 1:43Speaker 1: his wife and his three young children.
- 1:45Speaker 2: And our mission here, just to be clear, is to
- 1:47Speaker 2: mentally walk through the physical space of this home with him.
- 1:50Speaker 2: We're going to analyze the forensic details exactly as they
- 1:53Speaker 2: were described under oath.
- 1:54Speaker 1: Great. We're deconstructing the sheer, just devastating contrast between a
- 1:58Speaker 1: normal Tuesday evening and a sequence of, well, irreversible events.
- 2:02Speaker 2: Yeah. And a critical framework for you to keep in
- 2:04Speaker 2: mind as we navigate this is that we're looking strictly
- 2:06Speaker 2: at the mechanics of the event exactly as sworn to
- 2:09Speaker 2: in the transcript. This isn't sensationalism. No, not at all.
- 2:12Speaker 2: This is a forensic, really a step-by-step analysis of how
- 2:17Speaker 2: a tragedy unfolds in real time. We are examining the timeline,
- 2:21Speaker 2: the physics of the scene, the layout of the space, and,
- 2:25Speaker 2: you know, the precise words that were exchanged.
- 2:27Speaker 1: Because understanding how human beings process catastrophic shock and crisis,
- 2:32Speaker 1: like moment by moment, physiological response by physiological response, it
- 2:37Speaker 1: requires us to look really closely at those granular details.
- 2:41Speaker 2: It does. It absolutely does.
- 2:42Speaker 1: So let's start with the physical layout of the home
- 2:45Speaker 1: and that sort of deceptive normalcy of arriving from an errand.
- 2:48Speaker 1: So the father arrives home. He parks his truck and
- 2:51Speaker 1: he enters not through the main front door, but through
- 2:53Speaker 1: a side entrance.
- 2:54Speaker 2: Which is pretty standard, right?
- 2:55Speaker 1: Yeah, totally. The transcript notes that if you are standing
- 2:59Speaker 1: on the street facing the house, there's a main front door.
- 3:01Speaker 1: And to the left of that is a fence that
- 3:03Speaker 1: leads to the backyard. But to the right of the
- 3:05Speaker 1: front door, just to the left of the garage, there
- 3:07Speaker 1: is a secondary entrance.
- 3:09Speaker 2: Right. And that side door is the door of daily routine.
- 3:12Speaker 2: I mean, very few people actually use their own formal
- 3:15Speaker 2: front door on a daily basis, right?
- 3:17Speaker 1: True. Yeah. I never use mine.
- 3:19Speaker 2: Exactly. So by entering through that side door, he is
- 3:23Speaker 2: immediately engaged in the standard choreography of a standard evening.
- 3:27Speaker 2: He walks in and performs a totally mundane sequence.
- 3:32Speaker 1: He takes off his boots. Right.
- 3:33Speaker 2: Takes off his boots. He walks past the kitchen table,
- 3:36Speaker 2: which the layout says is situated in a room off
- 3:40Speaker 2: the kitchen near some sliding glass doors that lead to
- 3:43Speaker 2: the backyard. And he places the shopping bags he brought
- 3:46Speaker 2: with him directly on the kitchen island.
- 3:48Speaker 1: And the transcript specifically mentions these bags are from CVS
- 3:52Speaker 1: and 3V. And, you know, CVS is obviously universal. We
- 3:56Speaker 1: all know it. And 3V is likely a specific local business.
- 3:59Speaker 1: But those bags just sitting on the island, they represent
- 4:03Speaker 1: the final anchor point of his normal life.
- 4:05Speaker 2: Yeah, they're the physical manifestation of, like, a mundane Tuesday
- 4:09Speaker 2: chore list being completed.
- 4:10Speaker 1: Exactly. But as he puts them down and he's taking
- 4:13Speaker 1: off his boots, he notices something. He testified that the
- 4:15Speaker 1: house was, quote, really quiet.
- 4:18Speaker 2: An absolute silence in a house with three young children
- 4:21Speaker 2: at 6 o'clock in the evening. That is an immediate
- 4:23Speaker 2: acoustic anomaly.
- 4:24Speaker 1: Right. It's the acoustic equivalent of walking into a massive
- 4:28Speaker 1: factory where the heavy machinery had just suddenly been cut.
- 4:31Speaker 2: Oh, that's a good way to put it.
- 4:32Speaker 1: Yeah. The silence has a physical weight to it. Your
- 4:35Speaker 1: eardrums are braced for a baseline frequency. You know, the
- 4:38Speaker 1: creak of the floorboards, maybe the television in the other room,
- 4:41Speaker 1: the specific pitch of your kids playing. Yeah. And when
- 4:44Speaker 1: that frequency drops to zero... your brain flags it as
- 4:48Speaker 1: a threat before your conscious mind even registers why. Like
- 4:51Speaker 1: how does the human nervous system process that sudden heavy silence?
- 4:56Speaker 2: So what happens is the auditory cortex processes the lack
- 5:00Speaker 2: of expected sound and instantly sends a signal to the amygdala.
- 5:04Speaker 2: And it bypasses the logical prefrontal cortex entirely.
- 5:07Speaker 1: Wow, it just skips the logic part. Completely.
- 5:09Speaker 2: This is called habituation and dishabituation. You habituate to the
- 5:13Speaker 2: baseline noise of your life. So when that noise just vanishes,
- 5:17Speaker 2: disabituation occurs, and that triggers an orienting response.
- 5:20Speaker 1: An orienting response. Yeah.
- 5:22Speaker 2: Your pupils dilate slightly, your heart rate shifts, and you
- 5:26Speaker 2: actively seek out the missing stimuli. The father's brain isn't
- 5:30Speaker 2: necessarily panicking yet, but it is seeking data to fill
- 5:34Speaker 2: that acoustic void.
- 5:35Speaker 1: I mean, I have to challenge the idea that he
- 5:37Speaker 1: isn't panicking, though.
- 5:38Speaker 2: Fair enough.
- 5:39Speaker 1: Because when you walk into a silent house that should
- 5:41Speaker 1: be chaotic, isn't there an immediate spike of adrenaline? Is
- 5:45Speaker 1: he really just calmly seeking data or is his brain
- 5:49Speaker 1: entering the state of denial, you know, trying to rationalize
- 5:52Speaker 1: away a threat it already subconsciously recognizes?
- 5:56Speaker 2: Well, you're touching on the friction between the autonomic nervous
- 5:59Speaker 2: system and cognitive appraisal there.
- 6:00Speaker 1: OK. Unpack that a bit.
- 6:02Speaker 2: Sure. Yes, there is an adrenaline release. The physical sensation
- 6:05Speaker 2: of unease he's feeling is the adrenaline hitting his bloodstream.
- 6:08Speaker 2: But cognitive appraisal, which is how his conscious mind interprets
- 6:11Speaker 2: that physical sensation that forces him toward rational problem solving.
- 6:15Speaker 1: Because he wants to avoid the terrifying implications of the silence.
- 6:19Speaker 2: Exactly. He tries to normalize the anomaly. So the first
- 6:23Speaker 2: thing he does is call out to everyone. And when
- 6:26Speaker 2: the acoustic environment doesn't respond to him, he begins a
- 6:29Speaker 2: systematic search based on logic, not terror.
- 6:33Speaker 1: Right. So he checks the basement door first. The transcript
- 6:35Speaker 1: says it's located directly across from the downstairs bathroom. He
- 6:39Speaker 1: notices the door is shut. He opens it and yells down,
- 6:42Speaker 1: getting no response. But there's a really specific detail here.
- 6:45Speaker 1: He notes that the light in the basement was on. Yeah.
- 6:48Speaker 2: And so he registers a potential visual anomaly there. The
- 6:51Speaker 2: light is on while the room is seemingly empty. But
- 6:54Speaker 2: he instantly rationalizes it with a known domestic habit.
- 6:57Speaker 1: Right. He explicitly testifies that his wife always left that
- 7:01Speaker 1: light on. Yes.
- 7:02Speaker 2: The cognitive bias of normalcy is just so powerful here.
- 7:06Speaker 2: He thinks to himself that he probably just closed the
- 7:08Speaker 2: door back up himself because he testified he always tries
- 7:10Speaker 2: to keep it closed.
- 7:11Speaker 1: Right. He is actively maintaining the normal order of the
- 7:14Speaker 1: house in his mind. He's managing this creeping dread by
- 7:17Speaker 1: just clinging to logic. So it's exactly 6.09 p.m. He
- 7:22Speaker 1: looks outside, but he can't see her car because her
- 7:24Speaker 1: car is black and it's completely dark out.
- 7:26Speaker 2: So the visual data is inconclusive.
- 7:28Speaker 1: Exactly. So he moves to technological data. He pulled out
- 7:32Speaker 1: his phone and calls her phone. The transcript notes this
- 7:35Speaker 1: is a phone with a light brown case that she
- 7:37Speaker 1: had been using consistently since, I think, August of 2022.
- 7:42Speaker 1: He calls and the line just rings. She doesn't answer.
- 7:48Speaker 2: So now the ground floor yields zero answers. The basement
- 7:51Speaker 2: yields zero answers. The phone yields zero answers.
- 7:54Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 7:55Speaker 2: The total lack of data is now becoming a critical
- 7:57Speaker 2: problem in itself.
- 7:59Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 7:59Speaker 2: His problem solving algorithm requires him to, well, change elevation,
- 8:03Speaker 2: the logic forces him up the stairs.
- 8:05Speaker 1: He goes up to the second floor and checks the
- 8:06Speaker 1: bathroom first. And his testimony grounds this in pure routine.
- 8:09Speaker 1: He thought they might just be taking baths.
- 8:11Speaker 2: Right, which makes total sense for that time of evening.
- 8:13Speaker 1: Yeah. But when the bathroom is empty, he checks the
- 8:15Speaker 1: kids' bedrooms, also empty. And that directs him to the
- 8:18Speaker 1: master bedroom. He tries the knob, but he can't get in.
- 8:21Speaker 1: The door is locked. And he testified that this was
- 8:23Speaker 1: the exact moment he knew something was wrong.
- 8:26Speaker 2: Because a locked interior door in the early evening... Completely
- 8:30Speaker 2: shatters the illusion of momentary misplacement.
- 8:32Speaker 1: Right.
- 8:33Speaker 2: I mean, an acoustic anomaly like silence, you could explain
- 8:35Speaker 2: that away.
- 8:36Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 8:36Speaker 2: But a locked door is an intentional physical barrier. It
- 8:41Speaker 2: requires human agency. Someone actively turned a lock to manipulate
- 8:45Speaker 2: the environment and keep someone else out.
- 8:47Speaker 1: Yeah, that's chilling.
- 8:48Speaker 2: So his cognitive appraisal shifts instantly from where is my
- 8:52Speaker 2: family to who secured this room and why.
- 8:55Speaker 1: And here's where the testimony gets incredibly surreal. He realizes
- 8:59Speaker 1: the door is locked, and he has to find a
- 9:01Speaker 1: way in. He testifies that the previous owners of the house,
- 9:04Speaker 1: when they installed these specific doorknobs, had taped tiny little
- 9:08Speaker 1: keys to the back of each bedroom door.
- 9:11Speaker 2: That is just such a wildly specific detail to remember
- 9:14Speaker 2: in a crisis.
- 9:14Speaker 1: It is. He goes down the hall to his daughter
- 9:16Speaker 1: Cora's room, gets the hidden key that's taped to the
- 9:19Speaker 1: back of her door, brings it back, and uses it
- 9:21Speaker 1: to pop the master bedroom lock.
- 9:23Speaker 2: The neurobiology of memory retrieval under extreme stress is just
- 9:27Speaker 2: on full display in that single action.
- 9:29Speaker 1: Yeah, please explain the neurobiology of that because it honestly
- 9:33Speaker 1: feels impossible. When your heart is pounding and you know
- 9:36Speaker 1: something is actively wrong behind a locked door, how does
- 9:39Speaker 1: your brain suddenly retrieve a piece of random trivia about
- 9:43Speaker 1: previous homeowners taping a key to a completely different door?
- 9:46Speaker 2: It seems counterintuitive, right?
- 9:47Speaker 1: Yeah. Shouldn't his brain just tell him to kick the
- 9:50Speaker 1: door down?
- 9:51Speaker 2: Normally you would expect the fight-or-flight response to trigger a
- 9:54Speaker 2: gross motor action, like kicking the door. But kicking a
- 9:58Speaker 2: solid wood door is difficult it's loud, and it's unpredictable.
- 10:02Speaker 1: True.
- 10:02Speaker 2: What happens here is a phenomenon related to the HPA axis,
- 10:06Speaker 2: the hypothalamic pituitary adrenal axis. Cortisol is just flooding his system. Usually,
- 10:12Speaker 2: high cortisol impairs the prefrontal cortex, which is responsible for
- 10:15Speaker 2: complex decision-making. And that leads to emotional paralysis or irrational
- 10:19Speaker 2: brute force.
- 10:20Speaker 1: Right, and panic.
- 10:21Speaker 2: But in specific, highly localized environments, like a home you
- 10:24Speaker 2: navigate every single day, state-dependent memory allows you to bypass
- 10:28Speaker 2: that emotional paralysis.
- 10:29Speaker 1: Oh, I see. So his brain treats the locked door
- 10:32Speaker 1: like a puzzle it already solved months or maybe years ago.
- 10:35Speaker 2: Precisely. His brain bypasses the emotional terror of why the
- 10:39Speaker 2: door is locked and focuses entirely on the mechanical obstacle
- 10:43Speaker 2: of how to open it.
- 10:44Speaker 1: Wow.
- 10:45Speaker 2: It scours the spatial memory map of the house and
- 10:48Speaker 2: retrieves the path of least resistance, which is the hidden key.
- 10:52Speaker 2: It is a hyper-focused, incredibly efficient mechanical action performed by
- 10:56Speaker 2: a brain that is basically trying to delay the emotional
- 10:59Speaker 2: reckoning of what lies on the other side of that wood.
- 11:01Speaker 1: That makes so much sense. So he unlocks the door,
- 11:04Speaker 1: he turns the knob, opens it, and takes one or
- 11:08Speaker 1: two steps inside. And the visual he describes under oath
- 11:11Speaker 1: is just staggering.
- 11:12Speaker 2: I can only imagine.
- 11:13Speaker 1: He testified he saw, quote, blood everywhere. And he noticed
- 11:17Speaker 1: the window was open with the winter wind blowing in.
- 11:20Speaker 1: And he immediately turns around and retreats.
- 11:22Speaker 2: The forensic evidence in this room demands intense scrutiny because
- 11:27Speaker 2: the layout tells a story of spatial violence that dictates
- 11:30Speaker 2: his every subsequent move.
- 11:31Speaker 1: Right. Let's break that down.
- 11:32Speaker 2: Let's analyze the geography of the room as he described it.
- 11:36Speaker 2: The bed in the master bedroom is pulled away from
- 11:38Speaker 2: the wall. It is slightly askew, positioned at an unusual angle.
- 11:43Speaker 2: And he explicitly notes this was not how it usually
- 11:46Speaker 2: was and certainly not how it was when he left
- 11:48Speaker 2: for work that morning.
- 11:49Speaker 1: And heavy furniture moved at an angle immediately implies sudden
- 11:53Speaker 1: forceful movement. Right. A struggle or a desperate shift in
- 11:57Speaker 1: weight against the frame.
- 11:58Speaker 2: Exactly. Now, consider the blood evidence. He describes a massive
- 12:02Speaker 2: volume of it. He says there was a huge puddle
- 12:04Speaker 2: pooled in the middle of the room. He literally described
- 12:07Speaker 2: the blood as looking like it was sprayed almost with
- 12:10Speaker 2: a hose on pretty much every surface. including the very
- 12:13Speaker 2: doorknob he just turned.
- 12:14Speaker 1: Yeah, that visual is horrific.
- 12:17Speaker 2: But the legal questioning reveals a crucial, almost counterintuitive distinction.
- 12:22Speaker 2: There was absolutely no blood on the vertical walls, and
- 12:25Speaker 2: no blood on the bedding itself.
- 12:26Speaker 1: Wait, how does that work in terms of fluid dynamics?
- 12:29Speaker 1: If someone describes blood sprayed on every surface like a hose,
- 12:32Speaker 1: how are the walls and the bed completely clean?
- 12:35Speaker 2: It comes down to the physics of blood spatter analysis. Specifically, gravity, cast-off,
- 12:41Speaker 2: and arterial pressure.
- 12:42Speaker 1: Okay.
- 12:43Speaker 2: If an altercation happens while individuals are standing up, you
- 12:46Speaker 2: see cast-off patterns on the vertical walls and the ceiling.
- 12:50Speaker 2: The weapon, or the limbs, fling the blood outward. If
- 12:54Speaker 2: the violence happens on the bed, the bedding absorbs the
- 12:57Speaker 2: fluid through capillary action.
- 12:59Speaker 1: But the bedding is clean and the walls are clean.
- 13:01Speaker 2: Right, which means the source of the bleeding was low
- 13:04Speaker 2: to the ground, likely centralized directly over that massive puddle
- 13:07Speaker 2: in the middle of the room. Okay. The spray, he
- 13:10Speaker 2: describes on the lower surfaces like the doorknob, suggests arterial spurting,
- 13:15Speaker 2: but angled downwards or laterally at a low trajectory, never
- 13:19Speaker 2: reaching the height of the walls or the mattress. The
- 13:21Speaker 2: violence was entirely grounded on the floor space.
- 13:24Speaker 1: And then there's the open window. The transcript points out
- 13:26Speaker 1: the screen for the window is simply pushed up. It
- 13:29Speaker 1: was not cut. It was not broken. It was just raised.
- 13:32Speaker 2: This room is the ultimate forensic transition point. The violence
- 13:36Speaker 2: occurred here. You have the skewed heavy furniture, the low
- 13:41Speaker 2: trajectory blood spatter, the centralized pooling, but the room is
- 13:44Speaker 2: entirely empty of people.
- 13:45Speaker 1: They're gone. Right.
- 13:46Speaker 2: The open window with the freezing wind blowing in and
- 13:49Speaker 2: the screen deliberately raised serves as a massive, undeniable directional
- 13:54Speaker 2: arrow pointing him to his next location.
- 13:57Speaker 1: Plus, her phone, the one with the light brown case
- 13:59Speaker 1: that he had just called downstairs at exactly 6 a.m.
- 14:02Speaker 1: or 9 p.m., is sitting right there on the bed.
- 14:05Speaker 1: So the timeline is razor thin.
- 14:06Speaker 2: Very thin.
- 14:07Speaker 1: He knows she was physically in this room just minutes,
- 14:11Speaker 1: perhaps seconds ago.
- 14:12Speaker 2: The room feeds his brain an overwhelming amount of data
- 14:15Speaker 2: in a fraction of a second. The locked door delayed him.
- 14:18Speaker 2: The massive blood loss alerts him to severe trauma. The
- 14:21Speaker 2: open window dictates his trajectory. He takes one or two
- 14:23Speaker 2: steps in, processes the fluid dynamics in the spatial arrangement,
- 14:27Speaker 2: and immediately retreats.
- 14:28Speaker 1: Right. And his trajectory shifts downwards. He runs back down
- 14:31Speaker 1: the stairs, completely bypassing the front door, and goes straight
- 14:34Speaker 1: out the back through those sliding glass doors in the
- 14:36Speaker 1: kitchen by the table.
- 14:37Speaker 2: Following the literal path of the open window.
- 14:40Speaker 1: Exactly. The open window in the master bedroom is the
- 14:43Speaker 1: top right window if you were looking at the back
- 14:45Speaker 1: of the house. He runs out into the winter dark,
- 14:48Speaker 1: goes directly below that window to the window well for
- 14:51Speaker 1: the basement, and he finds his wife.
- 14:54Speaker 2: The exact physical positioning here is vital for understanding the
- 14:58Speaker 2: aftermath of the fall. She is face up on the
- 15:01Speaker 2: cold ground. Her head is positioned closer to the foundation
- 15:04Speaker 2: of the house. and her feet are pointing away from
- 15:07Speaker 2: the house toward the yard.
- 15:08Speaker 1: He rushes to her and immediately observes her injuries. He
- 15:12Speaker 1: testified she has deep, severe cuts on her wrists, and
- 15:16Speaker 1: he notices a red line across her neck. He says
- 15:19Speaker 1: he wasn't sure what it was at first in the dark,
- 15:21Speaker 1: but quickly realizes she had cut her own neck. Oh, man. Yeah.
- 15:25Speaker 1: But he notes a vital forensic detail. The wounds were
- 15:28Speaker 1: not actively bleeding at the time he found her.
- 15:30Speaker 2: Which perfectly aligns with the massive pooling of blood he
- 15:33Speaker 2: just witnessed in the bedroom above.
- 15:35Speaker 1: Right.
- 15:36Speaker 2: The vascular system had largely depressurized. The catastrophic bleeding had
- 15:40Speaker 2: already occurred upstairs, leaving the wound sluggish or static by
- 15:43Speaker 2: the time she was on the ground outside.
- 15:45Speaker 1: And then we reach the dialogue in the backyard. I
- 15:48Speaker 1: want you to really listen to the cadence of this
- 15:50Speaker 1: exchange because it is terrifying in its sheer brevity. He
- 15:54Speaker 1: asks her, quote, what happened? She replies, I tried to
- 15:57Speaker 1: kill myself. He then asks, where are the kids? And
- 16:01Speaker 1: she replies, they're in the basement.
- 16:03Speaker 2: The psychology of flat effect in trauma is starkly evident here.
- 16:08Speaker 2: Notice what is entirely absent from this interaction.
- 16:10Speaker 1: Yeah, there's no emotion at all.
- 16:12Speaker 2: Exactly. There's no preamble. There is no crying described, no screaming,
- 16:16Speaker 2: no emotional framing whatsoever.
- 16:17Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 16:18Speaker 2: They are stark, literal questions met with stark, literal answers.
- 16:23Speaker 1: What happened? I tried to kill myself. It is a direct,
- 16:26Speaker 1: almost administrative report of an action. It's completely devoid of context.
- 16:30Speaker 2: When an individual experiences massive psychological trauma or extreme blood loss,
- 16:35Speaker 2: the brain often dissociates. Dissociation strips away emotional valence. She
- 16:40Speaker 2: is not filtering her responses through social or emotional norms.
- 16:43Speaker 2: She's operating on pure literalism.
- 16:46Speaker 1: That makes a lot of sense.
- 16:47Speaker 2: When he asks the single most critical question in his universe,
- 16:50Speaker 2: where are the kids? She simply provides a geographic coordinate.
- 16:54Speaker 2: They're in the basement.
- 16:55Speaker 1: The omission is what makes it so chilling. She provides
- 16:58Speaker 1: the coordinate, but she completely omits their condition. She doesn't
- 17:02Speaker 1: mention they are in danger. She doesn't say they are hurt.
- 17:04Speaker 2: She provides only the data requested location. And that single
- 17:09Speaker 2: geographic coordinate triggers the next agonizing phase of the crisis,
- 17:13Speaker 2: which is the delay of the 911 call.
- 17:15Speaker 1: Right. This detail is the absolute modern nightmare of technology
- 17:19Speaker 1: failing you when you need it most.
- 17:21Speaker 2: Oh, it's brutal.
- 17:22Speaker 1: He testified that he pulls out his phone to dial 911,
- 17:25Speaker 1: but the phone gets caught in a buffering loop. It
- 17:28Speaker 1: keeps switching violently back and forth between his home Wi-Fi
- 17:31Speaker 1: network and the cellular 911 network.
- 17:33Speaker 2: That is just terrible timing.
- 17:35Speaker 1: It delays the connection for so long that he testified
- 17:38Speaker 1: he almost gave up and just started screaming for the
- 17:40Speaker 1: neighbors out of pure desperation.
- 17:42Speaker 2: To understand the sheer physiological toll of this delay, we
- 17:47Speaker 2: have to look at how the brain processes time during
- 17:50Speaker 2: an adrenaline spike. It's a phenomenon called tachypsychia, which is
- 17:55Speaker 2: the distortion of perceived time.
- 17:57Speaker 1: Tachypsychia, that is when seconds literally feel like hours because
- 18:00Speaker 1: your brain is writing memories at a higher frame rate.
- 18:02Speaker 2: Exactly. When your life is threatened, or in this case,
- 18:05Speaker 2: when the lives of your children are completely unknown, your
- 18:08Speaker 2: brain hyper focuses on the environment. You process every single
- 18:13Speaker 2: frame of reality.
- 18:14Speaker 1: Right.
- 18:14Speaker 2: Put yourself in his shoes, standing in that backyard. It
- 18:17Speaker 2: is freezing cold. It is dark. You are standing over
- 18:20Speaker 2: your severely injured wife. You've just seen a room bathed
- 18:24Speaker 2: in blood. You know your three young children are in
- 18:26Speaker 2: the basement, but you cannot go to them yet because
- 18:28Speaker 2: you were trying to secure emergency medical services.
- 18:31Speaker 1: Yeah, you're just stuck.
- 18:32Speaker 2: And the glowing rectangle in your hand, the device designed
- 18:36Speaker 2: to bring salvation, is stuck on a handover protocol glitch
- 18:39Speaker 2: between a router and a cell tower.
- 18:41Speaker 1: It is technological purgatory. But eventually the glitch resolves. The
- 18:45Speaker 1: call connects. He gets through to a dispatcher.
- 18:47Speaker 2: And this is where the logistics of emergency medical triage
- 18:50Speaker 2: take over. The dispatcher, sitting miles away following a strict
- 18:54Speaker 2: algorithmic protocol for lacerations, instructs him to apply direct pressure
- 18:58Speaker 2: to her wounds.
- 18:59Speaker 1: But the father, utilizing the visual data he gathered moments earlier,
- 19:03Speaker 1: observes that the wrist and neck wounds aren't actively pumping blood.
- 19:07Speaker 2: Exactly.
- 19:08Speaker 1: He makes the calculated, rational decision not to apply pressure,
- 19:12Speaker 1: avoiding unnecessary manipulation of the trauma sites.
- 19:14Speaker 2: He transitions into an active surveillance role. He feeds constant
- 19:18Speaker 2: information to the dispatcher while monitoring her vitals. He notes
- 19:22Speaker 2: she is drifting in and out of consciousness, but she
- 19:24Speaker 2: is breathing independently.
- 19:26Speaker 1: And he stays in this holding pattern in the freezing
- 19:28Speaker 1: yard for what he estimates is four to five agonizing
- 19:31Speaker 1: minutes until the first responders finally arrive.
- 19:34Speaker 2: Four to five minutes in a state of tachypsychia is
- 19:37Speaker 2: an eternity.
- 19:38Speaker 1: Seriously.
- 19:39Speaker 2: He is tethered to the spot by a profound sense
- 19:41Speaker 2: of duty and by the voice of the 911 dispatcher
- 19:43Speaker 2: in his ear. He cannot abandon the critical patient in
- 19:46Speaker 2: front of him to search the unknown darkness of the basement.
- 19:50Speaker 2: He is physically trapped.
- 19:51Speaker 1: But the absolute split second those paramedics arrive in the
- 19:54Speaker 1: backyard and take visual control of her, he is freed
- 19:57Speaker 1: from that tether. He testified, quote, The.
- 20:02Speaker 2: Geographical trajectory shifts again. The massive blood loss upstairs and
- 20:07Speaker 2: the lack of active bleeding in the yard formed a
- 20:10Speaker 2: complete forensic picture for his wife. But the coordinate she
- 20:14Speaker 2: handed him the basement is a total black box.
- 20:17Speaker 1: Yeah, he has no idea what's down there.
- 20:19Speaker 2: His physical movement has to shift immediately downward.
- 20:22Speaker 1: Still clutching his phone, still completely connected to the open
- 20:25Speaker 1: 911 line, though he testified he didn't even realize the
- 20:29Speaker 1: call was still active. He runs back inside, past the
- 20:32Speaker 1: kitchen island with the CVS bags, Rips open that basement
- 20:36Speaker 1: door that he had casually yelled down just minutes prior
- 20:38Speaker 1: and sprints down the stairs.
- 20:40Speaker 2: The spatial mapping of the basement in the transcript is
- 20:42Speaker 2: vital to understanding the horrific sequence of discovery.
- 20:45Speaker 1: Right, let's walk through that layout.
- 20:46Speaker 2: When you hit the bottom of the wooden stairs, the
- 20:48Speaker 2: layout is specific. In the back left corner is his office.
- 20:54Speaker 2: There is an open gym area characterized by a large
- 20:56Speaker 2: black rubber mat on the floor. To the right of
- 20:59Speaker 2: the gym is a living room area with a couch,
- 21:02Speaker 2: and towards the back right is a bathroom.
- 21:05Speaker 1: So he hits the bottom of the stairs and immediately
- 21:07Speaker 1: hooks left toward the living room and gym area. And
- 21:10Speaker 1: he finds his oldest daughter, Cora. She is positioned to
- 21:13Speaker 1: the left of the couch.
- 21:15Speaker 2: He describes her physiological condition with clinical devastation. She is
- 21:19Speaker 2: face down. She's completely unresponsive. And she has a physical
- 21:22Speaker 2: ligature around her neck, a thick, elastic exercise band.
- 21:26Speaker 1: Oh, God. He immediately drops to the floor and tries
- 21:29Speaker 1: to remove the band. He testified that he untied it.
- 21:32Speaker 1: And when the prosecutor asked him to describe the specific
- 21:35Speaker 1: knot used, he agreed with the description that it was tied, quote,
- 21:38Speaker 1: when you initially tie your shoes, but then don't do
- 21:40Speaker 1: the bow.
- 21:41Speaker 2: The knot is the nexus of the horror in this room.
- 21:43Speaker 1: I need to deeply understand the physiology of this moment.
- 21:47Speaker 1: We talked about fine motor skills earlier. How does a
- 21:51Speaker 1: person physically and mentally execute the fine motor skills required
- 21:54Speaker 1: to pick apart and untie a tight knot on their
- 21:57Speaker 1: own child's neck while processing the literal end of their world?
- 22:01Speaker 2: It's hard to fathom.
- 22:02Speaker 1: Right. His sympathetic nervous system must be completely ridlining. His
- 22:07Speaker 1: adrenaline is maxed out. His hands should be shaking uncontrollably.
- 22:11Speaker 1: How does he perform a delicate mechanical task?
- 22:14Speaker 2: It is one of the most profound testaments to the
- 22:17Speaker 2: power of procedural memory overriding autonomic shock. Under a massive
- 22:21Speaker 2: adrenaline dump, blood rushes to your major muscle groups. You
- 22:25Speaker 2: lose the ability to perform intricate tasks because your body
- 22:28Speaker 2: is preparing for gross motor movements running away or engaging
- 22:31Speaker 2: in combat.
- 22:31Speaker 1: Yeah, your body just wants to run or fight.
- 22:33Speaker 2: You literally lose feeling in your fingertips. But tying a shoe,
- 22:38Speaker 2: or in this case, untying the base knot of a shoe,
- 22:40Speaker 2: is a procedural memory.
- 22:41Speaker 1: It's muscle memory. It doesn't require the prefrontal cortex to
- 22:45Speaker 1: calculate the geometry of the knot.
- 22:47Speaker 2: Exactly. Declarative memory is knowing what a knot is. Procedural
- 22:52Speaker 2: memory is the physical act of tying or untying it.
- 22:55Speaker 2: You do it thousands of times for your children. It
- 22:57Speaker 2: operates in the basal ganglia and the cerebellum.
- 22:59Speaker 1: Okay, so the brain just falls back on habit.
- 23:02Speaker 2: The absolute imperative to restore an airway to his child
- 23:05Speaker 2: forces a hyperfocus that allows his cerebellum to take over
- 23:08Speaker 2: the trembling in his hands. He accesses the deeply ingrained
- 23:12Speaker 2: muscular memory of a mundane domestic task to defeat the ligature.
- 23:16Speaker 1: And the devastating reality of that knot, tied like a
- 23:19Speaker 1: shoe without the bow, it is an everyday loving parental action.
- 23:24Speaker 1: Seeing that exact same muscular memory weaponized against a child's airway,
- 23:28Speaker 1: it bridges the mundane and the horrific in a single
- 23:31Speaker 1: paralyzing image. Yeah.
- 23:33Speaker 2: After he unties the band from Cora, his peripheral vision
- 23:36Speaker 2: catches movement, or really the lack thereof. He looks over
- 23:39Speaker 2: and sees his son, Callan. Callan is positioned right next
- 23:42Speaker 2: to her, oriented more towards a chair and a bureau
- 23:44Speaker 2: in the living room space.
- 23:45Speaker 1: Callan is in the exact same condition, face down, unresponsive,
- 23:50Speaker 1: with an identical exercise band around his neck. The father
- 23:53Speaker 1: drops down and forces his hands to repeat the procedural memory.
- 23:57Speaker 1: He removes that band as well.
- 23:59Speaker 2: He is operating in a loop of pure nightmare mechanics.
- 24:03Speaker 2: Untying one child, finding the next, repeating the physical process,
- 24:07Speaker 2: and then the terrifying arithmetic of his family registers. He
- 24:11Speaker 2: has three children. One is still missing in the dark.
- 24:13Speaker 1: Dawson. He scrambles to find Dawson. He checks the basement bathroom.
- 24:17Speaker 1: He checks the other side of the living room couch.
- 24:20Speaker 1: Then he physically crosses the entire length of the basement,
- 24:23Speaker 1: moving to the back left corner, into his office. He
- 24:26Speaker 1: steps just inside the door to the left and finds Dawson.
- 24:29Speaker 2: The legal testimony regarding Dawson is heartbreakingly brief. Unlike the
- 24:33Speaker 2: detailed spatial descriptions of Cora and Callan, he doesn't describe
- 24:37Speaker 2: Dawson's physical position. He simply states, under oath, I knew
- 24:40Speaker 2: he was gone.
- 24:41Speaker 1: Oh, that's just, yeah. But Dawson also has a ligature
- 24:44Speaker 1: band around his neck, and the father, despite knowing it
- 24:46Speaker 1: is too late, removes it anyway.
- 24:48Speaker 2: The chronology of medical care he initiates next tells us
- 24:51Speaker 2: everything about the human drive to preserve life. He has
- 24:54Speaker 2: just found his entire world destroyed. The autonomic response would
- 24:58Speaker 2: be to collapse, to surrender to the shock. But after
- 25:01Speaker 2: removing the band from Dawson, his instinct is to reverse
- 25:05Speaker 2: course immediately. He testified that he was running back and
- 25:08Speaker 2: forth across the basement, and that he sprinted back to
- 25:11Speaker 2: Kura to begin administering CPR.
- 25:13Speaker 1: He is physically compressing her chest, breathing into her lungs,
- 25:17Speaker 1: trying to artificially sustain life while waiting for the cavalry
- 25:20Speaker 1: above him to realize what is happening below.
- 25:23Speaker 2: He is initiating the chain of survival completely alone in
- 25:26Speaker 2: a subterranean room. He sustains this impossible effort until the
- 25:31Speaker 2: first responders who had been securing the chaotic scene in
- 25:33Speaker 2: the backyard finally navigate through the house and make their
- 25:36Speaker 2: way down the basement stairs.
- 25:38Speaker 1: And once they breach the room, they take over the
- 25:40Speaker 1: advanced medical interventions and immediately send him upstairs, physically removing
- 25:44Speaker 1: him from the triage zone.
- 25:45Speaker 2: The logistics of a multi-casualty familial scenario like this are staggering.
- 25:50Speaker 2: The transcript outlines the frantic path from the home. The
- 25:54Speaker 2: children are rushed out. Cora, Dawson, and Callan are initially
- 25:58Speaker 2: transported to Beth Israel Deaconess in Plymouth.
- 26:01Speaker 1: Plymouth is a suburban hospital capable of stabilizing trauma. but
- 26:05Speaker 1: pediatric critical care requires highly specialized facilities, right?
- 26:09Speaker 2: Exactly. Which is why Callan, who survived the initial asphyxiation
- 26:12Speaker 2: the longest, is later airlifted or transported to Children's Hospital
- 26:16Speaker 2: in Boston. The logistical nightmare of moving critically injured children
- 26:20Speaker 2: across geographic zones adds a whole new layer to the
- 26:24Speaker 2: timeline of the horror.
- 26:25Speaker 1: It is a timeline of absolute systematic devastation. The entire sequence,
- 26:30Speaker 1: from the moment he put his truck in park to
- 26:32Speaker 1: the moment he was sent upstairs by paramedics, likely unfolded
- 26:35Speaker 1: in less than 15 minutes.
- 26:36Speaker 2: It's terrifying how fast it all happened.
- 26:38Speaker 1: So, we have walked through the excruciating physical timeline. But
- 26:42Speaker 1: what does this all mean when we step back and
- 26:44Speaker 1: try to understand the psychological context of this family's life?
- 26:48Speaker 1: This brings us to a pivot in the legal questioning, hindsight,
- 26:53Speaker 1: and the complete, terrifying absence of warning signs.
- 26:56Speaker 2: Up until now, the legal inquiry was focused on the
- 26:59Speaker 2: immediate physics of January 24th. But the questioning suddenly shifts gears.
- 27:05Speaker 2: The prosecution needs to establish the psychological baseline of normalcy
- 27:08Speaker 2: before the event, and they introduce a phone call that
- 27:11Speaker 2: attempts to reframe the tragedy through an entirely different lens.
- 27:15Speaker 1: The prosecutor's questions are incredibly pointed and rapid-fire. The father
- 27:20Speaker 1: is asked if anyone ever told him not to leave
- 27:22Speaker 1: his kids alone with his wife. He answers unequivocally, no.
- 27:26Speaker 1: He is asked if she ever at any point told
- 27:28Speaker 1: him she wanted to harm the children, no. Did she
- 27:30Speaker 1: ever say she was going to kill the children, no.
- 27:32Speaker 2: Legally and psychologically, he is establishing that from his vantage point,
- 27:36Speaker 2: there were absolutely zero red flags indicating violence toward the children.
- 27:40Speaker 2: His reality was built on a foundation of complete trust.
- 27:43Speaker 2: He felt entirely comfortable leaving his family, driving to CVS,
- 27:47Speaker 2: and expecting them to be safe and sound upon his return.
- 27:51Speaker 2: The baseline was totally intact.
- 27:53Speaker 1: But then, roughly a week later, the narrative is violently ruptured.
- 27:57Speaker 1: He receives a phone call from his wife while she
- 28:00Speaker 1: is receiving psychiatric and medical care, at Brigham and Women's
- 28:03Speaker 1: Hospital in Boston.
- 28:04Speaker 2: The prosecutor asks him specifically what she said during that
- 28:08Speaker 2: monitored call, and he notes a deeply telling psychological detail
- 28:13Speaker 2: right out of the gate. She didn't ask about the children.
- 28:16Speaker 2: She didn't talk about them at all.
- 28:18Speaker 1: Which is pretty shocking.
- 28:19Speaker 2: Instead, the focus was entirely internal. She talked about what
- 28:22Speaker 2: she went through.
- 28:23Speaker 1: She tells him over the phone that she heard a
- 28:25Speaker 1: man's voice commanding her. The voice allegedly told her that
- 28:28Speaker 1: if she didn't do it right then, she would lose
- 28:30Speaker 1: her chance forever. She also apparently mentions experiencing a moment
- 28:34Speaker 1: of psychosis, though he testified he doesn't fully recall the
- 28:38Speaker 1: exact phrasing she used for that word.
- 28:40Speaker 2: But he confirms, under oath, that she had never once
- 28:43Speaker 2: mentioned experiencing psychosis or hearing voices to him ever before
- 28:47Speaker 2: in their lives.
- 28:48Speaker 1: In fact, he explicitly states he didn't even know what
- 28:50Speaker 1: the medical definition of psychosis was until after his family
- 28:53Speaker 1: was destroyed.
- 28:55Speaker 2: We are looking at a profound clash of realities here.
- 28:58Speaker 2: As impartial observers analyzing this primary text, We have to
- 29:02Speaker 2: recognize the boundaries of human perception. The father's lived reality
- 29:07Speaker 2: was a completely normal Tuesday afternoon.
- 29:09Speaker 1: Right.
- 29:09Speaker 2: The mother's post-incident explanation introduces a sudden catastrophic psychological break,
- 29:16Speaker 2: a commanding external voice demanding immediate violence.
- 29:20Speaker 1: It is completely jarring. I find myself trying to reconcile
- 29:23Speaker 1: these two opposing universes. How do we reconcile a home
- 29:26Speaker 1: that looks so perfectly normal, a home where a man
- 29:28Speaker 1: leaves his work boots by the side door and expects
- 29:31Speaker 1: to hear his kids giggling with the sudden unannounced introduction
- 29:34Speaker 1: of a demonic, commanding voice and severe psychosis.
- 29:37Speaker 2: The transcript itself highlights this friction by contrasting the specific
- 29:42Speaker 2: language used in the two different time frames. Think back
- 29:44Speaker 2: to the immediate aftermath in the freezing backyard. When he asked,
- 29:48Speaker 2: what happened? Her statement was singular, direct, and active. I
- 29:53Speaker 2: tried to kill myself. It was a declaration of personal
- 29:56Speaker 2: agency and personal action. There was no mention of a voice.
- 30:00Speaker 2: No mention of coercion, external pressure, or psychosis.
- 30:03Speaker 1: But a week later, safely in the hospital, the explanation
- 30:06Speaker 1: shifts entirely to an external force. A man's voice saying,
- 30:10Speaker 1: if she didn't do it now, she would lose her chance.
- 30:13Speaker 2: From a forensic psychology standpoint, the introduction of auditory hallucinations,
- 30:17Speaker 2: specifically command hallucinations, is a massive factor in assessing criminal
- 30:21Speaker 2: culpability and state of mind. Command hallucinations are often experienced
- 30:25Speaker 2: as irresistible mandates.
- 30:27Speaker 1: Okay, I see.
- 30:28Speaker 2: But the father's sworn testimony is incredibly vital here because
- 30:32Speaker 2: it establishes that this alleged psychosis was entirely invisible to
- 30:35Speaker 2: the person who shared a bed with her. There was
- 30:37Speaker 2: no gradual escalation he could observe. There was no bizarre
- 30:41Speaker 2: erratic behavior he was warned by doctors to watch out for.
- 30:44Speaker 1: It just happened. The baseline of their reality just shattered
- 30:47Speaker 1: without a single visible crack appearing beforehand to warn him
- 30:51Speaker 1: to get his kids out of the house.
- 30:53Speaker 2: Which is exactly why reading this testimony feels so deeply unsettling.
- 30:57Speaker 2: It forces us to confront a terrifying truth. The most
- 31:00Speaker 2: devastating events in human life do not always arrive with
- 31:03Speaker 2: storm clouds, sirens, and warning signs. Sometimes they arrive in
- 31:07Speaker 2: a perfectly quiet house, hiding behind a locked bedroom door.
- 31:11Speaker 1: We have taken a heavy journey through this transcript today.
- 31:14Speaker 1: We started in the deceptive quiet of a normal routine,
- 31:18Speaker 1: a father returning from errands, taking off his boots, placing
- 31:21Speaker 1: shopping bags on a kitchen island. We analyzed the neurobiology
- 31:25Speaker 1: of his brain as a simple sensory anomaly. The absolute
- 31:28Speaker 1: acoustic silence of his home prompted a systematic search.
- 31:32Speaker 2: We examined the physical geography of the house moving upstairs,
- 31:35Speaker 2: encountering the intentional barrier of the locked master bedroom door,
- 31:38Speaker 2: defeated only by the hyper-specific retrieval of a hidden key.
- 31:42Speaker 1: Yeah.
- 31:42Speaker 2: We deconstructed the fluid dynamics of the horrific discovery inside
- 31:45Speaker 2: the low trajectory blood spatter and the skewed bed which
- 31:49Speaker 2: led directly to the open window.
- 31:50Speaker 1: Which guided his physical trajectory down to the backyard window well.
- 31:54Speaker 1: The chilling, literal dialogue devoid of emotion, and the agonizing
- 31:59Speaker 1: physiological toll of a looping cell phone signal delaying the
- 32:03Speaker 1: 911 connection.
- 32:04Speaker 2: And finally, the descent into the subterranean darkness of the basement,
- 32:08Speaker 2: where a father, still tethered to an open emergency line,
- 32:12Speaker 2: had to systematically navigate the space to find his three children,
- 32:16Speaker 2: utilizing procedural memory to untie domestic knots weaponized into ligatures,
- 32:21Speaker 2: desperately attempting to artificially sustain life until help arrived.
- 32:25Speaker 1: Every single one of you listening right now has your
- 32:27Speaker 1: own daily routines. You know exactly where you toss your
- 32:29Speaker 1: keys when you walk in. You know the exact grooves
- 32:32Speaker 1: of where you set your groceries down. You know the comforting,
- 32:35Speaker 1: specific acoustic hum of your own home. This testimony is
- 32:38Speaker 1: a chilling, permanent reminder of the absolute fragility of that
- 32:42Speaker 1: mundane reality. Truly. Joe's is exactly how quickly, how silently,
- 32:45Speaker 1: and how irreversibly the unimaginable can shatter the spaces we
- 32:48Speaker 1: feel safest in.
- 32:49Speaker 2: It fundamentally challenges the deeply held human assumption that we
- 32:53Speaker 2: will always see the danger coming.
- 32:55Speaker 1: As we wrap up this deep dive, I want to
- 32:57Speaker 1: leave you with one final thought to mull over. As
- 33:01Speaker 1: we explore, the transcript reveals a haunting technological detail. The
- 33:06Speaker 1: father's cell phone remained connected to the 911 dispatch center
- 33:09Speaker 1: the entire time he was in the basement finding his children.
- 33:12Speaker 1: He didn't even realize the phone was still in his
- 33:14Speaker 1: hand or that the line was open. I want you
- 33:17Speaker 1: to consider the profound, silent weight of the emergency dispatch system.
- 33:22Speaker 1: There was a stranger on the other end of that
- 33:24Speaker 1: phone line, sitting in a windowless room miles and miles away,
- 33:27Speaker 1: connected only by a fragile, invisible cellular signal. That dispatcher
- 33:32Speaker 1: was an unseen, completely silent witness, listening in real time
- 33:37Speaker 1: as a father's entire universe ended in the dark of
- 33:39Speaker 1: his own basement.
- 33:41Speaker 2: They couldn't speak. They couldn't help. They could only listen.
- 33:43Speaker 1: Exactly. What does it mean to be the unseen witness
- 33:46Speaker 1: to history's darkest, most private moments of agony, tethered only
- 33:49Speaker 1: by the electronic hum of an open line?
- 33:52Speaker 2: That is an incredibly heavy burden to carry, one that
- 33:54Speaker 2: alters the witness just as much as the victim.
- 33:57Speaker 1: It truly is. Thank you for walking through this heavy,
- 33:59Speaker 1: deep dive with us today. Take care of yourselves.